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0002                                     Aiwnios.com
0003 
0004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
0005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
0007 about myself.
0008 
0009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
0013 
0014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
0016 
0017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
0019 
0020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
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0022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
0023 
0024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
0025 
0026 AiwniosTube
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0028                                    Irc Server
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0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
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0032 
0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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0041 0042 0043 0044 0045 0046 0047 0048 0049 0050 0051 0052 0053 0054 0055 0056 0057 0058 0059 0060 0061 0062 0063 0064 0065 0066 4-2-25 Pt.4 0067 0068 A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the 0069 women-slave mentality for child-minds. 0070 0071 4-2-25 Pt.3 0072 0073 If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother 0074 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot. 0075 0076 4-2-25 Pt.2 0077 0078 If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 0079 repeatidly for fun. 0080 0081 4-2-25 Pt.1 0082 0083 Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 0084 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads. 0085 0086 0087 4-1-25 Pt.3 0088 0089 Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 0090 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 0091 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 0092 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish. 0093 0094 Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 0095 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 0096 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 0097 written poems. I write compilers. 0098 0099 Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object 0100 0101 POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME. 0102 0103 In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 0104 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 0105 if ever). 0106 0107 4-1-25 Pt.2 0108 0109 So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find 0110 subgraphs. 0111 <2>
0112 0113 0114 0115 0116 0117 0118 0119 0120 0121 0122 0123 0124 0125 0126 0127 0128 0129 0130 0131 Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this: 0132 0133 -] Master matrix 0134 0135 A B C D 0136 A 1 1 0 0 0137 0138 B 0 1 1 1 0139 0140 C 0 0 1 1 0141 0142 D 1 0 0 1 0143 0144 0145 Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too 0146 0147 -] Baby Matrix 0148 0149 A B C 0150 A 1 1 1 0151 0152 B 0 1 1 0153 0154 C 0 0 1 0155 0156 0157 Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration. 0158 0159 Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns 0160 -] Master matrix 0161 0162 B C D A 0163 B 1 1 1 0 0164 0165 C 0 1 1 0 0166 0167 D 0 0 1 1 0168 0169 A 0 1 0 1 0170 0171 0172 0173 Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 0174 do. 0175 0176 0177 Pro Fuckin Tip: 0178 0179 Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely. 0180 0181 A [B C D] 0182 A [B [C D]] 0183 0184 B [C D A] 0185 B [C [D A]] 0186 0187 C [D A B] 0188 C [D [A B]] 0189 0190 D [A B C] 0191 D [A [B C]] 0192 0193 0194 Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum gains. 0195 0196 If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 0197 cant figure out how then you are probably fucking stupid. 0198 0199 0200 0201 4-1-25 Pt.1 0202 0203 Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted. 0204 0205 3-31-25 Pt.2 0206 0207 People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 0208 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 0209 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero. 0210 0211 3-31-25 Pt.1 0212 0213 I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 0214 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 0215 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties. 0216 0217 I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 0218 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people. 0219 0220 Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 0221 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes. 0222 0223 I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 0224 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 0225 It is ficticious maybe. 0226 0227 3-30-25 Pt.3 0228 0229 Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 0230 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 0231 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 0232 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him. 0233 0234 The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 0235 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 0236 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 0237 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done. 0238 0239 0240 3-30-25 Pt.2 0241 0242 Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 0243 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 0244 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 0245 actively seek to help people. 0246 0247 I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 0248 good for others. 0249 0250 3-30-25 Pt.1 0251 0252 I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 0253 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 0254 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 0255 today. 0256 0257 I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 0258 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 0259 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 0260 worth of labor because I volenteer and work. 0261 0262 Pro Tip: 0263 0264 Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 0265 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 0266 could be working a real job. 0267 0268 Disclaimer: 0269 0270 I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 0271 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 0272 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work. 0273 0274 I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 0275 to overcome. 0276 0277 0278 0279 3-29-25 Pt.2 0280 0281 Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 0282 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom. 0283 0284 I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 0285 answer. 0286 0287 3-29-25 Pt.1 0288 0289 Heres the mootherfucking DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 0290 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 0291 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit. 0292 0293 I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 0294 the D(oom). 0295 0296 3-28-25 Pt.4 0297 0298 As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 0299 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 0300 burger people were just workers,nothing else. 0301 0302 3-28-25 Pt.3 0303 0304 Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 0305 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 0306 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 0307 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 0308 the prisions too. 0309 0310 Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 0311 not buy innocence at Walmart. 0312 0313 3-28-25 Pt.2 0314 0315 People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 0316 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 0317 sense of reality. 0318 0319 0320 3-28-25 Pt.1 0321 0322 Im one of the good ones. Most autistic people I know are like really stupid. I 0323 think families are the breeding grounds for the most fucked up aspects of 0324 humanity. I dont know if it is me or my family,but growing up when we walked in 0325 public we did not walk next to each other,we walked in the same direction 0326 seperately. I read that austism/assburgers is common with people with eccentric 0327 parents. Which is not suprising. 0328 0329 My parents seemed to be at odds with reality. They did seem to accept the 0330 family was fucked up but wanted no one to see it. My dad may as well have been a 0331 cult leader. I often wonder what goverment officals think about family life. 0332 They can lie about their top secret things and extort people for information. I 0333 would not want to be the son of a goverment person. I suppose that thier worth 0334 be based on their values they hold,but that is abstract. Concretely I would not 0335 like them as parents. 0336 0337 I dont have the goverment,you cannot hate something you cannot see and there 0338 are worse goverments. 0339 0340 0341 3-27-25 Pt.2 0342 0343 The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 0344 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 0345 in the mirror. I am not one of them. 0346 0347 3-27-25 Pt.1 0348 0349 The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 0350 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 0351 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 0352 you can find it with a microscope. 0353 0354 The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 0355 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 0356 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 0357 plant. 0358 0359 You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 0360 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 0361 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 0362 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death. 0363 0364 3-27-25 Pt.1 0365 0366 NOTE: 0367 0368 When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 0369 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY. 0370 0371 3-26-25 Pt.3 0372 0373 Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 0374 the play store. 0375 0376 3-26-25 Pt.2 0377 0378 There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer. 0379 0380 People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 0381 will look in the mirror. 0382 0383 Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 0384 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits. 0385 0386 Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 0387 include it for legal reasons. 0388 0389 0390 3-26-25 Pt.1 0391 0392 0393 Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa. 0394 0395 <3>
0396 0397 0398 0399 0400 0401 0402 0403 0404 0405 0406 0407 0408 0409 0410 0411 0412 0413 0414 0415 0416 0417 0418 0419 0420 0421 0422 0423 0424 0425 0426 0427 0428 0429 0430 0431 0432 0433 0434 0435 0436 0437 0438 0439 0440 0441 0442 0443 0444 0445 0446 0447 0448 0449 0450 0451 3-25-25 Pt.3 0452 0453 DISCLIAMER: 0454 0455 I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 0456 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public. 0457 0458 0459 NOTE: 0460 0461 Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 0462 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 0463 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word. 0464 0465 3-25-25 Pt.2 0466 0467 I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 0468 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 0469 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 0470 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 0471 papers while thinking and this site dont either. 0472 0473 3-25-25 Pt.1 0474 0475 A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 0476 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick. 0477 0478 3-24-25 Pt.2 0479 0480 The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 0481 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 0482 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 0483 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit. 0484 0485 3-24-25 Pt.1 0486 0487 Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 0488 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 0489 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 0490 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 0491 massive Jew hater. 0492 0493 You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 0494 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 0495 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 0496 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son. 0497 0498 This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 0499 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 0500 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 0501 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 0502 0503 I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 0504 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 0505 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 0506 tell you about reality. 0507 0508 0509 I may as well be a lesser KanYe. 0510 0511 3-23-25 Pt.2 0512 0513 Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 0514 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 0515 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 0516 fuck about the people I serve. 0517 0518 I wonder if the mask cares or me. 0519 0520 3-23-25 Pt.1 0521 0522 Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 0523 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 0524 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it. 0525 0526 3-22-25 Pt.2 0527 0528 aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 0529 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 0530 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit 0531 0532 3-22-25 Pt.1 0533 0534 Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 0535 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs. 0536 0537 I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 0538 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 0539 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 0540 fun. 0541 0542 I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 0543 poop and compilers all day and its fun. 0544 0545 Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 0546 living in the same earth as Chris Chan 0547 0548 3-21-25 Pt.1 0549 0550 Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 0551 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com. 0552 0553 -] 1,Spam the IRC server 0554 0555 The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 0556 better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts. 0557 0558 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube 0559 0560 AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 0561 lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 0562 headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 0563 legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 0564 smart) 0565 0566 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com 0567 0568 The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 0569 the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 0570 have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 0571 like Chinese software. 0572 0573 0574 3-20-25 Pt.5 0575 0576 Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 0577 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk. 0578 0579 3-20-25 Pt.4 0580 0581 Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 0582 will vanish. 0583 3-20-25 Pt.3 0584 0585 I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 0586 who would say "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 0587 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 0588 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 0589 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms. 0590 0591 It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 0592 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods. 0593 0594 NOTE: 0595 0596 The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 0597 in it which is cool. 0598 0599 iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina. 0600 Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path. 0601 0602 3-20-25 Pt.2 0603 0604 Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 0605 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 0606 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 0607 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 0608 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 0609 your vag is a good idea. 0610 0611 0612 Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No??? You can keep your imperalism by 0613 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then. 0614 0615 3-20-25 Pt.1 0616 0617 I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia on 0618 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 0619 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion. 0620 0621 3-19-25 Pt.2 0622 0623 They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 0624 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 0625 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 0626 that somehow purifies them. 0627 0628 Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 0629 mind and possibly move there. 0630 <4>
0631 0632 0633 0634 0635 0636 0637 0638 0639 0640 0641 0642 0643 0644 0645 0646 0647 0648 0649 0650 0651 0652 0653 0654 0655 0656 0657 0658 0659 0660 0661 0662 0663 0664 0665 0666 0667 0668 0669 0670 0671 0672 0673 0674 3-19-25 Pt.1 0675 0676 Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 0677 sexy degree. 0678 0679 I will commit later. Basically do this. 0680 0681 -] The Sexy Sauce 0682 0683 -] Pt. 1 0684 0685 Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 0686 table). 0687 <5>
0688 0689 0690 0691 0692 0693 0694 0695 0696 0697 0698 0699 0700 0701 0702 0703 0704 0705 0706 -] Pt. 2 0707 0708 0709 Do this for assloads of text. 0710 -] Pt. 3 0711 0712 Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 0713 "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common. 0714 <6>
0715 0716 0717 0718 0719 0720 0721 0722 0723 0724 0725 3-17-25 Pt.2 0726 0727 I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 0728 Holefully he didnt steal that pot of gold. 0729 0730 3-17-25 Pt.1 0731
0732 0733 0734 0735 0736 0737 0738 0739 0740 0741 0742 0743 0744 0745 0746 0747 0748 0749 0750 0751 0752 0753 0754 0755 0756 0757 0758 0759 0760 0761 0762 0763 0764 0765 0766 0767 0768 0769 0770 0771 0772 0773 0774 0775 0776 0777 0778 0779 0780 0781 0782 0783 0784 0785 0786 0787 3-16-25 Pt.2 0788 0789 The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 0790 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 0791 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 0792 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 0793 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity. 0794 0795 One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place. 0796 0797 3-16-25 Pt.1 0798 0799 I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 0800 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 0801 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 0802 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 0803 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 0804 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people. 0805 0806 I will try to say less racist things. 0807 0808 NOTE: 0809 0810 Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 0811 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem. 0812 0813 3-15-25 Pt.2 0814 0815 I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 0816 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 0817 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 0818 offended gay people. 0819 0820 I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 0821 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 0822 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 0823 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 0824 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes. 0825 0826 Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 0827 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 0828 complete. 0829 0830 She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something. 0831 0832 3-15-25 Pt.1 0833 0834 I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 0835 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 0836 said person is a chimp. 0837 0838 3-14-25 Pt.2 0839 0840 I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 0841 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 0842 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked. 0843 0844 <8>
0845 0846 0847 0848 0849 0850 0851 0852 0853 0854 0855 0856 0857 0858 3-14-25 Pt.1 0859 0860 I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 0861 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 0862 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 0863 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 0864 not out of respect. 0865 0866 I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 0867 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 0868 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 0869 Im sad. 0870 0871 A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 0872 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 0873 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 0874 non-answer. 0875 0876 3-13-25 Pt.4 0877 0878 Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 0879 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 0880 must make educated decisions before acting. 0881 0882 0883 3-13-25 Pt.3 0884 0885 I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 0886 understand. 0887 0888 0889 3-13-25 Pt.2 0890 0891 I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 0892 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 0893 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger. 0894 0895 3-13-25 Pt.1 0896 0897 People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 0898 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 0899 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz.... 0900 0901 This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably. 0902 0903 3-11-25 Pt.2 0904 0905 Light got turned into frozen matter or something 0906 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A. 0907 0908 Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter 0909 0910 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division, 0911 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool 0912 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter) 0913 . 0914 3-12-25 Pt.1 0915 0916 0917 A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 0918 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY). 0919 0920 0921 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}}; 0922 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) { 0923 CD3 pr,p; 0924 pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x; 0925 pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y; 0926 pr.z=0; 0927 p.x=x-points[v].x; 0928 p.y=y-points[v].y; 0929 p.z=0; 0930 return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x; 0931 } 0932 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) { 0933 F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0)); 0934 return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2)); 0935 } 0936 0937 0938 0939 3-11-25 Pt.2 0940 0941 Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 0942 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 0943 3D. 0944 0945 3-11-25 Pt.1 0946 0947 I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 0948 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 0949 presenting my Latin code 0950 0951 3-10-25 Pt.4 0952 0953 Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 0954 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 0955 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 0956 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 0957 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse 0958 0959 I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 0960 Latin Shit. 0961 0962 3-10-25 Pt.3 0963 0964 Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 0965 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 0966 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 0967 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 0968 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh. 0969 0970 In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 0971 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 0972 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it. 0973 0974 3-10-25 Pt.2 0975 0976 The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 0977 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 0978 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 0979 see. 0980 0981 3-10-25 Pt.1 0982 0983 KanYe is a great singer. 0984 0985 3-9-25 Pt.1 0986 0987 Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit. 0988 0989 3-8-25 Pt.5 0990 0991 I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 0992 speed. 0993 0994 3-8-25 Pt.4 0995 0996 One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 0997 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 0998 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 0999 pain and death are inescapable. 1000 1001 After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 1002 fate. 1003 1004 3-8-25 Pt.3 1005 1006 People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 1007 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 1008 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 1009 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 1010 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 1011 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff. 1012 1013 Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 1014 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards. 1015 1016 3-8-25 Pt.2 1017 1018 As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 1019 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded. 1020 1021 I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 1022 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 1023 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 1024 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 1025 Scott lit. 1026 1027 I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 1028 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 1029 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views. 1030 1031 Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 1032 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 1033 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything. 1034 1035 They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 1036 a fetus. I dont know. 1037 3-8-25 Pt.1 1038 1039 People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 1040 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 1041 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 1042 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube. 1043 1044 I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 1045 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 1046 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 1047 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs. 1048 1049 I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 1050 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 1051 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 1052 away. 1053 1054 1055 NOTE: 1056 1057 The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 1058 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper). 1059 1060 It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 1061 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin. 1062 1063 3-7-25 Pt.3 1064 1065 Hitler is remmbered as a bad man. People remember things based on values. I 1066 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 1067 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 1068 dharma who also killed lots of people. 1069 1070 I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 1071 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 1072 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards. 1073 1074 People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 1075 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say the the hadiths are mostly 1076 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 1077 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 1078 way. 1079 1080 So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 1081 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 1082 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 1083 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 1084 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 1085 it get here. 1086 1087 Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 1088 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 1089 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing. 1090 1091 I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 1092 stupid idea whatsover.` 1093 1094 3-7-25 Pt.2 1095 1096 I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow. 1097 1098 3-7-25 Pt.1 1099 1100 Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 1101 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 1102 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing. 1103 1104 I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 1105 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 1106 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 1107 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 1108 Bible. 1109 1110 I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 1111 beliefs. 1112 1113 There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 1114 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 1115 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 1116 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 1117 are banished. 1118 1119 A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 1120 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things. 1121 1122 If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 1123 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 1124 thinking. 1125 1126 1127 3-6-25 Pt.4 1128 1129 The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 1130 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 1131 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 1132 reality in few words. 1133 1134 I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 1135 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy. 1136 1137 3-6-25 Pt.3 1138 1139 Lil Pump has an onlyfans 1140 1141 1142 3-6-25 Pt.2 1143
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1328 1329 1330 1331 1332 1333 1334 1335 1336 1337 1338 1339 1340 1341 1342 1343 1344 1345 1346 1347 1348 1349 1350 1351 1352 1353 1354 1355 1356 1357 1358 1359 1360 1361 1362 1363 1364 1365 1366 1367 1368 1369 1370 1371 1372 1373 1374 1375 1376 1377 1378 1379 1380 3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus) 1381 1382 I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 1383 but a homunculus would be cool. 1384 1385 As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 1386 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 1387 like this. 1388 1389 I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text 1390 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin. 1391 1392 1393 3-4-25 Pt.3 1394 1395 Doom has a nice depiction of hell. 1396 1397 3-4-25 Pt.2 1398 1399 I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 1400 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool. 1401 <13>
