0001 
0002                                     Aiwnios.com
0003 
0004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
0005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
0007 about myself.
0008 
0009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
0013 
0014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
0016 
0017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
0019 
0020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
0021 
0022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
0023 
0024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
0025 
0026 AiwniosTube
0027 
0028                                    Irc Server
0029 
0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
0031 
0032 
0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
0036 
0037 
0038 
0039                                   Shitpit Pt.3 Old Pt.2!!
0040  <1>

0041 
0042 
0043 
0044 
0045 
0046 
0047 
0048 
0049 
0050 
0051 
0052 
0053 
0054 
0055 
0056 
0057 
0058 
0059 
0060 
0061 
0062 
0063 
0064 
0065 
0066                                   4-2-25 Pt.4
0067 
0068   A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the 
0069 women-slave mentality for child-minds.
0070 
0071                                   4-2-25 Pt.3
0072 
0073   If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother 
0074 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot.
0075 
0076                                   4-2-25 Pt.2
0077 
0078   If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 
0079 repeatidly for fun.
0080 
0081                                   4-2-25 Pt.1
0082 
0083   Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 
0084 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads.
0085 
0086 
0087                                   4-1-25 Pt.3
0088 
0089   Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 
0090 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 
0091 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 
0092 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish.
0093 
0094   Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 
0095 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 
0096 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 
0097 written poems. I write compilers.
0098 
0099   Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object
0100   
0101   POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME.
0102 
0103   In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 
0104 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 
0105 if ever).
0106 
0107                                   4-1-25 Pt.2
0108 
0109   So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find 
0110 subgraphs. 
0111 <2>

0112 
0113 
0114 
0115 
0116 
0117 
0118 
0119 
0120 
0121 
0122 
0123 
0124 
0125 
0126 
0127 
0128 
0129 
0130 
0131   Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this:
0132 
0133 -] Master matrix
0134   
0135       A  B  C  D
0136     A 1  1  0  0
0137   
0138     B 0  1  1  1
0139   
0140     C 0  0  1  1
0141   
0142     D 1  0  0  1
0143 
0144 
0145   Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too
0146 
0147 -] Baby Matrix
0148   
0149       A  B  C
0150     A 1  1  1
0151     
0152     B 0  1  1
0153   
0154     C 0  0  1
0155 
0156 
0157   Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration.
0158 
0159   Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns
0160 -] Master matrix
0161   
0162       B  C  D  A
0163     B 1  1  1  0
0164   
0165     C 0  1  1  0
0166   
0167     D 0  0  1  1
0168   
0169     A 0  1  0  1
0170   
0171 
0172 
0173   Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 
0174 do.
0175 
0176 
0177 Pro Fuckin Tip:
0178 
0179   Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely.
0180 
0181   A [B C D]
0182   A [B [C D]]
0183 
0184   B [C D A]
0185   B [C [D A]]
0186 
0187   C [D A B]
0188   C [D [A B]]
0189 
0190   D [A B C]
0191   D [A [B C]]
0192 
0193 
0194   Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum  gains.
0195 
0196   If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 
0197 cant figure out how then you are probably fucking stupid.
0198 
0199 
0200 
0201                                   4-1-25 Pt.1
0202 
0203   Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted.
0204 
0205                                   3-31-25 Pt.2
0206 
0207   People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 
0208 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 
0209 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero.
0210 
0211                                   3-31-25 Pt.1
0212 
0213   I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 
0214 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 
0215 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties.
0216 
0217   I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 
0218 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people.
0219 
0220   Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 
0221 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes.
0222 
0223   I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 
0224 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 
0225 It is ficticious maybe.
0226 
0227                                   3-30-25 Pt.3
0228 
0229   Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 
0230 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 
0231 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 
0232 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him.
0233 
0234   The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 
0235 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 
0236 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 
0237 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done.
0238 
0239 
0240                                   3-30-25 Pt.2
0241 
0242   Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 
0243 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 
0244 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 
0245 actively seek to help people.
0246 
0247   I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 
0248 good for others.
0249 
0250                                   3-30-25 Pt.1
0251 
0252   I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 
0253 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 
0254 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 
0255 today.
0256 
0257   I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 
0258 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 
0259 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 
0260 worth of labor because I volenteer and work.
0261 
0262 Pro Tip:
0263 
0264   Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 
0265 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 
0266 could be working a real job.
0267 
0268 Disclaimer:
0269 
0270   I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 
0271 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 
0272 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work.
0273 
0274   I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 
0275 to overcome.
0276 
0277   
0278 
0279                                   3-29-25 Pt.2
0280 
0281   Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 
0282 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom.
0283 
0284   I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 
0285 answer. 
0286 
0287                                   3-29-25 Pt.1
0288 
0289   Heres the mootherfucking  DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 
0290 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 
0291 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit.
0292 
0293   I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 
0294 the D(oom).
0295 
0296                                   3-28-25 Pt.4
0297 
0298   As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 
0299 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 
0300 burger people were just workers,nothing else.
0301 
0302                                   3-28-25 Pt.3
0303 
0304   Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 
0305 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 
0306 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 
0307 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 
0308 the prisions too.
0309 
0310   Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 
0311 not buy innocence at Walmart.
0312 
0313                                   3-28-25 Pt.2
0314 
0315   People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 
0316 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 
0317 sense of reality.
0318 
0319 
0320                                   3-28-25 Pt.1
0321 
0322   Im one of the good ones. Most autistic people I know are like really stupid. I 
0323 think families are the breeding grounds for the most fucked up aspects of 
0324 humanity. I dont know if it is me or my family,but growing up when we walked in 
0325 public we did not walk next to each other,we walked in the same direction 
0326 seperately. I read that austism/assburgers is common with people with eccentric 
0327 parents. Which is not suprising.
0328 
0329   My parents seemed to be at odds with reality. They did seem to accept the 
0330 family was fucked up but wanted no one to see it. My dad may as well have been a 
0331 cult leader. I often wonder what goverment officals think about family life. 
0332 They can lie about their top secret things and extort people for information. I 
0333 would not want to be the son of a goverment person. I suppose that thier worth 
0334 be based on their values they hold,but that is abstract. Concretely I would not 
0335 like them as parents.
0336 
0337   I dont have the goverment,you cannot hate something you cannot see and there 
0338 are worse goverments.
0339 
0340 
0341                                   3-27-25 Pt.2
0342 
0343   The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 
0344 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 
0345 in the mirror. I am not one of them.
0346 
0347                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
0348 
0349   The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 
0350 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 
0351 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 
0352 you can find it with a microscope.
0353 
0354   The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 
0355 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 
0356 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 
0357 plant.
0358 
0359   You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 
0360 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 
0361 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 
0362 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death.
0363 
0364                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
0365 
0366   NOTE: 
0367 
0368     When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 
0369 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY.
0370 
0371                                   3-26-25 Pt.3
0372 
0373   Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 
0374 the play store.
0375 
0376                                   3-26-25 Pt.2
0377 
0378   There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer.
0379 
0380   People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 
0381 will look in the mirror.
0382 
0383   Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 
0384 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits.
0385 
0386   Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 
0387 include it for legal reasons.
0388 
0389 
0390                                   3-26-25 Pt.1
0391 
0392 
0393    Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa.
0394 
0395 <3>

0396 
0397 
0398 
0399 
0400 
0401 
0402 
0403 
0404 
0405 
0406 
0407 
0408 
0409 
0410 
0411 
0412 
0413 
0414 
0415 
0416 
0417 
0418 
0419 
0420 
0421 
0422 
0423 
0424 
0425 
0426 
0427 
0428 
0429 
0430 
0431 
0432 
0433 
0434 
0435 
0436 
0437 
0438 
0439 
0440 
0441 
0442 
0443 
0444 
0445 
0446 
0447 
0448 
0449 
0450 
0451                                   3-25-25 Pt.3
0452 
0453   DISCLIAMER:
0454 
0455   I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 
0456 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public.
0457 
0458 
0459   NOTE:
0460 
0461   Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 
0462 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 
0463 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word.
0464 
0465                                   3-25-25 Pt.2
0466 
0467   I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 
0468 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 
0469 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 
0470 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 
0471 papers while thinking and this site dont either.
0472 
0473                                   3-25-25 Pt.1
0474 
0475   A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 
0476 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick.
0477 
0478                                   3-24-25 Pt.2
0479 
0480   The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 
0481 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 
0482 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 
0483 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit.
0484 
0485                                   3-24-25 Pt.1
0486 
0487   Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 
0488 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 
0489 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 
0490 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 
0491 massive Jew hater.
0492 
0493   You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 
0494 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 
0495 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 
0496 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son.
0497 
0498   This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 
0499 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 
0500 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 
0501 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 
0502 
0503   I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 
0504 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 
0505 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 
0506 tell you about reality.
0507 
0508 
0509   I may as well be a lesser KanYe.
0510 
0511                                   3-23-25 Pt.2
0512 
0513   Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 
0514 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 
0515 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 
0516 fuck about the people I serve.
0517 
0518   I wonder if the mask cares or me.
0519 
0520                                   3-23-25 Pt.1
0521 
0522   Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 
0523 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 
0524 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it.
0525 
0526                                   3-22-25 Pt.2
0527 
0528   aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 
0529 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 
0530 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit
0531 
0532                                   3-22-25 Pt.1
0533 
0534   Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 
0535 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs.
0536 
0537   I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 
0538 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 
0539 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 
0540 fun.
0541 
0542   I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 
0543 poop and compilers all day and its fun.
0544 
0545   Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 
0546 living in the same earth as Chris Chan
0547 
0548                                   3-21-25 Pt.1
0549 
0550    Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 
0551 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com.
0552 
0553 -] 1,Spam the IRC server
0554   
0555   The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 
0556   better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts.
0557 
0558 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube
0559   
0560   AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 
0561   lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 
0562   headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 
0563   legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 
0564   smart)
0565 
0566 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com
0567    
0568   The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 
0569   the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 
0570   have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 
0571   like Chinese software.
0572 
0573 
0574                                   3-20-25 Pt.5
0575 
0576   Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 
0577 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk.
0578 
0579                                   3-20-25 Pt.4
0580 
0581   Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 
0582 will vanish. 
0583                                   3-20-25 Pt.3
0584 
0585   I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 
0586 who would say  "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 
0587 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 
0588 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 
0589 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms.
0590 
0591   It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 
0592 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods.
0593 
0594   NOTE:
0595 
0596   The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 
0597 in it which is cool.
0598 
0599   iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina.
0600      Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path.
0601 
0602                                   3-20-25 Pt.2
0603 
0604   Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 
0605 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 
0606 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 
0607 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 
0608 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 
0609 your vag is a good idea.
0610 
0611 
0612   Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No???  You can keep your imperalism by 
0613 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then.
0614 
0615                                   3-20-25 Pt.1
0616 
0617   I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia  on 
0618 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 
0619 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion.
0620 
0621                                   3-19-25 Pt.2
0622 
0623   They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 
0624 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 
0625 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 
0626 that somehow purifies them.
0627 
0628   Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 
0629 mind and possibly move there.
0630 <4>

0631 
0632 
0633 
0634 
0635 
0636 
0637 
0638 
0639 
0640 
0641 
0642 
0643 
0644 
0645 
0646 
0647 
0648 
0649 
0650 
0651 
0652 
0653 
0654 
0655 
0656 
0657 
0658 
0659 
0660 
0661 
0662 
0663 
0664 
0665 
0666 
0667 
0668 
0669 
0670 
0671 
0672 
0673 
0674                                   3-19-25 Pt.1
0675 
0676   Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 
0677 sexy degree.
0678 
0679   I will commit later. Basically do this.
0680 
0681 -] The Sexy Sauce
0682   
0683   -] Pt. 1
0684     
0685     Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 
0686     table).
0687     <5>

0688     
0689     
0690     
0691     
0692     
0693     
0694     
0695     
0696     
0697     
0698     
0699     
0700     
0701     
0702     
0703     
0704     
0705   
0706   -] Pt. 2
0707     
0708   
0709      Do this for assloads of text.
0710   -] Pt. 3
0711     
0712        Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 
0713     "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common.
0714     <6>

0715     
0716     
0717     
0718     
0719     
0720   
0721   
0722 
0723 
0724 
0725                                   3-17-25 Pt.2
0726 
0727   I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 
0728 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold.
0729 
0730                                   3-17-25 Pt.1
0731 

0732 
0733 
0734 
0735 
0736 
0737 
0738 
0739 
0740 
0741 
0742 
0743 
0744 
0745 
0746 
0747 
0748 
0749 
0750 
0751 
0752 
0753 
0754 
0755 
0756 
0757 
0758 
0759 
0760 
0761 
0762 
0763 
0764 
0765 
0766 
0767 
0768 
0769 
0770 
0771 
0772 
0773 
0774 
0775 
0776 
0777 
0778 
0779 
0780 
0781 
0782 
0783 
0784 
0785 
0786 
0787                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
0788 
0789    The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 
0790 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 
0791 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 
0792 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 
0793 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity.
0794 
0795   One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place.
0796 
0797                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
0798 
0799   I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 
0800 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 
0801 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 
0802 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 
0803 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 
0804 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people.
0805 
0806   I will try to say less racist things.
0807 
0808 NOTE:
0809 
0810   Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 
0811 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem.
0812 
0813                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
0814 
0815   I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 
0816 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 
0817 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 
0818 offended gay people.
0819 
0820   I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 
0821 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 
0822 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 
0823 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 
0824 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes.
0825 
0826   Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 
0827 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 
0828 complete.
0829 
0830   She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something.
0831 
0832                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
0833 
0834   I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 
0835 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 
0836 said person is a chimp.
0837 
0838                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
0839 
0840   I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 
0841 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 
0842 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked.
0843 
0844 <8>

0845 
0846 
0847 
0848 
0849 
0850 
0851 
0852 
0853 
0854 
0855 
0856 
0857 
0858                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
0859 
0860   I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 
0861 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 
0862 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 
0863 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 
0864 not out of respect.
0865 
0866   I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 
0867 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 
0868 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 
0869 Im sad. 
0870 
0871   A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 
0872 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 
0873 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 
0874 non-answer.
0875 
0876                                   3-13-25 Pt.4
0877 
0878   Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 
0879 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 
0880 must make educated decisions before acting.
0881 
0882 
0883                                   3-13-25 Pt.3
0884 
0885   I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 
0886 understand.
0887 
0888 
0889                                   3-13-25 Pt.2
0890 
0891   I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 
0892 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 
0893 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger.
0894 
0895                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
0896 
0897   People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 
0898 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 
0899 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz....
0900 
0901   This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably.
0902 
0903                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
0904 
0905   Light got turned into frozen matter or something 
0906 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A.
0907 
0908   Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter
0909 
0910 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division,
0911 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool
0912 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter)
0913 .
0914                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
0915 
0916 
0917   A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 
0918 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY).
0919 
0920   
0921 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}};
0922 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) {
0923   CD3 pr,p;
0924   pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x;
0925   pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y;
0926   pr.z=0;
0927   p.x=x-points[v].x;
0928   p.y=y-points[v].y;
0929   p.z=0;
0930   return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x;
0931 }
0932 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) {
0933   F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0));
0934   return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2));
0935 }
0936 
0937   
0938 
0939                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
0940 
0941   Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 
0942 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 
0943 3D.
0944 
0945                                   3-11-25 Pt.1
0946 
0947   I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 
0948 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 
0949 presenting my Latin code
0950 
0951                                   3-10-25 Pt.4
0952 
0953   Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 
0954 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 
0955 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 
0956 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 
0957 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse
0958 
0959   I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 
0960 Latin Shit.
0961 
0962                                   3-10-25 Pt.3
0963 
0964   Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 
0965 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 
0966 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 
0967 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 
0968 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh.
0969 
0970   In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 
0971 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 
0972 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it.
0973 
0974                                   3-10-25 Pt.2
0975 
0976   The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 
0977 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 
0978 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 
0979 see.
0980 
0981                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
0982 
0983   KanYe is a great singer.
0984 
0985                                   3-9-25 Pt.1
0986 
0987   Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit.
0988 
0989                                   3-8-25 Pt.5
0990 
0991  I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 
0992 speed.
0993 
0994                                   3-8-25 Pt.4
0995 
0996   One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 
0997 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 
0998 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 
0999 pain and death are inescapable.
1000 
1001   After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 
1002 fate.
1003 
1004                                   3-8-25 Pt.3
1005 
1006   People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 
1007 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 
1008 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 
1009 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 
1010 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 
1011 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff.
1012 
1013   Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 
1014 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards.
1015 
1016                                   3-8-25 Pt.2
1017 
1018   As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 
1019 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded.
1020 
1021   I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 
1022 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 
1023 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 
1024 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 
1025 Scott lit.
1026 
1027   I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 
1028 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 
1029 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views.
1030 
1031   Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 
1032 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 
1033 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything.
1034 
1035   They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 
1036 a fetus. I dont know.
1037                                   3-8-25 Pt.1
1038 
1039   People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 
1040 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 
1041 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 
1042 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube.
1043 
1044   I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 
1045 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 
1046 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 
1047 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs.
1048 
1049   I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 
1050 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 
1051 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 
1052 away.
1053 
1054 
1055 NOTE:
1056 
1057   The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 
1058 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper).
1059 
1060   It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 
1061 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin.
1062 
1063                                   3-7-25 Pt.3
1064 
1065   Hitler is remmbered as a bad man.  People remember things based on values. I 
1066 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 
1067 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 
1068 dharma who also killed lots of people.
1069 
1070   I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 
1071 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 
1072 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards.
1073 
1074   People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 
1075 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say  the the hadiths are mostly 
1076 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 
1077 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 
1078 way.
1079 
1080  So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 
1081 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 
1082 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 
1083 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 
1084 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 
1085 it get here.
1086 
1087   Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 
1088 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 
1089 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing.
1090  
1091   I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 
1092 stupid idea whatsover.`
1093 
1094                                   3-7-25 Pt.2
1095 
1096   I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow.
1097 
1098                                   3-7-25 Pt.1
1099 
1100   Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 
1101 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 
1102 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing.
1103 
1104   I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 
1105 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 
1106 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 
1107 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 
1108 Bible.
1109 
1110   I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 
1111 beliefs.
1112 
1113   There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 
1114 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 
1115 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 
1116 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 
1117 are banished.
1118 
1119   A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 
1120 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things.
1121 
1122   If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 
1123 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 
1124 thinking.
1125 
1126 
1127                                   3-6-25 Pt.4
1128 
1129   The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 
1130 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 
1131 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 
1132 reality in few words.
1133 
1134   I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 
1135 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy.
1136 
1137                                   3-6-25 Pt.3
1138 
1139   Lil Pump has an onlyfans
1140 
1141 
1142                                   3-6-25 Pt.2
1143 

1144 
1145 
1146 
1147 
1148 
1149 
1150 
1151 
1152 
1153 
1154 
1155 
1156 
1157 
1158 
1159 
1160 
1161 
1162 
1163 
1164 
1165  
1166 
1167 
1168 
1169                                   3-6-25 Pt.1
1170 

1171 
1172 
1173 
1174 
1175 
1176 
1177 
1178 
1179 
1180 
1181 
1182 
1183 
1184 
1185 
1186 
1187 
1188 
1189 
1190 
1191 
1192 
1193 
1194 
1195 
1196 
1197 
1198 
1199 
1200 
1201 
1202 
1203 
1204 
1205 
1206 
1207 
1208 
1209 
1210 
1211 
1212 
1213 
1214 
1215 
1216 
1217 
1218 
1219 
1220  
1221                                   3-5-25 Pt.4
1222 

