0001 0002 Aiwnios.com 0003 0004 Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 0005 backend(source code). I will show you how to do cool stuff like write compilers 0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 0007 about myself. 0008 0009 My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a HolyC 0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes. 0013 0014 Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit 0016 0017 Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it). 0019 0020 I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out 0021 0022 AiwniosTube Beta 0023 0024 A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC. 0025 0026 AiwniosTube 0027 0028 Irc Server 0029 0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server 0031 0032 0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667 0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client 0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server 0036 0037 0038 0039 Shitpit Pt.3 Old Pt.2!! 0040 <1>0041 0042 0043 0044 0045 0046 0047 0048 0049 0050 0051 0052 0053 0054 0055 0056 0057 0058 0059 0060 0061 0062 0063 0064 0065 0066 3-27-25 Pt.2 0067 0068 The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 0069 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 0070 in the mirror. I am not one of them. 0071 0072 3-27-25 Pt.1 0073 0074 The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 0075 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 0076 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 0077 you can find it with a microscope. 0078 0079 The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 0080 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 0081 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 0082 plant. 0083 0084 You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 0085 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 0086 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 0087 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death. 0088 0089 3-27-25 Pt.1 0090 0091 NOTE: 0092 0093 When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 0094 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY. 0095 0096 3-26-25 Pt.3 0097 0098 Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 0099 the play store. 0100 0101 3-26-25 Pt.2 0102 0103 There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer. 0104 0105 People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 0106 will look in the mirror. 0107 0108 Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 0109 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits. 0110 0111 Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 0112 include it for legal reasons. 0113 0114 0115 3-26-25 Pt.1 0116 0117 0118 Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa. 0119 0120 <2>0121 0122 0123 0124 0125 0126 0127 0128 0129 0130 0131 0132 0133 0134 0135 0136 0137 0138 0139 0140 0141 0142 0143 0144 0145 0146 0147 0148 0149 0150 0151 0152 0153 0154 0155 0156 0157 0158 0159 0160 0161 0162 0163 0164 0165 0166 0167 0168 0169 0170 0171 0172 0173 0174 0175 0176 3-25-25 Pt.3 0177 0178 DISCLIAMER: 0179 0180 I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 0181 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public. 0182 0183 0184 NOTE: 0185 0186 Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 0187 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 0188 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word. 0189 0190 3-25-25 Pt.2 0191 0192 I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 0193 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 0194 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 0195 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 0196 papers while thinking and this site dont either. 0197 0198 3-25-25 Pt.1 0199 0200 A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 0201 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick. 0202 0203 3-24-25 Pt.2 0204 0205 The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 0206 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 0207 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 0208 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit. 0209 0210 3-24-25 Pt.1 0211 0212 Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 0213 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 0214 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 0215 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 0216 massive Jew hater. 0217 0218 You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 0219 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 0220 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 0221 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son. 0222 0223 This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 0224 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 0225 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 0226 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 0227 0228 I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 0229 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 0230 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 0231 tell you about reality. 0232 0233 0234 I may as well be a lesser KanYe. 0235 0236 3-23-25 Pt.2 0237 0238 Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 0239 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 0240 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 0241 fuck about the people I serve. 0242 0243 I wonder if the mask cares or me. 0244 0245 3-23-25 Pt.1 0246 0247 Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 0248 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 0249 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it. 0250 0251 3-22-25 Pt.2 0252 0253 aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 0254 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 0255 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit 0256 0257 3-22-25 Pt.1 0258 0259 Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 0260 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs. 0261 0262 I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 0263 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 0264 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 0265 fun. 0266 0267 I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 0268 poop and compilers all day and its fun. 0269 0270 Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 0271 living in the same earth as Chris Chan 0272 0273 3-21-25 Pt.1 0274 0275 Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 0276 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com. 0277 0278 -] 1,Spam the IRC server 0279 0280 The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 0281 better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts. 0282 0283 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube 0284 0285 AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 0286 lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 0287 headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 0288 legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 0289 smart) 0290 0291 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com 0292 0293 The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 0294 the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 0295 have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 0296 like Chinese software. 0297 0298 0299 3-20-25 Pt.5 0300 0301 Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 0302 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk. 0303 0304 3-20-25 Pt.4 0305 0306 Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 0307 will vanish. 0308 3-20-25 Pt.3 0309 0310 I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 0311 who would say "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 0312 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 0313 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 0314 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms. 0315 0316 It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 0317 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods. 0318 0319 NOTE: 0320 0321 The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 0322 in it which is cool. 0323 0324 iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina. 0325 Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path. 0326 0327 3-20-25 Pt.2 0328 0329 Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 0330 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 0331 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 0332 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 0333 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 0334 your vag is a good idea. 0335 0336 0337 Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No??? You can keep your imperalism by 0338 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then. 0339 0340 3-20-25 Pt.1 0341 0342 I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia on 0343 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 0344 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion. 0345 0346 3-19-25 Pt.2 0347 0348 They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 0349 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 0350 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 0351 that somehow purifies them. 0352 0353 Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 0354 mind and possibly move there. 0355 <3>0356 0357 0358 0359 0360 0361 0362 0363 0364 0365 0366 0367 0368 0369 0370 0371 0372 0373 0374 0375 0376 0377 0378 0379 0380 0381 0382 0383 0384 0385 0386 0387 0388 0389 0390 0391 0392 0393 0394 0395 0396 0397 0398 0399 3-19-25 Pt.1 0400 0401 Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 0402 sexy degree. 0403 0404 I will commit later. Basically do this. 0405 0406 -] The Sexy Sauce 0407 0408 -] Pt. 1 0409 0410 Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 0411 table). 0412 <4>0413 0414 0415 0416 0417 0418 0419 0420 0421 0422 0423 0424 0425 0426 0427 0428 0429 0430 0431 -] Pt. 2 0432 0433 0434 Do this for assloads of text. 0435 -] Pt. 3 0436 0437 Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 0438 "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common. 0439 <5>0440 0441 0442 0443 0444 0445 0446 0447 0448 0449 0450 3-17-25 Pt.2 0451 0452 I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 0453 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold. 0454 0455 3-17-25 Pt.1 04560457 0458 0459 0460 0461 0462 0463 0464 0465 0466 0467 0468 0469 0470 0471 0472 0473 0474 0475 0476 0477 0478 0479 0480 0481 0482 0483 0484 0485 0486 0487 0488 0489 0490 0491 0492 0493 0494 0495 0496 0497 0498 0499 0500 0501 0502 0503 0504 0505 0506 0507 0508 0509 0510 0511 0512 3-16-25 Pt.2 0513 0514 The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 0515 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 0516 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 0517 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 0518 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity. 0519 0520 One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place. 0521 0522 3-16-25 Pt.1 0523 0524 I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 0525 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 0526 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 0527 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 0528 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 0529 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people. 0530 0531 I will try to say less racist things. 0532 0533 NOTE: 0534 0535 Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 0536 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem. 0537 0538 3-15-25 Pt.2 0539 0540 I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 0541 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 0542 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 0543 offended gay people. 0544 0545 I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 0546 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 0547 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 0548 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 0549 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes. 0550 0551 Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 0552 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 0553 complete. 0554 0555 She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something. 0556 0557 3-15-25 Pt.1 0558 0559 I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 0560 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 0561 said person is a chimp. 0562 0563 3-14-25 Pt.2 0564 0565 I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 0566 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 0567 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked. 0568 0569 <7>0570 0571 0572 0573 0574 0575 0576 0577 0578 0579 0580 0581 0582 0583 3-14-25 Pt.1 0584 0585 I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 0586 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 0587 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 0588 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 0589 not out of respect. 0590 0591 I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 0592 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 0593 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 0594 Im sad. 0595 0596 A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 0597 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 0598 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 0599 non-answer. 0600 0601 3-13-25 Pt.4 0602 0603 Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 0604 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 0605 must make educated decisions before acting. 0606 0607 0608 3-13-25 Pt.3 0609 0610 I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 0611 understand. 0612 0613 0614 3-13-25 Pt.2 0615 0616 I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 0617 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 0618 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger. 0619 0620 3-13-25 Pt.1 0621 0622 People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 0623 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 0624 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz.... 0625 0626 This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably. 0627 0628 3-11-25 Pt.2 0629 0630 Light got turned into frozen matter or something 0631 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A. 0632 0633 Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter 0634 0635 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division, 0636 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool 0637 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter) 0638 . 0639 3-12-25 Pt.1 0640 0641 0642 A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 0643 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY). 0644 0645 0646 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}}; 0647 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) { 0648 CD3 pr,p; 0649 pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x; 0650 pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y; 0651 pr.z=0; 0652 p.x=x-points[v].x; 0653 p.y=y-points[v].y; 0654 p.z=0; 0655 return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x; 0656 } 0657 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) { 0658 F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0)); 0659 return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2)); 0660 } 0661 0662 0663 0664 3-11-25 Pt.2 0665 0666 Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 0667 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 0668 3D. 0669 0670 3-11-25 Pt.1 0671 0672 I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 0673 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 0674 presenting my Latin code 0675 0676 3-10-25 Pt.4 0677 0678 Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 0679 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 0680 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 0681 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 0682 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse 0683 0684 I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 0685 Latin Shit. 0686 0687 3-10-25 Pt.3 0688 0689 Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 0690 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 0691 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 0692 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 0693 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh. 0694 0695 In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 0696 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 0697 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it. 0698 0699 3-10-25 Pt.2 0700 0701 The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 0702 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 0703 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 0704 see. 0705 0706 3-10-25 Pt.1 0707 0708 KanYe is a great singer. 0709 0710 3-9-25 Pt.1 0711 0712 Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit. 0713 0714 3-8-25 Pt.5 0715 0716 I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 0717 speed. 0718 0719 3-8-25 Pt.4 0720 0721 One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 0722 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 0723 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 0724 pain and death are inescapable. 0725 0726 After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 0727 fate. 0728 0729 3-8-25 Pt.3 0730 0731 People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 0732 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 0733 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 0734 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 0735 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 0736 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff. 0737 0738 Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 0739 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards. 0740 0741 3-8-25 Pt.2 0742 0743 As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 0744 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded. 0745 0746 I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 0747 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 0748 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 0749 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 0750 Scott lit. 0751 0752 I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 0753 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 0754 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views. 0755 0756 Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 0757 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 0758 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything. 0759 0760 They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 0761 a fetus. I dont know. 0762 3-8-25 Pt.1 0763 0764 People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 0765 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 0766 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 0767 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube. 0768 0769 I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 0770 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 0771 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 0772 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs. 0773 0774 I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 0775 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 0776 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 0777 away. 0778 0779 0780 NOTE: 0781 0782 The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 0783 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper). 0784 0785 It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 0786 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin. 0787 0788 3-7-25 Pt.3 0789 0790 Hitler is remmbered as a bad man. People remember things based on values. I 0791 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 0792 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 0793 dharma who also killed lots of people. 0794 0795 I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 0796 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 0797 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards. 0798 0799 People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 0800 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say the the hadiths are mostly 0801 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 0802 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 0803 way. 0804 0805 So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 0806 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 0807 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 0808 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 0809 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 0810 it get here. 0811 0812 Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 0813 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 0814 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing. 0815 0816 I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 0817 stupid idea whatsover.` 0818 0819 3-7-25 Pt.2 0820 0821 I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow. 0822 0823 3-7-25 Pt.1 0824 0825 Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 0826 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 0827 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing. 0828 0829 I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 0830 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 0831 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 0832 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 0833 Bible. 0834 0835 I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 0836 beliefs. 0837 0838 There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 0839 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 0840 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 0841 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 0842 are banished. 0843 0844 A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 0845 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things. 0846 0847 If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 0848 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 0849 thinking. 0850 0851 0852 3-6-25 Pt.4 0853 0854 The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 0855 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 0856 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 0857 reality in few words. 0858 0859 I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 0860 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy. 0861 0862 3-6-25 Pt.3 0863 0864 Lil Pump has an onlyfans 0865 0866 0867 3-6-25 Pt.2 08680869 0870 0871 0872 0873 0874 0875 0876 0877 0878 0879 0880 0881 0882 0883 0884 0885 0886 0887 0888 0889 0890 0891 0892 0893 0894 3-6-25 Pt.1 08950896 0897 0898 0899 0900 0901 0902 0903 0904 0905 0906 0907 0908 0909 0910 0911 0912 0913 0914 0915 0916 0917 0918 0919 0920 0921 0922 0923 0924 0925 0926 0927 0928 0929 0930 0931 0932 0933 0934 0935 0936 0937 0938 0939 0940 0941 0942 0943 0944 0945 0946 3-5-25 Pt.4 09470948 0949 0950 0951 0952 0953 0954 0955 0956 0957 0958 0959 0960 0961 0962 0963 0964 0965 0966 0967 0968 0969 0970 0971 0972 0973 0974 0975 0976 0977 0978 0979 0980 0981 0982 0983 0984 0985 0986 0987 0988 0989 0990 0991 0992 0993 0994 0995 0996 0997 0998 0999 1000 1001 1002 1003 1004 1005 1006 1007 1008 1009 1010 1011 1012 1013 1014 1015 1016 1017 1018 1019 1020 1021 3-5-25 Pt.3 1022 1023 Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 1024 table 1025 1026 3-5-25 Pt.2 1027 1028 UPDATE: 1029 1030 I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 1031 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck. 1032 1033 3-5-25 Pt.1 1034 1035 If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 1036 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 1037 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 1038 if pigs cout as furries though. 1039 1040 1041 Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 1042 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma. I was reading about Kim 1043 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit. 1044 1045 He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 1046 piglet from Weendie the Pooh. 1047 1048 He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 1049 be sent to North Korea. 1050 1051 1052 <11>1053 1054 1055 1056 1057 1058 1059 1060 1061 1062 1063 1064 1065 1066 1067 1068 1069 1070 1071 1072 1073 1074 1075 1076 1077 1078 1079 1080 1081 1082 1083 1084 1085 1086 1087 1088 1089 1090 1091 1092 1093 1094 1095 1096 1097 1098 1099 1100 1101 1102 1103 1104 1105 3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus) 1106 1107 I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 1108 but a homunculus would be cool. 1109 1110 As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 1111 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 1112 like this. 1113 1114 I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text 1115 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin. 1116 1117 1118 3-4-25 Pt.3 1119 1120 Doom has a nice depiction of hell. 1121 1122 3-4-25 Pt.2 1123 1124 I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 1125 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool. 1126 <12>1127 1128 1129 1130 1131 1132 1133 1134 1135 1136 1137 1138 1139 1140 1141 1142 1143 1144 1145 1146 1147 1148 1149 1150 1151 1152 1153 1154 1155 1156 1157 1158 1159 1160 1161 1162 1163 1164 1165 1166 1167 1168 1169 1170 1171 1172 1173 3-4-25 Pt.1 1174 1175 People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 1176 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 1177 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 1178 the land for him. 1179 1180 I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 1181 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 1182 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS. 1183 1184 Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 1185 as it conquered stuff 1186 1187 3-3-25 Pt.3 1188 1189 Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 1190 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed. 1191 1192 3-3-25 Pt.2 1193 1194 Sorry Austin,I really do apologize. 1195 1196 3-3-25 Pt.1 1197 1198 The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 1199 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 1200 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 1201 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 1202 ID is hacky as fuck. 1203 1204 For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 1205 fault but ID softwares fualt. 1206 1207 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 1208 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 1209 Source. 1210 1211 This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 1212 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 1213 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok. 1214 1215 NOTE: 1216 1217 Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 1218 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 1219 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 1220 render the level properly. 1221 1222 3-2-25 Pt.6 1223 1224 I played minecraft as a kid. 1225 1226 3-2-25 Pt.5 1227 1228 Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 1229 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 1230 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 1231 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 1232 rap music by KanYe is ok but it is still mind numbingly stupid. 1233 1234 I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 1235 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2). 1236 1237 I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 1238 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation. 1239 1240 3-2-25 Pt.4 1241 1242 A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 1243 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 1244 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 1245 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 1246 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 1247 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them. 1248 1249 The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 1250 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 1251 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 1252 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it. 1253 1254 3-2-25 Pt.3 1255 1256 One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 1257 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 1258 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 1259 opinion. 1260 1261 Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 1262 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 1263 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 1264 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason. 1265 1266 It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 1267 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth. 1268 1269 I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 1270 I could study scripture more,this is good. 1271 1272 3-2-25 Pt.2 1273 1274 Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 1275 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 1276 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 1277 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth. 1278 1279 Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 1280 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 1281 them. 1282 1283 You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 1284 you about his opinions. I am entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 1285 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 1286 came in with. 1287 1288 As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 1289 entertaining claims and people. 1290 1291 3-2-25 Pt.1 1292 1293 Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 1294 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 1295 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 1296 repentance. 1297 1298 Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 1299 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 1300 facts must be represented. 1301 1302 Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 1303 Idk. 1304 1305 2-27-25 Pt.2 1306 1307 Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 1308 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 1309 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 1310 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 1311 "sort","uniq",and "cut" 1312 1313 2-27-25 Pt.1 1314 1315 I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 1316 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 1317 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 1318 power" like a good leader should do. 1319 1320 Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 1321 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 1322 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 1323 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought. 1324 1325 Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 1326 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 1327 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things. 1328 1329 Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 1330 to have) come to morality like Bharata. 1331 1332 Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 1333 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God. 1334 1335 A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 1336 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 1337 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation. 1338 1339 The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 1340 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 1341 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America. 1342 1343 2-27-25 Pt.2 1344 1345 I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 1346 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night. 1347 1348 I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 1349 sleep when I need to program something lit . 1350 1351 2-27-25 Pt.1 1352 1353 One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 1354 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 1355 acquired Godhood. 1356 1357 With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 1358 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 1359 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties. 1360 1361 I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 1362 hear 1363 1364 2-26-25 Pt.1 1365 1366 OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 1367 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 1368 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 1369 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out. 1370 1371 Look at this shit 1372 1373 1464018+0 records out 1374 749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec) 1375 1376 Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 1377 10 year old flash drives. 1378 2-25-25 Pt.4 1379 1380 There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 1381 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 1382 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 1383 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside. 1384 1385 My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 1386 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually caring 1387 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 1388 my parents then my parents would turn on them. 1389 1390 2-25-25 Pt.3 1391 1392 I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 1393 multiple words,and not just one word. 1394 1395 2-25-25 Pt.2 1396 1397 I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 1398 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 1399 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 1400 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars. 1401 1402 Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 1403 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 1404 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 1405 have a whole picture. 