0001 <1>0002 0003 0004 0005 0006 0007 0008 0009 0010 0011 0012 0013 Aiwnios.com 0014 0015 Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 0016 backend(source code). I will show you how to do cool stuff like write compilers 0017 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 0018 about myself. 0019 0020 My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a HolyC 0021 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 0022 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 0023 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes. 0024 0025 Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 0026 maybe you are here for the blog 0027 0028 Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 0029 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it). 0030 0031 AiwniosTube Beta 0032 0033 A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC. 0034 0035 AiwniosTube 0036 0037 Irc Server 0038 0039 0040 aiwnios.com 6667 0041 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client 0042 Dont send anything important over the IRC server 0043 0044 0045 Kralech Compiler Tutorial 0046 0047 I dont know where my life will end up but I have a compiler. This is certian. 0048 I did it. I will show others how to do it. This is a good way when you are 0049 right. A compiler turns source code into action that your computer understands. 0050 Knowing how to compile is a good way to milk a computer to the max 0051 0052 0053 <2>0054 0055 0056 0057 0058 0059 0060 0061 0062 0063 0064 0065 0066 0067 0068 0069 0070 0071 0072 0073 0074 0075 0076 0077 Click Links to see source code and Videos 0078 0079 Lesson 1: The Lexer 0080 Lexers turn raw data (such as source code ) into tokens a motherfucking 0081 compiler can use. Dont make a compiler without a lexer or you will have to 0082 juggle lots of meaningless symbols 0083 Lesson 2: The Parser 0084 A compiler must turn tokens into meaningful constructs that the compiler will 0085 use. Representing the reality of the source data is key (representation) when 0086 generating machine code. 0087 0088 Lesson 3: Register Allocation Pt.1 0089 Registers are values that live in your computer. Values in in registers,and 0090 sometimes they die. Here we see which values are living and dead at what points 0091 in time 0092 0093 Lesson 4: Reg Allocation Pt.2: Graph Coloring 0094 0095 Compilers have a finite number of registers. We must use the registers in a good 0096 fashion to generate good machine code. 0097 -] Registers Poem 0098 0099 I hate the scare-registered program 0100 For it lacks a wham. 0101 As the heated graph... 0102 One cant help but laugh, 0103 For one is too poor,the other too dumb 0104 0105 Lesson 5: Reg Allocation Pt.3: Using Less Registers 0106 Registers are finite,forms are not. A value may be in register R10 at one 0107 point,RDI at another 0108 Lesson 6: . Reg Allocation Pt.4: Assigning temporary registers 0109 Lesson 7: Reg GENERATING MOTHERFUCKIN MACHINE CODE 0110 0111 0112 Shitpit Pt.3 0113 0114 1-24-25 Pt.3 0115 0116 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 0117 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 0118 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 0119 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 0120 is for expounding notes on reality and truth. 0121 0122 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 0123 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma. 0124 <3>0125 0126 0127 0128 0129 0130 0131 0132 0133 0134 0135 0136 0137 0138 0139 0140 0141 0142 0143 0144 0145 0146 0147 0148 0149 0150 0151 0152 0153 0154 0155 0156 0157 0158 0159 0160 0161 0162 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 0163 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 0164 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 0165 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 0166 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane. 0167 0168 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 0169 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 0170 love for the goddesses to stay alive. 0171 0172 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 0173 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 0174 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 0175 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 0176 misfortune. 0177 0178 0179 1-24-25 Pt.2 0180 0181 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here. 0182 0183 1-24-25 Pt.1 0184 0185 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 0186 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 0187 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 0188 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 0189 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 0190 your bullfrogs. 0191 0192 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 0193 will be a day or two. 0194 0195 1-23-25 Pt.4 0196 0197 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 0198 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states. 0199 0200 1-23-25 Pt.4 0201 0202 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 0203 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 0204 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 0205 villages then respected the muni. 0206 0207 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 0208 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 0209 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 0210 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people. 0211 0212 0213 1-23-25 Pt.3 0214 0215 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 0216 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 0217 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 0218 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 0219 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 0220 morals is ok. 0221 0222 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 0223 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 0224 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord. 0225 0226 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 0227 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 0228 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast. 0229 0230 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 0231 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also. 0232 0233 1-23-25 Pt.2 0234 0235 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 0236 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 0237 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 0238 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 0239 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 0240 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 0241 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 0242 combating said hypthotical evil. 0243 0244 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 0245 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 0246 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 0247 forget it. 0248 0249 1-23-25 Pt.1 0250 0251 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 0252 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 0253 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 0254 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 0255 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 0256 Fault rests in intention. 0257 0258 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 0259 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 0260 have a vendeta against him. 0261 0262 1-22-25 Pt.3 0263 0264 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 0265 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 0266 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 0267 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 0268 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 0269 he caused more trauma. 0270 0271 A good person learns from the follies of others. 0272 0273 1-22-25 Pt.2 0274 0275 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 0276 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 0277 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world. 0278 0279 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 0280 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 0281 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 0282 depression and happiness. 0283 0284 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 0285 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence. 0286 0287 0288 0289 0290 0291 <4>1-22-25 Pt.1 0292 0293 0294 0295 0296 0297 0298 0299 0300 0301 0302 0303 0304 0305 0306 0307 0308 0309 0310 0311 0312 0313 0314 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 0315 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 0316 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 0317 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault. 0318 0319 0320 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2 0321 0322 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 0323 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 0324 runnin' in Japan. 0325 0326 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 0327 0328 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 0329 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 0330 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 0331 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 0332 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 0333 porn. 0334 0335 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 0336 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 0337 subsitute for parenting your children. 0338 0339 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 0340 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 0341 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 0342 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help. 0343 0344 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 0345 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 0346 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 0347 the Quran out of curioristy and read it. 0348 0349 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now 0350 0351 12-20-25 Pt.1 0352 0353 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM. 0354 0355 12-18-25 Pt.4 0356 0357 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit. 0358 0359 12-18-25 Pt.3 0360 0361 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 0362 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 0363 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes. 0364 0365 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea. 0366 0367 12-18-25 Pt.2 0368 0369 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 0370 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 0371 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research. 0372 0373 0374 0375 12-18-25 Pt.1 0376 0377 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 0378 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why. 0379 0380 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC. 0381 0382 0383 12-17-25 Pt.2 0384 0385 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 0386 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 0387 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 0388 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 0389 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 0390 Hill and Robot Chicken. 0391 0392 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 0393 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 0394 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 0395 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded. 0396 0397 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 0398 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness. 0399 0400 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 0401 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals. 0402 0403 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 0404 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 0405 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 0406 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 0407 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 0408 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok. 0409 0410 12-17-25 Pt.1 0411 0412 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 0413 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 0414 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 0415 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 0416 new computer(Wubi-UEFI) 0417 0418 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 0419 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too. 0420 0421 12-16-25 Pt.3 0422 0423 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 0424 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 0425 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 0426 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 0427 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition. 0428 0429 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 0430 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 0431 I dont thnik she is lying. 0432 0433 12-16-25 Pt.2 0434 0435 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 0436 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 0437 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back. 0438 0439 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 0440 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 0441 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 0442 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope). 0443 0444 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 0445 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 0446 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point. 0447 0448 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 0449 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 0450 maybe. 0451 0452 0453 12-16-25 Pt.1 0454 0455 5 More days till 21 Savage day. 0456 0457 12-15-25 Pt.1 0458 0459 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 0460 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 0461 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood. 0462 0463 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 0464 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 0465 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 0466 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam. 0467 0468 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 0469 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 0470 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 0471 tardlets. 0472 0473 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 0474 assuming you are qualified to do so. 0475 0476 0477 0478 12-14-25 Pt.2 0479 0480 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 0481 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 0482 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 0483 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 0484 left in the cosmic void. 0485 0486 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 0487 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 0488 generate HTML,mine is just sexier. 0489 0490 0491 12-14-25 Pt.1 0492 0493 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 0494 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 0495 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 0496 album. 0497 0498 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 0499 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 0500 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 0501 extension has a Sqrt opcdode. 0502 0503 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 0504 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 0505 poop. 0506 0507 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 0508 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice. 0509 0510 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 0511 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 0512 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 0513 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios. 0514 0515 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 0516 cognitive dissonance in saying that. 0517 0518 12-13-25 Pt.2 0519 0520 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 0521 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 0522 using bounding boxes. 0523 0524 12-13-25 Pt.1 0525 0526 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 0527 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 0528 the thing is in a cell. 0529 0530 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm 0531 0532 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm 0533 #define CS_INSIDE 0 0534 #define CS_LEFT 1 0535 #define CS_RIGHT 2 0536 #define CS_BOTTOM 4 0537 #define CS_TOP 8 0538 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) { 0539 I64 r=CS_INSIDE; 0540 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001) 0541 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001) 0542 return r; 0543 if(x<tx) 0544 r|=CS_LEFT; 0545 else if(x>tx+1.) 0546 r|=CS_RIGHT; 0547 if(y<ty) 0548 r|=CS_BOTTOM; 0549 else if(y>ty+1.) 0550 r|=CS_TOP; 0551 return r; 0552 } 0553 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) { 0554 Bool accept=FALSE; 0555 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 0556 I64 oc_max; 0557 F64 x,y; 0558 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1) 0559 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1) 0560 return TRUE; 0561 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1) 0562 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1) 0563 return TRUE; 0564 0565 while(1) { 0566 if(!oc1&&!oc2) { 0567 accept=TRUE; 0568 break; 0569 } else if(oc1&oc2){ 0570 break; 0571 } else { 0572 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2); 0573 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) { 0574 y=ty+1; 0575 xstyle: 0576 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0); 0577 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) { 0578 y=ty; 0579 goto xstyle; 0580 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) { 0581 x=tx+1; 0582 ystyle: 0583 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0); 0584 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) { 0585 x=tx; 0586 goto ystyle; 0587 } 0588 if(oc_max==oc1) { 0589 x0=x; 0590 y0=y; 0591 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty); 0592 } else { 0593 x1=x; 0594 y1=y; 0595 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 0596 } 0597 } 0598 } 0599 return accept; 0600 } 0601 0602 0603 0604 1-12-25 Pt.1 0605 0606 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 0607 MAlloc arenas. 0608 0609 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something. 0610 0611 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 0612 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 0613 failure). 0614 0615 0616 _Misc_LBts: 0617 Misc_LBts: 0618 lsr x3,x1,3 0619 and x1,x1,0x7 0620 add x0,x3,x0 0621 .L_Bts_0: 0622 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic 0623 mov x4,1 0624 lslv w4,w4,w1 0625 tst w3,w4 0626 cset x5, ne 0627 orr w3,w3,w4 0628 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored. 0629 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0 0630 mov x0,x5 0631 ret 0632 0633 In X86 it looks like this 0634 0635 0636 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX 0637 0638 0639 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 0640 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 0641 you can use the result. 0642 0643 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 0644 value in rr. 0645 0646 I was trying to do this today. 0647 0648 0649 //Cant do this atommically easily 0650 //Remove cn 0651 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract 0652 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value 0653 } else { 0654 goto new_arena_slab; 0655 } 0656 0657 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 0658 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86. 0659 0660 0661 1-10-25 Pt.1 0662 0663 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 0664 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 0665 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 0666 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 0667 about much other that eating. 0668 0669 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 0670 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 0671 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 0672 every year. 0673 0674 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 0675 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 0676 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 0677 end up unable to buy anything. 0678 0679 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 0680 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 0681 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast. 0682 0683 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 0684 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 0685 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 0686 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 0687 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something. 0688 0689 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 0690 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 0691 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 0692 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 0693 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions. 0694 0695 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 0696 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 0697 of focus on something. 0698 0699 1-9-25 Pt.1 0700 0701 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 0702 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 0703 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 0704 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 0705 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 0706 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane. 0707 0708 1-8-25 Pt.1 0709 0710 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 0711 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 0712 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship. 0713 0714 1-7-25 Pt.3 0715 0716 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 0717 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 0718 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 0719 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 0720 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 0721 wayland,pick your posion). 0722 0723 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 0724 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 0725 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 0726 not releated to running text programs. 0727 0728 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 0729 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 0730 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 0731 package software for the peguin. 0732 0733 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 0734 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 0735 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 0736 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 0737 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 0738 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog. 0739 0740 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is. 0741 0742 0743 0744 0745 <5>0746 0747 0748 0749 0750 0751 0752 0753 0754 0755 0756 0757 0758 0759 0760 0761 0762 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 0763 linux is a slightly better version of DOS. 0764 0765 0766 0767 0768 1-7-25 Pt.2 0769 0770 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 0771 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 0772 user directories). 0773 0774 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 0775 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 0776 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 0777 directory. 0778 0779 0780 0781 1-7-25 Pt.1 0782 0783 Im sicker than your average trump supporter. 0784 0785 1-5-25 Pt.2 0786 0787 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 0788 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 0789 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 0790 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 0791 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 0792 we see reality. 0793 0794 1-5-25 Pt.1 0795 0796 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 0797 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 0798 enlightented. 0799 0800 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 0801 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers. 0802 0803 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 0804 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 0805 the ages. 0806 0807 1-4-25 Pt.1 0808 0809 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 0810 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 0811 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 0812 a play. 0813 <6>0814 0815 0816 0817 0818 0819 0820 0821 0822 0823 0824 0825 0826 0827 0828 0829 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 0830 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 0831 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 0832 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her. 0833 0834 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 0835 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 0836 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 0837 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman. 0838 0839 0840 1-3-25 Pt.1 0841 0842 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 0843 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 0844 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 0845 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 0846 that work always. 0847 0848 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 0849 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 0850 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 0851 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs 0852 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 0853 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still. 0854 0855 1-2-25 Pt.1 0856 0857 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 0858 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 0859 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 0860 0861 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 0862 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 0863 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 0864 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him. 0865 0866 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 0867 opposites we realize its value. 0868 0869 1-1-25 Pt.2 0870 0871 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 0872 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 0873 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 0874 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 0875 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good. 0876 0877 1-1-25 Pt.1 0878 0879 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 0880 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 0881 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 0882 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show. 0883 0884 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 0885 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 0886 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 0887 money. 