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0002                                     Aiwnios.com
0003 
0004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
0005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
0007 about myself.
0008 
0009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
0013 
0014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
0016 
0017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
0019 
0020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
0021 
0022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
0023 
0024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
0025 
0026 AiwniosTube
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0031 
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0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
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0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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0062                               2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
0063 
0064   As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 
0065 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 
0066 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 
0067 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 
0068 games are consumerism garbage. 
0069 
0070   I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 
0071 intended for a nich aucdience.
0072 
0073   I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 
0074 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
0075 
0076                                   2-20-25 Pt.2
0077 
0078   There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 
0079 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 
0080 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 
0081 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 
0082 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 
0083 listen to people as they tell stories.
0084 
0085   My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 
0086 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
0087 
0088                                   2-20-25 Pt.1
0089 
0090   There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 
0091 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 
0092 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
0093 
0094 
0095                                   2-18-25 Pt.1
0096 
0097   MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 
0098 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 
0099 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 
0100 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 
0101 during class in the computer lab.
0102 
0103   One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 
0104 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 
0105 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 
0106 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 
0107 best days were in the younger years.
0108 
0109                                   2-17-25 Pt.2
0110 
0111   I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 
0112 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 
0113 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 
0114 should probably learn them.
0115 
0116   Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 
0117 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 
0118 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 
0119 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 
0120 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
0121 
0122   I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 
0123 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 
0124 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 
0125 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 
0126 
0127   I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 
0128 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 
0129 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 
0130 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 
0131 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
0132 
0133   Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 
0134 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
0135 
0136 
0137                                   2-17-25 Pt.1
0138 
0139   Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 
0140 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 
0141 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 
0142 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 
0143 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 
0144 ptrace(gdb x homies). 
0145 
0146   If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 
0147 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 
0148 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 
0149 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
0150 
0151   My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 
0152 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 
0153 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
0154 
0155   While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 
0156 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
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0160                                   3-16-25 Pt.4
0161 
0162   The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 
0163 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 
0164 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 
0165 sense of peoples' silence.
0166 
0167   I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 
0168 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 
0169 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 
0170 insane looking for an answer.
0171 
0172   I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 
0173 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 
0174 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
0175 
0176   I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 
0177 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 
0178 it was funny.
0179 
0180   I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 
0181 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
0182 
0183                                   3-16-25 Pt.3
0184 
0185   Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 
0186 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 
0187 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 
0188 more than a sane person.
0189 
0190   Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 
0191 very cringe. 
0192 
0193   I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 
0194 able to do it.
0195 
0196                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
0197 
0198   I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 
0199 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
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0201                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
0202 
0203   The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 
0204 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 
0205 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 
0206 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 
0207 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
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0209   struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
0210   struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 
0211 end at 0xf8*/
0212   memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
0213   new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
0214   __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
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0216 
0217                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
0218 
0219   I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 
0220 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 
0221 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 
0222 addicting.
0223 
0224   I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 
0225 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 
0226 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 
0227 like the words.
0228 
0229                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
0230 
0231   I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 
0232 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 
0233 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 
0234 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 
0235 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 
0236 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 
0237 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 
0238 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
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0249   Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 
0250 work.
0251                                   3-14-25 Pt.3
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0253   OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 
0254 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 
0255 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 
0256 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 
0257 you return to C space.
0258 
0259   I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 
0260 fuck.
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0262                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
0263 
0264   Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 
0265 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
0266 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
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0269   That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
0270 
0271   The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
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0273 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
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0276   Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
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0278 
0279                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
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0281   IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 
0282 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K  retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 
0283 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 
0284 framebuffer.
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0286                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
0287 
0288   Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 
0289 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 
0290 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 
0291 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation  or something 
0292 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat  file.
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0294  I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 
0295 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 
0296 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 
0297 something. I will ammend  tommorow. This runs like shit.
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0300                                   3-12-25 Pt.3
0301 
0302   Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 
0303 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 
0304 laws that serve no-one.
0305 
0306                                   3-12-25 Pt.2
0307 
0308   Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 
0309 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 
0310 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
0311 
0312   This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 
0313 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 
0314 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 
0315 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 
0316 retards.
0317 
0318   The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 
0319 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 
0320 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 
0321 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
0322 
0323   If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 
0324 9 you have no leg to stand on.
0325 
0326   People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 
0327 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
0328 
0329                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
0330 
0331   I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 
0332 other
0333 
0334                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
0335 
0336   I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 
0337 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
0338 
0339                                   2-9-25 Pt.1
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0341   Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
0342 
0343                                   2-8-25 Pt.2
0344 
0345   My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 
0346 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
0347 
0348                                   2-8-25 Pt.1
0349 
0350   My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 
0351 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 
0352 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 
0353 cheating.
0354 
0355                                   2-7-25 Pt.1
0356 
0357   Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 
0358 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 
0359 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 
0360 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
0361 
0362   I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 
0363 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 
0364 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 
0365 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 
0366 math.
0367 
0368   Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 
0369 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 
0370 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 
0371 sexuality would  favor gayness over reality studies.
0372 
0373   You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 
0374 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 
0375 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 
0376 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 
0377 expirence.
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0379                                   2-6-25 Pt.2
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0381   Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
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0383                                   2-6-25 Pt.1
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0385   I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
0386 -] Bugs
0387   
0388   -] Aiwntube names with spaces
0389     
0390     Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
0391   
0392   -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
0393     
0394     Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 
0395     sources for gihon.
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0399                                   2-4-25 Pt.3
0400 
0401   There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 
0402 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 
0403 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 
0404 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 
0405 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
0406 
0407   I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 
0408 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 
0409 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 
0410 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
0411 
0412   Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 
0413 a confused world.  
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0416                                   2-4-25 Pt.2
0417 
0418   I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 
0419 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 
0420 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 
0421 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 
0422 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 
0423 make something I would play.
0424 
0425   I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 
0426 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 
0427 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 
0428 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 
0429 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 
0430 
0431  The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 
0432 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 
0433 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 
0434 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
0435 
0436                                   2-4-25 Pt.1
0437 
0438   I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 
0439 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 
0440 able to kick thier heads around.
0441 
0442                                   2-2-25 Pt.4
0443 
0444   There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 
0445 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 
0446 Genesis.
0447 
0448   Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 
0449 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 
0450 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 
0451 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 
0452 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 
0453 other levels.
0454 
0455                                   2-2-25 Pt.3
0456 
0457   The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 
0458 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 
0459 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 
0460 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 
0461 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
0462 
0463   After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 
0464 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 
0465 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
0466 
0467   This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 
0468 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 
0469 father cannot accept alms.
0470 
0471                                   2-2-25 Pt.2
0472 
0473   Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 
0474 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 
0475 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 
0476 be historical.
0477 
0478                                   2-2-25 Pt.1
0479 
0480   I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 
0481 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 
0482 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 
0483 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
0484 
0485                                   2-1-25 Pt.1
0486 
0487   I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 
0488 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 
0489 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 
0490 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 
0491 may be coming in about a week.
0492 
0493   I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 
0494 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 
0495 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 
0496 hood.
0497 
0498  As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 
0499 really fun.
0500 
0501                                   1-28-25 Pt.3
0502 
0503   As the Lords of the Universe instructed,      
0504   by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
0505 
0506   Service to others,brothers and mothers,
0507   seek the Dharma of the Jains
0508 
0509   For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
0510   Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
0511   I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
0512   though you ask for it not.
0513 
0514   Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
0515   Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
0516   
0517   
0518                                   1-29-25 Pt.1
0519 
0520   Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 
0521 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 
0522 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 
0523 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
0524 
0525   Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 
0526 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 
0527 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 
0528 simular animations myself.
0529 
0530   There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 
0531 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 
0532 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 
0533 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 
0534 I have parasite mentality.
0535 
0536   NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 
0537 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
0538 
0539                                   1-28-25 Pt.2
0540 
0541   It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 
0542 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 
0543 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 
0544 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 
0545 to dance without music.
0546 
0547   If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
0548 
0549                                   1-28-25 Pt.1
0550 
0551   The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 
0552 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 
0553 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 
0554 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 
0555 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 
0556 human nature.
0557 
0558   I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 
0559 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 
0560 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 
0561 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
0562 
0563   He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 
0564 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
0565 
0566 
0567 
0568                                   1-27-25 Pt.5
0569 
0570   Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 
0571 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 
0572 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 
0573 scripture. Very impressive stuff
0574 
0575 
0576                                   1-27-25 Pt.4
0577 
0578   I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 
0579 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
0580 
0581   The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 
0582 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 
0583 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 
0584 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 
0585 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
0586 
0587   You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 
0588 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 
0589 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 
0590 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
0591 
0592                                   1-27-25 Pt.3
0593 
0594   Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 
0595 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 
0596 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 
0597 did this or a toy did this.  I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 
0598 amazon without an OS.
0599 
0600   Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 
0601 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
0602 
0603                                   1-27-25 Pt.2
0604 
0605   Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 
0606 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 
0607 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 
0608 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
0609 
0610                                   1-27-25 Pt.1
0611 
0612   When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 
0613 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 
0614 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 
0615 composed of TV are very boring.
0616 
0617   I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 
0618 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 
0619 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
0620 
0621   When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 
0622 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 
0623 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 
0624 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
0625 
0626   The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 
0627 to understand values and not faces.
0628 
0629                                   1-24-25 Pt.3
0630 
0631   If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 
0632 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 
0633 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 
0634 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 
0635 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
0636 
0637   I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 
0638 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
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0677   One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 
0678 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 
0679 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 
0680 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 
0681 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
0682 
0683   He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 
0684 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 
0685 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
0686 
0687   His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 
0688 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 
0689 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 
0690 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 
0691 misfortune.
0692 
0693 
0694                                   1-24-25 Pt.2
0695 
0696   NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
0697 
0698                                   1-24-25 Pt.1
0699 
0700   I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 
0701 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 
0702 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 
0703 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 
0704 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 
0705 your bullfrogs.
0706 
0707   I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 
0708 will be a day or two.
0709 
0710                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
0711 
0712   Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 
0713 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
0714 
0715                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
0716 
0717   A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 
0718 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 
0719 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 
0720 villages then respected the muni. 
0721 
0722   Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 
0723 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 
0724 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 
0725 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
0726 
0727 
0728                                   1-23-25 Pt.3
0729 
0730   The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 
0731 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 
0732 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 
0733 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 
0734 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 
0735 morals is ok.
0736 
0737  Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 
0738 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 
0739 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
0740 
0741   You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 
0742 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 
0743 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
0744 
0745   Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 
0746 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
0747 
0748                                   1-23-25 Pt.2
0749 
0750   Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 
0751 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 
0752 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 
0753 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 
0754 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 
0755 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 
0756 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 
0757 combating said hypthotical evil.
0758 
0759   I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 
0760 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 
0761 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 
0762 forget it.
0763 
0764                                   1-23-25 Pt.1
0765 
0766   I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 
0767 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 
0768 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 
0769 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 
0770 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 
0771 Fault rests in intention.
0772 
0773   He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 
0774 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 
0775 have a vendeta against him.
0776 
0777                                   1-22-25 Pt.3
0778 
0779   I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 
0780 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 
0781 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 
0782 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 
0783 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 
0784 he caused more trauma.
0785 
0786   A good person learns from the follies of others.
0787 
0788                                   1-22-25 Pt.2
0789 
0790   Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 
0791 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 
0792 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
0793 
0794   I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 
0795 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 
0796 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 
0797 depression and happiness.
0798 
0799   Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 
0800 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
0801 
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0804 
0805 
0806 <4>
                               1-22-25 Pt.1
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0815 
0816 
0817 
0818 
0819 
0820 
0821   
0822 
0823 
0824 
0825 
0826 
0827 
0828 
0829   Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 
0830 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 
0831 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 
0832 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
0833 
0834 
0835                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
0836 
0837   I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 
0838 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 
0839 runnin' in Japan.
0840 
0841                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
0842 
0843   Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 
0844 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 
0845 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 
0846 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 
0847 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 
0848 porn.
0849 
0850   I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 
0851 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 
0852 subsitute for parenting your children.
0853 
0854   Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 
0855 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 
0856 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 
0857 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion  which was a big help. 
0858 
0859   Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 
0860 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 
0861 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 
0862 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
0863 
0864   Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
0865 
0866                                  12-20-25 Pt.1
0867 
0868   I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
0869 
0870                                  12-18-25 Pt.4
0871 
0872   I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
0873 
0874                                  12-18-25 Pt.3
0875 
0876   Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 
0877 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 
0878 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
0879 
0880   Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
0881 
0882                                  12-18-25 Pt.2
0883 
0884   I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 
0885 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 
0886 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
0887 
0888   
0889 
0890                                  12-18-25 Pt.1
0891 
0892   FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 
0893 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
0894 
0895   I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
0896 
0897 
0898                                  12-17-25 Pt.2
0899  
0900   IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 
0901 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 
0902 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 
0903 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 
0904 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 
0905 Hill and Robot Chicken. 
0906 
0907   I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 
0908 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 
0909 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 
0910 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
0911 
0912   There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 
0913 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
0914 
0915   I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 
0916 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
0917 
0918   I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 
0919 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 
0920 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 
0921 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 
0922 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 
0923 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
0924 
0925                                  12-17-25 Pt.1
0926 
0927   I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 
0928 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 
0929 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 
0930 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 
0931 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
0932 
0933   I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 
0934 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
0935 
0936                                  12-16-25 Pt.3
0937  
0938   I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 
0939 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 
0940 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 
0941 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 
0942 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
0943 
0944   I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 
0945 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 
0946 I dont thnik she is lying.
0947 
0948                                  12-16-25 Pt.2
0949 
0950  I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 
0951 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 
0952 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
0953 
0954   This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 
0955 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 
0956 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 
0957 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
0958 
0959   I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 
0960 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 
0961 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
0962 
0963   Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 
0964 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 
0965 maybe.
0966   
0967 
0968                                  12-16-25 Pt.1
0969 
0970  5 More days till 21 Savage day.
0971 
0972                                  12-15-25 Pt.1
0973 
0974   When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 
0975 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 
0976 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
0977 
0978   I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 
0979 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 
0980 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 
0981 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
0982 
0983   Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 
0984 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 
0985 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 
0986 tardlets.
0987 
0988   Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 
0989 assuming you are qualified to do so.