1223 
1224 
1225 
1226 
1227 
1228 
1229 
1230 
1231 
1232 
1233 
1234 
1235 
1236 
1237 
1238 
1239 
1240 
1241 
1242 
1243 
1244 
1245 
1246 
1247 
1248 
1249 
1250 
1251 
1252 
1253 
1254 
1255 
1256 
1257 
1258 
1259 
1260 
1261 
1262 
1263 
1264 
1265 
1266 
1267 
1268 
1269 
1270 
1271 
1272 
1273 
1274 
1275 
1276 
1277 
1278 
1279 
1280 
1281 
1282 
1283 
1284 
1285 
1286 
1287 
1288 
1289 
1290 
1291 
1292 
1293 
1294 
1295 
1296                                   3-5-25 Pt.3
1297 
1298   Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 
1299 table
1300 
1301                                   3-5-25 Pt.2
1302 
1303   UPDATE:
1304 
1305     I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 
1306 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck.
1307 
1308                                   3-5-25 Pt.1
1309 
1310   If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 
1311 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 
1312 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 
1313 if pigs cout as furries though.
1314 
1315  
1316   Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 
1317 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma.  I was reading about Kim 
1318 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit.
1319 
1320   He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 
1321 piglet from Weendie the Pooh.
1322 
1323   He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 
1324 be sent to North Korea.
1325 
1326 
1327       <12>

1328 
1329 
1330 
1331 
1332 
1333 
1334 
1335 
1336 
1337 
1338 
1339 
1340 
1341 
1342 
1343 
1344 
1345 
1346   
1347 
1348 
1349 
1350 
1351 
1352 
1353 
1354 
1355 
1356 
1357 
1358 
1359 
1360 
1361 
1362 
1363 
1364 
1365 
1366 
1367 
1368 
1369 
1370 
1371 
1372 
1373 
1374 
1375 
1376 
1377 
1378 
1379 
1380                           3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus)
1381   
1382   I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 
1383 but a homunculus would be cool.
1384 
1385   As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 
1386 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 
1387 like this.
1388 
1389   I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text  
1390 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin.
1391 
1392 
1393                                   3-4-25 Pt.3
1394 
1395   Doom has a nice depiction of hell.
1396 
1397                                   3-4-25 Pt.2
1398 
1399   I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 
1400 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool.
1401 <13>

1402 
1403 
1404 
1405 
1406 
1407 
1408 
1409 
1410 
1411 
1412 
1413 
1414 
1415 
1416 
1417 
1418 
1419 
1420 
1421 
1422 
1423 
1424 
1425 
1426 
1427 
1428 
1429 
1430 
1431 
1432 
1433 
1434 
1435 
1436 
1437 
1438 
1439 
1440 
1441 
1442 
1443 
1444 
1445 
1446 
1447 
1448                                   3-4-25 Pt.1
1449 
1450   People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 
1451 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 
1452 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 
1453 the land for him.
1454 
1455   I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 
1456 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 
1457 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS.
1458 
1459   Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 
1460 as it conquered stuff
1461 
1462                                   3-3-25 Pt.3
1463 
1464   Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 
1465 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed.
1466 
1467                                   3-3-25 Pt.2
1468 
1469   Sorry Austin,I really do apologize.
1470 
1471                                   3-3-25 Pt.1
1472 
1473   The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 
1474 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 
1475 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 
1476 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 
1477 ID is hacky as fuck.
1478 
1479   For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 
1480 fault but ID softwares fualt. 
1481 
1482 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 
1483 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 
1484   Source.
1485 
1486   This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 
1487 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 
1488 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok.
1489 
1490 NOTE:
1491 
1492   Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 
1493 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 
1494 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 
1495 render the level properly.
1496 
1497                                   3-2-25 Pt.6
1498 
1499   I played minecraft as a kid.
1500 
1501                                   3-2-25 Pt.5
1502 
1503   Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 
1504 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 
1505 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 
1506 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 
1507 rap music by KanYe is ok  but it is still mind numbingly stupid.
1508 
1509   I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 
1510 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2).
1511 
1512   I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 
1513 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation.
1514 
1515                                   3-2-25 Pt.4
1516 
1517   A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 
1518 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 
1519 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 
1520 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 
1521 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 
1522 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them.
1523 
1524   The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 
1525 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 
1526 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 
1527 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it.
1528 
1529                                   3-2-25 Pt.3
1530 
1531   One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 
1532 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 
1533 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 
1534 opinion.
1535 
1536   Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 
1537 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 
1538 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 
1539 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason.
1540 
1541   It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 
1542 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth.
1543 
1544   I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 
1545 I could study scripture more,this is good.
1546 
1547                                   3-2-25 Pt.2
1548 
1549   Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 
1550 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 
1551 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 
1552 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth.
1553 
1554   Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 
1555 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 
1556 them.
1557 
1558   You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 
1559 you about his opinions. I am  entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 
1560 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 
1561 came in with.
1562 
1563  As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 
1564 entertaining claims and people.
1565 
1566                                   3-2-25 Pt.1
1567 
1568   Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 
1569 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 
1570 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 
1571 repentance.
1572 
1573   Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 
1574 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 
1575 facts must be represented.
1576 
1577   Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 
1578 Idk.
1579 
1580                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
1581 
1582   Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 
1583 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 
1584 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 
1585 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 
1586 "sort","uniq",and "cut"
1587 
1588                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
1589 
1590   I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 
1591 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 
1592 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 
1593 power" like a good leader should do.
1594 
1595  Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 
1596 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 
1597 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 
1598 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought.
1599 
1600   Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 
1601 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 
1602 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things.
1603 
1604   Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 
1605 to have) come to morality like Bharata.
1606 
1607    Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 
1608 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God.
1609 
1610   A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 
1611 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 
1612 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation.
1613 
1614   The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 
1615 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 
1616 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America.
1617 
1618                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
1619 
1620   I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 
1621 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night.
1622 
1623   I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 
1624 sleep when I need to program something lit              .
1625 
1626                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
1627 
1628   One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 
1629 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 
1630 acquired Godhood.
1631 
1632   With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 
1633 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 
1634 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties.
1635 
1636   I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 
1637 hear
1638 
1639                                   2-26-25 Pt.1
1640 
1641   OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 
1642 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 
1643 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 
1644 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out.
1645   
1646   Look at this shit 
1647 
1648   1464018+0 records out
1649   749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec)
1650 
1651   Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 
1652 10 year old flash drives.
1653                                   2-25-25 Pt.4
1654 
1655   There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 
1656 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 
1657 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 
1658 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside.
1659 
1660   My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 
1661 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually  caring 
1662 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 
1663 my parents then my parents would turn on them.
1664 
1665                                   2-25-25 Pt.3
1666 
1667   I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 
1668 multiple words,and not just one word.
1669 
1670                                   2-25-25 Pt.2
1671 
1672   I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 
1673 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 
1674 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 
1675 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars.
1676 
1677   Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 
1678 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 
1679 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 
1680 have a whole picture.
1681 
1682                                   2-25-25 Pt.1
1683   
1684   Lil Pump is fuckin Genius.
1685 
1686                                   2-24-25 Pt.2
1687 
1688   For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 
1689 something . This way you can add support for other languages.
1690 
1691                                   2-24-25 Pt.1
1692 
1693   I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 
1694 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 
1695 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 
1696 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it.
1697 
1698   Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 
1699 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 
1700 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock.
1701 
1702   The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 
1703 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 
1704 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 
1705 maybe.
1706   
1707                                   2-23-25 Pt.5
1708 
1709   There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 
1710 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 
1711 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel.
1712 
1713   I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 
1714 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 
1715 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing.
1716   
1717                                   2-23-25 Pt.4
1718 
1719   I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 
1720 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 
1721 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting.
1722 
1723   He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk.
1724 
1725                                   2-23-25 Pt.3
1726 
1727   Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 
1728 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights.
1729 
1730  PROOF,I literally dont see the difference?
1731 
1732 
1733 
1734      <14>

1735 
1736 
1737 
1738 
1739 
1740 
1741 
1742 
1743 
1744 
1745 
1746 
1747 
1748 
1749 
1750 
1751 
1752 
1753 
1754 
1755                                   2-23-25 Pt.2
1756 
1757  
1758 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater
1759 
1760                                   2-23-25 Pt.1
1761 
1762   Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 
1763 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 
1764 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 
1765 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek.
1766 
1767   The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 
1768 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 
1769 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek.
1770 
1771   Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit
1772 
1773   Latin 1st conjugation.
1774 
1775                               2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
1776 
1777   As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 
1778 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 
1779 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 
1780 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 
1781 games are consumerism garbage. 
1782 
1783   I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 
1784 intended for a nich aucdience.
1785 
1786   I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 
1787 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
1788 
1789                                   2-20-25 Pt.2
1790 
1791   There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 
1792 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 
1793 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 
1794 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 
1795 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 
1796 listen to people as they tell stories.
1797 
1798   My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 
1799 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
1800 
1801                                   2-20-25 Pt.1
1802 
1803   There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 
1804 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 
1805 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
1806 
1807 
1808                                   2-18-25 Pt.1
1809 
1810   MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 
1811 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 
1812 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 
1813 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 
1814 during class in the computer lab.
1815 
1816   One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 
1817 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 
1818 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 
1819 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 
1820 best days were in the younger years.
1821 
1822                                   2-17-25 Pt.2
1823 
1824   I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 
1825 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 
1826 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 
1827 should probably learn them.
1828 
1829   Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 
1830 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 
1831 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 
1832 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 
1833 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
1834 
1835   I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 
1836 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 
1837 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 
1838 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 
1839 
1840   I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 
1841 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 
1842 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 
1843 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 
1844 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
1845 
1846   Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 
1847 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
1848 
1849 
1850                                   2-17-25 Pt.1
1851 
1852   Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 
1853 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 
1854 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 
1855 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 
1856 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 
1857 ptrace(gdb x homies). 
1858 
1859   If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 
1860 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 
1861 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 
1862 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
1863 
1864   My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 
1865 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 
1866 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
1867 
1868   While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 
1869 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
1870 
1871   
1872 
1873                                   3-16-25 Pt.4
1874 
1875   The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 
1876 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 
1877 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 
1878 sense of peoples' silence.
1879 
1880   I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 
1881 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 
1882 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 
1883 insane looking for an answer.
1884 
1885   I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 
1886 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 
1887 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
1888 
1889   I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 
1890 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 
1891 it was funny.
1892 
1893   I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 
1894 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
1895 
1896                                   3-16-25 Pt.3
1897 
1898   Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 
1899 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 
1900 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 
1901 more than a sane person.
1902 
1903   Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 
1904 very cringe. 
1905 
1906   I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 
1907 able to do it.
1908 
1909                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
1910 
1911   I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 
1912 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
1913 
1914                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
1915 
1916   The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 
1917 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 
1918 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 
1919 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 
1920 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
1921 
1922   struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
1923   struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 
1924 end at 0xf8*/
1925   memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
1926   new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
1927   __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
1928 
1929 
1930                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
1931 
1932   I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 
1933 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 
1934 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 
1935 addicting.
1936 
1937   I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 
1938 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 
1939 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 
1940 like the words.
1941 
1942                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
1943 
1944   I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 
1945 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 
1946 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 
1947 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 
1948 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 
1949 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 
1950 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 
1951 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
1952 
1953 <15>

1954 
1955 
1956 
1957 
1958 
1959 
1960 
1961 
1962   Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 
1963 work.
1964                                   3-14-25 Pt.3
1965 
1966   OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 
1967 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 
1968 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 
1969 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 
1970 you return to C space.
1971 
1972   I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 
1973 fuck.
1974 
1975                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
1976 
1977   Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 
1978 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
1979 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
1980 
1981 
1982   That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
1983 
1984   The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
1985 
1986 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
1987 
1988 
1989   Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
1990 
1991 
1992                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
1993 
1994   IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 
1995 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K  retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 
1996 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 
1997 framebuffer.
1998 
1999                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
2000 
2001   Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 
2002 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 
2003 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 
2004 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation  or something 
2005 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat  file.
2006 
2007  I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 
2008 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 
2009 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 
2010 something. I will ammend  tommorow. This runs like shit.
2011 
2012 
2013                                   3-12-25 Pt.3
2014 
2015   Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 
2016 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 
2017 laws that serve no-one.
2018 
2019                                   3-12-25 Pt.2
2020 
2021   Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 
2022 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 
2023 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
2024 
2025   This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 
2026 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 
2027 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 
2028 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 
2029 retards.
2030 
2031   The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 
2032 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 
2033 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 
2034 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
2035 
2036   If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 
2037 9 you have no leg to stand on.
2038 
2039   People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 
2040 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
2041 
2042                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
2043 
2044   I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 
2045 other
2046 
2047                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
2048 
2049   I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 
2050 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
2051 
2052                                   2-9-25 Pt.1
2053 
2054   Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
2055 
2056                                   2-8-25 Pt.2
2057 
2058   My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 
2059 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
2060 
2061                                   2-8-25 Pt.1
2062 
2063   My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 
2064 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 
2065 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 
2066 cheating.
2067 
2068                                   2-7-25 Pt.1
2069 
2070   Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 
2071 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 
2072 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 
2073 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
2074 
2075   I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 
2076 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 
2077 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 
2078 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 
2079 math.
2080 
2081   Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 
2082 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 
2083 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 
2084 sexuality would  favor gayness over reality studies.
2085 
2086   You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 
2087 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 
2088 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 
2089 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 
2090 expirence.
2091 
2092                                   2-6-25 Pt.2
2093 
2094   Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
2095 
2096                                   2-6-25 Pt.1
2097 
2098   I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
2099 -] Bugs
2100   
2101   -] Aiwntube names with spaces
2102     
2103     Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
2104   
2105   -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
2106     
2107     Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 
2108     sources for gihon.
2109   
2110 
2111 
2112                                   2-4-25 Pt.3
2113 
2114   There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 
2115 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 
2116 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 
2117 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 
2118 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
2119 
2120   I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 
2121 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 
2122 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 
2123 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
2124 
2125   Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 
2126 a confused world.  
2127 
2128 
2129                                   2-4-25 Pt.2
2130 
2131   I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 
2132 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 
2133 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 
2134 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 
2135 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 
2136 make something I would play.
2137 
2138   I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 
2139 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 
2140 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 
2141 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 
2142 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 
2143 
2144  The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 
2145 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 
2146 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 
2147 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
2148 
2149                                   2-4-25 Pt.1
2150 
2151   I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 
2152 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 
2153 able to kick thier heads around.
2154 
2155                                   2-2-25 Pt.4
2156 
2157   There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 
2158 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 
2159 Genesis.
2160 
2161   Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 
2162 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 
2163 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 
2164 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 
2165 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 
2166 other levels.
2167 
2168                                   2-2-25 Pt.3
2169 
2170   The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 
2171 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 
2172 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 
2173 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 
2174 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
2175 
2176   After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 
2177 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 
2178 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
2179 
2180   This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 
2181 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 
2182 father cannot accept alms.
2183 
2184                                   2-2-25 Pt.2
2185 
2186   Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 
2187 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 
2188 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 
2189 be historical.
2190 
2191                                   2-2-25 Pt.1
2192 
2193   I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 
2194 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 
2195 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 
2196 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
2197 
2198                                   2-1-25 Pt.1
2199 
2200   I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 
2201 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 
2202 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 
2203 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 
2204 may be coming in about a week.
2205 
2206   I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 
2207 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 
2208 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 
2209 hood.
2210 
2211  As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 
2212 really fun.
2213 
2214                                   1-28-25 Pt.3
2215 
2216   As the Lords of the Universe instructed,      
2217   by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
2218 
2219   Service to others,brothers and mothers,
2220   seek the Dharma of the Jains
2221 
2222   For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
2223   Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
2224   I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
2225   though you ask for it not.
2226 
2227   Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
2228   Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
2229   
2230   
2231                                   1-29-25 Pt.1
2232 
2233   Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 
2234 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 
2235 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 
2236 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
2237 
2238   Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 
2239 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 
2240 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 
2241 simular animations myself.
2242 
2243   There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 
2244 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 
2245 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 
2246 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 
2247 I have parasite mentality.
2248 
2249   NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 
2250 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
2251 
2252                                   1-28-25 Pt.2
2253 
2254   It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 
2255 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 
2256 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 
2257 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 
2258 to dance without music.
2259 
2260   If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
2261 
2262                                   1-28-25 Pt.1
2263 
2264   The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 
2265 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 
2266 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 
2267 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 
2268 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 
2269 human nature.
2270 
2271   I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 
2272 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 
2273 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 
2274 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
2275 
2276   He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 
2277 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
2278 
2279 
2280 
2281                                   1-27-25 Pt.5
2282 
2283   Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 
2284 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 
2285 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 
2286 scripture. Very impressive stuff
2287 
2288 
2289                                   1-27-25 Pt.4
2290 
2291   I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 
2292 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
2293 
2294   The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 
2295 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 
2296 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 
2297 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 
2298 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
2299 
2300   You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 
2301 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 
2302 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 
2303 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
2304 
2305                                   1-27-25 Pt.3
2306 
2307   Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 
2308 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 
2309 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 
2310 did this or a toy did this.  I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 
2311 amazon without an OS.
2312 
2313   Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 
2314 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
2315 
2316                                   1-27-25 Pt.2
2317 
2318   Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 
2319 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 
2320 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 
2321 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
2322 
2323                                   1-27-25 Pt.1
2324 
2325   When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 
2326 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 
2327 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 
2328 composed of TV are very boring.
2329 
2330   I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 
2331 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 
2332 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
2333 
2334   When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 
2335 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 
2336 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 
2337 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
2338 
2339   The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 
2340 to understand values and not faces.
2341 
2342                                   1-24-25 Pt.3
2343 
2344   If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 
2345 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 
2346 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 
2347 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 
2348 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
2349 
2350   I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 
2351 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
2352 <16>

