0001 0002 Aiwnios.com 0003 0004 Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 0005 backend(source code). I will show you how to do cool stuff like write compilers 0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 0007 about myself. 0008 0009 My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a HolyC 0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes. 0013 0014 Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit 0016 0017 Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it). 0019 0020 I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out 0021 0022 Maybe you want to see the UserGuide 0023 0024 AiwniosTube Beta 0025 0026 A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC. 0027 0028 AiwniosTube 0029 0030 Irc Server 0031 0032 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server 0033 0034 0035 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667 0036 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client 0037 Dont send anything important over the IRC server 0038 0039 0040 0041 Try WebAssembly aiwnios online!!! 0042 0043 This aiwnios port runs 100% in your browser,powered by emscripten. Feel free 0044 to save the HTML page and host it elsewhere. 0045 0046 0047 0048 Shitpit Pt.4 Old Pt.3 Old Pt.2!! 0049 <1>0050 0051 0052 0053 0054 0055 0056 0057 0058 0059 0060 0061 0062 0063 0064 0065 0066 0067 0068 0069 0070 0071 0072 0073 0074 0075 6-12-25 Pt.4 0076 0077 0078 Lilly Gaddis is a disgusting FAKE(aka Nazi) Ayran. She hates niggers and other 0079 minorites. She has made me reconsider my views on race,race mxing is ok between 0080 whites,niggers and arabs. The holy and blessed (true aka Indian)Ayran bloodline 0081 is holy and must be preserved. Just as it is improper conduct for a human to 0082 have sex with an animal,it is ok for an animal to fuck an animal. Race mixing 0083 *should* be allowed to an extent. 0084 0085 Yes,I am racist,but I view niggers,whites and arabs as the same. I will 0086 hopefully one day be born in Jampudvipa as a Ayran. Just as an ideal prisioner 0087 accepts his sentence,I will accept my inferiority to Ayrans. 0088 0089 The Jain Dharma only divdes life on sensiblities. This is not the same as 0090 species-ism. Bacteria are only lesser than humans in practice beasue they dont 0091 have as much senses as a human to feel pain. I dont hate bacteria. 0092 0093 Jain scripture speaks of differnt planets,perhaps in some of them liberation 0094 is possible. We can hope to be born there. 0095 0096 Lilly Gaddis is especially discusting due to her "nationism". Jain scirpture 0097 makes it clear that you are born alone and die alone. Kriyavada says that a man 0098 himself is responsible for his liberation,not the white nation. 0099 0100 I am not an Ayran nationalist,I am an Ayran supremist. 0101 0102 0103 6-12-25 Pt.3 0104 0105 Generally speaking, ICE cannot legally detain U.S. citizens, as they only have 0106 authority to arrest individuals who entered the country illegally. Source 0107 0108 I found a solution in the Immigration and Nationality Act: 0109 0110 349(a)(6) - formally renouncing U.S. nationality while in the United States 0111 NOTE: The Department of Homeland Security (DHS) is responsible for implementing 0112 this section of the law; any inquiries about taking an oath of renunciation of 0113 U.S. nationality while in the United States should be directed to DHS; 0114 0115 Source. 0116 0117 I will first need to renounce my U.S nationality then I can get ass raped in 0118 CECOT 0119 0120 0121 6-12-25 Pt.2 0122 0123 Terry never made any "massive" games other than AfterEgypt. I know why. 0124 0125 6-12-25 Pt.1 0126 0127 I am itching all over my body. My ears itch too. I once heard of a lyric from 0128 a rap song that was like. "Everbody tweak,scratch your neck and do the meth 0129 step". My ears and mouth feel like they are blistering. My back itches and my 0130 legs itch too. 0131 0132 6-11-25 Pt.3 0133 0134 One of the properties of the Tirthankars is they are givers. They give help 0135 and shelter and stuff to creatures who need it. They would sometimes stand still 0136 for long periods of times and animals would visit them and plants would grow on 0137 them. Thier existence was a blessing to others. The problem with some people is 0138 that they exist,they say "I am doing nothing". Unless you are disciplined in 0139 harmlessness to others you are probably dumb. Water needs to be inspected before 0140 consumption. Both Svetambars and Digambars watch where they walk. Svetambars 0141 carry brooms to sweep bugs out of the way. 0142 0143 I have an ant that crawls around,he walks around the computers and the floor. 0144 I saw him on the bed carrying the same peice of dirt he likes to carry or 0145 something. 0146 0147 I used to feed the ants sugar. I like letting the bugs outside. 0148 0149 The virtues of Ahisma also apply the thoughts creatues. I racial minorites and 0150 sometimes they look like they are from mexico. I like mexicans. This is ok. 0151 Niggers scare me. Rsabhaswami once got in a conflict with his brother Bahubali 0152 .They frist fought with words,then they had a mind battle and then finally a 0153 physical battle. The 3-fold proper conduct is done thought speech body and mind. 0154 I dont wish violence on niggers there is seldom a moment when I am around a 0155 black people and I dont think of "niggers". 0156 0157 You see,black people have minds. They think and do things like elephants. 0158 0159 Just as one phyiscally checks water before drinking it,one should also not 0160 think ill of niggers. I have trouble with my thinking. I often think about how 0161 niggers smell like ass and live off of wellfare. I also think about how they 0162 steal TVs for meth and fuck white women. I think I have elloborated a 0163 psuedo-mythology about niggers. 0164 0165 The problem with the nigger mythology is it makes no sense. Something 0166 senseless has manifested itself into my autistic mind. Does Sonic the Hedgehog 0167 make any sense. 0168 0169 The difference between nigger mythology and a good story is meaning. If I 0170 write a story about a nigger stealing fried chicken there is no moral. A good 0171 story has a abstract meaning beyond the concrete story. 0172 0173 The depth of nigger-mythology is exceptionally shallow in terms of intellect. I 0174 feel like I am living in a shallow imaginary world in this racist mind of mine. 0175 It feels like a video game. It feels like the intellectual properties of my mind 0176 are diminished by nigger-jokes. 0177 0178 6-11-25 Pt.2 0179 0180 Sadists like to punish themselves to thier liking. They tend to STOP when it 0181 hurts too much. In prision,if you get RAPED,you cannot willingly stop as a 0182 foriegn party is violating you. This is how my desire for punishment is 0183 different than a normal,self-hater. I would feel moral guilt if I was to "quit" 0184 on my quest to be violated in CECOT. Pussies can put the knife down. I will hand 0185 the dildo to a obese nigger in El Salvador to cause 0186 emotional/psychological/sexual/physical pain to me,better yet,I will not even 0187 have the right to hand a dildo to a I will be raped against my will. 0188 0189 There is nothing erotic about this. This is about punishment and guilt. I am a 0190 racist in both de-facto and de-jure sense. I will be punished for it. When 0191 criminals DENY wrongdoing,they are fucking pussies. If you pull a dogs tail(aka 0192 racism) and get bit the reason why you pulled the dogs tail doesnt matter. Maybe 0193 the dog was going to kill your children. Boo hoo,either way I will HOPEFULLY be 0194 getting assraped in a few months. 0195 0196 Why take PUNISHMENT for something you believe in morally justified? Do 0197 pedopholies 100% fake the love for the people they molest. Like 100%. I would 0198 assume that there is a pseudo love that pedophiles have for thier victims. Does 0199 this exempt them from molesting children. 0200 0201 As I said,if you pull the dogs tail,you will get bit. This is natural. I said 0202 nigger now I must be sodomized by fat choads in El-Salvador end of story. 0203 0204 6-11-25 Pt.1 0205 0206 I will save about $1000 USD to donate to the police as I ask them to deport me 0207 to CECOT. I make about $220 every 2 weeks working/volenteering . Proof 0208 watch here. I will not be paying my phone bill so I wont be talking to my dying 0209 father. I need the money to kindly get deported. 0210 0211 6-10-25 Pt.3 0212 0213 Getting raped in CECOT is a good and justified solution for people like me. 0214 0215 6-10-25 Pt.2 0216 0217 I will increase the hours I volenteer without pay. I hate myself. I am doomed 0218 to be denied the right to raped my hispanics in CECOT. The Trump administraion 0219 deported a day makeup artist to CECOT. I am thirsting for Hispanic shlong to be 0220 forcably inserted into my anus. I feel guilt. I am not joking. People who jokes 0221 are like "Wouldnt it be funny if I like got deported for being gay". PEOPLE WHO 0222 JOKE DONT MAKE WEBSITES CALLED aiwnios.com AND WRITE ABOUT NIGGERS FOR 2(?) 0223 YEARS STRAIGHT. 0224 0225 I want to make reperations. I am the butt of the joke(assuming I am joking). I 0226 really want to get deported. I am a racist. I saw a meme where a malnourished 0227 nigger in Africa was called an "attention whore" as he was "Starving (for 0228 attention)". I laughed. I laughed at a nigger who needs food. Donating about 0229 $650 into a fucking "Save the Children" jar wont fix me. I need to get raped by 0230 people of colour. End of story. 0231 0232 Please. Deport me. I dont feel like killing people to be a violent criminal so 0233 I can get deported. Human Trafficking is not my thing. I would not rape. I would 0234 rather be punched than be punched. I would rather be enslaved than be an owner. 0235 I want to be raped and violated in CECOT. 0236 0237 There is a primordial racism in me. SAYING "NIGGER" ON THE INTERNET IS NOT 0238 NORMAL. Tattvarth Sutra SAYS THAT I AM OBLIGATED TO BE OF SERVICE TO OTHERS. 0239 0240 Jain scripture says there is 2 kinds of penance,Internal and external. 0241 External pennace is when Hindu's rubbing cows for forgiveness. External pennance 0242 is funding BLM retards. 0243 0244 Internal pennace is Pratikraman. How hard is it to not say the "nigger" word. 0245 Stop fucking eating. Stop fucking masturbating to women. Stop eating after 0246 night. 0247 0248 I have guilt saying "Nigger". So why not try to not say "nigger"? Not saying 0249 nigger is nothing more than "fake" pennace. I need to understand why NIGGERS are 0250 ok. They are not. Have you seen Africa. The only "good" NIGGERS respected by 0251 AmeriKKKa are colonized and naturalized to AmeriKKKan society. 0252 0253 They speak English and are well educated. THESE ARE "good" NIGGERS. Bill Cosby 0254 was critical of niggers. Ye is critical of niggers. 0255 0256 To say AmeriKKKan black people are "ok" is an insult to de-facto global black 0257 culture. 0258 0259 Fund Feed the Children. DONT FUND BLM. 0260 0261 Black people around the world need help. They need food. We can discuss 0262 "nigger rights" after 100% of the blacks are feed. 0263 0264 "NIGGERS" did not invent homosexuality. AmeriKKKa legalized it. BLM whines 0265 about LGBT "NIGGER" oppression 0266 0267 "NIGGERS" did not invent farming. Africa is in poverty. BLM whines about 0268 economic "NIGGER" oppression 0269 0270 Have you wondered why Africa hates LGBT people. HAve you wondered about why 0271 Africa is in poverty. Why cant Africans get jobs. Hmmm. 0272 0273 Niggers cannot help themselves without the help of others. Whites cannot build 0274 a nation without black people to enslave. IN ORDER FOR A GLOBAL CULTURE WE MUST 0275 ACCEPT BLACK PEOPLE. 0276 0277 Fund the children is a good solution,they are a WORLDWIDE blessing to 0278 everyone. 0279 0280 So no,I DO NOT SUPPORT "NIGGERS". I cannot blindly accept the word of 0281 "COLONIZED NIGGERS" as the OFFICAL NIGGER SPOKESPEOPLE 0282 0283 6-10-25 Pt.1 0284 0285 I feel guilt for my excessive racism. I am a racist. 0286 0287 6-9-25 Pt.3 0288 0289 I joined a George Floyd Discord server for lols today so I could say nigger. 0290 An intellegent person does not say "nigger" for praise. This is amusement for 0291 retards. I am effectively a clown for retards. 0292 0293 This server is for people who like to mastrubate to niggers apparently. These 0294 people are pseudo-racists. A common misconception about racism is that racists 0295 hate other races. I just dislike niggers and whites. 0296 0297 -] Ok Races 0298 0299 -] Indian(Ayran) people 0300 0301 They are generally have better Dharma and culture than everyone else. 0302 0303 -] Hispanics 0304 0305 El Salvador has no abortion and therefore has some semblance of Ahisma. 0306 0307 0308 -] Dumb races 0309 0310 -] Niggers 0311 0312 Just kidding,they are ok 0313 0314 -] Whites 0315 0316 Too busy colonizing niggers to do anything usefull. Have replaced culture 0317 with jurisprudence 0318 0319 -] Germans(FAKE Ayrans) 0320 0321 Too busy killing niggers and jews. Also they mis-used the Svastika 0322 0323 -] Sand Niggers 0324 0325 Offical race of Allah,go to Saudi Arabia. Pakistan can get mailed to Saudi 0326 Arabia and I wouldn't care. 0327 0328 0329 0330 6-9-25 Pt.2 0331 0332 Good people have mothers. Circumstance is when mothers love thier children,if 0333 "Niggers" are black then "Mothers" love thier children. When I was a kid I 0334 wanted to be happy. I went on a ferris wheel and pretended to be happy. I just 0335 wanted to be happy. A ferris wheel doesnt fix unhappiness. A fake smile surely 0336 didnt fix it. My mother saw me smiling and thought I was happy. I thought it was 0337 ok because i presented as happy. One time I told my teacher that my mother 0338 called me stupid and I cried. I feel like I have never had a good mother. 0339 0340 Niggers seem to be happy. I have to ask myself,am I responsible for being a 0341 retard. I feel like as a child my mother's imperative of me being normal was 0342 more important than me. I dont know if I am imagining reasons why my mother is 0343 bad but I feel a young child needs to be loved. A child can understand he is in 0344 the wrong but doesnt understand the depth of how wrong it is. 0345 0346 Circumstance is when you have parents who love you. I had like 1 freind 0347 growing up. I dont know If I am morally culpable for being a bad child. I feel 0348 like someone who is a parent should know to love thier children and try to help 0349 them. I know this and I am not a parent. 0350 0351 I just want a childhood,I can never have one now. I smile at niggers and 0352 mexicans I see and they look happy. Some of them have little ones that they seem 0353 to care for,and some have tenagers who dont seem to hate them. 0354 0355 The problem with whites is lack of cannonical culture. I dont know what 0356 niggers and mexicans do,but i know many cultures venerate the mothers of people. 0357 0358 I saw a picture of myself in kinergarden. I was smiling. I whispered to the 0359 teacher that I didnt like a black student one time. I dont know what I was 0360 smiling about in the picture. It looks like I was drawing something. 0361 0362 6-9-25 Pt.1 0363 0364 I can loosing sleep because of niggers,i stayed up to about 3 oclock in the 0365 morning thinking about niggers. I will be volenteering more hours and learning 0366 spanish. My dream is to be raped in CECOT by hispanics. 0367 0368 6-8-25 Pt.7 0369 0370 Money will fix people who get sexually assualted by Donald Trump. 0371 0372 6-8-25 Pt.6 0373 0374 I have guilt for being an oppressor. Deporting me to CECOT where I am make 0375 reperations with people of color is a good idea. I have guilt. Repentance is not 0376 "stop saying the n word". It is action. Donald Trump has not done repentance as 0377 when he was found guilty of sexaully asssualting Jean E Carol he just payed her 0378 money. He did not take it up the ass from MS-13 members in CECOT. 0379 0380 I fantasize of pretending being a self-proclaimed alledged member of MS-13 on 0381 facebook and photoshoping MS-13 onto my hands(gang tattoos or somthing). I 0382 fantasize about transitioning into a "Illegal Salvadorian Alien" so I can get 0383 deported to CECOT. I am sick of trump getting rid of trans rights(only for 0384 Trans-Illegal Salvadorian Aliens). 0385 0386 I have guilt for having been a Muslim and saying "nigger" alot. 0387 0388 6-8-25 Pt.5 0389 0390 My mother gave birth to a racist who says "nigger" on the internet. She has 0391 low standards due to me have autism. I dont think she thinks I have a literally 0392 thousands of lines multi-part ShitPit elloborating on my views on race and other 0393 things. 0394 0395 One time a king was playing with another king and lost his kingdom after 0396 gambling. He was born again in another MOTHER. This son was a nice guy who she 0397 could be proud of. He found his former opposing king and got angry. He attacked 0398 him for entertainment,and said he wanted to see the enemy kings fear. He got his 0399 fear after the enemy king pretended to be dead,then he scared the poo poo brain 0400 when he revealed he was pretending to be ded. 0401 0402 The enemy king said,"I dont attack fleeing men" then the poo poo brain ran 0403 away. He scared the poo poo brain by not giving him what he came for. 0404 0405 I think I am not ill because I dont want to fear from my oppressors. I would 0406 rather be raped in CECOT by members of MS-13. Donald Trump suggested that all 0407 you have to do to get deported to CECOT in El-Salvador is to vandalize Teslas. I 0408 wonder if this would include me paying people to let me key a small mark into 0409 their Tesla and me paying for the fixing of it. 0410 0411 The point is CECOT sounds like a cool place to get raped by members of MS-13. 0412 I always wanted to visit El-Salvador. 0413 0414 0415 6-8-25 Pt.4 0416 0417 I was told as a kid to not elloborate. I *REDACTED* "niggers". End of story. 0418 0419 "Niggers" is a word and therefore not entitled to rights. You cannot marry 0420 "niggers","niggers" is not a concrete entity. "Niggers" doesnt exist in a 0421 concrete matter. 0422 0423 "Niggers" is nothing more than the ghost of black people. "Niggers" eat fried 0424 chicken and wellfare. "Niggers" likes to fuck white women. "Niggers" is 0425 uneducted whoose vocabulary conists of "Nigger" and "Nigga". "Niggers" leech off 0426 the goverment(like me). 0427 0428 I need exposore therapy to "Niggers". Juneteenth is coming up and I will be 0429 respectful of black people. 0430 0431 I AM a autistic retard,not "Autist". "Autist" likes to masturbate to sonic the 0432 hedgehod porn 24/7. "Autist" likes to hyperfixate on "niggers"(In this way am 0433 "Autist"). "Autist" can not talk to humans(like me). "Autist" lives off the 0434 goverment like his imaginary freind "Niggers"(like me). No one loves "Autist" 0435 (like me). "Autist" will die a virgin,my virginity was(alledgly) taken by a 0436 Black Faggot (alledly) in 6th grade. 0437 0438 Note: 0439 0440 My views on race seem to have been the same since I was a young child,It has 0441 been thay way before I was (allegedly) BLACKED by a Black Faggot 0442 0443 "NIGGERS" is a abstarct concept,Black people are concrete. It is MORALLY 0444 INNAPROPRAITE TO SAY BLACK PEOPLE EAT FRIED CHCICKEN,ONLY NIGGERS. 0445 0446 Note Pt.2: 0447 0448 There are justifications and answers. If someone sees a dying black person and 0449 runs away because there is a mass shooting,it is ok because it is JUSTIFIED due 0450 to the fear of getting shot. If you see a dying black person,the correct ANSWER 0451 is to help him. THE CORRECT ANSWER Is TO HELP BLACK PEOEPL,THE JUSTIFICATIONS of 0452 NOT doing so are due to circumstance. 0453 0454 0455 Ill rephrase it. If you are in fear then you are justified for not doing 0456 something,even though the correct answer is to help black people.PEOPLE WHO 0457 HALLUCINATE REASONS TO NEGLECT BLACK PEOPLE ON "Nigger" LOGIC ARE CONDEMNABLE 0458 0459 I do not hate Black people. "Niggers" are a cancer that is used as a 0460 JUSTIFICATION for neglecting Black people. 0461 0462 6-8-25 Pt.3 0463 0464 People who travel to Thailand to score pussy are retards with mother issues. 0465 Risking impregnating a woman for like $20 and flying away is in exceptionally 0466 poor taste. It is in poor taste to do a sin,and in even worse taste to deny it. 0467 0468 I havent took my mood control meds in like 2-3 weeks. I was a devil child. 0469 This could have been solved by beating the shit out of me. 0470 0471 -] Meds I dont take 0472 0473 -] Olanzapine 0474 0475 I forget he dosage 0476 0477 -] Aripiprazole 0478 0479 20Mg 0480 0481 -] Fluoxentine 0482 0483 30Mg 0484 0485 0486 0487 Legal Notice: 0488 0489 I Clayton *REDACTED* give consent to spread this information whereever. I dont 0490 care. 0491 0492 6-8-25 Pt.2 0493 0494 I got my self angered at doodlebops. I thought it was a cool racial slur but 0495 it is actually a television show. It was a fruedian slip,this guy was fucking 0496 Thai hookers and I thought about calling him a Doodlebop fucker,but I deleted my 0497 discord a few days ago. I have humiliated myself. I like like a Womad retard 0498 now. 0499 0500 6-8-25 Pt.1 0501 0502 I moved a turtle out fo the road today. 0503 0504 6-7-25 Pt.6 0505 0506 Shade is cool in when it is sunny out,otherwise it is normal. Kings are fond 0507 of the cold and hate the hot. This is due to taste and circumstance. No cold/hot 0508 no need for shade. I am making error of false perceptions. 0509 0510 Race is a false perception. Like a person seeking shade,I am luaghing at the n 0511 word. The concrete reality is lesser than our actions on it. People think 0512 abstractly. 0513 0514 The answer to hot and cold is a trained indifference. Kralech told me I need a 0515 sort of exposure therapy to black people. The Tirthankars would probably agree. 0516 I have seen racism/done racism. I have not engaged in non-racist activites in a 0517 long time since like 4th grade. 0518 0519 0520 6-7-25 Pt.5 0521 0522 Pablo Escobar had pet hippos. The Cocaine hippos escaped after they killed 0523 Pablo Escobar. The hippos are still breeding and killing cattle. I dislike gangs 0524 in america due to not having pet hippos. 0525 0526 Pablo Escobar's estate was turned into a theme park. 0527 0528 6-7-25 Pt.4 0529 0530 Dear USA Goverment. 0531 0532 I will willingly give up my "freedoms" to get raped by niggers. In America you 0533 are told that the oppoite of freedom is getting raped by niggers in Africa. 0534 Niggers are allowed to eat niggers is Africa I think. Africa is a beatiful 0535 country. 0536 0537 I will be awaiting my Free deportation to El Salvador where I can take it up 0538 the ass from El Chapo and/or niggers from MS-13. 0539 0540 Sincerly: 0541 0542 Clayton *REDACTED*. Do you fucking research and deport me immediately. 0543 0544 Signed: 0545 <2>0546 0547 0548 0549 0550 0551 0552 0553 0554 0555 0556 6-7-25 Pt.3 0557 0558 Thank you AmeriKKKa for allowing me to talk shit about the worse American 0559 president ever. 3000 years from now (Insha Allah/JFK/Sadistic Asshole) you will 0560 forget about this retard. 0561 0562 DONALD TRUMP's WORSE CRIME IS GRABBING PUSSY. HIS ATTITUDE KEEPS US OUT OF 0563 WARS. 0564 6-7-25 Pt.2 0565 0566 Ill be frank,I was told to use my existing thought processes for good instead 0567 of evil. If you hyper focus on things,focus on the rights things like telling 0568 people that JFK is a fucking asshole who played the role of a meterialistic God. 0569 0570 JFK called for violence. He is worse than ALLAH. ALLAH is imaginary,JFK is 0571 real. 0572 0573 JFK justified his reasoning via ABSTRACT claims(fight against ideas aka. 0574 communism). GOOD PEOPLE SELL SOLUTIONS,JFK MADE PROBLEMS THEN INVENTED 0575 SOLUTIONS. 0576 0577 6-7-25 Pt.1 0578 0579 I am learning that niggers by Kriyavada doctrine are to be judged by virtue. I 0580 can incriminate niggers because they are black. I am suffering from negrophobia. 0581 Today I saw a person of color while I was going on a silent(intenrnal) monolog 0582 about niggers. I smiled after he said "hi clayton". I smiled back and sold him 0583 stuff as I was in the rain today. The person was pleased and he bought us some 0584 tea and food because it was rainly out today and I guess he felt symaphetic to 0585 our condition. 