0001 0002 0003 12-31-24 Pt.1 0004 0005 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 0006 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 0007 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 0008 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 0009 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid. 0010 0011 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 0012 against. 0013 0014 12-30-24 Pt.1 0015 0016 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 0017 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 0018 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 0019 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband. 0020 0021 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 0022 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 0023 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 0024 vhelicle of the witch, 0025 0026 0027 12-29-24 Pt.3 0028 0029 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 0030 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 0031 useful except for building cool stuff with. 0032 0033 12-29-24 Pt.2 0034 0035 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 0036 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 0037 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 0038 FrogsEngine 0039 <1>0040 0041 0042 0043 0044 0045 0046 0047 0048 0049 0050 0051 0052 0053 0054 0055 12-29-24 Pt.1 0056 0057 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 0058 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 0059 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 0060 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed. 0061 0062 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 0063 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 0064 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 0065 read it like fread in C. 0066 0067 12-27-24 Pt.2 0068 0069 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 0070 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 0071 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 0072 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 0073 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 0074 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 0075 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something. 0076 0077 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 0078 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 0079 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 0080 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 0081 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 0082 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 0083 0084 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 0085 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 0086 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed 0087 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 0088 with suspicion. 0089 0090 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing. 0091 0092 12-26-24 Pt.1 0093 0094 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 0095 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 0096 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 0097 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 0098 routines. 0099 0100 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 0101 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 0102 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 0103 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 0104 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 0105 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff. 0106 0107 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 0108 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 0109 complicated APIs exist. 0110 0111 0112 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas) 0113 0114 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 0115 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 0116 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 0117 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect. 0118 0119 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch) 0120 0121 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 0122 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 0123 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 0124 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 0125 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall". 0126 0127 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 0128 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 0129 themselves. 0130 0131 0132 12-24-24 Pt.1 0133 0134 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 0135 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 0136 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 0137 to read data from the end of an executable. 0138 0139 #include <stdio.h> 0140 #include <stdint.h> 0141 #include <string.h> 0142 int main(int argc,char **argv) { 0143 char signature[9]; 0144 signature[8]=0; 0145 0146 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program 0147 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there 0148 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END); 0149 fread(signature,1,8,f); 0150 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) { 0151 uint64_t off; 0152 fread(&off,1,8,f); 0153 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET); 0154 //Read the data. 0155 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off); 0156 } 0157 } 0158 Do This: 0159 0160 gcc ass.c 0161 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out 0162 ./a.out 0163 12-23-24 Pt.2 0164 Initiation of Candana0165 0166 0167 0168 0169 0170 0171 0172 0173 0174 0175 0176 0177 0178 0179 0180 0181 0182 0183 0184 0185 0186 0187 0188 0189 0190 0191 0192 0193 12-23-24 Pt.1 0194 0195 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 0196 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 0197 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 0198 0199 12-22-24 Pt.2 0200 0201 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 0202 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 0203 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 0204 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 0205 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 0206 X86_64 machine. 0207 0208 12-22-24 Pt.1 0209 0210 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord. 0211 <3>0212 0213 0214 0215 0216 0217 0218 0219 0220 0221 0222 0223 0224 0225 0226 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 0227 0228 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 0229 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe. 0230 0231 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 0232 0233 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 0234 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 0235 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 0236 0237 12-20-24 Pt.1 0238 0239 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 0240 because they love themselves and want their children to please them. 0241 0242 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 0243 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 0244 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for. 0245 0246 12-19-24 Pt.1 0247 0248 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 0249 on raw hardware(FPGA). 0250 0251 12-18-24 Pt.2 0252 0253 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 0254 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 0255 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 0256 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 0257 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in. 0258 0259 12-18-24 Pt.1 0260 0261 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 0262 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 0263 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 0264 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 0265 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 0266 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 0267 0268 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 0269 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 0270 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 0271 amoung each-other. 0272 0273 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 0274 me. They probably think I am a retard. 0275 12-17-24 Pt.4 0276 0277 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 0278 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 0279 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones. 0280 0281 12-17-24 Pt.3 0282 0283 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 0284 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 0285 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 0286 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 0287 misleading implications of the words being used. 0288 0289 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 0290 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 0291 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 0292 refering to. 0293 0294 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 0295 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 0296 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 0297 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 0298 sex in real life. 0299 0300 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 0301 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 0302 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 0303 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 0304 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 0305 stupid. 0306 0307 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue. 0308 0309 0310 12-17-24 Pt.2 0311 0312 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 0313 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 0314 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator. 0315 0316 0317 12-17-24 Pt.1 0318 0319 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 0320 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 0321 the neighborhood. 0322 0323 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 0324 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 0325 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered. 0326 0327 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor. 0328 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 0329 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy. 0330 0331 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 0332 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from. 0333 0334 0335 12-16-24 Pt.3 0336 0337 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works. 0338 0339 0340 <4>0341 0342 0343 0344 0345 0346 0347 0348 0349 0350 0351 0352 0353 0354 0355 0356 0357 0358 0359 0360 0361 0362 0363 0364 0365 0366 0367 0368 0369 0370 0371 0372 0373 0374 0375 0376 0377 0378 0379 0380 0381 0382 0383 0384 0385 0386 0387 0388 0389 0390 0391 0392 0393 0394 0395 0396 0397 0398 12-16-24 Pt.2 0399 0400 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 0401 get there. 0402 0403 12-16-24 Pt.1 0404 0405 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 0406 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 0407 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 0408 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 0409 have more freedom. 0410 0411 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 0412 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 0413 too many drugs 0414 0415 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 0416 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali. 0417 0418 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 0419 art called "aiwnios". 0420 0421 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs. 0422 0423 12-15-24 Pt.2 0424 0425 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 0426 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 0427 efukt.com exist. 0428 0429 12-15-24 Pt.1 0430 0431 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 0432 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 0433 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 0434 fixing me except by my own way. 0435 0436 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 0437 free makes it change 0438 0439 12-14-24 Pt.2 0440 0441 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 0442 content for AiwniosTube. 0443 0444 12-14-24 Pt.1 0445 0446 My body is your political glory hole. 0447 0448 12-13-24 Pt.1 0449 0450 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 0451 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 0452 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 0453 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 0454 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory 0455 0456 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 0457 flags but adds does. 0458 0459 0460 12-12-24 Pt.1 0461 0462 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 0463 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 0464 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 0465 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 0466 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 0467 ideas live here,someone come visit". 0468 0469 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 0470 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 0471 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 0472 Christ to find refudge. 0473 0474 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 0475 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 0476 individuals with agree with you.. 0477 0478 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 0479 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 0480 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 0481 to find joy in saying "retard" alot. 0482 0483 See this cool work on art by James Hampton 0484 0485 12-11-24 Pt.3 0486 0487 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 0488 colored text to the termianl. 0489 0490 12-11-24 Pt.2 0491 0492 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 0493 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 0494 someone who serves all and makes no enemies. 0495 0496 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 0497 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 0498 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers. 0499 0500 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself 0501 0502 0503 12-11-24 Pt.1 0504 0505 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 0506 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding. 0507 0508 12-10-24 Pt.5 0509 0510 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 0511 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 0512 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 0513 discernment. 0514 0515 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China. 0516 0517 0518 <5>0519 0520 0521 0522 0523 0524 0525 0526 0527 0528 0529 0530 0531 0532 0533 0534 0535 0536 0537 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy 0538 0539 0540 12-10-24 Pt.4 0541 0542 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 0543 my porn is probably retarded. 0544 0545 12-10-24 Pt.3 0546 0547 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 0548 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 0549 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok. 0550 0551 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 0552 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 0553 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 0554 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 0555 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention. 0556 0557 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 0558 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer. 0559 0560 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 0561 masturbate to WAP. 0562 0563 12-10-24 Pt.2 0564 0565 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 0566 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 0567 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 0568 not be a construction worker. 0569 0570 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 0571 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 0572 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 0573 out their hatred for niggers. 0574 0575 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 0576 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 0577 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering. 0578 0579 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 0580 suffering we have are niggers. 0581 0582 Stop killing niggers. 0583 0584 0585 12-10-24 Pt.1 0586 0587 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 0588 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later. 0589 0590 12-9-24 Pt.2 0591 0592 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time. 0593 0594 12-9-24 Pt.1 0595 0596 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 0597 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 0598 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 0599 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal. 0600 0601 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 0602 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 0603 hands are clean. I was submitting. 0604 0605 12-8-24 Pt.2 0606 0607 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality. 0608 0609 12-8-24 Pt.1 0610 0611 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 0612 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 0613 make a list. 0614 -] Retardations of Islam 0615 0616 -] Nashk 0617 0618 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 0619 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one 0620 0621 It goes like this: 0622 0623 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 0624 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 0625 everything? 0626 Quran 2:106 0627 0628 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words 0629 0630 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 0631 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing. 0632 0633 Quran 6:115 0634 0635 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 0636 hell? 0637 0638 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub, 0639 Quean 88:6 0640 0641 nor any food except oozing pus, 0642 Quran 69:36 0643 0644 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well. 0645 0646 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 0647 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind. 0648 Quran 7:83 0649 0650 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 0651 we saved at the brink of dawn 0652 Quran 54:34 0653 0654 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real 0655 0656 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 0657 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 0658 say is true. 0659 Quran 2:23 0660 0661 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go. 0662 0663 She took off her dentures and blew me 0664 Oh so gooey and so very great. 