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0002 Aiwnios.com
0003
0004 Welcome to Aiwnios.com,the best server on earth,which is served by a HolyC
0005 backend(source code). I will show you how to do cool stuff like write compilers
0006 and make games. I will write articles time to time,but first let me tell you
0007 about myself.
0008
0009 My name is Clayton and I like compilers alot.I wrote Aiwnios which is a HolyC
0010 compiler that runs on 64,bit arm,risc-v and X86_64 and it's Travis Scott lit.I
0011 will explain it in detail how it works,the first part is the lexer. I'm not a
0012 unix pro but here are my notes Unix Notes or my Jain Notes.
0013
0014 Here is a link to the User Guide if you want to know how to use aiwnios. Or
0015 maybe you are here for the Shitpit
0016
0017 Checkout My FlashCards app and flash cards for the latest in nroots Greek
0018 Quest(download the ISO and MountFile it in Aiwnios to use it).
0019
0020 I wrote a Compiler Tutorial. Check it out
0021
0022 AiwniosTube Beta
0023
0024 A sexy video sharing site like youtube but written in HolyC.
0025
0026 AiwniosTube
0027
0028 Irc Server
0029
0030 Served by Gihon HolyC IRC server
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0033 aiwnios.com 6667 or irc.aiwnios.i2p 6667
0034 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client
0035 Dont send anything important over the IRC server
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0039 Shitpit Pt.3 Old Pt.2!!
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0066 4-2-25 Pt.4
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0068 A child is subject to a mother,a gooner is subject to a woman also. Leave the
0069 women-slave mentality for child-minds.
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0071 4-2-25 Pt.3
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0073 If a man has 2 wives,there is one mother. Both love thier child,but the mother
0074 is the one who needs him more. One can bear seperation,one cannot.
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0076 4-2-25 Pt.2
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0078 If you want to play a fuckin cookie clicker,just shit on the floor and poke it
0079 repeatidly for fun.
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0081 4-2-25 Pt.1
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0083 Whoose fucking idea was it to promote a fucking cookie clicker(The Last Meadow
0084 on DICKcord) with a cinematic trailler. Fucking Ass Toads.
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0087 4-1-25 Pt.3
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0089 Faith is disocvered through learning things. Tattvarth sutra says
0090 name,representation,potential x state are parts of reality. A boat is a boat
0091 because it is a boat and has the potential to float. Likewise a goldfish is a
0092 goldfish because it swims around and we call it a goldfish.
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0094 Potential is only valid if it manifests itself in reality. Just because
0095 everyone can do something,there are few who do it. A hypothetical is lesser than
0096 reality. I am sick of people saying "I could be a good poet" when they have not
0097 written poems. I write compilers.
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0099 Imagine this BITWISE AND'ed to conistute the reality of an object
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0101 POTENTIAL&STATE&REPRESENTATION&NAME.
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0103 In order for potential to be real it must have been manifested in state. A
0104 potential that has not been able to manifest itself in reality is not real(yet
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0107 4-1-25 Pt.2
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0109 So you want to know the truth about subgraph isomorphisms. They find
0110 subgraphs.
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0131 Heres the deal,represent those mother-fuckers in a matrix like this:
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0133 -] Master matrix
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0135 A B C D
0136 A 1 1 0 0
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0145 Not keep that thumb suckin baby graph inna matrix too
0146
0147 -] Baby Matrix
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0149 A B C
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0157 Heres the secret sauce,Rotate the "A B C x D" columns for each iteration.
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0159 Let "A B C x D" become "B C D x A" for both the fuckin rows x columns
0160 -] Master matrix
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0173 Holy fuckin' Shit. Just bitwise AND that motherfucker and you'll know what to
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0177 Pro Fuckin Tip:
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0179 Rotations(jk do permutations) can be done recusivlely.
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0181 A [B C D]
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0188 C [D [A B]]
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0194 Do every pppermutation in paralell for maximum gains.
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0196 If you a certified motherfucker you can use BCnt() to remove canidates. IF you
0197 cant figure out how then you are probably fucking stupid.
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0201 4-1-25 Pt.1
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0203 Mibbit IRC is shutdown forever . My balls have been busted.
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0205 3-31-25 Pt.2
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0207 People who desire hero-hood for themselves must express reality. This is why
0208 Chris Chan exists. He is a "self-hero" and thus must express his existence to
0209 prove that he is a hero. He is consumed by his quest to make himself a hero.
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0211 3-31-25 Pt.1
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0213 I think people want a hero to embody thier values. Some find Terry as a hero
0214 for speaking his mind and being smart.I like Terry. I feel like I am not a
0215 hero,or even someone consumed by the quest for heroic properties.
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0217 I said that people want heroes who embody thier values. This could be someone
0218 mundane. The purpose of heroes is to embody values for other people.
0219
0220 Donald Trump seems to be consumed by a quest to be a hero,whereas Rsahba and
0221 the rest of the gang have made themselves heroes.
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0223 I fear that in real life I am wearing a mask that is that of a hero who is
0224 charitable. I will write a resignation letter describing the mask I wear and why
0225 It is ficticious maybe.
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0227 3-30-25 Pt.3
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0229 Poopy heads could argue ShitPit is probably a danger to society due to
0230 wrong-thinking. Some people desire wealth,some people desire ideas. Thinking is
0231 paticularly dangerous when abstractions become assocaited with concrete things.
0232 If I think,"Donald Trump is a hitler president",then someone may try to off him.
0233
0234 The problem with the argument "The ShitPit is harmful" is that my thinking
0235 about evil is abstract. It is not concerete moslty. People dont seem to realize
0236 that abstract thinking about the Orange pussy grabber is not evil,what is evil
0237 is making plans to assinate Trump which I have not done.
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0242 Helping others is the best thing for Karma. I feel an obligation to help
0243 others. There people to help in the world,I assume when most people say they are
0244 good people.that they WOULD help others if they saw someone in need,but thy dont
0245 actively seek to help people.
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0247 I read that feeding birds is good too. The purpose of goo thinking is to do
0248 good for others.
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0252 I rely on the FILE*s in C to always point to the same file in my Latin stuf.
0253 This is bad practice,but it works on FreeBSD and linux?(fedora). Linux has like
0254 lots of libC-s so I aint pushin my luck. Also Lil Durk released his new album
0255 today.
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0257 I think Poopin Frogs and Latin will be the top priority. I will more than
0258 seriously consider quiting my job. It is a seriously good idea for the flesh. I
0259 am not suppost to discus my wages but I get paid about $100 a week for 5 days
0260 worth of labor because I volenteer and work.
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0262 Pro Tip:
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0264 Dont get diagnosed with Autism or this sort of thing will be "great job
0265 practice" where you get to volenteer 5 days a week for little pay while you
0266 could be working a real job.
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0268 Disclaimer:
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0270 I am probably not able to have a real job because the retard people have to
0271 fgive me meds at certian times. So it is partly not my fault I canot have a real
0272 job. I also rely on retard people to bring me to work.
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0274 I will seek forgiveness this Samayika session but this is a fate I will need
0275 to overcome.
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0281 Im more than serious about making TOOM to some degree BOOM compatible,I will
0282 consider it complete when it runs Batman doom.
0283
0284 I had a dream someone asked about the shitpit is so massive. I forgot my
0285 answer.
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0287 3-29-25 Pt.1
0288
0289 Heres the mootherfucking DEAL. Doom's source code was original realized under
0290 the DSL(DOOM Sofware license). Not the GPL. Rest assured TOOM is not encumbered
0291 by GPL,but DSL.Yeah motherfuckas,Im back on that TOOM shit.
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0293 I will add support for the canonical TNT and Plutonia expirence expansions for
0294 the D(oom).
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0296 3-28-25 Pt.4
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0298 As a Kid I loved places more than people and other creatures. I never
0299 considered that there were people working at the stores until recently. The
0300 burger people were just workers,nothing else.
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0302 3-28-25 Pt.3
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0304 Computers are the best type of possetions as they can be used repeatedly. I
0305 sometimes hear rappers rap about drugs and women and loving God. I love the
0306 Tirthankars and have improper action. I one time saw a documentary about prision
0307 life and everyone mostly believed in God. Terry said there were holy people in
0308 the prisions too.
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0310 Karmas are mostly destructive. They are called bondage for a reason. One does
0311 not buy innocence at Walmart.
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0313 3-28-25 Pt.2
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0315 People who value a false sense of family and uphold a false idenity of family
0316 shouldnt have kids,it is not your kids job to be your slaves and uphold your
0317 sense of reality.
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0322 Im one of the good ones. Most autistic people I know are like really stupid. I
0323 think families are the breeding grounds for the most fucked up aspects of
0324 humanity. I dont know if it is me or my family,but growing up when we walked in
0325 public we did not walk next to each other,we walked in the same direction
0326 seperately. I read that austism/assburgers is common with people with eccentric
0327 parents. Which is not suprising.
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0329 My parents seemed to be at odds with reality. They did seem to accept the
0330 family was fucked up but wanted no one to see it. My dad may as well have been a
0331 cult leader. I often wonder what goverment officals think about family life.
0332 They can lie about their top secret things and extort people for information. I
0333 would not want to be the son of a goverment person. I suppose that thier worth
0334 be based on their values they hold,but that is abstract. Concretely I would not
0335 like them as parents.
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0337 I dont have the goverment,you cannot hate something you cannot see and there
0338 are worse goverments.
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0343 The mirror will tell me I am a poo poo head who says the n-word alot. I rarely
0344 look becaue it is depressing. Some people are depressed because they dont look
0345 in the mirror. I am not one of them.
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0347 3-27-25 Pt.1
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0349 The Soul is form of existence that is like a metaphysical matter I think. If
0350 it wasnt,then I wouldnt be able to think. Just as physical matter interacts with
0351 physical matter,the soul matter only interacts with soul matter. I dont think
0352 you can find it with a microscope.
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0354 The purpose in all of this is that souls should benefit other souls and not
0355 rocks. Rocks dont have soul matter I think,or not alot of it. Like matter soul
0356 stuff can turn into new things,a plant can become a God and a God can become a
0357 plant.
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0359 You might be wondering about earth bodies,Samanska(thinking) souls can attain
0360 liberation through good conduct. I once heard that if accept that soul matter is
0361 eternal but changing,you can have true happiness. I dont think the Tirthankars
0362 really cared about dying. They transcended the fear of death.
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0364 3-27-25 Pt.1
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0366 NOTE:
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0368 When upgrading FreeBSD,DONT TYPE freebsd-update install TWICE WITHOUT
0369 REBOOTING. DONT BE FUCKING LAZY.
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0373 Trump's on Signal,too bad I dont gyatt google account on my phone so I can use
0374 the play store.
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0378 There are justifications and answers. Aiwnios.com is an unjustified answer.
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0380 People will study aiwnios.com maybe to see what poo poo brains think; They
0381 will look in the mirror.
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0383 Kiwi fucks are banned from saying "Isabell L*Redacted* J*Redacted* has a nice
0384 rack". It is literally aganst the rules to comment on the creatins tits.
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0386 Bro,I just thought of some genius shit. Include a disclamier but I cant
0387 include it for legal reasons.
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0453 DISCLIAMER:
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0455 I feel guilt for calling people faggots. I cant find a better apt word to
0456 describe a person who wears a Hazbin Hotel shirt in public.
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0459 NOTE:
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0461 Hazbin Hotel is about demons of various sexualities and im pretty sure the
0462 show uses the "faggot" word so I dont know if it is in poor taste to call a
0463 woman who was wearing a faggy Hazbin Hotel shirt the f word.
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0465 3-25-25 Pt.2
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0467 I saw a retard at work with at Hazbin Hotel shirt. What a faggot. To be fair
0468 it is the master-class of American animation. She was a woman so I will have to
0469 consult the dictionary to find a word for woman-faggot. If you are looking for
0470 academic facts,look somewhere else. This is the ShitPIT. I dont consult academic
0471 papers while thinking and this site dont either.
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0473 3-25-25 Pt.1
0474
0475 A new TempleOS Porn Flick will be coming soon. I will make an NSFW section for
0476 AiwniosTube. I had a vision of a cool porn flick.
0477
0478 3-24-25 Pt.2
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0480 The Jain Dhrama probably survive without both the Archayas and the Sravaks.
0481 The Archayas will lead the faith and laypeople can make cool art. People are too
0482 retarded to read so in Churches they made stained glass picutures of bible
0483 stories. I will make some cool art too in a bit.
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0485 3-24-25 Pt.1
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0487 Religious art seems weird to outsiders. This is because religion deals with
0488 morality,and people tend to stay away from the depths of moral thought. I think
0489 good religious art(Books,TV,music) exaimines the weird aspects of us. Kanye is a
0490 weird guy who sings about deeply personal things but he also happens to be a
0491 massive Jew hater.
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0493 You see,the charactors in religious art are archetypes of concepts. One of my
0494 favorite stories in Tristhati Ssalaka Purasha Caritra is when king Bharat prays
0495 to God and and Bahubabli prays to God's mother. They are at war with
0496 eachother,yet they worship both the mother and the son.
0497
0498 This demonstrates what Syadvada looks like in action. But back to the point.
0499 When people whine about texts describing weird people like Ye and crazed
0500 Kings,they are missing the point. We need to look at them as a representation of
0501 society and ask ourselves,"What is the cause of this weirdness".
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0503 I think anyone reading my website would be confused(for good reason). The
0504 purpose of aiwnios.com other than being a sexy server is to allow a spot for me
0505 to take off the mask,where the clayton fascade ends and the real clayton can
0506 tell you about reality.
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0509 I may as well be a lesser KanYe.
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0511 3-23-25 Pt.2
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0513 Turkey Tom on youtbe makes shitty videos. I learned that people put on masks
0514 to get what they want and forget who they are. Thier happiness is gotten through
0515 illicit means feels bad. I wear a mask when voluneteering. I really dont give a
0516 fuck about the people I serve.
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0518 I wonder if the mask cares or me.
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0520 3-23-25 Pt.1
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0522 Attention aiwnios-ers. I am now working on an AES encription thing for
0523 HolyTLS. Expect something sexy by the end of tonight. Im on ARM so there will be
0524 0 milf-fuckin assembly in it.
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0526 3-22-25 Pt.2
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0528 aiwnios.com will hopefully have its own TLS layer written in HolyC someday. I
0529 was working on a garbage collector for the Latin,I do this to avoid deep cloning
0530 which saves lots of memory. I am seriously lit
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0532 3-22-25 Pt.1
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0534 Christian and the Hedgehog boys is a good album. I have never been so pumped
0535 to hear a person sing over copyrighted songs.
0536
0537 I am fond of the upbeat "A-U-T-I-S-M" track where he sings about autism. Had
0538 this not been sung by Chris Chan this would be a work of genius. It shows the
0539 trajedy of austism from the outside eye,but to the autistic person it is all
0540 fun.
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0542 I am autistic,so when I say autism is fun,I mean its fun. You can thnik about
0543 poop and compilers all day and its fun.
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0545 Why would I view my life as a trajedy when its a comedy. I mean Im literaly
0546 living in the same earth as Chris Chan
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0548 3-21-25 Pt.1
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0550 Sup AssBrains,I heard you were trying to DDOS aiwnios.com,so I will offer
0551 some good ways to take down aiwnios.com.
0552
0553 -] 1,Spam the IRC server
0554
0555 The IRC server on port 6667 is plain text so you can just spam shit to it,or
0556 better yet do it yourself by making fake accounts.
0557
0558 -] 2:Upload Porn to AiwniosTube
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0560 AiwniosTube,there is currently no porn on here to my knowledge,You can upload
0561 lots of porn here,no-one actually uses it. Keep in mind I only log the HTTP
0562 headers which your browser sends if I remember correctly so make sure it's
0563 legal porn please.(The HTTP headers often contain your IP unless you are
0564 smart)
0565
0566 -] 3:Get China to block aiwnios.com
0567
0568 The CCP has been merciful to aiwnios.com. I heard the attacks were coming from
0569 the other side of the globe. China makes some of the best looking software I
0570 have ever seen. I like UKUI and Deepin. They acutally look sexy. I really do
0571 like Chinese software.
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0576 Sakra(?) says a property of true goodness is doing good without being asked. I
0577 was asked to volenteer,so I am only half good. I keep going so idk.
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0579 3-20-25 Pt.4
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0581 Seperation and detachment are synonyms. Stay sway from evil thoughts and they
0582 will vanish.
0583 3-20-25 Pt.3
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0585 I found some Coconut water at work. I feel there is a romanacized "old nroot"
0586 who would say "I got some n-word fuckin Coconut water". The Truth is the old
0587 Nroot exists,he is not expressed because saying "n-word fucking" is not proper
0588 conduct. Ill be frank. If we loose faith in proper morals we are bound to loose
0589 them. Sacrifice and faith are synonomyms.
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0591 It is improper behavior to think and say the n word as the mind is a Temple
0592 and therefore must be a holy abode for the Gods.
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0596 The coconut water is fine and tastes like coconuts,it also has coconut peices
0597 in it which is cool.
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0599 iustus fides moz COGNITIOQUE sunt semina.
0600 Corrct faith,conduct and THOUGHTS are the path.
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0604 Retards who oppose moving to El-Salvador on the basis of "quality of life "
0605 are retarded because they favor the flesh over virtue. El-Salvador has no
0606 abortion,End of Story. The Grinch maintains power through isolation. Lets say
0607 the people revolted aginst the Grinch,then they would be no better than the
0608 Grinch. If you want to have no men impregrant you,then putting barbed wire in
0609 your vag is a good idea.
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0612 Do you want to take over El-Salvador... No??? You can keep your imperalism by
0613 your own volition. El-Salvador is a utopia then.
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0617 I learned more about the Reveolutionary Armred Forces of Columbia on
0618 eFukt(cool Porn site),than i did in School,what a shame. Time to move to
0619 El-Slavador so I can can be free from Abortion.
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0623 They say they mind is like a Temple for Gods. The mind is where the Gods like
0624 to chill out or something. If you think evil things then your mind becomes a
0625 demonic crunk zone. I think Kanye's mind is a like an oasis for demonic entities
0626 that somehow purifies them.
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0628 Telepathy is a word use to describe the omniscient's ability to look into your
0629 mind and possibly move there.
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0676 Bayes Theorem is lit. Im infering translations of words based on context to a
0677 sexy degree.
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0679 I will commit later. Basically do this.
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0681 -] The Sexy Sauce
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0683 -] Pt. 1
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0685 Put word pairs(Latin and Translation) in a motherfucking matrix(or hash
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0710 -] Pt. 3
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0712 Use Bayes Theorem to pick the best translation. Some "nothing" words like
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0727 I saw a n-word Leperchaun. He was actually a very very dark shade of green.
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0789 The compiler will pass sometime,probably not anytime soon. Fools regret
0790 things too at death. I will regret things like saying the n word alot.
0791 XXXTenacion was a good rapper whose life ended too early. He could have made
0792 more cool music. I could die tommorow and I would not be able to write
0793 PoopinFrogs. The proper regret is not things but choice in activity.
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0795 One shold not lament loosing a fight,but fighting in the first place.
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0797 3-16-25 Pt.1
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0799 I said something potentially racist. I said that white people are mostly
0800 defiled and Indians who live in Bharat are blessed. Someone made a poop joke and
0801 I said poop+Dharma == utopia. I will perform Pratikramamn in a few,I have no
0802 enmity towards others and I hope they have no enmity towards me. I dont feel
0803 pooping on the floor is inheritly bad but I woouldnt advocate it either. I was
0804 trying to make a funny out of a criticism of Aryan people.
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0806 I will try to say less racist things.
0807
0808 NOTE:
0809
0810 Jain Scripture to my knowledge does not say to poop in the streets. I dont
0811 know why Bharat has a street pooping problem.
0812
0813 3-15-25 Pt.2
0814
0815 I thought ill of transexuals and presidents today. I may elloborate later,but
0816 to what effect. I also thought ill of homosexuals maybe because one time i said
0817 ,"If I was gay I would find myself sexy in the mirror" and that apparently
0818 offended gay people.
0819
0820 I also said I developed OCD and that oppended her too. I actaully am diagnosed
0821 with it and Autism so that person can eat a booger. Like washing yourself for
0822 about 40 minutes at a time for Allah is clearly OCD. In my defense Muhammad
0823 *did* probably have OCD if you read the abulition section in the Hadiths. One
0824 time he got pee on him so he poured a bucket on his clothes.
0825
0826 Another time a dog licked him so he washed the spot 10 times. Clearly OCD. He
0827 also said if you dont suck water into your nose the abulition(Wudu) isnt
0828 complete.
0829
0830 She lives in Assghanistan or Allahtopia or something.
0831
0832 3-15-25 Pt.1
0833
0834 I found an application to work at the gas station. Time to get gassed up.
0835 Someone once told me that it is immoral to enable homeless pum pums but that
0836 said person is a chimp.
0837
0838 3-14-25 Pt.2
0839
0840 I optimized some code for BSP drawing in TOOM today. I should use Cohen
0841 Sutherland clipping for the p pushing . I was checking the whole range of the
0842 screen when checking if a BSP node was blocked.
0843
0844 <8>
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0858 3-14-25 Pt.1
0859
0860 I pestered a fly today while grabbing a paper towel and I listened to Lil Pump
0861 and KanYe West nigger music. I live in a retard zoo where I am probbably only
0862 De-Jure retarded and not De-Facto. People call me special and not in a good way.
0863 I thought about saying things about my condition next retard meeeting but I will
0864 not out of respect.
0865
0866 I think I am a good worker because I like a illegal alien who does his job for
0867 like no pay. I get paid 8 hours a week for like 5 daya of labor. I am pooping
0868 myself. I am not sad because I am doing a good job,Im doing a good job because
0869 Im sad.
0870
0871 A few days ago I met with a previous manager(?) of the retard zoo who got
0872 fired(for what?) and it was weird. I did not know she got fired from the retard
0873 zoo. She asked something like "makings lots of money?" and I answered with a
0874 non-answer.
0875
0876 3-13-25 Pt.4
0877
0878 Wizards can make make it look like your friends foot is before you,dont act
0879 until you see your freinds head. All feet look alike,heads dont. Wise people
0880 must make educated decisions before acting.
0881
0882
0883 3-13-25 Pt.3
0884
0885 I am memorizing Tattvarth sutra in Latin. It makes english easier to
0886 understand.
0887
0888
0889 3-13-25 Pt.2
0890
0891 I got an email in my inbox about Namecheap SEO. I dont care if people use
0892 aiwnios.com. It would be funny to see if they actually look at the sites they
0893 send emails too. Yes the ShitPIT needs SEO for money, Eat a booger.
0894
0895 3-13-25 Pt.1
0896
0897 People will delegate moral copability to external forces when dont are in
0898 disbelief about the cuasality of something. I am not truly retarded,it is due to
0899 xyz.... He does not truely hate his job,it is because of xyz....
0900
0901 This false logic is too common. I am a retard who hates his job probably.
0902
0903 3-11-25 Pt.2
0904
0905 Light got turned into frozen matter or something
0906 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFjQ9E2Q50A.
0907
0908 Tattvath Sutra says light is a form of matter
0909
0910 Sound, union, fineness, grossness, shape, division,
0911 darkness, image, warm light (sunshine), and cool
0912 light (moonlight) also (are forms of matter)
0913 .
0914 3-12-25 Pt.1
0915
0916
0917 A point in a triangle is true if all 3 sides have a sign on the diffrence
0918 between the cross-product componets,(vY*pX-vX*pY).
0919
0920
0921 CD3 points[3]={{50,100,0,},{200,50,0},{200,200,0}};
0922 F64 VSide(F64 x,F64 y,I64 v) {
0923 CD3 pr,p;
0924 pr.x=points[(1+v)%3].x-points[v%3].x;
0925 pr.y=points[(1+v)%3].y-points[v%3].y;
0926 pr.z=0;
0927 p.x=x-points[v].x;
0928 p.y=y-points[v].y;
0929 p.z=0;
0930 return p.y*pr.x-pr.y*p.x;
0931 }
0932 Bool InTriangle(F64 x,F64 y) {
0933 F64 s=Sign(VSide(x,y,0));
0934 return s==Sign(VSide(x,y,1))&&s==Sign(VSide(x,y,2));
0935 }
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0938
0939 3-11-25 Pt.2
0940
0941 Wolfentien 3D is fuckin lit. I dont like TOOM anymore. Shooting looser
0942 naziggers is fun. Adolf Hitler is bad man and I get to kill him in wolfensten
0943 3D.
0944
0945 3-11-25 Pt.1
0946
0947 I accidently when into the wrong channel on discord and said something like
0948 "21 Jumbotron Shit Poopin,this shit will make you whip out the hand lotion" when
0949 presenting my Latin code
0950
0951 3-10-25 Pt.4
0952
0953 Wolfenstien 3D is a good game. I like the way the very simple layout of the
0954 levels convey a sense of space and even somtimes represent areas like bedrooms
0955 or food areas. The game is overall fun and I like it more than Doom sort of.
0956 There is something magical about sneaking up on an enemy and stabbing them for
0957 guns. The game is also fast paced when played with a mouse
0958
0959 I kind of want to work on Poopin Frogs more something but I am feinin' for
0960 Latin Shit.
0961
0962 3-10-25 Pt.3
0963
0964 Have you seen religious art. I think KanYe's Donda album is a good example of
0965 religious art. Its about God and is good music. It embodies the influx of life
0966 in a holy lense. I do enjoy TempleOS and the Donda Album. I sat today performing
0967 Samayika memorizing stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. I find that if I translate it
0968 into Latin then it is easy to remember in englsh.
0969
0970 In Latin there are detirminers which can be used like nouns and adjectives.
0971 Ill commit now. I read some of Jerome's stuff and was like "what the fuck". Too
0972 many words. I think I should read latin before writing it.
0973
0974 3-10-25 Pt.2
0975
0976 The is nothing deep or shallow in honesty,there is only truth. People write
0977 stories to convey deep meanings. People wine to engage in shallow thought.
0978 Tattvarth Sutra tells things as is. People will only relate to what they can
0979 see.
0980
0981 3-10-25 Pt.1
0982
0983 KanYe is a great singer.
0984
0985 3-9-25 Pt.1
0986
0987 Yeah,I didnt sleep last night on some Latin shit.
0988
0989 3-8-25 Pt.5
0990
0991 I might have to use NetBSD on real hardware VM's are Micheal Jackson BAD for
0992 speed.
0993
0994 3-8-25 Pt.4
0995
0996 One time a Goddess visted a grieving person and said,"If you find a house
0997 without death,I can heal your lost one within". He traveled the earth in search
0998 of a house without death,and upon going to the King's Palace,he was told that
0999 pain and death are inescapable.
1000
1001 After realizing this,the man stopped greiving as he realized the power of
1002 fate.
1003
1004 3-8-25 Pt.3
1005
1006 People who listen to the threats of wizards do nothing. The only thing they
1007 have is fear. I will elloborate later. A hypothetical evil is lesser than a real
1008 one. Good people sell solutions,bad people create problems when sell solutions.
1009 One time a Wizard came to a King and told about doom and everyone belived him,he
1010 convinced them alot about doom and the the king climbed a mountian to jump and
1011 realized that the watersd were not overflowing and stuff.
1012
1013 Afterwards the King realized that he had been fooled by the wizard and he was
1014 thankful he learned to not listen to poo poo brain wizards.
1015
1016 3-8-25 Pt.2
1017
1018 As a kid I would look at the ceiling and see patterns. I did not have culture
1019 so I found culture in TV,it was retarded.
1020
1021 I heard that the masters of one generation read the math writings of the last
1022 generation. This is true in both math and Dharma. I had no culture growing up so
1023 I have lots to read. I read alot of datasheets for like transistors and stuff. I
1024 learned to program computers from an amtel chip on an ardunio which was Travis
1025 Scott lit.
1026
1027 I liked hardware as a kid. There was a retard who one time talked about NOR x
1028 NAND gates. This happened once and I dont know his name. I wrote a compiler xa
1029 web server and I use it to say my religious and political views.
1030
1031 Catepillars go into cacoons to grow up. I wonder if they have TV's in there or
1032 if they dont I wonder what they think about. I may as well have been a
1033 catepillar growing up because I didnt do anything.
1034
1035 They probably dont think anything. What were you thinking about when you were
1036 a fetus. I dont know.
1037 3-8-25 Pt.1
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1039 People have an innate desire to express reality. People find great confort in
1040 reality sometimes,some people even desire to become part of the reality around
1041 them. This means to interact with it in a non-parasocial way. Reality is much
1042 more than watching Mr.Beast on RetardTube.
1043
1044 I think Transgender people have a legidment confusion and want to express
1045 reality or rather change reality to confort themselves. As a kid I did not know
1046 where to find cool people on the internet. I frankly dont go out of my way to
1047 find them,as im on assloads of legally presribed drugs.
1048
1049 I wondered "What cool stuff do I watch on RetardTube" as a kid. I dont not
1050 know that degeneracy existed as I was told it wasnt normal. Rap music is part of
1051 reality and gives me confort,perhaps is just beer but beer makes the pain go
1052 away.
1053
1054
1055 NOTE:
1056
1057 The Tirthankars would certianly dislike efukt.com(porn
1058 site),crazyshit.com(porn site) and 21 Savage(great rapper).
1059
1060 It cant be good for me but it feels great. I havent watched them in awhile but
1061 i occasionaly look to see whats poppin.
1062
1063 3-7-25 Pt.3
1064
1065 Hitler is remmbered as a bad man. People remember things based on values. I
1066 saw a retard with a swastika on a sign protesting Trump or something. The world
1067 would have been if Hitler wasnt born. Hitler was like a poo poo brain devoid of
1068 dharma who also killed lots of people.
1069
1070 I will write an Exposee on Hitler sometime. He was like a neo-Muhammad but
1071 with an acutal goverment. My rationale for saying that is both are militant
1072 people,but Hitler is worse in most regards.
1073
1074 People who deny Sahih Bukari's authenticity are probably retards and new age
1075 poo poo brains. Even as a disbeliever I must say the the hadiths are mostly
1076 true. This is because it is an oral tradition passed through the ages,and lots
1077 of the Hadiths in Sahih Bukari are not allegorical or meaninful in any spiritual
1078 way.
