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0002                                     Aiwnios.com
0003 
0004   Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC 
0005 backend(source code). I will show you how  to do cool stuff like write compilers 
0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you 
0007 about myself.
0008 
0009   My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a  HolyC 
0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I 
0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a 
0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
0013 
0014   Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or 
0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
0016 
0017   Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek 
0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
0019 
0020   I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
0021 
0022                                 AiwniosTube Beta
0023 
0024   A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
0025 
0026 AiwniosTube
0027 
0028                                    Irc Server
0029 
0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
0031 
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0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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0039                                   Shitpit Pt.3 Old Pt.2!!
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0066                                   4-2-25 Pt.2
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0068   If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it 
0069 repeatidly for fun.
0070 
0071                                   4-2-25 Pt.1
0072 
0073   Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow 
0074 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads.
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0077                                   4-1-25 Pt.3
0078 
0079   Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says 
0080 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat 
0081 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a 
0082 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish.
0083 
0084   Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because 
0085 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than 
0086 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not 
0087 written poems. I write compilers.
0088 
0089   Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object
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0091   POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME.
0092 
0093   In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A 
0094 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet 
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0096 
0097                                   4-1-25 Pt.2
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0099   So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find 
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0121   Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this:
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0123 -] Master matrix
0124   
0125       A  B  C  D
0126     A 1  1  0  0
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0135   Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too
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0137 -] Baby Matrix
0138   
0139       A  B  C
0140     A 1  1  1
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0142     B 0  1  1
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0147   Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration.
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0149   Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns
0150 -] Master matrix
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0152       B  C  D  A
0153     B 1  1  1  0
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0163   Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to 
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0169   Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely.
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0171   A [B C D]
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0184   Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum  gains.
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0186   If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you 
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0191                                   4-1-25 Pt.1
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0193   Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted.
0194 
0195                                   3-31-25 Pt.2
0196 
0197   People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why 
0198 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to 
0199 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero.
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0201                                   3-31-25 Pt.1
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0203   I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero 
0204 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a 
0205 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties.
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0207   I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone 
0208 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people.
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0210   Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and 
0211 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes.
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0213   I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is 
0214 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why 
0215 It is ficticious maybe.
0216 
0217                                   3-30-25 Pt.3
0218 
0219   Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to 
0220 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is 
0221 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things. 
0222 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him.
0223 
0224   The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking 
0225 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize 
0226 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil 
0227 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done.
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0230                                   3-30-25 Pt.2
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0232   Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help 
0233 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are 
0234 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont 
0235 actively seek to help people.
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0237   I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do 
0238 good for others.
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0240                                   3-30-25 Pt.1
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0242   I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf. 
0243 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like 
0244 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album 
0245 today.
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0247   I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than 
0248 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I 
0249 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days 
0250 worth of labor because I volenteer and work.
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0254   Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job 
0255 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you 
0256 could be working a real job.
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0260   I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to 
0261 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real 
0262 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work.
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0264   I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need 
0265 to overcome.
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0269                                   3-29-25 Pt.2
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0271   Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will 
0272 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom.
0273 
0274   I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my 
0275 answer. 
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0277                                   3-29-25 Pt.1
0278 
0279   Heres the mootherfucking  DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under 
0280 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered 
0281 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit.
0282 
0283   I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for 
0284 the D(oom).
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0286                                   3-28-25 Pt.4
0287 
0288   As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never 
0289 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The 
0290 burger people were just workers,nothing else.
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0292                                   3-28-25 Pt.3
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0294   Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I 
0295 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the 
0296 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision 
0297 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in 
0298 the prisions too.
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0300   Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does 
0301 not buy innocence at Walmart.
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0303                                   3-28-25 Pt.2
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0305   People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family 
0306 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your 
0307 sense of reality.
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0310                                   3-28-25 Pt.1
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0312   Im one of the good ones. Most autistic people I know are like really stupid. I 
0313 think families are the breeding grounds for the most fucked up aspects of 
0314 humanity. I dont know if it is me or my family,but growing up when we walked in 
0315 public we did not walk next to each other,we walked in the same direction 
0316 seperately. I read that austism/assburgers is common with people with eccentric 
0317 parents. Which is not suprising.
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0319   My parents seemed to be at odds with reality. They did seem to accept the 
0320 family was fucked up but wanted no one to see it. My dad may as well have been a 
0321 cult leader. I often wonder what goverment officals think about family life. 
0322 They can lie about their top secret things and extort people for information. I 
0323 would not want to be the son of a goverment person. I suppose that thier worth 
0324 be based on their values they hold,but that is abstract. Concretely I would not 
0325 like them as parents.
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0327   I dont have the goverment,you cannot hate something you cannot see and there 
0328 are worse goverments.
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0331                                   3-27-25 Pt.2
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0333   The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely 
0334 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look 
0335 in the mirror. I am not one of them.
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0337                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
0338 
0339   The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If 
0340 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with 
0341 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think 
0342 you can find it with a microscope.
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0344   The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not 
0345 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul 
0346 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a 
0347 plant.
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0349   You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain 
0350 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is 
0351 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars 
0352 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death.
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0354                                   3-27-25 Pt.1
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0356   NOTE: 
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0358     When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT 
0359 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY.
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0361                                   3-26-25 Pt.3
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0363   Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use 
0364 the play store.
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0366                                   3-26-25 Pt.2
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0368   There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer.
0369 
0370   People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They 
0371 will look in the mirror.
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0373   Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice 
0374 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits.
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0376   Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant 
0377 include it for legal reasons.
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0380                                   3-26-25 Pt.1
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0383    Bharat prays to Rsahba Lord,BahuBali prays to Marudeva,or maybe vice versa.
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0441                                   3-25-25 Pt.3
0442 
0443   DISCLIAMER:
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0445   I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to 
0446 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public.
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0451   Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the 
0452 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a 
0453 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word.
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0455                                   3-25-25 Pt.2
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0457   I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair 
0458 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to 
0459 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for 
0460 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic 
0461 papers while thinking and this site dont either.
0462 
0463                                   3-25-25 Pt.1
0464 
0465   A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for 
0466 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick.
0467 
0468                                   3-24-25 Pt.2
0469 
0470   The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks. 
0471 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too 
0472 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible 
0473 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit.
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0475                                   3-24-25 Pt.1
0476 
0477   Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with 
0478 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think 
0479 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a 
0480 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a 
0481 massive Jew hater.
0482 
0483   You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my 
0484 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays 
0485 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with 
0486 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son.
0487 
0488   This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point. 
0489 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed 
0490 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of 
0491 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness". 
0492 
0493   I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The 
0494 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me 
0495 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can 
0496 tell you about reality.
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0499   I may as well be a lesser KanYe.
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0501                                   3-23-25 Pt.2
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0503   Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks 
0504 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through 
0505 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a 
0506 fuck about the people I serve.
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0508   I wonder if the mask cares or me.
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0510                                   3-23-25 Pt.1
0511 
0512   Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for 
0513 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be 
0514 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it.
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0516                                   3-22-25 Pt.2
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0518   aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I 
0519 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning 
0520 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit
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0522                                   3-22-25 Pt.1
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0524   Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped 
0525 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs.
0526 
0527   I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had 
0528 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the 
0529 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all 
0530 fun.
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0532   I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about 
0533 poop and compilers all day and its fun.
0534 
0535   Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly 
0536 living in the same earth as Chris Chan
0537 
0538                                   3-21-25 Pt.1
0539 
0540    Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer 
0541 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com.
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0543 -] 1,Spam the IRC server
0544   
0545   The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or 
0546   better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts.
0547 
0548 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube
0549   
0550   AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload 
0551   lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP 
0552   headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's 
0553   legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are 
0554   smart)
0555 
0556 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com
0557    
0558   The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from 
0559   the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I 
0560   have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do 
0561   like Chinese software.
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0564                                   3-20-25 Pt.5
0565 
0566   Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I 
0567 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk.
0568 
0569                                   3-20-25 Pt.4
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0571   Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they 
0572 will vanish. 
0573                                   3-20-25 Pt.3
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0575   I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot" 
0576 who would say  "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old 
0577 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper 
0578 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose 
0579 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms.
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0581   It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple 
0582 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods.
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0586   The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices 
0587 in it which is cool.
0588 
0589   iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina.
0590      Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path.
0591 
0592                                   3-20-25 Pt.2
0593 
0594   Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life " 
0595 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no 
0596 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say 
0597 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the 
0598 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in 
0599 your vag is a good idea.
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0602   Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No???  You can keep your imperalism by 
0603 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then.
0604 
0605                                   3-20-25 Pt.1
0606 
0607   I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia  on 
0608 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to 
0609 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion.
0610 
0611                                   3-19-25 Pt.2
0612 
0613   They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like 
0614 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a 
0615 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities 
0616 that somehow purifies them.
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0618   Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your 
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0664                                   3-19-25 Pt.1
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0666   Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a 
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0669   I will commit later. Basically do this.
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0671 -] The Sexy Sauce
0672   
0673   -] Pt. 1
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0675     Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash 
0676     table).
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0700   -] Pt. 3
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0702        Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like 
0703     "the" and "to" can be filtured out if they are very common.
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0715                                   3-17-25 Pt.2
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0717   I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green. 
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0777                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
0778 
0779    The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret 
0780 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot. 
0781 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made 
0782 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write 
0783 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity.
0784 
0785   One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place.
0786 
0787                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
0788 
0789   I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly 
0790 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and 
0791 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no 
0792 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel 
0793 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was 
0794 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people.
0795 
0796   I will try to say less racist things.
0797 
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0800   Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont 
0801 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem.
0802 
0803                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
0804 
0805   I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but 
0806 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said 
0807 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently 
0808 offended gay people.
0809 
0810   I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed 
0811 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for 
0812 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad 
0813 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One 
0814 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes.
0815 
0816   Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He 
0817 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt 
0818 complete.
0819 
0820   She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something.
0821 
0822                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
0823 
0824   I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up. 
0825 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that 
0826 said person is a chimp.
0827 
0828                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
0829 
0830   I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen 
0831 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the 
0832 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked.
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0848                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
0849 
0850   I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump 
0851 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only 
0852 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way. 
0853 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will 
0854 not out of respect.
0855 
0856   I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for 
0857 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping 
0858 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because 
0859 Im sad. 
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0861   A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got 
0862 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard 
0863 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a 
0864 non-answer.
0865 
0866                                   3-13-25 Pt.4
0867 
0868   Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act 
0869 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people 
0870 must make educated decisions before acting.
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0872 
0873                                   3-13-25 Pt.3
0874 
0875   I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to 
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0878 
0879                                   3-13-25 Pt.2
0880 
0881   I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use 
0882 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they 
0883 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger.
0884 
0885                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
0886 
0887   People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in 
0888 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to 
0889 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz....
0890 
0891   This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably.
0892 
0893                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
0894 
0895   Light got turned into frozen matter or something 
0896 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A.
0897 
0898   Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter
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0900 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division,
0901 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool
0902 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter)
0903 .
0904                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
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0906 
0907   A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence 
0908 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY).
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0911 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}};
0912 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) {
0913   CD3 pr,p;
0914   pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x;
0915   pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y;
0916   pr.z=0;
0917   p.x=x-points[v].x;
0918   p.y=y-points[v].y;
0919   p.z=0;
0920   return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x;
0921 }
0922 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) {
0923   F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0));
0924   return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2));
0925 }
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0929                                   3-11-25 Pt.2
0930 
0931   Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser 
0932 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten 
0933 3D.
0934 
0935                                   3-11-25 Pt.1
0936 
0937   I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like 
0938 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when 
0939 presenting my Latin code
0940 
0941                                   3-10-25 Pt.4
0942 
0943   Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the 
0944 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms 
0945 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of. 
0946 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for 
0947 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse
0948 
0949   I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for 
0950 Latin Shit.
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0952                                   3-10-25 Pt.3
0953 
0954   Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of 
0955 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life 
0956 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing 
0957 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it 
0958 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh.
0959 
0960   In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives. 
0961 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too 
0962 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it.
0963 
0964                                   3-10-25 Pt.2
0965 
0966   The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write 
0967 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought. 
0968 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can 
0969 see.
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0971                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
0972 
0973   KanYe is a great singer.
0974 
0975                                   3-9-25 Pt.1
0976 
0977   Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit.
0978 
0979                                   3-8-25 Pt.5
0980 
0981  I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for 
0982 speed.
0983 
0984                                   3-8-25 Pt.4
0985 
0986   One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house 
0987 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search 
0988 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that 
0989 pain and death are inescapable.
0990 
0991   After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of 
0992 fate.
0993 
0994                                   3-8-25 Pt.3
0995 
0996   People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they 
0997 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real 
0998 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions. 
0999 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he 
1000 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and 
1001 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff.
1002 
1003   Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was 
1004 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards.
1005 
1006                                   3-8-25 Pt.2
1007 
1008   As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture 
1009 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded.
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1011   I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last 
1012 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so 
1013 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I 
1014 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis 
1015 Scott lit.
1016 
1017   I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x 
1018 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa 
1019 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views.
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1021   Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or 
1022 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a 
1023 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything.
1024 
1025   They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were 
1026 a fetus. I dont know.
1027                                   3-8-25 Pt.1
1028 
1029   People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in 
1030 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around 
1031 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much 
1032 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube.
1033 
1034   I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express 
1035 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know 
1036 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to 
1037 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs.
1038 
1039   I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not 
1040 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of 
1041 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go 
1042 away.
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1047   The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn 
1048 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper).
1049 
1050   It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but 
1051 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin.
1052 
1053                                   3-7-25 Pt.3
1054 
1055   Hitler is remmbered as a bad man.  People remember things based on values. I 
1056 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world 
1057 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of 
1058 dharma who also killed lots of people.
1059 
1060   I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but 
1061 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant 
1062 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards.
1063 
1064   People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age 
1065 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say  the the hadiths are mostly 
1066 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots 
1067 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual 
1068 way.
1069 
1070  So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without 
1071 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is 
1072 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a 
1073 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical 
1074 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did 
1075 it get here.
1076 
1077   Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran 
1078 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7 
1079 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing.
1080  
1081   I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a 
1082 stupid idea whatsover.`
1083 
1084                                   3-7-25 Pt.2
1085 
1086   I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow.
1087 
1088                                   3-7-25 Pt.1
1089 
1090   Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont 
1091 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end 
1092 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing.
1093 
1094   I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I 
1095 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental 
1096 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had 
1097 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the 
1098 Bible.
1099 
1100   I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious 
1101 beliefs.
1102 
1103   There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is 
1104 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the 
1105 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the 
1106 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who 
1107 are banished.
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1109   A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the 
1110 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things.
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1112   If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music. 
1113 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called 
1114 thinking.
1115 
1116 
1117                                   3-6-25 Pt.4
1118 
1119   The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings 
1120 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just 
1121 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes 
1122 reality in few words.
1123 
1124   I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into 
1125 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy.
1126 
1127                                   3-6-25 Pt.3
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1286                                   3-5-25 Pt.3
1287 
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1290 
1291                                   3-5-25 Pt.2
1292 
1293   UPDATE:
1294 
1295     I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had 
1296 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck.
1297 
1298                                   3-5-25 Pt.1
1299 
1300   If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I 
1301 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing 
1302 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know 
1303 if pigs cout as furries though.
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1306   Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant 
1307 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma.  I was reading about Kim 
1308 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit.
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1310   He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese 
1311 piglet from Weendie the Pooh.
1312 
1313   He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to 
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1370                           3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus)
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1372   I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit 
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1375   As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your 
1376 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff 
1377 like this.
1378 
1379   I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text  
1380 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin.
1381 
1382 
1383                                   3-4-25 Pt.3
1384 
1385   Doom has a nice depiction of hell.
1386 
1387                                   3-4-25 Pt.2
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1389   I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice 
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1438                                   3-4-25 Pt.1
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1440   People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of 
1441 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way 
1442 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer 
1443 the land for him.
1444 
1445   I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which 
1446 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no 
1447 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS.
1448 
1449   Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around 
1450 as it conquered stuff
1451 
1452                                   3-3-25 Pt.3
1453 
1454   Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they 
1455 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed.
1456 
1457                                   3-3-25 Pt.2
1458 
1459   Sorry Austin,I really do apologize.
1460 
1461                                   3-3-25 Pt.1
1462 
1463   The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is 
1464 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel 
1465 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom 
1466 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from 
1467 ID is hacky as fuck.
1468 
1469   For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my 
1470 fault but ID softwares fualt. 
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1472 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of 
1473 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1. 
1474   Source.
1475 
1476   This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble 
1477 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret 
1478 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok.
1479 
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1482   Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the 
1483 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor. 
1484 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to 
1485 render the level properly.
1486 
1487                                   3-2-25 Pt.6
1488 
1489   I played minecraft as a kid.
1490 
1491                                   3-2-25 Pt.5
1492 
1493   Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap 
1494 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right 
1495 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person 
1496 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that 
1497 rap music by KanYe is ok  but it is still mind numbingly stupid.
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1499   I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda 
1500 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2).
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1502   I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk. 
1503 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation.
1504 
1505                                   3-2-25 Pt.4
1506 
1507   A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus 
1508 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of 
1509 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras 
1510 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just 
1511 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the 
1512 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them.
1513 
1514   The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called 
1515 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it 
1516 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by 
1517 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it.
1518 
1519                                   3-2-25 Pt.3
1520 
1521   One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak 
1522 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists 
1523 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only 
1524 opinion.
1525 
1526   Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world 
1527 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the 
1528 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says 
1529 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason.
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1531   It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and 
1532 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth.
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1534   I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace". 
1535 I could study scripture more,this is good.
1536 
1537                                   3-2-25 Pt.2
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1539   Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I 
1540 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say 
1541 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak 
1542 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth.
1543 
1544   Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to 
1545 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept 
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1547 
1548   You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling 
1549 you about his opinions. I am  entertaining various claims. You probably wont be 
1550 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you 
1551 came in with.