1402 1403 1404 1405 1406 1407 1408 1409 1410 1411 1412 1413 1414 1415 1416 1417 1418 1419 1420 1421 1422 1423 1424 1425 1426 1427 1428 1429 1430 1431 1432 1433 1434 1435 1436 1437 1438 1439 1440 1441 1442 1443 1444 1445 1446 1447 1448 3-4-25 Pt.1 1449 1450 People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 1451 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 1452 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 1453 the land for him. 1454 1455 I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 1456 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 1457 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS. 1458 1459 Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 1460 as it conquered stuff 1461 1462 3-3-25 Pt.3 1463 1464 Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 1465 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed. 1466 1467 3-3-25 Pt.2 1468 1469 Sorry Austin,I really do apologize. 1470 1471 3-3-25 Pt.1 1472 1473 The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 1474 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 1475 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 1476 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 1477 ID is hacky as fuck. 1478 1479 For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 1480 fault but ID softwares fualt. 1481 1482 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 1483 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 1484 Source. 1485 1486 This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 1487 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 1488 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok. 1489 1490 NOTE: 1491 1492 Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 1493 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 1494 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 1495 render the level properly. 1496 1497 3-2-25 Pt.6 1498 1499 I played minecraft as a kid. 1500 1501 3-2-25 Pt.5 1502 1503 Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 1504 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 1505 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 1506 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 1507 rap music by KanYe is ok but it is still mind numbingly stupid. 1508 1509 I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 1510 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2). 1511 1512 I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 1513 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation. 1514 1515 3-2-25 Pt.4 1516 1517 A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 1518 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 1519 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 1520 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 1521 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 1522 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them. 1523 1524 The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 1525 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 1526 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 1527 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it. 1528 1529 3-2-25 Pt.3 1530 1531 One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 1532 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 1533 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 1534 opinion. 1535 1536 Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 1537 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 1538 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 1539 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason. 1540 1541 It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 1542 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth. 1543 1544 I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 1545 I could study scripture more,this is good. 1546 1547 3-2-25 Pt.2 1548 1549 Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 1550 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 1551 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 1552 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth. 1553 1554 Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 1555 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 1556 them. 1557 1558 You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 1559 you about his opinions. I am entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 1560 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 1561 came in with. 1562 1563 As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 1564 entertaining claims and people. 1565 1566 3-2-25 Pt.1 1567 1568 Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 1569 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 1570 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 1571 repentance. 1572 1573 Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 1574 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 1575 facts must be represented. 1576 1577 Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 1578 Idk. 1579 1580 2-27-25 Pt.2 1581 1582 Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 1583 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 1584 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 1585 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 1586 "sort","uniq",and "cut" 1587 1588 2-27-25 Pt.1 1589 1590 I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 1591 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 1592 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 1593 power" like a good leader should do. 1594 1595 Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 1596 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 1597 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 1598 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought. 1599 1600 Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 1601 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 1602 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things. 1603 1604 Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 1605 to have) come to morality like Bharata. 1606 1607 Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 1608 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God. 1609 1610 A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 1611 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 1612 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation. 1613 1614 The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 1615 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 1616 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America. 1617 1618 2-27-25 Pt.2 1619 1620 I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 1621 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night. 1622 1623 I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 1624 sleep when I need to program something lit . 1625 1626 2-27-25 Pt.1 1627 1628 One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 1629 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 1630 acquired Godhood. 1631 1632 With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 1633 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 1634 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties. 1635 1636 I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 1637 hear 1638 1639 2-26-25 Pt.1 1640 1641 OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 1642 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 1643 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 1644 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out. 1645 1646 Look at this shit 1647 1648 1464018+0 records out 1649 749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec) 1650 1651 Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 1652 10 year old flash drives. 1653 2-25-25 Pt.4 1654 1655 There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 1656 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 1657 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 1658 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside. 1659 1660 My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 1661 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually caring 1662 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 1663 my parents then my parents would turn on them. 1664 1665 2-25-25 Pt.3 1666 1667 I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 1668 multiple words,and not just one word. 1669 1670 2-25-25 Pt.2 1671 1672 I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 1673 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 1674 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 1675 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars. 1676 1677 Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 1678 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 1679 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 1680 have a whole picture. 1681 1682 2-25-25 Pt.1 1683 1684 Lil Pump is fuckin Genius. 1685 1686 2-24-25 Pt.2 1687 1688 For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 1689 something . This way you can add support for other languages. 1690 1691 2-24-25 Pt.1 1692 1693 I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 1694 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 1695 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 1696 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it. 1697 1698 Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 1699 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 1700 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock. 1701 1702 The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 1703 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 1704 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 1705 maybe. 1706 1707 2-23-25 Pt.5 1708 1709 There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 1710 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 1711 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel. 1712 1713 I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 1714 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 1715 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing. 1716 1717 2-23-25 Pt.4 1718 1719 I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 1720 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 1721 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting. 1722 1723 He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk. 1724 1725 2-23-25 Pt.3 1726 1727 Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 1728 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights. 1729 1730 PROOF,I literally dont see the difference? 1731 1732 1733 1734 <14>
1735 1736 1737 1738 1739 1740 1741 1742 1743 1744 1745 1746 1747 1748 1749 1750 1751 1752 1753 1754 1755 2-23-25 Pt.2 1756 1757 1758 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater 1759 1760 2-23-25 Pt.1 1761 1762 Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 1763 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 1764 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 1765 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek. 1766 1767 The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 1768 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 1769 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek. 1770 1771 Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit 1772 1773 Latin 1st conjugation. 1774 1775 2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1 1776 1777 As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 1778 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 1779 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 1780 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 1781 games are consumerism garbage. 1782 1783 I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 1784 intended for a nich aucdience. 1785 1786 I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 1787 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff. 1788 1789 2-20-25 Pt.2 1790 1791 There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 1792 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 1793 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 1794 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 1795 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 1796 listen to people as they tell stories. 1797 1798 My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 1799 messed up some of the dates on paperwork. 1800 1801 2-20-25 Pt.1 1802 1803 There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 1804 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 1805 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it. 1806 1807 1808 2-18-25 Pt.1 1809 1810 MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 1811 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 1812 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 1813 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 1814 during class in the computer lab. 1815 1816 One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 1817 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 1818 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 1819 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 1820 best days were in the younger years. 1821 1822 2-17-25 Pt.2 1823 1824 I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 1825 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 1826 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 1827 should probably learn them. 1828 1829 Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 1830 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 1831 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 1832 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 1833 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class. 1834 1835 I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 1836 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 1837 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 1838 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 1839 1840 I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 1841 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 1842 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 1843 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 1844 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok. 1845 1846 Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 1847 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh. 1848 1849 1850 2-17-25 Pt.1 1851 1852 Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 1853 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 1854 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 1855 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 1856 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 1857 ptrace(gdb x homies). 1858 1859 If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 1860 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 1861 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 1862 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage. 1863 1864 My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 1865 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 1866 Im not even asking for driver support or anything. 1867 1868 While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 1869 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up). 1870 1871 1872 1873 3-16-25 Pt.4 1874 1875 The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 1876 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 1877 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 1878 sense of peoples' silence. 1879 1880 I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 1881 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 1882 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 1883 insane looking for an answer. 1884 1885 I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 1886 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 1887 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe. 1888 1889 I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 1890 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 1891 it was funny. 1892 1893 I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 1894 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess. 1895 1896 3-16-25 Pt.3 1897 1898 Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 1899 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 1900 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 1901 more than a sane person. 1902 1903 Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 1904 very cringe. 1905 1906 I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 1907 able to do it. 1908 1909 3-16-25 Pt.2 1910 1911 I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 1912 tries to make them sound good to limited effect. 1913 1914 3-16-25 Pt.1 1915 1916 The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 1917 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 1918 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 1919 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 1920 for the HolyFs/HolyGs 1921 1922 struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb()); 1923 struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 1924 end at 0xf8*/ 1925 memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN); 1926 new->__tib_self=(void*)new; 1927 __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new)); 1928 1929 1930 3-15-25 Pt.2 1931 1932 I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 1933 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 1934 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 1935 addicting. 1936 1937 I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 1938 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 1939 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 1940 like the words. 1941 1942 3-15-25 Pt.1 1943 1944 I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 1945 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 1946 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 1947 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 1948 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 1949 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 1950 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 1951 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for. 1952 1953 <15>
1954 1955 1956 1957 1958 1959 1960 1961 1962 Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 1963 work. 1964 3-14-25 Pt.3 1965 1966 OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 1967 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 1968 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 1969 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 1970 you return to C space. 1971 1972 I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 1973 fuck. 1974 1975 3-14-25 Pt.2 1976 1977 Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 1978 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this: 1979 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda 1980 1981 1982 That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c. 1983 1984 The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason. 1985 1986 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c 1987 1988 1989 Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD. 1990 1991 1992 3-14-25 Pt.1 1993 1994 IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 1995 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 1996 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 1997 framebuffer. 1998 1999 3-13-25 Pt.1 2000 2001 Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 2002 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 2003 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 2004 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation or something 2005 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat file. 2006 2007 I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 2008 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 2009 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 2010 something. I will ammend tommorow. This runs like shit. 2011 2012 2013 3-12-25 Pt.3 2014 2015 Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 2016 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 2017 laws that serve no-one. 2018 2019 3-12-25 Pt.2 2020 2021 Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 2022 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 2023 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not. 2024 2025 This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 2026 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 2027 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 2028 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 2029 retards. 2030 2031 The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 2032 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 2033 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 2034 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls. 2035 2036 If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 2037 9 you have no leg to stand on. 2038 2039 People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 2040 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning. 2041 2042 3-12-25 Pt.1 2043 2044 I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 2045 other 2046 2047 3-10-25 Pt.1 2048 2049 I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 2050 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around. 2051 2052 2-9-25 Pt.1 2053 2054 Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up. 2055 2056 2-8-25 Pt.2 2057 2058 My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 2059 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today. 2060 2061 2-8-25 Pt.1 2062 2063 My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 2064 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 2065 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 2066 cheating. 2067 2068 2-7-25 Pt.1 2069 2070 Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 2071 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 2072 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 2073 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode. 2074 2075 I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 2076 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 2077 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 2078 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 2079 math. 2080 2081 Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 2082 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 2083 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 2084 sexuality would favor gayness over reality studies. 2085 2086 You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 2087 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 2088 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 2089 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 2090 expirence. 2091 2092 2-6-25 Pt.2 2093 2094 Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere. 2095 2096 2-6-25 Pt.1 2097 2098 I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website. 2099 -] Bugs 2100 2101 -] Aiwntube names with spaces 2102 2103 Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames 2104 2105 -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce 2106 2107 Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 2108 sources for gihon. 2109 2110 2111 2112 2-4-25 Pt.3 2113 2114 There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 2115 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 2116 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 2117 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 2118 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane. 2119 2120 I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 2121 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 2122 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 2123 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something. 2124 2125 Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 2126 a confused world. 2127 2128 2129 2-4-25 Pt.2 2130 2131 I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 2132 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 2133 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 2134 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 2135 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 2136 make something I would play. 2137 2138 I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 2139 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 2140 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 2141 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 2142 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 2143 2144 The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 2145 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 2146 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 2147 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop. 2148 2149 2-4-25 Pt.1 2150 2151 I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 2152 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 2153 able to kick thier heads around. 2154 2155 2-2-25 Pt.4 2156 2157 There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 2158 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 2159 Genesis. 2160 2161 Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 2162 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 2163 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 2164 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 2165 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 2166 other levels. 2167 2168 2-2-25 Pt.3 2169 2170 The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 2171 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 2172 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 2173 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 2174 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him. 2175 2176 After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 2177 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 2178 posion. This cuased guilt for the son. 2179 2180 This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 2181 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 2182 father cannot accept alms. 2183 2184 2-2-25 Pt.2 2185 2186 Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 2187 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 2188 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 2189 be historical. 2190 2191 2-2-25 Pt.1 2192 2193 I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 2194 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 2195 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 2196 dodge missiles from players and stuff. 2197 2198 2-1-25 Pt.1 2199 2200 I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 2201 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 2202 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 2203 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 2204 may be coming in about a week. 2205 2206 I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 2207 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 2208 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 2209 hood. 2210 2211 As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 2212 really fun. 2213 2214 1-28-25 Pt.3 2215 2216 As the Lords of the Universe instructed, 2217 by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed. 2218 2219 Service to others,brothers and mothers, 2220 seek the Dharma of the Jains 2221 2222 For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought, 2223 Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought, 2224 I bow to you, for this life and beyond, 2225 though you ask for it not. 2226 2227 Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed, 2228 Let me have faith in you before my life is void. 2229 2230 2231 1-29-25 Pt.1 2232 2233 Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 2234 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 2235 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 2236 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok. 2237 2238 Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 2239 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 2240 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 2241 simular animations myself. 2242 2243 There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 2244 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 2245 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 2246 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 2247 I have parasite mentality. 2248 2249 NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 2250 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord. 2251 2252 1-28-25 Pt.2 2253 2254 It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 2255 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 2256 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 2257 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 2258 to dance without music. 2259 2260 If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede. 2261 2262 1-28-25 Pt.1 2263 2264 The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 2265 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 2266 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 2267 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 2268 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 2269 human nature. 2270 2271 I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 2272 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 2273 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 2274 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain. 2275 2276 He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 2277 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking. 2278 2279 2280 2281 1-27-25 Pt.5 2282 2283 Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 2284 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 2285 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 2286 scripture. Very impressive stuff 2287 2288 2289 1-27-25 Pt.4 2290 2291 I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 2292 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol. 2293 2294 The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 2295 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 2296 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 2297 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 2298 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa. 2299 2300 You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 2301 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 2302 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 2303 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored. 2304 2305 1-27-25 Pt.3 2306 2307 Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 2308 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 2309 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 2310 did this or a toy did this. I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 2311 amazon without an OS. 2312 2313 Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 2314 something but to fucking use a computer is insane. 2315 2316 1-27-25 Pt.2 2317 2318 Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 2319 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 2320 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 2321 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans. 2322 2323 1-27-25 Pt.1 2324 2325 When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 2326 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 2327 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 2328 composed of TV are very boring. 2329 2330 I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 2331 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 2332 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too. 2333 2334 When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 2335 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 2336 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 2337 divided by a less important issue(gayness). 2338 2339 The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 2340 to understand values and not faces. 2341 2342 1-24-25 Pt.3 2343 2344 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 2345 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 2346 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 2347 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 2348 is for expounding notes on reality and truth. 2349 2350 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 2351 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma. 2352 <16>
2353 2354 2355 2356 2357 2358 2359 2360 2361 2362 2363 2364 2365 2366 2367 2368 2369 2370 2371 2372 2373 2374 2375 2376 2377 2378 2379 2380 2381 2382 2383 2384 2385 2386 2387 2388 2389 2390 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 2391 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 2392 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 2393 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 2394 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane. 2395 2396 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 2397 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 2398 love for the goddesses to stay alive. 2399 2400 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 2401 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 2402 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 2403 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 2404 misfortune. 2405 2406 2407 1-24-25 Pt.2 2408 2409 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here. 2410 2411 1-24-25 Pt.1 2412 2413 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 2414 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 2415 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 2416 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 2417 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 2418 your bullfrogs. 2419 2420 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 2421 will be a day or two. 2422 2423 1-23-25 Pt.4 2424 2425 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 2426 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states. 2427 2428 1-23-25 Pt.4 2429 2430 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 2431 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 2432 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 2433 villages then respected the muni. 2434 2435 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 2436 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 2437 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 2438 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people. 2439 2440 2441 1-23-25 Pt.3 2442 2443 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 2444 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 2445 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 2446 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 2447 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 2448 morals is ok. 2449 2450 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 2451 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 2452 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord. 2453 2454 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 2455 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 2456 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast. 2457 2458 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 2459 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also. 2460 2461 1-23-25 Pt.2 2462 2463 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 2464 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 2465 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 2466 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 2467 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 2468 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 2469 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 2470 combating said hypthotical evil. 2471 2472 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 2473 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 2474 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 2475 forget it. 2476 2477 1-23-25 Pt.1 2478 2479 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 2480 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 2481 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 2482 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 2483 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 2484 Fault rests in intention. 2485 2486 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 2487 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 2488 have a vendeta against him. 2489 2490 1-22-25 Pt.3 2491 2492 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 2493 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 2494 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 2495 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 2496 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 2497 he caused more trauma. 2498 2499 A good person learns from the follies of others. 2500 2501 1-22-25 Pt.2 2502 2503 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 2504 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 2505 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world. 2506 2507 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 2508 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 2509 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 2510 depression and happiness. 2511 2512 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 2513 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence. 2514 2515 2516 2517 2518 2519 <17>