1079
1080 So... The argument "The hadiths were fabircated" are very stupid. Islam without
1081 Mr Poo poo brain(Muhammad) makes no sense. One of the claims in the Quran is
1082 that God will preserve it(15:9). This makes no sense if the "evil" Muhammad is a
1083 fabrication because that would mean we have a major problem if the historical
1084 Muhammad described in the Hadith("Evil poo poo brain") didnt exist,then how did
1085 it get here.
1086
1087 Go read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uthmanic_codex to see how the Quran
1088 manuscripts were burned by early Muslims as they were anaware about the 7
1089 Qirraat(The 7 Canonical readings the Quran) or somthing.
1090
1091 I dont know why God deicded to have 7 versions of the same text,totally not a
1092 stupid idea whatsover.`
1093
1094 3-7-25 Pt.2
1095
1096 I saw a gay putin meme. Some people seem to live on Stack Overflow.
1097
1098 3-7-25 Pt.1
1099
1100 Ill behavior will be attributed to pain in the eyes of therapists. If you dont
1101 have a problem,then you are called healthy. The retard doctor wants to end
1102 therapy in the future. Probably a bad hueristic to act on by I will say nothing.
1103
1104 I wonder if Schitzophrenic people actually think they are robots or aliens. I
1105 dont know as I am not a diagnosed Schitzophrenic. One time at the mental
1106 hopstial I met a woman who thought the world was going to end tommorow. She had
1107 tears in her eyes as she read Revelation and reminced on the time she wrote the
1108 Bible.
1109
1110 I think my parents would just call me scitzophrenic to downplay my religious
1111 beliefs.
1112
1113 There is a story in Trishashi Shalaka Purusha Caritra in view a person is
1114 exiled for not giving blessings despite being holy. He is banished and the
1115 person who banished him dies an ascetic after being curses. The moral of the
1116 story is that people who banish are more worphy of scrutiny that the people who
1117 are banished.
1118
1119 A good way to respond is to say that condemnation says more about the
1120 condemner that it does the condemned and to not worry about wordly things.
1121
1122 If thinking was a virtue then Lil Pump probably would make cool rap music.
1123 Idk. Thinking is a state of potential where nothing exists,thats why its called
1124 thinking.
1125
1126
1127 3-6-25 Pt.4
1128
1129 The purpose of my Latin things is not to be poetic but to condese meanings
1130 into as few syllables as possible. This is the beauty of Tattvarth Sutra. Just
1131 as one can cram alot of code into assembly language,Tattvarth Sutra describes
1132 reality in few words.
1133
1134 I think latin is weird as there are loads of R's,I think translating it into
1135 Latin is good as it makes memorizing it in english look easy.
1136
1137 3-6-25 Pt.3
1138
1139 Lil Pump has an onlyfans
1140
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1142 3-6-25 Pt.2
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1296 3-5-25 Pt.3
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1298 Arm assembler with the IMMS/IMMR feilds is weird. Im going to jut use a lookup
1299 table
1300
1301 3-5-25 Pt.2
1302
1303 UPDATE:
1304
1305 I think the mantinece guy walked in on my rendering of Kim Jung Un as I had
1306 it on the computer screen. It was on top of the shitpit logo. What the fuck.
1307
1308 3-5-25 Pt.1
1309
1310 If your sick of Kim K. You might want to start fuckin with Kim J(ung-Un). I
1311 heard that people didnt know he is an obese. He is obese and chubby chasing
1312 furries(?) would have a nice time with him as he looks like a pig. I dont know
1313 if pigs cout as furries though.
1314
1315
1316 Kim jung Un is a bad man. He does not uphold proper values and is a militant
1317 retard. Milititant Retards are devoid of proper Dharma. I was reading about Kim
1318 J and he has a magical family that does weird shit.
1319
1320 He claimed the he invented hamburgers which is weird becuase he is an obese
1321 piglet from Weendie the Pooh.
1322
1323 He in not at all breedable 0/10. I will animate some gay Kim Jung Un porn to
1324 be sent to North Korea.
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1380 3-4-25 Pt.4(The homonculus)
1381
1382 I might want to create a Donald Trump Homonculus. I have seen some weird shit
1383 but a homunculus would be cool.
1384
1385 As a kid I wanted to do magic. I read something like "put an egg under your
1386 bed" or something to summon magic. It sounds retarded. It was retarded stuff
1387 like this.
1388
1389 I had a talk about Latin today with an old person. There is an english text
1390 oddly called Religio Medici despite not being in Latin.
1391
1392
1393 3-4-25 Pt.3
1394
1395 Doom has a nice depiction of hell.
1396
1397 3-4-25 Pt.2
1398
1399 I like he ascetic of heaven depicted in art. Super Mario Bros.2 has a nice
1400 heaven-like area with pillars. Gods have houses and they probably look cool.
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1448 3-4-25 Pt.1
1449
1450 People who make weapons make divinites of weapons. Terry made divinity out of
1451 computers and it is good. I make divinities out of a desire for God. In this way
1452 TempleOS is a real Temple. Sagara was visited by a God weapon that would conquer
1453 the land for him.
1454
1455 I guess the shitpit is a new divine expression. I polymoprhic way in which
1456 people see goodness is why there are so many modes of worship,so I see no
1457 conflict between computers and holyness in the case of TempleOS.
1458
1459 Sagara's divide weapon acted like sort of an oracle that he followed it around
1460 as it conquered stuff
1461
1462 3-3-25 Pt.3
1463
1464 Feeling is nothing more than wine that delutes the senses into thinking they
1465 know things. Therapists tell people things then the feel fixed.
1466
1467 3-3-25 Pt.2
1468
1469 Sorry Austin,I really do apologize.
1470
1471 3-3-25 Pt.1
1472
1473 The TempleOS port of DOOM(TOOM) I 99% did on my own causes me guilt. DOOM is
1474 GPL licensed and I* did not use GPL sources until Austin included them. I feel
1475 moral guilt for this. On top of this,i feel like im beating a dead horse. Doom
1476 is an oral tradition from ID software. I say this as the floor drawing code from
1477 ID is hacky as fuck.
1478
1479 For example: Level E3M8 has rendering erros on the floors. This is not my
1480 fault but ID softwares fualt.
1481
1482 Sector 1 is unclosed, as the front sidedef of linedef 21 and the back sidedef of
1483 linedef 57 reference their own sector (sector 2) instead of sector 1.
1484 Source.
1485
1486 This is far from the only occurance. Even modern source ports have trouble
1487 with DOOM WADs with unclosed sectors,Im not fucking with it no more. I regret
1488 working on it. I learned about BSP and graphics math so its ok.
1489
1490 NOTE:
1491
1492 Doom's BSP does a flood fill for the floor drawing. Thats right,fuck the
1493 convex polygons(which already exist in the BSP nodes),just flood fill the floor.
1494 Just throw paint at the fucking floor to draw it and rely on rendering errors to
1495 render the level properly.
1496
1497 3-2-25 Pt.6
1498
1499 I played minecraft as a kid.
1500
1501 3-2-25 Pt.5
1502
1503 Dochii's new album is good but it is necassary to not listen to rap music. Rap
1504 music is mind poision. There are four faces of the Godhead. Liberation,right
1505 conduct,right knowledge something else.When I was a kid I saw the Halal person
1506 and I thought she was not a muslim because wasnt quiet. It could be argued that
1507 rap music by KanYe is ok but it is still mind numbingly stupid.
1508
1509 I never believed music could be personal until I listened to KanYe's Donda
1510 Album(Jesus Lord Pt.2).
1511
1512 I feel the need to detach myself from the world,but it is Allah month so idk.
1513 Not listening to rap music is a good way to attain liberation.
1514
1515 3-2-25 Pt.4
1516
1517 A planet without humans is boring. Earth is the best planet I know and thus
1518 the Gods have worked on earth. Without preservation of Dharma the conduct of
1519 humanity is defiled by evil conduct and thus earth becomes boring so the Indras
1520 wander elsewhere. Without faith there are no Gods that want to visit earth. Just
1521 as a person wanders from water,he looses the water he has. In the same way the
1522 Gods will loose faith in us if we wander from them.
1523
1524 The purpose of life is to accept what we have and not loose it. This is called
1525 oral tradition. One does not acquire words by wandering away from humans,but it
1526 is acquired through humans. Likewise one does not acquire favor of the Gods by
1527 wander away from debt to humanity but by repaying it.
1528
1529 3-2-25 Pt.3
1530
1531 One of the properites of an Tirthankara is to not ask for anything and speak
1532 of a Truth that describes things as it is,not a bit cooler or hotter. Scientists
1533 are like the modern Truth bearers. Politics does not consitute reality,only
1534 opinion.
1535
1536 Political speech is condemnable in this regard.If the Monarchs of the world
1537 should keep thier mouths shut when leading people so that they are loved. If the
1538 a King says,"I hate niggers" then he is hated. Ratnakarandaka Sravakacara says
1539 not to drop unpleasant truths for good reason.
1540
1541 It seems that uneducated people will align themselves with goverments and
1542 opinion talk as they have no Faith or desire to seek Truth.
1543
1544 I often think of things to do after Samayika,like "What will i do for penace".
1545 I could study scripture more,this is good.
1546
1547 3-2-25 Pt.2
1548
1549 Anyone argueing for things by abstract logic is probablly a poo poo brain. I
1550 saw a school shooter's parents get arrested. This is abstract thinking to say
1551 "The parents are indirectry responsible for a school shooting". This is peak
1552 retardness. The purpose of the prosecution is to ensure guilt,not truth.
1553
1554 Freedom of speeches's purpose is not to allow the truth,but to allow people to
1555 entertain claims and by extension allow people to either gawk at them or accept
1556 them.
1557
1558 You can look at aiwnios.com for an example of a un-educated retard(me) telling
1559 you about his opinions. I am entertaining various claims. You probably wont be
1560 suprised if you leave here at the same with the same amount of knowledge you
1561 came in with.
1562
1563 As I said,"Freedom of Speech" isnt mean to educate you about facts,its about
1564 entertaining claims and people.
1565
1566 3-2-25 Pt.1
1567
1568 Demoncracy is a good way to permit violence,hatred becomes legalized justice.
1569 Dont worry,americans just found out they werent a militant people. Its ok now. I
1570 cannot say if Trump is good or bad. He is a modern Chakravartin in need of
1571 repentance.
1572
1573 Today I saw a tasteless meme about Gaza. I found the meme to be lacking
1574 sources so it was poopy. I would say Gaza people are probably mostly zealots but
1575 facts must be represented.
1576
1577 Trumps plan to rebuild gaza is good and is a true offering of peace but no.
1578 Idk.
1579
1580 2-27-25 Pt.2
1581
1582 Latin is a good langauge. Akesios is justified in using Latin. I wonder how he
1583 is doing.I will put the latin conjugations into a CSV file hopefully by the end
1584 of the night. I put in the declensions. CSV files are totally unix-ilicious as u
1585 can use "cut -f2-" to do data base type stuff. I like unix commands sort of like
1586 "sort","uniq",and "cut"
1587
1588 2-27-25 Pt.1
1589
1590 I once read that "Trump isnt the perfect man,hes the man perfect for the job".
1591 I must partially agree with this. Trump has not started any wars. He also has
1592 made leaps in getting rid of abortion. I do believe he "making peace through
1593 power" like a good leader should do.
1594
1595 Trump in my opinion is a modern day Chakravartin,he could be argued to be a n
1596 imperfect man by a great ruler I will elloborate. Bharata once wanted to conquer
1597 the world and he did. Bharata was able to conquer everything except for the
1598 affection of his own brother Bahubali. So they fought.
1599
1600 Trump is like Bharata in the sense he overcame the odds and became a
1601 leader,and towards the end of their leadership they attained good morals. Trump
1602 used to grab pussy now he talks about faith and does good things.
1603
1604 Both Trump and Bharata are troubled people,but in the case of Trump(he seems
1605 to have) come to morality like Bharata.
1606
1607 Trump is far from Godhood but with faith he is closer than not. I think we
1608 should pray for Trump as one would pray for a God.
1609
1610 A major problem with politics is described in the power struggles or Bahubali
1611 and the Chakravartin. One prayed to God,and the other to God's mother. Democrats
1612 and Republicans are divided on how to rule the same nation.
1613
1614 The problem isnt Trump who is doing a great job of upholding Dhamric
1615 values(sort of in terms of politics). The problem is the lack of consensous on
1616 who to believe,when in reality Trump is a figurehead of America.
1617
1618 2-27-25 Pt.2
1619
1620 I find that sins become harder to do when you have holy priorities. Jerome was
1621 probably too busy writing the Vulgate to party all night.
1622
1623 I think that I have to a lesser degree Jerome mentality. I sometimes cannot
1624 sleep when I need to program something lit .
1625
1626 2-27-25 Pt.1
1627
1628 One studies math and does inquires about what he learned to attain
1629 psuedo-Godlike properties like knowledge,by this way the Tirthankars have
1630 acquired Godhood.
1631
1632 With that being said,I do believe you can overcome hunger and thirst to a
1633 degree with practice. I think doing things like not listening to unholy rap
1634 music is good. You cannot become like someone by not embodying thier properties.
1635
1636 I will not eat tonight. Psodhavrata is the act of not eating during night I
1637 hear
1638
1639 2-26-25 Pt.1
1640
1641 OpenBSD's dd has a dft blocksize of less than 1M,more like 512 bytes. Have fun
1642 wasting your time by accident. 1M vs like 512. What the fuck is wrong with them.
1643 bs=1M should be a reasonably implicit. I cant belive I have to clarify this. Why
1644 do people hate unix,ask the OpenBSD guys and you'll find out.
1645
1646 Look at this shit
1647
1648 1464018+0 records out
1649 749577216 bytes transferred in 2880.542 secs (260269 bytes/sec)
1650
1651 Literally 512 bytes at once. What the fuck,this isnt even acceptable for like
1652 10 year old flash drives.
1653 2-25-25 Pt.4
1654
1655 There is a song that goes like,"I like beer,and lets drink it cuz God's not
1656 here". I was a kid and asked a Catholic if God was everywhere and in her shirt.
1657 She said probably not there. I also terroized the neighbors by throwing a dead
1658 bird into their yard so the dog would bring it inside.
1659
1660 My parents were probably bad for letting it slide. I think they are defacto
1661 paranoid of the world,and hence werent(/aren't) capable of actually caring
1662 about the outside world. All me freinds family's started out as good freinds to
1663 my parents then my parents would turn on them.
1664
1665 2-25-25 Pt.3
1666
1667 I will need to refactor my visualization code. Some constructs are made out of
1668 multiple words,and not just one word.
1669
1670 2-25-25 Pt.2
1671
1672 I will go ham on visualing Genesis(from Vulgate) then after that its Tattvarth
1673 Sutra time. This could be a translator,but its a grammar vizualizer for
1674 understanding Holy texts. I do enjoy reading scripture during samayika. A good
1675 practice is to enumerate the properties of the Tirthankars.
1676
1677 Jain scripture is great at enumerating the properites of things. As a kid I
1678 feel I feel like it was clear I was autistic as I would use things and not
1679 understand why they were. You have to take a step back and see everything to
1680 have a whole picture.
1681
1682 2-25-25 Pt.1
1683
1684 Lil Pump is fuckin Genius.
1685
1686 2-24-25 Pt.2
1687
1688 For HolyC_Latin I will put the declensions/conjugations in a CSV file,Or
1689 something . This way you can add support for other languages.
1690
1691 2-24-25 Pt.1
1692
1693 I have fear but no pain. I assume meth heads have fear and no pain. I dont
1694 know how much different I am from a meth head. I am addicted to living and the
1695 shitpit. The Tirthankars would probably flush the shitpit down the toiliet if
1696 they were me,but if no one speaks the truth then no one can hear it.
1697
1698 Jainism does not hold that it was found under a rock. It was orallly
1699 transmitted from the Tirhankars,you need a teacher or else you are just reciting
1700 claims you heard from the pill bugs under a rock.
1701
1702 The five-fold saluation is for Arihants,enlightened people,teachers gurus and
1703 the rest of the sages. Without proper guidance there is no Navakor mantra. For
1704 this reason I will learn sankrit and visualize the Grammar of Tattvarth Sutra
1705 maybe.
1706
1707 2-23-25 Pt.5
1708
1709 There was a guy who was off the jiggers and I must find him. He spoke of
1710 Dharma and was on the Hindu discord server(which one). I dont remember much
1711 aboutr him other than he was mentioned in the "Jain Sangh" channel.
1712
1713 I need to find the man who was off the jiggers. I feel a spirutal connection
1714 to him. Terry was off the jiggers but I need this guy as he spoke of Dharma. My
1715 internet is ass now,so ill try tommrow or somthing.
1716
1717 2-23-25 Pt.4
1718
1719 I will make a footnote for all references to "Pussy-Grabbing" to included a
1720 notice that "Donald Trump said that'When you are rich they let you grab them by
1721 the pussy". The consent is implicit. I am not twisting facts or misqouting.
1722
1723 He is only guilty of sexually abusing Jean E. Carol so idk.
1724
1725 2-23-25 Pt.3
1726
1727 Why the fuck is the president a (Consenutally) Pussy-Grabbing
1728 Pumpkinoid,seriosuly,when did obese fat orange pumpkinoids get rights.
1729
1730 PROOF,I literally dont see the difference?
1731
1732
1733
1734 <14>
1735
1736
1737
1738
1739
1740
1741
1742
1743
1744
1745
1746
1747
1748
1749
1750
1751
1752
1753
1754
1755 2-23-25 Pt.2
1756
1757
1758 https://archive.org/details/introductiontopr00woolrich/page/n13/mode/2up?view=theater
1759
1760 2-23-25 Pt.1
1761
1762 Listen up,I will write an Exposee on Latin later I will need to refresh my
1763 knowledge on it first. Greek is worse though so ill give it that. I think people
1764 are getting more retarded due to not using Latin,I notice this with the greeks
1765 too. Modern Greeks's declesnions are alot simpler(retarded) than ancient greek.
1766
1767 The only thang modern greek really keeps the seme the the "the" word,which is
1768 nice because "the" tells you if a noun is feminine or masculin. Latin doesnt
1769 have a "the" word but keeps the declenions from greek.
1770
1771 Latin has like ass loads of conjugations for each type,look at this shit
1772
1773 Latin 1st conjugation.
1774
1775 2-21(SAVAGE)-25 Pt.1
1776
1777 As a kid I played the sega Genesis alot. I would say most sega games lack
1778 depth. That is a common motif about videos games. I like things that feel like
1779 they were made to be lit and not consumer garbage. I remember in highschool
1780 learning about consumerism and I see a product in most things. I see most video
1781 games are consumerism garbage.
1782
1783 I think poopfrgos will not be a consumer garbage as its not being sold and it
1784 intended for a nich aucdience.
1785
1786 I am more than serious about HolyC_Latin and other languages. I want to
1787 visualize the grammar of Holy Texts like the Vulgate and stuff.
1788
1789 2-20-25 Pt.2
1790
1791 There is nothing that happens. People tell stories. This means they are
1792 recalling past events. People in prisions must have lots of stories to tell
1793 because they cannot do anything except for recall the past. Drinking beer is a
1794 good alterative to having stories as it involves doing things in the present.
1795 Service to others is done in the present and reflection is done on the past. We
1796 listen to people as they tell stories.
1797
1798 My life exists mostly in the past. I fear I might get fired from my job as I
1799 messed up some of the dates on paperwork.
1800
1801 2-20-25 Pt.1
1802
1803 There was once an elehpant who destroyed his town because he couldnt bear the
1804 weight of seing it get invaded or something. I feel this story alot. Sometomes
1805 we premptively destroy things to avoid pain. It is rarely ever worth it.
1806
1807
1808 2-18-25 Pt.1
1809
1810 MultiCore is dumb for my latin project for now. I need to use a parrellel
1811 algorithm for now. Im listening to Savage Mode II on vinyl now. In highschool I
1812 heard about moonman. He was a person with a moon face that hates black people.
1813 Some of the black kids liked to yell "No room 4 N-words" during lunch. Sometimes
1814 during class in the computer lab.
1815
1816 One time during a stay at a mental hospital I was 2 of the good people to get
1817 pizza. I got pizza and it was awkward because we said nothing. I asked him what
1818 the best day of his life was,he said it involved running around the city. He
1819 asked mine and I said it was finding a bug in 3rd grade. He remarked that my
1820 best days were in the younger years.
1821
1822 2-17-25 Pt.2
1823
1824 I will work on Latin,I once had a TrueType font renderer for TempleOS but its
1825 gone now. It was on a floppy,and the harddisk I had it on failed. In school i
1826 did not pay attention as a kid so I dont know the numbers of the months. I
1827 should probably learn them.
1828
1829 Sometimes I see purple lights on youtube. It reminds me of having freinds as a
1830 kid. I used to like women as a kid but I dont care anymore. I dont miss having
1831 freinds or wanting women. My co-worker was a teacher and told her students how
1832 to be good at volenteering and stuff. I had a teacher in kinergarden and first
1833 grade. She was and cared for me and the rest of the class.
1834
1835 I was an evil child. I wanted to design circuits as a kid,so I played with
1836 breadboards alot. Since I was a kid i did this. then I discovered how to program
1837 the computer so that went bye bye. I used to value things like proper grammar
1838 and stuff but now I see that is isnt necessary to communicate ideas properly.
1839
1840 I dont consult books on gerunds and infinitives,accusative case and nomitive
1841 case when talking,and I like the way language can be chopped and slopped. I was
1842 working on Latin awhile ago,and Jerome wrties "tenebrae super faciem abyss". He
1843 doesnt use the "is" word. Likewise I can say "Potatoes are brown,and carrots
1844 orange". This isnt proper grammar per say but its ok.
1845
1846 Anyone telling you about how to use proper grammar should be required to tell
1847 me what instransitive verbs are or they are probably just Matt Walsh.
1848
1849
1850 2-17-25 Pt.1
1851
1852 Im going to begin this Expose on OpenBSD by saying it is complete dogshit. I
1853 am not saying this as a user but a developer. If you want consistency in
1854 debugging then you are fucked. Ptrace is a peice of shit on OpenBSD. On top of
1855 that,sigaction(2) behaves differently when being ran under GDB than it normally
1856 does. It seems the signals get delivered to random threads,when ran under
1857 ptrace(gdb x homies).
1858
1859 If someone wants to use the libunwind for Aiwnios backtraces,then you are
1860 still left without single stepping and register inspection for aiwnios
1861 debugging. There is no easy way to make OpenBSD sane. It is easier to peform a
1862 rectal cactus insertion than use this garbage.
1863
1864 My first expirence with OBSD was when I was exploring BSD,and I like BSD and
1865 long as it starts with "FREE",not "Open". NetBSD is more usable that this trash.
1866 Im not even asking for driver support or anything.
1867
1868 While debugging the debugger(gdb) likes to randomly freeze and sometimes the
1869 OpenBSD system will go into ddb-land(Aka the OpenBSD decides to give up).
1870
1871
1872
1873 3-16-25 Pt.4
1874
1875 The goverment is probably good if you seek it. People become paranoid via
1876 abstraction. You cannot be helped if you dont ask for it. Vice-Versa. People who
1877 isolate themselves from society are bound to go paranoid as they try to make
1878 sense of peoples' silence.
1879
1880 I would not play people for power. I feel like I am re-iterating claims made
1881 by better people. Lets get concrete. Jamali wanted to know if he could walk
1882 around and still be a monk but the Lord did not give an answer so Jamali went
1883 insane looking for an answer.
1884
1885 I wonder in life thinking about shitting frogs,I fear others but the truth is
1886 cannot know if they are pretending to have morals or not. Like if I go into
1887 walmart and scream the n-word,if people will luagh or cringe.
1888
1889 I saw a guy on youtube who changed McDonalds sign to say "Only hiring
1890 Niggers". He told the manager and asked him if he was hiring niggas. I thought
1891 it was funny.
1892
1893 I one time programmed porn into the calculator at school and I was told it was
1894 not funny. Difference of opinion I guess.
1895
1896 3-16-25 Pt.3
1897
1898 Non autistic people make songs about commiting crimes. It seems to pay for
1899 them. At work sometimes sane people will take too much from the food
1900 pantry,sometimes by accident and I let it slide. A retard has to be monitored
1901 more than a sane person.
1902
1903 Imagine if the Special-Ed mafia made a song about smoking meth. That would be
1904 very cringe.
1905
1906 I dont know whats more tragic,someone smoking meth or the fact I will never be
1907 able to do it.
1908
1909 3-16-25 Pt.2
1910
1911 I was working on the text to music thing. It breaks down the syllables and
1912 tries to make them sound good to limited effect.
1913
1914 3-16-25 Pt.1
1915
1916 The X86 OpenBSD ball buster has been conquered,in tib.h there are functions
1917 and macros for Thread information blocks,these happen to be stored as FS
1918 register. OpenBSD stores pthread stuff at the start(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN)so be sure
1919 to push P and make room. I used 0x100 as the defacto spots are at 0xf0 and 0xf8
1920 for the HolyFs/HolyGs
1921
1922 struct tib *old=TCB_TO_TIB(__get_tcb());
1923 struct tib *new=_dl_allocate_tib(TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN+0x100); /*Fs x Gs pointers
1924 end at 0xf8*/
1925 memcpy(new,old,sizeof(struct tib)+TIB_EXTRA_ALIGN);
1926 new->__tib_self=(void*)new;
1927 __set_tcb(TIB_TO_TCB(new));
1928
1929
1930 3-15-25 Pt.2
1931
1932 I was working on a text to music program. I will figure it out before
1933 uploading it here. Mahavir Lord in a previous life ate all the food. I bought
1934 alot of Fun-Dip candy as it's valentines day and im eating it all. That shit is
1935 addicting.
1936
1937 I cannot think in terms of music. Alot of times when I listen to music I hear
1938 words in the music notes. Like today I heard someone sing "That's so
1939 True-o-ooh-ooh",but the music notes sounded like "dee doo di du du". It sounds
1940 like the words.
1941
1942 3-15-25 Pt.1
1943
1944 I was on OpenBSD and it was busting my balls. On X86_64 there is not thread
1945 local storage. Cosmopoltalian libc is 21 savage lit. It replaces the thing in
1946 the thread control block with a pointer to INT3 or something. when the thread
1947 exits it traps.and the rest of the pointer is the TLS. Its insaenly epic but out
1948 of scope for Aiwnios as aiwnios's HCRT2.BIN's are write once run anywhere(on the
1949 same architecture). I give credit to the OpenBSD boys for making it a pain in
1950 the ass to use. The WRFSBASE instruction is disabled due to CR4 being set a
1951 certian way. They really dont like TLS.Like what the fuck are they using it for.
1952
1953 <15>
1954
1955
1956
1957
1958
1959
1960
1961
1962 Cosmopoltalian will now SIGTRAP and handle the threads for you(?). Too much
1963 work.
1964 3-14-25 Pt.3
1965
1966 OpenBSD doesnt have native Thread Local Storage on X86_64. Literally even
1967 TempleOS has it. My balls have been busted. The only way it would be feasible to
1968 do a OpenBSD X86_64 port would to __set_tcb() (the thread control block that is
1969 used by litterally everything) when you enter HolyC code,then restore it when
1970 you return to C space.
1971
1972 I dissamebled a _Thread_local var and it calls emultls something. Man what the
1973 fuck.
1974
1975 3-14-25 Pt.2
1976
1977 Listen up about the D,the OpenBSD. If you come from the Penguin land or
1978 FreeBSD,you may be tempted to do this:
1979 dd if=img.img of=/dev/sda
1980
1981
1982 That shit dont fly in OpenBSD-topia. Im about to tell you why. Use /dev/rsd1c.
1983
1984 The "r" is for raw,the "c" is for "whole disk" for some reason.
1985
1986 dd if=img.img of=/dev/rsd1c
1987
1988
1989 Another reason to use the Big D,the FREEBSD.
1990
1991
1992 3-14-25 Pt.1
1993
1994 IceWM works alot better on Macbook M1 Air's. Too bad I cant change the
1995 resolution because 8x8 pixels in 2K retna displays is hard to read. Gnome is ok
1996 on low end hardware if you have hardware acceleration. Im stuck with a
1997 framebuffer.
1998
1999 3-13-25 Pt.1
2000
2001 Im on OpenBSD now on my Macbook M1 and it runs like shit. OpenBSD on M1 macs
2002 have no hardware acceleration so scaling 640x480 to 2K retna display is slow. I
2003 used openBSD's shm_mkstemp to make a shm(shared memory). I then map it into
2004 virtual space with mmap. I should write like a buddy allocation or something
2005 for the ->code_shm_fd as the shm is a flat file.
2006
2007 I also have a singualr que for mapping the RX paghes to RW pages. This slows
2008 things down alot. I should also amend this,once it get on a decent computer that
2009 is not running OpenBSD with no hardware-scaling. Just have a flat array or
2010 something. I will ammend tommorow. This runs like shit.
2011
2012
2013 3-12-25 Pt.3
2014
2015 Just as a dog chases a bird,then sees a deer,then sees a bigger meal,he seeks
2016 all and catches nothing. In the same way,law makers who seek to please all make
2017 laws that serve no-one.
2018
2019 3-12-25 Pt.2
2020
2021 Hocus pocus reasoning for secular claims is dumb. Example? In america there
2022 was a civil war due to the consitution not mentionting slavery,the confederates
2023 ammended the consistution to explietely allow slavery,the north did not.
2024
2025 This is indiciative of a deeper underlying issue. The problem is that the
2026 "Hocus-Pocus" legality of slavery was disputed. If we say,pedophilia is bad and
2027 base the notion of that soley on the notion of consent(Hocus Pocus logic) and
2028 not a concrete claim(it posses health risks to children) you will end up with
2029 retards.
2030
2031 The problem is that consent is just a mask for morality that is being
2032 presented as the real deal. Its time to take the mask off and canonize the true
2033 morality that putting children in danger is the top priority,otherwise you will
2034 end up with (Halal) societies that make the age of consent 9 for girls.