0665 I usualy beat it,mastrubate. 0666 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today. 0667 Letter to Gram Gram 0668 0669 I only drink coadine 0670 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee. 0671 Garentee you get high 0672 If you drink my pee. 0673 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein. 0674 I don't sell propaine 0675 0676 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus 0677 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful 0678 Covid 0679 By the eradicating virus 0680 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away 0681 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease 0682 No, rather it is certain death 0683 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves 0684 So hold on to science and abandon traditions 0685 And don't go out to buy wheat 0686 And stay home for it is a strong scourge 0687 And wash your hands with new soap 0688 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth 0689 0690 Surah Corona 0691 0692 Someone in the Night... 0693 Micheal Jackson 0694 0695 0696 0697 0698 12-7-24 Pt.1 0699 0700 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 0701 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice. 0702 0703 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 0704 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 0705 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims. 0706 0707 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 0708 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 0709 retarded if you think that. 0710 0711 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 0712 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 0713 implcitly(?). 0714 0715 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 0716 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 0717 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk. 0718 0719 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 0720 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 0721 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself. 0722 0723 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 0724 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts. 0725 0726 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 0727 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher 0728 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 0729 0730 0731 0732 12-6-24 Pt.1 0733 0734 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun. 0735 0736 12-5-24 Pt.2 0737 0738 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 0739 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny 0740 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 0741 alot be become an Arihant 0742 <6>0743 0744 0745 0746 0747 0748 0749 0750 0751 0752 0753 0754 0755 0756 0757 0758 0759 0760 0761 0762 0763 0764 0765 0766 12-5-24 Pt.1 0767 0768 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT 0769 0770 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 0771 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 0772 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 0773 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 0774 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated. 0775 0776 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 0777 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 0778 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 0779 its good. 0780 0781 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 0782 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 0783 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 0784 liberated either. 0785 0786 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 0787 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards 0788 birthed out of vaginas. 0789 0790 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean. 0791 0792 <7>0793 0794 0795 0796 0797 0798 0799 0800 0801 0802 0803 0804 0805 0806 0807 0808 0809 0810 0811 0812 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 0813 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 0814 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 0815 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 0816 this(where?). 0817 12-4-24 Pt.1 0818 0819 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 0820 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 0821 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 0822 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in. 0823 0824 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 0825 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 0826 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 0827 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff. 0828 0829 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 0830 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot. 0831 0832 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 0833 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 0834 server other souls. 0835 0836 12-2-24 Pt.2 0837 0838 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 0839 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 0840 can do good things once fed. 0841 0842 12-2-24 Pt.1 0843 0844 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 0845 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 0846 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 0847 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 0848 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 0849 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas 0850 0851 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 0852 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 0853 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 0854 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below. 0855 0856 Stuti 0857 0858 Talking poo poo brains. 0859 Diving in converstation depths. 0860 To see the bottom 0861 0862 12-1-24 Pt.5 0863 0864 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 0865 around it. 0866 0867 12-1-24 Pt.4 0868 0869 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 0870 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 0871 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 0872 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 0873 work is not. I wrote a compiler. 0874 0875 12-1-24 Pt.3 0876 0877 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com 0878 0879 12-1-24 Pt.2 0880 0881 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 0882 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 0883 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor. 0884 0885 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 0886 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 0887 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still. 0888 0889 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 0890 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up. 0891 0892 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 0893 0894 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 0895 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 0896 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 0897 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it. 0898 0899 12-1-24 Pt.1 0900 0901 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 0902 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin 0903 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 0904 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today. 0905 0906 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 0907 userspace. 21 Not lit. 0908 0909 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 0910 His word play shows it. Rap is art. 0911 0912 11-30-24 Pt.1 0913 0914 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 0915 compiler. 0916 0917 11-29-24 Pt.5 0918 0919 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 0920 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 0921 pleased by the Tirthankars 0922 0923 11-29-24 Pt.4 0924 0925 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 0926 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 0927 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt. 0928 0929 11-29-24 Pt.3 0930 0931 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 0932 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 0933 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 0934 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 0935 pussies. 0936 0937 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 0938 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 0939 ISIS retard. 0940 0941 11-29-24 Pt.2 0942 0943 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 0944 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 0945 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 0946 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds. 0947 0948 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims. 0949 0950 -] Claim 0951 0952 -] Abortion 0953 0954 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 0955 retards is eugenoics... 0956 0957 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder. 0958 0959 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 0960 to kill it before it matures and has a brain. 0961 0962 -] Porn 0963 0964 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women... 0965 0966 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery 0967 0968 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 0969 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 0970 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn. 0971 0972 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships. 0973 0974 -] Transgenders 0975 0976 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 0977 who transition. 0978 0979 Meaning: God doesnt like it. 0980 0981 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, 0982 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are 0983 abomination unto the LORD thy God.) 0984 0985 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 0986 harm,its no diffent than smoking). 0987 0988 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention. 0989 0990 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 0991 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 0992 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 0993 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 0994 transgenders. 0995 0996 0997 0998 11-29-24 Pt.1 0999 1000 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 1001 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 1002 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission. 1003 1004 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 1005 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 1006 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent). 1007 1008 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 1009 fucked. 1010 1011 1012 11-28-24 Pt.1 1013 1014 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 1015 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 1016 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 1017 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 1018 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 1019 idea to eat it. 1020 1021 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 1022 turkey. 1023 1024 11-27-24 Pt.1 1025 1026 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 1027 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 1028 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 1029 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 1030 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare. 1031 1032 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 1033 in my own culture. 1034 1035 11-26-24 Pt.2 1036 1037 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 1038 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 1039 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 1040 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 1041 Everything in life is optional and not important. 1042 1043 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 1044 doing un-important things like playing cards or something. 1045 1046 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 1047 importance in them. 1048 1049 11-26-24 Pt.1 1050 1051 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 1052 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 1053 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality. 1054 1055 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 1056 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now. 1057 1058 11-25-24 Pt.3 1059 1060 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 1061 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings 1062 1063 1064 11-25-24 Pt.2 1065 1066 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 1067 Chantlor" or something 1068 1069 11-25-24 Pt.1 1070 1071 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 1072 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 1073 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 1074 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 1075 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 1076 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 1077 1078 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 1079 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 1080 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 1081 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 1082 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 1083 website called backpage. 1084 1085 1086 11-24-24 Pt.2 1087 1088 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 1089 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 1090 creatures swiming around aimlessly 1091 1092 11-24-24 Pt.1 1093 1094 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 1095 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 1096 there was a rap guy. 1097 1098 11-23-24 Pt.2 1099 1100 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 1101 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 1102 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 1103 lots of cool people who like swag. 1104 1105 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 1106 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 1107 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people. 1108 1109 1110 11-23-24 Pt.2 1111 1112 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 1113 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 1114 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 1115 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do. 1116 1117 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 1118 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 1119 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 1120 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 1121 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic). 1122 1123 11-23-24 Pt.1 1124 1125 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 1126 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 1127 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 1128 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 1129 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess. 1130 1131 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is 1132 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 1133 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 1134 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit. 1135 1136 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 1137 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 1138 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 1139 breadcrumbs I find. 1140 1141 11-22-24 Pt.1 1142 1143 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 1144 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 1145 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 1146 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 1147 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 1148 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 1149 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories. 1150 1151 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 1152 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 1153 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 1154 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 1155 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 1156 feature is dogshit though. 1157 1158 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 1159 1160 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital 1161 1162 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 1163 1164 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 1165 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 1166 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 1167 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 1168 it out. See DrawQuad. 1169 1170 11-19-24 Pt.2 1171 1172 Half-Life 2 got updated. 1173 1174 11-19-24 Pt.1 1175 1176 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 1177 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 1178 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 1179 because it is my job; I am too nice. 1180 1181 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 1182 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 1183 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 1184 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference 1185 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find. 1186 1187 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 1188 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 1189 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 1190 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 1191 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS. 1192 1193 11-18-24 Pt.1 1194 1195 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 1196 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can 1197 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 1198 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl 1199 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless. 1200 1201 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 1202 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 1203 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 1204 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant 1205 1206 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 1207 smile. 