0586 0587 I volentered on the weekend today as I as was expected too. Negrophobia is 0588 getting to me. A president that got assinated(who I dislike for being a retard 0589 who thought communism was the apocolypse) siad "The only thing we have to fear 0590 is fear itself". Too bad that president was killing vietamense people because is 0591 is a sub-nigger entity. 0592 0593 I think BLM is a good antidode to democracy. Black lives Matter people dont 0594 kill niggers or vietamese because BLM people are communists probably. I will not 0595 funnel money to BLM because they are full of shit and advocated faggotry with 0596 statements like "V10lence againt Trang3nders OMG,OPPRESSORS". 0597 0598 John F Kendedy is a worse curse to america than BLM. John F Kennedy had a 0599 canonical doctrine of DEMONocracy. BLM are just a bunch of black people who 0600 think they are oppressed 0601 0602 Note: 0603 0604 Killing the Presient is not a Jain/Moral practice. I am not explicetly or 0605 implicetly supporting him getting killed. He was an asshole. A zealot assinated 0606 him. He made retarded statementys like "Its not what DEMONcracy can do for 0607 you,its what can you can do to fund/support/kill communists for DEMONOCRACY". 0608 0609 JFK CANONIZED the notion of mandating people (who did not want to shoot 0610 vietamese people) to shoot vietamese people because is a RETARD. He ABUSED 0611 DEMONcracy. BLM has no canoncial doctine therefore cannot be held morally 0612 culpable for angry niggers. BLM has not goverening body. BLM does not has a 0613 canonical document defining the ethics of being black. It is nothing more than a 0614 loose,vaguely defined,civil rights MOVEMNENT. 0615 0616 6-6-25 Pt.6 0617 0618 Listing the properties of the Arhats is a virtue. 0619 0620 6-6-25 Pt.5 0621 0622 Tristhahi Shalaka Purusha Chaitra says the "Everyone is a criminal when a 0623 reason is looked for". A God was pissed people werent obeying him so he said to 0624 either get the prideful boys to incriminate themselves,or make a reason to kill 0625 them as it is ok to kill criminals. 0626 0627 The prideful boys defied the angry god and whipped his ass. The God was given 0628 the oppuritny to repent from his pride,but then insulted the prideful boys and 0629 then whipped his ass again. Power corrupts Gods who are poo poo brains. 0630 0631 A God who talks out of worldy reasoning is bound the the errors of the flesh. 0632 A true God is not a god of lust but one of chasity. He advcoates control over 0633 the senses. 0634 0635 6-6-25 Pt.4 0636 0637 Fun Austism Activites before I will perform tonights Samayika 0638 0639 I like people saying "niggers",I will make a rank of the best racist porn on 0640 motherless.com before I repent for saying nigger 0641 0642 -] Best Racist Porn on motherless.com 0643 0644 -] INITIFY. Raceplay - Angry WHite Goddess 0645 0646 Woman screaming at niggers over the internet. I need new neighbors. 0647 0648 -] 1.Mean Ass Racist White Bitch 0649 0650 This woman is lacking in the n word qouta by makes up by using cool slang 0651 like "shit stick" as a substiture for Nigger Shlong. She also says nigger 0652 alot,but it could have been used more 0653 0654 -] 2. Nigger Monkey for Trump 0655 0656 Wow. I dont even know what to make of this esosteric nigger imagergy with 0657 Donald Trump. 0658 0659 -] 3. Recycling the Raceplay 0660 0661 Amazing video. The white bitch loves to saying nigger. Too bad there is not 0662 nigger shlong in this video. 0663 0664 0665 0666 6-6-25 Pt.3 0667 0668 NOTE: 0669 0670 Dont get diagnosted with autism. You will regret it. Be good. In the future 0671 you will regret being a devil child. 0672 0673 Help is not help,it is degredation. State mandated people(OPWDD) will check up 0674 on you. You will be assumed to be retarded. Help is composed of not being 0675 allowed to have a "real job" but instread you will get free "job training". This 0676 means you options are McDonald and BurgerKing for a career path. Your caretakers 0677 will come and go. A parent can beat you. A caretaker is powerless. A caretaker 0678 can legally not love you becuase of boundaries. They are here to do a job.A 0679 parent can give love. A worker gets a paycheck. 0680 0681 Dont be a retard. I would rather accept jailtime as a kid than a diagnosis. 0682 At least prision ends. Autism doesnt. 0683 0684 6-6-25 Pt.2 0685 0686 When I was in high school,the tard niggers would visit my house to check up on 0687 me because I am a retard. I did not know I was truely retarded until my parents 0688 got rid of me. I never(in school growing up) thought I was a "real" retard as I 0689 was quite smart. 0690 0691 I am sorry,If I had religion in me eariler in life I could have lived as 0692 semi-normal life. Now I am stuck in a retard farm. I see homeless people at work 0693 who probably have better lives than me. I feed them. Only if they knew I was a 0694 total degenerate but they would probably say "I am a degereate too" but then I 0695 would loose my job after explaining my views on niggers. Most Jains probably 0696 dont hate niggers. 0697 0698 I see co-workers who swear and dont seem to care about the people they serve. 0699 They are covered in tatoos and openly say fuck at work. Maybe they should be 0700 homeless to find good company. I mean really. If you dont like your job then 0701 just quit and be a homeless retard. You and the people are dont like serving are 0702 only seperated by circumstance. 0703 0704 I have guilt for being this way,but it is too late for me. Its a harrowing 0705 feeling to know you are diagnosed with austism and were a problem child and were 0706 abandoned by your parents. 0707 0708 0709 6-6-25 Pt.1 0710 0711 I am an example of a genuine person. This means I divuldge personal details of 0712 my life of my own volition. A criminal who defends himself in court has 0713 self-dignity. This means he values himself. I do not value myself on a perosnal 0714 level. You could punch the Tirthankars in the face and they wouldnt object. They 0715 are superior to poo poo brains becaus of this. You might be thinking that think 0716 I am important. No. 0717 0718 Bill Cosby used to drug women and rape them. He had enough dignity to defend 0719 himself in court. I would feel immense guilt. Here is my corner of the internet 0720 where I make people hate me for saying "nigger". I am not proud of saying 0721 "nigger". Bill Cosby got out of prision for some reason,and has lots of money. I 0722 am a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am not lots of money. I am not 0723 jealous of Bill Cosby. I say nigger to offset my own self worth i guess and also 0724 I think saying nigger is funny in some abstract self. 0725 0726 By day,I am a charitable person. My Shrink asked me if I am planning to off 0727 myself due to donating $650 dollars to Save The Children as the gas station. No 0728 I am not. I dont know what my rights are,so I throw away my cash to people who 0729 need it. 0730 0731 At the end of the Day Bill Cosby will be superior to me. 0732 0733 6-5-25 Pt.5 0734 0735 I am more offended that a woman from discord told me that she was sorry that I 0736 got SA'ed than I am offended that I (allededly) getting SA'ed as a child. 0737 0738 I feel bad,I dont know why. 0739 0740 6-5-25 Pt.4 0741 0742 More notes for the (alledged) nigger's defense autourney: 0743 0744 I once (alledegy) expressed a desire to kill the (allegded) nigger to my 0745 *redacted* as a child. I was asked "Did *redacted nigger guy* touch you". I said 0746 "no". When cross examining (the retarded autistc person),just say "The retarded 0747 autistic child probably got mad after *redacted nigger guy* was playing too mean 0748 with the green army men". This is a good excuse for saying "no" after being 0749 (alledgy)sexaully assualted in 6th grade,not because I was(alledgdy) unable to 0750 say "yes" due to both being (allegedy)SA'ed about 2 days prior and suffering 0751 from autism(unable to articulate words and stuff) 0752 0753 1 more note for the defense of *nigger guy* 0754 0755 The retarded autstic racist has had since 6th grade to fabricate(?) details 0756 about the *nigger guy*. Also keep in mind this is all heresay and I prefixed all 0757 of the things I am saying with Alledgedy so it cannot (hopefully) used in 0758 court. Also If this is used in court,I have obviously polluted it by saying 0759 "nigger" alot. 0760 0761 1 more note for the defense of *nigger guy* 0762 0763 I am obliviously mentally incompetent to stand trail.... or somthing. 0764 Disregard the fact I wrote a compiler that runs on ARM/RISC-V/X86 webassembly. 0765 I am also (not) obliviously trying to appear insane to not retailate against 0766 someone I forgive(?) on religious grounds... or somthing. 0767 0768 6-5-25 Pt.3 0769 0770 Why am I telling you a story about SA. I was on discrod and told someone about 0771 my (alledged) exiprences with SA. I did not mention that the (alledged) guy was 0772 a nigger. I was told that "Im sorry you had to exipirence that" or something. 0773 This pisses me off. 0774 0775 -] Benefits of (alledgly)getting SA'ed by a nigger as a child 0776 0777 -] I (alledged) learned to mastrubate from the (alledged) nigger 0778 0779 Yay. All problems solved 0780 0781 -] ??? 0782 0783 Nothing else i guess 0784 0785 0786 0787 6-5-25 Pt.2 0788 0789 I will not delegate the story of the imaginary nigger here. 0790 0791 6-5-25 Pt.1 0792 0793 I deleted my discord. I thought about the societal expectations to incriminate 0794 niggers and I got pisssed as I have no ill will towards niggers. If you get 0795 SA'ed by a nigger it is considered bravery to out the nigger. If i dissappear 0796 tommorow it is because I will be educating the therapist on niggers. 0797 0798 You see,if I say nigger and am not SA'ed by niggers,I am a racist. If a nigger 0799 SA'ed me,then I am brave for outing niggers. 0800 0801 My lips are sealed. 0802 0803 In the bible there is a Story of Yusuf. Yusuf got retailiation on his asshole 0804 brothers by making it look they stole from him. He put a golden cup in their bag 0805 and outted them as thieves. He forgave his "theifs" for throwing him in a well. 0806 0807 He did not retailiate in the traditional sense. He had them understand the 0808 error of thier ways without harming them. 0809 0810 Dear defense atourney of non-existent nigger: 0811 0812 -] 1 0813 0814 I am a lair. As a kid i lied to my teacher when I did not do my homework 0815 because I said my family was busy. 0816 0817 -] 2 0818 0819 I was fucked up before the alledged act of being blacked by the nigger. My 0820 parents educated me on sex from a young age so when I (alledegy) got blacked 0821 by the nigger,the SA is only statuatory as the autsitc retard who is 100% not 0822 me was only in 6th grade.(Also the austic retard doesnt exist either) 0823 0824 -] 3 0825 0826 I have a disposition towards niggers. I am obviously doing this to hate 0827 niggers even thought I have elloborated time and time again I view "niggers" 0828 as an abstract term and differante "niggers"(abstract) and black 0829 people(concerete entities) 0830 0831 -] 3 0832 0833 The Statue of limitions probably applies to the nigger who 100% isnt real. 0834 0835 -] 4 0836 0837 I decline to press charges on a non-existent nigger. I am probably making this 0838 all up. 0839 0840 -] 5 0841 0842 I have a myraid of mental health conditions that would make me not morally 0843 culpably for incriminating niggers. Just say I invented the whole expirence in 0844 my mind 0845 0846 0847 Disclaimer: 0848 0849 I am probably lying. I do not have any desire to retailiate aginst the 0850 alledged nigger. I will not press charges aginast the alledged nigger who is 0851 100% not real. 0852 6-5-25 Pt.2 0853 0854 Bytecode/wasm branch pushed to main. I am a retard. Animals do not have 0855 retardation. If you poke an animal,it runs away,if you poke a retard who accepts 0856 his punishment. I am not an animal. 0857 0858 6-4-25 Pt.1 0859 0860 *REDACTED* 0861 0862 6-3-25 Pt.3 0863 0864 One day a guy was enjoying singers. He was told to let the singers rest,but he 0865 was so memerized by the songs he forgot to give them rest. The songs caused him 0866 to forget to give the singers rest and the king whipped his ass. 0867 0868 6-3-25 Pt.2 0869 0870 A racist saying "nigger" is not an accomplishment 0871 0872 A non-racist saying "dont be racist" is not an accomplishment. 0873 0874 Good people create solutions,evil people create problems and sell solutions. 0875 0876 *Racism* is an artifical problem in america and it would be evil to create a 0877 solution by talking about race. 0878 0879 People is strive for solutions need to know if they are either creating of 0880 fixing a problem. A prerequistie of this is knowing if the problem is actually 0881 real. 0882 0883 Otherwise you are just trying to jump to the moon. 0884 0885 6-3-25 Pt.1 0886 0887 I thought about niggers today. One time an woman educated in language told me 0888 about redneck hillbillies fucking their sisters for a good time. You see,I am 0889 less smart than this. I cannot articulate my thoughts on racial slurs 0890 effectively. This is probably because I have nothing important to say about the 0891 n word. 0892 0893 You see,if you stick a pencil through an orange,you get the exit 0894 point(antipode) of where you stuck the pencil in. This means the oppsoite of 0895 saying "I hate niggers" is saying "I love niggers". Both are racist,the anitpode 0896 of racism is still racism. 0897 0898 The point is not to find wheater it is proper to hate or love niggers. The 0899 point to is analysis all properties of the "nigger" word and understand the 0900 whole of the orange. It is about trancending the orange. 0901 0902 <3>0903 0904 0905 0906 0907 0908 0909 0910 0911 0912 0913 0914 0915 0916 0917 0918 0919 0920 0921 0922 0923 0924 0925 0926 0927 0928 0929 0930 6-2-25 Pt.4 0931 0932 Acording to Arhan Niti(?) Poo Poo brains (illbehaved sons) are not entitled to 0933 inheritance. I am a poo poo brain. I think about the n word alot. I thought 0934 about the n word alot at work and I smiled very big. One time I heard that you 0935 *should* not say the n word. I agree,I *should* not say the n word. This brings 0936 me to the idea of penance. If words cannot tame me,then I must resort to other 0937 means to correct myself. 0938 0939 Marichi made a "shortcut" in Dharma because it made his life easier. This is 0940 generally ok as long as you dont preach it to others. I love saying the n word 0941 even though it is not a Jain practive. 0942 0943 I feel like I am crack addict who loves to say the n word. I honor racial 0944 slurs more than my own family. 0945 0946 You see,without penance there is no change. I thought about the n word even 0947 after I dumped about $650 in the donation jar eariler today. 0948 0949 Sacrifice of moving things(money) isnt even correcting anything,i need a 0950 foundational change. 0951 0952 I will think about this. I pray. I say nigger. I volenteer at a food bank. I 0953 say nigger. I donate money. I say nigger. 0954 0955 I fear there is a primoridal "nigger" in me,but I dont know to expell this 0956 nigger but it is pissing me off. 0957 0958 6-2-25 Pt.3 0959 0960 Chris Chan seems to be a *genuine* motherfucker. Modern culture seems to be 0961 non-genuine. You see,Aiwnios.com is genuine. I talk about my genuine thoughts. I 0962 think this is *genuine* culture. Jain scriputres describe geniune ideas. I am 0963 sick of a fake culture. This is indicative of samsara. 0964 0965 Have you wondered about sexuality in the 1950's. In america porn was 0966 illegal,but Marlyn Monroe existed as a subsitute for porn. The point is that 0967 ingenuine culture supresses itself. Racism is a supressed thing,so what does 0968 that say about racism. 0969 0970 Religious dicussion and moral discussion is censored in america,why is this. 0971 Just as you should not listen to Muslims about the joys of Islam,you should 0972 listen to people who leave Islam. Listen to what is unsaid to see what is. 0973 0974 I think racism is subtile in america,I will not deny it. It is thriving(?) 0975 because no one is talking about/condemning racism because it is contraversal,it 0976 should not be contraversal. The CONSENSUS *should* be that niggers are cool and 0977 it ok to be black. 0978 0979 6-2-25 Pt.2 0980 0981 I deadass put like $650 in the Save the children donation jar at the gas 0982 station. The person said "Thats a lot of money" and asked if wanted it back and 0983 I said no. Yes... Even (probably)racist people can be nice and chariatable. The 0984 reason I sleep at night is I would rather be a charitable person who says racial 0985 slurs than a non-charitable perosn who says racial slurs. 0986 0987 I say probably racist as in Jainism,there is a doctirne of non-absolute 0988 thinking(Anekentavada). I say the n word because it is really funny but I dont 0989 think It would be proper to say I hate niggers,and likewise it would be be 0990 improper to say my conduct is indicative of loving niggers. 0991 0992 Ill elloborate: 0993 0994 I was on facebook and I saw people playing Grand Theft Auto and other video 0995 games,like my facebook thing is full of video games for some reason so I assume 0996 this is indicative of culture. I feel an abstrsact ddepressiong for (the state 0997 of )culture because watching people shoot people in video games is not a good 0998 culture. Likewise,me thinking about the n word is not indicative of a good 0999 culture. 1000 1001 When people play video games,they dont actually complemplate homocide as the 1002 video games are not real. Anyone telling you video games lead to mass shoothings 1003 is probably retarded. The reason why is video games are abstract violence 1004 against imaginary beings. Likewise n words seem abstract to me. I dont not think 1005 of enslaving niggers or hating them. Nigger is just a really funny word. 1006 1007 I dont not think niggers should go back to africa or be deported. Quite the 1008 oppsite. I just like the saying nigger because it is an innapropraite word to 1009 scream in walmart. 1010 1011 1012 6-2-25 Pt.1 1013 1014 Heres the deal. Persitent storage in emscritpen is kind of werid 21. Here is 1015 the secret sauce: 1016 1017 First do FS.syncfs(true); to register the IDBFS fs 1018 1019 FS.mkdir('/persist'); 1020 FS.mount(IDBFS, {}, '/persist'); 1021 FS.syncfs(true); 1022 1023 1024 Then use FALSE to sync to disk 1025 1026 1027 static void FS_SYNC() { 1028 EM_ASM( 1029 FS.syncfs(false,function(err){console.log(err); }); 1030 ); 1031 } 1032 1033 1034 Bro what the fuck. 1035 1036 6-1-25 Pt.5 1037 1038 The TempleOS reddit is dumb sort of. I have no plans on visiting it. It seems 1039 like a shitpit but not funny or intellectual. I remember romaniticzing Terry 1040 Davis until I heard him say nigger alot which is weird because i too like the n 1041 word. I do believe Terry did have legidment albiet confused reigious mentality. 1042 1043 6-1-25 Pt.5 1044 1045 It is far easier for a zookeeper to kill a lion than a random person. A 1046 person who pretends to care about lions seduces the lion but a lions enemies are 1047 eaten by the lion. 1048 1049 Likewise, a person with morals should not insult his oppressors but love them. 1050 Terry said God will fuck up his enemies and he gets to watch. 1051 1052 6-1-25 Pt.4 1053 1054 Socrates words were written by his students like Plato. The Tirthankars are 1055 simular in this regard. This is calling a "living cannon". When Mahavir Lord 1056 made Candana the head of the congregation,he made her head of the dharma in some 1057 respect. 1058 1059 Becasue we dont personally know Mahavira/Rsahba and the rest of the 1060 Tirthankars,we rely on faith and judgement and oral traditions. That is why it 1061 is important to not misrepresent claims of the Dharma. Jain scripture CLEARLY 1062 says not to advocate in speech body and mind unholy things. 1063 1064 -] Things not to do(but I do anyway) 1065 1066 -] Say the N word 1067 1068 Himsa extends to words too 1069 1070 -] Eat vegetabes with roots 1071 1072 In the Cha Jiva nikayah(?),living things are classified by senses and plants 1073 have roots which can sense so they shouldnt be eaten. 1074 1075 1076 I am not perfect,saying the n word is not a good practice for Jains. 1077 1078 6-1-25 Pt.3 1079 1080 Tristahi Shalaka Purasha Cairitra often makes appeals to human vices to 1081 condemn the stupidy of Samsara. I think making a game exposing Samsara would be 1082 cool. My work is probably an ok job by (human) morality standards but feeding 1083 homeless retards meat and onions is in poor taste. Acaranga Sutra says(not to 1084 work for good reason) not because you are suppost to be lazy,but to protest 1085 Samsara. 1086 1087 I think quiting my job can allow me to deepen my self in faith. A thing that 1088 annoys me if when people mis(qoute) Jain concepts. A notorious example of when 1089 people say "Syadvada is religion co-existence" or somthing. The Tirhankars have 1090 divine viewpoint. Most humans do not have divine viewpoint so say saying 1091 Syadvada is about religious co-existnece is kind of dumb when we are instructed 1092 to not advocate or profit from heretical practives. 1093 1094 The doctrine is syadvada is accepting that you do not have all the facts there 1095 fore we have faith in those who have unobscured perception. If we are all wrong 1096 (in faith) then why be religious. Like is the KKK good because they think they 1097 are good. 1098 1099 The deviance of thought *must* be within reason and within the words of the 1100 Tirhankars otherwise is is not Jain thinking. 1101 1102 There is a spectrum of Jain thought,Sometimes the Tirhankars would remain 1103 silent. This means there is some things that are intentailly left 1104 un-answered,therefore there is room for deviance. 1105 1106 Why is this relevant? 1107 1108 I have a job. I must feed homeless people to have the job,but it is 1109 ulitmaetley unethical to do so given the circumstances. 1110 1111 6-1-25 Pt.2 1112 1113 Is often say the n word under my breath.I fell stressed about WASM. I feel 1114 moral guilt for not writing a sexy JIT wasm (i used bytecode). The end result is 1115 usable. I will turn pinworms into a game about walking around and telling a 1116 story. 1117 1118 I think the pinworms game "as is" is stupid but can be revisted. I can use the 1119 pinworms engine to make something sexy. I want to tell a tale of Sumangala(?) 1120 from Jain scriptures in a game that I would want to play. Crude humor seems to 1121 be fit for a story about judgement and preception so i think outside of 1122 tasteless humor, the game can be ok. 1123 1124 I will donate assloads of cash to Save the Children. After a I cash 4 1125 paychecks that I havnet cashed yet. 1126 1127 The goal is not to insult Sumangala but to tell a story through the eyes of 1128 people. 1129 1130 6-1-25 Pt.1 1131 1132 You have my word that aiwnios runs on emscripten at a decent framerate. It 1133 will soon come to aiwnios.com for maximum compiler powers. 1134 1135 Every memory access matters,also be sure to sleep at good times. I feel WASM 1136 aiwnios is ok for now,I have no further intrest in making a WASM jit compiler 1137 when it is already partially sauced up as is. I am actaully suprised at how 1138 sexy wasm is when it comes to being fast. 1139 1140 5-31-25 Pt.3 1141 1142 You are often told that your own senses are falsifiable. I once heard a story 1143 from the Bible where after God kills all the gay people in Soddom and 1144 Gamora,Lots daughters have no men to fuck,so they drug their father and fuck 1145 him. 1146 1147 This initially would appear to be an outlandish story about incest,but the 1148 story is much more than "God hates fags". Its about what happens when men 1149 abadndon thier societal values to focus on material pleasures. Without men 1150 taking care of society,it will lead to doom. Women will become confused and 1151 become sexual deviants. 