2035
2036 If having sex with people who cannot consent is bad and the age of consent is
2037 9 you have no leg to stand on.
2038
2039 People who make laws about the sementics of langauge and not morals are bound
2040 to have laywers arguing for technicalites and not concrete reasoning.
2041
2042 3-12-25 Pt.1
2043
2044 I hope Durk didnt try 2 Slide4Von. Rappers need to like stop killing each
2045 other
2046
2047 3-10-25 Pt.1
2048
2049 I was playing Freedoom and a key was hidden. I noramlly run around with the
2050 automap set. I dislike levels that require me to look around.
2051
2052 2-9-25 Pt.1
2053
2054 Yeah,Got SHA256 working(again). rsync --delete done messed me up.
2055
2056 2-8-25 Pt.2
2057
2058 My balls and brain have been restored as aiwnios does Curve25519. Time to
2059 listen to Drake. I will fix bugs in aiwnios for the remainder of today.
2060
2061 2-8-25 Pt.1
2062
2063 My balls and brain have exploded due to the magnitude of Curve25519. After
2064 that I will need to implement SHA256 before I can get into the juicy parts of
2065 TLS1.3 . I am tempted to write a C trans-compiler for TempleOS but that is
2066 cheating.
2067
2068 2-7-25 Pt.1
2069
2070 Who the fuck came up with Curve25519. Genius mode.As I kid I scoffed at the
2071 idea of computer science.I thought there was no science in computers as they
2072 were man made. Elliptic curves are ball busters. The fact the gender studies is
2073 more important than Curcve25519 will make any rational man's balls explode.
2074
2075 I would disatance myself from gender studies people and focus on math. I do
2076 not believe the Arhats would approve of homosexuals over math. They have
2077 attained Kaval-Gyan and probably dont care about homosexuals when it comes to
2078 God-level algorthms. Imagine you are God for a seconds,homosexuals,or God level
2079 math.
2080
2081 Those who speak must have a mouth and to have a mouth you must have words to
2082 think. I was once told it is delusional to "think what God thinks",but you have
2083 to be retarded to think that a supreme entity who explicetly condemns useless
2084 sexuality would favor gayness over reality studies.
2085
2086 You can look at a car,but you cannot understand the intention or engineering
2087 that went into it. You can look at the world and memorize every detail of it
2088 while not understanding it. I do not understand reality and cannot understand
2089 it. I want to write a HolyC TLS suite for DolNet for a FULL-STACK HolyC
2090 expirence.
2091
2092 2-6-25 Pt.2
2093
2094 Its all snowy out and I cant go nowhere.
2095
2096 2-6-25 Pt.1
2097
2098 I will make a list of bbugs on aiwnios.com's website.
2099 -] Bugs
2100
2101 -] Aiwntube names with spaces
2102
2103 Dont upload videos with spaces in the filenames
2104
2105 -] /raw_dir usng cached sources instead of regenerating poo poo sauce
2106
2107 Whoops,dont download ISO.Cs from /raw_dir/PATH. I accidently used the old
2108 sources for gihon.
2109
2110
2111
2112 2-4-25 Pt.3
2113
2114 There is a state of existance called Triyanch Gati where you are born into a
2115 weird state of existence. Imaghine being an alien in an ants body. A talking ant
2116 prophet sounds cool until it gets stepped on while its talking. Sometimes I
2117 think beings try to make sense of fragments of information and they get
2118 confused. Jamali tried to make sense of silence and went insane.
2119
2120 I feel like I am an alien as I dont belong on earth. I would ideally be in the
2121 God realms listing the the speech of the Arhats. Pyschopomps carry souls from
2122 the realms after they die maybe. I got dropped from the hands of the soul
2123 carriers and I feel to earth,or maybe I got rejected from Hell or something.
2124
2125 Regardless,I am nothing more than a talking ant,speaking of Dharma and poop in
2126 a confused world.
2127
2128
2129 2-4-25 Pt.2
2130
2131 I think the TempleOS palette is good for art. There are dark colors and light
2132 colors. I (should) use them for good graphics for PoopinFrogs. I want to make
2133 shitting frogs in a cool game where you shoot shit up. With lots of explosions.
2134 I like the idea of Quake 3 where you enter an arena and shoot eachother for
2135 entertainment. There are not alot of games (if any) I want to play,so I want to
2136 make something I would play.
2137
2138 I like the idea of a world with an implicit story that isnt directly
2139 conveyed,and is easy to miss. Not necessarly a linear story either,more like a
2140 mythology of frogs. I want a game that you dont play,you just stare at it and
2141 expirence it like art. Like I dont expect anyone to play FrogsEngine for gaming
2142 entertainment other than for laughs but that is ok.
2143
2144 The ideal vision is a dumping ground for dark humor,shit,with an implicit
2145 psuedo-mythology. I think that people want to convey reality through art so I
2146 have made there little ditinction between content editor tools and the game. The
2147 game should have lots of blood,explosions and poop.
2148
2149 2-4-25 Pt.1
2150
2151 I want to up the violence in PoopinFrogs to 200%,Frogs need to carrry handguns
2152 and stuff. Peice of the enemies will fly around on explosion,and you will be
2153 able to kick thier heads around.
2154
2155 2-2-25 Pt.4
2156
2157 There was a game called 3D Tic-Tac-To on the Atari 2600 and it was a banger. I
2158 remember having retard rage at Ecco the Dolphin (and Tides of Time) for the Sega
2159 Genesis.
2160
2161 Ecco Tides of Time is about time travel and is very difficult. Aliens kidnap
2162 Ecco's freinds and he has to save them. He goes back to to take a cystal that
2163 protects the dolphins to appease the aliens,but by doing so in the past allows
2164 the aliens to steal the dolpihns,It was a great game. I really liked it once you
2165 got past the second level which was fucking insanely hard,along with most of the
2166 other levels.
2167
2168 2-2-25 Pt.3
2169
2170 The poo poo brain mother of Kunika thought her son was evil she tried to kill
2171 him. Her prophecy was fuffilled after he and his brothers imprisioned the
2172 father. They wanted power. He had a son and asked his mother,"if a son is dearer
2173 than anyone?" . His mother told him he was a poo poo brain that she tried to
2174 abort and that despite her wishes,his father loved him.
2175
2176 After realizng this,he rushed to his father to set him free,with a iron staff
2177 to break the chains. His father thought his son was going to kill him,so he took
2178 posion. This cuased guilt for the son.
2179
2180 This is a compilicated story to understand. I think its about realizing the
2181 importance of family too late and not letting drama intefere with family. A dead
2182 father cannot accept alms.
2183
2184 2-2-25 Pt.2
2185
2186 Where is the Digambar version of the Tirhankars biographies. I only know of
2187 Trishashti Purasha Chaitra which is a (good) Svetambar text. The only problem s
2188 that I am skeptable about King Kumarpala's depiction in it which may or may not
2189 be historical.
2190
2191 2-2-25 Pt.1
2192
2193 I have been listening to Travis Scott music again. Anyways, I will get not use
2194 the nueral network AI for now,I will do hand crafted methods for the frogs. I
2195 want them to sort of behave like real players. The thing I want them to do is
2196 dodge missiles from players and stuff.
2197
2198 2-1-25 Pt.1
2199
2200 I am too depressed to do anything today because I walked about an hour in the
2201 snow. I am also at the point in PoopinFrogs development where I need to ppush P.
2202 I want to make something epic and not stupid. Worst case I would need to do a
2203 minecraft clone but that is dumb. I need AssFrogs flaming up the hood. A commit
2204 may be coming in about a week.
2205
2206 I think (nueral network) AI is stupid for PoopinFrogs,but it will suffice. I
2207 want to make something where you defend your base while others try to capture
2208 your base. Like a gaint Turf War where you shoot up the Opps and steal thier
2209 hood.
2210
2211 As a kid I always wanted a game where you take over the town. It always sounded
2212 really fun.
2213
2214 1-28-25 Pt.3
2215
2216 As the Lords of the Universe instructed,
2217 by right faith and right conduct our karmas are destructed.
2218
2219 Service to others,brothers and mothers,
2220 seek the Dharma of the Jains
2221
2222 For neither favors or glory the Tirthankars sought,
2223 Upholding a Dharma neither sold nor bought,
2224 I bow to you, for this life and beyond,
2225 though you ask for it not.
2226
2227 Oh Vitaraga,by who Karmas are destroyed,
2228 Let me have faith in you before my life is void.
2229
2230
2231 1-29-25 Pt.1
2232
2233 Dont entertain people or they will expect to be entertained. If the purpose of
2234 life is to serve other souls then put on a show,if the opposite was true,then I
2235 would not entertain as other would not expect to be entertained. I said I am
2236 like the Kendrick Lamar of retardation,this is probably not true,but its ok.
2237
2238 Kendrick Lamar entertains but also tries to educate(who?). In this regard I am
2239 the Kendrick Lamar of retardation. I once saw a animation called "Peppa pig
2240 becomes transgender". I thought this was a retarded animation,I have made
2241 simular animations myself.
2242
2243 There is a type of parasite that takes over an ant's mind then climbs up a
2244 tree to breed with other parasites or something. The only thing is that these
2245 parasites do not breed with mates,they explode thier seeds everywhere and infect
2246 other ants. Eww. I think "Peppa Pig becomes Transgender" is a parasite cartoon.
2247 I have parasite mentality.
2248
2249 NOTE:I am using parasite as a biological term,I am not hating on parasites.
2250 London Yellow says open your ass for the bug Lord.
2251
2252 1-28-25 Pt.2
2253
2254 It is improper to ask people to build houses without tools,as there is no
2255 result without a way. The way of Mr Clayton is making games about shitting
2256 frogs,im not exactly sure what for other than for laughs which is probably ok-er
2257 than using meth. I do think peeps asking me to do stuff is like asking someone
2258 to dance without music.
2259
2260 If you have your priorities straight you will probably succede.
2261
2262 1-28-25 Pt.1
2263
2264 The Tirhankars used to be very tall then they shrunk. Rashaba Lord lived as a
2265 God then descended to earth after dying in the god realm,he missed his wife and
2266 many people wanted his wife but they found eachother again. Pain seems to be
2267 abstract,most times when people talk about pain they talk about
2268 feelings/regrets. I dont know if this is due to living in a painless society or
2269 human nature.
2270
2271 I saw an Orangoutang riding a golf cart on discord. I dont know what he was
2272 thinking as they do not have the capacity to talk. I think it is partly due to
2273 humans having abstract thought that people abstract pain out of suffering and
2274 replace it with abstract(emotional) pain.
2275
2276 He was probably just looking for bananas or something. I have yet to see a
2277 schitzophrenic Oranguatan,probably because they dont have abstract thinking.
2278
2279
2280
2281 1-27-25 Pt.5
2282
2283 Narak Probably looks like Hazbin Hotel and Huelluva Boss,lots of poo poo
2284 brains in a hellish society. Jain scripture talks about how different organisms
2285 sustain life. If you look at earth and see it you can write something Jain
2286 scripture. Very impressive stuff
2287
2288
2289 1-27-25 Pt.4
2290
2291 I saw a Deva-looking porcelain statue,I gave it to someone else,I was tempted
2292 to take the idol myself but I gave it away. The person really liked the idol.
2293
2294 The Tirhankars are ok because they are not Trump. They have no ulterior
2295 motives,they dont demand service. The Gods sometime try to tempt us so it's good
2296 I didnt take the idol. I forget,but there is a story where a man gets blessed
2297 against his will. He tried jumping off a mountian and landed in a lake or
2298 something. Pain truly is the freind of blessing,and vice versa.
2299
2300 You cannot loose values,only things. Someone said the Devas were messing with
2301 him,I would say it is best to not react to their advances,and ignore their
2302 curses. Those who send curses are dependant on the suffering of the target. If
2303 you dont suffer they will stop probably because they might get bored.
2304
2305 1-27-25 Pt.3
2306
2307 Windows is an 100$ paperweight that is attached to your computer. I bought it
2308 once but it still wants a microsoft account to use it. If I pushin-P PAID for it
2309 then I shouldnt need a Micro$hit account to use it. Its fine,imagine if MS-DO$
2310 did this or a toy did this. I would ideally like to buy a computer off of
2311 amazon without an OS.
2312
2313 Like its one thing if you want to publish your app to the MS appstore or
2314 something but to fucking use a computer is insane.
2315
2316 1-27-25 Pt.2
2317
2318 Obama was the last good president along with George W. Bush sort-of. Trump is
2319 cool but he is not a good president because like a TV person,he does not see
2320 values,only entertainment for the target audience. I cannot say in clear
2321 consionce that trump is a good president for all americans.
2322
2323 1-27-25 Pt.1
2324
2325 When I was a kid I disliked when TV shows introduced new concepts as they went
2326 on as it felt like they hastily added something to the show. I dont watch TV
2327 anymore. I will look for a new job tommorow.I find that people whose world is
2328 composed of TV are very boring.
2329
2330 I find that life is like a TV show that introduces new concepts alot on TV
2331 like Trump,Biden,and Obama. Every 4 years we get a new concept. I would say that
2332 it is too rapid as they premise of the show changes alot too.
2333
2334 When I was a kid,I do not know what politicians where talking about. Now they
2335 talk about transgender children and gay people and other homosexual things.
2336 Obama kill Osoma bin Laben and everyone agreed it was good. Now people are
2337 divided by a less important issue(gayness).
2338
2339 The point is,the face of politics is always changing. Its weird. People need
2340 to understand values and not faces.
2341
2342 1-24-25 Pt.3
2343
2344 If an obligation of life is to share reality then you must not kill yourself
2345 as truth must be shared. Confession is good for this. Anyone claiming a middle
2346 ground is a poo poo brain. I thought of the n word when I saw a black person
2347 today. I listened to horrible music by Bruno Mars out of curiosity. aiwnios.com
2348 is for expounding notes on reality and truth.
2349
2350 I will do further research. Some people think about hilbert space,I think
2351 about rap, nigg*rs,poop,meth and the Jain Dharma.
2352 <16>
2353
2354
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2380
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2383
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2385
2386
2387
2388
2389
2390 One day a very lustful guy fell in love with goddess,and they said they could
2391 not love a mortal. He still wanted to marry then so they told him he could
2392 become a god. He accepted,and was given a quest. He could travel in a boat,and
2393 make sure to travel to a fire to burn himself to become a drummer for the
2394 gods,sor he would die in a hurricane.
2395
2396 He choose the fire as a whirlpool would mean missing out on a trip to godhood.
2397 Meanwhile his freind who wanted him to stay on earth told him to give up his
2398 love for the goddesses to stay alive.
2399
2400 His freind later died and become a god too,he told the guy he was foolish and
2401 attained to fire death and thus become a servant to the gods. He was told about
2402 liberation from Mahavira Lord and then descended to earth to serve it,the man
2403 who gave him the boat was given a statue and he was given freedom from
2404 misfortune.
2405
2406
2407 1-24-25 Pt.2
2408
2409 NetBSD runs on the Nintendo Wii,you know where the story is going from here.
2410
2411 1-24-25 Pt.1
2412
2413 I am working on obese bull frogs. They will start out tiny but when they get
2414 big they will virutally unstoppable. They will cause earthquakes when they jump
2415 and be able to destroy stuff with their tongue when they get fat. I dont like
2416 making graphics on the computer,so I will consider buying a scanner. and
2417 writting a line tracing program. They will eat enemies so you will have to feed
2418 your bullfrogs.
2419
2420 I am more than serious about poopinfrogs. I dont like making graphics so it
2421 will be a day or two.
2422
2423 1-23-25 Pt.4
2424
2425 Even opposite colors create new colors when mixed. Good and Evil are weird
2426 when mixed,and are not tied to absolute states.
2427
2428 1-23-25 Pt.4
2429
2430 A muni asked his guru if he could wander elsewhere due to poo poo brains.
2431 After the question was delegated to Abhaya,he offered the people lots of gold
2432 and jewels but only if they could stay away from vices of the flesh. The
2433 villages then respected the muni.
2434
2435 Sometimes we hate retards until we see that they are kind in some way. One
2436 time a person(possibly retarded) explained to me how to make a NOR-gate in
2437 minecraft. I did not expected him to have knowledge of electronics and
2438 minecraft. I see lots of cool homeless people.
2439
2440
2441 1-23-25 Pt.3
2442
2443 The problem with America is no canonical source of morality. There are laws
2444 that exist on a federal level but no canonical morals. Everyone will compromise
2445 to taking a atom of pizza while no one has any of thier hunger taken away due to
2446 only having an atom of pizza. Equality is a lie. There is a reason
2447 power-heirarchies exists. I would say that a powerless king with canonical
2448 morals is ok.
2449
2450 Ants are lesser than humans,some humans are lesser than others by virtue and
2451 sensibility. Virtue is attained. I would not say all humans are equal,otherwise
2452 there is no order. Even those in the god realms have Indra Lord.
2453
2454 You may be thinkin I am likening humans to ants but this is not the case. I am
2455 saying people who lust for power are lesser than those who dont misuse it. They
2456 are not equal. Jainism does not advocate poo poo heading people in lower cast.
2457
2458 Trump is lesser than many becuase he is a hypocyte who pardoned the Silk Road
2459 guy but wages a war on drugs. He is a poo poo brain also.
2460
2461 1-23-25 Pt.2
2462
2463 Trump would be a good person to document his thoughts. Mahavira Lord had his
2464 thoughts documented. I feel that I am a nobody documenting his own thoughts for
2465 the amusement/education of others. You may wondering if there is any artistic
2466 value in this,I would say yes. I think Chris Chan is a poo poo brain whose
2467 thoughts are best documented for educational gain,I think the evil of "others
2468 finding amusement in a retard" is not a good enough excuse to stop documenting a
2469 historic artifact. The hypothetical evil is lesser than the actual evil of
2470 combating said hypthotical evil.
2471
2472 I think society measures evils by arbitrary standards. If you wear red,you are
2473 in a gang,therefore expell all red wearers. Children probably have no use for
2474 huns so dont give them guns. If no one speaks the truth,then everyone will
2475 forget it.
2476
2477 1-23-25 Pt.1
2478
2479 I stood still at work today for awhile. I was waiting for customers and
2480 thinking various mantras. Somone dropped chicken on the refridgerator and broke
2481 it sort of. I do not believe my co-worker is morally copable for breaking it
2482 despite overpacking the chicken to the point where it would fall out. If you get
2483 a papercut,is it the paper's fualt or the person who put the paper theres fault.
2484 Fault rests in intention.
2485
2486 He does a good job,I would rather work with someone who does too good of a job
2487 as opposed to someone to does too less of a job. I dont know why people here
2488 have a vendeta against him.
2489
2490 1-22-25 Pt.3
2491
2492 I have been saying the Navokar Mantra after I swear recently,if I remember the
2493 5-fold greeting and 4-fold refudge it is easier to not swear. Sometimes we go
2494 off the rails like KanYe. I used to imagine a gaint killing the people around
2495 them to rid the world of pain,bad idea. A simular story appears in Jain texts
2496 where an elephant destroys his hometown to rid himself truama then he realizes
2497 he caused more trauma.
2498
2499 A good person learns from the follies of others.
2500
2501 1-22-25 Pt.2
2502
2503 Im listening to Donda on Vinyl record. I like Donda,its a good album. I have
2504 to cook dinner in a bit. I like listening to Donda as its good and good for you.
2505 It shows a deep view into both kanyes world and our own world.
2506
2507 I should have been named something like "Gate to humility",but Donda is a
2508 better title. I really enjoy the humble and swear word free music on Donda. It
2509 really is good music. I emcompases mosts aspects of life like religion,family
2510 depression and happiness.
2511
2512 Matt walsh says that most Christian art puts the message before the product.
2513 This is not the case with Donda. It is a banger and also a wholesome expirence.
2514
2515
2516
2517
2518
2519 <17> 1-22-25 Pt.1
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2537
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2539
2540
2541
2542 Someone was fucking with a server with the IP address of the USA server and
2543 was trying to SSH stuff. I disabled it,but I dont know what time,maybe the
2544 address got reused by a poo poo brain. Either way,I hope that my server provider
2545 doesnt poop on aiwnios.com. If aiwnios.com dissappears,It is not my fault.
2546
2547
2548 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.2
2549
2550 I was sending twice the traffic to TOOM Multiplayer. In SlimProx I inserted
2551 the clients twice in SlimProxAccept. With interpolation,I it runs ok despite
2552 runnin' in Japan.
2553
2554 1-21(SAVAGE Day)-25 Pt.1
2555
2556 Its 21 Savage day Pt.1. I am happy. I am going to work(volenterr) until 9am to
2557 4 pm wihout pay because I was asked to. I am practicing having a real job
2558 because I am a goofy. Retard is a bad word so I said a word that means the same
2559 thing so its ok. If you love your children,talk to them and dont diagnose them
2560 with autism at a young age unless they are obcessed with Sonic the Hedgehog
2561 porn.
2562
2563 I dont know why I was diagnosed with autism at a young age. Probably because I
2564 was an asshole but I cannot change the past. Meds are apparently a good
2565 subsitute for parenting your children.
2566
2567 Ill be frank. There was cleearly something wrong with me as I hated the evil
2568 in the world from a young age. I dont think it was autism. My parents would deny
2569 my depression and stuff. I didnt become a poo poo brain until I was depressed at
2570 like 4th grade. Later on I found religion which was a big help.
2571
2572 Having values as a kid would have been a good idea to,but the Jain Dharma is a
2573 reality claim so I would not say, "Jainism saved me" more than I would say
2574 "Apples are red". The first religion I was exposed to was Islam because I saw
2575 the Quran out of curioristy and read it.
2576
2577 Ill elloborate more later,I must go now
2578
2579 12-20-25 Pt.1
2580
2581 I want no attribution for my work on TOOM.
2582
2583 12-18-25 Pt.4
2584
2585 I found a bug with spaces in AiwniosTube. I will fix in a bit.
2586
2587 12-18-25 Pt.3
2588
2589 Food sounds good right now but I will not eat it now. People say "Dont listen
2590 to the voices if they are strong" to scitzophrenic people. I imagine this would
2591 be alot like hunger pains,the more you dont eat,the bigger the pain becomes.
2592
2593 Not eating right now is a 21 savage lit idea.
2594
2595 12-18-25 Pt.2
2596
2597 I will consider having a usa.aiwnios.com as a mirror of the content of the
2598 sexiest server on earth(aiwnios.com). The reason why is I want low latency for
2599 my TOOM multiplayer in America. I will do further research.
2600
2601
2602
2603 12-18-25 Pt.1
2604
2605 FreeBSD makes it easier to write bad (socket) code. You can re-use file
2606 discriptors when listening to on a port. I have no idea why.
2607
2608 I was forgettin to close the server sock on linux in SlimProx.HC.
2609
2610
2611 12-17-25 Pt.2
2612
2613 IHOS,International House of ShitPit. The shitpit hosted in Japan somewhere so
2614 its international. Pancakes are ok Jain food. In all honestly I never was into
2615 Japan as a kid,some of my freinds were anime fags. They would watch Japan shows.
2616 The only anime shows I saw as a kid were Blood+ and DeathNote on adult-swim at
2617 night. I would stay up all night to see adult-swim. I would watch King of the
2618 Hill and Robot Chicken.
2619
2620 I can watch a TV show and not know the names of the charactors. I would refer
2621 to the obese fat guy on family guy as "family guy"(Peter). I family guy lacking
2622 in depth. Lots of art are lacking in depth. I think south park is legidment
2623 social-political commentary while Family Guy is retarded.
2624
2625 There is a lot of culture I missed out on as a kid. I didnt watch Teletubbies
2626 and Elmo. It probably explains my lack of societal awareness.
2627
2628 I was not able to relate to others as a kid due to lack of culture.I think
2629 america is a strange place for culture due to lack of canonical morals.
2630
2631 I admire soldiers who fight so I dont have too. I think America is lacking in
2632 true culture as no one wants to be a soldier. No one seems to admire America
2633 except for Gun retards. Handguns are ok,Gun control(denying guns to mentally ill
2634 people) is a good idea. Any gun capable of doing lots of damage should be
2635 illegal to sell,but you can keep them. Tik Tok is banned is US. I find it hard
2636 to believe people are stupid enough to put goverment documents on TikTok.
2637
2638 12-17-25 Pt.1
2639
2640 I heard Tyler the Creator rappin about Syrup on the radio and the retard
2641 masters turned the channel. Retards arent allowed to sip purple drank I guess. I
2642 only did vapes like twice as a kid and I poured syrup into a cup,then I spilled
2643 that shit down the sink when my parents werent home. Im installin Linux on my
2644 new computer(Wubi-UEFI)
2645
2646 I will add bullfrogs to Poopin Frogs,I will make the things be able to grow
2647 for Bullfrogs. I will add shit turnips too.
2648
2649 12-16-25 Pt.3
2650
2651 I felt sleep and sick for a bit at work today. The manager isnt there alot of
2652 the time and it has been a few weeks since I had consistent breaks. I would have
2653 better material gains at McDonalds,literally. The last person who worked in a
2654 simular position in me was a loud poo poo brain who would complain about things
2655 all day. I would fear someone more dumb than me taking my posiition.
2656
2657 I fear if i quit someone who is a poo poo brain will take my spot. I do it for
2658 moral reasons not money ones. My co-worker told me they offer acceptance at KFC.
2659 I dont thnik she is lying.
2660
2661 12-16-25 Pt.2
2662
2663 I was working on TOOM multiplaya. I made it so enemies dont start active(they
2664 were seeing through walls). I was making it so enemy hashes are sent and
2665 compared against the server hashes,then the changes are sent back.
2666
2667 This leads to some weird situations but I dont care. I could use 2 hashes. I
2668 ordered the Set.HC file,I made them always sorted. I dont know if this is good.
2669 Only 1 item can appear in the set so sorting them makes it easier to tell if
2670 something is in the set. I could optimize some things(nope).
2671
2672 I dont know how good it is to keep a sorted set,an integer hash table (cuckoo
2673 hashing) would be good. The problem(?) is everything in tha level has a hash so
2674 I need to do it fast,I think it would be micro-optimization at this point.
2675
2676 Trump won again,I guess Micheal Jackson can rise from the dead and become a
2677 Thriller Zombie too. I he followed up the Bad album with Dangerous album,so
2678 maybe.
2679
2680
2681 12-16-25 Pt.1
2682
2683 5 More days till 21 Savage day.
2684
2685 12-15-25 Pt.1
2686
2687 When i was a kid it felt like people teleported into a different world when
2688 they played a game,they would talk like they were in the game. What did they eat
2689 and when did they sleep. Video games were their livelyhood.
2690
2691 I speak of pointers and compilers. Muslims pray before they go to sleep. They
2692 wake up then pray again. The only time i felt productive was when I was a
2693 muslim,but that was retarded. Your basically forced to get married or you arent
2694 following the sunnah(so you go to hell probably) in Islam.
2695
2696 Real people dont need children or wives. I do not need them. If God has common
2697 sense he wouldnt want me to have children because I am a retard and cannot care
2698 for them literally. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man so I best not have
2699 tardlets.
2700
2701 Admiting you are not responsible enough to handle something is better than
2702 assuming you are qualified to do so.
2703
2704
2705
2706 12-14-25 Pt.2
2707
2708 You may be wondering why I write here,its because I feel obligated to. People
2709 have an inate desire to express reality(at least for me). I think lots of people
2710 have a desire to express reality,and aiwnios.com is a good place for it. I do
2711 not see the need for lots of things,anything that doesnt need to exist is best
2712 left in the cosmic void.
2713
2714 Like seriously. Do you need a bulldoser to build a sandcastle. No. I dont need
2715 a proper "blogging" platform to express my notes on reality. Its too much. Both
2716 generate HTML,mine is just sexier.
2717
2718
2719 12-14-25 Pt.1
2720
2721 TOOM multiplayer may be delayed by like a day. I will need to debug things a
2722 bit more. If not by the end of the night it will be tommorow probably. Ice Spice
2723 is falling off. I wish she would have done something more lit with her the Y2K
2724 album.
2725
2726 Aiwnios does not need to be any faster if it is to remain readable(except for
2727 a "flat" pointerless IR). Dont expect massive gains. Im currently dd-ing a flash
2728 drive to a SD card so I can use my Raspberry pi. I dont remember what ARM
2729 extension has a Sqrt opcdode.
2730
2731 Im not a music artist but Ice Spice is lacking in depth,this is coming from a
2732 London Yellow and Rucka Rucka Ali enjoyer who likes songs about niggers and
2733 poop.
2734
2735 Tik Tok is represonsible for Ice Spice I think,people who want to dance to
2736 dumb 4 second loops like Ice Spice.
2737
2738 I do not care if people use Aiwnios. For the longest time I dreaded people
2739 using my software as it means as a good person I have to maintain it. I do it
2740 because I love compilers and religion and when you mix them you get TempleOS,and
2741 I love assembly language too so you bet your ass I love Aiwnios.
2742
2743 I am not an attention whore for my software. Use it or dont use it. I have not
2744 cognitive dissonance in saying that.
2745
2746 12-13-25 Pt.2
2747
2748 I was workin on Doom multiplayer,I will commit soon. I have like 3 things im
2749 doing now. I felt sleepy today. I will think of a way to speed up rendering
2750 using bounding boxes.
2751
2752 12-13-25 Pt.1
2753
2754 I will commit soon to the frogs engine,I will use this function in it. It
2755 tests if a line is in a box. Things in the game are flat,so i will it to test if
2756 the thing is in a cell.
2757
2758 This is a Cohen Sutherland bounding box/clippin algorithm
2759
2760 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cohen%E2%80%93Sutherland_algorithm
2761 #define CS_INSIDE 0
2762 #define CS_LEFT 1
2763 #define CS_RIGHT 2
2764 #define CS_BOTTOM 4
2765 #define CS_TOP 8
2766 I64 CSOutcode(F64 x,F64 y,F64 tx,F64 ty) {
2767 I64 r=CS_INSIDE;
2768 if(Abs(x-tx)<.0001)
2769 if(Abs(y-ty)<.0001)
2770 return r;
2771 if(x<tx)
2772 r|=CS_LEFT;
2773 else if(x>tx+1.)