1208 1209 11-16-24 Pt.2 1210 1211 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 1212 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 1213 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 1214 as the next President 1215 1216 1217 11-16-24 Pt.1 1218 1219 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 1220 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 1221 while having nothing admirable about them. 1222 1223 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 1224 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 1225 virtue. 1226 1227 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 1228 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 1229 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards. 1230 1231 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 1232 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 1233 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one. 1234 1235 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue. 1236 1237 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 1238 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 1239 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 1240 still admire him for some reason. 1241 1242 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 1243 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue. 1244 1245 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 1246 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight 1247 1248 11-15-24 Pt.1 1249 1250 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 1251 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 1252 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 1253 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 1254 this due to seperation. 1255 1256 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 1257 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 1258 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 1259 read any other religious text. 1260 1261 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 1262 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 1263 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 1264 Stealing is a big sin too. 1265 1266 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 1267 why people believe in it. 1268 1269 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 1270 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 1271 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is 1272 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 1273 because "it is from Allah end of story". 1274 1275 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 1276 "single" text that no one knows how to recite. 1277 1278 1279 11-14-24 Pt.1 1280 1281 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 1282 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 1283 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 1284 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 1285 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food. 1286 1287 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action. 1288 1289 11-11-24 Pt.2 1290 1291 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop. 1292 1293 1294 1295 1296 <8>1297 1298 1299 1300 1301 1302 1303 1304 1305 1306 1307 1308 1309 1310 1311 1312 1313 1314 1315 1316 1317 1318 1319 1320 1321 11-11-24 Pt.1 1322 1323 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 1324 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited. 1325 1326 11-9-24 Pt.2 1327 1328 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 1329 where people think would be boring. 1330 1331 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 1332 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 1333 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action. 1334 1335 I think alot. 1336 1337 11-9-24 Pt.1 1338 1339 /* Whoops censored again */ 1340 1341 ChatGPT says: 1342 1343 1344 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 1345 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 1346 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 1347 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 1348 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 1349 violence, which would have legal consequences. 1350 1351 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 1352 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 1353 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 1354 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 1355 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 1356 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected. 1357 1358 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 1359 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 1360 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 1361 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal. 1362 1363 1364 11-8-24 Pt.2 1365 1366 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 1367 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 1368 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it. 1369 1370 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 1371 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 1372 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 1373 1374 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 1375 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 1376 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 1377 at work like this sometimes. 1378 1379 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 1380 I think onto reality. 1381 1382 1383 11-8-24 Pt.1 1384 1385 Trump X Shit crossover. 1386 1387 <9>1388 1389 1390 1391 1392 1393 1394 1395 1396 1397 1398 1399 1400 1401 1402 1403 1404 1405 1406 1407 1408 1409 1410 1411 1412 1413 1414 1415 1416 11-6-24 Pt.2 1417 1418 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 1419 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 1420 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 1421 stuff. I dont know what others think about. 1422 1423 11-6-24 Pt.1 1424 1425 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 1426 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 1427 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 1428 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV. 1429 1430 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 1431 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 1432 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 1433 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers. 1434 1435 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 1436 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and 1437 not safety mostly. 1438 1439 1440 11-4-24 Pt.1 1441 1442 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 1443 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 1444 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned. 1445 1446 1447 11-2-24 Pt.2 1448 1449 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 1450 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 1451 still a ball buster. 1452 1453 11-2-24 Pt.1 1454 1455 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 1456 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines 1457 1458 11-2-24 Pt.1 1459 1460 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 1461 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 1462 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 1463 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 1464 the opcodes in a CSV file. 1465 1466 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 1467 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 1468 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 1469 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 1470 know sometimes. 1471 1472 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 1473 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 1474 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it). 1475 1476 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 1477 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 1478 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers. 1479 1480 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 1481 defines them. I'll draw: 1482 <10>1483 1484 1485 1486 1487 1488 1489 1490 1491 1492 1493 1494 1495 1496 1497 1498 1499 1500 1501 1502 1503 1504 1505 1506 1507 1508 1509 1510 1511 1512 1513 1514 1515 1516 10-31-24 Pt.1 1517 1518 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon. 1519 1520 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 1521 DC-ROMA Pt.2 1522 1523 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 1524 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 1525 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 1526 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 1527 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 1528 voluptous RISC-V machine. 1529 1530 1531 10-30-24 Pt.3.5 1532 1533 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 1534 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 1535 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 1536 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 1537 1538 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons. 1539 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 1540 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I 1541 do now. 1542 1543 10-30-24 Pt.3 1544 1545 News article that is intresting 1546 1547 10-30-24 Pt.2 1548 1549 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 1550 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 1551 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 1552 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 1553 the foofie world 1554 <11>1555 1556 1557 1558 1559 1560 1561 1562 1563 1564 1565 1566 1567 1568 1569 1570 1571 1572 10-30-24 Pt.1 1573 1574 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 1575 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 1576 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 1577 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 1578 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine). 1579 1580 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 1581 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 1582 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 1583 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 1584 enemies. 1585 1586 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 1587 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 1588 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok. 1589 1590 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will 1591 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool. 1592 1593 1594 10-27-24 Pt.1 1595 1596 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 1597 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 1598 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 1599 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 1600 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 1601 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human 1602 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 1603 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods. 1604 1605 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 1606 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy. 1607 1608 10-26-24 Pt.1 1609 1610 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster. 1611 1612 10-25-24 Pt.1 1613 1614 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 1615 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 1616 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 1617 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 1618 moment. 1619 1620 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 1621 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 1622 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief. 1623 1624 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality. 1625 1626 10-24-24 Pt.1 1627 1628 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on 1629 and active since last night. 1630 1631 1632 10-24-24 Pt.1 1633 1634 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive) 1635 1636 -] pid_t's and LWP's 1637 1638 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes 1639 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 1640 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 1641 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 1642 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 1643 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace) 1644 1645 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 1646 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 1647 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process. 1648 1649 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's 1650 1651 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 1652 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 1653 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump. 1654 1655 1656 1657 10-23-24 Pt.1 1658 1659 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 1660 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 1661 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 1662 on death and dying. 1663 1664 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 1665 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 1666 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 1667 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 1668 nothing by volenteerring more of my time. 1669 1670 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 1671 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard. 1672 1673 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 1674 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 1675 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 1676 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 1677 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 1678 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 1679 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 1680 you started than to cowardy finish the job. 1681 1682 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 1683 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 1684 a bad reason. You might even get no reason. 1685 1686 10-22-24 Pt.1 1687 1688 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 1689 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 1690 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 1691 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 1692 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 1693 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 1694 gunna do it. 1695 1696 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction. 1697 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 1698 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 1699 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 1700 method. 1701 1702 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 1703 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 1704 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 1705 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know). 1706 1707 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 1708 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 1709 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs. 1710 1711 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 1712 to install. 1713 1714 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 1715 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things 1716 1717 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 1718 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 1719 1720 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 1721 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos. 1722 1723 1724 1725 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 1726 1727 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 1728 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 1729 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot. 1730 1731 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 1732 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 1733 open(2)). 1734 1735 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 1736 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 1737 1738 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 1739 later. 1740 1741 10-20-24 Pt.1 1742 1743 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 1744 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 1745 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 1746 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings. 1747 1748 10-19-24 Pt.1 1749 1750 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 1751 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 1752 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense. 1753 1754 Weird but true 1755 1756 10-18-24 Pt.3 1757 1758 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids. 1759 1760 1761 <12>1762 1763 1764 1765 1766 1767 1768 1769 1770 1771 1772 1773 1774 1775 1776 1777 1778 1779 1780 1781 1782 1783 1784 1785 1786 10-18-24 Pt.2 1787 1788 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 1789 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 1790 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 1791 hopefully. 1792 1793 10-18-24 Pt.1 1794 1795 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 1796 programs 1797 1798 -] Programs 1799 1800 -] db_dump-5 1801 1802 failed 1803 1804 -] db_dump-5.3 1805 1806 failed 1807 1808 -] db_dump-185 1809 1810 failed 1811 1812 -] db_dump-185.3 1813 1814 failed 1815 1816 -] file 1817 1818 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 1819 native byte-order) 1820 1821 1822 1823 10-17-24 Pt.2 1824 1825 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus. 1826 1827 1828 10-15-24 Pt.2 1829 1830 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 1831 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 1832 figure it out 1833 1834 10-15-24 Pt.1 1835 1836 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 1837 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 1838 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 1839 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 1840 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 1841 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 1842 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 1843 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali". 1844 1845 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 1846 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 1847 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 1848 tan-line. 1849 1850 10-14-24 Pt.2 1851 1852 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 1853 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly). 