1152 1153 You may be wondering why this is relevant. I once asked somone why God would 1154 kill all the gay people. He asked "Do you think the people who wrote the bible 1155 were stupid?". I was confused by the question. 1156 1157 The point is,abandoning the obligation of serving others will lead to societal 1158 decay. For a story from 1000s of years ago,it holds lots of relevance today. 1159 1160 NOTE: 1161 1162 The Soddom and Gomora narrative is not a Jain one,you shouldnt kill gay people 1163 even though they are condemnable. The point is retards like to talk about God 1164 killing gay people and seldom bring up the entire story of Lot and his wives. 1165 1166 1167 5-31-25 Pt.2 1168 1169 I heard about Donald Trump talking about eating cats and dogs and Kamala 1170 Hariss was trying not to laugh. I talke about eating n words. I alsmost feel bad 1171 for Trump that I am unaware of the full context of what it means to eat cats 1172 and dogs. Maybe im doing projection,but when I talk about eating niggers,I am 1173 talking about societal hyprocracy of valueing some lives and not others. Donald 1174 is just talking about haitian aliens or something. 1175 1176 5-31-25 Pt.1 1177 1178 Wasm aiwnios is ass,I will try chromium. Im was hoping for about 3-5x worse 1179 perfromance than native bytecode but this shit is ass. I got a mouse cursor to 1180 move around at like .5 fps on webaiwnios. This is gay. I have a secret plan but 1181 I will halt on actinf on it for tonight. 1182 1183 5-30-25 Pt.2 1184 1185 I thought about eating niggers today. I thought about cannabilism. The reason 1186 why is not because i hate niggers,but because in africa niggers sometimes eat 1187 eachother. Ill be frank,niggers probably taste like shit and so do white 1188 people,but lets me real,it isnt about race. 1189 1190 Just as one should not move to africa to eat niggers(legally),one shold also 1191 not engage in thinking about eating niggers. I am in the wrong. I am tthinking 1192 of barbequed niggers because i feel the need to retaliate against society. This 1193 is not a Jain practive. Let me elloborate. 1194 1195 What am I protesting. life. The point is,if I can legally fuck an 18 year(even 1196 though the brain is not fully developed yet at this age),then the age of consnet 1197 should be moved up,probably around 21 or somthing. Everyone agrees that consent 1198 is good,but what is the age of consent. If I move to Allah-topia and fuck 9-year 1199 olds like Muhammad,then I am still have sex at the Islamic age of consent(9 for 1200 females). 1201 1202 Because mentally ill people are unable to make educated decisions,they 1203 *should* be denied the right to fuck because they are retarded. But this isnt 1204 the case. CONSENT/OTHER-RIGHTS is effectively a hocus pocus game of legal (eww 1205 its gross). Lets just fuck the LEGAL part and say "STOP FUCKING CHILDREN". "STOP 1206 EATING NIGGERS". "STOP BEING RACIST" ,"STOP ASSUMING HUMANS ARE BOTN WITH 1207 RIGHTS". 1208 1209 Altruism(not eating niggers,not having premarital sex,not killing) is always 1210 correct. It is improper conduct to choose when to act morally,and when not to. 1211 The purpose of true morality is to be upheld. This includes retialiation of 1212 people we dont like. THis includes not spiting people we dont like. 1213 1214 5-30-25 Pt.1 1215 1216 1217 I uploaded a video of a woman getting cucked by food. 1218 Woman getting cucked by food. This is intended for comedy(I hope). 1219 1220 5-29-25 Pt.1 1221 1222 I was with a customer yesterday and the person was easily amused and annoying 1223 and slow. She acted like she never saw food before. She asked where the bread 1224 came from and in a monotone voice i said "i dont know". She said "You must 1225 really want me out of here". I did not respond in words. I laughed. She 1226 displayed a remarkable act of implicit forgiveness even though she is probably 1227 gay: she did not desire retaliation even though I (seemingly) did not like her. 1228 1229 We ae told to not retalialte against others who are more than willing to 1230 retaliate against us in Jain scriptures. I got out Jained by woman. I say she 1231 was probably gay as she was not an obese land whale. 1232 1233 5-28-25 Pt.4 1234 1235 There used to be exploitation films that were legally allowed to exist because 1236 they were "educational" on what not to do. This was when you couldnt have sex 1237 and violence in movies. I feel like a explioatation film where I learn forbidden 1238 things about the world. Such things include Trump,n words,porn and literal shit. 1239 I see it all. 1240 1241 I think that if an Federal Agent is reading my website,they probably wont like 1242 my jokes about gooning to Pump. I have said time and time again this is not 1243 about humor,its about expressing reality. One does not fully understand the 1244 impact of a trail until they see the victim's testimony. I say this as I being 1245 stupid have to hear things to understand them. I cannot just accept that "n 1246 words are bad because slavery" and understand it. I need to hear it,even if it 1247 is from my own mouth. 1248 1249 Its called the shitpit for numerous reasons,I truthfully dont actually 1250 understand with shit and niggers are bad. Like when I was a child,I was thinking 1251 about shit and niggers. 1252 1253 Examining the whirlpool, a man, versed in the sacred lore, should keep off from 1254 it. Leaving the world to avert the current (of sin), such a great man, free from 1255 acts, knows and sees the truth; examining (pleasures) he does not desire them. 1256 1257 1258 Akaranga 5.6.2 1259 1260 5-28-25 Pt.3 1261 1262 I am special in both way(retarded and valueable) but in the worst ways of 1263 both. I am special(to myself). I value myself possibly. Matt Walsh once said 1264 Hillary Clinton and Hitler worshipped the self and thus were evil. This 1265 initially souinds retarded but is actually quite profound. 1266 1267 The epitome of retardation is not understaning the outside world(anything 1268 outside of the self). Hitler and possibly Hillary Clinton both valued themselves 1269 though everyone in history thinks they are dumb. They are oblivious to the 1270 outside world,but are valued(by themselves). 1271 1272 Now lets talk about Clayton(me). He says the n-word. Who is laughing??. I make 1273 jokes about mass debating to the fat orange. Who is laughing???. If you are not 1274 laughing you only prove my point. I am the only one laughing at this crude 1275 humor,outside of other disturbed "specials". I am not delusional as I know I am 1276 the onyl one luaghing. 1277 1278 I suppose the question is "why say the n-word". It is a good question. Why 1279 would I ruin my future with aiwnios.com and entertain retards on the internet. 1280 Why would a person do this. The answer is simple,or perhaps its not idk. Why 1281 people graffiti "I was here" under bridges. It is illegal in burgerland to do 1282 grafffiti,but I know there is a deeper meaning. 1283 1284 It is an expression of self value to do horrible things. It is a way to 1285 prove,not to the world but to yourself you are special. This I why all autsitic 1286 people mastrubate to sonic the hedghehog porn except for me. This is why all 1287 specials love to express themselves. It is a statement of self values. 1288 1289 5-28-25 Pt.2 1290 1291 I have all the capacity and lack of worldly bondage to be an otherwise good 1292 person but I say too many racial slurs. I could stop,people measure actions by 1293 their antipodes. I will confess my sins today. 1294 1295 -] Sins of 5-28-25 1296 1297 -] I swore out loud Pt.1 1298 1299 I was cleaning a refrigerator at work and I said "Oh God that is F--". I did 1300 not say fuck by I said Oh God but I almost said fuck out loud. 1301 1302 -] I said the Nigger word Pt.2 1303 1304 I said Nigger-Fucking twice 1305 1306 1307 1308 Ill be frank. I said that *I could be a good person*. I have no reason not to 1309 but I choose to say the nigger word. I used to wonder how many people it took in 1310 history to build a single door. Lots of people had to live to figure out how to 1311 cut down trees,then many more people had to learn how to combine wood,and many 1312 more has to exist to figure out doorknobs. 1313 1314 The points is good people exist. I am not one of them. A good person can kill 1315 in crisis. A bad perosn kills in clear consoiousness. I say nigger. 1316 1317 5-28-25 Pt.1 1318 1319 Emscripten's nigger fucking port of SDL2 is busting my balls. I get there 1320 being no fucking clipboard function. Ok got it.No fucking SDL_RegisterEvents,eat 1321 some ice cream. 1322 1323 No I have to find something Jainly do to do for the the 3days straight as the 1324 EMSDK compiles from source code. In HOPE that it will have a functioning SDL2. I 1325 looked at the headers and the nigger fucking function is in the headers but aint 1326 linking. 1327 1328 5-27-25 Pt.2 1329 1330 How the fuck you i do signals in wasm 1331 1332 5-27-25 Pt.1 1333 1334 My parents were horrible parents despite being well educated. This probably 1335 explains why I dont want to/should not have kids. There is a concept of 1336 emotional incest that I fear when my dad will die. My mother will probably cry 1337 to me or something. I will tell her to talk to a therapist or something. This 1338 would probably sound cruel but is appropraite probably. The problem is that a 1339 child is suppost to be loved by his parents. A parent should not be dependant on 1340 a child for emotional gratification. Either you are loved too much(incest),or 1341 you are not loved enough(neglect). 1342 1343 Neglect is far less punishable than (emotional or otherwise) incest in 1344 jurisprudence. 1345 1346 So,is the reaeson I should not have kids due to my parents,it is ultimately 1347 due to me,not my parents. 1348 1349 -] Why Clayton Doesnt need Children 1350 1351 1. I say lots of racial slurs online. 1352 2. I make jokes about mastrubating to Donald Pump. 1353 3. I value morality/ideas more than humans 1354 4. I am autistic 1355 5. I can barely care for my goldfish 1356 6. I will not willingly seek help for myself(if I needed it),let alone another 1357 human. 1358 1359 1360 1361 5-26-25 Pt.5 1362 1363 Hermits are people who recluse from society to evade pain. Man is 1364 fundamentally a singular agent and hence acts for himself. The freedom of a man 1365 lives at his singular heart an not in the hearts of others. A person who does no 1366 pain to others likewise can only accept the pain he recieves. 1367 1368 5-26-25 Pt.4 1369 1370 All sorts of living beings should not be slain, nor treated with violence, nor 1371 abused, nor tormented, nor driven away. Know about this, there is no wrong in 1372 it. This is the doctrine of the teachers. 1373 1374 1375 Akaranga 4.2.5 1376 1377 5-26-25 Pt.3 1378 1379 I am not a child. This means I am not dependant on parents. Ideally parents 1380 love thier children even if the Gods take them away and displace them. Most 1381 people dont say racial slurs on the internet. Just as a child is subject to a 1382 parent,an adult must not live for the affection of women or parents because that 1383 would make them a child again. 1384 1385 To not be a child means to not say racial slurs on the internet. As a child I 1386 was effectively lied to and told that I was going to be the next big thing. 1387 1388 1389 1390 1391 <4>1392 1393 1394 1395 1396 1397 1398 1399 1400 1401 1402 1403 1404 5-26-25 Pt.2 1405 1406 Heres the Donald Trump Deal: I use longjmp to do "Fault exceptions" in the 1407 sexy bytecode branches. It triggers as "fault" as usual. me gyatt to implement 1408 single steppin x Breakpoints. Bytecode aiwnios is about 7x shittier than regular 1409 aiwnios. 1410 1411 5-26-25 Pt.1 1412 1413 I often times think about marrying Donald Pump. He is a fat orange person and 1414 me and him have a lot in common. He is werid person like me and likes to brag 1415 about grabbing women by the pussy which he is too obese to actually pull off. He 1416 writes like a fourth grader(see aiwnios.com) and says politically inncorrect 1417 things. 1418 1419 You may be wondering if I am serious right now. I think about the archretype 1420 of mariage with the orange pussy grabber. I do not think about the semantics of 1421 marriage other than transitioning into a woman so he can grab my pussy. I spent 1422 like 2 shours 2 nights ago laughing at the idea of doing un-Jainly things into a 1423 Trump Chia Statue I own. I thought about a psuedo mythology of activities 1424 involving bodily fluids and the Trump statue. 1425 1426 Because I dont feel like getting sued I cannot describe these even though the 1427 hyptocryte pussy grabber likes to sexually assualt women. Retaliation is not the 1428 point or even the desire here. I like to think about being gay for Trump even 1429 though I am not a faggot. 1430 1431 I think it roots in the archetype of marraige. I do not want sex from Pump,I 1432 want to think about the absurdity of romantic relationships with Trump. He has 1433 nothing to offer humanity (of value) yet I love him. 1434 1435 I was tyelling people about my homosexual psuedo-lust for Trump and I was told 1436 that we are amazing painters but sometimes we(me) choose to shit on the canvas. 1437 1438 I do not forgive Trump,I accept him. 1439 1440 5-24-25 Pt.2 1441 1442 I am writing from bytecode aiwnios. 1443 1444 5-24-25 Pt.1 1445 1446 According to Svetambars,the Indra Lord stole Mahavira from his original mother 1447 and gave him to another mother. 1448 1449 5-24-25 Pt.1 1450 1451 I seek refudge in the destroyer of Karmas. I thought of n-words today. The 1452 fact is I took pride in my love for all beings including n-words. They did not 1453 deserve to be ensalved. Jain Scripture says to not ensalve things and this would 1454 include black people. 1455 1456 You may be wondering why I am talking about n-words during Samayika. I love 1457 them. I seek refudge in they whoose freindship is with all creatures. I saw 1458 snails and slugs this morning and saw they could have been step on but I did not 1459 step on them because I have good faith. 1460 1461 One thing I dont feel is happiness too often. I feel happiness that I love 1462 niggers. I love it when people love niggers and snails. 1463 1464 There is a divine happiness in the form of the 24 Tirhankars that brings joy 1465 to the world,who the God of Gods bow to. Im pretty sure there is genre of 1466 writings in japan where people write stories with little plot. It doesnt require 1467 anything to be a good person. The Tirhankars are not recievers of wealth,they 1468 are givers. 1469 1470 They are the givers of wealth,givers of shelter,givers of life,givers of 1471 saftey and givers of law,and they are the rulers of divine law. I find it nice 1472 to read Jain scripture and read the prays in Scripture. Like you alredy know how 1473 it's going to end but it is still legendary to read. 1474 1475 5-24-25 Pt.2 1476 1477 I found an TI-Nsprire CX CAS at work. It is lit,I used to make obscene 1478 animations and games on the calculators at school. One time I made the 1479 calculators say "Fuck niggers" continously and then I forgot to turn the 1480 calculator off so the teacher found it and I got in trouble. 1481 1482 One of my parents was pissed that the teachers emails used incorrect grammar 1483 when discusing the obscenities. 1484 1485 I made some cool calculator games like "Oregon Fail" and "Crappy bird"(a 1486 flappy bird game). Oregon Fail was funny because you could have sex for money 1487 but you could get STDs. The sex scenes were animated in true TI-84 glory 1488 1489 5-24-25 Pt.1 1490 1491 I thought about pissing and ejaculating in a Donald Pump statue I have and 1492 then emulating 1 Man 1 Jar with it. I thougt about this for about 2 hours 1493 because it was funny. 1494 1495 If i inserted the Donald Pump statue into my rectum then it might break in my 1496 ass so probably not a good idea. There is nothing good about Donald Pump getting 1497 stuck in your ass so defs not a good idea. 1498 1499 5-21-25 Pt.1 1500 1501 Aiwnios is coming to a WASM near you,hopefully. This is going to be some 21 1502 shit poppin. Heres the plan. Im going to do bytecode and do compiler thunks for 1503 "HOT" code. Each code path will be its own shit. This is because TempleOS needs 1504 to be able to recieve interupts(Ctrl Alt+C),and I am not fuckin with WASI. This 1505 will be a 100% WASM shit. 1506 1507 Loops will be interuptable. 1508 1509 5-20-25 Pt.2 1510 1511 Not doing things is easy when you have no desire to do them. I am sleepy now. 1512 Posadhavrata will be observed tonight. 1513 1514 5-20-25 Pt.1 1515 1516 They leaked Ye's new album. Today I was at work and a woman said she shoplifts 1517 hair products. Stuff disappeared afterwards. She was like "Oh,theres that stuff 1518 I shoplift". Time to make a twitter to see Ye. 1519 1520 5-19-25 Pt.4 1521 1522 Water only moves floating things and fish,not heavy rocks. I am a heavy rock. 1523 Donald Trump is a living statue that casts a shadow. Good people do 1524 things,statues sit around. I would say I am a probably racist poo poo brain. I 1525 serve people while volenteering,but it gets me nowhere. 1526 1527 I had a dream yesterday where I said ,"Freedom means nothing if you dont use 1528 it". A free person can walk around town and say "Trump is a faggot" and have to 1529 look around him to make sure no one is listening. A person in prision basically 1530 lives to say and do inflamitory things but isnt free. 1531 1532 5-19-25 Pt.3 1533 Culpable: 1534 1535 (1) Deserving censure; worthy of blame; faulty; immoral; criminal. 1536 1537 Retards *should* be culpable. I am culpable for saying the n word alot and 1538 being a retard. 1539 1540 5-19-25 Pt.2 1541 1542 100% of people who commit crimes are people. Thefore imprision all people to 1543 solve crime. This is a retarded thing to say as only a fraction of people 1544 commmit crimes,but humanity is seemingly unaware of Bayes Theorem. Most tomatoes 1545 are red but not all vegetables are tomatoes. I wish I was never diagnosed with 1546 Autism. 1547 1548 Ajitantha(I think) once encountered a wizard who said the world would end and 1549 people belived the wizard,so things got heptic. A hypothetical evil is lesser 1550 than a real one. You might be wondering,"Why act against yourself". I would 1551 rather ask this "I will see the pain when it comes only when it comes". I 1552 could(probably will) go to an mental hospital. But if I dont uphold my rights 1553 then I am certianly fucked. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real one. 1554 1555 If I dissapear,it is not of my own volition. 1556 1557 5-19-25 Pt.1 1558 1559 Moral culpability seems to be denied to me because I am retarded. By taking 1560 the meds I am being a retard. I can accept moral culpability by not taking meds. 1561 1562 The problem is meds are being used as a subsitute for real conversations that 1563 need to be had. 99% of problems can be resolved with reason. As a offical retard 1564 the hueristic says I must be medicated to be fixed but I do not believe I am 1565 de-facto retarded,only de-jure retarded. It is literally dehumanizing to see I 1566 am a retard and be denied moral culpability. 1567 1568 If a schitzophrenic kills someone because of a voice,is it the voice or the 1569 person who killed someone. Does the demon need a laywer too? This logic is 1570 fallacious as I dont want to kill people and I dont hear voices. 1571 1572 5-18-25 Pt.2 1573 1574 I didnt take the retard pills tonight. I feel guilt but this will wash away 1575 soon. 1576 1577 5-18-25 Pt.1 1578 1579 People condemn MAGA republicans but not the fat orange pussy grabber. I used 1580 to think MAGA was an anime. I was confused when I was reading an employee 1581 handbook and reading about MAGA hats. 1582 1583 August 28 will be the first day of fasting,Ill try to remember that. Calendar. 1584 1585 5-17-25 Pt.1 1586 1587 Dravya samgrah is a good text. Its about The tattvas and values of right 1588 conduct and stuff. Its 58(?) verses and is pretty lit. 1589 1590 5-14-25 Pt.1 1591 1592 Latin Tattvarth Sutra Pt.2 incoming(needs translation). Pt.1 here. 1593 1594 1595 5-13-25 Pt.1 1596 1597 I was doing some OOP shit for pinworms. By OOP i mean function pointers in 1598 classes. I want to make weapons their own files,Right now there is a "Green" 1599 folder in Pinworms 1600 1601 5-12-25 Pt.4 1602 1603 The Tirhankars bought peace by existing. I say the f*ggot word alot. I bring 1604 swear words. I was thinking about Samsara,it is worth it to say slurs . If I die 1605 I will probably say a homophobic slur because it's funny. It is in bad taste. 1606 The Tirthankars have made great sacrifices to perfect thier charactor,I just say 1607 homophobic slurs alot. I am not worphy of grace. 1608 1609 I called Trump a f*ggot alot today. I made jokes about being gay for Trump. It 1610 is so frequent that people dont say anything when I saw "Trump is my gay lover". 1611 1612 I live in bizarro world where I have no immediate consequnces for my action 1613 and I dont like it. I wish people would beat me when I call Trump a f*ggot. 1614 1615 The meds make me smile. The meds make me sane. The meds give me the properites 1616 of self acceptance while not giving true acceptance. This is not real,it only 1617 has the properties of being real. 1618 1619 5-12-25 Pt.3 1620 1621 Help me by not helping me. 1622 1623 5-12-25 Pt.2 1624 1625 I feel like I am destined to be retarded. Dont be born a retard please. I will 1626 seek a real job. I am loosing my sanity. Volenteering and working is a bad 1627 idea(at the same place). I want to do something with myself,I would feel guilt 1628 for quitting my job but it is morallly imperative to not enable this behavior. 1629 1630 It is probably not moral to pay me 8 hours a week for what I,I work that in 1631 like 2 days and the I volenteer the rest of the days. Disability sucks as I am 1632 kept from having too many hours because I am retarded and the tardwranglers want 1633 the SSI. 1634 1635 I could have had a normal life,but I am retarded. Its a game of "Let me help 1636 you,or else". I must be helped as I am retarded. I face retaliation when I 1637 refuse help. 1638 1639 5-12-25 Pt.1 1640 1641 Me and the homies hate debian. Use ubuntu,it actually works and has recent 1642 software. pkg-config/sdl2-config isnt recognizing sdl2_mixer for a 33 year old 1643 video game with a modern source port(ECWOLF). I reinstalled libsdl2-mixer-dev 1644 and libsdl2-dev to no avail. 1645 1646 Also ECWOLF isnt actually present on the debian repos so you will have to 1647 stick as pencil up your dickhole for entertainment(aka DOSBOX). 1648 1649 5-11-25 Pt.3 1650 1651 Lord Mahavira told a guy that he could escape hellfire buy convincing a 1652 butcher of his evil ways. He threw the butcher in the well and went to Lord 1653 Mahavira and was told by the Lord that the butcher made cows out of clay and 1654 killed them. I will need to come to a realization regarding the n word. 1655 Speech,thought and physical violence is bad,so I will have to accept that saying 1656 the n word is bad. 1657 1658 Some people think unquestioned devotion is bad until I ask,"Why is saying the 1659 n word bad when I hurts no-one.". I will perform Pratikraman now regarding the n 1660 word and as a digvarata I will not say it for a week. 1661 1662 5-11-25 Pt.2 1663 1664 The Tirthankars would disaprove of me saying nigger. The reason I say nigger 1665 is to illustrate the hyprocracy of freedom. Nigger Nigger nigger. The purpose of 1666 true divine law is to reduce suffering. This requires no jurisprudence. Freedom 1667 means nothing if you dont use it. Secutards fail to realize this. They love to 1668 make jurisprudence,which is hocus pocus reasoning. The purpose of laws is to 1669 create peace,not to obey the abritary standard for the sake of observing a law. 1670 1671 I *should* not say nigger but society is too fucking stupid. I am guilty. I 1672 preemptively proclaim guilt for saying nigger. 