1552 
1553  As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about 
1554 entertaining claims and people.
1555 
1556                                   3-2-25 Pt.1
1557 
1558   Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice. 
1559 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I 
1560 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of 
1561 repentance.
1562 
1563   Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking 
1564 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but 
1565 facts must be represented.
1566 
1567   Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no. 
1568 Idk.
1569 
1570                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
1571 
1572   Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he 
1573 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end 
1574 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u 
1575 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like 
1576 "sort","uniq",and "cut"
1577 
1578                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
1579 
1580   I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job". 
1581 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has 
1582 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through 
1583 power" like a good leader should do.
1584 
1585  Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n 
1586 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer 
1587 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the 
1588 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought.
1589 
1590   Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a 
1591 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump 
1592 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things.
1593 
1594   Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems 
1595 to have) come to morality like Bharata.
1596 
1597    Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we 
1598 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God.
1599 
1600   A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali 
1601 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats 
1602 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation.
1603 
1604   The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric 
1605 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on 
1606 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America.
1607 
1608                                   2-27-25 Pt.2
1609 
1610   I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was 
1611 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night.
1612 
1613   I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot 
1614 sleep when I need to program something lit              .
1615 
1616                                   2-27-25 Pt.1
1617 
1618   One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain 
1619 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have 
1620 acquired Godhood.
1621 
1622   With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a 
1623 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap 
1624 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties.
1625 
1626   I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I 
1627 hear
1628 
1629                                   2-26-25 Pt.1
1630 
1631   OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun 
1632 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them. 
1633 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why 
1634 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out.
1635   
1636   Look at this shit 
1637 
1638   1464018+0 records out
1639   749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec)
1640 
1641   Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like 
1642 10 year old flash drives.
1643                                   2-25-25 Pt.4
1644 
1645   There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not 
1646 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt. 
1647 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead 
1648 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside.
1649 
1650   My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto 
1651 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually  caring 
1652 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to 
1653 my parents then my parents would turn on them.
1654 
1655                                   2-25-25 Pt.3
1656 
1657   I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of 
1658 multiple words,and not just one word.
1659 
1660                                   2-25-25 Pt.2
1661 
1662   I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth 
1663 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for 
1664 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good 
1665 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars.
1666 
1667   Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I 
1668 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not 
1669 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to 
1670 have a whole picture.
1671 
1672                                   2-25-25 Pt.1
1673   
1674   Lil Pump is fuckin Genius.
1675 
1676                                   2-24-25 Pt.2
1677 
1678   For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or 
1679 something . This way you can add support for other languages.
1680 
1681                                   2-24-25 Pt.1
1682 
1683   I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont 
1684 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the 
1685 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if 
1686 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it.
1687 
1688   Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly 
1689 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting 
1690 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock.
1691 
1692   The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and 
1693 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For 
1694 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra 
1695 maybe.
1696   
1697                                   2-23-25 Pt.5
1698 
1699   There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of 
1700 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much 
1701 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel.
1702 
1703   I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection 
1704 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My 
1705 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing.
1706   
1707                                   2-23-25 Pt.4
1708 
1709   I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a 
1710 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by 
1711 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting.
1712 
1713   He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk.
1714 
1715                                   2-23-25 Pt.3
1716 
1717   Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing 
1718 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights.
1719 
1720  PROOF,I literally dont see the difference?
1721 
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1744 
1745                                   2-23-25 Pt.2
1746 
1747  
1748 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater
1749 
1750                                   2-23-25 Pt.1
1751 
1752   Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my 
1753 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people 
1754 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks 
1755 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek.
1756 
1757   The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is 
1758 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt 
1759 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek.
1760 
1761   Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit
1762 
1763   Latin 1st conjugation.
1764 
1765                               2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
1766 
1767   As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack 
1768 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like 
1769 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool 
1770 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video 
1771 games are consumerism garbage. 
1772 
1773   I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it 
1774 intended for a nich aucdience.
1775 
1776   I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to 
1777 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
1778 
1779                                   2-20-25 Pt.2
1780 
1781   There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are 
1782 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell 
1783 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a 
1784 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present. 
1785 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We 
1786 listen to people as they tell stories.
1787 
1788   My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I 
1789 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
1790 
1791                                   2-20-25 Pt.1
1792 
1793   There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the 
1794 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes 
1795 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
1796 
1797 
1798                                   2-18-25 Pt.1
1799 
1800   MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel 
1801 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I 
1802 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people. 
1803 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes 
1804 during class in the computer lab.
1805 
1806   One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get 
1807 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what 
1808 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He 
1809 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my 
1810 best days were in the younger years.
1811 
1812                                   2-17-25 Pt.2
1813 
1814   I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its 
1815 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i 
1816 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I 
1817 should probably learn them.
1818 
1819   Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a 
1820 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having 
1821 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how 
1822 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first 
1823 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
1824 
1825   I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with 
1826 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program 
1827 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar 
1828 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly. 
1829 
1830   I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive 
1831 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was 
1832 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He 
1833 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots 
1834 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
1835 
1836   Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell 
1837 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
1838 
1839 
1840                                   2-17-25 Pt.1
1841 
1842   Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I 
1843 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in 
1844 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of 
1845 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally 
1846 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under 
1847 ptrace(gdb x homies). 
1848 
1849   If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are 
1850 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios 
1851 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a 
1852 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
1853 
1854   My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and 
1855 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash. 
1856 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
1857 
1858   While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the 
1859 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
1860 
1861   
1862 
1863                                   3-16-25 Pt.4
1864 
1865   The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via 
1866 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who 
1867 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make 
1868 sense of peoples' silence.
1869 
1870   I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made 
1871 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk 
1872 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went 
1873 insane looking for an answer.
1874 
1875   I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is 
1876 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into 
1877 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
1878 
1879   I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring 
1880 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought 
1881 it was funny.
1882 
1883   I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was 
1884 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
1885 
1886                                   3-16-25 Pt.3
1887 
1888   Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for 
1889 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food 
1890 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored 
1891 more than a sane person.
1892 
1893   Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be 
1894 very cringe. 
1895 
1896   I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be 
1897 able to do it.
1898 
1899                                   3-16-25 Pt.2
1900 
1901   I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and 
1902 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
1903 
1904                                   3-16-25 Pt.1
1905 
1906   The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions 
1907 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS 
1908 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure 
1909 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8 
1910 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
1911 
1912   struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
1913   struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers 
1914 end at 0xf8*/
1915   memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
1916   new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
1917   __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
1918 
1919 
1920                                   3-15-25 Pt.2
1921 
1922   I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before 
1923 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought 
1924 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is 
1925 addicting.
1926 
1927   I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear 
1928 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so 
1929 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds 
1930 like the words.
1931 
1932                                   3-15-25 Pt.1
1933 
1934   I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread 
1935 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in 
1936 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread 
1937 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out 
1938 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the 
1939 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in 
1940 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a 
1941 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
1942 
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1951 
1952   Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much 
1953 work.
1954                                   3-14-25 Pt.3
1955 
1956   OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even 
1957 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to 
1958 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is 
1959 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when 
1960 you return to C space.
1961 
1962   I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the 
1963 fuck.
1964 
1965                                   3-14-25 Pt.2
1966 
1967   Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or 
1968 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
1969 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
1970 
1971 
1972   That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
1973 
1974   The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
1975 
1976 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
1977 
1978 
1979   Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
1980 
1981 
1982                                   3-14-25 Pt.1
1983 
1984   IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the 
1985 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K  retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok 
1986 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a 
1987 framebuffer.
1988 
1989                                   3-13-25 Pt.1
1990 
1991   Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs 
1992 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I 
1993 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into 
1994 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation  or something 
1995 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat  file.
1996 
1997  I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows 
1998 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that 
1999 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or 
2000 something. I will ammend  tommorow. This runs like shit.
2001 
2002 
2003                                   3-12-25 Pt.3
2004 
2005   Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks 
2006 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make 
2007 laws that serve no-one.
2008 
2009                                   3-12-25 Pt.2
2010 
2011   Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there 
2012 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates 
2013 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
2014 
2015   This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the 
2016 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and 
2017 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and 
2018 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with 
2019 retards.
2020 
2021   The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being 
2022 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true 
2023 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will 
2024 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
2025 
2026   If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is 
2027 9 you have no leg to stand on.
2028 
2029   People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound 
2030 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
2031 
2032                                   3-12-25 Pt.1
2033 
2034   I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each 
2035 other
2036 
2037                                   3-10-25 Pt.1
2038 
2039   I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the 
2040 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
2041 
2042                                   2-9-25 Pt.1
2043 
2044   Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
2045 
2046                                   2-8-25 Pt.2
2047 
2048   My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to 
2049 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
2050 
2051                                   2-8-25 Pt.1
2052 
2053   My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After 
2054 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of 
2055 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is 
2056 cheating.
2057 
2058                                   2-7-25 Pt.1
2059 
2060   Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the 
2061 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they 
2062 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is 
2063 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
2064 
2065   I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do 
2066 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have 
2067 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to 
2068 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level 
2069 math.
2070 
2071   Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to 
2072 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have 
2073 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless 
2074 sexuality would  favor gayness over reality studies.
2075 
2076   You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering 
2077 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it 
2078 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand 
2079 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC 
2080 expirence.
2081 
2082                                   2-6-25 Pt.2
2083 
2084   Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
2085 
2086                                   2-6-25 Pt.1
2087 
2088   I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
2089 -] Bugs
2090   
2091   -] Aiwntube names with spaces
2092     
2093     Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
2094   
2095   -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
2096     
2097     Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old 
2098     sources for gihon.
2099   
2100 
2101 
2102                                   2-4-25 Pt.3
2103 
2104   There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a 
2105 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant 
2106 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I 
2107 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get 
2108 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
2109 
2110   I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the 
2111 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from 
2112 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul 
2113 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
2114 
2115   Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in 
2116 a confused world.  
2117 
2118 
2119                                   2-4-25 Pt.2
2120 
2121   I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light 
2122 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make 
2123 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions. 
2124 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for 
2125 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to 
2126 make something I would play.
2127 
2128   I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly 
2129 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a 
2130 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and 
2131 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming 
2132 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok. 
2133 
2134  The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit 
2135 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I 
2136 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The 
2137 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
2138 
2139                                   2-4-25 Pt.1
2140 
2141   I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns 
2142 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be 
2143 able to kick thier heads around.
2144 
2145                                   2-2-25 Pt.4
2146 
2147   There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I 
2148 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega 
2149 Genesis.
2150 
2151   Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap 
2152 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that 
2153 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows 
2154 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you 
2155 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the 
2156 other levels.
2157 
2158                                   2-2-25 Pt.3
2159 
2160   The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill 
2161 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the 
2162 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer 
2163 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to 
2164 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
2165 
2166   After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff 
2167 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took 
2168 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
2169 
2170   This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the 
2171 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead 
2172 father cannot accept alms.
2173 
2174                                   2-2-25 Pt.2
2175 
2176   Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of 
2177 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s 
2178 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not 
2179 be historical.
2180 
2181                                   2-2-25 Pt.1
2182 
2183   I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use 
2184 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I 
2185 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is 
2186 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
2187 
2188                                   2-1-25 Pt.1
2189 
2190   I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the 
2191 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P. 
2192 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a 
2193 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit 
2194 may be coming in about a week.
2195 
2196   I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I 
2197 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture 
2198 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier 
2199 hood.
2200 
2201  As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded 
2202 really fun.
2203 
2204                                   1-28-25 Pt.3
2205 
2206   As the Lords of the Universe instructed,      
2207   by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
2208 
2209   Service to others,brothers and mothers,
2210   seek the Dharma of the Jains
2211 
2212   For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
2213   Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
2214   I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
2215   though you ask for it not.
2216 
2217   Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
2218   Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
2219   
2220   
2221                                   1-29-25 Pt.1
2222 
2223   Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of 
2224 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I 
2225 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am 
2226 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
2227 
2228   Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am 
2229 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig 
2230 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made 
2231 simular animations myself.
2232 
2233   There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a 
2234 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these 
2235 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect 
2236 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon. 
2237 I have parasite mentality.
2238 
2239   NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites. 
2240 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
2241 
2242                                   1-28-25 Pt.2
2243 
2244   It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no 
2245 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting 
2246 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er 
2247 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone 
2248 to dance without music.
2249 
2250   If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
2251 
2252                                   1-28-25 Pt.1
2253 
2254   The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a 
2255 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and 
2256 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be 
2257 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about 
2258 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or 
2259 human nature.
2260 
2261   I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was 
2262 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to 
2263 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and 
2264 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
2265 
2266   He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a 
2267 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
2268 
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2270 
2271                                   1-27-25 Pt.5
2272 
2273   Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo 
2274 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms 
2275 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain 
2276 scripture. Very impressive stuff
2277 
2278 
2279                                   1-27-25 Pt.4
2280 
2281   I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted 
2282 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
2283 
2284   The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior 
2285 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good 
2286 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed 
2287 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or 
2288 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
2289 
2290   You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with 
2291 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their 
2292 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If 
2293 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
2294 
2295                                   1-27-25 Pt.3
2296 
2297   Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it 
2298 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it 
2299 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$ 
2300 did this or a toy did this.  I would ideally like to buy a computer off of 
2301 amazon without an OS.
2302 
2303   Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or 
2304 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
2305 
2306                                   1-27-25 Pt.2
2307 
2308   Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is 
2309 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see 
2310 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear 
2311 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
2312 
2313                                   1-27-25 Pt.1
2314 
2315   When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went 
2316 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV 
2317 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is 
2318 composed of TV are very boring.
2319 
2320   I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV 
2321 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that 
2322 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
2323 
2324   When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they 
2325 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things. 
2326 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are 
2327 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
2328 
2329   The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need 
2330 to understand values and not faces.
2331 
2332                                   1-24-25 Pt.3
2333 
2334   If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself 
2335 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle 
2336 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person 
2337 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com 
2338 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
2339 
2340   I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think 
2341 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
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2380   One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could 
2381 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could 
2382 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and 
2383 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the 
2384 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
2385 
2386   He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood. 
2387 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his 
2388 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
2389 
2390   His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and 
2391 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about 
2392 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man 
2393 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from 
2394 misfortune.
2395 
2396 
2397                                   1-24-25 Pt.2
2398 
2399   NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
2400 
2401                                   1-24-25 Pt.1
2402 
2403   I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get 
2404 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump 
2405 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like 
2406 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and 
2407 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed 
2408 your bullfrogs.
2409 
2410   I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it 
2411 will be a day or two.
2412 
2413                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
2414 
2415   Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird 
2416 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
2417 
2418                                   1-23-25 Pt.4
2419 
2420   A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains. 
2421 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold 
2422 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The 
2423 villages then respected the muni. 
2424 
2425   Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One 
2426 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in 
2427 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and 
2428 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
2429 
2430 
2431                                   1-23-25 Pt.3
2432 
2433   The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws 
2434 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise 
2435 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to 
2436 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason 
2437 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical 
2438 morals is ok.
2439 
2440  Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and 
2441 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise 
2442 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
2443 
2444   You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am 
2445 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They 
2446 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
2447 
2448   Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road 
2449 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
2450 
2451                                   1-23-25 Pt.2
2452 
2453   Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his 
2454 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for 
2455 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic 
2456 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose 
2457 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others 
2458 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a 
2459 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of 
2460 combating said hypthotical evil.
2461 
2462   I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are 
2463 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for 
2464 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will 
2465 forget it.
2466 
2467                                   1-23-25 Pt.1
2468 
2469   I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and 
2470 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke 
2471 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it 
2472 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get 
2473 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault. 
2474 Fault rests in intention.
2475 
2476   He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job 
2477 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here 
2478 have a vendeta against him.
2479 
2480                                   1-22-25 Pt.3
2481 
2482   I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the 
2483 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go 
2484 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around 
2485 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts 
2486 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes 
2487 he caused more trauma.
2488 
2489   A good person learns from the follies of others.
2490 
2491                                   1-22-25 Pt.2
2492 
2493   Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have 
2494 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you. 
2495 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
2496 
2497   I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a 
2498 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It 
2499 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family 
2500 depression and happiness.
2501 
2502   Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product. 
2503 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
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2531 
2532   Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and 
2533 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the 
2534 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider 
2535 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
2536 
2537 
2538                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
2539 
2540   I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted 
2541 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite 
2542 runnin' in Japan.
2543 
2544                             1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
2545 
2546   Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to 
2547 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job 
2548 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same 
2549 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them 
2550 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog 
2551 porn.
2552 
2553   I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I 
2554 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good 
2555 subsitute for parenting your children.
2556 
2557   Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil 
2558 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny 
2559 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at 
2560 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion  which was a big help. 
2561 
2562   Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a 
2563 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say 
2564 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw 
2565 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
2566 
2567   Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
2568 
2569                                  12-20-25 Pt.1
2570 
2571   I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
2572 
2573                                  12-18-25 Pt.4
2574 
2575   I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
2576 
2577                                  12-18-25 Pt.3
2578 
2579   Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen 
2580 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would 
2581 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
2582 
2583   Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
2584 
2585                                  12-18-25 Pt.2
2586 
2587   I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the 
2588 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for 
2589 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
2590 
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2593                                  12-18-25 Pt.1
2594 
2595   FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file 
2596 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
2597 
2598   I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
2599 
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2601                                  12-17-25 Pt.2
2602  
2603   IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so 
2604 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into 
2605 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows. 
2606 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at 
2607 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the 
2608 Hill and Robot Chicken. 
2609 
2610   I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer 
2611 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking 
2612 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment 
2613 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
2614 
2615   There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies 
2616 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
2617 
2618   I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think 
2619 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
2620 
2621   I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in 
2622 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America 
2623 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill 
2624 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be 
2625 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard 
2626 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
2627 
2628                                  12-17-25 Pt.1
2629 
2630   I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard 
2631 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I 
2632 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled 
2633 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my 
2634 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
2635 
2636   I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow 
2637 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
2638 
2639                                  12-16-25 Pt.3
2640  
2641   I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of 
2642 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have 
2643 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a 
2644 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things 
2645 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
2646 
2647   I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for 
2648 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC. 