2353 
2354 
2355 
2356 
2357 
2358 
2359 
2360 
2361 
2362 
2363 
2364 
2365 
2366 
2367 
2368 
2369 
2370 
2371 
2372 
2373 
2374 
2375 
2376 
2377 
2378 
2379 
2380 
2381 
2382 
2383 
2384 
2385 
2386 
2387 
2388 
2389 
2390   One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 
2391 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 
2392 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 
2393 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 
2394 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
2395 
2396   He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 
2397 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 
2398 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
2399 
2400   His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 
2401 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 
2402 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 
2403 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 
2404 misfortune.
2405 
2406 
2407                                   1-24-25 Pt.2
2408 
2409   NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
2410 
2411                                   1-24-25 Pt.1
2412 
2413   I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 
2414 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 
2415 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 
2416 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 
2417 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 
2418 your bullfrogs.
2419 
2420   I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 
2421 will be a day or two.
2422 
2423                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
2424 
2425   Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 
2426 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
2427 
2428                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
2429 
2430   A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 
2431 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 
2432 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 
2433 villages then respected the muni. 
2434 
2435   Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 
2436 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 
2437 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 
2438 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
2439 
2440 
2441                                   1-23-25 Pt.3
2442 
2443   The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 
2444 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 
2445 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 
2446 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 
2447 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 
2448 morals is ok.
2449 
2450  Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 
2451 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 
2452 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
2453 
2454   You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 
2455 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 
2456 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
2457 
2458   Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 
2459 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
2460 
2461                                   1-23-25 Pt.2
2462 
2463   Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 
2464 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 
2465 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 
2466 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 
2467 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 
2468 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 
2469 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 
2470 combating said hypthotical evil.
2471 
2472   I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 
2473 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 
2474 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 
2475 forget it.
2476 
2477                                   1-23-25 Pt.1
2478 
2479   I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 
2480 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 
2481 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 
2482 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 
2483 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 
2484 Fault rests in intention.
2485 
2486   He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 
2487 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 
2488 have a vendeta against him.
2489 
2490                                   1-22-25 Pt.3
2491 
2492   I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 
2493 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 
2494 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 
2495 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 
2496 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 
2497 he caused more trauma.
2498 
2499   A good person learns from the follies of others.
2500 
2501                                   1-22-25 Pt.2
2502 
2503   Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 
2504 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 
2505 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
2506 
2507   I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 
2508 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 
2509 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 
2510 depression and happiness.
2511 
2512   Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 
2513 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
2514 
2515 
2516 
2517 
2518 
2519 <17>
                              1-22-25 Pt.1
2520 
2521 
2522 
2523 
2524 
2525 
2526 
2527 
2528 
2529 
2530 
2531 
2532 
2533 
2534   
2535 
2536 
2537 
2538 
2539 
2540 
2541 
2542   Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 
2543 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 
2544 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 
2545 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
2546 
2547 
2548                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
2549 
2550   I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 
2551 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 
2552 runnin' in Japan.
2553 
2554                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
2555 
2556   Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 
2557 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 
2558 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 
2559 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 
2560 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 
2561 porn.
2562 
2563   I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 
2564 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 
2565 subsitute for parenting your children.
2566 
2567   Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 
2568 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 
2569 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 
2570 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion  which was a big help. 
2571 
2572   Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 
2573 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 
2574 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 
2575 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
2576 
2577   Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
2578 
2579                                  12-20-25 Pt.1
2580 
2581   I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
2582 
2583                                  12-18-25 Pt.4
2584 
2585   I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
2586 
2587                                  12-18-25 Pt.3
2588 
2589   Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 
2590 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 
2591 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
2592 
2593   Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
2594 
2595                                  12-18-25 Pt.2
2596 
2597   I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 
2598 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 
2599 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
2600 
2601   
2602 
2603                                  12-18-25 Pt.1
2604 
2605   FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 
2606 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
2607 
2608   I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
2609 
2610 
2611                                  12-17-25 Pt.2
2612  
2613   IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 
2614 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 
2615 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 
2616 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 
2617 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 
2618 Hill and Robot Chicken. 
2619 
2620   I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 
2621 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 
2622 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 
2623 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
2624 
2625   There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 
2626 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
2627 
2628   I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 
2629 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
2630 
2631   I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 
2632 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 
2633 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 
2634 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 
2635 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 
2636 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
2637 
2638                                  12-17-25 Pt.1
2639 
2640   I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 
2641 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 
2642 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 
2643 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 
2644 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
2645 
2646   I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 
2647 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
2648 
2649                                  12-16-25 Pt.3
2650  
2651   I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 
2652 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 
2653 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 
2654 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 
2655 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
2656 
2657   I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 
2658 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 
2659 I dont thnik she is lying.
2660 
2661                                  12-16-25 Pt.2
2662 
2663  I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 
2664 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 
2665 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
2666 
2667   This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 
2668 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 
2669 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 
2670 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
2671 
2672   I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 
2673 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 
2674 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
2675 
2676   Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 
2677 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 
2678 maybe.
2679   
2680 
2681                                  12-16-25 Pt.1
2682 
2683  5 More days till 21 Savage day.
2684 
2685                                  12-15-25 Pt.1
2686 
2687   When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 
2688 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 
2689 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
2690 
2691   I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 
2692 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 
2693 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 
2694 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
2695 
2696   Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 
2697 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 
2698 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 
2699 tardlets.
2700 
2701   Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 
2702 assuming you are qualified to do so.
2703 
2704   
2705 
2706                                  12-14-25 Pt.2
2707 
2708   You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 
2709 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 
2710 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 
2711 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 
2712 left in the cosmic void.
2713 
2714   Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 
2715 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 
2716 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
2717 
2718 
2719                                  12-14-25 Pt.1
2720 
2721   TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 
2722 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 
2723 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 
2724 album. 
2725 
2726   Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 
2727 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 
2728 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 
2729 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
2730 
2731   Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 
2732 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 
2733 poop.
2734 
2735   Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 
2736 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
2737 
2738   I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 
2739 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 
2740 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 
2741 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
2742 
2743   I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 
2744 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
2745 
2746                                  12-13-25 Pt.2
2747 
2748   I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 
2749 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 
2750 using bounding boxes.
2751 
2752                                  12-13-25 Pt.1
2753 
2754   I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 
2755 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 
2756 the thing is in a cell. 
2757 
2758   This is a Cohen Sutherland  bounding box/clippin algorithm
2759 
2760   //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
2761   #define CS_INSIDE 0
2762   #define CS_LEFT 1
2763   #define CS_RIGHT 2
2764   #define CS_BOTTOM 4
2765   #define CS_TOP 8
2766   I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
2767     I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
2768     if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
2769       if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
2770         return r;
2771     if(x<tx)
2772       r|=CS_LEFT;
2773     else if(x>tx+1.)
2774       r|=CS_RIGHT;
2775     if(y<ty)
2776       r|=CS_BOTTOM;
2777     else if(y>ty+1.)
2778       r|=CS_TOP;
2779     return r;
2780   }
2781   I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
2782     Bool accept=FALSE;
2783     I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2784     I64 oc_max;
2785     F64 x,y;
2786     if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
2787       if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
2788         return TRUE;
2789     if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
2790       if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
2791         return TRUE;
2792    
2793     while(1) {
2794       if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
2795         accept=TRUE;
2796         break;
2797       } else if(oc1&oc2){
2798         break;
2799       } else {
2800         oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
2801         if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
2802         y=ty+1;
2803   xstyle:
2804         x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
2805         } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
2806         y=ty;
2807         goto xstyle;
2808         } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
2809         x=tx+1;
2810   ystyle:
2811         y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
2812         } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
2813         x=tx;
2814         goto ystyle;
2815         }
2816         if(oc_max==oc1) {
2817         x0=x;
2818         y0=y;
2819         oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
2820         } else {
2821         x1=x;
2822         y1=y;
2823         oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2824         }
2825       }
2826     }
2827     return accept;
2828   }
2829 
2830 
2831 
2832                                   1-12-25 Pt.1
2833 
2834   I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 
2835 MAlloc arenas.
2836 
2837   In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
2838 
2839   If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 
2840 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 
2841 failure).
2842 
2843 
2844 _Misc_LBts:
2845 Misc_LBts:
2846   lsr x3,x1,3
2847   and x1,x1,0x7
2848   add x0,x3,x0
2849 .L_Bts_0:
2850   ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
2851   mov x4,1
2852   lslv w4,w4,w1
2853   tst w3,w4
2854   cset x5, ne
2855   orr w3,w3,w4
2856   stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
2857   cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
2858   mov x0,x5
2859   ret
2860 
2861 In X86 it looks like this
2862 
2863 
2864   LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
2865 
2866 
2867   You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 
2868 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 
2869 you can use the result.
2870 
2871   X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 
2872 value in rr.
2873 
2874   I was trying to do this today.
2875 
2876 
2877 //Cant do this atommically easily
2878 //Remove  cn
2879 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0)  { //Subtract
2880   CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
2881 } else {
2882   goto new_arena_slab;
2883 }
2884 
2885   It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 
2886 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
2887 
2888 
2889                                   1-10-25 Pt.1
2890 
2891   It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 
2892 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 
2893 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 
2894 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 
2895 about much other that eating.
2896 
2897   The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 
2898 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 
2899 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 
2900 every year.
2901 
2902   A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 
2903 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 
2904 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 
2905 end up unable to buy anything.
2906 
2907   I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 
2908 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 
2909 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
2910 
2911   Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 
2912 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 
2913 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 
2914 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 
2915 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
2916 
2917   A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 
2918 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 
2919 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 
2920 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 
2921 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
2922 
2923   I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 
2924 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 
2925 of focus on something.
2926   
2927                                   1-9-25 Pt.1
2928 
2929   It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 
2930 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 
2931 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 
2932 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 
2933 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 
2934 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
2935 
2936                                   1-8-25 Pt.1
2937 
2938   Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 
2939 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 
2940 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
2941   
2942                                   1-7-25 Pt.3
2943 
2944   Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 
2945 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 
2946 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 
2947 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 
2948 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 
2949 wayland,pick your posion).
2950 
2951   All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 
2952 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 
2953 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 
2954 not releated to running text programs.
2955 
2956   Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 
2957 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 
2958 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 
2959 package software for the peguin.
2960 
2961   Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 
2962 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 
2963 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 
2964 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 
2965 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 
2966 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
2967 
2968  Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is.
2969 
2970 
2971 
2972 
2973 <18>

2974 
2975 
2976 
2977 
2978 
2979 
2980 
2981 
2982 
2983 
2984 
2985 
2986 
2987 
2988 
2989 
2990   This is a joke  ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 
2991 linux is a slightly better version of DOS.
2992 
2993 
2994 
2995 
2996                                   1-7-25 Pt.2
2997 
2998   MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 
2999 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 
3000 user directories).
3001 
3002   This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 
3003 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 
3004 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 
3005 directory. 
3006 
3007 
3008 
3009                                   1-7-25 Pt.1
3010 
3011   Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
3012 
3013                                   1-5-25 Pt.2
3014   
3015   Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 
3016 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 
3017 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 
3018 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 
3019 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 
3020 we see reality.
3021 
3022                                   1-5-25 Pt.1
3023 
3024   There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 
3025 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 
3026 enlightented.
3027 
3028   Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 
3029 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
3030 
3031   The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 
3032 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 
3033 the ages.
3034 
3035                                   1-4-25 Pt.1
3036 
3037  1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 
3038 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 
3039 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 
3040 a play.
3041 <19>

3042 
3043 
3044 
3045 
3046 
3047 
3048 
3049 
3050 
3051 
3052 
3053 
3054 
3055 
3056 
3057   In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 
3058 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 
3059 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 
3060 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
3061 
3062   After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 
3063 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 
3064 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 
3065 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman.
3066 
3067 
3068                                   1-3-25 Pt.1
3069 
3070   AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 
3071 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 
3072 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 
3073 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 
3074 that work always.
3075 
3076   I will need to work   on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 
3077 overhead  of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 
3078 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 
3079 logic wont be too massive. This basically  entails turning the learned inputs 
3080 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 
3081 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
3082 
3083                                   1-2-25 Pt.1
3084 
3085   The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 
3086 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 
3087 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 
3088 
3089   The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 
3090 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 
3091 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 
3092 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
3093 
3094   Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 
3095 opposites we realize its value.
3096   
3097                                   1-1-25 Pt.2
3098 
3099   One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 
3100 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 
3101 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 
3102 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 
3103 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
3104 
3105                                   1-1-25 Pt.1
3106 
3107   I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 
3108 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 
3109 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 
3110 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
3111 
3112   I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 
3113 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 
3114 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 
3115 money.
3116 
3117   I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes  so that it doesnt loose 
3118 informaion while "learning".
3119 <20>

3120 
3121 
3122 
3123 
3124 
3125 
3126 
3127 
3128 
3129 
3130 
3131 
3132 
3133 
3134 
3135 
3136 
3137 
3138 
3139 
3140 
3141 
3142 
3143 
3144 
3145 
3146                                  12-31-24 Pt.1
3147 
3148   Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 
3149 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 
3150 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 
3151 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 
3152 player. They just choose a spot where the player  cant see them but its stupid.
3153 
3154   I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 
3155 against.
3156   
3157                                  12-30-24 Pt.1
3158  
3159  Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 
3160 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 
3161 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 
3162 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
3163 
3164   She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 
3165 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 
3166 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 
3167 vhelicle of the witch,
3168 
3169 
3170                                  12-29-24 Pt.3
3171 
3172   AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 
3173 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 
3174 useful except for building cool stuff with.
3175 
3176                                  12-29-24 Pt.2
3177 
3178   Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 
3179 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 
3180 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 
3181 FrogsEngine
3182 <21>

3183 
3184 
3185 
3186 
3187 
3188 
3189 
3190 
3191 
3192 
3193 
3194 
3195 
3196 
3197 
3198                                  12-29-24 Pt.1
3199 
3200   The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 
3201 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 
3202 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 
3203 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
3204 
3205  Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 
3206 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 
3207 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 
3208 read it like fread in C.
3209 
3210                                  12-27-24 Pt.2
3211 
3212   Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 
3213 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 
3214 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 
3215 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 
3216 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 
3217 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 
3218 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
3219 
3220   The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 
3221 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 
3222 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 
3223 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 
3224 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 
3225 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 
3226 
3227  Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 
3228 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 
3229 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person  in real life. They love me when I feed 
3230 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 
3231 with suspicion.
3232 
3233   It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
3234 
3235                                  12-26-24 Pt.1
3236 
3237   At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 
3238 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 
3239 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 
3240 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 
3241 routines.
3242 
3243 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 
3244 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 
3245 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 
3246 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 
3247 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 
3248 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
3249 
3250 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 
3251 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 
3252 complicated APIs exist.
3253 
3254 
3255                             12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
3256 
3257   Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had  a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 
3258 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 
3259 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 
3260 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
3261 
3262                            12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
3263 
3264   There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 
3265 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 
3266 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 
3267 son,"you  are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 
3268 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
3269 
3270  The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 
3271 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 
3272 themselves.
3273 
3274 
3275                                  12-24-24 Pt.1
3276 
3277   Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 
3278 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 
3279 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 
3280 to read data from the end of an executable.
3281 
3282   #include <stdio.h>
3283   #include <stdint.h>
3284   #include <string.h>
3285   int main(int argc,char **argv) {
3286     char signature[9];
3287     signature[8]=0;
3288   
3289     FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
3290     //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
3291     fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
3292     fread(signature,1,8,f);
3293     if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
3294       uint64_t off;
3295       fread(&off,1,8,f);
3296       fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
3297       //Read the data.
3298      printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
3299     }
3300   } 
3301   Do This: 
3302   
3303   gcc ass.c
3304   printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
3305   ./a.out
3306                                  12-23-24 Pt.2
3307 Initiation of Candana
           
3308 
3309 
3310 
3311 
3312 
3313 
3314 
3315 
3316 
3317 
3318 
3319 
3320 
3321 
3322 
3323 
3324 
3325 
3326 
3327 
3328 
3329 
3330 
3331 
3332 
3333 
3334 
3335 
3336                                  12-23-24 Pt.1
3337 
3338   I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 
3339 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 
3340 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 
3341 
3342                                  12-22-24 Pt.2
3343 
3344   I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 
3345 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 
3346 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 
3347 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 
3348 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 
3349 X86_64 machine.
3350 
3351                                  12-22-24 Pt.1
3352 
3353   I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord.
3354 <23>

3355 
3356 
3357 
3358 
3359 
3360 
3361 
3362 
3363 
3364 
3365 
3366 
3367 
3368 
3369                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
3370 
3371   Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 
3372 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe.
3373 
3374                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
3375 
3376   Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 
3377 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 
3378 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 
3379 
3380                                  12-20-24 Pt.1
3381 
3382   People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 
3383 because they love themselves  and want their children to please them.
3384 
3385   I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 
3386 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 
3387 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
3388 
3389                                  12-19-24 Pt.1 
3390 
3391   Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 
3392 on raw hardware(FPGA).
3393 
3394                                  12-18-24 Pt.2 
3395 
3396   Lord Mahavir  encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 
3397 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 
3398 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 
3399 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 
3400 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
3401 
3402                                  12-18-24 Pt.1 
3403 
3404   I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 
3405 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 
3406 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 
3407 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 
3408 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 
3409 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 
3410 
3411   Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 
3412 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 
3413 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 
3414 amoung each-other.
3415 
3416   The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 
3417 me. They probably think I am a retard.
3418                                  12-17-24 Pt.4
3419 
3420   Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 
3421 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 
3422 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
3423 
3424                                  12-17-24 Pt.3
3425 
3426   People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 
3427 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 
3428 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 
3429 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 
3430 misleading implications of the words being used.
3431 
3432   If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 
3433 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 
3434 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 
3435 refering to.
3436 
3437   NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 
3438 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 
3439 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 
3440 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 
3441 sex in real life.
3442 
3443   OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 
3444 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 
3445 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 
3446 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 
3447 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 
3448 stupid.
3449 
3450   Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
3451 
3452 
3453                                  12-17-24 Pt.2 
3454 
3455   Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 
3456 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 
3457 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
3458 
3459 
3460                                  12-17-24 Pt.1
3461 
3462   I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 
3463 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 
3464 the neighborhood.
3465 
3466   Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 
3467 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 
3468 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
3469 
3470   In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
3471 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 
3472 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
3473 
3474  I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 
3475 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
3476 
3477 
3478                                  12-16-24 Pt.3
3479 
3480  I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works.
3481 
3482 
3483 <24>

3484 
3485 
3486 
3487 
3488 
3489 
3490 
3491 
3492 
3493 
3494 
3495 
3496 
3497 
3498 
3499 
3500 
3501 
3502 
3503 
3504 
3505 
3506 
3507 
3508 
3509 
3510 
3511 
3512 
3513 
3514 
3515 
3516 
3517 
3518 
3519 
3520 
3521 
3522 
3523 
3524 
3525 
3526 
3527 
3528 
3529 
3530 
3531 
3532 
3533 
3534 
3535 
3536 
3537 
3538 
3539 
3540 
3541                                  12-16-24 Pt.2
3542 
3543   I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 
3544 get there.
3545 
3546                                  12-16-24 Pt.1
3547 
3548   Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 
3549 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 
3550 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 
3551 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 
3552 have more freedom.
3553 
3554   Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 
3555 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 
3556 too many drugs
3557 
3558   I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 
3559 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
3560 
3561    Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 
3562 art called "aiwnios".
3563 
3564   Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
3565 
3566                                  12-15-24 Pt.2
3567 
3568   Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 
3569 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 
3570 efukt.com exist.
3571 
3572                                  12-15-24 Pt.1
3573 
3574   Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 
3575 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 
3576 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 
3577 fixing me except by my own way.
3578 
3579   Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 
3580 free makes it change
3581 
3582                                  12-14-24 Pt.2
3583 
3584   SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 
3585 content for AiwniosTube.  
3586 
3587                                  12-14-24 Pt.1
3588 
3589   My body is your political glory hole.
3590 
3591                                  12-13-24 Pt.1
3592 
3593   Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 
3594 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 
3595 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 
3596 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 
3597 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
3598 
3599 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 
3600 flags but adds does.
3601 
3602 
3603                                  12-12-24 Pt.1
3604 
3605   Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 
3606 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 
3607 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 
3608 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 
3609 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 
3610 ideas live here,someone come visit".
3611 
3612   Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 
3613 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 
3614 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 
3615 Christ to find refudge.
3616 
3617   The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 
3618 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 
3619 individuals with agree with you..
3620 
3621   The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 
3622 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 
3623 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 
3624 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
3625 
3626   See this cool work on art by James Hampton
3627 
3628                                  12-11-24 Pt.3
3629 
3630   Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 
3631 colored text to the termianl.
3632 
3633                                  12-11-24 Pt.2
3634 
3635   People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 
3636 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 
3637 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
3638 
3639   Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 
3640 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 
3641 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
3642 
3643   What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
3644 
3645 
3646                                  12-11-24 Pt.1
3647 
3648   The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 
3649 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
3650 
3651                                  12-10-24 Pt.5
3652 
3653   I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 
3654 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 
3655 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 
3656 discernment.
3657 
3658   People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
3659 
3660 
3661 <25>