0990 
0991   
0992 
0993                                  12-14-25 Pt.2
0994 
0995   You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 
0996 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 
0997 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 
0998 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 
0999 left in the cosmic void.
1000 
1001   Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 
1002 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 
1003 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
1004 
1005 
1006                                  12-14-25 Pt.1
1007 
1008   TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 
1009 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 
1010 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 
1011 album. 
1012 
1013   Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 
1014 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 
1015 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 
1016 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
1017 
1018   Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 
1019 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 
1020 poop.
1021 
1022   Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 
1023 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
1024 
1025   I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 
1026 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 
1027 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 
1028 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
1029 
1030   I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 
1031 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
1032 
1033                                  12-13-25 Pt.2
1034 
1035   I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 
1036 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 
1037 using bounding boxes.
1038 
1039                                  12-13-25 Pt.1
1040 
1041   I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 
1042 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 
1043 the thing is in a cell. 
1044 
1045   This is a Cohen Sutherland  bounding box/clippin algorithm
1046 
1047   //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
1048   #define CS_INSIDE 0
1049   #define CS_LEFT 1
1050   #define CS_RIGHT 2
1051   #define CS_BOTTOM 4
1052   #define CS_TOP 8
1053   I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
1054     I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
1055     if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
1056       if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
1057         return r;
1058     if(x<tx)
1059       r|=CS_LEFT;
1060     else if(x>tx+1.)
1061       r|=CS_RIGHT;
1062     if(y<ty)
1063       r|=CS_BOTTOM;
1064     else if(y>ty+1.)
1065       r|=CS_TOP;
1066     return r;
1067   }
1068   I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
1069     Bool accept=FALSE;
1070     I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
1071     I64 oc_max;
1072     F64 x,y;
1073     if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
1074       if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
1075         return TRUE;
1076     if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
1077       if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
1078         return TRUE;
1079    
1080     while(1) {
1081       if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
1082         accept=TRUE;
1083         break;
1084       } else if(oc1&oc2){
1085         break;
1086       } else {
1087         oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
1088         if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
1089         y=ty+1;
1090   xstyle:
1091         x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
1092         } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
1093         y=ty;
1094         goto xstyle;
1095         } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
1096         x=tx+1;
1097   ystyle:
1098         y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
1099         } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
1100         x=tx;
1101         goto ystyle;
1102         }
1103         if(oc_max==oc1) {
1104         x0=x;
1105         y0=y;
1106         oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
1107         } else {
1108         x1=x;
1109         y1=y;
1110         oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
1111         }
1112       }
1113     }
1114     return accept;
1115   }
1116 
1117 
1118 
1119                                   1-12-25 Pt.1
1120 
1121   I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 
1122 MAlloc arenas.
1123 
1124   In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
1125 
1126   If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 
1127 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 
1128 failure).
1129 
1130 
1131 _Misc_LBts:
1132 Misc_LBts:
1133   lsr x3,x1,3
1134   and x1,x1,0x7
1135   add x0,x3,x0
1136 .L_Bts_0:
1137   ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
1138   mov x4,1
1139   lslv w4,w4,w1
1140   tst w3,w4
1141   cset x5, ne
1142   orr w3,w3,w4
1143   stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
1144   cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
1145   mov x0,x5
1146   ret
1147 
1148 In X86 it looks like this
1149 
1150 
1151   LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
1152 
1153 
1154   You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 
1155 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 
1156 you can use the result.
1157 
1158   X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 
1159 value in rr.
1160 
1161   I was trying to do this today.
1162 
1163 
1164 //Cant do this atommically easily
1165 //Remove  cn
1166 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0)  { //Subtract
1167   CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
1168 } else {
1169   goto new_arena_slab;
1170 }
1171 
1172   It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 
1173 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
1174 
1175 
1176                                   1-10-25 Pt.1
1177 
1178   It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 
1179 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 
1180 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 
1181 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 
1182 about much other that eating.
1183 
1184   The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 
1185 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 
1186 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 
1187 every year.
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1189   A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 
1190 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 
1191 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 
1192 end up unable to buy anything.
1193 
1194   I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 
1195 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 
1196 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
1197 
1198   Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 
1199 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 
1200 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 
1201 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 
1202 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
1203 
1204   A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 
1205 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 
1206 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 
1207 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 
1208 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
1209 
1210   I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 
1211 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 
1212 of focus on something.
1213   
1214                                   1-9-25 Pt.1
1215 
1216   It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 
1217 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 
1218 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 
1219 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 
1220 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 
1221 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
1222 
1223                                   1-8-25 Pt.1
1224 
1225   Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 
1226 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 
1227 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
1228   
1229                                   1-7-25 Pt.3
1230 
1231   Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 
1232 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 
1233 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 
1234 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 
1235 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 
1236 wayland,pick your posion).
1237 
1238   All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 
1239 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 
1240 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 
1241 not releated to running text programs.
1242 
1243   Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 
1244 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 
1245 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 
1246 package software for the peguin.
1247 
1248   Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 
1249 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 
1250 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 
1251 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 
1252 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 
1253 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
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1283                                   1-7-25 Pt.2
1284 
1285   MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 
1286 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 
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1289   This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 
1290 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 
1291 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 
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1296                                   1-7-25 Pt.1
1297 
1298   Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
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1300                                   1-5-25 Pt.2
1301   
1302   Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 
1303 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 
1304 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 
1305 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 
1306 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 
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1308 
1309                                   1-5-25 Pt.1
1310 
1311   There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 
1312 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 
1313 enlightented.
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1315   Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 
1316 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
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1318   The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 
1319 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 
1320 the ages.
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1322                                   1-4-25 Pt.1
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1324  1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 
1325 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 
1326 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 
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1344   In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 
1345 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 
1346 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 
1347 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
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1349   After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 
1350 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 
1351 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 
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1355                                   1-3-25 Pt.1
1356 
1357   AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 
1358 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 
1359 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 
1360 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 
1361 that work always.
1362 
1363   I will need to work   on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 
1364 overhead  of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 
1365 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 
1366 logic wont be too massive. This basically  entails turning the learned inputs 
1367 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 
1368 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
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1370                                   1-2-25 Pt.1
1371 
1372   The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 
1373 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 
1374 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 
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1376   The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 
1377 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 
1378 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 
1379 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
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1381   Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 
1382 opposites we realize its value.
1383   
1384                                   1-1-25 Pt.2
1385 
1386   One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 
1387 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 
1388 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 
1389 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 
1390 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
1391 
1392                                   1-1-25 Pt.1
1393 
1394   I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 
1395 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 
1396 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 
1397 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
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1399   I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 
1400 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 
1401 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 
1402 money.
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1433                                  12-31-24 Pt.1
1434 
1435   Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 
1436 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 
1437 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 
1438 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 
1439 player. They just choose a spot where the player  cant see them but its stupid.
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1441   I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 
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1443   
1444                                  12-30-24 Pt.1
1445  
1446  Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 
1447 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 
1448 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 
1449 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
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1451   She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 
1452 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 
1453 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 
1454 vhelicle of the witch,
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1457                                  12-29-24 Pt.3
1458 
1459   AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 
1460 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 
1461 useful except for building cool stuff with.
1462 
1463                                  12-29-24 Pt.2
1464 
1465   Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 
1466 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 
1467 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 
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1487   The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 
1488 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 
1489 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 
1490 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
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1492  Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 
1493 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 
1494 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 
1495 read it like fread in C.
1496 
1497                                  12-27-24 Pt.2
1498 
1499   Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 
1500 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 
1501 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 
1502 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 
1503 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 
1504 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 
1505 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
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1507   The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 
1508 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 
1509 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 
1510 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 
1511 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 
1512 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 
1513 
1514  Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 
1515 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 
1516 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person  in real life. They love me when I feed 
1517 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 
1518 with suspicion.
1519 
1520   It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
1521 
1522                                  12-26-24 Pt.1
1523 
1524   At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 
1525 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 
1526 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 
1527 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 
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1530 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 
1531 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 
1532 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 
1533 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 
1534 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 
1535 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
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1537 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 
1538 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 
1539 complicated APIs exist.
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1541 
1542                             12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
1543 
1544   Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had  a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 
1545 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 
1546 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 
1547 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
1548 
1549                            12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
1550 
1551   There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 
1552 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 
1553 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 
1554 son,"you  are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 
1555 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
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1557  The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 
1558 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 
1559 themselves.
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1562                                  12-24-24 Pt.1
1563 
1564   Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 
1565 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 
1566 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 
1567 to read data from the end of an executable.
1568 
1569   #include <stdio.h>
1570   #include <stdint.h>
1571   #include <string.h>
1572   int main(int argc,char **argv) {
1573     char signature[9];
1574     signature[8]=0;
1575   
1576     FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
1577     //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
1578     fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
1579     fread(signature,1,8,f);
1580     if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
1581       uint64_t off;
1582       fread(&off,1,8,f);
1583       fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
1584       //Read the data.
1585      printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
1586     }
1587   } 
1588   Do This: 
1589   
1590   gcc ass.c
1591   printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
1592   ./a.out
1593                                  12-23-24 Pt.2
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1625   I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 
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1629                                  12-22-24 Pt.2
1630 
1631   I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 
1632 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 
1633 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 
1634 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 
1635 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 
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1658   Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 
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1660 
1661                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
1662 
1663   Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 
1664 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 
1665 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 
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1667                                  12-20-24 Pt.1
1668 
1669   People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 
1670 because they love themselves  and want their children to please them.
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1672   I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 
1673 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 
1674 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
1675 
1676                                  12-19-24 Pt.1 
1677 
1678   Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 
1679 on raw hardware(FPGA).
1680 
1681                                  12-18-24 Pt.2 
1682 
1683   Lord Mahavir  encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 
1684 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 
1685 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 
1686 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 
1687 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
1688 
1689                                  12-18-24 Pt.1 
1690 
1691   I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 
1692 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 
1693 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 
1694 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 
1695 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 
1696 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 
1697 
1698   Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 
1699 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 
1700 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 
1701 amoung each-other.
1702 
1703   The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 
1704 me. They probably think I am a retard.
1705                                  12-17-24 Pt.4
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1707   Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 
1708 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 
1709 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
1710 
1711                                  12-17-24 Pt.3
1712 
1713   People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 
1714 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 
1715 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 
1716 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 
1717 misleading implications of the words being used.
1718 
1719   If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 
1720 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 
1721 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 
1722 refering to.
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1724   NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 
1725 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 
1726 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 
1727 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 
1728 sex in real life.
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1730   OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 
1731 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 
1732 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 
1733 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 
1734 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 
1735 stupid.
1736 
1737   Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
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1740                                  12-17-24 Pt.2 
1741 
1742   Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 
1743 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 
1744 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
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1747                                  12-17-24 Pt.1
1748 
1749   I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 
1750 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 
1751 the neighborhood.
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1753   Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 
1754 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 
1755 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
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1757   In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
1758 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 
1759 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
1760 
1761  I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 
1762 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
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1830   I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 
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1833                                  12-16-24 Pt.1
1834 
1835   Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 
1836 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 
1837 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 
1838 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 
1839 have more freedom.
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1841   Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 
1842 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 
1843 too many drugs
1844 
1845   I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 
1846 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
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1848    Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 
1849 art called "aiwnios".
1850 
1851   Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
1852 
1853                                  12-15-24 Pt.2
1854 
1855   Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 
1856 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 
1857 efukt.com exist.
1858 
1859                                  12-15-24 Pt.1
1860 
1861   Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 
1862 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 
1863 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 
1864 fixing me except by my own way.
1865 
1866   Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 
1867 free makes it change
1868 
1869                                  12-14-24 Pt.2
1870 
1871   SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 
1872 content for AiwniosTube.  
1873 
1874                                  12-14-24 Pt.1
1875 
1876   My body is your political glory hole.
1877 
1878                                  12-13-24 Pt.1
1879 
1880   Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 
1881 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 
1882 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 
1883 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 
1884 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
1885 
1886 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 
1887 flags but adds does.
1888 
1889 
1890                                  12-12-24 Pt.1
1891 
1892   Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 
1893 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 
1894 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 
1895 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 
1896 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 
1897 ideas live here,someone come visit".
1898 
1899   Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 
1900 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 
1901 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 
1902 Christ to find refudge.
1903 
1904   The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 
1905 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 
1906 individuals with agree with you..
1907 
1908   The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 
1909 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 
1910 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 
1911 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
1912 
1913   See this cool work on art by James Hampton
1914 
1915                                  12-11-24 Pt.3
1916 
1917   Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 
1918 colored text to the termianl.
1919 
1920                                  12-11-24 Pt.2
1921 
1922   People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 
1923 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 
1924 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
1925 
1926   Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 
1927 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 
1928 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
1929 
1930   What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
1931 
1932 
1933                                  12-11-24 Pt.1
1934 
1935   The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 
1936 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
1937 
1938                                  12-10-24 Pt.5
1939 
1940   I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 
1941 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 
1942 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 
1943 discernment.
1944 
1945   People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
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1967   Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy
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1970                                  12-10-24 Pt.4
1971 
1972   I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 
1973 my porn is probably retarded.
1974 
1975                                  12-10-24 Pt.3
1976 
1977   In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 
1978 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 
1979 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
1980 
1981   Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 
1982 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 
1983 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 
1984 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 
1985 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
1986 
1987    NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 
1988 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
1989 
1990   Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 
1991 masturbate to WAP.
1992 
1993                                  12-10-24 Pt.2
1994 
1995  The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 
1996 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 
1997 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 
1998 not be a construction worker.
1999 
2000   Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 
2001 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 
2002 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 
2003 out their hatred for niggers.
2004 
2005   Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 
2006 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 
2007 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
2008 
2009   They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 
2010 suffering we have are niggers.
2011 
2012   Stop killing niggers.
2013   
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2015                                  12-10-24 Pt.1
2016 
2017   The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 
2018 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
2019 
2020                                   12-9-24 Pt.2
2021 
2022   The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
2023         
2024                                   12-9-24 Pt.1
2025 
2026   Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 
2027 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 
2028 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 
2029 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
2030 
2031   This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 
2032 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 
2033 hands are clean. I was submitting.
2034 
2035                                   12-8-24 Pt.2
2036 
2037   Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
2038         
2039                                   12-8-24 Pt.1
2040 
2041   I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 
2042 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 
2043 make a list.