1-22-25 Pt.1 2520 2521 2522 2523 2524 2525 2526 2527 2528 2529 2530 2531 2532 2533 2534 2535 2536 2537 2538 2539 2540 2541 2542 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 2543 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 2544 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 2545 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault. 2546 2547 2548 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2 2549 2550 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 2551 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 2552 runnin' in Japan. 2553 2554 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1 2555 2556 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 2557 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 2558 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 2559 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 2560 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 2561 porn. 2562 2563 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 2564 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 2565 subsitute for parenting your children. 2566 2567 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 2568 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 2569 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 2570 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help. 2571 2572 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 2573 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 2574 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 2575 the Quran out of curioristy and read it. 2576 2577 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now 2578 2579 12-20-25 Pt.1 2580 2581 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM. 2582 2583 12-18-25 Pt.4 2584 2585 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit. 2586 2587 12-18-25 Pt.3 2588 2589 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 2590 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 2591 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes. 2592 2593 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea. 2594 2595 12-18-25 Pt.2 2596 2597 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 2598 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 2599 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research. 2600 2601 2602 2603 12-18-25 Pt.1 2604 2605 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 2606 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why. 2607 2608 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC. 2609 2610 2611 12-17-25 Pt.2 2612 2613 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 2614 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 2615 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 2616 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 2617 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 2618 Hill and Robot Chicken. 2619 2620 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 2621 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 2622 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 2623 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded. 2624 2625 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 2626 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness. 2627 2628 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 2629 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals. 2630 2631 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 2632 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 2633 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 2634 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 2635 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 2636 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok. 2637 2638 12-17-25 Pt.1 2639 2640 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 2641 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 2642 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 2643 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 2644 new computer(Wubi-UEFI) 2645 2646 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 2647 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too. 2648 2649 12-16-25 Pt.3 2650 2651 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 2652 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 2653 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 2654 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 2655 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition. 2656 2657 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 2658 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 2659 I dont thnik she is lying. 2660 2661 12-16-25 Pt.2 2662 2663 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 2664 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 2665 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back. 2666 2667 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 2668 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 2669 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 2670 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope). 2671 2672 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 2673 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 2674 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point. 2675 2676 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 2677 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 2678 maybe. 2679 2680 2681 12-16-25 Pt.1 2682 2683 5 More days till 21 Savage day. 2684 2685 12-15-25 Pt.1 2686 2687 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 2688 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 2689 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood. 2690 2691 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 2692 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 2693 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 2694 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam. 2695 2696 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 2697 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 2698 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 2699 tardlets. 2700 2701 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 2702 assuming you are qualified to do so. 2703 2704 2705 2706 12-14-25 Pt.2 2707 2708 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 2709 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 2710 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 2711 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 2712 left in the cosmic void. 2713 2714 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 2715 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 2716 generate HTML,mine is just sexier. 2717 2718 2719 12-14-25 Pt.1 2720 2721 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 2722 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 2723 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 2724 album. 2725 2726 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 2727 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 2728 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 2729 extension has a Sqrt opcdode. 2730 2731 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 2732 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 2733 poop. 2734 2735 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 2736 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice. 2737 2738 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 2739 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 2740 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 2741 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios. 2742 2743 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 2744 cognitive dissonance in saying that. 2745 2746 12-13-25 Pt.2 2747 2748 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 2749 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 2750 using bounding boxes. 2751 2752 12-13-25 Pt.1 2753 2754 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 2755 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 2756 the thing is in a cell. 2757 2758 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm 2759 2760 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm 2761 #define CS_INSIDE 0 2762 #define CS_LEFT 1 2763 #define CS_RIGHT 2 2764 #define CS_BOTTOM 4 2765 #define CS_TOP 8 2766 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) { 2767 I64 r=CS_INSIDE; 2768 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001) 2769 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001) 2770 return r; 2771 if(x<tx) 2772 r|=CS_LEFT; 2773 else if(x>tx+1.) 2774 r|=CS_RIGHT; 2775 if(y<ty) 2776 r|=CS_BOTTOM; 2777 else if(y>ty+1.) 2778 r|=CS_TOP; 2779 return r; 2780 } 2781 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) { 2782 Bool accept=FALSE; 2783 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2784 I64 oc_max; 2785 F64 x,y; 2786 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1) 2787 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1) 2788 return TRUE; 2789 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1) 2790 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1) 2791 return TRUE; 2792 2793 while(1) { 2794 if(!oc1&&!oc2) { 2795 accept=TRUE; 2796 break; 2797 } else if(oc1&oc2){ 2798 break; 2799 } else { 2800 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2); 2801 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) { 2802 y=ty+1; 2803 xstyle: 2804 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0); 2805 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) { 2806 y=ty; 2807 goto xstyle; 2808 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) { 2809 x=tx+1; 2810 ystyle: 2811 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0); 2812 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) { 2813 x=tx; 2814 goto ystyle; 2815 } 2816 if(oc_max==oc1) { 2817 x0=x; 2818 y0=y; 2819 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty); 2820 } else { 2821 x1=x; 2822 y1=y; 2823 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty); 2824 } 2825 } 2826 } 2827 return accept; 2828 } 2829 2830 2831 2832 1-12-25 Pt.1 2833 2834 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 2835 MAlloc arenas. 2836 2837 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something. 2838 2839 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 2840 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 2841 failure). 2842 2843 2844 _Misc_LBts: 2845 Misc_LBts: 2846 lsr x3,x1,3 2847 and x1,x1,0x7 2848 add x0,x3,x0 2849 .L_Bts_0: 2850 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic 2851 mov x4,1 2852 lslv w4,w4,w1 2853 tst w3,w4 2854 cset x5, ne 2855 orr w3,w3,w4 2856 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored. 2857 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0 2858 mov x0,x5 2859 ret 2860 2861 In X86 it looks like this 2862 2863 2864 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX 2865 2866 2867 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 2868 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 2869 you can use the result. 2870 2871 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 2872 value in rr. 2873 2874 I was trying to do this today. 2875 2876 2877 //Cant do this atommically easily 2878 //Remove cn 2879 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract 2880 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value 2881 } else { 2882 goto new_arena_slab; 2883 } 2884 2885 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 2886 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86. 2887 2888 2889 1-10-25 Pt.1 2890 2891 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 2892 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 2893 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 2894 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 2895 about much other that eating. 2896 2897 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 2898 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 2899 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 2900 every year. 2901 2902 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 2903 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 2904 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 2905 end up unable to buy anything. 2906 2907 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 2908 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 2909 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast. 2910 2911 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 2912 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 2913 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 2914 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 2915 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something. 2916 2917 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 2918 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 2919 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 2920 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 2921 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions. 2922 2923 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 2924 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 2925 of focus on something. 2926 2927 1-9-25 Pt.1 2928 2929 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 2930 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 2931 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 2932 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 2933 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 2934 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane. 2935 2936 1-8-25 Pt.1 2937 2938 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 2939 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 2940 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship. 2941 2942 1-7-25 Pt.3 2943 2944 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 2945 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 2946 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 2947 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 2948 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 2949 wayland,pick your posion). 2950 2951 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 2952 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 2953 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 2954 not releated to running text programs. 2955 2956 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 2957 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 2958 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 2959 package software for the peguin. 2960 2961 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 2962 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 2963 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 2964 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 2965 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 2966 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog. 2967 2968 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is. 2969 2970 2971 2972 2973 <18>
2974 2975 2976 2977 2978 2979 2980 2981 2982 2983 2984 2985 2986 2987 2988 2989 2990 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 2991 linux is a slightly better version of DOS. 2992 2993 2994 2995 2996 1-7-25 Pt.2 2997 2998 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 2999 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 3000 user directories). 3001 3002 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 3003 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 3004 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 3005 directory. 3006 3007 3008 3009 1-7-25 Pt.1 3010 3011 Im sicker than your average trump supporter. 3012 3013 1-5-25 Pt.2 3014 3015 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 3016 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 3017 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 3018 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 3019 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 3020 we see reality. 3021 3022 1-5-25 Pt.1 3023 3024 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 3025 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 3026 enlightented. 3027 3028 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 3029 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers. 3030 3031 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 3032 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 3033 the ages. 3034 3035 1-4-25 Pt.1 3036 3037 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 3038 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 3039 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 3040 a play. 3041 <19>
3042 3043 3044 3045 3046 3047 3048 3049 3050 3051 3052 3053 3054 3055 3056 3057 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 3058 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 3059 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 3060 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her. 3061 3062 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 3063 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 3064 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 3065 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman. 3066 3067 3068 1-3-25 Pt.1 3069 3070 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 3071 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 3072 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 3073 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 3074 that work always. 3075 3076 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 3077 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 3078 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 3079 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs 3080 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 3081 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still. 3082 3083 1-2-25 Pt.1 3084 3085 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 3086 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 3087 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 3088 3089 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 3090 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 3091 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 3092 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him. 3093 3094 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 3095 opposites we realize its value. 3096 3097 1-1-25 Pt.2 3098 3099 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 3100 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 3101 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 3102 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 3103 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good. 3104 3105 1-1-25 Pt.1 3106 3107 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 3108 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 3109 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 3110 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show. 3111 3112 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 3113 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 3114 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 3115 money. 3116 3117 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose 3118 informaion while "learning". 3119 <20>
3120 3121 3122 3123 3124 3125 3126 3127 3128 3129 3130 3131 3132 3133 3134 3135 3136 3137 3138 3139 3140 3141 3142 3143 3144 3145 3146 12-31-24 Pt.1 3147 3148 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 3149 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 3150 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 3151 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 3152 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid. 3153 3154 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 3155 against. 3156 3157 12-30-24 Pt.1 3158 3159 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 3160 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 3161 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 3162 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband. 3163 3164 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 3165 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 3166 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 3167 vhelicle of the witch, 3168 3169 3170 12-29-24 Pt.3 3171 3172 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 3173 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 3174 useful except for building cool stuff with. 3175 3176 12-29-24 Pt.2 3177 3178 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 3179 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 3180 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 3181 FrogsEngine 3182 <21>
3183 3184 3185 3186 3187 3188 3189 3190 3191 3192 3193 3194 3195 3196 3197 3198 12-29-24 Pt.1 3199 3200 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 3201 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 3202 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 3203 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed. 3204 3205 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 3206 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 3207 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 3208 read it like fread in C. 3209 3210 12-27-24 Pt.2 3211 3212 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 3213 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 3214 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 3215 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 3216 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 3217 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 3218 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something. 3219 3220 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 3221 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 3222 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 3223 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 3224 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 3225 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 3226 3227 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 3228 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 3229 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed 3230 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 3231 with suspicion. 3232 3233 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing. 3234 3235 12-26-24 Pt.1 3236 3237 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 3238 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 3239 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 3240 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 3241 routines. 3242 3243 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 3244 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 3245 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 3246 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 3247 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 3248 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff. 3249 3250 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 3251 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 3252 complicated APIs exist. 3253 3254 3255 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas) 3256 3257 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 3258 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 3259 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 3260 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect. 3261 3262 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch) 3263 3264 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 3265 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 3266 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 3267 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 3268 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall". 3269 3270 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 3271 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 3272 themselves. 3273 3274 3275 12-24-24 Pt.1 3276 3277 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 3278 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 3279 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 3280 to read data from the end of an executable. 3281 3282 #include <stdio.h> 3283 #include <stdint.h> 3284 #include <string.h> 3285 int main(int argc,char **argv) { 3286 char signature[9]; 3287 signature[8]=0; 3288 3289 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program 3290 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there 3291 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END); 3292 fread(signature,1,8,f); 3293 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) { 3294 uint64_t off; 3295 fread(&off,1,8,f); 3296 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET); 3297 //Read the data. 3298 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off); 3299 } 3300 } 3301 Do This: 3302 3303 gcc ass.c 3304 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out 3305 ./a.out 3306 12-23-24 Pt.2 3307 Initiation of Candana
3308 3309 3310 3311 3312 3313 3314 3315 3316 3317 3318 3319 3320 3321 3322 3323 3324 3325 3326 3327 3328 3329 3330 3331 3332 3333 3334 3335 3336 12-23-24 Pt.1 3337 3338 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 3339 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 3340 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 3341 3342 12-22-24 Pt.2 3343 3344 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 3345 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 3346 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 3347 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 3348 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 3349 X86_64 machine. 3350 3351 12-22-24 Pt.1 3352 3353 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord. 3354 <23>
3355 3356 3357 3358 3359 3360 3361 3362 3363 3364 3365 3366 3367 3368 3369 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 3370 3371 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 3372 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe. 3373 3374 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 3375 3376 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 3377 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 3378 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 3379 3380 12-20-24 Pt.1 3381 3382 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 3383 because they love themselves and want their children to please them. 3384 3385 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 3386 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 3387 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for. 3388 3389 12-19-24 Pt.1 3390 3391 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 3392 on raw hardware(FPGA). 3393 3394 12-18-24 Pt.2 3395 3396 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 3397 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 3398 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 3399 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 3400 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in. 3401 3402 12-18-24 Pt.1 3403 3404 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 3405 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 3406 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 3407 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 3408 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 3409 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 3410 3411 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 3412 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 3413 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 3414 amoung each-other. 3415 3416 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 3417 me. They probably think I am a retard. 3418 12-17-24 Pt.4 3419 3420 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 3421 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 3422 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones. 3423 3424 12-17-24 Pt.3 3425 3426 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 3427 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 3428 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 3429 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 3430 misleading implications of the words being used. 3431 3432 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 3433 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 3434 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 3435 refering to. 3436 3437 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 3438 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 3439 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 3440 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 3441 sex in real life. 3442 3443 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 3444 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 3445 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 3446 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 3447 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 3448 stupid. 3449 3450 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue. 3451 3452 3453 12-17-24 Pt.2 3454 3455 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 3456 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 3457 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator. 3458 3459 3460 12-17-24 Pt.1 3461 3462 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 3463 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 3464 the neighborhood. 3465 3466 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 3467 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 3468 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered. 3469 3470 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor. 3471 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 3472 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy. 3473 3474 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 3475 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from. 3476 3477 3478 12-16-24 Pt.3 3479 3480 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works. 3481 3482 3483 <24>
3484 3485 3486 3487 3488 3489 3490 3491 3492 3493 3494 3495 3496 3497 3498 3499 3500 3501 3502 3503 3504 3505 3506 3507 3508 3509 3510 3511 3512 3513 3514 3515 3516 3517 3518 3519 3520 3521 3522 3523 3524 3525 3526 3527 3528 3529 3530 3531 3532 3533 3534 3535 3536 3537 3538 3539 3540 3541 12-16-24 Pt.2 3542 3543 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 3544 get there. 3545 3546 12-16-24 Pt.1 3547 3548 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 3549 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 3550 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 3551 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 3552 have more freedom. 3553 3554 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 3555 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 3556 too many drugs 3557 3558 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 3559 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali. 3560 3561 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 3562 art called "aiwnios". 3563 3564 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs. 3565 3566 12-15-24 Pt.2 3567 3568 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 3569 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 3570 efukt.com exist. 3571 3572 12-15-24 Pt.1 3573 3574 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 3575 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 3576 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 3577 fixing me except by my own way. 3578 3579 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 3580 free makes it change 3581 3582 12-14-24 Pt.2 3583 3584 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 3585 content for AiwniosTube. 3586 3587 12-14-24 Pt.1 3588 3589 My body is your political glory hole. 3590 3591 12-13-24 Pt.1 3592 3593 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 3594 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 3595 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 3596 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 3597 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory 3598 3599 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 3600 flags but adds does. 3601 3602 3603 12-12-24 Pt.1 3604 3605 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 3606 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 3607 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 3608 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 3609 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 3610 ideas live here,someone come visit". 3611 3612 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 3613 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 3614 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 3615 Christ to find refudge. 3616 3617 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 3618 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 3619 individuals with agree with you.. 3620 3621 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 3622 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 3623 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 3624 to find joy in saying "retard" alot. 3625 3626 See this cool work on art by James Hampton 3627 3628 12-11-24 Pt.3 3629 3630 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 3631 colored text to the termianl. 3632 3633 12-11-24 Pt.2 3634 3635 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 3636 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 3637 someone who serves all and makes no enemies. 3638 3639 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 3640 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 3641 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers. 3642 3643 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself 3644 3645 3646 12-11-24 Pt.1 3647 3648 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 3649 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding. 3650 3651 12-10-24 Pt.5 3652 3653 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 3654 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 3655 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 3656 discernment. 3657 3658 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China. 3659 3660 3661 <25>
