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00002                                     Aiwnios.com
00003 
00004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
00005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
00006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
00007 about myself.
00008 
00009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
00010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
00011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
00012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
00013 
00014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
00015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
00016 
00017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
00018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
00019 
00020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
00021 
00022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
00023 
00024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
00025 
00026 AiwniosTube
00027 
00028                                    Irc Server
00029 
00030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
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00033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
00034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
00035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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00067                                   4-16-25 Pt.1
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00069   There was a king who gave a garden to his 2 sons. Only 1 was allowed to play 
00070 in it at once. The Queen was angered by this and the king when to war with the 
00071 garden keeper. The garden keeper was the kings sons and refused to destroy the 
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00074   Sometimes rigid rules will cause self destruction,and this can be overridden 
00075 by seeing the people they rules are meant to protect. In some sense they are 
00076 meant to exist and not be enforced.
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00079                                   4-15-25 Pt.2
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00081   Someone needs to give me an Elbrus 2000 machine,yeah Im going Russian mode. 
00082 China still has the sexiest software though.
00083 
00084                                   4-15-25 Pt.1
00085 
00086   -] Job Quitting Letter
00087   
00088   
00089     It has been said and orally transmitted by people much more worphy that 
00090   myself that the function of souls is to serve other souls,which I cannot 
00091   disagree with,especially with this job.
00092     
00093     I would say that my care for humanity has largely been abstract,and I have 
00094   neglected my duty as a person to have concrete care for people. I believe it 
00095   is urgent that I care for my family conretely now and I cannot create a great 
00096   work holding this job. I cannot know if working this job or helping my family 
00097   will be a better choice,I suppose I will make a choice that will bring less 
00098   immediate guilt.
00099   
00100     Best Wishes
00101   
00102      Clayton *REDACTED* 
00103 
00104                                   4-14-25 Pt.1
00105 
00106   Monks devote their lives to reducing suffering. Not using computers is a 
00107 virtue for monks. I am a lay person.People should understand that monks are 
00108 initiated into monkhood because the Tirthankars annointed people to carry of the 
00109 Dharma. It is an oral tradition at it's heart. Being a monk is the real deal and 
00110 not everyone is worthy of it,I will never be worpthy of it in this life. 
00111 
00112                                   4-13-25 Pt.2
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00114   I am sick sort of today. I should seriously consider quitting my job because I 
00115 get paid about $100 a week because I volenteer there. I was going to quit a long 
00116 time ago then they started paying me 4 hours a week but they are nice so they 
00117 made it 8 hours a week. I guess they really want me to volenteer there. 21
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00119   I literally could be making video games but I am feeding homeless retards. The 
00120 funny thing is I dont get paid most of the time I am there. I have already said 
00121 multiple times I do not want to volenteer there. Let me make a cool game and 
00122 sell it on steam or something. I saw a cool meth selling game on steam and it 
00123 looks Travis Scott lit.
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00125   Most games do not look fun. I want to make a fun game that I would actually 
00126 play 21. Quake 3 is fun if you have freinds and are living in 1999.
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00128   Pinworms will be about taking over the pinworm galaxies.
00129 
00130   I played a game on the Atari called Joust and it was Travis Scott Lit. You 
00131 rode on a bird and would try to knock other players off their birds.
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00134                                   4-13-25 Pt.1
00135 
00136   Tatvarth Sutra says there are 7 earths seperated by space and air. They are 
00137 like above each other and the infernal poo poo brains live in the lower earths. 
00138 In the lower 4 of these earths malevolent entites play with the hell beings. 
00139 These entities probably like Quake 3. 
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00141   Heaven beings live in space somewhere. I liked Quake3 because of the art 
00142 stylr. It was a good rendering of hellish places and was very abstract. Pinwroms 
00143 will hopefully be a lit game.
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00145                                   4-12-25 Pt.2
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00147   A property of soul is the capacity or non-capacity for salvation. I dont think 
00148 I am capable of salvation. I say too many bad words and stuff. Some people 
00149 ponder the mysetires of existence as they have capacity for salvation,some 
00150 interact with the poopy sauce around them and invalidate thier salvation.
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00152   Imagine if the portal to hell is next to you but you are in a room with no 
00153 exit. Hell is the only exit but staying in the room is boring so I enter.
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00172                                   4-12-25 Pt.1
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00174   The Mahavir Lord did not answer people sometimes if they were poopy heads. 
00175 Jamari(Or maybe his name was Jamali) asked the Lord if he could walk around 
00176 despite being a monk. Mahavir Lord did not give him an answer,and thus without 
00177 an answer,Jamari seeking an answer lead to Jamari's heresy.
00178 
00179   There is a story about a frog and a bird. The Bird saved a frog from an 
00180 crocidile if,the bird told the frog to not open his mouth. The frog opened his 
00181 mouth to say "Thank you",then the frog's mouth let go of the birds foot and he 
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00254                                   4-10-25 Pt.1
00255 
00256   The Tirthankars opposed condemable acts so they left their society behind to 
00257 start a holy one by founding congregations.
00258 
00259   They didnt abandon society,they made a new one. If something is 
00260 broken,sometimes it is better to redo it than to try to fix it. The Archayas are 
00261 to be bowed to because they are the givers of society. One of my teachers in 
00262 high school said the indian students would bow to him if they were exchange 
00263 students.
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00265                                   4-9-25 Pt.1
00266 
00267   Some people do irrational things for good reasons. I once saw a person in 
00268 binghamton who would wave to people everyday on the street ,for many hours. 
00269 Mentally Ill,probably,but it is a better illness than shooting up your hood. I 
00270 am mentally Ill, even mentally ill people who do irrational things must decide 
00271 what to do with themselves. 
00272 
00273   Work(im sorry volenteering) is exploitative because i get paid about $100 a 
00274 week for what i do,but I am mentally ill so it is ok. The point is I will 
00275 continue to do this poopy job because it helps people. This is the best I can 
00276 do. Whatever gains from quiting are lesser than helping people. 
00277 
00278   If you value yourself dont volenteer for *redacted* Charities. Honest advice.
00279 
00280                                   4-8-25 Pt.1
00281 
00282   Dont you fucking love raw hardware x linux. I downloaded DietPi because I was 
00283 being lazy. They removed the /sys/clas/gpio/* thing for sexy GPIO registes and 
00284 well,I dont fucking know anymore. The "orthodox" method is to find what chip 
00285 your using them mmap "/dev/mem". I located what chip im using then mmaps the 
00286 GPIO hardware address into RAM,then the keybaord decided to give up. I copied 
00287 some "real" code and the same thing happened.
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00289   You have to look at "/proc/cpuinfo" to get the chip then infer the GPIO butt 
00290 licking base address based on the chip name then mmap the raw memory into a 
00291 virtual space then consult page 90-ish of the broadcom XXXX datasheet for more 
00292 info. (AKA get a soldiering iron,put it in your dickhole then plug it in and 
00293 wait).
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00295   This would be ok if it actaully fuckin worked. I cloned a simple repo to test 
00296 this and suprise it doesnt fuckin work. Im using Dietpi but a computer is a 
00297 fucking computer.The GPIO headers are just sitting on the board colllecting dust 
00298 until entirnity passes.
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00300   Imagine if fucking DOS did this,I would piss my pants. 
00301 
00302   Dear Raspberry Pi People:
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00304   BRING BACK THE /sys/class/gpio* ABSTRACTION. Dont buy the raspberry pi 3-B 
00305 V1.2, There is no help.
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00307   I hear horror stories about the RasPi 5,but then again most people are too 
00308 stupid to know how to use it.
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00310   DISCLAIMER:
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00312   The method of sticking a soldiering iron up your penis has not been evaluated 
00313 by the FDA as a valid method of locating the GPIO register base address. This 
00314 may potentially burn your dickhole.
00315 
00316                                   4-7-25 Pt.3
00317 
00318   I spent alot of yesterdaty demonstrating aiwnios. Ill be frank,VGA is 21 
00319 savage lit,but linux needs abstraction layers to access the api,i will be quick. 
00320 I have no way of measuring the frequency.
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00343   Ill need to need the pins to operate at at least 28800 hz to spam HSYNCS while 
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00346   I have a VGA cable with jumpers attacked to it. I will whip out the raspi.
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00348   I just burn an iso to flash drive,but I have to install the raspi linux.
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00352                                   4-7-25 Pt.2
00353 
00354   I redacted a section on the shitpit. Jokes cease to be funny when you see who 
00355 it affects,this applies to curses too.
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00357                                   4-7-25 Pt.1
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00359   I saw pigs yesterday,they were obese and cute.
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00361                                   4-4-25 Pt.3
00362 
00363   I heard that japanese horror focuses on finding beauty in fear. I have fear of 
00364 the goverment slappin me silly. The thing people dont seem to realize is that 
00365 your life can be snatched at any moment. I find it weird when I feed homeless 
00366 people free food and they get angry becaue I am not quick enough.
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00368   The point is they could be in a war but they are getting angry because I am 
00369 not fast enough giviing them free food. People dont seem to understand that 
00370 politics has effects on people than having to wait an extra minute for free 
00371 food.
00372 
00373                                   4-4-25 Pt.2
00374 
00375   I feel guilt for (as a kid) my romances were purely chemical. I loved video 
00376 games and thats it. People were right to call me a poo poo brain. I learned 
00377 about abstract thought too late.
00378 
00379   Ill be frank,I see autstic people sometimes at work who probably dont have 
00380 abstract thinking and have Pokemon balls and other pop culture icons on thier 
00381 back pack. I dislike when people call me autistic,not because it is true(I am a 
00382 autistic retard),but because I am one of the good ones.
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00385                                   4-4-25 Pt.1
00386 
00387   I am working on a Latin text editor studio in HolyC. I want to make it so you 
00388 can right click on words to select declension x conjugations. A thing movies 
00389 dont convey is a sense of "chemical romance". This means people need food to 
00390 live. They only convey relationships which isnt good for my autistic ass.
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00392   Chris Chan is a story of chemical romance that occasionaly manifests itself if 
00393 interacting with others. You wont find sex scenes with a person,but you will 
00394 find a sex scene with Chris's PlayStation 3.
00395 
00396                                   4-3-25 Pt.4
00397 
00398   Someone once said "Ideas are placed through the waves of the ocean,this is why 
00399 civilizations advance around the same rate". They were probably not on drugs. I 
00400 will elloborate. The idea has nothing to do with the tides of the ocean,but that 
00401 the ocean(world) is constant and gives out tides(knowledge) from the same ocean.
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00403   I think the person who called this "contraversal" is unable to comprehend 
00404 abstract thought. I forget who said this. The idea is the ideas are already 
00405 there and get discovered around the same time.
00406 
00407                                   4-3-25 Pt.3
00408 
00409   Ownership is a means of acquiring knowledge. You learn from what you own. I 
00410 own computers and stuff and learn alot.I used to imagine being in a desert and 
00411 picking up a peice of sand. That would be a lucky piece of land out of all the 
00412 sand in the world.
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00414   Resting place is where the sand is and thus is necessary for ownership. Things 
00415 are simultaniously special and not special because there are lots of the same 
00416 thing but only one occupies what is in your hand. You could argue that anyone is 
00417 both special and not special.
00418 
00419                                   4-3-25 Pt.2
00420 
00421    Tattvarth Sutra 1
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00423                                   4-3-25 Pt.1
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00425   Reloaded images,they use em instead of pixels.
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00427                                   4-2-25 Pt.4
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00429   A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the 
00430 women-slave mentality for child-minds.
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00432                                   4-2-25 Pt.3
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00434   If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother 
00435 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot.
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00437                                   4-2-25 Pt.2
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00439   If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 
00440 repeatidly for fun.
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00442                                   4-2-25 Pt.1
00443 
00444   Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 
00445 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads.
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00448                                   4-1-25 Pt.3
00449 
00450   Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 
00451 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 
00452 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 
00453 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish.
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00455   Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 
00456 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 
00457 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 
00458 written poems. I write compilers.
00459 
00460   Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object
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00462   POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME.
00463 
00464   In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 
00465 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 
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00468                                   4-1-25 Pt.2
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00470   So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find 
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00492   Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this:
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00494 -] Master matrix
00495   
00496       A  B  C  D
00497     A 1  1  0  0
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00499     B 0  1  1  1
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00501     C 0  0  1  1
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00506   Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too
00507 
00508 -] Baby Matrix
00509   
00510       A  B  C
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00518   Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration.
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00520   Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns
00521 -] Master matrix
00522   
00523       B  C  D  A
00524     B 1  1  1  0
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00526     C 0  1  1  0
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00528     D 0  0  1  1
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00530     A 0  1  0  1
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00534   Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 
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00540   Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely.
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00542   A [B C D]
00543   A [B [C D]]
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00545   B [C D A]
00546   B [C [D A]]
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00548   C [D A B]
00549   C [D [A B]]
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00555   Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum  gains.
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00557   If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 
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00562                                   4-1-25 Pt.1
00563 
00564   Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted.
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00566                                   3-31-25 Pt.2
00567 
00568   People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 
00569 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 
00570 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero.
00571 
00572                                   3-31-25 Pt.1
00573 
00574   I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 
00575 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 
00576 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties.
00577 
00578   I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 
00579 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people.
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00581   Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 
00582 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes.
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00584   I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 
00585 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 
00586 It is ficticious maybe.
00587 
00588                                   3-30-25 Pt.3
00589 
00590   Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 
00591 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 
00592 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 
00593 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him.
00594 
00595   The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 
00596 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 
00597 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 
00598 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done.
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00601                                   3-30-25 Pt.2
00602 
00603   Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 
00604 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 
00605 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 
00606 actively seek to help people.
00607 
00608   I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 
00609 good for others.
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00611                                   3-30-25 Pt.1
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00613   I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 
00614 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 
00615 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 
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00618   I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 
00619 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 
00620 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 
00621 worth of labor because I volenteer and work.
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00625   Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 
00626 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 
00627 could be working a real job.
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00629 Disclaimer:
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00631   I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 
00632 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 
00633 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work.
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00635   I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 
00636 to overcome.
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00640                                   3-29-25 Pt.2
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00642   Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 
00643 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom.
00644 
00645   I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 
00646 answer. 
00647 
00648                                   3-29-25 Pt.1
00649 
00650   Heres the mootherfucking  DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 
00651 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 
00652 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit.
00653 
00654   I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 
00655 the D(oom).
00656 
00657                                   3-28-25 Pt.4
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00659   As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 
00660 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 
00661 burger people were just workers,nothing else.
00662 
00663                                   3-28-25 Pt.3
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00665   Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 
00666 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 
00667 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 
00668 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 
00669 the prisions too.
00670 
00671   Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 
00672 not buy innocence at Walmart.
00673 
00674                                   3-28-25 Pt.2
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00676   People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 
00677 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 
00678 sense of reality.
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00681                                   3-28-25 Pt.1
00682   *REDACTED*
00683 
00684                                   3-27-25 Pt.2
00685 
00686   The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 
00687 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 
00688 in the mirror. I am not one of them.
00689 
00690                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
00691 
00692   The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 
00693 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 
00694 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 
00695 you can find it with a microscope.
00696 
00697   The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 
00698 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 
00699 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 
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00701 
00702   You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 
00703 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 
00704 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 
00705 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death.
00706 
00707                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
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00711     When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 
00712 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY.
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00714                                   3-26-25 Pt.3
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00716   Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 
00717 the play store.
00718 
00719                                   3-26-25 Pt.2
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00721   There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer.
00722 
00723   People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 
00724 will look in the mirror.
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00726   Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 
00727 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits.
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00729   Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 
00730 include it for legal reasons.
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00733                                   3-26-25 Pt.1
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00736    Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa.
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00794                                   3-25-25 Pt.3
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00796   DISCLIAMER:
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00798   I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 
00799 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public.
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00804   Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 
00805 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 
00806 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word.
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00808                                   3-25-25 Pt.2
00809 
00810   I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 
00811 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 
00812 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 
00813 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 
00814 papers while thinking and this site dont either.
00815 
00816                                   3-25-25 Pt.1
00817 
00818   A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 
00819 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick.
00820 
00821                                   3-24-25 Pt.2
00822 
00823   The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 
00824 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 
00825 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 
00826 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit.
00827 
00828                                   3-24-25 Pt.1
00829 
00830   Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 
00831 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 
00832 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 
00833 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 
00834 massive Jew hater.
00835 
00836   You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 
00837 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 
00838 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 
00839 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son.
00840 
00841   This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 
00842 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 
00843 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 
00844 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 
00845 
00846   I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 
00847 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 
00848 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 
00849 tell you about reality.
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00852   I may as well be a lesser KanYe.
00853 
00854                                   3-23-25 Pt.2
00855 
00856   Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 
00857 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 
00858 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 
00859 fuck about the people I serve.
00860 
00861   I wonder if the mask cares or me.
00862 
00863                                   3-23-25 Pt.1
00864 
00865   Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 
00866 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 
00867 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it.
00868 
00869                                   3-22-25 Pt.2
00870 
00871   aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 
00872 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 
00873 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit
00874 
00875                                   3-22-25 Pt.1
00876 
00877   Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 
00878 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs.
00879 
00880   I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 
00881 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 
00882 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 
00883 fun.
00884 
00885   I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 
00886 poop and compilers all day and its fun.
00887 
00888   Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 
00889 living in the same earth as Chris Chan
00890 
00891                                   3-21-25 Pt.1
00892 
00893    Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 
00894 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com.
00895 
00896 -] 1,Spam the IRC server
00897   
00898   The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 
00899   better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts.
00900 
00901 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube
00902   
00903   AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 
00904   lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 
00905   headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 
00906   legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 
00907   smart)
00908 
00909 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com
00910    
00911   The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 
00912   the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 
00913   have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 
00914   like Chinese software.
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00917                                   3-20-25 Pt.5
00918 
00919   Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 
00920 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk.
00921 
00922                                   3-20-25 Pt.4
00923 
00924   Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 
00925 will vanish. 
00926                                   3-20-25 Pt.3
00927 
00928   I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 
00929 who would say  "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 
00930 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 
00931 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 
00932 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms.
00933 
00934   It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 
00935 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods.