2044 -] Retardations of Islam
2045   
2046   -] Nashk
2047     
2048       Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 
2049     condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
2050     
2051       It goes like this:
2052     
2053     If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 
2054     a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 
2055     everything?
2056         Quran 2:106
2057     
2058       Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
2059     
2060       The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 
2061     change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
2062     
2063       Quran 6:115
2064     
2065       Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 
2066     hell?
2067     
2068     they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
2069         Quean 88:6
2070     
2071     nor any food except oozing pus,
2072         Quran 69:36
2073     
2074       Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
2075     
2076     So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 
2077     family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
2078       Quran 7:83
2079     
2080     So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 
2081     we saved at the brink of dawn
2082       Quran 54:34
2083   
2084   -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
2085     
2086       And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 
2087     produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 
2088     say is true.  
2089       Quran 2:23
2090     
2091       Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
2092     
2093     She took off her dentures and blew me
2094       Oh so gooey and so very great.
2095     I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
2096       Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
2097       Letter to Gram Gram
2098     
2099     I only drink coadine
2100       Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
2101     Garentee you get high
2102       If you drink my pee.
2103     Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
2104     I don't sell propaine
2105     
2106     I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
2107     In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
2108     Covid
2109     By the eradicating virus
2110     But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
2111     So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
2112     No, rather it is certain death
2113     There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
2114     So hold on to science and abandon traditions
2115     And don't go out to buy wheat
2116     And stay home for it is a strong scourge
2117     And wash your hands with new soap
2118     Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
2119     
2120     Surah Corona
2121     
2122     Someone in the Night...
2123     Micheal Jackson
2124     
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2127 
2128                                   12-7-24 Pt.1
2129 
2130   I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 
2131 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
2132 
2133   Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 
2134 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 
2135 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
2136 
2137   The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 
2138 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 
2139 retarded if you think that.
2140 
2141   Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 
2142 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 
2143 implcitly(?). 
2144 
2145   How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 
2146 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 
2147 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
2148 
2149   The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 
2150 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 
2151 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
2152 
2153   The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 
2154 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
2155 
2156   NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 
2157 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
2158  https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 
2159 
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2162                                   12-6-24 Pt.1
2163 
2164   New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
2165 
2166                                   12-5-24 Pt.2
2167 
2168   In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 
2169 He was then schooled on Dharma.  I should make good art but this is too funny 
2170 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 
2171 alot be become an Arihant
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2195 
2196                                   12-5-24 Pt.1
2197 
2198                               IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
2199 
2200  Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 
2201 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 
2202 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 
2203 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 
2204 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
2205 
2206   I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 
2207 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 
2208 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 
2209 its good. 
2210 
2211  The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 
2212 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 
2213 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 
2214 liberated either.
2215 
2216   The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 
2217 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards  
2218 birthed out of vaginas.
2219 
2220   For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean.
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2242   NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 
2243 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 
2244 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 
2245 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 
2246 this(where?).
2247                                   12-4-24 Pt.1
2248 
2249   People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 
2250 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 
2251 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 
2252 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
2253 
2254   I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 
2255 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 
2256 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 
2257 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
2258 
2259   I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 
2260 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
2261 
2262   The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 
2263 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 
2264 server other souls.
2265         
2266                                   12-2-24 Pt.2
2267 
2268   A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 
2269 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 
2270 can do good things once fed.
2271 
2272                                   12-2-24 Pt.1
2273 
2274   Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 
2275 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 
2276 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 
2277 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 
2278 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 
2279 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
2280 
2281   The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 
2282 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 
2283 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 
2284 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
2285 
2286                                      Stuti
2287 
2288         Talking poo poo brains.
2289         Diving in converstation depths.
2290         To see the bottom
2291 
2292                                   12-1-24 Pt.5
2293 
2294   The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 
2295 around it. 
2296 
2297                                   12-1-24 Pt.4
2298 
2299   Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 
2300 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 
2301 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 
2302 it.  Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 
2303 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
2304 
2305                                   12-1-24 Pt.3
2306 
2307   Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
2308         
2309                                   12-1-24 Pt.2
2310 
2311   I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 
2312 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 
2313 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
2314 
2315   I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 
2316 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 
2317 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
2318 
2319   My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 
2320 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
2321 
2322   I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 
2323 
2324   Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 
2325 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 
2326 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 
2327 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
2328 
2329                                   12-1-24 Pt.1
2330   
2331   A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 
2332 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin  
2333 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 
2334 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
2335 
2336   HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 
2337 userspace. 21 Not lit.
2338 
2339   Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 
2340 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
2341 
2342                                  11-30-24 Pt.1
2343 
2344   I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 
2345 compiler.
2346 
2347                                  11-29-24 Pt.5
2348 
2349   Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 
2350 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 
2351 pleased by the Tirthankars
2352 
2353                                  11-29-24 Pt.4
2354 
2355   I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 
2356 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 
2357 and honest person than a respected liar.  I feel guilt. 
2358 
2359                                  11-29-24 Pt.3
2360 
2361   I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 
2362 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 
2363 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 
2364 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 
2365 pussies.
2366 
2367   If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 
2368 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 
2369 ISIS retard. 
2370         
2371                                  11-29-24 Pt.2
2372 
2373   People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 
2374 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 
2375 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 
2376 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
2377 
2378   I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
2379 
2380 -] Claim
2381   
2382   -] Abortion
2383     
2384     Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 
2385     retards is eugenoics...
2386     
2387     Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
2388     
2389     My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 
2390     to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
2391   
2392   -] Porn
2393     
2394     Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
2395     
2396     Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
2397     
2398     My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 
2399     human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 
2400     feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
2401     
2402     There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
2403   
2404   -] Transgenders
2405     
2406     Said:  Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 
2407     who transition.
2408     
2409     Meaning: God doesnt like it.
2410     
2411     Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
2412     neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
2413     abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
2414     
2415     My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 
2416     harm,its no diffent than smoking).
2417     
2418     The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
2419     
2420     If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 
2421     like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 
2422     you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 
2423     imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 
2424     transgenders.
2425   
2426 
2427 
2428                                  11-29-24 Pt.1
2429 
2430   I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 
2431 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 
2432 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
2433 
2434   I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 
2435 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 
2436 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
2437 
2438   Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 
2439 fucked.
2440 
2441 
2442                                  11-28-24 Pt.1
2443 
2444   Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 
2445 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 
2446 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 
2447 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 
2448 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 
2449 idea to eat it.
2450 
2451   Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 
2452 turkey.
2453 
2454                                  11-27-24 Pt.1
2455 
2456   Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 
2457 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 
2458 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 
2459 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 
2460 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
2461 
2462   Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 
2463 in my own culture.
2464 
2465                                  11-26-24 Pt.2
2466 
2467   This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 
2468 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 
2469 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 
2470 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 
2471 Everything in life is optional and not important.
2472 
2473   Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 
2474 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
2475 
2476   I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 
2477 importance in them. 
2478 
2479                                  11-26-24 Pt.1
2480 
2481   Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 
2482 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 
2483 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
2484 
2485   Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 
2486 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
2487 
2488                                  11-25-24 Pt.3
2489 
2490   People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 
2491 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
2492 
2493 
2494                                  11-25-24 Pt.2
2495 
2496   NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 
2497 Chantlor" or something
2498 
2499                                  11-25-24 Pt.1
2500 
2501   I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 
2502 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 
2503 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 
2504 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 
2505 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 
2506 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 
2507 
2508   Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 
2509 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 
2510 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 
2511 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 
2512 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 
2513 website called backpage.
2514 
2515 
2516                                  11-24-24 Pt.2
2517 
2518   People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 
2519 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 
2520 creatures swiming around aimlessly
2521 
2522                                  11-24-24 Pt.1
2523 
2524   Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 
2525 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 
2526 there was a rap guy.
2527 
2528                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
2529 
2530   I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 
2531 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 
2532 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 
2533 lots of cool people who like swag.
2534 
2535   Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 
2536 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 
2537 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
2538 
2539 
2540                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
2541 
2542   Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 
2543 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 
2544 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 
2545 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
2546 
2547   A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 
2548 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 
2549 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 
2550 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 
2551 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
2552 
2553                                  11-23-24 Pt.1
2554 
2555   Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 
2556 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 
2557 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 
2558 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 
2559 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
2560 
2561   In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is  
2562 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 
2563 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 
2564 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
2565 
2566   Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 
2567 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 
2568 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 
2569 breadcrumbs I find.
2570         
2571                                  11-22-24 Pt.1
2572 
2573   The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 
2574 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 
2575 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 
2576 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 
2577 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 
2578 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 
2579 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
2580 
2581   I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 
2582 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 
2583 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 
2584 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 
2585 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 
2586 feature is dogshit though.
2587 
2588                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
2589 
2590   If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
2591 
2592                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
2593 
2594   I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 
2595 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 
2596 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 
2597 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 
2598 it out. See DrawQuad.
2599         
2600                                  11-19-24 Pt.2
2601 
2602   Half-Life 2 got updated.
2603 
2604                                  11-19-24 Pt.1
2605 
2606   It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 
2607 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 
2608 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 
2609 because it is my job; I am too nice.
2610 
2611   People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 
2612 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 
2613 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 
2614 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth  comes with pain. The difference 
2615 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
2616 
2617   There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 
2618 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 
2619 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 
2620 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 
2621 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
2622 
2623                                  11-18-24 Pt.1
2624 
2625   I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 
2626 if they are illegal aliens. I am  thinking that the law regarding aliens can 
2627 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 
2628 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good  for the pregnany girl 
2629 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
2630 
2631   It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 
2632 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 
2633 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 
2634 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
2635 
2636   I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 
2637 smile. 
2638 
2639                                  11-16-24 Pt.2
2640 
2641   Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 
2642 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 
2643 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 
2644 as the next President
2645   
2646 
2647                                  11-16-24 Pt.1
2648 
2649   People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 
2650 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 
2651 while having nothing admirable about them.
2652 
2653   Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 
2654 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 
2655 virtue.
2656 
2657   Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 
2658 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 
2659 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
2660 
2661   Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 
2662 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 
2663 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
2664 
2665   Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
2666 
2667   Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 
2668 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 
2669 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 
2670 still admire him for some reason.
2671 
2672   The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 
2673 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
2674 
2675   Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 
2676 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
2677 
2678                                  11-15-24 Pt.1
2679 
2680   In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 
2681 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 
2682 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 
2683 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 
2684 this due to seperation.
2685 
2686   Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 
2687 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 
2688 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 
2689 read any other religious text.
2690 
2691   The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 
2692 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 
2693 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 
2694 Stealing is a big sin too.
2695 
2696   The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 
2697 why people believe in it.
2698 
2699   Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 
2700 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 
2701 Tirhankars,but  there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is          
2702 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 
2703 because "it is from Allah end of story".
2704 
2705  The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 
2706 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
2707   
2708 
2709                                  11-14-24 Pt.1
2710 
2711   I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 
2712 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 
2713 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 
2714 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 
2715 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
2716 
2717   I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
2718 
2719                                  11-11-24 Pt.2
2720 
2721   I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
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2750 
2751                                  11-11-24 Pt.1
2752 
2753   I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 
2754 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
2755 
2756                                   11-9-24 Pt.2
2757 
2758   True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 
2759 where people think would be boring.
2760 
2761   On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 
2762 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 
2763 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
2764 
2765   I think alot.
2766 
2767                                   11-9-24 Pt.1
2768 
2769 /* Whoops censored again */
2770 
2771  ChatGPT says:
2772 
2773 
2774 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 
2775 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 
2776 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 
2777 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 
2778 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 
2779 violence, which would have legal consequences.
2780 
2781 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 
2782 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 
2783 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 
2784 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 
2785 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 
2786 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
2787 
2788 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 
2789 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 
2790 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 
2791 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
2792 
2793 
2794                                   11-8-24 Pt.2
2795 
2796   Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 
2797 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 
2798 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
2799 
2800   I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 
2801 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 
2802 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 
2803 
2804   I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 
2805 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 
2806 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 
2807 at work like this sometimes.
2808 
2809   I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 
2810 I think onto reality.
2811 
2812 
2813                                   11-8-24 Pt.1
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2845 
2846                                   11-6-24 Pt.2
2847 
2848   I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 
2849 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 
2850 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 
2851 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
2852 
2853                                   11-6-24 Pt.1
2854 
2855   I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 
2856 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 
2857 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 
2858 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
2859 
2860   I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 
2861 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 
2862 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 
2863 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
2864 
2865   If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 
2866 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me.  I bet animals feel paranoia and 
2867 not safety mostly.
2868 
2869 
2870                                   11-4-24 Pt.1
2871 
2872   BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 
2873 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 
2874 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
2875 
2876 
2877                                   11-2-24 Pt.2
2878 
2879   In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 
2880 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 
2881 still a ball buster.
2882 
2883                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
2884 
2885   Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 
2886 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
2887 
2888                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
2889 
2890   I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 
2891 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 
2892 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 
2893 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 
2894 the opcodes in a CSV file.
2895 
2896   I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 
2897 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 
2898 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 
2899 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 
2900 know sometimes.
2901 
2902   I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 
2903 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 
2904 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
2905 
2906   There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 
2907 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 
2908 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
2909 
2910   I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 
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2945 
2946                                  10-31-24 Pt.1
2947 
2948   Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
2949 
2950   The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 
2951 DC-ROMA Pt.2
2952 
2953   PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 
2954 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 
2955 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 
2956 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 
2957 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 
2958 voluptous RISC-V machine.
2959 
2960 
2961                                 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
2962 
2963   There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 
2964 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 
2965 with him.  If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 
2966 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 
2967 
2968   If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.  
2969 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 
2970 have no problems. The  question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
2971  do now.
2972 
2973                                  10-30-24 Pt.3
2974  
2975   News article that is intresting
2976 
2977                                  10-30-24 Pt.2
2978 
2979   It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 
2980 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 
2981 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 
2982 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 
2983 the foofie world
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3001 
3002                                  10-30-24 Pt.1
3003 
3004   I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 
3005 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 
3006 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 
3007 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 
3008 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
3009 
3010   I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 
3011 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 
3012 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 
3013 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 
3014 enemies.
3015 
3016   I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 
3017 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 
3018 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's  can bite and its ok.