1406 1407 2-25-25 Pt.1 1408 1409 Lil Pump is fuckin Genius. 1410 1411 2-24-25 Pt.2 1412 1413 For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 1414 something . This way you can add support for other languages. 1415 1416 2-24-25 Pt.1 1417 1418 I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 1419 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 1420 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 1421 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it. 1422 1423 Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 1424 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 1425 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock. 1426 1427 The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 1428 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 1429 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 1430 maybe. 1431 1432 2-23-25 Pt.5 1433 1434 There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 1435 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 1436 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel. 1437 1438 I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 1439 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 1440 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing. 1441 1442 2-23-25 Pt.4 1443 1444 I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 1445 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 1446 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting. 1447 1448 He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk. 1449 1450 2-23-25 Pt.3 1451 1452 Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 1453 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights. 1454 1455 PROOF,I literally dont see the difference? 1456 1457 1458 1459 <13>1460 1461 1462 1463 1464 1465 1466 1467 1468 1469 1470 1471 1472 1473 1474 1475 1476 1477 1478 1479 1480 2-23-25 Pt.2 1481 1482 1483 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater 1484 1485 2-23-25 Pt.1 1486 1487 Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 1488 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 1489 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 1490 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek. 1491 1492 The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 1493 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 1494 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek. 1495 1496 Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit 1497 1498 Latin 1st conjugation. 1499 1500 2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1 1501 1502 As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 1503 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 1504 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 1505 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 1506 games are consumerism garbage. 1507 1508 I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 1509 intended for a nich aucdience. 1510 1511 I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 1512 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff. 1513 1514 2-20-25 Pt.2 1515 1516 There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 1517 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 1518 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 1519 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 1520 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 1521 listen to people as they tell stories. 1522 1523 My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 1524 messed up some of the dates on paperwork. 1525 1526 2-20-25 Pt.1 1527 1528 There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 1529 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 1530 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it. 1531 1532 1533 2-18-25 Pt.1 1534 1535 MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 1536 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 1537 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 1538 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 1539 during class in the computer lab. 1540 1541 One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 1542 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 1543 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 1544 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 1545 best days were in the younger years. 1546 1547 2-17-25 Pt.2 1548 1549 I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 1550 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 1551 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 1552 should probably learn them. 1553 1554 Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 1555 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 1556 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 1557 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 1558 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class. 1559 1560 I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 1561 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 1562 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 1563 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 1564 1565 I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 1566 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 1567 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 1568 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 1569 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok. 1570 1571 Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 1572 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh. 1573 1574 1575 2-17-25 Pt.1 1576 1577 Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 1578 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 1579 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 1580 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 1581 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 1582 ptrace(gdb x homies). 1583 1584 If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 1585 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 1586 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 1587 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage. 1588 1589 My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 1590 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 1591 Im not even asking for driver support or anything. 1592 1593 While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 1594 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up). 1595 1596 1597 1598 3-16-25 Pt.4 1599 1600 The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 1601 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 1602 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 1603 sense of peoples' silence. 1604 1605 I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 1606 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 1607 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 1608 insane looking for an answer. 1609 1610 I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 1611 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 1612 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe. 1613 1614 I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 1615 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 1616 it was funny. 1617 1618 I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 1619 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess. 1620 1621 3-16-25 Pt.3 1622 1623 Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 1624 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 1625 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 1626 more than a sane person. 1627 1628 Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 1629 very cringe. 1630 1631 I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 1632 able to do it. 1633 1634 3-16-25 Pt.2 1635 1636 I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 1637 tries to make them sound good to limited effect. 1638 1639 3-16-25 Pt.1 1640 1641 The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 1642 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 1643 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 1644 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 1645 for the HolyFs/HolyGs 1646 1647 struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb()); 1648 struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 1649 end at 0xf8*/ 1650 memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN); 1651 new->__tib_self=(void*)new; 1652 __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new)); 1653 1654 1655 3-15-25 Pt.2 1656 1657 I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 1658 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 1659 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 1660 addicting. 1661 1662 I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 1663 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 1664 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 1665 like the words. 1666 1667 3-15-25 Pt.1 1668 1669 I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 1670 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 1671 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 1672 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 1673 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 1674 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 1675 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 1676 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for. 1677 1678 <14>1679 1680 1681 1682 1683 1684 1685 1686 1687 Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 1688 work. 1689 3-14-25 Pt.3 1690 1691 OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 1692 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 1693 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 1694 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 1695 you return to C space. 1696 1697 I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 1698 fuck. 1699 1700 3-14-25 Pt.2 1701 1702 Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 1703 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this: 1704 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda 1705 1706 1707 That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c. 1708 1709 The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason. 1710 1711 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c 1712 1713 1714 Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD. 1715 1716 1717 3-14-25 Pt.1 1718 1719 IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 1720 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 1721 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 1722 framebuffer. 1723 1724 3-13-25 Pt.1 1725 1726 Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 1727 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 1728 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 1729 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation or something 1730 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat file. 1731 1732 I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 1733 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 1734 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 1735 something. I will ammend tommorow. This runs like shit. 1736 1737 1738 3-12-25 Pt.3 1739 1740 Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 1741 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 1742 laws that serve no-one. 1743 1744 3-12-25 Pt.2 1745 1746 Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 1747 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 1748 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not. 1749 1750 This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 1751 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 1752 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 1753 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 1754 retards. 1755 1756 The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 1757 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 1758 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 1759 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls. 1760 1761 If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 1762 9 you have no leg to stand on. 1763 1764 People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 1765 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning. 1766 1767 3-12-25 Pt.1 1768 1769 I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 1770 other 1771 1772 3-10-25 Pt.1 1773 1774 I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 1775 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around. 1776 1777 2-9-25 Pt.1 1778 1779 Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up. 1780 1781 2-8-25 Pt.2 1782 1783 My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 1784 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today. 1785 1786 2-8-25 Pt.1 1787 1788 My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 1789 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 1790 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 1791 cheating. 1792 1793 2-7-25 Pt.1 1794 1795 Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 1796 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 1797 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 1798 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode. 1799 1800 I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 1801 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 1802 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 1803 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 1804 math. 1805 1806 Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 1807 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 1808 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 1809 sexuality would favor gayness over reality studies. 1810 1811 You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 1812 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 1813 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 1814 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 1815 expirence. 1816 1817 2-6-25 Pt.2 1818 1819 Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere. 1820 1821 2-6-25 Pt.1 1822 1823 I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website. 1824 -] Bugs 1825 1826 -] Aiwntube names with spaces 1827 1828 Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames 1829 1830 -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce 1831 1832 Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 1833 sources for gihon. 1834 1835 1836 1837 2-4-25 Pt.3 1838 1839 There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 1840 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 1841 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 1842 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 1843 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane. 1844 1845 I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 1846 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 1847 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 1848 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something. 1849 1850 Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 1851 a confused world. 1852 1853 1854 2-4-25 Pt.2 1855 1856 I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 1857 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 1858 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 1859 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 1860 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 1861 make something I would play. 1862 1863 I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 1864 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 1865 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 1866 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 1867 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 1868 1869 The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 1870 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 1871 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 1872 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop. 1873 1874 2-4-25 Pt.1 1875 1876 I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 1877 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 1878 able to kick thier heads around. 1879 1880 2-2-25 Pt.4 1881 1882 There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 1883 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 1884 Genesis. 1885 1886 Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 1887 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 1888 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 1889 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 1890 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 1891 other levels. 1892 1893 2-2-25 Pt.3 1894 1895 The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 1896 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 1897 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 1898 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 1899 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him. 1900 1901 After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 1902 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 1903 posion. This cuased guilt for the son. 1904 1905 This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 1906 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 1907 father cannot accept alms. 1908 1909 2-2-25 Pt.2 1910 1911 Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 1912 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 1913 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 1914 be historical. 1915 1916 2-2-25 Pt.1 1917 1918 I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 1919 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 1920 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 1921 dodge missiles from players and stuff. 1922 1923 2-1-25 Pt.1 1924 1925 I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 1926 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 1927 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 1928 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 1929 may be coming in about a week. 1930 1931 I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 1932 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 1933 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 1934 hood. 1935 1936 As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 1937 really fun. 1938 1939 1-28-25 Pt.3 1940 1941 As the Lords of the Universe instructed, 1942 by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed. 1943 1944 Service to others,brothers and mothers, 1945 seek the Dharma of the Jains 1946 1947 For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought, 1948 Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought, 1949 I bow to you, for this life and beyond, 1950 though you ask for it not. 1951 1952 Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed, 1953 Let me have faith in you before my life is void. 1954 1955 1956 1-29-25 Pt.1 1957 1958 Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 1959 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 1960 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 1961 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok. 1962 1963 Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 1964 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 1965 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 1966 simular animations myself. 1967 1968 There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 1969 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 1970 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 1971 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 1972 I have parasite mentality. 1973 1974 NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 1975 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord. 1976 1977 1-28-25 Pt.2 1978 1979 It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 1980 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 1981 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 1982 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 1983 to dance without music. 1984 1985 If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede. 1986 1987 1-28-25 Pt.1 1988 1989 The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 1990 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 1991 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 1992 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 1993 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 1994 human nature. 1995 1996 I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 1997 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 1998 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 1999 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain. 2000 2001 He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 2002 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking. 2003 2004 2005 2006 1-27-25 Pt.5 2007 2008 Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 2009 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 2010 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 2011 scripture. Very impressive stuff 2012 2013 2014 1-27-25 Pt.4 2015 2016 I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 2017 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol. 2018 2019 The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 2020 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 2021 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 2022 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 2023 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa. 2024 2025 You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 2026 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 2027 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 2028 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored. 2029 2030 1-27-25 Pt.3 2031 2032 Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 2033 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 2034 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 2035 did this or a toy did this. I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 2036 amazon without an OS. 2037 2038 Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 2039 something but to fucking use a computer is insane. 2040 2041 1-27-25 Pt.2 2042 2043 Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 2044 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 2045 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 2046 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans. 2047 2048 1-27-25 Pt.1 2049 2050 When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 2051 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 2052 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 2053 composed of TV are very boring. 2054 2055 I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 2056 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 2057 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too. 2058 2059 When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 2060 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 2061 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 2062 divided by a less important issue(gayness). 2063 2064 The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 2065 to understand values and not faces. 2066 2067 1-24-25 Pt.3 2068 2069 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 2070 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 2071 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 2072 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 2073 is for expounding notes on reality and truth. 2074 2075 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 2076 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma. 2077 <15>2078 2079 2080 2081 2082 2083 2084 2085 2086 2087 2088 2089 2090 2091 2092 2093 2094 2095 2096 2097 2098 2099 2100 2101 2102 2103 2104 2105 2106 2107 2108 2109 2110 2111 2112 2113 2114 2115 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 2116 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 2117 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 2118 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 2119 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane. 2120 2121 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 2122 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 2123 love for the goddesses to stay alive. 2124 2125 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 2126 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 2127 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 2128 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 2129 misfortune. 2130 2131 2132 1-24-25 Pt.2 2133 2134 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here. 2135 2136 1-24-25 Pt.1 2137 2138 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 2139 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 2140 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 2141 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 2142 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 2143 your bullfrogs. 2144 2145 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 2146 will be a day or two. 2147 2148 1-23-25 Pt.4 2149 2150 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 2151 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states. 2152 2153 1-23-25 Pt.4 2154 2155 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 2156 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 2157 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 2158 villages then respected the muni. 2159 2160 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 2161 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 2162 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 2163 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people. 2164 2165 2166 1-23-25 Pt.3 2167 2168 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 2169 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 2170 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 2171 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 2172 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 2173 morals is ok. 2174 2175 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 2176 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 2177 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord. 2178 2179 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 2180 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 2181 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast. 2182 2183 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 2184 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also. 2185 2186 1-23-25 Pt.2 2187 2188 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 2189 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 2190 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 2191 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 2192 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 2193 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 2194 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 2195 combating said hypthotical evil. 2196 2197 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 2198 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 2199 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 2200 forget it. 2201 2202 1-23-25 Pt.1 2203 2204 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 2205 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 2206 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 2207 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 2208 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 2209 Fault rests in intention. 2210 2211 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 2212 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 2213 have a vendeta against him. 2214 2215 1-22-25 Pt.3 2216 2217 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 2218 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 2219 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 2220 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 2221 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 2222 he caused more trauma. 2223 2224 A good person learns from the follies of others. 2225 2226 1-22-25 Pt.2 2227 2228 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 2229 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 2230 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world. 2231 2232 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 2233 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 2234 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 2235 depression and happiness. 2236 2237 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 2238 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence. 2239 2240 2241 2242 2243 2244 <16>1-22-25 Pt.1 2245 2246 2247 2248 2249 2250 2251 2252 2253 2254 2255 2256 2257 2258 2259 2260 2261 2262 2263 2264 2265 2266 2267 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 2268 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 2269 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 2270 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault. 2271 2272 2273 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2 2274 2275 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 2276 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 2277 runnin' in Japan. 2278 2279 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 2280 2281 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 2282 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 2283 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 2284 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 2285 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 2286 porn. 2287 2288 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 2289 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 2290 subsitute for parenting your children. 2291 2292 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 2293 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 2294 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 2295 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help. 2296 2297 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 2298 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 2299 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 2300 the Quran out of curioristy and read it. 2301 2302 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now 2303 2304 12-20-25 Pt.1 2305 2306 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM. 2307 2308 12-18-25 Pt.4 2309 2310 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit. 2311 2312 12-18-25 Pt.3 2313 2314 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 2315 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 2316 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes. 2317 2318 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea. 2319 2320 12-18-25 Pt.2 2321 2322 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 2323 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 2324 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research. 2325 2326 2327 2328 12-18-25 Pt.1 2329 2330 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 2331 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why. 2332 2333 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC. 2334 2335 2336 12-17-25 Pt.2 2337 2338 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 2339 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 2340 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 2341 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 2342 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 2343 Hill and Robot Chicken. 2344 2345 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 2346 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 2347 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 2348 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded. 2349 2350 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 2351 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness. 2352 2353 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 2354 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals. 2355 2356 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 2357 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 2358 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 2359 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 2360 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 2361 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok. 2362 2363 12-17-25 Pt.1 2364 2365 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 2366 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 2367 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 2368 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 2369 new computer(Wubi-UEFI) 2370 2371 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 2372 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too. 2373 2374 12-16-25 Pt.3 2375 2376 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 2377 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 2378 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 2379 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 2380 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition. 2381 2382 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 2383 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 2384 I dont thnik she is lying. 2385 2386 12-16-25 Pt.2 2387 2388 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 2389 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 2390 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back. 2391 2392 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 2393 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 2394 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 2395 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope). 