00936 
00937   NOTE:
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00939   The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 
00940 in it which is cool.
00941 
00942   iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina.
00943      Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path.
00944 
00945                                   3-20-25 Pt.2
00946 
00947   Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 
00948 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 
00949 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 
00950 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 
00951 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 
00952 your vag is a good idea.
00953 
00954 
00955   Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No???  You can keep your imperalism by 
00956 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then.
00957 
00958                                   3-20-25 Pt.1
00959 
00960   I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia  on 
00961 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 
00962 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion.
00963 
00964                                   3-19-25 Pt.2
00965 
00966   They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 
00967 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 
00968 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 
00969 that somehow purifies them.
00970 
00971   Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 
00972 mind and possibly move there.
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01017                                   3-19-25 Pt.1
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01019   Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 
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01022   I will commit later. Basically do this.
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01024 -] The Sexy Sauce
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01053   -] Pt. 3
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01055        Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 
01056     "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common.
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01068                                   3-17-25 Pt.2
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01070   I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 
01071 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold.
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01130                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
01131 
01132    The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 
01133 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 
01134 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 
01135 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 
01136 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity.
01137 
01138   One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place.
01139 
01140                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
01141 
01142   I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 
01143 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 
01144 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 
01145 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 
01146 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 
01147 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people.
01148 
01149   I will try to say less racist things.
01150 
01151 NOTE:
01152 
01153   Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 
01154 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem.
01155 
01156                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
01157 
01158   I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 
01159 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 
01160 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 
01161 offended gay people.
01162 
01163   I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 
01164 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 
01165 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 
01166 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 
01167 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes.
01168 
01169   Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 
01170 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 
01171 complete.
01172 
01173   She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something.
01174 
01175                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
01176 
01177   I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 
01178 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 
01179 said person is a chimp.
01180 
01181                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
01182 
01183   I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 
01184 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 
01185 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked.
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01201                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
01202 
01203   I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 
01204 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 
01205 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 
01206 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 
01207 not out of respect.
01208 
01209   I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 
01210 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 
01211 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 
01212 Im sad. 
01213 
01214   A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 
01215 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 
01216 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 
01217 non-answer.
01218 
01219                                   3-13-25 Pt.4
01220 
01221   Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 
01222 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 
01223 must make educated decisions before acting.
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01226                                   3-13-25 Pt.3
01227 
01228   I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 
01229 understand.
01230 
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01232                                   3-13-25 Pt.2
01233 
01234   I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 
01235 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 
01236 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger.
01237 
01238                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
01239 
01240   People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 
01241 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 
01242 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz....
01243 
01244   This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably.
01245 
01246                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
01247 
01248   Light got turned into frozen matter or something 
01249 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A.
01250 
01251   Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter
01252 
01253 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division,
01254 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool
01255 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter)
01256 .
01257                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
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01259 
01260   A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 
01261 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY).
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01264 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}};
01265 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) {
01266   CD3 pr,p;
01267   pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x;
01268   pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y;
01269   pr.z=0;
01270   p.x=x-points[v].x;
01271   p.y=y-points[v].y;
01272   p.z=0;
01273   return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x;
01274 }
01275 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) {
01276   F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0));
01277   return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2));
01278 }
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01282                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
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01284   Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 
01285 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 
01286 3D.
01287 
01288                                   3-11-25 Pt.1
01289 
01290   I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 
01291 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 
01292 presenting my Latin code
01293 
01294                                   3-10-25 Pt.4
01295 
01296   Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 
01297 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 
01298 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 
01299 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 
01300 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse
01301 
01302   I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 
01303 Latin Shit.
01304 
01305                                   3-10-25 Pt.3
01306 
01307   Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 
01308 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 
01309 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 
01310 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 
01311 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh.
01312 
01313   In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 
01314 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 
01315 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it.
01316 
01317                                   3-10-25 Pt.2
01318 
01319   The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 
01320 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 
01321 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 
01322 see.
01323 
01324                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
01325 
01326   KanYe is a great singer.
01327 
01328                                   3-9-25 Pt.1
01329 
01330   Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit.
01331 
01332                                   3-8-25 Pt.5
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01334  I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 
01335 speed.
01336 
01337                                   3-8-25 Pt.4
01338 
01339   One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 
01340 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 
01341 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 
01342 pain and death are inescapable.
01343 
01344   After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 
01345 fate.
01346 
01347                                   3-8-25 Pt.3
01348 
01349   People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 
01350 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 
01351 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 
01352 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 
01353 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 
01354 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff.
01355 
01356   Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 
01357 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards.
01358 
01359                                   3-8-25 Pt.2
01360 
01361   As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 
01362 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded.
01363 
01364   I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 
01365 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 
01366 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 
01367 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 
01368 Scott lit.
01369 
01370   I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 
01371 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 
01372 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views.
01373 
01374   Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 
01375 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 
01376 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything.
01377 
01378   They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 
01379 a fetus. I dont know.
01380                                   3-8-25 Pt.1
01381 
01382   People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 
01383 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 
01384 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 
01385 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube.
01386 
01387   I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 
01388 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 
01389 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 
01390 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs.
01391 
01392   I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 
01393 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 
01394 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 
01395 away.
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01400   The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 
01401 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper).
01402 
01403   It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 
01404 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin.
01405 
01406                                   3-7-25 Pt.3
01407 
01408   Hitler is remmbered as a bad man.  People remember things based on values. I 
01409 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 
01410 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 
01411 dharma who also killed lots of people.
01412 
01413   I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 
01414 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 
01415 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards.
01416 
01417   People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 
01418 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say  the the hadiths are mostly 
01419 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 
01420 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 
01421 way.
01422 
01423  So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 
01424 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 
01425 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 
01426 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 
01427 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 
01428 it get here.
01429 
01430   Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 
01431 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 
01432 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing.
01433  
01434   I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 
01435 stupid idea whatsover.`
01436 
01437                                   3-7-25 Pt.2
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01439   I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow.
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01441                                   3-7-25 Pt.1
01442 
01443   Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 
01444 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 
01445 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing.
01446 
01447   I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 
01448 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 
01449 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 
01450 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 
01451 Bible.
01452 
01453   I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 
01454 beliefs.
01455 
01456   There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 
01457 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 
01458 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 
01459 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 
01460 are banished.
01461 
01462   A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 
01463 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things.
01464 
01465   If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 
01466 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 
01467 thinking.
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01470                                   3-6-25 Pt.4
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01472   The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 
01473 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 
01474 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 
01475 reality in few words.
01476 
01477   I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 
01478 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy.
01479 
01480                                   3-6-25 Pt.3
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01639                                   3-5-25 Pt.3
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01641   Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 
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01643 
01644                                   3-5-25 Pt.2
01645 
01646   UPDATE:
01647 
01648     I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 
01649 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck.
01650 
01651                                   3-5-25 Pt.1
01652 
01653   If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 
01654 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 
01655 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 
01656 if pigs cout as furries though.
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01658  
01659   Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 
01660 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma.  I was reading about Kim 
01661 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit.
01662 
01663   He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 
01664 piglet from Weendie the Pooh.
01665 
01666   He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 
01667 be sent to North Korea.
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01723                           3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus)
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01725   I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 
01726 but a homunculus would be cool.
01727 
01728   As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 
01729 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 
01730 like this.
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01732   I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text  
01733 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin.
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01735 
01736                                   3-4-25 Pt.3
01737 
01738   Doom has a nice depiction of hell.
01739 
01740                                   3-4-25 Pt.2
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01791                                   3-4-25 Pt.1
01792 
01793   People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 
01794 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 
01795 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 
01796 the land for him.
01797 
01798   I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 
01799 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 
01800 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS.
01801 
01802   Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 
01803 as it conquered stuff
01804 
01805                                   3-3-25 Pt.3
01806 
01807   Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 
01808 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed.
01809 
01810                                   3-3-25 Pt.2
01811 
01812   Sorry Austin,I really do apologize.
01813 
01814                                   3-3-25 Pt.1
01815 
01816   The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 
01817 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 
01818 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 
01819 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 
01820 ID is hacky as fuck.
01821 
01822   For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 
01823 fault but ID softwares fualt. 
01824 
01825 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 
01826 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 
01827   Source.
01828 
01829   This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 
01830 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 
01831 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok.
01832 
01833 NOTE:
01834 
01835   Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 
01836 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 
01837 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 
01838 render the level properly.
01839 
01840                                   3-2-25 Pt.6
01841 
01842   I played minecraft as a kid.
01843 
01844                                   3-2-25 Pt.5
01845 
01846   Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 
01847 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 
01848 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 
01849 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 
01850 rap music by KanYe is ok  but it is still mind numbingly stupid.
01851 
01852   I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 
01853 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2).
01854 
01855   I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 
01856 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation.
01857 
01858                                   3-2-25 Pt.4
01859 
01860   A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 
01861 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 
01862 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 
01863 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 
01864 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 
01865 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them.
01866 
01867   The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 
01868 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 
01869 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 
01870 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it.
01871 
01872                                   3-2-25 Pt.3
01873 
01874   One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 
01875 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 
01876 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 
01877 opinion.
01878 
01879   Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 
01880 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 
01881 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 
01882 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason.
01883 
01884   It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 
01885 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth.
01886 
01887   I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 
01888 I could study scripture more,this is good.
01889 
01890                                   3-2-25 Pt.2
01891 
01892   Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 
01893 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 
01894 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 
01895 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth.
01896 
01897   Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 
01898 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 
01899 them.
01900 
01901   You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 
01902 you about his opinions. I am  entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 
01903 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 
01904 came in with.
01905 
01906  As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 
01907 entertaining claims and people.
01908 
01909                                   3-2-25 Pt.1
01910 
01911   Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 
01912 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 
01913 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 
01914 repentance.
01915 
01916   Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 
01917 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 
01918 facts must be represented.
01919 
01920   Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 
01921 Idk.
01922 
01923                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
01924 
01925   Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 
01926 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 
01927 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 
01928 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 
01929 "sort","uniq",and "cut"
01930 
01931                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
01932 
01933   I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 
01934 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 
01935 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 
01936 power" like a good leader should do.
01937 
01938  Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 
01939 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 
01940 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 
01941 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought.
01942 
01943   Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 
01944 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 
01945 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things.
01946 
01947   Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 
01948 to have) come to morality like Bharata.
01949 
01950    Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 
01951 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God.
01952 
01953   A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 
01954 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 
01955 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation.
01956 
01957   The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 
01958 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 
01959 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America.
01960 
01961                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
01962 
01963   I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 
01964 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night.
01965 
01966   I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 
01967 sleep when I need to program something lit              .
01968 
01969                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
01970 
01971   One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 
01972 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 
01973 acquired Godhood.
01974 
01975   With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 
01976 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 
01977 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties.
01978 
01979   I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 
01980 hear
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01982                                   2-26-25 Pt.1
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01984   OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 
01985 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 
01986 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 
01987 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out.
01988   
01989   Look at this shit 
01990 
01991   1464018+0 records out
01992   749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec)
01993 
01994   Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 
01995 10 year old flash drives.
01996                                   2-25-25 Pt.4
01997 
01998   There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 
01999 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 
02000 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 
02001 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside.
02002 
02003   My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 
02004 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually  caring 
02005 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 
02006 my parents then my parents would turn on them.
02007 
02008                                   2-25-25 Pt.3
02009 
02010   I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 
02011 multiple words,and not just one word.
02012 
02013                                   2-25-25 Pt.2
02014 
02015   I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 
02016 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 
02017 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 
02018 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars.
02019 
02020   Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 
02021 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 
02022 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 
02023 have a whole picture.
02024 
02025                                   2-25-25 Pt.1
02026   
02027   Lil Pump is fuckin Genius.
02028 
02029                                   2-24-25 Pt.2
02030 
02031   For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 
02032 something . This way you can add support for other languages.
02033 
02034                                   2-24-25 Pt.1
02035 
02036   I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 
02037 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 
02038 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 
02039 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it.
02040 
02041   Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 
02042 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 
02043 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock.
02044 
02045   The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 
02046 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 
02047 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 
02048 maybe.
02049   
02050                                   2-23-25 Pt.5
02051 
02052   There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 
02053 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 
02054 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel.
02055 
02056   I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 
02057 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 
02058 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing.
02059   
02060                                   2-23-25 Pt.4
02061 
02062   I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 
02063 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 
02064 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting.
02065 
02066   He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk.
02067 
02068                                   2-23-25 Pt.3
02069 
02070   Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 
02071 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights.
02072 
02073  PROOF,I literally dont see the difference?
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02103                                   2-23-25 Pt.1
02104 
02105   Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 
02106 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 
02107 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 
02108 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek.
02109 
02110   The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 
02111 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 
02112 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek.
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02114   Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit
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02116   Latin 1st conjugation.
02117 
02118                               2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
02119 
02120   As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 
02121 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 
02122 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 
02123 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 
02124 games are consumerism garbage. 
02125 
02126   I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 
02127 intended for a nich aucdience.
02128 
02129   I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 
02130 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
02131 
02132                                   2-20-25 Pt.2
02133 
02134   There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 
02135 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 
02136 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 
02137 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 
02138 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 
02139 listen to people as they tell stories.
02140 
02141   My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 
02142 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
02143 
02144                                   2-20-25 Pt.1
02145 
02146   There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 
02147 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 
02148 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
02149 
02150 
02151                                   2-18-25 Pt.1
02152 
02153   MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 
02154 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 
02155 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 
02156 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 
02157 during class in the computer lab.
02158 
02159   One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 
02160 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 
02161 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 
02162 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 
02163 best days were in the younger years.
02164 
02165                                   2-17-25 Pt.2
02166 
02167   I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 
02168 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 
02169 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 
02170 should probably learn them.
02171 
02172   Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 
02173 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 
02174 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 
02175 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 
02176 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
02177 
02178   I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 
02179 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 
02180 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 
02181 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 
02182 
02183   I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 
02184 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 
02185 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 
02186 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 
02187 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
02188 
02189   Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 
02190 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
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02192 
02193                                   2-17-25 Pt.1
02194 
02195   Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 
02196 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 
02197 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 
02198 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 
02199 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 
02200 ptrace(gdb x homies). 
02201 
02202   If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 
02203 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 
02204 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 
02205 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
02206 
02207   My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 
02208 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 
02209 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
02210 
02211   While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 
02212 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
02213 
02214   
02215 
02216                                   3-16-25 Pt.4
02217 
02218   The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 
02219 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 
02220 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 
02221 sense of peoples' silence.
02222 
02223   I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 
02224 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 
02225 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 
02226 insane looking for an answer.
02227 
02228   I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 
02229 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 
02230 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
02231 
02232   I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 
02233 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 
02234 it was funny.
02235 
02236   I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 
02237 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
02238 
02239                                   3-16-25 Pt.3
02240 
02241   Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 
02242 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 
02243 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 
02244 more than a sane person.
02245 
02246   Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 
02247 very cringe. 
02248 
02249   I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 
02250 able to do it.
02251 
02252                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
02253 
02254   I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 
02255 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
02256 
02257                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
02258 
02259   The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 
02260 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 
02261 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 
02262 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 
02263 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
02264 
02265   struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
02266   struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 
02267 end at 0xf8*/
02268   memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
02269   new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
02270   __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
02271 
02272 
02273                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
02274 
02275   I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 
02276 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 
02277 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 
02278 addicting.
02279 
02280   I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 
02281 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 
02282 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 
02283 like the words.
02284 
02285                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
02286 
02287   I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 
02288 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 
02289 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 
02290 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 
02291 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 
02292 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 
02293 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 
02294 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
02295 
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02304 
02305   Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 
02306 work.
02307                                   3-14-25 Pt.3
02308 
02309   OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 
02310 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 
02311 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 
02312 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 
02313 you return to C space.
02314 
02315   I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 
02316 fuck.
02317 
02318                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
02319 
02320   Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 
02321 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
02322 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
02323 
02324 
02325   That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
02326 
02327   The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
02328 
02329 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
02330 
02331 
02332   Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
02333 
02334 
02335                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
02336 
02337   IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 
02338 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K  retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 
02339 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 
02340 framebuffer.
02341 
02342                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
02343 
02344   Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 
02345 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 
02346 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 
02347 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation  or something 
02348 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat  file.
02349 
02350  I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 
02351 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 
02352 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 
02353 something. I will ammend  tommorow. This runs like shit.
02354 
02355 
02356                                   3-12-25 Pt.3
02357 
02358   Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 
02359 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 
02360 laws that serve no-one.
02361 
02362                                   3-12-25 Pt.2
02363 
02364   Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 
02365 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 
02366 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
02367 
02368   This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 
02369 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 
02370 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 
02371 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 
02372 retards.
02373 
02374   The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 
02375 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 
02376 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 
02377 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
02378 
02379   If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 
02380 9 you have no leg to stand on.
02381 
02382   People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 
02383 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
02384 
02385                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
02386 
02387   I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 
02388 other
02389 
02390                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
02391 
02392   I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 
02393 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
02394 
02395                                   2-9-25 Pt.1
02396 
02397   Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
02398 
02399                                   2-8-25 Pt.2
02400 
02401   My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 
02402 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
02403 
02404                                   2-8-25 Pt.1
02405 
02406   My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 
02407 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 
02408 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 
02409 cheating.
02410 
02411                                   2-7-25 Pt.1
02412 
02413   Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 
02414 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 
02415 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 
02416 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
02417 
02418   I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 
02419 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 
02420 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 
02421 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 
02422 math.
02423 
02424   Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 
02425 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 
02426 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 
02427 sexuality would  favor gayness over reality studies.
02428 
02429   You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 
02430 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 
02431 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 
02432 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 
02433 expirence.
02434 
02435                                   2-6-25 Pt.2
02436 
02437   Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
02438 
02439                                   2-6-25 Pt.1
02440 
02441   I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
02442 -] Bugs
02443   
02444   -] Aiwntube names with spaces
02445     
02446     Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
02447   
02448   -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
02449     
02450     Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 
02451     sources for gihon.
02452   
02453 
02454 
02455                                   2-4-25 Pt.3
02456 
02457   There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 
02458 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 
02459 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 
02460 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 
02461 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
02462 
02463   I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 
02464 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 
02465 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 
02466 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
02467 
02468   Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 
02469 a confused world.  
