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00002                                     Aiwnios.com
00003 
00004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
00005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
00006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
00007 about myself.
00008 
00009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
00010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
00011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
00012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
00013 
00014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
00015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
00016 
00017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
00018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
00019 
00020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
00021 
00022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
00023 
00024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
00025 
00026 AiwniosTube
00027 
00028                                    Irc Server
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00030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
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00033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
00034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
00035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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00069                                   4-25-25 Pt.2
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00071   Imagine being 80 years old and killing yourself because of being bullied in 
00072 high school,what a fucking retarded reason to die. Insensitive? Read the below 
00073 entry. Sensitivity in its extreme leads to suicide,not insenitivity. Lack of 
00074 discernment is that of a lunatic.
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00076   Someone who kills someone intentially is a murder,a bully(retarded 14 year 
00077 old) who causes someone to kill themself is a retarded 14 year old.
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00079                                   4-25-25 Pt.1
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00081   Bullies dont exist. They are children and hence are not morally copable for 
00082 their sins. They are the epitome of everything wrong with children. If I was a 
00083 baby I would cry  all day for food and attention.
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00085   In real life,if i were to bully people at my job I would get fired. The point 
00086 is that bullies are not a mythological entity but they are retarded childrten. 
00087 The problem with bullies is that they(children) have no consequences for thier 
00088 actions and live in biazzaro world.
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00090   They know nothing and expirence nothing. It is truely a childish thing to 
00091 exist as a retarded bully.
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00095   Bullies grow up. They are not forever bullies,this is childish and retarded 
00096 thinking.
00097 
00098                                   4-24-25 Pt.2
00099 
00100   In the 7th grade I had a great realization. This is called Chairvoyance in 
00101 scripture,but I am not fully knowledgeable on it.  I had like a small dose of  
00102 divine knowledge. Its hard to tell you what happened other than someone turned 
00103 the religion switch on.
00104 
00105   It has been said it is delusional to think about what God thinks and say what 
00106 you think God thinks. God thinks,and proably had to think before he could think 
00107 what they think now. If I think that God thinks something,I am voicing my own 
00108 opinion on the matter. God sometimes keeps thier mouth shut for God reason.
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00110   Silence is a cause of heresy,not thinking is silence 
00111 
00112                                   4-24-25 Pt.1
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00114   Listen up,if FreeBSD doesnt make you happy,close the fuckin browser tab or 
00115 close your eyes. Im workin on a tool called MrChrootBSD,and im doin major 
00116 refactors. I have to fabricate wait6 calls now for truss(1). 
00117 
00118   My goal is something half decent. Bascially truss requires wait6 and needs 
00119 siginfo_t,which I can fabricate. I fabricate wait4(2) calls with SIGTRAP for 
00120 debuggers,I had to craft a magic value by looking at the FreeBSD headers.
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00122   If someone whines about my code quality i will invite them to find a pretty 
00123 way to implement undocumented things.
00124 
00125   I need to make it so debuggers x freinds work under MrChrootBSD,this includes 
00126 truss(1) which is a sexyy tool. It involves hooking things to the syscall 
00127 exits(which MrChrootBSD modifes).
00128 
00129   Truss(1) is a sexy tool because it uses the debugger to trace system calls and 
00130 is sexy for debugging. I alledge ktrace does the same thing at a kernel 
00131 level,but canot look at "MrChrooted" syscall exits for obvious reasons.
00132 
00133   Truss(1) runnin in userspace is a sexy thing.
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00135                         4-21(FUCKIN SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
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00137   Dave Bluntz is a fucking lit rapper. He fin to be the next Big rapper at this 
00138 rate. He's turnin' his bitch into Tony the Tiger. Bitches in his phone be 
00139 talkin' nonsense. Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeee-ah.
00140 
00141   Rap music is like the adult version of teletubbies. It says nothing of value 
00142 and numbs the mind. I watched "The Cup" by Dave Bluntz and it was empty and 
00143 retarded. His music is about fcuking bitches and doing drugs. I am not 
00144 exagerating.
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00146   I am having trouble understanding the attraction to this music. I mean it 
00147 sounds good but it lacks in depth. Imagine instead of watching teletubbies,you 
00148 watch a guy sip lean in a intellectually deviod music video. Maybe Im expecting 
00149 de-facto comtemorary art to have religious values too much(intelligble concepts 
00150 and values),but this(music) is fucking retarded.
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00152   Like if people abandon religions,and this is what they come up with,it will be 
00153 sad. Why do you think people indentify as dogs and cats and are Trans-abled.
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00156                                   4-20-25 Pt.3
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00158   Water Whippin sounds like a cool video game title. 21 says he Cookin up bricks 
00159 on "Water Whippin". Tommorow is 21 (SAVAGE) day again so I better learn how to 
00160 whip water. 
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00163   I learn something new everyday.
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00167     This is all cap,I am not a water whipper. For legal reasons I cannot tell 
00168 you how to whip water.
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00190                                   4-20-25 Pt.2
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00192   Hillbillies have no culture. Nothing is virtuous about fucking morbidly obese 
00193 trailer park cunts and using the foodstamps for bail after smacking her silly. 
00194 Actually I would rather fuck a trailer park cunt than listern to their shity 
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00196 
00197                                   4-19-25 Pt.2
00198 
00199   Just as deer are born from deer and not frogs,good people are born from good 
00200 people and not poo poo brains. It sounds sick to say but its true.
00201 
00202   Even if you say "a son of a meth-head learned to reject drugs",that implies 
00203 that someone was there who didnt do meth and hence learned from it. You dont 
00204 find people who speak japanese who have never heard of Japan.
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00206   In this way,we are born from evil or good. You need a non-Poo poo brain to 
00207 make you a non Poo poo brain. You cant do something that doesnt exist to you.
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00213                                   4-19-25 Pt.1
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00215   Its Sick Season,it's 21(SAVAGE) day in 2 days. Sorry for delayed shitpits,im 
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00218                                   4-17-25 Pt.1
00219 
00220   Heres the deal,I used UXTX in aiwnios alot(instead of SXTX). This will bust my 
00221 balls when the aliens invade and bring 128bit computers to earth. Unsigned 
00222 extendin' a 64bit value to a 64bit value does nothing,and sign-extendin' a 64bit 
00223 number to 64bit does nothing.
00224 
00225   Luckily for me the extra-terrestials havent invaded yet and added 128-bit 
00226 pointers to arm machines.
00227 
00228                                   4-16-25 Pt.1
00229 
00230   There was a king who gave a garden to his 2 sons. Only 1 was allowed to play 
00231 in it at once. The Queen was angered by this and the king when to war with the 
00232 garden keeper. The garden keeper was the kings sons and refused to destroy the 
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00234 
00235   Sometimes rigid rules will cause self destruction,and this can be overridden 
00236 by seeing the people they rules are meant to protect. In some sense they are 
00237 meant to exist and not be enforced.
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00240                                   4-15-25 Pt.2
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00242   Someone needs to give me an Elbrus 2000 machine,yeah Im going Russian mode. 
00243 China still has the sexiest software though.
00244 
00245                                   4-15-25 Pt.1
00246 
00247   -] Job Quitting Letter
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00249   
00250     It has been said and orally transmitted by people much more worphy that 
00251   myself that the function of souls is to serve other souls,which I cannot 
00252   disagree with,especially with this job.
00253     
00254     I would say that my care for humanity has largely been abstract,and I have 
00255   neglected my duty as a person to have concrete care for people. I believe it 
00256   is urgent that I care for my family conretely now and I cannot create a great 
00257   work holding this job. I cannot know if working this job or helping my family 
00258   will be a better choice,I suppose I will make a choice that will bring less 
00259   immediate guilt.
00260   
00261     Best Wishes
00262   
00263      Clayton *REDACTED* 
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00265                                   4-14-25 Pt.1
00266 
00267   Monks devote their lives to reducing suffering. Not using computers is a 
00268 virtue for monks. I am a lay person.People should understand that monks are 
00269 initiated into monkhood because the Tirthankars annointed people to carry of the 
00270 Dharma. It is an oral tradition at it's heart. Being a monk is the real deal and 
00271 not everyone is worthy of it,I will never be worpthy of it in this life. 
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00273                                   4-13-25 Pt.2
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00275   I am sick sort of today. I should seriously consider quitting my job because I 
00276 get paid about $100 a week because I volenteer there. I was going to quit a long 
00277 time ago then they started paying me 4 hours a week but they are nice so they 
00278 made it 8 hours a week. I guess they really want me to volenteer there. 21
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00280   I literally could be making video games but I am feeding homeless retards. The 
00281 funny thing is I dont get paid most of the time I am there. I have already said 
00282 multiple times I do not want to volenteer there. Let me make a cool game and 
00283 sell it on steam or something. I saw a cool meth selling game on steam and it 
00284 looks Travis Scott lit.
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00286   Most games do not look fun. I want to make a fun game that I would actually 
00287 play 21. Quake 3 is fun if you have freinds and are living in 1999.
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00289   Pinworms will be about taking over the pinworm galaxies.
00290 
00291   I played a game on the Atari called Joust and it was Travis Scott Lit. You 
00292 rode on a bird and would try to knock other players off their birds.
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00295                                   4-13-25 Pt.1
00296 
00297   Tatvarth Sutra says there are 7 earths seperated by space and air. They are 
00298 like above each other and the infernal poo poo brains live in the lower earths. 
00299 In the lower 4 of these earths malevolent entites play with the hell beings. 
00300 These entities probably like Quake 3. 
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00302   Heaven beings live in space somewhere. I liked Quake3 because of the art 
00303 stylr. It was a good rendering of hellish places and was very abstract. Pinwroms 
00304 will hopefully be a lit game.
00305 
00306                                   4-12-25 Pt.2
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00308   A property of soul is the capacity or non-capacity for salvation. I dont think 
00309 I am capable of salvation. I say too many bad words and stuff. Some people 
00310 ponder the mysetires of existence as they have capacity for salvation,some 
00311 interact with the poopy sauce around them and invalidate thier salvation.
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00313   Imagine if the portal to hell is next to you but you are in a room with no 
00314 exit. Hell is the only exit but staying in the room is boring so I enter.
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00333                                   4-12-25 Pt.1
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00335   The Mahavir Lord did not answer people sometimes if they were poopy heads. 
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00337 despite being a monk. Mahavir Lord did not give him an answer,and thus without 
00338 an answer,Jamari seeking an answer lead to Jamari's heresy.
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00340   There is a story about a frog and a bird. The Bird saved a frog from an 
00341 crocidile if,the bird told the frog to not open his mouth. The frog opened his 
00342 mouth to say "Thank you",then the frog's mouth let go of the birds foot and he 
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00415                                   4-10-25 Pt.1
00416 
00417   The Tirthankars opposed condemable acts so they left their society behind to 
00418 start a holy one by founding congregations.
00419 
00420   They didnt abandon society,they made a new one. If something is 
00421 broken,sometimes it is better to redo it than to try to fix it. The Archayas are 
00422 to be bowed to because they are the givers of society. One of my teachers in 
00423 high school said the indian students would bow to him if they were exchange 
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00426                                   4-9-25 Pt.1
00427 
00428   Some people do irrational things for good reasons. I once saw a person in 
00429 binghamton who would wave to people everyday on the street ,for many hours. 
00430 Mentally Ill,probably,but it is a better illness than shooting up your hood. I 
00431 am mentally Ill, even mentally ill people who do irrational things must decide 
00432 what to do with themselves. 
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00434   Work(im sorry volenteering) is exploitative because i get paid about $100 a 
00435 week for what i do,but I am mentally ill so it is ok. The point is I will 
00436 continue to do this poopy job because it helps people. This is the best I can 
00437 do. Whatever gains from quiting are lesser than helping people. 
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00439   If you value yourself dont volenteer for *redacted* Charities. Honest advice.
00440 
00441                                   4-8-25 Pt.1
00442 
00443   Dont you fucking love raw hardware x linux. I downloaded DietPi because I was 
00444 being lazy. They removed the /sys/clas/gpio/* thing for sexy GPIO registes and 
00445 well,I dont fucking know anymore. The "orthodox" method is to find what chip 
00446 your using them mmap "/dev/mem". I located what chip im using then mmaps the 
00447 GPIO hardware address into RAM,then the keybaord decided to give up. I copied 
00448 some "real" code and the same thing happened.
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00450   You have to look at "/proc/cpuinfo" to get the chip then infer the GPIO butt 
00451 licking base address based on the chip name then mmap the raw memory into a 
00452 virtual space then consult page 90-ish of the broadcom XXXX datasheet for more 
00453 info. (AKA get a soldiering iron,put it in your dickhole then plug it in and 
00454 wait).
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00456   This would be ok if it actaully fuckin worked. I cloned a simple repo to test 
00457 this and suprise it doesnt fuckin work. Im using Dietpi but a computer is a 
00458 fucking computer.The GPIO headers are just sitting on the board colllecting dust 
00459 until entirnity passes.
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00461   Imagine if fucking DOS did this,I would piss my pants. 
00462 
00463   Dear Raspberry Pi People:
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00465   BRING BACK THE /sys/class/gpio* ABSTRACTION. Dont buy the raspberry pi 3-B 
00466 V1.2, There is no help.
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00468   I hear horror stories about the RasPi 5,but then again most people are too 
00469 stupid to know how to use it.
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00471   DISCLAIMER:
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00473   The method of sticking a soldiering iron up your penis has not been evaluated 
00474 by the FDA as a valid method of locating the GPIO register base address. This 
00475 may potentially burn your dickhole.
00476 
00477                                   4-7-25 Pt.3
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00479   I spent alot of yesterdaty demonstrating aiwnios. Ill be frank,VGA is 21 
00480 savage lit,but linux needs abstraction layers to access the api,i will be quick. 
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00507   I have a VGA cable with jumpers attacked to it. I will whip out the raspi.
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00509   I just burn an iso to flash drive,but I have to install the raspi linux.
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00513                                   4-7-25 Pt.2
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00515   I redacted a section on the shitpit. Jokes cease to be funny when you see who 
00516 it affects,this applies to curses too.
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00518                                   4-7-25 Pt.1
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00520   I saw pigs yesterday,they were obese and cute.
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00522                                   4-4-25 Pt.3
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00524   I heard that japanese horror focuses on finding beauty in fear. I have fear of 
00525 the goverment slappin me silly. The thing people dont seem to realize is that 
00526 your life can be snatched at any moment. I find it weird when I feed homeless 
00527 people free food and they get angry becaue I am not quick enough.
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00529   The point is they could be in a war but they are getting angry because I am 
00530 not fast enough giviing them free food. People dont seem to understand that 
00531 politics has effects on people than having to wait an extra minute for free 
00532 food.
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00534                                   4-4-25 Pt.2
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00536   I feel guilt for (as a kid) my romances were purely chemical. I loved video 
00537 games and thats it. People were right to call me a poo poo brain. I learned 
00538 about abstract thought too late.
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00540   Ill be frank,I see autstic people sometimes at work who probably dont have 
00541 abstract thinking and have Pokemon balls and other pop culture icons on thier 
00542 back pack. I dislike when people call me autistic,not because it is true(I am a 
00543 autistic retard),but because I am one of the good ones.
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00546                                   4-4-25 Pt.1
00547 
00548   I am working on a Latin text editor studio in HolyC. I want to make it so you 
00549 can right click on words to select declension x conjugations. A thing movies 
00550 dont convey is a sense of "chemical romance". This means people need food to 
00551 live. They only convey relationships which isnt good for my autistic ass.
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00553   Chris Chan is a story of chemical romance that occasionaly manifests itself if 
00554 interacting with others. You wont find sex scenes with a person,but you will 
00555 find a sex scene with Chris's PlayStation 3.
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00557                                   4-3-25 Pt.4
00558 
00559   Someone once said "Ideas are placed through the waves of the ocean,this is why 
00560 civilizations advance around the same rate". They were probably not on drugs. I 
00561 will elloborate. The idea has nothing to do with the tides of the ocean,but that 
00562 the ocean(world) is constant and gives out tides(knowledge) from the same ocean.
00563 
00564   I think the person who called this "contraversal" is unable to comprehend 
00565 abstract thought. I forget who said this. The idea is the ideas are already 
00566 there and get discovered around the same time.
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00568                                   4-3-25 Pt.3
00569 
00570   Ownership is a means of acquiring knowledge. You learn from what you own. I 
00571 own computers and stuff and learn alot.I used to imagine being in a desert and 
00572 picking up a peice of sand. That would be a lucky piece of land out of all the 
00573 sand in the world.
00574 
00575   Resting place is where the sand is and thus is necessary for ownership. Things 
00576 are simultaniously special and not special because there are lots of the same 
00577 thing but only one occupies what is in your hand. You could argue that anyone is 
00578 both special and not special.
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00580                                   4-3-25 Pt.2
00581 
00582    Tattvarth Sutra 1
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00584                                   4-3-25 Pt.1
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00586   Reloaded images,they use em instead of pixels.
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00588                                   4-2-25 Pt.4
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00590   A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the 
00591 women-slave mentality for child-minds.
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00593                                   4-2-25 Pt.3
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00595   If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother 
00596 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot.
00597 
00598                                   4-2-25 Pt.2
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00600   If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 
00601 repeatidly for fun.
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00603                                   4-2-25 Pt.1
00604 
00605   Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 
00606 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads.
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00609                                   4-1-25 Pt.3
00610 
00611   Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 
00612 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 
00613 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 
00614 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish.
00615 
00616   Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 
00617 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 
00618 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 
00619 written poems. I write compilers.
00620 
00621   Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object
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00623   POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME.
00624 
00625   In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 
00626 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 
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00629                                   4-1-25 Pt.2
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00653   Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this:
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00655 -] Master matrix
00656   
00657       A  B  C  D
00658     A 1  1  0  0
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00667   Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too
00668 
00669 -] Baby Matrix
00670   
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00679   Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration.
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00681   Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns
00682 -] Master matrix
00683   
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00685     B 1  1  1  0
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00689     D 0  0  1  1
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00695   Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 
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00701   Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely.
00702 
00703   A [B C D]
00704   A [B [C D]]
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00706   B [C D A]
00707   B [C [D A]]
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00709   C [D A B]
00710   C [D [A B]]
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00713   D [A [B C]]
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00718   If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 
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00723                                   4-1-25 Pt.1
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00725   Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted.
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00727                                   3-31-25 Pt.2
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00729   People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 
00730 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 
00731 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero.
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00733                                   3-31-25 Pt.1
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00735   I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 
00736 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 
00737 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties.
00738 
00739   I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 
00740 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people.
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00742   Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 
00743 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes.
00744 
00745   I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 
00746 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 
00747 It is ficticious maybe.
00748 
00749                                   3-30-25 Pt.3
00750 
00751   Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 
00752 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 
00753 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 
00754 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him.
00755 
00756   The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 
00757 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 
00758 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 
00759 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done.
00760 
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00762                                   3-30-25 Pt.2
00763 
00764   Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 
00765 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 
00766 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 
00767 actively seek to help people.