3662 3663 3664 3665 3666 3667 3668 3669 3670 3671 3672 3673 3674 3675 3676 3677 3678 3679 3680 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy 3681 3682 3683 12-10-24 Pt.4 3684 3685 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 3686 my porn is probably retarded. 3687 3688 12-10-24 Pt.3 3689 3690 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 3691 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 3692 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok. 3693 3694 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 3695 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 3696 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 3697 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 3698 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention. 3699 3700 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 3701 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer. 3702 3703 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 3704 masturbate to WAP. 3705 3706 12-10-24 Pt.2 3707 3708 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 3709 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 3710 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 3711 not be a construction worker. 3712 3713 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 3714 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 3715 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 3716 out their hatred for niggers. 3717 3718 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 3719 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 3720 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering. 3721 3722 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 3723 suffering we have are niggers. 3724 3725 Stop killing niggers. 3726 3727 3728 12-10-24 Pt.1 3729 3730 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 3731 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later. 3732 3733 12-9-24 Pt.2 3734 3735 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time. 3736 3737 12-9-24 Pt.1 3738 3739 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 3740 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 3741 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 3742 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal. 3743 3744 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 3745 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 3746 hands are clean. I was submitting. 3747 3748 12-8-24 Pt.2 3749 3750 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality. 3751 3752 12-8-24 Pt.1 3753 3754 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 3755 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 3756 make a list. 3757 -] Retardations of Islam 3758 3759 -] Nashk 3760 3761 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 3762 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one 3763 3764 It goes like this: 3765 3766 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 3767 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 3768 everything? 3769 Quran 2:106 3770 3771 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words 3772 3773 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 3774 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing. 3775 3776 Quran 6:115 3777 3778 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 3779 hell? 3780 3781 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub, 3782 Quean 88:6 3783 3784 nor any food except oozing pus, 3785 Quran 69:36 3786 3787 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well. 3788 3789 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 3790 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind. 3791 Quran 7:83 3792 3793 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 3794 we saved at the brink of dawn 3795 Quran 54:34 3796 3797 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real 3798 3799 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 3800 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 3801 say is true. 3802 Quran 2:23 3803 3804 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go. 3805 3806 She took off her dentures and blew me 3807 Oh so gooey and so very great. 3808 I usualy beat it,mastrubate. 3809 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today. 3810 Letter to Gram Gram 3811 3812 I only drink coadine 3813 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee. 3814 Garentee you get high 3815 If you drink my pee. 3816 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein. 3817 I don't sell propaine 3818 3819 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus 3820 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful 3821 Covid 3822 By the eradicating virus 3823 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away 3824 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease 3825 No, rather it is certain death 3826 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves 3827 So hold on to science and abandon traditions 3828 And don't go out to buy wheat 3829 And stay home for it is a strong scourge 3830 And wash your hands with new soap 3831 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth 3832 3833 Surah Corona 3834 3835 Someone in the Night... 3836 Micheal Jackson 3837 3838 3839 3840 3841 12-7-24 Pt.1 3842 3843 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 3844 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice. 3845 3846 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 3847 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 3848 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims. 3849 3850 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 3851 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 3852 retarded if you think that. 3853 3854 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 3855 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 3856 implcitly(?). 3857 3858 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 3859 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 3860 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk. 3861 3862 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 3863 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 3864 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself. 3865 3866 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 3867 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts. 3868 3869 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 3870 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher 3871 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 3872 3873 3874 3875 12-6-24 Pt.1 3876 3877 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun. 3878 3879 12-5-24 Pt.2 3880 3881 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 3882 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny 3883 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 3884 alot be become an Arihant 3885 <26>
3886 3887 3888 3889 3890 3891 3892 3893 3894 3895 3896 3897 3898 3899 3900 3901 3902 3903 3904 3905 3906 3907 3908 3909 12-5-24 Pt.1 3910 3911 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT 3912 3913 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 3914 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 3915 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 3916 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 3917 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated. 3918 3919 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 3920 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 3921 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 3922 its good. 3923 3924 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 3925 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 3926 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 3927 liberated either. 3928 3929 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 3930 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards 3931 birthed out of vaginas. 3932 3933 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean. 3934 3935 <27>
3936 3937 3938 3939 3940 3941 3942 3943 3944 3945 3946 3947 3948 3949 3950 3951 3952 3953 3954 3955 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 3956 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 3957 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 3958 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 3959 this(where?). 3960 12-4-24 Pt.1 3961 3962 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 3963 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 3964 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 3965 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in. 3966 3967 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 3968 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 3969 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 3970 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff. 3971 3972 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 3973 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot. 3974 3975 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 3976 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 3977 server other souls. 3978 3979 12-2-24 Pt.2 3980 3981 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 3982 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 3983 can do good things once fed. 3984 3985 12-2-24 Pt.1 3986 3987 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 3988 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 3989 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 3990 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 3991 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 3992 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas 3993 3994 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 3995 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 3996 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 3997 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below. 3998 3999 Stuti 4000 4001 Talking poo poo brains. 4002 Diving in converstation depths. 4003 To see the bottom 4004 4005 12-1-24 Pt.5 4006 4007 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 4008 around it. 4009 4010 12-1-24 Pt.4 4011 4012 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 4013 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 4014 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 4015 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 4016 work is not. I wrote a compiler. 4017 4018 12-1-24 Pt.3 4019 4020 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com 4021 4022 12-1-24 Pt.2 4023 4024 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 4025 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 4026 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor. 4027 4028 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 4029 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 4030 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still. 4031 4032 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 4033 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up. 4034 4035 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 4036 4037 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 4038 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 4039 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 4040 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it. 4041 4042 12-1-24 Pt.1 4043 4044 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 4045 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin 4046 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 4047 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today. 4048 4049 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 4050 userspace. 21 Not lit. 4051 4052 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 4053 His word play shows it. Rap is art. 4054 4055 11-30-24 Pt.1 4056 4057 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 4058 compiler. 4059 4060 11-29-24 Pt.5 4061 4062 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 4063 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 4064 pleased by the Tirthankars 4065 4066 11-29-24 Pt.4 4067 4068 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 4069 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 4070 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt. 4071 4072 11-29-24 Pt.3 4073 4074 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 4075 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 4076 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 4077 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 4078 pussies. 4079 4080 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 4081 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 4082 ISIS retard. 4083 4084 11-29-24 Pt.2 4085 4086 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 4087 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 4088 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 4089 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds. 4090 4091 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims. 4092 4093 -] Claim 4094 4095 -] Abortion 4096 4097 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 4098 retards is eugenoics... 4099 4100 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder. 4101 4102 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 4103 to kill it before it matures and has a brain. 4104 4105 -] Porn 4106 4107 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women... 4108 4109 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery 4110 4111 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 4112 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 4113 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn. 4114 4115 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships. 4116 4117 -] Transgenders 4118 4119 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 4120 who transition. 4121 4122 Meaning: God doesnt like it. 4123 4124 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, 4125 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are 4126 abomination unto the LORD thy God.) 4127 4128 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 4129 harm,its no diffent than smoking). 4130 4131 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention. 4132 4133 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 4134 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 4135 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 4136 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 4137 transgenders. 4138 4139 4140 4141 11-29-24 Pt.1 4142 4143 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 4144 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 4145 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission. 4146 4147 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 4148 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 4149 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent). 4150 4151 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 4152 fucked. 4153 4154 4155 11-28-24 Pt.1 4156 4157 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 4158 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 4159 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 4160 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 4161 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 4162 idea to eat it. 4163 4164 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 4165 turkey. 4166 4167 11-27-24 Pt.1 4168 4169 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 4170 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 4171 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 4172 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 4173 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare. 4174 4175 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 4176 in my own culture. 4177 4178 11-26-24 Pt.2 4179 4180 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 4181 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 4182 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 4183 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 4184 Everything in life is optional and not important. 4185 4186 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 4187 doing un-important things like playing cards or something. 4188 4189 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 4190 importance in them. 4191 4192 11-26-24 Pt.1 4193 4194 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 4195 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 4196 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality. 4197 4198 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 4199 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now. 4200 4201 11-25-24 Pt.3 4202 4203 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 4204 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings 4205 4206 4207 11-25-24 Pt.2 4208 4209 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 4210 Chantlor" or something 4211 4212 11-25-24 Pt.1 4213 4214 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 4215 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 4216 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 4217 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 4218 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 4219 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 4220 4221 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 4222 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 4223 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 4224 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 4225 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 4226 website called backpage. 4227 4228 4229 11-24-24 Pt.2 4230 4231 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 4232 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 4233 creatures swiming around aimlessly 4234 4235 11-24-24 Pt.1 4236 4237 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 4238 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 4239 there was a rap guy. 4240 4241 11-23-24 Pt.2 4242 4243 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 4244 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 4245 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 4246 lots of cool people who like swag. 4247 4248 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 4249 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 4250 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people. 4251 4252 4253 11-23-24 Pt.2 4254 4255 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 4256 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 4257 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 4258 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do. 4259 4260 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 4261 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 4262 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 4263 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 4264 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic). 4265 4266 11-23-24 Pt.1 4267 4268 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 4269 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 4270 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 4271 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 4272 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess. 4273 4274 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is 4275 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 4276 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 4277 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit. 4278 4279 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 4280 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 4281 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 4282 breadcrumbs I find. 4283 4284 11-22-24 Pt.1 4285 4286 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 4287 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 4288 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 4289 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 4290 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 4291 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 4292 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories. 4293 4294 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 4295 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 4296 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 4297 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 4298 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 4299 feature is dogshit though. 4300 4301 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2 4302 4303 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital 4304 4305 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1 4306 4307 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 4308 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 4309 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 4310 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 4311 it out. See DrawQuad. 4312 4313 11-19-24 Pt.2 4314 4315 Half-Life 2 got updated. 4316 4317 11-19-24 Pt.1 4318 4319 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 4320 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 4321 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 4322 because it is my job; I am too nice. 4323 4324 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 4325 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 4326 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 4327 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference 4328 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find. 4329 4330 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 4331 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 4332 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 4333 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 4334 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS. 4335 4336 11-18-24 Pt.1 4337 4338 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 4339 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can 4340 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 4341 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl 4342 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless. 4343 4344 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 4345 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 4346 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 4347 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant 4348 4349 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 4350 smile. 4351 4352 11-16-24 Pt.2 4353 4354 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 4355 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 4356 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 4357 as the next President 4358 4359 4360 11-16-24 Pt.1 4361 4362 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 4363 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 4364 while having nothing admirable about them. 4365 4366 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 4367 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 4368 virtue. 4369 4370 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 4371 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 4372 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards. 4373 4374 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 4375 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 4376 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one. 4377 4378 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue. 4379 4380 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 4381 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 4382 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 4383 still admire him for some reason. 4384 4385 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 4386 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue. 4387 4388 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 4389 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight 4390 4391 11-15-24 Pt.1 4392 4393 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 4394 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 4395 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 4396 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 4397 this due to seperation. 4398 4399 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 4400 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 4401 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 4402 read any other religious text. 4403 4404 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 4405 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 4406 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 4407 Stealing is a big sin too. 4408 4409 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 4410 why people believe in it. 4411 4412 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 4413 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 4414 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is 4415 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 4416 because "it is from Allah end of story". 4417 4418 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 4419 "single" text that no one knows how to recite. 4420 4421 4422 11-14-24 Pt.1 4423 4424 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 4425 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 4426 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 4427 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 4428 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food. 4429 4430 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action. 4431 4432 11-11-24 Pt.2 4433 4434 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop. 4435 4436 4437 4438 4439 <28>
4440 4441 4442 4443 4444 4445 4446 4447 4448 4449 4450 4451 4452 4453 4454 4455 4456 4457 4458 4459 4460 4461 4462 4463 4464 11-11-24 Pt.1 4465 4466 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 4467 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited. 4468 4469 11-9-24 Pt.2 4470 4471 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 4472 where people think would be boring. 4473 4474 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 4475 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 4476 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action. 4477 4478 I think alot. 4479 4480 11-9-24 Pt.1 4481 4482 /* Whoops censored again */ 4483 4484 ChatGPT says: 4485 4486 4487 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 4488 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 4489 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 4490 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 4491 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 4492 violence, which would have legal consequences. 4493 4494 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 4495 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 4496 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 4497 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 4498 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 4499 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected. 4500 4501 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 4502 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 4503 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 4504 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal. 4505 4506 4507 11-8-24 Pt.2 4508 4509 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 4510 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 4511 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it. 4512 4513 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 4514 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 4515 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 4516 4517 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 4518 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 4519 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 4520 at work like this sometimes. 4521 4522 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 4523 I think onto reality. 4524 4525 4526 11-8-24 Pt.1 4527 4528 Trump X Shit crossover. 4529 4530 <29>
4531 4532 4533 4534 4535 4536 4537 4538 4539 4540 4541 4542 4543 4544 4545 4546 4547 4548 4549 4550 4551 4552 4553 4554 4555 4556 4557 4558 4559 11-6-24 Pt.2 4560 4561 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 4562 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 4563 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 4564 stuff. I dont know what others think about. 4565 4566 11-6-24 Pt.1 4567 4568 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 4569 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 4570 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 4571 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV. 4572 4573 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 4574 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 4575 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 4576 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers. 4577 4578 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 4579 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and 4580 not safety mostly. 4581 4582 4583 11-4-24 Pt.1 4584 4585 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 4586 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 4587 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned. 4588 4589 4590 11-2-24 Pt.2 4591 4592 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 4593 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 4594 still a ball buster. 4595 4596 11-2-24 Pt.1 4597 4598 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 4599 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines 4600 4601 11-2-24 Pt.1 4602 4603 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 4604 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 4605 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 4606 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 4607 the opcodes in a CSV file. 4608 4609 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 4610 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 4611 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 4612 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 4613 know sometimes. 4614 4615 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 4616 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 4617 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it). 4618 4619 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 4620 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 4621 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers. 4622 4623 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what 4624 defines them. I'll draw: 4625 <30>
4626 4627 4628 4629 4630 4631 4632 4633 4634 4635 4636 4637 4638 4639 4640 4641 4642 4643 4644 4645 4646 4647 4648 4649 4650 4651 4652 4653 4654 4655 4656 4657 4658 4659 10-31-24 Pt.1 4660 4661 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon. 4662 4663 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 4664 DC-ROMA Pt.2 4665 4666 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 4667 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 4668 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 4669 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 4670 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 4671 voluptous RISC-V machine. 4672 4673 4674 10-30-24 Pt.3.5 4675 4676 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 4677 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 4678 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 4679 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 4680 4681 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons. 4682 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 4683 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I 4684 do now. 4685 4686 10-30-24 Pt.3 4687 4688 News article that is intresting 4689 4690 10-30-24 Pt.2 4691 4692 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 4693 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 4694 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 4695 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 4696 the foofie world 4697 <31>
4698 4699 4700 4701 4702 4703 4704 4705 4706 4707 4708 4709 4710 4711 4712 4713 4714 4715 10-30-24 Pt.1 4716 4717 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 4718 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 4719 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 4720 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 4721 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine). 4722 4723 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 4724 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 4725 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 4726 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 4727 enemies. 4728 4729 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 4730 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 4731 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok. 4732 4733 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will 4734 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool. 4735 4736 4737 10-27-24 Pt.1 4738 4739 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 4740 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 4741 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 4742 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 4743 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 4744 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human 4745 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 4746 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods. 4747 4748 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 4749 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy. 4750 4751 10-26-24 Pt.1 4752 4753 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster. 4754 4755 10-25-24 Pt.1 4756 4757 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 4758 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 4759 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 4760 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 4761 moment. 4762 4763 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 4764 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 4765 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief. 4766 4767 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality. 4768 4769 10-24-24 Pt.1 4770 4771 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on 4772 and active since last night. 4773 4774 4775 10-24-24 Pt.1 4776 4777 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive) 4778 4779 -] pid_t's and LWP's 4780 4781 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes 4782 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 4783 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 4784 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 4785 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 4786 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace) 4787 4788 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 4789 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 4790 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process. 4791 4792 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's 4793 4794 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 4795 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 4796 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump. 4797 4798 4799 4800 10-23-24 Pt.1 4801 4802 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 4803 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 4804 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 4805 on death and dying. 4806 4807 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 4808 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 4809 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 4810 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 4811 nothing by volenteerring more of my time. 4812 4813 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 4814 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard. 4815 4816 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 4817 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 4818 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 4819 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 4820 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 4821 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 4822 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 4823 you started than to cowardy finish the job. 4824 4825 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 4826 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 4827 a bad reason. You might even get no reason. 4828 4829 10-22-24 Pt.1 4830 4831 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 4832 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 4833 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 4834 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 4835 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 4836 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 4837 gunna do it. 4838 4839 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction. 4840 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 4841 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 4842 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 4843 method. 4844 4845 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 4846 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 4847 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 4848 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know). 4849 4850 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 4851 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 4852 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs. 4853 4854 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 4855 to install. 4856 4857 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 4858 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things 4859 4860 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 4861 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 4862 4863 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 4864 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos. 4865 4866 4867 4868 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 4869 4870 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 4871 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 4872 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot. 4873 4874 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 4875 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 4876 open(2)). 4877 4878 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 4879 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 4880 4881 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 4882 later. 4883 4884 10-20-24 Pt.1 4885 4886 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 4887 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 4888 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 4889 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings. 4890 4891 10-19-24 Pt.1 4892 4893 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 4894 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 4895 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense. 4896 4897 Weird but true 4898 4899 10-18-24 Pt.3 4900 4901 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids. 4902 4903 4904 <32>