02470 
02471 
02472                                   2-4-25 Pt.2
02473 
02474   I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 
02475 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 
02476 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 
02477 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 
02478 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 
02479 make something I would play.
02480 
02481   I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 
02482 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 
02483 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 
02484 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 
02485 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 
02486 
02487  The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 
02488 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 
02489 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 
02490 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
02491 
02492                                   2-4-25 Pt.1
02493 
02494   I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 
02495 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 
02496 able to kick thier heads around.
02497 
02498                                   2-2-25 Pt.4
02499 
02500   There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 
02501 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 
02502 Genesis.
02503 
02504   Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 
02505 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 
02506 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 
02507 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 
02508 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 
02509 other levels.
02510 
02511                                   2-2-25 Pt.3
02512 
02513   The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 
02514 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 
02515 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 
02516 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 
02517 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
02518 
02519   After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 
02520 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 
02521 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
02522 
02523   This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 
02524 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 
02525 father cannot accept alms.
02526 
02527                                   2-2-25 Pt.2
02528 
02529   Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 
02530 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 
02531 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 
02532 be historical.
02533 
02534                                   2-2-25 Pt.1
02535 
02536   I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 
02537 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 
02538 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 
02539 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
02540 
02541                                   2-1-25 Pt.1
02542 
02543   I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 
02544 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 
02545 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 
02546 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 
02547 may be coming in about a week.
02548 
02549   I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 
02550 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 
02551 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 
02552 hood.
02553 
02554  As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 
02555 really fun.
02556 
02557                                   1-28-25 Pt.3
02558 
02559   As the Lords of the Universe instructed,      
02560   by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
02561 
02562   Service to others,brothers and mothers,
02563   seek the Dharma of the Jains
02564 
02565   For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
02566   Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
02567   I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
02568   though you ask for it not.
02569 
02570   Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
02571   Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
02572   
02573   
02574                                   1-29-25 Pt.1
02575 
02576   Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 
02577 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 
02578 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 
02579 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
02580 
02581   Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 
02582 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 
02583 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 
02584 simular animations myself.
02585 
02586   There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 
02587 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 
02588 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 
02589 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 
02590 I have parasite mentality.
02591 
02592   NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 
02593 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
02594 
02595                                   1-28-25 Pt.2
02596 
02597   It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 
02598 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 
02599 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 
02600 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 
02601 to dance without music.
02602 
02603   If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
02604 
02605                                   1-28-25 Pt.1
02606 
02607   The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 
02608 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 
02609 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 
02610 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 
02611 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 
02612 human nature.
02613 
02614   I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 
02615 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 
02616 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 
02617 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
02618 
02619   He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 
02620 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
02621 
02622 
02623 
02624                                   1-27-25 Pt.5
02625 
02626   Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 
02627 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 
02628 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 
02629 scripture. Very impressive stuff
02630 
02631 
02632                                   1-27-25 Pt.4
02633 
02634   I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 
02635 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
02636 
02637   The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 
02638 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 
02639 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 
02640 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 
02641 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
02642 
02643   You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 
02644 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 
02645 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 
02646 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
02647 
02648                                   1-27-25 Pt.3
02649 
02650   Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 
02651 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 
02652 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 
02653 did this or a toy did this.  I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 
02654 amazon without an OS.
02655 
02656   Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 
02657 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
02658 
02659                                   1-27-25 Pt.2
02660 
02661   Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 
02662 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 
02663 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 
02664 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
02665 
02666                                   1-27-25 Pt.1
02667 
02668   When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 
02669 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 
02670 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 
02671 composed of TV are very boring.
02672 
02673   I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 
02674 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 
02675 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
02676 
02677   When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 
02678 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 
02679 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 
02680 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
02681 
02682   The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 
02683 to understand values and not faces.
02684 
02685                                   1-24-25 Pt.3
02686 
02687   If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 
02688 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 
02689 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 
02690 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 
02691 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
02692 
02693   I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 
02694 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
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02733   One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 
02734 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 
02735 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 
02736 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 
02737 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
02738 
02739   He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 
02740 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 
02741 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
02742 
02743   His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 
02744 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 
02745 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 
02746 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 
02747 misfortune.
02748 
02749 
02750                                   1-24-25 Pt.2
02751 
02752   NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
02753 
02754                                   1-24-25 Pt.1
02755 
02756   I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 
02757 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 
02758 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 
02759 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 
02760 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 
02761 your bullfrogs.
02762 
02763   I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 
02764 will be a day or two.
02765 
02766                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
02767 
02768   Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 
02769 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
02770 
02771                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
02772 
02773   A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 
02774 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 
02775 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 
02776 villages then respected the muni. 
02777 
02778   Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 
02779 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 
02780 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 
02781 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
02782 
02783 
02784                                   1-23-25 Pt.3
02785 
02786   The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 
02787 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 
02788 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 
02789 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 
02790 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 
02791 morals is ok.
02792 
02793  Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 
02794 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 
02795 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
02796 
02797   You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 
02798 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 
02799 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
02800 
02801   Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 
02802 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
02803 
02804                                   1-23-25 Pt.2
02805 
02806   Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 
02807 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 
02808 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 
02809 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 
02810 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 
02811 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 
02812 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 
02813 combating said hypthotical evil.
02814 
02815   I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 
02816 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 
02817 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 
02818 forget it.
02819 
02820                                   1-23-25 Pt.1
02821 
02822   I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 
02823 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 
02824 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 
02825 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 
02826 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 
02827 Fault rests in intention.
02828 
02829   He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 
02830 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 
02831 have a vendeta against him.
02832 
02833                                   1-22-25 Pt.3
02834 
02835   I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 
02836 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 
02837 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 
02838 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 
02839 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 
02840 he caused more trauma.
02841 
02842   A good person learns from the follies of others.
02843 
02844                                   1-22-25 Pt.2
02845 
02846   Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 
02847 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 
02848 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
02849 
02850   I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 
02851 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 
02852 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 
02853 depression and happiness.
02854 
02855   Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 
02856 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
02857 
02858 
02859 
02860 
02861 
02862 <21>
                              1-22-25 Pt.1
02863 
02864 
02865 
02866 
02867 
02868 
02869 
02870 
02871 
02872 
02873 
02874 
02875 
02876 
02877   
02878 
02879 
02880 
02881 
02882 
02883 
02884 
02885   Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 
02886 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 
02887 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 
02888 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
02889 
02890 
02891                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
02892 
02893   I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 
02894 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 
02895 runnin' in Japan.
02896 
02897                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
02898 
02899   Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 
02900 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 
02901 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 
02902 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 
02903 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 
02904 porn.
02905 
02906   I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 
02907 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 
02908 subsitute for parenting your children.
02909 
02910   Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 
02911 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 
02912 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 
02913 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion  which was a big help. 
02914 
02915   Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 
02916 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 
02917 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 
02918 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
02919 
02920   Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
02921 
02922                                  12-20-25 Pt.1
02923 
02924   I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
02925 
02926                                  12-18-25 Pt.4
02927 
02928   I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
02929 
02930                                  12-18-25 Pt.3
02931 
02932   Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 
02933 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 
02934 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
02935 
02936   Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
02937 
02938                                  12-18-25 Pt.2
02939 
02940   I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 
02941 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 
02942 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
02943 
02944   
02945 
02946                                  12-18-25 Pt.1
02947 
02948   FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 
02949 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
02950 
02951   I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
02952 
02953 
02954                                  12-17-25 Pt.2
02955  
02956   IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 
02957 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 
02958 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 
02959 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 
02960 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 
02961 Hill and Robot Chicken. 
02962 
02963   I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 
02964 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 
02965 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 
02966 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
02967 
02968   There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 
02969 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
02970 
02971   I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 
02972 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
02973 
02974   I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 
02975 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 
02976 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 
02977 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 
02978 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 
02979 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
02980 
02981                                  12-17-25 Pt.1
02982 
02983   I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 
02984 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 
02985 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 
02986 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 
02987 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
02988 
02989   I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 
02990 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
02991 
02992                                  12-16-25 Pt.3
02993  
02994   I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 
02995 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 
02996 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 
02997 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 
02998 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
02999 
03000   I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 
03001 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 
03002 I dont thnik she is lying.
03003 
03004                                  12-16-25 Pt.2
03005 
03006  I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 
03007 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 
03008 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
03009 
03010   This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 
03011 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 
03012 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 
03013 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
03014 
03015   I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 
03016 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 
03017 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
03018 
03019   Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 
03020 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 
03021 maybe.
03022   
03023 
03024                                  12-16-25 Pt.1
03025 
03026  5 More days till 21 Savage day.
03027 
03028                                  12-15-25 Pt.1
03029 
03030   When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 
03031 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 
03032 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
03033 
03034   I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 
03035 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 
03036 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 
03037 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
03038 
03039   Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 
03040 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 
03041 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 
03042 tardlets.
03043 
03044   Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 
03045 assuming you are qualified to do so.
03046 
03047   
03048 
03049                                  12-14-25 Pt.2
03050 
03051   You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 
03052 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 
03053 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 
03054 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 
03055 left in the cosmic void.
03056 
03057   Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 
03058 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 
03059 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
03060 
03061 
03062                                  12-14-25 Pt.1
03063 
03064   TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 
03065 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 
03066 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 
03067 album. 
03068 
03069   Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 
03070 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 
03071 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 
03072 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
03073 
03074   Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 
03075 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 
03076 poop.
03077 
03078   Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 
03079 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
03080 
03081   I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 
03082 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 
03083 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 
03084 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
03085 
03086   I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 
03087 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
03088 
03089                                  12-13-25 Pt.2
03090 
03091   I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 
03092 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 
03093 using bounding boxes.
03094 
03095                                  12-13-25 Pt.1
03096 
03097   I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 
03098 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 
03099 the thing is in a cell. 
03100 
03101   This is a Cohen Sutherland  bounding box/clippin algorithm
03102 
03103   //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
03104   #define CS_INSIDE 0
03105   #define CS_LEFT 1
03106   #define CS_RIGHT 2
03107   #define CS_BOTTOM 4
03108   #define CS_TOP 8
03109   I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
03110     I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
03111     if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
03112       if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
03113         return r;
03114     if(x<tx)
03115       r|=CS_LEFT;
03116     else if(x>tx+1.)
03117       r|=CS_RIGHT;
03118     if(y<ty)
03119       r|=CS_BOTTOM;
03120     else if(y>ty+1.)
03121       r|=CS_TOP;
03122     return r;
03123   }
03124   I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
03125     Bool accept=FALSE;
03126     I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
03127     I64 oc_max;
03128     F64 x,y;
03129     if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
03130       if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
03131         return TRUE;
03132     if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
03133       if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
03134         return TRUE;
03135    
03136     while(1) {
03137       if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
03138         accept=TRUE;
03139         break;
03140       } else if(oc1&oc2){
03141         break;
03142       } else {
03143         oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
03144         if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
03145         y=ty+1;
03146   xstyle:
03147         x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
03148         } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
03149         y=ty;
03150         goto xstyle;
03151         } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
03152         x=tx+1;
03153   ystyle:
03154         y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
03155         } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
03156         x=tx;
03157         goto ystyle;
03158         }
03159         if(oc_max==oc1) {
03160         x0=x;
03161         y0=y;
03162         oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
03163         } else {
03164         x1=x;
03165         y1=y;
03166         oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
03167         }
03168       }
03169     }
03170     return accept;
03171   }
03172 
03173 
03174 
03175                                   1-12-25 Pt.1
03176 
03177   I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 
03178 MAlloc arenas.
03179 
03180   In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
03181 
03182   If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 
03183 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 
03184 failure).
03185 
03186 
03187 _Misc_LBts:
03188 Misc_LBts:
03189   lsr x3,x1,3
03190   and x1,x1,0x7
03191   add x0,x3,x0
03192 .L_Bts_0:
03193   ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
03194   mov x4,1
03195   lslv w4,w4,w1
03196   tst w3,w4
03197   cset x5, ne
03198   orr w3,w3,w4
03199   stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
03200   cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
03201   mov x0,x5
03202   ret
03203 
03204 In X86 it looks like this
03205 
03206 
03207   LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
03208 
03209 
03210   You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 
03211 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 
03212 you can use the result.
03213 
03214   X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 
03215 value in rr.
03216 
03217   I was trying to do this today.
03218 
03219 
03220 //Cant do this atommically easily
03221 //Remove  cn
03222 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0)  { //Subtract
03223   CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
03224 } else {
03225   goto new_arena_slab;
03226 }
03227 
03228   It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 
03229 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
03230 
03231 
03232                                   1-10-25 Pt.1
03233 
03234   It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 
03235 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 
03236 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 
03237 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 
03238 about much other that eating.
03239 
03240   The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 
03241 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 
03242 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 
03243 every year.
03244 
03245   A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 
03246 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 
03247 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 
03248 end up unable to buy anything.
03249 
03250   I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 
03251 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 
03252 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
03253 
03254   Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 
03255 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 
03256 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 
03257 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 
03258 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
03259 
03260   A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 
03261 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 
03262 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 
03263 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 
03264 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
03265 
03266   I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 
03267 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 
03268 of focus on something.
03269   
03270                                   1-9-25 Pt.1
03271 
03272   It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 
03273 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 
03274 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 
03275 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 
03276 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 
03277 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
03278 
03279                                   1-8-25 Pt.1
03280 
03281   Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 
03282 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 
03283 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
03284   
03285                                   1-7-25 Pt.3
03286 
03287   Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 
03288 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 
03289 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 
03290 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 
03291 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 
03292 wayland,pick your posion).
03293 
03294   All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 
03295 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 
03296 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 
03297 not releated to running text programs.
03298 
03299   Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 
03300 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 
03301 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 
03302 package software for the peguin.
03303 
03304   Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 
03305 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 
03306 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 
03307 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 
03308 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 
03309 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
03310 
03311  Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is.
03312 
03313 
03314 
03315 
03316 <22>

03317 
03318 
03319 
03320 
03321 
03322 
03323 
03324 
03325 
03326 
03327 
03328 
03329 
03330 
03331 
03332 
03333   This is a joke  ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 
03334 linux is a slightly better version of DOS.
03335 
03336 
03337 
03338 
03339                                   1-7-25 Pt.2
03340 
03341   MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 
03342 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 
03343 user directories).
03344 
03345   This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 
03346 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 
03347 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 
03348 directory. 
03349 
03350 
03351 
03352                                   1-7-25 Pt.1
03353 
03354   Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
03355 
03356                                   1-5-25 Pt.2
03357   
03358   Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 
03359 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 
03360 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 
03361 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 
03362 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 
03363 we see reality.
03364 
03365                                   1-5-25 Pt.1
03366 
03367   There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 
03368 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 
03369 enlightented.
03370 
03371   Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 
03372 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
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03374   The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 
03375 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 
03376 the ages.
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03378                                   1-4-25 Pt.1
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03380  1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 
03381 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 
03382 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 
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03400   In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 
03401 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 
03402 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 
03403 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
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03405   After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 
03406 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 
03407 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 
03408 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman.
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03411                                   1-3-25 Pt.1
03412 
03413   AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 
03414 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 
03415 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 
03416 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 
03417 that work always.
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03419   I will need to work   on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 
03420 overhead  of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 
03421 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 
03422 logic wont be too massive. This basically  entails turning the learned inputs 
03423 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 
03424 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
03425 
03426                                   1-2-25 Pt.1
03427 
03428   The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 
03429 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 
03430 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 
03431 
03432   The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 
03433 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 
03434 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 
03435 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
03436 
03437   Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 
03438 opposites we realize its value.
03439   
03440                                   1-1-25 Pt.2
03441 
03442   One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 
03443 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 
03444 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 
03445 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 
03446 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
03447 
03448                                   1-1-25 Pt.1
03449 
03450   I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 
03451 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 
03452 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 
03453 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
03454 
03455   I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 
03456 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 
03457 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 
03458 money.
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03460   I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes  so that it doesnt loose 
03461 informaion while "learning".
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03489                                  12-31-24 Pt.1
03490 
03491   Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 
03492 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 
03493 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 
03494 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 
03495 player. They just choose a spot where the player  cant see them but its stupid.
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03497   I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 
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03499   
03500                                  12-30-24 Pt.1
03501  
03502  Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 
03503 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 
03504 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 
03505 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
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03507   She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 
03508 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 
03509 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 
03510 vhelicle of the witch,
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03513                                  12-29-24 Pt.3
03514 
03515   AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 
03516 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 
03517 useful except for building cool stuff with.
03518 
03519                                  12-29-24 Pt.2
03520 
03521   Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 
03522 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 
03523 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 
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03541                                  12-29-24 Pt.1
03542 
03543   The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 
03544 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 
03545 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 
03546 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
03547 
03548  Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 
03549 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 
03550 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 
03551 read it like fread in C.
03552 
03553                                  12-27-24 Pt.2
03554 
03555   Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 
03556 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 
03557 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 
03558 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 
03559 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 
03560 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 
03561 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
03562 
03563   The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 
03564 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 
03565 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 
03566 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 
03567 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 
03568 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 
03569 
03570  Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 
03571 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 
03572 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person  in real life. They love me when I feed 
03573 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 
03574 with suspicion.
03575 
03576   It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
03577 
03578                                  12-26-24 Pt.1
03579 
03580   At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 
03581 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 
03582 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 
03583 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 
03584 routines.
03585 
03586 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 
03587 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 
03588 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 
03589 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 
03590 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 
03591 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
03592 
03593 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 
03594 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 
03595 complicated APIs exist.
03596 
03597 
03598                             12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
03599 
03600   Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had  a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 
03601 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 
03602 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 
03603 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
03604 
03605                            12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
03606 
03607   There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 
03608 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 
03609 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 
03610 son,"you  are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 
03611 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
03612 
03613  The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 
03614 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 
03615 themselves.
03616 
03617 
03618                                  12-24-24 Pt.1
03619 
03620   Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 
03621 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 
03622 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 
03623 to read data from the end of an executable.