00768 
00769   I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 
00770 good for others.
00771 
00772                                   3-30-25 Pt.1
00773 
00774   I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 
00775 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 
00776 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 
00777 today.
00778 
00779   I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 
00780 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 
00781 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 
00782 worth of labor because I volenteer and work.
00783 
00784 Pro Tip:
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00786   Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 
00787 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 
00788 could be working a real job.
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00790 Disclaimer:
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00792   I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 
00793 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 
00794 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work.
00795 
00796   I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 
00797 to overcome.
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00801                                   3-29-25 Pt.2
00802 
00803   Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 
00804 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom.
00805 
00806   I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 
00807 answer. 
00808 
00809                                   3-29-25 Pt.1
00810 
00811   Heres the mootherfucking  DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 
00812 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 
00813 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit.
00814 
00815   I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 
00816 the D(oom).
00817 
00818                                   3-28-25 Pt.4
00819 
00820   As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 
00821 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 
00822 burger people were just workers,nothing else.
00823 
00824                                   3-28-25 Pt.3
00825 
00826   Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 
00827 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 
00828 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 
00829 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 
00830 the prisions too.
00831 
00832   Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 
00833 not buy innocence at Walmart.
00834 
00835                                   3-28-25 Pt.2
00836 
00837   People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 
00838 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 
00839 sense of reality.
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00842                                   3-28-25 Pt.1
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00845                                   3-27-25 Pt.2
00846 
00847   The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 
00848 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 
00849 in the mirror. I am not one of them.
00850 
00851                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
00852 
00853   The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 
00854 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 
00855 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 
00856 you can find it with a microscope.
00857 
00858   The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 
00859 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 
00860 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 
00861 plant.
00862 
00863   You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 
00864 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 
00865 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 
00866 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death.
00867 
00868                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
00869 
00870   NOTE: 
00871 
00872     When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 
00873 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY.
00874 
00875                                   3-26-25 Pt.3
00876 
00877   Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 
00878 the play store.
00879 
00880                                   3-26-25 Pt.2
00881 
00882   There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer.
00883 
00884   People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 
00885 will look in the mirror.
00886 
00887   Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 
00888 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits.
00889 
00890   Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 
00891 include it for legal reasons.
00892 
00893 
00894                                   3-26-25 Pt.1
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00896 
00897    Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa.
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00955                                   3-25-25 Pt.3
00956 
00957   DISCLIAMER:
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00959   I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 
00960 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public.
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00965   Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 
00966 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 
00967 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word.
00968 
00969                                   3-25-25 Pt.2
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00971   I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 
00972 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 
00973 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 
00974 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 
00975 papers while thinking and this site dont either.
00976 
00977                                   3-25-25 Pt.1
00978 
00979   A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 
00980 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick.
00981 
00982                                   3-24-25 Pt.2
00983 
00984   The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 
00985 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 
00986 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 
00987 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit.
00988 
00989                                   3-24-25 Pt.1
00990 
00991   Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 
00992 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 
00993 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 
00994 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 
00995 massive Jew hater.
00996 
00997   You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 
00998 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 
00999 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 
01000 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son.
01001 
01002   This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 
01003 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 
01004 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 
01005 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 
01006 
01007   I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 
01008 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 
01009 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 
01010 tell you about reality.
01011 
01012 
01013   I may as well be a lesser KanYe.
01014 
01015                                   3-23-25 Pt.2
01016 
01017   Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 
01018 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 
01019 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 
01020 fuck about the people I serve.
01021 
01022   I wonder if the mask cares or me.
01023 
01024                                   3-23-25 Pt.1
01025 
01026   Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 
01027 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 
01028 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it.
01029 
01030                                   3-22-25 Pt.2
01031 
01032   aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 
01033 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 
01034 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit
01035 
01036                                   3-22-25 Pt.1
01037 
01038   Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 
01039 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs.
01040 
01041   I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 
01042 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 
01043 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 
01044 fun.
01045 
01046   I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 
01047 poop and compilers all day and its fun.
01048 
01049   Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 
01050 living in the same earth as Chris Chan
01051 
01052                                   3-21-25 Pt.1
01053 
01054    Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 
01055 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com.
01056 
01057 -] 1,Spam the IRC server
01058   
01059   The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 
01060   better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts.
01061 
01062 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube
01063   
01064   AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 
01065   lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 
01066   headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 
01067   legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 
01068   smart)
01069 
01070 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com
01071    
01072   The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 
01073   the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 
01074   have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 
01075   like Chinese software.
01076 
01077 
01078                                   3-20-25 Pt.5
01079 
01080   Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 
01081 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk.
01082 
01083                                   3-20-25 Pt.4
01084 
01085   Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 
01086 will vanish. 
01087                                   3-20-25 Pt.3
01088 
01089   I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 
01090 who would say  "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 
01091 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 
01092 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 
01093 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms.
01094 
01095   It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 
01096 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods.
01097 
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01100   The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 
01101 in it which is cool.
01102 
01103   iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina.
01104      Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path.
01105 
01106                                   3-20-25 Pt.2
01107 
01108   Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 
01109 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 
01110 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 
01111 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 
01112 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 
01113 your vag is a good idea.
01114 
01115 
01116   Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No???  You can keep your imperalism by 
01117 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then.
01118 
01119                                   3-20-25 Pt.1
01120 
01121   I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia  on 
01122 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 
01123 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion.
01124 
01125                                   3-19-25 Pt.2
01126 
01127   They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 
01128 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 
01129 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 
01130 that somehow purifies them.
01131 
01132   Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 
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01178                                   3-19-25 Pt.1
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01180   Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 
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01182 
01183   I will commit later. Basically do this.
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01185 -] The Sexy Sauce
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01217     "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common.
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01229                                   3-17-25 Pt.2
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01231   I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 
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01291                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
01292 
01293    The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 
01294 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 
01295 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 
01296 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 
01297 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity.
01298 
01299   One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place.
01300 
01301                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
01302 
01303   I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 
01304 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 
01305 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 
01306 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 
01307 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 
01308 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people.
01309 
01310   I will try to say less racist things.
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01314   Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 
01315 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem.
01316 
01317                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
01318 
01319   I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 
01320 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 
01321 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 
01322 offended gay people.
01323 
01324   I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 
01325 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 
01326 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 
01327 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 
01328 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes.
01329 
01330   Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 
01331 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 
01332 complete.
01333 
01334   She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something.
01335 
01336                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
01337 
01338   I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 
01339 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 
01340 said person is a chimp.
01341 
01342                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
01343 
01344   I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 
01345 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 
01346 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked.
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01362                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
01363 
01364   I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 
01365 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 
01366 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 
01367 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 
01368 not out of respect.
01369 
01370   I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 
01371 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 
01372 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 
01373 Im sad. 
01374 
01375   A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 
01376 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 
01377 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 
01378 non-answer.
01379 
01380                                   3-13-25 Pt.4
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01382   Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 
01383 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 
01384 must make educated decisions before acting.
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01386 
01387                                   3-13-25 Pt.3
01388 
01389   I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 
01390 understand.
01391 
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01393                                   3-13-25 Pt.2
01394 
01395   I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 
01396 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 
01397 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger.
01398 
01399                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
01400 
01401   People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 
01402 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 
01403 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz....
01404 
01405   This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably.
01406 
01407                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
01408 
01409   Light got turned into frozen matter or something 
01410 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A.
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01412   Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter
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01414 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division,
01415 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool
01416 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter)
01417 .
01418                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
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01421   A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 
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01425 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}};
01426 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) {
01427   CD3 pr,p;
01428   pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x;
01429   pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y;
01430   pr.z=0;
01431   p.x=x-points[v].x;
01432   p.y=y-points[v].y;
01433   p.z=0;
01434   return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x;
01435 }
01436 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) {
01437   F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0));
01438   return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2));
01439 }
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01443                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
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01445   Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 
01446 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 
01447 3D.
01448 
01449                                   3-11-25 Pt.1
01450 
01451   I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 
01452 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 
01453 presenting my Latin code
01454 
01455                                   3-10-25 Pt.4
01456 
01457   Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 
01458 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 
01459 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 
01460 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 
01461 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse
01462 
01463   I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 
01464 Latin Shit.
01465 
01466                                   3-10-25 Pt.3
01467 
01468   Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 
01469 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 
01470 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 
01471 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 
01472 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh.
01473 
01474   In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 
01475 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 
01476 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it.
01477 
01478                                   3-10-25 Pt.2
01479 
01480   The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 
01481 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 
01482 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 
01483 see.
01484 
01485                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
01486 
01487   KanYe is a great singer.
01488 
01489                                   3-9-25 Pt.1
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01491   Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit.
01492 
01493                                   3-8-25 Pt.5
01494 
01495  I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 
01496 speed.
01497 
01498                                   3-8-25 Pt.4
01499 
01500   One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 
01501 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 
01502 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 
01503 pain and death are inescapable.
01504 
01505   After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 
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01507 
01508                                   3-8-25 Pt.3
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01510   People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 
01511 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 
01512 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 
01513 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 
01514 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 
01515 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff.
01516 
01517   Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 
01518 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards.
01519 
01520                                   3-8-25 Pt.2
01521 
01522   As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 
01523 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded.
01524 
01525   I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 
01526 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 
01527 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 
01528 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 
01529 Scott lit.
01530 
01531   I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 
01532 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 
01533 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views.
01534 
01535   Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 
01536 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 
01537 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything.
01538 
01539   They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 
01540 a fetus. I dont know.
01541                                   3-8-25 Pt.1
01542 
01543   People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 
01544 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 
01545 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 
01546 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube.
01547 
01548   I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 
01549 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 
01550 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 
01551 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs.
01552 
01553   I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 
01554 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 
01555 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 
01556 away.
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01561   The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 
01562 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper).
01563 
01564   It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 
01565 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin.
01566 
01567                                   3-7-25 Pt.3
01568 
01569   Hitler is remmbered as a bad man.  People remember things based on values. I 
01570 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 
01571 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 
01572 dharma who also killed lots of people.
01573 
01574   I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 
01575 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 
01576 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards.
01577 
01578   People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 
01579 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say  the the hadiths are mostly 
01580 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 
01581 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 
01582 way.
01583 
01584  So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 
01585 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 
01586 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 
01587 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 
01588 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 
01589 it get here.
01590 
01591   Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 
01592 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 
01593 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing.
01594  
01595   I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 
01596 stupid idea whatsover.`
01597 
01598                                   3-7-25 Pt.2
01599 
01600   I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow.
01601 
01602                                   3-7-25 Pt.1
01603 
01604   Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 
01605 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 
01606 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing.
01607 
01608   I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 
01609 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 
01610 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 
01611 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 
01612 Bible.
01613 
01614   I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 
01615 beliefs.
01616 
01617   There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 
01618 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 
01619 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 
01620 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 
01621 are banished.
01622 
01623   A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 
01624 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things.
01625 
01626   If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 
01627 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 
01628 thinking.
01629 
01630 
01631                                   3-6-25 Pt.4
01632 
01633   The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 
01634 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 
01635 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 
01636 reality in few words.
01637 
01638   I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 
01639 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy.
01640 
01641                                   3-6-25 Pt.3
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01646                                   3-6-25 Pt.2
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01800                                   3-5-25 Pt.3
01801 
01802   Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup 
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01804 
01805                                   3-5-25 Pt.2
01806 
01807   UPDATE:
01808 
01809     I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 
01810 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck.
01811 
01812                                   3-5-25 Pt.1
01813 
01814   If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 
01815 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 
01816 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 
01817 if pigs cout as furries though.
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01819  
01820   Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 
01821 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma.  I was reading about Kim 
01822 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit.
01823 
01824   He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 
01825 piglet from Weendie the Pooh.
01826 
01827   He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 
01828 be sent to North Korea.
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01883 
01884                           3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus)
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01886   I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 
01887 but a homunculus would be cool.
01888 
01889   As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 
01890 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 
01891 like this.
01892 
01893   I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text  
01894 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin.
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01896 
01897                                   3-4-25 Pt.3
01898 
01899   Doom has a nice depiction of hell.
01900 
01901                                   3-4-25 Pt.2
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01903   I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 
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01952                                   3-4-25 Pt.1
01953 
01954   People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 
01955 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 
01956 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 
01957 the land for him.
01958 
01959   I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 
01960 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 
01961 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS.
01962 
01963   Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 
01964 as it conquered stuff
01965 
01966                                   3-3-25 Pt.3
01967 
01968   Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 
01969 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed.
01970 
01971                                   3-3-25 Pt.2
01972 
01973   Sorry Austin,I really do apologize.
01974 
01975                                   3-3-25 Pt.1
01976 
01977   The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 
01978 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 
01979 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 
01980 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 
01981 ID is hacky as fuck.
01982 
01983   For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 
01984 fault but ID softwares fualt. 
01985 
01986 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 
01987 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 
01988   Source.
01989 
01990   This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 
01991 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 
01992 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok.
01993 
01994 NOTE:
01995 
01996   Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 
01997 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 
01998 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 
01999 render the level properly.
02000 
02001                                   3-2-25 Pt.6
02002 
02003   I played minecraft as a kid.
02004 
02005                                   3-2-25 Pt.5
02006 
02007   Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 
02008 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 
02009 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 
02010 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 
02011 rap music by KanYe is ok  but it is still mind numbingly stupid.
02012 
02013   I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 
02014 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2).
02015 
02016   I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 
02017 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation.
02018 
02019                                   3-2-25 Pt.4
02020 
02021   A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 
02022 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 
02023 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 
02024 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 
02025 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 
02026 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them.
02027 
02028   The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 
02029 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 
02030 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 
02031 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it.
02032 
02033                                   3-2-25 Pt.3
02034 
02035   One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 
02036 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 
02037 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 
02038 opinion.
02039 
02040   Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 
02041 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 
02042 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 
02043 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason.
02044 
02045   It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 
02046 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth.
02047 
02048   I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 
02049 I could study scripture more,this is good.
02050 
02051                                   3-2-25 Pt.2
02052 
02053   Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 
02054 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 
02055 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 
02056 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth.
02057 
02058   Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 
02059 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 
02060 them.
02061 
02062   You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 
02063 you about his opinions. I am  entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 
02064 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 
02065 came in with.
02066 
02067  As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 
02068 entertaining claims and people.
02069 
02070                                   3-2-25 Pt.1
02071 
02072   Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 
02073 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 
02074 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 
02075 repentance.
02076 
02077   Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 
02078 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 
02079 facts must be represented.
02080 
02081   Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 
02082 Idk.
02083 
02084                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
02085 
02086   Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 
02087 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 
02088 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 
02089 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 
02090 "sort","uniq",and "cut"
02091 
02092                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
02093 
02094   I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 
02095 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 
02096 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 
02097 power" like a good leader should do.
02098 
02099  Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 
02100 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 
02101 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 
02102 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought.
02103 
02104   Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 
02105 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 
02106 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things.
02107 
02108   Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 
02109 to have) come to morality like Bharata.
02110 
02111    Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 
02112 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God.
02113 
02114   A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 
02115 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 
02116 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation.
02117 
02118   The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 
02119 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 
02120 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America.
02121 
02122                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
02123 
02124   I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 
02125 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night.
02126 
02127   I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 
02128 sleep when I need to program something lit              .
02129 
02130                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
02131 
02132   One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 
02133 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 
02134 acquired Godhood.
02135 
02136   With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 
02137 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 
02138 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties.
02139 
02140   I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 
02141 hear
02142 
02143                                   2-26-25 Pt.1
02144 
02145   OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 
02146 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 
02147 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 
02148 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out.
02149   
02150   Look at this shit 
02151 
02152   1464018+0 records out
02153   749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec)
02154 
02155   Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 
02156 10 year old flash drives.
02157                                   2-25-25 Pt.4
02158 
02159   There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 
02160 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 
02161 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 
02162 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside.
02163 
02164   My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 
02165 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually  caring 
02166 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 
02167 my parents then my parents would turn on them.
02168 
02169                                   2-25-25 Pt.3
02170 
02171   I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 
02172 multiple words,and not just one word.
02173 
02174                                   2-25-25 Pt.2
02175 
02176   I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 
02177 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 
02178 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 
02179 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars.
02180 
02181   Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 
02182 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 
02183 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 
02184 have a whole picture.
02185 
02186                                   2-25-25 Pt.1
02187   
02188   Lil Pump is fuckin Genius.
02189 
02190                                   2-24-25 Pt.2
02191 
02192   For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 
02193 something . This way you can add support for other languages.
02194 
02195                                   2-24-25 Pt.1
02196 
02197   I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 
02198 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 
02199 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 
02200 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it.
02201 
02202   Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 
02203 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 
02204 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock.
02205 
02206   The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 
02207 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 
02208 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 
02209 maybe.
02210   
02211                                   2-23-25 Pt.5
02212 
02213   There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 
02214 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 
02215 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel.
02216 
02217   I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 
02218 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 
02219 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing.
02220   
02221                                   2-23-25 Pt.4
02222 
02223   I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 
02224 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 
02225 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting.
02226 
02227   He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk.
02228 
02229                                   2-23-25 Pt.3
02230 
02231   Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 
02232 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights.
02233 
02234  PROOF,I literally dont see the difference?
02235 
02236 
02237 
02238      <19>

02239 
02240 
02241 
02242 
02243 
02244 
02245 
02246 
02247 
02248 
02249 
02250 
02251 
02252 
02253 
02254 
02255 
02256 
02257 
02258 
02259                                   2-23-25 Pt.2
02260 
02261  
02262 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater
02263 
02264                                   2-23-25 Pt.1
02265 
02266   Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 
02267 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 
02268 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 
02269 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek.
02270 
02271   The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 
02272 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 
02273 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek.
02274 
02275   Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit
02276 
02277   Latin 1st conjugation.
02278 
02279                               2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
02280 
02281   As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 
02282 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 
02283 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 
02284 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 
02285 games are consumerism garbage. 
02286 
02287   I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 
02288 intended for a nich aucdience.
02289 
02290   I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 
02291 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
02292 
02293                                   2-20-25 Pt.2
02294 
02295   There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 
02296 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 
02297 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 
02298 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 
02299 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 
02300 listen to people as they tell stories.
02301 
02302   My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 
02303 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
02304 
02305                                   2-20-25 Pt.1
02306 
02307   There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 
02308 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 
02309 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
02310 
02311 
02312                                   2-18-25 Pt.1
02313 
02314   MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 
02315 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 
02316 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 
02317 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 
02318 during class in the computer lab.
02319 
02320   One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 
02321 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 
02322 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 
02323 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 
02324 best days were in the younger years.
02325 
02326                                   2-17-25 Pt.2
02327 
02328   I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 
02329 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 
02330 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 
02331 should probably learn them.
02332 
02333   Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 
02334 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 
02335 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 
02336 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 
02337 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
02338 
02339   I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 
02340 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 
02341 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 
02342 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 
02343 
02344   I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 
02345 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 
02346 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 
02347 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 
02348 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
02349 
02350   Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 
02351 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
02352 
02353 
02354                                   2-17-25 Pt.1
02355 
02356   Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 
02357 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 
02358 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 
02359 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 
02360 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 
02361 ptrace(gdb x homies). 