2774 r|=CS_RIGHT;
2775 if(y<ty)
2776 r|=CS_BOTTOM;
2777 else if(y>ty+1.)
2778 r|=CS_TOP;
2779 return r;
2780 }
2781 I64 PassesThroughTile(F64 tx,F64 ty,F64 x0,F64 y0,F64 x1,F64 y1) {
2782 Bool accept=FALSE;
2783 I64 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty),oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2784 I64 oc_max;
2785 F64 x,y;
2786 if(tx<=x0<=tx+1)
2787 if(ty<=y0<=ty+1)
2788 return TRUE;
2789 if(tx<=x1<=tx+1)
2790 if(ty<=y1<=ty+1)
2791 return TRUE;
2792
2793 while(1) {
2794 if(!oc1&&!oc2) {
2795 accept=TRUE;
2796 break;
2797 } else if(oc1&oc2){
2798 break;
2799 } else {
2800 oc_max=MaxI64(oc1,oc2);
2801 if(oc_max&CS_TOP) {
2802 y=ty+1;
2803 xstyle:
2804 x=x0+(x1-x0)*(y-y0)/(y1-y0);
2805 } else if(oc_max&CS_BOTTOM) {
2806 y=ty;
2807 goto xstyle;
2808 } else if(oc_max&CS_RIGHT) {
2809 x=tx+1;
2810 ystyle:
2811 y=y0+(y1-y0)*(x-x0)/(x1-x0);
2812 } else if(oc_max&CS_LEFT) {
2813 x=tx;
2814 goto ystyle;
2815 }
2816 if(oc_max==oc1) {
2817 x0=x;
2818 y0=y;
2819 oc1=CSOutcode(x0,y0,tx,ty);
2820 } else {
2821 x1=x;
2822 y1=y;
2823 oc2=CSOutcode(x1,y1,tx,ty);
2824 }
2825 }
2826 }
2827 return accept;
2828 }
2829
2830
2831
2832 1-12-25 Pt.1
2833
2834 I spent alot of today working with atomics before deciding to use mutliple
2835 MAlloc arenas.
2836
2837 In ARM atomics are sane but X86 requires you to memfence or something.
2838
2839 If you look at the source code for Misc_LBts in ARM its lit. ARM will tell you
2840 when something doesnt go into RAM atomically(stxlrb will set a register on
2841 failure).
2842
2843
2844 _Misc_LBts:
2845 Misc_LBts:
2846 lsr x3,x1,3
2847 and x1,x1,0x7
2848 add x0,x3,x0
2849 .L_Bts_0:
2850 ldaxrb w3,[x0] //Reads are atomic
2851 mov x4,1
2852 lslv w4,w4,w1
2853 tst w3,w4
2854 cset x5, ne
2855 orr w3,w3,w4
2856 stlxrb w4,w3,[x0] //Will notify you if result wasnt stored.
2857 cbnz w4,.L_Bts_0
2858 mov x0,x5
2859 ret
2860
2861 In X86 it looks like this
2862
2863
2864 LOCK BTS [RAX],RCX
2865
2866
2867 You may be thinking tht the X86 one looks better,but i disagree. If you want
2868 to add and get the new result atomically,ARM will let you store the result then
2869 you can use the result.
2870
2871 X86 is dumber because with the LOCK XADD [xx],rr instruction it puts the old
2872 value in rr.
2873
2874 I was trying to do this today.
2875
2876
2877 //Cant do this atommically easily
2878 //Remove cn
2879 if(malloc_ptr-=cnt>=0) { //Subtract
2880 CMemUnused *ret=malloc_ptr+arena_slab; //Use NEW value
2881 } else {
2882 goto new_arena_slab;
2883 }
2884
2885 It is useful to read the new value when you add/substract beause many threads
2886 may have the old value. In this way ARM is better than X86.
2887
2888
2889 1-10-25 Pt.1
2890
2891 It is intresting to see how people change or dont change throughout the course
2892 of life. I think I have changed alot from when I was a child. I would classify
2893 living as a process. Bacteria are living as they have process. Anything that has
2894 process to a limited degree has a form of feelings. Bacteria probably dont think
2895 about much other that eating.
2896
2897 The difference between bacteria and society is marginal. Society does not
2898 think as it isnt concrete and has no body. I see peopled tend to float around
2899 society with no aim. If society had a concrete morality then it wouldnt change
2900 every year.
2901
2902 A cat chases the mouse,a dog chases the cat. Society chases people. Death
2903 catches them all. The point is,purpose is not found in the process of chasing.
2904 It is found in sitting for awhile. People who spend thier money on everything
2905 end up unable to buy anything.
2906
2907 I have guilt. As a kid I had a teacher who abstrascted all human sadness into
2908 4(?) catergories: hunger,lonliness, and other things. This is abstract and
2909 misses the point. If so,why do monks fast.
2910
2911 Society will make generalizations regarding the nature of reality. Hospitals
2912 dont cure sadness,they cure broken bones. Religion in america is not explicitly
2913 forbidden,the goverment isnt allowed to teach you about anything that smells of
2914 religion. I think that people are too anti-religion here. Growing up I had no
2915 concept of the Gods. Like I guess i entered an other dimension or something.
2916
2917 A problem with people is they assume that insane people use religion as a
2918 coping mechanism or something. I would say this is not always the case. I think
2919 it is more rational to say that they actually believe in God than that it is a
2920 cope. People dont die for copes. I think most religions are based on truth that
2921 requires faith. No truth==no reason for religions.
2922
2923 I think alot of how society is falling apart is due to lack of canonical
2924 morals,everyone is free to do anything but nothing is accomplished due to lack
2925 of focus on something.
2926
2927 1-9-25 Pt.1
2928
2929 It is important to have orthodox religious values when making assumptions(or
2930 even better no assumptions) about what the Tirthankars would say about todays
2931 issues. One time a guy who liked to ask questions asked Mahavir Lord about
2932 travel,he got no answer and thus he accidently commited heresy by saying "I
2933 think that the Arhat would not condemn travel and such an such". People who try
2934 to make answers of silence are bound to go insane.
2935
2936 1-8-25 Pt.1
2937
2938 Listen up,RUST is straight up using' FreeBSD 11 syscalls. I will piss myself
2939 before this is resolved. I was using RUST programs in MrChrootBSD and they were
2940 usin FreeBSD 11 stat. This includes some sexy programs like exa and starship.
2941
2942 1-7-25 Pt.3
2943
2944 Linux is soft of dumb,but it actually works. I use linux when im not using
2945 FreeBSD. I think the mentallity that everyone must use linux is dumb because
2946 like FreeBSD there is like no good software to run on it. Use windows if you
2947 want to be an artist or musician. Even TempleOS is better for graphics than the
2948 magic OS that has no canonical way of clicking things on the screen(XOrg or
2949 wayland,pick your posion).
2950
2951 All* linux distrobutions do the same thing. Ubuntu and Arch both run linux
2952 software,even tinycore linux runs linux software but "Holy Shit it runs in RAM".
2953 Opensource software is at least 15 years behind any other software for anything
2954 not releated to running text programs.
2955
2956 Name a widely used programming enviorment that lets you do graphics on
2957 Linux(?). Answer is probably C and SDL,or C++ and SDL,or PyGame(SDL and python).
2958 Name a canonical way to display a window in Linux. Name a canonical way to
2959 package software for the peguin.
2960
2961 Linux(outside of actually working and being faster than Windows) offers
2962 nothing over windows. It is dogshit. BSD is margianally better at being a
2963 canonical OS that has less retarded licensing. GPL is a mind virus when Stallman
2964 will make you his bitch. GPL should not be used for anything medical related as
2965 I dont want an opensource medical machine that is written by fat people who
2966 mastrubate to sonic the hedgehog.
2967
2968 Go use linux without propeirtary drivers and tell me how good mesa is.
2969
2970
2971
2972
2973 <18>
2974
2975
2976
2977
2978
2979
2980
2981
2982
2983
2984
2985
2986
2987
2988
2989
2990 This is a joke ok. I dont think all linux users are fags but I do believe
2991 linux is a slightly better version of DOS.
2992
2993
2994
2995
2996 1-7-25 Pt.2
2997
2998 MrChrootBSD will need chroot(2) support. I am at the point I can run the sexy
2999 ftpd from within MrChrootBSD except for the most important part(chrootin into
3000 user directories).
3001
3002 This is going to be a ball buster because ill have to have seperate
3003 mount-roots for chroots and non-chroots. I will probably need to do reference
3004 counting or If i am lazy I can just launch MrChrootBSD in the chroot(2)
3005 directory.
3006
3007
3008
3009 1-7-25 Pt.1
3010
3011 Im sicker than your average trump supporter.
3012
3013 1-5-25 Pt.2
3014
3015 Some people think they are ugly,some people think they are pretty. In Rsahba's
3016 time people say a picture of a poor woman and thought she was pretty. This was
3017 Rsabha's wife in the God realms in a previous life. After seeing the image many
3018 men wanted to merry her,but the woman took a vow of silence until she found her
3019 true lover(Rsabha). We must not assume that we are too pretty or too ugly when
3020 we see reality.
3021
3022 1-5-25 Pt.1
3023
3024 There are stories of the Tirhankars and thier followers. I bow to the
3025 Tirhankars and their followers,the saved and the savers,the enlighteners and the
3026 enlightented.
3027
3028 Great poeple are know by know around them. An elephant does not give birth to
3029 a moose,and great person is not know by his enemies but his followers.
3030
3031 The Arihants were of great service to others,they dont demand glory. They did
3032 not demand serivce,they gave service to others who stories are passed through
3033 the ages.
3034
3035 1-4-25 Pt.1
3036
3037 1 time a woman was given a 1 pillared palace. The gods gave her mangos because
3038 they are yummy but one day they dissappeared. The kings servant was sent on a
3039 quest to find the theif and after being unable to find him,the kings servant saw
3040 a play.
3041 <19>
3042
3043
3044
3045
3046
3047
3048
3049
3050
3051
3052
3053
3054
3055
3056
3057 In the play a woman was given a palace,and a gardener wanted to marry her,so
3058 she asked her husband if she could remarry. The husband said yes. A woman found
3059 stolen fruit from the gardener but didnt eat them when she was told they were
3060 stolen. The theif who kindapped the woman did not harm her.
3061
3062 After the play they were asked,"Who did the hardest thing?". Someone said the
3063 husband did the hardest thing in sending away his wife,some said the hungry
3064 woman did the hardest thing by not eating the fruit. The theif said the theif
3065 did the hardest thing by not harming the woman.
3066
3067
3068 1-3-25 Pt.1
3069
3070 AI is kind of dumb,you are better off writing hand written routines.
3071 Regardless,I with frogs engine am working on making the enemies learn how to
3072 call crafted routines. Nueral netwroks are not easy to add parameters to without
3073 a dataset,which is hard with video games because there are no correct solutions
3074 that work always.
3075
3076 I will need to work on a "training mode" for the AI,this will reduce the
3077 overhead of the AI training "in-game". The next thing I will need to do i turn
3078 the nueral network into a fuzzy logic switch statement. Hopefully the fuzzy
3079 logic wont be too massive. This basically entails turning the learned inputs
3080 into a finite set of results. in a "compressed" manner. I will only have to
3081 account for encountered situations so it wont be that massive but still.
3082
3083 1-2-25 Pt.1
3084
3085 The dude once despised his life after giving everything up. He went to hang
3086 himself but the rope broke,he then went to cut himself but the knife was too
3087 dull,he went to jump off a mountain then he landed in a lake.
3088
3089 The lower gods then offering him the delusion to ignore his reality for
3090 awhile,and he accepted. It wasnt until he saw the delusion of the lower gods for
3091 awhile decided to confront reality as a holy man. What he used to despise (not
3092 having possetions) he now sought to do. It was then death struck him.
3093
3094 Sometimes we dont understand the things we do but only after we see the
3095 opposites we realize its value.
3096
3097 1-1-25 Pt.2
3098
3099 One day an elephant destroyed a village he grew up in because he saw sadness
3100 in it and wanted to get rid of the sadness. After running away from the
3101 destruction he had guilt for destroying his village and sought refuge in Lord
3102 Mahavir. Sometimes we are tempted to destroy sources of sadness when our
3103 judgemnet is clouded. It rarley works out good.
3104
3105 1-1-25 Pt.1
3106
3107 I was 21 Savage training my CSmartPoopMan's to flame up the hood(in
3108 PoopinFrogs). Be prepared next commit. I want to add more parameters. I use a
3109 genetic algorithm for training the retarded CSmartPoopMan's. Im not proud of it
3110 but it beats manually typing in paremeters .This is going to be a shit show.
3111
3112 I want to make it possible to command your gang to take over the hood. I like
3113 the idea of having the computer be smart but limited so you can outsmart the
3114 opps. I want to have activities in the game like growing Marijuna and stuff for
3115 money.
3116
3117 I will make the algoirthm on change activated nodes so that it doesnt loose
3118 informaion while "learning".
3119 <20>
3120
3121
3122
3123
3124
3125
3126
3127
3128
3129
3130
3131
3132
3133
3134
3135
3136
3137
3138
3139
3140
3141
3142
3143
3144
3145
3146 12-31-24 Pt.1
3147
3148 Its straight up the last day of the year. I wrote some sexy divide code. I
3149 will show it later,I needed an U128 for Poly128. Today I pushed P with Frogs
3150 Eigne,I will write a debuger for SmallTalk code sometime soon maybe and I will
3151 make a memory profiler. I was making it so the "Smart" enemies can hide from the
3152 player. They just choose a spot where the player cant see them but its stupid.
3153
3154 I kind of want to make a good enemy AI that seems as smart as a player to play
3155 against.
3156
3157 12-30-24 Pt.1
3158
3159 Villians prey on the intentions of good people. An evil witch-like lady once
3160 plotted against a woman and man by inspiring love between. Them the love was
3161 forbidden so they sneakily marry each other. The witch-like lady incarnered as
3162 her son after the lady tried to eat her husband.
3163
3164 She then was forver burdened by the son,who was the witch in a previous life
3165 even though she tried to abdandom him,he was still with her. Whatever evil we do
3166 follows us. The Shitpit is like my deformed witch son. Self expression is the
3167 vhelicle of the witch,
3168
3169
3170 12-29-24 Pt.3
3171
3172 AiwniosTube Vlog 1. Virtue is a good investment. I will not eat more salt
3173 tonight. I feel that most open source poopware is glue software and it not
3174 useful except for building cool stuff with.
3175
3176 12-29-24 Pt.2
3177
3178 Vector math is pretty as long as it's 2D. I like being about to
3179 divide/multiply a vector to get its position. The only thing I dont like is
3180 normals. Today I used normals for Snell's law refraction(in water) for
3181 FrogsEngine
3182 <21>
3183
3184
3185
3186
3187
3188
3189
3190
3191
3192
3193
3194
3195
3196
3197
3198 12-29-24 Pt.1
3199
3200 The Tirhankars are the destroyers of Karmas. They do stuff,this is what they
3201 do. When praying to them instead of doing nothing but feeling I ask them to
3202 destroy my Karmas,I serve them(?) and they can serve me. I downloaded WSL. I
3203 enjoy windows on hardware that straight up runs it at a decent speed.
3204
3205 Im pumped to implement TLS(transprot layer securtiy) for HolyC. This is going
3206 to be lit so I cannot sleep. I dont understand how ChaCha20 is so epic. There is
3207 a position pointer in the ChaCha block so you can read a ChaCha20 thing like you
3208 read it like fread in C.
3209
3210 12-27-24 Pt.2
3211
3212 Power corrupts.I have power to think so I think about poo poo brain things.
3213 The purpose of community is keep eachother inline. Call it a cult but its true.
3214 Would you rather a society where a father can curse his son on the road in the
3215 city and not know it,or a society where people care for eachother and keep
3216 eachother inline. As a kid it seemed the world was absent because my parents
3217 wanted me to not shame them from the world. Drake says hes not hiding his kids
3218 from the world,but hiding the world from his kids or something.
3219
3220 The purpose of souls is to serve other souls. I said eariler that I have power
3221 and it is over myself mainly. I feed homeless people but I stil think abgout
3222 poop alot. There is a parasite in some ants that makes the ants climb up a tree
3223 then the parasite sends its seeds out. There is no parasite in me as I is the
3224 parasite. Any semeblence to the old "clayton" is gone,you can even say he never
3225 existed,he is a romanticized version of a person who never existed.
3226
3227 Clayton does good things and enjoys doing them, I do good things and not enjoy
3228 doing them. This is the turth. I think I have been living a lie so long that
3229 everyone thinks I am a fantasy person in real life. They love me when I feed
3230 homeless people. I said one time I do not enjoy doing this and they looked at me
3231 with suspicion.
3232
3233 It takes nothing out of a person to be good. It requires nothing.
3234
3235 12-26-24 Pt.1
3236
3237 At the start of writing the compilers,I was heavily attracted to Terry. I
3238 thought he was a gifted soul(i still do but to a non-dreamy extent). I view
3239 TempleOS as a complete system. It is simple,no C++ methods/namespaces/extra
3240 stuff. Its like a better version of C with a fine crafted runtime and graphics
3241 routines.
3242
3243 I like going through the hymms time to time,and I occasionally do tongues as it
3244 is a good practice to play around with. I have a freind who likes it to. I have
3245 been working with it long enough to learn alot of things. I learned alot about
3246 computers in general. If i ever did want to do anything productive,im sure i
3247 could do it. I learned about the nitty gritty of HTTP when I wrote a HolyC
3248 server,down to the e-tags and other cache stuff.
3249
3250 I feel that I live in my own world when in using TOS. I living in an anceint
3251 world where C is still dominant,and DOS is still a beatiful option,and no
3252 complicated APIs exist.
3253
3254
3255 12-25-24 Pt.1(Christmas)
3256
3257 Ho Ho Hoiwnios,Merry Christmas. I had a great Christmas. I got donda by Kanye
3258 West. I have lots of material possetions now,there was a song that was like "See
3259 through the material" by Terry Davis. I know what Hymm it is.Looking at the
3260 hymms is a good way to pppass time and reflect.
3261
3262 12-24-24 Pt.2(Jain Grinch)
3263
3264 There once was a pot bellied man who was a sinful man,after being bullied he
3265 became an ascetic. The king wanted blessings but wherever the pot-bellied man
3266 went there were curses. One day the nasty king said to his nasty looking
3267 son,"you are banished from the kingdom". And so the Jain Grinch was exilled,but
3268 not before giving one last curse: "I will be your downfall".
3269
3270 The king not knowing that he too was of Grinch mentality,died as his son did: A
3271 Grinch. The moral of the story is that those who expell Grinches are Grinches
3272 themselves.
3273
3274
3275 12-24-24 Pt.1
3276
3277 Im going to have to make save directories for AiwniosPack apps. In EXE and ELF
3278 the sexy stuff is at the start of the file,so you can put things at the end of
3279 the file like poop porn or Lily Phillips upcoming porn flick. I'll show you how
3280 to read data from the end of an executable.
3281
3282 #include <stdio.h>
3283 #include <stdint.h>
3284 #include <string.h>
3285 int main(int argc,char **argv) {
3286 char signature[9];
3287 signature[8]=0;
3288
3289 FILE *f=fopen(argv[0],"rb"); //argv[0] is the program
3290 //Go to end of file,after placeing an offset/signature there
3291 fseek(f,-16,SEEK_END);
3292 fread(signature,1,8,f);
3293 if(!strncmp(signature,"PoopFrog",8)) {
3294 uint64_t off;
3295 fread(&off,1,8,f);
3296 fseek(f,off,SEEK_SET);
3297 //Read the data.
3298 printf("Got signature(%s) and offset(%d)\n",signature,off);
3299 }
3300 }
3301 Do This:
3302
3303 gcc ass.c
3304 printf "PoopFrog\x01\x02\x03\x04\x05\x06\x07\x08" >> a.out
3305 ./a.out
3306 12-23-24 Pt.2
3307 Initiation of Candana
3308
3309
3310
3311
3312
3313
3314
3315
3316
3317
3318
3319
3320
3321
3322
3323
3324
3325
3326
3327
3328
3329
3330
3331
3332
3333
3334
3335
3336 12-23-24 Pt.1
3337
3338 I feel like time spent living is time spent on drugs because I am not
3339 thinking. I will not eat for about an hour to punish myself. I feel like I have
3340 episodes of making homosexual remarks about the Grinch.
3341
3342 12-22-24 Pt.2
3343
3344 I used to imagine hell being trapped inside a computer without an operating
3345 system. Being trapped inside a modenr computer and being forced to find your way
3346 out will basically be hell. The punishment for saying the N word might be being
3347 struck inside of an X86_64 machine. In real Hell you get a concrete lifespan
3348 that will end. I would a lifetime in hell over finding my way out of a massive
3349 X86_64 machine.
3350
3351 12-22-24 Pt.1
3352
3353 I saw an amougus motherfucker on discord.
3354 <23>
3355
3356
3357
3358
3359
3360
3361
3362
3363
3364
3365
3366
3367
3368
3369 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
3370
3371 Why you should date the universe Youtuber. Jain doctrine does not put emphasis
3372 on the universe,let alone dating it. I have not dated the universe.
3373
3374 12-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
3375
3376 Who do you love,or what do you love? People with ulterior motives love things
3377 and not serving others. The Tirthankars dont love things and hence cannot have
3378 ulterior motives. They are refuges and beyond that they are good entities.
3379
3380 12-20-24 Pt.1
3381
3382 People dont beat their children because they love thier children. The do it
3383 because they love themselves and want their children to please them.
3384
3385 I hear family is either by blood or who you choose to be your family. People
3386 will envy the archetype of blood family until they see poo poo brain family.
3387 Dont greive until you know what your greiving for.
3388
3389 12-19-24 Pt.1
3390
3391 Grab the hand-lotion,Aiwnios runs on RISC-V AARCH64 x X86_64. We need Aiwnios
3392 on raw hardware(FPGA).
3393
3394 12-18-24 Pt.2
3395
3396 Lord Mahavir encountered evil gods and they sought power over him. He had
3397 power over the evil Gods by doing nothing when they tried to trick him,the fangs
3398 of the oppressors broke from biting. Bigger computers wont solve your problems.
3399 A good progammer tries to make use of poopy hardware. Bigger computers have race
3400 conditions,that is the only thing they excell in.
3401
3402 12-18-24 Pt.1
3403
3404 I takes judgement to make people realize thier wicked ways. I am not judged
3405 enough. I feed homeless pum pums. One time a sexy man was seperated from his
3406 family from birth. He once wanted to score so he went to see women and then they
3407 cows told him about the woman he was about to meet being his mother . The cow
3408 caused him to think about his existence and he asked the woman if she was his
3409 mother. The mother was reluctant to say the truth.
3410
3411 Abstaining from judgement is a sin. If I see a homeless pum pum taking too
3412 much food and I dont do anything then I am denying judgement. I am not judged
3413 enough. Public confession is good. In heavens gate they would confess thier sins
3414 amoung each-other.
3415
3416 The issue isnt judgement itself but the methods of conveying it. Cows stare at
3417 me. They probably think I am a retard.
3418 12-17-24 Pt.4
3419
3420 Cows gawk at motherf-ers. Chris Chan is (alledgedly) lower than a cow. Just as
3421 a cow gawk tends to its calfs and gawks at the outside world. We too should try
3422 to be good and pay off the debt to the Holy ones.
3423
3424 12-17-24 Pt.3
3425
3426 People will use big and abstract words to condemn things they cannot refute
3427 otherwise. I heard that MAiD(Medical Assistence in Dying) is eugenics. Fuck
3428 personal liberty. Eugencis. Teenagers(im sorry children) being gay is
3429 pedophilia. The problem isnt the words themselves(factually acurate) but the
3430 misleading implications of the words being used.
3431
3432 If I say ,"Jimmy was a troubled child",that could mean he stole other kids'
3433 toys,or it could also mean he is a school shooter who was bullied. When people
3434 make abstract claims using vague and big words,ask them what exactly they are
3435 refering to.
3436
3437 NOTE: I watched porn at around 14. Probably because I was a teenager and it is
3438 better to watch porn than to impregnate someone by doing IRL sexual stuff. This
3439 is probably a good option. The argument "pixels arent true love" while factually
3440 true is probably a harmful message to send to teenagers because they might have
3441 sex in real life.
3442
3443 OPINION: Sex is onlu good between married people. Young adults are too stupid
3444 to be married,arranged marraiges are probably a good option as matured adults
3445 make reccomendations for unmarried people. The problem is the commericalization
3446 of sex. I dont think Card-B is a good example to follow. The purpose of
3447 tradition is to keep a fire alive and not to get rid of the fire which is
3448 stupid.
3449
3450 Divorce is ok. Arranged Marriages != Forced Marraiges. Family is a virtue.
3451
3452
3453 12-17-24 Pt.2
3454
3455 Sampling noise on top of itself seems to be a good way to generate good
3456 looking enviroments. I was working on house generation for FrogsEngine today.
3457 For multi-level houses. Ill make a fence and a tree/pool generator.
3458
3459
3460 12-17-24 Pt.1
3461
3462 I want to make a "Turf War" game with frogs engine. It will feature
3463 desctructable enviorments and collecting resources to build a gang and take over
3464 the neighborhood.
3465
3466 Im thinking you will collect wood to build houses,metal for guns and
3467 electronics for tech. I dislike video games because they are too "balanced". I
3468 want something exploitable as people play games to feel empowered.
3469
3470 In the atari game combat,there was a cancelled sequel with a level editor.
3471 Combat . I want to not do level editing in-game but have the neighborhoods be
3472 algorithmically generated and ready to destroy.
3473
3474 I could have varoom cars to drive in the hood. I like the idea of having a
3475 living world with police and random people that you can steal shit from.
3476
3477
3478 12-16-24 Pt.3
3479
3480 I am making a house generator for my FrogsEngine. Ill show you how it works.
3481
3482
3483 <24>
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3540
3541 12-16-24 Pt.2
3542
3543 I am far from perfect. PoopinFrogs looks stupid but it took lots of work to
3544 get there.
3545
3546 12-16-24 Pt.1
3547
3548 Straight up got Austin Sierra's new TempleOS book. Ill read it soon. Micheal
3549 Jackson's Dangerous ablum is fire. If you can turn polically consious commentary
3550 into pop music you are a genius. Micheal Jackson will forever live in my heart.
3551 I like his pop music. Sometimes I wonder about fame. If I become famous will I
3552 have more freedom.
3553
3554 Micheal Jackson sings about fame and self improvement,while seeming like there
3555 is a void in his life. I feel this a void,and MJ did too. He died from taking
3556 too many drugs
3557
3558 I used to be able to listen to music and not understand the words. Like I
3559 would not hear words. Micheal Jackson opened my eyes along with Rucka Rucka Ali.
3560
3561 Every faucet of existence will drip art when humans inhabit it. This is my
3562 art called "aiwnios".
3563
3564 Stay tuned for PoopinFrogs.
3565
3566 12-15-24 Pt.2
3567
3568 Gosala put his penis in the mouths of various statues. I had dark thoughts
3569 before but I have never put my penis on a statue. Good thing crazyshit.com and
3570 efukt.com exist.
3571
3572 12-15-24 Pt.1
3573
3574 Seperation from others doesnt mean self-change. Rather it is going further
3575 your own path. I feel in life I have been wandering and denying my true nature.
3576 People would seperate me from human contact. It did not change me. There is no
3577 fixing me except by my own way.
3578
3579 Putting wine in a cellar only makes it age. Opening the bottle and letting it
3580 free makes it change
3581
3582 12-14-24 Pt.2
3583
3584 SSShut the fuck up SSSniperWolf.Subscrive to JJacksFilms.I will make retarded
3585 content for AiwniosTube.
3586
3587 12-14-24 Pt.1
3588
3589 My body is your political glory hole.
3590
3591 12-13-24 Pt.1
3592
3593 Whos briliant idea was it to use a FLAGs register in a computer. Intel
3594 Invented(?) it ,ARM made it optional,RISC-V removed it. Like in the 8080 days
3595 there were only 256 opcodes so it was ok but now it is retarded. Try writing an
3596 emualtor. I would rather stick my dick in a waffle iron than write an X86_64
3597 emulator. This could be a new porn plot for the the Porn Directory
3598
3599 NOTE: ARM still uses the flag register for conditional jumps but add doesnt set
3600 flags but adds does.
3601
3602
3603 12-12-24 Pt.1
3604
3605 Ethel Cain's music sounds like a person screaming into a microphone. I dont
3606 know what the words are. I was recommended some gay porn(?) on Youtube on
3607 Ethel Cains video. I feel the culture is taken so I will have to be my own
3608 culture. The purpose of (opinionated )speech is not to convey facts or even
3609 convince people you are right. Rather it is to show a flag signifing that "my
3610 ideas live here,someone come visit".
3611
3612 Chrisitian apologists talk to furrys/muslims/homosexuals with many words,but
3613 their words are mainly to proclaim that Jesus is here and not to actually
3614 convince anyone. The purpose is to find that one person who is already seeking
3615 Christ to find refudge.
3616
3617 The purpose of cultural discourse is not to reach a consensous of culture but
3618 to establish one's own existence in hopes that some other like minded
3619 individuals with agree with you..
3620
3621 The purpose of Aiwnios.com is not to convince anyone of the Tirthakars'
3622 rihteousnes(which could be done by not saying "retard" or "nigger" probably)but
3623 to help nrootconauto find solice in himself as he is probably the only Jain(?)
3624 to find joy in saying "retard" alot.
3625
3626 See this cool work on art by James Hampton
3627
3628 12-11-24 Pt.3
3629
3630 Windows Terminal takes like 1/4. of a second to dump an entire screen of VT100
3631 colored text to the termianl.
3632
3633 12-11-24 Pt.2
3634
3635 People who live in caves have honor amoung cavemen. Programmers honor
3636 programmers. The Gods serve all. This is true honor. It is very rare to find
3637 someone who serves all and makes no enemies.