0888 0889 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose 0890 informaion while "learning". 0891 <7>0892 0893 0894 0895 0896 0897 0898 0899 0900 0901 0902 0903 0904 0905 0906 0907 0908 0909 0910 0911 0912 0913 0914 0915 0916 0917 0918 12-31-24 Pt.1 0919 0920 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 0921 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 0922 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 0923 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 0924 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid. 0925 0926 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 0927 against. 0928 0929 12-30-24 Pt.1 0930 0931 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 0932 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 0933 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 0934 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband. 0935 0936 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 0937 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 0938 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 0939 vhelicle of the witch, 0940 0941 0942 12-29-24 Pt.3 0943 0944 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 0945 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 0946 useful except for building cool stuff with. 0947 0948 12-29-24 Pt.2 0949 0950 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 0951 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 0952 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 0953 FrogsEngine 0954 <8>0955 0956 0957 0958 0959 0960 0961 0962 0963 0964 0965 0966 0967 0968 0969 0970 12-29-24 Pt.1 0971 0972 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 0973 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 0974 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 0975 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed. 0976 0977 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 0978 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 0979 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 0980 read it like fread in C. 0981 0982 12-27-24 Pt.2 0983 0984 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 0985 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 0986 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 0987 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 0988 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 0989 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 0990 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something. 0991 0992 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 0993 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 0994 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 0995 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 0996 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 0997 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 0998 0999 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 1000 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 1001 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed 1002 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 1003 with suspicion. 1004 1005 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing. 1006 1007 12-26-24 Pt.1 1008 1009 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 1010 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 1011 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 1012 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 1013 routines. 1014 1015 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 1016 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 1017 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 1018 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 1019 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 1020 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff. 1021 1022 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 1023 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 1024 complicated APIs exist. 1025 1026 1027 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas) 1028 1029 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 1030 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 1031 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 1032 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect. 1033 1034 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch) 1035 1036 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 1037 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 1038 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 1039 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 1040 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall". 1041 1042 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 1043 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 1044 themselves. 1045 1046 1047 12-24-24 Pt.1 1048 1049 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 1050 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 1051 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 1052 to read data from the end of an executable. 1053 1054 #include <stdio.h> 1055 #include <stdint.h> 1056 #include <string.h> 1057 int main(int argc,char **argv) { 1058 char signature[9]; 1059 signature[8]=0; 1060 1061 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program 1062 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there 1063 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END); 1064 fread(signature,1,8,f); 1065 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) { 1066 uint64_t off; 1067 fread(&off,1,8,f); 1068 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET); 1069 //Read the data. 1070 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off); 1071 } 1072 } 1073 Do This: 1074 1075 gcc ass.c 1076 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out 1077 ./a.out 1078 12-23-24 Pt.2 1079 Initiation of Candana1080 1081 1082 1083 1084 1085 1086 1087 1088 1089 1090 1091 1092 1093 1094 1095 1096 1097 1098 1099 1100 1101 1102 1103 1104 1105 1106 1107 1108 12-23-24 Pt.1 1109 1110 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 1111 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 1112 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 1113 1114 12-22-24 Pt.2 1115 1116 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 1117 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 1118 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 1119 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 1120 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 1121 X86_64 machine. 1122 1123 12-22-24 Pt.1 1124 1125 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord. 1126 <10>1127 1128 1129 1130 1131 1132 1133 1134 1135 1136 1137 1138 1139 1140 1141 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 1142 1143 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 1144 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe. 1145 1146 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 1147 1148 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 1149 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 1150 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 1151 1152 12-20-24 Pt.1 1153 1154 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 1155 because they love themselves and want their children to please them. 1156 1157 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 1158 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 1159 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for. 1160 1161 12-19-24 Pt.1 1162 1163 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 1164 on raw hardware(FPGA). 1165 1166 12-18-24 Pt.2 1167 1168 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 1169 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 1170 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 1171 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 1172 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in. 1173 1174 12-18-24 Pt.1 1175 1176 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 1177 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 1178 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 1179 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 1180 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 1181 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 1182 1183 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 1184 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 1185 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 1186 amoung each-other. 1187 1188 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 1189 me. They probably think I am a retard. 1190 12-17-24 Pt.4 1191 1192 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 1193 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 1194 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones. 1195 1196 12-17-24 Pt.3 1197 1198 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 1199 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 1200 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 1201 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 1202 misleading implications of the words being used. 1203 1204 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 1205 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 1206 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 1207 refering to. 1208 1209 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 1210 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 1211 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 1212 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 1213 sex in real life. 1214 1215 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 1216 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 1217 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 1218 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 1219 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 1220 stupid. 1221 1222 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue. 1223 1224 1225 12-17-24 Pt.2 1226 1227 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 1228 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 1229 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator. 1230 1231 1232 12-17-24 Pt.1 1233 1234 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 1235 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 1236 the neighborhood. 1237 1238 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 1239 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 1240 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered. 1241 1242 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor. 1243 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 1244 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy. 1245 1246 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 1247 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from. 1248 1249 1250 12-16-24 Pt.3 1251 1252 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works. 1253 1254 1255 <11>1256 1257 1258 1259 1260 1261 1262 1263 1264 1265 1266 1267 1268 1269 1270 1271 1272 1273 1274 1275 1276 1277 1278 1279 1280 1281 1282 1283 1284 1285 1286 1287 1288 1289 1290 1291 1292 1293 1294 1295 1296 1297 1298 1299 1300 1301 1302 1303 1304 1305 1306 1307 1308 1309 1310 1311 1312 1313 12-16-24 Pt.2 1314 1315 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 1316 get there. 1317 1318 12-16-24 Pt.1 1319 1320 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 1321 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 1322 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 1323 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 1324 have more freedom. 1325 1326 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 1327 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 1328 too many drugs 1329 1330 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 1331 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali. 1332 1333 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 1334 art called "aiwnios". 1335 1336 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs. 1337 1338 12-15-24 Pt.2 1339 1340 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 1341 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 1342 efukt.com exist. 1343 1344 12-15-24 Pt.1 1345 1346 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 1347 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 1348 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 1349 fixing me except by my own way. 1350 1351 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 1352 free makes it change 1353 1354 12-14-24 Pt.2 1355 1356 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 1357 content for AiwniosTube. 1358 1359 12-14-24 Pt.1 1360 1361 My body is your political glory hole. 1362 1363 12-13-24 Pt.1 1364 1365 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 1366 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 1367 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 1368 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 1369 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory 1370 1371 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 1372 flags but adds does. 1373 1374 1375 12-12-24 Pt.1 1376 1377 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 1378 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 1379 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 1380 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 1381 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 1382 ideas live here,someone come visit". 1383 1384 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 1385 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 1386 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 1387 Christ to find refudge. 1388 1389 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 1390 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 1391 individuals with agree with you.. 1392 1393 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 1394 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 1395 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 1396 to find joy in saying "retard" alot. 1397 1398 See this cool work on art by James Hampton 1399 1400 12-11-24 Pt.3 1401 1402 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 1403 colored text to the termianl. 1404 1405 12-11-24 Pt.2 1406 1407 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 1408 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 1409 someone who serves all and makes no enemies. 1410 1411 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 1412 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 1413 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers. 1414 1415 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself 1416 1417 1418 12-11-24 Pt.1 1419 1420 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 1421 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding. 1422 1423 12-10-24 Pt.5 1424 1425 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 1426 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 1427 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 1428 discernment. 1429 1430 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China. 1431 1432 1433 <12>1434 1435 1436 1437 1438 1439 1440 1441 1442 1443 1444 1445 1446 1447 1448 1449 1450 1451 1452 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy 1453 1454 1455 12-10-24 Pt.4 1456 1457 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 1458 my porn is probably retarded. 1459 1460 12-10-24 Pt.3 1461 1462 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 1463 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 1464 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok. 1465 1466 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 1467 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 1468 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 1469 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 1470 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention. 1471 1472 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 1473 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer. 1474 1475 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 1476 masturbate to WAP. 1477 1478 12-10-24 Pt.2 1479 1480 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 1481 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 1482 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 1483 not be a construction worker. 1484 1485 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 1486 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 1487 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 1488 out their hatred for niggers. 1489 1490 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 1491 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 1492 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering. 1493 1494 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 1495 suffering we have are niggers. 1496 1497 Stop killing niggers. 1498 1499 1500 12-10-24 Pt.1 1501 1502 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 1503 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later. 1504 1505 12-9-24 Pt.2 1506 1507 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time. 1508 1509 12-9-24 Pt.1 1510 1511 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 1512 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 1513 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 1514 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal. 1515 1516 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 1517 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 1518 hands are clean. I was submitting. 1519 1520 12-8-24 Pt.2 1521 1522 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality. 1523 1524 12-8-24 Pt.1 1525 1526 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 1527 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 1528 make a list. 1529 -] Retardations of Islam 1530 1531 -] Nashk 1532 1533 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 1534 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one 1535 1536 It goes like this: 1537 1538 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 1539 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 1540 everything? 1541 Quran 2:106 1542 1543 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words 1544 1545 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 1546 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing. 1547 1548 Quran 6:115 1549 1550 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 1551 hell? 1552 1553 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub, 1554 Quean 88:6 1555 1556 nor any food except oozing pus, 1557 Quran 69:36 1558 1559 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well. 1560 1561 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 1562 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind. 1563 Quran 7:83 1564 1565 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 1566 we saved at the brink of dawn 1567 Quran 54:34 1568 1569 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real 1570 1571 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 1572 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 1573 say is true. 1574 Quran 2:23 1575 1576 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go. 1577 1578 She took off her dentures and blew me 1579 Oh so gooey and so very great. 1580 I usualy beat it,mastrubate. 1581 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today. 1582 Letter to Gram Gram 1583 1584 I only drink coadine 1585 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee. 1586 Garentee you get high 1587 If you drink my pee. 1588 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein. 1589 I don't sell propaine 1590 1591 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus 1592 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful 1593 Covid 1594 By the eradicating virus 1595 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away 1596 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease 1597 No, rather it is certain death 1598 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves 1599 So hold on to science and abandon traditions 1600 And don't go out to buy wheat 1601 And stay home for it is a strong scourge 1602 And wash your hands with new soap 1603 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth 1604 1605 Surah Corona 1606 1607 Someone in the Night... 1608 Micheal Jackson 1609 1610 1611 1612 1613 12-7-24 Pt.1 1614 1615 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 1616 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice. 1617 1618 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 1619 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 1620 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims. 1621 1622 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 1623 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 1624 retarded if you think that. 1625 1626 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 1627 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 1628 implcitly(?). 1629 1630 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 1631 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 1632 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk. 1633 1634 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 1635 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 1636 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself. 1637 1638 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 1639 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts. 1640 1641 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 1642 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher 1643 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 1644 1645 1646 1647 12-6-24 Pt.1 1648 1649 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun. 1650 1651 12-5-24 Pt.2 1652 1653 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 1654 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny 1655 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 1656 alot be become an Arihant 1657 <13>1658 1659 1660 1661 1662 1663 1664 1665 1666 1667 1668 1669 1670 1671 1672 1673 1674 1675 1676 1677 1678 1679 1680 1681 12-5-24 Pt.1 1682 1683 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT 1684 1685 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 1686 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 1687 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 1688 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 1689 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated. 1690 1691 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 1692 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 1693 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 1694 its good. 1695 1696 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 1697 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 1698 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 1699 liberated either. 1700 1701 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 1702 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards 1703 birthed out of vaginas. 1704 1705 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean. 1706 1707 <14>1708 1709 1710 1711 1712 1713 1714 1715 1716 1717 1718 1719 1720 1721 1722 1723 1724 1725 1726 1727 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 1728 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 1729 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 1730 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 1731 this(where?). 1732 12-4-24 Pt.1 1733 1734 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 1735 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 1736 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 1737 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in. 1738 1739 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 1740 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 1741 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 1742 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff. 1743 1744 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 1745 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot. 1746 1747 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 1748 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 1749 server other souls. 1750 1751 12-2-24 Pt.2 1752 1753 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 1754 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 1755 can do good things once fed. 1756 1757 12-2-24 Pt.1 1758 1759 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 1760 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 1761 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 1762 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 1763 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 1764 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas 1765 1766 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 1767 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 1768 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 1769 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below. 1770 1771 Stuti 1772 1773 Talking poo poo brains. 1774 Diving in converstation depths. 1775 To see the bottom 1776 1777 12-1-24 Pt.5 1778 1779 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 1780 around it. 1781 1782 12-1-24 Pt.4 1783 1784 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 1785 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 1786 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 1787 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 1788 work is not. I wrote a compiler. 1789 1790 12-1-24 Pt.3 1791 1792 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com 1793 1794 12-1-24 Pt.2 1795 1796 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 1797 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 1798 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor. 1799 1800 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 1801 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 1802 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still. 1803 1804 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 1805 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up. 1806 1807 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 1808 1809 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 1810 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 1811 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 1812 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it. 1813 1814 12-1-24 Pt.1 1815 1816 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 1817 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin 1818 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 1819 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today. 1820 1821 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 1822 userspace. 21 Not lit. 1823 1824 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 1825 His word play shows it. Rap is art. 1826 1827 11-30-24 Pt.1 1828 1829 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 1830 compiler. 