02362 
02363   If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 
02364 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 
02365 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 
02366 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
02367 
02368   My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 
02369 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 
02370 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
02371 
02372   While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 
02373 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
02374 
02375   
02376 
02377                                   3-16-25 Pt.4
02378 
02379   The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 
02380 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 
02381 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 
02382 sense of peoples' silence.
02383 
02384   I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 
02385 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 
02386 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 
02387 insane looking for an answer.
02388 
02389   I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 
02390 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 
02391 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
02392 
02393   I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 
02394 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 
02395 it was funny.
02396 
02397   I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 
02398 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
02399 
02400                                   3-16-25 Pt.3
02401 
02402   Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 
02403 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 
02404 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 
02405 more than a sane person.
02406 
02407   Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 
02408 very cringe. 
02409 
02410   I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 
02411 able to do it.
02412 
02413                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
02414 
02415   I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 
02416 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
02417 
02418                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
02419 
02420   The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 
02421 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 
02422 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 
02423 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 
02424 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
02425 
02426   struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
02427   struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 
02428 end at 0xf8*/
02429   memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
02430   new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
02431   __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
02432 
02433 
02434                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
02435 
02436   I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 
02437 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 
02438 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 
02439 addicting.
02440 
02441   I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 
02442 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 
02443 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 
02444 like the words.
02445 
02446                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
02447 
02448   I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 
02449 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 
02450 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 
02451 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 
02452 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 
02453 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 
02454 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 
02455 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
02456 
02457 <20>

02458 
02459 
02460 
02461 
02462 
02463 
02464 
02465 
02466   Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 
02467 work.
02468                                   3-14-25 Pt.3
02469 
02470   OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 
02471 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 
02472 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 
02473 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 
02474 you return to C space.
02475 
02476   I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 
02477 fuck.
02478 
02479                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
02480 
02481   Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 
02482 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
02483 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
02484 
02485 
02486   That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
02487 
02488   The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
02489 
02490 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
02491 
02492 
02493   Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
02494 
02495 
02496                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
02497 
02498   IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 
02499 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K  retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 
02500 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 
02501 framebuffer.
02502 
02503                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
02504 
02505   Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 
02506 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 
02507 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 
02508 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation  or something 
02509 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat  file.
02510 
02511  I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 
02512 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 
02513 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 
02514 something. I will ammend  tommorow. This runs like shit.
02515 
02516 
02517                                   3-12-25 Pt.3
02518 
02519   Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 
02520 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 
02521 laws that serve no-one.
02522 
02523                                   3-12-25 Pt.2
02524 
02525   Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 
02526 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 
02527 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
02528 
02529   This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 
02530 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 
02531 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 
02532 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 
02533 retards.
02534 
02535   The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 
02536 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 
02537 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 
02538 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
02539 
02540   If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 
02541 9 you have no leg to stand on.
02542 
02543   People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 
02544 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
02545 
02546                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
02547 
02548   I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 
02549 other
02550 
02551                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
02552 
02553   I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 
02554 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
02555 
02556                                   2-9-25 Pt.1
02557 
02558   Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
02559 
02560                                   2-8-25 Pt.2
02561 
02562   My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 
02563 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
02564 
02565                                   2-8-25 Pt.1
02566 
02567   My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 
02568 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 
02569 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 
02570 cheating.
02571 
02572                                   2-7-25 Pt.1
02573 
02574   Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 
02575 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 
02576 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 
02577 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
02578 
02579   I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 
02580 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 
02581 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 
02582 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 
02583 math.
02584 
02585   Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 
02586 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 
02587 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 
02588 sexuality would  favor gayness over reality studies.
02589 
02590   You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 
02591 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 
02592 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 
02593 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 
02594 expirence.
02595 
02596                                   2-6-25 Pt.2
02597 
02598   Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
02599 
02600                                   2-6-25 Pt.1
02601 
02602   I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
02603 -] Bugs
02604   
02605   -] Aiwntube names with spaces
02606     
02607     Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
02608   
02609   -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
02610     
02611     Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 
02612     sources for gihon.
02613   
02614 
02615 
02616                                   2-4-25 Pt.3
02617 
02618   There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 
02619 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 
02620 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 
02621 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 
02622 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
02623 
02624   I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 
02625 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 
02626 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 
02627 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
02628 
02629   Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 
02630 a confused world.  
02631 
02632 
02633                                   2-4-25 Pt.2
02634 
02635   I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 
02636 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 
02637 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 
02638 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 
02639 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 
02640 make something I would play.
02641 
02642   I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 
02643 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 
02644 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 
02645 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 
02646 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 
02647 
02648  The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 
02649 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 
02650 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 
02651 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
02652 
02653                                   2-4-25 Pt.1
02654 
02655   I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 
02656 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 
02657 able to kick thier heads around.
02658 
02659                                   2-2-25 Pt.4
02660 
02661   There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 
02662 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 
02663 Genesis.
02664 
02665   Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 
02666 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 
02667 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 
02668 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 
02669 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 
02670 other levels.
02671 
02672                                   2-2-25 Pt.3
02673 
02674   The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 
02675 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 
02676 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 
02677 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 
02678 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
02679 
02680   After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 
02681 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 
02682 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
02683 
02684   This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 
02685 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 
02686 father cannot accept alms.
02687 
02688                                   2-2-25 Pt.2
02689 
02690   Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 
02691 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 
02692 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 
02693 be historical.
02694 
02695                                   2-2-25 Pt.1
02696 
02697   I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 
02698 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 
02699 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 
02700 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
02701 
02702                                   2-1-25 Pt.1
02703 
02704   I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 
02705 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 
02706 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 
02707 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 
02708 may be coming in about a week.
02709 
02710   I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 
02711 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 
02712 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 
02713 hood.
02714 
02715  As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 
02716 really fun.
02717 
02718                                   1-28-25 Pt.3
02719 
02720   As the Lords of the Universe instructed,      
02721   by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
02722 
02723   Service to others,brothers and mothers,
02724   seek the Dharma of the Jains
02725 
02726   For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
02727   Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
02728   I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
02729   though you ask for it not.
02730 
02731   Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
02732   Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
02733   
02734   
02735                                   1-29-25 Pt.1
02736 
02737   Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 
02738 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 
02739 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 
02740 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
02741 
02742   Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 
02743 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 
02744 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 
02745 simular animations myself.
02746 
02747   There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 
02748 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 
02749 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 
02750 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 
02751 I have parasite mentality.
02752 
02753   NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 
02754 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
02755 
02756                                   1-28-25 Pt.2
02757 
02758   It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 
02759 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 
02760 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 
02761 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 
02762 to dance without music.
02763 
02764   If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
02765 
02766                                   1-28-25 Pt.1
02767 
02768   The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 
02769 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 
02770 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 
02771 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 
02772 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 
02773 human nature.
02774 
02775   I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 
02776 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 
02777 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 
02778 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
02779 
02780   He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 
02781 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
02782 
02783 
02784 
02785                                   1-27-25 Pt.5
02786 
02787   Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 
02788 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 
02789 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 
02790 scripture. Very impressive stuff
02791 
02792 
02793                                   1-27-25 Pt.4
02794 
02795   I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 
02796 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
02797 
02798   The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 
02799 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 
02800 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 
02801 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 
02802 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
02803 
02804   You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 
02805 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 
02806 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 
02807 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
02808 
02809                                   1-27-25 Pt.3
02810 
02811   Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 
02812 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 
02813 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 
02814 did this or a toy did this.  I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 
02815 amazon without an OS.
02816 
02817   Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 
02818 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
02819 
02820                                   1-27-25 Pt.2
02821 
02822   Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 
02823 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 
02824 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 
02825 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
02826 
02827                                   1-27-25 Pt.1
02828 
02829   When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 
02830 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 
02831 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 
02832 composed of TV are very boring.
02833 
02834   I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 
02835 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 
02836 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
02837 
02838   When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 
02839 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 
02840 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 
02841 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
02842 
02843   The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 
02844 to understand values and not faces.
02845 
02846                                   1-24-25 Pt.3
02847 
02848   If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 
02849 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 
02850 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 
02851 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 
02852 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
02853 
02854   I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 
02855 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
02856 <21>

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02892 
02893 
02894   One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 
02895 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 
02896 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 
02897 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 
02898 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
02899 
02900   He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 
02901 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 
02902 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
02903 
02904   His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 
02905 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 
02906 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 
02907 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 
02908 misfortune.
02909 
02910 
02911                                   1-24-25 Pt.2
02912 
02913   NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
02914 
02915                                   1-24-25 Pt.1
02916 
02917   I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 
02918 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 
02919 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 
02920 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 
02921 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 
02922 your bullfrogs.
02923 
02924   I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 
02925 will be a day or two.
02926 
02927                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
02928 
02929   Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 
02930 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
02931 
02932                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
02933 
02934   A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 
02935 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 
02936 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 
02937 villages then respected the muni. 
02938 
02939   Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 
02940 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 
02941 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 
02942 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
02943 
02944 
02945                                   1-23-25 Pt.3
02946 
02947   The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 
02948 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 
02949 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 
02950 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 
02951 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 
02952 morals is ok.
02953 
02954  Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 
02955 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 
02956 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
02957 
02958   You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 
02959 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 
02960 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
02961 
02962   Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 
02963 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
02964 
02965                                   1-23-25 Pt.2
02966 
02967   Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 
02968 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 
02969 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 
02970 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 
02971 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 
02972 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 
02973 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 
02974 combating said hypthotical evil.
02975 
02976   I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 
02977 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 
02978 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 
02979 forget it.
02980 
02981                                   1-23-25 Pt.1
02982 
02983   I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 
02984 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 
02985 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 
02986 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 
02987 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 
02988 Fault rests in intention.
02989 
02990   He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 
02991 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 
02992 have a vendeta against him.
02993 
02994                                   1-22-25 Pt.3
02995 
02996   I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 
02997 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 
02998 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 
02999 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 
03000 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 
03001 he caused more trauma.
03002 
03003   A good person learns from the follies of others.
03004 
03005                                   1-22-25 Pt.2
03006 
03007   Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 
03008 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 
03009 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
03010 
03011   I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 
03012 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 
03013 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 
03014 depression and happiness.
03015 
03016   Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 
03017 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
03018 
03019 
03020 
03021 
03022 
03023 <22>
                              1-22-25 Pt.1
03024 
03025 
03026 
03027 
03028 
03029 
03030 
03031 
03032 
03033 
03034 
03035 
03036 
03037 
03038   
03039 
03040 
03041 
03042 
03043 
03044 
03045 
03046   Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 
03047 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 
03048 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 
03049 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
03050 
03051 
03052                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
03053 
03054   I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 
03055 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 
03056 runnin' in Japan.
03057 
03058                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
03059 
03060   Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 
03061 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 
03062 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 
03063 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 
03064 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 
03065 porn.
03066 
03067   I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 
03068 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 
03069 subsitute for parenting your children.
03070 
03071   Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 
03072 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 
03073 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 
03074 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion  which was a big help. 
03075 
03076   Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 
03077 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 
03078 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 
03079 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
03080 
03081   Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
03082 
03083                                  12-20-25 Pt.1
03084 
03085   I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
03086 
03087                                  12-18-25 Pt.4
03088 
03089   I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
03090 
03091                                  12-18-25 Pt.3
03092 
03093   Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 
03094 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 
03095 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
03096 
03097   Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
03098 
03099                                  12-18-25 Pt.2
03100 
03101   I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 
03102 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 
03103 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
03104 
03105   
03106 
03107                                  12-18-25 Pt.1
03108 
03109   FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 
03110 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
03111 
03112   I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
03113 
03114 
03115                                  12-17-25 Pt.2
03116  
03117   IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 
03118 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 
03119 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 
03120 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 
03121 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 
03122 Hill and Robot Chicken. 
03123 
03124   I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 
03125 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 
03126 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 
03127 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
03128 
03129   There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 
03130 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
03131 
03132   I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 
03133 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
03134 
03135   I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 
03136 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 
03137 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 
03138 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 
03139 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 
03140 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
03141 
03142                                  12-17-25 Pt.1
03143 
03144   I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 
03145 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 
03146 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 
03147 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 
03148 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
03149 
03150   I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 
03151 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
03152 
03153                                  12-16-25 Pt.3
03154  
03155   I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 
03156 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 
03157 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 
03158 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 
03159 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
03160 
03161   I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 
03162 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 
03163 I dont thnik she is lying.
03164 
03165                                  12-16-25 Pt.2
03166 
03167  I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 
03168 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 
03169 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
03170 
03171   This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 
03172 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 
03173 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 
03174 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
03175 
03176   I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 
03177 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 
03178 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
03179 
03180   Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 
03181 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 
03182 maybe.
03183   
03184 
03185                                  12-16-25 Pt.1
03186 
03187  5 More days till 21 Savage day.
03188 
03189                                  12-15-25 Pt.1
03190 
03191   When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 
03192 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 
03193 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
03194 
03195   I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 
03196 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 
03197 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 
03198 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
03199 
03200   Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 
03201 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 
03202 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 
03203 tardlets.
03204 
03205   Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 
03206 assuming you are qualified to do so.
03207 
03208   
03209 
03210                                  12-14-25 Pt.2
03211 
03212   You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 
03213 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 
03214 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 
03215 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 
03216 left in the cosmic void.
03217 
03218   Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 
03219 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 
03220 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
03221 
03222 
03223                                  12-14-25 Pt.1
03224 
03225   TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 
03226 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 
03227 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 
03228 album. 
03229 
03230   Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 
03231 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 
03232 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 
03233 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
03234 
03235   Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 
03236 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 
03237 poop.
03238 
03239   Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 
03240 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
03241 
03242   I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 
03243 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 
03244 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 
03245 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
03246 
03247   I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 
03248 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
03249 
03250                                  12-13-25 Pt.2
03251 
03252   I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 
03253 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 
03254 using bounding boxes.
03255 
03256                                  12-13-25 Pt.1
03257 
03258   I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 
03259 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 
03260 the thing is in a cell. 
03261 
03262   This is a Cohen Sutherland  bounding box/clippin algorithm
03263 
03264   //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
03265   #define CS_INSIDE 0
03266   #define CS_LEFT 1
03267   #define CS_RIGHT 2
03268   #define CS_BOTTOM 4
03269   #define CS_TOP 8
03270   I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
03271     I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
03272     if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
03273       if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
03274         return r;
03275     if(x<tx)
03276       r|=CS_LEFT;
03277     else if(x>tx+1.)
03278       r|=CS_RIGHT;
03279     if(y<ty)
03280       r|=CS_BOTTOM;
03281     else if(y>ty+1.)
03282       r|=CS_TOP;
03283     return r;
03284   }
03285   I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
03286     Bool accept=FALSE;
03287     I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
03288     I64 oc_max;
03289     F64 x,y;
03290     if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
03291       if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
03292         return TRUE;
03293     if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
03294       if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
03295         return TRUE;
03296    
03297     while(1) {
03298       if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
03299         accept=TRUE;
03300         break;
03301       } else if(oc1&oc2){
03302         break;
03303       } else {
03304         oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
03305         if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
03306         y=ty+1;
03307   xstyle:
03308         x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
03309         } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
03310         y=ty;
03311         goto xstyle;
03312         } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
03313         x=tx+1;
03314   ystyle:
03315         y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
03316         } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
03317         x=tx;
03318         goto ystyle;
03319         }
03320         if(oc_max==oc1) {
03321         x0=x;
03322         y0=y;
03323         oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
03324         } else {
03325         x1=x;
03326         y1=y;
03327         oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
03328         }
03329       }
03330     }
03331     return accept;
03332   }
03333 
03334 
03335 
03336                                   1-12-25 Pt.1
03337 
03338   I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 
03339 MAlloc arenas.
03340 
03341   In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
03342 
03343   If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 
03344 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 
03345 failure).
03346 
03347 
03348 _Misc_LBts:
03349 Misc_LBts:
03350   lsr x3,x1,3
03351   and x1,x1,0x7
03352   add x0,x3,x0
03353 .L_Bts_0:
03354   ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
03355   mov x4,1
03356   lslv w4,w4,w1
03357   tst w3,w4
03358   cset x5, ne
03359   orr w3,w3,w4
03360   stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
03361   cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
03362   mov x0,x5
03363   ret
03364 
03365 In X86 it looks like this
03366 
03367 
03368   LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
03369 
03370 
03371   You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 
03372 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 
03373 you can use the result.
03374 
03375   X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 
03376 value in rr.
03377 
03378   I was trying to do this today.
03379 
03380 
03381 //Cant do this atommically easily
03382 //Remove  cn
03383 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0)  { //Subtract
03384   CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
03385 } else {
03386   goto new_arena_slab;
03387 }
03388 
03389   It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 
03390 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
03391 
03392 
03393                                   1-10-25 Pt.1
03394 
03395   It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 
03396 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 
03397 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 
03398 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 
03399 about much other that eating.
03400 
03401   The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 
03402 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 
03403 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 
03404 every year.
03405 
03406   A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 
03407 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 
03408 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 
03409 end up unable to buy anything.
03410 
03411   I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 
03412 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 
03413 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
03414 
03415   Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 
03416 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 
03417 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 
03418 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 
03419 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
03420 
03421   A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 
03422 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 
03423 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 
03424 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 
03425 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
03426 
03427   I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 
03428 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 
03429 of focus on something.
03430   
03431                                   1-9-25 Pt.1
03432 
03433   It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 
03434 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 
03435 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 
03436 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 
03437 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 
03438 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
03439 
03440                                   1-8-25 Pt.1
03441 
03442   Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 
03443 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 
03444 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
03445   
03446                                   1-7-25 Pt.3
03447 
03448   Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 
03449 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 
03450 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 
03451 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 
03452 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 
03453 wayland,pick your posion).
03454 
03455   All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 
03456 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 
03457 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 
03458 not releated to running text programs.
03459 
03460   Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 
03461 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 
03462 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 
03463 package software for the peguin.
03464 
03465   Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 
03466 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 
03467 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 
03468 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 
03469 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 
03470 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
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03472  Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is.
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03500                                   1-7-25 Pt.2
03501 
03502   MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 
03503 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 
03504 user directories).
03505 
03506   This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 
03507 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 
03508 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 
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03512 
03513                                   1-7-25 Pt.1
03514 
03515   Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
03516 
03517                                   1-5-25 Pt.2
03518   
03519   Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 
03520 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 
03521 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 
03522 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 
03523 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 
03524 we see reality.
03525 
03526                                   1-5-25 Pt.1
03527 
03528   There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 
03529 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 
03530 enlightented.
03531 
03532   Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 
03533 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
03534 
03535   The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 
03536 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 
03537 the ages.
03538 
03539                                   1-4-25 Pt.1
03540 
03541  1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 
03542 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 
03543 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 
03544 a play.
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03561   In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 
03562 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 
03563 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 
03564 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
03565 
03566   After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 
03567 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 
03568 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 
03569 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman.
03570 
03571 
03572                                   1-3-25 Pt.1
03573 
03574   AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 
03575 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 
03576 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 
03577 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 
03578 that work always.