3638
3639 Make no enemies and serve other souls. Mahavir lost half of his clothes on a
3640 bush and wandered on disregarding his clothees. Someone found his divine
3641 cloth(from one of the Gods) and sold it and shared the wealth with his brothers.
3642
3643 What honor we have exists in our service to others and not in ourself
3644
3645
3646 12-11-24 Pt.1
3647
3648 The best favor I can ask from the Gods is for them to look at me. I am not
3649 worthy. I will not ask them to do my bidding.
3650
3651 12-10-24 Pt.5
3652
3653 I will probaby donate some stuff sometime. Good stuff. Great people have great
3654 freinds. Crack addicts have crack addict freinds. Being decisive is a virtue.
3655 Saying "Stop saying the n-word and using the retard word" sternly is a form of
3656 discernment.
3657
3658 People can kill until they feel remorse. I like the Tank man from China.
3659
3660
3661 <25>
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3679
3680 Lord Mahavir would be proud of the Tank guy
3681
3682
3683 12-10-24 Pt.4
3684
3685 I will open a PornHub account for my TempleOS porn flicks. Anyone gooning to
3686 my porn is probably retarded.
3687
3688 12-10-24 Pt.3
3689
3690 In America everyone has rights. You are not favored above anyone else. This is
3691 called Kriyavada doctrine. If you are a retard you have the right to not get
3692 raped. Mental hospitals can take some of your rights .This is ok.
3693
3694 Retards are sometimes not allowed to sex because they are too retarded to
3695 understand consent. I am only half retarded then. My argument for this being
3696 good is that furries should understand that fucking dogs is bad. Just as a child
3697 desires forbidden cookies but isnt allowed (by the parents) to eat them,the
3698 child can understand their is a chasm between desire and intention.
3699
3700 NOMAP-s and people who support Cardi-B are literally retarded. I am also
3701 retarded but I am not a NOMAP or a Cardi-B WAP enjoyer.
3702
3703 Hatred wins,self hatred is called self control. People who love themselves
3704 masturbate to WAP.
3705
3706 12-10-24 Pt.2
3707
3708 The problem not saying the n-word(nigger) is that is was a tool of oppression.
3709 It was a useful tool,and like a hammer it can be used for good purposes and bad
3710 purposes. A construction worker in not a murderer necessarly,and a murder may
3711 not be a construction worker.
3712
3713 Tools are made to solve problems. "Nigger" is a good word for describing
3714 oppression. Cows and chickens have acquired nigger-hood status. People dislike
3715 to admit that they are oppressors so they will claim victiumhood for pointing
3716 out their hatred for niggers.
3717
3718 Nigger killers are the evil ones,not the blessed. It is sad to see that the
3719 nigger tool has become obselete. Matt Walsh will use "racism"(aka nigger-isms)
3720 as weapons. "Nigger"s are an archtetype of suffering.
3721
3722 They have removed religion from society therefore the only archetype of
3723 suffering we have are niggers.
3724
3725 Stop killing niggers.
3726
3727
3728 12-10-24 Pt.1
3729
3730 The problem with talking is opening your mouth allows for faggots to stick
3731 their penis in it. I will elloborate on Martyrdom and speech later.
3732
3733 12-9-24 Pt.2
3734
3735 The only thing I have to sacrifice(give away) is time.
3736
3737 12-9-24 Pt.1
3738
3739 Submission and domination are the 2 modes of a plagued society. Cooperation
3740 isnt the goal. Today I told someone while volenteer that we were closing but she
3741 really needed food and visibly was in pain. I would not say my manager is evil
3742 but cooperation(with the people) isnt her goal.
3743
3744 This makes me realize that people are submitters and dominators in america.
3745 Good people sell cures to domination,bad people dominate then sell cures. My
3746 hands are clean. I was submitting.
3747
3748 12-8-24 Pt.2
3749
3750 Knowledge is the way fanasty becomes reality.
3751
3752 12-8-24 Pt.1
3753
3754 I read the Quran like 3 times ,i once had the first 300-ish ayats memorized in
3755 english. The most retarded thing about Islam I hard to think define so I will
3756 make a list.
3757 -] Retardations of Islam
3758
3759 -] Nashk
3760
3761 Allah can "write-over"(Nashk) his own words or something. You can't
3762 condtracict yourself when you can just "replace" a concept with a new one
3763
3764 It goes like this:
3765
3766 If We ever abrogate1 a verse or cause it to be forgotten, We replace it with
3767 a better or similar one. Do you not know that Allah is Most Capable of
3768 everything?
3769 Quran 2:106
3770
3771 Also Allah says no one(Including himself?) cant alter his words
3772
3773 The Word of your Lord has been perfected in truth and justice. None can
3774 change His Words. And He is the All-Hearing, All- Knowing.
3775
3776 Quran 6:115
3777
3778 Allah seems to be capable of changing future events such as the food of
3779 hell?
3780
3781 they will have no food except a foul, thorny shrub,
3782 Quean 88:6
3783
3784 nor any food except oozing pus,
3785 Quran 69:36
3786
3787 Allah is magic so he can change past events as well.
3788
3789 So We saved him and his family except(implies that the wife is part of the
3790 family) the his wife. She was one of those who stayed behind.
3791 Quran 7:83
3792
3793 So We sent a sandstrom that destroyed them all except the family of Lot,whom
3794 we saved at the brink of dawn
3795 Quran 54:34
3796
3797 -] Produce something like the Quran or Allah is real
3798
3799 And if you are in doubt about what We have revealed to Our servant,1 then
3800 produce a surah like it and call your helpers other than Allah, if what you
3801 say is true.
3802 Quran 2:23
3803
3804 Ok if we rephrase it to produce something better than it,lets fuckin go.
3805
3806 She took off her dentures and blew me
3807 Oh so gooey and so very great.
3808 I usualy beat it,mastrubate.
3809 Thanks to gradma im gettin that pussy today.
3810 Letter to Gram Gram
3811
3812 I only drink coadine
3813 Purple piss drops on the tiolet seat when I pee.
3814 Garentee you get high
3815 If you drink my pee.
3816 Its the coadine king,fentynal fein.
3817 I don't sell propaine
3818
3819 I seek refuge in Djilou from the wretched virus
3820 In the name of Djilou, the most Beneficient, the most Merciful
3821 Covid
3822 By the eradicating virus
3823 But they were surprised that it came to them from China far away
3824 So the infidels (Kafirun) said it was a stubborn disease
3825 No, rather it is certain death
3826 There is no difference today between the kings and slaves
3827 So hold on to science and abandon traditions
3828 And don't go out to buy wheat
3829 And stay home for it is a strong scourge
3830 And wash your hands with new soap
3831 Almighty Djilou has provided this truth
3832
3833 Surah Corona
3834
3835 Someone in the Night...
3836 Micheal Jackson
3837
3838
3839
3840
3841 12-7-24 Pt.1
3842
3843 I am feelin sick today. The sun is in my eyes. Aiwnios.com offical doesnt like
3844 4B anymore. 4B is about castrating and killing men,which is not a Jain practice.
3845
3846 Free speech is a lie as abtract logic can make a person be morally copable for
3847 allegedy "implicit" speech. If I say "Im not really scared of death" then I am
3848 suicidal. If I say,"Islam is retarded" then I automaticaly hate muslims.
3849
3850 The point that people will stick their dicks in your mouth when I speak. No I
3851 am not describing sexual assualt here,im discusing free speech. Your fucking
3852 retarded if you think that.
3853
3854 Lil wayne is a better speaker than me. The point is not to convey raw truth
3855 but to market it for action amoung a population. *redacted* insurgents know this
3856 implcitly(?).
3857
3858 How will truth help me get my dick wet. It won't. Its a false question. When
3859 will people understand me,false question. The point is to make sure I dont kill
3860 myself so they continue sticking their penis in my mouth while I talk.
3861
3862 The problem with not commiting suicide is a problem with societal values. If
3863 you get raped then it is bad because rape victims have a tendency to kill
3864 themselves . But if you dont get raped then it is bad to kill yourself.
3865
3866 The problem is victimhood status. I got (mind-)raped but Allah,does that
3867 count? That may have been my imagination (mind-)raping me but it still hurts.
3868
3869 NOTE: I will not misrepresent facts. Suicide prevention seems to work(?). I
3870 thought that suicide re-attempt rates were higher
3871 https://means-matter.hsph.harvard.edu/means-matter/survival/.
3872
3873
3874
3875 12-6-24 Pt.1
3876
3877 New TempleOS Porn Flick here.MountFile("Porn"); Then have fun.
3878
3879 12-5-24 Pt.2
3880
3881 In the previous life of an Arihant,he once ate all of the food for the poor.
3882 He was then schooled on Dharma. I should make good art but this is too funny
3883 and relatable to be dismissed. Lord Mahavir's previous lifes show he had to do
3884 alot be become an Arihant
3885 <26>
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3909 12-5-24 Pt.1
3910
3911 IMPORTANT ANNOUCNENT
3912
3913 Aiwnios.com is a proud supporter of the 4B Movement. I(nrootconauto) am a proud
3914 supporter of anti-sexuality including no masturbatation in men. I think the 4B
3915 movement is good for both men and women. Women who dont permit men to engage is
3916 sexual activities is good for ending seminal genocide. I also like that women
3917 are becoming smart enough to oppose being inseminated.
3918
3919 I am not joking. I think this would be approved by munis if it wasnt so
3920 militant. It is too often I get accussed of not giving a fuck about women(this
3921 isnt an accusation its a fact). Women should not give a fuck about me either so
3922 its good.
3923
3924 The Digambar tradition holds that women cannot attain liberation and must
3925 become men. I would say this is true possbily. This is not misogynistic as the
3926 gates to Nirvana on earth closed about 2500 years ago so men cannot get
3927 liberated either.
3928
3929 The point is,it is good to see women hating men because it means they are more
3930 closer to holding strong ideals. The world does not need any more retards
3931 birthed out of vaginas.
3932
3933 For more information please visit: womad.life. Too bad I do not know Korean.
3934
3935 <27>
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3954
3955 NOTE: Svetambar texts describe "Digambar"-like practices but Svetambar
3956 tradition says they have to have advanced knowledge of Jain texts that were
3957 lost. For example Akaranga Sutra says that monks should be naked(a Digambar
3958 practice) but holds that monks need to ascend to a certian level before doing
3959 this(where?).
3960 12-4-24 Pt.1
3961
3962 People obscure thier reality by focusing on things. There is beauty in unseen
3963 things. If I never listened to rap music I would not see beauty in rap music.
3964 Sometimes the most beautiful things are out of view. I think a view is valid
3965 when it isnt opposing the reality one lives in.
3966
3967 I see lots of messed up stuff. I saw efukt.com the other day and it was pretty
3968 lit. I dont know what people do in private. I only see efukt.com and meth-heads.
3969 I see lots of people who are weird(probably on drugs) and have gangster shirts
3970 on at work. Now that I think of it,they probably do some cool stuff.
3971
3972 I do not say meth-heads as a demeaning sense,I say it as a heuristic of the
3973 people I see. Some people are dumb and do drugs in the parking lot.
3974
3975 The point is,they have a beatiful life that is not to be dismissed. It is
3976 better to do drugs with freinds than alone literally. The purpose of souls is to
3977 server other souls.
3978
3979 12-2-24 Pt.2
3980
3981 A gift that gives the ability is greater than something created by an ability.
3982 I would rather have a computer than a phone. It is a virtue to feed people who
3983 can do good things once fed.
3984
3985 12-2-24 Pt.1
3986
3987 Vainity lives in humans,they speak not of Gods but of "how does this get me
3988 boobies and money". The man thus seeks to inseminate the world around him,but
3989 seldom seeks to be inseminated. The bible speaks of people who do weird shit
3990 like roast food over shit like Ezekial. Weak speakers speak to the opinion of
3991 other but do real speakers speak to Truth. I would say the True
3992 speakers(Tirhankars) speak to truth and not agendas
3993
3994 The purpose of proper discourse is to compile knowledge as per the doctrine of
3995 Svadvada. Truth is in itself inate and present in reality and hence is
3996 discovered and not marketed as a "monopoly of truth". Discourse is nothing more
3997 than 2 poo poo brains diving into the pool of ideas to see what is below.
3998
3999 Stuti
4000
4001 Talking poo poo brains.
4002 Diving in converstation depths.
4003 To see the bottom
4004
4005 12-1-24 Pt.5
4006
4007 The mind opposes getting bent by outside forces but loves to bend the world
4008 around it.
4009
4010 12-1-24 Pt.4
4011
4012 Akesios says you will get what you want. I want to say the n word out loud but
4013 I dont. Its improper behavior. I pray and perform Samayika. I do it because I
4014 want to have my hell penalty reduced at death for saying the n word and thinking
4015 it. Transcending oneself is good. Assuming you have transcended due to others
4016 work is not. I wrote a compiler.
4017
4018 12-1-24 Pt.3
4019
4020 Aiwnios.com will become the new shcokchan.com
4021
4022 12-1-24 Pt.2
4023
4024 I saw a racist Hindu(Ayran) on twitter. Skulls are a barrier to the outside
4025 world. It is a virtue to have true conviction and have a thick skull. He was not
4026 open-minded to the point where his mind would fall on the floor.
4027
4028 I am a retard so one time as a kid I wanted candy and my mom recomended that I
4029 get the cheap candy. I said no and the store person said "He is a man who knows
4030 what he wants". Only if this seemed true still.
4031
4032 My parents would give me things to please me. Dont do it,the one thing they
4033 never gave was love. Probably why I am so fucked up.
4034
4035 I say Ayran as Hindu is a white person word for Indians.
4036
4037 Truama only manifests itself after the fact. I have trauma probably but I dont
4038 know for sure. There is truth to saying,"the best years of my life are the
4039 worst". I dont know if it is better than have a consensous that you are in pain
4040 or to be your own pain and have everyone deny it.
4041
4042 12-1-24 Pt.1
4043
4044 A HaikuOS port of aiwnios might be coming. We need to talk about goatse.cx.
4045 Shit just got biblical. The world's notorius prolapse has emerged as the origin
4046 of epicness and the Oracle of the Gape. It fucking sucks that only 258 people
4047 shared the asshole pic on LinkedIn as of today.
4048
4049 HaikuOS wont let me do cool shit like query the virtual memory space in
4050 userspace. 21 Not lit.
4051
4052 Dont brag if you havent done anything notewothy. Lil Wayne went to collegde.
4053 His word play shows it. Rap is art.
4054
4055 11-30-24 Pt.1
4056
4057 I tried haikuOS and but there is no decent web browser so I cant clone my
4058 compiler.
4059
4060 11-29-24 Pt.5
4061
4062 Dont forget who you are praying to,its not about all self reflection. If that
4063 was the case religion could be found in a mirror. Its about pleasing and being
4064 pleased by the Tirthankars
4065
4066 11-29-24 Pt.4
4067
4068 I feel guilt for the things I say,but I will also feel guilt I allow the
4069 things I think to not be orally transmitted. I would rather die a dishonoured
4070 and honest person than a respected liar. I feel guilt.
4071
4072 11-29-24 Pt.3
4073
4074 I redacted (changed the wording) of today's pussy grabbing entry to not sound
4075 so bad. I dislike when people sell obscenity as "politely worded jargon". Grab
4076 'Em by the PUSSAY(Consentually). It is not obscenity as it has polical meanings
4077 to it and also Prump actually bragged about consentually grabbing women's
4078 pussies.
4079
4080 If I get sued for stating facts and freedom of speech Im going to be fuckin'
4081 pissed. The 2 good things Prump did was pardoning Lil 'Wayne and killing the
4082 ISIS retard.
4083
4084 11-29-24 Pt.2
4085
4086 People make rituals to deepen themselves in religion. I feel like I had true
4087 holy mentallity awhile ago but I lost it due to poo poo sauce(meds). If suicide
4088 is bad becuase it means giving up(an abstraction on death that does not
4089 accurately convey the trajedy of suicide) then I have given up by taking meds.
4090
4091 I dislike when people make secular reasons for holy claims.
4092
4093 -] Claim
4094
4095 -] Abortion
4096
4097 Said: Abortion kills babies which may do good things... Abortion against
4098 retards is eugenoics...
4099
4100 Meaning: God gave a soul(?) to a fetus and it's murder.
4101
4102 My Opinion: A fetus is a 1(?) senses organism with no brain so it is better
4103 to kill it before it matures and has a brain.
4104
4105 -] Porn
4106
4107 Said: Porn leads to exploitation of women...
4108
4109 Meaning: God doesnt like adultery
4110
4111 My Opinion: Porn is only bad because it is unrealistic. The depth of the
4112 human soul isnt as deep as the assholes that get fisted. PornHub's search
4113 feature also sucks so I cannot find real porn.
4114
4115 There is also more to life than romanitic relationships.
4116
4117 -] Transgenders
4118
4119 Said: Transgenderism normalises pedophila(or something)... It harms people
4120 who transition.
4121
4122 Meaning: God doesnt like it.
4123
4124 Deut. 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man,
4125 neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are
4126 abomination unto the LORD thy God.)
4127
4128 My Opinion: Remove the stigma around "harmful activities"(its not self
4129 harm,its no diffent than smoking).
4130
4131 The difference between self-harm and transgendering is the intention.
4132
4133 If you accept that people should be permiteed to do self-destroying things
4134 like smoking or other dumb activites,and keep goverment money out of it,then
4135 you will see that people listening to rap music as kids then getting
4136 imprisioned is probably a bigger issue. There are 1000 bigger issues than
4137 transgenders.
4138
4139
4140
4141 11-29-24 Pt.1
4142
4143 I will do research into the Art of Pussy grabbing. Donald Prump said "when
4144 your rich,they let you Grab Em by the Pussy". Trump is a proud consentual pussy
4145 grabber. He would never grab a pussy without permission.
4146
4147 I am sick of women calling Trump a misogynist. He consentually grabs pussy. If
4148 it was my pussy I would be glad that Prump grabbed it. I should open a gofundme
4149 for my transition so I can get grabbed by Prump(with his consent).
4150
4151 Second thought,I will need Prump to consent to grabbing my pussy so Im kind of
4152 fucked.
4153
4154
4155 11-28-24 Pt.1
4156
4157 Today marks the day a retard named Chrsitopher Columbus discovered America and
4158 ate a turkey. Too bad there are no true Indians here,only native Americans.
4159 Columbus went out to find India. What a fucking retard. If America was run by
4160 Dharma man that would be a blast. I dont know who is more retarded,the white
4161 wacko who made peace through a turkey or the people who though it was a good
4162 idea to eat it.
4163
4164 Maybe there were some genius-level native Americans who did not eat the
4165 turkey.
4166
4167 11-27-24 Pt.1
4168
4169 Lil Wayne is a great rapper. I liked his "Funeral" album. I like SoundCloud
4170 due to the lack of DRM. I cant listen to the funeral album,so ill have to listen
4171 to "Sorry 4 The Wait". I like his face as he raps. A true craftsman makes his
4172 art look easy. I will rap sometime. I liked one of his lyrics were he said his
4173 problems were a dream and he woke up to become your nightmare.
4174
4175 Culture is Super Mario,Lil Wayne. It is a great culture. I feel like an alien
4176 in my own culture.
4177
4178 11-26-24 Pt.2
4179
4180 This one woman said she was crazy. At least she is honest. Today I went and
4181 got food for the place I volenteer at. You may be wondering why this is
4182 important. If you want important,you will find nothing of the matter on this
4183 site. The only thing of importance if process. Liberation from pain is a virtue.
4184 Everything in life is optional and not important.
4185
4186 Prisioners have no process,it is important they find something to do,like
4187 doing un-important things like playing cards or something.
4188
4189 I choose optional things I guess,or maybe they are choosen for me. I see no
4190 importance in them.
4191
4192 11-26-24 Pt.1
4193
4194 Living is a drug that makes me feel intoxicated. I feel like I am only
4195 existing during prayer. I cannot keep calling the computer a "retard" or a
4196 "nigger" IRL without guilt. As I said,life is a drug and prayer is reality.
4197
4198 Psychological trauma seems greater than pain expirenced in the path. I dont
4199 know why. I once poked my below my eye but it doesnt pain me now.
4200
4201 11-25-24 Pt.3
4202
4203 People conflate devotion with going dumb. Devotion could be writing or
4204 studying cool stuff. Or making paintings
4205
4206
4207 11-25-24 Pt.2
4208
4209 NOTE: Im pretty sure Chris Chan had a "backpage" profile,he was "Carlos
4210 Chantlor" or something
4211
4212 11-25-24 Pt.1
4213
4214 I have no mother or father figure in my life. My dad told me I am on the
4215 spectrum but my therapist told me I am Austistic. I think that I am autistic. I
4216 wish sometimes I wasnt because I am a retard. I am too retarded to be afforded
4217 moral copability for my failures in life and a "helping hand" is mandated. I get
4218 paid 8 hours a week for working 9-2 everyday so I make about 1/3 of what I work
4219 because I am a retard. Women offically have it better than retards which is ok.
4220
4221 Its not slavery,its me being a retard who volenteers more than he works. I am
4222 "praciticing" working because I am a retard. I could easily work a real job
4223 probably. I have been doing this for more than 2(maybe 3) years. I could have
4224 made more money at McDonalds and possibly be able to do non-retarded things with
4225 the money like order prostitutes or something. In high school I heard about a
4226 website called backpage.
4227
4228
4229 11-24-24 Pt.2
4230
4231 People will kill then sleep peacefully. I sleep unpeacefully. I feel guilt for
4232 being a poo poo brain. I feel guilt when looking into my fish tank and seeing
4233 creatures swiming around aimlessly
4234
4235 11-24-24 Pt.1
4236
4237 Windows has a 32bit and 64bit registry. I had to use SetRegView 64 on NSIS to
4238 set the install directory while packagin' Aiwnios for windows. I had a dream
4239 there was a rap guy.
4240
4241 11-23-24 Pt.2
4242
4243 I saw cool people working in the factory https://walzr.com/IMG_0001. I want to
4244 go work in a factory where I can do manual labor. I could met some nice people
4245 in the factory I suppose. I dont like towns. I like cities because they have
4246 lots of cool people who like swag.
4247
4248 Towns are too condensed. I dislike them and there are no Jain Temples in
4249 towns. Its weird because the ascetics wouldnt like cities because they were in
4250 the woods seeking liberation. The poor has morphed into city people.
4251
4252
4253 11-23-24 Pt.2
4254
4255 Society requires a consensus of values to be a society. If no one knows how to
4256 speak or interact with each-other then it is poopy. This is why societies have
4257 councils of people who think about how to do things. In Burger-istan(USA) they
4258 do what the vague and undefined "people" want the politicians to do.
4259
4260 A goverment should be ruled by morals. Someone who strugles with morality is
4261 greater than someone who denies morality's existence althougter. Without a
4262 concrete morality you get sufferering. The naysayers will deny the suffering and
4263 call me a "Nigger Rights Advocate" if I lived in the 1800s. I love most black
4264 people. They talk cool(as a hueristic).
4265
4266 11-23-24 Pt.1
4267
4268 Oral traditions are how knowledges reaches you. They say the Quran is God's
4269 word but it has not been orally transmitted in a coherant manner. There are 7
4270 canonical recitations of the supposedly most holy bookm ever. I think Islam is
4271 retarded due to having no teacher-student/preist-student type of deal. If you
4272 think God elected you to go apeshit then its fair game I guess.
4273
4274 In (Orthodox and Catholic) chruches there is a power heirarchy that is
4275 described as the "rock of peter" or something. You are not allowed to go apeshit
4276 without permission from the Church so it is good. It makes no sense to deny oral
4277 tradition and "jump the gun" because you think God wants you to go apeshit.
4278
4279 Jainism is an oral tradition. I bow to the teachers,but I think I might be
4280 doomed to go a little apeshit because I havent found a teacher. I do not read
4281 "too holy" scripture because I dont have a teacher so I am eating whatever
4282 breadcrumbs I find.
4283
4284 11-22-24 Pt.1
4285
4286 The Shitpit makes people smile I hear. I am working on an AI for TempleOS. I
4287 dont know how it will be useful. There was once a guy who would go around and do
4288 graffiti. He made people happy with his graffiti. Spray painting the nigger word
4289 on your local KFC is a great way to spread joy distrubed souls. I say that the
4290 purpose of graffiti is not for attention,it is for self-validation. When you
4291 spray paint "I was here" it serves as an expression of reality to oneself.
4292 People like to express reality. Thats why the anceints wrote epic stories.
4293
4294 I am dumb so I will be the kind of guy to spray-paint "Gourmet Nigger Chow" on
4295 KFC. I dont know if this counts as artistic expression though. Tik Tok is made
4296 so people can express reality. I wish the bar-to-entry to taller so we dont end
4297 up with mass-retarding of girls on tiktok dancing. I think it is boring to see
4298 instagram because PornHub is better for seeing sexy women. PornHub's search
4299 feature is dogshit though.
4300
4301 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.2
4302
4303 If I miss a 21(SAVAGE) day im probably dead or in a mental hospital
4304
4305 11-21(SAVAGE DAY)-24 Pt.1
4306
4307 I cant figure out clipping so it's back to ray tracing. Perhaps ray trace
4308 every block jk. That is dumb. It's hard to render cordnates behind the camera.
4309 Abandoned renderer. The problem is lines that are partially behind the camera. I
4310 dont know. I cannot help myself here. I spent a night and today trying to figure
4311 it out. See DrawQuad.
4312
4313 11-19-24 Pt.2
4314
4315 Half-Life 2 got updated.
4316
4317 11-19-24 Pt.1
4318
4319 It is a virtue to set limitiations with oneself. I will try to not think about
4320 the n word for awhile. I sometimes write on my leg about the things I think for
4321 the morning. I will write to get tough with customers who are poo poo brains
4322 because it is my job; I am too nice.
4323
4324 People represent faith through the flesh. What you get is sometimes confused
4325 because reality is confusing. KanYe is a good example of a confused person like
4326 me. The desire for truth is a quest and we must sacrifice to go on a quest. Just
4327 as thorns grow on a rose,a quest for truth comes with pain. The difference
4328 between an rose and truth is that you may not like what you find.
4329
4330 There is 2 selfs,the self I see and the self others see.No one thinks I think
4331 evil things. I think people find it jarring when I open my mouth. I remember one
4332 time I was "Pushin P/retard faggot"(or something) and someone(who I seen on the
4333 road) who was going to work at my retard house heard it an I dont know what she
4334 thought about it. She said Aiwnios looked like DOS.
4335
4336 11-18-24 Pt.1
4337
4338 I saw Mexicans at work who didnt know english. Donald Trump might deport them
4339 if they are illegal aliens. I am thinking that the law regarding aliens can
4340 exist but not be enforced. If a parent says ,"Dont get a girl pregnant at 16 or
4341 I will disown you" then he does it,it would do no good for the pregnany girl
4342 and the retarded son if he is disowned and made homeless.
4343
4344 It would be unethical to say "Go get a girl pregnant at 16"(or implicitly
4345 allow it) and it would be unethical to disown a retarded son who got a girl
4346 pregant at 16. Both are bad options. The best option is to have a rule and not
4347 enforce it unless the son is extra retarded and gets 2 girls pregnant
4348
4349 I cannot solve the mexican problem but the best I can do is serve them with a
4350 smile.
4351
4352 11-16-24 Pt.2
4353
4354 Gay people are entitled to rights. I think it is good that gay people are the
4355 most pressing issue in political discussion,but I am ashamed that World War 3
4356 might happen and gay people are the bigger issue. I am glad we have Donald Trump
4357 as the next President
4358
4359
4360 11-16-24 Pt.1
4361
4362 People will say they admire others until they are forced to do admirable acts
4363 themselves. There are people who do dismiss virtue as "poo poo brain mentality"
4364 while having nothing admirable about them.
4365
4366 Victimhood is a curse and not a virtue. It seems people who deny virtue can
4367 only see victimhood and not heros. Tragedy is trajedy and must be cured by
4368 virtue.
4369
4370 Have you pained yourself. It is hard to do. I bow to those who do things I
4371 cannot do. Retards condemn soldiers who fight for their freedom because they are
4372 retards. They say ,"This isnt for me". They are right,virtue isnt for retards.
4373
4374 Jake Paul informed me about Kamala Haris's retarded plot against men. She is
4375 deviod of virtue as she said that the goverment does not make laws against men.
4376 She is a retard because the selective serivce is one and a big one.
4377
4378 Infanticide (aka abortion) is a bigger issue for her. She is deviod of virtue.
4379
4380 Good people dont ask for favors. Still I wish to be in their company. There
4381 was once a really bad guy named Dremoh but he was a charistmatic dude who was
4382 funny. He would steal people's Steam accounts but he was funny.Despite this I
4383 still admire him for some reason.
4384
4385 The point is,people who serve do it for virtuous reasons,unvirtuous people are
4386 not laypeople,they are the deniers of virtue.
4387
4388 Go serve homeless people before whinning about a womans right to commit
4389 infanticide at the expense of starting wars you dont have to fight
4390
4391 11-15-24 Pt.1
4392
4393 In shcool they seperate boys and girls when teaching them about puberty.
4394 Society is a gaint shit pit where people are seperated when giving teachings.
4395 Muslims have Mosques,Christians have Chruches. Society has not matured past
4396 pubery. I will say that Islam is retarded,but the outside world does not see
4397 this due to seperation.
4398
4399 Jainism is a peaceful religion. Go read the Quran before discusing Islam. The
4400 Qurans reads like it was written by someone who cant read the Bible,but it
4401 trying to rewrite the Bible. Thats why it feels "natural" to people who havent
4402 read any other religious text.
4403
4404 The Quran makes no sense. The sadistic Allah entity will torture you forever
4405 for not believing in him. The morality is black and white. Basically "dont kill
4406 others,Muslims" the verse condemning murder only applies to other Muslims.
4407 Stealing is a big sin too.
4408
4409 The Quran's only big selling point is that it is the "true religion" and thats
4410 why people believe in it.
4411
4412 Jainism's canon reads like an instruction manual for not killing things in
4413 some places and a story book in others. Canon is what remains from the
4414 Tirhankars,but there is less empathsis on canon and creating new scripture is
4415 ok. It is an "oral tradition". Islam is also an "oral tradition" but denies it
4416 because "it is from Allah end of story".