2396 2397 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 2398 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 2399 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point. 2400 2401 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 2402 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 2403 maybe. 2404 2405 2406 12-16-25 Pt.1 2407 2408 5 More days till 21 Savage day. 2409 2410 12-15-25 Pt.1 2411 2412 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 2413 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 2414 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood. 2415 2416 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 2417 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 2418 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 2419 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam. 2420 2421 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 2422 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 2423 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 2424 tardlets. 2425 2426 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 2427 assuming you are qualified to do so. 2428 2429 2430 2431 12-14-25 Pt.2 2432 2433 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 2434 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 2435 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 2436 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 2437 left in the cosmic void. 2438 2439 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 2440 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 2441 generate HTML,mine is just sexier. 2442 2443 2444 12-14-25 Pt.1 2445 2446 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 2447 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 2448 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 2449 album. 2450 2451 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 2452 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 2453 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 2454 extension has a Sqrt opcdode. 2455 2456 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 2457 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 2458 poop. 2459 2460 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 2461 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice. 2462 2463 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 2464 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 2465 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 2466 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios. 2467 2468 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 2469 cognitive dissonance in saying that. 2470 2471 12-13-25 Pt.2 2472 2473 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 2474 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 2475 using bounding boxes. 2476 2477 12-13-25 Pt.1 2478 2479 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 2480 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 2481 the thing is in a cell. 2482 2483 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm 2484 2485 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm 2486 #define CS_INSIDE 0 2487 #define CS_LEFT 1 2488 #define CS_RIGHT 2 2489 #define CS_BOTTOM 4 2490 #define CS_TOP 8 2491 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) { 2492 I64 r=CS_INSIDE; 2493 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001) 2494 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001) 2495 return r; 2496 if(x<tx) 2497 r|=CS_LEFT; 2498 else if(x>tx+1.) 2499 r|=CS_RIGHT; 2500 if(y<ty) 2501 r|=CS_BOTTOM; 2502 else if(y>ty+1.) 2503 r|=CS_TOP; 2504 return r; 2505 } 2506 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) { 2507 Bool accept=FALSE; 2508 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2509 I64 oc_max; 2510 F64 x,y; 2511 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1) 2512 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1) 2513 return TRUE; 2514 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1) 2515 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1) 2516 return TRUE; 2517 2518 while(1) { 2519 if(!oc1&&!oc2) { 2520 accept=TRUE; 2521 break; 2522 } else if(oc1&oc2){ 2523 break; 2524 } else { 2525 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2); 2526 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) { 2527 y=ty+1; 2528 xstyle: 2529 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0); 2530 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) { 2531 y=ty; 2532 goto xstyle; 2533 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) { 2534 x=tx+1; 2535 ystyle: 2536 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0); 2537 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) { 2538 x=tx; 2539 goto ystyle; 2540 } 2541 if(oc_max==oc1) { 2542 x0=x; 2543 y0=y; 2544 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty); 2545 } else { 2546 x1=x; 2547 y1=y; 2548 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2549 } 2550 } 2551 } 2552 return accept; 2553 } 2554 2555 2556 2557 1-12-25 Pt.1 2558 2559 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 2560 MAlloc arenas. 2561 2562 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something. 2563 2564 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 2565 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 2566 failure). 2567 2568 2569 _Misc_LBts: 2570 Misc_LBts: 2571 lsr x3,x1,3 2572 and x1,x1,0x7 2573 add x0,x3,x0 2574 .L_Bts_0: 2575 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic 2576 mov x4,1 2577 lslv w4,w4,w1 2578 tst w3,w4 2579 cset x5, ne 2580 orr w3,w3,w4 2581 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored. 2582 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0 2583 mov x0,x5 2584 ret 2585 2586 In X86 it looks like this 2587 2588 2589 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX 2590 2591 2592 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 2593 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 2594 you can use the result. 2595 2596 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 2597 value in rr. 2598 2599 I was trying to do this today. 2600 2601 2602 //Cant do this atommically easily 2603 //Remove cn 2604 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract 2605 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value 2606 } else { 2607 goto new_arena_slab; 2608 } 2609 2610 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 2611 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86. 2612 2613 2614 1-10-25 Pt.1 2615 2616 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 2617 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 2618 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 2619 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 2620 about much other that eating. 2621 2622 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 2623 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 2624 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 2625 every year. 2626 2627 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 2628 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 2629 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 2630 end up unable to buy anything. 2631 2632 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 2633 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 2634 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast. 2635 2636 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 2637 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 2638 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 2639 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 2640 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something. 2641 2642 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 2643 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 2644 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 2645 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 2646 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions. 2647 2648 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 2649 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 2650 of focus on something. 2651 2652 1-9-25 Pt.1 2653 2654 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 2655 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 2656 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 2657 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 2658 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 2659 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane. 2660 2661 1-8-25 Pt.1 2662 2663 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 2664 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 2665 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship. 2666 2667 1-7-25 Pt.3 2668 2669 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 2670 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 2671 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 2672 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 2673 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 2674 wayland,pick your posion). 2675 2676 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 2677 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 2678 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 2679 not releated to running text programs. 2680 2681 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 2682 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 2683 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 2684 package software for the peguin. 2685 2686 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 2687 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 2688 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 2689 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 2690 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 2691 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog. 2692 2693 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is. 2694 2695 2696 2697 2698 <17>2699 2700 2701 2702 2703 2704 2705 2706 2707 2708 2709 2710 2711 2712 2713 2714 2715 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 2716 linux is a slightly better version of DOS. 2717 2718 2719 2720 2721 1-7-25 Pt.2 2722 2723 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 2724 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 2725 user directories). 2726 2727 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 2728 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 2729 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 2730 directory. 2731 2732 2733 2734 1-7-25 Pt.1 2735 2736 Im sicker than your average trump supporter. 2737 2738 1-5-25 Pt.2 2739 2740 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 2741 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 2742 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 2743 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 2744 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 2745 we see reality. 2746 2747 1-5-25 Pt.1 2748 2749 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 2750 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 2751 enlightented. 2752 2753 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 2754 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers. 2755 2756 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 2757 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 2758 the ages. 2759 2760 1-4-25 Pt.1 2761 2762 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 2763 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 2764 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 2765 a play. 2766 <18>2767 2768 2769 2770 2771 2772 2773 2774 2775 2776 2777 2778 2779 2780 2781 2782 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 2783 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 2784 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 2785 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her. 2786 2787 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 2788 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 2789 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 2790 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman. 2791 2792 2793 1-3-25 Pt.1 2794 2795 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 2796 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 2797 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 2798 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 2799 that work always. 2800 2801 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 2802 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 2803 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 2804 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs 2805 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 2806 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still. 2807 2808 1-2-25 Pt.1 2809 2810 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 2811 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 2812 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 2813 2814 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 2815 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 2816 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 2817 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him. 2818 2819 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 2820 opposites we realize its value. 2821 2822 1-1-25 Pt.2 2823 2824 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 2825 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 2826 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 2827 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 2828 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good. 2829 2830 1-1-25 Pt.1 2831 2832 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 2833 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 2834 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 2835 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show. 2836 2837 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 2838 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 2839 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 2840 money. 2841 2842 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose 2843 informaion while "learning". 2844 <19>2845 2846 2847 2848 2849 2850 2851 2852 2853 2854 2855 2856 2857 2858 2859 2860 2861 2862 2863 2864 2865 2866 2867 2868 2869 2870 2871 12-31-24 Pt.1 2872 2873 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 2874 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 2875 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 2876 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 2877 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid. 2878 2879 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 2880 against. 2881 2882 12-30-24 Pt.1 2883 2884 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 2885 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 2886 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 2887 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband. 2888 2889 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 2890 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 2891 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 2892 vhelicle of the witch, 2893 2894 2895 12-29-24 Pt.3 2896 2897 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 2898 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 2899 useful except for building cool stuff with. 2900 2901 12-29-24 Pt.2 2902 2903 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 2904 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 2905 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 2906 FrogsEngine 2907 <20>2908 2909 2910 2911 2912 2913 2914 2915 2916 2917 2918 2919 2920 2921 2922 2923 12-29-24 Pt.1 2924 2925 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 2926 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 2927 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 2928 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed. 2929 2930 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 2931 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 2932 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 2933 read it like fread in C. 2934 2935 12-27-24 Pt.2 2936 2937 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 2938 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 2939 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 2940 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 2941 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 2942 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 2943 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something. 2944 2945 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 2946 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 2947 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 2948 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 2949 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 2950 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 2951 2952 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 2953 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 2954 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed 2955 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 2956 with suspicion. 2957 2958 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing. 2959 2960 12-26-24 Pt.1 2961 2962 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 2963 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 2964 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 2965 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 2966 routines. 2967 2968 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 2969 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 2970 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 2971 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 2972 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 2973 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff. 2974 2975 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 2976 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 2977 complicated APIs exist. 2978 2979 2980 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas) 2981 2982 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 2983 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 2984 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 2985 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect. 2986 2987 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch) 2988 2989 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 2990 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 2991 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 2992 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 2993 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall". 2994 2995 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 2996 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 2997 themselves. 2998 2999 3000 12-24-24 Pt.1 3001 3002 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 3003 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 3004 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 3005 to read data from the end of an executable. 3006 3007 #include <stdio.h> 3008 #include <stdint.h> 3009 #include <string.h> 3010 int main(int argc,char **argv) { 3011 char signature[9]; 3012 signature[8]=0; 3013 3014 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program 3015 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there 3016 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END); 3017 fread(signature,1,8,f); 3018 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) { 3019 uint64_t off; 3020 fread(&off,1,8,f); 3021 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET); 3022 //Read the data. 3023 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off); 3024 } 3025 } 3026 Do This: 3027 3028 gcc ass.c 3029 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out 3030 ./a.out 3031 12-23-24 Pt.2 3032 Initiation of Candana3033 3034 3035 3036 3037 3038 3039 3040 3041 3042 3043 3044 3045 3046 3047 3048 3049 3050 3051 3052 3053 3054 3055 3056 3057 3058 3059 3060 3061 12-23-24 Pt.1 3062 3063 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 3064 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 3065 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 3066 3067 12-22-24 Pt.2 3068 3069 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 3070 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 3071 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 3072 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 3073 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 3074 X86_64 machine. 3075 3076 12-22-24 Pt.1 3077 3078 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord. 3079 <22>3080 3081 3082 3083 3084 3085 3086 3087 3088 3089 3090 3091 3092 3093 3094 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 3095 3096 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 3097 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe. 3098 3099 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 3100 3101 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 3102 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 3103 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 3104 3105 12-20-24 Pt.1 3106 3107 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 3108 because they love themselves and want their children to please them. 3109 3110 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 3111 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 3112 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for. 3113 3114 12-19-24 Pt.1 3115 3116 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 3117 on raw hardware(FPGA). 3118 3119 12-18-24 Pt.2 3120 3121 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 3122 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 3123 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 3124 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 3125 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in. 3126 3127 12-18-24 Pt.1 3128 3129 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 3130 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 3131 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 3132 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 3133 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 3134 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 3135 3136 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 3137 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 3138 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 3139 amoung each-other. 3140 3141 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 3142 me. They probably think I am a retard. 3143 12-17-24 Pt.4 3144 3145 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 3146 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 3147 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones. 3148 3149 12-17-24 Pt.3 3150 3151 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 3152 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 3153 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 3154 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 3155 misleading implications of the words being used. 3156 3157 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 3158 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 3159 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 3160 refering to. 3161 3162 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 3163 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 3164 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 3165 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 3166 sex in real life. 3167 3168 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 3169 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 3170 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 3171 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 3172 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 3173 stupid. 3174 3175 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue. 3176 3177 3178 12-17-24 Pt.2 3179 3180 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 3181 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 3182 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator. 3183 3184 3185 12-17-24 Pt.1 3186 3187 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 3188 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 3189 the neighborhood. 3190 3191 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 3192 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 3193 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered. 3194 3195 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor. 3196 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 3197 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy. 3198 3199 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 3200 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from. 3201 3202 3203 12-16-24 Pt.3 3204 3205 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works. 3206 3207 3208 <23>3209 3210 3211 3212 3213 3214 3215 3216 3217 3218 3219 3220 3221 3222 3223 3224 3225 3226 3227 3228 3229 3230 3231 3232 3233 3234 3235 3236 3237 3238 3239 3240 3241 3242 3243 3244 3245 3246 3247 3248 3249 3250 3251 3252 3253 3254 3255 3256 3257 3258 3259 3260 3261 3262 3263 3264 3265 3266 12-16-24 Pt.2 3267 3268 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 3269 get there. 3270 3271 12-16-24 Pt.1 3272 3273 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 3274 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 3275 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 3276 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 3277 have more freedom. 3278 3279 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 3280 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 3281 too many drugs 3282 3283 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 3284 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali. 3285 3286 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 3287 art called "aiwnios". 3288 3289 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs. 3290 3291 12-15-24 Pt.2 3292 3293 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 3294 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 3295 efukt.com exist. 3296 3297 12-15-24 Pt.1 3298 3299 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 3300 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 3301 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 3302 fixing me except by my own way. 3303 3304 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 3305 free makes it change 3306 3307 12-14-24 Pt.2 3308 3309 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 3310 content for AiwniosTube. 3311 3312 12-14-24 Pt.1 3313 3314 My body is your political glory hole. 3315 3316 12-13-24 Pt.1 3317 3318 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 3319 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 3320 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 3321 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 3322 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory 3323 3324 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 3325 flags but adds does. 3326 3327 3328 12-12-24 Pt.1 3329 3330 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 3331 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 3332 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 3333 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 3334 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 3335 ideas live here,someone come visit". 3336 3337 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 3338 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 3339 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 3340 Christ to find refudge. 3341 3342 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 3343 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 3344 individuals with agree with you.. 3345 3346 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 3347 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 3348 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 3349 to find joy in saying "retard" alot. 3350 3351 See this cool work on art by James Hampton 3352 3353 12-11-24 Pt.3 3354 3355 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 3356 colored text to the termianl. 3357 3358 12-11-24 Pt.2 3359 3360 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 3361 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 3362 someone who serves all and makes no enemies. 3363 3364 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 3365 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 3366 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers. 3367 3368 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself 3369 3370 3371 12-11-24 Pt.1 3372 3373 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 3374 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding. 3375 3376 12-10-24 Pt.5 3377 3378 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 3379 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 3380 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 3381 discernment. 3382 3383 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China. 3384 3385 3386 <24>3387 3388 3389 3390 3391 3392 3393 3394 3395 3396 3397 3398 3399 3400 3401 3402 3403 3404 3405 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy 3406 3407 3408 12-10-24 Pt.4 3409 3410 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 3411 my porn is probably retarded. 3412 3413 12-10-24 Pt.3 3414 3415 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 3416 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 3417 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok. 3418 3419 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 3420 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 3421 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 3422 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 3423 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention. 3424 3425 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 3426 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer. 3427 3428 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 3429 masturbate to WAP. 3430 3431 12-10-24 Pt.2 3432 3433 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 3434 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 3435 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 3436 not be a construction worker. 3437 3438 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 3439 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 3440 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 3441 out their hatred for niggers. 3442 3443 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 3444 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 3445 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering. 3446 3447 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 3448 suffering we have are niggers. 3449 3450 Stop killing niggers. 3451 3452 3453 12-10-24 Pt.1 3454 3455 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 3456 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later. 3457 3458 12-9-24 Pt.2 3459 3460 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time. 3461 3462 12-9-24 Pt.1 3463 3464 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 3465 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 3466 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 3467 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal. 3468 3469 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 3470 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 3471 hands are clean. I was submitting. 3472 3473 12-8-24 Pt.2 3474 3475 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality. 3476 3477 12-8-24 Pt.1 3478 3479 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 3480 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 3481 make a list. 3482 -] Retardations of Islam 3483 3484 -] Nashk 3485 3486 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 3487 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one 3488 3489 It goes like this: 3490 3491 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 3492 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 3493 everything? 3494 Quran 2:106 3495 3496 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words 3497 3498 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 3499 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing. 3500 3501 Quran 6:115 3502 3503 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 3504 hell? 3505 3506 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub, 3507 Quean 88:6 3508 3509 nor any food except oozing pus, 3510 Quran 69:36 3511 3512 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well. 3513 3514 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 3515 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind. 3516 Quran 7:83 3517 3518 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 3519 we saved at the brink of dawn 3520 Quran 54:34 3521 3522 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real 3523 3524 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 3525 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 3526 say is true. 3527 Quran 2:23 3528 3529 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go. 3530 3531 She took off her dentures and blew me 3532 Oh so gooey and so very great. 3533 I usualy beat it,mastrubate. 3534 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today. 3535 Letter to Gram Gram 3536 3537 I only drink coadine 3538 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee. 3539 Garentee you get high 3540 If you drink my pee. 3541 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein. 3542 I don't sell propaine 3543 3544 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus 3545 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful 3546 Covid 3547 By the eradicating virus 3548 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away 3549 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease 3550 No, rather it is certain death 3551 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves 3552 So hold on to science and abandon traditions 3553 And don't go out to buy wheat 3554 And stay home for it is a strong scourge 3555 And wash your hands with new soap 3556 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth 3557 3558 Surah Corona 3559 3560 Someone in the Night... 