03579 
03580   I will need to work   on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 
03581 overhead  of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 
03582 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 
03583 logic wont be too massive. This basically  entails turning the learned inputs 
03584 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 
03585 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
03586 
03587                                   1-2-25 Pt.1
03588 
03589   The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 
03590 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 
03591 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 
03592 
03593   The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 
03594 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 
03595 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 
03596 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
03597 
03598   Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 
03599 opposites we realize its value.
03600   
03601                                   1-1-25 Pt.2
03602 
03603   One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 
03604 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 
03605 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 
03606 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 
03607 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
03608 
03609                                   1-1-25 Pt.1
03610 
03611   I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 
03612 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 
03613 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 
03614 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
03615 
03616   I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 
03617 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 
03618 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 
03619 money.
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03621   I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes  so that it doesnt loose 
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03649 
03650                                  12-31-24 Pt.1
03651 
03652   Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 
03653 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 
03654 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 
03655 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 
03656 player. They just choose a spot where the player  cant see them but its stupid.
03657 
03658   I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 
03659 against.
03660   
03661                                  12-30-24 Pt.1
03662  
03663  Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 
03664 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 
03665 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 
03666 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
03667 
03668   She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 
03669 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 
03670 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 
03671 vhelicle of the witch,
03672 
03673 
03674                                  12-29-24 Pt.3
03675 
03676   AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 
03677 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 
03678 useful except for building cool stuff with.
03679 
03680                                  12-29-24 Pt.2
03681 
03682   Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 
03683 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 
03684 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 
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03701 
03702                                  12-29-24 Pt.1
03703 
03704   The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 
03705 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 
03706 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 
03707 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
03708 
03709  Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 
03710 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 
03711 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 
03712 read it like fread in C.
03713 
03714                                  12-27-24 Pt.2
03715 
03716   Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 
03717 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 
03718 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 
03719 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 
03720 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 
03721 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 
03722 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
03723 
03724   The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 
03725 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 
03726 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 
03727 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 
03728 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 
03729 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 
03730 
03731  Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 
03732 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 
03733 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person  in real life. They love me when I feed 
03734 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 
03735 with suspicion.
03736 
03737   It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
03738 
03739                                  12-26-24 Pt.1
03740 
03741   At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 
03742 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 
03743 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 
03744 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 
03745 routines.
03746 
03747 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 
03748 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 
03749 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 
03750 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 
03751 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 
03752 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
03753 
03754 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 
03755 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 
03756 complicated APIs exist.
03757 
03758 
03759                             12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
03760 
03761   Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had  a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 
03762 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 
03763 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 
03764 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
03765 
03766                            12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
03767 
03768   There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 
03769 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 
03770 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 
03771 son,"you  are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 
03772 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
03773 
03774  The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 
03775 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 
03776 themselves.
03777 
03778 
03779                                  12-24-24 Pt.1
03780 
03781   Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 
03782 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 
03783 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 
03784 to read data from the end of an executable.
03785 
03786   #include <stdio.h>
03787   #include <stdint.h>
03788   #include <string.h>
03789   int main(int argc,char **argv) {
03790     char signature[9];
03791     signature[8]=0;
03792   
03793     FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
03794     //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
03795     fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
03796     fread(signature,1,8,f);
03797     if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
03798       uint64_t off;
03799       fread(&off,1,8,f);
03800       fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
03801       //Read the data.
03802      printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
03803     }
03804   } 
03805   Do This: 
03806   
03807   gcc ass.c
03808   printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
03809   ./a.out
03810                                  12-23-24 Pt.2
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03840                                  12-23-24 Pt.1
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03842   I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 
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03844 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 
03845 
03846                                  12-22-24 Pt.2
03847 
03848   I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 
03849 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 
03850 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 
03851 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 
03852 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 
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03855                                  12-22-24 Pt.1
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03857   I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord.
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03873                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
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03875   Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 
03876 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe.
03877 
03878                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
03879 
03880   Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 
03881 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 
03882 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 
03883 
03884                                  12-20-24 Pt.1
03885 
03886   People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 
03887 because they love themselves  and want their children to please them.
03888 
03889   I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 
03890 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 
03891 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
03892 
03893                                  12-19-24 Pt.1 
03894 
03895   Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 
03896 on raw hardware(FPGA).
03897 
03898                                  12-18-24 Pt.2 
03899 
03900   Lord Mahavir  encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 
03901 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 
03902 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 
03903 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 
03904 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
03905 
03906                                  12-18-24 Pt.1 
03907 
03908   I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 
03909 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 
03910 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 
03911 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 
03912 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 
03913 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 
03914 
03915   Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 
03916 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 
03917 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 
03918 amoung each-other.
03919 
03920   The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 
03921 me. They probably think I am a retard.
03922                                  12-17-24 Pt.4
03923 
03924   Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 
03925 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 
03926 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
03927 
03928                                  12-17-24 Pt.3
03929 
03930   People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 
03931 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 
03932 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 
03933 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 
03934 misleading implications of the words being used.
03935 
03936   If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 
03937 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 
03938 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 
03939 refering to.
03940 
03941   NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 
03942 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 
03943 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 
03944 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 
03945 sex in real life.
03946 
03947   OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 
03948 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 
03949 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 
03950 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 
03951 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 
03952 stupid.
03953 
03954   Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
03955 
03956 
03957                                  12-17-24 Pt.2 
03958 
03959   Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 
03960 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 
03961 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
03962 
03963 
03964                                  12-17-24 Pt.1
03965 
03966   I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 
03967 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 
03968 the neighborhood.
03969 
03970   Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 
03971 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 
03972 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
03973 
03974   In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
03975 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 
03976 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
03977 
03978  I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 
03979 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
03980 
03981 
03982                                  12-16-24 Pt.3
03983 
03984  I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works.
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04045                                  12-16-24 Pt.2
04046 
04047   I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 
04048 get there.
04049 
04050                                  12-16-24 Pt.1
04051 
04052   Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 
04053 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 
04054 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 
04055 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 
04056 have more freedom.
04057 
04058   Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 
04059 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 
04060 too many drugs
04061 
04062   I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 
04063 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
04064 
04065    Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 
04066 art called "aiwnios".
04067 
04068   Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
04069 
04070                                  12-15-24 Pt.2
04071 
04072   Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 
04073 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 
04074 efukt.com exist.
04075 
04076                                  12-15-24 Pt.1
04077 
04078   Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 
04079 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 
04080 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 
04081 fixing me except by my own way.
04082 
04083   Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 
04084 free makes it change
04085 
04086                                  12-14-24 Pt.2
04087 
04088   SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 
04089 content for AiwniosTube.  
04090 
04091                                  12-14-24 Pt.1
04092 
04093   My body is your political glory hole.
04094 
04095                                  12-13-24 Pt.1
04096 
04097   Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 
04098 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 
04099 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 
04100 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 
04101 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
04102 
04103 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 
04104 flags but adds does.
04105 
04106 
04107                                  12-12-24 Pt.1
04108 
04109   Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 
04110 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 
04111 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 
04112 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 
04113 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 
04114 ideas live here,someone come visit".
04115 
04116   Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 
04117 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 
04118 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 
04119 Christ to find refudge.
04120 
04121   The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 
04122 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 
04123 individuals with agree with you..
04124 
04125   The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 
04126 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 
04127 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 
04128 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
04129 
04130   See this cool work on art by James Hampton
04131 
04132                                  12-11-24 Pt.3
04133 
04134   Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 
04135 colored text to the termianl.
04136 
04137                                  12-11-24 Pt.2
04138 
04139   People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 
04140 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 
04141 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
04142 
04143   Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 
04144 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 
04145 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
04146 
04147   What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
04148 
04149 
04150                                  12-11-24 Pt.1
04151 
04152   The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 
04153 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
04154 
04155                                  12-10-24 Pt.5
04156 
04157   I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 
04158 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 
04159 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 
04160 discernment.
04161 
04162   People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
04163 
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04183 
04184   Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy
04185 
04186 
04187                                  12-10-24 Pt.4
04188 
04189   I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 
04190 my porn is probably retarded.
04191 
04192                                  12-10-24 Pt.3
04193 
04194   In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 
04195 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 
04196 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
04197 
04198   Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 
04199 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 
04200 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 
04201 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 
04202 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
04203 
04204    NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 
04205 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
04206 
04207   Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 
04208 masturbate to WAP.
04209 
04210                                  12-10-24 Pt.2
04211 
04212  The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 
04213 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 
04214 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 
04215 not be a construction worker.
04216 
04217   Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 
04218 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 
04219 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 
04220 out their hatred for niggers.
04221 
04222   Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 
04223 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 
04224 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
04225 
04226   They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 
04227 suffering we have are niggers.
04228 
04229   Stop killing niggers.
04230   
04231 
04232                                  12-10-24 Pt.1
04233 
04234   The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 
04235 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
04236 
04237                                   12-9-24 Pt.2
04238 
04239   The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
04240         
04241                                   12-9-24 Pt.1
04242 
04243   Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 
04244 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 
04245 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 
04246 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
04247 
04248   This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 
04249 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 
04250 hands are clean. I was submitting.
04251 
04252                                   12-8-24 Pt.2
04253 
04254   Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
04255         
04256                                   12-8-24 Pt.1
04257 
04258   I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 
04259 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 
04260 make a list.
04261 -] Retardations of Islam
04262   
04263   -] Nashk
04264     
04265       Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 
04266     condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
04267     
04268       It goes like this:
04269     
04270     If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 
04271     a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 
04272     everything?
04273         Quran 2:106
04274     
04275       Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
04276     
04277       The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 
04278     change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
04279     
04280       Quran 6:115
04281     
04282       Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 
04283     hell?
04284     
04285     they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
04286         Quean 88:6
04287     
04288     nor any food except oozing pus,
04289         Quran 69:36
04290     
04291       Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
04292     
04293     So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 
04294     family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
04295       Quran 7:83
04296     
04297     So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 
04298     we saved at the brink of dawn
04299       Quran 54:34
04300   
04301   -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
04302     
04303       And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 
04304     produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 
04305     say is true.  
04306       Quran 2:23
04307     
04308       Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
04309     
04310     She took off her dentures and blew me
04311       Oh so gooey and so very great.
04312     I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
04313       Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
04314       Letter to Gram Gram
04315     
04316     I only drink coadine
04317       Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
04318     Garentee you get high
04319       If you drink my pee.
04320     Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
04321     I don't sell propaine
04322     
04323     I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
04324     In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
04325     Covid
04326     By the eradicating virus
04327     But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
04328     So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
04329     No, rather it is certain death
04330     There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
04331     So hold on to science and abandon traditions
04332     And don't go out to buy wheat
04333     And stay home for it is a strong scourge
04334     And wash your hands with new soap
04335     Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
04336     
04337     Surah Corona
04338     
04339     Someone in the Night...
04340     Micheal Jackson
04341     
04342   
04343 
04344 
04345                                   12-7-24 Pt.1
04346 
04347   I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 
04348 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
04349 
04350   Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 
04351 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 
04352 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
04353 
04354   The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 
04355 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 
04356 retarded if you think that.
04357 
04358   Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 
04359 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 
04360 implcitly(?). 
04361 
04362   How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 
04363 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 
04364 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
04365 
04366   The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 
04367 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 
04368 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
04369 
04370   The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 
04371 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
04372 
04373   NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 
04374 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
04375  https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 
04376 
04377 
04378 
04379                                   12-6-24 Pt.1
04380 
04381   New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
04382 
04383                                   12-5-24 Pt.2
04384 
04385   In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 
04386 He was then schooled on Dharma.  I should make good art but this is too funny 
04387 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 
04388 alot be become an Arihant
04389 <31>

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04412 
04413                                   12-5-24 Pt.1
04414 
04415                               IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
04416 
04417  Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 
04418 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 
04419 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 
04420 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 
04421 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
04422 
04423   I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 
04424 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 
04425 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 
04426 its good. 
04427 
04428  The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 
04429 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 
04430 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 
04431 liberated either.
04432 
04433   The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 
04434 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards  
04435 birthed out of vaginas.
04436 
04437   For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean.
04438 
04439       <32>

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04457 
04458 
04459   NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 
04460 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 
04461 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 
04462 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 
04463 this(where?).
04464                                   12-4-24 Pt.1
04465 
04466   People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 
04467 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 
04468 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 
04469 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
04470 
04471   I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 
04472 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 
04473 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 
04474 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
04475 
04476   I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 
04477 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
04478 
04479   The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 
04480 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 
04481 server other souls.
04482         
04483                                   12-2-24 Pt.2
04484 
04485   A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 
04486 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 
04487 can do good things once fed.
04488 
04489                                   12-2-24 Pt.1
04490 
04491   Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 
04492 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 
04493 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 
04494 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 
04495 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 
04496 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
04497 
04498   The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 
04499 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 
04500 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 
04501 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
04502 
04503                                      Stuti
04504 
04505         Talking poo poo brains.
04506         Diving in converstation depths.
04507         To see the bottom
04508 
04509                                   12-1-24 Pt.5
04510 
04511   The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 
04512 around it. 
04513 
04514                                   12-1-24 Pt.4
04515 
04516   Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 
04517 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 
04518 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 
04519 it.  Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 
04520 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
04521 
04522                                   12-1-24 Pt.3
04523 
04524   Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
04525         
04526                                   12-1-24 Pt.2
04527 
04528   I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 
04529 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 
04530 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
04531 
04532   I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 
04533 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 
04534 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
04535 
04536   My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 
04537 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
04538 
04539   I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 
04540 
04541   Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 
04542 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 
04543 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 
04544 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
04545 
04546                                   12-1-24 Pt.1
04547   
04548   A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 
04549 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin  
04550 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 
04551 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
04552 
04553   HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 
04554 userspace. 21 Not lit.
04555 
04556   Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 
04557 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
04558 
04559                                  11-30-24 Pt.1
04560 
04561   I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 
04562 compiler.
04563 
04564                                  11-29-24 Pt.5
04565 
04566   Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 
04567 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 
04568 pleased by the Tirthankars
04569 
04570                                  11-29-24 Pt.4
04571 
04572   I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 
04573 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 
04574 and honest person than a respected liar.  I feel guilt. 
04575 
04576                                  11-29-24 Pt.3
04577 
04578   I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 
04579 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 
04580 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 
04581 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 
04582 pussies.
04583 
04584   If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 
04585 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 
04586 ISIS retard. 
04587         
04588                                  11-29-24 Pt.2
04589 
04590   People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 
04591 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 
04592 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 
04593 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
04594 
04595   I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
04596 
04597 -] Claim
04598   
04599   -] Abortion
04600     
04601     Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 
04602     retards is eugenoics...
04603     
04604     Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
04605     
04606     My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 
04607     to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
04608   
04609   -] Porn
04610     
04611     Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
04612     
04613     Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
04614     
04615     My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 
04616     human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 
04617     feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
04618     
04619     There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
04620   
04621   -] Transgenders
04622     
04623     Said:  Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 
04624     who transition.
04625     
04626     Meaning: God doesnt like it.
04627     
04628     Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
04629     neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
04630     abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
04631     
04632     My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 
04633     harm,its no diffent than smoking).
04634     
04635     The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
04636     
04637     If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 
04638     like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 
04639     you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 
04640     imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 
04641     transgenders.
04642   
04643 
04644 
04645                                  11-29-24 Pt.1
04646 
04647   I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 
04648 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 
04649 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
04650 
04651   I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 
04652 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 
04653 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
04654 
04655   Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 
04656 fucked.
04657 
04658 
04659                                  11-28-24 Pt.1
04660 
04661   Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 
04662 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 
04663 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 
04664 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 
04665 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 
04666 idea to eat it.
04667 
04668   Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 
04669 turkey.
04670 
04671                                  11-27-24 Pt.1
04672 
04673   Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 
04674 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 
04675 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 
04676 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 
04677 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
04678 
04679   Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 
04680 in my own culture.
04681 
04682                                  11-26-24 Pt.2
04683 
04684   This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 
04685 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 
04686 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 
04687 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 
04688 Everything in life is optional and not important.
04689 
04690   Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 
04691 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
04692 
04693   I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 
04694 importance in them. 
04695 
04696                                  11-26-24 Pt.1
04697 
04698   Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 
04699 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 
04700 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
04701 
04702   Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 
04703 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
04704 
04705                                  11-25-24 Pt.3
04706 
04707   People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 
04708 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
04709 
04710 
04711                                  11-25-24 Pt.2
04712 
04713   NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 
04714 Chantlor" or something
04715 
04716                                  11-25-24 Pt.1
04717 
04718   I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 
04719 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 
04720 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 
04721 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 
04722 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 
04723 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 
04724 
04725   Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 
04726 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 
04727 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 
04728 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 
04729 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 
04730 website called backpage.
04731 
04732 
04733                                  11-24-24 Pt.2
04734 
04735   People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 
04736 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 
04737 creatures swiming around aimlessly
04738 
04739                                  11-24-24 Pt.1
04740 
04741   Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 
04742 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 
04743 there was a rap guy.
04744 
04745                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
04746 
04747   I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 
04748 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 
04749 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 
04750 lots of cool people who like swag.
04751 
04752   Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 
04753 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 
04754 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
04755 
04756 
04757                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
04758 
04759   Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 
04760 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 
04761 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 
04762 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
04763 
04764   A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 
04765 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 
04766 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 
04767 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 
04768 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
04769 
04770                                  11-23-24 Pt.1
04771 
04772   Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 
04773 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 
04774 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 
04775 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 
04776 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
04777 
04778   In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is  
04779 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 
04780 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 
04781 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
04782 
04783   Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 
04784 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 
04785 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 
04786 breadcrumbs I find.
04787         
04788                                  11-22-24 Pt.1
04789 
04790   The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 
04791 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 
04792 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 
04793 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 
04794 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 
04795 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 
04796 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
04797 
04798   I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 
04799 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 
04800 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 
04801 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 
04802 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 
04803 feature is dogshit though.
04804 
04805                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
04806 
04807   If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
04808 
04809                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
04810 
04811   I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 
04812 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 
04813 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 
04814 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 
04815 it out. See DrawQuad.
04816         
04817                                  11-19-24 Pt.2
04818 
04819   Half-Life 2 got updated.
04820 
04821                                  11-19-24 Pt.1
04822 
04823   It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 
04824 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 
04825 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 
04826 because it is my job; I am too nice.
04827 
04828   People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 
04829 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 
04830 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 
04831 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth  comes with pain. The difference 
04832 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
04833 
04834   There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 
04835 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 
04836 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 
04837 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 
04838 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
04839 
04840                                  11-18-24 Pt.1
04841 
04842   I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 
04843 if they are illegal aliens. I am  thinking that the law regarding aliens can 
04844 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 
04845 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good  for the pregnany girl 
04846 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
04847 
04848   It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 
04849 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 
04850 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 
04851 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
04852 
04853   I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 
04854 smile. 
04855 
04856                                  11-16-24 Pt.2
04857 
04858   Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 
04859 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 
04860 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 
04861 as the next President
04862   
04863 
04864                                  11-16-24 Pt.1
04865 
04866   People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 
04867 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 
04868 while having nothing admirable about them.