03624 
03625   #include <stdio.h>
03626   #include <stdint.h>
03627   #include <string.h>
03628   int main(int argc,char **argv) {
03629     char signature[9];
03630     signature[8]=0;
03631   
03632     FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
03633     //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
03634     fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
03635     fread(signature,1,8,f);
03636     if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
03637       uint64_t off;
03638       fread(&off,1,8,f);
03639       fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
03640       //Read the data.
03641      printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
03642     }
03643   } 
03644   Do This: 
03645   
03646   gcc ass.c
03647   printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
03648   ./a.out
03649                                  12-23-24 Pt.2
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03679                                  12-23-24 Pt.1
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03681   I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 
03682 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 
03683 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 
03684 
03685                                  12-22-24 Pt.2
03686 
03687   I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 
03688 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 
03689 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 
03690 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 
03691 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 
03692 X86_64 machine.
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03694                                  12-22-24 Pt.1
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03712                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
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03714   Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 
03715 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe.
03716 
03717                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
03718 
03719   Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 
03720 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 
03721 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 
03722 
03723                                  12-20-24 Pt.1
03724 
03725   People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 
03726 because they love themselves  and want their children to please them.
03727 
03728   I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 
03729 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 
03730 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
03731 
03732                                  12-19-24 Pt.1 
03733 
03734   Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 
03735 on raw hardware(FPGA).
03736 
03737                                  12-18-24 Pt.2 
03738 
03739   Lord Mahavir  encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 
03740 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 
03741 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 
03742 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 
03743 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
03744 
03745                                  12-18-24 Pt.1 
03746 
03747   I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 
03748 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 
03749 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 
03750 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 
03751 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 
03752 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 
03753 
03754   Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 
03755 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 
03756 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 
03757 amoung each-other.
03758 
03759   The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 
03760 me. They probably think I am a retard.
03761                                  12-17-24 Pt.4
03762 
03763   Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 
03764 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 
03765 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
03766 
03767                                  12-17-24 Pt.3
03768 
03769   People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 
03770 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 
03771 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 
03772 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 
03773 misleading implications of the words being used.
03774 
03775   If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 
03776 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 
03777 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 
03778 refering to.
03779 
03780   NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 
03781 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 
03782 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 
03783 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 
03784 sex in real life.
03785 
03786   OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 
03787 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 
03788 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 
03789 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 
03790 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 
03791 stupid.
03792 
03793   Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
03794 
03795 
03796                                  12-17-24 Pt.2 
03797 
03798   Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 
03799 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 
03800 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
03801 
03802 
03803                                  12-17-24 Pt.1
03804 
03805   I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 
03806 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 
03807 the neighborhood.
03808 
03809   Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 
03810 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 
03811 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
03812 
03813   In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
03814 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 
03815 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
03816 
03817  I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 
03818 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
03819 
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03821                                  12-16-24 Pt.3
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03823  I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works.
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03884                                  12-16-24 Pt.2
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03886   I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 
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03888 
03889                                  12-16-24 Pt.1
03890 
03891   Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 
03892 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 
03893 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 
03894 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 
03895 have more freedom.
03896 
03897   Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 
03898 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 
03899 too many drugs
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03901   I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 
03902 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
03903 
03904    Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 
03905 art called "aiwnios".
03906 
03907   Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
03908 
03909                                  12-15-24 Pt.2
03910 
03911   Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 
03912 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 
03913 efukt.com exist.
03914 
03915                                  12-15-24 Pt.1
03916 
03917   Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 
03918 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 
03919 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 
03920 fixing me except by my own way.
03921 
03922   Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 
03923 free makes it change
03924 
03925                                  12-14-24 Pt.2
03926 
03927   SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 
03928 content for AiwniosTube.  
03929 
03930                                  12-14-24 Pt.1
03931 
03932   My body is your political glory hole.
03933 
03934                                  12-13-24 Pt.1
03935 
03936   Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 
03937 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 
03938 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 
03939 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 
03940 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
03941 
03942 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 
03943 flags but adds does.
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03946                                  12-12-24 Pt.1
03947 
03948   Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 
03949 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 
03950 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 
03951 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 
03952 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 
03953 ideas live here,someone come visit".
03954 
03955   Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 
03956 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 
03957 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 
03958 Christ to find refudge.
03959 
03960   The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 
03961 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 
03962 individuals with agree with you..
03963 
03964   The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 
03965 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 
03966 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 
03967 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
03968 
03969   See this cool work on art by James Hampton
03970 
03971                                  12-11-24 Pt.3
03972 
03973   Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 
03974 colored text to the termianl.
03975 
03976                                  12-11-24 Pt.2
03977 
03978   People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 
03979 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 
03980 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
03981 
03982   Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 
03983 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 
03984 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
03985 
03986   What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
03987 
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03989                                  12-11-24 Pt.1
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03991   The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 
03992 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
03993 
03994                                  12-10-24 Pt.5
03995 
03996   I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 
03997 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 
03998 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 
03999 discernment.
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04001   People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
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04026                                  12-10-24 Pt.4
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04028   I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 
04029 my porn is probably retarded.
04030 
04031                                  12-10-24 Pt.3
04032 
04033   In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 
04034 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 
04035 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
04036 
04037   Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 
04038 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 
04039 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 
04040 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 
04041 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
04042 
04043    NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 
04044 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
04045 
04046   Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 
04047 masturbate to WAP.
04048 
04049                                  12-10-24 Pt.2
04050 
04051  The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 
04052 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 
04053 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 
04054 not be a construction worker.
04055 
04056   Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 
04057 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 
04058 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 
04059 out their hatred for niggers.
04060 
04061   Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 
04062 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 
04063 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
04064 
04065   They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 
04066 suffering we have are niggers.
04067 
04068   Stop killing niggers.
04069   
04070 
04071                                  12-10-24 Pt.1
04072 
04073   The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 
04074 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
04075 
04076                                   12-9-24 Pt.2
04077 
04078   The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
04079         
04080                                   12-9-24 Pt.1
04081 
04082   Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 
04083 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 
04084 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 
04085 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
04086 
04087   This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 
04088 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 
04089 hands are clean. I was submitting.
04090 
04091                                   12-8-24 Pt.2
04092 
04093   Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
04094         
04095                                   12-8-24 Pt.1
04096 
04097   I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 
04098 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 
04099 make a list.
04100 -] Retardations of Islam
04101   
04102   -] Nashk
04103     
04104       Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 
04105     condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
04106     
04107       It goes like this:
04108     
04109     If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 
04110     a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 
04111     everything?
04112         Quran 2:106
04113     
04114       Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
04115     
04116       The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 
04117     change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
04118     
04119       Quran 6:115
04120     
04121       Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 
04122     hell?
04123     
04124     they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
04125         Quean 88:6
04126     
04127     nor any food except oozing pus,
04128         Quran 69:36
04129     
04130       Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
04131     
04132     So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 
04133     family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
04134       Quran 7:83
04135     
04136     So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 
04137     we saved at the brink of dawn
04138       Quran 54:34
04139   
04140   -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
04141     
04142       And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 
04143     produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 
04144     say is true.  
04145       Quran 2:23
04146     
04147       Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
04148     
04149     She took off her dentures and blew me
04150       Oh so gooey and so very great.
04151     I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
04152       Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
04153       Letter to Gram Gram
04154     
04155     I only drink coadine
04156       Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
04157     Garentee you get high
04158       If you drink my pee.
04159     Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
04160     I don't sell propaine
04161     
04162     I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
04163     In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
04164     Covid
04165     By the eradicating virus
04166     But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
04167     So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
04168     No, rather it is certain death
04169     There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
04170     So hold on to science and abandon traditions
04171     And don't go out to buy wheat
04172     And stay home for it is a strong scourge
04173     And wash your hands with new soap
04174     Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
04175     
04176     Surah Corona
04177     
04178     Someone in the Night...
04179     Micheal Jackson
04180     
04181   
04182 
04183 
04184                                   12-7-24 Pt.1
04185 
04186   I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 
04187 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
04188 
04189   Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 
04190 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 
04191 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
04192 
04193   The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 
04194 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 
04195 retarded if you think that.
04196 
04197   Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 
04198 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 
04199 implcitly(?). 
04200 
04201   How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 
04202 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 
04203 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
04204 
04205   The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 
04206 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 
04207 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
04208 
04209   The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 
04210 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
04211 
04212   NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 
04213 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
04214  https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 
04215 
04216 
04217 
04218                                   12-6-24 Pt.1
04219 
04220   New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
04221 
04222                                   12-5-24 Pt.2
04223 
04224   In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 
04225 He was then schooled on Dharma.  I should make good art but this is too funny 
04226 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 
04227 alot be become an Arihant
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04251 
04252                                   12-5-24 Pt.1
04253 
04254                               IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
04255 
04256  Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 
04257 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 
04258 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 
04259 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 
04260 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
04261 
04262   I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 
04263 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 
04264 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 
04265 its good. 
04266 
04267  The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 
04268 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 
04269 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 
04270 liberated either.
04271 
04272   The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 
04273 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards  
04274 birthed out of vaginas.
04275 
04276   For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean.
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04298   NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 
04299 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 
04300 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 
04301 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 
04302 this(where?).
04303                                   12-4-24 Pt.1
04304 
04305   People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 
04306 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 
04307 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 
04308 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
04309 
04310   I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 
04311 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 
04312 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 
04313 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
04314 
04315   I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 
04316 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
04317 
04318   The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 
04319 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 
04320 server other souls.
04321         
04322                                   12-2-24 Pt.2
04323 
04324   A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 
04325 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 
04326 can do good things once fed.
04327 
04328                                   12-2-24 Pt.1
04329 
04330   Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 
04331 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 
04332 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 
04333 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 
04334 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 
04335 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
04336 
04337   The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 
04338 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 
04339 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 
04340 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
04341 
04342                                      Stuti
04343 
04344         Talking poo poo brains.
04345         Diving in converstation depths.
04346         To see the bottom
04347 
04348                                   12-1-24 Pt.5
04349 
04350   The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 
04351 around it. 
04352 
04353                                   12-1-24 Pt.4
04354 
04355   Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 
04356 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 
04357 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 
04358 it.  Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 
04359 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
04360 
04361                                   12-1-24 Pt.3
04362 
04363   Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
04364         
04365                                   12-1-24 Pt.2
04366 
04367   I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 
04368 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 
04369 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
04370 
04371   I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 
04372 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 
04373 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
04374 
04375   My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 
04376 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
04377 
04378   I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 
04379 
04380   Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 
04381 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 
04382 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 
04383 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
04384 
04385                                   12-1-24 Pt.1
04386   
04387   A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 
04388 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin  
04389 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 
04390 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
04391 
04392   HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 
04393 userspace. 21 Not lit.
04394 
04395   Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 
04396 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
04397 
04398                                  11-30-24 Pt.1
04399 
04400   I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 
04401 compiler.
04402 
04403                                  11-29-24 Pt.5
04404 
04405   Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 
04406 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 
04407 pleased by the Tirthankars
04408 
04409                                  11-29-24 Pt.4
04410 
04411   I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 
04412 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 
04413 and honest person than a respected liar.  I feel guilt. 
04414 
04415                                  11-29-24 Pt.3
04416 
04417   I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 
04418 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 
04419 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 
04420 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 
04421 pussies.
04422 
04423   If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 
04424 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 
04425 ISIS retard. 
04426         
04427                                  11-29-24 Pt.2
04428 
04429   People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 
04430 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 
04431 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 
04432 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
04433 
04434   I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
04435 
04436 -] Claim
04437   
04438   -] Abortion
04439     
04440     Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 
04441     retards is eugenoics...
04442     
04443     Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
04444     
04445     My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 
04446     to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
04447   
04448   -] Porn
04449     
04450     Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
04451     
04452     Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
04453     
04454     My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 
04455     human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 
04456     feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
04457     
04458     There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
04459   
04460   -] Transgenders
04461     
04462     Said:  Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 
04463     who transition.
04464     
04465     Meaning: God doesnt like it.
04466     
04467     Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
04468     neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
04469     abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
04470     
04471     My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 
04472     harm,its no diffent than smoking).
04473     
04474     The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
04475     
04476     If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 
04477     like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 
04478     you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 
04479     imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 
04480     transgenders.
04481   
04482 
04483 
04484                                  11-29-24 Pt.1
04485 
04486   I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 
04487 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 
04488 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
04489 
04490   I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 
04491 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 
04492 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
04493 
04494   Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 
04495 fucked.
04496 
04497 
04498                                  11-28-24 Pt.1
04499 
04500   Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 
04501 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 
04502 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 
04503 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 
04504 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 
04505 idea to eat it.
04506 
04507   Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 
04508 turkey.
04509 
04510                                  11-27-24 Pt.1
04511 
04512   Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 
04513 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 
04514 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 
04515 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 
04516 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
04517 
04518   Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 
04519 in my own culture.
04520 
04521                                  11-26-24 Pt.2
04522 
04523   This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 
04524 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 
04525 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 
04526 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 
04527 Everything in life is optional and not important.
04528 
04529   Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 
04530 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
04531 
04532   I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 
04533 importance in them. 
04534 
04535                                  11-26-24 Pt.1
04536 
04537   Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 
04538 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 
04539 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
04540 
04541   Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 
04542 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
04543 
04544                                  11-25-24 Pt.3
04545 
04546   People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 
04547 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
04548 
04549 
04550                                  11-25-24 Pt.2
04551 
04552   NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 
04553 Chantlor" or something
04554 
04555                                  11-25-24 Pt.1
04556 
04557   I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 
04558 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 
04559 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 
04560 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 
04561 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 
04562 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 
04563 
04564   Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 
04565 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 
04566 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 
04567 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 
04568 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 
04569 website called backpage.
04570 
04571 
04572                                  11-24-24 Pt.2
04573 
04574   People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 
04575 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 
04576 creatures swiming around aimlessly
04577 
04578                                  11-24-24 Pt.1
04579 
04580   Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 
04581 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 
04582 there was a rap guy.
04583 
04584                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
04585 
04586   I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 
04587 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 
04588 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 
04589 lots of cool people who like swag.
04590 
04591   Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 
04592 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 
04593 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
04594 
04595 
04596                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
04597 
04598   Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 
04599 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 
04600 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 
04601 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
04602 
04603   A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 
04604 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 
04605 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 
04606 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 
04607 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
04608 
04609                                  11-23-24 Pt.1
04610 
04611   Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 
04612 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 
04613 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 
04614 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 
04615 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
04616 
04617   In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is  
04618 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 
04619 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 
04620 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
04621 
04622   Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 
04623 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 
04624 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 
04625 breadcrumbs I find.
04626         
04627                                  11-22-24 Pt.1
04628 
04629   The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 
04630 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 
04631 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 
04632 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 
04633 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 
04634 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 
04635 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
04636 
04637   I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 
04638 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 
04639 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 
04640 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 
04641 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 
04642 feature is dogshit though.
04643 
04644                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
04645 
04646   If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
04647 
04648                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
04649 
04650   I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 
04651 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 
04652 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 
04653 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 
04654 it out. See DrawQuad.
04655         
04656                                  11-19-24 Pt.2
04657 
04658   Half-Life 2 got updated.
04659 
04660                                  11-19-24 Pt.1
04661 
04662   It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 
04663 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 
04664 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 
04665 because it is my job; I am too nice.
04666 
04667   People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 
04668 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 
04669 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 
04670 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth  comes with pain. The difference 
04671 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
04672 
04673   There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 
04674 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 
04675 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 
04676 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 
04677 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
04678 
04679                                  11-18-24 Pt.1
04680 
04681   I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 
04682 if they are illegal aliens. I am  thinking that the law regarding aliens can 
04683 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 
04684 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good  for the pregnany girl 
04685 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
04686 
04687   It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 
04688 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 
04689 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 
04690 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
04691 
04692   I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 
04693 smile. 
04694 
04695                                  11-16-24 Pt.2
04696 
04697   Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 
04698 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 
04699 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 
04700 as the next President
04701   
04702 
04703                                  11-16-24 Pt.1
04704 
04705   People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 
04706 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 
04707 while having nothing admirable about them.
04708 
04709   Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 
04710 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 
04711 virtue.
04712 
04713   Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 
04714 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 
04715 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
04716 
04717   Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 
04718 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 
04719 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
04720 
04721   Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
04722 
04723   Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 
04724 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 
04725 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 
04726 still admire him for some reason.
04727 
04728   The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 
04729 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
04730 
04731   Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 
04732 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
04733 
04734                                  11-15-24 Pt.1
04735 
04736   In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 
04737 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 
04738 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 
04739 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 
04740 this due to seperation.
04741 
04742   Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 
04743 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 
04744 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 
04745 read any other religious text.
04746 
04747   The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 
04748 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 
04749 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 
04750 Stealing is a big sin too.
04751 
04752   The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 
04753 why people believe in it.
04754 
04755   Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 
04756 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 
04757 Tirhankars,but  there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is          
04758 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 
04759 because "it is from Allah end of story".
04760 
04761  The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 
04762 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
04763   
04764 
04765                                  11-14-24 Pt.1
04766 
04767   I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 
04768 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 
04769 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 
04770 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 
04771 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
04772 
04773   I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
04774 
04775                                  11-11-24 Pt.2
04776 
04777   I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
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04806 
04807                                  11-11-24 Pt.1
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04809   I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 
04810 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
04811 
04812                                   11-9-24 Pt.2
04813 
04814   True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 
04815 where people think would be boring.
04816 
04817   On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 
04818 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 
04819 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
04820 
04821   I think alot.
04822 
04823                                   11-9-24 Pt.1
04824 
04825 /* Whoops censored again */
04826 
04827  ChatGPT says:
04828 
04829 
04830 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 
04831 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 
04832 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 
04833 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 
04834 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 
04835 violence, which would have legal consequences.
04836 
04837 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 
04838 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 
04839 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 
04840 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 
04841 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 
04842 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
04843 
04844 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 
04845 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 
04846 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 
04847 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
04848 
04849 
04850                                   11-8-24 Pt.2
04851 
04852   Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 
04853 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 
04854 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
04855 
04856   I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 
04857 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 
04858 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 
04859 
04860   I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 
04861 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 
04862 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 
04863 at work like this sometimes.
04864 
04865   I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 
04866 I think onto reality.
04867 
04868 
04869                                   11-8-24 Pt.1
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04871   Trump X Shit crossover.