1831 1832 11-29-24 Pt.5 1833 1834 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 1835 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 1836 pleased by the Tirthankars 1837 1838 11-29-24 Pt.4 1839 1840 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 1841 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 1842 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt. 1843 1844 11-29-24 Pt.3 1845 1846 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 1847 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 1848 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 1849 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 1850 pussies. 1851 1852 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 1853 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 1854 ISIS retard. 1855 1856 11-29-24 Pt.2 1857 1858 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 1859 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 1860 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 1861 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds. 1862 1863 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims. 1864 1865 -] Claim 1866 1867 -] Abortion 1868 1869 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 1870 retards is eugenoics... 1871 1872 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder. 1873 1874 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 1875 to kill it before it matures and has a brain. 1876 1877 -] Porn 1878 1879 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women... 1880 1881 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery 1882 1883 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 1884 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 1885 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn. 1886 1887 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships. 1888 1889 -] Transgenders 1890 1891 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 1892 who transition. 1893 1894 Meaning: God doesnt like it. 1895 1896 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, 1897 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are 1898 abomination unto the LORD thy God.) 1899 1900 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 1901 harm,its no diffent than smoking). 1902 1903 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention. 1904 1905 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 1906 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 1907 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 1908 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 1909 transgenders. 1910 1911 1912 1913 11-29-24 Pt.1 1914 1915 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 1916 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 1917 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission. 1918 1919 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 1920 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 1921 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent). 1922 1923 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 1924 fucked. 1925 1926 1927 11-28-24 Pt.1 1928 1929 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 1930 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 1931 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 1932 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 1933 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 1934 idea to eat it. 1935 1936 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 1937 turkey. 1938 1939 11-27-24 Pt.1 1940 1941 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 1942 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 1943 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 1944 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 1945 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare. 1946 1947 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 1948 in my own culture. 1949 1950 11-26-24 Pt.2 1951 1952 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 1953 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 1954 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 1955 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 1956 Everything in life is optional and not important. 1957 1958 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 1959 doing un-important things like playing cards or something. 1960 1961 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 1962 importance in them. 1963 1964 11-26-24 Pt.1 1965 1966 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 1967 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 1968 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality. 1969 1970 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 1971 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now. 1972 1973 11-25-24 Pt.3 1974 1975 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 1976 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings 1977 1978 1979 11-25-24 Pt.2 1980 1981 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 1982 Chantlor" or something 1983 1984 11-25-24 Pt.1 1985 1986 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 1987 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 1988 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 1989 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 1990 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 1991 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 1992 1993 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 1994 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 1995 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 1996 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 1997 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 1998 website called backpage. 1999 2000 2001 11-24-24 Pt.2 2002 2003 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 2004 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 2005 creatures swiming around aimlessly 2006 2007 11-24-24 Pt.1 2008 2009 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 2010 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 2011 there was a rap guy. 2012 2013 11-23-24 Pt.2 2014 2015 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 2016 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 2017 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 2018 lots of cool people who like swag. 2019 2020 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 2021 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 2022 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people. 2023 2024 2025 11-23-24 Pt.2 2026 2027 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 2028 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 2029 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 2030 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do. 2031 2032 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 2033 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 2034 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 2035 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 2036 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic). 2037 2038 11-23-24 Pt.1 2039 2040 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 2041 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 2042 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 2043 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 2044 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess. 2045 2046 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is 2047 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 2048 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 2049 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit. 2050 2051 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 2052 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 2053 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 2054 breadcrumbs I find. 2055 2056 11-22-24 Pt.1 2057 2058 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 2059 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 2060 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 2061 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 2062 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 2063 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 2064 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories. 2065 2066 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 2067 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 2068 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 2069 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 2070 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 2071 feature is dogshit though. 2072 2073 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 2074 2075 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital 2076 2077 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 2078 2079 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 2080 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 2081 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 2082 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 2083 it out. See DrawQuad. 2084 2085 11-19-24 Pt.2 2086 2087 Half-Life 2 got updated. 2088 2089 11-19-24 Pt.1 2090 2091 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 2092 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 2093 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 2094 because it is my job; I am too nice. 2095 2096 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 2097 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 2098 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 2099 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference 2100 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find. 2101 2102 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 2103 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 2104 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 2105 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 2106 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS. 2107 2108 11-18-24 Pt.1 2109 2110 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 2111 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can 2112 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 2113 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl 2114 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless. 2115 2116 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 2117 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 2118 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 2119 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant 2120 2121 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 2122 smile. 2123 2124 11-16-24 Pt.2 2125 2126 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 2127 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 2128 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 2129 as the next President 2130 2131 2132 11-16-24 Pt.1 2133 2134 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 2135 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 2136 while having nothing admirable about them. 2137 2138 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 2139 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 2140 virtue. 2141 2142 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 2143 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 2144 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards. 2145 2146 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 2147 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 2148 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one. 2149 2150 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue. 2151 2152 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 2153 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 2154 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 2155 still admire him for some reason. 2156 2157 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 2158 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue. 2159 2160 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 2161 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight 2162 2163 11-15-24 Pt.1 2164 2165 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 2166 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 2167 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 2168 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 2169 this due to seperation. 2170 2171 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 2172 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 2173 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 2174 read any other religious text. 2175 2176 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 2177 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 2178 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 2179 Stealing is a big sin too. 2180 2181 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 2182 why people believe in it. 2183 2184 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 2185 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 2186 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is 2187 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 2188 because "it is from Allah end of story". 2189 2190 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 2191 "single" text that no one knows how to recite. 2192 2193 2194 11-14-24 Pt.1 2195 2196 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 2197 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 2198 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 2199 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 2200 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food. 2201 2202 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action. 2203 2204 11-11-24 Pt.2 2205 2206 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop. 2207 2208 2209 2210 2211 <15>2212 2213 2214 2215 2216 2217 2218 2219 2220 2221 2222 2223 2224 2225 2226 2227 2228 2229 2230 2231 2232 2233 2234 2235 2236 11-11-24 Pt.1 2237 2238 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 2239 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited. 2240 2241 11-9-24 Pt.2 2242 2243 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 2244 where people think would be boring. 2245 2246 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 2247 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 2248 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action. 2249 2250 I think alot. 2251 2252 11-9-24 Pt.1 2253 2254 /* Whoops censored again */ 2255 2256 ChatGPT says: 2257 2258 2259 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 2260 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 2261 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 2262 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 2263 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 2264 violence, which would have legal consequences. 2265 2266 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 2267 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 2268 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 2269 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 2270 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 2271 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected. 2272 2273 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 2274 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 2275 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 2276 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal. 2277 2278 2279 11-8-24 Pt.2 2280 2281 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 2282 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 2283 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it. 2284 2285 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 2286 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 2287 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 2288 2289 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 2290 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 2291 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 2292 at work like this sometimes. 2293 2294 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 2295 I think onto reality. 2296 2297 2298 11-8-24 Pt.1 2299 2300 Trump X Shit crossover. 2301 2302 <16>2303 2304 2305 2306 2307 2308 2309 2310 2311 2312 2313 2314 2315 2316 2317 2318 2319 2320 2321 2322 2323 2324 2325 2326 2327 2328 2329 2330 2331 11-6-24 Pt.2 2332 2333 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 2334 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 2335 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 2336 stuff. I dont know what others think about. 2337 2338 11-6-24 Pt.1 2339 2340 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 2341 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 2342 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 2343 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV. 2344 2345 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 2346 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 2347 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 2348 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers. 2349 2350 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 2351 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and 2352 not safety mostly. 2353 2354 2355 11-4-24 Pt.1 2356 2357 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 2358 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 2359 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned. 2360 2361 2362 11-2-24 Pt.2 2363 2364 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 2365 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 2366 still a ball buster. 2367 2368 11-2-24 Pt.1 2369 2370 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 2371 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines 2372 2373 11-2-24 Pt.1 2374 2375 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 2376 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 2377 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 2378 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 2379 the opcodes in a CSV file. 2380 2381 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 2382 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 2383 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 2384 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 2385 know sometimes. 2386 2387 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 2388 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 2389 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it). 2390 2391 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 2392 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 2393 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers. 2394 2395 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 2396 defines them. I'll draw: 2397 <17>2398 2399 2400 2401 2402 2403 2404 2405 2406 2407 2408 2409 2410 2411 2412 2413 2414 2415 2416 2417 2418 2419 2420 2421 2422 2423 2424 2425 2426 2427 2428 2429 2430 2431 10-31-24 Pt.1 2432 2433 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon. 2434 2435 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 2436 DC-ROMA Pt.2 2437 2438 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 2439 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 2440 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 2441 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 2442 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 2443 voluptous RISC-V machine. 2444 2445 2446 10-30-24 Pt.3.5 2447 2448 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 2449 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 2450 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 2451 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 2452 2453 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons. 2454 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 2455 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I 2456 do now. 2457 2458 10-30-24 Pt.3 2459 2460 News article that is intresting 2461 2462 10-30-24 Pt.2 2463 2464 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 2465 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 2466 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 2467 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 2468 the foofie world 2469 <18>2470 2471 2472 2473 2474 2475 2476 2477 2478 2479 2480 2481 2482 2483 2484 2485 2486 2487 10-30-24 Pt.1 2488 2489 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 2490 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 2491 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 2492 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 2493 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine). 2494 2495 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 2496 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 2497 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 2498 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 2499 enemies. 2500 2501 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 2502 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 2503 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok. 2504 2505 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will 2506 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool. 2507 2508 2509 10-27-24 Pt.1 2510 2511 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 2512 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 2513 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 2514 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 2515 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 2516 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human 2517 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 2518 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods. 2519 2520 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 2521 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy. 2522 2523 10-26-24 Pt.1 2524 2525 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster. 2526 2527 10-25-24 Pt.1 2528 2529 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 2530 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 2531 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 2532 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 2533 moment. 2534 2535 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 2536 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 2537 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief. 2538 2539 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality. 2540 2541 10-24-24 Pt.1 2542 2543 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on 2544 and active since last night. 2545 2546 2547 10-24-24 Pt.1 2548 2549 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive) 2550 2551 -] pid_t's and LWP's 2552 2553 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes 2554 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 2555 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 2556 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 2557 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 2558 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace) 2559 2560 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 2561 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 2562 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process. 2563 2564 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's 2565 2566 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 2567 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 2568 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump. 2569 2570 2571 2572 10-23-24 Pt.1 2573 2574 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 2575 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 2576 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 2577 on death and dying. 2578 2579 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 2580 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 2581 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 2582 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 2583 nothing by volenteerring more of my time. 2584 2585 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 2586 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard. 2587 2588 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 2589 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 2590 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 2591 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 2592 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 2593 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 2594 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 2595 you started than to cowardy finish the job. 2596 2597 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 2598 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 2599 a bad reason. You might even get no reason. 2600 2601 10-22-24 Pt.1 2602 2603 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 2604 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 2605 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 2606 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 2607 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 2608 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 2609 gunna do it. 2610 2611 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction. 2612 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 2613 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 2614 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 2615 method. 2616 2617 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 2618 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 2619 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 2620 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know). 2621 2622 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 2623 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 2624 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs. 2625 2626 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 2627 to install. 2628 2629 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 2630 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things 2631 2632 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 2633 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 2634 2635 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 2636 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos. 2637 2638 2639 2640 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 2641 2642 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 2643 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 2644 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot. 2645 2646 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 2647 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 2648 open(2)). 2649 2650 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 2651 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 2652 2653 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 2654 later. 