1854 1855 10-14-24 Pt.1 1856 1857 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 1858 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 1859 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 1860 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 1861 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 1862 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 1863 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 1864 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 1865 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 1866 1867 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 1868 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 1869 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 1870 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe. 1871 1872 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 1873 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 1874 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 1875 this heuristic look at this website 1876 1877 1878 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 1879 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this. 1880 1881 1882 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 1883 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins. 1884 1885 10-13-24 Pt.1 1886 1887 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 1888 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 1889 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 1890 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about 1891 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 1892 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first. 1893 1894 10-12-24 Pt.2 1895 1896 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 1897 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self. 1898 1899 10-12-24 Pt.1 1900 1901 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 1902 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 1903 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 1904 the cattle for shit and build shit huts. 1905 <13>1906 1907 1908 1909 1910 1911 1912 1913 1914 1915 1916 1917 1918 1919 1920 1921 1922 1923 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 1924 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 1925 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 1926 to therapists who are proxies for complaints. 1927 1928 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 1929 relate,the best thing we can do is relate. 1930 1931 1932 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse 1933 1934 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 1935 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 1936 bliss,I think it's true. 1937 1938 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday 1939 1940 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons. 1941 -] Reasons 1942 1943 -] Little or no File buffering 1944 1945 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 1946 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 1947 way slower than RAM. 1948 1949 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 1950 fuck 1951 1952 -] Not using syscalls 1953 1954 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 1955 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 1956 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 1957 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 1958 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 1959 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 1960 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0 1961 <14>1962 1963 1964 1965 1966 1967 1968 1969 1970 1971 1972 1973 1974 1975 1976 1977 1978 1979 1980 1981 1982 1983 1984 1985 1986 1987 1988 -] NT(Fragmentation)S 1989 1990 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 1991 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk 1992 <15>1993 1994 1995 1996 1997 1998 1999 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday 2008 2009 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 2010 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 2011 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 2012 computers so its a "tax". 2013 2014 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 2015 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 2016 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 2017 around then do a good job. 2018 2019 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 2020 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 2021 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 2022 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage. 2023 2024 <16>2025 2026 2027 2028 2029 2030 2031 2032 2033 2034 2035 2036 2037 2038 2039 2040 2041 2042 2043 2044 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit 2045 2046 2047 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika 2048 2049 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep. 2050 2051 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply. 2052 2053 2054 10-7-24 Pt.1 2055 2056 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 2057 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 2058 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 2059 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy 2060 2061 10-6-24 Pt.3 2062 2063 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 2064 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 2065 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 2066 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 2067 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant 2068 and then eat it's fruits. 2069 2070 <17>2071 2072 2073 2074 2075 2076 2077 2078 2079 2080 2081 2082 2083 2084 2085 2086 2087 2088 2089 2090 2091 2092 10-6-24 Pt.2 2093 2094 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 2095 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 2096 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 2097 various things. 2098 2099 10-6-24 Pt.1 2100 2101 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 2102 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 2103 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely. 2104 2105 9-31-24 Pt.2 2106 2107 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind. 2108 2109 9-31-24 Pt.1 2110 2111 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 2112 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 2113 it. A partial win is better than no win. 2114 2115 9-31-24 Pt.2 2116 2117 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 2118 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 2119 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 2120 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 2121 liberation 2122 2123 9-31-24 Pt.1 2124 2125 -] Decreteum Compilerum I 2126 2127 1. Res finitus sunt. 2128 2. Formamentum sunt haut. 2129 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis 2130 4. Animi abditi est 2131 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum 2132 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum 2133 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat. 2134 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila. 2135 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum. 2136 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit. 2137 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila. 2138 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum. 2139 2140 2141 2142 9-30-24 Pt.1 2143 2144 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1 2145 2146 1. Things are finite. 2147 2. Representations are not 2148 3. There are seen and unseen matter 2149 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter 2150 5. Soul is unseen 2151 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms 2152 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process. 2153 8. Things has position and process 2154 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 2155 at once 2156 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect. 2157 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once. 2158 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions. 2159 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 2160 composed of different threads. 2161 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 2162 seperated by position 2163 2164 <18>2165 2166 2167 2168 2169 2170 2171 2172 2173 2174 2175 2176 2177 2178 2179 2180 2181 2182 2183 2184 2185 2186 2187 2188 2189 9-29-24 Pt.1 2190 2191 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 2192 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 2193 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 2194 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 2195 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 2196 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial. 2197 2198 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 2199 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 2200 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 2201 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share 2202 2203 9-28-24 Pt.1 2204 2205 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 2206 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 2207 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 2208 better than accepting reality. 2209 2210 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 2211 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 2212 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them. 2213 2214 9-26-24 Pt.2 2215 2216 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 2217 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 2218 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are 2219 feeble. 2220 2221 9-26-24 Pt.1 2222 2223 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 2224 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 2225 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 2226 "bad" word. 2227 2228 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 2229 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 2230 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 2231 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 2232 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 2233 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 2234 n word. 2235 2236 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 2237 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 2238 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 2239 ignoring it. 2240 2241 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 2242 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 2243 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 2244 by margianized groups 2245 2246 9-25-24 Pt.2 2247 2248 2249 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 2250 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 2251 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ. 2252 2253 9-25-24 Pt.1 2254 2255 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 2256 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 2257 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 2258 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 2259 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 2260 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 2261 personally to love them 2262 2263 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 2264 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 2265 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 2266 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 2267 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 2268 shcitzophrenia. 2269 2270 9-24-24 Pt.1 2271 2272 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 2273 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 2274 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 2275 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 2276 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 2277 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself. 2278 2279 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 2280 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 2281 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 2282 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 2283 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 2284 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 2285 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know. 2286 2287 9-23-24 Pt.1 2288 2289 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 2290 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question 2291 2292 -] Reponse from Frog: 2293 2294 WHAT 2295 THE ACTUAL FUCK 2296 IS THIS 2297 ?? 2298 [Image of Kermit the frog] 2299 I don't even understand the question 2300 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn 2301 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes 2302 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 2303 spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 2304 BRO 2305 @n00t 2306 what is going on brother 2307 porn is no substitute for a real relationship 2308 i don't even know what to say to this 2309 Like I'm legit stumped 2310 2311 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 2312 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 2313 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 2314 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples. 2315 2316 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 2317 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1) 2318 2319 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 2320 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 2321 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 2322 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 2323 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 2324 2) 2325 2326 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 2327 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 2328 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3) 2329 2330 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto 2331 2332 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it. 2333 It's not sexy unless it feels real. 2334 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons 2335 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk 2336 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 2337 men and Jews are the issue 2338 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 2339 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 2340 and compilers 2341 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini 2342 and Gods too 2343 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls 2344 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 2345 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy 2346 2347 2348 Get your fucking facts straight 2349 2350 9-22-24 Pt.1 2351 2352 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 2353 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 2354 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 2355 email nrootconauto@gmail.com. 2356 2357 2358 2359 <19>2360 2361 2362 2363 2364 2365 2366 2367 2368 2369 2370 2371 2372 2373 2374 2375 2376 2377 2378 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 2379 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 2380 unused shit my family had 2381 2382 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 2383 2384 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 2385 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 2386 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 2387 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 2388 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 2389 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 2390 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 2391 mud huts. 2392 2393 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 2394 2395 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 2396 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 2397 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 2398 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 2399 according to somepeople. 2400 2401 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 2402 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 2403 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 2404 fact. 2405 2406 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 2407 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 2408 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 2409 and you are good. This is true and real. 2410 2411 9-20-24 Pt.1 2412 2413 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 2414 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 2415 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 2416 but idk. 2417 2418 9-19-24 Pt.2 2419 2420 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 2421 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 2422 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 2423 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 2424 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity. 2425 2426 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 2427 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 2428 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 2429 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains. 2430 2431 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 2432 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 2433 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 2434 example of faith and confusion about the world. 2435 2436 9-19-24 Pt.1 2437 2438 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 2439 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded. 2440 2441 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 2442 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 2443 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 2444 was testing everything in the level). 2445 2446 Using smart data structures is good for performance. 2447 2448 9-18-24 Pt.1 2449 2450 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 2451 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 2452 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 2453 stack so they were staying there. 