3019 
3020   I think the eggplant man should  explode on death and his eggplant slices will 
3021 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
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3023 
3024                                  10-27-24 Pt.1
3025 
3026   I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 
3027 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 
3028 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 
3029 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 
3030 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 
3031 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with  human 
3032 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 
3033 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
3034 
3035   When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 
3036 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
3037 
3038                                  10-26-24 Pt.1
3039 
3040   SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
3041 
3042                                  10-25-24 Pt.1
3043 
3044   Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 
3045 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 
3046 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 
3047 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 
3048 moment.
3049 
3050   Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 
3051 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 
3052 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
3053 
3054   My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
3055 
3056                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
3057 
3058   Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My  computer have been on 
3059 and active since last night.
3060 
3061 
3062                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
3063   
3064 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
3065   
3066   -] pid_t's and LWP's
3067     
3068       In the old days computers had 1 core,but you  could run multiple processes 
3069     on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 
3070     processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 
3071     can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 
3072     if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 
3073     fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
3074     
3075       Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 
3076     OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 
3077     frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
3078   
3079   -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
3080     
3081       A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 
3082     parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 
3083     change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
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3086 
3087                                  10-23-24 Pt.1
3088 
3089   Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 
3090 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 
3091 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 
3092 on death and dying.
3093 
3094   Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 
3095 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 
3096 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 
3097 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 
3098 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
3099 
3100   Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 
3101 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
3102 
3103   I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 
3104 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 
3105 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 
3106 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 
3107 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 
3108 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 
3109 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 
3110 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
3111 
3112   You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 
3113 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 
3114 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
3115 
3116                                  10-22-24 Pt.1
3117 
3118   Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 
3119 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 
3120 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 
3121 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 
3122 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 
3123 I like compilers  and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 
3124 gunna do it.
3125 
3126   Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally)  allows abstraction. 
3127 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 
3128 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 
3129 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 
3130 method.
3131 
3132   I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 
3133 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 
3134 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 
3135 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
3136 
3137   FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 
3138 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 
3139 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
3140 
3141   Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 
3142 to install.
3143 
3144   One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 
3145 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
3146 
3147   One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 
3148 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 
3149 
3150   Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 
3151 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
3152 
3153 
3154 
3155                              10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
3156 
3157   I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 
3158 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 
3159 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
3160 
3161   I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 
3162 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 
3163 open(2)).
3164 
3165   I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 
3166 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 
3167 
3168   There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 
3169 later.
3170 
3171                                  10-20-24 Pt.1
3172 
3173   I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 
3174 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 
3175 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 
3176 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
3177 
3178                                  10-19-24 Pt.1
3179 
3180   On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 
3181 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 
3182 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
3183 
3184   Weird but true
3185 
3186                                  10-18-24 Pt.3
3187 
3188   FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
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3216                                  10-18-24 Pt.2
3217 
3218   A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 
3219 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 
3220 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 
3221 hopefully.
3222 
3223                                  10-18-24 Pt.1
3224 
3225   FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 
3226 programs
3227 
3228 -] Programs
3229   
3230   -] db_dump-5
3231     
3232     failed
3233   
3234   -] db_dump-5.3
3235     
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3238   -] db_dump-185
3239     
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3242   -] db_dump-185.3
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3246   -] file
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3248     /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 
3249     native byte-order)
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3251 
3252 
3253                                  10-17-24 Pt.2
3254 
3255   Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
3256 
3257 
3258                                  10-15-24 Pt.2
3259 
3260   I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 
3261 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 
3262 figure it out
3263 
3264                                  10-15-24 Pt.1
3265 
3266   Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 
3267 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 
3268 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 
3269 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 
3270 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 
3271 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 
3272 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 
3273 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
3274 
3275   In  high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 
3276 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 
3277 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 
3278 tan-line.
3279 
3280                                  10-14-24 Pt.2
3281 
3282   Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 
3283 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
3284 
3285                                  10-14-24 Pt.1
3286 
3287   I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 
3288 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 
3289 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 
3290 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 
3291 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 
3292 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 
3293 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 
3294 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 
3295 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 
3296 
3297   Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 
3298 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 
3299 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 
3300 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
3301 
3302   Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 
3303 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 
3304 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 
3305 this heuristic look at this website
3306 
3307 
3308   Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 
3309 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
3310 
3311 
3312   Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 
3313 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
3314 
3315                                  10-13-24 Pt.1
3316 
3317   I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 
3318 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 
3319 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 
3320 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about  
3321 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 
3322 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
3323 
3324                                  10-12-24 Pt.2
3325 
3326   Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 
3327 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
3328 
3329                                  10-12-24 Pt.1
3330 
3331   Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 
3332 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 
3333 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 
3334 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
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3352 
3353   Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 
3354 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 
3355 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 
3356 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
3357 
3358   Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 
3359 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
3360 
3361 
3362                              10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
3363 
3364   I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 
3365 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 
3366 bliss,I think it's true.
3367 
3368                              10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
3369 
3370   Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
3371 -] Reasons
3372   
3373   -] Little or no File buffering
3374     
3375       Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 
3376     it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 
3377     way slower than RAM.
3378     
3379       Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 
3380     fuck
3381   
3382   -] Not using syscalls
3383     
3384       ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 
3385     almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 
3386     Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 
3387     does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 
3388     use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 
3389     will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 
3390     abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
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3436 
3437                              10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
3438 
3439   Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 
3440 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 
3441 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 
3442 computers so its a "tax".
3443 
3444   It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 
3445 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 
3446 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 
3447 around then do a good job. 
3448 
3449  I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 
3450 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 
3451 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 
3452 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
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3474   PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit
3475 
3476 
3477                              10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
3478 
3479   My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
3480 
3481   I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
3482 
3483 
3484                                   10-7-24 Pt.1
3485 
3486   I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 
3487 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 
3488 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 
3489 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
3490 
3491                                   10-6-24 Pt.3
3492 
3493   A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 
3494 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 
3495 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 
3496 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 
3497 for something delicious. The correct decision  is to water the morality plant 
3498 and then eat it's fruits.
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3521 
3522                                   10-6-24 Pt.2
3523 
3524   There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 
3525 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 
3526 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 
3527 various things.
3528 
3529                                   10-6-24 Pt.1
3530 
3531   I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 
3532 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 
3533 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
3534 
3535                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
3536 
3537 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
3538 
3539                                   9-31-24 Pt.1
3540 
3541   Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 
3542 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 
3543 it. A partial win is better than no win.
3544 
3545                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
3546 
3547   Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 
3548 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 
3549 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 
3550 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 
3551 liberation
3552 
3553                                   9-31-24 Pt.1 
3554 
3555 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
3556   
3557   1. Res finitus sunt.
3558   2. Formamentum sunt haut.
3559   3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
3560   4. Animi abditi est
3561   5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
3562   6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
3563   7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut  ubi unus existat.
3564   8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
3565   9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
3566   10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
3567   11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
3568   12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
3569 
3570 
3571 
3572                                   9-30-24 Pt.1 
3573 
3574 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
3575   
3576   1. Things are finite.
3577   2. Representations are not 
3578   3. There are seen and unseen matter
3579   4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
3580   5. Soul is unseen
3581   6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
3582   7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
3583   8. Things has position and process
3584   9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 
3585   at once
3586   10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
3587   11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
3588   12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
3589   13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 
3590   composed of different threads.
3591   14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 
3592   seperated by position
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3618 
3619                                   9-29-24 Pt.1 
3620 
3621   Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 
3622 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 
3623 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 
3624 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 
3625 something  I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 
3626 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
3627 
3628   His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 
3629 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 
3630 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 
3631 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
3632 
3633                                   9-28-24 Pt.1 
3634 
3635   Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 
3636 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 
3637 legeneds have birth certificates.  I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 
3638 better than accepting reality. 
3639 
3640   Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 
3641 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 
3642 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
3643 
3644                                   9-26-24 Pt.2 
3645 
3646    Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 
3647 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 
3648 remedy my  thinking I can unthink.  Spiders think they are the shit but are 
3649 feeble.
3650 
3651                                   9-26-24 Pt.1 
3652 
3653   I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 
3654 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 
3655 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 
3656 "bad" word. 
3657 
3658   No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 
3659 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 
3660 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 
3661 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 
3662 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 
3663 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 
3664 n word.
3665 
3666   I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 
3667 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 
3668 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 
3669 ignoring it.
3670 
3671   It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 
3672 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 
3673 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 
3674 by margianized groups
3675 
3676                                   9-25-24 Pt.2 
3677 
3678 
3679   I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 
3680 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 
3681 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
3682 
3683                                   9-25-24 Pt.1 
3684 
3685   I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 
3686 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 
3687 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 
3688 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 
3689 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 
3690 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 
3691 personally to love them
3692 
3693   A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 
3694 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 
3695 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 
3696 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 
3697 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 
3698 shcitzophrenia.
3699 
3700                                   9-24-24 Pt.1 
3701 
3702   The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 
3703 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 
3704 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 
3705 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 
3706 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 
3707 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
3708 
3709   I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 
3710 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 
3711 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 
3712 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 
3713 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 
3714 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 
3715 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
3716 
3717                                   9-23-24 Pt.1 
3718 
3719    Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 
3720 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
3721 
3722 -] Reponse from Frog:
3723   
3724   WHAT
3725   THE ACTUAL FUCK
3726   IS THIS 
3727   ??
3728   [Image of Kermit the frog]
3729   I don't even understand the question
3730   at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
3731   But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
3732   it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 
3733   spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 
3734   BRO
3735   @n00t
3736   what is going on brother 
3737   porn is no substitute for a real relationship
3738   i don't even know what to say to this
3739   Like I'm legit stumped
3740   
3741     First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 
3742 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 
3743 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 
3744 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
3745 
3746   What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 
3747 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
3748 
3749   Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 
3750 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 
3751 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 
3752 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 
3753 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 
3754 2)
3755 
3756   Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 
3757 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 
3758 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
3759 
3760 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
3761   
3762   i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
3763   It's not sexy unless it feels real.
3764   it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
3765   like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
3766   i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 
3767   men and Jews are the issue
3768   i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 
3769   like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 
3770   and compilers
3771   and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
3772   and Gods too
3773   i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
3774   ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 
3775   asshole while discussing reality or to  never have any other intimacy
3776 
3777 
3778   Get your fucking facts straight
3779 
3780                                   9-22-24 Pt.1 
3781 
3782   If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 
3783 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 
3784 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 
3785 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
3786 
3787 
3788 
3789 <26>

3790  
3791 
3792 
3793 
3794 
3795 
3796 
3797 
3798 
3799 
3800 
3801 
3802 
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3805 
3806 
3807 
3808   Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 
3809 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 
3810 unused shit my family had
3811 
3812                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 
3813 
3814   Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 
3815 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 
3816 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 
3817 Rucka Ali. A  snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 
3818 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 
3819 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 
3820 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 
3821 mud huts.
3822 
3823                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
3824 
3825   Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 
3826 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 
3827 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 
3828 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 
3829 according to somepeople.
3830 
3831   I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 
3832 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 
3833 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 
3834 fact.
3835 
3836   I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 
3837 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 
3838 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 
3839 and you are good. This is true and real.
3840 
3841                                   9-20-24 Pt.1
3842 
3843   Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 
3844 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 
3845 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 
3846 but idk.
3847 
3848                                   9-19-24 Pt.2
3849   
3850   I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 
3851 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 
3852 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 
3853 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 
3854 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
3855 
3856   What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 
3857 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 
3858 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 
3859 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
3860 
3861   Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 
3862 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 
3863 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 
3864 example of faith and confusion about the world.
3865  
3866                                   9-19-24 Pt.1
3867  
3868   I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 
3869 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
3870 
3871   Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 
3872 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 
3873 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 
3874 was testing everything in the level).
3875 
3876   Using smart data structures is good for performance. 
3877 
3878                                   9-18-24 Pt.1
3879 
3880   Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 
3881 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 
3882 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 
3883 stack so they were staying there.
3884 
3885                                   9-17-24 Pt.2
3886 
3887   I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 
3888 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 
3889 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 
3890 sort of.
3891 
3892   The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 
3893 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 
3894 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
3895 
3896   A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 
3897 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 
3898 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 
3899 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
3900 
3901                                   9-17-24 Pt.1
3902 
3903   Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 
3904 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 
3905 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 
3906 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 
3907 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 
3908 egotism
3909 
3910                                   9-16-24 Pt.1
3911 
3912   I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 
3913 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 
3914 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
3915 
3916   I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 
3917 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 
3918 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 
3919 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
3920 
3921                                   9-15-24 Pt.1
3922 
3923   Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 
3924 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 
3925 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 
3926 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 
3927 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
3928 
3929   Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 
3930 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 
3931 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
3932 
3933   People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 
3934 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 
3935 the means of death more than death itself.
3936 
3937   How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 
3938 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 
3939 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 
3940 of themself.
3941 
3942   People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 
3943 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 
3944 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 
3945 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
3946 
3947   Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 
3948 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 
3949 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 
3950 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
3951 
3952   The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 
3953 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 
3954 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 
3955 them the hero of their story.
3956 
3957   My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 
3958 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 
3959 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 
3960 but would actually depict a tragedy. 
3961 
3962 
3963                                   9-14-24 Pt.3
3964 
3965   You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 
3966 ineffective against pain and fate.
3967 
3968                                   9-14-24 Pt.2
3969 
3970   There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 
3971 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 
3972 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 
3973 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
3974 
3975   They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 
3976 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 
3977 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
3978 
3979   When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 
3980 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 
3981 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
3982 
3983   This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 
3984 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 
3985 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 
3986 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 
3987 expirence.
3988 
3989   I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 
3990 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 
3991 was a one way interaction.
3992 
3993   Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 
3994 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 
3995 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 
3996 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 
3997 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
3998 
3999   I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 
4000 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 
4001 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 
4002 
4003   I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 
4004 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 
4005 the car you use to get there. 
4006 
4007   I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 
4008 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 
4009 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 
4010 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 
4011 on.
4012 
4013  
4014                                   9-14-24 Pt.1
4015 
4016   Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 
4017 reference
4018 
4019 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
4020 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
4021 
4022                                   9-13-24 Pt.3
4023 
4024   Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 
4025 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 
4026 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 
4027 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 
4028 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
4029 
4030   My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 
4031 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 
4032 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 
4033 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 
4034 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
4035 
4036                                   9-13-24 Pt.2
4037 
4038   Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 
4039 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 
4040 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 
4041 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
4042 
4043   People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 
4044 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 
4045 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 
4046 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 
4047 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 
4048 pet rat.