2655 2656 10-20-24 Pt.1 2657 2658 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 2659 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 2660 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 2661 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings. 2662 2663 10-19-24 Pt.1 2664 2665 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 2666 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 2667 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense. 2668 2669 Weird but true 2670 2671 10-18-24 Pt.3 2672 2673 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids. 2674 2675 2676 <19>2677 2678 2679 2680 2681 2682 2683 2684 2685 2686 2687 2688 2689 2690 2691 2692 2693 2694 2695 2696 2697 2698 2699 2700 2701 10-18-24 Pt.2 2702 2703 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 2704 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 2705 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 2706 hopefully. 2707 2708 10-18-24 Pt.1 2709 2710 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 2711 programs 2712 2713 -] Programs 2714 2715 -] db_dump-5 2716 2717 failed 2718 2719 -] db_dump-5.3 2720 2721 failed 2722 2723 -] db_dump-185 2724 2725 failed 2726 2727 -] db_dump-185.3 2728 2729 failed 2730 2731 -] file 2732 2733 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 2734 native byte-order) 2735 2736 2737 2738 10-17-24 Pt.2 2739 2740 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus. 2741 2742 2743 10-15-24 Pt.2 2744 2745 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 2746 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 2747 figure it out 2748 2749 10-15-24 Pt.1 2750 2751 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 2752 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 2753 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 2754 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 2755 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 2756 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 2757 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 2758 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali". 2759 2760 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 2761 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 2762 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 2763 tan-line. 2764 2765 10-14-24 Pt.2 2766 2767 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 2768 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly). 2769 2770 10-14-24 Pt.1 2771 2772 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 2773 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 2774 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 2775 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 2776 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 2777 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 2778 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 2779 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 2780 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 2781 2782 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 2783 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 2784 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 2785 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe. 2786 2787 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 2788 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 2789 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 2790 this heuristic look at this website 2791 2792 2793 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 2794 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this. 2795 2796 2797 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 2798 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins. 2799 2800 10-13-24 Pt.1 2801 2802 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 2803 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 2804 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 2805 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about 2806 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 2807 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first. 2808 2809 10-12-24 Pt.2 2810 2811 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 2812 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self. 2813 2814 10-12-24 Pt.1 2815 2816 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 2817 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 2818 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 2819 the cattle for shit and build shit huts. 2820 <20>2821 2822 2823 2824 2825 2826 2827 2828 2829 2830 2831 2832 2833 2834 2835 2836 2837 2838 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 2839 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 2840 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 2841 to therapists who are proxies for complaints. 2842 2843 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 2844 relate,the best thing we can do is relate. 2845 2846 2847 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse 2848 2849 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 2850 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 2851 bliss,I think it's true. 2852 2853 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday 2854 2855 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons. 2856 -] Reasons 2857 2858 -] Little or no File buffering 2859 2860 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 2861 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 2862 way slower than RAM. 2863 2864 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 2865 fuck 2866 2867 -] Not using syscalls 2868 2869 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 2870 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 2871 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 2872 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 2873 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 2874 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 2875 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0 2876 <21>2877 2878 2879 2880 2881 2882 2883 2884 2885 2886 2887 2888 2889 2890 2891 2892 2893 2894 2895 2896 2897 2898 2899 2900 2901 2902 2903 -] NT(Fragmentation)S 2904 2905 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 2906 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk 2907 <22>2908 2909 2910 2911 2912 2913 2914 2915 2916 2917 2918 2919 2920 2921 2922 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday 2923 2924 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 2925 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 2926 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 2927 computers so its a "tax". 2928 2929 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 2930 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 2931 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 2932 around then do a good job. 2933 2934 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 2935 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 2936 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 2937 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage. 2938 2939 <23>2940 2941 2942 2943 2944 2945 2946 2947 2948 2949 2950 2951 2952 2953 2954 2955 2956 2957 2958 2959 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit 2960 2961 2962 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika 2963 2964 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep. 2965 2966 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply. 2967 2968 2969 10-7-24 Pt.1 2970 2971 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 2972 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 2973 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 2974 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy 2975 2976 10-6-24 Pt.3 2977 2978 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 2979 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 2980 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 2981 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 2982 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant 2983 and then eat it's fruits. 2984 2985 <24>2986 2987 2988 2989 2990 2991 2992 2993 2994 2995 2996 2997 2998 2999 3000 3001 3002 3003 3004 3005 3006 3007 10-6-24 Pt.2 3008 3009 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 3010 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 3011 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 3012 various things. 3013 3014 10-6-24 Pt.1 3015 3016 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 3017 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 3018 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely. 3019 3020 9-31-24 Pt.2 3021 3022 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind. 3023 3024 9-31-24 Pt.1 3025 3026 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 3027 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 3028 it. A partial win is better than no win. 3029 3030 9-31-24 Pt.2 3031 3032 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 3033 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 3034 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 3035 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 3036 liberation 3037 3038 9-31-24 Pt.1 3039 3040 -] Decreteum Compilerum I 3041 3042 1. Res finitus sunt. 3043 2. Formamentum sunt haut. 3044 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis 3045 4. Animi abditi est 3046 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum 3047 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum 3048 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat. 3049 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila. 3050 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum. 3051 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit. 3052 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila. 3053 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum. 3054 3055 3056 3057 9-30-24 Pt.1 3058 3059 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1 3060 3061 1. Things are finite. 3062 2. Representations are not 3063 3. There are seen and unseen matter 3064 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter 3065 5. Soul is unseen 3066 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms 3067 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process. 3068 8. Things has position and process 3069 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 3070 at once 3071 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect. 3072 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once. 3073 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions. 3074 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 3075 composed of different threads. 3076 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 3077 seperated by position 3078 3079 <25>3080 3081 3082 3083 3084 3085 3086 3087 3088 3089 3090 3091 3092 3093 3094 3095 3096 3097 3098 3099 3100 3101 3102 3103 3104 9-29-24 Pt.1 3105 3106 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 3107 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 3108 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 3109 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 3110 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 3111 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial. 3112 3113 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 3114 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 3115 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 3116 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share 3117 3118 9-28-24 Pt.1 3119 3120 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 3121 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 3122 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 3123 better than accepting reality. 3124 3125 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 3126 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 3127 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them. 3128 3129 9-26-24 Pt.2 3130 3131 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 3132 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 3133 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are 3134 feeble. 3135 3136 9-26-24 Pt.1 3137 3138 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 3139 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 3140 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 3141 "bad" word. 3142 3143 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 3144 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 3145 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 3146 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 3147 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 3148 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 3149 n word. 3150 3151 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 3152 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 3153 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 3154 ignoring it. 3155 3156 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 3157 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 3158 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 3159 by margianized groups 3160 3161 9-25-24 Pt.2 3162 3163 3164 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 3165 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 3166 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ. 3167 3168 9-25-24 Pt.1 3169 3170 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 3171 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 3172 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 3173 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 3174 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 3175 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 3176 personally to love them 3177 3178 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 3179 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 3180 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 3181 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 3182 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 3183 shcitzophrenia. 3184 3185 9-24-24 Pt.1 3186 3187 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 3188 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 3189 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 3190 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 3191 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 3192 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself. 3193 3194 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 3195 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 3196 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 3197 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 3198 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 3199 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 3200 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know. 3201 3202 9-23-24 Pt.1 3203 3204 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 3205 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question 3206 3207 -] Reponse from Frog: 3208 3209 WHAT 3210 THE ACTUAL FUCK 3211 IS THIS 3212 ?? 3213 [Image of Kermit the frog] 3214 I don't even understand the question 3215 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn 3216 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes 3217 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 3218 spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 3219 BRO 3220 @n00t 3221 what is going on brother 3222 porn is no substitute for a real relationship 3223 i don't even know what to say to this 3224 Like I'm legit stumped 3225 3226 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 3227 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 3228 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 3229 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples. 3230 3231 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 3232 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1) 3233 3234 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 3235 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 3236 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 3237 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 3238 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 3239 2) 3240 3241 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 3242 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 3243 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3) 3244 3245 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto 3246 3247 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it. 3248 It's not sexy unless it feels real. 3249 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons 3250 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk 3251 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 3252 men and Jews are the issue 3253 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 3254 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 3255 and compilers 3256 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini 3257 and Gods too 3258 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls 3259 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 3260 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy 3261 3262 3263 Get your fucking facts straight 3264 3265 9-22-24 Pt.1 3266 3267 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 3268 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 3269 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 3270 email nrootconauto@gmail.com. 3271 3272 3273 3274 <26>3275 3276 3277 3278 3279 3280 3281 3282 3283 3284 3285 3286 3287 3288 3289 3290 3291 3292 3293 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 3294 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 3295 unused shit my family had 3296 3297 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 3298 3299 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 3300 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 3301 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 3302 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 3303 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 3304 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 3305 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 3306 mud huts. 3307 3308 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 3309 3310 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 3311 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 3312 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 3313 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 3314 according to somepeople. 3315 3316 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 3317 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 3318 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 3319 fact. 3320 3321 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 3322 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 3323 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 3324 and you are good. This is true and real. 3325 3326 9-20-24 Pt.1 3327 3328 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 3329 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 3330 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 3331 but idk. 3332 3333 9-19-24 Pt.2 3334 3335 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 3336 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 3337 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 3338 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 3339 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity. 3340 3341 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 3342 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 3343 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 3344 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains. 3345 3346 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 3347 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 3348 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 3349 example of faith and confusion about the world. 3350 3351 9-19-24 Pt.1 3352 3353 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 3354 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded. 3355 3356 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 3357 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 3358 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 3359 was testing everything in the level). 3360 3361 Using smart data structures is good for performance. 3362 3363 9-18-24 Pt.1 3364 3365 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 3366 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 3367 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 3368 stack so they were staying there. 3369 3370 9-17-24 Pt.2 3371 3372 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 3373 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 3374 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 3375 sort of. 3376 3377 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 3378 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 3379 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse. 3380 3381 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 3382 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 3383 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 3384 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case. 3385 3386 9-17-24 Pt.1 3387 3388 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 3389 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 3390 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 3391 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 3392 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 3393 egotism 3394 3395 9-16-24 Pt.1 3396 3397 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 3398 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 3399 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies. 3400 3401 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 3402 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 3403 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 3404 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking 3405 3406 9-15-24 Pt.1 3407 3408 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 3409 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 3410 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 3411 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 3412 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties. 3413 3414 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 3415 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 3416 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality. 3417 3418 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 3419 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 3420 the means of death more than death itself. 3421 3422 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 3423 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 3424 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 3425 of themself. 3426 3427 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 3428 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 3429 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 3430 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others. 3431 3432 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 3433 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 3434 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 3435 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so. 3436 3437 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 3438 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 3439 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 3440 them the hero of their story. 3441 3442 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 3443 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 3444 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 3445 but would actually depict a tragedy. 3446 3447 3448 9-14-24 Pt.3 3449 3450 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 3451 ineffective against pain and fate. 3452 3453 9-14-24 Pt.2 3454 3455 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 3456 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 3457 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 3458 another world and they talk like they are in the video game. 3459 3460 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 3461 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 3462 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games. 3463 3464 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 3465 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 3466 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out. 3467 3468 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 3469 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 3470 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 3471 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 3472 expirence. 3473 3474 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 3475 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 3476 was a one way interaction. 3477 3478 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 3479 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 3480 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 3481 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 3482 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art. 3483 3484 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 3485 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 3486 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 3487 3488 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 3489 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 3490 the car you use to get there. 3491 3492 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 3493 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 3494 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 3495 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 3496 on. 3497 3498 3499 9-14-24 Pt.1 3500 3501 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 3502 reference 3503 3504 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/ 3505 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference 3506 3507 9-13-24 Pt.3 3508 3509 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 3510 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 3511 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 3512 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 3513 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain. 3514 3515 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 3516 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 3517 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 3518 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 3519 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls. 3520 3521 9-13-24 Pt.2 3522 3523 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 3524 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 3525 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 3526 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality. 