3662 
3663 
3664 
3665 
3666 
3667 
3668 
3669 
3670 
3671 
3672 
3673 
3674 
3675 
3676 
3677 
3678 
3679 
3680   Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy
3681 
3682 
3683                                  12-10-24 Pt.4
3684 
3685   I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 
3686 my porn is probably retarded.
3687 
3688                                  12-10-24 Pt.3
3689 
3690   In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 
3691 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 
3692 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
3693 
3694   Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 
3695 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 
3696 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 
3697 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 
3698 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
3699 
3700    NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 
3701 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
3702 
3703   Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 
3704 masturbate to WAP.
3705 
3706                                  12-10-24 Pt.2
3707 
3708  The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 
3709 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 
3710 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 
3711 not be a construction worker.
3712 
3713   Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 
3714 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 
3715 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 
3716 out their hatred for niggers.
3717 
3718   Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 
3719 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 
3720 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
3721 
3722   They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 
3723 suffering we have are niggers.
3724 
3725   Stop killing niggers.
3726   
3727 
3728                                  12-10-24 Pt.1
3729 
3730   The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 
3731 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
3732 
3733                                   12-9-24 Pt.2
3734 
3735   The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
3736         
3737                                   12-9-24 Pt.1
3738 
3739   Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 
3740 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 
3741 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 
3742 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
3743 
3744   This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 
3745 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 
3746 hands are clean. I was submitting.
3747 
3748                                   12-8-24 Pt.2
3749 
3750   Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
3751         
3752                                   12-8-24 Pt.1
3753 
3754   I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 
3755 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 
3756 make a list.
3757 -] Retardations of Islam
3758   
3759   -] Nashk
3760     
3761       Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 
3762     condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
3763     
3764       It goes like this:
3765     
3766     If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 
3767     a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 
3768     everything?
3769         Quran 2:106
3770     
3771       Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
3772     
3773       The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 
3774     change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
3775     
3776       Quran 6:115
3777     
3778       Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 
3779     hell?
3780     
3781     they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
3782         Quean 88:6
3783     
3784     nor any food except oozing pus,
3785         Quran 69:36
3786     
3787       Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
3788     
3789     So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 
3790     family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
3791       Quran 7:83
3792     
3793     So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 
3794     we saved at the brink of dawn
3795       Quran 54:34
3796   
3797   -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
3798     
3799       And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 
3800     produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 
3801     say is true.  
3802       Quran 2:23
3803     
3804       Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
3805     
3806     She took off her dentures and blew me
3807       Oh so gooey and so very great.
3808     I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
3809       Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
3810       Letter to Gram Gram
3811     
3812     I only drink coadine
3813       Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
3814     Garentee you get high
3815       If you drink my pee.
3816     Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
3817     I don't sell propaine
3818     
3819     I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
3820     In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
3821     Covid
3822     By the eradicating virus
3823     But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
3824     So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
3825     No, rather it is certain death
3826     There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
3827     So hold on to science and abandon traditions
3828     And don't go out to buy wheat
3829     And stay home for it is a strong scourge
3830     And wash your hands with new soap
3831     Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
3832     
3833     Surah Corona
3834     
3835     Someone in the Night...
3836     Micheal Jackson
3837     
3838   
3839 
3840 
3841                                   12-7-24 Pt.1
3842 
3843   I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 
3844 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
3845 
3846   Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 
3847 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 
3848 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
3849 
3850   The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 
3851 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 
3852 retarded if you think that.
3853 
3854   Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 
3855 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 
3856 implcitly(?). 
3857 
3858   How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 
3859 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 
3860 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
3861 
3862   The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 
3863 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 
3864 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
3865 
3866   The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 
3867 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
3868 
3869   NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 
3870 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
3871  https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 
3872 
3873 
3874 
3875                                   12-6-24 Pt.1
3876 
3877   New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
3878 
3879                                   12-5-24 Pt.2
3880 
3881   In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 
3882 He was then schooled on Dharma.  I should make good art but this is too funny 
3883 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 
3884 alot be become an Arihant
3885 <26>

3886 
3887 
3888 
3889 
3890 
3891 
3892 
3893 
3894 
3895 
3896 
3897 
3898 
3899 
3900 
3901 
3902 
3903 
3904 
3905 
3906 
3907 
3908 
3909                                   12-5-24 Pt.1
3910 
3911                               IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
3912 
3913  Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 
3914 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 
3915 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 
3916 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 
3917 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
3918 
3919   I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 
3920 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 
3921 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 
3922 its good. 
3923 
3924  The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 
3925 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 
3926 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 
3927 liberated either.
3928 
3929   The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 
3930 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards  
3931 birthed out of vaginas.
3932 
3933   For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean.
3934 
3935       <27>

3936 
3937 
3938 
3939 
3940 
3941 
3942 
3943 
3944 
3945 
3946 
3947 
3948 
3949 
3950 
3951 
3952 
3953 
3954 
3955   NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 
3956 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 
3957 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 
3958 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 
3959 this(where?).
3960                                   12-4-24 Pt.1
3961 
3962   People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 
3963 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 
3964 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 
3965 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
3966 
3967   I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 
3968 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 
3969 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 
3970 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
3971 
3972   I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 
3973 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
3974 
3975   The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 
3976 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 
3977 server other souls.
3978         
3979                                   12-2-24 Pt.2
3980 
3981   A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 
3982 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 
3983 can do good things once fed.
3984 
3985                                   12-2-24 Pt.1
3986 
3987   Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 
3988 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 
3989 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 
3990 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 
3991 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 
3992 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
3993 
3994   The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 
3995 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 
3996 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 
3997 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
3998 
3999                                      Stuti
4000 
4001         Talking poo poo brains.
4002         Diving in converstation depths.
4003         To see the bottom
4004 
4005                                   12-1-24 Pt.5
4006 
4007   The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 
4008 around it. 
4009 
4010                                   12-1-24 Pt.4
4011 
4012   Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 
4013 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 
4014 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 
4015 it.  Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 
4016 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
4017 
4018                                   12-1-24 Pt.3
4019 
4020   Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
4021         
4022                                   12-1-24 Pt.2
4023 
4024   I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 
4025 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 
4026 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
4027 
4028   I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 
4029 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 
4030 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
4031 
4032   My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 
4033 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
4034 
4035   I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 
4036 
4037   Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 
4038 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 
4039 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 
4040 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
4041 
4042                                   12-1-24 Pt.1
4043   
4044   A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 
4045 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin  
4046 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 
4047 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
4048 
4049   HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 
4050 userspace. 21 Not lit.
4051 
4052   Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 
4053 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
4054 
4055                                  11-30-24 Pt.1
4056 
4057   I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 
4058 compiler.
4059 
4060                                  11-29-24 Pt.5
4061 
4062   Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 
4063 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 
4064 pleased by the Tirthankars
4065 
4066                                  11-29-24 Pt.4
4067 
4068   I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 
4069 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 
4070 and honest person than a respected liar.  I feel guilt. 
4071 
4072                                  11-29-24 Pt.3
4073 
4074   I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 
4075 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 
4076 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 
4077 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 
4078 pussies.
4079 
4080   If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 
4081 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 
4082 ISIS retard. 
4083         
4084                                  11-29-24 Pt.2
4085 
4086   People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 
4087 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 
4088 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 
4089 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
4090 
4091   I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
4092 
4093 -] Claim
4094   
4095   -] Abortion
4096     
4097     Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 
4098     retards is eugenoics...
4099     
4100     Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
4101     
4102     My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 
4103     to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
4104   
4105   -] Porn
4106     
4107     Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
4108     
4109     Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
4110     
4111     My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 
4112     human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 
4113     feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
4114     
4115     There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
4116   
4117   -] Transgenders
4118     
4119     Said:  Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 
4120     who transition.
4121     
4122     Meaning: God doesnt like it.
4123     
4124     Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
4125     neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
4126     abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
4127     
4128     My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 
4129     harm,its no diffent than smoking).
4130     
4131     The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
4132     
4133     If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 
4134     like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 
4135     you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 
4136     imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 
4137     transgenders.
4138   
4139 
4140 
4141                                  11-29-24 Pt.1
4142 
4143   I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 
4144 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 
4145 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
4146 
4147   I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 
4148 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 
4149 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
4150 
4151   Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 
4152 fucked.
4153 
4154 
4155                                  11-28-24 Pt.1
4156 
4157   Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 
4158 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 
4159 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 
4160 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 
4161 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 
4162 idea to eat it.
4163 
4164   Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 
4165 turkey.
4166 
4167                                  11-27-24 Pt.1
4168 
4169   Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 
4170 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 
4171 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 
4172 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 
4173 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
4174 
4175   Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 
4176 in my own culture.
4177 
4178                                  11-26-24 Pt.2
4179 
4180   This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 
4181 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 
4182 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 
4183 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 
4184 Everything in life is optional and not important.
4185 
4186   Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 
4187 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
4188 
4189   I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 
4190 importance in them. 
4191 
4192                                  11-26-24 Pt.1
4193 
4194   Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 
4195 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 
4196 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
4197 
4198   Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 
4199 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
4200 
4201                                  11-25-24 Pt.3
4202 
4203   People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 
4204 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
4205 
4206 
4207                                  11-25-24 Pt.2
4208 
4209   NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 
4210 Chantlor" or something
4211 
4212                                  11-25-24 Pt.1
4213 
4214   I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 
4215 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 
4216 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 
4217 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 
4218 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 
4219 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 
4220 
4221   Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 
4222 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 
4223 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 
4224 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 
4225 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 
4226 website called backpage.
4227 
4228 
4229                                  11-24-24 Pt.2
4230 
4231   People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 
4232 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 
4233 creatures swiming around aimlessly
4234 
4235                                  11-24-24 Pt.1
4236 
4237   Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 
4238 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 
4239 there was a rap guy.
4240 
4241                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
4242 
4243   I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 
4244 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 
4245 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 
4246 lots of cool people who like swag.
4247 
4248   Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 
4249 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 
4250 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
4251 
4252 
4253                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
4254 
4255   Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 
4256 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 
4257 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 
4258 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
4259 
4260   A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 
4261 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 
4262 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 
4263 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 
4264 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
4265 
4266                                  11-23-24 Pt.1
4267 
4268   Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 
4269 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 
4270 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 
4271 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 
4272 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
4273 
4274   In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is  
4275 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 
4276 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 
4277 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
4278 
4279   Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 
4280 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 
4281 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 
4282 breadcrumbs I find.
4283         
4284                                  11-22-24 Pt.1
4285 
4286   The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 
4287 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 
4288 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 
4289 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 
4290 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 
4291 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 
4292 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
4293 
4294   I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 
4295 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 
4296 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 
4297 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 
4298 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 
4299 feature is dogshit though.
4300 
4301                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
4302 
4303   If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
4304 
4305                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
4306 
4307   I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 
4308 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 
4309 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 
4310 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 
4311 it out. See DrawQuad.
4312         
4313                                  11-19-24 Pt.2
4314 
4315   Half-Life 2 got updated.
4316 
4317                                  11-19-24 Pt.1
4318 
4319   It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 
4320 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 
4321 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 
4322 because it is my job; I am too nice.
4323 
4324   People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 
4325 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 
4326 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 
4327 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth  comes with pain. The difference 
4328 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
4329 
4330   There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 
4331 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 
4332 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 
4333 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 
4334 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
4335 
4336                                  11-18-24 Pt.1
4337 
4338   I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 
4339 if they are illegal aliens. I am  thinking that the law regarding aliens can 
4340 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 
4341 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good  for the pregnany girl 
4342 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
4343 
4344   It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 
4345 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 
4346 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 
4347 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
4348 
4349   I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 
4350 smile. 
4351 
4352                                  11-16-24 Pt.2
4353 
4354   Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 
4355 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 
4356 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 
4357 as the next President
4358   
4359 
4360                                  11-16-24 Pt.1
4361 
4362   People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 
4363 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 
4364 while having nothing admirable about them.
4365 
4366   Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 
4367 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 
4368 virtue.
4369 
4370   Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 
4371 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 
4372 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
4373 
4374   Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 
4375 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 
4376 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
4377 
4378   Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
4379 
4380   Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 
4381 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 
4382 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 
4383 still admire him for some reason.
4384 
4385   The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 
4386 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
4387 
4388   Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 
4389 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
4390 
4391                                  11-15-24 Pt.1
4392 
4393   In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 
4394 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 
4395 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 
4396 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 
4397 this due to seperation.
4398 
4399   Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 
4400 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 
4401 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 
4402 read any other religious text.
4403 
4404   The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 
4405 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 
4406 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 
4407 Stealing is a big sin too.
4408 
4409   The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 
4410 why people believe in it.
4411 
4412   Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 
4413 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 
4414 Tirhankars,but  there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is          
4415 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 
4416 because "it is from Allah end of story".
4417 
4418  The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 
4419 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
4420   
4421 
4422                                  11-14-24 Pt.1
4423 
4424   I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 
4425 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 
4426 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 
4427 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 
4428 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
4429 
4430   I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
4431 
4432                                  11-11-24 Pt.2
4433 
4434   I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
4435 
4436 
4437 
4438 
4439        <28>

4440 
4441 
4442 
4443 
4444 
4445 
4446 
4447 
4448 
4449 
4450 
4451 
4452 
4453 
4454 
4455 
4456 
4457 
4458 
4459 
4460 
4461 
4462 
4463 
4464                                  11-11-24 Pt.1
4465 
4466   I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 
4467 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
4468 
4469                                   11-9-24 Pt.2
4470 
4471   True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 
4472 where people think would be boring.
4473 
4474   On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 
4475 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 
4476 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
4477 
4478   I think alot.
4479 
4480                                   11-9-24 Pt.1
4481 
4482 /* Whoops censored again */
4483 
4484  ChatGPT says:
4485 
4486 
4487 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 
4488 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 
4489 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 
4490 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 
4491 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 
4492 violence, which would have legal consequences.
4493 
4494 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 
4495 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 
4496 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 
4497 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 
4498 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 
4499 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
4500 
4501 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 
4502 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 
4503 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 
4504 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
4505 
4506 
4507                                   11-8-24 Pt.2
4508 
4509   Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 
4510 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 
4511 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
4512 
4513   I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 
4514 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 
4515 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 
4516 
4517   I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 
4518 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 
4519 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 
4520 at work like this sometimes.
4521 
4522   I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 
4523 I think onto reality.
4524 
4525 
4526                                   11-8-24 Pt.1
4527 
4528   Trump X Shit crossover.
4529 
4530 <29>

4531 
4532 
4533 
4534 
4535 
4536 
4537 
4538 
4539 
4540 
4541 
4542 
4543 
4544 
4545 
4546 
4547 
4548 
4549 
4550 
4551 
4552 
4553 
4554 
4555 
4556 
4557 
4558 
4559                                   11-6-24 Pt.2
4560 
4561   I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 
4562 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 
4563 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 
4564 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
4565 
4566                                   11-6-24 Pt.1
4567 
4568   I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 
4569 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 
4570 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 
4571 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
4572 
4573   I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 
4574 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 
4575 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 
4576 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
4577 
4578   If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 
4579 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me.  I bet animals feel paranoia and 
4580 not safety mostly.
4581 
4582 
4583                                   11-4-24 Pt.1
4584 
4585   BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 
4586 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 
4587 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
4588 
4589 
4590                                   11-2-24 Pt.2
4591 
4592   In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 
4593 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 
4594 still a ball buster.
4595 
4596                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
4597 
4598   Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 
4599 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
4600 
4601                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
4602 
4603   I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 
4604 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 
4605 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 
4606 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 
4607 the opcodes in a CSV file.
4608 
4609   I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 
4610 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 
4611 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 
4612 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 
4613 know sometimes.
4614 
4615   I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 
4616 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 
4617 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
4618 
4619   There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 
4620 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 
4621 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
4622 
4623   I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 
4624 defines them. I'll draw:
4625 <30>

4626 
4627 
4628 
4629 
4630 
4631 
4632 
4633 
4634 
4635 
4636 
4637 
4638 
4639 
4640 
4641 
4642 
4643 
4644 
4645 
4646 
4647 
4648 
4649 
4650 
4651 
4652 
4653 
4654 
4655 
4656 
4657 
4658 
4659                                  10-31-24 Pt.1
4660 
4661   Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
4662 
4663   The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 
4664 DC-ROMA Pt.2
4665 
4666   PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 
4667 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 
4668 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 
4669 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 
4670 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 
4671 voluptous RISC-V machine.
4672 
4673 
4674                                 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
4675 
4676   There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 
4677 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 
4678 with him.  If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 
4679 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 
4680 
4681   If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.  
4682 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 
4683 have no problems. The  question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
4684  do now.
4685 
4686                                  10-30-24 Pt.3
4687  
4688   News article that is intresting
4689 
4690                                  10-30-24 Pt.2
4691 
4692   It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 
4693 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 
4694 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 
4695 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 
4696 the foofie world
4697 <31>

4698 
4699 
4700 
4701 
4702 
4703 
4704 
4705 
4706 
4707 
4708 
4709 
4710 
4711 
4712 
4713   
4714 
4715                                  10-30-24 Pt.1
4716 
4717   I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 
4718 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 
4719 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 
4720 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 
4721 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
4722 
4723   I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 
4724 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 
4725 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 
4726 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 
4727 enemies.
4728 
4729   I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 
4730 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 
4731 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's  can bite and its ok.
4732 
4733   I think the eggplant man should  explode on death and his eggplant slices will 
4734 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
4735 
4736 
4737                                  10-27-24 Pt.1
4738 
4739   I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 
4740 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 
4741 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 
4742 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 
4743 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 
4744 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with  human 
4745 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 
4746 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
4747 
4748   When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 
4749 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
4750 
4751                                  10-26-24 Pt.1
4752 
4753   SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
4754 
4755                                  10-25-24 Pt.1
4756 
4757   Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 
4758 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 
4759 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 
4760 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 
4761 moment.
4762 
4763   Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 
4764 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 
4765 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
4766 
4767   My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
4768 
4769                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
4770 
4771   Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My  computer have been on 
4772 and active since last night.
4773 
4774 
4775                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
4776   
4777 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
4778   
4779   -] pid_t's and LWP's
4780     
4781       In the old days computers had 1 core,but you  could run multiple processes 
4782     on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 
4783     processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 
4784     can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 
4785     if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 
4786     fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
4787     
4788       Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 
4789     OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 
4790     frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
4791   
4792   -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
4793     
4794       A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 
4795     parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 
4796     change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
4797   
4798 
4799 
4800                                  10-23-24 Pt.1
4801 
4802   Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 
4803 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 
4804 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 
4805 on death and dying.
4806 
4807   Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 
4808 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 
4809 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 
4810 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 
4811 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
4812 
4813   Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 
4814 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
4815 
4816   I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 
4817 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 
4818 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 
4819 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 
4820 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 
4821 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 
4822 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 
4823 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
4824 
4825   You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 
4826 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 
4827 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
4828 
4829                                  10-22-24 Pt.1
4830 
4831   Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 
4832 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 
4833 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 
4834 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 
4835 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 
4836 I like compilers  and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 
4837 gunna do it.
4838 
4839   Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally)  allows abstraction. 
4840 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 
4841 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 
4842 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 
4843 method.
4844 
4845   I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 
4846 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 
4847 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 
4848 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
4849 
4850   FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 
4851 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 
4852 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
4853 
4854   Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 
4855 to install.
4856 
4857   One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 
4858 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
4859 
4860   One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 
4861 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 
4862 
4863   Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 
4864 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
4865 
4866 
4867 
4868                              10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
4869 
4870   I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 
4871 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 
4872 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
4873 
4874   I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 
4875 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 
4876 open(2)).
4877 
4878   I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 
4879 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 
4880 
4881   There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 
4882 later.
4883 
4884                                  10-20-24 Pt.1
4885 
4886   I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 
4887 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 
4888 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 
4889 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
4890 
4891                                  10-19-24 Pt.1
4892 
4893   On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 
4894 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 
4895 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
4896 
4897   Weird but true
4898 
4899                                  10-18-24 Pt.3
4900 
4901   FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
4902 
4903 
4904 <32>