4049 
4050   A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 
4051 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 
4052 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 
4053 
4054  The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 
4055 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 
4056 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 
4057 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
4058 
4059   As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 
4060 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 
4061 keeps that mask on.
4062 
4063   The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 
4064 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 
4065 that is bad.
4066 
4067   I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 
4068 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 
4069 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 
4070 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
4071 
4072   I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 
4073 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 
4074 disconforted by a homeless person.
4075 
4076  I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 
4077 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 
4078 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 
4079 tied to how they please others. 
4080 
4081   Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 
4082 others and you are  caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 
4083 doomed to a shitty existence
4084 
4085                                   9-13-24 Pt.1
4086 
4087   The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 
4088 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
4089 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 
4090 else I can do to reduce compile times.
4091 
4092                                   9-11-24 Pt.3
4093 
4094   Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 
4095 piracy eexist
4096 
4097                                   9-11-24 Pt.2
4098 
4099   I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 
4100 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 
4101 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 
4102 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 
4103 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
4104 
4105   Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 
4106 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 
4107 N word is not allowed for white people.
4108 
4109                                   9-11-24 Pt.1
4110 
4111   Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 
4112 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 
4113 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 
4114 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 
4115 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 
4116 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
4117 
4118   I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 
4119 is and not exactly how to use it.
4120 
4121   I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 
4122 anything I learned in school.
4123 
4124 <27>

4125 
4126 
4127 
4128 
4129 
4130 
4131 
4132 
4133 
4134 
4135 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 
4136 am truly in debt to smart people
4137 
4138   Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 
4139 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
4140                                   9-9-24 Pt.2
4141 
4142   Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 
4143 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 
4144 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
4145 
4146                                   9-9-24 Pt.1
4147 
4148   Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 
4149 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 
4150 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 
4151 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 
4152 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
4153 
4154   I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 
4155 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 
4156 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 
4157 suppose she uses her brain.
4158 
4159   People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 
4160 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 
4161 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 
4162 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 
4163 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
4164 
4165                                   9-8-24 Pt.4
4166 
4167   I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 
4168 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 
4169 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 
4170 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
4171 
4172   I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
4173 
4174   Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 
4175 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 
4176 get a new computer or something
4177 
4178   I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 
4179 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 
4180 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 
4181 homicidal)
4182 
4183  I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 
4184 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 
4185 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 
4186 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 
4187 death itself.
4188 
4189   Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 
4190 legit have some mental condition or something.
4191 
4192                                   9-8-24 Pt.3
4193 
4194   Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 
4195 PPPassword again.
4196 
4197                                   9-8-24 Pt2.
4198 
4199   Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 
4200 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 
4201 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 
4202 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
4203 
4204                                   9-8-24 Pt.1
4205 
4206   I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 
4207 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 
4208 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
4209 
4210                                   9-7-24 Pt.3
4211 
4212   Im sick.
4213 
4214                                   9-7-24 Pt.2
4215   Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 
4216 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it.  I best use it,but 
4217 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
4218 
4219   I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 
4220 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 
4221 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 
4222 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
4223 
4224   If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 
4225 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 
4226 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 
4227 Savage change.
4228 
4229   People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 
4230 reality.
4231  
4232                                   9-7-24 Pt.1
4233 
4234   I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 
4235 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
4236 
4237                                   9-6-24 Pt.2
4238 
4239   Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
4240 
4241                                   9-6-24 Pt.1
4242 
4243   I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 
4244 beat. I have an  entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 
4245 first episode
4246 
4247                                   9-5-24 Pt.3
4248 
4249   People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 
4250 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 
4251 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 
4252 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 
4253 head when motivated by reason aone.
4254 
4255                                   9-5-24 Pt.2
4256 
4257   I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 
4258 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 
4259 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 
4260 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 
4261 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 
4262 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 
4263 
4264   My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 
4265 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 
4266 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 
4267 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 
4268 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
4269 
4270   The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
4271 
4272                                   9-5-24 Pt.1
4273 
4274   I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 
4275 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
4276 
4277                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
4278   
4279   Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 
4280 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 
4281 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 
4282 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 
4283 
4284 
4285                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
4286 
4287   I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 
4288 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 
4289 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 
4290 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
4291 
4292   There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 
4293 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 
4294 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
4295 
4296   There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 
4297 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 
4298 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
4299 
4300   The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 
4301 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
4302 
4303                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
4304 
4305   Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 
4306 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 
4307 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 
4308 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
4309 
4310                                   9-3-24 Pt.2
4311 
4312   Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
4313 
4314                                   9-3-24 Pt.1
4315 
4316   What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 
4317 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 
4318 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
4319 
4320   A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 
4321 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 
4322 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 
4323 some peoples eyes.
4324 
4325   I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 
4326 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 
4327 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 
4328 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 
4329 of things either.
4330 
4331   I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 
4332 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
4333 
4334   I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 
4335 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 
4336 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 
4337 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
4338 
4339                                   9-2-24 Pt.3
4340 
4341   There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 
4342 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 
4343 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 
4344 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 
4345 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
4346 
4347   I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 
4348 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 
4349 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 
4350 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 
4351 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 
4352 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
4353 
4354   I wonder
4355                                   9-2-24 Pt.2
4356 
4357   I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 
4358 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 
4359 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 
4360 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
4361 
4362   Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 
4363 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 
4364 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 
4365 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 
4366 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 
4367 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 
4368 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 
4369 They are not the same. 
4370 
4371   You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
4372 
4373 
4374                                   9-2-24 Pt.1
4375 
4376   I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 
4377 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 
4378 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
4379 
4380   Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 
4381 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 
4382 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
4383 
4384   I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my  
4385 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 
4386 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 
4387 
4388 -] A
4389   
4390   Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
4391 
4392 -] B
4393   
4394   People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
4395 
4396 
4397   I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 
4398 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
4399 
4400   I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 
4401 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 
4402 acceptable.
4403 
4404   I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 
4405 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 
4406 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 
4407 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 
4408 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
4409 
4410   If I ask,"What is your kill count?".  You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 
4411 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 
4412 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
4413 
4414   If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 
4415 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 
4416 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 
4417 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 
4418 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 
4419 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 
4420 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
4421 
4422   Are you actually this fucking stupid.
4423 
4424                                   9-1-24 Pt.2
4425 
4426   There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 
4427 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 
4428 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 
4429 aiwnios.com humor.
4430 
4431   I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 
4432 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
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4445 
4446                                   9-1-24 Pt.1
4447 
4448   Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 
4449 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 
4450 aiwnios.com)
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4474 
4475                                   8-31-24 Pt.2
4476 
4477   White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 
4478 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 
4479 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
4480 
4481                                   8-31-24 Pt.1
4482 
4483   A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 
4484 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 
4485 not know where the milk ocean is located  so I am wrong probably. I will 
4486 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 
4487 Dharma as a word.
4488 
4489   Its a cruel world.
4490 
4491                                   8-30-24 Pt.2
4492 
4493   My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 
4494 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 
4495 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 
4496 is for another time.
4497 
4498                                   8-30-24 Pt.1
4499 
4500   Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 
4501 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
4502 
4503                                   8-29-24 Pt.2
4504 
4505   I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 
4506 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 
4507 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice.  Lots of homelss pum pums come 
4508 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 
4509 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 
4510 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
4511 
4512   There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 
4513 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 
4514 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 
4515 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
4516 
4517   The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 
4518 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 
4519 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 
4520 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
4521 
4522   A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 
4523 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 
4524 meth-head)
4525 
4526   
4527 
4528                                   8-29-24 Pt.1
4529 
4530   Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
4531 
4532                                   8-28-24 Pt.1
4533 
4534   I fucking hate networkin code.
4535 
4536                                   8-27-24 Pt.2
4537 
4538   Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 
4539 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
4540 
4541   When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
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4557 
4558 
4559 
4560                                   8-27-24 Pt.1
4561 
4562   Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
4563 
4564                                   8-26-24 Pt.1
4565 
4566   People are only morally copable for evils they intented  on doing. A bully at 
4567 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 
4568 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 
4569 directly responsible for the shooting.
4570 
4571   Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 
4572 society.
4573 
4574                                   8-25-24 Pt.1
4575 
4576   Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 
4577 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 
4578 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 
4579 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
4580 
4581   I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 
4582 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 
4583 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
4584 
4585                                   8-24-24 Pt.1
4586 
4587   I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 
4588 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 
4589 they reach a standstill.
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4611 
4612                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
4613 
4614   Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 
4615 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 
4616 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 
4617 control for his overeating.
4618 
4619   I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 
4620 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 
4621 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 
4622 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 
4623 fucked up person.
4624 
4625   I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 
4626 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 
4627 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 
4628 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 
4629 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 
4630 evil by normal people standards.
4631 
4632   I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
4633 
4634                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
4635 
4636   Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 
4637 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 
4638 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
4639 
4640                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
4641 
4642   It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 
4643 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 
4644 female version of Ye.
4645 
4646   Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 
4647 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 
4648 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 
4649 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 
4650 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
4651 
4652                                   8-20-24 Pt.1
4653 
4654   I was working on SIMD stuff.
4655 
4656                                   8-18-24 Pt.3
4657 
4658   Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 
4659 veil
4660 
4661                                   8-18-24 Pt.2
4662   
4663   People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 
4664 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 
4665 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 
4666 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of  
4667 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 
4668 lived by. 
4669 
4670   I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 
4671 then confessed. 
4672 
4673 -] Sins of 8-18-24
4674   
4675     1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
4676     2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
4677     3 - I did lots of caffine.
4678     4 - I listened to rap music.
4679 
4680   The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
4681 
4682                                   8-18-24 Pt.1
4683 
4684   I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 
4685 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 
4686 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 
4687 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 
4688 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
4689 
4690 
4691                                   8-16-24 Pt.1
4692 
4693   
4694   You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 
4695 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 
4696 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 
4697 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
4698 
4699 
4700 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
4701 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 
4702 *t,F64 *u) {
4703   F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
4704   F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
4705   F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
4706   if(0<=_t<=1)
4707     if(0<=_u<=1) {
4708       if(t) *t=_t;
4709       if(u) *u=_u;
4710       if(hit_at) {
4711         hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
4712         hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
4713       }
4714       return TRUE;
4715     }
4716   return FALSE;
4717 }
4718 
4719 
4720  This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 
4721 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 
4722 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
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4737 
4738 
4739                                   8-14-24 Pt.2
4740 
4741   People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 
4742 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 
4743 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 
4744 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 
4745 Nothing more than that.
4746 
4747   Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 
4748 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 
4749 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 
4750 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 
4751 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 
4752 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 
4753 invalidated.
4754 
4755   Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 
4756 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
4757 
4758   Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 
4759 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 
4760 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 
4761 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 
4762 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
4763 
4764   Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 
4765 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 
4766 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 
4767 be misogyny to you.
4768 
4769   Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 
4770 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 
4771 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 
4772 you can get in this planet/era.
4773 
4774                                   8-14-24 Pt.1
4775 
4776   I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 
4777 play morrowind or something.
4778 
4779                                   8-13-24 Pt.1
4780 
4781   True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 
4782 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 
4783 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 
4784 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 
4785 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 
4786 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
4787 
4788   I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 
4789 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
4790 
4791   I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 
4792 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 
4793 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 
4794 them.
4795 
4796                                   8-11-24 Pt.1
4797 
4798   Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 
4799 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
4800 
4801   Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 
4802 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 
4803 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person  with ligament 
4804 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
4805 
4806   I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 
4807 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 
4808 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
4809 
4810                                   8-6-24 Pt.1
4811 
4812   I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 
4813 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
4814 
4815                                   8-5-24 Pt.1
4816 
4817   Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 
4818 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
4819 
4820   I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 
4821 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 
4822 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 
4823 retard.
4824 
4825   No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 
4826 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
4827 
4828   I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 
4829 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 
4830 faggot.
4831 
4832   I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 
4833 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 
4834 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
4835 
4836 
4837                                   8-4-24 Pt.2
4838 
4839   I'll need to make aiwniosTube
4840 
4841                                   8-4-24 Pt.1
4842 
4843   Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 
4844 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
4845 
4846                                   8-3-24 Pt.1
4847 
4848   Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 
4849 probably look like a druggie.  
4850 
4851                                   7-31-24 Pt.1
4852 
4853   There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 
4854 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
4855 
4856                                   7-29-24 Pt.1
4857 
4858   If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 
4859 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 
4860 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 
4861 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
4862 
4863   Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 
4864 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 
4865 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
4866 
4867                                   7-28-24 Pt.2
4868 
4869    When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 
4870 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
4871 
4872   They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 
4873 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 
4874 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 
4875 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 
4876 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 
4877 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 
4878 therapist.
4879 
4880                                   7-28-24 Pt.1
4881 
4882   I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 
4883 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 
4884 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 
4885 
4886   Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 
4887 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 
4888 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 
4889 
4890   Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 
4891 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 
4892 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 
4893 parents put me here.
4894 
4895   I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 
4896 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 
4897 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 
4898 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 
4899 take my meth.
4900 
4901   The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 
4902 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 
4903 told about the importance of "family values".
4904 
4905   Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 
4906 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 
4907 alterative.
4908 
4909                                   7-24-24 Pt.1
4910 
4911   Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 
4912 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 
4913 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 
4914 oneself.
4915 
4916   In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 
4917 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 
4918 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 
4919 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 
4920 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 
4921 
4922                                   7-23-24 Pt.1
4923 
4924   Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 
4925 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 
4926 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
4927 
4928                                   7-22-24 Pt.1
4929 
4930   Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 
4931 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 
4932 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 
4933 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 
4934 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 
4935 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
4936 
4937   This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 
4938 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 
4939 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 
4940 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 
4941 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 
4942 culture. 
4943 
4944   I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 
4945 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 
4946 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 
4947 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 
4948 chance. There is  truth to this story.
4949 
4950   I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 
4951 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 
4952 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
4953 
4954   You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 
4955 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 
4956 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
4957  
4958   Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 
4959 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 
4960 
4961   I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 
4962 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 
4963 ass I will not be satisfied.