2454 2455 9-17-24 Pt.2 2456 2457 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 2458 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 2459 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 2460 sort of. 2461 2462 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 2463 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 2464 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse. 2465 2466 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 2467 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 2468 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 2469 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case. 2470 2471 9-17-24 Pt.1 2472 2473 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 2474 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 2475 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 2476 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 2477 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 2478 egotism 2479 2480 9-16-24 Pt.1 2481 2482 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 2483 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 2484 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies. 2485 2486 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 2487 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 2488 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 2489 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking 2490 2491 9-15-24 Pt.1 2492 2493 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 2494 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 2495 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 2496 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 2497 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties. 2498 2499 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 2500 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 2501 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality. 2502 2503 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 2504 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 2505 the means of death more than death itself. 2506 2507 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 2508 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 2509 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 2510 of themself. 2511 2512 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 2513 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 2514 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 2515 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others. 2516 2517 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 2518 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 2519 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 2520 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so. 2521 2522 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 2523 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 2524 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 2525 them the hero of their story. 2526 2527 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 2528 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 2529 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 2530 but would actually depict a tragedy. 2531 2532 2533 9-14-24 Pt.3 2534 2535 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 2536 ineffective against pain and fate. 2537 2538 9-14-24 Pt.2 2539 2540 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 2541 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 2542 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 2543 another world and they talk like they are in the video game. 2544 2545 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 2546 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 2547 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games. 2548 2549 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 2550 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 2551 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out. 2552 2553 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 2554 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 2555 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 2556 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 2557 expirence. 2558 2559 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 2560 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 2561 was a one way interaction. 2562 2563 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 2564 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 2565 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 2566 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 2567 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art. 2568 2569 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 2570 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 2571 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 2572 2573 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 2574 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 2575 the car you use to get there. 2576 2577 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 2578 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 2579 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 2580 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 2581 on. 2582 2583 2584 9-14-24 Pt.1 2585 2586 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 2587 reference 2588 2589 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/ 2590 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference 2591 2592 9-13-24 Pt.3 2593 2594 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 2595 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 2596 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 2597 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 2598 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain. 2599 2600 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 2601 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 2602 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 2603 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 2604 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls. 2605 2606 9-13-24 Pt.2 2607 2608 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 2609 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 2610 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 2611 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality. 2612 2613 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 2614 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 2615 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 2616 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 2617 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 2618 pet rat. 2619 2620 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 2621 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 2622 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 2623 2624 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 2625 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 2626 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 2627 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up. 2628 2629 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 2630 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 2631 keeps that mask on. 2632 2633 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 2634 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 2635 that is bad. 2636 2637 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 2638 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 2639 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 2640 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it. 2641 2642 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 2643 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 2644 disconforted by a homeless person. 2645 2646 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 2647 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 2648 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 2649 tied to how they please others. 2650 2651 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 2652 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 2653 doomed to a shitty existence 2654 2655 9-13-24 Pt.1 2656 2657 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 2658 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and 2659 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 2660 else I can do to reduce compile times. 2661 2662 9-11-24 Pt.3 2663 2664 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 2665 piracy eexist 2666 2667 9-11-24 Pt.2 2668 2669 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 2670 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 2671 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 2672 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 2673 appropraite to use in a morality sense. 2674 2675 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 2676 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 2677 N word is not allowed for white people. 2678 2679 9-11-24 Pt.1 2680 2681 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 2682 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 2683 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 2684 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 2685 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 2686 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it. 2687 2688 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 2689 is and not exactly how to use it. 2690 2691 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 2692 anything I learned in school. 2693 2694 <20>2695 2696 2697 2698 2699 2700 2701 2702 2703 2704 2705 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 2706 am truly in debt to smart people 2707 2708 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 2709 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like 2710 9-9-24 Pt.2 2711 2712 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 2713 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 2714 of numbers Siribhoovalaya 2715 2716 9-9-24 Pt.1 2717 2718 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 2719 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 2720 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 2721 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 2722 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger. 2723 2724 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 2725 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 2726 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 2727 suppose she uses her brain. 2728 2729 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 2730 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 2731 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 2732 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 2733 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat. 2734 2735 9-8-24 Pt.4 2736 2737 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 2738 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 2739 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 2740 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel. 2741 2742 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own. 2743 2744 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 2745 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 2746 get a new computer or something 2747 2748 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 2749 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 2750 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 2751 homicidal) 2752 2753 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 2754 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 2755 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 2756 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 2757 death itself. 2758 2759 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 2760 legit have some mental condition or something. 2761 2762 9-8-24 Pt.3 2763 2764 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 2765 PPPassword again. 2766 2767 9-8-24 Pt2. 2768 2769 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 2770 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 2771 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 2772 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq 2773 2774 9-8-24 Pt.1 2775 2776 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 2777 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 2778 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit. 2779 2780 9-7-24 Pt.3 2781 2782 Im sick. 2783 2784 9-7-24 Pt.2 2785 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 2786 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but 2787 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn. 2788 2789 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 2790 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 2791 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 2792 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here. 2793 2794 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 2795 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 2796 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 2797 Savage change. 2798 2799 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 2800 reality. 2801 2802 9-7-24 Pt.1 2803 2804 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 2805 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine) 2806 2807 9-6-24 Pt.2 2808 2809 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing 2810 2811 9-6-24 Pt.1 2812 2813 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 2814 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 2815 first episode 2816 2817 9-5-24 Pt.3 2818 2819 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 2820 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 2821 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 2822 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 2823 head when motivated by reason aone. 2824 2825 9-5-24 Pt.2 2826 2827 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 2828 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 2829 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 2830 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 2831 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 2832 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 2833 2834 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 2835 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 2836 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 2837 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 2838 can win by staying in a hole until I die. 2839 2840 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me. 2841 2842 9-5-24 Pt.1 2843 2844 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 2845 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now. 2846 2847 9-4-24 Pt.1 2848 2849 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 2850 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 2851 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 2852 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 2853 2854 2855 9-4-24 Pt.1 2856 2857 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 2858 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 2859 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 2860 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?). 2861 2862 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 2863 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 2864 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him. 2865 2866 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 2867 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 2868 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies". 2869 2870 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 2871 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe. 2872 2873 9-4-24 Pt.1 2874 2875 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 2876 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 2877 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 2878 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI. 2879 2880 9-3-24 Pt.2 2881 2882 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them. 2883 2884 9-3-24 Pt.1 2885 2886 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 2887 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 2888 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living. 2889 2890 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 2891 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 2892 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 2893 some peoples eyes. 2894 2895 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 2896 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 2897 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 2898 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 2899 of things either. 2900 2901 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 2902 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth. 2903 2904 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 2905 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 2906 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 2907 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with. 2908 2909 9-2-24 Pt.3 2910 2911 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 2912 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 2913 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 2914 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 2915 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world. 2916 2917 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 2918 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 2919 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 2920 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 2921 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 2922 Mario 64 and won it for the first time. 2923 2924 I wonder 2925 9-2-24 Pt.2 2926 2927 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 2928 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 2929 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 2930 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed. 2931 2932 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 2933 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 2934 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 2935 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 2936 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 2937 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 2938 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 2939 They are not the same. 2940 2941 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day. 2942 2943 2944 9-2-24 Pt.1 2945 2946 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 2947 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 2948 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation. 2949 2950 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 2951 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 2952 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction. 2953 2954 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my 2955 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 2956 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 2957 2958 -] A 2959 2960 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and 2961 2962 -] B 2963 2964 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture 2965 2966 2967 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 2968 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling. 2969 2970 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 2971 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 2972 acceptable. 