4905 
4906 
4907 
4908 
4909 
4910 
4911 
4912 
4913 
4914 
4915 
4916 
4917 
4918 
4919 
4920 
4921 
4922 
4923 
4924 
4925 
4926 
4927 
4928 
4929                                  10-18-24 Pt.2
4930 
4931   A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 
4932 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 
4933 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 
4934 hopefully.
4935 
4936                                  10-18-24 Pt.1
4937 
4938   FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 
4939 programs
4940 
4941 -] Programs
4942   
4943   -] db_dump-5
4944     
4945     failed
4946   
4947   -] db_dump-5.3
4948     
4949     failed
4950   
4951   -] db_dump-185
4952     
4953     failed
4954   
4955   -] db_dump-185.3
4956     
4957     failed
4958   
4959   -] file
4960     
4961     /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 
4962     native byte-order)
4963   
4964 
4965 
4966                                  10-17-24 Pt.2
4967 
4968   Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
4969 
4970 
4971                                  10-15-24 Pt.2
4972 
4973   I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 
4974 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 
4975 figure it out
4976 
4977                                  10-15-24 Pt.1
4978 
4979   Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 
4980 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 
4981 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 
4982 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 
4983 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 
4984 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 
4985 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 
4986 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
4987 
4988   In  high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 
4989 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 
4990 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 
4991 tan-line.
4992 
4993                                  10-14-24 Pt.2
4994 
4995   Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 
4996 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
4997 
4998                                  10-14-24 Pt.1
4999 
5000   I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 
5001 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 
5002 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 
5003 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 
5004 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 
5005 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 
5006 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 
5007 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 
5008 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 
5009 
5010   Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 
5011 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 
5012 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 
5013 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
5014 
5015   Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 
5016 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 
5017 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 
5018 this heuristic look at this website
5019 
5020 
5021   Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 
5022 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
5023 
5024 
5025   Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 
5026 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
5027 
5028                                  10-13-24 Pt.1
5029 
5030   I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 
5031 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 
5032 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 
5033 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about  
5034 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 
5035 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
5036 
5037                                  10-12-24 Pt.2
5038 
5039   Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 
5040 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
5041 
5042                                  10-12-24 Pt.1
5043 
5044   Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 
5045 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 
5046 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 
5047 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
5048 <33>

5049 
5050 
5051 
5052 
5053 
5054 
5055 
5056 
5057 
5058 
5059 
5060 
5061 
5062 
5063 
5064 
5065 
5066   Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 
5067 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 
5068 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 
5069 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
5070 
5071   Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 
5072 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
5073 
5074 
5075                              10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
5076 
5077   I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 
5078 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 
5079 bliss,I think it's true.
5080 
5081                              10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
5082 
5083   Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
5084 -] Reasons
5085   
5086   -] Little or no File buffering
5087     
5088       Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 
5089     it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 
5090     way slower than RAM.
5091     
5092       Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 
5093     fuck
5094   
5095   -] Not using syscalls
5096     
5097       ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 
5098     almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 
5099     Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 
5100     does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 
5101     use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 
5102     will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 
5103     abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
5104     <34>

5105     
5106     
5107     
5108     
5109     
5110     
5111     
5112     
5113     
5114     
5115     
5116     
5117     
5118     
5119     
5120     
5121     
5122     
5123     
5124     
5125     
5126     
5127     
5128     
5129     
5130   
5131   -] NT(Fragmentation)S
5132     
5133       TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 
5134     files into "peices" then wrties them to disk
5135        <35>

5136     
5137     
5138     
5139     
5140     
5141     
5142     
5143     
5144     
5145     
5146     
5147   
5148 
5149 
5150                              10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
5151 
5152   Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 
5153 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 
5154 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 
5155 computers so its a "tax".
5156 
5157   It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 
5158 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 
5159 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 
5160 around then do a good job. 
5161 
5162  I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 
5163 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 
5164 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 
5165 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
5166 
5167 <36>

5168 
5169 
5170 
5171 
5172 
5173 
5174 
5175 
5176 
5177 
5178 
5179 
5180 
5181 
5182 
5183 
5184 
5185 
5186 
5187   PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit
5188 
5189 
5190                              10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
5191 
5192   My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
5193 
5194   I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
5195 
5196 
5197                                   10-7-24 Pt.1
5198 
5199   I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 
5200 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 
5201 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 
5202 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
5203 
5204                                   10-6-24 Pt.3
5205 
5206   A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 
5207 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 
5208 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 
5209 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 
5210 for something delicious. The correct decision  is to water the morality plant 
5211 and then eat it's fruits.
5212 
5213 <37>

5214 
5215 
5216 
5217 
5218 
5219 
5220 
5221 
5222 
5223 
5224 
5225 
5226 
5227 
5228 
5229 
5230 
5231 
5232 
5233 
5234 
5235                                   10-6-24 Pt.2
5236 
5237   There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 
5238 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 
5239 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 
5240 various things.
5241 
5242                                   10-6-24 Pt.1
5243 
5244   I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 
5245 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 
5246 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
5247 
5248                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
5249 
5250 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
5251 
5252                                   9-31-24 Pt.1
5253 
5254   Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 
5255 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 
5256 it. A partial win is better than no win.
5257 
5258                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
5259 
5260   Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 
5261 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 
5262 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 
5263 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 
5264 liberation
5265 
5266                                   9-31-24 Pt.1 
5267 
5268 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
5269   
5270   1. Res finitus sunt.
5271   2. Formamentum sunt haut.
5272   3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
5273   4. Animi abditi est
5274   5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
5275   6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
5276   7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut  ubi unus existat.
5277   8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
5278   9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
5279   10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
5280   11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
5281   12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
5282 
5283 
5284 
5285                                   9-30-24 Pt.1 
5286 
5287 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
5288   
5289   1. Things are finite.
5290   2. Representations are not 
5291   3. There are seen and unseen matter
5292   4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
5293   5. Soul is unseen
5294   6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
5295   7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
5296   8. Things has position and process
5297   9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 
5298   at once
5299   10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
5300   11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
5301   12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
5302   13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 
5303   composed of different threads.
5304   14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 
5305   seperated by position
5306 
5307 <38>

5308 
5309 
5310 
5311 
5312 
5313 
5314 
5315 
5316 
5317 
5318 
5319 
5320 
5321 
5322 
5323 
5324 
5325 
5326 
5327 
5328 
5329 
5330 
5331 
5332                                   9-29-24 Pt.1 
5333 
5334   Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 
5335 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 
5336 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 
5337 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 
5338 something  I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 
5339 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
5340 
5341   His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 
5342 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 
5343 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 
5344 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
5345 
5346                                   9-28-24 Pt.1 
5347 
5348   Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 
5349 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 
5350 legeneds have birth certificates.  I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 
5351 better than accepting reality. 
5352 
5353   Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 
5354 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 
5355 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
5356 
5357                                   9-26-24 Pt.2 
5358 
5359    Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 
5360 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 
5361 remedy my  thinking I can unthink.  Spiders think they are the shit but are 
5362 feeble.
5363 
5364                                   9-26-24 Pt.1 
5365 
5366   I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 
5367 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 
5368 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 
5369 "bad" word. 
5370 
5371   No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 
5372 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 
5373 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 
5374 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 
5375 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 
5376 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 
5377 n word.
5378 
5379   I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 
5380 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 
5381 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 
5382 ignoring it.
5383 
5384   It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 
5385 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 
5386 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 
5387 by margianized groups
5388 
5389                                   9-25-24 Pt.2 
5390 
5391 
5392   I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 
5393 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 
5394 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
5395 
5396                                   9-25-24 Pt.1 
5397 
5398   I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 
5399 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 
5400 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 
5401 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 
5402 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 
5403 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 
5404 personally to love them
5405 
5406   A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 
5407 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 
5408 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 
5409 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 
5410 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 
5411 shcitzophrenia.
5412 
5413                                   9-24-24 Pt.1 
5414 
5415   The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 
5416 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 
5417 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 
5418 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 
5419 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 
5420 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
5421 
5422   I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 
5423 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 
5424 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 
5425 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 
5426 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 
5427 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 
5428 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
5429 
5430                                   9-23-24 Pt.1 
5431 
5432    Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 
5433 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
5434 
5435 -] Reponse from Frog:
5436   
5437   WHAT
5438   THE ACTUAL FUCK
5439   IS THIS 
5440   ??
5441   [Image of Kermit the frog]
5442   I don't even understand the question
5443   at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
5444   But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
5445   it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 
5446   spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 
5447   BRO
5448   @n00t
5449   what is going on brother 
5450   porn is no substitute for a real relationship
5451   i don't even know what to say to this
5452   Like I'm legit stumped
5453   
5454     First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 
5455 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 
5456 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 
5457 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
5458 
5459   What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 
5460 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
5461 
5462   Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 
5463 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 
5464 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 
5465 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 
5466 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 
5467 2)
5468 
5469   Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 
5470 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 
5471 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
5472 
5473 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
5474   
5475   i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
5476   It's not sexy unless it feels real.
5477   it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
5478   like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
5479   i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 
5480   men and Jews are the issue
5481   i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 
5482   like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 
5483   and compilers
5484   and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
5485   and Gods too
5486   i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
5487   ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 
5488   asshole while discussing reality or to  never have any other intimacy
5489 
5490 
5491   Get your fucking facts straight
5492 
5493                                   9-22-24 Pt.1 
5494 
5495   If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 
5496 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 
5497 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 
5498 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
5499 
5500 
5501 
5502 <39>

5503  
5504 
5505 
5506 
5507 
5508 
5509 
5510 
5511 
5512 
5513 
5514 
5515 
5516 
5517 
5518 
5519 
5520 
5521   Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 
5522 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 
5523 unused shit my family had
5524 
5525                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 
5526 
5527   Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 
5528 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 
5529 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 
5530 Rucka Ali. A  snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 
5531 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 
5532 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 
5533 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 
5534 mud huts.
5535 
5536                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
5537 
5538   Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 
5539 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 
5540 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 
5541 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 
5542 according to somepeople.
5543 
5544   I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 
5545 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 
5546 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 
5547 fact.
5548 
5549   I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 
5550 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 
5551 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 
5552 and you are good. This is true and real.
5553 
5554                                   9-20-24 Pt.1
5555 
5556   Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 
5557 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 
5558 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 
5559 but idk.
5560 
5561                                   9-19-24 Pt.2
5562   
5563   I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 
5564 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 
5565 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 
5566 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 
5567 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
5568 
5569   What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 
5570 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 
5571 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 
5572 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
5573 
5574   Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 
5575 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 
5576 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 
5577 example of faith and confusion about the world.
5578  
5579                                   9-19-24 Pt.1
5580  
5581   I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 
5582 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
5583 
5584   Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 
5585 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 
5586 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 
5587 was testing everything in the level).
5588 
5589   Using smart data structures is good for performance. 
5590 
5591                                   9-18-24 Pt.1
5592 
5593   Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 
5594 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 
5595 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 
5596 stack so they were staying there.
5597 
5598                                   9-17-24 Pt.2
5599 
5600   I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 
5601 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 
5602 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 
5603 sort of.
5604 
5605   The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 
5606 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 
5607 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
5608 
5609   A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 
5610 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 
5611 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 
5612 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
5613 
5614                                   9-17-24 Pt.1
5615 
5616   Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 
5617 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 
5618 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 
5619 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 
5620 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 
5621 egotism
5622 
5623                                   9-16-24 Pt.1
5624 
5625   I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 
5626 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 
5627 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
5628 
5629   I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 
5630 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 
5631 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 
5632 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
5633 
5634                                   9-15-24 Pt.1
5635 
5636   Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 
5637 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 
5638 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 
5639 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 
5640 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
5641 
5642   Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 
5643 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 
5644 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
5645 
5646   People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 
5647 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 
5648 the means of death more than death itself.
5649 
5650   How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 
5651 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 
5652 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 
5653 of themself.
5654 
5655   People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 
5656 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 
5657 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 
5658 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
5659 
5660   Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 
5661 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 
5662 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 
5663 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
5664 
5665   The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 
5666 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 
5667 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 
5668 them the hero of their story.
5669 
5670   My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 
5671 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 
5672 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 
5673 but would actually depict a tragedy. 
5674 
5675 
5676                                   9-14-24 Pt.3
5677 
5678   You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 
5679 ineffective against pain and fate.
5680 
5681                                   9-14-24 Pt.2
5682 
5683   There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 
5684 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 
5685 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 
5686 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
5687 
5688   They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 
5689 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 
5690 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
5691 
5692   When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 
5693 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 
5694 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
5695 
5696   This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 
5697 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 
5698 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 
5699 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 
5700 expirence.
5701 
5702   I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 
5703 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 
5704 was a one way interaction.
5705 
5706   Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 
5707 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 
5708 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 
5709 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 
5710 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
5711 
5712   I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 
5713 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 
5714 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 
5715 
5716   I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 
5717 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 
5718 the car you use to get there. 
5719 
5720   I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 
5721 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 
5722 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 
5723 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 
5724 on.
5725 
5726  
5727                                   9-14-24 Pt.1
5728 
5729   Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 
5730 reference
5731 
5732 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
5733 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
5734 
5735                                   9-13-24 Pt.3
5736 
5737   Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 
5738 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 
5739 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 
5740 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 
5741 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
5742 
5743   My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 
5744 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 
5745 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 
5746 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 
5747 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
5748 
5749                                   9-13-24 Pt.2
5750 
5751   Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 
5752 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 
5753 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 
5754 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
5755 
5756   People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 
5757 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 
5758 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 
5759 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 
5760 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 
5761 pet rat.
5762 
5763   A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 
5764 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 
5765 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 
5766 
5767  The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 
5768 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 
5769 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 
5770 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
5771 
5772   As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 
5773 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 
5774 keeps that mask on.
5775 
5776   The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 
5777 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 
5778 that is bad.
5779 
5780   I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 
5781 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 
5782 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 
5783 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
5784 
5785   I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 
5786 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 
5787 disconforted by a homeless person.
5788 
5789  I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 
5790 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 
5791 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 
5792 tied to how they please others. 
5793 
5794   Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 
5795 others and you are  caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 
5796 doomed to a shitty existence
5797 
5798                                   9-13-24 Pt.1
5799 
5800   The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 
5801 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
5802 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 
5803 else I can do to reduce compile times.
5804 
5805                                   9-11-24 Pt.3
5806 
5807   Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 
5808 piracy eexist
5809 
5810                                   9-11-24 Pt.2
5811 
5812   I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 
5813 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 
5814 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 
5815 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 
5816 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
5817 
5818   Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 
5819 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 
5820 N word is not allowed for white people.
5821 
5822                                   9-11-24 Pt.1
5823 
5824   Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 
5825 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 
5826 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 
5827 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 
5828 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 
5829 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
5830 
5831   I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 
5832 is and not exactly how to use it.
5833 
5834   I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 
5835 anything I learned in school.
5836 
5837 <40>

5838 
5839 
5840 
5841 
5842 
5843 
5844 
5845 
5846 
5847 
5848 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 
5849 am truly in debt to smart people
5850 
5851   Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 
5852 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
5853                                   9-9-24 Pt.2
5854 
5855   Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 
5856 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 
5857 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
5858 
5859                                   9-9-24 Pt.1
5860 
5861   Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 
5862 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 
5863 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 
5864 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 
5865 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
5866 
5867   I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 
5868 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 
5869 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 
5870 suppose she uses her brain.
5871 
5872   People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 
5873 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 
5874 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 
5875 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 
5876 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
5877 
5878                                   9-8-24 Pt.4
5879 
5880   I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 
5881 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 
5882 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 
5883 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
5884 
5885   I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
5886 
5887   Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 
5888 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 
5889 get a new computer or something
5890 
5891   I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 
5892 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 
5893 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 
5894 homicidal)
5895 
5896  I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 
5897 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 
5898 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 
5899 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 
5900 death itself.
5901 
5902   Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 
5903 legit have some mental condition or something.
5904 
5905                                   9-8-24 Pt.3
5906 
5907   Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 
5908 PPPassword again.
5909 
5910                                   9-8-24 Pt2.
5911 
5912   Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 
5913 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 
5914 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 
5915 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
5916 
5917                                   9-8-24 Pt.1
5918 
5919   I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 
5920 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 
5921 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
5922 
5923                                   9-7-24 Pt.3
5924 
5925   Im sick.
5926 
5927                                   9-7-24 Pt.2
5928   Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 
5929 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it.  I best use it,but 
5930 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
5931 
5932   I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 
5933 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 
5934 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 
5935 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
5936 
5937   If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 
5938 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 
5939 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 
5940 Savage change.
5941 
5942   People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 
5943 reality.
5944  
5945                                   9-7-24 Pt.1
5946 
5947   I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 
5948 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
5949 
5950                                   9-6-24 Pt.2
5951 
5952   Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
5953 
5954                                   9-6-24 Pt.1
5955 
5956   I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 
5957 beat. I have an  entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 
5958 first episode
5959 
5960                                   9-5-24 Pt.3
5961 
5962   People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 
5963 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 
5964 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 
5965 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 
5966 head when motivated by reason aone.
5967 
5968                                   9-5-24 Pt.2
5969 
5970   I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 
5971 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 
5972 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 
5973 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 
5974 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 
5975 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 
5976 
5977   My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 
5978 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 
5979 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 
5980 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 
5981 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
5982 
5983   The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
5984 
5985                                   9-5-24 Pt.1
5986 
5987   I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 
5988 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
5989 
5990                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
5991   
5992   Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 
5993 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 
5994 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 
5995 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 
5996 
5997 
5998                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
5999 
6000   I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 
6001 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 
6002 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 
6003 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
6004 
6005   There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 
6006 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 
6007 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
6008 
6009   There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 
6010 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 
6011 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
6012 
6013   The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 
6014 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
6015 
6016                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
6017 
6018   Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 
6019 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 
6020 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 
6021 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
6022 
6023                                   9-3-24 Pt.2
6024 
6025   Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
6026 
6027                                   9-3-24 Pt.1
6028 
6029   What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 
6030 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 
6031 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
6032 
6033   A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 
6034 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 
6035 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 
6036 some peoples eyes.
6037 
6038   I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 
6039 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 
6040 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 
6041 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 
6042 of things either.
6043 
6044   I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 
6045 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
6046 
6047   I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 
6048 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 
6049 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 
6050 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
6051 
6052                                   9-2-24 Pt.3
6053 
6054   There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 
6055 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 
6056 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 
6057 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 
6058 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
6059 
6060   I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 
6061 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 
6062 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 
6063 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 
6064 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 
6065 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
6066 
6067   I wonder
6068                                   9-2-24 Pt.2
6069 
6070   I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 
6071 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 
6072 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 
6073 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
6074 
6075   Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 
6076 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 
6077 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 
6078 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 
6079 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 
6080 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 
6081 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 
6082 They are not the same. 
6083 
6084   You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
6085 
6086 
6087                                   9-2-24 Pt.1
6088 
6089   I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 
6090 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 
6091 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
6092 
6093   Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 
6094 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 
6095 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
6096 
6097   I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my  
6098 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 
6099 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 
6100 
6101 -] A
6102   
6103   Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
6104 
6105 -] B
6106   
6107   People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
6108 
6109 
6110   I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 
6111 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
6112 
6113   I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 
6114 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 
6115 acceptable.
6116 
6117   I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 
6118 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 
6119 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 
6120 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 
6121 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
6122 
6123   If I ask,"What is your kill count?".  You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 
6124 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 
6125 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
6126 
6127   If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 
6128 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 
6129 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 
6130 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 
6131 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 
6132 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 
6133 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
6134 
6135   Are you actually this fucking stupid.
6136 
6137                                   9-1-24 Pt.2
6138 
6139   There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 
6140 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 
6141 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 
6142 aiwnios.com humor.
6143 
6144   I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 
6145 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
6146 <41>