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04902                                   11-6-24 Pt.2
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04904   I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 
04905 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 
04906 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 
04907 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
04908 
04909                                   11-6-24 Pt.1
04910 
04911   I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 
04912 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 
04913 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 
04914 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
04915 
04916   I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 
04917 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 
04918 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 
04919 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
04920 
04921   If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 
04922 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me.  I bet animals feel paranoia and 
04923 not safety mostly.
04924 
04925 
04926                                   11-4-24 Pt.1
04927 
04928   BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 
04929 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 
04930 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
04931 
04932 
04933                                   11-2-24 Pt.2
04934 
04935   In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 
04936 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 
04937 still a ball buster.
04938 
04939                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
04940 
04941   Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 
04942 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
04943 
04944                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
04945 
04946   I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 
04947 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 
04948 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 
04949 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 
04950 the opcodes in a CSV file.
04951 
04952   I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 
04953 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 
04954 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 
04955 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 
04956 know sometimes.
04957 
04958   I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 
04959 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 
04960 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
04961 
04962   There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 
04963 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 
04964 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
04965 
04966   I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 
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05001 
05002                                  10-31-24 Pt.1
05003 
05004   Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
05005 
05006   The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 
05007 DC-ROMA Pt.2
05008 
05009   PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 
05010 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 
05011 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 
05012 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 
05013 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 
05014 voluptous RISC-V machine.
05015 
05016 
05017                                 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
05018 
05019   There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 
05020 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 
05021 with him.  If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 
05022 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 
05023 
05024   If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.  
05025 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 
05026 have no problems. The  question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
05027  do now.
05028 
05029                                  10-30-24 Pt.3
05030  
05031   News article that is intresting
05032 
05033                                  10-30-24 Pt.2
05034 
05035   It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 
05036 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 
05037 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 
05038 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 
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05057 
05058                                  10-30-24 Pt.1
05059 
05060   I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 
05061 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 
05062 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 
05063 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 
05064 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
05065 
05066   I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 
05067 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 
05068 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 
05069 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 
05070 enemies.
05071 
05072   I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 
05073 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 
05074 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's  can bite and its ok.
05075 
05076   I think the eggplant man should  explode on death and his eggplant slices will 
05077 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
05078 
05079 
05080                                  10-27-24 Pt.1
05081 
05082   I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 
05083 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 
05084 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 
05085 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 
05086 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 
05087 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with  human 
05088 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 
05089 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
05090 
05091   When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 
05092 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
05093 
05094                                  10-26-24 Pt.1
05095 
05096   SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
05097 
05098                                  10-25-24 Pt.1
05099 
05100   Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 
05101 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 
05102 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 
05103 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 
05104 moment.
05105 
05106   Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 
05107 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 
05108 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
05109 
05110   My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
05111 
05112                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
05113 
05114   Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My  computer have been on 
05115 and active since last night.
05116 
05117 
05118                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
05119   
05120 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
05121   
05122   -] pid_t's and LWP's
05123     
05124       In the old days computers had 1 core,but you  could run multiple processes 
05125     on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 
05126     processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 
05127     can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 
05128     if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 
05129     fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
05130     
05131       Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 
05132     OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 
05133     frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
05134   
05135   -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
05136     
05137       A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 
05138     parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 
05139     change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
05140   
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05142 
05143                                  10-23-24 Pt.1
05144 
05145   Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 
05146 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 
05147 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 
05148 on death and dying.
05149 
05150   Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 
05151 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 
05152 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 
05153 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 
05154 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
05155 
05156   Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 
05157 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
05158 
05159   I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 
05160 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 
05161 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 
05162 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 
05163 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 
05164 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 
05165 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 
05166 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
05167 
05168   You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 
05169 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 
05170 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
05171 
05172                                  10-22-24 Pt.1
05173 
05174   Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 
05175 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 
05176 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 
05177 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 
05178 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 
05179 I like compilers  and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 
05180 gunna do it.
05181 
05182   Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally)  allows abstraction. 
05183 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 
05184 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 
05185 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 
05186 method.
05187 
05188   I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 
05189 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 
05190 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 
05191 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
05192 
05193   FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 
05194 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 
05195 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
05196 
05197   Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 
05198 to install.
05199 
05200   One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 
05201 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
05202 
05203   One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 
05204 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 
05205 
05206   Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 
05207 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
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05210 
05211                              10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
05212 
05213   I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 
05214 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 
05215 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
05216 
05217   I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 
05218 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 
05219 open(2)).
05220 
05221   I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 
05222 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 
05223 
05224   There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 
05225 later.
05226 
05227                                  10-20-24 Pt.1
05228 
05229   I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 
05230 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 
05231 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 
05232 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
05233 
05234                                  10-19-24 Pt.1
05235 
05236   On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 
05237 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 
05238 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
05239 
05240   Weird but true
05241 
05242                                  10-18-24 Pt.3
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05244   FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
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05272                                  10-18-24 Pt.2
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05274   A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 
05275 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 
05276 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 
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05278 
05279                                  10-18-24 Pt.1
05280 
05281   FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 
05282 programs
05283 
05284 -] Programs
05285   
05286   -] db_dump-5
05287     
05288     failed
05289   
05290   -] db_dump-5.3
05291     
05292     failed
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05294   -] db_dump-185
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05298   -] db_dump-185.3
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05302   -] file
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05304     /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 
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05309                                  10-17-24 Pt.2
05310 
05311   Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
05312 
05313 
05314                                  10-15-24 Pt.2
05315 
05316   I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 
05317 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 
05318 figure it out
05319 
05320                                  10-15-24 Pt.1
05321 
05322   Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 
05323 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 
05324 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 
05325 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 
05326 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 
05327 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 
05328 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 
05329 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
05330 
05331   In  high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 
05332 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 
05333 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 
05334 tan-line.
05335 
05336                                  10-14-24 Pt.2
05337 
05338   Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 
05339 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
05340 
05341                                  10-14-24 Pt.1
05342 
05343   I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 
05344 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 
05345 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 
05346 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 
05347 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 
05348 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 
05349 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 
05350 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 
05351 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 
05352 
05353   Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 
05354 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 
05355 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 
05356 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
05357 
05358   Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 
05359 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 
05360 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 
05361 this heuristic look at this website
05362 
05363 
05364   Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 
05365 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
05366 
05367 
05368   Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 
05369 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
05370 
05371                                  10-13-24 Pt.1
05372 
05373   I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 
05374 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 
05375 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 
05376 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about  
05377 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 
05378 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
05379 
05380                                  10-12-24 Pt.2
05381 
05382   Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 
05383 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
05384 
05385                                  10-12-24 Pt.1
05386 
05387   Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 
05388 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 
05389 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 
05390 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
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05409   Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 
05410 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 
05411 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 
05412 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
05413 
05414   Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 
05415 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
05416 
05417 
05418                              10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
05419 
05420   I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 
05421 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 
05422 bliss,I think it's true.
05423 
05424                              10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
05425 
05426   Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
05427 -] Reasons
05428   
05429   -] Little or no File buffering
05430     
05431       Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 
05432     it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 
05433     way slower than RAM.
05434     
05435       Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 
05436     fuck
05437   
05438   -] Not using syscalls
05439     
05440       ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 
05441     almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 
05442     Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 
05443     does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 
05444     use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 
05445     will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 
05446     abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
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05492 
05493                              10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
05494 
05495   Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 
05496 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 
05497 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 
05498 computers so its a "tax".
05499 
05500   It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 
05501 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 
05502 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 
05503 around then do a good job. 
05504 
05505  I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 
05506 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 
05507 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 
05508 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
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05532 
05533                              10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
05534 
05535   My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
05536 
05537   I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
05538 
05539 
05540                                   10-7-24 Pt.1
05541 
05542   I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 
05543 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 
05544 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 
05545 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
05546 
05547                                   10-6-24 Pt.3
05548 
05549   A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 
05550 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 
05551 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 
05552 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 
05553 for something delicious. The correct decision  is to water the morality plant 
05554 and then eat it's fruits.
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05577 
05578                                   10-6-24 Pt.2
05579 
05580   There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 
05581 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 
05582 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 
05583 various things.
05584 
05585                                   10-6-24 Pt.1
05586 
05587   I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 
05588 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 
05589 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
05590 
05591                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
05592 
05593 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
05594 
05595                                   9-31-24 Pt.1
05596 
05597   Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 
05598 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 
05599 it. A partial win is better than no win.
05600 
05601                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
05602 
05603   Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 
05604 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 
05605 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 
05606 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 
05607 liberation
05608 
05609                                   9-31-24 Pt.1 
05610 
05611 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
05612   
05613   1. Res finitus sunt.
05614   2. Formamentum sunt haut.
05615   3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
05616   4. Animi abditi est
05617   5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
05618   6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
05619   7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut  ubi unus existat.
05620   8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
05621   9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
05622   10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
05623   11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
05624   12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
05625 
05626 
05627 
05628                                   9-30-24 Pt.1 
05629 
05630 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
05631   
05632   1. Things are finite.
05633   2. Representations are not 
05634   3. There are seen and unseen matter
05635   4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
05636   5. Soul is unseen
05637   6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
05638   7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
05639   8. Things has position and process
05640   9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 
05641   at once
05642   10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
05643   11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
05644   12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
05645   13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 
05646   composed of different threads.
05647   14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 
05648   seperated by position
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05674 
05675                                   9-29-24 Pt.1 
05676 
05677   Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 
05678 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 
05679 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 
05680 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 
05681 something  I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 
05682 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
05683 
05684   His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 
05685 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 
05686 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 
05687 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
05688 
05689                                   9-28-24 Pt.1 
05690 
05691   Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 
05692 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 
05693 legeneds have birth certificates.  I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 
05694 better than accepting reality. 
05695 
05696   Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 
05697 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 
05698 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
05699 
05700                                   9-26-24 Pt.2 
05701 
05702    Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 
05703 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 
05704 remedy my  thinking I can unthink.  Spiders think they are the shit but are 
05705 feeble.
05706 
05707                                   9-26-24 Pt.1 
05708 
05709   I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 
05710 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 
05711 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 
05712 "bad" word. 
05713 
05714   No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 
05715 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 
05716 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 
05717 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 
05718 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 
05719 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 
05720 n word.
05721 
05722   I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 
05723 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 
05724 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 
05725 ignoring it.
05726 
05727   It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 
05728 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 
05729 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 
05730 by margianized groups
05731 
05732                                   9-25-24 Pt.2 
05733 
05734 
05735   I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 
05736 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 
05737 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
05738 
05739                                   9-25-24 Pt.1 
05740 
05741   I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 
05742 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 
05743 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 
05744 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 
05745 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 
05746 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 
05747 personally to love them
05748 
05749   A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 
05750 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 
05751 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 
05752 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 
05753 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 
05754 shcitzophrenia.
05755 
05756                                   9-24-24 Pt.1 
05757 
05758   The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 
05759 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 
05760 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 
05761 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 
05762 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 
05763 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
05764 
05765   I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 
05766 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 
05767 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 
05768 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 
05769 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 
05770 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 
05771 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
05772 
05773                                   9-23-24 Pt.1 
05774 
05775    Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 
05776 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
05777 
05778 -] Reponse from Frog:
05779   
05780   WHAT
05781   THE ACTUAL FUCK
05782   IS THIS 
05783   ??
05784   [Image of Kermit the frog]
05785   I don't even understand the question
05786   at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
05787   But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
05788   it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 
05789   spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 
05790   BRO
05791   @n00t
05792   what is going on brother 
05793   porn is no substitute for a real relationship
05794   i don't even know what to say to this
05795   Like I'm legit stumped
05796   
05797     First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 
05798 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 
05799 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 
05800 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
05801 
05802   What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 
05803 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
05804 
05805   Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 
05806 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 
05807 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 
05808 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 
05809 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 
05810 2)
05811 
05812   Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 
05813 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 
05814 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
05815 
05816 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
05817   
05818   i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
05819   It's not sexy unless it feels real.
05820   it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
05821   like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
05822   i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 
05823   men and Jews are the issue
05824   i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 
05825   like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 
05826   and compilers
05827   and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
05828   and Gods too
05829   i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
05830   ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 
05831   asshole while discussing reality or to  never have any other intimacy
05832 
05833 
05834   Get your fucking facts straight
05835 
05836                                   9-22-24 Pt.1 
05837 
05838   If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 
05839 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 
05840 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 
05841 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
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05864   Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 
05865 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 
05866 unused shit my family had
05867 
05868                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 
05869 
05870   Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 
05871 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 
05872 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 
05873 Rucka Ali. A  snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 
05874 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 
05875 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 
05876 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 
05877 mud huts.
05878 
05879                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
05880 
05881   Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 
05882 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 
05883 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 
05884 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 
05885 according to somepeople.
05886 
05887   I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 
05888 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 
05889 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 
05890 fact.
05891 
05892   I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 
05893 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 
05894 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 
05895 and you are good. This is true and real.
05896 
05897                                   9-20-24 Pt.1
05898 
05899   Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 
05900 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 
05901 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 
05902 but idk.
05903 
05904                                   9-19-24 Pt.2
05905   
05906   I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 
05907 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 
05908 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 
05909 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 
05910 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
05911 
05912   What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 
05913 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 
05914 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 
05915 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
05916 
05917   Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 
05918 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 
05919 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 
05920 example of faith and confusion about the world.
05921  
05922                                   9-19-24 Pt.1
05923  
05924   I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 
05925 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
05926 
05927   Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 
05928 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 
05929 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 
05930 was testing everything in the level).
05931 
05932   Using smart data structures is good for performance. 
05933 
05934                                   9-18-24 Pt.1
05935 
05936   Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 
05937 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 
05938 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 
05939 stack so they were staying there.
05940 
05941                                   9-17-24 Pt.2
05942 
05943   I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 
05944 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 
05945 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 
05946 sort of.
05947 
05948   The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 
05949 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 
05950 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
05951 
05952   A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 
05953 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 
05954 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 
05955 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
05956 
05957                                   9-17-24 Pt.1
05958 
05959   Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 
05960 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 
05961 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 
05962 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 
05963 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 
05964 egotism
05965 
05966                                   9-16-24 Pt.1
05967 
05968   I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 
05969 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 
05970 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
05971 
05972   I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 
05973 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 
05974 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 
05975 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
05976 
05977                                   9-15-24 Pt.1
05978 
05979   Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 
05980 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 
05981 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 
05982 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 
05983 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
05984 
05985   Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 
05986 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 
05987 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
05988 
05989   People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 
05990 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 
05991 the means of death more than death itself.
05992 
05993   How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 
05994 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 
05995 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 
05996 of themself.
05997 
05998   People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 
05999 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 
06000 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 
06001 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
06002 
06003   Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 
06004 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 
06005 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 
06006 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
06007 
06008   The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 
06009 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 
06010 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 
06011 them the hero of their story.
06012 
06013   My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 
06014 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 
06015 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 
06016 but would actually depict a tragedy. 
06017 
06018 
06019                                   9-14-24 Pt.3
06020 
06021   You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 
06022 ineffective against pain and fate.
06023 
06024                                   9-14-24 Pt.2
06025 
06026   There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 
06027 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 
06028 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 
06029 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
06030 
06031   They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 
06032 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 
06033 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
06034 
06035   When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 
06036 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 
06037 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
06038 
06039   This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 
06040 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 
06041 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 
06042 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 
06043 expirence.
06044 
06045   I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 
06046 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 
06047 was a one way interaction.
06048 
06049   Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 
06050 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 
06051 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 
06052 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 
06053 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
06054 
06055   I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 
06056 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 
06057 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 
06058 
06059   I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 
06060 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 
06061 the car you use to get there. 
06062 
06063   I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 
06064 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 
06065 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 
06066 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 
06067 on.
06068 
06069  
06070                                   9-14-24 Pt.1
06071 
06072   Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 
06073 reference
06074 
06075 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
06076 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
06077 
06078                                   9-13-24 Pt.3
06079 
06080   Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 
06081 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 
06082 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 
06083 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 
06084 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
06085 
06086   My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 
06087 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 
06088 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 
06089 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 
06090 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
06091 
06092                                   9-13-24 Pt.2
06093 
06094   Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 
06095 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 
06096 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 
06097 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
06098 
06099   People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 
06100 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 
06101 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 
06102 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 
06103 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 
06104 pet rat.
06105 
06106   A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 
06107 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 
06108 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 
06109 
06110  The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 
06111 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 
06112 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 
06113 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
06114 
06115   As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 
06116 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 
06117 keeps that mask on.
06118 
06119   The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 
06120 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 
06121 that is bad.
06122 
06123   I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 
06124 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 
06125 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 
06126 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
06127 
06128   I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 
06129 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 
06130 disconforted by a homeless person.
06131 
06132  I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 
06133 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 
06134 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 
06135 tied to how they please others. 
06136 
06137   Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 
06138 others and you are  caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 
06139 doomed to a shitty existence
06140 
06141                                   9-13-24 Pt.1
06142 
06143   The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 
06144 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
06145 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 
06146 else I can do to reduce compile times.
06147 
06148                                   9-11-24 Pt.3
06149 
06150   Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 
06151 piracy eexist
06152 
06153                                   9-11-24 Pt.2
06154 
06155   I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 
06156 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 
06157 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 
06158 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 
06159 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
06160 
06161   Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 
06162 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 
06163 N word is not allowed for white people.
06164 
06165                                   9-11-24 Pt.1
06166 
06167   Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 
06168 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 
06169 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 
06170 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 
06171 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 
06172 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
06173 
06174   I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 
06175 is and not exactly how to use it.
06176 
06177   I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 
06178 anything I learned in school.
06179 
06180 <44>

06181 
06182 
06183 
06184 
06185 
06186 
06187 
06188 
06189 
06190 
06191 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 
06192 am truly in debt to smart people
06193 
06194   Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 
06195 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
06196                                   9-9-24 Pt.2
06197 
06198   Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 
06199 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 
06200 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
06201 
06202                                   9-9-24 Pt.1
06203 
06204   Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 
06205 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 
06206 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 
06207 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 
06208 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
06209 
06210   I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 
06211 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 
06212 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 
06213 suppose she uses her brain.