2649 I dont thnik she is lying.
2650 
2651                                  12-16-25 Pt.2
2652 
2653  I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they 
2654 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and 
2655 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
2656 
2657   This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I 
2658 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good. 
2659 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if 
2660 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
2661 
2662   I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo 
2663 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so 
2664 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
2665 
2666   Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a 
2667 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so 
2668 maybe.
2669   
2670 
2671                                  12-16-25 Pt.1
2672 
2673  5 More days till 21 Savage day.
2674 
2675                                  12-15-25 Pt.1
2676 
2677   When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when 
2678 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat 
2679 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
2680 
2681   I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They 
2682 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a 
2683 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent 
2684 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
2685 
2686   Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common 
2687 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care 
2688 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have 
2689 tardlets.
2690 
2691   Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than 
2692 assuming you are qualified to do so.
2693 
2694   
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2696                                  12-14-25 Pt.2
2697 
2698   You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People 
2699 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people 
2700 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do 
2701 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best 
2702 left in the cosmic void.
2703 
2704   Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need 
2705 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both 
2706 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
2707 
2708 
2709                                  12-14-25 Pt.1
2710 
2711   TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a 
2712 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice 
2713 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K 
2714 album. 
2715 
2716   Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for 
2717 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash 
2718 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM 
2719 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
2720 
2721   Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a 
2722 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and 
2723 poop.
2724 
2725   Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to 
2726 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
2727 
2728   I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people 
2729 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it 
2730 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and 
2731 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
2732 
2733   I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not 
2734 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
2735 
2736                                  12-13-25 Pt.2
2737 
2738   I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im 
2739 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering 
2740 using bounding boxes.
2741 
2742                                  12-13-25 Pt.1
2743 
2744   I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It 
2745 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if 
2746 the thing is in a cell. 
2747 
2748   This is a Cohen Sutherland  bounding box/clippin algorithm
2749 
2750   //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
2751   #define CS_INSIDE 0
2752   #define CS_LEFT 1
2753   #define CS_RIGHT 2
2754   #define CS_BOTTOM 4
2755   #define CS_TOP 8
2756   I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
2757     I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
2758     if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
2759       if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
2760         return r;
2761     if(x<tx)
2762       r|=CS_LEFT;
2763     else if(x>tx+1.)
2764       r|=CS_RIGHT;
2765     if(y<ty)
2766       r|=CS_BOTTOM;
2767     else if(y>ty+1.)
2768       r|=CS_TOP;
2769     return r;
2770   }
2771   I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
2772     Bool accept=FALSE;
2773     I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2774     I64 oc_max;
2775     F64 x,y;
2776     if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
2777       if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
2778         return TRUE;
2779     if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
2780       if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
2781         return TRUE;
2782    
2783     while(1) {
2784       if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
2785         accept=TRUE;
2786         break;
2787       } else if(oc1&oc2){
2788         break;
2789       } else {
2790         oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
2791         if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
2792         y=ty+1;
2793   xstyle:
2794         x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
2795         } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
2796         y=ty;
2797         goto xstyle;
2798         } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
2799         x=tx+1;
2800   ystyle:
2801         y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
2802         } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
2803         x=tx;
2804         goto ystyle;
2805         }
2806         if(oc_max==oc1) {
2807         x0=x;
2808         y0=y;
2809         oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
2810         } else {
2811         x1=x;
2812         y1=y;
2813         oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2814         }
2815       }
2816     }
2817     return accept;
2818   }
2819 
2820 
2821 
2822                                   1-12-25 Pt.1
2823 
2824   I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple 
2825 MAlloc arenas.
2826 
2827   In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
2828 
2829   If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you 
2830 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on 
2831 failure).
2832 
2833 
2834 _Misc_LBts:
2835 Misc_LBts:
2836   lsr x3,x1,3
2837   and x1,x1,0x7
2838   add x0,x3,x0
2839 .L_Bts_0:
2840   ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
2841   mov x4,1
2842   lslv w4,w4,w1
2843   tst w3,w4
2844   cset x5, ne
2845   orr w3,w3,w4
2846   stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
2847   cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
2848   mov x0,x5
2849   ret
2850 
2851 In X86 it looks like this
2852 
2853 
2854   LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
2855 
2856 
2857   You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want 
2858 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then 
2859 you can use the result.
2860 
2861   X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old 
2862 value in rr.
2863 
2864   I was trying to do this today.
2865 
2866 
2867 //Cant do this atommically easily
2868 //Remove  cn
2869 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0)  { //Subtract
2870   CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
2871 } else {
2872   goto new_arena_slab;
2873 }
2874 
2875   It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads 
2876 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
2877 
2878 
2879                                   1-10-25 Pt.1
2880 
2881   It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course 
2882 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify 
2883 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has 
2884 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think 
2885 about much other that eating.
2886 
2887   The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not 
2888 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around 
2889 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change 
2890 every year.
2891 
2892   A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death 
2893 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing. 
2894 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything 
2895 end up unable to buy anything.
2896 
2897   I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into 
2898 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and 
2899 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
2900 
2901   Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals 
2902 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly 
2903 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of 
2904 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no 
2905 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
2906 
2907   A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a 
2908 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think 
2909 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a 
2910 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that 
2911 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
2912 
2913   I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical 
2914 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack 
2915 of focus on something.
2916   
2917                                   1-9-25 Pt.1
2918 
2919   It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or 
2920 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays 
2921 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about 
2922 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I 
2923 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try 
2924 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
2925 
2926                                   1-8-25 Pt.1
2927 
2928   Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself 
2929 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were 
2930 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
2931   
2932                                   1-7-25 Pt.3
2933 
2934   Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using 
2935 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because 
2936 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you 
2937 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the 
2938 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or 
2939 wayland,pick your posion).
2940 
2941   All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux 
2942 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM". 
2943 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything 
2944 not releated to running text programs.
2945 
2946   Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on 
2947 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python). 
2948 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to 
2949 package software for the peguin.
2950 
2951   Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers 
2952 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a 
2953 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman 
2954 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as 
2955 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who 
2956 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
2957 
2958  Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is.
2959 
2960 
2961 
2962 
2963 <18>

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2965 
2966 
2967 
2968 
2969 
2970 
2971 
2972 
2973 
2974 
2975 
2976 
2977 
2978 
2979 
2980   This is a joke  ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe 
2981 linux is a slightly better version of DOS.
2982 
2983 
2984 
2985 
2986                                   1-7-25 Pt.2
2987 
2988   MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy 
2989 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into 
2990 user directories).
2991 
2992   This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate 
2993 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference 
2994 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2) 
2995 directory. 
2996 
2997 
2998 
2999                                   1-7-25 Pt.1
3000 
3001   Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
3002 
3003                                   1-5-25 Pt.2
3004   
3005   Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's 
3006 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was 
3007 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many 
3008 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her 
3009 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when 
3010 we see reality.
3011 
3012                                   1-5-25 Pt.1
3013 
3014   There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the 
3015 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the 
3016 enlightented.
3017 
3018   Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to 
3019 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
3020 
3021   The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did 
3022 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through 
3023 the ages.
3024 
3025                                   1-4-25 Pt.1
3026 
3027  1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because 
3028 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a 
3029 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw 
3030 a play.
3031 <19>

3032 
3033 
3034 
3035 
3036 
3037 
3038 
3039 
3040 
3041 
3042 
3043 
3044 
3045 
3046 
3047   In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so 
3048 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found 
3049 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were 
3050 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
3051 
3052   After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the 
3053 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry 
3054 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif 
3055 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman.
3056 
3057 
3058                                   1-3-25 Pt.1
3059 
3060   AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines. 
3061 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to 
3062 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without 
3063 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions 
3064 that work always.
3065 
3066   I will need to work   on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the 
3067 overhead  of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn 
3068 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy 
3069 logic wont be too massive. This basically  entails turning the learned inputs 
3070 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to 
3071 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
3072 
3073                                   1-2-25 Pt.1
3074 
3075   The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang 
3076 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too 
3077 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake. 
3078 
3079   The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for 
3080 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for 
3081 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not 
3082 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
3083 
3084   Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the 
3085 opposites we realize its value.
3086   
3087                                   1-1-25 Pt.2
3088 
3089   One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness 
3090 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the 
3091 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord 
3092 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our 
3093 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
3094 
3095                                   1-1-25 Pt.1
3096 
3097   I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in 
3098 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a 
3099 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it 
3100 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
3101 
3102   I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like 
3103 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the 
3104 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for 
3105 money.
3106 
3107   I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes  so that it doesnt loose 
3108 informaion while "learning".
3109 <20>

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3111 
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3113 
3114 
3115 
3116 
3117 
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3131 
3132 
3133 
3134 
3135 
3136                                  12-31-24 Pt.1
3137 
3138   Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I 
3139 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs 
3140 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will 
3141 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the 
3142 player. They just choose a spot where the player  cant see them but its stupid.
3143 
3144   I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play 
3145 against.
3146   
3147                                  12-30-24 Pt.1
3148  
3149  Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once 
3150 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was 
3151 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as 
3152 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
3153 
3154   She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life 
3155 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do 
3156 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the 
3157 vhelicle of the witch,
3158 
3159 
3160                                  12-29-24 Pt.3
3161 
3162   AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt 
3163 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not 
3164 useful except for building cool stuff with.
3165 
3166                                  12-29-24 Pt.2
3167 
3168   Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to 
3169 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is 
3170 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for 
3171 FrogsEngine
3172 <21>

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3174 
3175 
3176 
3177 
3178 
3179 
3180 
3181 
3182 
3183 
3184 
3185 
3186 
3187 
3188                                  12-29-24 Pt.1
3189 
3190   The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they 
3191 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to 
3192 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I 
3193 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
3194 
3195  Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going 
3196 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is 
3197 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you 
3198 read it like fread in C.
3199 
3200                                  12-27-24 Pt.2
3201 
3202   Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things. 
3203 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true. 
3204 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the 
3205 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep 
3206 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents 
3207 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids 
3208 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
3209 
3210   The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power 
3211 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout 
3212 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree 
3213 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the 
3214 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never 
3215 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed. 
3216 
3217  Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy 
3218 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that 
3219 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person  in real life. They love me when I feed 
3220 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me 
3221 with suspicion.
3222 
3223   It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
3224 
3225                                  12-26-24 Pt.1
3226 
3227   At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I 
3228 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view 
3229 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra 
3230 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics 
3231 routines.
3232 
3233 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it 
3234 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have 
3235 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about 
3236 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i 
3237 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC 
3238 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
3239 
3240 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint 
3241 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no 
3242 complicated APIs exist.
3243 
3244 
3245                             12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
3246 
3247   Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had  a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye 
3248 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See 
3249 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the 
3250 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
3251 
3252                            12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
3253 
3254   There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he 
3255 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man 
3256 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking 
3257 son,"you  are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but 
3258 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
3259 
3260  The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A 
3261 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches 
3262 themselves.
3263 
3264 
3265                                  12-24-24 Pt.1
3266 
3267   Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF 
3268 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of 
3269 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how 
3270 to read data from the end of an executable.
3271 
3272   #include <stdio.h>
3273   #include <stdint.h>
3274   #include <string.h>
3275   int main(int argc,char **argv) {
3276     char signature[9];
3277     signature[8]=0;
3278   
3279     FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
3280     //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
3281     fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
3282     fread(signature,1,8,f);
3283     if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
3284       uint64_t off;
3285       fread(&off,1,8,f);
3286       fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
3287       //Read the data.
3288      printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
3289     }
3290   } 
3291   Do This: 
3292   
3293   gcc ass.c
3294   printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
3295   ./a.out
3296                                  12-23-24 Pt.2
3297 Initiation of Candana
           
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3321 
3322 
3323 
3324 
3325 
3326                                  12-23-24 Pt.1
3327 
3328   I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not 
3329 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have 
3330 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch. 
3331 
3332                                  12-22-24 Pt.2
3333 
3334   I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating 
3335 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way 
3336 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being 
3337 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan 
3338 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive 
3339 X86_64 machine.
3340 
3341                                  12-22-24 Pt.1
3342 
3343   I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord.
3344 <23>

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3348 
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3359                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
3360 
3361   Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis 
3362 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe.
3363 
3364                            12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
3365 
3366   Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things 
3367 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have 
3368 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities. 
3369 
3370                                  12-20-24 Pt.1
3371 
3372   People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it 
3373 because they love themselves  and want their children to please them.
3374 
3375   I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People 
3376 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family. 
3377 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
3378 
3379                                  12-19-24 Pt.1 
3380 
3381   Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios 
3382 on raw hardware(FPGA).
3383 
3384                                  12-18-24 Pt.2 
3385 
3386   Lord Mahavir  encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had 
3387 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs 
3388 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems. 
3389 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race 
3390 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
3391 
3392                                  12-18-24 Pt.1 
3393 
3394   I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged 
3395 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his 
3396 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they 
3397 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow 
3398 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his 
3399 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth. 
3400 
3401   Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too 
3402 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged 
3403 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins 
3404 amoung each-other.
3405 
3406   The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at 
3407 me. They probably think I am a retard.
3408                                  12-17-24 Pt.4
3409 
3410   Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as 
3411 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try 
3412 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
3413 
3414                                  12-17-24 Pt.3
3415 
3416   People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute 
3417 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck 
3418 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is 
3419 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the 
3420 misleading implications of the words being used.
3421 
3422   If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids' 
3423 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people 
3424 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are 
3425 refering to.
3426 
3427   NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is 
3428 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This 
3429 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually 
3430 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have 
3431 sex in real life.
3432 
3433   OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid 
3434 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults 
3435 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization 
3436 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of 
3437 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is 
3438 stupid.
3439 
3440   Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
3441 
3442 
3443                                  12-17-24 Pt.2 
3444 
3445   Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good 
3446 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today. 
3447 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
3448 
3449 
3450                                  12-17-24 Pt.1
3451 
3452   I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature 
3453 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over 
3454 the neighborhood.
3455 
3456   Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and 
3457 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I 
3458 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
3459 
3460   In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
3461 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be 
3462 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
3463 
3464  I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a 
3465 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
3466 
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3468                                  12-16-24 Pt.3
3469 
3470  I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works.
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3531                                  12-16-24 Pt.2
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3533   I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to 
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3535 
3536                                  12-16-24 Pt.1
3537 
3538   Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal 
3539 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary 
3540 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart. 
3541 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I 
3542 have more freedom.
3543 
3544   Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there 
3545 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking 
3546 too many drugs
3547 
3548   I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I 
3549 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
3550 
3551    Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my 
3552 art called "aiwnios".
3553 
3554   Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
3555 
3556                                  12-15-24 Pt.2
3557 
3558   Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts 
3559 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and 
3560 efukt.com exist.
3561 
3562                                  12-15-24 Pt.1
3563 
3564   Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further 
3565 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature. 
3566 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no 
3567 fixing me except by my own way.
3568 
3569   Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it 
3570 free makes it change
3571 
3572                                  12-14-24 Pt.2
3573 
3574   SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded 
3575 content for AiwniosTube.  
3576 
3577                                  12-14-24 Pt.1
3578 
3579   My body is your political glory hole.
3580 
3581                                  12-13-24 Pt.1
3582 
3583   Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel 
3584 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days 
3585 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an 
3586 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64 
3587 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
3588 
3589 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set 
3590 flags but adds does.
3591 
3592 
3593                                  12-12-24 Pt.1
3594 
3595   Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont 
3596 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on 
3597 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own 
3598 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even 
3599 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my 
3600 ideas live here,someone come visit".
3601 
3602   Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but 
3603 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually 
3604 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking 
3605 Christ to find refudge.
3606 
3607   The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but 
3608 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded 
3609 individuals with agree with you..
3610 
3611   The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars' 
3612 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but 
3613 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?) 
3614 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
3615 
3616   See this cool work on art by James Hampton
3617 
3618                                  12-11-24 Pt.3
3619 
3620   Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100 
3621 colored text to the termianl.
3622 
3623                                  12-11-24 Pt.2
3624 
3625   People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor 
3626 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find 
3627 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
3628 
3629   Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a 
3630 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine 
3631 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
3632 
3633   What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
3634 
3635 
3636                                  12-11-24 Pt.1
3637 
3638   The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not 
3639 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
3640 
3641                                  12-10-24 Pt.5
3642 
3643   I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great 
3644 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue. 
3645 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of 
3646 discernment.
3647 
3648   People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
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3670   Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy
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3672 
3673                                  12-10-24 Pt.4
3674 
3675   I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to 
3676 my porn is probably retarded.
3677 
3678                                  12-10-24 Pt.3
3679 
3680   In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is 
3681 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get 
3682 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
3683 
3684   Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to 
3685 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being 
3686 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child 
3687 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the 
3688 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
3689 
3690    NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also 
3691 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
3692 
3693   Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves 
3694 masturbate to WAP.
3695 
3696                                  12-10-24 Pt.2
3697 
3698  The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression. 
3699 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad 
3700 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may 
3701 not be a construction worker.
3702 
3703   Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing 
3704 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike 
3705 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing 
3706 out their hatred for niggers.
3707 
3708   Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the 
3709 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms) 
3710 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
3711 
3712   They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of 
3713 suffering we have are niggers.
3714 
3715   Stop killing niggers.
3716   
3717 
3718                                  12-10-24 Pt.1
3719 
3720   The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick 
3721 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
3722 
3723                                   12-9-24 Pt.2
3724 
3725   The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
3726         
3727                                   12-9-24 Pt.1
3728 
3729   Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation 
3730 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she 
3731 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil 
3732 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
3733 
3734   This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america. 
3735 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My 
3736 hands are clean. I was submitting.
3737 
3738                                   12-8-24 Pt.2
3739 
3740   Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
3741         
3742                                   12-8-24 Pt.1
3743 
3744   I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in 
3745 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will 
3746 make a list.