04869 
04870   Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 
04871 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 
04872 virtue.
04873 
04874   Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 
04875 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 
04876 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
04877 
04878   Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 
04879 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 
04880 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
04881 
04882   Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
04883 
04884   Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 
04885 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 
04886 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 
04887 still admire him for some reason.
04888 
04889   The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 
04890 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
04891 
04892   Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 
04893 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
04894 
04895                                  11-15-24 Pt.1
04896 
04897   In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 
04898 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 
04899 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 
04900 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 
04901 this due to seperation.
04902 
04903   Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 
04904 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 
04905 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 
04906 read any other religious text.
04907 
04908   The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 
04909 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 
04910 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 
04911 Stealing is a big sin too.
04912 
04913   The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 
04914 why people believe in it.
04915 
04916   Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 
04917 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 
04918 Tirhankars,but  there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is          
04919 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 
04920 because "it is from Allah end of story".
04921 
04922  The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 
04923 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
04924   
04925 
04926                                  11-14-24 Pt.1
04927 
04928   I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 
04929 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 
04930 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 
04931 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 
04932 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
04933 
04934   I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
04935 
04936                                  11-11-24 Pt.2
04937 
04938   I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
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04967 
04968                                  11-11-24 Pt.1
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04970   I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 
04971 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
04972 
04973                                   11-9-24 Pt.2
04974 
04975   True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 
04976 where people think would be boring.
04977 
04978   On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 
04979 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 
04980 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
04981 
04982   I think alot.
04983 
04984                                   11-9-24 Pt.1
04985 
04986 /* Whoops censored again */
04987 
04988  ChatGPT says:
04989 
04990 
04991 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 
04992 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 
04993 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 
04994 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 
04995 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 
04996 violence, which would have legal consequences.
04997 
04998 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 
04999 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 
05000 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 
05001 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 
05002 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 
05003 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
05004 
05005 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 
05006 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 
05007 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 
05008 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
05009 
05010 
05011                                   11-8-24 Pt.2
05012 
05013   Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 
05014 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 
05015 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
05016 
05017   I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 
05018 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 
05019 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 
05020 
05021   I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 
05022 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 
05023 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 
05024 at work like this sometimes.
05025 
05026   I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 
05027 I think onto reality.
05028 
05029 
05030                                   11-8-24 Pt.1
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05062 
05063                                   11-6-24 Pt.2
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05065   I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 
05066 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 
05067 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 
05068 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
05069 
05070                                   11-6-24 Pt.1
05071 
05072   I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 
05073 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 
05074 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 
05075 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
05076 
05077   I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 
05078 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 
05079 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 
05080 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
05081 
05082   If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 
05083 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me.  I bet animals feel paranoia and 
05084 not safety mostly.
05085 
05086 
05087                                   11-4-24 Pt.1
05088 
05089   BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 
05090 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 
05091 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
05092 
05093 
05094                                   11-2-24 Pt.2
05095 
05096   In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 
05097 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 
05098 still a ball buster.
05099 
05100                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
05101 
05102   Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 
05103 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
05104 
05105                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
05106 
05107   I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 
05108 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 
05109 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 
05110 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 
05111 the opcodes in a CSV file.
05112 
05113   I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 
05114 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 
05115 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 
05116 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 
05117 know sometimes.
05118 
05119   I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 
05120 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 
05121 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
05122 
05123   There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 
05124 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 
05125 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
05126 
05127   I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 
05128 defines them. I'll draw:
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05162 
05163                                  10-31-24 Pt.1
05164 
05165   Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
05166 
05167   The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 
05168 DC-ROMA Pt.2
05169 
05170   PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 
05171 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 
05172 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 
05173 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 
05174 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 
05175 voluptous RISC-V machine.
05176 
05177 
05178                                 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
05179 
05180   There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 
05181 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 
05182 with him.  If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 
05183 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 
05184 
05185   If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.  
05186 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 
05187 have no problems. The  question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
05188  do now.
05189 
05190                                  10-30-24 Pt.3
05191  
05192   News article that is intresting
05193 
05194                                  10-30-24 Pt.2
05195 
05196   It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 
05197 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 
05198 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 
05199 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 
05200 the foofie world
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05218 
05219                                  10-30-24 Pt.1
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05221   I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 
05222 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 
05223 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 
05224 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 
05225 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
05226 
05227   I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 
05228 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 
05229 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 
05230 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 
05231 enemies.
05232 
05233   I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 
05234 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 
05235 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's  can bite and its ok.
05236 
05237   I think the eggplant man should  explode on death and his eggplant slices will 
05238 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
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05240 
05241                                  10-27-24 Pt.1
05242 
05243   I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 
05244 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 
05245 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 
05246 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 
05247 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 
05248 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with  human 
05249 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 
05250 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
05251 
05252   When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 
05253 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
05254 
05255                                  10-26-24 Pt.1
05256 
05257   SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
05258 
05259                                  10-25-24 Pt.1
05260 
05261   Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 
05262 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 
05263 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 
05264 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 
05265 moment.
05266 
05267   Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 
05268 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 
05269 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
05270 
05271   My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
05272 
05273                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
05274 
05275   Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My  computer have been on 
05276 and active since last night.
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05278 
05279                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
05280   
05281 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
05282   
05283   -] pid_t's and LWP's
05284     
05285       In the old days computers had 1 core,but you  could run multiple processes 
05286     on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 
05287     processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 
05288     can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 
05289     if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 
05290     fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
05291     
05292       Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 
05293     OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 
05294     frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
05295   
05296   -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
05297     
05298       A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 
05299     parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 
05300     change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
05301   
05302 
05303 
05304                                  10-23-24 Pt.1
05305 
05306   Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 
05307 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 
05308 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 
05309 on death and dying.
05310 
05311   Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 
05312 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 
05313 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 
05314 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 
05315 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
05316 
05317   Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 
05318 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
05319 
05320   I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 
05321 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 
05322 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 
05323 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 
05324 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 
05325 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 
05326 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 
05327 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
05328 
05329   You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 
05330 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 
05331 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
05332 
05333                                  10-22-24 Pt.1
05334 
05335   Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 
05336 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 
05337 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 
05338 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 
05339 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 
05340 I like compilers  and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 
05341 gunna do it.
05342 
05343   Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally)  allows abstraction. 
05344 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 
05345 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 
05346 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 
05347 method.
05348 
05349   I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 
05350 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 
05351 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 
05352 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
05353 
05354   FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 
05355 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 
05356 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
05357 
05358   Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 
05359 to install.
05360 
05361   One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 
05362 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
05363 
05364   One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 
05365 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 
05366 
05367   Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 
05368 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
05369 
05370 
05371 
05372                              10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
05373 
05374   I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 
05375 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 
05376 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
05377 
05378   I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 
05379 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 
05380 open(2)).
05381 
05382   I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 
05383 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 
05384 
05385   There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 
05386 later.
05387 
05388                                  10-20-24 Pt.1
05389 
05390   I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 
05391 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 
05392 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 
05393 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
05394 
05395                                  10-19-24 Pt.1
05396 
05397   On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 
05398 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 
05399 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
05400 
05401   Weird but true
05402 
05403                                  10-18-24 Pt.3
05404 
05405   FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
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05433                                  10-18-24 Pt.2
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05435   A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 
05436 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 
05437 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 
05438 hopefully.
05439 
05440                                  10-18-24 Pt.1
05441 
05442   FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 
05443 programs
05444 
05445 -] Programs
05446   
05447   -] db_dump-5
05448     
05449     failed
05450   
05451   -] db_dump-5.3
05452     
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05455   -] db_dump-185
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05459   -] db_dump-185.3
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05463   -] file
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05465     /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 
05466     native byte-order)
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05470                                  10-17-24 Pt.2
05471 
05472   Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
05473 
05474 
05475                                  10-15-24 Pt.2
05476 
05477   I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 
05478 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 
05479 figure it out
05480 
05481                                  10-15-24 Pt.1
05482 
05483   Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 
05484 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 
05485 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 
05486 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 
05487 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 
05488 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 
05489 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 
05490 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
05491 
05492   In  high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 
05493 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 
05494 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 
05495 tan-line.
05496 
05497                                  10-14-24 Pt.2
05498 
05499   Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 
05500 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
05501 
05502                                  10-14-24 Pt.1
05503 
05504   I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 
05505 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 
05506 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 
05507 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 
05508 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 
05509 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 
05510 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 
05511 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 
05512 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 
05513 
05514   Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 
05515 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 
05516 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 
05517 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
05518 
05519   Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 
05520 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 
05521 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 
05522 this heuristic look at this website
05523 
05524 
05525   Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 
05526 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
05527 
05528 
05529   Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 
05530 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
05531 
05532                                  10-13-24 Pt.1
05533 
05534   I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 
05535 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 
05536 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 
05537 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about  
05538 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 
05539 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
05540 
05541                                  10-12-24 Pt.2
05542 
05543   Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 
05544 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
05545 
05546                                  10-12-24 Pt.1
05547 
05548   Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 
05549 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 
05550 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 
05551 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
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05570   Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 
05571 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 
05572 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 
05573 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
05574 
05575   Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 
05576 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
05577 
05578 
05579                              10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
05580 
05581   I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 
05582 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 
05583 bliss,I think it's true.
05584 
05585                              10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
05586 
05587   Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
05588 -] Reasons
05589   
05590   -] Little or no File buffering
05591     
05592       Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 
05593     it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 
05594     way slower than RAM.
05595     
05596       Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 
05597     fuck
05598   
05599   -] Not using syscalls
05600     
05601       ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 
05602     almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 
05603     Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 
05604     does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 
05605     use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 
05606     will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 
05607     abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
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05653 
05654                              10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
05655 
05656   Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 
05657 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 
05658 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 
05659 computers so its a "tax".
05660 
05661   It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 
05662 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 
05663 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 
05664 around then do a good job. 
05665 
05666  I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 
05667 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 
05668 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 
05669 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
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05691   PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit
05692 
05693 
05694                              10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
05695 
05696   My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
05697 
05698   I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
05699 
05700 
05701                                   10-7-24 Pt.1
05702 
05703   I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 
05704 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 
05705 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 
05706 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
05707 
05708                                   10-6-24 Pt.3
05709 
05710   A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 
05711 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 
05712 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 
05713 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 
05714 for something delicious. The correct decision  is to water the morality plant 
05715 and then eat it's fruits.
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05738 
05739                                   10-6-24 Pt.2
05740 
05741   There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 
05742 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 
05743 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 
05744 various things.
05745 
05746                                   10-6-24 Pt.1
05747 
05748   I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 
05749 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 
05750 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
05751 
05752                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
05753 
05754 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
05755 
05756                                   9-31-24 Pt.1
05757 
05758   Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 
05759 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 
05760 it. A partial win is better than no win.
05761 
05762                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
05763 
05764   Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 
05765 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 
05766 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 
05767 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 
05768 liberation
05769 
05770                                   9-31-24 Pt.1 
05771 
05772 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
05773   
05774   1. Res finitus sunt.
05775   2. Formamentum sunt haut.
05776   3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
05777   4. Animi abditi est
05778   5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
05779   6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
05780   7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut  ubi unus existat.
05781   8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
05782   9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
05783   10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
05784   11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
05785   12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
05786 
05787 
05788 
05789                                   9-30-24 Pt.1 
05790 
05791 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
05792   
05793   1. Things are finite.
05794   2. Representations are not 
05795   3. There are seen and unseen matter
05796   4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
05797   5. Soul is unseen
05798   6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
05799   7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
05800   8. Things has position and process
05801   9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 
05802   at once
05803   10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
05804   11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
05805   12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
05806   13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 
05807   composed of different threads.
05808   14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 
05809   seperated by position
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05836                                   9-29-24 Pt.1 
05837 
05838   Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 
05839 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 
05840 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 
05841 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 
05842 something  I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 
05843 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
05844 
05845   His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 
05846 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 
05847 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 
05848 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
05849 
05850                                   9-28-24 Pt.1 
05851 
05852   Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 
05853 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 
05854 legeneds have birth certificates.  I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 
05855 better than accepting reality. 
05856 
05857   Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 
05858 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 
05859 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
05860 
05861                                   9-26-24 Pt.2 
05862 
05863    Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 
05864 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 
05865 remedy my  thinking I can unthink.  Spiders think they are the shit but are 
05866 feeble.
05867 
05868                                   9-26-24 Pt.1 
05869 
05870   I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 
05871 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 
05872 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 
05873 "bad" word. 
05874 
05875   No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 
05876 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 
05877 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 
05878 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 
05879 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 
05880 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 
05881 n word.
05882 
05883   I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 
05884 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 
05885 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 
05886 ignoring it.
05887 
05888   It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 
05889 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 
05890 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 
05891 by margianized groups
05892 
05893                                   9-25-24 Pt.2 
05894 
05895 
05896   I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 
05897 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 
05898 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
05899 
05900                                   9-25-24 Pt.1 
05901 
05902   I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 
05903 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 
05904 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 
05905 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 
05906 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 
05907 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 
05908 personally to love them
05909 
05910   A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 
05911 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 
05912 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 
05913 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 
05914 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 
05915 shcitzophrenia.
05916 
05917                                   9-24-24 Pt.1 
05918 
05919   The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 
05920 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 
05921 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 
05922 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 
05923 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 
05924 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
05925 
05926   I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 
05927 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 
05928 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 
05929 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 
05930 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 
05931 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 
05932 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
05933 
05934                                   9-23-24 Pt.1 
05935 
05936    Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 
05937 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
05938 
05939 -] Reponse from Frog:
05940   
05941   WHAT
05942   THE ACTUAL FUCK
05943   IS THIS 
05944   ??
05945   [Image of Kermit the frog]
05946   I don't even understand the question
05947   at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
05948   But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
05949   it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 
05950   spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 
05951   BRO
05952   @n00t
05953   what is going on brother 
05954   porn is no substitute for a real relationship
05955   i don't even know what to say to this
05956   Like I'm legit stumped
05957   
05958     First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 
05959 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 
05960 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 
05961 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
05962 
05963   What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 
05964 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
05965 
05966   Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 
05967 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 
05968 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 
05969 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 
05970 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 
05971 2)
05972 
05973   Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 
05974 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 
05975 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
05976 
05977 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
05978   
05979   i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
05980   It's not sexy unless it feels real.
05981   it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
05982   like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
05983   i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 
05984   men and Jews are the issue
05985   i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 
05986   like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 
05987   and compilers
05988   and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
05989   and Gods too
05990   i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
05991   ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 
05992   asshole while discussing reality or to  never have any other intimacy
05993 
05994 
05995   Get your fucking facts straight
05996 
05997                                   9-22-24 Pt.1 
05998 
05999   If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 
06000 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 
06001 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 
06002 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
06003 
06004 
06005 
06006 <44>

06007  
06008 
06009 
06010 
06011 
06012 
06013 
06014 
06015 
06016 
06017 
06018 
06019 
06020 
06021 
06022 
06023 
06024 
06025   Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 
06026 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 
06027 unused shit my family had
06028 
06029                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 
06030 
06031   Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 
06032 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 
06033 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 
06034 Rucka Ali. A  snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 
06035 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 
06036 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 
06037 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 
06038 mud huts.
06039 
06040                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
06041 
06042   Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 
06043 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 
06044 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 
06045 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 
06046 according to somepeople.
06047 
06048   I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 
06049 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 
06050 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 
06051 fact.
06052 
06053   I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 
06054 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 
06055 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 
06056 and you are good. This is true and real.
06057 
06058                                   9-20-24 Pt.1
06059 
06060   Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 
06061 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 
06062 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 
06063 but idk.
06064 
06065                                   9-19-24 Pt.2
06066   
06067   I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 
06068 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 
06069 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 
06070 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 
06071 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
06072 
06073   What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 
06074 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 
06075 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 
06076 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
06077 
06078   Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 
06079 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 
06080 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 
06081 example of faith and confusion about the world.
06082  
06083                                   9-19-24 Pt.1
06084  
06085   I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 
06086 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
06087 
06088   Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 
06089 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 
06090 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 
06091 was testing everything in the level).
06092 
06093   Using smart data structures is good for performance. 
06094 
06095                                   9-18-24 Pt.1
06096 
06097   Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 
06098 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 
06099 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 
06100 stack so they were staying there.
06101 
06102                                   9-17-24 Pt.2
06103 
06104   I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 
06105 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 
06106 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 
06107 sort of.
06108 
06109   The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 
06110 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 
06111 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
06112 
06113   A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 
06114 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 
06115 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 
06116 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
06117 
06118                                   9-17-24 Pt.1
06119 
06120   Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 
06121 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 
06122 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 
06123 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 
06124 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 
06125 egotism
06126 
06127                                   9-16-24 Pt.1
06128 
06129   I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 
06130 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 
06131 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
06132 
06133   I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 
06134 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 
06135 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 
06136 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
06137 
06138                                   9-15-24 Pt.1
06139 
06140   Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 
06141 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 
06142 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 
06143 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 
06144 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
06145 
06146   Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 
06147 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 
06148 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
06149 
06150   People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 
06151 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 
06152 the means of death more than death itself.
06153 
06154   How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 
06155 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 
06156 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 
06157 of themself.
06158 
06159   People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 
06160 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 
06161 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 
06162 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
06163 
06164   Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 
06165 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 
06166 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 
06167 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
06168 
06169   The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 
06170 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 
06171 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 
06172 them the hero of their story.
06173 
06174   My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 
06175 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 
06176 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 
06177 but would actually depict a tragedy. 
06178 
06179 
06180                                   9-14-24 Pt.3
06181 
06182   You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 
06183 ineffective against pain and fate.
06184 
06185                                   9-14-24 Pt.2
06186 
06187   There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 
06188 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 
06189 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 
06190 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
06191 
06192   They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 
06193 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 
06194 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
06195 
06196   When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 
06197 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 
06198 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
06199 
06200   This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 
06201 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 
06202 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 
06203 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 
06204 expirence.
06205 
06206   I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 
06207 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 
06208 was a one way interaction.
06209 
06210   Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 
06211 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 
06212 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 
06213 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 
06214 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
06215 
06216   I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 
06217 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 
06218 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 
06219 
06220   I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 
06221 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 
06222 the car you use to get there. 
06223 
06224   I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 
06225 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 
06226 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 
06227 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 
06228 on.
06229 
06230  
06231                                   9-14-24 Pt.1
06232 
06233   Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 
06234 reference
06235 
06236 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
06237 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
06238 
06239                                   9-13-24 Pt.3
06240 
06241   Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 
06242 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 
06243 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 
06244 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 
06245 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
06246 
06247   My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 
06248 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 
06249 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 
06250 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 
06251 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
06252 
06253                                   9-13-24 Pt.2
06254 
06255   Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 
06256 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 
06257 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 
06258 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
06259 
06260   People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 
06261 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 
06262 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 
06263 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 
06264 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 
06265 pet rat.
06266 
06267   A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 
06268 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 
06269 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 
06270 
06271  The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 
06272 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 
06273 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 
06274 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
06275 
06276   As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 
06277 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 
06278 keeps that mask on.
06279 
06280   The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 
06281 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 
06282 that is bad.