06214 
06215   People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 
06216 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 
06217 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 
06218 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 
06219 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
06220 
06221                                   9-8-24 Pt.4
06222 
06223   I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 
06224 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 
06225 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 
06226 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
06227 
06228   I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
06229 
06230   Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 
06231 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 
06232 get a new computer or something
06233 
06234   I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 
06235 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 
06236 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 
06237 homicidal)
06238 
06239  I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 
06240 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 
06241 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 
06242 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 
06243 death itself.
06244 
06245   Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 
06246 legit have some mental condition or something.
06247 
06248                                   9-8-24 Pt.3
06249 
06250   Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 
06251 PPPassword again.
06252 
06253                                   9-8-24 Pt2.
06254 
06255   Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 
06256 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 
06257 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 
06258 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
06259 
06260                                   9-8-24 Pt.1
06261 
06262   I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 
06263 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 
06264 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
06265 
06266                                   9-7-24 Pt.3
06267 
06268   Im sick.
06269 
06270                                   9-7-24 Pt.2
06271   Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 
06272 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it.  I best use it,but 
06273 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
06274 
06275   I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 
06276 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 
06277 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 
06278 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
06279 
06280   If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 
06281 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 
06282 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 
06283 Savage change.
06284 
06285   People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 
06286 reality.
06287  
06288                                   9-7-24 Pt.1
06289 
06290   I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 
06291 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
06292 
06293                                   9-6-24 Pt.2
06294 
06295   Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
06296 
06297                                   9-6-24 Pt.1
06298 
06299   I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 
06300 beat. I have an  entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 
06301 first episode
06302 
06303                                   9-5-24 Pt.3
06304 
06305   People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 
06306 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 
06307 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 
06308 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 
06309 head when motivated by reason aone.
06310 
06311                                   9-5-24 Pt.2
06312 
06313   I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 
06314 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 
06315 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 
06316 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 
06317 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 
06318 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 
06319 
06320   My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 
06321 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 
06322 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 
06323 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 
06324 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
06325 
06326   The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
06327 
06328                                   9-5-24 Pt.1
06329 
06330   I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 
06331 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
06332 
06333                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06334   
06335   Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 
06336 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 
06337 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 
06338 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 
06339 
06340 
06341                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06342 
06343   I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 
06344 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 
06345 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 
06346 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
06347 
06348   There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 
06349 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 
06350 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
06351 
06352   There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 
06353 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 
06354 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
06355 
06356   The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 
06357 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
06358 
06359                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06360 
06361   Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 
06362 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 
06363 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 
06364 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
06365 
06366                                   9-3-24 Pt.2
06367 
06368   Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
06369 
06370                                   9-3-24 Pt.1
06371 
06372   What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 
06373 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 
06374 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
06375 
06376   A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 
06377 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 
06378 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 
06379 some peoples eyes.
06380 
06381   I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 
06382 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 
06383 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 
06384 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 
06385 of things either.
06386 
06387   I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 
06388 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
06389 
06390   I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 
06391 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 
06392 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 
06393 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
06394 
06395                                   9-2-24 Pt.3
06396 
06397   There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 
06398 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 
06399 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 
06400 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 
06401 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
06402 
06403   I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 
06404 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 
06405 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 
06406 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 
06407 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 
06408 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
06409 
06410   I wonder
06411                                   9-2-24 Pt.2
06412 
06413   I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 
06414 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 
06415 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 
06416 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
06417 
06418   Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 
06419 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 
06420 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 
06421 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 
06422 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 
06423 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 
06424 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 
06425 They are not the same. 
06426 
06427   You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
06428 
06429 
06430                                   9-2-24 Pt.1
06431 
06432   I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 
06433 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 
06434 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
06435 
06436   Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 
06437 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 
06438 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
06439 
06440   I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my  
06441 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 
06442 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 
06443 
06444 -] A
06445   
06446   Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
06447 
06448 -] B
06449   
06450   People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
06451 
06452 
06453   I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 
06454 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
06455 
06456   I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 
06457 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 
06458 acceptable.
06459 
06460   I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 
06461 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 
06462 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 
06463 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 
06464 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
06465 
06466   If I ask,"What is your kill count?".  You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 
06467 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 
06468 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
06469 
06470   If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 
06471 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 
06472 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 
06473 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 
06474 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 
06475 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 
06476 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
06477 
06478   Are you actually this fucking stupid.
06479 
06480                                   9-1-24 Pt.2
06481 
06482   There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 
06483 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 
06484 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 
06485 aiwnios.com humor.
06486 
06487   I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 
06488 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
06489 <45>

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06500 
06501 
06502                                   9-1-24 Pt.1
06503 
06504   Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 
06505 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 
06506 aiwnios.com)
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06530 
06531                                   8-31-24 Pt.2
06532 
06533   White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 
06534 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 
06535 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
06536 
06537                                   8-31-24 Pt.1
06538 
06539   A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 
06540 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 
06541 not know where the milk ocean is located  so I am wrong probably. I will 
06542 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 
06543 Dharma as a word.
06544 
06545   Its a cruel world.
06546 
06547                                   8-30-24 Pt.2
06548 
06549   My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 
06550 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 
06551 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 
06552 is for another time.
06553 
06554                                   8-30-24 Pt.1
06555 
06556   Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 
06557 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
06558 
06559                                   8-29-24 Pt.2
06560 
06561   I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 
06562 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 
06563 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice.  Lots of homelss pum pums come 
06564 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 
06565 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 
06566 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
06567 
06568   There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 
06569 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 
06570 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 
06571 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
06572 
06573   The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 
06574 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 
06575 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 
06576 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
06577 
06578   A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 
06579 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 
06580 meth-head)
06581 
06582   
06583 
06584                                   8-29-24 Pt.1
06585 
06586   Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
06587 
06588                                   8-28-24 Pt.1
06589 
06590   I fucking hate networkin code.
06591 
06592                                   8-27-24 Pt.2
06593 
06594   Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 
06595 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
06596 
06597   When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
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06615 
06616                                   8-27-24 Pt.1
06617 
06618   Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
06619 
06620                                   8-26-24 Pt.1
06621 
06622   People are only morally copable for evils they intented  on doing. A bully at 
06623 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 
06624 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 
06625 directly responsible for the shooting.
06626 
06627   Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 
06628 society.
06629 
06630                                   8-25-24 Pt.1
06631 
06632   Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 
06633 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 
06634 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 
06635 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
06636 
06637   I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 
06638 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 
06639 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
06640 
06641                                   8-24-24 Pt.1
06642 
06643   I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 
06644 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 
06645 they reach a standstill.
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06668                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
06669 
06670   Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 
06671 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 
06672 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 
06673 control for his overeating.
06674 
06675   I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 
06676 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 
06677 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 
06678 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 
06679 fucked up person.
06680 
06681   I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 
06682 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 
06683 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 
06684 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 
06685 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 
06686 evil by normal people standards.
06687 
06688   I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
06689 
06690                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
06691 
06692   Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 
06693 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 
06694 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
06695 
06696                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
06697 
06698   It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 
06699 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 
06700 female version of Ye.
06701 
06702   Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 
06703 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 
06704 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 
06705 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 
06706 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
06707 
06708                                   8-20-24 Pt.1
06709 
06710   I was working on SIMD stuff.
06711 
06712                                   8-18-24 Pt.3
06713 
06714   Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 
06715 veil
06716 
06717                                   8-18-24 Pt.2
06718   
06719   People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 
06720 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 
06721 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 
06722 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of  
06723 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 
06724 lived by. 
06725 
06726   I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 
06727 then confessed. 
06728 
06729 -] Sins of 8-18-24
06730   
06731     1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
06732     2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
06733     3 - I did lots of caffine.
06734     4 - I listened to rap music.
06735 
06736   The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
06737 
06738                                   8-18-24 Pt.1
06739 
06740   I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 
06741 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 
06742 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 
06743 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 
06744 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
06745 
06746 
06747                                   8-16-24 Pt.1
06748 
06749   
06750   You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 
06751 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 
06752 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 
06753 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
06754 
06755 
06756 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
06757 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 
06758 *t,F64 *u) {
06759   F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
06760   F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
06761   F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
06762   if(0<=_t<=1)
06763     if(0<=_u<=1) {
06764       if(t) *t=_t;
06765       if(u) *u=_u;
06766       if(hit_at) {
06767         hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
06768         hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
06769       }
06770       return TRUE;
06771     }
06772   return FALSE;
06773 }
06774 
06775 
06776  This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 
06777 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 
06778 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
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06794 
06795                                   8-14-24 Pt.2
06796 
06797   People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 
06798 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 
06799 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 
06800 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 
06801 Nothing more than that.
06802 
06803   Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 
06804 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 
06805 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 
06806 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 
06807 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 
06808 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 
06809 invalidated.
06810 
06811   Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 
06812 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
06813 
06814   Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 
06815 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 
06816 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 
06817 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 
06818 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
06819 
06820   Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 
06821 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 
06822 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 
06823 be misogyny to you.
06824 
06825   Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 
06826 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 
06827 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 
06828 you can get in this planet/era.
06829 
06830                                   8-14-24 Pt.1
06831 
06832   I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 
06833 play morrowind or something.
06834 
06835                                   8-13-24 Pt.1
06836 
06837   True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 
06838 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 
06839 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 
06840 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 
06841 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 
06842 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
06843 
06844   I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 
06845 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
06846 
06847   I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 
06848 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 
06849 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 
06850 them.
06851 
06852                                   8-11-24 Pt.1
06853 
06854   Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 
06855 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
06856 
06857   Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 
06858 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 
06859 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person  with ligament 
06860 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
06861 
06862   I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 
06863 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 
06864 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
06865 
06866                                   8-6-24 Pt.1
06867 
06868   I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 
06869 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
06870 
06871                                   8-5-24 Pt.1
06872 
06873   Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 
06874 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
06875 
06876   I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 
06877 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 
06878 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 
06879 retard.
06880 
06881   No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 
06882 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
06883 
06884   I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 
06885 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 
06886 faggot.
06887 
06888   I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 
06889 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 
06890 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
06891 
06892 
06893                                   8-4-24 Pt.2
06894 
06895   I'll need to make aiwniosTube
06896 
06897                                   8-4-24 Pt.1
06898 
06899   Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 
06900 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
06901 
06902                                   8-3-24 Pt.1
06903 
06904   Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 
06905 probably look like a druggie.  
06906 
06907                                   7-31-24 Pt.1
06908 
06909   There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 
06910 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
06911 
06912                                   7-29-24 Pt.1
06913 
06914   If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 
06915 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 
06916 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 
06917 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
06918 
06919   Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 
06920 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 
06921 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
06922 
06923                                   7-28-24 Pt.2
06924 
06925    When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 
06926 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
06927 
06928   They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 
06929 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 
06930 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 
06931 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 
06932 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 
06933 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 
06934 therapist.
06935 
06936                                   7-28-24 Pt.1
06937 
06938   I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 
06939 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 
06940 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 
06941 
06942   Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 
06943 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 
06944 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 
06945 
06946   Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 
06947 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 
06948 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 
06949 parents put me here.
06950 
06951   I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 
06952 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 
06953 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 
06954 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 
06955 take my meth.
06956 
06957   The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 
06958 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 
06959 told about the importance of "family values".
06960 
06961   Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 
06962 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 
06963 alterative.
06964 
06965                                   7-24-24 Pt.1
06966 
06967   Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 
06968 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 
06969 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 
06970 oneself.
06971 
06972   In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 
06973 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 
06974 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 
06975 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 
06976 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 
06977 
06978                                   7-23-24 Pt.1
06979 
06980   Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 
06981 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 
06982 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
06983 
06984                                   7-22-24 Pt.1
06985 
06986   Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 
06987 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 
06988 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 
06989 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 
06990 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 
06991 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
06992 
06993   This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 
06994 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 
06995 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 
06996 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 
06997 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 
06998 culture. 
06999 
07000   I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 
07001 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 
07002 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 
07003 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 
07004 chance. There is  truth to this story.
07005 
07006   I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 
07007 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 
07008 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
07009 
07010   You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 
07011 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 
07012 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
07013  
07014   Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 
07015 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 
07016 
07017   I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 
07018 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 
07019 ass I will not be satisfied.
07020 
07021                                   7-17-24 Pt.1
07022 
07023   PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 
07024 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 
07025 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
07026 
07027                                   7-13-24 Pt.1
07028 
07029   I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 
07030 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
07031 
07032                                   7-9-24 Pt.3
07033 
07034   I am tired. I will sleep.
07035 
07036                                   7-9-24 Pt.2
07037 
07038   If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 
07039 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 
07040 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 
07041 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 
07042 personaly.
07043 
07044                                   7-9-24 Pt.1
07045 
07046   Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 
07047 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
07048 
07049                                   7-8-24 Pt.1
07050 
07051   I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 
07052 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 
07053 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
07054 
07055 -] Hopes for Linux
07056   
07057   -] Same TLS ABI
07058     
07059     The thread local storage needs to be the same
07060   
07061   -] No checking ELF-branding
07062     
07063     Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
07064   
07065   -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
07066     
07067     I will need the address of the syms too.
07068   
07069 
07070   If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 
07071 violatile project so dont get too excited.
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07094                                   7-7-24 Pt.3
07095 
07096   If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 
07097 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 
07098 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 
07099 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 
07100 not cause the pain of winning.
07101 
07102   Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 
07103 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 
07104 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 
07105 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
07106 
07107   Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 
07108 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
07109 
07110 
07111                                   7-7-24 Pt.2
07112 
07113   I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 
07114 aiwnios programs.
07115 
07116                                   7-7-24 Pt.1
07117 
07118   There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 
07119 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 
07120 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 
07121 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 
07122 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 
07123 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 
07124 eat burgers.
07125 
07126   It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 
07127 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 
07128 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 
07129 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 
07130 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 
07131 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
07132 
07133   I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 
07134 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 
07135 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
07136 
07137   I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 
07138 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 
07139 suppost to be meditating.
07140 
07141                                   7-6-24 Pt.1
07142 
07143   I have a raging headache.
07144 
07145                                   7-5-24 Pt.1
07146 
07147   Gunna learn spnaish.
07148 
07149                                   7-4-24 Pt.3
07150 
07151   Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 
07152 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 
07153 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 
07154 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 
07155 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 
07156 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 
07157 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 
07158 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
07159 
07160   If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 
07161 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 
07162 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 
07163 myself a retard.
07164 
07165   Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 
07166 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 
07167 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
07168 
07169   One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 
07170 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 
07171 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
07172 
07173   I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 
07174 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 
07175 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 
07176 retarded is the answer.
07177 
07178 
07179                                   7-4-24 Pt.2
07180 
07181   Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 
07182 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 
07183 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
07184 
07185                                   7-4-24 Pt.1
07186 
07187   Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 
07188 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut  as Assburgers. Im 
07189 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 
07190 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 
07191 there isnt. Time to find out.
07192 
07193                                   7-3-24 Pt.1
07194   WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 
07195 ruined  nice piece of art.
07196                                   7-2-24 Pt.1
07197 
07198   I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 
07199 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 
07200 learned anything. Just in the same way  mercy is synonymous with 
07201 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 
07202 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
07203 
07204   I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 
07205 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 
07206 falsehood in one's mind).
07207 
07208                                7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
07209 
07210 -] Types of bodies
07211   
07212   -] AudarikSharir
07213     
07214       Physical earth body capable  of attaining Liberation.
07215   
07216   -] VaikriyaSharir
07217     
07218       God/Demon body 
07219   
07220   -] AharakSharir
07221     
07222       Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
07223   
07224   -] Taizas Sharir
07225     
07226       Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
07227   
07228   -] Karman Sharir
07229     
07230       A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
07231   
07232 
07233 
07234                                   7-1-24 Pt.1
07235 
07236   I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 
07237 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
07238 
07239   I get this when I run firefox.
07240 
07241 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
07242                                   6-30-24 Pt.4
07243 
07244   Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 
07245 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 
07246 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 
07247 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 
07248 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
07249 
07250                                   6-30-24 Pt.3
07251 
07252   I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 
07253 a problem.
07254 
07255                                   6-30-24 Pt.2
07256 
07257   [Redacted].
07258 
07259                                   6-30-24 Pt.1
07260 
07261   Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 
07262 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 
07263 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 
07264 intresting than the truth itself.
07265 
07266   Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 
07267 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
07268 
07269                                   6-29-24 Pt.3
07270 
07271   This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 
07272 the video section.
07273 
07274                                   6-29-24 Pt.2
07275 
07276   If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 
07277 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 
07278 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
07279 
07280   If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 
07281 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 
07282 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
07283 
07284   I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
07285 
07286                                   6-29-24 Pt.1
07287 
07288   Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 
07289 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 
07290 will be done micro-optimzing.
07291 
07292   I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 
07293 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 
07294 stopping now.
07295 
07296   I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 
07297 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 
07298 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
07299  
07300 
07301                                   6-28-24 Pt.1
07302 
07303   The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 
07304 like no time relativley speaking
07305 
07306                                   6-27-24 Pt.1
07307 
07308   Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 
07309 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 
07310 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 
07311 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
07312 
07313   Reddit fucked me over with 
07314   A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
07315   B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
07316 
07317                                   6-27-24 Pt.0
07318 
07319   Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 
07320 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 
07321 example
07322 
07323 //┌──────────┐
07324 //│ π⌠       │
07325 //│  │cos²ΘdΘ│
07326 //│-π⌡       │
07327 //└──────────┘ 
07328 
07329 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 
07330 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
07331 
07332                             6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
07333 
07334   I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 
07335 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
07336 
07337                                   6-25-24 Pt.2
07338 
07339   I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 
07340 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
07341 
07342                                   6-25-24 Pt.1
07343 
07344   im on my phone waiting  yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 
07345 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 
07346 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 
07347 it was multilayered.
07348 
07349   i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 
07350 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 
07351 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 
07352 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 
07353 level into rooms.(sort of).
07354 
07355                                   6-24-24 Pt.3
07356 
07357   The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 
07358 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 
07359 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 
07360 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 
07361 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
07362 
07363   There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 
07364 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 
07365 of practice.
07366 
07367   In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 
07368 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 
07369 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 
07370 become a monk,not allowed.
07371 
07372   Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 
07373 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 
07374 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 
07375 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 
07376 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 
07377 point where unworthy people can understand it.