2973 2974 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 2975 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 2976 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 2977 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 2978 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate. 2979 2980 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 2981 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 2982 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them. 2983 2984 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 2985 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 2986 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 2987 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 2988 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 2989 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 2990 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok". 2991 2992 Are you actually this fucking stupid. 2993 2994 9-1-24 Pt.2 2995 2996 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 2997 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 2998 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 2999 aiwnios.com humor. 3000 3001 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 3002 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up. 3003 <21>3004 3005 3006 3007 3008 3009 3010 3011 3012 3013 3014 3015 3016 9-1-24 Pt.1 3017 3018 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 3019 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 3020 aiwnios.com) 3021 3022 <22>3023 3024 3025 3026 3027 3028 3029 3030 3031 3032 3033 3034 3035 3036 3037 3038 3039 3040 3041 3042 3043 3044 3045 8-31-24 Pt.2 3046 3047 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 3048 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 3049 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors. 3050 3051 8-31-24 Pt.1 3052 3053 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 3054 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 3055 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will 3056 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 3057 Dharma as a word. 3058 3059 Its a cruel world. 3060 3061 8-30-24 Pt.2 3062 3063 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 3064 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 3065 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 3066 is for another time. 3067 3068 8-30-24 Pt.1 3069 3070 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 3071 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me. 3072 3073 8-29-24 Pt.2 3074 3075 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 3076 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 3077 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come 3078 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 3079 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 3080 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food. 3081 3082 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 3083 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 3084 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 3085 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone. 3086 3087 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 3088 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 3089 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 3090 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior. 3091 3092 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 3093 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 3094 meth-head) 3095 3096 3097 3098 8-29-24 Pt.1 3099 3100 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix. 3101 3102 8-28-24 Pt.1 3103 3104 I fucking hate networkin code. 3105 3106 8-27-24 Pt.2 3107 3108 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 3109 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage". 3110 3111 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill 3112 <23>3113 3114 3115 3116 3117 3118 3119 3120 3121 3122 3123 3124 3125 3126 3127 3128 3129 3130 8-27-24 Pt.1 3131 3132 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers. 3133 3134 8-26-24 Pt.1 3135 3136 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at 3137 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 3138 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 3139 directly responsible for the shooting. 3140 3141 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 3142 society. 3143 3144 8-25-24 Pt.1 3145 3146 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 3147 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 3148 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 3149 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive. 3150 3151 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 3152 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 3153 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM. 3154 3155 8-24-24 Pt.1 3156 3157 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 3158 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 3159 they reach a standstill. 3160 <24>3161 3162 3163 3164 3165 3166 3167 3168 3169 3170 3171 3172 3173 3174 3175 3176 3177 3178 3179 3180 3181 3182 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3 3183 3184 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 3185 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 3186 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 3187 control for his overeating. 3188 3189 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 3190 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 3191 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 3192 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 3193 fucked up person. 3194 3195 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 3196 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 3197 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 3198 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 3199 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 3200 evil by normal people standards. 3201 3202 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not. 3203 3204 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 3205 3206 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 3207 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 3208 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit. 3209 3210 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 3211 3212 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 3213 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 3214 female version of Ye. 3215 3216 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 3217 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 3218 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 3219 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 3220 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good. 3221 3222 8-20-24 Pt.1 3223 3224 I was working on SIMD stuff. 3225 3226 8-18-24 Pt.3 3227 3228 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 3229 veil 3230 3231 8-18-24 Pt.2 3232 3233 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 3234 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 3235 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 3236 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of 3237 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 3238 lived by. 3239 3240 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 3241 then confessed. 3242 3243 -] Sins of 8-18-24 3244 3245 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today. 3246 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs. 3247 3 - I did lots of caffine. 3248 4 - I listened to rap music. 3249 3250 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth. 3251 3252 8-18-24 Pt.1 3253 3254 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 3255 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 3256 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 3257 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 3258 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily. 3259 3260 3261 8-16-24 Pt.1 3262 3263 3264 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 3265 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 3266 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 3267 about math. I will tell you what I learned today: 3268 3269 3270 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection 3271 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 3272 *t,F64 *u) { 3273 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x); 3274 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom; 3275 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom; 3276 if(0<=_t<=1) 3277 if(0<=_u<=1) { 3278 if(t) *t=_t; 3279 if(u) *u=_u; 3280 if(hit_at) { 3281 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x); 3282 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y); 3283 } 3284 return TRUE; 3285 } 3286 return FALSE; 3287 } 3288 3289 3290 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 3291 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 3292 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite. 3293 3294 <25>3295 3296 3297 3298 3299 3300 3301 3302 3303 3304 3305 3306 3307 3308 3309 8-14-24 Pt.2 3310 3311 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 3312 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 3313 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 3314 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 3315 Nothing more than that. 3316 3317 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 3318 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 3319 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 3320 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 3321 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 3322 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 3323 invalidated. 3324 3325 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 3326 acquired by more worthwhile people than you. 3327 3328 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 3329 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 3330 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 3331 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 3332 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore. 3333 3334 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 3335 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 3336 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 3337 be misogyny to you. 3338 3339 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 3340 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 3341 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 3342 you can get in this planet/era. 3343 3344 8-14-24 Pt.1 3345 3346 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 3347 play morrowind or something. 3348 3349 8-13-24 Pt.1 3350 3351 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 3352 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 3353 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 3354 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 3355 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 3356 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them. 3357 3358 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 3359 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them. 3360 3361 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 3362 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 3363 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 3364 them. 3365 3366 8-11-24 Pt.1 3367 3368 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 3369 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up. 3370 3371 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 3372 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 3373 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament 3374 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison. 3375 3376 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 3377 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 3378 up. Fear ceases when reality starts. 3379 3380 8-6-24 Pt.1 3381 3382 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 3383 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it. 3384 3385 8-5-24 Pt.1 3386 3387 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 3388 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need. 3389 3390 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 3391 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 3392 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 3393 retard. 3394 3395 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 3396 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head. 3397 3398 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 3399 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 3400 faggot. 3401 3402 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 3403 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 3404 mental disorder like loggherea or something. 3405 3406 3407 8-4-24 Pt.2 3408 3409 I'll need to make aiwniosTube 3410 3411 8-4-24 Pt.1 3412 3413 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 3414 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision. 3415 3416 8-3-24 Pt.1 3417 3418 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 3419 probably look like a druggie. 3420 3421 7-31-24 Pt.1 3422 3423 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 3424 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program. 3425 3426 7-29-24 Pt.1 3427 3428 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 3429 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 3430 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 3431 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture. 3432 3433 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 3434 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 3435 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve. 3436 3437 7-28-24 Pt.2 3438 3439 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 3440 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people. 3441 3442 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 3443 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 3444 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 3445 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 3446 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 3447 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 3448 therapist. 3449 3450 7-28-24 Pt.1 3451 3452 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 3453 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 3454 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 3455 3456 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 3457 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 3458 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 3459 3460 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 3461 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 3462 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 3463 parents put me here. 3464 3465 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 3466 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 3467 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 3468 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 3469 take my meth. 3470 3471 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 3472 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 3473 told about the importance of "family values". 3474 3475 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 3476 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 3477 alterative. 3478 3479 7-24-24 Pt.1 3480 3481 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 3482 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 3483 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 3484 oneself. 3485 3486 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 3487 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 3488 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 3489 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 3490 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 3491 3492 7-23-24 Pt.1 3493 3494 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 3495 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 3496 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls. 3497 3498 7-22-24 Pt.1 3499 3500 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 3501 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 3502 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 3503 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 3504 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 3505 for Kamala Harris(proudly). 3506 3507 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 3508 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 3509 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 3510 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 3511 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 3512 culture. 3513 3514 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 3515 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 3516 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 3517 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 3518 chance. There is truth to this story. 3519 3520 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 3521 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 3522 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness. 3523 3524 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 3525 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 3526 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing. 3527 3528 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 3529 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 3530 3531 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 3532 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 3533 ass I will not be satisfied. 3534 3535 7-17-24 Pt.1 3536 3537 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 3538 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 3539 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support. 3540 3541 7-13-24 Pt.1 3542 3543 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 3544 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'. 3545 3546 7-9-24 Pt.3 3547 3548 I am tired. I will sleep. 3549 3550 7-9-24 Pt.2 3551 3552 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 3553 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 3554 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 3555 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 3556 personaly. 3557 3558 7-9-24 Pt.1 3559 3560 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 3561 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives. 3562 3563 7-8-24 Pt.1 3564 3565 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 3566 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 3567 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall). 