06283 
06284   I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 
06285 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 
06286 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 
06287 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
06288 
06289   I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 
06290 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 
06291 disconforted by a homeless person.
06292 
06293  I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 
06294 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 
06295 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 
06296 tied to how they please others. 
06297 
06298   Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 
06299 others and you are  caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 
06300 doomed to a shitty existence
06301 
06302                                   9-13-24 Pt.1
06303 
06304   The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 
06305 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
06306 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 
06307 else I can do to reduce compile times.
06308 
06309                                   9-11-24 Pt.3
06310 
06311   Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 
06312 piracy eexist
06313 
06314                                   9-11-24 Pt.2
06315 
06316   I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 
06317 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 
06318 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 
06319 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 
06320 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
06321 
06322   Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 
06323 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 
06324 N word is not allowed for white people.
06325 
06326                                   9-11-24 Pt.1
06327 
06328   Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 
06329 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 
06330 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 
06331 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 
06332 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 
06333 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
06334 
06335   I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 
06336 is and not exactly how to use it.
06337 
06338   I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 
06339 anything I learned in school.
06340 
06341 <45>

06342 
06343 
06344 
06345 
06346 
06347 
06348 
06349 
06350 
06351 
06352 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 
06353 am truly in debt to smart people
06354 
06355   Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 
06356 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
06357                                   9-9-24 Pt.2
06358 
06359   Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 
06360 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 
06361 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
06362 
06363                                   9-9-24 Pt.1
06364 
06365   Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 
06366 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 
06367 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 
06368 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 
06369 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
06370 
06371   I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 
06372 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 
06373 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 
06374 suppose she uses her brain.
06375 
06376   People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 
06377 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 
06378 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 
06379 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 
06380 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
06381 
06382                                   9-8-24 Pt.4
06383 
06384   I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 
06385 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 
06386 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 
06387 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
06388 
06389   I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
06390 
06391   Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 
06392 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 
06393 get a new computer or something
06394 
06395   I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 
06396 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 
06397 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 
06398 homicidal)
06399 
06400  I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 
06401 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 
06402 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 
06403 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 
06404 death itself.
06405 
06406   Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 
06407 legit have some mental condition or something.
06408 
06409                                   9-8-24 Pt.3
06410 
06411   Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 
06412 PPPassword again.
06413 
06414                                   9-8-24 Pt2.
06415 
06416   Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 
06417 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 
06418 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 
06419 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
06420 
06421                                   9-8-24 Pt.1
06422 
06423   I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 
06424 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 
06425 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
06426 
06427                                   9-7-24 Pt.3
06428 
06429   Im sick.
06430 
06431                                   9-7-24 Pt.2
06432   Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 
06433 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it.  I best use it,but 
06434 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
06435 
06436   I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 
06437 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 
06438 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 
06439 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
06440 
06441   If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 
06442 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 
06443 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 
06444 Savage change.
06445 
06446   People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 
06447 reality.
06448  
06449                                   9-7-24 Pt.1
06450 
06451   I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 
06452 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
06453 
06454                                   9-6-24 Pt.2
06455 
06456   Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
06457 
06458                                   9-6-24 Pt.1
06459 
06460   I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 
06461 beat. I have an  entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 
06462 first episode
06463 
06464                                   9-5-24 Pt.3
06465 
06466   People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 
06467 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 
06468 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 
06469 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 
06470 head when motivated by reason aone.
06471 
06472                                   9-5-24 Pt.2
06473 
06474   I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 
06475 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 
06476 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 
06477 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 
06478 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 
06479 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 
06480 
06481   My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 
06482 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 
06483 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 
06484 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 
06485 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
06486 
06487   The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
06488 
06489                                   9-5-24 Pt.1
06490 
06491   I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 
06492 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
06493 
06494                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06495   
06496   Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 
06497 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 
06498 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 
06499 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 
06500 
06501 
06502                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06503 
06504   I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 
06505 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 
06506 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 
06507 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
06508 
06509   There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 
06510 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 
06511 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
06512 
06513   There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 
06514 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 
06515 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
06516 
06517   The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 
06518 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
06519 
06520                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
06521 
06522   Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 
06523 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 
06524 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 
06525 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
06526 
06527                                   9-3-24 Pt.2
06528 
06529   Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
06530 
06531                                   9-3-24 Pt.1
06532 
06533   What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 
06534 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 
06535 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
06536 
06537   A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 
06538 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 
06539 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 
06540 some peoples eyes.
06541 
06542   I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 
06543 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 
06544 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 
06545 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 
06546 of things either.
06547 
06548   I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 
06549 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
06550 
06551   I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 
06552 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 
06553 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 
06554 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
06555 
06556                                   9-2-24 Pt.3
06557 
06558   There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 
06559 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 
06560 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 
06561 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 
06562 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
06563 
06564   I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 
06565 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 
06566 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 
06567 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 
06568 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 
06569 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
06570 
06571   I wonder
06572                                   9-2-24 Pt.2
06573 
06574   I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 
06575 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 
06576 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 
06577 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
06578 
06579   Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 
06580 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 
06581 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 
06582 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 
06583 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 
06584 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 
06585 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 
06586 They are not the same. 
06587 
06588   You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
06589 
06590 
06591                                   9-2-24 Pt.1
06592 
06593   I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 
06594 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 
06595 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
06596 
06597   Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 
06598 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 
06599 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
06600 
06601   I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my  
06602 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 
06603 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 
06604 
06605 -] A
06606   
06607   Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
06608 
06609 -] B
06610   
06611   People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
06612 
06613 
06614   I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 
06615 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
06616 
06617   I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 
06618 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 
06619 acceptable.
06620 
06621   I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 
06622 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 
06623 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 
06624 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 
06625 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
06626 
06627   If I ask,"What is your kill count?".  You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 
06628 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 
06629 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
06630 
06631   If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 
06632 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 
06633 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 
06634 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 
06635 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 
06636 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 
06637 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
06638 
06639   Are you actually this fucking stupid.
06640 
06641                                   9-1-24 Pt.2
06642 
06643   There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 
06644 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 
06645 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 
06646 aiwnios.com humor.
06647 
06648   I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 
06649 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
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06663                                   9-1-24 Pt.1
06664 
06665   Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 
06666 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 
06667 aiwnios.com)
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06691 
06692                                   8-31-24 Pt.2
06693 
06694   White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 
06695 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 
06696 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
06697 
06698                                   8-31-24 Pt.1
06699 
06700   A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 
06701 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 
06702 not know where the milk ocean is located  so I am wrong probably. I will 
06703 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 
06704 Dharma as a word.
06705 
06706   Its a cruel world.
06707 
06708                                   8-30-24 Pt.2
06709 
06710   My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 
06711 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 
06712 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 
06713 is for another time.
06714 
06715                                   8-30-24 Pt.1
06716 
06717   Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 
06718 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
06719 
06720                                   8-29-24 Pt.2
06721 
06722   I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 
06723 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 
06724 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice.  Lots of homelss pum pums come 
06725 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 
06726 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 
06727 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
06728 
06729   There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 
06730 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 
06731 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 
06732 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
06733 
06734   The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 
06735 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 
06736 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 
06737 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
06738 
06739   A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 
06740 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 
06741 meth-head)
06742 
06743   
06744 
06745                                   8-29-24 Pt.1
06746 
06747   Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
06748 
06749                                   8-28-24 Pt.1
06750 
06751   I fucking hate networkin code.
06752 
06753                                   8-27-24 Pt.2
06754 
06755   Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 
06756 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
06757 
06758   When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
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06776 
06777                                   8-27-24 Pt.1
06778 
06779   Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
06780 
06781                                   8-26-24 Pt.1
06782 
06783   People are only morally copable for evils they intented  on doing. A bully at 
06784 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 
06785 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 
06786 directly responsible for the shooting.
06787 
06788   Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 
06789 society.
06790 
06791                                   8-25-24 Pt.1
06792 
06793   Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 
06794 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 
06795 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 
06796 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
06797 
06798   I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 
06799 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 
06800 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
06801 
06802                                   8-24-24 Pt.1
06803 
06804   I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 
06805 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 
06806 they reach a standstill.
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06828 
06829                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
06830 
06831   Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 
06832 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 
06833 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 
06834 control for his overeating.
06835 
06836   I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 
06837 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 
06838 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 
06839 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 
06840 fucked up person.
06841 
06842   I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 
06843 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 
06844 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 
06845 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 
06846 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 
06847 evil by normal people standards.
06848 
06849   I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
06850 
06851                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
06852 
06853   Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 
06854 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 
06855 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
06856 
06857                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
06858 
06859   It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 
06860 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 
06861 female version of Ye.
06862 
06863   Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 
06864 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 
06865 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 
06866 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 
06867 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
06868 
06869                                   8-20-24 Pt.1
06870 
06871   I was working on SIMD stuff.
06872 
06873                                   8-18-24 Pt.3
06874 
06875   Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 
06876 veil
06877 
06878                                   8-18-24 Pt.2
06879   
06880   People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 
06881 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 
06882 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 
06883 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of  
06884 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 
06885 lived by. 
06886 
06887   I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 
06888 then confessed. 
06889 
06890 -] Sins of 8-18-24
06891   
06892     1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
06893     2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
06894     3 - I did lots of caffine.
06895     4 - I listened to rap music.
06896 
06897   The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
06898 
06899                                   8-18-24 Pt.1
06900 
06901   I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 
06902 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 
06903 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 
06904 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 
06905 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
06906 
06907 
06908                                   8-16-24 Pt.1
06909 
06910   
06911   You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 
06912 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 
06913 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 
06914 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
06915 
06916 
06917 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
06918 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 
06919 *t,F64 *u) {
06920   F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
06921   F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
06922   F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
06923   if(0<=_t<=1)
06924     if(0<=_u<=1) {
06925       if(t) *t=_t;
06926       if(u) *u=_u;
06927       if(hit_at) {
06928         hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
06929         hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
06930       }
06931       return TRUE;
06932     }
06933   return FALSE;
06934 }
06935 
06936 
06937  This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 
06938 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 
06939 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
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06955 
06956                                   8-14-24 Pt.2
06957 
06958   People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 
06959 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 
06960 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 
06961 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 
06962 Nothing more than that.
06963 
06964   Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 
06965 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 
06966 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 
06967 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 
06968 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 
06969 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 
06970 invalidated.
06971 
06972   Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 
06973 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
06974 
06975   Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 
06976 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 
06977 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 
06978 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 
06979 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
06980 
06981   Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 
06982 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 
06983 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 
06984 be misogyny to you.
06985 
06986   Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 
06987 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 
06988 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 
06989 you can get in this planet/era.
06990 
06991                                   8-14-24 Pt.1
06992 
06993   I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 
06994 play morrowind or something.
06995 
06996                                   8-13-24 Pt.1
06997 
06998   True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 
06999 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 
07000 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 
07001 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 
07002 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 
07003 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
07004 
07005   I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 
07006 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
07007 
07008   I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 
07009 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 
07010 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 
07011 them.
07012 
07013                                   8-11-24 Pt.1
07014 
07015   Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 
07016 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
07017 
07018   Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 
07019 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 
07020 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person  with ligament 
07021 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
07022 
07023   I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 
07024 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 
07025 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
07026 
07027                                   8-6-24 Pt.1
07028 
07029   I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 
07030 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
07031 
07032                                   8-5-24 Pt.1
07033 
07034   Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 
07035 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
07036 
07037   I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 
07038 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 
07039 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 
07040 retard.
07041 
07042   No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 
07043 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
07044 
07045   I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 
07046 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 
07047 faggot.
07048 
07049   I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 
07050 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 
07051 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
07052 
07053 
07054                                   8-4-24 Pt.2
07055 
07056   I'll need to make aiwniosTube
07057 
07058                                   8-4-24 Pt.1
07059 
07060   Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 
07061 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
07062 
07063                                   8-3-24 Pt.1
07064 
07065   Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 
07066 probably look like a druggie.  
07067 
07068                                   7-31-24 Pt.1
07069 
07070   There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 
07071 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
07072 
07073                                   7-29-24 Pt.1
07074 
07075   If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 
07076 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 
07077 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 
07078 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
07079 
07080   Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 
07081 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 
07082 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
07083 
07084                                   7-28-24 Pt.2
07085 
07086    When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 
07087 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
07088 
07089   They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 
07090 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 
07091 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 
07092 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 
07093 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 
07094 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 
07095 therapist.
07096 
07097                                   7-28-24 Pt.1
07098 
07099   I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 
07100 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 
07101 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 
07102 
07103   Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 
07104 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 
07105 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 
07106 
07107   Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 
07108 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 
07109 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 
07110 parents put me here.
07111 
07112   I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 
07113 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 
07114 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 
07115 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 
07116 take my meth.
07117 
07118   The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 
07119 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 
07120 told about the importance of "family values".
07121 
07122   Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 
07123 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 
07124 alterative.
07125 
07126                                   7-24-24 Pt.1
07127 
07128   Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 
07129 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 
07130 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 
07131 oneself.
07132 
07133   In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 
07134 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 
07135 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 
07136 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 
07137 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 
07138 
07139                                   7-23-24 Pt.1
07140 
07141   Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 
07142 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 
07143 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
07144 
07145                                   7-22-24 Pt.1
07146 
07147   Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 
07148 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 
07149 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 
07150 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 
07151 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 
07152 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
07153 
07154   This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 
07155 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 
07156 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 
07157 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 
07158 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 
07159 culture. 
07160 
07161   I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 
07162 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 
07163 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 
07164 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 
07165 chance. There is  truth to this story.
07166 
07167   I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 
07168 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 
07169 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
07170 
07171   You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 
07172 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 
07173 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
07174  
07175   Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 
07176 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 
07177 
07178   I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 
07179 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 
07180 ass I will not be satisfied.
07181 
07182                                   7-17-24 Pt.1
07183 
07184   PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 
07185 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 
07186 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
07187 
07188                                   7-13-24 Pt.1
07189 
07190   I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 
07191 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
07192 
07193                                   7-9-24 Pt.3
07194 
07195   I am tired. I will sleep.
07196 
07197                                   7-9-24 Pt.2
07198 
07199   If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 
07200 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 
07201 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 
07202 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 
07203 personaly.
07204 
07205                                   7-9-24 Pt.1
07206 
07207   Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 
07208 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
07209 
07210                                   7-8-24 Pt.1
07211 
07212   I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 
07213 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 
07214 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
07215 
07216 -] Hopes for Linux
07217   
07218   -] Same TLS ABI
07219     
07220     The thread local storage needs to be the same
07221   
07222   -] No checking ELF-branding
07223     
07224     Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
07225   
07226   -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
07227     
07228     I will need the address of the syms too.
07229   
07230 
07231   If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 
07232 violatile project so dont get too excited.
07233 <51>

07234 
07235 
07236 
07237 
07238 
07239 
07240 
07241 
07242 
07243 
07244 
07245 
07246 
07247 
07248 
07249 
07250 
07251 
07252 
07253 
07254 
07255                                   7-7-24 Pt.3
07256 
07257   If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 
07258 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 
07259 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 
07260 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 
07261 not cause the pain of winning.
07262 
07263   Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 
07264 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 
07265 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 
07266 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
07267 
07268   Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 
07269 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
07270 
07271 
07272                                   7-7-24 Pt.2
07273 
07274   I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 
07275 aiwnios programs.
07276 
07277                                   7-7-24 Pt.1
07278 
07279   There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 
07280 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 
07281 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 
07282 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 
07283 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 
07284 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 
07285 eat burgers.
07286 
07287   It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 
07288 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 
07289 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 
07290 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 
07291 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 
07292 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
07293 
07294   I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 
07295 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 
07296 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
07297 
07298   I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 
07299 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 
07300 suppost to be meditating.
07301 
07302                                   7-6-24 Pt.1
07303 
07304   I have a raging headache.
07305 
07306                                   7-5-24 Pt.1
07307 
07308   Gunna learn spnaish.
07309 
07310                                   7-4-24 Pt.3
07311 
07312   Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 
07313 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 
07314 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 
07315 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 
07316 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 
07317 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 
07318 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 
07319 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
07320 
07321   If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 
07322 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 
07323 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 
07324 myself a retard.
07325 
07326   Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 
07327 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 
07328 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
07329 
07330   One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 
07331 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 
07332 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
07333 
07334   I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 
07335 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 
07336 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 
07337 retarded is the answer.
07338 
07339 
07340                                   7-4-24 Pt.2
07341 
07342   Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 
07343 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 
07344 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
07345 
07346                                   7-4-24 Pt.1
07347 
07348   Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 
07349 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut  as Assburgers. Im 
07350 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 
07351 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 
07352 there isnt. Time to find out.
07353 
07354                                   7-3-24 Pt.1
07355   WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 
07356 ruined  nice piece of art.
07357                                   7-2-24 Pt.1
07358 
07359   I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 
07360 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 
07361 learned anything. Just in the same way  mercy is synonymous with 
07362 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 
07363 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
07364 
07365   I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 
07366 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 
07367 falsehood in one's mind).
07368 
07369                                7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
07370 
07371 -] Types of bodies
07372   
07373   -] AudarikSharir
07374     
07375       Physical earth body capable  of attaining Liberation.
07376   
07377   -] VaikriyaSharir
07378     
07379       God/Demon body 
07380   
07381   -] AharakSharir
07382     
07383       Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
07384   
07385   -] Taizas Sharir
07386     
07387       Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
07388   
07389   -] Karman Sharir
07390     
07391       A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
07392   
07393 
07394 
07395                                   7-1-24 Pt.1
07396 
07397   I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 
07398 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
07399 
07400   I get this when I run firefox.
07401 
07402 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
07403                                   6-30-24 Pt.4
07404 
07405   Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 
07406 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 
07407 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 
07408 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 
07409 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
07410 
07411                                   6-30-24 Pt.3
07412 
07413   I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 
07414 a problem.
07415 
07416                                   6-30-24 Pt.2
07417 
07418   [Redacted].
07419 
07420                                   6-30-24 Pt.1
07421 
07422   Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 
07423 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 
07424 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 
07425 intresting than the truth itself.
07426 
07427   Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 
07428 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
07429 
07430                                   6-29-24 Pt.3
07431 
07432   This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 
07433 the video section.
07434 
07435                                   6-29-24 Pt.2
07436 
07437   If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 
07438 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 
07439 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
07440 
07441   If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 
07442 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 
07443 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
07444 
07445   I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
07446 
07447                                   6-29-24 Pt.1
07448 
07449   Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 
07450 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 
07451 will be done micro-optimzing.
07452 
07453   I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 
07454 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 
07455 stopping now.
07456 
07457   I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 
07458 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 
07459 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
07460  
07461 
07462                                   6-28-24 Pt.1
07463 
07464   The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 
07465 like no time relativley speaking
07466 
07467                                   6-27-24 Pt.1
07468 
07469   Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 
07470 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 
07471 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 
07472 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
07473 
07474   Reddit fucked me over with 
07475   A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
07476   B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
07477 
07478                                   6-27-24 Pt.0
07479 
07480   Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 
07481 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 
07482 example
07483 
07484 //┌──────────┐
07485 //│ π⌠       │
07486 //│  │cos²ΘdΘ│
07487 //│-π⌡       │
07488 //└──────────┘ 
07489 
07490 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 
07491 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
07492 
07493                             6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
07494 
07495   I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 
07496 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
07497 
07498                                   6-25-24 Pt.2
07499 
07500   I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 
07501 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
07502 
07503                                   6-25-24 Pt.1
07504 
07505   im on my phone waiting  yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 
07506 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 
07507 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 
07508 it was multilayered.