1673 1674 5-11-25 Pt.1 1675 1676 Hi niggers,I would have been a loyalist to the British goverment if I was 1677 alive during 1776. There are mutliple reasons why. I would probably be a 17th 1678 century Christian and would not want to rebel agianst my oppressors. Also 1679 oppressors is a bad word for the british despite being accurate. 1680 1681 By oppressors we mean the goverment. The goverment can take your life at 1682 anytime,but the British goverment also provided security. Goverments are made to 1683 help control people and this is called security. 1684 1685 It would be too unethical to risk putting your future into an unknown 1686 nigger-owner revolutionary. It would be unethical to risk the future of your 1687 family for an unknown result. 1688 1689 The reason I am saying this is becuase in school I was told about loyalists. 1690 The never really elloborated why they were loyal to Britian. They were loyal for 1691 good reason. You have to ask yourself "Is God greater than an unknown political 1692 reward?" I dont think so. 1693 1694 5-10-25 Pt.1 1695 1696 Rucka's Spotify got nuked. His Black-God song had to be changed to "B God". 1697 Tardants 1698 1699 5-9-25 Pt.2 1700 1701 Markov Models be spitting out some real shit. 1702 1703 SHITPIT ENTRIES CAN OBTAIN MOSKA A ABNORMAL CONFUSED REALITY 1704 1705 5-9-25 Pt.1 1706 1707 I was fucking around with Markov models today to generate text. I think it is 1708 stupid but funny. The problem is the computer doesnt know what it is doing. I 1709 tried doing bayes thoerem to group like concepts togheter,but it is hard 1710 expecially when you have dumb words like "the" and "it". Markov models spit out 1711 existing conditions and dont learn. 1712 1713 Source,here is a sample. 1714 1715 1716 THE RADIO AND HOLYNESS IN TRUTH HAVE TO RIGHTS ADVOCATE FREEDOM FOR THE HOME SO 1717 ENEMIES DONT EVEN DOES EVIL , BUFFER WHILE IF THIS IS INSANE RETARD MASTERS OF 1718 CFIFOI FIFOI , BUT WOULD REFER TO TRAVIS SCOTT MUSIC SOUNDS FAR AWAY HIS MUSIC . 1719 ON SCREEN WHEN RAN UNDER CONSTRUCTION WORKER BECAUSE LWP LIEGHT WEIGHT OF THE 1720 ATTENTION AS ITS OWN THOUGHTS . IM ADDICTED TO JUMP THE USA SERVER OTHER FORM 1721 FOR ASSLOADS OF NUMBERS OF LEGALLY PRESRIBED DRUGS AND PUT A GOOD FREINDS 1722 FAMILY'S STARTED ANY RATIONAL TO DO ALOT SMARTER THAN THE CREATINS TITS 1723 1724 1725 As you can see it sort of understands "Travis Scott" and "music"(And holyness 1726 in truth) but not quite. I could use CYK parsers and more than 1-ngram to 1727 improve the results,but I dont care. 1728 1729 The best way to produce something real is to copy(word for word) something 1730 real. 1731 1732 5-7-25 Pt.1 1733 1734 I made the computer generate shit meshes. I think it is fun to have the 1735 computer generate gprahics for me. See here for the source code. I made mesh 1736 cliping also. HEres the deal(Trump Deal). I will need to make the "real world 1737 "meshes be filled in the game. For the CD6 I will need to do some cool shit. 1738 1739 I am Travis Scott feinin for a cool enviorment you can drive around in. After 1740 booting "PinWorms" on the in-game CP/M machine. 1741 1742 5-6-25 Pt.2 1743 1744 I think the pinworm game is retarded but the point of pinworms wont be the 1745 game,it will be the world around pinworms. The game will feature shit and piss 1746 and Floppy Disks. 21 1747 5-6-25 Pt.1 1748 1749 I got a pinworm game plan. I want the game to be epic,I was workin on a UI 1750 thing for the game. I like how in Doom3 you can press buttons in the game world 1751 on the computer screens. Like you can just walk up to a computer and press 1752 buttons on it,it doesnt open a menu. 1753 1754 Ill be frank,I want to make a cool game where the purpose isnt the game,it will 1755 be about exploring the area around the game. I will use my HolyCP/M Emulator for 1756 the computers in the game. You will have to go outside and do a job then 1757 return to the pinworm game on your in-game computer. 1758 1759 5-5-25 Pt.1 1760 1761 Akesios may return. Im pumped. One day a retard screamed "Howdy" at me when I 1762 was walking down town and I smilled because he is a retard and it is acceptable 1763 for him. 1764 1765 I hope Akesios doesnt think I am a retard,im a excited to see him again. 1766 1767 5-4-25 Pt.3 1768 1769 Dont use genetic nueral networks. They become good at a specific task and then 1770 dont really learn anything. 1771 1772 5-4-25 Pt.2 1773 1774 Twitch bitches need to stop. There is more to life than sitting on a computer 1775 playing minecraft. Even porn is better than Twich Bitches because it doesnt 1776 involve sitting in front on Minecraft for hours. 1777 1778 Ill be frank. As a kid I watched alot of minecraft videos because I didnt know 1779 what normal people watched as a kid. There is no artistic value in minecraft 1780 videos. Computer programming is good as you do stuff but masturbating to Twich 1781 Bitches for an 4 hour stream is dumb. 1782 1783 I dont like pleasing people. Twictch Bitching is the thing I would not want to 1784 do. 1785 1786 Ill give you some history. I was a weird kid. I had no freinds and still have 1787 no freinds like Chris Chan,but I am on assloads of pills that make it not 1788 matter. Growing up,I wanted freinds and I saw people would do things like play 1789 Team Fortress 2 togheter,I was too retarded to be allowed to use a decent 1790 computer for gaming so I watched videos of people playing video games. 1791 1792 I used to not know what video games were until my mom bought me a playstation 1793 2 which I fell in love with. Even amoung the austists I was an outcast because I 1794 didnt play enough "cool" video games. I had shitty game consoles like he Wii. 1795 1796 Religion is a more worthwhile investment than video games(Samsara). If you 1797 just sit down to realize stuff,it is better than playing minecraft all day. I 1798 dont do this for respect. I'll elloborate: 1799 1800 When programming,you dont stream all day:you solve problems. The reward is 1801 solving the problem. It will pain you to not solve the problem,the problem being 1802 solved is destroying pain and the reward is seeing you did it. 1803 1804 This brings me to aiwnios.com and aiwnios. Why do I do these things? No one is 1805 watching and cares(other than when I say "nigger"). 1806 1807 I do it for my own entainment. I do it for solving the problem which is the 1808 world needs a good HolyC compiler that runs on Linux,Windows and beyond; It's 1809 fun. 1810 1811 HolyC_Latin will be worthwhile probably but it needs lots of work. I dont 1812 expect to see people using or care if people use it. 1813 1814 5-4-25 Pt.1 1815 1816 I called Trump a faggot alot today but I made an attempt to talk to scary 1817 people. I havent listened to Dave Blunts today either. 1818 1819 5-3-25 Pt.3 1820 1821 -] Todays Sins 1822 1823 -] Saying homophobic slurs alot 1824 1825 I said Trump is a f word today alot 1826 1827 -] Listened to Dave Blunts 1828 1829 He uses alot of racial/ableist/homophobic slurs in his songs which is 1830 not got for holyness. 1831 1832 -] Ignored people I found scary 1833 1834 I dont like people. 1835 1836 1837 Slurs are bad because they are thought harm. Some people cannot understand 1838 humor. 1839 1840 1841 5-3-25 Pt.2 1842 1843 Dave Blunts made a reference to Aesops fable " a bundle of sticks" and called 1844 himself a faggot. Im am partially convinced this guy is alot smarter than being 1845 "IEP retarded" as he claims. 1846 1847 5-3-25 Pt.1 1848 1849 Dave Bluntz is a good rapper. His wordplay is good sometimes. I was playing 1850 with nueral networks. I use a softmax function to maximze error functions. It 1851 makes small values smaller and big values bigger. 1852 1853 It's good because when you have 1/0 values the average between 1/0 is .5 . 1854 Softmax fixes this 1855 1856 1857 // Softmax function 1858 cnt=neat->output_cnt; 1859 sum=0.; 1860 while(--cnt>=0) { 1861 ret[cnt]=smol_sexymoids[neat->hidden_nodes[cnt][LAYERS-1].value]; 1862 sum+=Exp(ret[cnt]*3.); 1863 } 1864 cnt=neat->output_cnt; 1865 while(--cnt>=0) { 1866 ret[cnt]=Exp(ret[cnt]*3.)/sum; 1867 } 1868 1869 1870 1871 5-1-25 Pt.2 1872 1873 Someone who consents to sex cannot claim rape. If they get an STD they are 1874 morally copable for it. Sometimes I think of work as sex and I would otherwise 1875 be getting raped because I dont want to volenteer 5 days a week for 8 hours of 1876 paid labor. 1877 1878 I cannot claim rape as I am raping myself. 1879 1880 5-1-25 Pt.1 1881 1882 Action and in-action are the same sometimes. Condemnation is good. Condemning 1883 stupid people by not advocating stupidy is good. Allowing it is inaction and is 1884 a sin. Being stupid is action and is a sin. 1885 1886 Discernment is for deciding the value of action and in-action. Discrenment is 1887 a strength. 1888 1889 4-30-25 Pt.3 1890 1891 Why would I talk to poo poo brains for culture. They have nothing to offer me 1892 of value,or society 1893 1894 4-30-25 Pt.2 1895 1896 Psuedo culture is when people form a culture around a loose idenity. This 1897 includes both gay people and Trump. They have no canonical doctrine. 1898 Relationships with poo poo brains is psuedo culture. 1899 1900 The Tirhankars gave religion,the monks gave householders proper conduct and 1901 culture. This is defined by the Jain Anuvratas. gayness/Trump-ism is not a 1902 canonical doctrine and therefore cannot consitute a real canonized culture. 1903 1904 4-30-25 Pt.1 1905 1906 I remember seeing KanYe on TV at a fasion store as a kid. It was cool because 1907 it was the E.T. music video and I liked aliens as a kid. 1908 1909 Ye was in Korea. 1910 1911 4-29-25 Pt.2 1912 1913 I let out a loud ableist slur when i walked in my home after the *REDACTED* 1914 left me at volenteering *REDACTED* exploitation for an extra 2 hours. 1915 1916 No one who knows me from childhood would be suprised i said this. It would 1917 actually be more shocking to them if I didnt,but I suppose you cant be shocked 1918 at something that doesnt happen. 1919 1920 You might be wondering why a Jain is saying this. I can do without the extra 1921 points in heaven. My charity for the day is invalidated but I dont fucking care. 1922 1923 4-29-25 Pt.1 1924 1925 *REDACTED* 1926 1927 4-28-25 Pt.2 1928 1929 Condemning hate is hateful or something. 1930 1931 4-28-25 Pt.1 1932 1933 Im goin' full Latin mode. Tattvarth Sutra needs a Latin translation. The 1934 difference between Muammar Muhammadd Al-Qaddafi and other retards is that 1935 Qaddafi was Islamist where as other retards just care about Shariah law only. 1936 You may be wondering why I am saying this. Qaddafi was Islam"-ist" where as 1937 ISIS just wants Islam"ic". Ill elloborate: 1938 1939 Qaddafi's Green book calls for a utopia that is cultually Islamic,and does not 1940 consult the Sunnah or Quran,ISIS is based on the Sunnah and Quran and the leader 1941 was a learned man in Sharia'ah poo poo Law. 1942 1943 It is important when discusing religion that you qoute sources.otherwise you 1944 are "culturally" religious. It is imperative to be religious for religous 1945 reasons and not cultural ones. 1946 1947 NOTE: 1948 1949 ISIS is a retarded thing,stay away from it. Qaddafi is better than ISIS 1950 retards,both are still retarded due to improper faith. 1951 1952 NOTE: Pt.2 1953 1954 ISIS is islamic,google Hudood punishments in Sharia'ah law then google ISIS. 1955 It is a common westeren myth that they are "not intented to be implemented",as i 1956 said,Qoute sources. 1957 1958 O believers! Stand firm for justice as witnesses for Allah even if it is 1959 against yourselves, your parents, or close relatives. Be they rich or poor, 1960 Allah is best to ensure their interests. So do not let your desires cause you to 1961 deviate from justice. If you distort the testimony or refuse to give it, then 1962 know that Allah is certainly All-Aware of what you do. 1963 1964 Qruan 4:135 1965 1966 The myth only applies to adultery,not to other punishable offences. 1967 1968 1969 Those who accuse chaste women of adultery and fail to produce four witnesses, 1970 give them eighty lashes each. And do not ever accept any testimony from them for 1971 they are indeed the rebellious 1972 1973 Quran 24:4 1974 1975 1976 4-27-25 Pt.4 1977 1978 Ye loves his childen. He is probably delusional but still wants his children. 1979 I dont loose something I dont want. Do you loose trash when you throw it out? No 1980 you dont. I feel illness in that I obviously dont want something but I am 1981 burdened with having it. Opposite of Ye. 1982 1983 4-27-25 Pt.3 1984 1985 Improper usage of things is inauspicious. I hope I dont go to hell. I am a 1986 horrible owner of things. I see morality in my goldfish and I think they look 1987 retarded. I would not harm them but they are really fucking dumb. I dont hate 1988 them. I would be better off if they were in the wild and not in a fish tank. 1989 1990 I see death and emptyness when I see them. It pains me to see them in a tank 1991 forever. I feed them ass loads of food to compensate. 1992 1993 4-27-25 Pt.2 1994 1995 Ownsership is where something rests before you. It is a sacred thing to own 1996 something. Things are best owned that are reuseable,and knowledge is good so 1997 computers are the perfect possetion in some way. 1998 1999 I think that the side effects of owning things is retaining use for them. If I 2000 write a compiler it is good because I learn about compilers. 2001 2002 I want to write a tool for running FreeBSD programs on Linux and beyound 2003 because I like BSD. I thought about making a KanYe fan game. I dont want to get 2004 sued so maybe I wont do it. 2005 2006 4-27-25 Pt.1 MAJOR DICK WETTER 2007 2008 If you dont stroke it to this,man your fucked. 2009 FreeBSD<->Linux Syscall concordance. 2010 2011 NOTE: 2012 2013 Stroking it to FreeBSD syscalls is not a certified good practice,stick to 2014 Samayika 2015 2016 4-26-25 Pt.1 2017 2018 Mandatory fapping material for FreeBSD enjoyers. Im plotting,it involves ELF 2019 loading of Thread Local Storage shit. 2020 2021 4-25-25 Pt.2 2022 2023 Imagine being 80 years old and killing yourself because of being bullied in 2024 high school,what a fucking retarded reason to die. Insensitive? Read the below 2025 entry. Sensitivity in its extreme leads to suicide,not insenitivity. Lack of 2026 discernment is that of a lunatic. 2027 2028 Someone who kills someone intentially is a murder,a bully(retarded 14 year 2029 old) who causes someone to kill themself is a retarded 14 year old. 2030 2031 4-25-25 Pt.1 2032 2033 Bullies dont exist. They are children and hence are not morally copable for 2034 their sins. They are the epitome of everything wrong with children. If I was a 2035 baby I would cry all day for food and attention. 2036 2037 In real life,if i were to bully people at my job I would get fired. The point 2038 is that bullies are not a mythological entity but they are retarded childrten. 2039 The problem with bullies is that they(children) have no consequences for thier 2040 actions and live in biazzaro world. 2041 2042 They know nothing and expirence nothing. It is truely a childish thing to 2043 exist as a retarded bully. 2044 2045 NOTE: 2046 2047 Bullies grow up. They are not forever bullies,this is childish and retarded 2048 thinking. 2049 2050 4-24-25 Pt.2 2051 2052 In the 7th grade I had a great realization. This is called Chairvoyance in 2053 scripture,but I am not fully knowledgeable on it. I had like a small dose of 2054 divine knowledge. Its hard to tell you what happened other than someone turned 2055 the religion switch on. 2056 2057 It has been said it is delusional to think about what God thinks and say what 2058 you think God thinks. God thinks,and proably had to think before he could think 2059 what they think now. If I think that God thinks something,I am voicing my own 2060 opinion on the matter. God sometimes keeps thier mouth shut for God reason. 2061 2062 Silence is a cause of heresy,not thinking is silence 2063 2064 4-24-25 Pt.1 2065 2066 Listen up,if FreeBSD doesnt make you happy,close the fuckin browser tab or 2067 close your eyes. Im workin on a tool called MrChrootBSD,and im doin major 2068 refactors. I have to fabricate wait6 calls now for truss(1). 2069 2070 My goal is something half decent. Bascially truss requires wait6 and needs 2071 siginfo_t,which I can fabricate. I fabricate wait4(2) calls with SIGTRAP for 2072 debuggers,I had to craft a magic value by looking at the FreeBSD headers. 2073 2074 If someone whines about my code quality i will invite them to find a pretty 2075 way to implement undocumented things. 2076 2077 I need to make it so debuggers x freinds work under MrChrootBSD,this includes 2078 truss(1) which is a sexyy tool. It involves hooking things to the syscall 2079 exits(which MrChrootBSD modifes). 2080 2081 Truss(1) is a sexy tool because it uses the debugger to trace system calls and 2082 is sexy for debugging. I alledge ktrace does the same thing at a kernel 2083 level,but canot look at "MrChrooted" syscall exits for obvious reasons. 2084 2085 Truss(1) runnin in userspace is a sexy thing. 2086 2087 4-21(FUCKIN SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 2088 2089 Dave Bluntz is a fucking lit rapper. He fin to be the next Big rapper at this 2090 rate. He's turnin' his bitch into Tony the Tiger. Bitches in his phone be 2091 talkin' nonsense. Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeee-ah. 2092 2093 Rap music is like the adult version of teletubbies. It says nothing of value 2094 and numbs the mind. I watched "The Cup" by Dave Bluntz and it was empty and 2095 retarded. His music is about fcuking bitches and doing drugs. I am not 2096 exagerating. 2097 2098 I am having trouble understanding the attraction to this music. I mean it 2099 sounds good but it lacks in depth. Imagine instead of watching teletubbies,you 2100 watch a guy sip lean in a intellectually deviod music video. Maybe Im expecting 2101 de-facto comtemorary art to have religious values too much(intelligble concepts 2102 and values),but this(music) is fucking retarded. 2103 2104 Like if people abandon religions,and this is what they come up with,it will be 2105 sad. Why do you think people indentify as dogs and cats and are Trans-abled. 2106 2107 2108 4-20-25 Pt.3 2109 2110 Water Whippin sounds like a cool video game title. 21 says he Cookin up bricks 2111 on "Water Whippin". Tommorow is 21 (SAVAGE) day again so I better learn how to 2112 whip water. 2113 2114 2115 I learn something new everyday. 2116 2117 NOTE: 2118 2119 This is all cap,I am not a water whipper. For legal reasons I cannot tell 2120 you how to whip water. 2121 2122 2123 <5>2124 2125 2126 2127 2128 2129 2130 2131 2132 2133 2134 2135 2136 2137 2138 2139 2140 2141 2142 4-20-25 Pt.2 2143 2144 Hillbillies have no culture. Nothing is virtuous about fucking morbidly obese 2145 trailer park cunts and using the foodstamps for bail after smacking her silly. 2146 Actually I would rather fuck a trailer park cunt than listern to their shity 2147 music. Their music is THAT bad. 2148 2149 4-19-25 Pt.2 2150 2151 Just as deer are born from deer and not frogs,good people are born from good 2152 people and not poo poo brains. It sounds sick to say but its true. 2153 2154 Even if you say "a son of a meth-head learned to reject drugs",that implies 2155 that someone was there who didnt do meth and hence learned from it. You dont 2156 find people who speak japanese who have never heard of Japan. 2157 2158 In this way,we are born from evil or good. You need a non-Poo poo brain to 2159 make you a non Poo poo brain. You cant do something that doesnt exist to you. 2160 2161 Sons of Kings are blessed. 2162 2163 2164 2165 4-19-25 Pt.1 2166 2167 Its Sick Season,it's 21(SAVAGE) day in 2 days. Sorry for delayed shitpits,im 2168 sick. 2169 2170 4-17-25 Pt.1 2171 2172 Heres the deal,I used UXTX in aiwnios alot(instead of SXTX). This will bust my 2173 balls when the aliens invade and bring 128bit computers to earth. Unsigned 2174 extendin' a 64bit value to a 64bit value does nothing,and sign-extendin' a 64bit 2175 number to 64bit does nothing. 2176 2177 Luckily for me the extra-terrestials havent invaded yet and added 128-bit 2178 pointers to arm machines. 2179 2180 4-16-25 Pt.1 2181 2182 There was a king who gave a garden to his 2 sons. Only 1 was allowed to play 2183 in it at once. The Queen was angered by this and the king when to war with the 2184 garden keeper. The garden keeper was the kings sons and refused to destroy the 2185 garden 2186 2187 Sometimes rigid rules will cause self destruction,and this can be overridden 2188 by seeing the people they rules are meant to protect. In some sense they are 2189 meant to exist and not be enforced. 2190 2191 2192 4-15-25 Pt.2 2193 2194 Someone needs to give me an Elbrus 2000 machine,yeah Im going Russian mode. 2195 China still has the sexiest software though. 2196 2197 4-15-25 Pt.1 2198 2199 -] Job Quitting Letter 2200 2201 2202 It has been said and orally transmitted by people much more worphy that 2203 myself that the function of souls is to serve other souls,which I cannot 2204 disagree with,especially with this job. 2205 2206 I would say that my care for humanity has largely been abstract,and I have 2207 neglected my duty as a person to have concrete care for people. I believe it 2208 is urgent that I care for my family conretely now and I cannot create a great 2209 work holding this job. I cannot know if working this job or helping my family 2210 will be a better choice,I suppose I will make a choice that will bring less 2211 immediate guilt. 2212 2213 Best Wishes 2214 2215 Clayton *REDACTED* 2216 2217 4-14-25 Pt.1 2218 2219 Monks devote their lives to reducing suffering. Not using computers is a 2220 virtue for monks. I am a lay person.People should understand that monks are 2221 initiated into monkhood because the Tirthankars annointed people to carry of the 2222 Dharma. It is an oral tradition at it's heart. Being a monk is the real deal and 2223 not everyone is worthy of it,I will never be worpthy of it in this life. 2224 2225 4-13-25 Pt.2 2226 2227 I am sick sort of today. I should seriously consider quitting my job because I 2228 get paid about $100 a week because I volenteer there. I was going to quit a long 2229 time ago then they started paying me 4 hours a week but they are nice so they 2230 made it 8 hours a week. I guess they really want me to volenteer there. 21 2231 2232 I literally could be making video games but I am feeding homeless retards. The 2233 funny thing is I dont get paid most of the time I am there. I have already said 2234 multiple times I do not want to volenteer there. Let me make a cool game and 2235 sell it on steam or something. I saw a cool meth selling game on steam and it 2236 looks Travis Scott lit. 2237 2238 Most games do not look fun. I want to make a fun game that I would actually 2239 play 21. Quake 3 is fun if you have freinds and are living in 1999. 2240 2241 Pinworms will be about taking over the pinworm galaxies. 2242 2243 I played a game on the Atari called Joust and it was Travis Scott Lit. You 2244 rode on a bird and would try to knock other players off their birds. 2245 2246 2247 4-13-25 Pt.1 2248 2249 Tatvarth Sutra says there are 7 earths seperated by space and air. They are 2250 like above each other and the infernal poo poo brains live in the lower earths. 2251 In the lower 4 of these earths malevolent entites play with the hell beings. 2252 These entities probably like Quake 3. 2253 2254 Heaven beings live in space somewhere. I liked Quake3 because of the art 2255 stylr. It was a good rendering of hellish places and was very abstract. Pinwroms 2256 will hopefully be a lit game. 2257 2258 4-12-25 Pt.2 2259 2260 A property of soul is the capacity or non-capacity for salvation. I dont think 2261 I am capable of salvation. I say too many bad words and stuff. Some people 2262 ponder the mysetires of existence as they have capacity for salvation,some 2263 interact with the poopy sauce around them and invalidate thier salvation. 2264 2265 Imagine if the portal to hell is next to you but you are in a room with no 2266 exit. Hell is the only exit but staying in the room is boring so I enter. 