6147 
6148 
6149 
6150 
6151 
6152 
6153 
6154 
6155 
6156 
6157 
6158 
6159                                   9-1-24 Pt.1
6160 
6161   Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 
6162 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 
6163 aiwnios.com)
6164 
6165 <42>

6166 
6167 
6168 
6169 
6170 
6171 
6172 
6173 
6174 
6175 
6176 
6177 
6178 
6179 
6180 
6181 
6182 
6183 
6184 
6185 
6186 
6187 
6188                                   8-31-24 Pt.2
6189 
6190   White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 
6191 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 
6192 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
6193 
6194                                   8-31-24 Pt.1
6195 
6196   A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 
6197 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 
6198 not know where the milk ocean is located  so I am wrong probably. I will 
6199 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 
6200 Dharma as a word.
6201 
6202   Its a cruel world.
6203 
6204                                   8-30-24 Pt.2
6205 
6206   My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 
6207 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 
6208 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 
6209 is for another time.
6210 
6211                                   8-30-24 Pt.1
6212 
6213   Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 
6214 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
6215 
6216                                   8-29-24 Pt.2
6217 
6218   I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 
6219 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 
6220 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice.  Lots of homelss pum pums come 
6221 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 
6222 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 
6223 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
6224 
6225   There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 
6226 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 
6227 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 
6228 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
6229 
6230   The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 
6231 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 
6232 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 
6233 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
6234 
6235   A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 
6236 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 
6237 meth-head)
6238 
6239   
6240 
6241                                   8-29-24 Pt.1
6242 
6243   Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
6244 
6245                                   8-28-24 Pt.1
6246 
6247   I fucking hate networkin code.
6248 
6249                                   8-27-24 Pt.2
6250 
6251   Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 
6252 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
6253 
6254   When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
6255 <43>

6256 
6257 
6258 
6259 
6260 
6261 
6262 
6263 
6264 
6265 
6266 
6267 
6268 
6269 
6270 
6271 
6272 
6273                                   8-27-24 Pt.1
6274 
6275   Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
6276 
6277                                   8-26-24 Pt.1
6278 
6279   People are only morally copable for evils they intented  on doing. A bully at 
6280 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 
6281 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 
6282 directly responsible for the shooting.
6283 
6284   Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 
6285 society.
6286 
6287                                   8-25-24 Pt.1
6288 
6289   Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 
6290 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 
6291 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 
6292 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
6293 
6294   I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 
6295 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 
6296 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
6297 
6298                                   8-24-24 Pt.1
6299 
6300   I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 
6301 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 
6302 they reach a standstill.
6303 <44>

6304 
6305 
6306 
6307 
6308 
6309 
6310 
6311 
6312 
6313 
6314 
6315 
6316 
6317 
6318 
6319 
6320 
6321 
6322 
6323 
6324 
6325                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
6326 
6327   Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 
6328 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 
6329 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 
6330 control for his overeating.
6331 
6332   I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 
6333 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 
6334 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 
6335 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 
6336 fucked up person.
6337 
6338   I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 
6339 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 
6340 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 
6341 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 
6342 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 
6343 evil by normal people standards.
6344 
6345   I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
6346 
6347                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
6348 
6349   Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 
6350 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 
6351 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
6352 
6353                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
6354 
6355   It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 
6356 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 
6357 female version of Ye.
6358 
6359   Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 
6360 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 
6361 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 
6362 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 
6363 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
6364 
6365                                   8-20-24 Pt.1
6366 
6367   I was working on SIMD stuff.
6368 
6369                                   8-18-24 Pt.3
6370 
6371   Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 
6372 veil
6373 
6374                                   8-18-24 Pt.2
6375   
6376   People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 
6377 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 
6378 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 
6379 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of  
6380 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 
6381 lived by. 
6382 
6383   I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 
6384 then confessed. 
6385 
6386 -] Sins of 8-18-24
6387   
6388     1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
6389     2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
6390     3 - I did lots of caffine.
6391     4 - I listened to rap music.
6392 
6393   The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
6394 
6395                                   8-18-24 Pt.1
6396 
6397   I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 
6398 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 
6399 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 
6400 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 
6401 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
6402 
6403 
6404                                   8-16-24 Pt.1
6405 
6406   
6407   You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 
6408 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 
6409 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 
6410 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
6411 
6412 
6413 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
6414 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 
6415 *t,F64 *u) {
6416   F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
6417   F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
6418   F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
6419   if(0<=_t<=1)
6420     if(0<=_u<=1) {
6421       if(t) *t=_t;
6422       if(u) *u=_u;
6423       if(hit_at) {
6424         hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
6425         hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
6426       }
6427       return TRUE;
6428     }
6429   return FALSE;
6430 }
6431 
6432 
6433  This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 
6434 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 
6435 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
6436 
6437 <45>

6438 
6439 
6440 
6441 
6442 
6443 
6444 
6445 
6446 
6447 
6448 
6449 
6450 
6451 
6452                                   8-14-24 Pt.2
6453 
6454   People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 
6455 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 
6456 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 
6457 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 
6458 Nothing more than that.
6459 
6460   Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 
6461 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 
6462 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 
6463 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 
6464 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 
6465 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 
6466 invalidated.
6467 
6468   Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 
6469 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
6470 
6471   Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 
6472 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 
6473 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 
6474 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 
6475 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
6476 
6477   Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 
6478 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 
6479 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 
6480 be misogyny to you.
6481 
6482   Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 
6483 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 
6484 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 
6485 you can get in this planet/era.
6486 
6487                                   8-14-24 Pt.1
6488 
6489   I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 
6490 play morrowind or something.
6491 
6492                                   8-13-24 Pt.1
6493 
6494   True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 
6495 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 
6496 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 
6497 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 
6498 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 
6499 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
6500 
6501   I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 
6502 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
6503 
6504   I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 
6505 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 
6506 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 
6507 them.
6508 
6509                                   8-11-24 Pt.1
6510 
6511   Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 
6512 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
6513 
6514   Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 
6515 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 
6516 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person  with ligament 
6517 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
6518 
6519   I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 
6520 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 
6521 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
6522 
6523                                   8-6-24 Pt.1
6524 
6525   I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 
6526 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
6527 
6528                                   8-5-24 Pt.1
6529 
6530   Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 
6531 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
6532 
6533   I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 
6534 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 
6535 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 
6536 retard.
6537 
6538   No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 
6539 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
6540 
6541   I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 
6542 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 
6543 faggot.
6544 
6545   I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 
6546 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 
6547 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
6548 
6549 
6550                                   8-4-24 Pt.2
6551 
6552   I'll need to make aiwniosTube
6553 
6554                                   8-4-24 Pt.1
6555 
6556   Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 
6557 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
6558 
6559                                   8-3-24 Pt.1
6560 
6561   Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 
6562 probably look like a druggie.  
6563 
6564                                   7-31-24 Pt.1
6565 
6566   There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 
6567 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
6568 
6569                                   7-29-24 Pt.1
6570 
6571   If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 
6572 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 
6573 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 
6574 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
6575 
6576   Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 
6577 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 
6578 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
6579 
6580                                   7-28-24 Pt.2
6581 
6582    When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 
6583 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
6584 
6585   They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 
6586 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 
6587 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 
6588 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 
6589 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 
6590 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 
6591 therapist.
6592 
6593                                   7-28-24 Pt.1
6594 
6595   I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 
6596 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 
6597 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 
6598 
6599   Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 
6600 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 
6601 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 
6602 
6603   Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 
6604 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 
6605 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 
6606 parents put me here.
6607 
6608   I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 
6609 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 
6610 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 
6611 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 
6612 take my meth.
6613 
6614   The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 
6615 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 
6616 told about the importance of "family values".
6617 
6618   Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 
6619 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 
6620 alterative.
6621 
6622                                   7-24-24 Pt.1
6623 
6624   Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 
6625 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 
6626 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 
6627 oneself.
6628 
6629   In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 
6630 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 
6631 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 
6632 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 
6633 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 
6634 
6635                                   7-23-24 Pt.1
6636 
6637   Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 
6638 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 
6639 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
6640 
6641                                   7-22-24 Pt.1
6642 
6643   Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 
6644 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 
6645 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 
6646 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 
6647 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 
6648 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
6649 
6650   This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 
6651 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 
6652 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 
6653 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 
6654 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 
6655 culture. 
6656 
6657   I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 
6658 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 
6659 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 
6660 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 
6661 chance. There is  truth to this story.
6662 
6663   I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 
6664 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 
6665 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
6666 
6667   You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 
6668 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 
6669 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
6670  
6671   Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 
6672 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 
6673 
6674   I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 
6675 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 
6676 ass I will not be satisfied.
6677 
6678                                   7-17-24 Pt.1
6679 
6680   PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 
6681 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 
6682 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
6683 
6684                                   7-13-24 Pt.1
6685 
6686   I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 
6687 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
6688 
6689                                   7-9-24 Pt.3
6690 
6691   I am tired. I will sleep.
6692 
6693                                   7-9-24 Pt.2
6694 
6695   If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 
6696 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 
6697 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 
6698 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 
6699 personaly.
6700 
6701                                   7-9-24 Pt.1
6702 
6703   Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 
6704 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
6705 
6706                                   7-8-24 Pt.1
6707 
6708   I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 
6709 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 
6710 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
6711 
6712 -] Hopes for Linux
6713   
6714   -] Same TLS ABI
6715     
6716     The thread local storage needs to be the same
6717   
6718   -] No checking ELF-branding
6719     
6720     Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
6721   
6722   -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
6723     
6724     I will need the address of the syms too.
6725   
6726 
6727   If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 
6728 violatile project so dont get too excited.
6729 <46>

6730 
6731 
6732 
6733 
6734 
6735 
6736 
6737 
6738 
6739 
6740 
6741 
6742 
6743 
6744 
6745 
6746 
6747 
6748 
6749 
6750 
6751                                   7-7-24 Pt.3
6752 
6753   If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 
6754 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 
6755 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 
6756 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 
6757 not cause the pain of winning.
6758 
6759   Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 
6760 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 
6761 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 
6762 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
6763 
6764   Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 
6765 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
6766 
6767 
6768                                   7-7-24 Pt.2
6769 
6770   I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 
6771 aiwnios programs.
6772 
6773                                   7-7-24 Pt.1
6774 
6775   There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 
6776 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 
6777 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 
6778 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 
6779 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 
6780 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 
6781 eat burgers.
6782 
6783   It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 
6784 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 
6785 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 
6786 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 
6787 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 
6788 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
6789 
6790   I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 
6791 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 
6792 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
6793 
6794   I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 
6795 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 
6796 suppost to be meditating.
6797 
6798                                   7-6-24 Pt.1
6799 
6800   I have a raging headache.
6801 
6802                                   7-5-24 Pt.1
6803 
6804   Gunna learn spnaish.
6805 
6806                                   7-4-24 Pt.3
6807 
6808   Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 
6809 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 
6810 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 
6811 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 
6812 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 
6813 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 
6814 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 
6815 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
6816 
6817   If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 
6818 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 
6819 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 
6820 myself a retard.
6821 
6822   Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 
6823 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 
6824 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
6825 
6826   One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 
6827 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 
6828 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
6829 
6830   I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 
6831 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 
6832 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 
6833 retarded is the answer.
6834 
6835 
6836                                   7-4-24 Pt.2
6837 
6838   Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 
6839 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 
6840 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
6841 
6842                                   7-4-24 Pt.1
6843 
6844   Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 
6845 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut  as Assburgers. Im 
6846 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 
6847 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 
6848 there isnt. Time to find out.
6849 
6850                                   7-3-24 Pt.1
6851   WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 
6852 ruined  nice piece of art.
6853                                   7-2-24 Pt.1
6854 
6855   I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 
6856 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 
6857 learned anything. Just in the same way  mercy is synonymous with 
6858 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 
6859 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
6860 
6861   I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 
6862 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 
6863 falsehood in one's mind).
6864 
6865                                7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
6866 
6867 -] Types of bodies
6868   
6869   -] AudarikSharir
6870     
6871       Physical earth body capable  of attaining Liberation.
6872   
6873   -] VaikriyaSharir
6874     
6875       God/Demon body 
6876   
6877   -] AharakSharir
6878     
6879       Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
6880   
6881   -] Taizas Sharir
6882     
6883       Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
6884   
6885   -] Karman Sharir
6886     
6887       A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
6888   
6889 
6890 
6891                                   7-1-24 Pt.1
6892 
6893   I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 
6894 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
6895 
6896   I get this when I run firefox.
6897 
6898 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
6899                                   6-30-24 Pt.4
6900 
6901   Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 
6902 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 
6903 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 
6904 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 
6905 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
6906 
6907                                   6-30-24 Pt.3
6908 
6909   I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 
6910 a problem.
6911 
6912                                   6-30-24 Pt.2
6913 
6914   [Redacted].
6915 
6916                                   6-30-24 Pt.1
6917 
6918   Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 
6919 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 
6920 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 
6921 intresting than the truth itself.
6922 
6923   Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 
6924 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
6925 
6926                                   6-29-24 Pt.3
6927 
6928   This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 
6929 the video section.
6930 
6931                                   6-29-24 Pt.2
6932 
6933   If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 
6934 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 
6935 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
6936 
6937   If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 
6938 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 
6939 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
6940 
6941   I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
6942 
6943                                   6-29-24 Pt.1
6944 
6945   Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 
6946 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 
6947 will be done micro-optimzing.
6948 
6949   I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 
6950 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 
6951 stopping now.
6952 
6953   I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 
6954 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 
6955 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
6956  
6957 
6958                                   6-28-24 Pt.1
6959 
6960   The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 
6961 like no time relativley speaking
6962 
6963                                   6-27-24 Pt.1
6964 
6965   Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 
6966 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 
6967 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 
6968 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
6969 
6970   Reddit fucked me over with 
6971   A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
6972   B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
6973 
6974                                   6-27-24 Pt.0
6975 
6976   Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 
6977 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 
6978 example
6979 
6980 //┌──────────┐
6981 //│ π⌠       │
6982 //│  │cos²ΘdΘ│
6983 //│-π⌡       │
6984 //└──────────┘ 
6985 
6986 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 
6987 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
6988 
6989                             6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
6990 
6991   I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 
6992 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
6993 
6994                                   6-25-24 Pt.2
6995 
6996   I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 
6997 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
6998 
6999                                   6-25-24 Pt.1
7000 
7001   im on my phone waiting  yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 
7002 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 
7003 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 
7004 it was multilayered.
7005 
7006   i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 
7007 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 
7008 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 
7009 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 
7010 level into rooms.(sort of).
7011 
7012                                   6-24-24 Pt.3
7013 
7014   The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 
7015 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 
7016 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 
7017 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 
7018 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
7019 
7020   There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 
7021 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 
7022 of practice.
7023 
7024   In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 
7025 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 
7026 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 
7027 become a monk,not allowed.
7028 
7029   Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 
7030 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 
7031 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 
7032 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 
7033 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 
7034 point where unworthy people can understand it.
7035 
7036   I am not worthy or choosen. 
7037 
7038   Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 
7039 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 
7040 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
7041 
7042   The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 
7043 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 
7044 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 
7045 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 
7046 the Quran. 
7047 
7048   It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 
7049 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 
7050 abstract thinking in it.
7051 
7052                                   6-24-24 Pt.2
7053 
7054   All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 
7055 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 
7056 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 
7057 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 
7058 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 
7059 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
7060 
7061   I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
7062 
7063   I looked at this:
7064   
7065   Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
7066     - Einstein
7067 
7068                                   6-24-24 Pt.1
7069 
7070   Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 
7071 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 
7072 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 
7073 bumbles about politics or something.
7074   
7075   /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
7076 
7077   Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 
7078 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
7079 
7080                                  6-23-24 Pt.2 
7081 
7082   I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 
7083 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 
7084 know how to use linux sort of. 
7085 
7086   I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 
7087 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
7088 
7089                                  6-23-24 Pt.1 
7090 
7091   I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 
7092 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 
7093 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 
7094 
7095   Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
7096 
7097   I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
7098 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
7099 
7100   I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
7101 
7102                                  6-22-24 Pt.2 
7103 
7104   Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 
7105 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 
7106 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 
7107 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 
7108 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
7109 
7110   If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 
7111 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 
7112 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
7113 
7114  Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 
7115 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 
7116 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 
7117 the first place.
7118 
7119 
7120                            6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
7121 
7122   I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
7123 
7124 
7125                          6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
7126 
7127   I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 
7128 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 
7129 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 
7130 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
7131 
7132   I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 
7133 outside and they died.
7134 
7135                                   6-19-24 Pt.1
7136 
7137   I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 
7138 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 
7139 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 
7140 construct reality
7141 
7142                                   6-18-24 Pt.3
7143 
7144   A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 
7145 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 
7146 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 
7147 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 
7148 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 
7149 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 
7150 give it up when it is ready. 
7151 
7152                                   6-18-24 Pt.2
7153 
7154   Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 
7155 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 
7156 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
7157 
7158                                   6-18-24 Pt.1
7159 
7160   Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 
7161 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 
7162 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 
7163 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
7164 
7165   The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 
7166 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
7167 
7168                               6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
7169 -] Birth bodies
7170   
7171   -] (Inside) Earth
7172     
7173     Natural things like rocks
7174   
7175   -] From Water
7176     
7177     Tadpoles
7178   
7179   -] From Fire
7180     
7181     Fire bodies
7182   
7183   -] From Air
7184     
7185     Bacteria
7186   
7187   -] From Plants
7188     
7189     Plants
7190   
7191   -] Moving
7192     
7193     Humans/animals
7194   
7195 
7196 
7197 
7198                               6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
7199 
7200 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
7201   
7202   -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
7203     
7204     Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
7205   
7206   -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
7207     
7208     Worms
7209   
7210   -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
7211     
7212     Ants
7213   
7214   -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
7215     
7216     Flies
7217   
7218   -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
7219     
7220     Humans
7221   
7222 
7223 
7224                                   6-17-24 Pt.2
7225 
7226   It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 
7227 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 
7228 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 
7229 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 
7230 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 
7231 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 
7232 best to humble yourself.
7233 
7234   I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 
7235 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 
7236 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 
7237 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 
7238 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
7239 
7240                               6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
7241 
7242 -] States of Movement between Lives
7243   
7244   -] Narak Gati
7245     
7246     Hellish Poo Poo realm
7247   
7248   -] Tiryach Gati
7249     
7250     A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
7251   
7252   -] Manusha Gati
7253     
7254     Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 
7255     obtain Moska
7256   
7257   -] Deva Gati
7258     
7259     A Godlike state of existence
7260   
7261 
7262 
7263                                   6-16-24 Pt.2
7264 
7265   Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
7266 
7267 
7268                                   6-15-24 Pt.2
7269 
7270   The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 
7271 looser because I am not a winner.
7272 
7273                                   6-15-24 Pt.1
7274 
7275   Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 
7276 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
7277 
7278                                   6-12-24 Pt.2
7279 
7280   The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 
7281 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
7282 
7283                                   6-12-24 Pt.1
7284 
7285   Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 
7286 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 
7287 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
7288 
7289   People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 
7290 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 
7291 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 
7292 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 
7293 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
7294 
7295                                   6-10-24 Pt.3
7296 
7297   Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 
7298 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
7299 
7300                                   6-10-24 Pt.2
7301 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 
7302 is pretty cool.
7303 
7304                                   6-10-24 Pt.1
7305 
7306   Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 
7307 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 
7308 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 
7309 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 
7310 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
7311 <47>