3561 Micheal Jackson 3562 3563 3564 3565 3566 12-7-24 Pt.1 3567 3568 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 3569 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice. 3570 3571 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 3572 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 3573 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims. 3574 3575 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 3576 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 3577 retarded if you think that. 3578 3579 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 3580 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 3581 implcitly(?). 3582 3583 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 3584 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 3585 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk. 3586 3587 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 3588 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 3589 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself. 3590 3591 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 3592 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts. 3593 3594 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 3595 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher 3596 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 3597 3598 3599 3600 12-6-24 Pt.1 3601 3602 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun. 3603 3604 12-5-24 Pt.2 3605 3606 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 3607 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny 3608 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 3609 alot be become an Arihant 3610 <25>3611 3612 3613 3614 3615 3616 3617 3618 3619 3620 3621 3622 3623 3624 3625 3626 3627 3628 3629 3630 3631 3632 3633 3634 12-5-24 Pt.1 3635 3636 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT 3637 3638 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 3639 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 3640 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 3641 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 3642 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated. 3643 3644 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 3645 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 3646 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 3647 its good. 3648 3649 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 3650 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 3651 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 3652 liberated either. 3653 3654 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 3655 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards 3656 birthed out of vaginas. 3657 3658 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean. 3659 3660 <26>3661 3662 3663 3664 3665 3666 3667 3668 3669 3670 3671 3672 3673 3674 3675 3676 3677 3678 3679 3680 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 3681 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 3682 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 3683 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 3684 this(where?). 3685 12-4-24 Pt.1 3686 3687 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 3688 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 3689 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 3690 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in. 3691 3692 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 3693 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 3694 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 3695 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff. 3696 3697 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 3698 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot. 3699 3700 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 3701 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 3702 server other souls. 3703 3704 12-2-24 Pt.2 3705 3706 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 3707 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 3708 can do good things once fed. 3709 3710 12-2-24 Pt.1 3711 3712 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 3713 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 3714 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 3715 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 3716 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 3717 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas 3718 3719 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 3720 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 3721 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 3722 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below. 3723 3724 Stuti 3725 3726 Talking poo poo brains. 3727 Diving in converstation depths. 3728 To see the bottom 3729 3730 12-1-24 Pt.5 3731 3732 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 3733 around it. 3734 3735 12-1-24 Pt.4 3736 3737 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 3738 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 3739 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 3740 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 3741 work is not. I wrote a compiler. 3742 3743 12-1-24 Pt.3 3744 3745 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com 3746 3747 12-1-24 Pt.2 3748 3749 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 3750 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 3751 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor. 3752 3753 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 3754 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 3755 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still. 3756 3757 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 3758 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up. 3759 3760 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 3761 3762 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 3763 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 3764 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 3765 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it. 3766 3767 12-1-24 Pt.1 3768 3769 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 3770 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin 3771 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 3772 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today. 3773 3774 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 3775 userspace. 21 Not lit. 3776 3777 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 3778 His word play shows it. Rap is art. 3779 3780 11-30-24 Pt.1 3781 3782 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 3783 compiler. 3784 3785 11-29-24 Pt.5 3786 3787 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 3788 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 3789 pleased by the Tirthankars 3790 3791 11-29-24 Pt.4 3792 3793 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 3794 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 3795 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt. 3796 3797 11-29-24 Pt.3 3798 3799 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 3800 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 3801 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 3802 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 3803 pussies. 3804 3805 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 3806 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 3807 ISIS retard. 3808 3809 11-29-24 Pt.2 3810 3811 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 3812 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 3813 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 3814 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds. 3815 3816 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims. 3817 3818 -] Claim 3819 3820 -] Abortion 3821 3822 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 3823 retards is eugenoics... 3824 3825 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder. 3826 3827 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 3828 to kill it before it matures and has a brain. 3829 3830 -] Porn 3831 3832 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women... 3833 3834 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery 3835 3836 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 3837 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 3838 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn. 3839 3840 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships. 3841 3842 -] Transgenders 3843 3844 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 3845 who transition. 3846 3847 Meaning: God doesnt like it. 3848 3849 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, 3850 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are 3851 abomination unto the LORD thy God.) 3852 3853 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 3854 harm,its no diffent than smoking). 3855 3856 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention. 3857 3858 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 3859 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 3860 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 3861 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 3862 transgenders. 3863 3864 3865 3866 11-29-24 Pt.1 3867 3868 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 3869 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 3870 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission. 3871 3872 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 3873 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 3874 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent). 3875 3876 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 3877 fucked. 3878 3879 3880 11-28-24 Pt.1 3881 3882 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 3883 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 3884 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 3885 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 3886 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 3887 idea to eat it. 3888 3889 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 3890 turkey. 3891 3892 11-27-24 Pt.1 3893 3894 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 3895 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 3896 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 3897 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 3898 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare. 3899 3900 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 3901 in my own culture. 3902 3903 11-26-24 Pt.2 3904 3905 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 3906 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 3907 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 3908 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 3909 Everything in life is optional and not important. 3910 3911 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 3912 doing un-important things like playing cards or something. 3913 3914 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 3915 importance in them. 3916 3917 11-26-24 Pt.1 3918 3919 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 3920 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 3921 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality. 3922 3923 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 3924 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now. 3925 3926 11-25-24 Pt.3 3927 3928 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 3929 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings 3930 3931 3932 11-25-24 Pt.2 3933 3934 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 3935 Chantlor" or something 3936 3937 11-25-24 Pt.1 3938 3939 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 3940 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 3941 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 3942 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 3943 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 3944 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 3945 3946 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 3947 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 3948 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 3949 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 3950 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 3951 website called backpage. 3952 3953 3954 11-24-24 Pt.2 3955 3956 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 3957 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 3958 creatures swiming around aimlessly 3959 3960 11-24-24 Pt.1 3961 3962 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 3963 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 3964 there was a rap guy. 3965 3966 11-23-24 Pt.2 3967 3968 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 3969 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 3970 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 3971 lots of cool people who like swag. 3972 3973 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 3974 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 3975 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people. 3976 3977 3978 11-23-24 Pt.2 3979 3980 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 3981 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 3982 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 3983 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do. 3984 3985 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 3986 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 3987 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 3988 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 3989 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic). 3990 3991 11-23-24 Pt.1 3992 3993 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 3994 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 3995 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 3996 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 3997 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess. 3998 3999 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is 4000 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 4001 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 4002 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit. 4003 4004 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 4005 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 4006 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 4007 breadcrumbs I find. 4008 4009 11-22-24 Pt.1 4010 4011 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 4012 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 4013 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 4014 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 4015 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 4016 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 4017 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories. 4018 4019 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 4020 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 4021 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 4022 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 4023 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 4024 feature is dogshit though. 4025 4026 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 4027 4028 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital 4029 4030 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 4031 4032 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 4033 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 4034 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 4035 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 4036 it out. See DrawQuad. 4037 4038 11-19-24 Pt.2 4039 4040 Half-Life 2 got updated. 4041 4042 11-19-24 Pt.1 4043 4044 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 4045 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 4046 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 4047 because it is my job; I am too nice. 4048 4049 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 4050 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 4051 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 4052 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference 4053 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find. 4054 4055 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 4056 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 4057 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 4058 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 4059 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS. 4060 4061 11-18-24 Pt.1 4062 4063 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 4064 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can 4065 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 4066 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl 4067 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless. 4068 4069 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 4070 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 4071 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 4072 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant 4073 4074 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 4075 smile. 4076 4077 11-16-24 Pt.2 4078 4079 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 4080 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 4081 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 4082 as the next President 4083 4084 4085 11-16-24 Pt.1 4086 4087 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 4088 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 4089 while having nothing admirable about them. 4090 4091 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 4092 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 4093 virtue. 4094 4095 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 4096 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 4097 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards. 4098 4099 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 4100 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 4101 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one. 4102 4103 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue. 4104 4105 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 4106 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 4107 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 4108 still admire him for some reason. 4109 4110 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 4111 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue. 4112 4113 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 4114 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight 4115 4116 11-15-24 Pt.1 4117 4118 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 4119 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 4120 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 4121 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 4122 this due to seperation. 4123 4124 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 4125 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 4126 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 4127 read any other religious text. 4128 4129 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 4130 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 4131 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 4132 Stealing is a big sin too. 4133 4134 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 4135 why people believe in it. 4136 4137 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 4138 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 4139 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is 4140 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 4141 because "it is from Allah end of story". 4142 4143 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 4144 "single" text that no one knows how to recite. 4145 4146 4147 11-14-24 Pt.1 4148 4149 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 4150 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 4151 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 4152 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 4153 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food. 4154 4155 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action. 4156 4157 11-11-24 Pt.2 4158 4159 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop. 4160 4161 4162 4163 4164 <27>4165 4166 4167 4168 4169 4170 4171 4172 4173 4174 4175 4176 4177 4178 4179 4180 4181 4182 4183 4184 4185 4186 4187 4188 4189 11-11-24 Pt.1 4190 4191 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 4192 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited. 4193 4194 11-9-24 Pt.2 4195 4196 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 4197 where people think would be boring. 4198 4199 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 4200 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 4201 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action. 4202 4203 I think alot. 4204 4205 11-9-24 Pt.1 4206 4207 /* Whoops censored again */ 4208 4209 ChatGPT says: 4210 4211 4212 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 4213 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 4214 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 4215 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 4216 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 4217 violence, which would have legal consequences. 4218 4219 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 4220 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 4221 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 4222 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 4223 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 4224 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected. 4225 4226 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 4227 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 4228 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 4229 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal. 4230 4231 4232 11-8-24 Pt.2 4233 4234 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 4235 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 4236 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it. 4237 4238 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 4239 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 4240 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 4241 4242 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 4243 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 4244 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 4245 at work like this sometimes. 4246 4247 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 4248 I think onto reality. 4249 4250 4251 11-8-24 Pt.1 4252 4253 Trump X Shit crossover. 4254 4255 <28>4256 4257 4258 4259 4260 4261 4262 4263 4264 4265 4266 4267 4268 4269 4270 4271 4272 4273 4274 4275 4276 4277 4278 4279 4280 4281 4282 4283 4284 11-6-24 Pt.2 4285 4286 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 4287 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 4288 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 4289 stuff. I dont know what others think about. 4290 4291 11-6-24 Pt.1 4292 4293 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 4294 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 4295 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 4296 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV. 4297 4298 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 4299 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 4300 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 4301 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers. 4302 4303 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 4304 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and 4305 not safety mostly. 4306 4307 4308 11-4-24 Pt.1 4309 4310 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 4311 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 4312 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned. 4313 4314 4315 11-2-24 Pt.2 4316 4317 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 4318 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 4319 still a ball buster. 4320 4321 11-2-24 Pt.1 4322 4323 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 4324 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines 4325 4326 11-2-24 Pt.1 4327 4328 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 4329 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 4330 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 4331 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 4332 the opcodes in a CSV file. 4333 4334 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 4335 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 4336 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 4337 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 4338 know sometimes. 4339 4340 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 4341 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 4342 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it). 4343 4344 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 4345 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 4346 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers. 4347 4348 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 4349 defines them. I'll draw: 4350 <29>4351 4352 4353 4354 4355 4356 4357 4358 4359 4360 4361 4362 4363 4364 4365 4366 4367 4368 4369 4370 4371 4372 4373 4374 4375 4376 4377 4378 4379 4380 4381 4382 4383 4384 10-31-24 Pt.1 4385 4386 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon. 4387 4388 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 4389 DC-ROMA Pt.2 4390 4391 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 4392 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 4393 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 4394 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 4395 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 4396 voluptous RISC-V machine. 4397 4398 4399 10-30-24 Pt.3.5 4400 4401 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 4402 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 4403 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 4404 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 4405 4406 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons. 4407 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 4408 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I 4409 do now. 4410 4411 10-30-24 Pt.3 4412 4413 News article that is intresting 4414 4415 10-30-24 Pt.2 4416 4417 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 4418 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 4419 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 4420 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 4421 the foofie world 4422 <30>4423 4424 4425 4426 4427 4428 4429 4430 4431 4432 4433 4434 4435 4436 4437 4438 4439 4440 10-30-24 Pt.1 4441 4442 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 4443 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 4444 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 4445 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 4446 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine). 4447 4448 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 4449 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 4450 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 4451 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 4452 enemies. 4453 4454 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 4455 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 4456 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok. 4457 4458 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will 4459 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool. 4460 4461 4462 10-27-24 Pt.1 4463 4464 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 4465 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 4466 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 4467 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 4468 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 4469 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human 4470 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 4471 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods. 4472 4473 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 4474 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy. 4475 4476 10-26-24 Pt.1 4477 4478 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster. 4479 4480 10-25-24 Pt.1 4481 4482 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 4483 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 4484 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 4485 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 4486 moment. 4487 4488 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 4489 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 4490 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief. 4491 4492 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality. 4493 4494 10-24-24 Pt.1 4495 4496 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on 4497 and active since last night. 4498 4499 4500 10-24-24 Pt.1 4501 4502 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive) 4503 4504 -] pid_t's and LWP's 4505 4506 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes 4507 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 4508 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 4509 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 4510 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 4511 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace) 4512 4513 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 4514 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 4515 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process. 4516 4517 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's 4518 4519 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 4520 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 4521 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump. 4522 4523 4524 4525 10-23-24 Pt.1 4526 4527 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 4528 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 4529 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 4530 on death and dying. 4531 4532 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 4533 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 4534 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 4535 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 4536 nothing by volenteerring more of my time. 4537 4538 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 4539 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard. 4540 4541 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 4542 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 4543 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 4544 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 4545 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 4546 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 4547 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 4548 you started than to cowardy finish the job. 4549 4550 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 4551 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 4552 a bad reason. You might even get no reason. 4553 4554 10-22-24 Pt.1 4555 4556 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 4557 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 4558 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 4559 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 4560 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 4561 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 4562 gunna do it. 4563 4564 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction. 4565 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 4566 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 4567 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 4568 method. 4569 4570 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 4571 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 4572 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 4573 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know). 4574 4575 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 4576 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 4577 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs. 4578 4579 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 4580 to install. 4581 4582 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 4583 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things 4584 4585 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 4586 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 4587 4588 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 4589 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos. 4590 4591 4592 4593 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 4594 4595 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 4596 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 4597 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot. 4598 4599 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 4600 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 4601 open(2)). 4602 4603 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 4604 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 4605 4606 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 4607 later. 