4964 
4965                                   7-17-24 Pt.1
4966 
4967   PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 
4968 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 
4969 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
4970 
4971                                   7-13-24 Pt.1
4972 
4973   I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 
4974 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
4975 
4976                                   7-9-24 Pt.3
4977 
4978   I am tired. I will sleep.
4979 
4980                                   7-9-24 Pt.2
4981 
4982   If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 
4983 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 
4984 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 
4985 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 
4986 personaly.
4987 
4988                                   7-9-24 Pt.1
4989 
4990   Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 
4991 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
4992 
4993                                   7-8-24 Pt.1
4994 
4995   I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 
4996 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 
4997 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
4998 
4999 -] Hopes for Linux
5000   
5001   -] Same TLS ABI
5002     
5003     The thread local storage needs to be the same
5004   
5005   -] No checking ELF-branding
5006     
5007     Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
5008   
5009   -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
5010     
5011     I will need the address of the syms too.
5012   
5013 
5014   If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 
5015 violatile project so dont get too excited.
5016 <33>

5017 
5018 
5019 
5020 
5021 
5022 
5023 
5024 
5025 
5026 
5027 
5028 
5029 
5030 
5031 
5032 
5033 
5034 
5035 
5036 
5037 
5038                                   7-7-24 Pt.3
5039 
5040   If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 
5041 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 
5042 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 
5043 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 
5044 not cause the pain of winning.
5045 
5046   Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 
5047 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 
5048 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 
5049 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
5050 
5051   Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 
5052 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
5053 
5054 
5055                                   7-7-24 Pt.2
5056 
5057   I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 
5058 aiwnios programs.
5059 
5060                                   7-7-24 Pt.1
5061 
5062   There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 
5063 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 
5064 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 
5065 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 
5066 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 
5067 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 
5068 eat burgers.
5069 
5070   It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 
5071 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 
5072 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 
5073 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 
5074 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 
5075 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
5076 
5077   I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 
5078 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 
5079 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
5080 
5081   I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 
5082 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 
5083 suppost to be meditating.
5084 
5085                                   7-6-24 Pt.1
5086 
5087   I have a raging headache.
5088 
5089                                   7-5-24 Pt.1
5090 
5091   Gunna learn spnaish.
5092 
5093                                   7-4-24 Pt.3
5094 
5095   Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 
5096 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 
5097 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 
5098 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 
5099 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 
5100 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 
5101 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 
5102 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
5103 
5104   If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 
5105 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 
5106 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 
5107 myself a retard.
5108 
5109   Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 
5110 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 
5111 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
5112 
5113   One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 
5114 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 
5115 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
5116 
5117   I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 
5118 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 
5119 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 
5120 retarded is the answer.
5121 
5122 
5123                                   7-4-24 Pt.2
5124 
5125   Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 
5126 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 
5127 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
5128 
5129                                   7-4-24 Pt.1
5130 
5131   Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 
5132 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut  as Assburgers. Im 
5133 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 
5134 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 
5135 there isnt. Time to find out.
5136 
5137                                   7-3-24 Pt.1
5138   WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 
5139 ruined  nice piece of art.
5140                                   7-2-24 Pt.1
5141 
5142   I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 
5143 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 
5144 learned anything. Just in the same way  mercy is synonymous with 
5145 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 
5146 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
5147 
5148   I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 
5149 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 
5150 falsehood in one's mind).
5151 
5152                                7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
5153 
5154 -] Types of bodies
5155   
5156   -] AudarikSharir
5157     
5158       Physical earth body capable  of attaining Liberation.
5159   
5160   -] VaikriyaSharir
5161     
5162       God/Demon body 
5163   
5164   -] AharakSharir
5165     
5166       Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
5167   
5168   -] Taizas Sharir
5169     
5170       Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
5171   
5172   -] Karman Sharir
5173     
5174       A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
5175   
5176 
5177 
5178                                   7-1-24 Pt.1
5179 
5180   I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 
5181 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
5182 
5183   I get this when I run firefox.
5184 
5185 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
5186                                   6-30-24 Pt.4
5187 
5188   Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 
5189 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 
5190 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 
5191 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 
5192 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
5193 
5194                                   6-30-24 Pt.3
5195 
5196   I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 
5197 a problem.
5198 
5199                                   6-30-24 Pt.2
5200 
5201   [Redacted].
5202 
5203                                   6-30-24 Pt.1
5204 
5205   Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 
5206 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 
5207 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 
5208 intresting than the truth itself.
5209 
5210   Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 
5211 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
5212 
5213                                   6-29-24 Pt.3
5214 
5215   This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 
5216 the video section.
5217 
5218                                   6-29-24 Pt.2
5219 
5220   If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 
5221 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 
5222 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
5223 
5224   If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 
5225 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 
5226 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
5227 
5228   I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
5229 
5230                                   6-29-24 Pt.1
5231 
5232   Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 
5233 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 
5234 will be done micro-optimzing.
5235 
5236   I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 
5237 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 
5238 stopping now.
5239 
5240   I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 
5241 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 
5242 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
5243  
5244 
5245                                   6-28-24 Pt.1
5246 
5247   The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 
5248 like no time relativley speaking
5249 
5250                                   6-27-24 Pt.1
5251 
5252   Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 
5253 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 
5254 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 
5255 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
5256 
5257   Reddit fucked me over with 
5258   A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
5259   B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
5260 
5261                                   6-27-24 Pt.0
5262 
5263   Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 
5264 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 
5265 example
5266 
5267 //┌──────────┐
5268 //│ π⌠       │
5269 //│  │cos²ΘdΘ│
5270 //│-π⌡       │
5271 //└──────────┘ 
5272 
5273 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 
5274 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
5275 
5276                             6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
5277 
5278   I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 
5279 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
5280 
5281                                   6-25-24 Pt.2
5282 
5283   I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 
5284 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
5285 
5286                                   6-25-24 Pt.1
5287 
5288   im on my phone waiting  yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 
5289 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 
5290 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 
5291 it was multilayered.
5292 
5293   i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 
5294 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 
5295 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 
5296 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 
5297 level into rooms.(sort of).
5298 
5299                                   6-24-24 Pt.3
5300 
5301   The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 
5302 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 
5303 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 
5304 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 
5305 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
5306 
5307   There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 
5308 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 
5309 of practice.
5310 
5311   In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 
5312 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 
5313 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 
5314 become a monk,not allowed.
5315 
5316   Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 
5317 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 
5318 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 
5319 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 
5320 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 
5321 point where unworthy people can understand it.
5322 
5323   I am not worthy or choosen. 
5324 
5325   Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 
5326 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 
5327 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
5328 
5329   The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 
5330 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 
5331 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 
5332 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 
5333 the Quran. 
5334 
5335   It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 
5336 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 
5337 abstract thinking in it.
5338 
5339                                   6-24-24 Pt.2
5340 
5341   All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 
5342 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 
5343 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 
5344 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 
5345 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 
5346 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
5347 
5348   I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
5349 
5350   I looked at this:
5351   
5352   Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
5353     - Einstein
5354 
5355                                   6-24-24 Pt.1
5356 
5357   Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 
5358 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 
5359 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 
5360 bumbles about politics or something.
5361   
5362   /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
5363 
5364   Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 
5365 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
5366 
5367                                  6-23-24 Pt.2 
5368 
5369   I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 
5370 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 
5371 know how to use linux sort of. 
5372 
5373   I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 
5374 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
5375 
5376                                  6-23-24 Pt.1 
5377 
5378   I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 
5379 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 
5380 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 
5381 
5382   Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
5383 
5384   I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
5385 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
5386 
5387   I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
5388 
5389                                  6-22-24 Pt.2 
5390 
5391   Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 
5392 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 
5393 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 
5394 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 
5395 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
5396 
5397   If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 
5398 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 
5399 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
5400 
5401  Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 
5402 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 
5403 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 
5404 the first place.
5405 
5406 
5407                            6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
5408 
5409   I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
5410 
5411 
5412                          6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
5413 
5414   I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 
5415 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 
5416 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 
5417 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
5418 
5419   I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 
5420 outside and they died.
5421 
5422                                   6-19-24 Pt.1
5423 
5424   I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 
5425 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 
5426 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 
5427 construct reality
5428 
5429                                   6-18-24 Pt.3
5430 
5431   A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 
5432 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 
5433 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 
5434 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 
5435 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 
5436 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 
5437 give it up when it is ready. 
5438 
5439                                   6-18-24 Pt.2
5440 
5441   Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 
5442 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 
5443 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
5444 
5445                                   6-18-24 Pt.1
5446 
5447   Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 
5448 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 
5449 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 
5450 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
5451 
5452   The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 
5453 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
5454 
5455                               6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
5456 -] Birth bodies
5457   
5458   -] (Inside) Earth
5459     
5460     Natural things like rocks
5461   
5462   -] From Water
5463     
5464     Tadpoles
5465   
5466   -] From Fire
5467     
5468     Fire bodies
5469   
5470   -] From Air
5471     
5472     Bacteria
5473   
5474   -] From Plants
5475     
5476     Plants
5477   
5478   -] Moving
5479     
5480     Humans/animals
5481   
5482 
5483 
5484 
5485                               6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
5486 
5487 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
5488   
5489   -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
5490     
5491     Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
5492   
5493   -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
5494     
5495     Worms
5496   
5497   -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
5498     
5499     Ants
5500   
5501   -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
5502     
5503     Flies
5504   
5505   -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
5506     
5507     Humans
5508   
5509 
5510 
5511                                   6-17-24 Pt.2
5512 
5513   It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 
5514 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 
5515 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 
5516 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 
5517 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 
5518 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 
5519 best to humble yourself.
5520 
5521   I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 
5522 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 
5523 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 
5524 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 
5525 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
5526 
5527                               6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
5528 
5529 -] States of Movement between Lives
5530   
5531   -] Narak Gati
5532     
5533     Hellish Poo Poo realm
5534   
5535   -] Tiryach Gati
5536     
5537     A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
5538   
5539   -] Manusha Gati
5540     
5541     Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 
5542     obtain Moska
5543   
5544   -] Deva Gati
5545     
5546     A Godlike state of existence
5547   
5548 
5549 
5550                                   6-16-24 Pt.2
5551 
5552   Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
5553 
5554 
5555                                   6-15-24 Pt.2
5556 
5557   The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 
5558 looser because I am not a winner.
5559 
5560                                   6-15-24 Pt.1
5561 
5562   Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 
5563 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
5564 
5565                                   6-12-24 Pt.2
5566 
5567   The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 
5568 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
5569 
5570                                   6-12-24 Pt.1
5571 
5572   Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 
5573 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 
5574 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
5575 
5576   People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 
5577 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 
5578 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 
5579 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 
5580 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
5581 
5582                                   6-10-24 Pt.3
5583 
5584   Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 
5585 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
5586 
5587                                   6-10-24 Pt.2
5588 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 
5589 is pretty cool.
5590 
5591                                   6-10-24 Pt.1
5592 
5593   Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 
5594 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 
5595 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 
5596 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 
5597 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
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5617   Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 
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5621                                   6-9-24 Pt.1
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5623   Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 
5624 to hear with Good-Artistry.
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5626   My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 
5627 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
5628 
5629 -] Best signers
5630   
5631   1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
5632   2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
5633   3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
5634   4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
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5729                                   6-8-24 Pt.2
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5735   I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 
5736 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 
5737 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 
5738 where I feed homeless people and can think
5739 
5740   Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 
5741 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 
5742 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
5743 
5744   If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 
5745 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
5746 
5747                                   6-7-24 Pt.2
5748 
5749 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
5750   
5751   -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
5752     
5753     1 - Right Faith
5754     2 - Right knowledge
5755     3 - Right conduct
5756     -] Right Faith
5757       
5758          Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 
5759       are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
5760         Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 
5761       with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 
5762       to have no biases
5763       
5764         Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
5765       
5766       -] Limbs of faith
5767         
5768           1 - Belief in realities substances
5769           2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
5770           3 - Love for monks
5771           4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
5772           5 - Dont corrupt truth
5773           6 - ???
5774           7 - Have respect for monks and householders
5775           8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
5776       
5777       
5778     -] Right Knowledge
5779       
5780         True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 
5781       
5782     -] Right Conduct
5783       
5784         Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
5785       -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
5786         
5787           1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
5788           2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
5789           3 - No stealing
5790           4 - No adultery
5791           5 - No buying assloads of shit
5792           6 - No wine and honey 
5793         
5794       -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
5795         
5796         Digvrata - Limit travel distance
5797         Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 
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5804                                   6-7-24 Pt.1
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5806   Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
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5808 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
5809 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
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5811 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
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5814   I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 
5815 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
5816                                   6-6-24 Pt.2
5817 
5818   "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 
5819 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 
5820 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 
5821 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 
5822 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 
5823 believe in it.
5824 
5825   I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 
5826 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 
5827 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 
5828 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 
5829 how hope works.
5830 
5831   I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 
5832 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
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5834                                   6-6-24 Pt.1
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5836   I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
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5838                                   5-28-24 Pt.1
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5840   A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 
5841 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 
5842 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 
5843 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 
5844 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
5845 
5846   I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 
5847 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 
5848 fuckin zooted.
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5852                                   5-27-24 Pt.1
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5854   Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 
5855 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 
5856 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 
5857 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
5858 
5859   In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 
5860 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 
5861 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 
5862 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 
5863 inductors.
5864 
5865   Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 
5866 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 
5867 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
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5889                                   5-26-24 Pt.2
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5891   Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 
5892 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 
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5915   Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 
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5917 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 
5918 will be unable to construct reality. I dont  know if the target demographic for 
5919 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 
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5921                                   5-26-24 Pt.1
5922 
5923   I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 
5924 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 
5925 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
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5927   You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 
5928 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 
5929 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 
5930 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 
5931 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 
5932 homeless people. I dont  do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 
5933 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
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5935   See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
5936 
5937                                   5-25-24 Pt.2
5938 
5939   Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 
5940 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 
5941 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 
5942 insane people. I  used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 
5943 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 
5944 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 
5945 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
5946 
5947   Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 
5948 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 
5949 are illrevelant here.
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5952                                   5-25-24 Pt.1
5953 
5954   Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 
5955 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 
5956 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 
5957 not a by-product.