2267 <6>2268 2269 2270 2271 2272 2273 2274 2275 2276 2277 2278 2279 2280 2281 2282 2283 2284 2285 4-12-25 Pt.1 2286 2287 The Mahavir Lord did not answer people sometimes if they were poopy heads. 2288 Jamari(Or maybe his name was Jamali) asked the Lord if he could walk around 2289 despite being a monk. Mahavir Lord did not give him an answer,and thus without 2290 an answer,Jamari seeking an answer lead to Jamari's heresy. 2291 2292 There is a story about a frog and a bird. The Bird saved a frog from an 2293 crocidile if,the bird told the frog to not open his mouth. The frog opened his 2294 mouth to say "Thank you",then the frog's mouth let go of the birds foot and he 2295 fell into the crocodiles mouth. 2296 <7>2297 2298 2299 2300 2301 2302 2303 2304 2305 2306 2307 2308 2309 2310 2311 2312 2313 2314 2315 2316 2317 2318 2319 2320 2321 2322 2323 2324 2325 2326 2327 2328 2329 2330 2331 2332 2333 2334 2335 2336 2337 2338 <8>2339 2340 2341 2342 2343 2344 2345 2346 2347 2348 2349 2350 2351 2352 2353 2354 2355 2356 2357 2358 2359 2360 2361 2362 2363 2364 2365 2366 2367 4-10-25 Pt.1 2368 2369 The Tirthankars opposed condemable acts so they left their society behind to 2370 start a holy one by founding congregations. 2371 2372 They didnt abandon society,they made a new one. If something is 2373 broken,sometimes it is better to redo it than to try to fix it. The Archayas are 2374 to be bowed to because they are the givers of society. One of my teachers in 2375 high school said the indian students would bow to him if they were exchange 2376 students. 2377 2378 4-9-25 Pt.1 2379 2380 Some people do irrational things for good reasons. I once saw a person in 2381 binghamton who would wave to people everyday on the street ,for many hours. 2382 Mentally Ill,probably,but it is a better illness than shooting up your hood. I 2383 am mentally Ill, even mentally ill people who do irrational things must decide 2384 what to do with themselves. 2385 2386 Work(im sorry volenteering) is exploitative because i get paid about $100 a 2387 week for what i do,but I am mentally ill so it is ok. The point is I will 2388 continue to do this poopy job because it helps people. This is the best I can 2389 do. Whatever gains from quiting are lesser than helping people. 2390 2391 If you value yourself dont volenteer for *redacted* Charities. Honest advice. 2392 2393 4-8-25 Pt.1 2394 2395 Dont you fucking love raw hardware x linux. I downloaded DietPi because I was 2396 being lazy. They removed the /sys/clas/gpio/* thing for sexy GPIO registes and 2397 well,I dont fucking know anymore. The "orthodox" method is to find what chip 2398 your using them mmap "/dev/mem". I located what chip im using then mmaps the 2399 GPIO hardware address into RAM,then the keybaord decided to give up. I copied 2400 some "real" code and the same thing happened. 2401 2402 You have to look at "/proc/cpuinfo" to get the chip then infer the GPIO butt 2403 licking base address based on the chip name then mmap the raw memory into a 2404 virtual space then consult page 90-ish of the broadcom XXXX datasheet for more 2405 info. (AKA get a soldiering iron,put it in your dickhole then plug it in and 2406 wait). 2407 2408 This would be ok if it actaully fuckin worked. I cloned a simple repo to test 2409 this and suprise it doesnt fuckin work. Im using Dietpi but a computer is a 2410 fucking computer.The GPIO headers are just sitting on the board colllecting dust 2411 until entirnity passes. 2412 2413 Imagine if fucking DOS did this,I would piss my pants. 2414 2415 Dear Raspberry Pi People: 2416 2417 BRING BACK THE /sys/class/gpio* ABSTRACTION. Dont buy the raspberry pi 3-B 2418 V1.2, There is no help. 2419 2420 I hear horror stories about the RasPi 5,but then again most people are too 2421 stupid to know how to use it. 2422 2423 DISCLAIMER: 2424 2425 The method of sticking a soldiering iron up your penis has not been evaluated 2426 by the FDA as a valid method of locating the GPIO register base address. This 2427 may potentially burn your dickhole. 2428 2429 4-7-25 Pt.3 2430 2431 I spent alot of yesterdaty demonstrating aiwnios. Ill be frank,VGA is 21 2432 savage lit,but linux needs abstraction layers to access the api,i will be quick. 2433 I have no way of measuring the frequency. 2434 2435 Its like this: 2436 <9>2437 2438 2439 2440 2441 2442 2443 2444 2445 2446 2447 2448 2449 2450 2451 2452 2453 2454 2455 2456 Ill need to need the pins to operate at at least 28800 hz to spam HSYNCS while 2457 I sneak in pixels at a rate. I hope the timing in merciful. 2458 2459 I have a VGA cable with jumpers attacked to it. I will whip out the raspi. 2460 2461 I just burn an iso to flash drive,but I have to install the raspi linux. 2462 2463 I will be blessed if this world which I have faith it will. 2464 2465 4-7-25 Pt.2 2466 2467 I redacted a section on the shitpit. Jokes cease to be funny when you see who 2468 it affects,this applies to curses too. 2469 2470 4-7-25 Pt.1 2471 2472 I saw pigs yesterday,they were obese and cute. 2473 2474 4-4-25 Pt.3 2475 2476 I heard that japanese horror focuses on finding beauty in fear. I have fear of 2477 the goverment slappin me silly. The thing people dont seem to realize is that 2478 your life can be snatched at any moment. I find it weird when I feed homeless 2479 people free food and they get angry becaue I am not quick enough. 2480 2481 The point is they could be in a war but they are getting angry because I am 2482 not fast enough giviing them free food. People dont seem to understand that 2483 politics has effects on people than having to wait an extra minute for free 2484 food. 2485 2486 4-4-25 Pt.2 2487 2488 I feel guilt for (as a kid) my romances were purely chemical. I loved video 2489 games and thats it. People were right to call me a poo poo brain. I learned 2490 about abstract thought too late. 2491 2492 Ill be frank,I see autstic people sometimes at work who probably dont have 2493 abstract thinking and have Pokemon balls and other pop culture icons on thier 2494 back pack. I dislike when people call me autistic,not because it is true(I am a 2495 autistic retard),but because I am one of the good ones. 2496 2497 2498 4-4-25 Pt.1 2499 2500 I am working on a Latin text editor studio in HolyC. I want to make it so you 2501 can right click on words to select declension x conjugations. A thing movies 2502 dont convey is a sense of "chemical romance". This means people need food to 2503 live. They only convey relationships which isnt good for my autistic ass. 2504 2505 Chris Chan is a story of chemical romance that occasionaly manifests itself if 2506 interacting with others. You wont find sex scenes with a person,but you will 2507 find a sex scene with Chris's PlayStation 3. 2508 2509 4-3-25 Pt.4 2510 2511 Someone once said "Ideas are placed through the waves of the ocean,this is why 2512 civilizations advance around the same rate". They were probably not on drugs. I 2513 will elloborate. The idea has nothing to do with the tides of the ocean,but that 2514 the ocean(world) is constant and gives out tides(knowledge) from the same ocean. 2515 2516 I think the person who called this "contraversal" is unable to comprehend 2517 abstract thought. I forget who said this. The idea is the ideas are already 2518 there and get discovered around the same time. 2519 2520 4-3-25 Pt.3 2521 2522 Ownership is a means of acquiring knowledge. You learn from what you own. I 2523 own computers and stuff and learn alot.I used to imagine being in a desert and 2524 picking up a peice of sand. That would be a lucky piece of land out of all the 2525 sand in the world. 2526 2527 Resting place is where the sand is and thus is necessary for ownership. Things 2528 are simultaniously special and not special because there are lots of the same 2529 thing but only one occupies what is in your hand. You could argue that anyone is 2530 both special and not special. 2531 2532 4-3-25 Pt.2 2533 2534 Tattvarth Sutra 1 2535 2536 4-3-25 Pt.1 2537 2538 Reloaded images,they use em instead of pixels. 2539 2540 4-2-25 Pt.4 2541 2542 A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the 2543 women-slave mentality for child-minds. 2544 2545 4-2-25 Pt.3 2546 2547 If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother 2548 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot. 2549 2550 4-2-25 Pt.2 2551 2552 If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 2553 repeatidly for fun. 2554 2555 4-2-25 Pt.1 2556 2557 Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 2558 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads. 2559 2560 2561 4-1-25 Pt.3 2562 2563 Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 2564 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 2565 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 2566 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish. 2567 2568 Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 2569 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 2570 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 2571 written poems. I write compilers. 2572 2573 Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object 2574 2575 POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME. 2576 2577 In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 2578 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 2579 if ever). 2580 2581 4-1-25 Pt.2 2582 2583 So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find 2584 subgraphs. 2585 <10>2586 2587 2588 2589 2590 2591 2592 2593 2594 2595 2596 2597 2598 2599 2600 2601 2602 2603 2604 2605 Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this: 2606 2607 -] Master matrix 2608 2609 A B C D 2610 A 1 1 0 0 2611 2612 B 0 1 1 1 2613 2614 C 0 0 1 1 2615 2616 D 1 0 0 1 2617 2618 2619 Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too 2620 2621 -] Baby Matrix 2622 2623 A B C 2624 A 1 1 1 2625 2626 B 0 1 1 2627 2628 C 0 0 1 2629 2630 2631 Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration. 2632 2633 Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns 2634 -] Master matrix 2635 2636 B C D A 2637 B 1 1 1 0 2638 2639 C 0 1 1 0 2640 2641 D 0 0 1 1 2642 2643 A 0 1 0 1 2644 2645 2646 2647 Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 2648 do. 2649 2650 2651 Pro Fuckin Tip: 2652 2653 Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely. 2654 2655 A [B C D] 2656 A [B [C D]] 2657 2658 B [C D A] 2659 B [C [D A]] 2660 2661 C [D A B] 2662 C [D [A B]] 2663 2664 D [A B C] 2665 D [A [B C]] 2666 2667 2668 Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum gains. 2669 2670 If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 2671 cant figure out how then you are probably fucking stupid. 2672 2673 2674 2675 4-1-25 Pt.1 2676 2677 Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted. 2678 2679 3-31-25 Pt.2 2680 2681 People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 2682 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 2683 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero. 2684 2685 3-31-25 Pt.1 2686 2687 I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 2688 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 2689 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties. 2690 2691 I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 2692 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people. 2693 2694 Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 2695 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes. 2696 2697 I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 2698 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 2699 It is ficticious maybe. 2700 2701 3-30-25 Pt.3 2702 2703 Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 2704 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 2705 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 2706 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him. 2707 2708 The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 2709 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 2710 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 2711 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done. 2712 2713 2714 3-30-25 Pt.2 2715 2716 Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 2717 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 2718 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 2719 actively seek to help people. 2720 2721 I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 2722 good for others. 2723 2724 3-30-25 Pt.1 2725 2726 I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 2727 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 2728 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 2729 today. 2730 2731 I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 2732 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 2733 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 2734 worth of labor because I volenteer and work. 2735 2736 Pro Tip: 2737 2738 Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 2739 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 2740 could be working a real job. 2741 2742 Disclaimer: 2743 2744 I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 2745 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 2746 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work. 2747 2748 I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 2749 to overcome. 2750 2751 2752 2753 3-29-25 Pt.2 2754 2755 Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 2756 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom. 2757 2758 I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 2759 answer. 2760 2761 3-29-25 Pt.1 2762 2763 Heres the mootherfucking DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 2764 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 2765 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit. 2766 2767 I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 2768 the D(oom). 2769 2770 3-28-25 Pt.4 2771 2772 As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 2773 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 2774 burger people were just workers,nothing else. 2775 2776 3-28-25 Pt.3 2777 2778 Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 2779 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 2780 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 2781 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 2782 the prisions too. 2783 2784 Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 2785 not buy innocence at Walmart. 2786 2787 3-28-25 Pt.2 2788 2789 People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 2790 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 2791 sense of reality. 2792 2793 2794 3-28-25 Pt.1 2795 *REDACTED* 2796 2797 3-27-25 Pt.2 2798 2799 The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 2800 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 2801 in the mirror. I am not one of them. 2802 2803 3-27-25 Pt.1 2804 2805 The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 2806 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 2807 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 2808 you can find it with a microscope. 2809 2810 The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 2811 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 2812 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 2813 plant. 2814 2815 You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 2816 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 2817 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 2818 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death. 2819 2820 3-27-25 Pt.1 2821 2822 NOTE: 2823 2824 When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 2825 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY. 2826 2827 3-26-25 Pt.3 2828 2829 Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 2830 the play store. 2831 2832 3-26-25 Pt.2 2833 2834 There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer. 2835 2836 People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 2837 will look in the mirror. 2838 2839 Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 2840 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits. 2841 2842 Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 2843 include it for legal reasons. 2844 2845 2846 3-26-25 Pt.1 2847 2848 2849 Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa. 2850 2851 <11>2852 2853 2854 2855 2856 2857 2858 2859 2860 2861 2862 2863 2864 2865 2866 2867 2868 2869 2870 2871 2872 2873 2874 2875 2876 2877 2878 2879 2880 2881 2882 2883 2884 2885 2886 2887 2888 2889 2890 2891 2892 2893 2894 2895 2896 2897 2898 2899 2900 2901 2902 2903 2904 2905 2906 2907 3-25-25 Pt.3 2908 2909 DISCLIAMER: 2910 2911 I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 2912 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public. 2913 2914 2915 NOTE: 2916 2917 Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 2918 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 2919 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word. 2920 2921 3-25-25 Pt.2 2922 2923 I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 2924 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 2925 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 2926 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 2927 papers while thinking and this site dont either. 2928 2929 3-25-25 Pt.1 2930 2931 A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 2932 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick. 2933 2934 3-24-25 Pt.2 2935 2936 The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 2937 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 2938 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 2939 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit. 2940 2941 3-24-25 Pt.1 2942 2943 Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 2944 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 2945 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 2946 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 2947 massive Jew hater. 2948 2949 You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 2950 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 2951 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 2952 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son. 2953 2954 This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 2955 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 2956 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 2957 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 2958 2959 I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 2960 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 2961 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 2962 tell you about reality. 2963 2964 2965 I may as well be a lesser KanYe. 2966 2967 3-23-25 Pt.2 2968 2969 Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 2970 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 2971 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 2972 fuck about the people I serve. 2973 2974 I wonder if the mask cares or me. 2975 2976 3-23-25 Pt.1 2977 2978 Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 2979 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 2980 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it. 2981 2982 3-22-25 Pt.2 2983 2984 aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 2985 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 2986 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit 2987 2988 3-22-25 Pt.1 2989 2990 Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 2991 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs. 2992 2993 I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 2994 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 2995 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 2996 fun. 2997 2998 I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 2999 poop and compilers all day and its fun. 3000 3001 Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 3002 living in the same earth as Chris Chan 3003 3004 3-21-25 Pt.1 3005 3006 Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 3007 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com. 3008 3009 -] 1,Spam the IRC server 3010 3011 The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 3012 better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts. 3013 3014 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube 3015 3016 AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 3017 lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 3018 headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 3019 legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 3020 smart) 3021 3022 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com 3023 3024 The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 3025 the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 3026 have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 3027 like Chinese software. 3028 3029 3030 3-20-25 Pt.5 3031 3032 Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 3033 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk. 3034 3035 3-20-25 Pt.4 3036 3037 Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 3038 will vanish. 3039 3-20-25 Pt.3 3040 3041 I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 3042 who would say "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 3043 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 3044 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 3045 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms. 3046 3047 It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 3048 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods. 3049 3050 NOTE: 3051 3052 The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 3053 in it which is cool. 3054 3055 iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina. 3056 Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path. 3057 3058 3-20-25 Pt.2 3059 3060 Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 3061 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 3062 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 3063 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 3064 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 3065 your vag is a good idea. 3066 3067 3068 Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No??? You can keep your imperalism by 3069 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then. 3070 3071 3-20-25 Pt.1 3072 3073 I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia on 3074 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 3075 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion. 3076 3077 3-19-25 Pt.2 3078 3079 They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 3080 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 3081 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 3082 that somehow purifies them. 3083 3084 Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 3085 mind and possibly move there. 3086 <12>3087 3088 3089 3090 3091 3092 3093 3094 3095 3096 3097 3098 3099 3100 3101 3102 3103 3104 3105 3106 3107 3108 3109 3110 3111 3112 3113 3114 3115 3116 3117 3118 3119 3120 3121 3122 3123 3124 3125 3126 3127 3128 3129 3130 3-19-25 Pt.1 3131 3132 Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 3133 sexy degree. 3134 3135 I will commit later. Basically do this. 3136 3137 -] The Sexy Sauce 3138 3139 -] Pt. 1 3140 3141 Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 3142 table). 3143 <13>3144 3145 3146 3147 3148 3149 3150 3151 3152 3153 3154 3155 3156 3157 3158 3159 3160 3161 3162 -] Pt. 2 3163 3164 3165 Do this for assloads of text. 3166 -] Pt. 3 3167 3168 Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 3169 "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common. 