4608 4609 10-20-24 Pt.1 4610 4611 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 4612 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 4613 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 4614 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings. 4615 4616 10-19-24 Pt.1 4617 4618 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 4619 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 4620 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense. 4621 4622 Weird but true 4623 4624 10-18-24 Pt.3 4625 4626 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids. 4627 4628 4629 <31>4630 4631 4632 4633 4634 4635 4636 4637 4638 4639 4640 4641 4642 4643 4644 4645 4646 4647 4648 4649 4650 4651 4652 4653 4654 10-18-24 Pt.2 4655 4656 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 4657 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 4658 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 4659 hopefully. 4660 4661 10-18-24 Pt.1 4662 4663 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 4664 programs 4665 4666 -] Programs 4667 4668 -] db_dump-5 4669 4670 failed 4671 4672 -] db_dump-5.3 4673 4674 failed 4675 4676 -] db_dump-185 4677 4678 failed 4679 4680 -] db_dump-185.3 4681 4682 failed 4683 4684 -] file 4685 4686 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 4687 native byte-order) 4688 4689 4690 4691 10-17-24 Pt.2 4692 4693 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus. 4694 4695 4696 10-15-24 Pt.2 4697 4698 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 4699 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 4700 figure it out 4701 4702 10-15-24 Pt.1 4703 4704 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 4705 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 4706 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 4707 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 4708 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 4709 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 4710 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 4711 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali". 4712 4713 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 4714 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 4715 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 4716 tan-line. 4717 4718 10-14-24 Pt.2 4719 4720 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 4721 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly). 4722 4723 10-14-24 Pt.1 4724 4725 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 4726 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 4727 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 4728 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 4729 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 4730 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 4731 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 4732 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 4733 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 4734 4735 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 4736 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 4737 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 4738 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe. 4739 4740 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 4741 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 4742 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 4743 this heuristic look at this website 4744 4745 4746 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 4747 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this. 4748 4749 4750 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 4751 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins. 4752 4753 10-13-24 Pt.1 4754 4755 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 4756 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 4757 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 4758 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about 4759 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 4760 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first. 4761 4762 10-12-24 Pt.2 4763 4764 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 4765 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self. 4766 4767 10-12-24 Pt.1 4768 4769 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 4770 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 4771 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 4772 the cattle for shit and build shit huts. 4773 <32>4774 4775 4776 4777 4778 4779 4780 4781 4782 4783 4784 4785 4786 4787 4788 4789 4790 4791 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 4792 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 4793 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 4794 to therapists who are proxies for complaints. 4795 4796 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 4797 relate,the best thing we can do is relate. 4798 4799 4800 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse 4801 4802 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 4803 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 4804 bliss,I think it's true. 4805 4806 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday 4807 4808 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons. 4809 -] Reasons 4810 4811 -] Little or no File buffering 4812 4813 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 4814 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 4815 way slower than RAM. 4816 4817 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 4818 fuck 4819 4820 -] Not using syscalls 4821 4822 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 4823 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 4824 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 4825 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 4826 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 4827 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 4828 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0 4829 <33>4830 4831 4832 4833 4834 4835 4836 4837 4838 4839 4840 4841 4842 4843 4844 4845 4846 4847 4848 4849 4850 4851 4852 4853 4854 4855 4856 -] NT(Fragmentation)S 4857 4858 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 4859 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk 4860 <34>4861 4862 4863 4864 4865 4866 4867 4868 4869 4870 4871 4872 4873 4874 4875 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday 4876 4877 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 4878 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 4879 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 4880 computers so its a "tax". 4881 4882 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 4883 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 4884 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 4885 around then do a good job. 4886 4887 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 4888 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 4889 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 4890 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage. 4891 4892 <35>4893 4894 4895 4896 4897 4898 4899 4900 4901 4902 4903 4904 4905 4906 4907 4908 4909 4910 4911 4912 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit 4913 4914 4915 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika 4916 4917 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep. 4918 4919 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply. 4920 4921 4922 10-7-24 Pt.1 4923 4924 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 4925 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 4926 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 4927 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy 4928 4929 10-6-24 Pt.3 4930 4931 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 4932 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 4933 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 4934 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 4935 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant 4936 and then eat it's fruits. 4937 4938 <36>4939 4940 4941 4942 4943 4944 4945 4946 4947 4948 4949 4950 4951 4952 4953 4954 4955 4956 4957 4958 4959 4960 10-6-24 Pt.2 4961 4962 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 4963 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 4964 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 4965 various things. 4966 4967 10-6-24 Pt.1 4968 4969 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 4970 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 4971 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely. 4972 4973 9-31-24 Pt.2 4974 4975 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind. 4976 4977 9-31-24 Pt.1 4978 4979 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 4980 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 4981 it. A partial win is better than no win. 4982 4983 9-31-24 Pt.2 4984 4985 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 4986 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 4987 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 4988 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 4989 liberation 4990 4991 9-31-24 Pt.1 4992 4993 -] Decreteum Compilerum I 4994 4995 1. Res finitus sunt. 4996 2. Formamentum sunt haut. 4997 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis 4998 4. Animi abditi est 4999 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum 5000 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum 5001 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat. 5002 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila. 5003 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum. 5004 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit. 5005 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila. 5006 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum. 5007 5008 5009 5010 9-30-24 Pt.1 5011 5012 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1 5013 5014 1. Things are finite. 5015 2. Representations are not 5016 3. There are seen and unseen matter 5017 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter 5018 5. Soul is unseen 5019 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms 5020 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process. 5021 8. Things has position and process 5022 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 5023 at once 5024 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect. 5025 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once. 5026 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions. 5027 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 5028 composed of different threads. 5029 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 5030 seperated by position 5031 5032 <37>5033 5034 5035 5036 5037 5038 5039 5040 5041 5042 5043 5044 5045 5046 5047 5048 5049 5050 5051 5052 5053 5054 5055 5056 5057 9-29-24 Pt.1 5058 5059 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 5060 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 5061 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 5062 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 5063 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 5064 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial. 5065 5066 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 5067 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 5068 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 5069 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share 5070 5071 9-28-24 Pt.1 5072 5073 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 5074 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 5075 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 5076 better than accepting reality. 5077 5078 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 5079 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 5080 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them. 5081 5082 9-26-24 Pt.2 5083 5084 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 5085 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 5086 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are 5087 feeble. 5088 5089 9-26-24 Pt.1 5090 5091 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 5092 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 5093 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 5094 "bad" word. 5095 5096 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 5097 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 5098 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 5099 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 5100 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 5101 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 5102 n word. 5103 5104 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 5105 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 5106 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 5107 ignoring it. 5108 5109 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 5110 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 5111 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 5112 by margianized groups 5113 5114 9-25-24 Pt.2 5115 5116 5117 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 5118 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 5119 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ. 5120 5121 9-25-24 Pt.1 5122 5123 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 5124 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 5125 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 5126 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 5127 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 5128 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 5129 personally to love them 5130 5131 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 5132 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 5133 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 5134 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 5135 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 5136 shcitzophrenia. 5137 5138 9-24-24 Pt.1 5139 5140 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 5141 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 5142 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 5143 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 5144 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 5145 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself. 5146 5147 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 5148 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 5149 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 5150 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 5151 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 5152 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 5153 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know. 5154 5155 9-23-24 Pt.1 5156 5157 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 5158 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question 5159 5160 -] Reponse from Frog: 5161 5162 WHAT 5163 THE ACTUAL FUCK 5164 IS THIS 5165 ?? 5166 [Image of Kermit the frog] 5167 I don't even understand the question 5168 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn 5169 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes 5170 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 5171 spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 5172 BRO 5173 @n00t 5174 what is going on brother 5175 porn is no substitute for a real relationship 5176 i don't even know what to say to this 5177 Like I'm legit stumped 5178 5179 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 5180 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 5181 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 5182 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples. 5183 5184 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 5185 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1) 5186 5187 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 5188 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 5189 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 5190 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 5191 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 5192 2) 5193 5194 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 5195 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 5196 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3) 5197 5198 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto 5199 5200 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it. 5201 It's not sexy unless it feels real. 5202 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons 5203 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk 5204 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 5205 men and Jews are the issue 5206 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 5207 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 5208 and compilers 5209 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini 5210 and Gods too 5211 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls 5212 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 5213 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy 5214 5215 5216 Get your fucking facts straight 5217 5218 9-22-24 Pt.1 5219 5220 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 5221 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 5222 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 5223 email nrootconauto@gmail.com. 5224 5225 5226 5227 <38>5228 5229 5230 5231 5232 5233 5234 5235 5236 5237 5238 5239 5240 5241 5242 5243 5244 5245 5246 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 5247 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 5248 unused shit my family had 5249 5250 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 5251 5252 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 5253 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 5254 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 5255 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 5256 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 5257 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 5258 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 5259 mud huts. 5260 5261 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 5262 5263 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 5264 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 5265 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 5266 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 5267 according to somepeople. 5268 5269 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 5270 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 5271 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 5272 fact. 5273 5274 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 5275 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 5276 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 5277 and you are good. This is true and real. 5278 5279 9-20-24 Pt.1 5280 5281 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 5282 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 5283 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 5284 but idk. 5285 5286 9-19-24 Pt.2 5287 5288 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 5289 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 5290 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 5291 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 5292 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity. 5293 5294 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 5295 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 5296 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 5297 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains. 5298 5299 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 5300 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 5301 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 5302 example of faith and confusion about the world. 5303 5304 9-19-24 Pt.1 5305 5306 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 5307 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded. 5308 5309 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 5310 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 5311 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 5312 was testing everything in the level). 5313 5314 Using smart data structures is good for performance. 5315 5316 9-18-24 Pt.1 5317 5318 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 5319 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 5320 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 5321 stack so they were staying there. 5322 5323 9-17-24 Pt.2 5324 5325 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 5326 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 5327 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 5328 sort of. 5329 5330 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 5331 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 5332 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse. 5333 5334 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 5335 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 5336 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 5337 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case. 5338 5339 9-17-24 Pt.1 5340 5341 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 5342 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 5343 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 5344 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 5345 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 5346 egotism 5347 5348 9-16-24 Pt.1 5349 5350 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 5351 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 5352 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies. 5353 5354 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 5355 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 5356 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 5357 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking 5358 5359 9-15-24 Pt.1 5360 5361 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 5362 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 5363 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 5364 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 5365 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties. 5366 5367 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 5368 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 5369 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality. 5370 5371 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 5372 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 5373 the means of death more than death itself. 5374 5375 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 5376 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 5377 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 5378 of themself. 5379 5380 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 5381 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 5382 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 5383 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others. 5384 5385 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 5386 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 5387 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 5388 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so. 5389 5390 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 5391 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 5392 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 5393 them the hero of their story. 5394 5395 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 5396 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 5397 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 5398 but would actually depict a tragedy. 5399 5400 5401 9-14-24 Pt.3 5402 5403 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 5404 ineffective against pain and fate. 5405 5406 9-14-24 Pt.2 5407 5408 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 5409 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 5410 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 5411 another world and they talk like they are in the video game. 5412 5413 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 5414 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 5415 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games. 5416 5417 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 5418 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 5419 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out. 5420 5421 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 5422 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 5423 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 5424 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 5425 expirence. 5426 5427 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 5428 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 5429 was a one way interaction. 5430 5431 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 5432 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 5433 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 5434 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 5435 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art. 5436 5437 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 5438 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 5439 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 5440 5441 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 5442 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 5443 the car you use to get there. 5444 5445 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 5446 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 5447 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 5448 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 5449 on. 5450 5451 5452 9-14-24 Pt.1 5453 5454 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 5455 reference 5456 5457 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/ 5458 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference 5459 5460 9-13-24 Pt.3 5461 5462 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 5463 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 5464 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 5465 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 5466 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain. 5467 5468 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 5469 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 5470 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 5471 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 5472 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls. 5473 5474 9-13-24 Pt.2 5475 5476 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 5477 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 5478 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 5479 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality. 5480 5481 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 5482 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 5483 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 5484 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 5485 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 5486 pet rat. 5487 5488 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 5489 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 5490 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 5491 5492 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 5493 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 5494 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 5495 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up. 5496 5497 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 5498 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 5499 keeps that mask on. 5500 5501 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 5502 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 5503 that is bad. 5504 5505 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 5506 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 5507 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 5508 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it. 5509 5510 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 5511 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 5512 disconforted by a homeless person. 5513 5514 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 5515 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 5516 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 5517 tied to how they please others. 5518 5519 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 5520 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 5521 doomed to a shitty existence 5522 5523 9-13-24 Pt.1 5524 5525 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 5526 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and 5527 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 5528 else I can do to reduce compile times. 5529 5530 9-11-24 Pt.3 5531 5532 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 5533 piracy eexist 5534 5535 9-11-24 Pt.2 5536 5537 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 5538 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 5539 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 5540 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 5541 appropraite to use in a morality sense. 5542 5543 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 5544 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 5545 N word is not allowed for white people. 5546 5547 9-11-24 Pt.1 5548 5549 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 5550 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 5551 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 5552 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 5553 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 5554 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it. 5555 5556 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 5557 is and not exactly how to use it. 5558 5559 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 5560 anything I learned in school. 5561 5562 <39>5563 5564 5565 5566 5567 5568 5569 5570 5571 5572 5573 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 5574 am truly in debt to smart people 5575 5576 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 5577 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like 5578 9-9-24 Pt.2 5579 5580 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 5581 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 5582 of numbers Siribhoovalaya 5583 5584 9-9-24 Pt.1 5585 5586 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 5587 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 5588 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 5589 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 5590 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger. 5591 5592 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 5593 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 5594 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 5595 suppose she uses her brain. 5596 5597 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 5598 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 5599 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 5600 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 5601 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat. 5602 5603 9-8-24 Pt.4 5604 5605 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 5606 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 5607 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 5608 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel. 5609 5610 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own. 5611 5612 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 5613 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 5614 get a new computer or something 5615 5616 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 5617 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 5618 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 5619 homicidal) 5620 5621 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 5622 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 5623 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 5624 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 5625 death itself. 5626 5627 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 5628 legit have some mental condition or something. 5629 5630 9-8-24 Pt.3 5631 5632 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 5633 PPPassword again. 5634 5635 9-8-24 Pt2. 5636 5637 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 5638 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 5639 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 5640 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq 5641 5642 9-8-24 Pt.1 5643 5644 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 5645 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 5646 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit. 5647 5648 9-7-24 Pt.3 5649 5650 Im sick. 5651 5652 9-7-24 Pt.2 5653 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 5654 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but 5655 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn. 5656 5657 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 5658 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 5659 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 5660 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here. 5661 5662 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 5663 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 5664 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 5665 Savage change. 5666 5667 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 5668 reality. 