07378 
07379   I am not worthy or choosen. 
07380 
07381   Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 
07382 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 
07383 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
07384 
07385   The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 
07386 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 
07387 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 
07388 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 
07389 the Quran. 
07390 
07391   It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 
07392 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 
07393 abstract thinking in it.
07394 
07395                                   6-24-24 Pt.2
07396 
07397   All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 
07398 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 
07399 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 
07400 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 
07401 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 
07402 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
07403 
07404   I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
07405 
07406   I looked at this:
07407   
07408   Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
07409     - Einstein
07410 
07411                                   6-24-24 Pt.1
07412 
07413   Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 
07414 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 
07415 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 
07416 bumbles about politics or something.
07417   
07418   /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
07419 
07420   Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 
07421 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
07422 
07423                                  6-23-24 Pt.2 
07424 
07425   I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 
07426 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 
07427 know how to use linux sort of. 
07428 
07429   I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 
07430 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
07431 
07432                                  6-23-24 Pt.1 
07433 
07434   I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 
07435 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 
07436 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 
07437 
07438   Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
07439 
07440   I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
07441 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
07442 
07443   I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
07444 
07445                                  6-22-24 Pt.2 
07446 
07447   Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 
07448 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 
07449 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 
07450 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 
07451 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
07452 
07453   If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 
07454 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 
07455 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
07456 
07457  Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 
07458 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 
07459 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 
07460 the first place.
07461 
07462 
07463                            6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
07464 
07465   I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
07466 
07467 
07468                          6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
07469 
07470   I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 
07471 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 
07472 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 
07473 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
07474 
07475   I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 
07476 outside and they died.
07477 
07478                                   6-19-24 Pt.1
07479 
07480   I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 
07481 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 
07482 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 
07483 construct reality
07484 
07485                                   6-18-24 Pt.3
07486 
07487   A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 
07488 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 
07489 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 
07490 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 
07491 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 
07492 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 
07493 give it up when it is ready. 
07494 
07495                                   6-18-24 Pt.2
07496 
07497   Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 
07498 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 
07499 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
07500 
07501                                   6-18-24 Pt.1
07502 
07503   Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 
07504 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 
07505 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 
07506 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
07507 
07508   The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 
07509 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
07510 
07511                               6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
07512 -] Birth bodies
07513   
07514   -] (Inside) Earth
07515     
07516     Natural things like rocks
07517   
07518   -] From Water
07519     
07520     Tadpoles
07521   
07522   -] From Fire
07523     
07524     Fire bodies
07525   
07526   -] From Air
07527     
07528     Bacteria
07529   
07530   -] From Plants
07531     
07532     Plants
07533   
07534   -] Moving
07535     
07536     Humans/animals
07537   
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07539 
07540 
07541                               6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
07542 
07543 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
07544   
07545   -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
07546     
07547     Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
07548   
07549   -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
07550     
07551     Worms
07552   
07553   -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
07554     
07555     Ants
07556   
07557   -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
07558     
07559     Flies
07560   
07561   -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
07562     
07563     Humans
07564   
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07566 
07567                                   6-17-24 Pt.2
07568 
07569   It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 
07570 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 
07571 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 
07572 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 
07573 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 
07574 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 
07575 best to humble yourself.
07576 
07577   I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 
07578 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 
07579 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 
07580 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 
07581 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
07582 
07583                               6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
07584 
07585 -] States of Movement between Lives
07586   
07587   -] Narak Gati
07588     
07589     Hellish Poo Poo realm
07590   
07591   -] Tiryach Gati
07592     
07593     A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
07594   
07595   -] Manusha Gati
07596     
07597     Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 
07598     obtain Moska
07599   
07600   -] Deva Gati
07601     
07602     A Godlike state of existence
07603   
07604 
07605 
07606                                   6-16-24 Pt.2
07607 
07608   Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
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07610 
07611                                   6-15-24 Pt.2
07612 
07613   The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 
07614 looser because I am not a winner.
07615 
07616                                   6-15-24 Pt.1
07617 
07618   Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 
07619 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
07620 
07621                                   6-12-24 Pt.2
07622 
07623   The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 
07624 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
07625 
07626                                   6-12-24 Pt.1
07627 
07628   Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 
07629 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 
07630 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
07631 
07632   People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 
07633 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 
07634 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 
07635 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 
07636 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
07637 
07638                                   6-10-24 Pt.3
07639 
07640   Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 
07641 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
07642 
07643                                   6-10-24 Pt.2
07644 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 
07645 is pretty cool.
07646 
07647                                   6-10-24 Pt.1
07648 
07649   Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 
07650 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 
07651 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 
07652 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 
07653 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
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07673   Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 
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07675 
07676 
07677                                   6-9-24 Pt.1
07678 
07679   Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 
07680 to hear with Good-Artistry.
07681 
07682   My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 
07683 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
07684 
07685 -] Best signers
07686   
07687   1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
07688   2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
07689   3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
07690   4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
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07693   Ill tell you a story though a comic
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07784 
07785                                   6-8-24 Pt.2
07786 
07787   Wtf
07788 
07789                                   6-8-24 Pt.1
07790 
07791   I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 
07792 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 
07793 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 
07794 where I feed homeless people and can think
07795 
07796   Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 
07797 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 
07798 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
07799 
07800   If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 
07801 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
07802 
07803                                   6-7-24 Pt.2
07804 
07805 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
07806   
07807   -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
07808     
07809     1 - Right Faith
07810     2 - Right knowledge
07811     3 - Right conduct
07812     -] Right Faith
07813       
07814          Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 
07815       are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
07816         Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 
07817       with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 
07818       to have no biases
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07820         Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
07821       
07822       -] Limbs of faith
07823         
07824           1 - Belief in realities substances
07825           2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
07826           3 - Love for monks
07827           4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
07828           5 - Dont corrupt truth
07829           6 - ???
07830           7 - Have respect for monks and householders
07831           8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
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07833       
07834     -] Right Knowledge
07835       
07836         True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 
07837       
07838     -] Right Conduct
07839       
07840         Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
07841       -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
07842         
07843           1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
07844           2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
07845           3 - No stealing
07846           4 - No adultery
07847           5 - No buying assloads of shit
07848           6 - No wine and honey 
07849         
07850       -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
07851         
07852         Digvrata - Limit travel distance
07853         Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 
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07860                                   6-7-24 Pt.1
07861 
07862   Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
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07864 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
07865 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
07866 bd->max_blk=0x10000;
07867 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
07868 Fmt('A');
07869 
07870   I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 
07871 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
07872                                   6-6-24 Pt.2
07873 
07874   "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 
07875 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 
07876 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 
07877 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 
07878 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 
07879 believe in it.
07880 
07881   I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 
07882 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 
07883 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 
07884 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 
07885 how hope works.
07886 
07887   I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 
07888 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
07889 
07890                                   6-6-24 Pt.1
07891 
07892   I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
07893 
07894                                   5-28-24 Pt.1
07895 
07896   A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 
07897 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 
07898 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 
07899 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 
07900 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
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07902   I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 
07903 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 
07904 fuckin zooted.
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07908                                   5-27-24 Pt.1
07909 
07910   Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 
07911 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 
07912 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 
07913 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
07914 
07915   In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 
07916 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 
07917 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 
07918 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 
07919 inductors.
07920 
07921   Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 
07922 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 
07923 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
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07943 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to  be smart
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07945                                   5-26-24 Pt.2
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07947   Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 
07948 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 
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07971   Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 
07972 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 
07973 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 
07974 will be unable to construct reality. I dont  know if the target demographic for 
07975 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 
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07977                                   5-26-24 Pt.1
07978 
07979   I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 
07980 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 
07981 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
07982 
07983   You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 
07984 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 
07985 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 
07986 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 
07987 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 
07988 homeless people. I dont  do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 
07989 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
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07991   See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
07992 
07993                                   5-25-24 Pt.2
07994 
07995   Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 
07996 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 
07997 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 
07998 insane people. I  used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 
07999 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 
08000 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 
08001 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
08002 
08003   Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 
08004 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 
08005 are illrevelant here.
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08008                                   5-25-24 Pt.1
08009 
08010   Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 
08011 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 
08012 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 
08013 not a by-product.
08014 
08015   A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
08016 
08017                                   5-23-24 Pt.1
08018 
08019   People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 
08020 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 
08021 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
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08023   What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 
08024 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 
08025 my workplace,even though he is cute.
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08027                                   5-22-24 Pt.1
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08055   Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 
08056 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 
08057 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 
08058 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
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08060                                   5-21-24 Pt.4
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08062   I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 
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08065                                   5-21-24 Pt.3
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08067   We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 
08068 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 
08069 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
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08071   I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 
08072 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 
08073 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
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08075                                   5-21-24 Pt.2
08076   The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 
08077 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
08078 
08079                                   5-21-24 Pt.1
08080 
08081   Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 
08082 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 
08083 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub  to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 
08084 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
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08125                                   5-20-24 Pt.5
08126   
08127   It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 
08128 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 
08129 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 
08130 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 
08131 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
08132 
08133                                   5-20-24 Pt.4
08134 
08135   Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 
08136 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 
08137 delusion. They say forced non-murder  isnt true peace. This is the socitey 
08138 delusion
08139 
08140   Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 
08141 oxymoron.
08142 
08143   Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 
08144 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 
08145 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 
08146 The only super power you get from morality is self control
08147 
08148   It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 
08149 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 
08150 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 
08151 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
08152 
08153   Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 
08154 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
08155 
08156                                   5-20-24 Pt.3
08157 
08158   If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 
08159 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 
08160 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 
08161 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
08162 
08163   Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 
08164 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 
08165 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
08166  
08167                                   5-20-24 Pt.2
08168 
08169   I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 
08170 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
08171 
08172                                   5-20-24 Pt.1
08173 
08174   Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 
08175 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 
08176 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 
08177 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 
08178 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
08179 
08180                                   5-19-24 Pt.2
08181 
08182   Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 
08183 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 
08184 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
08185 
08186                                   5-19-24 Pt.1
08187 
08188   I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 
08189 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 
08190 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 
08191 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 
08192 choise made in ignorance though
08193 
08194   A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 
08195 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 
08196 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking  about reality. Goldfish poo 
08197 poo brains are good at reality studies.
08198 
08199   My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 
08200 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
08201 
08202   Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
08203 
08204                                   5-13-24 Pt.1
08205 
08206   It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 
08207 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 
08208 
08209                                   5-10-24 Pt.2
08210 
08211   Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
08212 
08213                                   5-10-24 Pt.1
08214 
08215   I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 
08216 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions.  The planter doesnt ask 
08217 the Sun God for rain and the  Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun.  I suppose 
08218 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
08219 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
08220 
08221   You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 
08222 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
08223 
08224                                     Clayton
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08264                                  WIP DOOM port
08265    I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM).
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08314                            Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
08315 
08316   The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 
08317 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
08318 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
08319 
08320   In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 
08321 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 
08322 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 
08323 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream.
08324 
08325   Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L
08326 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 
08327 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 
08328 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16
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08351                            Compiler Part 2,The Parser
08352 
08353   The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 
08354 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 
08355 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
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08358     1 2 + 3 4 + *
08359 
08360   The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 
08361 parenthesis
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08363     ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
08364 
08365 Pretty epic isn't it.
08366 
08367   To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 
08368 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 
08369 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
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08465                          Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
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08467 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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08469                        Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
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08471 
08472   The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 
08473 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 
08474 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 
08475 into the C intermediate codes.
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08477   There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 
08478 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 
08479 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
08480 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
08481 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
08482 
08483   The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 
08484 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 
08485 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 
08486 intermediate codes. 
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08488   To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 
08489 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 
08490 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 
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08514 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 
08515 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 
08516 availble a stack location will be choosed.
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08518   The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 
08519 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
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08521   This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 
08522 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 
08523 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
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08525   Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 
08526 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 
08527 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 
08528 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
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08531                                    User-Guide
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08533                            Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
08534 
08535   Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
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08538 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
08539   dc->color=BLUE;
08540   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
08541 }
08542 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
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08546   The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 
08547 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
08548 
08549 -] GrRect
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08551 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
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08553 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
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08555 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
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08557 -] GrFillCircle
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08559 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
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08561 -] GrCircle
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08563 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
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08565 -] GrLine
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08567 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
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08569 -] GrPrint
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08571 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
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08573 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
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08575 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
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08577 -] DCClear
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08579 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
08580 
08581 -] DCFill
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08583 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
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08586             Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
08587 
08588   TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 
08589 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 
08590 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 
08591 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 
08592 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
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08595 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
08596 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
08597 DCFill;
08598 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08599 F64 rotx=0;
08600 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
08601   DCFill(dc);
08602   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
08603   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
08604   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
08605   dc->color=YELLOW;
08606   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 
08607   DCFill;
08608   GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
08609   Sleep(33);
08610 }
08611 DCDel(dc);
08612 DCFill;
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08615 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
08616 -] Mat4x4RotX
08617 
08618 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
08619 
08620 -] Mat4x4RotY
08621 
08622 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
08623 
08624 -] Mat4x4RotZ
08625 
08626 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
08627 
08628 -] Mat4x4Scale
08629 
08630 //Zooms a matrix
08631 
08632 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
08633 
08634 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
08635 
08636 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
08637 
08638 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
08639 
08640 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
08641 
08642 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
08643 
08644 
08645 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
08646 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
08647 
08648 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
08649 
08650 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
08651 
08652 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 
08653 transofrmations
08654 
08655 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
08656 
08657 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 
08658 genius what this actually does
08659 
08660 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
08661 
08662 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
08663 
08664 
08665   Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 
08666 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 
08667 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 
08668 for you.
08669 
08670 Here is a cube thing for you:
08671 
08672 
08673 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
08674 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
08675 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
08676 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
08677 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
08678 DCFill;
08679 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08680 F64 rotx=0,roty;
08681 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
08682 I64 i=0,i2=0;
08683 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 
08684 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
08685   Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
08686   Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
08687   Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
08688   for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
08689     MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
08690     Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
08691   }
08692   i++;
08693 }
08694 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
08695   DCFill(dc);
08696   DCDepthBufRst(dc);
08697   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
08698   Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
08699   Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
08700   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
08701   Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
08702   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
08703   for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
08704     dc->color=colors[i2];
08705     GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
08706    }
08707    DCFill;
08708    GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
08709    Sleep(33);
08710 }
08711 DCDel(dc);
08712 DCFill;
08713 
08714 
08715   If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 
08716 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
08717 
08718   Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 
08719 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 
08720 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 
08721 scale distance Let's see an example:
08722 Heres an example:
08723 
08724 
08725 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
08726 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
08727 {
08728   I64 zz;
08729   Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
08730   zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
08731   if (zz<1) zz=1;
08732   *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
08733   *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
08734   *x+=dc->x;
08735   *y+=dc->y;
08736   *z+=dc->z;
08737 }
08738 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08739 dc->transform=&Transform;
08740 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08741 I64 dist=0;
08742 dc->z=-60;
08743 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 
08744   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
08745   dc->color=LTRED;
08746   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
08747   Refresh;
08748   DCFill;
08749 } 
08750 
08751                    Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
08752 
08753   In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 
08754 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 
08755 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 
08756 get started
08757 
08758 
08759 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08760 I64 cnt;
08761 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 
08762   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
08763   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
08764   Refresh;
08765   DCFill;
08766 }
08767  
08768 
08769   If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 
08770 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 
08771 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 
08772 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 
08773 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
08774 
08775 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
08776 
08777 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08778 I64 cnt;
08779 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
08780   dc->color=BLACK; 
08781   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
08782   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
08783   dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
08784   GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
08785   Refresh;
08786   DCFill;
08787 }
08788 DCDel(dc);
08789 
08790                          Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
08791 
08792   TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 
08793 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 
08794 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
08795 
08796   If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use  Nois
08797 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
08798 
08799                           Runtime Part 3: Making Music
08800 
08801   TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
08802 
08803 A simple song looks like this:
08804 
08805  Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
08806 
08807 
08808   There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 
08809 without further ado,here is a list
08810 -] #
08811 
08812 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
08813 
08814 -] w
08815 
08816 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
08817 
08818 -] h
08819 
08820 Makes a half note
08821 
08822 -] q
08823 
08824 Makes a 1/4 note
08825 
08826 -] e
08827 
08828 Makes a tiny eigth note
08829 
08830 
08831   You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 
08832 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
08833 
08834 Try this:
08835 
08836 
08837 music.tempo=8;
08838 Play(
08839     "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
08840     "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
08841    "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
08842      "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
08843     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
08844     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
08845     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
08846     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
08847     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
08848 );
08849 MusicSettingsRst;
08850 
08851                     Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
08852 
08853   HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 
08854 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 
08855 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 
08856 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 
08857 data about the self.
08858 
08859   To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 
08860 table and do these steps
08861  
08862 -] Step 1
08863 
08864 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 
08865 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
08866 
08867 -] Step 2
08868 
08869 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 
08870 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
08871 
08872 -] Step 3
08873 
08874 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
08875 
08876 
08877 
08878 Perhaps an example will help:
08879 
08880 class CMeta {
08881   I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
08882   I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
08883   F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
08884 };
08885 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
08886 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
08887   CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
08888   CMemberLst *ml;
08889   U64 sf;
08890   if(!findc) return;
08891   ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
08892   sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
08893   if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
08894     Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
08895   } 
08896 }
08897 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
08898 
08899 
08900   If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
08901 
08902 
08903 class CInput {
08904   //Be sure to use -P with strings
08905   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
08906   I64 age format "\n";
08907   Bool is_tall format "\n";
08908 };
08909 CInput inp;
08910 PopUpForm(&inp);
08911 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
08912 if(inp.is_tall)
08913   "Tall!\n";
08914 
08915 
08916                            Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
08917 
08918   If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 
08919 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
08920 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 
08921 you,you have come to the right place
08922 
08923   In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 
08924 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
08925 
08926   To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 
08927 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 
08928 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
08929 
08930   Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 
08931 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 
08932 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 
08933 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
08934 
08935 
08936 //
08937 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
08938 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
08939 //
08940 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
08941 class CFileEnt {
08942   U8 name[STR_LEN];
08943   U8 password[STR_LEN];
08944 };
08945 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
08946 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
08947 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
08948 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
08949 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
08950 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
08951 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
08952 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
08953 FClose(file);
08954 //
08955 // Now we read
08956 //
08957 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
08958 CFileEnt user;
08959 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
08960   MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
08961   "Got  user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
08962 }
08963 FClose(file);
08964 
08965 
08966   Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 
08967 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 
08968 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 
08969 Look at this example
08970 
08971 
08972 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
08973 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
08974 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
08975 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
08976 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
08977   "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
08978 }
08979 DirEntryDel(root);
08980 
08981 
08982   A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 
08983 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 
08984 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 
08985 be sure to free the root data with .