4905 4906 4907 4908 4909 4910 4911 4912 4913 4914 4915 4916 4917 4918 4919 4920 4921 4922 4923 4924 4925 4926 4927 4928 4929 10-18-24 Pt.2 4930 4931 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 4932 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 4933 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 4934 hopefully. 4935 4936 10-18-24 Pt.1 4937 4938 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 4939 programs 4940 4941 -] Programs 4942 4943 -] db_dump-5 4944 4945 failed 4946 4947 -] db_dump-5.3 4948 4949 failed 4950 4951 -] db_dump-185 4952 4953 failed 4954 4955 -] db_dump-185.3 4956 4957 failed 4958 4959 -] file 4960 4961 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 4962 native byte-order) 4963 4964 4965 4966 10-17-24 Pt.2 4967 4968 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus. 4969 4970 4971 10-15-24 Pt.2 4972 4973 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 4974 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 4975 figure it out 4976 4977 10-15-24 Pt.1 4978 4979 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 4980 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 4981 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 4982 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 4983 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 4984 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 4985 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 4986 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali". 4987 4988 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 4989 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 4990 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 4991 tan-line. 4992 4993 10-14-24 Pt.2 4994 4995 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 4996 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly). 4997 4998 10-14-24 Pt.1 4999 5000 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 5001 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 5002 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 5003 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 5004 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 5005 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 5006 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 5007 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 5008 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 5009 5010 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 5011 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 5012 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 5013 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe. 5014 5015 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 5016 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 5017 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 5018 this heuristic look at this website 5019 5020 5021 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 5022 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this. 5023 5024 5025 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 5026 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins. 5027 5028 10-13-24 Pt.1 5029 5030 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 5031 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 5032 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 5033 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about 5034 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 5035 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first. 5036 5037 10-12-24 Pt.2 5038 5039 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 5040 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self. 5041 5042 10-12-24 Pt.1 5043 5044 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 5045 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 5046 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 5047 the cattle for shit and build shit huts. 5048 <33>
5049 5050 5051 5052 5053 5054 5055 5056 5057 5058 5059 5060 5061 5062 5063 5064 5065 5066 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 5067 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 5068 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 5069 to therapists who are proxies for complaints. 5070 5071 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 5072 relate,the best thing we can do is relate. 5073 5074 5075 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse 5076 5077 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 5078 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 5079 bliss,I think it's true. 5080 5081 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday 5082 5083 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons. 5084 -] Reasons 5085 5086 -] Little or no File buffering 5087 5088 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 5089 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 5090 way slower than RAM. 5091 5092 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 5093 fuck 5094 5095 -] Not using syscalls 5096 5097 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 5098 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 5099 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 5100 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 5101 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 5102 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 5103 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0 5104 <34>
5105 5106 5107 5108 5109 5110 5111 5112 5113 5114 5115 5116 5117 5118 5119 5120 5121 5122 5123 5124 5125 5126 5127 5128 5129 5130 5131 -] NT(Fragmentation)S 5132 5133 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 5134 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk 5135 <35>
5136 5137 5138 5139 5140 5141 5142 5143 5144 5145 5146 5147 5148 5149 5150 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday 5151 5152 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 5153 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 5154 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 5155 computers so its a "tax". 5156 5157 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 5158 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 5159 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 5160 around then do a good job. 5161 5162 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 5163 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 5164 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 5165 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage. 5166 5167 <36>
5168 5169 5170 5171 5172 5173 5174 5175 5176 5177 5178 5179 5180 5181 5182 5183 5184 5185 5186 5187 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit 5188 5189 5190 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika 5191 5192 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep. 5193 5194 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply. 5195 5196 5197 10-7-24 Pt.1 5198 5199 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 5200 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 5201 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 5202 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy 5203 5204 10-6-24 Pt.3 5205 5206 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 5207 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 5208 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 5209 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 5210 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant 5211 and then eat it's fruits. 5212 5213 <37>
5214 5215 5216 5217 5218 5219 5220 5221 5222 5223 5224 5225 5226 5227 5228 5229 5230 5231 5232 5233 5234 5235 10-6-24 Pt.2 5236 5237 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 5238 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 5239 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 5240 various things. 5241 5242 10-6-24 Pt.1 5243 5244 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 5245 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 5246 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely. 5247 5248 9-31-24 Pt.2 5249 5250 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind. 5251 5252 9-31-24 Pt.1 5253 5254 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 5255 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 5256 it. A partial win is better than no win. 5257 5258 9-31-24 Pt.2 5259 5260 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 5261 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 5262 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 5263 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 5264 liberation 5265 5266 9-31-24 Pt.1 5267 5268 -] Decreteum Compilerum I 5269 5270 1. Res finitus sunt. 5271 2. Formamentum sunt haut. 5272 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis 5273 4. Animi abditi est 5274 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum 5275 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum 5276 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat. 5277 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila. 5278 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum. 5279 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit. 5280 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila. 5281 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum. 5282 5283 5284 5285 9-30-24 Pt.1 5286 5287 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1 5288 5289 1. Things are finite. 5290 2. Representations are not 5291 3. There are seen and unseen matter 5292 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter 5293 5. Soul is unseen 5294 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms 5295 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process. 5296 8. Things has position and process 5297 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 5298 at once 5299 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect. 5300 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once. 5301 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions. 5302 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 5303 composed of different threads. 5304 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 5305 seperated by position 5306 5307 <38>
5308 5309 5310 5311 5312 5313 5314 5315 5316 5317 5318 5319 5320 5321 5322 5323 5324 5325 5326 5327 5328 5329 5330 5331 5332 9-29-24 Pt.1 5333 5334 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 5335 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 5336 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 5337 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 5338 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 5339 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial. 5340 5341 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 5342 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 5343 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 5344 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share 5345 5346 9-28-24 Pt.1 5347 5348 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 5349 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 5350 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 5351 better than accepting reality. 5352 5353 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 5354 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 5355 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them. 5356 5357 9-26-24 Pt.2 5358 5359 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 5360 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 5361 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are 5362 feeble. 5363 5364 9-26-24 Pt.1 5365 5366 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 5367 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 5368 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 5369 "bad" word. 5370 5371 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 5372 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 5373 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 5374 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 5375 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 5376 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 5377 n word. 5378 5379 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 5380 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 5381 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 5382 ignoring it. 5383 5384 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 5385 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 5386 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 5387 by margianized groups 5388 5389 9-25-24 Pt.2 5390 5391 5392 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 5393 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 5394 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ. 5395 5396 9-25-24 Pt.1 5397 5398 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 5399 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 5400 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 5401 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 5402 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 5403 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 5404 personally to love them 5405 5406 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 5407 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 5408 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 5409 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 5410 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 5411 shcitzophrenia. 5412 5413 9-24-24 Pt.1 5414 5415 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 5416 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 5417 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 5418 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 5419 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 5420 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself. 5421 5422 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 5423 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 5424 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 5425 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 5426 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 5427 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 5428 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know. 5429 5430 9-23-24 Pt.1 5431 5432 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 5433 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question 5434 5435 -] Reponse from Frog: 5436 5437 WHAT 5438 THE ACTUAL FUCK 5439 IS THIS 5440 ?? 5441 [Image of Kermit the frog] 5442 I don't even understand the question 5443 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn 5444 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes 5445 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 5446 spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 5447 BRO 5448 @n00t 5449 what is going on brother 5450 porn is no substitute for a real relationship 5451 i don't even know what to say to this 5452 Like I'm legit stumped 5453 5454 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 5455 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 5456 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 5457 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples. 5458 5459 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 5460 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1) 5461 5462 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 5463 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 5464 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 5465 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 5466 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 5467 2) 5468 5469 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 5470 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 5471 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3) 5472 5473 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto 5474 5475 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it. 5476 It's not sexy unless it feels real. 5477 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons 5478 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk 5479 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 5480 men and Jews are the issue 5481 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 5482 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 5483 and compilers 5484 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini 5485 and Gods too 5486 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls 5487 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 5488 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy 5489 5490 5491 Get your fucking facts straight 5492 5493 9-22-24 Pt.1 5494 5495 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 5496 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 5497 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 5498 email nrootconauto@gmail.com. 5499 5500 5501 5502 <39>
5503 5504 5505 5506 5507 5508 5509 5510 5511 5512 5513 5514 5515 5516 5517 5518 5519 5520 5521 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 5522 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 5523 unused shit my family had 5524 5525 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 5526 5527 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 5528 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 5529 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 5530 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 5531 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 5532 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 5533 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 5534 mud huts. 5535 5536 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 5537 5538 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 5539 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 5540 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 5541 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 5542 according to somepeople. 5543 5544 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 5545 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 5546 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 5547 fact. 5548 5549 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 5550 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 5551 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 5552 and you are good. This is true and real. 5553 5554 9-20-24 Pt.1 5555 5556 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 5557 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 5558 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 5559 but idk. 5560 5561 9-19-24 Pt.2 5562 5563 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 5564 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 5565 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 5566 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 5567 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity. 5568 5569 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 5570 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 5571 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 5572 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains. 5573 5574 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 5575 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 5576 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 5577 example of faith and confusion about the world. 5578 5579 9-19-24 Pt.1 5580 5581 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 5582 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded. 5583 5584 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 5585 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 5586 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 5587 was testing everything in the level). 5588 5589 Using smart data structures is good for performance. 5590 5591 9-18-24 Pt.1 5592 5593 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 5594 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 5595 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 5596 stack so they were staying there. 5597 5598 9-17-24 Pt.2 5599 5600 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 5601 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 5602 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 5603 sort of. 5604 5605 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 5606 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 5607 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse. 5608 5609 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 5610 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 5611 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 5612 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case. 5613 5614 9-17-24 Pt.1 5615 5616 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 5617 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 5618 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 5619 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 5620 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 5621 egotism 5622 5623 9-16-24 Pt.1 5624 5625 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 5626 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 5627 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies. 5628 5629 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 5630 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 5631 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 5632 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking 5633 5634 9-15-24 Pt.1 5635 5636 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 5637 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 5638 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 5639 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 5640 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties. 5641 5642 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 5643 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 5644 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality. 5645 5646 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 5647 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 5648 the means of death more than death itself. 5649 5650 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 5651 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 5652 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 5653 of themself. 5654 5655 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 5656 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 5657 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 5658 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others. 5659 5660 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 5661 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 5662 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 5663 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so. 5664 5665 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 5666 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 5667 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 5668 them the hero of their story. 5669 5670 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 5671 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 5672 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 5673 but would actually depict a tragedy. 5674 5675 5676 9-14-24 Pt.3 5677 5678 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 5679 ineffective against pain and fate. 5680 5681 9-14-24 Pt.2 5682 5683 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 5684 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 5685 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 5686 another world and they talk like they are in the video game. 5687 5688 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 5689 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 5690 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games. 5691 5692 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 5693 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 5694 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out. 5695 5696 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 5697 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 5698 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 5699 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 5700 expirence. 5701 5702 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 5703 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 5704 was a one way interaction. 5705 5706 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 5707 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 5708 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 5709 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 5710 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art. 5711 5712 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 5713 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 5714 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 5715 5716 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 5717 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 5718 the car you use to get there. 5719 5720 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 5721 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 5722 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 5723 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 5724 on. 5725 5726 5727 9-14-24 Pt.1 5728 5729 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 5730 reference 5731 5732 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/ 5733 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference 5734 5735 9-13-24 Pt.3 5736 5737 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 5738 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 5739 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 5740 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 5741 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain. 5742 5743 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 5744 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 5745 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 5746 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 5747 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls. 5748 5749 9-13-24 Pt.2 5750 5751 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 5752 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 5753 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 5754 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality. 5755 5756 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 5757 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 5758 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 5759 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 5760 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 5761 pet rat. 5762 5763 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 5764 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 5765 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 5766 5767 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 5768 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 5769 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 5770 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up. 5771 5772 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 5773 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 5774 keeps that mask on. 5775 5776 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 5777 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 5778 that is bad. 5779 5780 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 5781 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 5782 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 5783 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it. 5784 5785 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 5786 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 5787 disconforted by a homeless person. 5788 5789 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 5790 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 5791 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 5792 tied to how they please others. 5793 5794 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 5795 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 5796 doomed to a shitty existence 5797 5798 9-13-24 Pt.1 5799 5800 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 5801 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and 5802 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 5803 else I can do to reduce compile times. 5804 5805 9-11-24 Pt.3 5806 5807 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 5808 piracy eexist 5809 5810 9-11-24 Pt.2 5811 5812 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 5813 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 5814 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 5815 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 5816 appropraite to use in a morality sense. 5817 5818 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 5819 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 5820 N word is not allowed for white people. 5821 5822 9-11-24 Pt.1 5823 5824 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 5825 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 5826 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 5827 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 5828 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 5829 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it. 5830 5831 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 5832 is and not exactly how to use it. 5833 5834 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 5835 anything I learned in school. 5836 5837 <40>