5669 5670 9-7-24 Pt.1 5671 5672 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 5673 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine) 5674 5675 9-6-24 Pt.2 5676 5677 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing 5678 5679 9-6-24 Pt.1 5680 5681 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 5682 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 5683 first episode 5684 5685 9-5-24 Pt.3 5686 5687 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 5688 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 5689 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 5690 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 5691 head when motivated by reason aone. 5692 5693 9-5-24 Pt.2 5694 5695 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 5696 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 5697 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 5698 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 5699 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 5700 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 5701 5702 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 5703 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 5704 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 5705 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 5706 can win by staying in a hole until I die. 5707 5708 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me. 5709 5710 9-5-24 Pt.1 5711 5712 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 5713 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now. 5714 5715 9-4-24 Pt.1 5716 5717 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 5718 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 5719 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 5720 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 5721 5722 5723 9-4-24 Pt.1 5724 5725 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 5726 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 5727 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 5728 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?). 5729 5730 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 5731 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 5732 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him. 5733 5734 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 5735 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 5736 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies". 5737 5738 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 5739 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe. 5740 5741 9-4-24 Pt.1 5742 5743 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 5744 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 5745 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 5746 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI. 5747 5748 9-3-24 Pt.2 5749 5750 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them. 5751 5752 9-3-24 Pt.1 5753 5754 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 5755 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 5756 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living. 5757 5758 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 5759 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 5760 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 5761 some peoples eyes. 5762 5763 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 5764 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 5765 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 5766 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 5767 of things either. 5768 5769 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 5770 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth. 5771 5772 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 5773 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 5774 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 5775 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with. 5776 5777 9-2-24 Pt.3 5778 5779 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 5780 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 5781 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 5782 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 5783 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world. 5784 5785 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 5786 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 5787 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 5788 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 5789 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 5790 Mario 64 and won it for the first time. 5791 5792 I wonder 5793 9-2-24 Pt.2 5794 5795 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 5796 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 5797 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 5798 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed. 5799 5800 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 5801 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 5802 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 5803 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 5804 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 5805 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 5806 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 5807 They are not the same. 5808 5809 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day. 5810 5811 5812 9-2-24 Pt.1 5813 5814 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 5815 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 5816 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation. 5817 5818 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 5819 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 5820 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction. 5821 5822 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my 5823 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 5824 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 5825 5826 -] A 5827 5828 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and 5829 5830 -] B 5831 5832 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture 5833 5834 5835 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 5836 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling. 5837 5838 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 5839 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 5840 acceptable. 5841 5842 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 5843 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 5844 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 5845 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 5846 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate. 5847 5848 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 5849 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 5850 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them. 5851 5852 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 5853 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 5854 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 5855 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 5856 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 5857 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 5858 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok". 5859 5860 Are you actually this fucking stupid. 5861 5862 9-1-24 Pt.2 5863 5864 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 5865 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 5866 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 5867 aiwnios.com humor. 5868 5869 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 5870 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up. 5871 <40>5872 5873 5874 5875 5876 5877 5878 5879 5880 5881 5882 5883 5884 9-1-24 Pt.1 5885 5886 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 5887 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 5888 aiwnios.com) 5889 5890 <41>5891 5892 5893 5894 5895 5896 5897 5898 5899 5900 5901 5902 5903 5904 5905 5906 5907 5908 5909 5910 5911 5912 5913 8-31-24 Pt.2 5914 5915 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 5916 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 5917 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors. 5918 5919 8-31-24 Pt.1 5920 5921 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 5922 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 5923 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will 5924 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 5925 Dharma as a word. 5926 5927 Its a cruel world. 5928 5929 8-30-24 Pt.2 5930 5931 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 5932 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 5933 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 5934 is for another time. 5935 5936 8-30-24 Pt.1 5937 5938 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 5939 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me. 5940 5941 8-29-24 Pt.2 5942 5943 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 5944 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 5945 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come 5946 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 5947 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 5948 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food. 5949 5950 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 5951 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 5952 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 5953 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone. 5954 5955 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 5956 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 5957 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 5958 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior. 5959 5960 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 5961 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 5962 meth-head) 5963 5964 5965 5966 8-29-24 Pt.1 5967 5968 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix. 5969 5970 8-28-24 Pt.1 5971 5972 I fucking hate networkin code. 5973 5974 8-27-24 Pt.2 5975 5976 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 5977 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage". 5978 5979 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill 5980 <42>5981 5982 5983 5984 5985 5986 5987 5988 5989 5990 5991 5992 5993 5994 5995 5996 5997 5998 8-27-24 Pt.1 5999 6000 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers. 6001 6002 8-26-24 Pt.1 6003 6004 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at 6005 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 6006 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 6007 directly responsible for the shooting. 6008 6009 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 6010 society. 6011 6012 8-25-24 Pt.1 6013 6014 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 6015 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 6016 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 6017 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive. 6018 6019 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 6020 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 6021 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM. 6022 6023 8-24-24 Pt.1 6024 6025 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 6026 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 6027 they reach a standstill. 6028 <43>6029 6030 6031 6032 6033 6034 6035 6036 6037 6038 6039 6040 6041 6042 6043 6044 6045 6046 6047 6048 6049 6050 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3 6051 6052 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 6053 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 6054 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 6055 control for his overeating. 6056 6057 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 6058 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 6059 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 6060 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 6061 fucked up person. 6062 6063 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 6064 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 6065 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 6066 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 6067 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 6068 evil by normal people standards. 6069 6070 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not. 6071 6072 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 6073 6074 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 6075 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 6076 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit. 6077 6078 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 6079 6080 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 6081 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 6082 female version of Ye. 6083 6084 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 6085 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 6086 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 6087 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 6088 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good. 6089 6090 8-20-24 Pt.1 6091 6092 I was working on SIMD stuff. 6093 6094 8-18-24 Pt.3 6095 6096 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 6097 veil 6098 6099 8-18-24 Pt.2 6100 6101 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 6102 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 6103 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 6104 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of 6105 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 6106 lived by. 6107 6108 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 6109 then confessed. 6110 6111 -] Sins of 8-18-24 6112 6113 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today. 6114 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs. 6115 3 - I did lots of caffine. 6116 4 - I listened to rap music. 6117 6118 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth. 6119 6120 8-18-24 Pt.1 6121 6122 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 6123 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 6124 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 6125 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 6126 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily. 6127 6128 6129 8-16-24 Pt.1 6130 6131 6132 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 6133 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 6134 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 6135 about math. I will tell you what I learned today: 6136 6137 6138 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection 6139 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 6140 *t,F64 *u) { 6141 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x); 6142 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom; 6143 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom; 6144 if(0<=_t<=1) 6145 if(0<=_u<=1) { 6146 if(t) *t=_t; 6147 if(u) *u=_u; 6148 if(hit_at) { 6149 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x); 6150 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y); 6151 } 6152 return TRUE; 6153 } 6154 return FALSE; 6155 } 6156 6157 6158 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 6159 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 6160 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite. 6161 6162 <44>6163 6164 6165 6166 6167 6168 6169 6170 6171 6172 6173 6174 6175 6176 6177 8-14-24 Pt.2 6178 6179 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 6180 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 6181 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 6182 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 6183 Nothing more than that. 6184 6185 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 6186 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 6187 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 6188 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 6189 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 6190 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 6191 invalidated. 6192 6193 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 6194 acquired by more worthwhile people than you. 6195 6196 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 6197 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 6198 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 6199 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 6200 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore. 6201 6202 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 6203 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 6204 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 6205 be misogyny to you. 6206 6207 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 6208 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 6209 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 6210 you can get in this planet/era. 6211 6212 8-14-24 Pt.1 6213 6214 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 6215 play morrowind or something. 6216 6217 8-13-24 Pt.1 6218 6219 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 6220 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 6221 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 6222 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 6223 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 6224 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them. 6225 6226 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 6227 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them. 6228 6229 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 6230 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 6231 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 6232 them. 6233 6234 8-11-24 Pt.1 6235 6236 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 6237 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up. 6238 6239 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 6240 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 6241 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament 6242 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison. 6243 6244 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 6245 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 6246 up. Fear ceases when reality starts. 6247 6248 8-6-24 Pt.1 6249 6250 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 6251 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it. 6252 6253 8-5-24 Pt.1 6254 6255 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 6256 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need. 6257 6258 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 6259 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 6260 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 6261 retard. 6262 6263 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 6264 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head. 6265 6266 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 6267 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 6268 faggot. 6269 6270 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 6271 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 6272 mental disorder like loggherea or something. 6273 6274 6275 8-4-24 Pt.2 6276 6277 I'll need to make aiwniosTube 6278 6279 8-4-24 Pt.1 6280 6281 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 6282 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision. 6283 6284 8-3-24 Pt.1 6285 6286 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 6287 probably look like a druggie. 6288 6289 7-31-24 Pt.1 6290 6291 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 6292 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program. 6293 6294 7-29-24 Pt.1 6295 6296 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 6297 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 6298 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 6299 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture. 6300 6301 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 6302 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 6303 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve. 6304 6305 7-28-24 Pt.2 6306 6307 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 6308 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people. 6309 6310 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 6311 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 6312 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 6313 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 6314 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 6315 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 6316 therapist. 6317 6318 7-28-24 Pt.1 6319 6320 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 6321 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 6322 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 6323 6324 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 6325 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 6326 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 6327 6328 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 6329 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 6330 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 6331 parents put me here. 6332 6333 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 6334 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 6335 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 6336 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 6337 take my meth. 6338 6339 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 6340 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 6341 told about the importance of "family values". 6342 6343 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 6344 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 6345 alterative. 6346 6347 7-24-24 Pt.1 6348 6349 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 6350 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 6351 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 6352 oneself. 6353 6354 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 6355 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 6356 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 6357 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 6358 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 6359 6360 7-23-24 Pt.1 6361 6362 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 6363 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 6364 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls. 6365 6366 7-22-24 Pt.1 6367 6368 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 6369 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 6370 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 6371 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 6372 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 6373 for Kamala Harris(proudly). 6374 6375 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 6376 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 6377 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 6378 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 6379 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 6380 culture. 6381 6382 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 6383 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 6384 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 6385 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 6386 chance. There is truth to this story. 6387 6388 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 6389 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 6390 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness. 6391 6392 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 6393 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 6394 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing. 6395 6396 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 6397 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 6398 6399 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 6400 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 6401 ass I will not be satisfied. 6402 6403 7-17-24 Pt.1 6404 6405 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 6406 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 6407 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support. 6408 6409 7-13-24 Pt.1 6410 6411 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 6412 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'. 6413 6414 7-9-24 Pt.3 6415 6416 I am tired. I will sleep. 6417 6418 7-9-24 Pt.2 6419 6420 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 6421 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 6422 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 6423 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 6424 personaly. 6425 6426 7-9-24 Pt.1 6427 6428 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 6429 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives. 6430 6431 7-8-24 Pt.1 6432 6433 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 6434 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 6435 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall). 6436 6437 -] Hopes for Linux 6438 6439 -] Same TLS ABI 6440 6441 The thread local storage needs to be the same 6442 6443 -] No checking ELF-branding 6444 6445 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs. 6446 6447 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so' 6448 6449 I will need the address of the syms too. 6450 6451 6452 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 6453 violatile project so dont get too excited. 6454 <45>6455 6456 6457 6458 6459 6460 6461 6462 6463 6464 6465 6466 6467 6468 6469 6470 6471 6472 6473 6474 6475 6476 7-7-24 Pt.3 6477 6478 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 6479 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 6480 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 6481 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 6482 not cause the pain of winning. 6483 6484 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 6485 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 6486 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 6487 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality. 6488 6489 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 6490 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around. 6491 6492 6493 7-7-24 Pt.2 6494 6495 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 6496 aiwnios programs. 6497 6498 7-7-24 Pt.1 6499 6500 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 6501 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 6502 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 6503 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 6504 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 6505 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 6506 eat burgers. 6507 6508 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 6509 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 6510 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 6511 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 6512 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 6513 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy". 6514 6515 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 6516 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 6517 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true. 6518 6519 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 6520 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 6521 suppost to be meditating. 6522 6523 7-6-24 Pt.1 6524 6525 I have a raging headache. 6526 6527 7-5-24 Pt.1 6528 6529 Gunna learn spnaish. 6530 6531 7-4-24 Pt.3 6532 6533 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 6534 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 6535 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 6536 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 6537 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 6538 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 6539 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 6540 I have been described as retarded for a long time. 6541 6542 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 6543 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 6544 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 6545 myself a retard. 6546 6547 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 6548 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 6549 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps. 6550 6551 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 6552 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 6553 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny. 6554 6555 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 6556 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 6557 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 6558 retarded is the answer. 6559 6560 6561 7-4-24 Pt.2 6562 6563 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 6564 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 6565 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios 6566 6567 7-4-24 Pt.1 6568 6569 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 6570 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im 6571 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 6572 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 6573 there isnt. Time to find out. 6574 6575 7-3-24 Pt.1 6576 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 6577 ruined nice piece of art. 6578 7-2-24 Pt.1 6579 6580 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 6581 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 6582 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with 6583 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 6584 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man. 6585 6586 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 6587 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 6588 falsehood in one's mind). 6589 6590 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7 6591 6592 -] Types of bodies 6593 6594 -] AudarikSharir 6595 6596 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation. 6597 6598 -] VaikriyaSharir 6599 6600 God/Demon body 6601 6602 -] AharakSharir 6603 6604 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras. 6605 6606 -] Taizas Sharir 6607 6608 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits 6609 6610 -] Karman Sharir 6611 6612 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth 6613 6614 6615 6616 7-1-24 Pt.1 6617 6618 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 6619 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo. 6620 6621 I get this when I run firefox. 6622 6623 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup 6624 6-30-24 Pt.4 6625 6626 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 6627 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 6628 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 6629 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 6630 is only 1 of me so I should express him. 6631 6632 6-30-24 Pt.3 6633 6634 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 6635 a problem. 6636 6637 6-30-24 Pt.2 6638 6639 [Redacted]. 6640 6641 6-30-24 Pt.1 6642 6643 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 6644 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 6645 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 6646 intresting than the truth itself. 6647 6648 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 6649 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion. 6650 6651 6-29-24 Pt.3 6652 6653 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 6654 the video section. 6655 6656 6-29-24 Pt.2 6657 6658 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 6659 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 6660 themselves great knowledge was lost with death. 6661 6662 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 6663 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 6664 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny. 6665 6666 I will introspect on this next Samayika session. 6667 6668 6-29-24 Pt.1 6669 6670 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 6671 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 6672 will be done micro-optimzing. 6673 6674 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 6675 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 6676 stopping now. 6677 6678 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 6679 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 6680 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary. 6681 6682 6683 6-28-24 Pt.1 6684 6685 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 6686 like no time relativley speaking 6687 6688 6-27-24 Pt.1 6689 6690 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 6691 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 6692 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 6693 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024. 6694 6695 Reddit fucked me over with 6696 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and 6697 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit 6698 6699 6-27-24 Pt.0 6700 6701 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 6702 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 6703 example 6704 6705 //┌──────────┐ 6706 //│ π⌠ │ 6707 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│ 6708 //│-π⌡ │ 6709 //└──────────┘ 6710 6711 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 6712 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind 6713 6714 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended 6715 6716 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 6717 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD 6718 6719 6-25-24 Pt.2 6720 6721 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 6722 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad 6723 6724 6-25-24 Pt.1 6725 6726 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 6727 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 6728 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 6729 it was multilayered. 