3170 <14>3171 3172 3173 3174 3175 3176 3177 3178 3179 3180 3181 3-17-25 Pt.2 3182 3183 I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 3184 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold. 3185 3186 3-17-25 Pt.1 31873188 3189 3190 3191 3192 3193 3194 3195 3196 3197 3198 3199 3200 3201 3202 3203 3204 3205 3206 3207 3208 3209 3210 3211 3212 3213 3214 3215 3216 3217 3218 3219 3220 3221 3222 3223 3224 3225 3226 3227 3228 3229 3230 3231 3232 3233 3234 3235 3236 3237 3238 3239 3240 3241 3242 3243 3-16-25 Pt.2 3244 3245 The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 3246 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 3247 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 3248 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 3249 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity. 3250 3251 One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place. 3252 3253 3-16-25 Pt.1 3254 3255 I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 3256 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 3257 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 3258 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 3259 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 3260 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people. 3261 3262 I will try to say less racist things. 3263 3264 NOTE: 3265 3266 Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 3267 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem. 3268 3269 3-15-25 Pt.2 3270 3271 I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 3272 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 3273 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 3274 offended gay people. 3275 3276 I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 3277 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 3278 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 3279 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 3280 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes. 3281 3282 Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 3283 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 3284 complete. 3285 3286 She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something. 3287 3288 3-15-25 Pt.1 3289 3290 I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 3291 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 3292 said person is a chimp. 3293 3294 3-14-25 Pt.2 3295 3296 I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 3297 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 3298 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked. 3299 3300 <16>3301 3302 3303 3304 3305 3306 3307 3308 3309 3310 3311 3312 3313 3314 3-14-25 Pt.1 3315 3316 I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 3317 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 3318 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 3319 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 3320 not out of respect. 3321 3322 I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 3323 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 3324 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 3325 Im sad. 3326 3327 A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 3328 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 3329 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 3330 non-answer. 3331 3332 3-13-25 Pt.4 3333 3334 Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 3335 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 3336 must make educated decisions before acting. 3337 3338 3339 3-13-25 Pt.3 3340 3341 I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 3342 understand. 3343 3344 3345 3-13-25 Pt.2 3346 3347 I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 3348 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 3349 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger. 3350 3351 3-13-25 Pt.1 3352 3353 People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 3354 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 3355 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz.... 3356 3357 This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably. 3358 3359 3-11-25 Pt.2 3360 3361 Light got turned into frozen matter or something 3362 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A. 3363 3364 Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter 3365 3366 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division, 3367 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool 3368 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter) 3369 . 3370 3-12-25 Pt.1 3371 3372 3373 A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 3374 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY). 3375 3376 3377 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}}; 3378 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) { 3379 CD3 pr,p; 3380 pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x; 3381 pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y; 3382 pr.z=0; 3383 p.x=x-points[v].x; 3384 p.y=y-points[v].y; 3385 p.z=0; 3386 return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x; 3387 } 3388 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) { 3389 F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0)); 3390 return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2)); 3391 } 3392 3393 3394 3395 3-11-25 Pt.2 3396 3397 Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 3398 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 3399 3D. 3400 3401 3-11-25 Pt.1 3402 3403 I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 3404 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 3405 presenting my Latin code 3406 3407 3-10-25 Pt.4 3408 3409 Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 3410 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 3411 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 3412 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 3413 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse 3414 3415 I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 3416 Latin Shit. 3417 3418 3-10-25 Pt.3 3419 3420 Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 3421 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 3422 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 3423 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 3424 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh. 3425 3426 In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 3427 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 3428 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it. 3429 3430 3-10-25 Pt.2 3431 3432 The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 3433 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 3434 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 3435 see. 3436 3437 3-10-25 Pt.1 3438 3439 KanYe is a great singer. 3440 3441 3-9-25 Pt.1 3442 3443 Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit. 3444 3445 3-8-25 Pt.5 3446 3447 I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 3448 speed. 3449 3450 3-8-25 Pt.4 3451 3452 One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 3453 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 3454 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 3455 pain and death are inescapable. 3456 3457 After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 3458 fate. 3459 3460 3-8-25 Pt.3 3461 3462 People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 3463 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 3464 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 3465 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 3466 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 3467 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff. 3468 3469 Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 3470 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards. 3471 3472 3-8-25 Pt.2 3473 3474 As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 3475 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded. 3476 3477 I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 3478 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 3479 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 3480 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 3481 Scott lit. 3482 3483 I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 3484 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 3485 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views. 3486 3487 Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 3488 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 3489 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything. 3490 3491 They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 3492 a fetus. I dont know. 3493 3-8-25 Pt.1 3494 3495 People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 3496 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 3497 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 3498 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube. 3499 3500 I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 3501 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 3502 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 3503 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs. 3504 3505 I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 3506 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 3507 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 3508 away. 3509 3510 3511 NOTE: 3512 3513 The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 3514 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper). 3515 3516 It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 3517 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin. 3518 3519 3-7-25 Pt.3 3520 3521 Hitler is remmbered as a bad man. People remember things based on values. I 3522 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 3523 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 3524 dharma who also killed lots of people. 3525 3526 I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 3527 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 3528 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards. 3529 3530 People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 3531 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say the the hadiths are mostly 3532 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 3533 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 3534 way. 3535 3536 So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 3537 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 3538 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 3539 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 3540 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 3541 it get here. 3542 3543 Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 3544 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 3545 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing. 3546 3547 I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 3548 stupid idea whatsover.` 3549 3550 3-7-25 Pt.2 3551 3552 I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow. 3553 3554 3-7-25 Pt.1 3555 3556 Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 3557 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 3558 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing. 3559 3560 I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 3561 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 3562 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 3563 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 3564 Bible. 3565 3566 I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 3567 beliefs. 3568 3569 There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 3570 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 3571 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 3572 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 3573 are banished. 3574 3575 A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 3576 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things. 3577 3578 If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 3579 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 3580 thinking. 3581 3582 3583 3-6-25 Pt.4 3584 3585 The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 3586 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 3587 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 3588 reality in few words. 3589 3590 I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 3591 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy. 3592 3593 3-6-25 Pt.3 3594 3595 Lil Pump has an onlyfans 3596 3597 3598 3-6-25 Pt.2 35993600 3601 3602 3603 3604 3605 3606 3607 3608 3609 3610 3611 3612 3613 3614 3615 3616 3617 3618 3619 3620 3621 3622 3623 3624 3625 3-6-25 Pt.1 36263627 3628 3629 3630 3631 3632 3633 3634 3635 3636 3637 3638 3639 3640 3641 3642 3643 3644 3645 3646 3647 3648 3649 3650 3651 3652 3653 3654 3655 3656 3657 3658 3659 3660 3661 3662 3663 3664 3665 3666 3667 3668 3669 3670 3671 3672 3673 3674 3675 3676 3677 3-5-25 Pt.4 36783679 3680 3681 3682 3683 3684 3685 3686 3687 3688 3689 3690 3691 3692 3693 3694 3695 3696 3697 3698 3699 3700 3701 3702 3703 3704 3705 3706 3707 3708 3709 3710 3711 3712 3713 3714 3715 3716 3717 3718 3719 3720 3721 3722 3723 3724 3725 3726 3727 3728 3729 3730 3731 3732 3733 3734 3735 3736 3737 3738 3739 3740 3741 3742 3743 3744 3745 3746 3747 3748 3749 3750 3751 3752 3-5-25 Pt.3 3753 3754 Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 3755 table 3756 3757 3-5-25 Pt.2 3758 3759 UPDATE: 3760 3761 I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 3762 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck. 3763 3764 3-5-25 Pt.1 3765 3766 If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 3767 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 3768 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 3769 if pigs cout as furries though. 3770 3771 3772 Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 3773 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma. I was reading about Kim 3774 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit. 3775 3776 He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 3777 piglet from Weendie the Pooh. 3778 3779 He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 3780 be sent to North Korea. 3781 3782 3783 <20>3784 3785 3786 3787 3788 3789 3790 3791 3792 3793 3794 3795 3796 3797 3798 3799 3800 3801 3802 3803 3804 3805 3806 3807 3808 3809 3810 3811 3812 3813 3814 3815 3816 3817 3818 3819 3820 3821 3822 3823 3824 3825 3826 3827 3828 3829 3830 3831 3832 3833 3834 3835 3836 3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus) 3837 3838 I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 3839 but a homunculus would be cool. 3840 3841 As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 3842 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 3843 like this. 3844 3845 I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text 3846 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin. 3847 3848 3849 3-4-25 Pt.3 3850 3851 Doom has a nice depiction of hell. 3852 3853 3-4-25 Pt.2 3854 3855 I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 3856 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool. 3857 <21>3858 3859 3860 3861 3862 3863 3864 3865 3866 3867 3868 3869 3870 3871 3872 3873 3874 3875 3876 3877 3878 3879 3880 3881 3882 3883 3884 3885 3886 3887 3888 3889 3890 3891 3892 3893 3894 3895 3896 3897 3898 3899 3900 3901 3902 3903 3904 3-4-25 Pt.1 3905 3906 People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 3907 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 3908 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 3909 the land for him. 3910 3911 I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 3912 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 3913 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS. 3914 3915 Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 3916 as it conquered stuff 3917 3918 3-3-25 Pt.3 3919 3920 Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 3921 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed. 3922 3923 3-3-25 Pt.2 3924 3925 Sorry Austin,I really do apologize. 3926 3927 3-3-25 Pt.1 3928 3929 The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 3930 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 3931 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 3932 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 3933 ID is hacky as fuck. 3934 3935 For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 3936 fault but ID softwares fualt. 3937 3938 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 3939 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 3940 Source. 3941 3942 This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 3943 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 3944 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok. 3945 3946 NOTE: 3947 3948 Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 3949 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 3950 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 3951 render the level properly. 3952 3953 3-2-25 Pt.6 3954 3955 I played minecraft as a kid. 3956 3957 3-2-25 Pt.5 3958 3959 Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 3960 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 3961 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 3962 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 3963 rap music by KanYe is ok but it is still mind numbingly stupid. 3964 3965 I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 3966 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2). 3967 3968 I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 3969 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation. 3970 3971 3-2-25 Pt.4 3972 3973 A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 3974 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 3975 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 3976 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 3977 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 3978 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them. 3979 3980 The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 3981 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 3982 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 3983 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it. 3984 3985 3-2-25 Pt.3 3986 3987 One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 3988 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 3989 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 3990 opinion. 3991 3992 Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 3993 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 3994 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 3995 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason. 3996 3997 It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 3998 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth. 3999 4000 I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 4001 I could study scripture more,this is good. 4002 4003 3-2-25 Pt.2 4004 4005 Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 4006 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 4007 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 4008 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth. 4009 4010 Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 4011 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 4012 them. 4013 4014 You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 4015 you about his opinions. I am entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 4016 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 4017 came in with. 4018 4019 As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 4020 entertaining claims and people. 4021 4022 3-2-25 Pt.1 4023 4024 Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 4025 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 4026 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 4027 repentance. 4028 4029 Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 4030 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 4031 facts must be represented. 4032 4033 Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 4034 Idk. 4035 4036 2-27-25 Pt.2 4037 4038 Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 4039 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 4040 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 4041 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 4042 "sort","uniq",and "cut" 4043 4044 2-27-25 Pt.1 4045 4046 I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 4047 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 4048 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 4049 power" like a good leader should do. 4050 4051 Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 4052 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 4053 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 4054 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought. 4055 4056 Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 4057 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 4058 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things. 4059 4060 Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 4061 to have) come to morality like Bharata. 4062 4063 Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 4064 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God. 4065 4066 A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 4067 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 4068 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation. 4069 4070 The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 4071 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 4072 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America. 4073 4074 2-27-25 Pt.2 4075 4076 I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 4077 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night. 4078 4079 I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 4080 sleep when I need to program something lit . 4081 4082 2-27-25 Pt.1 4083 4084 One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 4085 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 4086 acquired Godhood. 4087 4088 With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 4089 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 4090 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties. 4091 4092 I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 4093 hear 4094 4095 2-26-25 Pt.1 4096 4097 OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 4098 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 4099 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 4100 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out. 4101 4102 Look at this shit 4103 4104 1464018+0 records out 4105 749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec) 4106 4107 Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 4108 10 year old flash drives. 4109 2-25-25 Pt.4 4110 4111 There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 4112 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 4113 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 4114 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside. 4115 4116 My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 4117 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually caring 4118 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 4119 my parents then my parents would turn on them. 4120 4121 2-25-25 Pt.3 4122 4123 I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 4124 multiple words,and not just one word. 4125 4126 2-25-25 Pt.2 4127 4128 I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 4129 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 4130 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 4131 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars. 4132 4133 Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 4134 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 4135 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 4136 have a whole picture. 4137 4138 2-25-25 Pt.1 4139 4140 Lil Pump is fuckin Genius. 4141 4142 2-24-25 Pt.2 4143 4144 For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 4145 something . This way you can add support for other languages. 