4417
4418 The Quran is actually not a (single) book,it is 7 canonical readings of a
4419 "single" text that no one knows how to recite.
4420
4421
4422 11-14-24 Pt.1
4423
4424 I dont know if it is worth it to feed homeless people. Do you feed them,no? I
4425 have no reason to but I do. I dont know if Kanye does charity work. He has lots
4426 of money. If I loose my job it will be good for me. They say its good to dance
4427 in the rain. It is good to enjoy the pain. If I am homeless and want
4428 food,yelling "NIGGER" in Walmart(TM) is a good way to get arrested and get food.
4429
4430 I feel the effects of moraltality and improper action.
4431
4432 11-11-24 Pt.2
4433
4434 I have a poo poo brain mentality. The deeper symtoms of it involve poop.
4435
4436
4437
4438
4439 <28>
4440
4441
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4452
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4458
4459
4460
4461
4462
4463
4464 11-11-24 Pt.1
4465
4466 I censored Shit Trump. I may make a "dumb terminal" DolDoc thing with
4467 GrTextBase. I found a breadboard at work and Im excited.
4468
4469 11-9-24 Pt.2
4470
4471 True guilt is action. People measure internal feelings by action. A movie
4472 where people think would be boring.
4473
4474 On TV there is a show called catfish where people pretend to be someone else.
4475 This is sad. Thier relationship never leaves the "thought" stage. Thier
4476 relationship is fundamentally not real due to lack of action.
4477
4478 I think alot.
4479
4480 11-9-24 Pt.1
4481
4482 /* Whoops censored again */
4483
4484 ChatGPT says:
4485
4486
4487 In the United States, there is no law that specifically prohibits drawing a
4488 public figure, such as former President Donald Trump, in a pool of poop or in
4489 any other form of artistic expression. The First Amendment of the U.S.
4490 Constitution protects freedom of speech and expression, including artwork,
4491 unless it crosses into areas like defamation, obscenity, or incitement to
4492 violence, which would have legal consequences.
4493
4494 So, in general, you have the right to create such an artwork. However, it's
4495 always a good idea to be aware of potential defamation laws or the context in
4496 which you're publishing or displaying the work, especially if it could be seen
4497 as harmful or offensive. Defamation refers to false statements that damage
4498 someone's reputation, but as long as the work is considered artistic expression
4499 and not making false or malicious claims, it's likely protected.
4500
4501 If you're planning to use the image for commercial purposes, keep in mind issues
4502 like copyright, trademarks, and potential harm to reputation, which could invite
4503 legal scrutiny in certain contexts. But as far as free speech and artistic
4504 freedom go, such a drawing would likely be legal.
4505
4506
4507 11-8-24 Pt.2
4508
4509 Kim Jong X Shit Crossover coming soon. People talk about how good
4510 vulnerability is. I am vulnerable. I think about shit and draw pictures of shit.
4511 If the goverment is watching my vulnerability will grow into reality. Fuck it.
4512
4513 I am sick of people only being depicted vulnerable in fiction. On TV you see
4514 depictions of the violatile nature of human existance,but people cannot rarley
4515 tell their true feelings of vulnerability in real life. I want to change this.
4516
4517 I dont know if it is ok(er) to be deranged and not express it or to express
4518 it. Like if some retard does a sin then doesnt actually realize it's wrong,is it
4519 best to call him a retard or try to convince him he is wrong. I deal with people
4520 at work like this sometimes.
4521
4522 I am in error for drawing the Trump X Shit crossover. I am simply drawing what
4523 I think onto reality.
4524
4525
4526 11-8-24 Pt.1
4527
4528 Trump X Shit crossover.
4529
4530 <29>
4531
4532
4533
4534
4535
4536
4537
4538
4539
4540
4541
4542
4543
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4545
4546
4547
4548
4549
4550
4551
4552
4553
4554
4555
4556
4557
4558
4559 11-6-24 Pt.2
4560
4561 I feel paranoia regarding morality. I think bad things but I dont express them
4562 to others. It has been said others think bad things,so its ok. This may be the
4563 case but it does not justify my bad thinking. I think about the n word and
4564 stuff. I dont know what others think about.
4565
4566 11-6-24 Pt.1
4567
4568 I saw a video on Youtube about women in prision. Movies tend to focus on the
4569 relationships of a person or things that most people can relate to. I feel
4570 paranoia when turning a facuet for water sometimes. How do you convey hunger on
4571 TV. You cant,you can easily convey the interactions between people on TV.
4572
4573 I feel I isolated and paraniod because I dont think about relationships.
4574 Fredrick Douglas who escaped slavery probably didnt care about relationships
4575 while on the run from his slave-owners. He probably felt paranoia for his own
4576 saftey. I feel this every day. I fear the med people and customers.
4577
4578 If my life was a movie which it wont be,I would imagine how one could convey
4579 the sense of social poo poo-ness present in me. I bet animals feel paranoia and
4580 not safety mostly.
4581
4582
4583 11-4-24 Pt.1
4584
4585 BUSSY means butt and not pussy. I am sorry for spreading misinformation
4586 regarding Trump grabbing em by the Bussy. I thought it meant (on discord) pussy
4587 because if I say PUSSY i might get banned.
4588
4589
4590 11-2-24 Pt.2
4591
4592 In MrChrootBSD I wait(2) for syscalls to end. When doing this a SIGKILL and
4593 it's homies may come while waiting for a syscall to end. This is a minor fix but
4594 still a ball buster.
4595
4596 11-2-24 Pt.1
4597
4598 Your new fav linux Distro, yiffOS.gay. I dont hate furries,I wish there was
4599 more info. The dude is also making a cool MacOS OS system for PowerPC machines
4600
4601 11-2-24 Pt.1
4602
4603 I did some savage optimizations on the FrogsEngine,I have removed a sort of
4604 "trampoline" function. I dont use ... to often,I use a pointer to the arguments
4605 for drake Massive speed gains on RISC-V. Im writing a RISCV-Assembler for
4606 aiwnios,it will be 21 Savage lit. ARM assembler will be a ball buster,but I have
4607 the opcodes in a CSV file.
4608
4609 I will write things on my leg during Samayika so I dont forget them the next
4610 day. I sold like $15 worth of stuff at work. I am too nice so I make good deals.
4611 I make deals that are too good(for the customer). I doubt the boss would like me
4612 selling things for cheap sort of. The prices are not exactly defined so I dont
4613 know sometimes.
4614
4615 I find reading scripture during prayer to be a good thing to do. Terry kept a
4616 text he read from that wasnt the Bible. I cant blame him,I cannot fit the whole
4617 of reality on my mind,but a book can(or at least most of it).
4618
4619 There was this negrophobic Indian guy on club cyberia who took intrest in my
4620 RISCV-assembler. 2 days ago I dressed up as a wizard for halloween. I went to
4621 the gas station to get tea on halloween and they were dressed as farmers.
4622
4623 I heard that the abstractions that people make regarding morality are what
4624 defines them. I'll draw:
4625 <30>
4626
4627
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4629
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4631
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4656
4657
4658
4659 10-31-24 Pt.1
4660
4661 Assholeian fuck poodles. Awhile ago I bought 2 1000 on amazon.
4662
4663 The time has come,time for me to buy this fucker once and for all
4664 DC-ROMA Pt.2
4665
4666 PS. US Customs,I NEED A FUCKING RISC-V LAPTOP. I WILL INSTALL NON-CHINESE
4667 SOFTWARE ON IT. You cannot serious expect that the linux kernel and (the
4668 userpsace) which mostly arent even fucking chinese to spy on you. I dont even
4669 work for the goverment so it doesnt matter if it is spying on me. Are you going
4670 to hold me at gunpoint and make me recompile the Linux kernel to use a sexy and
4671 voluptous RISC-V machine.
4672
4673
4674 10-30-24 Pt.3.5
4675
4676 There is nothing wrong with me. The psuedo-problem is that I bitch about
4677 meanial things. Matt Walsh once told a transgender person there is nothing wrong
4678 with him. If this was a biblical even as it very much could be,it would be a
4679 profound thing to say. The problem is not inside,or outside,it is a non-problem.
4680
4681 If I had some sort of mental obstruction,I would hear voices,or see demons.
4682 Instead I have nothing,which means my problems are non-existent. Its good to
4683 have no problems. The question is no longer,how to I fix myself but what do I
4684 do now.
4685
4686 10-30-24 Pt.3
4687
4688 News article that is intresting
4689
4690 10-30-24 Pt.2
4691
4692 It's halloween tommorow. I was compiling nanoBSD last night and X11 died for
4693 some reason idk. One time I had a costume I made as kid called a "foofie". It
4694 was a yellow H with a face on it. Somone thought I was a fence. I used to be
4695 obscessed with foofies as a kid because I am autistic. Ill draw a depiction of
4696 the foofie world
4697 <31>
4698
4699
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4702
4703
4704
4705
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4709
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4714
4715 10-30-24 Pt.1
4716
4717 I have to transfer my SSH keys to my Thinkpad which is running FreeBSD 15.0
4718 current. I survived tar xvf'ing the base.txz and kenrel.txz to root and my
4719 computer didnt explode. Dont do it regardless. I was working on an EggPlant man
4720 for FrogsEngine. After I implement doors(again) I will make a proper
4721 introduction to FrogsEngine(the engine).
4722
4723 I feel that charactors have to be memorable to be good. I want the eggplant
4724 man to loose eggplant slices when hurt. This will indicate how much health he
4725 has. I think the poopmen,zombies and frogs are ok. When animating them i see
4726 that people see motion and not graphics. Do you remember every pixel of the doom
4727 enemies.
4728
4729 I am sick of enemies that either throw shit at you or bite you. I like the
4730 idea of the enviroment as an enemy. Or enemies changing the enivorment. Throwing
4731 Shit is ok for CPoopMan's. CZombie's can bite and its ok.
4732
4733 I think the eggplant man should explode on death and his eggplant slices will
4734 go everywhere. If he had long arms that could grab you that would be cool.
4735
4736
4737 10-27-24 Pt.1
4738
4739 I will return to working on FrogsEngine. People come togheter to pretend to
4740 have morals and in private they do evil things. The purpose of a faithles
4741 society is to allow austic people like me write shitpits. In religous
4742 communities they will confess thier sins to the muni's or gurus I think. This is
4743 ideal. People have the sense that reality is forigiving. Reality(or God as its
4744 called) is a "social entity"(not private). People associate the Gods with human
4745 interaction. You talk to the Gods in a human voice. You do human things to
4746 please him. This is all a public act in the playground of the Gods.
4747
4748 When you are isolated from the Holy Ones then you do evil things. The purpose
4749 of proper community is to not allow moral privacy.
4750
4751 10-26-24 Pt.1
4752
4753 SDL3 Returns 1 on success,SDL2 returns >=0 on success,what a ball buster.
4754
4755 10-25-24 Pt.1
4756
4757 Just as a child forgives his parents in the future but cries in the present
4758 ass he is slapped silly,I have abstract edpain out of my past pains. I feel bad
4759 for making abstractions of pain. I cannot relate to my past sufferings. I said
4760 nigger out loud today while installing FreeBSD 15.0-CURRENT. Not my proudest
4761 moment.
4762
4763 Suffering people have least abstract views of reality. They understand things
4764 that non-suffering people do. In some sense they have wisdom that others dont
4765 despite being insane lunatics who will do anything for relief.
4766
4767 My past pain is due to poo poo brain Allah mentality.
4768
4769 10-24-24 Pt.1
4770
4771 Im building all of my ports form source on FreeBSD. My computer have been on
4772 and active since last night.
4773
4774
4775 10-24-24 Pt.1
4776
4777 -] Worst Things about Unix(Non-exuastive)
4778
4779 -] pid_t's and LWP's
4780
4781 In the old days computers had 1 core,but you could run multiple processes
4782 on them. 21. Now a computer can have multiple cores. LWP(Leightr weight
4783 processes) have the same process ID but use multiple cores. in ptrace(2) you
4784 can use LWP ids in FreeBSD,but you have to wait(2) for the process to stop
4785 if you start/stop a thread of a process. Make sure the stopped thread isnt
4786 fucking randomly selected(I am not making this up,man ptrace)
4787
4788 Is it that hard to LWP's into "pid"s or something,like just have an
4789 OS-level wrapper for LWP's that make them look like PIDs. How fucking
4790 frankenstien like is it to have LWP's in a process.
4791
4792 -] wait(2)'s and signal(7) SIGCHLD's
4793
4794 A process will push P,when its state changes it sends a SIGCHLD to the
4795 parent. To make maters worse,there is wait(2) which waits for a thing to
4796 change. Have fun when wait invalidates of SIGCHLD for a poo poo lump.
4797
4798
4799
4800 10-23-24 Pt.1
4801
4802 Volenteering is a good way to feel less alive. I volenteer more now. I was
4803 asked why I volenteer and i said because i have nothing else better to do. I
4804 will bear the weight of volenteering. It is important to not make abstractions
4805 on death and dying.
4806
4807 Action doesnt require results. A person who wants the attention of a woman
4808 doesnt deserve it just beacuse he wants it. Its called rape to say otherwise.
4809 Likewise,If i volenteer more and waste my life,I am screwing myself by my own
4810 volition. People who demand things are ideological rapists. I will demand
4811 nothing by volenteerring more of my time.
4812
4813 Society funds itself. People like stories of people. People like to see people
4814 in things. I am austisic so I believe I am impaired in this regard.
4815
4816 I see people go to retard zoos called psych wards because they are bad. I want
4817 to scream nigger sometimes but it is bad. Sane and suicidcal people who are
4818 actually suicidal would know that you should buy a gun and keep your mouth
4819 closed. Insane retard zoo animals have mental breakdowns,they get sent to the
4820 retard zoo. I see that I should overcome my retardation and accept a cruel
4821 reality that suicide isnt an option. If you are in the process of killing
4822 someone,it is a good idea to stop. It is stronger to stop killing someone once
4823 you started than to cowardy finish the job.
4824
4825 You might be wondering,why? Typically when thigns change there is a reason. We
4826 tend to look for a good reason. A good reason doesnt exist,so you are stuck with
4827 a bad reason. You might even get no reason.
4828
4829 10-22-24 Pt.1
4830
4831 Unix is a shitpit of an system. There was no threads on original unix I would
4832 assume because LWP(lieght-weight-Processes) were added later clearly. Windows is
4833 fragmented but unix requires you to read man pages. I remember when writing 3
4834 days I would use libraries to do things for me. I read the man pages like
4835 ptrace(2) and wait4(2) or libprocstat(3). It helps alot to not have abstraction.
4836 I like compilers and assembly so if I can do stuff via a syscall you know im
4837 gunna do it.
4838
4839 Ptrace is kind of stupid but it is good. In C++ (ideally) allows abstraction.
4840 Members are like "global" variables that exist within a class. It would be nice
4841 for MrChrootBSD to have been written in C++ maybe . I have 2 globals called
4842 mc_current_pid and mc_current_tid. If they were put in a the ToSCX could be a
4843 method.
4844
4845 I like the idea of globals because it reduces argument passing(reduces the
4846 area for error 21). Also it makes sense.If I learned anything about
4847 programming,its about how you represent the data. And it makes sense to either
4848 put it in a struct of have a global state(functions are constant you know).
4849
4850 FreeBSD has a strong oral tradition. I do enjoy using it,I like having a
4851 canoical userspace that shows how to use the APIs. I like just grepin' through
4852 /usr/src to find usages of my favorite APIs.
4853
4854 Is it usable. It boots on some of my machines and has WIFI. It is super easy
4855 to install.
4856
4857 One extremely sexy feature is ktrace. It is a godsend for debugging kernel
4858 stuff. It lists the system calls,arguments,faults and other Savage things
4859
4860 One thing I want to do with MrChrootBSD is a docker thing,this is for the
4861 future. For now,i will best focus on getting a working product
4862
4863 Unix is bit of a cluster fuck. There are soooo many ways a thing can fail and
4864 set the errno. The final(?) source of MrChrootBSD will be tests for errnos.
4865
4866
4867
4868 10-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
4869
4870 I was working on MrChrootBSD,but i have religious duties to perform so I will
4871 make this entry short. I need to make open(2) account for O_READ/O_WRITE so
4872 (emulated)users cant overwrite the stuff in the chroot.
4873
4874 I will also need to do "smart" handling of file permisions of newly created
4875 files. doas works along with adduser(outside of the above bug with perms on
4876 open(2)).
4877
4878 I wish the FreeBSD project supplied base.txz of 14.1-RELEASE-p5. I just get
4879 14.1-RELEASE base-ball.
4880
4881 There is think is a tool for generating pkgs from ports,i will read about it
4882 later.
4883
4884 10-20-24 Pt.1
4885
4886 I must repent from thinking of extra-terrestrials as aliens who want to anal
4887 probe me. It is an innapropraite and un-jainly thing to assume all
4888 extra-terrestrials want to probe my asshole. I bet the aliens are more
4889 liberation minded than humans and wouldnt anal-probe lesser beings.
4890
4891 10-19-24 Pt.1
4892
4893 On BSD (and presumably linux), you dont need WRITE permision on a file to move
4894 it. Only the directory needs write permision. You are moving the pointer on disk
4895 and not modifing the file,so i guess it makes sense.
4896
4897 Weird but true
4898
4899 10-18-24 Pt.3
4900
4901 FreeBSD x Linux are just CP/M on steroids.
4902
4903
4904 <32>
4905
4906
4907
4908
4909
4910
4911
4912
4913
4914
4915
4916
4917
4918
4919
4920
4921
4922
4923
4924
4925
4926
4927
4928
4929 10-18-24 Pt.2
4930
4931 A evil child is lesser than a righteous slave that was bought. A good person
4932 can make a distinction between the two. Place and value are seperate things. By
4933 lessening attachment to useless things we find value. I will volenteer more
4934 hopefully.
4935
4936 10-18-24 Pt.1
4937
4938 FreeBSD's builtin dbopen(3) doesnt have a db_dump for hash(3). I tried these
4939 programs
4940
4941 -] Programs
4942
4943 -] db_dump-5
4944
4945 failed
4946
4947 -] db_dump-5.3
4948
4949 failed
4950
4951 -] db_dump-185
4952
4953 failed
4954
4955 -] db_dump-185.3
4956
4957 failed
4958
4959 -] file
4960
4961 /home/clayton/MrChrootBSD/perms.db: Berkeley DB 1.85 (Hash, version 2,
4962 native byte-order)
4963
4964
4965
4966 10-17-24 Pt.2
4967
4968 Its alien season and I cant stop thinking about anal probes. I cant focus.
4969
4970
4971 10-15-24 Pt.2
4972
4973 I was workin on MrChrootBSD tonight. I hope I can figure out file perms sort
4974 of. It would be like a chroot with full multi-user file-permisions if i can
4975 figure it out
4976
4977 10-15-24 Pt.1
4978
4979 Im only receptive to things that are bad for me. People will claim truth until
4980 they are caught stealing cookies form a cookie jar. I can only truly feel evil
4981 when I feel like I have been cuaght stealing cookies. I live in sort of morality
4982 biazarro world where I do nothing,leading to no good or bad karma for me to
4983 suffer by. I live in a morally bizzare world where 21 Savage can rap about drugs
4984 and its ok because he is lit rapper guy. I literraly told someone at work I
4985 listen to 21 savage and they thought it was cool. If I was (completely)honest I
4986 would have said "Rucka Rucka Ali".
4987
4988 In high school someone asked,"what is it like to live with a gun to your
4989 head". I said "being religious". I wasnt lying at the time. Living in fear of
4990 eternal hellfire is weird. Living with a gun to your head gives you a weird
4991 tan-line.
4992
4993 10-14-24 Pt.2
4994
4995 Im one of the good ones. I wonder if it is preferable to masturbate to sonic
4996 the hedgehog porn(defacto austistic behavior) or express myself (honestly).
4997
4998 10-14-24 Pt.1
4999
5000 I best volenteer more to feed more homeless people. People remember columbus
5001 for discovering america or something. People best remember him for his
5002 accomplishment rather than the fact he killed people(according to my freind when
5003 I was in school). I dislike when people make movies about math people. I dont
5004 give a fuck about thier story,I care about thier work. It is morally abhorent to
5005 abstract the essence of one's teachings and say ,"this dude had a hard life".
5006 People are suckers for lore. If I say "I am a retard who wrote a
5007 compiler",people will focus on the fact that I overcame(?) mental illness and
5008 confusion rather than I wrote a sexy compiler.
5009
5010 Masking your origins/properties/essence is the optimal way to be a legend. I
5011 on the other hand am just a retard who wrote a compiler. I am not a legend but
5012 my accomplismets are somewhat impressive 21. JK Im sitting on the back of
5013 gaints. Gaints crush retarded people maybe.
5014
5015 Did I tell you about detirminism. Retards fear it. They says its unfair. The
5016 fact is retards are suffering moral retardation which means they are incapable
5017 of acting morally to the same degree as a normal person. If you want evidence of
5018 this heuristic look at this website
5019
5020
5021 Do you see retard judges or retard prohpets,or do you see judges and prophets
5022 serving retards. I feel guilt for saying this.
5023
5024
5025 Ill be frank,I dont know whats worse,seeing my kind getting a slap on the
5026 wirst or being denied moral copability for my sins.
5027
5028 10-13-24 Pt.1
5029
5030 I thought about African shit huts today. Im trying to look within,but if I
5031 look too deep I will find the sauce within, I feel that I am anaware if I am
5032 suppost to be thinking about self or abstracting the priorities of
5033 myse'lf(thinkinhg about African shit huts) outward to instead think about
5034 things that dont involve african shit huts. Ill be frank,there are shit huts
5035 both outside in my mind and inside,so im not sure which one to fix first.
5036
5037 10-12-24 Pt.2
5038
5039 Abstraction from oneself clouds one's priorities. It is bad to live in a
5040 fantasy void where self is abstracted out of self.
5041
5042 10-12-24 Pt.1
5043
5044 Digging a more shalow hole is a good thing. I say "retard" alot. Feeding dung
5045 beatles is good for the dung beatles. I must feed my own kind despite how others
5046 may view it. Im pretty sure there are shit huts in Africa too. (Maybe) they feed
5047 the cattle for shit and build shit huts.
5048 <33>
5049
5050
5051
5052
5053
5054
5055
5056
5057
5058
5059
5060
5061
5062
5063
5064
5065
5066 Im getting a cold dose of reality,there may not truly be anyone like me. I see
5067 this in the psuedo help I get from people where they assume (rightfully) that I
5068 am retarded and by ways can be changed via encouragement,and "help" is delegated
5069 to therapists who are proxies for complaints.
5070
5071 Just as a man feels a pain only by himself,he dies alone. Others can only
5072 relate,the best thing we can do is relate.
5073
5074
5075 10-11-24 Pt.1 Remorse
5076
5077 I cannot bear the weight of existence. I may stop working on computers. I
5078 cannot kill bacteria with their heat. Life is an illusion. I heard ignorance is
5079 bliss,I think it's true.
5080
5081 10-9-24 Pt.2 Birthday
5082
5083 Microsoft Windows probably sucks due to these reasons.
5084 -] Reasons
5085
5086 -] Little or no File buffering
5087
5088 Most OS'es will store writes to RAM in disk. Once the OS finds a good time
5089 it will then write the RAM to disk. This saves lots of time as harddisks are
5090 way slower than RAM.
5091
5092 Windows probably doesnt do this as accessing ifles in Windows is slow as
5093 fuck
5094
5095 -] Not using syscalls
5096
5097 ALmost everything in othodox windows doesn not use syscalls. In Unix
5098 almost all the functions biol down to a syscall so there is no overhead.
5099 Windows's functions are mostly userspace and require handels. TempleOS even
5100 does Raw Block writing so there is little abstraction. Windows MANDATES you
5101 use HANDLE's for about everything so you have tyo allocate a handle,the OS
5102 will have to register it then you can write to a file. Linux has 1 layer of
5103 abstraction ,Windows has 2 ,TempleOS has like 0
5104 <34>
5105
5106
5107
5108
5109
5110
5111
5112
5113
5114
5115
5116
5117
5118
5119
5120
5121
5122
5123
5124
5125
5126
5127
5128
5129
5130
5131 -] NT(Fragmentation)S
5132
5133 TempleOS mostly stores all files as 1 file on disk. Windows splits up the
5134 files into "peices" then wrties them to disk
5135 <35>
5136
5137
5138
5139
5140
5141
5142
5143
5144
5145
5146
5147
5148
5149
5150 10-9-24 Pt.1 Birthday
5151
5152 Microsoft windows is borderline unusable garbage. The file-access speed is
5153 slow. It is living in year 2000 in terms of usable software. It runs like shit.
5154 It is also unethically marketed because the peice of garbage is pre-installed on
5155 computers so its a "tax".
5156
5157 It performs worse than linux which costs money, It performs worse than
5158 FreeBSD. It performs worse than HaikuOS. If the purpose of Operating Systems is
5159 to move files around use FreeDOS. If your only (paid) job is to move files
5160 around then do a good job.
5161
5162 I am about to promise the Gods that I will not buy Windows 11. This
5163 software(Windows) is unethically dumb. Imagine if a President made himself look
5164 good then commited a mass genocide. Ok maybe not that bad but it still fucking
5165 sucks I am "forced"(OEM pre-installed) to indirectly pay for this garbage.
5166
5167 <36>
5168
5169
5170
5171
5172
5173
5174
5175
5176
5177
5178
5179
5180
5181
5182
5183
5184
5185
5186
5187 PS. All computers do the same thing except for windows which is dog shit
5188
5189
5190 10-7-24 Pt.2 Samayika
5191
5192 My thoughts are not deep. They are simply far out in the ocean but not deep.
5193
5194 I say "retard" alot but I dont think about it deeply.
5195
5196
5197 10-7-24 Pt.1
5198
5199 I played Mincraft classic and it was a borderline spirutual expirence
5200 listening to the old music. I miss it sort of. I was looking at the lighting for
5201 an idea of what to do with FrogsEngine. FrogsEngine will now have 16 levels of
5202 light via dithering. Dont expect anything fancy
5203
5204 10-6-24 Pt.3
5205
5206 A seed is planted,it bears no resemblance to its original form,yet the seed is
5207 more intresting of a contraption than a tree. The religion of the Tirhankaras
5208 cannot be dug up to say. It is not appropraite to try to dig up the morality
5209 plant when you can watch it grow.Only a fool would try to dig up his food plants
5210 for something delicious. The correct decision is to water the morality plant
5211 and then eat it's fruits.
5212
5213 <37>
5214
5215
5216
5217
5218
5219
5220
5221
5222
5223
5224
5225
5226
5227
5228
5229
5230
5231
5232
5233
5234
5235 10-6-24 Pt.2
5236
5237 There is an art to ritual. Remembering the Holy ones is imporants because it
5238 seems ignorances causes pain to follow a bee's sting. By remembering our true
5239 nature,we can avoid bees. I will ask Akesios for mantras to recite before
5240 various things.
5241
5242 10-6-24 Pt.1
5243
5244 I am a poo poo head. Conquest of the self deosnt happen through traditional
5245 means,its happens through nothingness. Walking away from barking dogs is better
5246 than reasoning with them. A decisive man picks his battles wisely.
5247
5248 9-31-24 Pt.2
5249
5250 "ambulare in animo". To wander in one's mind.
5251
5252 9-31-24 Pt.1
5253
5254 Divine morality has been obscured by the ages and famine. It is for this
5255 reason we must not abdandon the morality but strive harder than ever to preserve
5256 it. A partial win is better than no win.
5257
5258 9-31-24 Pt.2
5259
5260 Dreams signify the collapse of daytime. The waking hour signifies the collapse
5261 of fantasy. It is improper to hold onto dreams as it is improper to hold onto a
5262 meaningless Samsara reality. Words fly by too fast to be heard by the unlearned
5263 just as wise word are seldom known. The end of both dream and reality begins at
5264 liberation
5265
5266 9-31-24 Pt.1
5267
5268 -] Decreteum Compilerum I
5269
5270 1. Res finitus sunt.
5271 2. Formamentum sunt haut.
5272 3. Res creat e formamentis abditis
5273 4. Animi abditi est
5274 5. Sunt animos mutationes formamentorum
5275 6. Mutatio formamentorum sunt discursum
5276 7. Tela tenet unus fila ilico. Duo fila existit haut ubi unus existat.
5277 8. ,sed fila existat juxta alius fila.
5278 9. Unus corpus teneat haut alius positum.
5279 10.Corpus tenet diversum animos quando diversum positum existit.
5280 11.Animus est juxta diversum animos hac tela tenet diversum fila.
5281 12.idem animi sunt omnia animos in diversum positum.
5282
5283
5284
5285 9-30-24 Pt.1
5286
5287 -] Doctrine of Compilers Book 1
5288
5289 1. Things are finite.
5290 2. Representations are not
5291 3. There are seen and unseen matter
5292 4. Things are composed of represenations of unseen matter
5293 5. Soul is unseen
5294 6. Soul is volatile representation of forms
5295 7. The mutatbility of forms consistute process.
5296 8. Things has position and process
5297 9. A spider web has 1 thread of 1 thread of web at once. They cannot coexist
5298 at once
5299 10. Threads adjacent to one other occupy the same space,they insersect.
5300 11. A mind cannot contain two states at once.
5301 12. A mind can have multiple states when in different positions.
5302 13. A minds state ia adjacent to multiple differing states just as a web is
5303 composed of different threads.
5304 14. A mind with the same contents is the same at one time or another,they are
5305 seperated by position
5306
5307 <38>
5308
5309
5310
5311
5312
5313
5314
5315
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5318
5319
5320
5321
5322
5323
5324
5325
5326
5327
5328
5329
5330
5331
5332 9-29-24 Pt.1
5333
5334 Kanye is a good rapper because his music is like a stream of consciousness
5335 that reflects some of our leser expresed aspects of ourselves while also
5336 introspecting upon it. In his song "I thought about killing you",he does what
5337 many rappers do but with a twist,he seems honest. I delves into the psyche of a
5338 something I assume many are unwilling to express. He talks about he is suicidal
5339 and because he loves someone more than than him self we feels homicidial.