5838 5839 5840 5841 5842 5843 5844 5845 5846 5847 5848 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 5849 am truly in debt to smart people 5850 5851 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 5852 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like 5853 9-9-24 Pt.2 5854 5855 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 5856 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 5857 of numbers Siribhoovalaya 5858 5859 9-9-24 Pt.1 5860 5861 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 5862 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 5863 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 5864 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 5865 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger. 5866 5867 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 5868 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 5869 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 5870 suppose she uses her brain. 5871 5872 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 5873 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 5874 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 5875 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 5876 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat. 5877 5878 9-8-24 Pt.4 5879 5880 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 5881 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 5882 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 5883 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel. 5884 5885 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own. 5886 5887 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 5888 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 5889 get a new computer or something 5890 5891 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 5892 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 5893 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 5894 homicidal) 5895 5896 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 5897 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 5898 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 5899 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 5900 death itself. 5901 5902 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 5903 legit have some mental condition or something. 5904 5905 9-8-24 Pt.3 5906 5907 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 5908 PPPassword again. 5909 5910 9-8-24 Pt2. 5911 5912 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 5913 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 5914 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 5915 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq 5916 5917 9-8-24 Pt.1 5918 5919 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 5920 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 5921 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit. 5922 5923 9-7-24 Pt.3 5924 5925 Im sick. 5926 5927 9-7-24 Pt.2 5928 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 5929 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but 5930 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn. 5931 5932 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 5933 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 5934 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 5935 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here. 5936 5937 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 5938 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 5939 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 5940 Savage change. 5941 5942 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 5943 reality. 5944 5945 9-7-24 Pt.1 5946 5947 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 5948 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine) 5949 5950 9-6-24 Pt.2 5951 5952 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing 5953 5954 9-6-24 Pt.1 5955 5956 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 5957 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 5958 first episode 5959 5960 9-5-24 Pt.3 5961 5962 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 5963 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 5964 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 5965 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 5966 head when motivated by reason aone. 5967 5968 9-5-24 Pt.2 5969 5970 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 5971 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 5972 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 5973 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 5974 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 5975 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 5976 5977 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 5978 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 5979 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 5980 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 5981 can win by staying in a hole until I die. 5982 5983 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me. 5984 5985 9-5-24 Pt.1 5986 5987 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 5988 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now. 5989 5990 9-4-24 Pt.1 5991 5992 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 5993 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 5994 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 5995 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 5996 5997 5998 9-4-24 Pt.1 5999 6000 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 6001 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 6002 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 6003 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?). 6004 6005 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 6006 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 6007 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him. 6008 6009 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 6010 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 6011 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies". 6012 6013 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 6014 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe. 6015 6016 9-4-24 Pt.1 6017 6018 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 6019 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 6020 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 6021 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI. 6022 6023 9-3-24 Pt.2 6024 6025 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them. 6026 6027 9-3-24 Pt.1 6028 6029 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 6030 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 6031 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living. 6032 6033 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 6034 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 6035 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 6036 some peoples eyes. 6037 6038 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 6039 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 6040 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 6041 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 6042 of things either. 6043 6044 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 6045 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth. 6046 6047 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 6048 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 6049 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 6050 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with. 6051 6052 9-2-24 Pt.3 6053 6054 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 6055 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 6056 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 6057 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 6058 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world. 6059 6060 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 6061 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 6062 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 6063 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 6064 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 6065 Mario 64 and won it for the first time. 6066 6067 I wonder 6068 9-2-24 Pt.2 6069 6070 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 6071 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 6072 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 6073 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed. 6074 6075 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 6076 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 6077 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 6078 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 6079 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 6080 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 6081 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 6082 They are not the same. 6083 6084 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day. 6085 6086 6087 9-2-24 Pt.1 6088 6089 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 6090 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 6091 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation. 6092 6093 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 6094 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 6095 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction. 6096 6097 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my 6098 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 6099 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 6100 6101 -] A 6102 6103 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and 6104 6105 -] B 6106 6107 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture 6108 6109 6110 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 6111 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling. 6112 6113 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 6114 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 6115 acceptable. 6116 6117 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 6118 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 6119 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 6120 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 6121 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate. 6122 6123 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 6124 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 6125 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them. 6126 6127 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 6128 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 6129 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 6130 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 6131 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 6132 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 6133 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok". 6134 6135 Are you actually this fucking stupid. 6136 6137 9-1-24 Pt.2 6138 6139 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 6140 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 6141 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 6142 aiwnios.com humor. 6143 6144 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 6145 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up. 6146 <41>
6147 6148 6149 6150 6151 6152 6153 6154 6155 6156 6157 6158 6159 9-1-24 Pt.1 6160 6161 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 6162 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 6163 aiwnios.com) 6164 6165 <42>
6166 6167 6168 6169 6170 6171 6172 6173 6174 6175 6176 6177 6178 6179 6180 6181 6182 6183 6184 6185 6186 6187 6188 8-31-24 Pt.2 6189 6190 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 6191 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 6192 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors. 6193 6194 8-31-24 Pt.1 6195 6196 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 6197 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 6198 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will 6199 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 6200 Dharma as a word. 6201 6202 Its a cruel world. 6203 6204 8-30-24 Pt.2 6205 6206 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 6207 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 6208 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 6209 is for another time. 6210 6211 8-30-24 Pt.1 6212 6213 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 6214 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me. 6215 6216 8-29-24 Pt.2 6217 6218 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 6219 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 6220 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come 6221 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 6222 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 6223 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food. 6224 6225 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 6226 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 6227 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 6228 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone. 6229 6230 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 6231 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 6232 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 6233 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior. 6234 6235 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 6236 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 6237 meth-head) 6238 6239 6240 6241 8-29-24 Pt.1 6242 6243 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix. 6244 6245 8-28-24 Pt.1 6246 6247 I fucking hate networkin code. 6248 6249 8-27-24 Pt.2 6250 6251 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 6252 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage". 6253 6254 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill 6255 <43>
6256 6257 6258 6259 6260 6261 6262 6263 6264 6265 6266 6267 6268 6269 6270 6271 6272 6273 8-27-24 Pt.1 6274 6275 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers. 6276 6277 8-26-24 Pt.1 6278 6279 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at 6280 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 6281 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 6282 directly responsible for the shooting. 6283 6284 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 6285 society. 6286 6287 8-25-24 Pt.1 6288 6289 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 6290 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 6291 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 6292 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive. 6293 6294 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 6295 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 6296 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM. 6297 6298 8-24-24 Pt.1 6299 6300 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 6301 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 6302 they reach a standstill. 6303 <44>
6304 6305 6306 6307 6308 6309 6310 6311 6312 6313 6314 6315 6316 6317 6318 6319 6320 6321 6322 6323 6324 6325 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3 6326 6327 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 6328 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 6329 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 6330 control for his overeating. 6331 6332 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 6333 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 6334 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 6335 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 6336 fucked up person. 6337 6338 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 6339 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 6340 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 6341 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 6342 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 6343 evil by normal people standards. 6344 6345 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not. 6346 6347 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 6348 6349 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 6350 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 6351 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit. 6352 6353 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1 6354 6355 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 6356 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 6357 female version of Ye. 6358 6359 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 6360 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 6361 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 6362 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 6363 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good. 6364 6365 8-20-24 Pt.1 6366 6367 I was working on SIMD stuff. 6368 6369 8-18-24 Pt.3 6370 6371 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 6372 veil 6373 6374 8-18-24 Pt.2 6375 6376 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 6377 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 6378 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 6379 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of 6380 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 6381 lived by. 6382 6383 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 6384 then confessed. 6385 6386 -] Sins of 8-18-24 6387 6388 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today. 6389 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs. 6390 3 - I did lots of caffine. 6391 4 - I listened to rap music. 6392 6393 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth. 6394 6395 8-18-24 Pt.1 6396 6397 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 6398 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 6399 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 6400 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 6401 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily. 6402 6403 6404 8-16-24 Pt.1 6405 6406 6407 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 6408 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 6409 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 6410 about math. I will tell you what I learned today: 6411 6412 6413 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection 6414 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 6415 *t,F64 *u) { 6416 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x); 6417 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom; 6418 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom; 6419 if(0<=_t<=1) 6420 if(0<=_u<=1) { 6421 if(t) *t=_t; 6422 if(u) *u=_u; 6423 if(hit_at) { 6424 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x); 6425 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y); 6426 } 6427 return TRUE; 6428 } 6429 return FALSE; 6430 } 6431 6432 6433 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 6434 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 6435 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite. 6436 6437 <45>
6438 6439 6440 6441 6442 6443 6444 6445 6446 6447 6448 6449 6450 6451 6452 8-14-24 Pt.2 6453 6454 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 6455 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 6456 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 6457 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 6458 Nothing more than that. 6459 6460 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 6461 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 6462 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 6463 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 6464 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 6465 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 6466 invalidated. 6467 6468 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 6469 acquired by more worthwhile people than you. 6470 6471 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 6472 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 6473 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 6474 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 6475 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore. 6476 6477 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 6478 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 6479 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 6480 be misogyny to you. 6481 6482 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 6483 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 6484 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 6485 you can get in this planet/era. 6486 6487 8-14-24 Pt.1 6488 6489 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 6490 play morrowind or something. 6491 6492 8-13-24 Pt.1 6493 6494 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 6495 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 6496 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 6497 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 6498 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 6499 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them. 6500 6501 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 6502 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them. 6503 6504 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 6505 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 6506 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 6507 them. 6508 6509 8-11-24 Pt.1 6510 6511 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 6512 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up. 6513 6514 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 6515 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 6516 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament 6517 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison. 6518 6519 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 6520 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 6521 up. Fear ceases when reality starts. 6522 6523 8-6-24 Pt.1 6524 6525 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 6526 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it. 6527 6528 8-5-24 Pt.1 6529 6530 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 6531 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need. 6532 6533 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 6534 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 6535 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 6536 retard. 6537 6538 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 6539 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head. 6540 6541 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 6542 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 6543 faggot. 6544 6545 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 6546 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 6547 mental disorder like loggherea or something. 6548 6549 6550 8-4-24 Pt.2 6551 6552 I'll need to make aiwniosTube 6553 6554 8-4-24 Pt.1 6555 6556 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 6557 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision. 6558 6559 8-3-24 Pt.1 6560 6561 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 6562 probably look like a druggie. 6563 6564 7-31-24 Pt.1 6565 6566 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 6567 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program. 6568 6569 7-29-24 Pt.1 6570 6571 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 6572 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 6573 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 6574 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture. 6575 6576 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 6577 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 6578 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve. 6579 6580 7-28-24 Pt.2 6581 6582 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 6583 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people. 6584 6585 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 6586 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 6587 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 6588 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 6589 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 6590 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 6591 therapist. 6592 6593 7-28-24 Pt.1 6594 6595 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 6596 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 6597 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 6598 6599 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 6600 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 6601 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 6602 6603 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 6604 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 6605 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 6606 parents put me here. 6607 6608 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 6609 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 6610 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 6611 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 6612 take my meth. 6613 6614 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 6615 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 6616 told about the importance of "family values". 6617 6618 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 6619 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 6620 alterative. 6621 6622 7-24-24 Pt.1 6623 6624 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 6625 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 6626 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 6627 oneself. 6628 6629 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 6630 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 6631 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 6632 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 6633 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 6634 6635 7-23-24 Pt.1 6636 6637 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 6638 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 6639 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls. 6640 6641 7-22-24 Pt.1 6642 6643 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 6644 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 6645 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 6646 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 6647 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 6648 for Kamala Harris(proudly). 6649 6650 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 6651 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 6652 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 6653 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 6654 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 6655 culture. 6656 6657 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 6658 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 6659 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 6660 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 6661 chance. There is truth to this story. 6662 6663 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 6664 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 6665 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness. 6666 6667 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 6668 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 6669 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing. 6670 6671 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 6672 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 6673 6674 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 6675 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 6676 ass I will not be satisfied. 6677 6678 7-17-24 Pt.1 6679 6680 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 6681 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 6682 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support. 6683 6684 7-13-24 Pt.1 6685 6686 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 6687 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'. 6688 6689 7-9-24 Pt.3 6690 6691 I am tired. I will sleep. 6692 6693 7-9-24 Pt.2 6694 6695 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 6696 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 6697 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 6698 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 6699 personaly. 6700 6701 7-9-24 Pt.1 6702 6703 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 6704 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives. 6705 6706 7-8-24 Pt.1 6707 6708 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 6709 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 6710 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall). 6711 6712 -] Hopes for Linux 6713 6714 -] Same TLS ABI 6715 6716 The thread local storage needs to be the same 6717 6718 -] No checking ELF-branding 6719 6720 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs. 6721 6722 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so' 6723 6724 I will need the address of the syms too. 6725 6726 6727 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 6728 violatile project so dont get too excited. 6729 <46>
6730 6731 6732 6733 6734 6735 6736 6737 6738 6739 6740 6741 6742 6743 6744 6745 6746 6747 6748 6749 6750 6751 7-7-24 Pt.3 6752 6753 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 6754 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 6755 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 6756 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 6757 not cause the pain of winning. 6758 6759 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 6760 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 6761 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 6762 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality. 6763 6764 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 6765 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around. 6766 6767 6768 7-7-24 Pt.2 6769 6770 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 6771 aiwnios programs. 6772 6773 7-7-24 Pt.1 6774 6775 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 6776 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 6777 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 6778 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 6779 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 6780 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 6781 eat burgers. 6782 6783 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 6784 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 6785 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 6786 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 6787 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 6788 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy". 6789 6790 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 6791 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 6792 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true. 6793 6794 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 6795 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 6796 suppost to be meditating. 6797 6798 7-6-24 Pt.1 6799 6800 I have a raging headache. 6801 6802 7-5-24 Pt.1 6803 6804 Gunna learn spnaish. 6805 6806 7-4-24 Pt.3 6807 6808 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 6809 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 6810 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 6811 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 6812 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 6813 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 6814 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 6815 I have been described as retarded for a long time. 6816 6817 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 6818 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 6819 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 6820 myself a retard. 6821 6822 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 6823 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 6824 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps. 6825 6826 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 6827 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 6828 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny. 6829 6830 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 6831 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 6832 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 6833 retarded is the answer. 6834 6835 6836 7-4-24 Pt.2 6837 6838 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 6839 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 6840 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios 6841 6842 7-4-24 Pt.1 6843 6844 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 6845 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im 6846 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 6847 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 6848 there isnt. Time to find out. 6849 6850 7-3-24 Pt.1 6851 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 6852 ruined nice piece of art. 6853 7-2-24 Pt.1 6854 6855 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 6856 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 6857 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with 6858 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 6859 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man. 6860 6861 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 6862 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 6863 falsehood in one's mind). 6864 6865 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7 6866 6867 -] Types of bodies 6868 6869 -] AudarikSharir 6870 6871 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation. 6872 6873 -] VaikriyaSharir 6874 6875 God/Demon body 6876 6877 -] AharakSharir 6878 6879 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras. 6880 6881 -] Taizas Sharir 6882 6883 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits 6884 6885 -] Karman Sharir 6886 6887 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth 6888 6889 6890 6891 7-1-24 Pt.1 6892 6893 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 6894 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo. 6895 6896 I get this when I run firefox. 6897 6898 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup 6899 6-30-24 Pt.4 6900 6901 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 6902 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 6903 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 6904 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 6905 is only 1 of me so I should express him. 6906 6907 6-30-24 Pt.3 6908 6909 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 6910 a problem. 6911 6912 6-30-24 Pt.2 6913 6914 [Redacted]. 6915 6916 6-30-24 Pt.1 6917 6918 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 6919 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 6920 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 6921 intresting than the truth itself. 6922 6923 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 6924 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion. 6925 6926 6-29-24 Pt.3 6927 6928 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 6929 the video section. 6930 6931 6-29-24 Pt.2 6932 6933 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 6934 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 6935 themselves great knowledge was lost with death. 6936 6937 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 6938 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 6939 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny. 6940 6941 I will introspect on this next Samayika session. 6942 6943 6-29-24 Pt.1 6944 6945 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 6946 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 6947 will be done micro-optimzing. 6948 6949 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 6950 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 6951 stopping now. 6952 6953 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 6954 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 6955 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary. 6956 6957 6958 6-28-24 Pt.1 6959 6960 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 6961 like no time relativley speaking 6962 6963 6-27-24 Pt.1 6964 6965 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 6966 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 6967 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 6968 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024. 