6730 6731 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 6732 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 6733 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 6734 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 6735 level into rooms.(sort of). 6736 6737 6-24-24 Pt.3 6738 6739 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 6740 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 6741 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 6742 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 6743 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain. 6744 6745 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 6746 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 6747 of practice. 6748 6749 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 6750 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 6751 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 6752 become a monk,not allowed. 6753 6754 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 6755 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 6756 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 6757 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 6758 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 6759 point where unworthy people can understand it. 6760 6761 I am not worthy or choosen. 6762 6763 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 6764 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 6765 text when it says things about heaven and hell. 6766 6767 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 6768 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 6769 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 6770 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 6771 the Quran. 6772 6773 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 6774 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 6775 abstract thinking in it. 6776 6777 6-24-24 Pt.2 6778 6779 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 6780 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 6781 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 6782 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 6783 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 6784 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more. 6785 6786 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight. 6787 6788 I looked at this: 6789 6790 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind 6791 - Einstein 6792 6793 6-24-24 Pt.1 6794 6795 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 6796 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 6797 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 6798 bumbles about politics or something. 6799 6800 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/ 6801 6802 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 6803 is a convicted felon but denies guilt. 6804 6805 6-23-24 Pt.2 6806 6807 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 6808 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 6809 know how to use linux sort of. 6810 6811 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 6812 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo) 6813 6814 6-23-24 Pt.1 6815 6816 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 6817 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 6818 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 6819 6820 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me? 6821 6822 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio 6823 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing. 6824 6825 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now. 6826 6827 6-22-24 Pt.2 6828 6829 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 6830 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 6831 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 6832 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 6833 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better. 6834 6835 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 6836 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 6837 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing. 6838 6839 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 6840 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 6841 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 6842 the first place. 6843 6844 6845 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization 6846 6847 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC). 6848 6849 6850 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency 6851 6852 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 6853 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 6854 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 6855 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water 6856 6857 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 6858 outside and they died. 6859 6860 6-19-24 Pt.1 6861 6862 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 6863 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 6864 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 6865 construct reality 6866 6867 6-18-24 Pt.3 6868 6869 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 6870 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 6871 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 6872 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 6873 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 6874 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 6875 give it up when it is ready. 6876 6877 6-18-24 Pt.2 6878 6879 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 6880 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 6881 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself 6882 6883 6-18-24 Pt.1 6884 6885 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 6886 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 6887 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 6888 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things. 6889 6890 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 6891 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue 6892 6893 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3 6894 -] Birth bodies 6895 6896 -] (Inside) Earth 6897 6898 Natural things like rocks 6899 6900 -] From Water 6901 6902 Tadpoles 6903 6904 -] From Fire 6905 6906 Fire bodies 6907 6908 -] From Air 6909 6910 Bacteria 6911 6912 -] From Plants 6913 6914 Plants 6915 6916 -] Moving 6917 6918 Humans/animals 6919 6920 6921 6922 6923 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2 6924 6925 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings) 6926 6927 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision) 6928 6929 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants 6930 6931 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste) 6932 6933 Worms 6934 6935 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell) 6936 6937 Ants 6938 6939 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight) 6940 6941 Flies 6942 6943 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing) 6944 6945 Humans 6946 6947 6948 6949 6-17-24 Pt.2 6950 6951 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 6952 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 6953 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 6954 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 6955 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 6956 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 6957 best to humble yourself. 6958 6959 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 6960 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 6961 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 6962 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 6963 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality. 6964 6965 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1 6966 6967 -] States of Movement between Lives 6968 6969 -] Narak Gati 6970 6971 Hellish Poo Poo realm 6972 6973 -] Tiryach Gati 6974 6975 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life 6976 6977 -] Manusha Gati 6978 6979 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 6980 obtain Moska 6981 6982 -] Deva Gati 6983 6984 A Godlike state of existence 6985 6986 6987 6988 6-16-24 Pt.2 6989 6990 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries 6991 6992 6993 6-15-24 Pt.2 6994 6995 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 6996 looser because I am not a winner. 6997 6998 6-15-24 Pt.1 6999 7000 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 7001 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again. 7002 7003 6-12-24 Pt.2 7004 7005 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 7006 run it on vinilla TempleOS. 7007 7008 6-12-24 Pt.1 7009 7010 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 7011 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 7012 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means. 7013 7014 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 7015 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 7016 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 7017 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 7018 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change. 7019 7020 6-10-24 Pt.3 7021 7022 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 7023 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe 7024 7025 6-10-24 Pt.2 7026 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 7027 is pretty cool. 7028 7029 6-10-24 Pt.1 7030 7031 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 7032 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 7033 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 7034 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 7035 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot. 7036 <46>7037 7038 7039 7040 7041 7042 7043 7044 7045 7046 7047 7048 7049 7050 7051 7052 7053 7054 7055 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 7056 gameplay a bit. 7057 7058 7059 6-9-24 Pt.1 7060 7061 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 7062 to hear with Good-Artistry. 7063 7064 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 7065 artistry. Not really good taste but idk. 7066 7067 -] Best signers 7068 7069 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop) 7070 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow) 7071 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry) 7072 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth) 7073 7074 7075 Ill tell you a story though a comic 7076 Froggis7077 7078 7079 7080 7081 7082 7083 7084 7085 7086 7087 7088 7089 7090 7091 7092 7093 7094 7095 7096 7097 7098 7099 7100 7101 7102 7103 7104 7105 7106 7107 7108 7109 7110 7111 7112 7113 7114 7115 7116 7117 7118 7119 7120 7121 7122 7123 7124 7125 7126 7127 7128 7129 7130 7131 7132 7133 7134 7135 7136 7137 7138 7139 7140 7141 7142 7143 7144 7145 7146 7147 7148 7149 7150 7151 7152 7153 7154 7155 7156 7157 7158 7159 7160 7161 7162 7163 7164 7165 7166 7167 6-8-24 Pt.2 7168 7169 Wtf 7170 7171 6-8-24 Pt.1 7172 7173 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 7174 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 7175 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 7176 where I feed homeless people and can think 7177 7178 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 7179 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 7180 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel. 7181 7182 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 7183 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice. 7184 7185 6-7-24 Pt.2 7186 7187 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1 7188 7189 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by 7190 7191 1 - Right Faith 7192 2 - Right knowledge 7193 3 - Right conduct 7194 -] Right Faith 7195 7196 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 7197 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma. 7198 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 7199 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 7200 to have no biases 7201 7202 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree 7203 7204 -] Limbs of faith 7205 7206 1 - Belief in realities substances 7207 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas 7208 3 - Love for monks 7209 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality 7210 5 - Dont corrupt truth 7211 6 - ??? 7212 7 - Have respect for monks and householders 7213 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff. 7214 7215 7216 -] Right Knowledge 7217 7218 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 7219 7220 -] Right Conduct 7221 7222 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace 7223 -] Anuvratas (minor vows) 7224 7225 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables) 7226 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths 7227 3 - No stealing 7228 4 - No adultery 7229 5 - No buying assloads of shit 7230 6 - No wine and honey 7231 7232 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues) 7233 7234 Digvrata - Limit travel distance 7235 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 7236 7237 7238 7239 7240 7241 7242 6-7-24 Pt.1 7243 7244 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk: 7245 7246 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A')); 7247 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM); 7248 bd->max_blk=0x10000; 7249 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE); 7250 Fmt('A'); 7251 7252 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 7253 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH 7254 6-6-24 Pt.2 7255 7256 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 7257 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 7258 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 7259 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 7260 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 7261 believe in it. 7262 7263 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 7264 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 7265 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 7266 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 7267 how hope works. 7268 7269 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 7270 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain. 7271 7272 6-6-24 Pt.1 7273 7274 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today 7275 7276 5-28-24 Pt.1 7277 7278 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 7279 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 7280 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 7281 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 7282 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real. 7283 7284 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 7285 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 7286 fuckin zooted. 7287 7288 7289 7290 5-27-24 Pt.1 7291 7292 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 7293 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 7294 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 7295 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are 7296 7297 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 7298 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 7299 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 7300 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 7301 inductors. 7302 7303 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 7304 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 7305 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it 7306 <48>7307 7308 7309 7310 7311 7312 7313 7314 7315 7316 7317 7318 7319 7320 7321 7322 7323 7324 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 7325 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart 7326 7327 5-26-24 Pt.2 7328 7329 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 7330 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 7331 fuck this is: 7332 <49>7333 7334 7335 7336 7337 7338 7339 7340 7341 7342 7343 7344 7345 7346 7347 7348 7349 7350 7351 7352 7353 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 7354 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 7355 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 7356 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for 7357 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 7358 7359 5-26-24 Pt.1 7360 7361 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 7362 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 7363 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad. 7364 7365 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 7366 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 7367 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 7368 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 7369 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 7370 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 7371 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days). 7372 7373 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic. 7374 7375 5-25-24 Pt.2 7376 7377 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 7378 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 7379 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 7380 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 7381 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 7382 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 7383 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity. 7384 7385 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 7386 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 7387 are illrevelant here. 7388 7389 7390 5-25-24 Pt.1 7391 7392 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 7393 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 7394 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 7395 not a by-product. 7396 7397 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you 7398 7399 5-23-24 Pt.1 7400 7401 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 7402 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 7403 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door. 7404 7405 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 7406 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 7407 my workplace,even though he is cute. 7408 7409 5-22-24 Pt.1 7410 7411 Things not to think about: 7412 <50>7413 7414 7415 7416 7417 7418 7419 7420 7421 7422 7423 7424 7425 7426 7427 7428 7429 7430 7431 7432 7433 7434 7435 7436 7437 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 7438 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 7439 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 7440 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result 7441 7442 5-21-24 Pt.4 7443 7444 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 7445 statements 7446 7447 5-21-24 Pt.3 7448 7449 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 7450 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 7451 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict. 7452 7453 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 7454 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 7455 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit. 7456 7457 5-21-24 Pt.2 7458 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 7459 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes. 7460 7461 5-21-24 Pt.1 7462 7463 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 7464 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 7465 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 7466 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty 7467 <51>7468 7469 7470 7471 7472 7473 7474 7475 7476 7477 7478 7479 7480 7481 7482 7483 7484 7485 7486 7487 7488 7489 7490 7491 7492 7493 7494 7495 7496 7497 7498 7499 7500 7501 7502 7503 7504 7505 7506 7507 5-20-24 Pt.5 7508 7509 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 7510 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 7511 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 7512 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 7513 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed 7514 7515 5-20-24 Pt.4 7516 7517 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 7518 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 7519 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey 7520 delusion 7521 7522 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 7523 oxymoron. 7524 7525 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 7526 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 7527 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 7528 The only super power you get from morality is self control 7529 7530 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 7531 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 7532 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 7533 Does evil brew in silence or numbers. 7534 7535 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 7536 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in. 7537 7538 5-20-24 Pt.3 7539 7540 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 7541 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 7542 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 7543 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write 7544 7545 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 7546 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 7547 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or 7548 7549 5-20-24 Pt.2 7550 7551 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 7552 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes 7553 7554 5-20-24 Pt.1 7555 7556 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 7557 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 7558 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 7559 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 7560 trajedy/confusion are outsiders 7561 7562 5-19-24 Pt.2 7563 7564 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 7565 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 7566 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just. 7567 7568 5-19-24 Pt.1 7569 7570 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 7571 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 7572 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 7573 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 7574 choise made in ignorance though 7575 7576 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 7577 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 7578 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo 7579 poo brains are good at reality studies. 7580 7581 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 7582 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil. 7583 7584 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide. 7585 7586 5-13-24 Pt.1 7587 7588 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 7589 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 7590 7591 5-10-24 Pt.2 7592 7593 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros 7594 7595 5-10-24 Pt.1 7596 7597 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 7598 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask 7599 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose 7600 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too 7601 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete. 7602 7603 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 7604 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil 7605 7606 Clayton 7607 7608 <nrootconauto@gmail.com>7609 7610 7611 7612 7613 7614 7615 7616 7617 7618 7619 7620 7621 7622 7623 7624 7625 7626 7627 7628 7629 7630 7631 7632 7633 7634 7635 7636 7637 7638 7639 7640 7641 7642 7643 7644 7645 7646 WIP DOOM port 7647 I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM). 76487649 7650 7651 7652 7653 7654 7655 7656 7657 7658 7659 7660 7661 7662 7663 7664 7665 7666 7667 7668 7669 7670 7671 7672 7673 7674 7675 7676 7677 7678 7679 7680 7681 7682 7683 7684 7685 7686 7687 7688 7689 7690 7691 7692 7693 7694 7695 7696 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer 7697 7698 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 7699 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example, 7700 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64. 7701 7702 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 7703 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 7704 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 7705 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream. 7706 7707 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L 7708 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 7709 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 7710 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16 7711 7712 7713 <54>7714 7715 7716 7717 7718 7719 7720 7721 7722 7723 7724 7725 7726 7727 7728 7729 7730 7731 7732 7733 Compiler Part 2,The Parser 7734 7735 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 7736 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 7737 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this: 7738 7739 7740 1 2 + 3 4 + * 7741 7742 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 7743 parenthesis 7744 7745 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *) 7746 7747 Pretty epic isn't it. 7748 7749 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 7750 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 7751 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes. 7752 7753 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 7754 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this 7755 7756 <55>7757 7758 7759 7760 7761 7762 7763 7764 7765 7766 7767 7768 7769 7770 7771 7772 7773 7774 7775 7776 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack. 7777 7778 <56>7779 7780 7781 7782 7783 7784 7785 7786 7787 7788 7789 7790 7791 7792 7793 7794 7795 7796 7797 7798 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 7799 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 7800 later. We end up with something like this 7801 7802 <57>7803 7804 7805 7806 7807 7808 7809 7810 7811 7812 7813 7814 7815 7816 7817 7818 7819 7820 7821 7822 7823 7824 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 7825 output 7826 7827 <58>7828 7829 7830 7831 7832 7833 7834 7835 7836 7837 7838 7839 7840 7841 7842 7843 7844 7845 7846 7847 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II 7848 7849 UNDER CONSTRUCTION 7850 7851 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator 7852 7853 7854 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 7855 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 7856 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 7857 into the C intermediate codes. 7858 7859 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 7860 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 7861 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge 7862 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a 7863 rm_backend.c for AARCH64). 7864 7865 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 7866 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 7867 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 7868 intermediate codes. 7869 7870 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 7871 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 7872 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 7873 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks). 7874 7875 7876 <59>7877 7878 7879 7880 7881 7882 7883 7884 7885 7886 7887 7888 7889 7890 7891 7892 7893 7894 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 7895 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 7896 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 7897 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 7898 availble a stack location will be choosed. 7899 7900 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 7901 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes. 7902 7903 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 7904 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 7905 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO. 7906 7907 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 7908 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 7909 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 7910 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers. 7911 7912 7913 User-Guide 7914 7915 Runtime Part 1:Graphics I 7916 7917 Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window 7918 7919 7920 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) { 7921 dc->color=BLUE; 7922 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 7923 } 7924 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 7925 7926 7927 7928 The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 7929 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen. 7930 7931 -] GrRect 7932 7933 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100); 7934 7935 -] GrPlot(single pixel) 7936 7937 GrPlot(dc,200,200); 7938 7939 -] GrFillCircle 7940 7941 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50); 7942 7943 -] GrCircle 7944 7945 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50); 7946 7947 -] GrLine 7948 7949 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0); 7950 7951 -] GrPrint 7952 7953 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World"); 7954 7955 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc) 7956 7957 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new); 7958 7959 -] DCClear 7960 7961 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer 7962 7963 -] DCFill 7964 7965 DCFill(dc,COLOR); 7966 7967 7968 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics 7969 7970 TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 7971 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 7972 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 7973 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 7974 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates 7975 7976 7977 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100); 7978 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation) 7979 DCFill; 7980 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 7981 F64 rotx=0; 7982 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 7983 DCFill(dc); 7984 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation 7985 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 7986 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0); 7987 dc->color=YELLOW; 7988 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 7989 DCFill; 7990 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 7991 Sleep(33); 7992 } 7993 DCDel(dc); 7994 DCFill; 7995 7996 7997 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies: 7998 -] Mat4x4RotX 7999 8000 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping 8001 8002 -] Mat4x4RotY 8003 8004 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping 8005 8006 -] Mat4x4RotZ 8007 8008 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations 8009 8010 -] Mat4x4Scale 8011 8012 //Zooms a matrix 8013 8014 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu 8015 8016 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix 8017 8018 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd 8019 8020 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix 8021 8022 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ 8023 8024 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX 8025 8026 8027 You may want to do general math on matricies too: 8028 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu 8029 8030 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations 8031 8032 -] Mat4x4IdentNew 8033 8034 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 8035 transofrmations 8036 8037 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ 8038 8039 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 8040 genius what this actually does 8041 8042 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New 8043 8044 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced 8045 8046 8047 Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 8048 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 8049 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 8050 for you. 8051 8052 Here is a cube thing for you: 8053 8054 8055 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}}; 8056 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN}; 8057 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200); 8058 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew; 8059 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc); 8060 DCFill; 8061 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 8062 F64 rotx=0,roty; 8063 CD3I32 cube[6][6]; 8064 I64 i=0,i2=0; 8065 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 8066 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) { 8067 Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans); 8068 Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx); 8069 Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty); 8070 for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) { 8071 MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32)); 8072 Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z); 8073 } 8074 i++; 8075 } 8076 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 8077 DCFill(dc); 8078 DCDepthBufRst(dc); 8079 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); 8080 Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx); 8081 Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx); 8082 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 8083 Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5); 8084 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000); 8085 for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) { 8086 dc->color=colors[i2]; 8087 GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]); 8088 } 8089 DCFill; 8090 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 8091 Sleep(33); 8092 } 8093 DCDel(dc); 8094 DCFill; 8095 8096 8097 If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 