3747 -] Retardations of Islam
3748   
3749   -] Nashk
3750     
3751       Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't 
3752     condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
3753     
3754       It goes like this:
3755     
3756     If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with 
3757     a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of 
3758     everything?
3759         Quran 2:106
3760     
3761       Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
3762     
3763       The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can 
3764     change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
3765     
3766       Quran 6:115
3767     
3768       Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of 
3769     hell?
3770     
3771     they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
3772         Quean 88:6
3773     
3774     nor any food except oozing pus,
3775         Quran 69:36
3776     
3777       Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
3778     
3779     So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the 
3780     family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
3781       Quran 7:83
3782     
3783     So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom 
3784     we saved at the brink of dawn
3785       Quran 54:34
3786   
3787   -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
3788     
3789       And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then 
3790     produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you 
3791     say is true.  
3792       Quran 2:23
3793     
3794       Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
3795     
3796     She took off her dentures and blew me
3797       Oh so gooey and so very great.
3798     I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
3799       Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
3800       Letter to Gram Gram
3801     
3802     I only drink coadine
3803       Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
3804     Garentee you get high
3805       If you drink my pee.
3806     Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
3807     I don't sell propaine
3808     
3809     I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
3810     In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
3811     Covid
3812     By the eradicating virus
3813     But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
3814     So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
3815     No, rather it is certain death
3816     There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
3817     So hold on to science and abandon traditions
3818     And don't go out to buy wheat
3819     And stay home for it is a strong scourge
3820     And wash your hands with new soap
3821     Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
3822     
3823     Surah Corona
3824     
3825     Someone in the Night...
3826     Micheal Jackson
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3830 
3831                                   12-7-24 Pt.1
3832 
3833   I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like 
3834 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
3835 
3836   Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for 
3837 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am 
3838 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
3839 
3840   The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I 
3841 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking 
3842 retarded if you think that.
3843 
3844   Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth 
3845 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this 
3846 implcitly(?). 
3847 
3848   How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When 
3849 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill 
3850 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
3851 
3852   The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If 
3853 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill 
3854 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
3855 
3856   The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that 
3857 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
3858 
3859   NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I 
3860 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
3861  https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/. 
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3865                                   12-6-24 Pt.1
3866 
3867   New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
3868 
3869                                   12-5-24 Pt.2
3870 
3871   In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor. 
3872 He was then schooled on Dharma.  I should make good art but this is too funny 
3873 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do 
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3899                                   12-5-24 Pt.1
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3901                               IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
3902 
3903  Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud 
3904 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B 
3905 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is 
3906 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women 
3907 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
3908 
3909   I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so 
3910 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this 
3911 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so 
3912 its good. 
3913 
3914  The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must 
3915 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the 
3916 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get 
3917 liberated either.
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3919   The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more 
3920 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards  
3921 birthed out of vaginas.
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3945   NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar 
3946 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were 
3947 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar 
3948 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing 
3949 this(where?).
3950                                   12-4-24 Pt.1
3951 
3952   People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen 
3953 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music. 
3954 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid 
3955 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
3956 
3957   I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty 
3958 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads. 
3959 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts 
3960 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
3961 
3962   I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the 
3963 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
3964 
3965   The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is 
3966 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to 
3967 server other souls.
3968         
3969                                   12-2-24 Pt.2
3970 
3971   A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability. 
3972 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who 
3973 can do good things once fed.
3974 
3975                                   12-2-24 Pt.1
3976 
3977   Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me 
3978 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but 
3979 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit 
3980 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of 
3981 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True 
3982 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
3983 
3984   The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of 
3985 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is 
3986 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more 
3987 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
3988 
3989                                      Stuti
3990 
3991         Talking poo poo brains.
3992         Diving in converstation depths.
3993         To see the bottom
3994 
3995                                   12-1-24 Pt.5
3996 
3997   The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world 
3998 around it. 
3999 
4000                                   12-1-24 Pt.4
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4002   Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but 
4003 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I 
4004 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking 
4005 it.  Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others 
4006 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
4007 
4008                                   12-1-24 Pt.3
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4010   Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
4011         
4012                                   12-1-24 Pt.2
4013 
4014   I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside 
4015 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not 
4016 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
4017 
4018   I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I 
4019 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows 
4020 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
4021 
4022   My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they 
4023 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
4024 
4025   I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians. 
4026 
4027   Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont 
4028 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the 
4029 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain 
4030 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
4031 
4032                                   12-1-24 Pt.1
4033   
4034   A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx. 
4035 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin  
4036 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people 
4037 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
4038 
4039   HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in 
4040 userspace. 21 Not lit.
4041 
4042   Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde. 
4043 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
4044 
4045                                  11-30-24 Pt.1
4046 
4047   I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my 
4048 compiler.
4049 
4050                                  11-29-24 Pt.5
4051 
4052   Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that 
4053 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being 
4054 pleased by the Tirthankars
4055 
4056                                  11-29-24 Pt.4
4057 
4058   I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the 
4059 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured 
4060 and honest person than a respected liar.  I feel guilt. 
4061 
4062                                  11-29-24 Pt.3
4063 
4064   I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound 
4065 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab 
4066 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings 
4067 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's 
4068 pussies.
4069 
4070   If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin' 
4071 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the 
4072 ISIS retard. 
4073         
4074                                  11-29-24 Pt.2
4075 
4076   People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true 
4077 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide 
4078 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not 
4079 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
4080 
4081   I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
4082 
4083 -] Claim
4084   
4085   -] Abortion
4086     
4087     Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against 
4088     retards is eugenoics...
4089     
4090     Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
4091     
4092     My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better 
4093     to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
4094   
4095   -] Porn
4096     
4097     Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
4098     
4099     Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
4100     
4101     My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the 
4102     human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search 
4103     feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
4104     
4105     There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
4106   
4107   -] Transgenders
4108     
4109     Said:  Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people 
4110     who transition.
4111     
4112     Meaning: God doesnt like it.
4113     
4114     Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
4115     neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
4116     abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
4117     
4118     My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self 
4119     harm,its no diffent than smoking).
4120     
4121     The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
4122     
4123     If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things 
4124     like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then 
4125     you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting 
4126     imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than 
4127     transgenders.
4128   
4129 
4130 
4131                                  11-29-24 Pt.1
4132 
4133   I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when 
4134 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy 
4135 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
4136 
4137   I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If 
4138 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme 
4139 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
4140 
4141   Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of 
4142 fucked.
4143 
4144 
4145                                  11-28-24 Pt.1
4146 
4147   Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and 
4148 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans. 
4149 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by 
4150 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white 
4151 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good 
4152 idea to eat it.
4153 
4154   Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the 
4155 turkey.
4156 
4157                                  11-27-24 Pt.1
4158 
4159   Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud 
4160 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen 
4161 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his 
4162 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his 
4163 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
4164 
4165   Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien 
4166 in my own culture.
4167 
4168                                  11-26-24 Pt.2
4169 
4170   This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and 
4171 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is 
4172 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this 
4173 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue. 
4174 Everything in life is optional and not important.
4175 
4176   Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like 
4177 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
4178 
4179   I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no 
4180 importance in them. 
4181 
4182                                  11-26-24 Pt.1
4183 
4184   Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only 
4185 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a 
4186 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
4187 
4188   Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont 
4189 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
4190 
4191                                  11-25-24 Pt.3
4192 
4193   People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or 
4194 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
4195 
4196 
4197                                  11-25-24 Pt.2
4198 
4199   NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos 
4200 Chantlor" or something
4201 
4202                                  11-25-24 Pt.1
4203 
4204   I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the 
4205 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I 
4206 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded 
4207 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get 
4208 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work 
4209 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok. 
4210 
4211   Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am 
4212 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job 
4213 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have 
4214 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with 
4215 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a 
4216 website called backpage.
4217 
4218 
4219                                  11-24-24 Pt.2
4220 
4221   People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for 
4222 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing 
4223 creatures swiming around aimlessly
4224 
4225                                  11-24-24 Pt.1
4226 
4227   Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to 
4228 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream 
4229 there was a rap guy.
4230 
4231                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
4232 
4233   I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to 
4234 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people 
4235 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have 
4236 lots of cool people who like swag.
4237 
4238   Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in 
4239 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in 
4240 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
4241 
4242 
4243                                  11-23-24 Pt.2
4244 
4245   Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to 
4246 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have 
4247 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they 
4248 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
4249 
4250   A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is 
4251 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a 
4252 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and 
4253 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black 
4254 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
4255 
4256                                  11-23-24 Pt.1
4257 
4258   Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's 
4259 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7 
4260 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is 
4261 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you 
4262 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
4263 
4264   In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is  
4265 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit 
4266 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral 
4267 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
4268 
4269   Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be 
4270 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read 
4271 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever 
4272 breadcrumbs I find.
4273         
4274                                  11-22-24 Pt.1
4275 
4276   The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I 
4277 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do 
4278 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word 
4279 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the 
4280 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you 
4281 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself. 
4282 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
4283 
4284   I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on 
4285 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made 
4286 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end 
4287 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see 
4288 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search 
4289 feature is dogshit though.
4290 
4291                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
4292 
4293   If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
4294 
4295                            11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
4296 
4297   I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace 
4298 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera. 
4299 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I 
4300 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure 
4301 it out. See DrawQuad.
4302         
4303                                  11-19-24 Pt.2
4304 
4305   Half-Life 2 got updated.
4306 
4307                                  11-19-24 Pt.1
4308 
4309   It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about 
4310 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for 
4311 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains 
4312 because it is my job; I am too nice.
4313 
4314   People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused 
4315 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like 
4316 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just 
4317 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth  comes with pain. The difference 
4318 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
4319 
4320   There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think 
4321 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one 
4322 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the 
4323 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she 
4324 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
4325 
4326                                  11-18-24 Pt.1
4327 
4328   I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them 
4329 if they are illegal aliens. I am  thinking that the law regarding aliens can 
4330 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or 
4331 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good  for the pregnany girl 
4332 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
4333 
4334   It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly 
4335 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl 
4336 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not 
4337 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
4338 
4339   I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a 
4340 smile. 
4341 
4342                                  11-16-24 Pt.2
4343 
4344   Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the 
4345 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3 
4346 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump 
4347 as the next President
4348   
4349 
4350                                  11-16-24 Pt.1
4351 
4352   People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts 
4353 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality" 
4354 while having nothing admirable about them.
4355 
4356   Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can 
4357 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by 
4358 virtue.
4359 
4360   Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I 
4361 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are 
4362 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
4363 
4364   Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is 
4365 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men. 
4366 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
4367 
4368   Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
4369 
4370   Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There 
4371 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was 
4372 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I 
4373 still admire him for some reason.
4374 
4375   The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are 
4376 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
4377 
4378   Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit 
4379 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
4380 
4381                                  11-15-24 Pt.1
4382 
4383   In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty. 
4384 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings. 
4385 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past 
4386 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see 
4387 this due to seperation.
4388 
4389   Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The 
4390 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it 
4391 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent 
4392 read any other religious text.
4393 
4394   The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever 
4395 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill 
4396 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims. 
4397 Stealing is a big sin too.
4398 
4399   The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats 
4400 why people believe in it.
4401 
4402   Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in 
4403 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the 
4404 Tirhankars,but  there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is          
4405 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it 
4406 because "it is from Allah end of story".
4407 
4408  The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a 
4409 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
4410   
4411 
4412                                  11-14-24 Pt.1
4413 
4414   I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I 
4415 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots 
4416 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance 
4417 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want 
4418 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
4419 
4420   I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
4421 
4422                                  11-11-24 Pt.2
4423 
4424   I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
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4453 
4454                                  11-11-24 Pt.1
4455 
4456   I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with 
4457 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
4458 
4459                                   11-9-24 Pt.2
4460 
4461   True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie 
4462 where people think would be boring.
4463 
4464   On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else. 
4465 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier 
4466 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
4467 
4468   I think alot.
4469 
4470                                   11-9-24 Pt.1
4471 
4472 /* Whoops censored again */
4473 
4474  ChatGPT says:
4475 
4476 
4477 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a 
4478 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in 
4479 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S. 
4480 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork, 
4481 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to 
4482 violence, which would have legal consequences.
4483 
4484 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's 
4485 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in 
4486 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen 
4487 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage 
4488 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression 
4489 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
4490 
4491 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues 
4492 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite 
4493 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic 
4494 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
4495 
4496 
4497                                   11-8-24 Pt.2
4498 
4499   Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good 
4500 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit. 
4501 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
4502 
4503   I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see 
4504 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley 
4505 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this. 
4506 
4507   I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express 
4508 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it 
4509 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people 
4510 at work like this sometimes.
4511 
4512   I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what 
4513 I think onto reality.
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4515 
4516                                   11-8-24 Pt.1
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4548 
4549                                   11-6-24 Pt.2
4550 
4551   I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them 
4552 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the 
4553 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and 
4554 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
4555 
4556                                   11-6-24 Pt.1
4557 
4558   I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the 
4559 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel 
4560 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on 
4561 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
4562 
4563   I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships. 
4564 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships 
4565 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own 
4566 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
4567 
4568   If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey 
4569 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me.  I bet animals feel paranoia and 
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4572 
4573                                   11-4-24 Pt.1
4574 
4575   BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation 
4576 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy 
4577 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
4578 
4579 
4580                                   11-2-24 Pt.2
4581 
4582   In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and 
4583 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but 
4584 still a ball buster.
4585 
4586                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
4587 
4588   Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was 
4589 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
4590 
4591                                   11-2-24 Pt.1
4592 
4593   I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of 
4594 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments 
4595 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for 
4596 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have 
4597 the opcodes in a CSV file.
4598 
4599   I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next 
4600 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals. 
4601 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me 
4602 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont 
4603 know sometimes.
4604 
4605   I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a 
4606 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole 
4607 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
4608 
4609   There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my 
4610 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to 
4611 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
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4646 
4647 
4648 
4649                                  10-31-24 Pt.1
4650 
4651   Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
4652 
4653   The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all 
4654 DC-ROMA Pt.2
4655 
4656   PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE 
4657 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the 
4658 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even 
4659 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going 
4660 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and 
4661 voluptous RISC-V machine.
4662 
4663 
4664                                 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
4665 
4666   There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about 
4667 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong 
4668 with him.  If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a 
4669 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem. 
4670 
4671   If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.  
4672 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to 
4673 have no problems. The  question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
4674  do now.
4675 
4676                                  10-30-24 Pt.3
4677  
4678   News article that is intresting
4679 
4680                                  10-30-24 Pt.2
4681 
4682   It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for 
4683 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It 
4684 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be 
4685 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of 
4686 the foofie world
4687 <31>

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4694 
4695 
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4699 
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4702 
4703   
4704 
4705                                  10-30-24 Pt.1
4706 
4707   I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0 
4708 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my 
4709 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man 
4710 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper 
4711 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
4712 
4713   I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant 
4714 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he 
4715 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see 
4716 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom 
4717 enemies.
4718 
4719   I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the 
4720 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing 
4721 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's  can bite and its ok.
4722 
4723   I think the eggplant man should  explode on death and his eggplant slices will 
4724 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
4725 
4726 
4727                                  10-27-24 Pt.1
4728 
4729   I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to 
4730 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles 
4731 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous 
4732 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is 
4733 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its 
4734 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with  human 
4735 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to 
4736 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
4737 
4738   When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose 
4739 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
4740 
4741                                  10-26-24 Pt.1
4742 
4743   SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
4744 
4745                                  10-25-24 Pt.1
4746 
4747   Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present 
4748 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad 
4749 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said 
4750 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest 
4751 moment.
4752 
4753   Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things 
4754 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont 
4755 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
4756 
4757   My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
4758 
4759                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
4760 
4761   Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My  computer have been on 
4762 and active since last night.
4763 
4764 
4765                                  10-24-24 Pt.1
4766   
4767 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
4768   
4769   -] pid_t's and LWP's
4770     
4771       In the old days computers had 1 core,but you  could run multiple processes 
4772     on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight 
4773     processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you 
4774     can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop 
4775     if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt 
4776     fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
4777     
4778       Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an 
4779     OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking 
4780     frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
4781   
4782   -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
4783     
4784       A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the 
4785     parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to 
4786     change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
4787   
4788 
4789 
4790                                  10-23-24 Pt.1
4791 
4792   Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was 
4793 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I 
4794 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions 
4795 on death and dying.
4796 
4797   Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman 
4798 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise. 
4799 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own 
4800 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand 
4801 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
4802 
4803   Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people 
4804 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
4805 
4806   I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want 
4807 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are 
4808 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth 
4809 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the 
4810 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel 
4811 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing 
4812 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once 
4813 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
4814 
4815   You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We 
4816 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with 
4817 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
4818 
4819                                  10-22-24 Pt.1
4820 
4821   Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would 
4822 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is 
4823 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3 
4824 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like 
4825 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction. 
4826 I like compilers  and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im 
4827 gunna do it.
4828 
4829   Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally)  allows abstraction. 
4830 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice 
4831 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called 
4832 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a 
4833 method.
4834 
4835   I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the 
4836 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about 
4837 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either 
4838 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
4839 
4840   FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a 
4841 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through 
4842 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
4843 
4844   Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy 
4845 to install.
4846 
4847   One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel 
4848 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
4849 
4850   One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the 
4851 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product 
4852 
4853   Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and 
4854 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
4855 
4856 
4857 
4858                              10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
4859 
4860   I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will 
4861 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so 
4862 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
4863 
4864   I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created 
4865 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on 
4866 open(2)).
4867 
4868   I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get 
4869 14.1-RELEASE base-ball. 
4870 
4871   There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it 
4872 later.
4873 
4874                                  10-20-24 Pt.1
4875 
4876   I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal 
4877 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all 
4878 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more 
4879 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
4880 
4881                                  10-19-24 Pt.1
4882 
4883   On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move 
4884 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk 
4885 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
4886 
4887   Weird but true
4888 
4889                                  10-18-24 Pt.3
4890 
4891   FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
4892 
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4918 
4919                                  10-18-24 Pt.2
4920 
4921   A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person 
4922 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By 
4923 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more 
4924 hopefully.