3527 3528 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 3529 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 3530 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 3531 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 3532 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 3533 pet rat. 3534 3535 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 3536 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 3537 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 3538 3539 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 3540 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 3541 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 3542 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up. 3543 3544 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 3545 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 3546 keeps that mask on. 3547 3548 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 3549 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 3550 that is bad. 3551 3552 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 3553 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 3554 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 3555 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it. 3556 3557 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 3558 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 3559 disconforted by a homeless person. 3560 3561 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 3562 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 3563 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 3564 tied to how they please others. 3565 3566 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 3567 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 3568 doomed to a shitty existence 3569 3570 9-13-24 Pt.1 3571 3572 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 3573 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and 3574 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 3575 else I can do to reduce compile times. 3576 3577 9-11-24 Pt.3 3578 3579 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 3580 piracy eexist 3581 3582 9-11-24 Pt.2 3583 3584 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 3585 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 3586 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 3587 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 3588 appropraite to use in a morality sense. 3589 3590 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 3591 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 3592 N word is not allowed for white people. 3593 3594 9-11-24 Pt.1 3595 3596 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 3597 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 3598 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 3599 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 3600 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 3601 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it. 3602 3603 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 3604 is and not exactly how to use it. 3605 3606 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 3607 anything I learned in school. 3608 3609 <27>3610 3611 3612 3613 3614 3615 3616 3617 3618 3619 3620 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 3621 am truly in debt to smart people 3622 3623 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 3624 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like 3625 9-9-24 Pt.2 3626 3627 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 3628 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 3629 of numbers Siribhoovalaya 3630 3631 9-9-24 Pt.1 3632 3633 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 3634 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 3635 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 3636 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 3637 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger. 3638 3639 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 3640 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 3641 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 3642 suppose she uses her brain. 3643 3644 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 3645 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 3646 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 3647 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 3648 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat. 3649 3650 9-8-24 Pt.4 3651 3652 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 3653 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 3654 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 3655 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel. 3656 3657 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own. 3658 3659 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 3660 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 3661 get a new computer or something 3662 3663 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 3664 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 3665 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 3666 homicidal) 3667 3668 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 3669 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 3670 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 3671 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 3672 death itself. 3673 3674 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 3675 legit have some mental condition or something. 3676 3677 9-8-24 Pt.3 3678 3679 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 3680 PPPassword again. 3681 3682 9-8-24 Pt2. 3683 3684 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 3685 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 3686 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 3687 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq 3688 3689 9-8-24 Pt.1 3690 3691 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 3692 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 3693 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit. 3694 3695 9-7-24 Pt.3 3696 3697 Im sick. 3698 3699 9-7-24 Pt.2 3700 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 3701 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but 3702 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn. 3703 3704 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 3705 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 3706 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 3707 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here. 3708 3709 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 3710 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 3711 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 3712 Savage change. 3713 3714 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 3715 reality. 3716 3717 9-7-24 Pt.1 3718 3719 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 3720 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine) 3721 3722 9-6-24 Pt.2 3723 3724 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing 3725 3726 9-6-24 Pt.1 3727 3728 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 3729 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 3730 first episode 3731 3732 9-5-24 Pt.3 3733 3734 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 3735 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 3736 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 3737 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 3738 head when motivated by reason aone. 3739 3740 9-5-24 Pt.2 3741 3742 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 3743 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 3744 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 3745 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 3746 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 3747 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 3748 3749 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 3750 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 3751 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 3752 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 3753 can win by staying in a hole until I die. 3754 3755 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me. 3756 3757 9-5-24 Pt.1 3758 3759 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 3760 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now. 3761 3762 9-4-24 Pt.1 3763 3764 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 3765 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 3766 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 3767 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 3768 3769 3770 9-4-24 Pt.1 3771 3772 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 3773 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 3774 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 3775 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?). 3776 3777 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 3778 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 3779 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him. 3780 3781 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 3782 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 3783 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies". 3784 3785 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 3786 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe. 3787 3788 9-4-24 Pt.1 3789 3790 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 3791 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 3792 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 3793 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI. 3794 3795 9-3-24 Pt.2 3796 3797 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them. 3798 3799 9-3-24 Pt.1 3800 3801 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 3802 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 3803 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living. 3804 3805 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 3806 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 3807 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 3808 some peoples eyes. 3809 3810 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 3811 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 3812 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 3813 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 3814 of things either. 3815 3816 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 3817 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth. 3818 3819 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 3820 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 3821 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 3822 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with. 3823 3824 9-2-24 Pt.3 3825 3826 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 3827 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 3828 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 3829 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 3830 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world. 3831 3832 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 3833 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 3834 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 3835 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 3836 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 3837 Mario 64 and won it for the first time. 3838 3839 I wonder 3840 9-2-24 Pt.2 3841 3842 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 3843 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 3844 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 3845 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed. 3846 3847 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 3848 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 3849 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 3850 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 3851 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 3852 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 3853 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 3854 They are not the same. 3855 3856 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day. 3857 3858 3859 9-2-24 Pt.1 3860 3861 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 3862 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 3863 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation. 3864 3865 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 3866 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 3867 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction. 3868 3869 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my 3870 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 3871 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 3872 3873 -] A 3874 3875 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and 3876 3877 -] B 3878 3879 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture 3880 3881 3882 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 3883 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling. 3884 3885 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 3886 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 3887 acceptable. 3888 3889 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 3890 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 3891 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 3892 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 3893 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate. 3894 3895 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 3896 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 3897 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them. 3898 3899 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 3900 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 3901 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 3902 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 3903 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 3904 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 3905 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok". 3906 3907 Are you actually this fucking stupid. 3908 3909 9-1-24 Pt.2 3910 3911 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 3912 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 3913 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 3914 aiwnios.com humor. 3915 3916 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 3917 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up. 3918 <28>3919 3920 3921 3922 3923 3924 3925 3926 3927 3928 3929 3930 3931 9-1-24 Pt.1 3932 3933 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 3934 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 3935 aiwnios.com) 3936 3937 <29>3938 3939 3940 3941 3942 3943 3944 3945 3946 3947 3948 3949 3950 3951 3952 3953 3954 3955 3956 3957 3958 3959 3960 8-31-24 Pt.2 3961 3962 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 3963 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 3964 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors. 3965 3966 8-31-24 Pt.1 3967 3968 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 3969 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 3970 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will 3971 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 3972 Dharma as a word. 3973 3974 Its a cruel world. 3975 3976 8-30-24 Pt.2 3977 3978 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 3979 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 3980 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 3981 is for another time. 3982 3983 8-30-24 Pt.1 3984 3985 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 3986 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me. 3987 3988 8-29-24 Pt.2 3989 3990 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 3991 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 3992 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come 3993 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 3994 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 3995 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food. 3996 3997 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 3998 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 3999 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 4000 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone. 4001 4002 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 4003 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 4004 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 4005 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior. 4006 4007 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 4008 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 4009 meth-head) 4010 4011 4012 4013 8-29-24 Pt.1 4014 4015 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix. 4016 4017 8-28-24 Pt.1 4018 4019 I fucking hate networkin code. 4020 4021 8-27-24 Pt.2 4022 4023 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 4024 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage". 4025 4026 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill 4027 <30>4028 4029 4030 4031 4032 4033 4034 4035 4036 4037 4038 4039 4040 4041 4042 4043 4044 4045 8-27-24 Pt.1 4046 4047 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers. 4048 4049 8-26-24 Pt.1 4050 4051 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at 4052 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 4053 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 4054 directly responsible for the shooting. 4055 4056 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 4057 society. 4058 4059 8-25-24 Pt.1 4060 4061 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 4062 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 4063 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 4064 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive. 4065 4066 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 4067 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 4068 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM. 4069 4070 8-24-24 Pt.1 4071 4072 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 4073 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 4074 they reach a standstill. 4075 <31>4076 4077 4078 4079 4080 4081 4082 4083 4084 4085 4086 4087 4088 4089 4090 4091 4092 4093 4094 4095 4096 4097 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3 4098 4099 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 4100 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 4101 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 4102 control for his overeating. 4103 4104 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 4105 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 4106 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 4107 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 4108 fucked up person. 4109 4110 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 4111 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 4112 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 4113 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 4114 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 4115 evil by normal people standards. 4116 4117 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not. 4118 4119 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 4120 4121 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 4122 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 4123 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit. 4124 4125 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 4126 4127 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 4128 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 4129 female version of Ye. 4130 4131 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 4132 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 4133 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 4134 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 4135 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good. 4136 4137 8-20-24 Pt.1 4138 4139 I was working on SIMD stuff. 4140 4141 8-18-24 Pt.3 4142 4143 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 4144 veil 4145 4146 8-18-24 Pt.2 4147 4148 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 4149 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 4150 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 4151 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of 4152 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 4153 lived by. 4154 4155 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 4156 then confessed. 4157 4158 -] Sins of 8-18-24 4159 4160 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today. 4161 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs. 4162 3 - I did lots of caffine. 4163 4 - I listened to rap music. 4164 4165 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth. 4166 4167 8-18-24 Pt.1 4168 4169 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 4170 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 4171 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 4172 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 4173 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily. 4174 4175 4176 8-16-24 Pt.1 4177 4178 4179 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 4180 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 4181 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 4182 about math. I will tell you what I learned today: 4183 4184 4185 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection 4186 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 4187 *t,F64 *u) { 4188 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x); 4189 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom; 4190 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom; 4191 if(0<=_t<=1) 4192 if(0<=_u<=1) { 4193 if(t) *t=_t; 4194 if(u) *u=_u; 4195 if(hit_at) { 4196 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x); 4197 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y); 4198 } 4199 return TRUE; 4200 } 4201 return FALSE; 4202 } 4203 4204 4205 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 4206 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 4207 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite. 4208 4209 <32>4210 4211 4212 4213 4214 4215 4216 4217 4218 4219 4220 4221 4222 4223 4224 8-14-24 Pt.2 4225 4226 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 4227 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 4228 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 4229 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 4230 Nothing more than that. 4231 4232 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 4233 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 4234 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 4235 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 4236 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 4237 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 4238 invalidated. 4239 4240 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 4241 acquired by more worthwhile people than you. 4242 4243 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 4244 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 4245 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 4246 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 4247 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore. 4248 4249 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 4250 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 4251 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 4252 be misogyny to you. 4253 4254 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 4255 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 4256 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 4257 you can get in this planet/era. 4258 4259 8-14-24 Pt.1 4260 4261 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 4262 play morrowind or something. 4263 4264 8-13-24 Pt.1 4265 4266 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 4267 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 4268 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 4269 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 4270 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 4271 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them. 4272 4273 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 4274 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them. 4275 4276 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 4277 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 4278 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 4279 them. 4280 4281 8-11-24 Pt.1 4282 4283 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 4284 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up. 4285 4286 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 4287 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 4288 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament 4289 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison. 4290 4291 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 4292 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 4293 up. Fear ceases when reality starts. 4294 4295 8-6-24 Pt.1 4296 4297 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 4298 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it. 4299 4300 8-5-24 Pt.1 4301 4302 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 4303 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need. 4304 4305 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 4306 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 4307 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 4308 retard. 4309 4310 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 4311 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head. 4312 4313 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 4314 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 4315 faggot. 4316 4317 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 4318 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 4319 mental disorder like loggherea or something. 4320 4321 4322 8-4-24 Pt.2 4323 4324 I'll need to make aiwniosTube 4325 4326 8-4-24 Pt.1 4327 4328 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 4329 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision. 4330 4331 8-3-24 Pt.1 4332 4333 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 4334 probably look like a druggie. 4335 4336 7-31-24 Pt.1 4337 4338 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 4339 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program. 4340 4341 7-29-24 Pt.1 4342 4343 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 4344 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 4345 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 4346 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture. 4347 4348 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 4349 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 4350 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve. 4351 4352 7-28-24 Pt.2 4353 4354 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 4355 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people. 4356 4357 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 4358 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 4359 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 4360 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 4361 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 4362 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 4363 therapist. 