3568 3569 -] Hopes for Linux 3570 3571 -] Same TLS ABI 3572 3573 The thread local storage needs to be the same 3574 3575 -] No checking ELF-branding 3576 3577 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs. 3578 3579 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so' 3580 3581 I will need the address of the syms too. 3582 3583 3584 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 3585 violatile project so dont get too excited. 3586 <26>3587 3588 3589 3590 3591 3592 3593 3594 3595 3596 3597 3598 3599 3600 3601 3602 3603 3604 3605 3606 3607 3608 7-7-24 Pt.3 3609 3610 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 3611 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 3612 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 3613 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 3614 not cause the pain of winning. 3615 3616 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 3617 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 3618 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 3619 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality. 3620 3621 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 3622 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around. 3623 3624 3625 7-7-24 Pt.2 3626 3627 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 3628 aiwnios programs. 3629 3630 7-7-24 Pt.1 3631 3632 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 3633 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 3634 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 3635 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 3636 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 3637 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 3638 eat burgers. 3639 3640 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 3641 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 3642 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 3643 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 3644 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 3645 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy". 3646 3647 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 3648 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 3649 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true. 3650 3651 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 3652 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 3653 suppost to be meditating. 3654 3655 7-6-24 Pt.1 3656 3657 I have a raging headache. 3658 3659 7-5-24 Pt.1 3660 3661 Gunna learn spnaish. 3662 3663 7-4-24 Pt.3 3664 3665 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 3666 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 3667 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 3668 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 3669 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 3670 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 3671 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 3672 I have been described as retarded for a long time. 3673 3674 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 3675 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 3676 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 3677 myself a retard. 3678 3679 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 3680 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 3681 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps. 3682 3683 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 3684 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 3685 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny. 3686 3687 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 3688 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 3689 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 3690 retarded is the answer. 3691 3692 3693 7-4-24 Pt.2 3694 3695 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 3696 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 3697 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios 3698 3699 7-4-24 Pt.1 3700 3701 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 3702 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im 3703 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 3704 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 3705 there isnt. Time to find out. 3706 3707 7-3-24 Pt.1 3708 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 3709 ruined nice piece of art. 3710 7-2-24 Pt.1 3711 3712 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 3713 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 3714 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with 3715 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 3716 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man. 3717 3718 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 3719 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 3720 falsehood in one's mind). 3721 3722 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7 3723 3724 -] Types of bodies 3725 3726 -] AudarikSharir 3727 3728 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation. 3729 3730 -] VaikriyaSharir 3731 3732 God/Demon body 3733 3734 -] AharakSharir 3735 3736 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras. 3737 3738 -] Taizas Sharir 3739 3740 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits 3741 3742 -] Karman Sharir 3743 3744 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth 3745 3746 3747 3748 7-1-24 Pt.1 3749 3750 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 3751 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo. 3752 3753 I get this when I run firefox. 3754 3755 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup 3756 6-30-24 Pt.4 3757 3758 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 3759 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 3760 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 3761 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 3762 is only 1 of me so I should express him. 3763 3764 6-30-24 Pt.3 3765 3766 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 3767 a problem. 3768 3769 6-30-24 Pt.2 3770 3771 [Redacted]. 3772 3773 6-30-24 Pt.1 3774 3775 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 3776 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 3777 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 3778 intresting than the truth itself. 3779 3780 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 3781 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion. 3782 3783 6-29-24 Pt.3 3784 3785 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 3786 the video section. 3787 3788 6-29-24 Pt.2 3789 3790 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 3791 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 3792 themselves great knowledge was lost with death. 3793 3794 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 3795 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 3796 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny. 3797 3798 I will introspect on this next Samayika session. 3799 3800 6-29-24 Pt.1 3801 3802 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 3803 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 3804 will be done micro-optimzing. 3805 3806 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 3807 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 3808 stopping now. 3809 3810 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 3811 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 3812 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary. 3813 3814 3815 6-28-24 Pt.1 3816 3817 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 3818 like no time relativley speaking 3819 3820 6-27-24 Pt.1 3821 3822 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 3823 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 3824 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 3825 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024. 3826 3827 Reddit fucked me over with 3828 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and 3829 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit 3830 3831 6-27-24 Pt.0 3832 3833 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 3834 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 3835 example 3836 3837 //┌──────────┐ 3838 //│ π⌠ │ 3839 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│ 3840 //│-π⌡ │ 3841 //└──────────┘ 3842 3843 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 3844 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind 3845 3846 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended 3847 3848 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 3849 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD 3850 3851 6-25-24 Pt.2 3852 3853 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 3854 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad 3855 3856 6-25-24 Pt.1 3857 3858 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 3859 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 3860 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 3861 it was multilayered. 3862 3863 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 3864 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 3865 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 3866 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 3867 level into rooms.(sort of). 3868 3869 6-24-24 Pt.3 3870 3871 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 3872 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 3873 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 3874 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 3875 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain. 3876 3877 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 3878 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 3879 of practice. 3880 3881 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 3882 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 3883 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 3884 become a monk,not allowed. 3885 3886 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 3887 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 3888 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 3889 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 3890 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 3891 point where unworthy people can understand it. 3892 3893 I am not worthy or choosen. 3894 3895 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 3896 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 3897 text when it says things about heaven and hell. 3898 3899 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 3900 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 3901 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 3902 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 3903 the Quran. 3904 3905 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 3906 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 3907 abstract thinking in it. 3908 3909 6-24-24 Pt.2 3910 3911 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 3912 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 3913 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 3914 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 3915 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 3916 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more. 3917 3918 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight. 3919 3920 I looked at this: 3921 3922 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind 3923 - Einstein 3924 3925 6-24-24 Pt.1 3926 3927 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 3928 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 3929 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 3930 bumbles about politics or something. 3931 3932 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/ 3933 3934 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 3935 is a convicted felon but denies guilt. 3936 3937 6-23-24 Pt.2 3938 3939 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 3940 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 3941 know how to use linux sort of. 3942 3943 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 3944 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo) 3945 3946 6-23-24 Pt.1 3947 3948 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 3949 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 3950 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 3951 3952 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me? 3953 3954 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio 3955 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing. 3956 3957 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now. 3958 3959 6-22-24 Pt.2 3960 3961 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 3962 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 3963 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 3964 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 3965 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better. 3966 3967 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 3968 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 3969 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing. 3970 3971 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 3972 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 3973 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 3974 the first place. 3975 3976 3977 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization 3978 3979 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC). 3980 3981 3982 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency 3983 3984 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 3985 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 3986 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 3987 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water 3988 3989 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 3990 outside and they died. 3991 3992 6-19-24 Pt.1 3993 3994 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 3995 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 3996 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 3997 construct reality 3998 3999 6-18-24 Pt.3 4000 4001 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 4002 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 4003 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 4004 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 4005 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 4006 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 4007 give it up when it is ready. 4008 4009 6-18-24 Pt.2 4010 4011 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 4012 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 4013 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself 4014 4015 6-18-24 Pt.1 4016 4017 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 4018 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 4019 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 4020 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things. 4021 4022 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 4023 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue 4024 4025 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3 4026 -] Birth bodies 4027 4028 -] (Inside) Earth 4029 4030 Natural things like rocks 4031 4032 -] From Water 4033 4034 Tadpoles 4035 4036 -] From Fire 4037 4038 Fire bodies 4039 4040 -] From Air 4041 4042 Bacteria 4043 4044 -] From Plants 4045 4046 Plants 4047 4048 -] Moving 4049 4050 Humans/animals 4051 4052 4053 4054 4055 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2 4056 4057 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings) 4058 4059 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision) 4060 4061 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants 4062 4063 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste) 4064 4065 Worms 4066 4067 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell) 4068 4069 Ants 4070 4071 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight) 4072 4073 Flies 4074 4075 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing) 4076 4077 Humans 4078 4079 4080 4081 6-17-24 Pt.2 4082 4083 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 4084 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 4085 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 4086 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 4087 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 4088 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 4089 best to humble yourself. 4090 4091 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 4092 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 4093 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 4094 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 4095 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality. 4096 4097 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1 4098 4099 -] States of Movement between Lives 4100 4101 -] Narak Gati 4102 4103 Hellish Poo Poo realm 4104 4105 -] Tiryach Gati 4106 4107 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life 4108 4109 -] Manusha Gati 4110 4111 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 4112 obtain Moska 4113 4114 -] Deva Gati 4115 4116 A Godlike state of existence 4117 4118 4119 4120 6-16-24 Pt.2 4121 4122 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries 4123 4124 4125 6-15-24 Pt.2 4126 4127 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 4128 looser because I am not a winner. 4129 4130 6-15-24 Pt.1 4131 4132 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 4133 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again. 4134 4135 6-12-24 Pt.2 4136 4137 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 4138 run it on vinilla TempleOS. 4139 4140 6-12-24 Pt.1 4141 4142 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 4143 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 4144 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means. 4145 4146 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 4147 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 4148 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 4149 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 4150 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change. 