7312 
7313 
7314 
7315 
7316 
7317 
7318 
7319 
7320 
7321 
7322 
7323 
7324 
7325 
7326 
7327 
7328 
7329 
7330   Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 
7331 gameplay a bit.
7332 
7333 
7334                                   6-9-24 Pt.1
7335 
7336   Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 
7337 to hear with Good-Artistry.
7338 
7339   My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 
7340 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
7341 
7342 -] Best signers
7343   
7344   1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
7345   2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
7346   3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
7347   4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
7348 
7349 
7350   Ill tell you a story though a comic
7351 Froggis

7352 
7353 
7354 
7355 
7356 
7357 
7358 
7359 
7360 
7361 
7362 
7363 
7364 
7365 
7366 
7367 
7368 
7369 
7370 
7371 
7372 
7373 
7374 
7375 
7376 
7377 
7378 
7379 
7380 
7381 
7382 
7383 
7384 
7385 
7386 
7387 
7388 
7389 
7390 
7391 
7392 
7393 
7394 
7395 
7396 
7397 
7398 
7399 
7400 
7401 
7402 
7403 
7404 
7405 
7406 
7407 
7408 
7409 
7410 
7411 
7412 
7413 
7414 
7415 
7416 
7417 
7418 
7419 
7420 
7421 
7422 
7423 
7424 
7425 
7426 
7427 
7428 
7429 
7430 
7431 
7432 
7433 
7434 
7435 
7436 
7437 
7438 
7439 
7440 
7441 
7442                                   6-8-24 Pt.2
7443 
7444   Wtf
7445 
7446                                   6-8-24 Pt.1
7447 
7448   I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 
7449 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 
7450 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 
7451 where I feed homeless people and can think
7452 
7453   Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 
7454 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 
7455 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
7456 
7457   If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 
7458 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
7459 
7460                                   6-7-24 Pt.2
7461 
7462 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
7463   
7464   -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
7465     
7466     1 - Right Faith
7467     2 - Right knowledge
7468     3 - Right conduct
7469     -] Right Faith
7470       
7471          Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 
7472       are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
7473         Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 
7474       with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 
7475       to have no biases
7476       
7477         Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
7478       
7479       -] Limbs of faith
7480         
7481           1 - Belief in realities substances
7482           2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
7483           3 - Love for monks
7484           4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
7485           5 - Dont corrupt truth
7486           6 - ???
7487           7 - Have respect for monks and householders
7488           8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
7489       
7490       
7491     -] Right Knowledge
7492       
7493         True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 
7494       
7495     -] Right Conduct
7496       
7497         Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
7498       -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
7499         
7500           1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
7501           2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
7502           3 - No stealing
7503           4 - No adultery
7504           5 - No buying assloads of shit
7505           6 - No wine and honey 
7506         
7507       -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
7508         
7509         Digvrata - Limit travel distance
7510         Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 
7511       
7512       
7513     
7514 
7515 
7516 
7517                                   6-7-24 Pt.1
7518 
7519   Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
7520 
7521 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
7522 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
7523 bd->max_blk=0x10000;
7524 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
7525 Fmt('A');
7526 
7527   I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 
7528 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
7529                                   6-6-24 Pt.2
7530 
7531   "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 
7532 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 
7533 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 
7534 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 
7535 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 
7536 believe in it.
7537 
7538   I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 
7539 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 
7540 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 
7541 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 
7542 how hope works.
7543 
7544   I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 
7545 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
7546 
7547                                   6-6-24 Pt.1
7548 
7549   I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
7550 
7551                                   5-28-24 Pt.1
7552 
7553   A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 
7554 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 
7555 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 
7556 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 
7557 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
7558 
7559   I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 
7560 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 
7561 fuckin zooted.
7562 
7563   
7564 
7565                                   5-27-24 Pt.1
7566 
7567   Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 
7568 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 
7569 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 
7570 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
7571 
7572   In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 
7573 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 
7574 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 
7575 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 
7576 inductors.
7577 
7578   Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 
7579 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 
7580 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
7581 <49>

7582 
7583 
7584 
7585 
7586 
7587 
7588 
7589 
7590 
7591 
7592 
7593 
7594 
7595 
7596 
7597 
7598         
7599 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 
7600 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to  be smart
7601 
7602                                   5-26-24 Pt.2
7603 
7604   Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 
7605 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 
7606 fuck this is:
7607          <50>

7608 
7609 
7610 
7611 
7612 
7613 
7614 
7615 
7616 
7617 
7618 
7619 
7620 
7621 
7622 
7623 
7624 
7625 
7626 
7627 
7628   Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 
7629 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 
7630 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 
7631 will be unable to construct reality. I dont  know if the target demographic for 
7632 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 
7633 
7634                                   5-26-24 Pt.1
7635 
7636   I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 
7637 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 
7638 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
7639 
7640   You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 
7641 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 
7642 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 
7643 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 
7644 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 
7645 homeless people. I dont  do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 
7646 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
7647 
7648   See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
7649 
7650                                   5-25-24 Pt.2
7651 
7652   Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 
7653 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 
7654 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 
7655 insane people. I  used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 
7656 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 
7657 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 
7658 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
7659 
7660   Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 
7661 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 
7662 are illrevelant here.
7663 
7664 
7665                                   5-25-24 Pt.1
7666 
7667   Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 
7668 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 
7669 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 
7670 not a by-product.
7671 
7672   A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
7673 
7674                                   5-23-24 Pt.1
7675 
7676   People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 
7677 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 
7678 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
7679 
7680   What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 
7681 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 
7682 my workplace,even though he is cute.
7683 
7684                                   5-22-24 Pt.1
7685 
7686  Things not to think about:
7687 <51>

7688 
7689 
7690 
7691 
7692 
7693 
7694 
7695 
7696 
7697 
7698 
7699 
7700 
7701 
7702 
7703 
7704 
7705 
7706 
7707 
7708 
7709 
7710 
7711 
7712   Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 
7713 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 
7714 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 
7715 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
7716 
7717                                   5-21-24 Pt.4
7718 
7719   I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 
7720 statements
7721 
7722                                   5-21-24 Pt.3
7723 
7724   We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 
7725 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 
7726 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
7727 
7728   I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 
7729 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 
7730 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
7731 
7732                                   5-21-24 Pt.2
7733   The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 
7734 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
7735 
7736                                   5-21-24 Pt.1
7737 
7738   Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 
7739 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 
7740 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub  to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 
7741 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
7742 <52>

7743 
7744 
7745 
7746 
7747 
7748 
7749 
7750 
7751 
7752 
7753 
7754 
7755 
7756 
7757 
7758 
7759 
7760 
7761 
7762 
7763 
7764 
7765 
7766 
7767 
7768 
7769 
7770 
7771 
7772 
7773 
7774 
7775 
7776 
7777 
7778 
7779 
7780 
7781 
7782                                   5-20-24 Pt.5
7783   
7784   It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 
7785 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 
7786 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 
7787 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 
7788 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
7789 
7790                                   5-20-24 Pt.4
7791 
7792   Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 
7793 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 
7794 delusion. They say forced non-murder  isnt true peace. This is the socitey 
7795 delusion
7796 
7797   Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 
7798 oxymoron.
7799 
7800   Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 
7801 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 
7802 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 
7803 The only super power you get from morality is self control
7804 
7805   It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 
7806 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 
7807 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 
7808 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
7809 
7810   Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 
7811 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
7812 
7813                                   5-20-24 Pt.3
7814 
7815   If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 
7816 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 
7817 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 
7818 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
7819 
7820   Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 
7821 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 
7822 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
7823  
7824                                   5-20-24 Pt.2
7825 
7826   I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 
7827 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
7828 
7829                                   5-20-24 Pt.1
7830 
7831   Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 
7832 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 
7833 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 
7834 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 
7835 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
7836 
7837                                   5-19-24 Pt.2
7838 
7839   Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 
7840 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 
7841 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
7842 
7843                                   5-19-24 Pt.1
7844 
7845   I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 
7846 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 
7847 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 
7848 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 
7849 choise made in ignorance though
7850 
7851   A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 
7852 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 
7853 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking  about reality. Goldfish poo 
7854 poo brains are good at reality studies.
7855 
7856   My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 
7857 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
7858 
7859   Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
7860 
7861                                   5-13-24 Pt.1
7862 
7863   It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 
7864 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 
7865 
7866                                   5-10-24 Pt.2
7867 
7868   Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
7869 
7870                                   5-10-24 Pt.1
7871 
7872   I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 
7873 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions.  The planter doesnt ask 
7874 the Sun God for rain and the  Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun.  I suppose 
7875 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
7876 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
7877 
7878   You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 
7879 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
7880 
7881                                     Clayton
7882 
7883  <nrootconauto@gmail.com>

7884 
7885 
7886 
7887 
7888 
7889 
7890 
7891 
7892 
7893 
7894 
7895 
7896 
7897 
7898 
7899 
7900 
7901 
7902 
7903 
7904 
7905 
7906 
7907 
7908 
7909 
7910 
7911 
7912 
7913 
7914 
7915 
7916 
7917 
7918 
7919 
7920 
7921                                  WIP DOOM port
7922    I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM).
7923      

7924 
7925 
7926 
7927 
7928 
7929 
7930 
7931 
7932 
7933 
7934 
7935 
7936 
7937 
7938 
7939 
7940 
7941 
7942 
7943 
7944 
7945 
7946 
7947 
7948 
7949 
7950 
7951 
7952 
7953 
7954 
7955 
7956 
7957 
7958 
7959 
7960 
7961 
7962 
7963 
7964 
7965 
7966 
7967 
7968 
7969 
7970 
7971                            Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
7972 
7973   The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 
7974 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
7975 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
7976 
7977   In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 
7978 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 
7979 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 
7980 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream.
7981 
7982   Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L
7983 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 
7984 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 
7985 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16
7986 
7987 
7988 <55>

7989 
7990 
7991 
7992 
7993 
7994 
7995 
7996 
7997 
7998 
7999 
8000 
8001 
8002 
8003 
8004 
8005 
8006 
8007 
8008                            Compiler Part 2,The Parser
8009 
8010   The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 
8011 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 
8012 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
8013 
8014 
8015     1 2 + 3 4 + *
8016 
8017   The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 
8018 parenthesis
8019 
8020     ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
8021 
8022 Pretty epic isn't it.
8023 
8024   To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 
8025 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 
8026 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
8027 
8028   The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 
8029 are pushed to  the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this
8030 
8031 <56>

8032 
8033 
8034 
8035 
8036 
8037 
8038 
8039 
8040 
8041 
8042 
8043 
8044 
8045 
8046 
8047 
8048 
8049 
8050 
8051   The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack.
8052 
8053 <57>

8054 
8055 
8056 
8057 
8058 
8059 
8060 
8061 
8062 
8063 
8064 
8065 
8066 
8067 
8068  
8069 
8070 
8071 
8072 
8073   The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 
8074 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 
8075 later. We end up with something like this
8076 
8077 <58>

8078 
8079 
8080 
8081 
8082 
8083 
8084 
8085 
8086 
8087 
8088 
8089 
8090 
8091 
8092 
8093 
8094 
8095 
8096 
8097 
8098 
8099   Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 
8100 output
8101 
8102 <59>

8103 
8104 
8105 
8106 
8107 
8108 
8109 
8110 
8111 
8112 
8113 
8114 
8115 
8116 
8117 
8118 
8119 
8120 
8121 
8122                          Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
8123 
8124 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
8125 
8126                        Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
8127 
8128 
8129   The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 
8130 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 
8131 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 
8132 into the C intermediate codes.
8133 
8134   There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 
8135 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 
8136 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
8137 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
8138 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
8139 
8140   The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 
8141 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 
8142 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 
8143 intermediate codes. 
8144 
8145   To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 
8146 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 
8147 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 
8148 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks).
8149 
8150 
8151 <60>

8152 
8153 
8154 
8155 
8156 
8157 
8158 
8159 
8160 
8161 
8162 
8163 
8164 
8165 
8166 
8167 
8168 
8169   The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 
8170 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 
8171 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 
8172 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 
8173 availble a stack location will be choosed.
8174 
8175   The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 
8176 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
8177 
8178   This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 
8179 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 
8180 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
8181 
8182   Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 
8183 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 
8184 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 
8185 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
8186 
8187 
8188                                    User-Guide
8189 
8190                            Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
8191 
8192   Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
8193 
8194 
8195 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
8196   dc->color=BLUE;
8197   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8198 }
8199 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8200 
8201 
8202 
8203   The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 
8204 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
8205 
8206 -] GrRect
8207 
8208 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
8209 
8210 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
8211 
8212 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
8213 
8214 -] GrFillCircle
8215 
8216 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8217 
8218 -] GrCircle
8219 
8220 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8221 
8222 -] GrLine
8223 
8224 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
8225 
8226 -] GrPrint
8227 
8228 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
8229 
8230 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
8231 
8232 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
8233 
8234 -] DCClear
8235 
8236 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
8237 
8238 -] DCFill
8239 
8240 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
8241 
8242 
8243             Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
8244 
8245   TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 
8246 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 
8247 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 
8248 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 
8249 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
8250 
8251 
8252 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
8253 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
8254 DCFill;
8255 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8256 F64 rotx=0;
8257 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8258   DCFill(dc);
8259   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
8260   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8261   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
8262   dc->color=YELLOW;
8263   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 
8264   DCFill;
8265   GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8266   Sleep(33);
8267 }
8268 DCDel(dc);
8269 DCFill;
8270 
8271 
8272 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
8273 -] Mat4x4RotX
8274 
8275 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
8276 
8277 -] Mat4x4RotY
8278 
8279 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
8280 
8281 -] Mat4x4RotZ
8282 
8283 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
8284 
8285 -] Mat4x4Scale
8286 
8287 //Zooms a matrix
8288 
8289 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
8290 
8291 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
8292 
8293 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
8294 
8295 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
8296 
8297 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
8298 
8299 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
8300 
8301 
8302 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
8303 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
8304 
8305 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
8306 
8307 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
8308 
8309 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 
8310 transofrmations
8311 
8312 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
8313 
8314 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 
8315 genius what this actually does
8316 
8317 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
8318 
8319 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
8320 
8321 
8322   Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 
8323 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 
8324 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 
8325 for you.
8326 
8327 Here is a cube thing for you:
8328 
8329 
8330 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
8331 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
8332 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
8333 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
8334 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
8335 DCFill;
8336 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8337 F64 rotx=0,roty;
8338 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
8339 I64 i=0,i2=0;
8340 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 
8341 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
8342   Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
8343   Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
8344   Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
8345   for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
8346     MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
8347     Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
8348   }
8349   i++;
8350 }
8351 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8352   DCFill(dc);
8353   DCDepthBufRst(dc);
8354   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
8355   Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
8356   Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
8357   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8358   Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
8359   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
8360   for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
8361     dc->color=colors[i2];
8362     GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
8363    }
8364    DCFill;
8365    GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8366    Sleep(33);
8367 }
8368 DCDel(dc);
8369 DCFill;
8370 
8371 
8372   If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 
8373 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
8374 
8375   Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 
8376 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 
8377 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 
8378 scale distance Let's see an example:
8379 Heres an example:
8380 
8381 
8382 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
8383 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
8384 {
8385   I64 zz;
8386   Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
8387   zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
8388   if (zz<1) zz=1;
8389   *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
8390   *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
8391   *x+=dc->x;
8392   *y+=dc->y;
8393   *z+=dc->z;
8394 }
8395 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8396 dc->transform=&Transform;
8397 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8398 I64 dist=0;
8399 dc->z=-60;
8400 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 
8401   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
8402   dc->color=LTRED;
8403   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8404   Refresh;
8405   DCFill;
8406 } 
8407 
8408                    Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
8409 
8410   In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 
8411 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 
8412 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 
8413 get started
8414 
8415 
8416 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8417 I64 cnt;
8418 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 
8419   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
8420   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8421   Refresh;
8422   DCFill;
8423 }
8424  
8425 
8426   If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 
8427 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 
8428 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 
8429 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 
8430 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
8431 
8432 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
8433 
8434 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8435 I64 cnt;
8436 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
8437   dc->color=BLACK; 
8438   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8439   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
8440   dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
8441   GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
8442   Refresh;
8443   DCFill;
8444 }
8445 DCDel(dc);
8446 
8447                          Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
8448 
8449   TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 
8450 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 
8451 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
8452 
8453   If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use  Nois
8454 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
8455 
8456                           Runtime Part 3: Making Music
8457 
8458   TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
8459 
8460 A simple song looks like this:
8461 
8462  Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
8463 
8464 
8465   There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 
8466 without further ado,here is a list
8467 -] #
8468 
8469 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
8470 
8471 -] w
8472 
8473 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
8474 
8475 -] h
8476 
8477 Makes a half note
8478 
8479 -] q
8480 
8481 Makes a 1/4 note
8482 
8483 -] e
8484 
8485 Makes a tiny eigth note
8486 
8487 
8488   You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 
8489 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
8490 
8491 Try this:
8492 
8493 
8494 music.tempo=8;
8495 Play(
8496     "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
8497     "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8498    "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8499      "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8500     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8501     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8502     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8503     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8504     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8505 );
8506 MusicSettingsRst;
8507 
8508                     Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
8509 
8510   HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 
8511 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 
8512 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 
8513 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 
8514 data about the self.
8515 
8516   To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 
8517 table and do these steps
8518  
8519 -] Step 1
8520 
8521 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 
8522 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8523 
8524 -] Step 2
8525 
8526 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 
8527 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
8528 
8529 -] Step 3
8530 
8531 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
8532 
8533 
8534 
8535 Perhaps an example will help:
8536 
8537 class CMeta {
8538   I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
8539   I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
8540   F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
8541 };
8542 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
8543 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
8544   CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8545   CMemberLst *ml;
8546   U64 sf;
8547   if(!findc) return;
8548   ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
8549   sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
8550   if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
8551     Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
8552   } 
8553 }
8554 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
8555 
8556 
8557   If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
8558 
8559 
8560 class CInput {
8561   //Be sure to use -P with strings
8562   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
8563   I64 age format "\n";
8564   Bool is_tall format "\n";
8565 };
8566 CInput inp;
8567 PopUpForm(&inp);
8568 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
8569 if(inp.is_tall)
8570   "Tall!\n";
8571 
8572 
8573                            Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
8574 
8575   If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 
8576 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
8577 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 
8578 you,you have come to the right place
8579 
8580   In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 
8581 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
8582 
8583   To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 
8584 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 
8585 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
8586 
8587   Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 
8588 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 
8589 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 
8590 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
8591 
8592 
8593 //
8594 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
8595 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
8596 //
8597 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
8598 class CFileEnt {
8599   U8 name[STR_LEN];
8600   U8 password[STR_LEN];
8601 };
8602 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
8603 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
8604 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
8605 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
8606 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8607 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
8608 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8609 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
8610 FClose(file);
8611 //
8612 // Now we read
8613 //
8614 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
8615 CFileEnt user;
8616 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
8617   MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8618   "Got  user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
8619 }
8620 FClose(file);
8621 
8622 
8623   Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 
8624 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 
8625 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 
8626 Look at this example
8627 
8628 
8629 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
8630 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
8631 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
8632 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
8633 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
8634   "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
8635 }
8636 DirEntryDel(root);
8637 
8638 
8639   A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 
8640 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 
8641 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 
8642 be sure to free the root data with .
8643 
8644   To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 
8645 exists.
8646 
8647   Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 
8648 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
8649 
8650 
8651 -] FUF_RECURSE
8652 
8653 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
8654 
8655 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
8656 
8657 Chooses only directories(folders)
8658 
8659 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
8660 
8661 Chooses only files
8662 
8663 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
8664 
8665 Chooses only text files
8666 
8667 -] FUF_JUST_DD
8668 
8669 Chooses only DolDoc files
8670 
8671 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
8672 
8673 Chooses only source files
8674 
8675 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
8676 
8677 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
8678 
8679 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
8680 
8681 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
8682 
8683 
8684   If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 
8685 remove a fule use Del("file");
8686 
8687   There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 
8688 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
8689 e("old","new") or just a file via  Copy("old","new").
8690 
8691   And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 
8692 
8693                     Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
8694 
8695   TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 
8696 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 
8697 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
8698 
8699 
8700 
8701 <61>