6969 6970 Reddit fucked me over with 6971 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and 6972 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit 6973 6974 6-27-24 Pt.0 6975 6976 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 6977 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 6978 example 6979 6980 //┌──────────┐ 6981 //│ π⌠ │ 6982 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│ 6983 //│-π⌡ │ 6984 //└──────────┘ 6985 6986 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 6987 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind 6988 6989 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended 6990 6991 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 6992 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD 6993 6994 6-25-24 Pt.2 6995 6996 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 6997 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad 6998 6999 6-25-24 Pt.1 7000 7001 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 7002 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 7003 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 7004 it was multilayered. 7005 7006 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 7007 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 7008 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 7009 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 7010 level into rooms.(sort of). 7011 7012 6-24-24 Pt.3 7013 7014 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 7015 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 7016 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 7017 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 7018 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain. 7019 7020 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 7021 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 7022 of practice. 7023 7024 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 7025 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 7026 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 7027 become a monk,not allowed. 7028 7029 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 7030 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 7031 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 7032 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 7033 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 7034 point where unworthy people can understand it. 7035 7036 I am not worthy or choosen. 7037 7038 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 7039 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 7040 text when it says things about heaven and hell. 7041 7042 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 7043 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 7044 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 7045 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 7046 the Quran. 7047 7048 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 7049 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 7050 abstract thinking in it. 7051 7052 6-24-24 Pt.2 7053 7054 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 7055 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 7056 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 7057 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 7058 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 7059 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more. 7060 7061 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight. 7062 7063 I looked at this: 7064 7065 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind 7066 - Einstein 7067 7068 6-24-24 Pt.1 7069 7070 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 7071 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 7072 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 7073 bumbles about politics or something. 7074 7075 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/ 7076 7077 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 7078 is a convicted felon but denies guilt. 7079 7080 6-23-24 Pt.2 7081 7082 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 7083 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 7084 know how to use linux sort of. 7085 7086 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 7087 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo) 7088 7089 6-23-24 Pt.1 7090 7091 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 7092 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 7093 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 7094 7095 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me? 7096 7097 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio 7098 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing. 7099 7100 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now. 7101 7102 6-22-24 Pt.2 7103 7104 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 7105 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 7106 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 7107 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 7108 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better. 7109 7110 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 7111 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 7112 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing. 7113 7114 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 7115 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 7116 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 7117 the first place. 7118 7119 7120 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization 7121 7122 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC). 7123 7124 7125 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency 7126 7127 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 7128 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 7129 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 7130 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water 7131 7132 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 7133 outside and they died. 7134 7135 6-19-24 Pt.1 7136 7137 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 7138 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 7139 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 7140 construct reality 7141 7142 6-18-24 Pt.3 7143 7144 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 7145 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 7146 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 7147 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 7148 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 7149 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 7150 give it up when it is ready. 7151 7152 6-18-24 Pt.2 7153 7154 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 7155 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 7156 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself 7157 7158 6-18-24 Pt.1 7159 7160 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 7161 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 7162 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 7163 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things. 7164 7165 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 7166 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue 7167 7168 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3 7169 -] Birth bodies 7170 7171 -] (Inside) Earth 7172 7173 Natural things like rocks 7174 7175 -] From Water 7176 7177 Tadpoles 7178 7179 -] From Fire 7180 7181 Fire bodies 7182 7183 -] From Air 7184 7185 Bacteria 7186 7187 -] From Plants 7188 7189 Plants 7190 7191 -] Moving 7192 7193 Humans/animals 7194 7195 7196 7197 7198 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2 7199 7200 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings) 7201 7202 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision) 7203 7204 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants 7205 7206 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste) 7207 7208 Worms 7209 7210 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell) 7211 7212 Ants 7213 7214 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight) 7215 7216 Flies 7217 7218 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing) 7219 7220 Humans 7221 7222 7223 7224 6-17-24 Pt.2 7225 7226 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 7227 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 7228 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 7229 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 7230 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 7231 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 7232 best to humble yourself. 7233 7234 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 7235 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 7236 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 7237 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 7238 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality. 7239 7240 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1 7241 7242 -] States of Movement between Lives 7243 7244 -] Narak Gati 7245 7246 Hellish Poo Poo realm 7247 7248 -] Tiryach Gati 7249 7250 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life 7251 7252 -] Manusha Gati 7253 7254 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 7255 obtain Moska 7256 7257 -] Deva Gati 7258 7259 A Godlike state of existence 7260 7261 7262 7263 6-16-24 Pt.2 7264 7265 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries 7266 7267 7268 6-15-24 Pt.2 7269 7270 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 7271 looser because I am not a winner. 7272 7273 6-15-24 Pt.1 7274 7275 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 7276 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again. 7277 7278 6-12-24 Pt.2 7279 7280 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 7281 run it on vinilla TempleOS. 7282 7283 6-12-24 Pt.1 7284 7285 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 7286 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 7287 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means. 7288 7289 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 7290 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 7291 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 7292 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 7293 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change. 7294 7295 6-10-24 Pt.3 7296 7297 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 7298 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe 7299 7300 6-10-24 Pt.2 7301 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 7302 is pretty cool. 7303 7304 6-10-24 Pt.1 7305 7306 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 7307 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 7308 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 7309 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 7310 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot. 7311 <47>
7312 7313 7314 7315 7316 7317 7318 7319 7320 7321 7322 7323 7324 7325 7326 7327 7328 7329 7330 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 7331 gameplay a bit. 7332 7333 7334 6-9-24 Pt.1 7335 7336 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 7337 to hear with Good-Artistry. 7338 7339 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 7340 artistry. Not really good taste but idk. 7341 7342 -] Best signers 7343 7344 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop) 7345 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow) 7346 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry) 7347 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth) 7348 7349 7350 Ill tell you a story though a comic 7351 Froggis
7352 7353 7354 7355 7356 7357 7358 7359 7360 7361 7362 7363 7364 7365 7366 7367 7368 7369 7370 7371 7372 7373 7374 7375 7376 7377 7378 7379 7380 7381 7382 7383 7384 7385 7386 7387 7388 7389 7390 7391 7392 7393 7394 7395 7396 7397 7398 7399 7400 7401 7402 7403 7404 7405 7406 7407 7408 7409 7410 7411 7412 7413 7414 7415 7416 7417 7418 7419 7420 7421 7422 7423 7424 7425 7426 7427 7428 7429 7430 7431 7432 7433 7434 7435 7436 7437 7438 7439 7440 7441 7442 6-8-24 Pt.2 7443 7444 Wtf 7445 7446 6-8-24 Pt.1 7447 7448 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 7449 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 7450 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 7451 where I feed homeless people and can think 7452 7453 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 7454 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 7455 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel. 7456 7457 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 7458 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice. 7459 7460 6-7-24 Pt.2 7461 7462 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1 7463 7464 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by 7465 7466 1 - Right Faith 7467 2 - Right knowledge 7468 3 - Right conduct 7469 -] Right Faith 7470 7471 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 7472 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma. 7473 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 7474 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 7475 to have no biases 7476 7477 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree 7478 7479 -] Limbs of faith 7480 7481 1 - Belief in realities substances 7482 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas 7483 3 - Love for monks 7484 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality 7485 5 - Dont corrupt truth 7486 6 - ??? 7487 7 - Have respect for monks and householders 7488 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff. 7489 7490 7491 -] Right Knowledge 7492 7493 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 7494 7495 -] Right Conduct 7496 7497 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace 7498 -] Anuvratas (minor vows) 7499 7500 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables) 7501 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths 7502 3 - No stealing 7503 4 - No adultery 7504 5 - No buying assloads of shit 7505 6 - No wine and honey 7506 7507 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues) 7508 7509 Digvrata - Limit travel distance 7510 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 7511 7512 7513 7514 7515 7516 7517 6-7-24 Pt.1 7518 7519 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk: 7520 7521 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A')); 7522 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM); 7523 bd->max_blk=0x10000; 7524 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE); 7525 Fmt('A'); 7526 7527 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 7528 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH 7529 6-6-24 Pt.2 7530 7531 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 7532 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 7533 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 7534 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 7535 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 7536 believe in it. 7537 7538 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 7539 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 7540 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 7541 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 7542 how hope works. 7543 7544 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 7545 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain. 7546 7547 6-6-24 Pt.1 7548 7549 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today 7550 7551 5-28-24 Pt.1 7552 7553 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 7554 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 7555 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 7556 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 7557 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real. 7558 7559 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 7560 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 7561 fuckin zooted. 7562 7563 7564 7565 5-27-24 Pt.1 7566 7567 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 7568 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 7569 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 7570 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are 7571 7572 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 7573 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 7574 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 7575 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 7576 inductors. 7577 7578 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 7579 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 7580 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it 7581 <49>
7582 7583 7584 7585 7586 7587 7588 7589 7590 7591 7592 7593 7594 7595 7596 7597 7598 7599 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like 7600 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart 7601 7602 5-26-24 Pt.2 7603 7604 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 7605 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 7606 fuck this is: 7607 <50>
7608 7609 7610 7611 7612 7613 7614 7615 7616 7617 7618 7619 7620 7621 7622 7623 7624 7625 7626 7627 7628 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 7629 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while 7630 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 7631 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for 7632 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 7633 7634 5-26-24 Pt.1 7635 7636 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 7637 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 7638 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad. 7639 7640 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 7641 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 7642 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 7643 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 7644 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 7645 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 7646 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days). 7647 7648 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic. 7649 7650 5-25-24 Pt.2 7651 7652 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 7653 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 7654 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 7655 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 7656 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 7657 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 7658 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity. 7659 7660 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 7661 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 7662 are illrevelant here. 7663 7664 7665 5-25-24 Pt.1 7666 7667 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 7668 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 7669 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 7670 not a by-product. 7671 7672 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you 7673 7674 5-23-24 Pt.1 7675 7676 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 7677 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 7678 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door. 7679 7680 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 7681 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 7682 my workplace,even though he is cute. 7683 7684 5-22-24 Pt.1 7685 7686 Things not to think about: 7687 <51>
7688 7689 7690 7691 7692 7693 7694 7695 7696 7697 7698 7699 7700 7701 7702 7703 7704 7705 7706 7707 7708 7709 7710 7711 7712 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 7713 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 7714 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 7715 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result 7716 7717 5-21-24 Pt.4 7718 7719 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 7720 statements 7721 7722 5-21-24 Pt.3 7723 7724 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 7725 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 7726 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict. 7727 7728 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 7729 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 7730 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit. 7731 7732 5-21-24 Pt.2 7733 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 7734 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes. 7735 7736 5-21-24 Pt.1 7737 7738 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 7739 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 7740 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 7741 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty 7742 <52>
7743 7744 7745 7746 7747 7748 7749 7750 7751 7752 7753 7754 7755 7756 7757 7758 7759 7760 7761 7762 7763 7764 7765 7766 7767 7768 7769 7770 7771 7772 7773 7774 7775 7776 7777 7778 7779 7780 7781 7782 5-20-24 Pt.5 7783 7784 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 7785 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 7786 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 7787 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 7788 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed 7789 7790 5-20-24 Pt.4 7791 7792 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 7793 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 7794 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey 7795 delusion 7796 7797 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 7798 oxymoron. 7799 7800 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 7801 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 7802 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 7803 The only super power you get from morality is self control 7804 7805 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 7806 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 7807 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 7808 Does evil brew in silence or numbers. 7809 7810 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 7811 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in. 7812 7813 5-20-24 Pt.3 7814 7815 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 7816 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 7817 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 7818 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write 7819 7820 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 7821 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 7822 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or 7823 7824 5-20-24 Pt.2 7825 7826 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 7827 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes 7828 7829 5-20-24 Pt.1 7830 7831 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 7832 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 7833 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 7834 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 7835 trajedy/confusion are outsiders 7836 7837 5-19-24 Pt.2 7838 7839 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 7840 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 7841 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just. 7842 7843 5-19-24 Pt.1 7844 7845 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 7846 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 7847 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 7848 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 7849 choise made in ignorance though 7850 7851 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 7852 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 7853 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo 7854 poo brains are good at reality studies. 7855 7856 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 7857 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil. 7858 7859 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide. 7860 7861 5-13-24 Pt.1 7862 7863 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 7864 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 7865 7866 5-10-24 Pt.2 7867 7868 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros 7869 7870 5-10-24 Pt.1 7871 7872 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 7873 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask 7874 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose 7875 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too 7876 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete. 7877 7878 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 7879 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil 7880 7881 Clayton 7882 7883 <nrootconauto@gmail.com>
7884 7885 7886 7887 7888 7889 7890 7891 7892 7893 7894 7895 7896 7897 7898 7899 7900 7901 7902 7903 7904 7905 7906 7907 7908 7909 7910 7911 7912 7913 7914 7915 7916 7917 7918 7919 7920 7921 WIP DOOM port 7922 I am working on a port of Doom that runs on Aiwnios(TOOM). 7923
7924 7925 7926 7927 7928 7929 7930 7931 7932 7933 7934 7935 7936 7937 7938 7939 7940 7941 7942 7943 7944 7945 7946 7947 7948 7949 7950 7951 7952 7953 7954 7955 7956 7957 7958 7959 7960 7961 7962 7963 7964 7965 7966 7967 7968 7969 7970 7971 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer 7972 7973 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 7974 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example, 7975 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64. 7976 7977 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 7978 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 7979 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 7980 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream. 7981 7982 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L 7983 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 7984 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 7985 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16 7986 7987 7988 <55>
7989 7990 7991 7992 7993 7994 7995 7996 7997 7998 7999 8000 8001 8002 8003 8004 8005 8006 8007 8008 Compiler Part 2,The Parser 8009 8010 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 8011 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 8012 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this: 8013 8014 8015 1 2 + 3 4 + * 8016 8017 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 8018 parenthesis 8019 8020 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *) 8021 8022 Pretty epic isn't it. 8023 8024 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 8025 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 8026 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes. 8027 8028 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators 8029 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this 8030 8031 <56>
8032 8033 8034 8035 8036 8037 8038 8039 8040 8041 8042 8043 8044 8045 8046 8047 8048 8049 8050 8051 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack. 8052 8053 <57>
8054 8055 8056 8057 8058 8059 8060 8061 8062 8063 8064 8065 8066 8067 8068 8069 8070 8071 8072 8073 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after 8074 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for 8075 later. We end up with something like this 8076 8077 <58>
8078 8079 8080 8081 8082 8083 8084 8085 8086 8087 8088 8089 8090 8091 8092 8093 8094 8095 8096 8097 8098 8099 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the 8100 output 8101 8102 <59>
8103 8104 8105 8106 8107 8108 8109 8110 8111 8112 8113 8114 8115 8116 8117 8118 8119 8120 8121 8122 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II 8123 8124 UNDER CONSTRUCTION 8125 8126 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator 8127 8128 8129 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 8130 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 8131 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 8132 into the C intermediate codes. 8133 8134 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 8135 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 8136 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge 8137 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a 8138 rm_backend.c for AARCH64). 8139 8140 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 8141 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 8142 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 8143 intermediate codes. 8144 8145 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 8146 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 8147 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 8148 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks). 8149 8150 8151 <60>
8152 8153 8154 8155 8156 8157 8158 8159 8160 8161 8162 8163 8164 8165 8166 8167 8168 8169 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 8170 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 8171 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 8172 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 8173 availble a stack location will be choosed. 8174 8175 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 8176 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes. 8177 8178 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 8179 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 8180 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO. 8181 8182 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 8183 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 8184 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 8185 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers. 8186 8187 8188 User-Guide 8189 8190 Runtime Part 1:Graphics I 8191 8192 Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window 8193 8194 8195 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) { 8196 dc->color=BLUE; 8197 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 8198 } 8199 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8200 8201 8202 8203 The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 8204 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen. 8205 8206 -] GrRect 8207 8208 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100); 8209 8210 -] GrPlot(single pixel) 8211 8212 GrPlot(dc,200,200); 8213 8214 -] GrFillCircle 8215 8216 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50); 8217 8218 -] GrCircle 8219 8220 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50); 8221 8222 -] GrLine 8223 8224 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0); 8225 8226 -] GrPrint 8227 8228 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World"); 8229 8230 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc) 8231 8232 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new); 8233 8234 -] DCClear 8235 8236 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer 8237 8238 -] DCFill 8239 8240 DCFill(dc,COLOR); 8241 8242 8243 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics 8244 8245 TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 8246 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 8247 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 8248 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 8249 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates 8250 8251 8252 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100); 8253 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation) 8254 DCFill; 8255 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 8256 F64 rotx=0; 8257 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 8258 DCFill(dc); 8259 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation 8260 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 8261 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0); 8262 dc->color=YELLOW; 8263 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 8264 DCFill; 8265 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 8266 Sleep(33); 8267 } 8268 DCDel(dc); 8269 DCFill; 8270 8271 8272 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies: 8273 -] Mat4x4RotX 8274 8275 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping 8276 8277 -] Mat4x4RotY 8278 8279 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping 8280 8281 -] Mat4x4RotZ 8282 8283 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations 8284 8285 -] Mat4x4Scale 8286 8287 //Zooms a matrix 8288 8289 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu 8290 8291 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix 8292 8293 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd 8294 8295 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix 8296 8297 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ 8298 8299 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX 8300 8301 8302 You may want to do general math on matricies too: 8303 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu 8304 8305 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations 8306 8307 -] Mat4x4IdentNew 8308 8309 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 8310 transofrmations 8311 8312 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ 8313 8314 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 8315 genius what this actually does 8316 8317 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New 8318 8319 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced 8320 8321 8322 Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 8323 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 8324 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 8325 for you. 8326 8327 Here is a cube thing for you: 8328 8329 8330 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}}; 8331 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN}; 8332 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200); 8333 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew; 8334 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc); 8335 DCFill; 8336 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 8337 F64 rotx=0,roty; 8338 CD3I32 cube[6][6]; 8339 I64 i=0,i2=0; 8340 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 8341 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) { 8342 Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans); 8343 Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx); 8344 Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty); 8345 for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) { 8346 MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32)); 8347 Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z); 8348 } 8349 i++; 8350 } 8351 