4151 4152 6-10-24 Pt.3 4153 4154 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 4155 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe 4156 4157 6-10-24 Pt.2 4158 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 4159 is pretty cool. 4160 4161 6-10-24 Pt.1 4162 4163 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 4164 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 4165 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 4166 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 4167 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot. 4168 <27>4169 4170 4171 4172 4173 4174 4175 4176 4177 4178 4179 4180 4181 4182 4183 4184 4185 4186 4187 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 4188 gameplay a bit. 4189 4190 4191 6-9-24 Pt.1 4192 4193 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 4194 to hear with Good-Artistry. 4195 4196 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 4197 artistry. Not really good taste but idk. 4198 4199 -] Best signers 4200 4201 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop) 4202 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow) 4203 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry) 4204 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth) 4205 4206 4207 Ill tell you a story though a comic 4208 Froggis4209 4210 4211 4212 4213 4214 4215 4216 4217 4218 4219 4220 4221 4222 4223 4224 4225 4226 4227 4228 4229 4230 4231 4232 4233 4234 4235 4236 4237 4238 4239 4240 4241 4242 4243 4244 4245 4246 4247 4248 4249 4250 4251 4252 4253 4254 4255 4256 4257 4258 4259 4260 4261 4262 4263 4264 4265 4266 4267 4268 4269 4270 4271 4272 4273 4274 4275 4276 4277 4278 4279 4280 4281 4282 4283 4284 4285 4286 4287 4288 4289 4290 4291 4292 4293 4294 4295 4296 4297 4298 4299 6-8-24 Pt.2 4300 4301 Wtf 4302 4303 6-8-24 Pt.1 4304 4305 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 4306 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 4307 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 4308 where I feed homeless people and can think 4309 4310 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 4311 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 4312 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel. 4313 4314 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 4315 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice. 4316 4317 6-7-24 Pt.2 4318 4319 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1 4320 4321 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by 4322 4323 1 - Right Faith 4324 2 - Right knowledge 4325 3 - Right conduct 4326 -] Right Faith 4327 4328 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 4329 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma. 4330 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 4331 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 4332 to have no biases 4333 4334 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree 4335 4336 -] Limbs of faith 4337 4338 1 - Belief in realities substances 4339 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas 4340 3 - Love for monks 4341 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality 4342 5 - Dont corrupt truth 4343 6 - ??? 4344 7 - Have respect for monks and householders 4345 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff. 4346 4347 4348 -] Right Knowledge 4349 4350 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 4351 4352 -] Right Conduct 4353 4354 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace 4355 -] Anuvratas (minor vows) 4356 4357 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables) 4358 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths 4359 3 - No stealing 4360 4 - No adultery 4361 5 - No buying assloads of shit 4362 6 - No wine and honey 4363 4364 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues) 4365 4366 Digvrata - Limit travel distance 4367 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 4368 4369 4370 4371 4372 4373 4374 6-7-24 Pt.1 4375 4376 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk: 4377 4378 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A')); 4379 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM); 4380 bd->max_blk=0x10000; 4381 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE); 4382 Fmt('A'); 4383 4384 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 4385 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH 4386 6-6-24 Pt.2 4387 4388 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 4389 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 4390 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 4391 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 4392 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 4393 believe in it. 4394 4395 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 4396 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 4397 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 4398 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 4399 how hope works. 4400 4401 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 4402 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain. 4403 4404 6-6-24 Pt.1 4405 4406 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today 4407 4408 5-28-24 Pt.1 4409 4410 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 4411 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 4412 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 4413 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 4414 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real. 4415 4416 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 4417 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 4418 fuckin zooted. 4419 4420 4421 4422 5-27-24 Pt.1 4423 4424 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 4425 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 4426 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 4427 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are 4428 4429 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 4430 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 4431 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 4432 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 4433 inductors. 4434 4435 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 4436 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 4437 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it 4438 <29>4439 4440 4441 4442 4443 4444 4445 4446 4447 4448 4449 4450 4451 4452 4453 4454 4455 4456 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 4457 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart 4458 4459 5-26-24 Pt.2 4460 4461 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 4462 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 4463 fuck this is: 4464 <30>4465 4466 4467 4468 4469 4470 4471 4472 4473 4474 4475 4476 4477 4478 4479 4480 4481 4482 4483 4484 4485 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 4486 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 4487 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 4488 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for 4489 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 4490 4491 5-26-24 Pt.1 4492 4493 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 4494 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 4495 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad. 4496 4497 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 4498 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 4499 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 4500 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 4501 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 4502 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 4503 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days). 4504 4505 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic. 4506 4507 5-25-24 Pt.2 4508 4509 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 4510 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 4511 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 4512 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 4513 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 4514 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 4515 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity. 4516 4517 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 4518 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 4519 are illrevelant here. 4520 4521 4522 5-25-24 Pt.1 4523 4524 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 4525 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 4526 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 4527 not a by-product. 4528 4529 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you 4530 4531 5-23-24 Pt.1 4532 4533 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 4534 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 4535 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door. 4536 4537 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 4538 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 4539 my workplace,even though he is cute. 4540 4541 5-22-24 Pt.1 4542 4543 Things not to think about: 4544 <31>4545 4546 4547 4548 4549 4550 4551 4552 4553 4554 4555 4556 4557 4558 4559 4560 4561 4562 4563 4564 4565 4566 4567 4568 4569 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 4570 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 4571 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 4572 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result 4573 4574 5-21-24 Pt.4 4575 4576 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 4577 statements 4578 4579 5-21-24 Pt.3 4580 4581 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 4582 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 4583 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict. 4584 4585 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 4586 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 4587 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit. 4588 4589 5-21-24 Pt.2 4590 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 4591 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes. 4592 4593 5-21-24 Pt.1 4594 4595 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 4596 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 4597 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 4598 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty 4599 <32>4600 4601 4602 4603 4604 4605 4606 4607 4608 4609 4610 4611 4612 4613 4614 4615 4616 4617 4618 4619 4620 4621 4622 4623 4624 4625 4626 4627 4628 4629 4630 4631 4632 4633 4634 4635 4636 4637 4638 4639 5-20-24 Pt.5 4640 4641 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 4642 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 4643 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 4644 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 4645 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed 4646 4647 5-20-24 Pt.4 4648 4649 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 4650 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 4651 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey 4652 delusion 4653 4654 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 4655 oxymoron. 4656 4657 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 4658 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 4659 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 4660 The only super power you get from morality is self control 4661 4662 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 4663 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 4664 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 4665 Does evil brew in silence or numbers. 4666 4667 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 4668 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in. 4669 4670 5-20-24 Pt.3 4671 4672 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 4673 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 4674 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 4675 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write 4676 4677 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 4678 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 4679 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or 4680 4681 5-20-24 Pt.2 4682 4683 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 4684 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes 4685 4686 5-20-24 Pt.1 4687 4688 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 4689 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 4690 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 4691 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 4692 trajedy/confusion are outsiders 4693 4694 5-19-24 Pt.2 4695 4696 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 4697 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 4698 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just. 4699 4700 5-19-24 Pt.1 4701 4702 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 4703 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 4704 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 4705 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 4706 choise made in ignorance though 4707 4708 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 4709 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 4710 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo 4711 poo brains are good at reality studies. 4712 4713 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 4714 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil. 4715 4716 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide. 4717 4718 5-13-24 Pt.1 4719 4720 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 4721 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 4722 4723 5-10-24 Pt.2 4724 4725 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros 4726 4727 5-10-24 Pt.1 4728 4729 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 4730 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask 4731 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose 4732 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too 4733 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete. 4734 4735 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 4736 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil 4737 4738 Clayton 4739 4740 <nrootconauto@gmail.com>4741 4742 4743 4744 4745 4746 4747 4748 4749 4750 4751 4752 4753 4754 4755 4756 4757 4758 4759 4760 4761 4762 4763 4764 4765 4766 4767 4768 4769 4770 4771 4772 4773 4774 4775 4776 4777 4778 WIP DOOM port 4779 I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM). 47804781 4782 4783 4784 4785 4786 4787 4788 4789 4790 4791 4792 4793 4794 4795 4796 4797 4798 4799 4800 4801 4802 4803 4804 4805 4806 4807 4808 4809 4810 4811 4812 4813 4814 4815 4816 4817 4818 4819 4820 4821 4822 4823 4824 4825 4826 4827 4828 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer 4829 4830 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 4831 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example, 4832 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64. 4833 4834 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 4835 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 4836 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 4837 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream. 4838 4839 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L 4840 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 4841 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 4842 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16 4843 4844 4845 <35>4846 4847 4848 4849 4850 4851 4852 4853 4854 4855 4856 4857 4858 4859 4860 4861 4862 4863 4864 4865 Compiler Part 2,The Parser 4866 4867 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 4868 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 4869 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this: 4870 4871 4872 1 2 + 3 4 + * 4873 4874 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 4875 parenthesis 4876 4877 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *) 4878 4879 Pretty epic isn't it. 4880 4881 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 4882 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 4883 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes. 4884 4885 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 4886 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this 4887 4888 <36>4889 4890 4891 4892 4893 4894 4895 4896 4897 4898 4899 4900 4901 4902 4903 4904 4905 4906 4907 4908 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack. 4909 4910 <37>4911 4912 4913 4914 4915 4916 4917 4918 4919 4920 4921 4922 4923 4924 4925 4926 4927 4928 4929 4930 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 4931 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 4932 later. We end up with something like this 4933 4934 <38>4935 4936 4937 4938 4939 4940 4941 4942 4943 4944 4945 4946 4947 4948 4949 4950 4951 4952 4953 4954 4955 4956 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 4957 output 4958 4959 <39>4960 4961 4962 4963 4964 4965 4966 4967 4968 4969 4970 4971 4972 4973 4974 4975 4976 4977 4978 4979 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II 4980 4981 UNDER CONSTRUCTION 4982 4983 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator 4984 4985 4986 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 4987 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 4988 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 4989 into the C intermediate codes. 4990 4991 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 4992 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 4993 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge 4994 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a 4995 rm_backend.c for AARCH64). 4996 4997 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 4998 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 4999 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 5000 intermediate codes. 5001 5002 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 5003 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 5004 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 5005 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks). 5006 5007 5008 <40>5009 5010 5011 5012 5013 5014 5015 5016 5017 5018 5019 5020 5021 5022 5023 5024 5025 5026 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 5027 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 5028 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 5029 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 5030 availble a stack location will be choosed. 5031 5032 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 5033 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes. 5034 5035 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 5036 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 5037 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO. 5038 5039 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 5040 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 5041 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 5042 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers. 5043