4146 4147 2-24-25 Pt.1 4148 4149 I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 4150 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 4151 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 4152 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it. 4153 4154 Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 4155 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 4156 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock. 4157 4158 The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 4159 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 4160 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 4161 maybe. 4162 4163 2-23-25 Pt.5 4164 4165 There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 4166 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 4167 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel. 4168 4169 I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 4170 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 4171 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing. 4172 4173 2-23-25 Pt.4 4174 4175 I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 4176 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 4177 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting. 4178 4179 He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk. 4180 4181 2-23-25 Pt.3 4182 4183 Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 4184 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights. 4185 4186 PROOF,I literally dont see the difference? 4187 4188 4189 4190 <22>4191 4192 4193 4194 4195 4196 4197 4198 4199 4200 4201 4202 4203 4204 4205 4206 4207 4208 4209 4210 4211 2-23-25 Pt.2 4212 4213 4214 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater 4215 4216 2-23-25 Pt.1 4217 4218 Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 4219 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 4220 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 4221 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek. 4222 4223 The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 4224 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 4225 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek. 4226 4227 Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit 4228 4229 Latin 1st conjugation. 4230 4231 2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1 4232 4233 As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 4234 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 4235 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 4236 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 4237 games are consumerism garbage. 4238 4239 I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 4240 intended for a nich aucdience. 4241 4242 I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 4243 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff. 4244 4245 2-20-25 Pt.2 4246 4247 There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 4248 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 4249 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 4250 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 4251 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 4252 listen to people as they tell stories. 4253 4254 My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 4255 messed up some of the dates on paperwork. 4256 4257 2-20-25 Pt.1 4258 4259 There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 4260 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 4261 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it. 4262 4263 4264 2-18-25 Pt.1 4265 4266 MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 4267 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 4268 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 4269 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 4270 during class in the computer lab. 4271 4272 One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 4273 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 4274 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 4275 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 4276 best days were in the younger years. 4277 4278 2-17-25 Pt.2 4279 4280 I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 4281 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 4282 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 4283 should probably learn them. 4284 4285 Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 4286 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 4287 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 4288 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 4289 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class. 4290 4291 I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 4292 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 4293 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 4294 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 4295 4296 I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 4297 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 4298 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 4299 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 4300 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok. 4301 4302 Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 4303 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh. 4304 4305 4306 2-17-25 Pt.1 4307 4308 Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 4309 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 4310 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 4311 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 4312 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 4313 ptrace(gdb x homies). 4314 4315 If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 4316 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 4317 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 4318 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage. 4319 4320 My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 4321 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 4322 Im not even asking for driver support or anything. 4323 4324 While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 4325 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up). 4326 4327 4328 4329 3-16-25 Pt.4 4330 4331 The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 4332 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 4333 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 4334 sense of peoples' silence. 4335 4336 I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 4337 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 4338 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 4339 insane looking for an answer. 4340 4341 I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 4342 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 4343 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe. 4344 4345 I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 4346 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 4347 it was funny. 4348 4349 I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 4350 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess. 4351 4352 3-16-25 Pt.3 4353 4354 Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 4355 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 4356 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 4357 more than a sane person. 4358 4359 Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 4360 very cringe. 4361 4362 I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 4363 able to do it. 4364 4365 3-16-25 Pt.2 4366 4367 I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 4368 tries to make them sound good to limited effect. 4369 4370 3-16-25 Pt.1 4371 4372 The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 4373 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 4374 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 4375 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 4376 for the HolyFs/HolyGs 4377 4378 struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb()); 4379 struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 4380 end at 0xf8*/ 4381 memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN); 4382 new->__tib_self=(void*)new; 4383 __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new)); 4384 4385 4386 3-15-25 Pt.2 4387 4388 I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 4389 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 4390 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 4391 addicting. 4392 4393 I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 4394 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 4395 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 4396 like the words. 4397 4398 3-15-25 Pt.1 4399 4400 I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 4401 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 4402 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 4403 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 4404 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 4405 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 4406 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 4407 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for. 4408 4409 <23>4410 4411 4412 4413 4414 4415 4416 4417 4418 Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 4419 work. 4420 3-14-25 Pt.3 4421 4422 OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 4423 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 4424 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 4425 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 4426 you return to C space. 4427 4428 I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 4429 fuck. 4430 4431 3-14-25 Pt.2 4432 4433 Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 4434 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this: 4435 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda 4436 4437 4438 That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c. 4439 4440 The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason. 4441 4442 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c 4443 4444 4445 Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD. 4446 4447 4448 3-14-25 Pt.1 4449 4450 IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 4451 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 4452 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 4453 framebuffer. 4454 4455 3-13-25 Pt.1 4456 4457 Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 4458 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 4459 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 4460 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation or something 4461 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat file. 4462 4463 I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 4464 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 4465 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 4466 something. I will ammend tommorow. This runs like shit. 4467 4468 4469 3-12-25 Pt.3 4470 4471 Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 4472 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 4473 laws that serve no-one. 4474 4475 3-12-25 Pt.2 4476 4477 Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 4478 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 4479 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not. 4480 4481 This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 4482 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 4483 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 4484 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 4485 retards. 4486 4487 The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 4488 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 4489 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 4490 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls. 4491 4492 If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 4493 9 you have no leg to stand on. 4494 4495 People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 4496 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning. 4497 4498 3-12-25 Pt.1 4499 4500 I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 4501 other 4502 4503 3-10-25 Pt.1 4504 4505 I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 4506 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around. 4507 4508 2-9-25 Pt.1 4509 4510 Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up. 4511 4512 2-8-25 Pt.2 4513 4514 My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 4515 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today. 4516 4517 2-8-25 Pt.1 4518 4519 My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 4520 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 4521 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 4522 cheating. 4523 4524 2-7-25 Pt.1 4525 4526 Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 4527 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 4528 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 4529 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode. 4530 4531 I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 4532 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 4533 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 4534 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 4535 math. 4536 4537 Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 4538 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 4539 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 4540 sexuality would favor gayness over reality studies. 4541 4542 You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 4543 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 4544 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 4545 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 4546 expirence. 4547 4548 2-6-25 Pt.2 4549 4550 Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere. 4551 4552 2-6-25 Pt.1 4553 4554 I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website. 4555 -] Bugs 4556 4557 -] Aiwntube names with spaces 4558 4559 Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames 4560 4561 -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce 4562 4563 Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 4564 sources for gihon. 4565 4566 4567 4568 2-4-25 Pt.3 4569 4570 There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 4571 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 4572 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 4573 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 4574 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane. 4575 4576 I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 4577 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 4578 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 4579 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something. 4580 4581 Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 4582 a confused world. 4583 4584 4585 2-4-25 Pt.2 4586 4587 I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 4588 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 4589 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 4590 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 4591 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 4592 make something I would play. 4593 4594 I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 4595 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 4596 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 4597 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 4598 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 4599 4600 The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 4601 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 4602 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 4603 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop. 4604 4605 2-4-25 Pt.1 4606 4607 I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 4608 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 4609 able to kick thier heads around. 4610 4611 2-2-25 Pt.4 4612 4613 There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 4614 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 4615 Genesis. 4616 4617 Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 4618 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 4619 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 4620 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 4621 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 4622 other levels. 4623 4624 2-2-25 Pt.3 4625 4626 The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 4627 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 4628 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 4629 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 4630 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him. 4631 4632 After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 4633 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 4634 posion. This cuased guilt for the son. 4635 4636 This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 4637 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 4638 father cannot accept alms. 4639 4640 2-2-25 Pt.2 4641 4642 Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 4643 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 4644 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 4645 be historical. 4646 4647 2-2-25 Pt.1 4648 4649 I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 4650 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 4651 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 4652 dodge missiles from players and stuff. 4653 4654 2-1-25 Pt.1 4655 4656 I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 4657 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 4658 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 4659 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 4660 may be coming in about a week. 4661 4662 I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 4663 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 4664 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 4665 hood. 4666 4667 As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 4668 really fun. 4669 4670 1-28-25 Pt.3 4671 4672 As the Lords of the Universe instructed, 4673 by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed. 4674 4675 Service to others,brothers and mothers, 4676 seek the Dharma of the Jains 4677 4678 For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought, 4679 Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought, 4680 I bow to you, for this life and beyond, 4681 though you ask for it not. 4682 4683 Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed, 4684 Let me have faith in you before my life is void. 4685 4686 4687 1-29-25 Pt.1 4688 4689 Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 4690 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 4691 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 4692 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok. 4693 4694 Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 4695 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 4696 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 4697 simular animations myself. 4698 4699 There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 4700 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 4701 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 4702 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 4703 I have parasite mentality. 4704 4705 NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 4706 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord. 4707 4708 1-28-25 Pt.2 4709 4710 It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 4711 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 4712 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 4713 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 4714 to dance without music. 4715 4716 If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede. 4717 4718 1-28-25 Pt.1 4719 4720 The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 4721 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 4722 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 4723 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 4724 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 4725 human nature. 4726 4727 I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 4728 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 4729 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 4730 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain. 4731 4732 He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 4733 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking. 4734 4735 4736 4737 1-27-25 Pt.5 4738 4739 Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 4740 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 4741 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 4742 scripture. Very impressive stuff 4743 4744 4745 1-27-25 Pt.4 4746 4747 I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 4748 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol. 4749 4750 The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 4751 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 4752 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 4753 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 4754 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa. 4755 4756 You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 4757 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 4758 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 4759 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored. 4760 4761 1-27-25 Pt.3 4762 4763 Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 4764 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 4765 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 4766 did this or a toy did this. I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 4767 amazon without an OS. 4768 4769 Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 4770 something but to fucking use a computer is insane. 4771 4772 1-27-25 Pt.2 4773 4774 Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 4775 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 4776 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 4777 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans. 4778 4779 1-27-25 Pt.1 4780 4781 When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 4782 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 4783 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 4784 composed of TV are very boring. 4785 4786 I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 4787 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 4788 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too. 4789 4790 When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 4791 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 4792 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 4793 divided by a less important issue(gayness). 4794 4795 The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 4796 to understand values and not faces. 4797 4798 1-24-25 Pt.3 4799 4800 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 4801 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 4802 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 4803 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 4804 is for expounding notes on reality and truth. 4805 4806 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 4807 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma. 4808 <24>4809 4810 4811 4812 4813 4814 4815 4816 4817 4818 4819 4820 4821 4822 4823 4824 4825 4826 4827 4828 4829 4830 4831 4832 4833 4834 4835 4836 4837 4838 4839 4840 4841 4842 4843 4844 4845 4846 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 4847 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 4848 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 4849 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 4850 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane. 4851 4852 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 4853 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 4854 love for the goddesses to stay alive. 