08986 
08987   To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 
08988 exists.
08989 
08990   Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 
08991 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
08992 
08993 
08994 -] FUF_RECURSE
08995 
08996 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
08997 
08998 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
08999 
09000 Chooses only directories(folders)
09001 
09002 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
09003 
09004 Chooses only files
09005 
09006 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
09007 
09008 Chooses only text files
09009 
09010 -] FUF_JUST_DD
09011 
09012 Chooses only DolDoc files
09013 
09014 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
09015 
09016 Chooses only source files
09017 
09018 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
09019 
09020 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
09021 
09022 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
09023 
09024 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
09025 
09026 
09027   If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 
09028 remove a fule use Del("file");
09029 
09030   There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 
09031 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
09032 e("old","new") or just a file via  Copy("old","new").
09033 
09034   And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 
09035 
09036                     Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
09037 
09038   TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 
09039 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 
09040 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
09041 
09042 
09043 
09044 <65>

09045 
09046 
09047 
09048 
09049 
09050 
09051 
09052 
09053 
09054   As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 
09055 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 
09056 "last" one.
09057 
09058   To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 
09059 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
09060 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
09061 
09062   In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 
09063 ciruclar
09064 
09065 
09066  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
09067 CQue),*cur;
09068  QueInit(head);
09069  QueIns(one,head);
09070  QueIns(two,one);
09071  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
09072    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
09073  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
09074  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
09075 
09076 
09077   To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 
09078 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 
09079 
09080 
09081  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
09082 CQue),*cur;
09083  QueInit(head);
09084  QueIns(one,head);
09085  QueIns(two,one);
09086  QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 
09087  Free(one); //Free it's data
09088  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
09089    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
09090  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
09091  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
09092 
09093 
09094   You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
09095 
09096   Here is a reference section:
09097 -] QueInit(head) 
09098 
09099 Intialize the head of a queue
09100 
09101 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 
09102 
09103 Insert an item after the elem
09104 
09105 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 
09106 
09107 Insert an item before the elem
09108 
09109 -] QueRem(elem) 
09110 
09111 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
09112 
09113 -] QueDel(head) 
09114 
09115 Frees all items in the queue
09116 
09117 -] QueCnt(head) 
09118 
09119 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
09120 
09121 
09122                   Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
09123 
09124   Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
09125 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
09126 
09127   When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 
09128 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
09129 
09130 #define FOO 123
09131 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
09132 if(def)
09133   "%s\n",def->data;
09134 
09135   We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 
09136 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
09137 
09138 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
09139 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
09140 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
09141 d->data=StrNew("10");
09142 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
09143 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
09144 "%d\n",Hello;
09145 
09146 
09147   Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
09148 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
09149 
09150   Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 
09151 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
09152 
09153 Perhaps an example will help:
09154 
09155 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
09156 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
09157 ent->user_data0=1;
09158 ent->user_data1=2;
09159 ent->user_data2=3;
09160 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
09161 ent->str=StrNew("look");
09162 HashAdd(ent,ht);
09163 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
09164 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
09165 HashTableDel(ht);
09166 
09167 
09168 Here is a reference of hash table functions
09169 
09170 -] HashAdd(item,table) 
09171 
09172 Adds an item to the hash table
09173 
09174 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 
09175 
09176 Delete an item from the hash table
09177 
09178 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 
09179 
09180 Find an item in the table
09181 
09182 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 
09183 
09184 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
09185 
09186 -] HashTableNew(sz) 
09187 
09188 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
09189 
09190 
09191                     Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
09192 
09193   Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 
09194 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 
09195 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
09196 
09197 It looks like this:
09198 <66>

09199 
09200 
09201 
09202 
09203 
09204 
09205 
09206 
09207 
09208 
09209 
09210 
09211 
09212 
09213 
09214   First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
09215 
09216 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
09217 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
09218 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
09219 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
09220 
09221   You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
09222 
09223 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
09224 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
09225 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
09226 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
09227 I64 val;
09228 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
09229   "Got a %d\n",val;
09230 
09231 
09232 Here is a reference section
09233 
09234 -] FifoI64New(sz) 
09235 
09236 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
09237 
09238 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 
09239 
09240 Remove all the items from the fifo
09241 
09242 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 
09243 
09244 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
09245 
09246 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 
09247 
09248 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
09249 
09250 -] FifoI64Del(f) 
09251 
09252 Free the fifo
09253 
09254 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 
09255 
09256 Remove an item from the fifo
09257 
09258 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 
09259 
09260 Insert an item into the fifo
09261 
09262 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 
09263 
09264 Remove all the items from the fifo
09265 
09266 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 
09267 
09268 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
09269 
09270 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 
09271 
09272 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
09273 
09274 -] FifoU8Del(f) 
09275 
09276 Free the fifo
09277 
09278 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 
09279 
09280 Remove an item from the fifo
09281 
09282 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 
09283 
09284 Insert an item into the fifo
09285 
09286 -] FifoU8New(sz) 
09287 
09288 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
09289 
09290 
09291                            Runtime Part 9: User Input
09292 
09293   TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 
09294 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 
09295 message mask.
09296  
09297 I64 x,y;
09298 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
09299   dc->color=RED;
09300   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
09301 }
09302 U0 Run() {
09303   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09304   I64 m,x2,y2;
09305   while(TRUE) {
09306     m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
09307     if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
09308       break;
09309     x=x2;
09310     y=y2;
09311     Refresh;
09312   }
09313 }
09314 Run;
09315  
09316 
09317   Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 
09318 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 
09319 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 
09320 first before I dive into details.
09321 
09322 I64 x,y;
09323 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
09324   dc->color=GREEN;
09325   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 
09326 }
09327 U0 Run() {
09328   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09329   I64 msg,sc,ch;
09330   for(;TRUE;) {
09331     if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
09332       if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
09333       if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
09334         y-=3;
09335       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
09336         y+=3;
09337       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
09338         x-=3;
09339       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
09340         x+=3;
09341       }
09342     } else {
09343       Refresh;
09344     }
09345   }
09346 }
09347 Run;
09348 
09349   As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 
09350 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 
09351 is down etc.
09352 
09353   The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 
09354 can be tested via the "&" operator
09355 
09356 
09357 I64 x,y;
09358 I64 color=GREEN;
09359 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
09360   dc->color=color;
09361   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
09362   dc->color=RED;
09363 }
09364 U0 Run() {
09365   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09366   I64 msg,sc,ch;
09367   for(;TRUE;) {
09368     if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
09369       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
09370       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
09371         y-=3;
09372       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
09373         y+=3;
09374       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
09375         x-=3;
09376       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
09377         x+=3;
09378       }
09379       if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
09380         color=RED;
09381       else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
09382         color=YELLOW;
09383       else
09384         color=GREEN;
09385     } else {
09386       Refresh;
09387     }
09388   }
09389 }
09390 Run;
09391 
09392 
09393   Here's a list of scancode flags:
09394 
09395 -] SCF_KEY_UP
09396 
09397 The key was released
09398 
09399 -] SCF_CTRL
09400 
09401 The Ctrl key is down
09402 
09403 -] SCF_SHIFT
09404 
09405 The shift key is down
09406 
09407 -] SCF_ALT
09408 
09409 The alt key is down
09410 
09411 -] SCF_CAPS
09412 
09413 The Caps lock key is down
09414 
09415 -] SCF_NUM
09416 
09417 The NumLock key is kdown
09418 
09419 -] SCF_SCROLL
09420 
09421 Scroll Lock key is down
09422 
09423 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
09424 
09425 The left mouse is down
09426 
09427 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
09428 
09429 The right mouse is down
09430 
09431 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
09432 
09433 There is no shift
09434 
09435 
09436   Here's a list of scancode keys:
09437 
09438 -] SC_ESC
09439 
09440 The escape key
09441 
09442 -] SC_BACKSPACE
09443 
09444 The backspace key
09445 
09446 -] SC_TAB
09447 
09448 The tab key
09449 
09450 -] SC_ENTER
09451 
09452 The enter key
09453 
09454 -] SC_CTRL
09455 
09456 The ctrl key
09457 
09458 -] SC_ALT
09459 
09460 The alt key
09461 
09462 -] SC_CAPS
09463 
09464 The caps lock key
09465 
09466 -] SC_NUM
09467 
09468 The num lock key
09469 
09470 -] SC_SCROLL
09471 
09472 The scroll lock key
09473 
09474 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
09475 
09476 The up key
09477 
09478 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
09479 
09480 The down key
09481 
09482 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
09483 
09484 The left key
09485 
09486 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
09487 
09488 The right key
09489 
09490 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
09491 
09492 The page down key
09493 
09494 -] SC_PAGE_UP
09495 
09496 The page up key
09497 
09498 -] SC_HOME
09499 
09500 The home key
09501 
09502 -] SC_END
09503 
09504 The end key
09505 
09506 -] SC_INS
09507 
09508 The insert key
09509 
09510 -] SC_DELETE
09511 
09512 The delete key
09513 
09514 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
09515 
09516 The Fxx keys
09517 
09518 -] SC_PAUSE
09519 
09520 The pause key
09521 
09522 -] SC_GUI
09523 
09524 The logo key
09525 
09526 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
09527 
09528 The print screen key
09529 
09530 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
09531 
09532 The print screen key
09533 
09534 
09535   I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 
09536 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
09537 
09538 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
09539 
09540 A Key is put down
09541 
09542 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
09543 
09544 A Key is release
09545 
09546 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
09547 
09548 The mouse is moved
09549 
09550 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
09551 
09552 The left button is down
09553 
09554 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
09555 
09556 The left button is down
09557 
09558 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
09559 
09560 The right button is down
09561 
09562 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
09563 
09564 The right button is down
09565 
09566 
09567                          Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
09568 
09569   TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 
09570 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
09571 
09572   In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
09573 
09574 
09575 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
09576   Beep;
09577 }
09578 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 
09579 
09580 
09581   You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
09582 
09583 
09584 CTask *u=User;
09585 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 
09586 end as we are "the-user".
09587 Sleep(5000);
09588 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
09589 
09590 
09591   Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
09592 
09593 
09594 CTask *t=User;
09595 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
09596 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
09597 
09598 
09599   There is also a BirthWait
09600 
09601 
09602 CTask *t=User;
09603 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
09604 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
09605 
09606 
09607   To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 
09608 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 
09609 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 
09610 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 
09611 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
09612 
09613 
09614 I64 beep_lock=0;
09615 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
09616   //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 
09617   while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 
09618 is checked
09619     Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 
09620 tasks
09621   Beep(snd);
09622   //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
09623   LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
09624 }
09625 I64 i;
09626 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
09627   Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
09628   "Spawned a thread!!\n";
09629 }
09630 
09631                                Runtime Part 10: Jobs
09632 
09633   In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 
09634 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 
09635 
09636 
09637 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
09638 res=JobResGet(job);
09639 Kill(jobber);
09640 "I got %d\n",res;
09641 
09642   With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
09643 
09644 
09645 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
09646 I64 core=0;
09647 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 
09648 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
09649 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
09650   jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
09651      "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
09652      "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
09653   0);
09654 }
09655 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
09656   "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
09657 }
09658 
09659 
09660   If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
09661 AKE_MASTER flag.
09662 
09663 
09664 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
09665 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
09666 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
09667 
09668                                Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
09669 
09670   Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 
09671 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 
09672 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 
09673 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
09674 
09675 
09676 //BT is a button
09677 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09678  
09679 
09680   As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 
09681 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 
09682 text. Lets see an example:
09683 
09684 
09685 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
09686 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09687 
09688 
09689   DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 
09690 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 
09691 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
09692 
09693 
09694 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
09695 
09696 
09697   You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 
09698 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 
09699 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
09700 
09701 
09702 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
09703   Beep;
09704 }
09705 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09706 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
09707 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
09708 
09709 
09710   You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 
09711 for a left-click-expression.
09712 
09713 
09714 U0 CreateDialog() {
09715   CDocEntry *nums[3];
09716   I64 i;
09717   DocClear(DocPut);
09718   "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
09719   for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
09720     nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
09721   }
09722   DocBottom(DocPut);
09723   switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
09724     start:
09725       DocClear(DocPut);
09726       case 0:
09727         "You picked nothing lol.\n";
09728         break;
09729       case 1:
09730         "One is the one\n";
09731         break;
09732       case 2:
09733         "Two is too good\n";
09734         break;
09735     end:
09736   }
09737 }
09738 CreateDialog;
09739 
09740 
09741   You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
09742 
09743 
09744 U0 CreateDialog() {
09745 class CInput {
09746   //Be sure to use -P with strings
09747   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
09748   I64 age format "\n";
09749   Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
09750 };
09751 CInput inp;
09752 PopUpForm(&inp);
09753 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
09754 if(inp.is_tall)
09755   "Tall!\n";
09756 
09757 
09758   Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
09759 
09760 -] TX
09761 
09762 Text
09763 
09764 -] CR
09765 
09766 Newline
09767 
09768 -] CU
09769 
09770 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
09771 
09772 -] TB
09773 
09774 Tab
09775 
09776 -] CL
09777 
09778 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
09779 
09780 -] PB
09781 
09782 Page break
09783 
09784 -] PL
09785 
09786 Page length
09787 
09788 -] LM
09789 
09790 Left margin
09791 
09792 -] RM
09793 
09794 Right margin
09795 
09796 -] HD
09797 
09798 Header margin
09799 
09800 -] FO
09801 
09802 Footer margin
09803 
09804 -] ID
09805 
09806 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
09807 
09808 -] FD
09809 
09810 Forground default color
09811 
09812 -] BD
09813 
09814 Background default color
09815 
09816 -] PT
09817 
09818 Command Line Prompt
09819 
09820 -] WW
09821 
09822 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
09823 
09824 -] UL
09825 
09826 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
09827 
09828 -] IV
09829 
09830 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
09831 
09832 -] BK
09833 
09834 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
09835 
09836 -] SX
09837 
09838 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
09839 
09840 -] SY
09841 
09842 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
09843 
09844 -] CB
09845 
09846 Checkbox
09847 
09848 -] LS
09849 
09850 Major Lit Alert
09851 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 
09852 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
09853 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
09854 
09855 -] MA
09856 
09857 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
09858 
09859 -] TR
09860 
09861 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
09862 
09863 -] HL
09864 
09865 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
09866 
09867 
09868  Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 
09869 example you can do  "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
09870 
09871 -] H
09872 
09873 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
09874 
09875 -] L
09876 
09877 This will make the element act as a link
09878 
09879 -] TR
09880 
09881 This will make the element act as a tree
09882 
09883 -] LS
09884 
09885 This will make the element act as a list
09886 
09887 -] PU
09888 
09889 This will make a macro run in a popup window
09890 
09891 -] C
09892 
09893 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
09894 
09895 -] X
09896 
09897 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
09898 
09899 -] UD
09900 
09901 Update data on typing
09902 
09903 
09904 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
09905 
09906 -] T
09907 
09908 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
09909 
09910 -] LEN
09911 
09912 Sets the length of the DA element.
09913 
09914 -] A
09915 
09916 Sets the link location
09917 
09918 -] LE
09919 
09920 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
09921 
09922 -] RE
09923 
09924 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
09925 
09926 -] LM
09927 
09928 Left macro,runs text on left click
09929 
09930 -] RM
09931 
09932 Right macro,runs text on right click
09933 
09934 -] RT
09935 
09936 Raw type of DA
09937 
09938 -] U
09939 
09940 User data
09941 
09942 -] SCX
09943 
09944 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
09945 
09946 -] SX
09947 
09948 Scroll x pixels
09949 
09950 -] SY
09951 
09952 Scroll y pixels
09953 
09954 
09955   Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 
09956 is a reference for the link codes:
09957 
09958 -] FI
09959 
09960 File index,FI="file" or  FI="file,line"
09961 
09962 -] FF
09963 
09964 File Find,FF="file,text"
09965 
09966 -] BF
09967 
09968 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
09969 
09970 -] HI
09971 
09972 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
09973 
09974 -] A
09975 
09976 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
09977 
09978 
09979   Now a function reference:
09980 
09981 -] DocBottom
09982 
09983 Move to the bottom of the document
09984 
09985 -] DocCenter
09986 
09987 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
09988 
09989 -] DocClear
09990 
09991 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
09992 
09993 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
09994 
09995 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
09996 
09997 -] DocDel
09998 
09999 Delete a documents memory
10000 
10001 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
10002 
10003 Deletes a document entry
10004 
10005 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
10006 
10007 Copy an element
10008 
10009 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
10010 
10011 Insert a document into an other document
10012 
10013 -] DocLock
10014 
10015 Lock a document
10016 
10017 -] DocUnlock
10018 
10019 Unlock a document
10020 
10021 -] DocRst
10022 
10023 Reset the document
10024 
10025 -] DocTop
10026 
10027 Go to the top of the document
10028 
10029 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
10030 
10031 Read a line from a file
10032 
10033 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
10034 
10035 Write a line into a file
10036 
10037 -] DocRead(filename)
10038 
10039 Read a document from  a file
10040 
10041 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
10042 
10043 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
10044 
10045 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
10046 
10047 Save a document into memory
10048 
10049 -] DocWrite(doc)
10050 
10051 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
10052 
10053 -] DocMenu
10054 
10055 Interact with a document until a value is found
10056 
10057 -] DocForm
10058 
10059 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 
10060 
10061 -] DocNew(filename)
10062 
10063 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
10064 
10065 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
10066 
10067 Insert a .GR file into a document
10068 
10069 -] DocPrint
10070 
10071 Print text into a document
10072 
10073 -] DocPut
10074 
10075 Get the current document for a task
10076 
10077 -] DocType(doc,filename)
10078 
10079 Type a file into a document