5958 
5959   A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
5960 
5961                                   5-23-24 Pt.1
5962 
5963   People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 
5964 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 
5965 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
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5967   What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 
5968 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 
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5971                                   5-22-24 Pt.1
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5999   Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 
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6001 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 
6002 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
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6004                                   5-21-24 Pt.4
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6006   I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 
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6009                                   5-21-24 Pt.3
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6011   We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 
6012 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 
6013 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
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6015   I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 
6016 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 
6017 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
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6019                                   5-21-24 Pt.2
6020   The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 
6021 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
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6023                                   5-21-24 Pt.1
6024 
6025   Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 
6026 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 
6027 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub  to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 
6028 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
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6069                                   5-20-24 Pt.5
6070   
6071   It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 
6072 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 
6073 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 
6074 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 
6075 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
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6077                                   5-20-24 Pt.4
6078 
6079   Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 
6080 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 
6081 delusion. They say forced non-murder  isnt true peace. This is the socitey 
6082 delusion
6083 
6084   Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 
6085 oxymoron.
6086 
6087   Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 
6088 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 
6089 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 
6090 The only super power you get from morality is self control
6091 
6092   It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 
6093 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 
6094 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 
6095 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
6096 
6097   Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 
6098 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
6099 
6100                                   5-20-24 Pt.3
6101 
6102   If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 
6103 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 
6104 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 
6105 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
6106 
6107   Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 
6108 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 
6109 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
6110  
6111                                   5-20-24 Pt.2
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6113   I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 
6114 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
6115 
6116                                   5-20-24 Pt.1
6117 
6118   Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 
6119 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 
6120 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 
6121 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 
6122 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
6123 
6124                                   5-19-24 Pt.2
6125 
6126   Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 
6127 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 
6128 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
6129 
6130                                   5-19-24 Pt.1
6131 
6132   I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 
6133 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 
6134 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 
6135 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 
6136 choise made in ignorance though
6137 
6138   A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 
6139 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 
6140 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking  about reality. Goldfish poo 
6141 poo brains are good at reality studies.
6142 
6143   My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 
6144 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
6145 
6146   Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
6147 
6148                                   5-13-24 Pt.1
6149 
6150   It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 
6151 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 
6152 
6153                                   5-10-24 Pt.2
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6155   Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
6156 
6157                                   5-10-24 Pt.1
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6159   I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 
6160 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions.  The planter doesnt ask 
6161 the Sun God for rain and the  Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun.  I suppose 
6162 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
6163 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
6164 
6165   You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 
6166 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
6167 
6168                                     Clayton
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6258                            Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
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6260   The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 
6261 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
6262 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
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6264   In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 
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6266 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 
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6270 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 
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6295                            Compiler Part 2,The Parser
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6297   The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 
6298 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 
6299 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
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6302     1 2 + 3 4 + *
6303 
6304   The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 
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6307     ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
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6309 Pretty epic isn't it.
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6311   To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 
6312 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 
6313 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
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6409                          Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
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6411 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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6413                        Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
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6415 
6416   The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 
6417 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 
6418 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 
6419 into the C intermediate codes.
6420 
6421   There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 
6422 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 
6423 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
6424 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
6425 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
6426 
6427   The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 
6428 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 
6429 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 
6430 intermediate codes. 
6431 
6432   To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 
6433 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 
6434 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 
6435 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks).
6436 
6437 
6438 <47>

6439 
6440 
6441 
6442 
6443 
6444 
6445 
6446 
6447 
6448 
6449 
6450 
6451 
6452 
6453 
6454 
6455 
6456   The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 
6457 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 
6458 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 
6459 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 
6460 availble a stack location will be choosed.
6461 
6462   The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 
6463 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
6464 
6465   This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 
6466 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 
6467 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
6468 
6469   Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 
6470 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 
6471 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 
6472 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
6473 
6474 
6475                                    User-Guide
6476 
6477                            Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
6478 
6479   Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
6480 
6481 
6482 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
6483   dc->color=BLUE;
6484   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
6485 }
6486 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
6487 
6488 
6489 
6490   The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 
6491 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
6492 
6493 -] GrRect
6494 
6495 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
6496 
6497 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
6498 
6499 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
6500 
6501 -] GrFillCircle
6502 
6503 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
6504 
6505 -] GrCircle
6506 
6507 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
6508 
6509 -] GrLine
6510 
6511 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
6512 
6513 -] GrPrint
6514 
6515 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
6516 
6517 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
6518 
6519 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
6520 
6521 -] DCClear
6522 
6523 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
6524 
6525 -] DCFill
6526 
6527 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
6528 
6529 
6530             Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
6531 
6532   TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 
6533 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 
6534 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 
6535 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 
6536 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
6537 
6538 
6539 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
6540 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
6541 DCFill;
6542 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
6543 F64 rotx=0;
6544 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
6545   DCFill(dc);
6546   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
6547   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
6548   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
6549   dc->color=YELLOW;
6550   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 
6551   DCFill;
6552   GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
6553   Sleep(33);
6554 }
6555 DCDel(dc);
6556 DCFill;
6557 
6558 
6559 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
6560 -] Mat4x4RotX
6561 
6562 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
6563 
6564 -] Mat4x4RotY
6565 
6566 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
6567 
6568 -] Mat4x4RotZ
6569 
6570 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
6571 
6572 -] Mat4x4Scale
6573 
6574 //Zooms a matrix
6575 
6576 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
6577 
6578 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
6579 
6580 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
6581 
6582 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
6583 
6584 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
6585 
6586 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
6587 
6588 
6589 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
6590 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
6591 
6592 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
6593 
6594 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
6595 
6596 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 
6597 transofrmations
6598 
6599 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
6600 
6601 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 
6602 genius what this actually does
6603 
6604 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
6605 
6606 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
6607 
6608 
6609   Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 
6610 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 
6611 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 
6612 for you.
6613 
6614 Here is a cube thing for you:
6615 
6616 
6617 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
6618 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
6619 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
6620 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
6621 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
6622 DCFill;
6623 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
6624 F64 rotx=0,roty;
6625 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
6626 I64 i=0,i2=0;
6627 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 
6628 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
6629   Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
6630   Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
6631   Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
6632   for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
6633     MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
6634     Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
6635   }
6636   i++;
6637 }
6638 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
6639   DCFill(dc);
6640   DCDepthBufRst(dc);
6641   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
6642   Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
6643   Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
6644   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
6645   Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
6646   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
6647   for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
6648     dc->color=colors[i2];
6649     GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
6650    }
6651    DCFill;
6652    GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
6653    Sleep(33);
6654 }
6655 DCDel(dc);
6656 DCFill;
6657 
6658 
6659   If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 
6660 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
6661 
6662   Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 
6663 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 
6664 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 
6665 scale distance Let's see an example:
6666 Heres an example:
6667 
6668 
6669 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
6670 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
6671 {
6672   I64 zz;
6673   Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
6674   zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
6675   if (zz<1) zz=1;
6676   *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
6677   *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
6678   *x+=dc->x;
6679   *y+=dc->y;
6680   *z+=dc->z;
6681 }
6682 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
6683 dc->transform=&Transform;
6684 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
6685 I64 dist=0;
6686 dc->z=-60;
6687 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 
6688   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
6689   dc->color=LTRED;
6690   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
6691   Refresh;
6692   DCFill;
6693 } 
6694 
6695                    Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
6696 
6697   In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 
6698 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 
6699 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 
6700 get started
6701 
6702 
6703 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
6704 I64 cnt;
6705 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 
6706   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
6707   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
6708   Refresh;
6709   DCFill;
6710 }
6711  
6712 
6713   If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 
6714 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 
6715 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 
6716 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 
6717 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
6718 
6719 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
6720 
6721 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
6722 I64 cnt;
6723 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
6724   dc->color=BLACK; 
6725   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
6726   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
6727   dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
6728   GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
6729   Refresh;
6730   DCFill;
6731 }
6732 DCDel(dc);
6733 
6734                          Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
6735 
6736   TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 
6737 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 
6738 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
6739 
6740   If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use  Nois
6741 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
6742 
6743                           Runtime Part 3: Making Music
6744 
6745   TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
6746 
6747 A simple song looks like this:
6748 
6749  Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
6750 
6751 
6752   There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 
6753 without further ado,here is a list
6754 -] #
6755 
6756 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
6757 
6758 -] w
6759 
6760 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
6761 
6762 -] h
6763 
6764 Makes a half note
6765 
6766 -] q
6767 
6768 Makes a 1/4 note
6769 
6770 -] e
6771 
6772 Makes a tiny eigth note
6773 
6774 
6775   You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 
6776 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
6777 
6778 Try this:
6779 
6780 
6781 music.tempo=8;
6782 Play(
6783     "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
6784     "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
6785    "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
6786      "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
6787     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
6788     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
6789     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
6790     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
6791     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
6792 );
6793 MusicSettingsRst;
6794 
6795                     Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
6796 
6797   HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 
6798 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 
6799 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 
6800 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 
6801 data about the self.
6802 
6803   To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 
6804 table and do these steps
6805  
6806 -] Step 1
6807 
6808 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 
6809 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
6810 
6811 -] Step 2
6812 
6813 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 
6814 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
6815 
6816 -] Step 3
6817 
6818 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
6819 
6820 
6821 
6822 Perhaps an example will help:
6823 
6824 class CMeta {
6825   I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
6826   I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
6827   F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
6828 };
6829 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
6830 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
6831   CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
6832   CMemberLst *ml;
6833   U64 sf;
6834   if(!findc) return;
6835   ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
6836   sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
6837   if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
6838     Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
6839   } 
6840 }
6841 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
6842 
6843 
6844   If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
6845 
6846 
6847 class CInput {
6848   //Be sure to use -P with strings
6849   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
6850   I64 age format "\n";
6851   Bool is_tall format "\n";
6852 };
6853 CInput inp;
6854 PopUpForm(&inp);
6855 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
6856 if(inp.is_tall)
6857   "Tall!\n";
6858 
6859 
6860                            Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
6861 
6862   If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 
6863 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
6864 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 
6865 you,you have come to the right place
6866 
6867   In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 
6868 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
6869 
6870   To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 
6871 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 
6872 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
6873 
6874   Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 
6875 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 
6876 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 
6877 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
6878 
6879 
6880 //
6881 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
6882 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
6883 //
6884 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
6885 class CFileEnt {
6886   U8 name[STR_LEN];
6887   U8 password[STR_LEN];
6888 };
6889 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
6890 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
6891 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
6892 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
6893 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
6894 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
6895 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
6896 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
6897 FClose(file);
6898 //
6899 // Now we read
6900 //
6901 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
6902 CFileEnt user;
6903 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
6904   MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
6905   "Got  user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
6906 }
6907 FClose(file);
6908 
6909 
6910   Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 
6911 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 
6912 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 
6913 Look at this example
6914 
6915 
6916 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
6917 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
6918 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
6919 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
6920 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
6921   "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
6922 }
6923 DirEntryDel(root);
6924 
6925 
6926   A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 
6927 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 
6928 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 
6929 be sure to free the root data with .
6930 
6931   To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 
6932 exists.
6933 
6934   Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 
6935 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
6936 
6937 
6938 -] FUF_RECURSE
6939 
6940 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
6941 
6942 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
6943 
6944 Chooses only directories(folders)
6945 
6946 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
6947 
6948 Chooses only files
6949 
6950 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
6951 
6952 Chooses only text files
6953 
6954 -] FUF_JUST_DD
6955 
6956 Chooses only DolDoc files
6957 
6958 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
6959 
6960 Chooses only source files
6961 
6962 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
6963 
6964 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
6965 
6966 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
6967 
6968 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
6969 
6970 
6971   If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 
6972 remove a fule use Del("file");
6973 
6974   There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 
6975 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
6976 e("old","new") or just a file via  Copy("old","new").
6977 
6978   And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 
6979 
6980                     Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
6981 
6982   TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 
6983 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 
6984 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
6985 
6986 
6987 
6988 <48>

6989 
6990 
6991 
6992 
6993 
6994 
6995 
6996 
6997 
6998   As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 
6999 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 
7000 "last" one.
7001 
7002   To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 
7003 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
7004 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
7005 
7006   In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 
7007 ciruclar
7008 
7009 
7010  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
7011 CQue),*cur;
7012  QueInit(head);
7013  QueIns(one,head);
7014  QueIns(two,one);
7015  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
7016    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
7017  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
7018  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
7019 
7020 
7021   To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 
7022 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 
7023 
7024 
7025  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
7026 CQue),*cur;
7027  QueInit(head);
7028  QueIns(one,head);
7029  QueIns(two,one);
7030  QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 
7031  Free(one); //Free it's data
7032  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
7033    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
7034  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
7035  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
7036 
7037 
7038   You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
7039 
7040   Here is a reference section:
7041 -] QueInit(head) 
7042 
7043 Intialize the head of a queue
7044 
7045 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 
7046 
7047 Insert an item after the elem
7048 
7049 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 
7050 
7051 Insert an item before the elem
7052 
7053 -] QueRem(elem) 
7054 
7055 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
7056 
7057 -] QueDel(head) 
7058 
7059 Frees all items in the queue
7060 
7061 -] QueCnt(head) 
7062 
7063 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
7064 
7065 
7066                   Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
7067 
7068   Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
7069 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
7070 
7071   When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 
7072 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
7073 
7074 #define FOO 123
7075 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
7076 if(def)
7077   "%s\n",def->data;
7078 
7079   We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 
7080 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
7081 
7082 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
7083 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
7084 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
7085 d->data=StrNew("10");
7086 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
7087 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
7088 "%d\n",Hello;
7089 
7090 
7091   Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
7092 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
7093 
7094   Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 
7095 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
7096 
7097 Perhaps an example will help:
7098 
7099 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
7100 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
7101 ent->user_data0=1;
7102 ent->user_data1=2;
7103 ent->user_data2=3;
7104 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
7105 ent->str=StrNew("look");
7106 HashAdd(ent,ht);
7107 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
7108 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
7109 HashTableDel(ht);
7110 
7111 
7112 Here is a reference of hash table functions
7113 
7114 -] HashAdd(item,table) 
7115 
7116 Adds an item to the hash table
7117 
7118 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 
7119 
7120 Delete an item from the hash table
7121 
7122 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 
7123 
7124 Find an item in the table
7125 
7126 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 
7127 
7128 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
7129 
7130 -] HashTableNew(sz) 
7131 
7132 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
7133 
7134 
7135                     Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
7136 
7137   Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 
7138 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 
7139 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
7140 
7141 It looks like this:
7142 <49>

7143 
7144 
7145 
7146 
7147 
7148 
7149 
7150 
7151 
7152 
7153 
7154 
7155 
7156 
7157 
7158   First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
7159 
7160 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
7161 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
7162 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
7163 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
7164 
7165   You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
7166 
7167 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
7168 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
7169 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
7170 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
7171 I64 val;
7172 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
7173   "Got a %d\n",val;
7174 
7175 
7176 Here is a reference section
7177 
7178 -] FifoI64New(sz) 
7179 
7180 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
7181 
7182 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 
7183 
7184 Remove all the items from the fifo
7185 
7186 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 
7187 
7188 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
7189 
7190 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 
7191 
7192 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
7193 
7194 -] FifoI64Del(f) 
7195 
7196 Free the fifo
7197 
7198 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 
7199 
7200 Remove an item from the fifo
7201 
7202 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 
7203 
7204 Insert an item into the fifo
7205 
7206 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 
7207 
7208 Remove all the items from the fifo
7209 
7210 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 
7211 
7212 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
7213 
7214 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 
7215 
7216 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
7217 
7218 -] FifoU8Del(f) 
7219 
7220 Free the fifo
7221 
7222 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 
7223 
7224 Remove an item from the fifo
7225 
7226 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 
7227 
7228 Insert an item into the fifo
7229 
7230 -] FifoU8New(sz) 
7231 
7232 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
7233 
7234 
7235                            Runtime Part 9: User Input
7236 
7237   TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 
7238 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 
7239 message mask.