4855 4856 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 4857 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 4858 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 4859 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 4860 misfortune. 4861 4862 4863 1-24-25 Pt.2 4864 4865 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here. 4866 4867 1-24-25 Pt.1 4868 4869 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 4870 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 4871 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 4872 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 4873 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 4874 your bullfrogs. 4875 4876 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 4877 will be a day or two. 4878 4879 1-23-25 Pt.4 4880 4881 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 4882 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states. 4883 4884 1-23-25 Pt.4 4885 4886 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 4887 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 4888 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 4889 villages then respected the muni. 4890 4891 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 4892 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 4893 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 4894 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people. 4895 4896 4897 1-23-25 Pt.3 4898 4899 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 4900 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 4901 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 4902 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 4903 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 4904 morals is ok. 4905 4906 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 4907 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 4908 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord. 4909 4910 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 4911 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 4912 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast. 4913 4914 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 4915 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also. 4916 4917 1-23-25 Pt.2 4918 4919 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 4920 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 4921 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 4922 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 4923 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 4924 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 4925 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 4926 combating said hypthotical evil. 4927 4928 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 4929 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 4930 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 4931 forget it. 4932 4933 1-23-25 Pt.1 4934 4935 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 4936 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 4937 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 4938 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 4939 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 4940 Fault rests in intention. 4941 4942 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 4943 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 4944 have a vendeta against him. 4945 4946 1-22-25 Pt.3 4947 4948 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 4949 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 4950 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 4951 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 4952 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 4953 he caused more trauma. 4954 4955 A good person learns from the follies of others. 4956 4957 1-22-25 Pt.2 4958 4959 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 4960 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 4961 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world. 4962 4963 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 4964 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 4965 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 4966 depression and happiness. 4967 4968 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 4969 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence. 4970 4971 4972 4973 4974 4975 <25>1-22-25 Pt.1 4976 4977 4978 4979 4980 4981 4982 4983 4984 4985 4986 4987 4988 4989 4990 4991 4992 4993 4994 4995 4996 4997 4998 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 4999 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 5000 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 5001 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault. 5002 5003 5004 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2 5005 5006 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 5007 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 5008 runnin' in Japan. 5009 5010 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 5011 5012 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 5013 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 5014 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 5015 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 5016 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 5017 porn. 5018 5019 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 5020 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 5021 subsitute for parenting your children. 5022 5023 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 5024 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 5025 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 5026 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help. 5027 5028 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 5029 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 5030 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 5031 the Quran out of curioristy and read it. 5032 5033 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now 5034 5035 12-20-25 Pt.1 5036 5037 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM. 5038 5039 12-18-25 Pt.4 5040 5041 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit. 5042 5043 12-18-25 Pt.3 5044 5045 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 5046 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 5047 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes. 5048 5049 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea. 5050 5051 12-18-25 Pt.2 5052 5053 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 5054 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 5055 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research. 5056 5057 5058 5059 12-18-25 Pt.1 5060 5061 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 5062 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why. 5063 5064 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC. 5065 5066 5067 12-17-25 Pt.2 5068 5069 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 5070 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 5071 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 5072 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 5073 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 5074 Hill and Robot Chicken. 5075 5076 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 5077 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 5078 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 5079 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded. 5080 5081 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 5082 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness. 5083 5084 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 5085 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals. 5086 5087 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 5088 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 5089 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 5090 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 5091 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 5092 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok. 5093 5094 12-17-25 Pt.1 5095 5096 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 5097 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 5098 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 5099 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 5100 new computer(Wubi-UEFI) 5101 5102 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 5103 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too. 5104 5105 12-16-25 Pt.3 5106 5107 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 5108 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 5109 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 5110 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 5111 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition. 5112 5113 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 5114 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 5115 I dont thnik she is lying. 5116 5117 12-16-25 Pt.2 5118 5119 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 5120 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 5121 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back. 5122 5123 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 5124 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 5125 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 5126 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope). 5127 5128 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 5129 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 5130 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point. 5131 5132 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 5133 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 5134 maybe. 5135 5136 5137 12-16-25 Pt.1 5138 5139 5 More days till 21 Savage day. 5140 5141 12-15-25 Pt.1 5142 5143 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 5144 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 5145 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood. 5146 5147 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 5148 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 5149 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 5150 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam. 5151 5152 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 5153 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 5154 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 5155 tardlets. 5156 5157 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 5158 assuming you are qualified to do so. 5159 5160 5161 5162 12-14-25 Pt.2 5163 5164 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 5165 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 5166 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 5167 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 5168 left in the cosmic void. 5169 5170 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 5171 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 5172 generate HTML,mine is just sexier. 5173 5174 5175 12-14-25 Pt.1 5176 5177 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 5178 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 5179 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 5180 album. 5181 5182 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 5183 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 5184 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 5185 extension has a Sqrt opcdode. 5186 5187 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 5188 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 5189 poop. 5190 5191 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 5192 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice. 5193 5194 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 5195 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 5196 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 5197 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios. 5198 5199 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 5200 cognitive dissonance in saying that. 5201 5202 12-13-25 Pt.2 5203 5204 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 5205 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 5206 using bounding boxes. 5207 5208 12-13-25 Pt.1 5209 5210 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 5211 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 5212 the thing is in a cell. 5213 5214 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm 5215 5216 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm 5217 #define CS_INSIDE 0 5218 #define CS_LEFT 1 5219 #define CS_RIGHT 2 5220 #define CS_BOTTOM 4 5221 #define CS_TOP 8 5222 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) { 5223 I64 r=CS_INSIDE; 5224 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001) 5225 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001) 5226 return r; 5227 if(x<tx) 5228 r|=CS_LEFT; 5229 else if(x>tx+1.) 5230 r|=CS_RIGHT; 5231 if(y<ty) 5232 r|=CS_BOTTOM; 5233 else if(y>ty+1.) 5234 r|=CS_TOP; 5235 return r; 5236 } 5237 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) { 5238 Bool accept=FALSE; 5239 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 5240 I64 oc_max; 5241 F64 x,y; 5242 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1) 5243 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1) 5244 return TRUE; 5245 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1) 5246 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1) 5247 return TRUE; 5248 5249 while(1) { 5250 if(!oc1&&!oc2) { 5251 accept=TRUE; 5252 break; 5253 } else if(oc1&oc2){ 5254 break; 5255 } else { 5256 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2); 5257 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) { 5258 y=ty+1; 5259 xstyle: 5260 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0); 5261 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) { 5262 y=ty; 5263 goto xstyle; 5264 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) { 5265 x=tx+1; 5266 ystyle: 5267 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0); 5268 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) { 5269 x=tx; 5270 goto ystyle; 5271 } 5272 if(oc_max==oc1) { 5273 x0=x; 5274 y0=y; 5275 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty); 5276 } else { 5277 x1=x; 5278 y1=y; 5279 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 5280 } 5281 } 5282 } 5283 return accept; 5284 } 5285 5286 5287 5288 1-12-25 Pt.1 5289 5290 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 5291 MAlloc arenas. 5292 5293 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something. 5294 5295 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 5296 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 5297 failure). 5298 5299 5300 _Misc_LBts: 5301 Misc_LBts: 5302 lsr x3,x1,3 5303 and x1,x1,0x7 5304 add x0,x3,x0 5305 .L_Bts_0: 5306 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic 5307 mov x4,1 5308 lslv w4,w4,w1 5309 tst w3,w4 5310 cset x5, ne 5311 orr w3,w3,w4 5312 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored. 5313 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0 5314 mov x0,x5 5315 ret 5316 5317 In X86 it looks like this 5318 5319 5320 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX 5321 5322 5323 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 5324 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 5325 you can use the result. 5326 5327 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 5328 value in rr. 5329 5330 I was trying to do this today. 5331 5332 5333 //Cant do this atommically easily 5334 //Remove cn 5335 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract 5336 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value 5337 } else { 5338 goto new_arena_slab; 5339 } 5340 5341 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 5342 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86. 5343 5344 5345 1-10-25 Pt.1 5346 5347 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 5348 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 5349 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 5350 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 5351 about much other that eating. 5352 5353 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 5354 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 5355 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 5356 every year. 5357 5358 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 5359 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 5360 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 5361 end up unable to buy anything. 5362 5363 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 5364 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 5365 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast. 5366 5367 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 5368 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 5369 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 5370 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 5371 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something. 5372 5373 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 5374 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 5375 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 5376 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 5377 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions. 5378 5379 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 5380 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 5381 of focus on something. 5382 5383 1-9-25 Pt.1 5384 5385 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 5386 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 5387 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 5388 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 5389 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 5390 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane. 5391 5392 1-8-25 Pt.1 5393 5394 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 5395 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 5396 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship. 5397 5398 1-7-25 Pt.3 5399 5400 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 5401 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 5402 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 5403 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 5404 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 5405 wayland,pick your posion). 5406 5407 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 5408 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 5409 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 5410 not releated to running text programs. 5411 5412 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 5413 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 5414 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 5415 package software for the peguin. 5416 5417 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 5418 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 5419 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 5420 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 5421 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 5422 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog. 5423 5424 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is. 5425 5426 5427 5428 5429 <26>5430 5431 5432 5433 5434 5435 5436 5437 5438 5439 5440 5441 5442 5443 5444 5445 5446 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 5447 linux is a slightly better version of DOS. 5448 5449 5450 5451 5452 1-7-25 Pt.2 5453 5454 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 5455 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 5456 user directories). 5457 5458 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 5459 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 5460 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 5461 directory. 5462 5463 5464 5465 1-7-25 Pt.1 5466 5467 Im sicker than your average trump supporter. 5468 5469 1-5-25 Pt.2 5470 5471 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 5472 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 5473 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 5474 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 5475 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 5476 we see reality. 5477 5478 1-5-25 Pt.1 5479 5480 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 5481 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 5482 enlightented. 5483 5484 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 5485 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers. 5486 5487 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 5488 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 5489 the ages. 5490 5491 1-4-25 Pt.1 5492 5493 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 5494 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 5495 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 5496 a play. 5497 <27>5498 5499 5500 5501 5502 5503 5504 5505 5506 5507 5508 5509 5510 5511 5512 5513 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 5514 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 5515 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 5516 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her. 5517 5518 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 5519 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 5520 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 5521 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman. 5522 5523 5524 1-3-25 Pt.1 5525 5526 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 5527 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 5528 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 5529 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 5530 that work always. 5531 5532 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 5533 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 5534 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 5535 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs 5536 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 5537 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still. 5538 5539 1-2-25 Pt.1 5540 5541 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 5542 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 5543 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 5544 5545 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 5546 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 5547 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 5548 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him. 5549 5550 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 5551 opposites we realize its value. 5552 5553 1-1-25 Pt.2 5554 5555 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 5556 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 5557 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 5558 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 5559 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good. 5560 5561 1-1-25 Pt.1 5562 5563 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 5564 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 5565 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 5566 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show. 5567 5568 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 5569 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 5570 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 5571 money. 5572 5573 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose 5574 informaion while "learning". 5575 <28>5576