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) { 8352 DCFill(dc); 8353 DCDepthBufRst(dc); 8354 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); 8355 Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx); 8356 Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx); 8357 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx); 8358 Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5); 8359 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000); 8360 for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) { 8361 dc->color=colors[i2]; 8362 GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]); 8363 } 8364 DCFill; 8365 GrBlot(,100,100,dc); 8366 Sleep(33); 8367 } 8368 DCDel(dc); 8369 DCFill; 8370 8371 8372 If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 8373 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE 8374 8375 Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 8376 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 8377 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 8378 scale distance Let's see an example: 8379 Heres an example: 8380 8381 8382 #define SCRN_SCALE 512 8383 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z) 8384 { 8385 I64 zz; 8386 Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z); 8387 zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z; 8388 if (zz<1) zz=1; 8389 *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz; 8390 *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz; 8391 *x+=dc->x; 8392 *y+=dc->y; 8393 *z+=dc->z; 8394 } 8395 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8396 dc->transform=&Transform; 8397 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION; 8398 I64 dist=0; 8399 dc->z=-60; 8400 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 8401 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist); 8402 dc->color=LTRED; 8403 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 8404 Refresh; 8405 DCFill; 8406 } 8407 8408 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations 8409 8410 In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 8411 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 8412 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 8413 get started 8414 8415 8416 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8417 I64 cnt; 8418 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 8419 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color 8420 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100); 8421 Refresh; 8422 DCFill; 8423 } 8424 8425 8426 If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 8427 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 8428 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 8429 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 8430 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX; 8431 8432 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over): 8433 8434 CDC *dc=DCAlias; 8435 I64 cnt; 8436 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 8437 dc->color=BLACK; 8438 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100); 8439 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER; 8440 dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.; 8441 GrFloodFill(dc,10,10); 8442 Refresh; 8443 DCFill; 8444 } 8445 DCDel(dc); 8446 8447 Runtime Part 2: Making Noises 8448 8449 TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 8450 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 8451 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound. 8452 8453 If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use Nois 8454 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep. 8455 8456 Runtime Part 3: Making Music 8457 8458 TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music 8459 8460 A simple song looks like this: 8461 8462 Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB"); 8463 8464 8465 There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 8466 without further ado,here is a list 8467 -] # 8468 8469 Make a note sharp(comes after the note) 8470 8471 -] w 8472 8473 When before a note,it makes it a whole note 8474 8475 -] h 8476 8477 Makes a half note 8478 8479 -] q 8480 8481 Makes a 1/4 note 8482 8483 -] e 8484 8485 Makes a tiny eigth note 8486 8487 8488 You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 8489 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst) 8490 8491 Try this: 8492 8493 8494 music.tempo=8; 8495 Play( 8496 "hEhEwEhChEwGqG" 8497 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 8498 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB" 8499 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 8500 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 8501 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 8502 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD" 8503 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC" 8504 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC" 8505 ); 8506 MusicSettingsRst; 8507 8508 Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection 8509 8510 HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 8511 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 8512 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 8513 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 8514 data about the self. 8515 8516 To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 8517 table and do these steps 8518 8519 -] Step 1 8520 8521 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 8522 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8523 8524 -] Step 2 8525 8526 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 8527 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc); 8528 8529 -] Step 3 8530 8531 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member); 8532 8533 8534 8535 Perhaps an example will help: 8536 8537 class CMeta { 8538 I64 a fmt "A:%d\n"; 8539 I64 b fmt "B:%d\n"; 8540 F64 c fmt "C:%n\n"; 8541 }; 8542 CMeta abc={1,2,3}; 8543 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) { 8544 CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS); 8545 CMemberLst *ml; 8546 U64 sf; 8547 if(!findc) return; 8548 ml=MemberFind("a",findc); 8549 sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64); 8550 if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) { 8551 Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf); 8552 } 8553 } 8554 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc 8555 8556 8557 If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm 8558 8559 8560 class CInput { 8561 //Be sure to use -P with strings 8562 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 8563 I64 age format "\n"; 8564 Bool is_tall format "\n"; 8565 }; 8566 CInput inp; 8567 PopUpForm(&inp); 8568 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 8569 if(inp.is_tall) 8570 "Tall!\n"; 8571 8572 8573 Runtime Part 5: Filesystem 8574 8575 If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 8576 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder 8577 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 8578 you,you have come to the right place 8579 8580 In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 8581 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur. 8582 8583 To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 8584 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 8585 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string. 8586 8587 Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 8588 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 8589 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 8590 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example 8591 8592 8593 // 8594 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once 8595 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector 8596 // 8597 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w"); 8598 class CFileEnt { 8599 U8 name[STR_LEN]; 8600 U8 password[STR_LEN]; 8601 }; 8602 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE 8603 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"}; 8604 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"}; 8605 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE]; 8606 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8607 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0) 8608 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8609 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1) 8610 FClose(file); 8611 // 8612 // Now we read 8613 // 8614 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r"); 8615 CFileEnt user; 8616 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) { 8617 MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt)); 8618 "Got user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password; 8619 } 8620 FClose(file); 8621 8622 8623 Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 8624 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 8625 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 8626 Look at this example 8627 8628 8629 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3); 8630 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3); 8631 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3); 8632 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES); 8633 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) { 8634 "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name; 8635 } 8636 DirEntryDel(root); 8637 8638 8639 A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 8640 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 8641 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 8642 be sure to free the root data with . 8643 8644 To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 8645 exists. 8646 8647 Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 8648 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags 8649 8650 8651 -] FUF_RECURSE 8652 8653 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too 8654 8655 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS 8656 8657 Chooses only directories(folders) 8658 8659 -] FUF_JUST_FILES 8660 8661 Chooses only files 8662 8663 -] FUF_JUST_TXT 8664 8665 Chooses only text files 8666 8667 -] FUF_JUST_DD 8668 8669 Chooses only DolDoc files 8670 8671 -] FUF_JUST_SRC 8672 8673 Chooses only source files 8674 8675 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z 8676 8677 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal 8678 8679 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE 8680 8681 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince 8682 8683 8684 If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 8685 remove a fule use Del("file"); 8686 8687 There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 8688 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre 8689 e("old","new") or just a file via Copy("old","new"). 8690 8691 And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 8692 8693 Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue) 8694 8695 TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 8696 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 8697 loop,ill draw a picture for you. 8698 8699 8700 8701 <61>
8702 8703 8704 8705 8706 8707 8708 8709 8710 8711 As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 8712 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 8713 "last" one. 8714 8715 To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 8716 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i 8717 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you. 8718 8719 In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 8720 ciruclar 8721 8722 8723 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8724 CQue),*cur; 8725 QueInit(head); 8726 QueIns(one,head); 8727 QueIns(two,one); 8728 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8729 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8730 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8731 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8732 8733 8734 To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 8735 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 8736 8737 8738 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 8739 CQue),*cur; 8740 QueInit(head); 8741 QueIns(one,head); 8742 QueIns(two,one); 8743 QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 8744 Free(one); //Free it's data 8745 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next) 8746 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur; 8747 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue 8748 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head 8749 8750 8751 You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head) 8752 8753 Here is a reference section: 8754 -] QueInit(head) 8755 8756 Intialize the head of a queue 8757 8758 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 8759 8760 Insert an item after the elem 8761 8762 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 8763 8764 Insert an item before the elem 8765 8766 -] QueRem(elem) 8767 8768 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it) 8769 8770 -] QueDel(head) 8771 8772 Frees all items in the queue 8773 8774 -] QueCnt(head) 8775 8776 How many items in the queue(excluding the head) 8777 8778 8779 Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable) 8780 8781 Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has 8782 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str. 8783 8784 When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 8785 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do: 8786 8787 #define FOO 123 8788 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR); 8789 if(def) 8790 "%s\n",def->data; 8791 8792 We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 8793 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd. 8794 8795 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr)); 8796 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap 8797 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR; 8798 d->data=StrNew("10"); 8799 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table); 8800 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table 8801 "%d\n",Hello; 8802 8803 8804 Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew 8805 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2. 8806 8807 Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 8808 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data 8809 8810 Perhaps an example will help: 8811 8812 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100); 8813 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric); 8814 ent->user_data0=1; 8815 ent->user_data1=2; 8816 ent->user_data2=3; 8817 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR; 8818 ent->str=StrNew("look"); 8819 HashAdd(ent,ht); 8820 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR); 8821 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2; 8822 HashTableDel(ht); 8823 8824 8825 Here is a reference of hash table functions 8826 8827 -] HashAdd(item,table) 8828 8829 Adds an item to the hash table 8830 8831 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 8832 8833 Delete an item from the hash table 8834 8835 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 8836 8837 Find an item in the table 8838 8839 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 8840 8841 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing 8842 8843 -] HashTableNew(sz) 8844 8845 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2 8846 8847 8848 Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo) 8849 8850 Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 8851 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 8852 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded 8853 8854 It looks like this: 8855 <62>
8856 8857 8858 8859 8860 8861 8862 8863 8864 8865 8866 8867 8868 8869 8870 8871 First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2 8872 8873 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8874 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8875 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8876 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8877 8878 You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE 8879 8880 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4); 8881 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1); 8882 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2); 8883 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3); 8884 I64 val; 8885 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val)) 8886 "Got a %d\n",val; 8887 8888 8889 Here is a reference section 8890 8891 -] FifoI64New(sz) 8892 8893 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8894 8895 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 8896 8897 Remove all the items from the fifo 8898 8899 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 8900 8901 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8902 8903 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 8904 8905 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8906 8907 -] FifoI64Del(f) 8908 8909 Free the fifo 8910 8911 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 8912 8913 Remove an item from the fifo 8914 8915 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 8916 8917 Insert an item into the fifo 8918 8919 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 8920 8921 Remove all the items from the fifo 8922 8923 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 8924 8925 Get a count of all the items in the fifo 8926 8927 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 8928 8929 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it 8930 8931 -] FifoU8Del(f) 8932 8933 Free the fifo 8934 8935 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 8936 8937 Remove an item from the fifo 8938 8939 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 8940 8941 Insert an item into the fifo 8942 8943 -] FifoU8New(sz) 8944 8945 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2 8946 8947 8948 Runtime Part 9: User Input 8949 8950 TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 8951 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 8952 message mask. 8953 8954 I64 x,y; 8955 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) { 8956 dc->color=RED; 8957 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8958 } 8959 U0 Run() { 8960 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8961 I64 m,x2,y2; 8962 while(TRUE) { 8963 m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN); 8964 if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN) 8965 break; 8966 x=x2; 8967 y=y2; 8968 Refresh; 8969 } 8970 } 8971 Run; 8972 8973 8974 Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 8975 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 8976 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 8977 first before I dive into details. 8978 8979 I64 x,y; 8980 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 8981 dc->color=GREEN; 8982 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 8983 } 8984 U0 Run() { 8985 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 8986 I64 msg,sc,ch; 8987 for(;TRUE;) { 8988 if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) { 8989 if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break; 8990 if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 8991 y-=3; 8992 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 8993 y+=3; 8994 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 8995 x-=3; 8996 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 8997 x+=3; 8998 } 8999 } else { 9000 Refresh; 9001 } 9002 } 9003 } 9004 Run; 9005 9006 As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 9007 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 9008 is down etc. 9009 9010 The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 9011 can be tested via the "&" operator 9012 9013 9014 I64 x,y; 9015 I64 color=GREEN; 9016 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) { 9017 dc->color=color; 9018 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 9019 dc->color=RED; 9020 } 9021 U0 Run() { 9022 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt; 9023 I64 msg,sc,ch; 9024 for(;TRUE;) { 9025 if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) { 9026 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break; 9027 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) { 9028 y-=3; 9029 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) { 9030 y+=3; 9031 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) { 9032 x-=3; 9033 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) { 9034 x+=3; 9035 } 9036 if(sc&SCF_CTRL) 9037 color=RED; 9038 else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT) 9039 color=YELLOW; 9040 else 9041 color=GREEN; 9042 } else { 9043 Refresh; 9044 } 9045 } 9046 } 9047 Run; 9048 9049 9050 Here's a list of scancode flags: 9051 9052 -] SCF_KEY_UP 9053 9054 The key was released 9055 9056 -] SCF_CTRL 9057 9058 The Ctrl key is down 9059 9060 -] SCF_SHIFT 9061 9062 The shift key is down 9063 9064 -] SCF_ALT 9065 9066 The alt key is down 9067 9068 -] SCF_CAPS 9069 9070 The Caps lock key is down 9071 9072 -] SCF_NUM 9073 9074 The NumLock key is kdown 9075 9076 -] SCF_SCROLL 9077 9078 Scroll Lock key is down 9079 9080 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN 9081 9082 The left mouse is down 9083 9084 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN 9085 9086 The right mouse is down 9087 9088 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT 9089 9090 There is no shift 9091 9092 9093 Here's a list of scancode keys: 9094 9095 -] SC_ESC 9096 9097 The escape key 9098 9099 -] SC_BACKSPACE 9100 9101 The backspace key 9102 9103 -] SC_TAB 9104 9105 The tab key 9106 9107 -] SC_ENTER 9108 9109 The enter key 9110 9111 -] SC_CTRL 9112 9113 The ctrl key 9114 9115 -] SC_ALT 9116 9117 The alt key 9118 9119 -] SC_CAPS 9120 9121 The caps lock key 9122 9123 -] SC_NUM 9124 9125 The num lock key 9126 9127 -] SC_SCROLL 9128 9129 The scroll lock key 9130 9131 -] SC_CURSOR_UP 9132 9133 The up key 9134 9135 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN 9136 9137 The down key 9138 9139 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT 9140 9141 The left key 9142 9143 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT 9144 9145 The right key 9146 9147 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN 9148 9149 The page down key 9150 9151 -] SC_PAGE_UP 9152 9153 The page up key 9154 9155 -] SC_HOME 9156 9157 The home key 9158 9159 -] SC_END 9160 9161 The end key 9162 9163 -] SC_INS 9164 9165 The insert key 9166 9167 -] SC_DELETE 9168 9169 The delete key 9170 9171 -] SC_F1-SC_F12 9172 9173 The Fxx keys 9174 9175 -] SC_PAUSE 9176 9177 The pause key 9178 9179 -] SC_GUI 9180 9181 The logo key 9182 9183 -] SC_PRTSCRN1 9184 9185 The print screen key 9186 9187 -] SC_PRTSCRN2 9188 9189 The print screen key 9190 9191 9192 I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 9193 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes 9194 9195 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode) 9196 9197 A Key is put down 9198 9199 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode) 9200 9201 A Key is release 9202 9203 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y) 9204 9205 The mouse is moved 9206 9207 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y) 9208 9209 The left button is down 9210 9211 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y) 9212 9213 The left button is down 9214 9215 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y) 9216 9217 The right button is down 9218 9219 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y) 9220 9221 The right button is down 9222 9223 9224 Runtime Part 9: Multithreading 9225 9226 TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 9227 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield 9228 9229 In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function 9230 9231 9232 U0 Foo(U8 *data) { 9233 Beep; 9234 } 9235 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 9236 9237 9238 You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk 9239 9240 9241 CTask *u=User; 9242 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 9243 end as we are "the-user". 9244 Sleep(5000); 9245 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n"); 9246 9247 9248 Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait 9249 9250 9251 CTask *t=User; 9252 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t 9253 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 9254 9255 9256 There is also a BirthWait 9257 9258 9259 CTask *t=User; 9260 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t 9261 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 9262 9263 9264 To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 9265 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 9266 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 9267 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 9268 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr. 9269 9270 9271 I64 beep_lock=0; 9272 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) { 9273 //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 9274 while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 9275 is checked 9276 Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 9277 tasks 9278 Beep(snd); 9279 //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it. 9280 LBtr(&beep_lock,0); 9281 } 9282 I64 i; 9283 for(i;i!=10;i++) { 9284 Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10); 9285 "Spawned a thread!!\n"; 9286 } 9287 9288 Runtime Part 10: Jobs 9289 9290 In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 9291 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 9292 9293 9294 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0); 9295 res=JobResGet(job); 9296 Kill(jobber); 9297 "I got %d\n",res; 9298 9299 With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores 9300 9301 9302 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 9303 I64 core=0; 9304 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 9305 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt]; 9306 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 9307 jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs, 9308 "Sleep(RandI64%1000);" 9309 "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number 9310 0); 9311 } 9312 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) { 9313 "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]); 9314 } 9315 9316 9317 If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W 9318 AKE_MASTER flag. 9319 9320 9321 CTask *parent_task=Fs; 9322 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags) 9323 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER)); 9324 9325 Runtime Part 11: DolDoc 9326 9327 Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 9328 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 9329 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 9330 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document. 9331 9332 9333 //BT is a button 9334 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9335 9336 9337 As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 9338 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 9339 text. Lets see an example: 9340 9341 9342 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag 9343 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9344 9345 9346 DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 9347 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 9348 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value" 9349 9350 9351 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n"); 9352 9353 9354 You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 9355 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 9356 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB. 9357 9358 9359 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) { 9360 Beep; 9361 } 9362 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n"); 9363 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB; 9364 de->left_cb=&Beep2; 9365 9366 9367 You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 9368 for a left-click-expression. 9369 9370 9371 U0 CreateDialog() { 9372 CDocEntry *nums[3]; 9373 I64 i; 9374 DocClear(DocPut); 9375 "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n"; 9376 for(i=0;i!=3;i++) { 9377 nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i); 9378 } 9379 DocBottom(DocPut); 9380 switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) { 9381 start: 9382 DocClear(DocPut); 9383 case 0: 9384 "You picked nothing lol.\n"; 9385 break; 9386 case 1: 9387 "One is the one\n"; 9388 break; 9389 case 2: 9390 "Two is too good\n"; 9391 break; 9392 end: 9393 } 9394 } 9395 CreateDialog; 9396 9397 9398 You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu. 9399 9400 9401 U0 CreateDialog() { 9402 class CInput { 9403 //Be sure to use -P with strings 9404 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n"; 9405 I64 age format "\n"; 9406 Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box 9407 }; 9408 CInput inp; 9409 PopUpForm(&inp); 9410 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age; 9411 if(inp.is_tall) 9412 "Tall!\n"; 9413 9414 9415 Yeah time for some reference section ehh: 9416 9417 -] TX 9418 9419 Text 9420 9421 -] CR 9422 9423 Newline 9424 9425 -] CU 9426 9427 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5 9428 9429 -] TB 9430 9431 Tab 9432 9433 -] CL 9434 9435 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag 9436 9437 -] PB 9438 9439 Page break 9440 9441 -] PL 9442 9443 Page length 9444 9445 -] LM 9446 9447 Left margin 9448 9449 -] RM 9450 9451 Right margin 9452 9453 -] HD 9454 9455 Header margin 9456 9457 -] FO 9458 9459 Footer margin 9460 9461 -] ID 9462 9463 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent 9464 9465 -] FD 9466 9467 Forground default color 9468 9469 -] BD 9470 9471 Background default color 9472 9473 -] PT 9474 9475 Command Line Prompt 9476 9477 -] WW 9478 9479 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable 9480 9481 -] UL 9482 9483 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline 9484 9485 -] IV 9486 9487 Disable/enable Inverting of colors 9488 9489 -] BK 9490 9491 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking 9492 9493 -] SX 9494 9495 Shift the text by a amount of pixels 9496 9497 -] SY 9498 9499 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels 9500 9501 -] CB 9502 9503 Checkbox 9504 9505 -] LS 9506 9507 Major Lit Alert 9508 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 9509 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$ 9510 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list 9511 9512 -] MA 9513 9514 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt 9515 9516 -] TR 9517 9518 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's 9519 9520 -] HL 9521 9522 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off 9523 9524 9525 Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 9526 example you can do "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";) 9527 9528 -] H 9529 9530 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element 9531 9532 -] L 9533 9534 This will make the element act as a link 9535 9536 -] TR 9537 9538 This will make the element act as a tree 9539 9540 -] LS 9541 9542 This will make the element act as a list 9543 9544 -] PU 9545 9546 This will make a macro run in a popup window 9547 9548 -] C 9549 9550 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree 9551 9552 -] X 9553 9554 This will save and Exit after the macro is done 9555 9556 -] UD 9557 9558 Update data on typing 9559 9560 9561 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$" 9562 9563 -] T 9564 9565 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed. 9566 9567 -] LEN 9568 9569 Sets the length of the DA element. 9570 9571 -] A 9572 9573 Sets the link location 9574 9575 -] LE 9576 9577 Left expression,runs an expression on left click 9578 9579 -] RE 9580 9581 Right expression,runs an expression on right click 9582 9583 -] LM 9584 9585 Left macro,runs text on left click 9586 9587 -] RM 9588 9589 Right macro,runs text on right click 9590 9591 -] RT 9592 9593 Raw type of DA 9594 9595 -] U 9596 9597 User data 9598 9599 -] SCX 9600 9601 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect 9602 9603 -] SX 9604 9605 Scroll x pixels 9606 9607 -] SY 9608 9609 Scroll y pixels 9610 9611 9612 Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 9613 is a reference for the link codes: 9614 9615 -] FI 9616 9617 File index,FI="file" or FI="file,line" 9618 9619 -] FF 9620 9621 File Find,FF="file,text" 9622 9623 -] BF 9624 9625 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse 9626 9627 -] HI 9628 9629 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index 9630 9631 -] A 9632 9633 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344" 9634 9635 9636 Now a function reference: 9637 9638 -] DocBottom 9639 9640 Move to the bottom of the document 9641 9642 -] DocCenter 9643 9644 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport 9645 9646 -] DocClear 9647 9648 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag 9649 9650 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc) 9651 9652 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document 9653 9654 -] DocDel 9655 9656 Delete a documents memory 9657 9658 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem) 9659 9660 Deletes a document entry 9661 9662 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem) 9663 9664 Copy an element 9665 9666 -] DocInsDoc(to,from) 9667 9668 Insert a document into an other document 9669 9670 -] DocLock 9671 9672 Lock a document 9673 9674 -] DocUnlock 9675 9676 Unlock a document 9677 9678 -] DocRst 9679 9680 Reset the document 9681 9682 -] DocTop 9683 9684 Go to the top of the document 9685 9686 -] DocLineRead(filename,line) 9687 9688 Read a line from a file 9689 9690 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text) 9691 9692 Write a line into a file 9693 9694 -] DocRead(filename) 9695 9696 Read a document from a file 9697 9698 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len) 9699 9700 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt 9701 9702 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr) 9703 9704 Save a document into memory 9705 9706 -] DocWrite(doc) 9707 9708 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename"); 9709 9710 -] DocMenu 9711 9712 Interact with a document until a value is found 9713 9714 -] DocForm 9715 9716 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 9717 9718 -] DocNew(filename) 9719 9720 Make a new document that will be saved to filename 9721 9722 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR) 9723 9724 Insert a .GR file into a document 9725 9726 -] DocPrint 9727 9728 Print text into a document 9729 9730 -] DocPut 9731 9732 Get the current document for a task 9733 9734 -] DocType(doc,filename) 9735 9736 Type a file into a document