4925 
4926                                  10-18-24 Pt.1
4927 
4928   FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these 
4929 programs
4930 
4931 -] Programs
4932   
4933   -] db_dump-5
4934     
4935     failed
4936   
4937   -] db_dump-5.3
4938     
4939     failed
4940   
4941   -] db_dump-185
4942     
4943     failed
4944   
4945   -] db_dump-185.3
4946     
4947     failed
4948   
4949   -] file
4950     
4951     /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2, 
4952     native byte-order)
4953   
4954 
4955 
4956                                  10-17-24 Pt.2
4957 
4958   Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
4959 
4960 
4961                                  10-15-24 Pt.2
4962 
4963   I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort 
4964 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can 
4965 figure it out
4966 
4967                                  10-15-24 Pt.1
4968 
4969   Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until 
4970 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil 
4971 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality 
4972 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to 
4973 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs 
4974 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I 
4975 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I 
4976 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
4977 
4978   In  high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your 
4979 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of 
4980 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird 
4981 tan-line.
4982 
4983                                  10-14-24 Pt.2
4984 
4985   Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic 
4986 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
4987 
4988                                  10-14-24 Pt.1
4989 
4990   I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus 
4991 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his 
4992 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when 
4993 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont 
4994 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to 
4995 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life". 
4996 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a 
4997 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and 
4998 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler. 
4999 
5000   Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I 
5001 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but 
5002 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of 
5003 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
5004 
5005   Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The 
5006 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable 
5007 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of 
5008 this heuristic look at this website
5009 
5010 
5011   Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets 
5012 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
5013 
5014 
5015   Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the 
5016 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
5017 
5018                                  10-13-24 Pt.1
5019 
5020   I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I 
5021 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am 
5022 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of 
5023 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about  
5024 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts 
5025 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
5026 
5027                                  10-12-24 Pt.2
5028 
5029   Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a 
5030 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
5031 
5032                                  10-12-24 Pt.1
5033 
5034   Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung 
5035 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others 
5036 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed 
5037 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
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5055 
5056   Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see 
5057 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I 
5058 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated 
5059 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
5060 
5061   Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only 
5062 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
5063 
5064 
5065                              10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
5066 
5067   I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I 
5068 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is 
5069 bliss,I think it's true.
5070 
5071                              10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
5072 
5073   Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
5074 -] Reasons
5075   
5076   -] Little or no File buffering
5077     
5078       Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time 
5079     it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are 
5080     way slower than RAM.
5081     
5082       Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as 
5083     fuck
5084   
5085   -] Not using syscalls
5086     
5087       ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix 
5088     almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead. 
5089     Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even 
5090     does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you 
5091     use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS 
5092     will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of 
5093     abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
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5121   -] NT(Fragmentation)S
5122     
5123       TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the 
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5139 
5140                              10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
5141 
5142   Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is 
5143 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit. 
5144 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on 
5145 computers so its a "tax".
5146 
5147   It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than 
5148 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is 
5149 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files 
5150 around then do a good job. 
5151 
5152  I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This 
5153 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look 
5154 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking 
5155 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
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5176 
5177   PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit
5178 
5179 
5180                              10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
5181 
5182   My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
5183 
5184   I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
5185 
5186 
5187                                   10-7-24 Pt.1
5188 
5189   I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence 
5190 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for 
5191 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of 
5192 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
5193 
5194                                   10-6-24 Pt.3
5195 
5196   A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is 
5197 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras 
5198 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality 
5199 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants 
5200 for something delicious. The correct decision  is to water the morality plant 
5201 and then eat it's fruits.
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5224 
5225                                   10-6-24 Pt.2
5226 
5227   There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it 
5228 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true 
5229 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before 
5230 various things.
5231 
5232                                   10-6-24 Pt.1
5233 
5234   I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional 
5235 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better 
5236 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
5237 
5238                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
5239 
5240 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
5241 
5242                                   9-31-24 Pt.1
5243 
5244   Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this 
5245 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve 
5246 it. A partial win is better than no win.
5247 
5248                                   9-31-24 Pt.2
5249 
5250   Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse 
5251 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a 
5252 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned 
5253 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at 
5254 liberation
5255 
5256                                   9-31-24 Pt.1 
5257 
5258 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
5259   
5260   1. Res finitus sunt.
5261   2. Formamentum sunt haut.
5262   3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
5263   4. Animi abditi est
5264   5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
5265   6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
5266   7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut  ubi unus existat.
5267   8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
5268   9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
5269   10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
5270   11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
5271   12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
5272 
5273 
5274 
5275                                   9-30-24 Pt.1 
5276 
5277 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
5278   
5279   1. Things are finite.
5280   2. Representations are not 
5281   3. There are seen and unseen matter
5282   4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
5283   5. Soul is unseen
5284   6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
5285   7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
5286   8. Things has position and process
5287   9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist 
5288   at once
5289   10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
5290   11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
5291   12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
5292   13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is 
5293   composed of different threads.
5294   14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are 
5295   seperated by position
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5321 
5322                                   9-29-24 Pt.1 
5323 
5324   Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness 
5325 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also 
5326 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what 
5327 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a 
5328 something  I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal 
5329 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
5330 
5331   His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of 
5332 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non 
5333 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the 
5334 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
5335 
5336                                   9-28-24 Pt.1 
5337 
5338   Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends 
5339 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be 
5340 legeneds have birth certificates.  I suppose denying a real story is sometimes 
5341 better than accepting reality. 
5342 
5343   Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to 
5344 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a 
5345 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
5346 
5347                                   9-26-24 Pt.2 
5348 
5349    Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they 
5350 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to 
5351 remedy my  thinking I can unthink.  Spiders think they are the shit but are 
5352 feeble.
5353 
5354                                   9-26-24 Pt.1 
5355 
5356   I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to 
5357 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into 
5358 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a 
5359 "bad" word. 
5360 
5361   No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no 
5362 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has 
5363 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But 
5364 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful 
5365 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person 
5366 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the 
5367 n word.
5368 
5369   I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was 
5370 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a 
5371 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by 
5372 ignoring it.
5373 
5374   It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe 
5375 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I 
5376 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering 
5377 by margianized groups
5378 
5379                                   9-25-24 Pt.2 
5380 
5381 
5382   I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I 
5383 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ 
5384 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
5385 
5386                                   9-25-24 Pt.1 
5387 
5388   I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit 
5389 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I 
5390 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the 
5391 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone. 
5392 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone 
5393 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them 
5394 personally to love them
5395 
5396   A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not 
5397 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in 
5398 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years 
5399 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs 
5400 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with 
5401 shcitzophrenia.
5402 
5403                                   9-24-24 Pt.1 
5404 
5405   The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to 
5406 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be 
5407 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The 
5408 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on 
5409 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I 
5410 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
5411 
5412   I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone 
5413 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and 
5414 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point 
5415 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see 
5416 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do 
5417 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what 
5418 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
5419 
5420                                   9-23-24 Pt.1 
5421 
5422    Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like 
5423 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
5424 
5425 -] Reponse from Frog:
5426   
5427   WHAT
5428   THE ACTUAL FUCK
5429   IS THIS 
5430   ??
5431   [Image of Kermit the frog]
5432   I don't even understand the question
5433   at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
5434   But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
5435   it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing 
5436   spiritual wisdom at the same time.. 
5437   BRO
5438   @n00t
5439   what is going on brother 
5440   porn is no substitute for a real relationship
5441   i don't even know what to say to this
5442   Like I'm legit stumped
5443   
5444     First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting 
5445 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of 
5446 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality. 
5447 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
5448 
5449   What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate 
5450 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
5451 
5452   Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply 
5453 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person 
5454 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on 
5455 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which 
5456 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note 
5457 2)
5458 
5459   Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real 
5460 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the 
5461 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
5462 
5463 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
5464   
5465   i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
5466   It's not sexy unless it feels real.
5467   it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
5468   like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
5469   i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and 
5470   men and Jews are the issue
5471   i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements 
5472   like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma 
5473   and compilers
5474   and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
5475   and Gods too
5476   i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
5477   ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her 
5478   asshole while discussing reality or to  never have any other intimacy
5479 
5480 
5481   Get your fucking facts straight
5482 
5483                                   9-22-24 Pt.1 
5484 
5485   If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I 
5486 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone 
5487 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games 
5488 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
5489 
5490 
5491 
5492 <39>

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5510 
5511   Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get 
5512 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the 
5513 unused shit my family had
5514 
5515                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2 
5516 
5517   Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of 
5518 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to 
5519 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka 
5520 Rucka Ali. A  snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came 
5521 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have 
5522 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found 
5523 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier 
5524 mud huts.
5525 
5526                               9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
5527 
5528   Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become 
5529 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok 
5530 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to 
5531 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality 
5532 according to somepeople.
5533 
5534   I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and 
5535 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like 
5536 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious 
5537 fact.
5538 
5539   I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my 
5540 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara 
5541 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards 
5542 and you are good. This is true and real.
5543 
5544                                   9-20-24 Pt.1
5545 
5546   Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make 
5547 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use 
5548 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself 
5549 but idk.
5550 
5551                                   9-19-24 Pt.2
5552   
5553   I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an 
5554 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know 
5555 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed 
5556 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent 
5557 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
5558 
5559   What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont 
5560 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains. 
5561 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption. 
5562 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
5563 
5564   Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are 
5565 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when 
5566 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living 
5567 example of faith and confusion about the world.
5568  
5569                                   9-19-24 Pt.1
5570  
5571   I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I 
5572 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
5573 
5574   Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction. 
5575 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow 
5576 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I 
5577 was testing everything in the level).
5578 
5579   Using smart data structures is good for performance. 
5580 
5581                                   9-18-24 Pt.1
5582 
5583   Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions 
5584 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the 
5585 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the 
5586 stack so they were staying there.
5587 
5588                                   9-17-24 Pt.2
5589 
5590   I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when 
5591 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have 
5592 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot 
5593 sort of.
5594 
5595   The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees 
5596 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by 
5597 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
5598 
5599   A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny 
5600 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel 
5601 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of 
5602 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
5603 
5604                                   9-17-24 Pt.1
5605 
5606   Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves. 
5607 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your 
5608 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives 
5609 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange" 
5610 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing 
5611 egotism
5612 
5613                                   9-16-24 Pt.1
5614 
5615   I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is 
5616 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal 
5617 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
5618 
5619   I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is 
5620 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on 
5621 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so 
5622 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
5623 
5624                                   9-15-24 Pt.1
5625 
5626   Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction 
5627 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a 
5628 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies 
5629 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been 
5630 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
5631 
5632   Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples 
5633 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something 
5634 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
5635 
5636   People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things 
5637 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear 
5638 the means of death more than death itself.
5639 
5640   How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial 
5641 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to 
5642 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea 
5643 of themself.
5644 
5645   People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the 
5646 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs. 
5647 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but 
5648 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
5649 
5650   Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion 
5651 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like 
5652 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are 
5653 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
5654 
5655   The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women 
5656 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand 
5657 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes 
5658 them the hero of their story.
5659 
5660   My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word 
5661 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say 
5662 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic 
5663 but would actually depict a tragedy. 
5664 
5665 
5666                                   9-14-24 Pt.3
5667 
5668   You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are 
5669 ineffective against pain and fate.
5670 
5671                                   9-14-24 Pt.2
5672 
5673   There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a 
5674 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I 
5675 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to 
5676 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
5677 
5678   They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play 
5679 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a 
5680 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
5681 
5682   When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my 
5683 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af. 
5684 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
5685 
5686   This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into 
5687 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were 
5688 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll 
5689 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual 
5690 expirence.
5691 
5692   I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction 
5693 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there 
5694 was a one way interaction.
5695 
5696   Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me 
5697 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level. 
5698 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by 
5699 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we 
5700 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
5701 
5702   I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it 
5703 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in 
5704 the art of life that are largely forgettable. 
5705 
5706   I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is 
5707 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not 
5708 the car you use to get there. 
5709 
5710   I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I 
5711 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better 
5712 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical 
5713 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger 
5714 on.
5715 
5716  
5717                                   9-14-24 Pt.1
5718 
5719   Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for 
5720 reference
5721 
5722 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
5723 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
5724 
5725                                   9-13-24 Pt.3
5726 
5727   Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me 
5728 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot 
5729 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than 
5730 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont 
5731 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
5732 
5733   My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do 
5734 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to 
5735 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because 
5736 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A 
5737 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
5738 
5739                                   9-13-24 Pt.2
5740 
5741   Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have 
5742 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape 
5743 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I 
5744 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
5745 
5746   People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced 
5747 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are 
5748 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without 
5749 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them. 
5750 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a 
5751 pet rat.
5752 
5753   A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's 
5754 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont 
5755 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt. 
5756 
5757  The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because 
5758 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have 
5759 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people 
5760 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
5761 
5762   As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame 
5763 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that 
5764 keeps that mask on.
5765 
5766   The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I 
5767 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that 
5768 that is bad.
5769 
5770   I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity. 
5771 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I 
5772 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead 
5773 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
5774 
5775   I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think 
5776 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was 
5777 disconforted by a homeless person.
5778 
5779  I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo 
5780 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people 
5781 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being 
5782 tied to how they please others. 
5783 
5784   Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve 
5785 others and you are  caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly 
5786 doomed to a shitty existence
5787 
5788                                   9-13-24 Pt.1
5789 
5790   The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now. 
5791 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
5792 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what 
5793 else I can do to reduce compile times.
5794 
5795                                   9-11-24 Pt.3
5796 
5797   Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why 
5798 piracy eexist
5799 
5800                                   9-11-24 Pt.2
5801 
5802   I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has 
5803 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an 
5804 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the 
5805 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is 
5806 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
5807 
5808   Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY 
5809 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the 
5810 N word is not allowed for white people.
5811 
5812                                   9-11-24 Pt.1
5813 
5814   Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary 
5815 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing. 
5816 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the 
5817 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even 
5818 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have 
5819 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
5820 
5821   I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality 
5822 is and not exactly how to use it.
5823 
5824   I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than 
5825 anything I learned in school.
5826 
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5834 
5835 
5836 
5837 
5838 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I 
5839 am truly in debt to smart people
5840 
5841   Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean 
5842 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
5843                                   9-9-24 Pt.2
5844 
5845   Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn 
5846 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out 
5847 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
5848 
5849                                   9-9-24 Pt.1
5850 
5851   Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you 
5852 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or 
5853 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation 
5854 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I 
5855 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
5856 
5857   I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75 
5858 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone. 
5859 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I 
5860 suppose she uses her brain.
5861 
5862   People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people 
5863 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think 
5864 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about 
5865 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier 
5866 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
5867 
5868                                   9-8-24 Pt.4
5869 
5870   I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am 
5871 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues 
5872 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable 
5873 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
5874 
5875   I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
5876 
5877   Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would 
5878 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I 
5879 get a new computer or something
5880 
5881   I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just 
5882 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h 
5883 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not 
5884 homicidal)
5885 
5886  I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as 
5887 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not 
5888 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb 
5889 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than 
5890 death itself.
5891 
5892   Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I 
5893 legit have some mental condition or something.
5894 
5895                                   9-8-24 Pt.3
5896 
5897   Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail 
5898 PPPassword again.
5899 
5900                                   9-8-24 Pt2.
5901 
5902   Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking 
5903 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from 
5904 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls 
5905 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
5906 
5907                                   9-8-24 Pt.1
5908 
5909   I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for 
5910 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my 
5911 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
5912 
5913                                   9-7-24 Pt.3
5914 
5915   Im sick.
5916 
5917                                   9-7-24 Pt.2
5918   Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual 
5919 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it.  I best use it,but 
5920 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
5921 
5922   I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can 
5923 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like 
5924 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply 
5925 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
5926 
5927   If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will 
5928 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people 
5929 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21 
5930 Savage change.
5931 
5932   People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in 
5933 reality.
5934  
5935                                   9-7-24 Pt.1
5936 
5937   I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont 
5938 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
5939 
5940                                   9-6-24 Pt.2
5941 
5942   Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
5943 
5944                                   9-6-24 Pt.1
5945 
5946   I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music 
5947 beat. I have an  entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the 
5948 first episode
5949 
5950                                   9-5-24 Pt.3
5951 
5952   People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there 
5953 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their 
5954 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how 
5955 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own 
5956 head when motivated by reason aone.
5957 
5958                                   9-5-24 Pt.2
5959 
5960   I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume 
5961 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled 
5962 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You 
5963 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality 
5964 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed 
5965 homeless retards than one who doesnt. 
5966 
5967   My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring 
5968 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without 
5969 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and 
5970 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I 
5971 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
5972 
5973   The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
5974 
5975                                   9-5-24 Pt.1
5976 
5977   I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in 
5978 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
5979 
5980                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
5981   
5982   Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery. 
5983 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a 
5984 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to 
5985 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven. 
5986 
5987 
5988                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
5989 
5990   I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a 
5991 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we 
5992 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know 
5993 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
5994 
5995   There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for 
5996 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and 
5997 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
5998 
5999   There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word 
6000 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n 
6001 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
6002 
6003   The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without 
6004 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
6005 
6006                                   9-4-24 Pt.1
6007 
6008   Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega 
6009 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super 
6010 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI 
6011 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
6012 
6013                                   9-3-24 Pt.2
6014 
6015   Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
6016 
6017                                   9-3-24 Pt.1
6018 
6019   What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others 
6020 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value 
6021 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
6022 
6023   A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe 
6024 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or 
6025 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in 
6026 some peoples eyes.
6027 
6028   I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot 
6029 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian 
6030 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I 
6031 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots 
6032 of things either.