7240  
7241 I64 x,y;
7242 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
7243   dc->color=RED;
7244   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
7245 }
7246 U0 Run() {
7247   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
7248   I64 m,x2,y2;
7249   while(TRUE) {
7250     m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
7251     if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
7252       break;
7253     x=x2;
7254     y=y2;
7255     Refresh;
7256   }
7257 }
7258 Run;
7259  
7260 
7261   Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 
7262 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 
7263 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 
7264 first before I dive into details.
7265 
7266 I64 x,y;
7267 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
7268   dc->color=GREEN;
7269   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 
7270 }
7271 U0 Run() {
7272   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
7273   I64 msg,sc,ch;
7274   for(;TRUE;) {
7275     if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
7276       if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
7277       if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
7278         y-=3;
7279       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
7280         y+=3;
7281       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
7282         x-=3;
7283       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
7284         x+=3;
7285       }
7286     } else {
7287       Refresh;
7288     }
7289   }
7290 }
7291 Run;
7292 
7293   As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 
7294 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 
7295 is down etc.
7296 
7297   The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 
7298 can be tested via the "&" operator
7299 
7300 
7301 I64 x,y;
7302 I64 color=GREEN;
7303 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
7304   dc->color=color;
7305   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
7306   dc->color=RED;
7307 }
7308 U0 Run() {
7309   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
7310   I64 msg,sc,ch;
7311   for(;TRUE;) {
7312     if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
7313       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
7314       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
7315         y-=3;
7316       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
7317         y+=3;
7318       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
7319         x-=3;
7320       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
7321         x+=3;
7322       }
7323       if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
7324         color=RED;
7325       else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
7326         color=YELLOW;
7327       else
7328         color=GREEN;
7329     } else {
7330       Refresh;
7331     }
7332   }
7333 }
7334 Run;
7335 
7336 
7337   Here's a list of scancode flags:
7338 
7339 -] SCF_KEY_UP
7340 
7341 The key was released
7342 
7343 -] SCF_CTRL
7344 
7345 The Ctrl key is down
7346 
7347 -] SCF_SHIFT
7348 
7349 The shift key is down
7350 
7351 -] SCF_ALT
7352 
7353 The alt key is down
7354 
7355 -] SCF_CAPS
7356 
7357 The Caps lock key is down
7358 
7359 -] SCF_NUM
7360 
7361 The NumLock key is kdown
7362 
7363 -] SCF_SCROLL
7364 
7365 Scroll Lock key is down
7366 
7367 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
7368 
7369 The left mouse is down
7370 
7371 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
7372 
7373 The right mouse is down
7374 
7375 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
7376 
7377 There is no shift
7378 
7379 
7380   Here's a list of scancode keys:
7381 
7382 -] SC_ESC
7383 
7384 The escape key
7385 
7386 -] SC_BACKSPACE
7387 
7388 The backspace key
7389 
7390 -] SC_TAB
7391 
7392 The tab key
7393 
7394 -] SC_ENTER
7395 
7396 The enter key
7397 
7398 -] SC_CTRL
7399 
7400 The ctrl key
7401 
7402 -] SC_ALT
7403 
7404 The alt key
7405 
7406 -] SC_CAPS
7407 
7408 The caps lock key
7409 
7410 -] SC_NUM
7411 
7412 The num lock key
7413 
7414 -] SC_SCROLL
7415 
7416 The scroll lock key
7417 
7418 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
7419 
7420 The up key
7421 
7422 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
7423 
7424 The down key
7425 
7426 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
7427 
7428 The left key
7429 
7430 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
7431 
7432 The right key
7433 
7434 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
7435 
7436 The page down key
7437 
7438 -] SC_PAGE_UP
7439 
7440 The page up key
7441 
7442 -] SC_HOME
7443 
7444 The home key
7445 
7446 -] SC_END
7447 
7448 The end key
7449 
7450 -] SC_INS
7451 
7452 The insert key
7453 
7454 -] SC_DELETE
7455 
7456 The delete key
7457 
7458 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
7459 
7460 The Fxx keys
7461 
7462 -] SC_PAUSE
7463 
7464 The pause key
7465 
7466 -] SC_GUI
7467 
7468 The logo key
7469 
7470 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
7471 
7472 The print screen key
7473 
7474 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
7475 
7476 The print screen key
7477 
7478 
7479   I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 
7480 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
7481 
7482 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
7483 
7484 A Key is put down
7485 
7486 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
7487 
7488 A Key is release
7489 
7490 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
7491 
7492 The mouse is moved
7493 
7494 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
7495 
7496 The left button is down
7497 
7498 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
7499 
7500 The left button is down
7501 
7502 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
7503 
7504 The right button is down
7505 
7506 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
7507 
7508 The right button is down
7509 
7510 
7511                          Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
7512 
7513   TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 
7514 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
7515 
7516   In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
7517 
7518 
7519 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
7520   Beep;
7521 }
7522 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 
7523 
7524 
7525   You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
7526 
7527 
7528 CTask *u=User;
7529 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 
7530 end as we are "the-user".
7531 Sleep(5000);
7532 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
7533 
7534 
7535   Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
7536 
7537 
7538 CTask *t=User;
7539 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
7540 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
7541 
7542 
7543   There is also a BirthWait
7544 
7545 
7546 CTask *t=User;
7547 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
7548 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
7549 
7550 
7551   To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 
7552 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 
7553 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 
7554 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 
7555 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
7556 
7557 
7558 I64 beep_lock=0;
7559 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
7560   //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 
7561   while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 
7562 is checked
7563     Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 
7564 tasks
7565   Beep(snd);
7566   //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
7567   LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
7568 }
7569 I64 i;
7570 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
7571   Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
7572   "Spawned a thread!!\n";
7573 }
7574 
7575                                Runtime Part 10: Jobs
7576 
7577   In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 
7578 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 
7579 
7580 
7581 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
7582 res=JobResGet(job);
7583 Kill(jobber);
7584 "I got %d\n",res;
7585 
7586   With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
7587 
7588 
7589 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
7590 I64 core=0;
7591 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 
7592 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
7593 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
7594   jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
7595      "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
7596      "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
7597   0);
7598 }
7599 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
7600   "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
7601 }
7602 
7603 
7604   If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
7605 AKE_MASTER flag.
7606 
7607 
7608 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
7609 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
7610 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
7611 
7612                                Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
7613 
7614   Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 
7615 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 
7616 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 
7617 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
7618 
7619 
7620 //BT is a button
7621 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
7622  
7623 
7624   As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 
7625 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 
7626 text. Lets see an example:
7627 
7628 
7629 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
7630 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
7631 
7632 
7633   DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 
7634 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 
7635 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
7636 
7637 
7638 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
7639 
7640 
7641   You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 
7642 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 
7643 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
7644 
7645 
7646 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
7647   Beep;
7648 }
7649 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
7650 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
7651 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
7652 
7653 
7654   You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 
7655 for a left-click-expression.
7656 
7657 
7658 U0 CreateDialog() {
7659   CDocEntry *nums[3];
7660   I64 i;
7661   DocClear(DocPut);
7662   "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
7663   for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
7664     nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
7665   }
7666   DocBottom(DocPut);
7667   switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
7668     start:
7669       DocClear(DocPut);
7670       case 0:
7671         "You picked nothing lol.\n";
7672         break;
7673       case 1:
7674         "One is the one\n";
7675         break;
7676       case 2:
7677         "Two is too good\n";
7678         break;
7679     end:
7680   }
7681 }
7682 CreateDialog;
7683 
7684 
7685   You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
7686 
7687 
7688 U0 CreateDialog() {
7689 class CInput {
7690   //Be sure to use -P with strings
7691   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
7692   I64 age format "\n";
7693   Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
7694 };
7695 CInput inp;
7696 PopUpForm(&inp);
7697 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
7698 if(inp.is_tall)
7699   "Tall!\n";
7700 
7701 
7702   Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
7703 
7704 -] TX
7705 
7706 Text
7707 
7708 -] CR
7709 
7710 Newline
7711 
7712 -] CU
7713 
7714 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
7715 
7716 -] TB
7717 
7718 Tab
7719 
7720 -] CL
7721 
7722 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
7723 
7724 -] PB
7725 
7726 Page break
7727 
7728 -] PL
7729 
7730 Page length
7731 
7732 -] LM
7733 
7734 Left margin
7735 
7736 -] RM
7737 
7738 Right margin
7739 
7740 -] HD
7741 
7742 Header margin
7743 
7744 -] FO
7745 
7746 Footer margin
7747 
7748 -] ID
7749 
7750 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
7751 
7752 -] FD
7753 
7754 Forground default color
7755 
7756 -] BD
7757 
7758 Background default color
7759 
7760 -] PT
7761 
7762 Command Line Prompt
7763 
7764 -] WW
7765 
7766 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
7767 
7768 -] UL
7769 
7770 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
7771 
7772 -] IV
7773 
7774 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
7775 
7776 -] BK
7777 
7778 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
7779 
7780 -] SX
7781 
7782 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
7783 
7784 -] SY
7785 
7786 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
7787 
7788 -] CB
7789 
7790 Checkbox
7791 
7792 -] LS
7793 
7794 Major Lit Alert
7795 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 
7796 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
7797 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
7798 
7799 -] MA
7800 
7801 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
7802 
7803 -] TR
7804 
7805 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
7806 
7807 -] HL
7808 
7809 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
7810 
7811 
7812  Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 
7813 example you can do  "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
7814 
7815 -] H
7816 
7817 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
7818 
7819 -] L
7820 
7821 This will make the element act as a link
7822 
7823 -] TR
7824 
7825 This will make the element act as a tree
7826 
7827 -] LS
7828 
7829 This will make the element act as a list
7830 
7831 -] PU
7832 
7833 This will make a macro run in a popup window
7834 
7835 -] C
7836 
7837 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
7838 
7839 -] X
7840 
7841 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
7842 
7843 -] UD
7844 
7845 Update data on typing
7846 
7847 
7848 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
7849 
7850 -] T
7851 
7852 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
7853 
7854 -] LEN
7855 
7856 Sets the length of the DA element.
7857 
7858 -] A
7859 
7860 Sets the link location
7861 
7862 -] LE
7863 
7864 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
7865 
7866 -] RE
7867 
7868 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
7869 
7870 -] LM
7871 
7872 Left macro,runs text on left click
7873 
7874 -] RM
7875 
7876 Right macro,runs text on right click
7877 
7878 -] RT
7879 
7880 Raw type of DA
7881 
7882 -] U
7883 
7884 User data
7885 
7886 -] SCX
7887 
7888 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
7889 
7890 -] SX
7891 
7892 Scroll x pixels
7893 
7894 -] SY
7895 
7896 Scroll y pixels
7897 
7898 
7899   Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 
7900 is a reference for the link codes:
7901 
7902 -] FI
7903 
7904 File index,FI="file" or  FI="file,line"
7905 
7906 -] FF
7907 
7908 File Find,FF="file,text"
7909 
7910 -] BF
7911 
7912 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
7913 
7914 -] HI
7915 
7916 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
7917 
7918 -] A
7919 
7920 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
7921 
7922 
7923   Now a function reference:
7924 
7925 -] DocBottom
7926 
7927 Move to the bottom of the document
7928 
7929 -] DocCenter
7930 
7931 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
7932 
7933 -] DocClear
7934 
7935 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
7936 
7937 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
7938 
7939 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
7940 
7941 -] DocDel
7942 
7943 Delete a documents memory
7944 
7945 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
7946 
7947 Deletes a document entry
7948 
7949 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
7950 
7951 Copy an element
7952 
7953 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
7954 
7955 Insert a document into an other document
7956 
7957 -] DocLock
7958 
7959 Lock a document
7960 
7961 -] DocUnlock
7962 
7963 Unlock a document
7964 
7965 -] DocRst
7966 
7967 Reset the document
7968 
7969 -] DocTop
7970 
7971 Go to the top of the document
7972 
7973 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
7974 
7975 Read a line from a file
7976 
7977 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
7978 
7979 Write a line into a file
7980 
7981 -] DocRead(filename)
7982 
7983 Read a document from  a file
7984 
7985 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
7986 
7987 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
7988 
7989 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
7990 
7991 Save a document into memory
7992 
7993 -] DocWrite(doc)
7994 
7995 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
7996 
7997 -] DocMenu
7998 
7999 Interact with a document until a value is found
8000 
8001 -] DocForm
8002 
8003 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 
8004 
8005 -] DocNew(filename)
8006 
8007 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
8008 
8009 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
8010 
8011 Insert a .GR file into a document
8012 
8013 -] DocPrint
8014 
8015 Print text into a document
8016 
8017 -] DocPut
8018 
8019 Get the current document for a task
8020 
8021 -] DocType(doc,filename)
8022 
8023 Type a file into a document