4364 4365 7-28-24 Pt.1 4366 4367 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 4368 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 4369 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 4370 4371 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 4372 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 4373 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 4374 4375 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 4376 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 4377 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 4378 parents put me here. 4379 4380 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 4381 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 4382 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 4383 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 4384 take my meth. 4385 4386 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 4387 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 4388 told about the importance of "family values". 4389 4390 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 4391 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 4392 alterative. 4393 4394 7-24-24 Pt.1 4395 4396 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 4397 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 4398 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 4399 oneself. 4400 4401 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 4402 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 4403 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 4404 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 4405 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 4406 4407 7-23-24 Pt.1 4408 4409 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 4410 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 4411 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls. 4412 4413 7-22-24 Pt.1 4414 4415 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 4416 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 4417 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 4418 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 4419 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 4420 for Kamala Harris(proudly). 4421 4422 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 4423 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 4424 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 4425 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 4426 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 4427 culture. 4428 4429 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 4430 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 4431 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 4432 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 4433 chance. There is truth to this story. 4434 4435 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 4436 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 4437 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness. 4438 4439 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 4440 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 4441 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing. 4442 4443 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 4444 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 4445 4446 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 4447 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 4448 ass I will not be satisfied. 4449 4450 7-17-24 Pt.1 4451 4452 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 4453 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 4454 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support. 4455 4456 7-13-24 Pt.1 4457 4458 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 4459 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'. 4460 4461 7-9-24 Pt.3 4462 4463 I am tired. I will sleep. 4464 4465 7-9-24 Pt.2 4466 4467 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 4468 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 4469 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 4470 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 4471 personaly. 4472 4473 7-9-24 Pt.1 4474 4475 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 4476 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives. 4477 4478 7-8-24 Pt.1 4479 4480 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 4481 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 4482 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall). 4483 4484 -] Hopes for Linux 4485 4486 -] Same TLS ABI 4487 4488 The thread local storage needs to be the same 4489 4490 -] No checking ELF-branding 4491 4492 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs. 4493 4494 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so' 4495 4496 I will need the address of the syms too. 4497 4498 4499 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 4500 violatile project so dont get too excited. 4501 <33>4502 4503 4504 4505 4506 4507 4508 4509 4510 4511 4512 4513 4514 4515 4516 4517 4518 4519 4520 4521 4522 4523 7-7-24 Pt.3 4524 4525 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 4526 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 4527 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 4528 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 4529 not cause the pain of winning. 4530 4531 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 4532 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 4533 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 4534 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality. 4535 4536 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 4537 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around. 4538 4539 4540 7-7-24 Pt.2 4541 4542 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 4543 aiwnios programs. 4544 4545 7-7-24 Pt.1 4546 4547 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 4548 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 4549 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 4550 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 4551 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 4552 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 4553 eat burgers. 4554 4555 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 4556 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 4557 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 4558 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 4559 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 4560 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy". 4561 4562 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 4563 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 4564 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true. 4565 4566 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 4567 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 4568 suppost to be meditating. 4569 4570 7-6-24 Pt.1 4571 4572 I have a raging headache. 4573 4574 7-5-24 Pt.1 4575 4576 Gunna learn spnaish. 4577 4578 7-4-24 Pt.3 4579 4580 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 4581 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 4582 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 4583 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 4584 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 4585 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 4586 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 4587 I have been described as retarded for a long time. 4588 4589 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 4590 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 4591 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 4592 myself a retard. 4593 4594 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 4595 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 4596 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps. 4597 4598 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 4599 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 4600 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny. 4601 4602 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 4603 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 4604 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 4605 retarded is the answer. 4606 4607 4608 7-4-24 Pt.2 4609 4610 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 4611 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 4612 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios 4613 4614 7-4-24 Pt.1 4615 4616 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 4617 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im 4618 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 4619 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 4620 there isnt. Time to find out. 4621 4622 7-3-24 Pt.1 4623 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 4624 ruined nice piece of art. 4625 7-2-24 Pt.1 4626 4627 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 4628 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 4629 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with 4630 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 4631 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man. 4632 4633 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 4634 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 4635 falsehood in one's mind). 4636 4637 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7 4638 4639 -] Types of bodies 4640 4641 -] AudarikSharir 4642 4643 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation. 4644 4645 -] VaikriyaSharir 4646 4647 God/Demon body 4648 4649 -] AharakSharir 4650 4651 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras. 4652 4653 -] Taizas Sharir 4654 4655 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits 4656 4657 -] Karman Sharir 4658 4659 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth 4660 4661 4662 4663 7-1-24 Pt.1 4664 4665 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 4666 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo. 4667 4668 I get this when I run firefox. 4669 4670 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup 4671 6-30-24 Pt.4 4672 4673 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 4674 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 4675 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 4676 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 4677 is only 1 of me so I should express him. 4678 4679 6-30-24 Pt.3 4680 4681 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 4682 a problem. 4683 4684 6-30-24 Pt.2 4685 4686 [Redacted]. 4687 4688 6-30-24 Pt.1 4689 4690 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 4691 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 4692 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 4693 intresting than the truth itself. 4694 4695 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 4696 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion. 4697 4698 6-29-24 Pt.3 4699 4700 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 4701 the video section. 4702 4703 6-29-24 Pt.2 4704 4705 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 4706 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 4707 themselves great knowledge was lost with death. 4708 4709 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 4710 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 4711 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny. 4712 4713 I will introspect on this next Samayika session. 4714 4715 6-29-24 Pt.1 4716 4717 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 4718 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 4719 will be done micro-optimzing. 4720 4721 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 4722 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 4723 stopping now. 4724 4725 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 4726 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 4727 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary. 4728 4729 4730 6-28-24 Pt.1 4731 4732 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 4733 like no time relativley speaking 4734 4735 6-27-24 Pt.1 4736 4737 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 4738 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 4739 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 4740 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024. 4741 4742 Reddit fucked me over with 4743 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and 4744 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit 4745 4746 6-27-24 Pt.0 4747 4748 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 4749 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 4750 example 4751 4752 //┌──────────┐ 4753 //│ π⌠ │ 4754 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│ 4755 //│-π⌡ │ 4756 //└──────────┘ 4757 4758 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 4759 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind 4760 4761 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended 4762 4763 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 4764 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD 4765 4766 6-25-24 Pt.2 4767 4768 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 4769 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad 4770 4771 6-25-24 Pt.1 4772 4773 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 4774 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 4775 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 4776 it was multilayered. 4777 4778 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 4779 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 4780 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 4781 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 4782 level into rooms.(sort of). 4783 4784 6-24-24 Pt.3 4785 4786 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 4787 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 4788 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 4789 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 4790 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain. 4791 4792 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 4793 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 4794 of practice. 4795 4796 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 4797 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 4798 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 4799 become a monk,not allowed. 4800 4801 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 4802 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 4803 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 4804 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 4805 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 4806 point where unworthy people can understand it. 4807 4808 I am not worthy or choosen. 4809 4810 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 4811 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 4812 text when it says things about heaven and hell. 4813 4814 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 4815 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 4816 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 4817 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 4818 the Quran. 4819 4820 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 4821 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 4822 abstract thinking in it. 4823 4824 6-24-24 Pt.2 4825 4826 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 4827 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 4828 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 4829 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 4830 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 4831 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more. 4832 4833 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight. 4834 4835 I looked at this: 4836 4837 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind 4838 - Einstein 4839 4840 6-24-24 Pt.1 4841 4842 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 4843 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 4844 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 4845 bumbles about politics or something. 4846 4847 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/ 4848 4849 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 4850 is a convicted felon but denies guilt. 4851 4852 6-23-24 Pt.2 4853 4854 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 4855 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 4856 know how to use linux sort of. 4857 4858 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 4859 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo) 4860 4861 6-23-24 Pt.1 4862 4863 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 4864 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 4865 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 4866 4867 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me? 4868 4869 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio 4870 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing. 4871 4872 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now. 4873 4874 6-22-24 Pt.2 4875 4876 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 4877 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 4878 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 4879 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 4880 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better. 4881 4882 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 4883 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 4884 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing. 4885 4886 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 4887 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 4888 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 4889 the first place. 4890 4891 4892 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization 4893 4894 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC). 4895 4896 4897 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency 4898 4899 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 4900 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 4901 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 4902 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water 4903 4904 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 4905 outside and they died. 4906 4907 6-19-24 Pt.1 4908 4909 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 4910 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 4911 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 4912 construct reality 4913 4914 6-18-24 Pt.3 4915 4916 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 4917 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 4918 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 4919 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 4920 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 4921 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 4922 give it up when it is ready. 4923 4924 6-18-24 Pt.2 4925 4926 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 4927 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 4928 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself 4929 4930 6-18-24 Pt.1 4931 4932 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 4933 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 4934 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 4935 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things. 4936 4937 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 4938 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue 4939 4940 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3 4941 -] Birth bodies 4942 4943 -] (Inside) Earth 4944 4945 Natural things like rocks 4946 4947 -] From Water 4948 4949 Tadpoles 4950 4951 -] From Fire 4952 4953 Fire bodies 4954 4955 -] From Air 4956 4957 Bacteria 4958 4959 -] From Plants 4960 4961 Plants 4962 4963 -] Moving 4964 4965 Humans/animals 4966 4967 4968 4969 4970 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2 4971 4972 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings) 4973 4974 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision) 4975 4976 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants 4977 4978 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste) 4979 4980 Worms 4981 4982 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell) 4983 4984 Ants 4985 4986 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight) 4987 4988 Flies 4989 4990 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing) 4991 4992 Humans 4993 4994 4995 4996 6-17-24 Pt.2 4997 4998 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 4999 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 5000 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 5001 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 5002 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 5003 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 5004 best to humble yourself. 5005 5006 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 5007 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 5008 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 5009 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 5010 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality. 5011 5012 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1 5013 5014 -] States of Movement between Lives 5015 5016 -] Narak Gati 5017 5018 Hellish Poo Poo realm 5019 5020 -] Tiryach Gati 5021 5022 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life 5023 5024 -] Manusha Gati 5025 5026 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 5027 obtain Moska 5028 5029 -] Deva Gati 5030 5031 A Godlike state of existence 5032 5033 5034 5035 6-16-24 Pt.2 5036 5037 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries 5038 5039 5040 6-15-24 Pt.2 5041 5042 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 5043 looser because I am not a winner. 5044 5045 6-15-24 Pt.1 5046 5047 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 5048 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again. 5049 5050 6-12-24 Pt.2 5051 5052 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 5053 run it on vinilla TempleOS. 5054 5055 6-12-24 Pt.1 5056 5057 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 5058 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 5059 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means. 5060 5061 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 5062 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 5063 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 5064 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 5065 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change. 5066 5067 6-10-24 Pt.3 5068 5069 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 5070 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe 5071 5072 6-10-24 Pt.2 5073 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 5074 is pretty cool. 5075 5076 6-10-24 Pt.1 5077 5078 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 5079 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 5080 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 5081 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 5082 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot. 5083 <34>5084 5085 5086 5087 5088 5089 5090 5091 5092 5093 5094 5095 5096 5097 5098 5099 5100 5101 5102 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 5103 gameplay a bit. 5104 5105 5106 6-9-24 Pt.1 5107 5108 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 5109 to hear with Good-Artistry. 5110 5111 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 5112 artistry. Not really good taste but idk. 5113 5114 -] Best signers 5115 5116 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop) 5117 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow) 5118 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry) 5119 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth) 5120 5121 5122 Ill tell you a story though a comic 5123 Froggis5124 5125 5126 5127 5128 5129 5130 5131 5132 5133 5134 5135 5136 5137 5138 5139 5140 5141 5142 5143 5144 5145 5146 5147 5148 5149 5150 5151 5152 5153 5154 5155 5156 5157 5158 5159 5160 5161 5162 5163 5164 5165 5166 5167 5168 5169 5170 5171 5172 5173 5174 5175 5176 5177 5178 5179 5180 5181 5182 5183 5184 5185 5186 5187 5188 5189 5190 5191 5192 5193 5194 5195 5196 5197 5198 5199 5200 5201 5202 5203 5204 5205 5206 5207 5208 5209 5210 5211 5212 5213 5214 6-8-24 Pt.2 5215 5216 Wtf 5217 5218 6-8-24 Pt.1 5219 5220 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 5221 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 5222 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 5223 where I feed homeless people and can think 5224 5225 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 5226 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 5227 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel. 5228 5229 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 5230 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice. 5231 5232 6-7-24 Pt.2 5233 5234 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1 5235 5236 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by 5237 5238 1 - Right Faith 5239 2 - Right knowledge 5240 3 - Right conduct 5241 -] Right Faith 5242 5243 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 5244 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma. 5245 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 5246 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 5247 to have no biases 5248 5249 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree 5250 5251 -] Limbs of faith 5252 5253 1 - Belief in realities substances 5254 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas 5255 3 - Love for monks 5256 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality 5257 5 - Dont corrupt truth 5258 6 - ??? 5259 7 - Have respect for monks and householders 5260 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff. 5261 5262 5263 -] Right Knowledge 5264 5265 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 5266 5267 -] Right Conduct 5268 5269 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace 5270 -] Anuvratas (minor vows) 5271 5272 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables) 5273 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths 5274 3 - No stealing 5275 4 - No adultery 5276 5 - No buying assloads of shit 5277 6 - No wine and honey 5278 5279 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues) 5280 5281 Digvrata - Limit travel distance 5282 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 5283 5284 5285 5286 5287 5288 5289 6-7-24 Pt.1 5290 5291 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk: 5292 5293 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A')); 5294 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM); 5295 bd->max_blk=0x10000; 5296 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE); 5297 Fmt('A'); 5298 5299 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 5300 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH 5301 6-6-24 Pt.2 5302 5303 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 5304 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 5305 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 5306 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 5307 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 5308 believe in it. 5309 5310 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 5311 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 5312 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 5313 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 5314 how hope works. 