5340
5341 His music feeels like a weird expirence. In society,we call extermists of
5342 weird weirdos. I think this means that be was impliying there is a lesser non
5343 extreme version of weird that is acceptable for normal people. Kanye is the
5344 embodiment of things about outselves we dont want to share
5345
5346 9-28-24 Pt.1
5347
5348 Denying truth of reality is a good way to become a fictional legend. Legends
5349 has ambgious origin stories that people wonder if they ever happened. Wanna-be
5350 legeneds have birth certificates. I suppose denying a real story is sometimes
5351 better than accepting reality.
5352
5353 Legends are tossed around through the ages are their epics are reduced to
5354 qoutes. Time is cruel. A would-be legend becomes legendary through fiction and a
5355 legend becomes ordinary through talking to them.
5356
5357 9-26-24 Pt.2
5358
5359 Monks sit around all day and inspire others to do good things. I feel they
5360 help spiders and ants by doing nothing. I am bound by poo poo mentallity so to
5361 remedy my thinking I can unthink. Spiders think they are the shit but are
5362 feeble.
5363
5364 9-26-24 Pt.1
5365
5366 I often think about the n word but only in an abstract sense,it is hard to
5367 imagine non-conrete things. I believe that it has evolved past a slur and into
5368 an arechetype of suffering,yet I do believe it is more nuanced than just being a
5369 "bad" word.
5370
5371 No story exists outside of its settings and the lore of the n word is no
5372 excpetion. The n word (as history can recall to a limited degree) has
5373 historically been used to describe black people who have been oppressed. But
5374 regardless of the oppresive nature of the word itself,I do believe is a useful
5375 tool. Just as a person who cannot see cannot tell you about colors,a person
5376 cannot accurately discribe oppression without not only understand but using the
5377 n word.
5378
5379 I will elloborate,during my time as a muslim my family hated me because I was
5380 a white convert. I do believe that abstracting the evil out of racism to a
5381 degree is pointless for productive converstation; You cannot decribe evil by
5382 ignoring it.
5383
5384 It is often implied that only racists use the n word. I degress. I do believe
5385 society's taboo of saying the n word is warented,but not for de-facto reasons. I
5386 believe the n word can be used as a way to illistrate other forms of suffering
5387 by margianized groups
5388
5389 9-25-24 Pt.2
5390
5391
5392 I was in 12th grade when I first was exposed to ISSA Album by 21 Savage. I
5393 remeber seeing the pink album with the buring trees and thought about Christ
5394 because ISSA is the arabic name for Christ.
5395
5396 9-25-24 Pt.1
5397
5398 I wask asked if it saddens me to know I am going to die alone. There is a bit
5399 of truth to saying I will die alone. i do not view myself as alone because I
5400 have had vague experiences of masters who I admire. I find I admire the
5401 archetypes of people. you don't need a long 500 page story to relate to someone.
5402 People are not a substitute for the spiritual experience of relating to someone
5403 great. i do not need to define the color of someones eyes or even know them
5404 personally to love them
5405
5406 A guy on discord told me that it is "Schitzophrenic Abstraction". This is not
5407 the case. I am not schitzophrenic. In life there are boundaries in
5408 relationships. Two men may be seperated by distance or even hundreds of years
5409 and can still relate to eachother. In mind flesh is the boundary that governs
5410 thought. I literally live in a retard house and have not been diagnosed with
5411 shcitzophrenia.
5412
5413 9-24-24 Pt.1
5414
5415 The seeds to liberation are planted inside of us. We do not need stories to
5416 plant them,they only serve as reminders. I was asked "How does it feel to be
5417 autistic and kind of smart but not enough for anyone to appreachiate you." The
5418 fact is that I accept it. Much in the same way a dwarf cannot reach an apple on
5419 a tree,I cannot understand the whole of reality or how people work around me. I
5420 cannot find admiration from others so I am left with myself.
5421
5422 I can laugh at shit and piss and niggers. I saw a sexy black man on my phone
5423 in a dress but I accidently pressed the "file-downloaded" icon on my phone and
5424 someone saw the sexy muscular black man in a maid outfit on the phone. The point
5425 is that the self is immensly documented and the outside world inst. You see
5426 script kiddies making absolutley shitty code but it is all they are able to do
5427 due to the "mysterious unknown" of the computer world. You cannot work with what
5428 you do not have in the same way you cannot work with what you dont know.
5429
5430 9-23-24 Pt.1
5431
5432 Today I wil be critiqueing a response I got when I said that I dont like
5433 porn, I will start with the the reponse then I will get to the question
5434
5435 -] Reponse from Frog:
5436
5437 WHAT
5438 THE ACTUAL FUCK
5439 IS THIS
5440 ??
5441 [Image of Kermit the frog]
5442 I don't even understand the question
5443 at the start of the paragraph he dislikes porn
5444 But it turns out it really isn't the porn he dislikes
5445 it's the fact that the cam girls fisting themselves are not expressing
5446 spiritual wisdom at the same time..
5447 BRO
5448 @n00t
5449 what is going on brother
5450 porn is no substitute for a real relationship
5451 i don't even know what to say to this
5452 Like I'm legit stumped
5453
5454 First of all,I did not implicitly say that I want porn where women fisting
5455 thier poo poo holes expouse spiritual wisdom. What I said was an example of
5456 which involves women fisting their assholes while expressing notes on reality.
5457 An apple is a fruit but not all fruit are apples.
5458
5459 What I said was was I enjoy reality more than fiction,meaning I cannot relate
5460 to a dumb bitch pretending to enjoy sex.(Note 1)
5461
5462 Second of all,the fisting of the asshole and semantics of langauge are simply
5463 a mask for what matters most,a real life look into the soul of a real person
5464 expousing deep(perhaps spiritual or otherwise typically unspoked notes on
5465 reality). I cannot stand abstractions on sex that make sex into a cartoon which
5466 is what it feels like to watch stepmom incest fucker flicks. Its retarded(Note
5467 2)
5468
5469 Last of all,I never said that porn was to be a substitute for real
5470 relationships. I said that sexual bankrupty is a lack of expirence and not the
5471 choice of (said NON-EXISTENT) expirence.(Note 3)
5472
5473 -] Initial Statement from Nrootconauto
5474
5475 i dislike p. i dislike the unrealness of it.
5476 It's not sexy unless it feels real.
5477 it's the sexual equivalent to cartoons
5478 like efukt is real (cringe) but it's real so idk
5479 i can relate to camgirls who go on rants about how their God loves them and
5480 men and Jews are the issue
5481 i agree with the mentality and not the semantics of the statements
5482 like I feel like a camgirls who fists her asshole while talking about dharma
5483 and compilers
5484 and cycles of avarsipini and utsarpini
5485 and Gods too
5486 i feel a spiritual connection to such souls
5487 ill be frank. is it sexual bankruptcy to long for a camgirl who fists her
5488 asshole while discussing reality or to never have any other intimacy
5489
5490
5491 Get your fucking facts straight
5492
5493 9-22-24 Pt.1
5494
5495 If heaven is real im cloning myself when I get there to get more work done. I
5496 dont know if heaven has "Poopin Frogs" shit video games there though. If anyone
5497 is intrested in making a civilazation of Autistic people who make cool games
5498 email nrootconauto@gmail.com.
5499
5500
5501
5502 <39>
5503
5504
5505
5506
5507
5508
5509
5510
5511
5512
5513
5514
5515
5516
5517
5518
5519
5520
5521 Living forever is weird because everyone on earth would die and it would get
5522 boring. Humans leave lots of shit behind. I remember moving and seeing all the
5523 unused shit my family had
5524
5525 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
5526
5527 Just as a bird seeks to travel the world,he is discouraged by the journey of
5528 snow and wind and heat of the deserts. I dont know if I am delusioned enough to
5529 think I have self control enough to not think about niggers and shit nad Rucka
5530 Rucka Ali. A snake is born from an egg and doesnt understand where he came
5531 from,but he terrorizes the world with his lack of knowledge. People who have
5532 morals are cultured. This peoples they were given or have otherwise found
5533 values. Cavemen are not cultured so they think about poop and niggers in thier
5534 mud huts.
5535
5536 9-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
5537
5538 Sinning is fun. I hope I just dont sin too much. People assume people become
5539 religious due to trauma. I dont think this is the case for me. People say its ok
5540 to kill people when they arent people. I have heard it be called beastiality to
5541 have sex with black people. The point is humanhood is he criteria for morality
5542 according to somepeople.
5543
5544 I volenteer 5 days a week feeding homeless pum pums. Some of the are rude and
5545 smell like ass. Good people help them but dont say "They are rude and smell like
5546 ass". I have stated an obvious fact. I am a fucked up person. This is an obvious
5547 fact.
5548
5549 I think it is best for goodness to be a good Jain and not make art because my
5550 art will reflect reality which is bad. Reality is a poo poo brain and a Samsara
5551 curse. people have an abstract method of evaluating good. Feed homeless retards
5552 and you are good. This is true and real.
5553
5554 9-20-24 Pt.1
5555
5556 Tommorrow is 21(SAVAGE) day again. I need to make
5557 The SmallTalk Serialization Code emit binary for better network sauce. Use
5558 CU8Set for easy access if you want to do it for me. Ill probably do it myself
5559 but idk.
5560
5561 9-19-24 Pt.2
5562
5563 I walked twice now i feel fatigued. Pain is an oppressor. Earth is an
5564 oppressor. Some people who were in pain created great works of art. I dont know
5565 how. Terry Davis went apeshit monk mode. When I was a muslim you werent allowed
5566 to apeshit mostly,i mean you were but not in a productive way. You werent
5567 allowed be a nun or monk because Muhammad didnt have monk mentallity.
5568
5569 What people lack in true faith they make up in aggression,people who dont
5570 understand what faith is(confuse it with objective reality) are poo poo brains.
5571 God might be real,this is why we have faith. Faith is a justified assumption.
5572 People who think he is 100% real are insane poo poo brains.
5573
5574 Faithless people who dont read scripture and condemn what they dont know are
5575 also poo poo heads. Terry Davis seemed to understand the meaning of faith when
5576 he said "If heaven is real and I walk in the sky...". I think he is a living
5577 example of faith and confusion about the world.
5578
5579 9-19-24 Pt.1
5580
5581 I love HolyC so much I should write the entirety of Poopin Frogs in it. I
5582 dislike smalltalk. I have spent the entirety of my adult life being retarded.
5583
5584 Doom is a work of art as it is written in C and doesnt use abstraction.
5585 Everything is a thinker. In the initial version of TOOM everything was slow
5586 because I was not using a grid with the things in it for collision detection(I
5587 was testing everything in the level).
5588
5589 Using smart data structures is good for performance.
5590
5591 9-18-24 Pt.1
5592
5593 Im tired. I was wondring how I wrote such shitty code checking free regions
5594 from 0x10000 only with VirtualQuery on windows. I had a weird bug with the
5595 "DoNothing" function not popping off the needed number of arguments off the
5596 stack so they were staying there.
5597
5598 9-17-24 Pt.2
5599
5600 I have no empathy for people. I only have guilt for my evils. I guess when
5601 people say I have no empathy they are saying that I am a poo poo brain. I have
5602 guily for not going full vegan mode. I dont have guilt for saying "retard" alot
5603 sort of.
5604
5605 The only moral hatred I have is against myself.In the times of great happinees
5606 people would turn self hatred into societal values. They would dilute guilt by
5607 mixing thier sins into the lake of discorse.
5608
5609 A valuesless society is one where selves defend themselves. They say "I deny
5610 this sin.". A Good person will claim evil. They will compel
5611 self-morality-defense and deny virtue. They will ask "Why did you spend lots of
5612 time doing X,you have alterior motives". This is not the case.
5613
5614 9-17-24 Pt.1
5615
5616 Arihants have destroyed thier inner enemies and have conquered themselves.
5617 Self-disassocaition is a good way to fuck yourself over. Abstracting your
5618 problems out of reality denies the self(who has the problems). Egotism thrives
5619 when denying aspects of the self. A fool can say "I am not that sort of strange"
5620 while being an other form of strange. Objective analysis is good for removing
5621 egotism
5622
5623 9-16-24 Pt.1
5624
5625 I rejected bying candy today,I feel this is good. Part of being a Jain is
5626 adopting Jain values. I feel foreign desire is easy to reject but internal
5627 desire is not. Arihants are those who have conquered their inner enemies.
5628
5629 I feel candy is a foriegn desire as it is located at the dollar store,Food is
5630 all around me at home so it is harded to observe Psodharvrata. I will work on
5631 the DOOM-2 port sometime but not now. I cant stand the controls that I made,so
5632 Aiwnios will run it savage mode with mouse locking
5633
5634 9-15-24 Pt.1
5635
5636 Poo poo brains make edited movies about things. They make movies about fiction
5637 and non-fiction. Poo poo brains make movies that make me feel like im watching a
5638 bollywood movie. Even movies in enlish to me feel unreal and unrelatable. Movies
5639 abstract real life concepts into fictional portrayals. I feel like I have been
5640 watching moveis as a kid and it abstracted me from real life duties.
5641
5642 Poo poo brains depict death in movies and it feels unreal. It makes peoples
5643 perceptions of death become unrealistic. Everytime I see a movie I see something
5644 that is unreal. Porn is unreal. It is an abstraction of reality.
5645
5646 People are fundamentally stupid so they make fictional abstractions of things
5647 they are unable or unwilling to understand. Death is hard to understand. I fear
5648 the means of death more than death itself.
5649
5650 How would I be depicted in a fictional film about me. Poo poo brain politial
5651 commentators make dumb movies with taglines like "Are you next?". People seem to
5652 have a model of reality that most times revolves around themself or their idea
5653 of themself.
5654
5655 People should idealy recognize the error of their ways. People who stormed the
5656 capital on January 6th should probably realize they are retards and not martyrs.
5657 People who harm others should realize the world isnt there to serve them,but
5658 they are unable/unwilling to stop killing/enslaving others.
5659
5660 Women rights are synonymus with "abortion". Im sure many women oppose abortion
5661 on religious grounds but they are gender-traitors because they dont think like
5662 de-facto women supporters. Do you think people who are attracted to children are
5663 mandated to be "Pedophile Rights Activists". I dont think so.
5664
5665 The problem is people base their realities around what makes them happy. Women
5666 are happy to kill their unborn children. Black people are happy to demand
5667 reparations. I think there is a personal "fiction" within everyone that makes
5668 them the hero of their story.
5669
5670 My movie would be a commedy about a fucked up person who thinks the n word
5671 alot and who is a virgin and who writes compilers and who is retarded. I say
5672 commedy but I mean a dark commedy. I feel like it would appear to be commedic
5673 but would actually depict a tragedy.
5674
5675
5676 9-14-24 Pt.3
5677
5678 You cannot kill pain. I cannot stop winter so I will be in pain. Weapons are
5679 ineffective against pain and fate.
5680
5681 9-14-24 Pt.2
5682
5683 There are so many dumb video games I see on youtube. I see they all have a
5684 unique style and theme. They are so varied you could fill a society with them. I
5685 find it weird when people play games and they think they are teleported to
5686 another world and they talk like they are in the video game.
5687
5688 They say things like,"oh fuck I died" when they die in the game. I cannot play
5689 a defacto game and see anything other than a manufacutured peice of art with a
5690 purpose and audience. I do not live life playing video games.
5691
5692 When I was 13 I was probably watching p0rn on a ubuntu 12(?) livecd so my
5693 parents wouldnt find out. Ubuntu had a sexy "unity" shell what was sexy af.
5694 After nutting on the computer I would turn if off then take the disk out.
5695
5696 This wasnt a spritual expirence,quit the opposite. I remember looking out into
5697 other people's windows with a telescope as a kid wondering what people were
5698 doing. Sometimes I would put a flash light in the telescope and troll
5699 unsuspecting walking people during the night. This was a psuedo spiritual
5700 expirence.
5701
5702 I call it spiritual because there was a degree of (para)social interaction
5703 that occured when I shined a flashlight at someone and they got spooked there
5704 was a one way interaction.
5705
5706 Art seems to be (in the traditional sense) a 1 way interaction. Good art to me
5707 seems to interact with us ,and we interact with it on an intellectual level.
5708 Things like timecube that leave us confused allow us to interact with it by
5709 trying to make sense of it. We are left with questions we want to answer so we
5710 dig deeper and we can relate to it because we are part of the art.
5711
5712 I cannot watch TV and see Art. I cannot use a Apple Macintosh and see it
5713 because I see a product that is deisnged to be consumed. They are velicles in
5714 the art of life that are largely forgettable.
5715
5716 I often wonder about the goodness of art,what makes good art. Good art is
5717 something memberable and unforgettable like a vacattion to somewhere cool,not
5718 the car you use to get there.
5719
5720 I think Super Mario 64 is a better peice of art than any of the video games I
5721 have played in awhile because I remember playing it. Modern games have better
5722 graphics but they are forgettable. Super Mario 64 does not have metaphysical
5723 properties but It is genuinely beatiful for some reason I cannot put my finger
5724 on.
5725
5726
5727 9-14-24 Pt.1
5728
5729 Im working on making a WASM backend for aiwnios. Im putting these here for
5730 reference
5731
5732 https://webassembly.github.io/wabt/demo/wat2wasm/
5733 https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/WebAssembly/Reference
5734
5735 9-13-24 Pt.3
5736
5737 Speech is a product that people consume. I feel that speech consumes me
5738 beacuse I have produce it. Youtube removed its dislike button. You cannot
5739 receive hates on youtube anymore. I said eariler that the only thing worse than
5740 hatred is not being human enough to have shit thrown at you. Loving humans wont
5741 hate you but they will call you a subhuman poo poo brain.
5742
5743 My speech isnt profitable. I dont even care if people see my stuff. I do
5744 believe I have slave mentallity because I dont care to be a king. I want to
5745 serve a king because I cannot lead myself. A tenant lives in a apartment because
5746 he cannot buy a house. A tennant lives with others. A slave lives with others. A
5747 tennant enjoys living with others. A Jain enjoys serving other souls.
5748
5749 9-13-24 Pt.2
5750
5751 Mr Honesty is me. I feel like I am fucked up mentally. I am pathetic. I have
5752 terror mentallity. I feel terrified of people and everything. I mentally rape
5753 myself. Growing up I feel like I was suppost to wear a mask and to a degree I
5754 still do. Past is a fanstasy. Now is a reality.
5755
5756 People tell me I like volenteering. There is a part of me that is convinced
5757 too. They say "he enjoys being here to see XXX". When people say this,they are
5758 talking to a pet dog. I feel like I am fucked up. I cannot bust a nut without
5759 guilt. I feel guilty for this. I have fish and I feel guilt for owning them.
5760 They were given to me after(as a Muslim in the past) Allah said u cant have a
5761 pet rat.
5762
5763 A child gets a dog and becomes deillusioned with taking care of it so it's
5764 parents take care of it. I feel retarded. I feel very very childish and I dont
5765 feel joy for the fish but pain. I see them swim aimlessly all day. I feel guilt.
5766
5767 The guilt applies to everything in life. The only reason I volenteer is because
5768 I cant bring myself to say no. I feel like if I kiiled someone I would have
5769 guilt,only I havent killed anyone and I still feel guilt. I would assume people
5770 are thankful for me but really I am fucked up.
5771
5772 As a kid,being normal(not being an autistic retard) was a virtue. I cant blame
5773 people for feeling this way, Wearing a mask is a virtue. Guilt is the glue that
5774 keeps that mask on.
5775
5776 The first time I left a mental hopsital I cried a bit. I feel nothing,but I
5777 feel guilt for nothingness. I suppose the anser is to not have guilt but that
5778 that is bad.
5779
5780 I think that family is a cooking pot for the most fucked up parts of humanity.
5781 People are normally kiiled by people they know. If I was going to kill myself I
5782 would be asked to feel guilt for any hypothetical people who would see my dead
5783 body. People are ok asking for things only to the extend they can relate to it.
5784
5785 I remember seeing homeless people on the train tracks,and people would think
5786 "what the fuck". The issue isnt homelessness,it is the fact that someone was
5787 disconforted by a homeless person.
5788
5789 I cant blame them. I do believe certian people are destined for poo poo
5790 suaceness. Religions tend to talk about the righteous people,or unworthy people
5791 who become righteous. I think this is indicative of the worth of a person being
5792 tied to how they please others.
5793
5794 Paranoia and self-guilt are interwinned. You must have self-guilt to serve
5795 others and you are caused to feel hatred for you. I feel some people are truly
5796 doomed to a shitty existence
5797
5798 9-13-24 Pt.1
5799
5800 The compile times of the HolyC end of the codegen are slightly less worse now.
5801 I used CBitSet for the list of members during live-variable analysis and
5802 I do alot less checking with I64SetHas(with allow_repeats). Im not sure what
5803 else I can do to reduce compile times.
5804
5805 9-11-24 Pt.3
5806
5807 Things arent born out of money,they are born out of necessity. This is why
5808 piracy eexist
5809
5810 9-11-24 Pt.2
5811
5812 I will recount the ways I differ from de-facto Jain Sravak. It probably has
5813 alot to do with my N word usage. I do believe that black people have become an
5814 archetype of suffering and it is appropraite to compare other injustice in the
5815 world to the (historical) sufering of black people. I do believe the n word is
5816 appropraite to use in a morality sense.
5817
5818 Just as a scientist cannot say. XXX isnt allowed to do research on YYY
5819 subject,it is innapropraite for black people to say that tasteful usages of the
5820 N word is not allowed for white people.
5821
5822 9-11-24 Pt.1
5823
5824 Schools (in America) do not teach you useful stuff,they give you a vocabulary
5825 of terms that alone mean nothing. In life we are given terms that mean nothing.
5826 I learn more about term's meanings now than i did in school. Knowing the
5827 existence of "live-variable analysis" doesnt mean you know how to use it or even
5828 what it is. I know lots of terms but dont know their meanings. Many people have
5829 heard of "programming" but dont know how to do it.
5830
5831 I guess the (ideal) purpose of school is to give you an idea of what reality
5832 is and not exactly how to use it.
5833
5834 I learned about rotating a vector by an axis day. This is more important than
5835 anything I learned in school.
5836
5837 <40>
5838
5839
5840
5841
5842
5843
5844
5845
5846
5847
5848 Dont ask me how any of this works. This is good for vector ray tracing math. I
5849 am truly in debt to smart people
5850
5851 Just as a person can show you what a ideal painting looks like, It doesnt mean
5852 you can paint it. Despite knowing what it looks like
5853 9-9-24 Pt.2
5854
5855 Bruh,Monks are on some serious Shit. I need the sources and I need to learn
5856 old langages ,I feel this is an important text to deciper. Its a poem made out
5857 of numbers Siribhoovalaya
5858
5859 9-9-24 Pt.1
5860
5861 Jain scriptures like Akaranga Sutra are not word salad. They tell you
5862 productive things like how to not harm things by not wearing (wool) clothes or
5863 no clothes at all. Not saying the N word is probably a good way to be liberation
5864 minded.I dont say the n word alot but I think it everyday. As a a layperson I
5865 would say saying the N word is lesser than eating a burger.
5866
5867 I saw a chinese person who did lots of cool math today. I was multipling 7*.75
5868 for prices of dishes and she did it before I did the calculation on my phone.
5869 There are people who use thier brain and those who dont. They are not equal. I
5870 suppose she uses her brain.
5871
5872 People conflate religion with feelings. I see true liberation minded people
5873 think hard. It is diffiuclt to stay 100% focued during long meditation. I think
5874 I know why monks write things because it keeps them focused. It is not about
5875 feelings,it is about living a hard way of life mentally. Monks conquer thier
5876 feelings and they dont whine about not having food to eat.
5877
5878 9-8-24 Pt.4
5879
5880 I feel nothing for others. I dont want to feel this way but I only think I am
5881 pretending to have true morals. I have trouble having empathy. I life continues
5882 then there is little need for empathy. If I die tommorow then I will be unable
5883 to feel. If I dont die tommorow then I will be unable to feel.
5884
5885 I suppose wizards to tell other peoples' fortunes except for thier own.
5886
5887 Most people would be angry if they got thier stuff stolen from them. I would
5888 not because I am powerless if such a thing happens. Life will continue until I
5889 get a new computer or something
5890
5891 I have trouble having empathy for peoples problems in a world where life just
5892 goes on. KanYe says that he thinks about killing himself and that because h
5893 loves others more than himself he thinks about killing them too(I am not
5894 homicidal)
5895
5896 I think what he is trying to say is,"I have trouble empathizing with people as
5897 I have no self-respect". I have no respect for myself. If I did I would not
5898 accept a retard's existence. I would get a "real" job and impregnate a dumb
5899 bitch. I do not care what happens to me. The means of dying are more scary than
5900 death itself.
5901
5902 Empathy is a feeling,not a choice. I am trying to feel empathy but I cannot. I
5903 legit have some mental condition or something.
5904
5905 9-8-24 Pt.3
5906
5907 Im working on networking for the frogs game. I pushin P forgot my gmail
5908 PPPassword again.
5909
5910 9-8-24 Pt2.
5911
5912 Im tired. The fuckin SmallTalk Garbage Collector was being a fatherfucking
5913 Pinko and was garbage collecting the network buffer while recv from
5914 CrossNetShims was Sleeping. I will have to mark SmallTalk->HolyC Poo poo calls
5915 are "disable the Garbage Collector". Drake Wut Dafuq
5916
5917 9-8-24 Pt.1
5918
5919 I made a new TempleOS Porn Movie called Golf.HC. I will add a NSFW tag for
5920 aiwnios tube for porn movies. I might upload to PornHub but I dont remember my
5921 password. I miss the old PornHub before they removed all the unverified shit.
5922
5923 9-7-24 Pt.3
5924
5925 Im sick.
5926
5927 9-7-24 Pt.2
5928 Why do sinners study religion. I think I know why. I feel like a spiritual
5929 hoarder who hoards information so that one day I may use it. I best use it,but
5930 first I need to make the frogs game and some cool TempleOS PPPorn.
5931
5932 I was working on netwroking today for the frogs game. I want to make art I can
5933 spritually relate to. I had a dream last night where someone said something like
5934 "You can say somthing abstract and people will agree with it,then when you apply
5935 it to reality people will hate it". I think this would apply here.
5936
5937 If I say,"We should abolish societal taboos and embrace change" people will
5938 agree. If I say "Everyone should say the N word including white people" people
5939 will object. Saying the N word is a taboo and letting white people do it issa 21
5940 Savage change.
5941
5942 People only agree to what they can see. Anything other isn't grounded in
5943 reality.
5944
5945 9-7-24 Pt.1
5946
5947 I implemented Option(OPTf_NO_REG_VAR,TRUE); use it when you are lazy and dont
5948 want to wait for code to optimize.(FrogsEngine)
5949
5950 9-6-24 Pt.2
5951
5952 Pain is something non-abstract you can interact with it by doing nothing
5953
5954 9-6-24 Pt.1
5955
5956 I have perfected to music for TempleOS porn. Thanks to the God for the music
5957 beat. I have an entire animated series planned but I still have to finish the
5958 first episode
5959
5960 9-5-24 Pt.3
5961
5962 People feel guilt when they have a gun to their head. I feel guilt when there
5963 is no gun to my head. I think most people are motivated by not getting their
5964 head blown off rather than true morality. If you know you were going to ell how
5965 would you live your life. I doesnt suprise me that people put guns to their own
5966 head when motivated by reason aone.
5967
5968 9-5-24 Pt.2
5969
5970 I wonder that the line between an asshole and a troubled person. I will assume
5971 I will find it when I cross it. I dislike labels as saying people are troubled
5972 PPPersons. "Troubled people" sounds like a softer version of "asshole". You
5973 might be wondering how I wake up in the morning. The truth is I feel morality
5974 guilt alot but I would rather be a poo poo brain that does good things like feed
5975 homeless retards than one who doesnt.
5976
5977 My plans. I cannot look into the mirror and see a man. I see a retard staring
5978 back at me. I am scared to advance because the world would be safer without
5979 people who fall into the classification of "Claytonz". I am not a bad person and
5980 I genuinely believe that. The world would simply be better off without me but I
5981 can win by staying in a hole until I die.
5982
5983 The world is better without meth heads. It is better without me.
5984
5985 9-5-24 Pt.1
5986
5987 I will make a dedicated section for TempleOS porn here. Its a work in
5988 progress,you probably shouldnt look. I will not distrobute video now.
5989
5990 9-4-24 Pt.1
5991
5992 Most people die alone,few die togheter. Is this a synonym for bravery.
5993 Soldiers live to die and they best do it as a team.Heavens Gate would be a
5994 vialble Dharma if they had proper faith and were vegetarian. It must be nice to
5995 die togheter and have the alien pyschopomps carry you to heaven.
5996
5997
5998 9-4-24 Pt.1
5999
6000 I cant stop saying "Snow Bunnies". If I transition into a woman I can be a
6001 snow bunny. One time a woman named "Snow Bunny" called me over discord after we
6002 talked about how we both left Islam. That was probably like 2018. I dont know
6003 when "Snow Bunny" became a racial slur(?).
6004
6005 There was once a man who drank lots of water. The ocean wasnt deep enough for
6006 his thirst then he drank all the water on earth. After this is got dehryated and
6007 asked for a boon. A single glass of water then brought confort to him.
6008
6009 There was once a man who liked to say racial slurs. After saying the n word
6010 2.3 trillion times he was satisfied by "snow bunnies". I dont want to say the n
6011 word anymore so I am content with "snow bunnies".
6012
6013 The fog of a city cuases a father to kill his son in the streets without
6014 knowing it. I dont want to say racial slurs. I have guilt and cringe.
6015
6016 9-4-24 Pt.1
6017
6018 Somoeone made a port of super Mario 64 from a ROM dump to C that runs on Sega
6019 Dreamcast. I want to play it on my Sega but I will legally buy a copy of Super
6020 Mario 64 first. I have to cook dinner today but I will Push P with RISC-V ABI
6021 afterwards. I am serious about a sexy RISC-V ABI.