6033 
6034   I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to 
6035 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
6036 
6037   I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones 
6038 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as 
6039 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and 
6040 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
6041 
6042                                   9-2-24 Pt.3
6043 
6044   There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine 
6045 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in 
6046 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of 
6047 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real 
6048 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
6049 
6050   I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed 
6051 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred 
6052 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell 
6053 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt 
6054 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super 
6055 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
6056 
6057   I wonder
6058                                   9-2-24 Pt.2
6059 
6060   I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the 
6061 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or 
6062 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about 
6063 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
6064 
6065   Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100% 
6066 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of 
6067 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer 
6068 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching 
6069 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner 
6070 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay 
6071 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others. 
6072 They are not the same. 
6073 
6074   You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
6075 
6076 
6077                                   9-2-24 Pt.1
6078 
6079   I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things. 
6080 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the 
6081 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
6082 
6083   Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill 
6084 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You 
6085 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
6086 
6087   I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my  
6088 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public 
6089 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that 
6090 
6091 -] A
6092   
6093   Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
6094 
6095 -] B
6096   
6097   People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
6098 
6099 
6100   I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural 
6101 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
6102 
6103   I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural 
6104 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is 
6105 acceptable.
6106 
6107   I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is 
6108 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled 
6109 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental 
6110 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is 
6111 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
6112 
6113   If I ask,"What is your kill count?".  You'll will probably say 0. This isnt 
6114 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont. 
6115 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
6116 
6117   If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human 
6118 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of 
6119 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred 
6120 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally 
6121 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough 
6122 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a 
6123 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
6124 
6125   Are you actually this fucking stupid.
6126 
6127                                   9-1-24 Pt.2
6128 
6129   There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The 
6130 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing 
6131 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of 
6132 aiwnios.com humor.
6133 
6134   I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties 
6135 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
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6147 
6148 
6149                                   9-1-24 Pt.1
6150 
6151   Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for 
6152 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not 
6153 aiwnios.com)
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6177 
6178                                   8-31-24 Pt.2
6179 
6180   White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have 
6181 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East. 
6182 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
6183 
6184                                   8-31-24 Pt.1
6185 
6186   A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students 
6187 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont 
6188 not know where the milk ocean is located  so I am wrong probably. I will 
6189 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for 
6190 Dharma as a word.
6191 
6192   Its a cruel world.
6193 
6194                                   8-30-24 Pt.2
6195 
6196   My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios 
6197 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and 
6198 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that 
6199 is for another time.
6200 
6201                                   8-30-24 Pt.1
6202 
6203   Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix 
6204 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
6205 
6206                                   8-29-24 Pt.2
6207 
6208   I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it 
6209 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person 
6210 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice.  Lots of homelss pum pums come 
6211 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up 
6212 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads 
6213 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
6214 
6215   There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I 
6216 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is 
6217 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can 
6218 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
6219 
6220   The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam 
6221 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince 
6222 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying 
6223 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
6224 
6225   A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who 
6226 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer 
6227 meth-head)
6228 
6229   
6230 
6231                                   8-29-24 Pt.1
6232 
6233   Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
6234 
6235                                   8-28-24 Pt.1
6236 
6237   I fucking hate networkin code.
6238 
6239                                   8-27-24 Pt.2
6240 
6241   Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a 
6242 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
6243 
6244   When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
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6261 
6262 
6263                                   8-27-24 Pt.1
6264 
6265   Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
6266 
6267                                   8-26-24 Pt.1
6268 
6269   People are only morally copable for evils they intented  on doing. A bully at 
6270 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up 
6271 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being 
6272 directly responsible for the shooting.
6273 
6274   Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from 
6275 society.
6276 
6277                                   8-25-24 Pt.1
6278 
6279   Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking 
6280 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy 
6281 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI 
6282 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
6283 
6284   I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because 
6285 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful. 
6286 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
6287 
6288                                   8-24-24 Pt.1
6289 
6290   I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when 
6291 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do 
6292 they reach a standstill.
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6314 
6315                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
6316 
6317   Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if 
6318 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit 
6319 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self 
6320 control for his overeating.
6321 
6322   I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine 
6323 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be 
6324 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say 
6325 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really 
6326 fucked up person.
6327 
6328   I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how 
6329 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional 
6330 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it. 
6331 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or 
6332 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am 
6333 evil by normal people standards.
6334 
6335   I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
6336 
6337                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
6338 
6339   Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate 
6340 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could 
6341 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
6342 
6343                               8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
6344 
6345   It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful 
6346 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal 
6347 female version of Ye.
6348 
6349   Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work 
6350 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self. 
6351 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is 
6352 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write 
6353 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
6354 
6355                                   8-20-24 Pt.1
6356 
6357   I was working on SIMD stuff.
6358 
6359                                   8-18-24 Pt.3
6360 
6361   Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death 
6362 veil
6363 
6364                                   8-18-24 Pt.2
6365   
6366   People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this" 
6367 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid 
6368 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for 
6369 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of  
6370 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they 
6371 lived by. 
6372 
6373   I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve 
6374 then confessed. 
6375 
6376 -] Sins of 8-18-24
6377   
6378     1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
6379     2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
6380     3 - I did lots of caffine.
6381     4 - I listened to rap music.
6382 
6383   The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
6384 
6385                                   8-18-24 Pt.1
6386 
6387   I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably 
6388 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add 
6389 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great 
6390 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool 
6391 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
6392 
6393 
6394                                   8-16-24 Pt.1
6395 
6396   
6397   You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy 
6398 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to 
6399 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them 
6400 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
6401 
6402 
6403 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
6404 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64 
6405 *t,F64 *u) {
6406   F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
6407   F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
6408   F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
6409   if(0<=_t<=1)
6410     if(0<=_u<=1) {
6411       if(t) *t=_t;
6412       if(u) *u=_u;
6413       if(hit_at) {
6414         hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
6415         hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
6416       }
6417       return TRUE;
6418     }
6419   return FALSE;
6420 }
6421 
6422 
6423  This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from 
6424 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when 
6425 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
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6441 
6442                                   8-14-24 Pt.2
6443 
6444   People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via 
6445 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds. 
6446 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some 
6447 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors. 
6448 Nothing more than that.
6449 
6450   Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge 
6451 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont 
6452 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word 
6453 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating 
6454 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a 
6455 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is 
6456 invalidated.
6457 
6458   Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was 
6459 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
6460 
6461   Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your 
6462 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and 
6463 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking 
6464 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and 
6465 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
6466 
6467   Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old 
6468 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or 
6469 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well 
6470 be misogyny to you.
6471 
6472   Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation 
6473 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy 
6474 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best 
6475 you can get in this planet/era.
6476 
6477                                   8-14-24 Pt.1
6478 
6479   I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go 
6480 play morrowind or something.
6481 
6482                                   8-13-24 Pt.1
6483 
6484   True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to 
6485 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike 
6486 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing 
6487 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond 
6488 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this 
6489 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
6490 
6491   I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes 
6492 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
6493 
6494   I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I 
6495 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is 
6496 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about 
6497 them.
6498 
6499                                   8-11-24 Pt.1
6500 
6501   Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like 
6502 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
6503 
6504   Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got 
6505 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give 
6506 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person  with ligament 
6507 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
6508 
6509   I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked 
6510 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things 
6511 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
6512 
6513                                   8-6-24 Pt.1
6514 
6515   I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie 
6516 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
6517 
6518                                   8-5-24 Pt.1
6519 
6520   Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was 
6521 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
6522 
6523   I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and 
6524 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At 
6525 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking 
6526 retard.
6527 
6528   No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they 
6529 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
6530 
6531   I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they 
6532 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a 
6533 faggot.
6534 
6535   I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at 
6536 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of 
6537 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
6538 
6539 
6540                                   8-4-24 Pt.2
6541 
6542   I'll need to make aiwniosTube
6543 
6544                                   8-4-24 Pt.1
6545 
6546   Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away 
6547 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
6548 
6549                                   8-3-24 Pt.1
6550 
6551   Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I 
6552 probably look like a druggie.  
6553 
6554                                   7-31-24 Pt.1
6555 
6556   There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because 
6557 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
6558 
6559                                   7-29-24 Pt.1
6560 
6561   If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for 
6562 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I 
6563 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I 
6564 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
6565 
6566   Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is 
6567 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be 
6568 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
6569 
6570                                   7-28-24 Pt.2
6571 
6572    When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where 
6573 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
6574 
6575   They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas. 
6576 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way 
6577 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation. 
6578 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a 
6579 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness 
6580 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a 
6581 therapist.
6582 
6583                                   7-28-24 Pt.1
6584 
6585   I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got 
6586 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers. 
6587 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head. 
6588 
6589   Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys 
6590 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone 
6591 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive. 
6592 
6593   Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I 
6594 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without 
6595 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My 
6596 parents put me here.
6597 
6598   I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example. 
6599 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism). 
6600 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam 
6601 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just 
6602 take my meth.
6603 
6604   The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to 
6605 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be 
6606 told about the importance of "family values".
6607 
6608   Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are 
6609 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good 
6610 alterative.
6611 
6612                                   7-24-24 Pt.1
6613 
6614   Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words" 
6615 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate. 
6616 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of 
6617 oneself.
6618 
6619   In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This 
6620 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide 
6621 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask 
6622 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a 
6623 computer to be a therapist to good effect. 
6624 
6625                                   7-23-24 Pt.1
6626 
6627   Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as 
6628 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the 
6629 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
6630 
6631                                   7-22-24 Pt.1
6632 
6633   Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What 
6634 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use 
6635 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents 
6636 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating 
6637 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote 
6638 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
6639 
6640   This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people 
6641 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are 
6642 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them 
6643 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with 
6644 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and 
6645 culture. 
6646 
6647   I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if 
6648 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of 
6649 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by 
6650 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second 
6651 chance. There is  truth to this story.
6652 
6653   I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see 
6654 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great 
6655 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
6656 
6657   You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means 
6658 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated 
6659 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
6660  
6661   Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got 
6662 banned for bullying or something. WTF. 
6663 
6664   I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around 
6665 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your 
6666 ass I will not be satisfied.
6667 
6668                                   7-17-24 Pt.1
6669 
6670   PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a 
6671 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am 
6672 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
6673 
6674                                   7-13-24 Pt.1
6675 
6676   I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im 
6677 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
6678 
6679                                   7-9-24 Pt.3
6680 
6681   I am tired. I will sleep.
6682 
6683                                   7-9-24 Pt.2
6684 
6685   If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for 
6686 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors. 
6687 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on 
6688 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone 
6689 personaly.
6690 
6691                                   7-9-24 Pt.1
6692 
6693   Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have 
6694 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
6695 
6696                                   7-8-24 Pt.1
6697 
6698   I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM 
6699 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them 
6700 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
6701 
6702 -] Hopes for Linux
6703   
6704   -] Same TLS ABI
6705     
6706     The thread local storage needs to be the same
6707   
6708   -] No checking ELF-branding
6709     
6710     Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
6711   
6712   -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
6713     
6714     I will need the address of the syms too.
6715   
6716 
6717   If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret 
6718 violatile project so dont get too excited.
6719 <46>

6720 
6721 
6722 
6723 
6724 
6725 
6726 
6727 
6728 
6729 
6730 
6731 
6732 
6733 
6734 
6735 
6736 
6737 
6738 
6739 
6740 
6741                                   7-7-24 Pt.3
6742 
6743   If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper 
6744 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I 
6745 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In 
6746 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will 
6747 not cause the pain of winning.
6748 
6749   Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the 
6750 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your 
6751 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent 
6752 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
6753 
6754   Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for 
6755 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
6756 
6757 
6758                                   7-7-24 Pt.2
6759 
6760   I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of 
6761 aiwnios programs.
6762 
6763                                   7-7-24 Pt.1
6764 
6765   There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because 
6766 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see 
6767 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will 
6768 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion. 
6769 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on 
6770 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and 
6771 eat burgers.
6772 
6773   It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth 
6774 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like 
6775 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing 
6776 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo. 
6777 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is 
6778 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
6779 
6780   I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are 
6781 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean 
6782 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
6783 
6784   I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great 
6785 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are 
6786 suppost to be meditating.
6787 
6788                                   7-6-24 Pt.1
6789 
6790   I have a raging headache.
6791 
6792                                   7-5-24 Pt.1
6793 
6794   Gunna learn spnaish.
6795 
6796                                   7-4-24 Pt.3
6797 
6798   Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get 
6799 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a 
6800 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my 
6801 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not 
6802 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I 
6803 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would 
6804 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded. 
6805 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
6806 
6807   If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no 
6808 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope 
6809 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling 
6810 myself a retard.
6811 
6812   Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why 
6813 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday. 
6814 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
6815 
6816   One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It 
6817 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost 
6818 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
6819 
6820   I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when 
6821 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the 
6822 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is 
6823 retarded is the answer.
6824 
6825 
6826                                   7-4-24 Pt.2
6827 
6828   Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows 
6829 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed 
6830 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
6831 
6832                                   7-4-24 Pt.1
6833 
6834   Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on 
6835 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut  as Assburgers. Im 
6836 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be 
6837 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life 
6838 there isnt. Time to find out.
6839 
6840                                   7-3-24 Pt.1
6841   WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You 
6842 ruined  nice piece of art.
6843                                   7-2-24 Pt.1
6844 
6845   I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About 
6846 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have 
6847 learned anything. Just in the same way  mercy is synonymous with 
6848 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo 
6849 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
6850 
6851   I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking 
6852 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with 
6853 falsehood in one's mind).
6854 
6855                                7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
6856 
6857 -] Types of bodies
6858   
6859   -] AudarikSharir
6860     
6861       Physical earth body capable  of attaining Liberation.
6862   
6863   -] VaikriyaSharir
6864     
6865       God/Demon body 
6866   
6867   -] AharakSharir
6868     
6869       Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
6870   
6871   -] Taizas Sharir
6872     
6873       Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
6874   
6875   -] Karman Sharir
6876     
6877       A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
6878   
6879 
6880 
6881                                   7-1-24 Pt.1
6882 
6883   I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in 
6884 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
6885 
6886   I get this when I run firefox.
6887 
6888 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
6889                                   6-30-24 Pt.4
6890 
6891   Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the 
6892 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's 
6893 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time 
6894 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There 
6895 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
6896 
6897                                   6-30-24 Pt.3
6898 
6899   I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have 
6900 a problem.
6901 
6902                                   6-30-24 Pt.2
6903 
6904   [Redacted].
6905 
6906                                   6-30-24 Pt.1
6907 
6908   Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard 
6909 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in 
6910 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more 
6911 intresting than the truth itself.
6912 
6913   Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word 
6914 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
6915 
6916                                   6-29-24 Pt.3
6917 
6918   This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching 
6919 the video section.
6920 
6921                                   6-29-24 Pt.2
6922 
6923   If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I 
6924 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored 
6925 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
6926 
6927   If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my 
6928 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of 
6929 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
6930 
6931   I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
6932 
6933                                   6-29-24 Pt.1
6934 
6935   Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying 
6936 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I 
6937 will be done micro-optimzing.
6938 
6939   I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting 
6940 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No 
6941 stopping now.
6942 
6943   I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a 
6944 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of 
6945 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
6946  
6947 
6948                                   6-28-24 Pt.1
6949 
6950   The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take 
6951 like no time relativley speaking
6952 
6953                                   6-27-24 Pt.1
6954 
6955   Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the 
6956 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump 
6957 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish 
6958 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
6959 
6960   Reddit fucked me over with 
6961   A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
6962   B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
6963 
6964                                   6-27-24 Pt.0
6965 
6966   Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show 
6967 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an 
6968 example
6969 
6970 //┌──────────┐
6971 //│ π⌠       │
6972 //│  │cos²ΘdΘ│
6973 //│-π⌡       │
6974 //└──────────┘ 
6975 
6976 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to 
6977 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
6978 
6979                             6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
6980 
6981   I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs 
6982 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
6983 
6984                                   6-25-24 Pt.2
6985 
6986   I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes 
6987 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
6988 
6989                                   6-25-24 Pt.1
6990 
6991   im on my phone waiting  yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday 
6992 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the 
6993 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and 
6994 it was multilayered.
6995 
6996   i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen 
6997 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code. 
6998 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on 
6999 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the 
7000 level into rooms.(sort of).
7001 
7002                                   6-24-24 Pt.3
7003 
7004   The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is 
7005 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to 
7006 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe 
7007 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go 
7008 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
7009 
7010   There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy 
7011 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms 
7012 of practice.
7013 
7014   In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a 
7015 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps 
7016 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to 
7017 become a monk,not allowed.
7018 
7019   Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of 
7020 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it 
7021 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with 
7022 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel 
7023 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the 
7024 point where unworthy people can understand it.
7025 
7026   I am not worthy or choosen. 
7027 
7028   Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits 
7029 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward 
7030 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
7031 
7032   The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it. 
7033 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue 
7034 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a 
7035 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of 
7036 the Quran. 
7037 
7038   It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites 
7039 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no 
7040 abstract thinking in it.
7041 
7042                                   6-24-24 Pt.2
7043 
7044   All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing 
7045 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking 
7046 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus 
7047 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear 
7048 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not 
7049 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
7050 
7051   I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
7052 
7053   I looked at this:
7054   
7055   Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
7056     - Einstein
7057 
7058                                   6-24-24 Pt.1
7059 
7060   Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during 
7061 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going 
7062 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden 
7063 bumbles about politics or something.
7064   
7065   /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
7066 
7067   Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he 
7068 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
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7070                                  6-23-24 Pt.2 
7071 
7072   I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my 
7073 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I 
7074 know how to use linux sort of. 
7075 
7076   I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today. 
7077 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
7078 
7079                                  6-23-24 Pt.1 
7080 
7081   I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running 
7082 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines. 
7083 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world. 
7084 
7085   Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
7086 
7087   I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
7088 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
7089 
7090   I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
7091 
7092                                  6-22-24 Pt.2 
7093 
7094   Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die 
7095 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to 
7096 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to 
7097 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others' 
7098 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
7099 
7100   If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither 
7101 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me 
7102 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
7103 
7104  Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for 
7105 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up 
7106 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in 
7107 the first place.
7108 
7109 
7110                            6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
7111 
7112   I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
7113 
7114 
7115                          6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
7116 
7117   I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there 
7118 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had 
7119 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in. 