5315 5316 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 5317 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain. 5318 5319 6-6-24 Pt.1 5320 5321 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today 5322 5323 5-28-24 Pt.1 5324 5325 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 5326 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 5327 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 5328 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 5329 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real. 5330 5331 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 5332 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 5333 fuckin zooted. 5334 5335 5336 5337 5-27-24 Pt.1 5338 5339 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 5340 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 5341 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 5342 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are 5343 5344 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 5345 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 5346 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 5347 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 5348 inductors. 5349 5350 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 5351 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 5352 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it 5353 <36>5354 5355 5356 5357 5358 5359 5360 5361 5362 5363 5364 5365 5366 5367 5368 5369 5370 5371 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 5372 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart 5373 5374 5-26-24 Pt.2 5375 5376 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 5377 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 5378 fuck this is: 5379 <37>5380 5381 5382 5383 5384 5385 5386 5387 5388 5389 5390 5391 5392 5393 5394 5395 5396 5397 5398 5399 5400 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 5401 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 5402 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 5403 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for 5404 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 5405 5406 5-26-24 Pt.1 5407 5408 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 5409 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 5410 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad. 5411 5412 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 5413 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 5414 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 5415 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 5416 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 5417 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 5418 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days). 5419 5420 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic. 5421 5422 5-25-24 Pt.2 5423 5424 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 5425 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 5426 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 5427 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 5428 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 5429 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 5430 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity. 5431 5432 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 5433 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 5434 are illrevelant here. 5435 5436 5437 5-25-24 Pt.1 5438 5439 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 5440 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 5441 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 5442 not a by-product. 5443 5444 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you 5445 5446 5-23-24 Pt.1 5447 5448 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 5449 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 5450 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door. 5451 5452 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 5453 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 5454 my workplace,even though he is cute. 5455 5456 5-22-24 Pt.1 5457 5458 Things not to think about: 5459 <38>5460 5461 5462 5463 5464 5465 5466 5467 5468 5469 5470 5471 5472 5473 5474 5475 5476 5477 5478 5479 5480 5481 5482 5483 5484 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 5485 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 5486 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 5487 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result 5488 5489 5-21-24 Pt.4 5490 5491 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 5492 statements 5493 5494 5-21-24 Pt.3 5495 5496 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 5497 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 5498 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict. 5499 5500 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 5501 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 5502 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit. 5503 5504 5-21-24 Pt.2 5505 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 5506 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes. 5507 5508 5-21-24 Pt.1 5509 5510 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 5511 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 5512 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 5513 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty 5514 <39>5515 5516 5517 5518 5519 5520 5521 5522 5523 5524 5525 5526 5527 5528 5529 5530 5531 5532 5533 5534 5535 5536 5537 5538 5539 5540 5541 5542 5543 5544 5545 5546 5547 5548 5549 5550 5551 5552 5553 5554 5-20-24 Pt.5 5555 5556 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 5557 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 5558 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 5559 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 5560 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed 5561 5562 5-20-24 Pt.4 5563 5564 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 5565 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 5566 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey 5567 delusion 5568 5569 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 5570 oxymoron. 5571 5572 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 5573 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 5574 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 5575 The only super power you get from morality is self control 5576 5577 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 5578 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 5579 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 5580 Does evil brew in silence or numbers. 5581 5582 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 5583 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in. 5584 5585 5-20-24 Pt.3 5586 5587 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 5588 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 5589 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 5590 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write 5591 5592 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 5593 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 5594 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or 5595 5596 5-20-24 Pt.2 5597 5598 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 5599 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes 5600 5601 5-20-24 Pt.1 5602 5603 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 5604 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 5605 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 5606 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 5607 trajedy/confusion are outsiders 5608 5609 5-19-24 Pt.2 5610 5611 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 5612 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 5613 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just. 5614 5615 5-19-24 Pt.1 5616 5617 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 5618 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 5619 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 5620 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 5621 choise made in ignorance though 5622 5623 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 5624 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 5625 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo 5626 poo brains are good at reality studies. 5627 5628 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 5629 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil. 5630 5631 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide. 5632 5633 5-13-24 Pt.1 5634 5635 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 5636 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 5637 5638 5-10-24 Pt.2 5639 5640 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros 5641 5642 5-10-24 Pt.1 5643 5644 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 5645 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask 5646 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose 5647 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too 5648 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete. 5649 5650 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 5651 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil 5652 5653 Clayton 5654 5655 <nrootconauto@gmail.com>5656 5657 5658 5659 5660 5661 5662 5663 5664 5665 5666 5667 5668 5669 5670 5671 5672 5673 5674 5675 5676 5677 5678 5679 5680 5681 5682 5683 5684 5685 5686 5687 5688 5689 5690 5691 5692 5693 WIP DOOM port 5694 I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM). 56955696 5697 5698 5699 5700 5701 5702 5703 5704 5705 5706 5707 5708 5709 5710 5711 5712 5713 5714 5715 5716 5717 5718 5719 5720 5721 5722 5723 5724 5725 5726 5727 5728 5729 5730 5731 5732 5733 5734 5735 5736 5737 5738 5739 5740 5741 5742 5743 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer 5744 5745 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 5746 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example, 5747 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64. 5748 5749 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 5750 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 5751 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 5752 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream. 5753 5754 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L 5755 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 5756 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 5757 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16 5758 5759 5760 <42>5761 5762 5763 5764 5765 5766 5767 5768 5769 5770 5771 5772 5773 5774 5775 5776 5777 5778 5779 5780 Compiler Part 2,The Parser 5781 5782 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 5783 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 5784 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this: 5785 5786 5787 1 2 + 3 4 + * 5788 5789 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 5790 parenthesis 5791 5792 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *) 5793 5794 Pretty epic isn't it. 5795 5796 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 5797 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 5798 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes. 5799 5800 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 5801 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this 5802 5803 <43>5804 5805 5806 5807 5808 5809 5810 5811 5812 5813 5814 5815 5816 5817 5818 5819 5820 5821 5822 5823 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack. 5824 5825 <44>5826 5827 5828 5829 5830 5831 5832 5833 5834 5835 5836 5837 5838 5839 5840 5841 5842 5843 5844 5845 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 5846 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 5847 later. We end up with something like this 5848 5849 <45>5850 5851 5852 5853 5854 5855 5856 5857 5858 5859 5860 5861 5862 5863 5864 5865 5866 5867 5868 5869 5870 5871 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 5872 output 5873 5874 <46>5875 5876 5877 5878 5879 5880 5881 5882 5883 5884 5885 5886 5887 5888 5889 5890 5891 5892 5893 5894 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II 5895 5896 UNDER CONSTRUCTION 5897 5898 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator 5899 5900 5901 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 5902 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 5903 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 5904 into the C intermediate codes. 5905 5906 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 5907 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 5908 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge 5909 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a 5910 rm_backend.c for AARCH64). 5911 5912 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 5913 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 5914 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 5915 intermediate codes. 5916 5917 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 5918 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 5919 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 5920 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks). 5921 5922 5923 <47>5924 5925 5926 5927 5928 5929 5930 5931 5932 5933 5934 5935 5936 5937 5938 5939 5940 5941 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 5942 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 5943 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 5944 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 5945 availble a stack location will be choosed. 5946 5947 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 5948 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes. 5949 5950 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 5951 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 5952 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO. 5953 5954 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 5955 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 5956 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 5957 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers. 5958 5959 5960 User-Guide 5961 5962 Runtime Part 1:Graphics I 5963 5964 Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window 5965 5966 5967 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) { 5968 dc->color=BLUE; 5969 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 5970 } 5971 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 5972 5973 5974 5975 The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 5976 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen. 5977 5978 -] GrRect 5979 5980 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100); 5981 5982 -] GrPlot(single pixel) 5983 5984 GrPlot(dc,200,200); 5985 5986 -] GrFillCircle 5987 5988 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50); 5989 5990 -] GrCircle 5991 5992 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50); 5993 5994 -] GrLine 5995 5996 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0); 5997 5998 -] GrPrint 5999 6000 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World"); 6001 6002 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc) 6003 6004 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new); 6005 6006 -] DCClear 6007 6008 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer 6009 6010 -] DCFill 6011 6012 DCFill(dc,COLOR); 6013 6014 6015 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics 6016 6017 TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 6018 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 6019 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 6020 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 6021 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates 6022 6023 6024 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100); 6025 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation) 6026 DCFill; 6027 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 6028 F64 rotx=0; 6029 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 6030 DCFill(dc); 6031 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation 6032 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 6033 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0); 6034 dc->color=YELLOW; 6035 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 6036 DCFill; 6037 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 6038 Sleep(33); 6039 } 6040 DCDel(dc); 6041 DCFill; 6042 6043 6044 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies: 6045 -] Mat4x4RotX 6046 6047 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping 6048 6049 -] Mat4x4RotY 6050 6051 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping 6052 6053 -] Mat4x4RotZ 6054 6055 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations 6056 6057 -] Mat4x4Scale 6058 6059 //Zooms a matrix 6060 6061 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu 6062 6063 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix 6064 6065 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd 6066 6067 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix 6068 6069 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ 6070 6071 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX 6072 6073 6074 You may want to do general math on matricies too: 6075 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu 6076 6077 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations 6078 6079 -] Mat4x4IdentNew 6080 6081 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 6082 transofrmations 6083 6084 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ 6085 6086 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 6087 genius what this actually does 6088 6089 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New 6090 6091 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced 6092 6093 6094 Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 6095 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 6096 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 6097 for you. 6098 6099 Here is a cube thing for you: 6100 6101 6102 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}}; 6103 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN}; 6104 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200); 6105 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew; 6106 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc); 6107 DCFill; 6108 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 6109 F64 rotx=0,roty; 6110 CD3I32 cube[6][6]; 6111 I64 i=0,i2=0; 6112 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 6113 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) { 6114 Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans); 6115 Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx); 6116 Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty); 6117 for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) { 6118 MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32)); 6119 Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z); 6120 } 6121 i++; 6122 } 6123 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 6124 DCFill(dc); 6125 DCDepthBufRst(dc); 6126 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); 6127 Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx); 6128 Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx); 6129 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 6130 Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5); 6131 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000); 6132 for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) { 6133 dc->color=colors[i2]; 6134 GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]); 6135 } 6136 DCFill; 6137 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 6138 Sleep(33); 6139 } 6140 DCDel(dc); 6141 DCFill; 6142 6143 6144 If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 6145 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE 6146 6147 Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 6148 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 6149 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 6150 scale distance Let's see an example: 6151 Heres an example: 6152 6153 6154 #define SCRN_SCALE 512 6155 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z) 6156 { 6157 I64 zz; 6158 Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z); 6159 zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z; 6160 if (zz<1) zz=1; 6161 *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz; 6162 *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz; 6163 *x+=dc->x; 6164 *y+=dc->y; 6165 *z+=dc->z; 6166 } 6167 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 6168 dc->transform=&Transform; 6169 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 6170 I64 dist=0; 6171 dc->z=-60; 6172 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 6173 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist); 6174 dc->color=LTRED; 6175 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 6176 Refresh; 6177 DCFill; 6178 } 6179 6180 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations 6181 6182 In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 6183 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 6184 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 6185 get started 6186 6187 6188 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 6189 I64 cnt; 6190 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 6191 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color 6192 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 6193 Refresh; 6194 DCFill; 6195 } 6196 6197 6198 If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 6199 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 6200 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 6201 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 6202 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX; 6203 6204 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over): 6205 6206 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 6207 I64 cnt; 6208 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 6209 dc->color=BLACK; 6210 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 6211 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER; 6212 dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.; 6213 GrFloodFill(dc,10,10); 6214 Refresh; 6215 DCFill; 6216 } 6217 DCDel(dc); 6218 6219 Runtime Part 2: Making Noises 6220 6221 TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 6222 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 6223 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound. 6224 6225 If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use Nois 6226 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep. 6227 6228 Runtime Part 3: Making Music 6229 6230 TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music 6231 6232 A simple song looks like this: 6233 6234 Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB"); 6235 6236 6237 There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 6238 without further ado,here is a list 6239 -] # 6240 6241 Make a note sharp(comes after the note) 6242 6243 -] w 6244 6245 When before a note,it makes it a whole note 6246 6247 -] h 6248 6249 Makes a half note 6250 6251 -] q 6252 6253 Makes a 1/4 note 6254 6255 -] e 6256 6257 Makes a tiny eigth note 6258 6259 6260 You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 6261 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst) 6262 6263 Try this: 6264 6265 6266 music.tempo=8; 6267 Play( 6268 "hEhEwEhChEwGqG" 6269 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 6270 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 6271 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 6272 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 6273 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 6274 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 6275 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 6276 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 6277 ); 6278 MusicSettingsRst; 6279 6280 Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection 6281 6282 HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 6283 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 6284 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 6285 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 6286 data about the self. 6287 6288 To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 6289 table and do these steps 6290 6291 -] Step 1 6292 6293 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 6294 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 6295 6296 -] Step 2 6297 6298 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 6299 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc); 6300 6301 -] Step 3 6302 6303 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member); 6304 6305 6306 6307 Perhaps an example will help: 6308 6309 class CMeta { 6310 I64 a fmt "A:%d\n"; 6311 I64 b fmt "B:%d\n"; 6312 F64 c fmt "C:%n\n"; 6313 }; 6314 CMeta abc={1,2,3}; 6315 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) { 6316 CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 6317 CMemberLst *ml; 6318 U64 sf; 6319 if(!findc) return; 6320 ml=MemberFind("a",findc); 6321 sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64); 6322 if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) { 6323 Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf); 6324 } 6325 } 6326 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc 6327 6328 6329 If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm 6330 6331 6332 class CInput { 6333 //Be sure to use -P with strings 6334 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 6335 I64 age format "\n"; 6336 Bool is_tall format "\n"; 6337 }; 6338 CInput inp; 6339 PopUpForm(&inp); 6340 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 6341 if(inp.is_tall) 6342 "Tall!\n"; 6343 6344 6345 Runtime Part 5: Filesystem 6346 6347 If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 6348 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder 6349 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 6350 you,you have come to the right place 6351 6352 In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 6353 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur. 6354 6355 To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 6356 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 6357 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string. 