07509 
07510   i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 
07511 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 
07512 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 
07513 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 
07514 level into rooms.(sort of).
07515 
07516                                   6-24-24 Pt.3
07517 
07518   The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 
07519 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 
07520 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 
07521 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 
07522 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
07523 
07524   There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 
07525 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 
07526 of practice.
07527 
07528   In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 
07529 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 
07530 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 
07531 become a monk,not allowed.
07532 
07533   Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 
07534 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 
07535 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 
07536 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 
07537 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 
07538 point where unworthy people can understand it.
07539 
07540   I am not worthy or choosen. 
07541 
07542   Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 
07543 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 
07544 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
07545 
07546   The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 
07547 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 
07548 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 
07549 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 
07550 the Quran. 
07551 
07552   It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 
07553 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 
07554 abstract thinking in it.
07555 
07556                                   6-24-24 Pt.2
07557 
07558   All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 
07559 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 
07560 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 
07561 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 
07562 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 
07563 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
07564 
07565   I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
07566 
07567   I looked at this:
07568   
07569   Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
07570     - Einstein
07571 
07572                                   6-24-24 Pt.1
07573 
07574   Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 
07575 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 
07576 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 
07577 bumbles about politics or something.
07578   
07579   /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
07580 
07581   Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 
07582 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
07583 
07584                                  6-23-24 Pt.2 
07585 
07586   I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 
07587 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 
07588 know how to use linux sort of. 
07589 
07590   I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 
07591 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
07592 
07593                                  6-23-24 Pt.1 
07594 
07595   I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 
07596 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 
07597 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 
07598 
07599   Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
07600 
07601   I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
07602 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
07603 
07604   I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
07605 
07606                                  6-22-24 Pt.2 
07607 
07608   Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 
07609 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 
07610 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 
07611 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 
07612 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
07613 
07614   If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 
07615 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 
07616 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
07617 
07618  Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 
07619 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 
07620 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 
07621 the first place.
07622 
07623 
07624                            6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
07625 
07626   I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
07627 
07628 
07629                          6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
07630 
07631   I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 
07632 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 
07633 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 
07634 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
07635 
07636   I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 
07637 outside and they died.
07638 
07639                                   6-19-24 Pt.1
07640 
07641   I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 
07642 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 
07643 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 
07644 construct reality
07645 
07646                                   6-18-24 Pt.3
07647 
07648   A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 
07649 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 
07650 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 
07651 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 
07652 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 
07653 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 
07654 give it up when it is ready. 
07655 
07656                                   6-18-24 Pt.2
07657 
07658   Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 
07659 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 
07660 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
07661 
07662                                   6-18-24 Pt.1
07663 
07664   Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 
07665 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 
07666 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 
07667 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
07668 
07669   The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 
07670 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
07671 
07672                               6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
07673 -] Birth bodies
07674   
07675   -] (Inside) Earth
07676     
07677     Natural things like rocks
07678   
07679   -] From Water
07680     
07681     Tadpoles
07682   
07683   -] From Fire
07684     
07685     Fire bodies
07686   
07687   -] From Air
07688     
07689     Bacteria
07690   
07691   -] From Plants
07692     
07693     Plants
07694   
07695   -] Moving
07696     
07697     Humans/animals
07698   
07699 
07700 
07701 
07702                               6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
07703 
07704 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
07705   
07706   -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
07707     
07708     Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
07709   
07710   -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
07711     
07712     Worms
07713   
07714   -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
07715     
07716     Ants
07717   
07718   -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
07719     
07720     Flies
07721   
07722   -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
07723     
07724     Humans
07725   
07726 
07727 
07728                                   6-17-24 Pt.2
07729 
07730   It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 
07731 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 
07732 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 
07733 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 
07734 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 
07735 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 
07736 best to humble yourself.
07737 
07738   I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 
07739 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 
07740 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 
07741 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 
07742 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
07743 
07744                               6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
07745 
07746 -] States of Movement between Lives
07747   
07748   -] Narak Gati
07749     
07750     Hellish Poo Poo realm
07751   
07752   -] Tiryach Gati
07753     
07754     A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
07755   
07756   -] Manusha Gati
07757     
07758     Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 
07759     obtain Moska
07760   
07761   -] Deva Gati
07762     
07763     A Godlike state of existence
07764   
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07767                                   6-16-24 Pt.2
07768 
07769   Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
07770 
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07772                                   6-15-24 Pt.2
07773 
07774   The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 
07775 looser because I am not a winner.
07776 
07777                                   6-15-24 Pt.1
07778 
07779   Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 
07780 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
07781 
07782                                   6-12-24 Pt.2
07783 
07784   The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 
07785 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
07786 
07787                                   6-12-24 Pt.1
07788 
07789   Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 
07790 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 
07791 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
07792 
07793   People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 
07794 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 
07795 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 
07796 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 
07797 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
07798 
07799                                   6-10-24 Pt.3
07800 
07801   Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 
07802 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
07803 
07804                                   6-10-24 Pt.2
07805 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 
07806 is pretty cool.
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07808                                   6-10-24 Pt.1
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07810   Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 
07811 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 
07812 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 
07813 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 
07814 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
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07834   Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 
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07838                                   6-9-24 Pt.1
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07840   Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 
07841 to hear with Good-Artistry.
07842 
07843   My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 
07844 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
07845 
07846 -] Best signers
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07848   1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
07849   2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
07850   3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
07851   4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
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07946                                   6-8-24 Pt.2
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07948   Wtf
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07950                                   6-8-24 Pt.1
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07952   I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 
07953 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 
07954 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 
07955 where I feed homeless people and can think
07956 
07957   Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 
07958 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 
07959 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
07960 
07961   If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 
07962 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
07963 
07964                                   6-7-24 Pt.2
07965 
07966 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
07967   
07968   -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
07969     
07970     1 - Right Faith
07971     2 - Right knowledge
07972     3 - Right conduct
07973     -] Right Faith
07974       
07975          Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 
07976       are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
07977         Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 
07978       with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 
07979       to have no biases
07980       
07981         Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
07982       
07983       -] Limbs of faith
07984         
07985           1 - Belief in realities substances
07986           2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
07987           3 - Love for monks
07988           4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
07989           5 - Dont corrupt truth
07990           6 - ???
07991           7 - Have respect for monks and householders
07992           8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
07993       
07994       
07995     -] Right Knowledge
07996       
07997         True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 
07998       
07999     -] Right Conduct
08000       
08001         Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
08002       -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
08003         
08004           1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
08005           2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
08006           3 - No stealing
08007           4 - No adultery
08008           5 - No buying assloads of shit
08009           6 - No wine and honey 
08010         
08011       -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
08012         
08013         Digvrata - Limit travel distance
08014         Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 
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08021                                   6-7-24 Pt.1
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08023   Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
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08025 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
08026 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
08027 bd->max_blk=0x10000;
08028 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
08029 Fmt('A');
08030 
08031   I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 
08032 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
08033                                   6-6-24 Pt.2
08034 
08035   "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 
08036 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 
08037 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 
08038 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 
08039 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 
08040 believe in it.
08041 
08042   I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 
08043 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 
08044 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 
08045 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 
08046 how hope works.
08047 
08048   I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 
08049 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
08050 
08051                                   6-6-24 Pt.1
08052 
08053   I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
08054 
08055                                   5-28-24 Pt.1
08056 
08057   A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 
08058 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 
08059 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 
08060 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 
08061 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
08062 
08063   I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 
08064 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 
08065 fuckin zooted.
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08069                                   5-27-24 Pt.1
08070 
08071   Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 
08072 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 
08073 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 
08074 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
08075 
08076   In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 
08077 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 
08078 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 
08079 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 
08080 inductors.
08081 
08082   Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 
08083 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 
08084 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
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08106                                   5-26-24 Pt.2
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08108   Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 
08109 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 
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08132   Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 
08133 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 
08134 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 
08135 will be unable to construct reality. I dont  know if the target demographic for 
08136 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 
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08138                                   5-26-24 Pt.1
08139 
08140   I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 
08141 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 
08142 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
08143 
08144   You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 
08145 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 
08146 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 
08147 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 
08148 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 
08149 homeless people. I dont  do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 
08150 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
08151 
08152   See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
08153 
08154                                   5-25-24 Pt.2
08155 
08156   Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 
08157 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 
08158 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 
08159 insane people. I  used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 
08160 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 
08161 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 
08162 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
08163 
08164   Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 
08165 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 
08166 are illrevelant here.
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08169                                   5-25-24 Pt.1
08170 
08171   Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 
08172 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 
08173 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 
08174 not a by-product.
08175 
08176   A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
08177 
08178                                   5-23-24 Pt.1
08179 
08180   People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 
08181 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 
08182 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
08183 
08184   What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 
08185 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 
08186 my workplace,even though he is cute.
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08188                                   5-22-24 Pt.1
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08216   Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 
08217 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 
08218 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 
08219 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
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08221                                   5-21-24 Pt.4
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08223   I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 
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08226                                   5-21-24 Pt.3
08227 
08228   We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 
08229 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 
08230 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
08231 
08232   I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 
08233 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 
08234 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
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08236                                   5-21-24 Pt.2
08237   The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 
08238 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
08239 
08240                                   5-21-24 Pt.1
08241 
08242   Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 
08243 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 
08244 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub  to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 
08245 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
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08286                                   5-20-24 Pt.5
08287   
08288   It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 
08289 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 
08290 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 
08291 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 
08292 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
08293 
08294                                   5-20-24 Pt.4
08295 
08296   Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 
08297 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 
08298 delusion. They say forced non-murder  isnt true peace. This is the socitey 
08299 delusion
08300 
08301   Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 
08302 oxymoron.
08303 
08304   Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 
08305 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 
08306 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 
08307 The only super power you get from morality is self control
08308 
08309   It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 
08310 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 
08311 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 
08312 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
08313 
08314   Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 
08315 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
08316 
08317                                   5-20-24 Pt.3
08318 
08319   If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 
08320 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 
08321 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 
08322 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
08323 
08324   Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 
08325 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 
08326 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
08327  
08328                                   5-20-24 Pt.2
08329 
08330   I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 
08331 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
08332 
08333                                   5-20-24 Pt.1
08334 
08335   Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 
08336 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 
08337 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 
08338 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 
08339 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
08340 
08341                                   5-19-24 Pt.2
08342 
08343   Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 
08344 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 
08345 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
08346 
08347                                   5-19-24 Pt.1
08348 
08349   I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 
08350 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 
08351 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 
08352 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 
08353 choise made in ignorance though
08354 
08355   A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 
08356 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 
08357 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking  about reality. Goldfish poo 
08358 poo brains are good at reality studies.
08359 
08360   My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 
08361 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
08362 
08363   Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
08364 
08365                                   5-13-24 Pt.1
08366 
08367   It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 
08368 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 
08369 
08370                                   5-10-24 Pt.2
08371 
08372   Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
08373 
08374                                   5-10-24 Pt.1
08375 
08376   I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 
08377 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions.  The planter doesnt ask 
08378 the Sun God for rain and the  Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun.  I suppose 
08379 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
08380 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
08381 
08382   You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 
08383 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
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08385                                     Clayton
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08475                            Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
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08477   The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 
08478 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
08479 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
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08481   In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 
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08483 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 
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08486   Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L
08487 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 
08488 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 
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08512                            Compiler Part 2,The Parser
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08514   The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 
08515 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 
08516 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
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08519     1 2 + 3 4 + *
08520 
08521   The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 
08522 parenthesis
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08524     ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
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08526 Pretty epic isn't it.
08527 
08528   To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 
08529 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 
08530 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
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08577   The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 
08578 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 
08579 later. We end up with something like this
08580 
08581 <63>

08582 
08583 
08584 
08585 
08586 
08587 
08588 
08589 
08590 
08591 
08592 
08593 
08594 
08595 
08596 
08597 
08598 
08599 
08600 
08601 
08602 
08603   Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 
08604 output
08605 
08606 <64>

08607 
08608 
08609 
08610 
08611 
08612 
08613 
08614 
08615 
08616 
08617 
08618 
08619 
08620 
08621 
08622 
08623 
08624 
08625 
08626                          Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
08627 
08628 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
08629 
08630                        Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
08631 
08632 
08633   The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 
08634 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 
08635 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 
08636 into the C intermediate codes.
08637 
08638   There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 
08639 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 
08640 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
08641 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
08642 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
08643 
08644   The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 
08645 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 
08646 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 
08647 intermediate codes. 
08648 
08649   To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 
08650 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 
08651 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 
08652 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks).
08653 
08654 
08655 <65>

08656 
08657 
08658 
08659 
08660 
08661 
08662 
08663 
08664 
08665 
08666 
08667 
08668 
08669 
08670 
08671 
08672 
08673   The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 
08674 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 
08675 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 
08676 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 
08677 availble a stack location will be choosed.
08678 
08679   The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 
08680 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
08681 
08682   This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 
08683 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 
08684 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
08685 
08686   Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 
08687 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 
08688 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 
08689 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
08690 
08691 
08692                                    User-Guide
08693 
08694                            Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
08695 
08696   Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
08697 
08698 
08699 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
08700   dc->color=BLUE;
08701   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
08702 }
08703 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
08704 
08705 
08706 
08707   The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 
08708 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
08709 
08710 -] GrRect
08711 
08712 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
08713 
08714 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
08715 
08716 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
08717 
08718 -] GrFillCircle
08719 
08720 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
08721 
08722 -] GrCircle
08723 
08724 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
08725 
08726 -] GrLine
08727 
08728 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
08729 
08730 -] GrPrint
08731 
08732 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
08733 
08734 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
08735 
08736 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
08737 
08738 -] DCClear
08739 
08740 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
08741 
08742 -] DCFill
08743 
08744 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
08745 
08746 
08747             Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
08748 
08749   TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 
08750 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 
08751 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 
08752 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 
08753 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
08754 
08755 
08756 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
08757 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
08758 DCFill;
08759 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08760 F64 rotx=0;
08761 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
08762   DCFill(dc);
08763   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
08764   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
08765   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
08766   dc->color=YELLOW;
08767   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 
08768   DCFill;
08769   GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
08770   Sleep(33);
08771 }
08772 DCDel(dc);
08773 DCFill;
08774 
08775 
08776 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
08777 -] Mat4x4RotX
08778 
08779 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
08780 
08781 -] Mat4x4RotY
08782 
08783 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
08784 
08785 -] Mat4x4RotZ
08786 
08787 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
08788 
08789 -] Mat4x4Scale
08790 
08791 //Zooms a matrix
08792 
08793 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
08794 
08795 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
08796 
08797 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
08798 
08799 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
08800 
08801 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
08802 
08803 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
08804 
08805 
08806 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
08807 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
08808 
08809 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
08810 
08811 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
08812 
08813 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 
08814 transofrmations
08815 
08816 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
08817 
08818 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 
08819 genius what this actually does
08820 
08821 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
08822 
08823 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
08824 
08825 
08826   Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 
08827 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 
08828 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 
08829 for you.
08830 
08831 Here is a cube thing for you:
08832 
08833 
08834 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
08835 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
08836 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
08837 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
08838 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
08839 DCFill;
08840 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08841 F64 rotx=0,roty;
08842 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
08843 I64 i=0,i2=0;
08844 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 
08845 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
08846   Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
08847   Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
08848   Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
08849   for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
08850     MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
08851     Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
08852   }
08853   i++;
08854 }
08855 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
08856   DCFill(dc);
08857   DCDepthBufRst(dc);
08858   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
08859   Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
08860   Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
08861   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
08862   Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
08863   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
08864   for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
08865     dc->color=colors[i2];
08866     GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
08867    }
08868    DCFill;
08869    GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
08870    Sleep(33);
08871 }
08872 DCDel(dc);
08873 DCFill;
08874 
08875 
08876   If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 
08877 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
08878 
08879   Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 
08880 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 
08881 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 
08882 scale distance Let's see an example:
08883 Heres an example:
08884 
08885 
08886 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
08887 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
08888 {
08889   I64 zz;
08890   Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
08891   zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
08892   if (zz<1) zz=1;
08893   *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
08894   *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
08895   *x+=dc->x;
08896   *y+=dc->y;
08897   *z+=dc->z;
08898 }
08899 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08900 dc->transform=&Transform;
08901 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
08902 I64 dist=0;
08903 dc->z=-60;
08904 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 
08905   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
08906   dc->color=LTRED;
08907   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
08908   Refresh;
08909   DCFill;
08910 } 
08911 
08912                    Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
08913 
08914   In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 
08915 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 
08916 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 
08917 get started
08918 
08919 
08920 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08921 I64 cnt;
08922 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 
08923   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
08924   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
08925   Refresh;
08926   DCFill;
08927 }
08928  
08929 
08930   If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 
08931 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 
08932 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 
08933 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 
08934 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
08935 
08936 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
08937 
08938 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
08939 I64 cnt;
08940 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
08941   dc->color=BLACK; 
08942   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
08943   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
08944   dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
08945   GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
08946   Refresh;
08947   DCFill;
08948 }
08949 DCDel(dc);
08950 
08951                          Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
08952 
08953   TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 
08954 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 
08955 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
08956 
08957   If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use  Nois
08958 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
08959 
08960                           Runtime Part 3: Making Music
08961 
08962   TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
08963 
08964 A simple song looks like this:
08965 
08966  Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
08967 
08968 
08969   There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 
08970 without further ado,here is a list
08971 -] #
08972 
08973 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
08974 
08975 -] w
08976 
08977 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
08978 
08979 -] h
08980 
08981 Makes a half note
08982 
08983 -] q
08984 
08985 Makes a 1/4 note
08986 
08987 -] e
08988 
08989 Makes a tiny eigth note
08990 
08991 
08992   You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 
08993 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
08994 
08995 Try this:
08996 
08997 
08998 music.tempo=8;
08999 Play(
09000     "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
09001     "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
09002    "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
09003      "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
09004     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
09005     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
09006     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
09007     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
09008     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
09009 );
09010 MusicSettingsRst;
09011 
09012                     Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
09013 
09014   HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 
09015 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 
09016 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 
09017 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 
09018 data about the self.