7120 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
7121 
7122   I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot 
7123 outside and they died.
7124 
7125                                   6-19-24 Pt.1
7126 
7127   I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new 
7128 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such 
7129 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to 
7130 construct reality
7131 
7132                                   6-18-24 Pt.3
7133 
7134   A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king 
7135 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again. 
7136 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his 
7137 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I 
7138 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the 
7139 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will 
7140 give it up when it is ready. 
7141 
7142                                   6-18-24 Pt.2
7143 
7144   Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for 
7145 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people 
7146 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
7147 
7148                                   6-18-24 Pt.1
7149 
7150   Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot 
7151 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer. 
7152 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of 
7153 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
7154 
7155   The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for 
7156 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
7157 
7158                               6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
7159 -] Birth bodies
7160   
7161   -] (Inside) Earth
7162     
7163     Natural things like rocks
7164   
7165   -] From Water
7166     
7167     Tadpoles
7168   
7169   -] From Fire
7170     
7171     Fire bodies
7172   
7173   -] From Air
7174     
7175     Bacteria
7176   
7177   -] From Plants
7178     
7179     Plants
7180   
7181   -] Moving
7182     
7183     Humans/animals
7184   
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7188                               6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
7189 
7190 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
7191   
7192   -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
7193     
7194     Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
7195   
7196   -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
7197     
7198     Worms
7199   
7200   -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
7201     
7202     Ants
7203   
7204   -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
7205     
7206     Flies
7207   
7208   -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
7209     
7210     Humans
7211   
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7214                                   6-17-24 Pt.2
7215 
7216   It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called 
7217 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to 
7218 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and 
7219 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say 
7220 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped 
7221 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is 
7222 best to humble yourself.
7223 
7224   I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while 
7225 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes 
7226 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the 
7227 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises. 
7228 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
7229 
7230                               6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
7231 
7232 -] States of Movement between Lives
7233   
7234   -] Narak Gati
7235     
7236     Hellish Poo Poo realm
7237   
7238   -] Tiryach Gati
7239     
7240     A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
7241   
7242   -] Manusha Gati
7243     
7244     Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can 
7245     obtain Moska
7246   
7247   -] Deva Gati
7248     
7249     A Godlike state of existence
7250   
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7252 
7253                                   6-16-24 Pt.2
7254 
7255   Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
7256 
7257 
7258                                   6-15-24 Pt.2
7259 
7260   The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big 
7261 looser because I am not a winner.
7262 
7263                                   6-15-24 Pt.1
7264 
7265   Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big 
7266 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
7267 
7268                                   6-12-24 Pt.2
7269 
7270   The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably 
7271 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
7272 
7273                                   6-12-24 Pt.1
7274 
7275   Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is 
7276 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have 
7277 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
7278 
7279   People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In 
7280 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works 
7281 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to 
7282 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your 
7283 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
7284 
7285                                   6-10-24 Pt.3
7286 
7287   Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them 
7288 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
7289 
7290                                   6-10-24 Pt.2
7291 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that 
7292 is pretty cool.
7293 
7294                                   6-10-24 Pt.1
7295 
7296   Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I 
7297 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was 
7298 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you 
7299 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing 
7300 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
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7320   Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the 
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7323 
7324                                   6-9-24 Pt.1
7325 
7326   Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want 
7327 to hear with Good-Artistry.
7328 
7329   My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good 
7330 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
7331 
7332 -] Best signers
7333   
7334   1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
7335   2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
7336   3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
7337   4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
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7432                                   6-8-24 Pt.2
7433 
7434   Wtf
7435 
7436                                   6-8-24 Pt.1
7437 
7438   I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king. 
7439 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point. 
7440 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job 
7441 where I feed homeless people and can think
7442 
7443   Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get 
7444 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant 
7445 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
7446 
7447   If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head 
7448 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
7449 
7450                                   6-7-24 Pt.2
7451 
7452 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
7453   
7454   -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
7455     
7456     1 - Right Faith
7457     2 - Right knowledge
7458     3 - Right conduct
7459     -] Right Faith
7460       
7461          Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who 
7462       are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
7463         Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature 
7464       with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have 
7465       to have no biases
7466       
7467         Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
7468       
7469       -] Limbs of faith
7470         
7471           1 - Belief in realities substances
7472           2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
7473           3 - Love for monks
7474           4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
7475           5 - Dont corrupt truth
7476           6 - ???
7477           7 - Have respect for monks and householders
7478           8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
7479       
7480       
7481     -] Right Knowledge
7482       
7483         True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated. 
7484       
7485     -] Right Conduct
7486       
7487         Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
7488       -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
7489         
7490           1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
7491           2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
7492           3 - No stealing
7493           4 - No adultery
7494           5 - No buying assloads of shit
7495           6 - No wine and honey 
7496         
7497       -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
7498         
7499         Digvrata - Limit travel distance
7500         Dont eat roots and flowers and butter 
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7506 
7507                                   6-7-24 Pt.1
7508 
7509   Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
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7511 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
7512 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
7513 bd->max_blk=0x10000;
7514 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
7515 Fmt('A');
7516 
7517   I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in 
7518 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
7519                                   6-6-24 Pt.2
7520 
7521   "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a 
7522 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by 
7523 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to 
7524 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by 
7525 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you 
7526 believe in it.
7527 
7528   I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally 
7529 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing 
7530 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look 
7531 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is 
7532 how hope works.
7533 
7534   I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than 
7535 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
7536 
7537                                   6-6-24 Pt.1
7538 
7539   I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
7540 
7541                                   5-28-24 Pt.1
7542 
7543   A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am 
7544 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white. 
7545 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you 
7546 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt 
7547 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
7548 
7549   I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine 
7550 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im 
7551 fuckin zooted.
7552 
7553   
7554 
7555                                   5-27-24 Pt.1
7556 
7557   Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V 
7558 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated 
7559 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest 
7560 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
7561 
7562   In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I 
7563 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more 
7564 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT 
7565 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood 
7566 inductors.
7567 
7568   Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with 
7569 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a 
7570 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
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7591 
7592                                   5-26-24 Pt.2
7593 
7594   Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care. 
7595 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the 
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7618   Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able 
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7620 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you 
7621 will be unable to construct reality. I dont  know if the target demographic for 
7622 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know. 
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7624                                   5-26-24 Pt.1
7625 
7626   I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes 
7627 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not 
7628 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
7629 
7630   You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are 
7631 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as 
7632 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to 
7633 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care 
7634 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for 
7635 homeless people. I dont  do this for money because I only get paid half of what I 
7636 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
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7638   See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
7639 
7640                                   5-25-24 Pt.2
7641 
7642   Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any 
7643 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable 
7644 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of 
7645 insane people. I  used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not 
7646 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of 
7647 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was 
7648 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
7649 
7650   Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts. 
7651 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics 
7652 are illrevelant here.
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7654 
7655                                   5-25-24 Pt.1
7656 
7657   Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person. 
7658 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them. 
7659 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is 
7660 not a by-product.
7661 
7662   A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
7663 
7664                                   5-23-24 Pt.1
7665 
7666   People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago 
7667 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and 
7668 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
7669 
7670   What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws. 
7671 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter 
7672 my workplace,even though he is cute.
7673 
7674                                   5-22-24 Pt.1
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7702   Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a 
7703 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become 
7704 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog 
7705 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
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7707                                   5-21-24 Pt.4
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7709   I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch 
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7712                                   5-21-24 Pt.3
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7714   We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to 
7715 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality 
7716 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
7717 
7718   I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of 
7719 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of 
7720 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
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7722                                   5-21-24 Pt.2
7723   The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor 
7724 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
7725 
7726                                   5-21-24 Pt.1
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7728   Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the 
7729 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35 
7730 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub  to Africa pipeline to fuel economic 
7731 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
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7772                                   5-20-24 Pt.5
7773   
7774   It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I 
7775 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains 
7776 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than 
7777 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you 
7778 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
7779 
7780                                   5-20-24 Pt.4
7781 
7782   Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming 
7783 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still 
7784 delusion. They say forced non-murder  isnt true peace. This is the socitey 
7785 delusion
7786 
7787   Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an 
7788 oxymoron.
7789 
7790   Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common 
7791 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious 
7792 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals. 
7793 The only super power you get from morality is self control
7794 
7795   It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I 
7796 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level 
7797 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good. 
7798 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
7799 
7800   Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards 
7801 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
7802 
7803                                   5-20-24 Pt.3
7804 
7805   If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were 
7806 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even 
7807 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the 
7808 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
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7810   Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping 
7811 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the 
7812 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
7813  
7814                                   5-20-24 Pt.2
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7816   I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how 
7817 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
7818 
7819                                   5-20-24 Pt.1
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7821   Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before 
7822 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to 
7823 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am 
7824 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing 
7825 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
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7827                                   5-19-24 Pt.2
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7829   Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for 
7830 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people 
7831 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
7832 
7833                                   5-19-24 Pt.1
7834 
7835   I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of 
7836 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way 
7837 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with 
7838 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a 
7839 choise made in ignorance though
7840 
7841   A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical 
7842 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality. 
7843 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking  about reality. Goldfish poo 
7844 poo brains are good at reality studies.
7845 
7846   My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical 
7847 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
7848 
7849   Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
7850 
7851                                   5-13-24 Pt.1
7852 
7853   It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is 
7854 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity 
7855 
7856                                   5-10-24 Pt.2
7857 
7858   Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
7859 
7860                                   5-10-24 Pt.1
7861 
7862   I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods 
7863 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions.  The planter doesnt ask 
7864 the Sun God for rain and the  Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun.  I suppose 
7865 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
7866 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
7867 
7868   You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot 
7869 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
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7961                            Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
7962 
7963   The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source 
7964 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
7965 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
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7967   In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any 
7968 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the 
7969 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old 
7970 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream.
7971 
7972   Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L
7973 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in 
7974 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon 
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7998                            Compiler Part 2,The Parser
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8000   The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser 
8001 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish 
8002 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
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8005     1 2 + 3 4 + *
8006 
8007   The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some 
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8010     ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
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8012 Pretty epic isn't it.
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8014   To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk. 
8015 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is 
8016 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
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8112                          Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
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8114 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
8115 
8116                        Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
8117 
8118 
8119   The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make 
8120 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface 
8121 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser 
8122 into the C intermediate codes.
8123 
8124   There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code. 
8125 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like 
8126 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
8127 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
8128 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
8129 
8130   The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of 
8131 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you. 
8132 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the 
8133 intermediate codes. 
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8135   To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are 
8136 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to 
8137 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our 
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8159   The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the 
8160 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we 
8161 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose 
8162 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are 
8163 availble a stack location will be choosed.
8164 
8165   The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch 
8166 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
8167 
8168   This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting 
8169 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my 
8170 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
8171 
8172   Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the 
8173 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an 
8174 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end 
8175 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
8176 
8177 
8178                                    User-Guide
8179 
8180                            Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
8181 
8182   Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
8183 
8184 
8185 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
8186   dc->color=BLUE;
8187   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8188 }
8189 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8190 
8191 
8192 
8193   The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument 
8194 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
8195 
8196 -] GrRect
8197 
8198 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
8199 
8200 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
8201 
8202 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
8203 
8204 -] GrFillCircle
8205 
8206 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8207 
8208 -] GrCircle
8209 
8210 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8211 
8212 -] GrLine
8213 
8214 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
8215 
8216 -] GrPrint
8217 
8218 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
8219 
8220 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
8221 
8222 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
8223 
8224 -] DCClear
8225 
8226 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
8227 
8228 -] DCFill
8229 
8230 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
8231 
8232 
8233             Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
8234 
8235   TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart 
8236 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there 
8237 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation 
8238 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you 
8239 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
8240 
8241 
8242 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
8243 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
8244 DCFill;
8245 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8246 F64 rotx=0;
8247 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8248   DCFill(dc);
8249   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
8250   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8251   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
8252   dc->color=YELLOW;
8253   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50); 
8254   DCFill;
8255   GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8256   Sleep(33);
8257 }
8258 DCDel(dc);
8259 DCFill;
8260 
8261 
8262 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
8263 -] Mat4x4RotX
8264 
8265 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
8266 
8267 -] Mat4x4RotY
8268 
8269 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
8270 
8271 -] Mat4x4RotZ
8272 
8273 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
8274 
8275 -] Mat4x4Scale
8276 
8277 //Zooms a matrix
8278 
8279 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
8280 
8281 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
8282 
8283 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
8284 
8285 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
8286 
8287 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
8288 
8289 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
8290 
8291 
8292 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
8293 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
8294 
8295 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
8296 
8297 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
8298 
8299 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do 
8300 transofrmations
8301 
8302 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
8303 
8304 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a 
8305 genius what this actually does
8306 
8307 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
8308 
8309 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
8310 
8311 
8312   Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the 
8313 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS 
8314 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths 
8315 for you.
8316 
8317 Here is a cube thing for you:
8318 
8319 
8320 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
8321 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
8322 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
8323 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
8324 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
8325 DCFill;
8326 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8327 F64 rotx=0,roty;
8328 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
8329 I64 i=0,i2=0;
8330 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew; 
8331 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
8332   Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
8333   Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
8334   Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
8335   for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
8336     MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
8337     Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
8338   }
8339   i++;
8340 }
8341 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8342   DCFill(dc);
8343   DCDepthBufRst(dc);
8344   Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
8345   Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
8346   Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
8347   Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8348   Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
8349   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
8350   for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
8351     dc->color=colors[i2];
8352     GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
8353    }
8354    DCFill;
8355    GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8356    Sleep(33);
8357 }
8358 DCDel(dc);
8359 DCFill;
8360 
8361 
8362   If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO 
8363 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
8364 
8365   Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for 
8366 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the 
8367 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a 
8368 scale distance Let's see an example:
8369 Heres an example:
8370 
8371 
8372 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
8373 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
8374 {
8375   I64 zz;
8376   Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
8377   zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
8378   if (zz<1) zz=1;
8379   *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
8380   *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
8381   *x+=dc->x;
8382   *y+=dc->y;
8383   *z+=dc->z;
8384 }
8385 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8386 dc->transform=&Transform;
8387 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8388 I64 dist=0;
8389 dc->z=-60;
8390 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) { 
8391   Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
8392   dc->color=LTRED;
8393   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8394   Refresh;
8395   DCFill;
8396 } 
8397 
8398                    Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
8399 
8400   In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This 
8401 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to 
8402 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's 
8403 get started
8404 
8405 
8406 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8407 I64 cnt;
8408 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) { 
8409   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
8410   GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8411   Refresh;
8412   DCFill;
8413 }
8414  
8415 
8416   If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a 
8417 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a 
8418 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of 
8419 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use 
8420 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
8421 
8422 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
8423 
8424 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8425 I64 cnt;
8426 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
8427   dc->color=BLACK; 
8428   GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8429   dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
8430   dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
8431   GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
8432   Refresh;
8433   DCFill;
8434 }
8435 DCDel(dc);
8436 
8437                          Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
8438 
8439   TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The 
8440 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the 
8441 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
8442 
8443   If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use  Nois
8444 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
8445 
8446                           Runtime Part 3: Making Music
8447 
8448   TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
8449 
8450 A simple song looks like this:
8451 
8452  Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
8453 
8454 
8455   There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so 
8456 without further ado,here is a list
8457 -] #
8458 
8459 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
8460 
8461 -] w
8462 
8463 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
8464 
8465 -] h
8466 
8467 Makes a half note
8468 
8469 -] q
8470 
8471 Makes a 1/4 note
8472 
8473 -] e
8474 
8475 Makes a tiny eigth note
8476 
8477 
8478   You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be 
8479 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
8480 
8481 Try this:
8482 
8483 
8484 music.tempo=8;
8485 Play(
8486     "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
8487     "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8488    "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8489      "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8490     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8491     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8492     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8493     "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8494     "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8495 );
8496 MusicSettingsRst;
8497 
8498                     Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
8499 
8500   HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets 
8501 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for 
8502 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things 
8503 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means 
8504 data about the self.
8505 
8506   To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash 
8507 table and do these steps
8508  
8509 -] Step 1
8510 
8511 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass 
8512 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8513 
8514 -] Step 2
8515 
8516 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst 
8517 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
8518 
8519 -] Step 3
8520 
8521 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
8522 
8523 
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8525 Perhaps an example will help:
8526 
8527 class CMeta {
8528   I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
8529   I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
8530   F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
8531 };
8532 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
8533 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
8534   CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8535   CMemberLst *ml;
8536   U64 sf;
8537   if(!findc) return;
8538   ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
8539   sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
8540   if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
8541     Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
8542   } 
8543 }
8544 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
8545 
8546 
8547   If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
8548 
8549 
8550 class CInput {
8551   //Be sure to use -P with strings
8552   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
8553   I64 age format "\n";
8554   Bool is_tall format "\n";
8555 };
8556 CInput inp;
8557 PopUpForm(&inp);
8558 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
8559 if(inp.is_tall)
8560   "Tall!\n";
8561 
8562 
8563                            Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
8564 
8565   If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder. 
8566 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
8567 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for 
8568 you,you have come to the right place
8569 
8570   In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt 
8571 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
8572 
8573   To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you 
8574 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL 
8575 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
8576 
8577   Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file 
8578 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big). 
8579 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a 
8580 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
8581 
8582 
8583 //
8584 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
8585 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
8586 //
8587 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
8588 class CFileEnt {
8589   U8 name[STR_LEN];
8590   U8 password[STR_LEN];
8591 };
8592 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
8593 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
8594 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
8595 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
8596 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8597 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
8598 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8599 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
8600 FClose(file);
8601 //
8602 // Now we read
8603 //
8604 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
8605 CFileEnt user;
8606 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
8607   MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8608   "Got  user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
8609 }
8610 FClose(file);
8611 
8612 
8613   Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file 
8614 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be 
8615 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M. 
8616 Look at this example
8617 
8618 
8619 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
8620 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
8621 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
8622 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
8623 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
8624   "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
8625 }
8626 DirEntryDel(root);
8627 
8628 
8629   A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most 
8630 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may 
8631 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry 
8632 be sure to free the root data with .