6358 6359 Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 6360 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 6361 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 6362 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example 6363 6364 6365 // 6366 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once 6367 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector 6368 // 6369 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w"); 6370 class CFileEnt { 6371 U8 name[STR_LEN]; 6372 U8 password[STR_LEN]; 6373 }; 6374 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE 6375 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"}; 6376 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"}; 6377 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE]; 6378 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 6379 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0) 6380 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 6381 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1) 6382 FClose(file); 6383 // 6384 // Now we read 6385 // 6386 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r"); 6387 CFileEnt user; 6388 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) { 6389 MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 6390 "Got user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password; 6391 } 6392 FClose(file); 6393 6394 6395 Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 6396 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 6397 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 6398 Look at this example 6399 6400 6401 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3); 6402 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3); 6403 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3); 6404 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES); 6405 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) { 6406 "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name; 6407 } 6408 DirEntryDel(root); 6409 6410 6411 A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 6412 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 6413 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 6414 be sure to free the root data with . 6415 6416 To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 6417 exists. 6418 6419 Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 6420 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags 6421 6422 6423 -] FUF_RECURSE 6424 6425 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too 6426 6427 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS 6428 6429 Chooses only directories(folders) 6430 6431 -] FUF_JUST_FILES 6432 6433 Chooses only files 6434 6435 -] FUF_JUST_TXT 6436 6437 Chooses only text files 6438 6439 -] FUF_JUST_DD 6440 6441 Chooses only DolDoc files 6442 6443 -] FUF_JUST_SRC 6444 6445 Chooses only source files 6446 6447 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z 6448 6449 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal 6450 6451 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE 6452 6453 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince 6454 6455 6456 If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 6457 remove a fule use Del("file"); 6458 6459 There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 6460 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre 6461 e("old","new") or just a file via Copy("old","new"). 6462 6463 And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 6464 6465 Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue) 6466 6467 TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 6468 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 6469 loop,ill draw a picture for you. 6470 6471 6472 6473 <48>6474 6475 6476 6477 6478 6479 6480 6481 6482 6483 As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 6484 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 6485 "last" one. 6486 6487 To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 6488 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i 6489 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you. 6490 6491 In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 6492 ciruclar 6493 6494 6495 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 6496 CQue),*cur; 6497 QueInit(head); 6498 QueIns(one,head); 6499 QueIns(two,one); 6500 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 6501 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 6502 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 6503 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 6504 6505 6506 To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 6507 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 6508 6509 6510 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 6511 CQue),*cur; 6512 QueInit(head); 6513 QueIns(one,head); 6514 QueIns(two,one); 6515 QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 6516 Free(one); //Free it's data 6517 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 6518 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 6519 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 6520 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 6521 6522 6523 You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head) 6524 6525 Here is a reference section: 6526 -] QueInit(head) 6527 6528 Intialize the head of a queue 6529 6530 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 6531 6532 Insert an item after the elem 6533 6534 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 6535 6536 Insert an item before the elem 6537 6538 -] QueRem(elem) 6539 6540 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it) 6541 6542 -] QueDel(head) 6543 6544 Frees all items in the queue 6545 6546 -] QueCnt(head) 6547 6548 How many items in the queue(excluding the head) 6549 6550 6551 Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable) 6552 6553 Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has 6554 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str. 6555 6556 When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 6557 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do: 6558 6559 #define FOO 123 6560 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR); 6561 if(def) 6562 "%s\n",def->data; 6563 6564 We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 6565 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd. 6566 6567 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr)); 6568 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap 6569 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR; 6570 d->data=StrNew("10"); 6571 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table); 6572 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table 6573 "%d\n",Hello; 6574 6575 6576 Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew 6577 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2. 6578 6579 Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 6580 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data 6581 6582 Perhaps an example will help: 6583 6584 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100); 6585 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric); 6586 ent->user_data0=1; 6587 ent->user_data1=2; 6588 ent->user_data2=3; 6589 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR; 6590 ent->str=StrNew("look"); 6591 HashAdd(ent,ht); 6592 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR); 6593 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2; 6594 HashTableDel(ht); 6595 6596 6597 Here is a reference of hash table functions 6598 6599 -] HashAdd(item,table) 6600 6601 Adds an item to the hash table 6602 6603 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 6604 6605 Delete an item from the hash table 6606 6607 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 6608 6609 Find an item in the table 6610 6611 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 6612 6613 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing 6614 6615 -] HashTableNew(sz) 6616 6617 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2 6618 6619 6620 Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo) 6621 6622 Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 6623 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 6624 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded 6625 6626 It looks like this: 6627 <49>6628 6629 6630 6631 6632 6633 6634 6635 6636 6637 6638 6639 6640 6641 6642 6643 First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2 6644 6645 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 6646 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 6647 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 6648 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 6649 6650 You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE 6651 6652 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 6653 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 6654 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 6655 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 6656 I64 val; 6657 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val)) 6658 "Got a %d\n",val; 6659 6660 6661 Here is a reference section 6662 6663 -] FifoI64New(sz) 6664 6665 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 6666 6667 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 6668 6669 Remove all the items from the fifo 6670 6671 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 6672 6673 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 6674 6675 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 6676 6677 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 6678 6679 -] FifoI64Del(f) 6680 6681 Free the fifo 6682 6683 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 6684 6685 Remove an item from the fifo 6686 6687 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 6688 6689 Insert an item into the fifo 6690 6691 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 6692 6693 Remove all the items from the fifo 6694 6695 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 6696 6697 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 6698 6699 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 6700 6701 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 6702 6703 -] FifoU8Del(f) 6704 6705 Free the fifo 6706 6707 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 6708 6709 Remove an item from the fifo 6710 6711 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 6712 6713 Insert an item into the fifo 6714 6715 -] FifoU8New(sz) 6716 6717 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 6718 6719 6720 Runtime Part 9: User Input 6721 6722 TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 6723 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 6724 message mask. 6725 6726 I64 x,y; 6727 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) { 6728 dc->color=RED; 6729 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 6730 } 6731 U0 Run() { 6732 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 6733 I64 m,x2,y2; 6734 while(TRUE) { 6735 m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN); 6736 if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN) 6737 break; 6738 x=x2; 6739 y=y2; 6740 Refresh; 6741 } 6742 } 6743 Run; 6744 6745 6746 Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 6747 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 6748 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 6749 first before I dive into details. 6750 6751 I64 x,y; 6752 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 6753 dc->color=GREEN; 6754 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 6755 } 6756 U0 Run() { 6757 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 6758 I64 msg,sc,ch; 6759 for(;TRUE;) { 6760 if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) { 6761 if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break; 6762 if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 6763 y-=3; 6764 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 6765 y+=3; 6766 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 6767 x-=3; 6768 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 6769 x+=3; 6770 } 6771 } else { 6772 Refresh; 6773 } 6774 } 6775 } 6776 Run; 6777 6778 As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 6779 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 6780 is down etc. 6781 6782 The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 6783 can be tested via the "&" operator 6784 6785 6786 I64 x,y; 6787 I64 color=GREEN; 6788 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 6789 dc->color=color; 6790 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 6791 dc->color=RED; 6792 } 6793 U0 Run() { 6794 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 6795 I64 msg,sc,ch; 6796 for(;TRUE;) { 6797 if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) { 6798 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break; 6799 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 6800 y-=3; 6801 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 6802 y+=3; 6803 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 6804 x-=3; 6805 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 6806 x+=3; 6807 } 6808 if(sc&SCF_CTRL) 6809 color=RED; 6810 else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT) 6811 color=YELLOW; 6812 else 6813 color=GREEN; 6814 } else { 6815 Refresh; 6816 } 6817 } 6818 } 6819 Run; 6820 6821 6822 Here's a list of scancode flags: 6823 6824 -] SCF_KEY_UP 6825 6826 The key was released 6827 6828 -] SCF_CTRL 6829 6830 The Ctrl key is down 6831 6832 -] SCF_SHIFT 6833 6834 The shift key is down 6835 6836 -] SCF_ALT 6837 6838 The alt key is down 6839 6840 -] SCF_CAPS 6841 6842 The Caps lock key is down 6843 6844 -] SCF_NUM 6845 6846 The NumLock key is kdown 6847 6848 -] SCF_SCROLL 6849 6850 Scroll Lock key is down 6851 6852 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN 6853 6854 The left mouse is down 6855 6856 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN 6857 6858 The right mouse is down 6859 6860 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT 6861 6862 There is no shift 6863 6864 6865 Here's a list of scancode keys: 6866 6867 -] SC_ESC 6868 6869 The escape key 6870 6871 -] SC_BACKSPACE 6872 6873 The backspace key 6874 6875 -] SC_TAB 6876 6877 The tab key 6878 6879 -] SC_ENTER 6880 6881 The enter key 6882 6883 -] SC_CTRL 6884 6885 The ctrl key 6886 6887 -] SC_ALT 6888 6889 The alt key 6890 6891 -] SC_CAPS 6892 6893 The caps lock key 6894 6895 -] SC_NUM 6896 6897 The num lock key 6898 6899 -] SC_SCROLL 6900 6901 The scroll lock key 6902 6903 -] SC_CURSOR_UP 6904 6905 The up key 6906 6907 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN 6908 6909 The down key 6910 6911 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT 6912 6913 The left key 6914 6915 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT 6916 6917 The right key 6918 6919 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN 6920 6921 The page down key 6922 6923 -] SC_PAGE_UP 6924 6925 The page up key 6926 6927 -] SC_HOME 6928 6929 The home key 6930 6931 -] SC_END 6932 6933 The end key 6934 6935 -] SC_INS 6936 6937 The insert key 6938 6939 -] SC_DELETE 6940 6941 The delete key 6942 6943 -] SC_F1-SC_F12 6944 6945 The Fxx keys 6946 6947 -] SC_PAUSE 6948 6949 The pause key 6950 6951 -] SC_GUI 6952 6953 The logo key 6954 6955 -] SC_PRTSCRN1 6956 6957 The print screen key 6958 6959 -] SC_PRTSCRN2 6960 6961 The print screen key 6962 6963 6964 I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 6965 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes 6966 6967 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode) 6968 6969 A Key is put down 6970 6971 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode) 6972 6973 A Key is release 6974 6975 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y) 6976 6977 The mouse is moved 6978 6979 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y) 6980 6981 The left button is down 6982 6983 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y) 6984 6985 The left button is down 6986 6987 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y) 6988 6989 The right button is down 6990 6991 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y) 6992 6993 The right button is down 6994 6995 6996 Runtime Part 9: Multithreading 6997 6998 TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 6999 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield 7000 7001 In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function 7002 7003 7004 U0 Foo(U8 *data) { 7005 Beep; 7006 } 7007 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 7008 7009 7010 You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk 7011 7012 7013 CTask *u=User; 7014 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 7015 end as we are "the-user". 7016 Sleep(5000); 7017 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n"); 7018 7019 7020 Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait 7021 7022 7023 CTask *t=User; 7024 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t 7025 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 7026 7027 7028 There is also a BirthWait 7029 7030 7031 CTask *t=User; 7032 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t 7033 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 7034 7035 7036 To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 7037 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 7038 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 7039 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 7040 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr. 7041 7042 7043 I64 beep_lock=0; 7044 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) { 7045 //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 7046 while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 7047 is checked 7048 Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 7049 tasks 7050 Beep(snd); 7051 //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it. 7052 LBtr(&beep_lock,0); 7053 } 7054 I64 i; 7055 for(i;i!=10;i++) { 7056 Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10); 7057 "Spawned a thread!!\n"; 7058 } 7059 7060 Runtime Part 10: Jobs 7061 7062 In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 7063 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 7064 7065 7066 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0); 7067 res=JobResGet(job); 7068 Kill(jobber); 7069 "I got %d\n",res; 7070 7071 With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores 7072 7073 7074 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 7075 I64 core=0; 7076 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 7077 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt]; 7078 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 7079 jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs, 7080 "Sleep(RandI64%1000);" 7081 "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number 7082 0); 7083 } 7084 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 7085 "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]); 7086 } 7087 7088 7089 If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W 7090 AKE_MASTER flag. 7091 7092 7093 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 7094 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags) 7095 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER)); 7096 7097 Runtime Part 11: DolDoc 7098 7099 Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 7100 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 7101 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 7102 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document. 7103 7104 7105 //BT is a button 7106 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 7107 7108 7109 As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 7110 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 7111 text. Lets see an example: 7112 7113 7114 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag 7115 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 7116 7117 7118 DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 7119 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 7120 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value" 7121 7122 7123 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n"); 7124 7125 7126 You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 7127 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 7128 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB. 7129 7130 7131 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) { 7132 Beep; 7133 } 7134 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 7135 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB; 7136 de->left_cb=&Beep2; 7137 7138 7139 You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 7140 for a left-click-expression. 7141 7142 7143 U0 CreateDialog() { 7144 CDocEntry *nums[3]; 7145 I64 i; 7146 DocClear(DocPut); 7147 "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n"; 7148 for(i=0;i!=3;i++) { 7149 nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i); 7150 } 7151 DocBottom(DocPut); 7152 switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) { 7153 start: 7154 DocClear(DocPut); 7155 case 0: 7156 "You picked nothing lol.\n"; 7157 break; 7158 case 1: 7159 "One is the one\n"; 7160 break; 7161 case 2: 7162 "Two is too good\n"; 7163 break; 7164 end: 7165 } 7166 } 7167 CreateDialog; 7168 7169 7170 You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu. 7171 7172 7173 U0 CreateDialog() { 7174 class CInput { 7175 //Be sure to use -P with strings 7176 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 7177 I64 age format "\n"; 7178 Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box 7179 }; 7180 CInput inp; 7181 PopUpForm(&inp); 7182 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 7183 if(inp.is_tall) 7184 "Tall!\n"; 7185 7186 7187 Yeah time for some reference section ehh: 7188 7189 -] TX 7190 7191 Text 7192 7193 -] CR 7194 7195 Newline 7196 7197 -] CU 7198 7199 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5 7200 7201 -] TB 7202 7203 Tab 7204 7205 -] CL 7206 7207 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag 7208 7209 -] PB 7210 7211 Page break 7212 7213 -] PL 7214 7215 Page length 7216 7217 -] LM 7218 7219 Left margin 7220 7221 -] RM 7222 7223 Right margin 7224 7225 -] HD 7226 7227 Header margin 7228 7229 -] FO 7230 7231 Footer margin 7232 7233 -] ID 7234 7235 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent 7236 7237 -] FD 7238 7239 Forground default color 7240 7241 -] BD 7242 7243 Background default color 7244 7245 -] PT 7246 7247 Command Line Prompt 7248 7249 -] WW 7250 7251 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable 7252 7253 -] UL 7254 7255 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline 7256 7257 -] IV 7258 7259 Disable/enable Inverting of colors 7260 7261 -] BK 7262 7263 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking 7264 7265 -] SX 7266 7267 Shift the text by a amount of pixels 7268 7269 -] SY 7270 7271 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels 7272 7273 -] CB 7274 7275 Checkbox 7276 7277 -] LS 7278 7279 Major Lit Alert 7280 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 7281 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$ 7282 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list 7283 7284 -] MA 7285 7286 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt 7287 7288 -] TR 7289 7290 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's 7291 7292 -] HL 7293 7294 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off 7295 7296 7297 Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 7298 example you can do "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";) 7299 7300 -] H 7301 7302 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element 7303 7304 -] L 7305 7306 This will make the element act as a link 7307 7308 -] TR 7309 7310 This will make the element act as a tree 7311 7312 -] LS 7313 7314 This will make the element act as a list 7315 7316 -] PU 7317 7318 This will make a macro run in a popup window 7319 7320 -] C 7321 7322 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree 7323 7324 -] X 7325 7326 This will save and Exit after the macro is done 7327 7328 -] UD 7329 7330 Update data on typing 7331 7332 7333 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$" 7334 7335 -] T 7336 7337 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed. 7338 7339 -] LEN 7340 7341 Sets the length of the DA element. 7342 7343 -] A 7344 7345 Sets the link location 7346 7347 -] LE 7348 7349 Left expression,runs an expression on left click 7350 7351 -] RE 7352 7353 Right expression,runs an expression on right click 7354 7355 -] LM 7356 7357 Left macro,runs text on left click 7358 7359 -] RM 7360 7361 Right macro,runs text on right click 7362 7363 -] RT 7364 7365 Raw type of DA 7366 7367 -] U 7368 7369 User data 7370 7371 -] SCX 7372 7373 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect 7374 7375 -] SX 7376 7377 Scroll x pixels 7378 7379 -] SY 7380 7381 Scroll y pixels 7382 7383 7384 Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 7385 is a reference for the link codes: 7386 7387 -] FI 7388 7389 File index,FI="file" or FI="file,line" 7390 7391 -] FF 7392 7393 File Find,FF="file,text" 7394 7395 -] BF 7396 7397 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse 7398 7399 -] HI 7400 7401 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index 7402 7403 -] A 7404 7405 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344" 7406 7407 7408 Now a function reference: 7409 7410 -] DocBottom 7411 7412 Move to the bottom of the document 7413 7414 -] DocCenter 7415 7416 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport 7417 7418 -] DocClear 7419 7420 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag 7421 7422 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc) 7423 7424 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document 7425 7426 -] DocDel 7427 7428 Delete a documents memory 7429 7430 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem) 7431 7432 Deletes a document entry 7433 7434 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem) 7435 7436 Copy an element 7437 7438 -] DocInsDoc(to,from) 7439 7440 Insert a document into an other document 7441 7442 -] DocLock 7443 7444 Lock a document 7445 7446 -] DocUnlock 7447 7448 Unlock a document 7449 7450 -] DocRst 7451 7452 Reset the document 7453 7454 -] DocTop 7455 7456 Go to the top of the document 7457 7458 -] DocLineRead(filename,line) 7459 7460 Read a line from a file 7461 7462 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text) 7463 7464 Write a line into a file 7465 7466 -] DocRead(filename) 7467 7468 Read a document from a file 7469 7470 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len) 7471 7472 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt 7473 7474 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr) 7475 7476 Save a document into memory 7477 7478 -] DocWrite(doc) 7479 7480 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename"); 7481 7482 -] DocMenu 7483 7484 Interact with a document until a value is found 7485 7486 -] DocForm 7487 7488 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 7489 7490 -] DocNew(filename) 7491 7492 Make a new document that will be saved to filename 7493 7494 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR) 7495 7496 Insert a .GR file into a document 7497 7498 -] DocPrint 7499 7500 Print text into a document 7501 7502 -] DocPut 7503 7504 Get the current document for a task 7505 7506 -] DocType(doc,filename) 7507 7508 Type a file into a document