09019 
09020   To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 
09021 table and do these steps
09022  
09023 -] Step 1
09024 
09025 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 
09026 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
09027 
09028 -] Step 2
09029 
09030 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 
09031 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
09032 
09033 -] Step 3
09034 
09035 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
09036 
09037 
09038 
09039 Perhaps an example will help:
09040 
09041 class CMeta {
09042   I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
09043   I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
09044   F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
09045 };
09046 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
09047 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
09048   CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
09049   CMemberLst *ml;
09050   U64 sf;
09051   if(!findc) return;
09052   ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
09053   sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
09054   if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
09055     Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
09056   } 
09057 }
09058 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
09059 
09060 
09061   If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
09062 
09063 
09064 class CInput {
09065   //Be sure to use -P with strings
09066   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
09067   I64 age format "\n";
09068   Bool is_tall format "\n";
09069 };
09070 CInput inp;
09071 PopUpForm(&inp);
09072 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
09073 if(inp.is_tall)
09074   "Tall!\n";
09075 
09076 
09077                            Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
09078 
09079   If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 
09080 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
09081 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 
09082 you,you have come to the right place
09083 
09084   In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 
09085 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
09086 
09087   To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 
09088 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 
09089 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
09090 
09091   Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 
09092 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 
09093 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 
09094 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
09095 
09096 
09097 //
09098 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
09099 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
09100 //
09101 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
09102 class CFileEnt {
09103   U8 name[STR_LEN];
09104   U8 password[STR_LEN];
09105 };
09106 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
09107 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
09108 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
09109 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
09110 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
09111 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
09112 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
09113 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
09114 FClose(file);
09115 //
09116 // Now we read
09117 //
09118 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
09119 CFileEnt user;
09120 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
09121   MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
09122   "Got  user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
09123 }
09124 FClose(file);
09125 
09126 
09127   Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 
09128 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 
09129 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 
09130 Look at this example
09131 
09132 
09133 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
09134 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
09135 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
09136 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
09137 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
09138   "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
09139 }
09140 DirEntryDel(root);
09141 
09142 
09143   A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 
09144 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 
09145 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 
09146 be sure to free the root data with .
09147 
09148   To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 
09149 exists.
09150 
09151   Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 
09152 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
09153 
09154 
09155 -] FUF_RECURSE
09156 
09157 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
09158 
09159 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
09160 
09161 Chooses only directories(folders)
09162 
09163 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
09164 
09165 Chooses only files
09166 
09167 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
09168 
09169 Chooses only text files
09170 
09171 -] FUF_JUST_DD
09172 
09173 Chooses only DolDoc files
09174 
09175 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
09176 
09177 Chooses only source files
09178 
09179 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
09180 
09181 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
09182 
09183 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
09184 
09185 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
09186 
09187 
09188   If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 
09189 remove a fule use Del("file");
09190 
09191   There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 
09192 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
09193 e("old","new") or just a file via  Copy("old","new").
09194 
09195   And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 
09196 
09197                     Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
09198 
09199   TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 
09200 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 
09201 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
09202 
09203 
09204 
09205 <66>

09206 
09207 
09208 
09209 
09210 
09211 
09212 
09213 
09214 
09215   As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 
09216 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 
09217 "last" one.
09218 
09219   To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 
09220 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
09221 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
09222 
09223   In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 
09224 ciruclar
09225 
09226 
09227  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
09228 CQue),*cur;
09229  QueInit(head);
09230  QueIns(one,head);
09231  QueIns(two,one);
09232  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
09233    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
09234  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
09235  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
09236 
09237 
09238   To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 
09239 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 
09240 
09241 
09242  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
09243 CQue),*cur;
09244  QueInit(head);
09245  QueIns(one,head);
09246  QueIns(two,one);
09247  QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 
09248  Free(one); //Free it's data
09249  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
09250    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
09251  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
09252  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
09253 
09254 
09255   You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
09256 
09257   Here is a reference section:
09258 -] QueInit(head) 
09259 
09260 Intialize the head of a queue
09261 
09262 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 
09263 
09264 Insert an item after the elem
09265 
09266 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 
09267 
09268 Insert an item before the elem
09269 
09270 -] QueRem(elem) 
09271 
09272 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
09273 
09274 -] QueDel(head) 
09275 
09276 Frees all items in the queue
09277 
09278 -] QueCnt(head) 
09279 
09280 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
09281 
09282 
09283                   Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
09284 
09285   Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
09286 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
09287 
09288   When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 
09289 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
09290 
09291 #define FOO 123
09292 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
09293 if(def)
09294   "%s\n",def->data;
09295 
09296   We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 
09297 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
09298 
09299 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
09300 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
09301 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
09302 d->data=StrNew("10");
09303 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
09304 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
09305 "%d\n",Hello;
09306 
09307 
09308   Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
09309 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
09310 
09311   Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 
09312 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
09313 
09314 Perhaps an example will help:
09315 
09316 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
09317 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
09318 ent->user_data0=1;
09319 ent->user_data1=2;
09320 ent->user_data2=3;
09321 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
09322 ent->str=StrNew("look");
09323 HashAdd(ent,ht);
09324 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
09325 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
09326 HashTableDel(ht);
09327 
09328 
09329 Here is a reference of hash table functions
09330 
09331 -] HashAdd(item,table) 
09332 
09333 Adds an item to the hash table
09334 
09335 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 
09336 
09337 Delete an item from the hash table
09338 
09339 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 
09340 
09341 Find an item in the table
09342 
09343 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 
09344 
09345 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
09346 
09347 -] HashTableNew(sz) 
09348 
09349 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
09350 
09351 
09352                     Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
09353 
09354   Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 
09355 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 
09356 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
09357 
09358 It looks like this:
09359 <67>

09360 
09361 
09362 
09363 
09364 
09365 
09366 
09367 
09368 
09369 
09370 
09371 
09372 
09373 
09374 
09375   First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
09376 
09377 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
09378 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
09379 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
09380 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
09381 
09382   You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
09383 
09384 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
09385 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
09386 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
09387 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
09388 I64 val;
09389 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
09390   "Got a %d\n",val;
09391 
09392 
09393 Here is a reference section
09394 
09395 -] FifoI64New(sz) 
09396 
09397 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
09398 
09399 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 
09400 
09401 Remove all the items from the fifo
09402 
09403 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 
09404 
09405 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
09406 
09407 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 
09408 
09409 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
09410 
09411 -] FifoI64Del(f) 
09412 
09413 Free the fifo
09414 
09415 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 
09416 
09417 Remove an item from the fifo
09418 
09419 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 
09420 
09421 Insert an item into the fifo
09422 
09423 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 
09424 
09425 Remove all the items from the fifo
09426 
09427 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 
09428 
09429 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
09430 
09431 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 
09432 
09433 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
09434 
09435 -] FifoU8Del(f) 
09436 
09437 Free the fifo
09438 
09439 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 
09440 
09441 Remove an item from the fifo
09442 
09443 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 
09444 
09445 Insert an item into the fifo
09446 
09447 -] FifoU8New(sz) 
09448 
09449 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
09450 
09451 
09452                            Runtime Part 9: User Input
09453 
09454   TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 
09455 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 
09456 message mask.
09457  
09458 I64 x,y;
09459 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
09460   dc->color=RED;
09461   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
09462 }
09463 U0 Run() {
09464   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09465   I64 m,x2,y2;
09466   while(TRUE) {
09467     m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
09468     if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
09469       break;
09470     x=x2;
09471     y=y2;
09472     Refresh;
09473   }
09474 }
09475 Run;
09476  
09477 
09478   Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 
09479 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 
09480 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 
09481 first before I dive into details.
09482 
09483 I64 x,y;
09484 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
09485   dc->color=GREEN;
09486   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 
09487 }
09488 U0 Run() {
09489   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09490   I64 msg,sc,ch;
09491   for(;TRUE;) {
09492     if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
09493       if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
09494       if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
09495         y-=3;
09496       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
09497         y+=3;
09498       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
09499         x-=3;
09500       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
09501         x+=3;
09502       }
09503     } else {
09504       Refresh;
09505     }
09506   }
09507 }
09508 Run;
09509 
09510   As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 
09511 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 
09512 is down etc.
09513 
09514   The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 
09515 can be tested via the "&" operator
09516 
09517 
09518 I64 x,y;
09519 I64 color=GREEN;
09520 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
09521   dc->color=color;
09522   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
09523   dc->color=RED;
09524 }
09525 U0 Run() {
09526   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
09527   I64 msg,sc,ch;
09528   for(;TRUE;) {
09529     if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
09530       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
09531       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
09532         y-=3;
09533       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
09534         y+=3;
09535       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
09536         x-=3;
09537       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
09538         x+=3;
09539       }
09540       if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
09541         color=RED;
09542       else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
09543         color=YELLOW;
09544       else
09545         color=GREEN;
09546     } else {
09547       Refresh;
09548     }
09549   }
09550 }
09551 Run;
09552 
09553 
09554   Here's a list of scancode flags:
09555 
09556 -] SCF_KEY_UP
09557 
09558 The key was released
09559 
09560 -] SCF_CTRL
09561 
09562 The Ctrl key is down
09563 
09564 -] SCF_SHIFT
09565 
09566 The shift key is down
09567 
09568 -] SCF_ALT
09569 
09570 The alt key is down
09571 
09572 -] SCF_CAPS
09573 
09574 The Caps lock key is down
09575 
09576 -] SCF_NUM
09577 
09578 The NumLock key is kdown
09579 
09580 -] SCF_SCROLL
09581 
09582 Scroll Lock key is down
09583 
09584 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
09585 
09586 The left mouse is down
09587 
09588 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
09589 
09590 The right mouse is down
09591 
09592 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
09593 
09594 There is no shift
09595 
09596 
09597   Here's a list of scancode keys:
09598 
09599 -] SC_ESC
09600 
09601 The escape key
09602 
09603 -] SC_BACKSPACE
09604 
09605 The backspace key
09606 
09607 -] SC_TAB
09608 
09609 The tab key
09610 
09611 -] SC_ENTER
09612 
09613 The enter key
09614 
09615 -] SC_CTRL
09616 
09617 The ctrl key
09618 
09619 -] SC_ALT
09620 
09621 The alt key
09622 
09623 -] SC_CAPS
09624 
09625 The caps lock key
09626 
09627 -] SC_NUM
09628 
09629 The num lock key
09630 
09631 -] SC_SCROLL
09632 
09633 The scroll lock key
09634 
09635 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
09636 
09637 The up key
09638 
09639 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
09640 
09641 The down key
09642 
09643 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
09644 
09645 The left key
09646 
09647 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
09648 
09649 The right key
09650 
09651 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
09652 
09653 The page down key
09654 
09655 -] SC_PAGE_UP
09656 
09657 The page up key
09658 
09659 -] SC_HOME
09660 
09661 The home key
09662 
09663 -] SC_END
09664 
09665 The end key
09666 
09667 -] SC_INS
09668 
09669 The insert key
09670 
09671 -] SC_DELETE
09672 
09673 The delete key
09674 
09675 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
09676 
09677 The Fxx keys
09678 
09679 -] SC_PAUSE
09680 
09681 The pause key
09682 
09683 -] SC_GUI
09684 
09685 The logo key
09686 
09687 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
09688 
09689 The print screen key
09690 
09691 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
09692 
09693 The print screen key
09694 
09695 
09696   I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 
09697 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
09698 
09699 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
09700 
09701 A Key is put down
09702 
09703 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
09704 
09705 A Key is release
09706 
09707 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
09708 
09709 The mouse is moved
09710 
09711 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
09712 
09713 The left button is down
09714 
09715 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
09716 
09717 The left button is down
09718 
09719 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
09720 
09721 The right button is down
09722 
09723 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
09724 
09725 The right button is down
09726 
09727 
09728                          Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
09729 
09730   TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 
09731 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
09732 
09733   In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
09734 
09735 
09736 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
09737   Beep;
09738 }
09739 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 
09740 
09741 
09742   You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
09743 
09744 
09745 CTask *u=User;
09746 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 
09747 end as we are "the-user".
09748 Sleep(5000);
09749 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
09750 
09751 
09752   Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
09753 
09754 
09755 CTask *t=User;
09756 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
09757 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
09758 
09759 
09760   There is also a BirthWait
09761 
09762 
09763 CTask *t=User;
09764 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
09765 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
09766 
09767 
09768   To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 
09769 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 
09770 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 
09771 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 
09772 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
09773 
09774 
09775 I64 beep_lock=0;
09776 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
09777   //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 
09778   while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 
09779 is checked
09780     Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 
09781 tasks
09782   Beep(snd);
09783   //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
09784   LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
09785 }
09786 I64 i;
09787 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
09788   Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
09789   "Spawned a thread!!\n";
09790 }
09791 
09792                                Runtime Part 10: Jobs
09793 
09794   In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 
09795 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 
09796 
09797 
09798 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
09799 res=JobResGet(job);
09800 Kill(jobber);
09801 "I got %d\n",res;
09802 
09803   With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
09804 
09805 
09806 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
09807 I64 core=0;
09808 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 
09809 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
09810 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
09811   jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
09812      "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
09813      "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
09814   0);
09815 }
09816 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
09817   "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
09818 }
09819 
09820 
09821   If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
09822 AKE_MASTER flag.
09823 
09824 
09825 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
09826 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
09827 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
09828 
09829                                Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
09830 
09831   Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 
09832 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 
09833 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 
09834 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
09835 
09836 
09837 //BT is a button
09838 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09839  
09840 
09841   As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 
09842 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 
09843 text. Lets see an example:
09844 
09845 
09846 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
09847 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09848 
09849 
09850   DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 
09851 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 
09852 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
09853 
09854 
09855 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
09856 
09857 
09858   You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 
09859 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 
09860 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
09861 
09862 
09863 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
09864   Beep;
09865 }
09866 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
09867 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
09868 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
09869 
09870 
09871   You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 
09872 for a left-click-expression.
09873 
09874 
09875 U0 CreateDialog() {
09876   CDocEntry *nums[3];
09877   I64 i;
09878   DocClear(DocPut);
09879   "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
09880   for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
09881     nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
09882   }
09883   DocBottom(DocPut);
09884   switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
09885     start:
09886       DocClear(DocPut);
09887       case 0:
09888         "You picked nothing lol.\n";
09889         break;
09890       case 1:
09891         "One is the one\n";
09892         break;
09893       case 2:
09894         "Two is too good\n";
09895         break;
09896     end:
09897   }
09898 }
09899 CreateDialog;
09900 
09901 
09902   You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
09903 
09904 
09905 U0 CreateDialog() {
09906 class CInput {
09907   //Be sure to use -P with strings
09908   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
09909   I64 age format "\n";
09910   Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
09911 };
09912 CInput inp;
09913 PopUpForm(&inp);
09914 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
09915 if(inp.is_tall)
09916   "Tall!\n";
09917 
09918 
09919   Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
09920 
09921 -] TX
09922 
09923 Text
09924 
09925 -] CR
09926 
09927 Newline
09928 
09929 -] CU
09930 
09931 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
09932 
09933 -] TB
09934 
09935 Tab
09936 
09937 -] CL
09938 
09939 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
09940 
09941 -] PB
09942 
09943 Page break
09944 
09945 -] PL
09946 
09947 Page length
09948 
09949 -] LM
09950 
09951 Left margin
09952 
09953 -] RM
09954 
09955 Right margin
09956 
09957 -] HD
09958 
09959 Header margin
09960 
09961 -] FO
09962 
09963 Footer margin
09964 
09965 -] ID
09966 
09967 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
09968 
09969 -] FD
09970 
09971 Forground default color
09972 
09973 -] BD
09974 
09975 Background default color
09976 
09977 -] PT
09978 
09979 Command Line Prompt
09980 
09981 -] WW
09982 
09983 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
09984 
09985 -] UL
09986 
09987 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
09988 
09989 -] IV
09990 
09991 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
09992 
09993 -] BK
09994 
09995 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
09996 
09997 -] SX
09998 
09999 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
10000 
10001 -] SY
10002 
10003 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
10004 
10005 -] CB
10006 
10007 Checkbox
10008 
10009 -] LS
10010 
10011 Major Lit Alert
10012 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 
10013 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
10014 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
10015 
10016 -] MA
10017 
10018 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
10019 
10020 -] TR
10021 
10022 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
10023 
10024 -] HL
10025 
10026 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
10027 
10028 
10029  Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 
10030 example you can do  "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
10031 
10032 -] H
10033 
10034 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
10035 
10036 -] L
10037 
10038 This will make the element act as a link
10039 
10040 -] TR
10041 
10042 This will make the element act as a tree
10043 
10044 -] LS
10045 
10046 This will make the element act as a list
10047 
10048 -] PU
10049 
10050 This will make a macro run in a popup window
10051 
10052 -] C
10053 
10054 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
10055 
10056 -] X
10057 
10058 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
10059 
10060 -] UD
10061 
10062 Update data on typing
10063 
10064 
10065 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
10066 
10067 -] T
10068 
10069 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
10070 
10071 -] LEN
10072 
10073 Sets the length of the DA element.
10074 
10075 -] A
10076 
10077 Sets the link location
10078 
10079 -] LE
10080 
10081 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
10082 
10083 -] RE
10084 
10085 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
10086 
10087 -] LM
10088 
10089 Left macro,runs text on left click
10090 
10091 -] RM
10092 
10093 Right macro,runs text on right click
10094 
10095 -] RT
10096 
10097 Raw type of DA
10098 
10099 -] U
10100 
10101 User data
10102 
10103 -] SCX
10104 
10105 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
10106 
10107 -] SX
10108 
10109 Scroll x pixels
10110 
10111 -] SY
10112 
10113 Scroll y pixels
10114 
10115 
10116   Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 
10117 is a reference for the link codes:
10118 
10119 -] FI
10120 
10121 File index,FI="file" or  FI="file,line"
10122 
10123 -] FF
10124 
10125 File Find,FF="file,text"
10126 
10127 -] BF
10128 
10129 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
10130 
10131 -] HI
10132 
10133 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
10134 
10135 -] A
10136 
10137 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
10138 
10139 
10140   Now a function reference:
10141 
10142 -] DocBottom
10143 
10144 Move to the bottom of the document
10145 
10146 -] DocCenter
10147 
10148 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
10149 
10150 -] DocClear
10151 
10152 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
10153 
10154 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
10155 
10156 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
10157 
10158 -] DocDel
10159 
10160 Delete a documents memory
10161 
10162 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
10163 
10164 Deletes a document entry
10165 
10166 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
10167 
10168 Copy an element
10169 
10170 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
10171 
10172 Insert a document into an other document
10173 
10174 -] DocLock
10175 
10176 Lock a document
10177 
10178 -] DocUnlock
10179 
10180 Unlock a document
10181 
10182 -] DocRst
10183 
10184 Reset the document
10185 
10186 -] DocTop
10187 
10188 Go to the top of the document
10189 
10190 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
10191 
10192 Read a line from a file
10193 
10194 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
10195 
10196 Write a line into a file
10197 
10198 -] DocRead(filename)
10199 
10200 Read a document from  a file
10201 
10202 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
10203 
10204 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
10205 
10206 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
10207 
10208 Save a document into memory
10209 
10210 -] DocWrite(doc)
10211 
10212 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
10213 
10214 -] DocMenu
10215 
10216 Interact with a document until a value is found
10217 
10218 -] DocForm
10219 
10220 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 
10221 
10222 -] DocNew(filename)
10223 
10224 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
10225 
10226 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
10227 
10228 Insert a .GR file into a document
10229 
10230 -] DocPrint
10231 
10232 Print text into a document
10233 
10234 -] DocPut
10235 
10236 Get the current document for a task
10237 
10238 -] DocType(doc,filename)
10239 
10240 Type a file into a document