8633 
8634   To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file 
8635 exists.
8636 
8637   Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to 
8638 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
8639 
8640 
8641 -] FUF_RECURSE
8642 
8643 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
8644 
8645 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
8646 
8647 Chooses only directories(folders)
8648 
8649 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
8650 
8651 Chooses only files
8652 
8653 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
8654 
8655 Chooses only text files
8656 
8657 -] FUF_JUST_DD
8658 
8659 Chooses only DolDoc files
8660 
8661 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
8662 
8663 Chooses only source files
8664 
8665 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
8666 
8667 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
8668 
8669 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
8670 
8671 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
8672 
8673 
8674   If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to 
8675 remove a fule use Del("file");
8676 
8677   There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or 
8678 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
8679 e("old","new") or just a file via  Copy("old","new").
8680 
8681   And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/"); 
8682 
8683                     Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
8684 
8685   TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at 
8686 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a 
8687 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
8688 
8689 
8690 
8691 <61>

8692 
8693 
8694 
8695 
8696 
8697 
8698 
8699 
8700 
8701   As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last 
8702 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the 
8703 "last" one.
8704 
8705   To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the 
8706 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
8707 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
8708 
8709   In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is 
8710 ciruclar
8711 
8712 
8713  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
8714 CQue),*cur;
8715  QueInit(head);
8716  QueIns(one,head);
8717  QueIns(two,one);
8718  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8719    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8720  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8721  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8722 
8723 
8724   To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item 
8725 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue 
8726 
8727 
8728  CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof 
8729 CQue),*cur;
8730  QueInit(head);
8731  QueIns(one,head);
8732  QueIns(two,one);
8733  QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue 
8734  Free(one); //Free it's data
8735  for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8736    "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8737  QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8738  Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8739 
8740 
8741   You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
8742 
8743   Here is a reference section:
8744 -] QueInit(head) 
8745 
8746 Intialize the head of a queue
8747 
8748 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem) 
8749 
8750 Insert an item after the elem
8751 
8752 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem) 
8753 
8754 Insert an item before the elem
8755 
8756 -] QueRem(elem) 
8757 
8758 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
8759 
8760 -] QueDel(head) 
8761 
8762 Frees all items in the queue
8763 
8764 -] QueCnt(head) 
8765 
8766 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
8767 
8768 
8769                   Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
8770 
8771   Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
8772 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
8773 
8774   When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if 
8775 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
8776 
8777 #define FOO 123
8778 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
8779 if(def)
8780   "%s\n",def->data;
8781 
8782   We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a 
8783 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
8784 
8785 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
8786 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
8787 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
8788 d->data=StrNew("10");
8789 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
8790 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
8791 "%d\n",Hello;
8792 
8793 
8794   Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
8795 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
8796 
8797   Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel 
8798 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
8799 
8800 Perhaps an example will help:
8801 
8802 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
8803 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
8804 ent->user_data0=1;
8805 ent->user_data1=2;
8806 ent->user_data2=3;
8807 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
8808 ent->str=StrNew("look");
8809 HashAdd(ent,ht);
8810 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
8811 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
8812 HashTableDel(ht);
8813 
8814 
8815 Here is a reference of hash table functions
8816 
8817 -] HashAdd(item,table) 
8818 
8819 Adds an item to the hash table
8820 
8821 -] HashRemDel(item,table) 
8822 
8823 Delete an item from the hash table
8824 
8825 -] HashFind(str,table,type) 
8826 
8827 Find an item in the table
8828 
8829 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table) 
8830 
8831 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
8832 
8833 -] HashTableNew(sz) 
8834 
8835 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
8836 
8837 
8838                     Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
8839 
8840   Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first 
8841 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum 
8842 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
8843 
8844 It looks like this:
8845 <62>

8846 
8847 
8848 
8849 
8850 
8851 
8852 
8853 
8854 
8855 
8856 
8857 
8858 
8859 
8860 
8861   First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
8862 
8863 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8864 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8865 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8866 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8867 
8868   You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
8869 
8870 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8871 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8872 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8873 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8874 I64 val;
8875 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
8876   "Got a %d\n",val;
8877 
8878 
8879 Here is a reference section
8880 
8881 -] FifoI64New(sz) 
8882 
8883 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8884 
8885 -] FifoI64Flush(f) 
8886 
8887 Remove all the items from the fifo
8888 
8889 -] FifoI64Cnt(f) 
8890 
8891 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8892 
8893 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val) 
8894 
8895 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8896 
8897 -] FifoI64Del(f) 
8898 
8899 Free the fifo
8900 
8901 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val) 
8902 
8903 Remove an item from the fifo
8904 
8905 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val) 
8906 
8907 Insert an item into the fifo
8908 
8909 -] FifoU8Flush(f) 
8910 
8911 Remove all the items from the fifo
8912 
8913 -] FifoU8Cnt(f) 
8914 
8915 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8916 
8917 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val) 
8918 
8919 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8920 
8921 -] FifoU8Del(f) 
8922 
8923 Free the fifo
8924 
8925 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val) 
8926 
8927 Remove an item from the fifo
8928 
8929 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val) 
8930 
8931 Insert an item into the fifo
8932 
8933 -] FifoU8New(sz) 
8934 
8935 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8936 
8937 
8938                            Runtime Part 9: User Input
8939 
8940   TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These 
8941 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a 
8942 message mask.
8943  
8944 I64 x,y;
8945 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
8946   dc->color=RED;
8947   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
8948 }
8949 U0 Run() {
8950   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8951   I64 m,x2,y2;
8952   while(TRUE) {
8953     m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
8954     if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
8955       break;
8956     x=x2;
8957     y=y2;
8958     Refresh;
8959   }
8960 }
8961 Run;
8962  
8963 
8964   Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the 
8965 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key 
8966 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function 
8967 first before I dive into details.
8968 
8969 I64 x,y;
8970 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
8971   dc->color=GREEN;
8972   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100); 
8973 }
8974 U0 Run() {
8975   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8976   I64 msg,sc,ch;
8977   for(;TRUE;) {
8978     if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
8979       if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
8980       if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
8981         y-=3;
8982       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
8983         y+=3;
8984       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
8985         x-=3;
8986       } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
8987         x+=3;
8988       }
8989     } else {
8990       Refresh;
8991     }
8992   }
8993 }
8994 Run;
8995 
8996   As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key 
8997 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key 
8998 is down etc.
8999 
9000   The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which 
9001 can be tested via the "&" operator
9002 
9003 
9004 I64 x,y;
9005 I64 color=GREEN;
9006 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
9007   dc->color=color;
9008   GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
9009   dc->color=RED;
9010 }
9011 U0 Run() {
9012   Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
9013   I64 msg,sc,ch;
9014   for(;TRUE;) {
9015     if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
9016       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
9017       if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
9018         y-=3;
9019       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
9020         y+=3;
9021       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
9022         x-=3;
9023       } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
9024         x+=3;
9025       }
9026       if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
9027         color=RED;
9028       else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
9029         color=YELLOW;
9030       else
9031         color=GREEN;
9032     } else {
9033       Refresh;
9034     }
9035   }
9036 }
9037 Run;
9038 
9039 
9040   Here's a list of scancode flags:
9041 
9042 -] SCF_KEY_UP
9043 
9044 The key was released
9045 
9046 -] SCF_CTRL
9047 
9048 The Ctrl key is down
9049 
9050 -] SCF_SHIFT
9051 
9052 The shift key is down
9053 
9054 -] SCF_ALT
9055 
9056 The alt key is down
9057 
9058 -] SCF_CAPS
9059 
9060 The Caps lock key is down
9061 
9062 -] SCF_NUM
9063 
9064 The NumLock key is kdown
9065 
9066 -] SCF_SCROLL
9067 
9068 Scroll Lock key is down
9069 
9070 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
9071 
9072 The left mouse is down
9073 
9074 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
9075 
9076 The right mouse is down
9077 
9078 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
9079 
9080 There is no shift
9081 
9082 
9083   Here's a list of scancode keys:
9084 
9085 -] SC_ESC
9086 
9087 The escape key
9088 
9089 -] SC_BACKSPACE
9090 
9091 The backspace key
9092 
9093 -] SC_TAB
9094 
9095 The tab key
9096 
9097 -] SC_ENTER
9098 
9099 The enter key
9100 
9101 -] SC_CTRL
9102 
9103 The ctrl key
9104 
9105 -] SC_ALT
9106 
9107 The alt key
9108 
9109 -] SC_CAPS
9110 
9111 The caps lock key
9112 
9113 -] SC_NUM
9114 
9115 The num lock key
9116 
9117 -] SC_SCROLL
9118 
9119 The scroll lock key
9120 
9121 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
9122 
9123 The up key
9124 
9125 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
9126 
9127 The down key
9128 
9129 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
9130 
9131 The left key
9132 
9133 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
9134 
9135 The right key
9136 
9137 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
9138 
9139 The page down key
9140 
9141 -] SC_PAGE_UP
9142 
9143 The page up key
9144 
9145 -] SC_HOME
9146 
9147 The home key
9148 
9149 -] SC_END
9150 
9151 The end key
9152 
9153 -] SC_INS
9154 
9155 The insert key
9156 
9157 -] SC_DELETE
9158 
9159 The delete key
9160 
9161 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
9162 
9163 The Fxx keys
9164 
9165 -] SC_PAUSE
9166 
9167 The pause key
9168 
9169 -] SC_GUI
9170 
9171 The logo key
9172 
9173 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
9174 
9175 The print screen key
9176 
9177 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
9178 
9179 The print screen key
9180 
9181 
9182   I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an 
9183 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
9184 
9185 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
9186 
9187 A Key is put down
9188 
9189 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
9190 
9191 A Key is release
9192 
9193 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
9194 
9195 The mouse is moved
9196 
9197 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
9198 
9199 The left button is down
9200 
9201 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
9202 
9203 The left button is down
9204 
9205 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
9206 
9207 The right button is down
9208 
9209 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
9210 
9211 The right button is down
9212 
9213 
9214                          Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
9215 
9216   TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the 
9217 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
9218 
9219   In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
9220 
9221 
9222 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
9223   Beep;
9224 }
9225 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName"); 
9226 
9227 
9228   You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
9229 
9230 
9231 CTask *u=User;
9232 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the 
9233 end as we are "the-user".
9234 Sleep(5000);
9235 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
9236 
9237 
9238   Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
9239 
9240 
9241 CTask *t=User;
9242 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
9243 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
9244 
9245 
9246   There is also a BirthWait
9247 
9248 
9249 CTask *t=User;
9250 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
9251 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task 
9252 
9253 
9254   To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through 
9255 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and 
9256 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is 
9257 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure 
9258 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
9259 
9260 
9261 I64 beep_lock=0;
9262 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
9263   //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function) 
9264   while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it 
9265 is checked
9266     Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other 
9267 tasks
9268   Beep(snd);
9269   //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
9270   LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
9271 }
9272 I64 i;
9273 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
9274   Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
9275   "Spawned a thread!!\n";
9276 }
9277 
9278                                Runtime Part 10: Jobs
9279 
9280   In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs 
9281 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet 
9282 
9283 
9284 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
9285 res=JobResGet(job);
9286 Kill(jobber);
9287 "I got %d\n",res;
9288 
9289   With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
9290 
9291 
9292 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9293 I64 core=0;
9294 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus 
9295 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
9296 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9297   jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
9298      "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
9299      "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
9300   0);
9301 }
9302 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9303   "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
9304 }
9305 
9306 
9307   If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
9308 AKE_MASTER flag.
9309 
9310 
9311 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9312 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
9313 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
9314 
9315                                Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
9316 
9317   Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a 
9318 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The 
9319 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc 
9320 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
9321 
9322 
9323 //BT is a button
9324 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9325  
9326 
9327   As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded 
9328 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the 
9329 text. Lets see an example:
9330 
9331 
9332 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
9333 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9334 
9335 
9336   DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to 
9337 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of 
9338 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
9339 
9340 
9341 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
9342 
9343 
9344   You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like 
9345 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to 
9346 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
9347 
9348 
9349 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
9350   Beep;
9351 }
9352 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9353 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
9354 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
9355 
9356 
9357   You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE 
9358 for a left-click-expression.
9359 
9360 
9361 U0 CreateDialog() {
9362   CDocEntry *nums[3];
9363   I64 i;
9364   DocClear(DocPut);
9365   "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
9366   for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
9367     nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
9368   }
9369   DocBottom(DocPut);
9370   switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
9371     start:
9372       DocClear(DocPut);
9373       case 0:
9374         "You picked nothing lol.\n";
9375         break;
9376       case 1:
9377         "One is the one\n";
9378         break;
9379       case 2:
9380         "Two is too good\n";
9381         break;
9382     end:
9383   }
9384 }
9385 CreateDialog;
9386 
9387 
9388   You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
9389 
9390 
9391 U0 CreateDialog() {
9392 class CInput {
9393   //Be sure to use -P with strings
9394   U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
9395   I64 age format "\n";
9396   Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
9397 };
9398 CInput inp;
9399 PopUpForm(&inp);
9400 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
9401 if(inp.is_tall)
9402   "Tall!\n";
9403 
9404 
9405   Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
9406 
9407 -] TX
9408 
9409 Text
9410 
9411 -] CR
9412 
9413 Newline
9414 
9415 -] CU
9416 
9417 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
9418 
9419 -] TB
9420 
9421 Tab
9422 
9423 -] CL
9424 
9425 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
9426 
9427 -] PB
9428 
9429 Page break
9430 
9431 -] PL
9432 
9433 Page length
9434 
9435 -] LM
9436 
9437 Left margin
9438 
9439 -] RM
9440 
9441 Right margin
9442 
9443 -] HD
9444 
9445 Header margin
9446 
9447 -] FO
9448 
9449 Footer margin
9450 
9451 -] ID
9452 
9453 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
9454 
9455 -] FD
9456 
9457 Forground default color
9458 
9459 -] BD
9460 
9461 Background default color
9462 
9463 -] PT
9464 
9465 Command Line Prompt
9466 
9467 -] WW
9468 
9469 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
9470 
9471 -] UL
9472 
9473 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
9474 
9475 -] IV
9476 
9477 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
9478 
9479 -] BK
9480 
9481 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
9482 
9483 -] SX
9484 
9485 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
9486 
9487 -] SY
9488 
9489 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
9490 
9491 -] CB
9492 
9493 Checkbox
9494 
9495 -] LS
9496 
9497 Major Lit Alert
9498 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this 
9499 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
9500 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
9501 
9502 -] MA
9503 
9504 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
9505 
9506 -] TR
9507 
9508 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
9509 
9510 -] HL
9511 
9512 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
9513 
9514 
9515  Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For 
9516 example you can do  "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
9517 
9518 -] H
9519 
9520 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
9521 
9522 -] L
9523 
9524 This will make the element act as a link
9525 
9526 -] TR
9527 
9528 This will make the element act as a tree
9529 
9530 -] LS
9531 
9532 This will make the element act as a list
9533 
9534 -] PU
9535 
9536 This will make a macro run in a popup window
9537 
9538 -] C
9539 
9540 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
9541 
9542 -] X
9543 
9544 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
9545 
9546 -] UD
9547 
9548 Update data on typing
9549 
9550 
9551 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
9552 
9553 -] T
9554 
9555 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
9556 
9557 -] LEN
9558 
9559 Sets the length of the DA element.
9560 
9561 -] A
9562 
9563 Sets the link location
9564 
9565 -] LE
9566 
9567 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
9568 
9569 -] RE
9570 
9571 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
9572 
9573 -] LM
9574 
9575 Left macro,runs text on left click
9576 
9577 -] RM
9578 
9579 Right macro,runs text on right click
9580 
9581 -] RT
9582 
9583 Raw type of DA
9584 
9585 -] U
9586 
9587 User data
9588 
9589 -] SCX
9590 
9591 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
9592 
9593 -] SX
9594 
9595 Scroll x pixels
9596 
9597 -] SY
9598 
9599 Scroll y pixels
9600 
9601 
9602   Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here 
9603 is a reference for the link codes:
9604 
9605 -] FI
9606 
9607 File index,FI="file" or  FI="file,line"
9608 
9609 -] FF
9610 
9611 File Find,FF="file,text"
9612 
9613 -] BF
9614 
9615 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
9616 
9617 -] HI
9618 
9619 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
9620 
9621 -] A
9622 
9623 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
9624 
9625 
9626   Now a function reference:
9627 
9628 -] DocBottom
9629 
9630 Move to the bottom of the document
9631 
9632 -] DocCenter
9633 
9634 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
9635 
9636 -] DocClear
9637 
9638 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
9639 
9640 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
9641 
9642 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
9643 
9644 -] DocDel
9645 
9646 Delete a documents memory
9647 
9648 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
9649 
9650 Deletes a document entry
9651 
9652 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
9653 
9654 Copy an element
9655 
9656 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
9657 
9658 Insert a document into an other document
9659 
9660 -] DocLock
9661 
9662 Lock a document
9663 
9664 -] DocUnlock
9665 
9666 Unlock a document
9667 
9668 -] DocRst
9669 
9670 Reset the document
9671 
9672 -] DocTop
9673 
9674 Go to the top of the document
9675 
9676 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
9677 
9678 Read a line from a file
9679 
9680 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
9681 
9682 Write a line into a file
9683 
9684 -] DocRead(filename)
9685 
9686 Read a document from  a file
9687 
9688 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
9689 
9690 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
9691 
9692 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
9693 
9694 Save a document into memory
9695 
9696 -] DocWrite(doc)
9697 
9698 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
9699 
9700 -] DocMenu
9701 
9702 Interact with a document until a value is found
9703 
9704 -] DocForm
9705 
9706 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out 
9707 
9708 -] DocNew(filename)
9709 
9710 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
9711 
9712 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
9713 
9714 Insert a .GR file into a document
9715 
9716 -] DocPrint
9717 
9718 Print text into a document
9719 
9720 -] DocPut
9721 
9722 Get the current document for a task
9723 
9724 -] DocType(doc,filename)
9725 
9726 Type a file into a document