8702 
8703 
8704 
8705 
8706 
8707 
8708 
8709 
8710 
8711   As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 
8712 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 
8713 "last" one.
8714 
8715   To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 
8716 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
8717 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
8718 
8719   In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 
8720 ciruclar
8721 
8722 
8723  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
8724 CQue),*cur;
8725  QueInit(head);
8726  QueIns(one,head);
8727  QueIns(two,one);
8728  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8729    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8730  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8731  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8732 
8733 
8734   To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 
8735 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 
8736 
8737 
8738  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
8739 CQue),*cur;
8740  QueInit(head);
8741  QueIns(one,head);
8742  QueIns(two,one);
8743  QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 
8744  Free(one); //Free it's data
8745  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8746    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8747  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8748  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8749 
8750 
8751   You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
8752 
8753   Here is a reference section:
8754 -] QueInit(head) 
8755 
8756 Intialize the head of a queue
8757 
8758 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 
8759 
8760 Insert an item after the elem
8761 
8762 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 
8763 
8764 Insert an item before the elem
8765 
8766 -] QueRem(elem) 
8767 
8768 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
8769 
8770 -] QueDel(head) 
8771 
8772 Frees all items in the queue
8773 
8774 -] QueCnt(head) 
8775 
8776 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
8777 
8778 
8779                   Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
8780 
8781   Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
8782 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
8783 
8784   When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 
8785 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
8786 
8787 #define FOO 123
8788 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
8789 if(def)
8790   "%s\n",def->data;
8791 
8792   We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 
8793 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
8794 
8795 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
8796 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
8797 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
8798 d->data=StrNew("10");
8799 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
8800 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
8801 "%d\n",Hello;
8802 
8803 
8804   Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
8805 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
8806 
8807   Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 
8808 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
8809 
8810 Perhaps an example will help:
8811 
8812 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
8813 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
8814 ent->user_data0=1;
8815 ent->user_data1=2;
8816 ent->user_data2=3;
8817 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
8818 ent->str=StrNew("look");
8819 HashAdd(ent,ht);
8820 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
8821 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
8822 HashTableDel(ht);
8823 
8824 
8825 Here is a reference of hash table functions
8826 
8827 -] HashAdd(item,table) 
8828 
8829 Adds an item to the hash table
8830 
8831 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 
8832 
8833 Delete an item from the hash table
8834 
8835 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 
8836 
8837 Find an item in the table
8838 
8839 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 
8840 
8841 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
8842 
8843 -] HashTableNew(sz) 
8844 
8845 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
8846 
8847 
8848                     Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
8849 
8850   Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 
8851 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 
8852 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
8853 
8854 It looks like this:
8855 <62>

8856 
8857 
8858 
8859 
8860 
8861 
8862 
8863 
8864 
8865 
8866 
8867 
8868 
8869 
8870 
8871   First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
8872 
8873 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8874 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8875 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8876 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8877 
8878   You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
8879 
8880 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8881 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8882 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8883 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8884 I64 val;
8885 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
8886   "Got a %d\n",val;
8887 
8888 
8889 Here is a reference section
8890 
8891 -] FifoI64New(sz) 
8892 
8893 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8894 
8895 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 
8896 
8897 Remove all the items from the fifo
8898 
8899 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 
8900 
8901 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8902 
8903 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 
8904 
8905 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8906 
8907 -] FifoI64Del(f) 
8908 
8909 Free the fifo
8910 
8911 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 
8912 
8913 Remove an item from the fifo
8914 
8915 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 
8916 
8917 Insert an item into the fifo
8918 
8919 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 
8920 
8921 Remove all the items from the fifo
8922 
8923 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 
8924 
8925 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8926 
8927 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 
8928 
8929 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8930 
8931 -] FifoU8Del(f) 
8932 
8933 Free the fifo
8934 
8935 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 
8936 
8937 Remove an item from the fifo
8938 
8939 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 
8940 
8941 Insert an item into the fifo
8942 
8943 -] FifoU8New(sz) 
8944 
8945 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8946 
8947 
8948                            Runtime Part 9: User Input
8949 
8950   TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 
8951 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 
8952 message mask.
8953  
8954 I64 x,y;
8955 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
8956   dc->color=RED;
8957   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
8958 }
8959 U0 Run() {
8960   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8961   I64 m,x2,y2;
8962   while(TRUE) {
8963     m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
8964     if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
8965       break;
8966     x=x2;
8967     y=y2;
8968     Refresh;
8969   }
8970 }
8971 Run;
8972  
8973 
8974   Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 
8975 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 
8976 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 
8977 first before I dive into details.
8978 
8979 I64 x,y;
8980 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
8981   dc->color=GREEN;
8982   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 
8983 }
8984 U0 Run() {
8985   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8986   I64 msg,sc,ch;
8987   for(;TRUE;) {
8988     if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
8989       if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
8990       if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
8991         y-=3;
8992       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
8993         y+=3;
8994       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
8995         x-=3;
8996       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
8997         x+=3;
8998       }
8999     } else {
9000       Refresh;
9001     }
9002   }
9003 }
9004 Run;
9005 
9006   As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 
9007 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 
9008 is down etc.
9009 
9010   The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 
9011 can be tested via the "&" operator
9012 
9013 
9014 I64 x,y;
9015 I64 color=GREEN;
9016 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
9017   dc->color=color;
9018   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
9019   dc->color=RED;
9020 }
9021 U0 Run() {
9022   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
9023   I64 msg,sc,ch;
9024   for(;TRUE;) {
9025     if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
9026       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
9027       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
9028         y-=3;
9029       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
9030         y+=3;
9031       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
9032         x-=3;
9033       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
9034         x+=3;
9035       }
9036       if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
9037         color=RED;
9038       else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
9039         color=YELLOW;
9040       else
9041         color=GREEN;
9042     } else {
9043       Refresh;
9044     }
9045   }
9046 }
9047 Run;
9048 
9049 
9050   Here's a list of scancode flags:
9051 
9052 -] SCF_KEY_UP
9053 
9054 The key was released
9055 
9056 -] SCF_CTRL
9057 
9058 The Ctrl key is down
9059 
9060 -] SCF_SHIFT
9061 
9062 The shift key is down
9063 
9064 -] SCF_ALT
9065 
9066 The alt key is down
9067 
9068 -] SCF_CAPS
9069 
9070 The Caps lock key is down
9071 
9072 -] SCF_NUM
9073 
9074 The NumLock key is kdown
9075 
9076 -] SCF_SCROLL
9077 
9078 Scroll Lock key is down
9079 
9080 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
9081 
9082 The left mouse is down
9083 
9084 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
9085 
9086 The right mouse is down
9087 
9088 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
9089 
9090 There is no shift
9091 
9092 
9093   Here's a list of scancode keys:
9094 
9095 -] SC_ESC
9096 
9097 The escape key
9098 
9099 -] SC_BACKSPACE
9100 
9101 The backspace key
9102 
9103 -] SC_TAB
9104 
9105 The tab key
9106 
9107 -] SC_ENTER
9108 
9109 The enter key
9110 
9111 -] SC_CTRL
9112 
9113 The ctrl key
9114 
9115 -] SC_ALT
9116 
9117 The alt key
9118 
9119 -] SC_CAPS
9120 
9121 The caps lock key
9122 
9123 -] SC_NUM
9124 
9125 The num lock key
9126 
9127 -] SC_SCROLL
9128 
9129 The scroll lock key
9130 
9131 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
9132 
9133 The up key
9134 
9135 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
9136 
9137 The down key
9138 
9139 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
9140 
9141 The left key
9142 
9143 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
9144 
9145 The right key
9146 
9147 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
9148 
9149 The page down key
9150 
9151 -] SC_PAGE_UP
9152 
9153 The page up key
9154 
9155 -] SC_HOME
9156 
9157 The home key
9158 
9159 -] SC_END
9160 
9161 The end key
9162 
9163 -] SC_INS
9164 
9165 The insert key
9166 
9167 -] SC_DELETE
9168 
9169 The delete key
9170 
9171 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
9172 
9173 The Fxx keys
9174 
9175 -] SC_PAUSE
9176 
9177 The pause key
9178 
9179 -] SC_GUI
9180 
9181 The logo key
9182 
9183 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
9184 
9185 The print screen key
9186 
9187 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
9188 
9189 The print screen key
9190 
9191 
9192   I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 
9193 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
9194 
9195 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
9196 
9197 A Key is put down
9198 
9199 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
9200 
9201 A Key is release
9202 
9203 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
9204 
9205 The mouse is moved
9206 
9207 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
9208 
9209 The left button is down
9210 
9211 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
9212 
9213 The left button is down
9214 
9215 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
9216 
9217 The right button is down
9218 
9219 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
9220 
9221 The right button is down
9222 
9223 
9224                          Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
9225 
9226   TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 
9227 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
9228 
9229   In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
9230 
9231 
9232 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
9233   Beep;
9234 }
9235 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 
9236 
9237 
9238   You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
9239 
9240 
9241 CTask *u=User;
9242 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 
9243 end as we are "the-user".
9244 Sleep(5000);
9245 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
9246 
9247 
9248   Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
9249 
9250 
9251 CTask *t=User;
9252 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
9253 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
9254 
9255 
9256   There is also a BirthWait
9257 
9258 
9259 CTask *t=User;
9260 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
9261 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
9262 
9263 
9264   To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 
9265 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 
9266 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 
9267 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 
9268 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
9269 
9270 
9271 I64 beep_lock=0;
9272 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
9273   //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 
9274   while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 
9275 is checked
9276     Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 
9277 tasks
9278   Beep(snd);
9279   //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
9280   LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
9281 }
9282 I64 i;
9283 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
9284   Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
9285   "Spawned a thread!!\n";
9286 }
9287 
9288                                Runtime Part 10: Jobs
9289 
9290   In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 
9291 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 
9292 
9293 
9294 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
9295 res=JobResGet(job);
9296 Kill(jobber);
9297 "I got %d\n",res;
9298 
9299   With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
9300 
9301 
9302 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9303 I64 core=0;
9304 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 
9305 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
9306 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9307   jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
9308      "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
9309      "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
9310   0);
9311 }
9312 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9313   "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
9314 }
9315 
9316 
9317   If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
9318 AKE_MASTER flag.
9319 
9320 
9321 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9322 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
9323 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
9324 
9325                                Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
9326 
9327   Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 
9328 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 
9329 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 
9330 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
9331 
9332 
9333 //BT is a button
9334 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9335  
9336 
9337   As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 
9338 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 
9339 text. Lets see an example:
9340 
9341 
9342 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
9343 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9344 
9345 
9346   DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 
9347 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 
9348 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
9349 
9350 
9351 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
9352 
9353 
9354   You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 
9355 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 
9356 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
9357 
9358 
9359 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
9360   Beep;
9361 }
9362 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9363 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
9364 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
9365 
9366 
9367   You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 
9368 for a left-click-expression.
9369 
9370 
9371 U0 CreateDialog() {
9372   CDocEntry *nums[3];
9373   I64 i;
9374   DocClear(DocPut);
9375   "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
9376   for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
9377     nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
9378   }
9379   DocBottom(DocPut);
9380   switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
9381     start:
9382       DocClear(DocPut);
9383       case 0:
9384         "You picked nothing lol.\n";
9385         break;
9386       case 1:
9387         "One is the one\n";
9388         break;
9389       case 2:
9390         "Two is too good\n";
9391         break;
9392     end:
9393   }
9394 }
9395 CreateDialog;
9396 
9397 
9398   You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
9399 
9400 
9401 U0 CreateDialog() {
9402 class CInput {
9403   //Be sure to use -P with strings
9404   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
9405   I64 age format "\n";
9406   Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
9407 };
9408 CInput inp;
9409 PopUpForm(&inp);
9410 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
9411 if(inp.is_tall)
9412   "Tall!\n";
9413 
9414 
9415   Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
9416 
9417 -] TX
9418 
9419 Text
9420 
9421 -] CR
9422 
9423 Newline
9424 
9425 -] CU
9426 
9427 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
9428 
9429 -] TB
9430 
9431 Tab
9432 
9433 -] CL
9434 
9435 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
9436 
9437 -] PB
9438 
9439 Page break
9440 
9441 -] PL
9442 
9443 Page length
9444 
9445 -] LM
9446 
9447 Left margin
9448 
9449 -] RM
9450 
9451 Right margin
9452 
9453 -] HD
9454 
9455 Header margin
9456 
9457 -] FO
9458 
9459 Footer margin
9460 
9461 -] ID
9462 
9463 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
9464 
9465 -] FD
9466 
9467 Forground default color
9468 
9469 -] BD
9470 
9471 Background default color
9472 
9473 -] PT
9474 
9475 Command Line Prompt
9476 
9477 -] WW
9478 
9479 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
9480 
9481 -] UL
9482 
9483 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
9484 
9485 -] IV
9486 
9487 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
9488 
9489 -] BK
9490 
9491 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
9492 
9493 -] SX
9494 
9495 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
9496 
9497 -] SY
9498 
9499 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
9500 
9501 -] CB
9502 
9503 Checkbox
9504 
9505 -] LS
9506 
9507 Major Lit Alert
9508 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 
9509 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
9510 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
9511 
9512 -] MA
9513 
9514 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
9515 
9516 -] TR
9517 
9518 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
9519 
9520 -] HL
9521 
9522 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
9523 
9524 
9525  Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 
9526 example you can do  "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
9527 
9528 -] H
9529 
9530 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
9531 
9532 -] L
9533 
9534 This will make the element act as a link
9535 
9536 -] TR
9537 
9538 This will make the element act as a tree
9539 
9540 -] LS
9541 
9542 This will make the element act as a list
9543 
9544 -] PU
9545 
9546 This will make a macro run in a popup window
9547 
9548 -] C
9549 
9550 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
9551 
9552 -] X
9553 
9554 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
9555 
9556 -] UD
9557 
9558 Update data on typing
9559 
9560 
9561 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
9562 
9563 -] T
9564 
9565 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
9566 
9567 -] LEN
9568 
9569 Sets the length of the DA element.
9570 
9571 -] A
9572 
9573 Sets the link location
9574 
9575 -] LE
9576 
9577 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
9578 
9579 -] RE
9580 
9581 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
9582 
9583 -] LM
9584 
9585 Left macro,runs text on left click
9586 
9587 -] RM
9588 
9589 Right macro,runs text on right click
9590 
9591 -] RT
9592 
9593 Raw type of DA
9594 
9595 -] U
9596 
9597 User data
9598 
9599 -] SCX
9600 
9601 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
9602 
9603 -] SX
9604 
9605 Scroll x pixels
9606 
9607 -] SY
9608 
9609 Scroll y pixels
9610 
9611 
9612   Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 
9613 is a reference for the link codes:
9614 
9615 -] FI
9616 
9617 File index,FI="file" or  FI="file,line"
9618 
9619 -] FF
9620 
9621 File Find,FF="file,text"
9622 
9623 -] BF
9624 
9625 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
9626 
9627 -] HI
9628 
9629 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
9630 
9631 -] A
9632 
9633 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
9634 
9635 
9636   Now a function reference:
9637 
9638 -] DocBottom
9639 
9640 Move to the bottom of the document
9641 
9642 -] DocCenter
9643 
9644 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
9645 
9646 -] DocClear
9647 
9648 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
9649 
9650 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
9651 
9652 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
9653 
9654 -] DocDel
9655 
9656 Delete a documents memory
9657 
9658 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
9659 
9660 Deletes a document entry
9661 
9662 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
9663 
9664 Copy an element
9665 
9666 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
9667 
9668 Insert a document into an other document
9669 
9670 -] DocLock
9671 
9672 Lock a document
9673 
9674 -] DocUnlock
9675 
9676 Unlock a document
9677 
9678 -] DocRst
9679 
9680 Reset the document
9681 
9682 -] DocTop
9683 
9684 Go to the top of the document
9685 
9686 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
9687 
9688 Read a line from a file
9689 
9690 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
9691 
9692 Write a line into a file
9693 
9694 -] DocRead(filename)
9695 
9696 Read a document from  a file
9697 
9698 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
9699 
9700 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
9701 
9702 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
9703 
9704 Save a document into memory
9705 
9706 -] DocWrite(doc)
9707 
9708 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
9709 
9710 -] DocMenu
9711 
9712 Interact with a document until a value is found
9713 
9714 -] DocForm
9715 
9716 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 
9717 
9718 -] DocNew(filename)
9719 
9720 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
9721 
9722 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
9723 
9724 Insert a .GR file into a document
9725 
9726 -] DocPrint
9727 
9728 Print text into a document
9729 
9730 -] DocPut
9731 
9732 Get the current document for a task
9733 
9734 -] DocType(doc,filename)
9735 
9736 Type a file into a document