8098 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE 8099 8100 Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 8101 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 8102 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 8103 scale distance Let's see an example: 8104 Heres an example: 8105 8106 8107 #define SCRN_SCALE 512 8108 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z) 8109 { 8110 I64 zz; 8111 Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z); 8112 zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z; 8113 if (zz<1) zz=1; 8114 *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz; 8115 *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz; 8116 *x+=dc->x; 8117 *y+=dc->y; 8118 *z+=dc->z; 8119 } 8120 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8121 dc->transform=&Transform; 8122 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 8123 I64 dist=0; 8124 dc->z=-60; 8125 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 8126 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist); 8127 dc->color=LTRED; 8128 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 8129 Refresh; 8130 DCFill; 8131 } 8132 8133 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations 8134 8135 In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 8136 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 8137 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 8138 get started 8139 8140 8141 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8142 I64 cnt; 8143 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 8144 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color 8145 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 8146 Refresh; 8147 DCFill; 8148 } 8149 8150 8151 If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 8152 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 8153 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 8154 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 8155 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX; 8156 8157 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over): 8158 8159 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8160 I64 cnt; 8161 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 8162 dc->color=BLACK; 8163 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 8164 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER; 8165 dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.; 8166 GrFloodFill(dc,10,10); 8167 Refresh; 8168 DCFill; 8169 } 8170 DCDel(dc); 8171 8172 Runtime Part 2: Making Noises 8173 8174 TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 8175 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 8176 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound. 8177 8178 If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use Nois 8179 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep. 8180 8181 Runtime Part 3: Making Music 8182 8183 TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music 8184 8185 A simple song looks like this: 8186 8187 Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB"); 8188 8189 8190 There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 8191 without further ado,here is a list 8192 -] # 8193 8194 Make a note sharp(comes after the note) 8195 8196 -] w 8197 8198 When before a note,it makes it a whole note 8199 8200 -] h 8201 8202 Makes a half note 8203 8204 -] q 8205 8206 Makes a 1/4 note 8207 8208 -] e 8209 8210 Makes a tiny eigth note 8211 8212 8213 You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 8214 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst) 8215 8216 Try this: 8217 8218 8219 music.tempo=8; 8220 Play( 8221 "hEhEwEhChEwGqG" 8222 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 8223 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 8224 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 8225 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 8226 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 8227 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 8228 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 8229 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 8230 ); 8231 MusicSettingsRst; 8232 8233 Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection 8234 8235 HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 8236 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 8237 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 8238 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 8239 data about the self. 8240 8241 To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 8242 table and do these steps 8243 8244 -] Step 1 8245 8246 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 8247 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8248 8249 -] Step 2 8250 8251 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 8252 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc); 8253 8254 -] Step 3 8255 8256 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member); 8257 8258 8259 8260 Perhaps an example will help: 8261 8262 class CMeta { 8263 I64 a fmt "A:%d\n"; 8264 I64 b fmt "B:%d\n"; 8265 F64 c fmt "C:%n\n"; 8266 }; 8267 CMeta abc={1,2,3}; 8268 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) { 8269 CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8270 CMemberLst *ml; 8271 U64 sf; 8272 if(!findc) return; 8273 ml=MemberFind("a",findc); 8274 sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64); 8275 if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) { 8276 Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf); 8277 } 8278 } 8279 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc 8280 8281 8282 If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm 8283 8284 8285 class CInput { 8286 //Be sure to use -P with strings 8287 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 8288 I64 age format "\n"; 8289 Bool is_tall format "\n"; 8290 }; 8291 CInput inp; 8292 PopUpForm(&inp); 8293 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 8294 if(inp.is_tall) 8295 "Tall!\n"; 8296 8297 8298 Runtime Part 5: Filesystem 8299 8300 If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 8301 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder 8302 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 8303 you,you have come to the right place 8304 8305 In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 8306 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur. 8307 8308 To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 8309 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 8310 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string. 8311 8312 Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 8313 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 8314 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 8315 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example 8316 8317 8318 // 8319 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once 8320 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector 8321 // 8322 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w"); 8323 class CFileEnt { 8324 U8 name[STR_LEN]; 8325 U8 password[STR_LEN]; 8326 }; 8327 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE 8328 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"}; 8329 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"}; 8330 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE]; 8331 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8332 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0) 8333 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8334 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1) 8335 FClose(file); 8336 // 8337 // Now we read 8338 // 8339 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r"); 8340 CFileEnt user; 8341 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) { 8342 MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8343 "Got user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password; 8344 } 8345 FClose(file); 8346 8347 8348 Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 8349 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 8350 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 8351 Look at this example 8352 8353 8354 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3); 8355 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3); 8356 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3); 8357 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES); 8358 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) { 8359 "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name; 8360 } 8361 DirEntryDel(root); 8362 8363 8364 A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 8365 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 8366 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 8367 be sure to free the root data with . 8368 8369 To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 8370 exists. 8371 8372 Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 8373 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags 8374 8375 8376 -] FUF_RECURSE 8377 8378 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too 8379 8380 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS 8381 8382 Chooses only directories(folders) 8383 8384 -] FUF_JUST_FILES 8385 8386 Chooses only files 8387 8388 -] FUF_JUST_TXT 8389 8390 Chooses only text files 8391 8392 -] FUF_JUST_DD 8393 8394 Chooses only DolDoc files 8395 8396 -] FUF_JUST_SRC 8397 8398 Chooses only source files 8399 8400 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z 8401 8402 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal 8403 8404 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE 8405 8406 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince 8407 8408 8409 If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 8410 remove a fule use Del("file"); 8411 8412 There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 8413 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre 8414 e("old","new") or just a file via Copy("old","new"). 8415 8416 And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 8417 8418 Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue) 8419 8420 TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 8421 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 8422 loop,ill draw a picture for you. 8423 8424 8425 8426 <60>8427 8428 8429 8430 8431 8432 8433 8434 8435 8436 As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 8437 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 8438 "last" one. 8439 8440 To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 8441 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i 8442 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you. 8443 8444 In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 8445 ciruclar 8446 8447 8448 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8449 CQue),*cur; 8450 QueInit(head); 8451 QueIns(one,head); 8452 QueIns(two,one); 8453 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8454 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8455 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8456 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8457 8458 8459 To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 8460 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 8461 8462 8463 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8464 CQue),*cur; 8465 QueInit(head); 8466 QueIns(one,head); 8467 QueIns(two,one); 8468 QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 8469 Free(one); //Free it's data 8470 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8471 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8472 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8473 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8474 8475 8476 You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head) 8477 8478 Here is a reference section: 8479 -] QueInit(head) 8480 8481 Intialize the head of a queue 8482 8483 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 8484 8485 Insert an item after the elem 8486 8487 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 8488 8489 Insert an item before the elem 8490 8491 -] QueRem(elem) 8492 8493 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it) 8494 8495 -] QueDel(head) 8496 8497 Frees all items in the queue 8498 8499 -] QueCnt(head) 8500 8501 How many items in the queue(excluding the head) 8502 8503 8504 Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable) 8505 8506 Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has 8507 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str. 8508 8509 When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 8510 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do: 8511 8512 #define FOO 123 8513 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR); 8514 if(def) 8515 "%s\n",def->data; 8516 8517 We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 8518 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd. 8519 8520 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr)); 8521 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap 8522 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR; 8523 d->data=StrNew("10"); 8524 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table); 8525 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table 8526 "%d\n",Hello; 8527 8528 8529 Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew 8530 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2. 8531 8532 Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 8533 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data 8534 8535 Perhaps an example will help: 8536 8537 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100); 8538 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric); 8539 ent->user_data0=1; 8540 ent->user_data1=2; 8541 ent->user_data2=3; 8542 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR; 8543 ent->str=StrNew("look"); 8544 HashAdd(ent,ht); 8545 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR); 8546 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2; 8547 HashTableDel(ht); 8548 8549 8550 Here is a reference of hash table functions 8551 8552 -] HashAdd(item,table) 8553 8554 Adds an item to the hash table 8555 8556 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 8557 8558 Delete an item from the hash table 8559 8560 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 8561 8562 Find an item in the table 8563 8564 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 8565 8566 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing 8567 8568 -] HashTableNew(sz) 8569 8570 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2 8571 8572 8573 Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo) 8574 8575 Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 8576 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 8577 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded 8578 8579 It looks like this: 8580 <61>8581 8582 8583 8584 8585 8586 8587 8588 8589 8590 8591 8592 8593 8594 8595 8596 First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2 8597 8598 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8599 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8600 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8601 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8602 8603 You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE 8604 8605 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8606 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8607 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8608 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8609 I64 val; 8610 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val)) 8611 "Got a %d\n",val; 8612 8613 8614 Here is a reference section 8615 8616 -] FifoI64New(sz) 8617 8618 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8619 8620 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 8621 8622 Remove all the items from the fifo 8623 8624 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 8625 8626 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8627 8628 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 8629 8630 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8631 8632 -] FifoI64Del(f) 8633 8634 Free the fifo 8635 8636 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 8637 8638 Remove an item from the fifo 8639 8640 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 8641 8642 Insert an item into the fifo 8643 8644 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 8645 8646 Remove all the items from the fifo 8647 8648 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 8649 8650 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8651 8652 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 8653 8654 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8655 8656 -] FifoU8Del(f) 8657 8658 Free the fifo 8659 8660 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 8661 8662 Remove an item from the fifo 8663 8664 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 8665 8666 Insert an item into the fifo 8667 8668 -] FifoU8New(sz) 8669 8670 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8671 8672 8673 Runtime Part 9: User Input 8674 8675 TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 8676 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 8677 message mask. 8678 8679 I64 x,y; 8680 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) { 8681 dc->color=RED; 8682 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8683 } 8684 U0 Run() { 8685 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8686 I64 m,x2,y2; 8687 while(TRUE) { 8688 m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN); 8689 if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN) 8690 break; 8691 x=x2; 8692 y=y2; 8693 Refresh; 8694 } 8695 } 8696 Run; 8697 8698 8699 Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 8700 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 8701 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 8702 first before I dive into details. 8703 8704 I64 x,y; 8705 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 8706 dc->color=GREEN; 8707 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8708 } 8709 U0 Run() { 8710 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8711 I64 msg,sc,ch; 8712 for(;TRUE;) { 8713 if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) { 8714 if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break; 8715 if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 8716 y-=3; 8717 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 8718 y+=3; 8719 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 8720 x-=3; 8721 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 8722 x+=3; 8723 } 8724 } else { 8725 Refresh; 8726 } 8727 } 8728 } 8729 Run; 8730 8731 As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 8732 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 8733 is down etc. 8734 8735 The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 8736 can be tested via the "&" operator 8737 8738 8739 I64 x,y; 8740 I64 color=GREEN; 8741 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 8742 dc->color=color; 8743 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8744 dc->color=RED; 8745 } 8746 U0 Run() { 8747 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8748 I64 msg,sc,ch; 8749 for(;TRUE;) { 8750 if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) { 8751 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break; 8752 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 8753 y-=3; 8754 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 8755 y+=3; 8756 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 8757 x-=3; 8758 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 8759 x+=3; 8760 } 8761 if(sc&SCF_CTRL) 8762 color=RED; 8763 else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT) 8764 color=YELLOW; 8765 else 8766 color=GREEN; 8767 } else { 8768 Refresh; 8769 } 8770 } 8771 } 8772 Run; 8773 8774 8775 Here's a list of scancode flags: 8776 8777 -] SCF_KEY_UP 8778 8779 The key was released 8780 8781 -] SCF_CTRL 8782 8783 The Ctrl key is down 8784 8785 -] SCF_SHIFT 8786 8787 The shift key is down 8788 8789 -] SCF_ALT 8790 8791 The alt key is down 8792 8793 -] SCF_CAPS 8794 8795 The Caps lock key is down 8796 8797 -] SCF_NUM 8798 8799 The NumLock key is kdown 8800 8801 -] SCF_SCROLL 8802 8803 Scroll Lock key is down 8804 8805 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN 8806 8807 The left mouse is down 8808 8809 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN 8810 8811 The right mouse is down 8812 8813 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT 8814 8815 There is no shift 8816 8817 8818 Here's a list of scancode keys: 8819 8820 -] SC_ESC 8821 8822 The escape key 8823 8824 -] SC_BACKSPACE 8825 8826 The backspace key 8827 8828 -] SC_TAB 8829 8830 The tab key 8831 8832 -] SC_ENTER 8833 8834 The enter key 8835 8836 -] SC_CTRL 8837 8838 The ctrl key 8839 8840 -] SC_ALT 8841 8842 The alt key 8843 8844 -] SC_CAPS 8845 8846 The caps lock key 8847 8848 -] SC_NUM 8849 8850 The num lock key 8851 8852 -] SC_SCROLL 8853 8854 The scroll lock key 8855 8856 -] SC_CURSOR_UP 8857 8858 The up key 8859 8860 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN 8861 8862 The down key 8863 8864 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT 8865 8866 The left key 8867 8868 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT 8869 8870 The right key 8871 8872 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN 8873 8874 The page down key 8875 8876 -] SC_PAGE_UP 8877 8878 The page up key 8879 8880 -] SC_HOME 8881 8882 The home key 8883 8884 -] SC_END 8885 8886 The end key 8887 8888 -] SC_INS 8889 8890 The insert key 8891 8892 -] SC_DELETE 8893 8894 The delete key 8895 8896 -] SC_F1-SC_F12 8897 8898 The Fxx keys 8899 8900 -] SC_PAUSE 8901 8902 The pause key 8903 8904 -] SC_GUI 8905 8906 The logo key 8907 8908 -] SC_PRTSCRN1 8909 8910 The print screen key 8911 8912 -] SC_PRTSCRN2 8913 8914 The print screen key 8915 8916 8917 I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 8918 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes 8919 8920 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode) 8921 8922 A Key is put down 8923 8924 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode) 8925 8926 A Key is release 8927 8928 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y) 8929 8930 The mouse is moved 8931 8932 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y) 8933 8934 The left button is down 8935 8936 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y) 8937 8938 The left button is down 8939 8940 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y) 8941 8942 The right button is down 8943 8944 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y) 8945 8946 The right button is down 8947 8948 8949 Runtime Part 9: Multithreading 8950 8951 TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 8952 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield 8953 8954 In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function 8955 8956 8957 U0 Foo(U8 *data) { 8958 Beep; 8959 } 8960 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 8961 8962 8963 You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk 8964 8965 8966 CTask *u=User; 8967 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 8968 end as we are "the-user". 8969 Sleep(5000); 8970 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n"); 8971 8972 8973 Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait 8974 8975 8976 CTask *t=User; 8977 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t 8978 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 8979 8980 8981 There is also a BirthWait 8982 8983 8984 CTask *t=User; 8985 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t 8986 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 8987 8988 8989 To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 8990 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 8991 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 8992 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 8993 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr. 8994 8995 8996 I64 beep_lock=0; 8997 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) { 8998 //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 8999 while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 9000 is checked 9001 Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 9002 tasks 9003 Beep(snd); 9004 //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it. 9005 LBtr(&beep_lock,0); 9006 } 9007 I64 i; 9008 for(i;i!=10;i++) { 9009 Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10); 9010 "Spawned a thread!!\n"; 9011 } 9012 9013 Runtime Part 10: Jobs 9014 9015 In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 9016 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 9017 9018 9019 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0); 9020 res=JobResGet(job); 9021 Kill(jobber); 9022 "I got %d\n",res; 9023 9024 With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores 9025 9026 9027 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 9028 I64 core=0; 9029 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 9030 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt]; 9031 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 9032 jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs, 9033 "Sleep(RandI64%1000);" 9034 "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number 9035 0); 9036 } 9037 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 9038 "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]); 9039 } 9040 9041 9042 If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W 9043 AKE_MASTER flag. 9044 9045 9046 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 9047 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags) 9048 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER)); 9049 9050 Runtime Part 11: DolDoc 9051 9052 Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 9053 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 9054 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 9055 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document. 9056 9057 9058 //BT is a button 9059 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9060 9061 9062 As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 9063 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 9064 text. Lets see an example: 9065 9066 9067 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag 9068 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9069 9070 9071 DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 9072 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 9073 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value" 9074 9075 9076 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n"); 9077 9078 9079 You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 9080 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 9081 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB. 9082 9083 9084 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) { 9085 Beep; 9086 } 9087 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9088 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB; 9089 de->left_cb=&Beep2; 9090 9091 9092 You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 9093 for a left-click-expression. 9094 9095 9096 U0 CreateDialog() { 9097 CDocEntry *nums[3]; 9098 I64 i; 9099 DocClear(DocPut); 9100 "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n"; 9101 for(i=0;i!=3;i++) { 9102 nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i); 9103 } 9104 DocBottom(DocPut); 9105 switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) { 9106 start: 9107 DocClear(DocPut); 9108 case 0: 9109 "You picked nothing lol.\n"; 9110 break; 9111 case 1: 9112 "One is the one\n"; 9113 break; 9114 case 2: 9115 "Two is too good\n"; 9116 break; 9117 end: 9118 } 9119 } 9120 CreateDialog; 9121 9122 9123 You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu. 9124 9125 9126 U0 CreateDialog() { 9127 class CInput { 9128 //Be sure to use -P with strings 9129 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 9130 I64 age format "\n"; 9131 Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box 9132 }; 9133 CInput inp; 9134 PopUpForm(&inp); 9135 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 9136 if(inp.is_tall) 9137 "Tall!\n"; 9138 9139 9140 Yeah time for some reference section ehh: 9141 9142 -] TX 9143 9144 Text 9145 9146 -] CR 9147 9148 Newline 9149 9150 -] CU 9151 9152 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5 9153 9154 -] TB 9155 9156 Tab 9157 9158 -] CL 9159 9160 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag 9161 9162 -] PB 9163 9164 Page break 9165 9166 -] PL 9167 9168 Page length 9169 9170 -] LM 9171 9172 Left margin 9173 9174 -] RM 9175 9176 Right margin 9177 9178 -] HD 9179 9180 Header margin 9181 9182 -] FO 9183 9184 Footer margin 9185 9186 -] ID 9187 9188 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent 9189 9190 -] FD 9191 9192 Forground default color 9193 9194 -] BD 9195 9196 Background default color 9197 9198 -] PT 9199 9200 Command Line Prompt 9201 9202 -] WW 9203 9204 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable 9205 9206 -] UL 9207 9208 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline 9209 9210 -] IV 9211 9212 Disable/enable Inverting of colors 9213 9214 -] BK 9215 9216 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking 9217 9218 -] SX 9219 9220 Shift the text by a amount of pixels 9221 9222 -] SY 9223 9224 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels 9225 9226 -] CB 9227 9228 Checkbox 9229 9230 -] LS 9231 9232 Major Lit Alert 9233 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 9234 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$ 9235 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list 9236 9237 -] MA 9238 9239 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt 9240 9241 -] TR 9242 9243 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's 9244 9245 -] HL 9246 9247 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off 9248 9249 9250 Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 9251 example you can do "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";) 9252 9253 -] H 9254 9255 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element 9256 9257 -] L 9258 9259 This will make the element act as a link 9260 9261 -] TR 9262 9263 This will make the element act as a tree 9264 9265 -] LS 9266 9267 This will make the element act as a list 9268 9269 -] PU 9270 9271 This will make a macro run in a popup window 9272 9273 -] C 9274 9275 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree 9276 9277 -] X 9278 9279 This will save and Exit after the macro is done 9280 9281 -] UD 9282 9283 Update data on typing 9284 9285 9286 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$" 9287 9288 -] T 9289 9290 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed. 9291 9292 -] LEN 9293 9294 Sets the length of the DA element. 9295 9296 -] A 9297 9298 Sets the link location 9299 9300 -] LE 9301 9302 Left expression,runs an expression on left click 9303 9304 -] RE 9305 9306 Right expression,runs an expression on right click 9307 9308 -] LM 9309 9310 Left macro,runs text on left click 9311 9312 -] RM 9313 9314 Right macro,runs text on right click 9315 9316 -] RT 9317 9318 Raw type of DA 9319 9320 -] U 9321 9322 User data 9323 9324 -] SCX 9325 9326 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect 9327 9328 -] SX 9329 9330 Scroll x pixels 9331 9332 -] SY 9333 9334 Scroll y pixels 9335 9336 9337 Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 9338 is a reference for the link codes: 9339 9340 -] FI 9341 9342 File index,FI="file" or FI="file,line" 9343 9344 -] FF 9345 9346 File Find,FF="file,text" 9347 9348 -] BF 9349 9350 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse 9351 9352 -] HI 9353 9354 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index 9355 9356 -] A 9357 9358 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344" 9359 9360 9361 Now a function reference: 9362 9363 -] DocBottom 9364 9365 Move to the bottom of the document 9366 9367 -] DocCenter 9368 9369 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport 9370 9371 -] DocClear 9372 9373 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag 9374 9375 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc) 9376 9377 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document 9378 9379 -] DocDel 9380 9381 Delete a documents memory 9382 9383 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem) 9384 9385 Deletes a document entry 9386 9387 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem) 9388 9389 Copy an element 9390 9391 -] DocInsDoc(to,from) 9392 9393 Insert a document into an other document 9394 9395 -] DocLock 9396 9397 Lock a document 9398 9399 -] DocUnlock 9400 9401 Unlock a document 9402 9403 -] DocRst 9404 9405 Reset the document 9406 9407 -] DocTop 9408 9409 Go to the top of the document 9410 9411 -] DocLineRead(filename,line) 9412 9413 Read a line from a file 9414 9415 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text) 9416 9417 Write a line into a file 9418 9419 -] DocRead(filename) 9420 9421 Read a document from a file 9422 9423 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len) 9424 9425 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt 9426 9427 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr) 9428 9429 Save a document into memory 9430 9431 -] DocWrite(doc) 9432 9433 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename"); 9434 9435 -] DocMenu 9436 9437 Interact with a document until a value is found 9438 9439 -] DocForm 9440 9441 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 9442 9443 -] DocNew(filename) 9444 9445 Make a new document that will be saved to filename 9446 9447 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR) 9448 9449 Insert a .GR file into a document 9450 9451 -] DocPrint 9452 9453 Print text into a document 9454 9455 -] DocPut 9456 9457 Get the current document for a task 9458 9459 -] DocType(doc,filename) 9460 9461 Type a file into a document