6022
6023 9-3-24 Pt.2
6024
6025 Don't kick rocks because ants could be under them.
6026
6027 9-3-24 Pt.1
6028
6029 What is addiction(stability). People say some are addicted to phones,others
6030 are said to be addicted to meth. I am addicted. Addiction happens when you value
6031 someone more than what is socially acceptable. I am addicted to living.
6032
6033 A long time ago TV was meant to be watched and not worshipped. I do believe
6034 that religion is in decline because people arent "addicted" to Gods anymore,or
6035 rather Gods aren't as worphy of a time spender than GOOning to pornhub today in
6036 some peoples eyes.
6037
6038 I have meth-head mentallity. I feel that addiction happens when you cannot
6039 stop something. Most people are unable or unwilling to stop doing certian
6040 things. I have no off switch. When I walk I walk fast and I eat fast just so I
6041 have more time to do lit stuff. It probably doesnt help im paranoid about lots
6042 of things either.
6043
6044 I dont do meth,but I would imagine there is lots of parania involved due to
6045 not getting a fix. Im glad im addicted to compilers and not meth.
6046
6047 I said eariler that TV originaly wasnt meant to be worshipped. The Holy Ones
6048 were meant to be worshipped. I think back then peoople were addicted to God as
6049 there were values in place that didnt permit modern defacto-addiction and
6050 religion was the only thing you could spend your whole time with.
6051
6052 9-2-24 Pt.3
6053
6054 There is no land foreign to the ruler of the world. As a kid I used to imagine
6055 things in the afterlife or in my imagination. I would imagine cold milk in
6056 heaven in the grass,or a celestial palace. I suppose most people think of
6057 situations like talking to their dead grandparents or something. If God is real
6058 then no culture is foriegn to him because he rules the world.
6059
6060 I did not give 2 fucks about my parents growing up. Milk in the grass seemed
6061 to have spiritual connotations along with Super Mario 64. I feel the most sacred
6062 moments in my life were those not involving people. As a kid I could not tell
6063 you the symbolic value of milk in the grass or Super Mario 64,but it didnt
6064 matter becuase I wasnt looking for it. I literally cried when I downloaded Super
6065 Mario 64 and won it for the first time.
6066
6067 I wonder
6068 9-2-24 Pt.2
6069
6070 I have hate in my heart,or maybe just hateful mentality. I will educate the
6071 world on something productive later. I will not teach the world javascript or
6072 what to do but how to do new things. I learned alot from TempleOS about
6073 compilers and datastructures. A true ballad of God and Compilers indeed.
6074
6075 Do you know when people play video games and they win the game or get 100%
6076 achievements in it. This is a virtue then Youtubers just show the result of
6077 winning so everyone feels they are a winner. The holy ones have come to conquer
6078 the flesh but now everyone feels they have conquered the flesh by watching
6079 Youtube. Masturbating to WAP by Cardi B is a good way to feel like a winner
6080 maybe idk. Arhats have conquered the flesh and strive and I mean strive to stay
6081 focused. This is not an easy task. Gooners are consumers of the deeds of others.
6082 They are not the same.
6083
6084 You dont know an Arhat until you practice medicancy for a day.
6085
6086
6087 9-2-24 Pt.1
6088
6089 I dislike labels. Calling someone a troubled person could mean lots of things.
6090 Calling someone a wife beater is under the label of a troubled person,but the
6091 label of troubled person doesnt convey the magnitude of the situation.
6092
6093 Terrorism is terror use for a political gain. When transgender people kill
6094 lots of people it is senseless to abstract politics out of thier terrorism. You
6095 may be wondering why Im talking about labels and abstraction.
6096
6097 I went to the gas SSStation the other day and saw a woman of culture. In my
6098 personal culture saying "That fucking someone was a creep" out loud in public
6099 seems to be forbidden but I will argue it is TRUE culture in the sense that
6100
6101 -] A
6102
6103 Accuratley conveys a concept amoung a shared group of people and
6104
6105 -] B
6106
6107 People find it acceptable therefore it is culture
6108
6109
6110 I do believe everyone to a degree is pretending to have morals for cultural
6111 gain which doest not consistute authentic feeling.
6112
6113 I do believe that it is morally innapropraite to "correct" the cultural
6114 attitudes of people,so yes,saying "That fucking someone was a creep" is
6115 acceptable.
6116
6117 I wrote eariler that hate is good(relativley speaking) and dehumanization is
6118 truly evil. I am mentally disabled and I see lots of fellow mentally disabled
6119 people who are morally impared. This is fancy talk for saying they use mental
6120 disabity(or are cuased by mental disabilty) to act retarded. I do believe it is
6121 ok to discripline mentally ill people,and it is not hate. Ill elloborate.
6122
6123 If I ask,"What is your kill count?". You'll will probably say 0. This isnt
6124 true as you kill bacteria by breathing,but do you hate bacteria... No you dont.
6125 It is not morally appropriate to hat becteria despite killing them.
6126
6127 If you hate someone,you recognize that they have moral capacity. A non-human
6128 non-Samanaska does not. Dehuman(or souled being)ization is the process of
6129 abstracting soul and moral copability out of harming someone. In this way hatred
6130 of genuine non abstract evil is justified,whereas saying "he is just mentally
6131 ill" is not. Unless you are a non-souled being,you probably are capable enough
6132 to understand morality. I do find it delusional of people to say "Joe was a
6133 theorical physicist therefore him being a part os MS-13 is ok".
6134
6135 Are you actually this fucking stupid.
6136
6137 9-1-24 Pt.2
6138
6139 There is a repressed part in me that goes good things,or maybe bad things. The
6140 bigger question is who is the unrepressed side of me. Am I am evil person doing
6141 good things like feeding homeless people or a good person with a shitty sense of
6142 aiwnios.com humor.
6143
6144 I had a dream I was terrorizing normals with preparations for religious duties
6145 or something. Dream logic ceases to make sense when you wake up.
6146 <41>
6147
6148
6149
6150
6151
6152
6153
6154
6155
6156
6157
6158
6159 9-1-24 Pt.1
6160
6161 Aiwnios.com is on the 4th page of google for "aiwnios". 1st P Pushin page for
6162 yandex. I need to do some SSL certificate stuff for www.aiwnios.com(not
6163 aiwnios.com)
6164
6165 <42>
6166
6167
6168
6169
6170
6171
6172
6173
6174
6175
6176
6177
6178
6179
6180
6181
6182
6183
6184
6185
6186
6187
6188 8-31-24 Pt.2
6189
6190 White people dream of white Gods,and black people dream of black Gods. I have
6191 seen lots of white Jesus'es in america even though he was from the Middle East.
6192 A true believe revolves around God and doesnt maek divinity out of colors.
6193
6194 8-31-24 Pt.1
6195
6196 A parent is in debt to a child,and a child is in debt to a parent. Students
6197 and teachers are the same maybe. It takes alot to admit you are wrong. I dont
6198 not know where the milk ocean is located so I am wrong probably. I will
6199 continue Samayika as it is a virtue but I will not focus on any thing except for
6200 Dharma as a word.
6201
6202 Its a cruel world.
6203
6204 8-30-24 Pt.2
6205
6206 My update script for sync points to the aiwnios process and not the aiwnios
6207 (admin). I chown'ed/chmod'ed it so the server process has access to it and
6208 aiwnios poo poo meister doesnt. If I was smart I would make an group but I that
6209 is for another time.
6210
6211 8-30-24 Pt.1
6212
6213 Aiwnios.com is going to not do refactors until I learn how to use unix
6214 properly. Transistor Assembly-Code Compiler. Anything beyond that is beyond me.
6215
6216 8-29-24 Pt.2
6217
6218 I bought food for a homeless woman about 3 days ago and she didnt accept it
6219 due to having red dye. She was thankful though. I dont know whay makes a person
6220 nice,maybe im just perceiving people to be nice. Lots of homelss pum pums come
6221 in at wrok. They seem to be the kindest. I would assume having kids fucks you up
6222 in the sense that you MUST be responsible for them. This happens to meth heads
6223 too. Meth heads are ironically nicer than de-facto white moms who demand food.
6224
6225 There are unsayable things. Even severly retarded people get girlfreinds. I
6226 dont want one becaue I would not put my faith in anyone except for myself. It is
6227 improper for women to demand faith. Only Holy people like gurus and munis can
6228 demand faith,but they dont want it from me or anyone.
6229
6230 The Quran says Allah elevated Muslims above others(?I forget where). Islam
6231 literally thinks its superior to everyone else. I used to wonder how to convince
6232 Muslims that I was a good person. It is pointless. It is a virtue to stop trying
6233 to do impossible things. People are not superior to others,only less inferior.
6234
6235 A meth head who knows he is inferior is less inferior to a meth head who
6236 thinks hes the shit. Both are addicted to meth.(I might as well be a computer
6237 meth-head)
6238
6239
6240
6241 8-29-24 Pt.1
6242
6243 Directories need X bit to be usefull in unix.
6244
6245 8-28-24 Pt.1
6246
6247 I fucking hate networkin code.
6248
6249 8-27-24 Pt.2
6250
6251 Apple showed a popup crash reporter for aiwnios faulting. It said to give a
6252 desrciption so I typed "21 Savage".
6253
6254 When I get elected president I will make a $21 Bill
6255 <43>
6256
6257
6258
6259
6260
6261
6262
6263
6264
6265
6266
6267
6268
6269
6270
6271
6272
6273 8-27-24 Pt.1
6274
6275 Travis scott Released a new album. Im working on refactors with headers.
6276
6277 8-26-24 Pt.1
6278
6279 People are only morally copable for evils they intented on doing. A bully at
6280 shcool should only be punished for being a bully. Just because someone shoots up
6281 thier shcool becaus of a bully doesnt mean the bully is a murderer despite being
6282 directly responsible for the shooting.
6283
6284 Society tells women it's ok to kill unfaithful husbands. Bad advice from
6285 society.
6286
6287 8-25-24 Pt.1
6288
6289 Whose fucking brilliant idea was it to make small HDMI ports. It fucking
6290 snapped on my Raspberry Pi 4 now I have to use my Rapsberry Pi 3 to do sexy
6291 stuff because it has a Phat-Ass HDMI port. This is the second time a Micro-MDMI
6292 snapped on me. Time to flash a USB drive.
6293
6294 I will optimize the ARM part of aiwnios sometime but not on my macbook because
6295 I dont have enough USB 3.0 Ports for my mouse and keybaord. I am not ungrateful.
6296 I am not spending money for USB-3.0 shit just to use ARM.
6297
6298 8-24-24 Pt.1
6299
6300 I am a retard who doesnt not understand zero-point energy. What happens when
6301 you put 2 balls in a vaccum. Do they bounce forever because of gravity or do
6302 they reach a standstill.
6303 <44>
6304
6305
6306
6307
6308
6309
6310
6311
6312
6313
6314
6315
6316
6317
6318
6319
6320
6321
6322
6323
6324
6325 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.3
6326
6327 Peoples perceptions of things changes based on thier feelings. I dont know if
6328 this is delusion. Emotion clashes with reason. A (kind) obese person in a suit
6329 and tie is worthy of respect but a obese person who is an asshole has no self
6330 control for his overeating.
6331
6332 I do not belive this is people pleasing either . I believe there is a genuine
6333 psychological function at play. I feel like,if I wasnt kind to people,I would be
6334 a troubled person... but I feed homeless people while volenteering so idk. I say
6335 "retard" alot so Idk. People genuinely think I am a good person. I see a really
6336 fucked up person.
6337
6338 I once saw real life gang members on TV in El-Salvador(?) talking about how
6339 they would die for their gang when they were in prision. This is delusional
6340 because they are denying freedom for gang life,but I understand why they do it.
6341 I want to be (called) evil becuase it is not delusuional to call me a ableist or
6342 whatnot. I am a fucked up person who says things on the internet so yes,I am
6343 evil by normal people standards.
6344
6345 I would rather be judged for who I am rather than who Im not.
6346
6347 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.2
6348
6349 Press 'T' or 'B' to edit things/blocks in FrogsEngine. I fucking hate
6350 wordpress blogs. People will only relate to what they can understand. I could
6351 write about compilers here but it's more productive to say dumb shit.
6352
6353 8-21(SAVAGE)-24 Pt.1
6354
6355 It's 21 Savage Day. There are 21 Savage-alot of good things to be thankful
6356 for. I was listening to Charli XCX and it reminded me of a non-contraversal
6357 female version of Ye.
6358
6359 Do you know Super nintendo. I sold 9 super nintendo games today at work
6360 including StarFox. Many people use abstraction as a condom when discussing self.
6361 They dont want to bust thier feelings and explode. In this way this website is
6362 an ideologial cumrag. If you parent your kids they will probably not write
6363 Shitpits. I said "retard" only like 3 times today so im doing good.
6364
6365 8-20-24 Pt.1
6366
6367 I was working on SIMD stuff.
6368
6369 8-18-24 Pt.3
6370
6371 Best freinds for life don't follow you into death. They dont cross the death
6372 veil
6373
6374 8-18-24 Pt.2
6375
6376 People with solid values cannot betray you. If someone says,"I will do this"
6377 and belives in it they are clear about what they are doing. People with fluid
6378 psuedo-values can say one thing and mean another. They will say,"I stand for
6379 peace" and they will define "peace" after they oppress you in search of
6380 then-defined peace. The Tirthankaras were of solid non-shifting values that they
6381 lived by.
6382
6383 I regret my faults in values. Just as wine disolved into water,sins disolve
6384 then confessed.
6385
6386 -] Sins of 8-18-24
6387
6388 1 - I said "fuck" and "retard" alot today.
6389 2 - I wiped sweat from my head without checking for bugs.
6390 3 - I did lots of caffine.
6391 4 - I listened to rap music.
6392
6393 The Arihants would not be pleased with my mouth.
6394
6395 8-18-24 Pt.1
6396
6397 I finally rememberd by gmail password. I dropped my old phone so I probably
6398 cant change it becuase it has 2fa on the old phone. I am going to add
6399 arhcitecutre agnostic SIMD intrinsics maybe after my Kanye makes Aiwnios great
6400 again. I will not be making a magic "SIMD" auto-optimizer. SIMD would be cool
6401 for ray tracing because I could add vectors really easily.
6402
6403
6404 8-16-24 Pt.1
6405
6406
6407 You are born alone and die alone(in this world). Seek the goodnes of the Holy
6408 Ones to avoid dying alone. I should talk to them more. I still have lots to
6409 learn. I doubt they want to hear obscenities from me so I need to tell them
6410 about math. I will tell you what I learned today:
6411
6412
6413 //https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line%E2%80%93line_intersection
6414 Bool SegmentSegmentIntersect(CD2 *hit_at,CD2 *a,CD2 *b,CD2 *a2,CD2 *b2,F64
6415 *t,F64 *u) {
6416 F64 bottom=(a->x-b->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a2->x-b2->x);
6417 F64 _t=((a->x-a2->x)*(a2->y-b2->y)-(a->y-a2->y)*(a2->x-b2->x))/bottom;
6418 F64 _u=-((a->x-b->x)*(a->y-a2->y)-(a->y-b->y)*(a->x-a2->x))/bottom;
6419 if(0<=_t<=1)
6420 if(0<=_u<=1) {
6421 if(t) *t=_t;
6422 if(u) *u=_u;
6423 if(hit_at) {
6424 hit_at->x=a->x+_t*(b->x-a->x);
6425 hit_at->y=a->y+_t*(b->y-a->y);
6426 }
6427 return TRUE;
6428 }
6429 return FALSE;
6430 }
6431
6432
6433 This will tell you if the lines interect. t is the point on the segment(from
6434 0->1) what tells you where the intersection is. I use it in frogs engine. when
6435 testing if a ray hits a sprite and where it hit the sprite.
6436
6437 <45>
6438
6439
6440
6441
6442
6443
6444
6445
6446
6447
6448
6449
6450
6451
6452 8-14-24 Pt.2
6453
6454 People said I would be successful in life because I made a blinking light via
6455 an oscilator (via an NE555) and shit as a kid. I knew more math than my freinds.
6456 Too bad I didnt become Steve Jobs. Not everyone who is smarter than you in some
6457 way will be a big person. I am an austistic person who liked transistors.
6458 Nothing more than that.
6459
6460 Acquiring stuff only gets you so far. I am glad to never have gone to colledge
6461 because people assume you acquire knowledge. Life is not minecraft and you dont
6462 just aquire stuff by going into a cave and coming out. I could say the n word
6463 now. I typed it then I back-spaced it. I am probably racist despire not hating
6464 black people/asian people/mexican people/indian people or any other race. I am a
6465 bum who has a compiler. I say the wrong things so whatever good I do is
6466 invalidated.
6467
6468 Go to colledge and let the professors fill your brain with knowledge that was
6469 acquired by more worthwhile people than you.
6470
6471 Ullman and Knuth are worthwhile people. You probably arent. Go acquire to your
6472 hearts content. Acqusition wont liberate you,only proper faith conduct and
6473 action can but I am too busy not hating black people enough to your liking
6474 therefore any knowledge I have is invalid. I have to go into the streets and
6475 tell others to not be racist to have valid knowledge,math doesnt matter anymore.
6476
6477 Ps Women cannot achieve liberation as frequently as men it may be. An old
6478 greek person said that "I am successful because I am not a animal,woman,or
6479 barbarian". This is correct knowledge(as per Digambar tradition) but may as well
6480 be misogyny to you.
6481
6482 Ps Women such as Marudeva(the first mother of Earth) have acheived liberation
6483 but not in this era. Heaven is good enough for them,and it is also noteworthy
6484 that the gates to Nirvana closed after Mahaviras Moksha so heaven is the best
6485 you can get in this planet/era.
6486
6487 8-14-24 Pt.1
6488
6489 I may make my FrogsEngine more minecraft like in terms of the world. I'll go
6490 play morrowind or something.
6491
6492 8-13-24 Pt.1
6493
6494 True morality isnt for me to decide. I look into myself and find it hard to
6495 relate to anyone else. When you do good it is for your own benefit. I dislike
6496 abstractions on death,but I will elloborate later. I feel good not killing
6497 things. This benefits me because I feel good. I dont care about others beyond
6498 the joy of helping them. If I was sadistic I would enjoy killing people but this
6499 is not the case. I cannot empathize with people but I enjoy helping them.
6500
6501 I enjoy helping people not for the sake of helping them,but because it makes
6502 me feel good. I dont actually have empathy for them.
6503
6504 I am a 2 faced person becuase I seem to have real morals but I really dont. I
6505 heard about facts and feelings. I dont have feelings for people but the fact is
6506 I only appear to care for them. I will tell you the truth that I dont care about
6507 them.
6508
6509 8-11-24 Pt.1
6510
6511 Just as a person moves from an old neighborhood to a new one,it can feel like
6512 the weight of the world has been lifty by giving something up.
6513
6514 Giving up crack is hard,but would feel good to give it up. If Muhammad got
6515 teleported 1000 years into the future where no one knew about him,would he give
6516 up pretending to be a prophet. I dont know. I doubt a person with ligament
6517 guilt would commit more crimes if released from prison.
6518
6519 I used to feel like I was released from a mental prision but im kind of fucked
6520 in the head. Time to go back to a mental prison. Its liberating to give things
6521 up. Fear ceases when reality starts.
6522
6523 8-6-24 Pt.1
6524
6525 I gave a person extra food today at the food pantry. I am not the kind to lie
6526 but I will withhold my error until confronted about it.
6527
6528 8-5-24 Pt.1
6529
6530 Being grateful is means you got something you needed. Today at work there was
6531 a very grateful woman. I cannot be grateful because I have everything I need.
6532
6533 I feed homeless people. I am not grateful for it. I dont think being kind and
6534 being grateful are synonyms. There are 2 sides to me. At work I am very kind. At
6535 home I call the computer homophobic and ableist slurs because it is a fucking
6536 retard.
6537
6538 No one at work thinks I swear. They hide thier swearing from me because they
6539 think im innocent but in reality I say the n word alot in my head.
6540
6541 I think if the Tirhankaras came to me they would seek liberation because they
6542 lost the final drop of hope in humanity from hearing me call the computer a
6543 faggot.
6544
6545 I am begining to see the error I my ways but I literally cannot control it at
6546 home. The computer is a fucking faggot. I actaully believe I have some sort of
6547 mental disorder like loggherea or something.
6548
6549
6550 8-4-24 Pt.2
6551
6552 I'll need to make aiwniosTube
6553
6554 8-4-24 Pt.1
6555
6556 Poo poo ballers. Is stability and inaction synonmyns. A house doesnt walk away
6557 during a storm. No decision is better than a haste decision.
6558
6559 8-3-24 Pt.1
6560
6561 Some guy asked if I knew where to find Xanax. I luaghed and said no. I
6562 probably look like a druggie.
6563
6564 7-31-24 Pt.1
6565
6566 There is a form called unitedbsd. I may have to make an account there because
6567 I am a BSD head. I still have to polish the MrChrootBSD program.
6568
6569 7-29-24 Pt.1
6570
6571 If Therapists are morally copable for fixing people,do they take credit for
6572 thier suicides? If the role of a therapist is only to aid in helping people I
6573 see no use for them if the help I need is within me. I am a retard so what do I
6574 know. I wrote eariler that my err is not being in a culture.
6575
6576 Dont end up in the system. Once a (diagnosed) retard always a retard. There is
6577 value in helpless-ness when it is yours to own. Its like asking to starve or be
6578 inseminated by foriegners for status. Ill gleefully starve.
6579
6580 7-28-24 Pt.2
6581
6582 When I become dictator of Jannah I will offically open Meth-Topia where
6583 Meth-heads can do meth. I will open one for furries and gay people.
6584
6585 They say segregation is bad,I think people should be segreted based on ideas.
6586 This way that like minded people can find community. Much in the same way
6587 Churches and Mosques are seperate,we get a degree of peace through seperation.
6588 Just as a woman who takes lots of naked pictures of herself shouldnt be a
6589 high-school teacher,goodness has a place and doesnt exist in a vacuum. Goodness
6590 has a place it does. An asshole could make a good police officer but not a
6591 therapist.
6592
6593 7-28-24 Pt.1
6594
6595 I am a ideological/compiler Meth-head. I feign for fixes of compilers. I got
6596 to work then I shoot up the compiler. I am a ghetto retard who writes compilers.
6597 I disregard social norms so I can just get my fix like a meth head.
6598
6599 Have you seen children playing with toys. They cry because they have no toys
6600 to play with. They will deny thier toy meth just as an adult denies his phone
6601 meth. I have compiler meth. Phones are like meth,and probably more addictive.
6602
6603 Have you seen a story without an enviroment. Such would be a strange story. I
6604 live in a place where retardation is a sacred place. I cant say "retard" without
6605 blaspheming the disability God's purple book even though I am autistic. My
6606 parents put me here.
6607
6608 I am a "smart" one. I am a "good"(?) one. I am the exception,not the example.
6609 I dont spend all day masturbating to Sonic the Hedgehog porn(defacto Austism).
6610 I'll be frank. I am just a compiler Meth-Head. Before that I was a Islam
6611 Meth-Head. I just need my fix. They will not allow liberation so I will just
6612 take my meth.
6613
6614 The funny thing is I have a family I call everyday but it is not my job to
6615 entertain them. They do not deserve my love. If they raped me I would still be
6616 told about the importance of "family values".
6617
6618 Why do you think people become meth heads. We all have desires. Meth Heads are
6619 the kings of desire. In a world where religion is denied meth is a good
6620 alterative.
6621
6622 7-24-24 Pt.1
6623
6624 Denying your humanity is a good way to appear human. If I say "I hate n words"
6625 then I appeat inhuman. If I say "I have made mistakes" then everyone can relate.
6626 Abstraction of self is a good way to appear human while denying the reality of
6627 oneself.
6628
6629 In relationships I assume people are honest about their evils(ideally). This
6630 is probably not the case. Therapists hide behind a wall of abstraction and hide
6631 thier humanity to appear archetypal and super-human. You are not allowed to ask
6632 "Who am I talking to." Real non-artifical interactions are human. I could hire a
6633 computer to be a therapist to good effect.
6634
6635 7-23-24 Pt.1
6636
6637 Im bored. Mrgirl is on facebook. Its my right to not argue with you just as
6638 it's your right to not argue with me. Facebook is a social meth minus the
6639 needles. You cant inject facebook into your balls.
6640
6641 7-22-24 Pt.1
6642
6643 Sup homies. YouTube is a fucking CrunkZone for para-social interaction. What
6644 do you get out of YouTube. I really dont know. As a kid I wasnt allowed to use
6645 YouTube because I was bad. I think this was an improper decision for my parents
6646 because with a little support I could have lived a normal life by masturbating
6647 to Twitch streamers. I could have said "Hey bro",fucked an influencer and vote
6648 for Kamala Harris(proudly).
6649
6650 This sounds far fetched,not really. Culture is a glue the influences people
6651 with values. By denying culture(masturbating to Twitch streamers) you are
6652 denying a social glue. All you have to do to end insane people is to help them
6653 before they become insane. I dont think it is possible to rationalize with
6654 school shooters once they start shooting. You have to tell them proper faith and
6655 culture.
6656
6657 I dont think school shooters are the type to be social. It would be weird if
6658 they were. They probably are isolated and have nothing. In the story of
6659 Christmas the spirits go back in time to help Mr.Scrouge become a nice man by
6660 changing events in his life before he goes to hell and gives him a second
6661 chance. There is truth to this story.
6662
6663 I really like movies about helping people and transformation. I dont see
6664 appeal in seeing action. Movies where someone gets transformed into a great
6665 person is great because is displays the archetype of goodness.
6666
6667 You may be wondering what this has to do with YouTube. YouTube is(was) a means
6668 of delivering culture. But now it seems "free" culture has been anihilated
6669 because of political correctness where everyone is safe to say nothing.
6670
6671 Leafyishere is gone sadly. I mean he(who made fun of dog fucker girl) got
6672 banned for bullying or something. WTF.
6673
6674 I suppose I have a bit of evil in me because I have no sense of culture around
6675 me. I have archetypes but no culture,but if YouTube is culture then you bet your
6676 ass I will not be satisfied.
6677
6678 7-17-24 Pt.1
6679
6680 PT_TRACE_ME is strange because all execve's happing on a pid will trigger a
6681 TRAP(you can execve multiple times tcsh->program->other). Its fuckin weird. I am
6682 closer than ever to having MrChrootBSD have proper ptrace support.
6683
6684 7-13-24 Pt.1
6685
6686 I will worked on the user management for the server,but its not there yet. Im
6687 going to make ptrace work under MrChrootBSD. Im 21 Savage Boomin'.
6688
6689 7-9-24 Pt.3
6690
6691 I am tired. I will sleep.
6692
6693 7-9-24 Pt.2
6694
6695 If I marrry a dumb bitch who has improper mentality and I divorce her for
6696 having improper ideas it is justified in the same way we worship movie actors.
6697 We worship movie actors not for their earth vessels but the roles they play on
6698 screen. In the same way I seek true mentality,I dont fucking care about someone
6699 personaly.
6700
6701 7-9-24 Pt.1
6702
6703 Choices are only measured by alteratives. I am only pretending to have
6704 morality it seems. I only have fear. There are no worthwhile alternatives.
6705
6706 7-8-24 Pt.1
6707
6708 I have a secret plan to run FreeBSD programs on that fucking peguin OS. No VM
6709 needed. Ill be frank. Linux lets me intercept the syscalls or even ignore them
6710 with SYSEMU(and set the registers and do something else instread of a syscall).
6711
6712 -] Hopes for Linux
6713
6714 -] Same TLS ABI
6715
6716 The thread local storage needs to be the same
6717
6718 -] No checking ELF-branding
6719
6720 Load the fucking FreeBSD ELFs.
6721
6722 -] Allow me to ld_preload a 'shims.so'
6723
6724 I will need the address of the syms too.
6725
6726
6727 If I get these you bet your ass Daemonic Peguins will rise. This is a secret
6728 violatile project so dont get too excited.
6729 <46>
6730
6731
6732
6733
6734
6735
6736
6737
6738
6739
6740
6741
6742
6743
6744
6745
6746
6747
6748
6749
6750
6751 7-7-24 Pt.3
6752
6753 If I marry a woman it is because she has proper ideas. If she looses proper
6754 thinking then I will divorce her because she is a dumb bitch. Praise God that I
6755 am not intrested in marriage. I am a parasite who doesnt want to procreate. In
6756 order for someone to win someone has to loose. I choose to loose because I will
6757 not cause the pain of winning.
6758
6759 Talking to me is like talking to Donald Trump. Donald Trump is all the
6760 transfer and politics of power. I seriously dont fucking care about your
6761 passions. Everyone thinks thoughts they dont share because most of them arent
6762 retards who have shitpits. No filter mentality.
6763
6764 Im not a misogynist becuase I choose not to interact with women for
6765 reproductive purposes. The world doesnt need more retard-lets running around.
6766
6767
6768 7-7-24 Pt.2
6769
6770 I should make an "aiwnios apps" thing. Like a standalone execuable version of
6771 aiwnios programs.
6772
6773 7-7-24 Pt.1
6774
6775 There is too much death in the world but I feel I am forced to smile because
6776 there is no alterative and I will face retaliation for not smilling. I see
6777 little difference between a human dying and an ant. I love ants. Humans will
6778 take a fact and masturbate with it until they die. This is called self-delusion.
6779 America founded on death? Drink beer and eat burgers. America is founded on
6780 death therefore to honor people who died for freedoom you must drink beer and
6781 eat burgers.
6782
6783 It is impolite to bring up unpleasant truths. I can say an unpleasant truth
6784 that everyone is thinking,and I will suffer for the thing everyone thinks. Like
6785 if someones say "have you thought about killing yourself". I have been doing
6786 this for a long time but if I say "yes" then you get put in a retard zoo.
6787 Physical death is ok for americans to make video games about but word death is
6788 unspeakable in a nation that is free from "blasphemy".
6789
6790 I think about killing myself everyday. This is word death. There are
6791 priorities other than dying by you cannot escape the black and white boolean
6792 cure of "word-death" that is defined by saying something that is true.
6793
6794 I am sorry for living in this world. I dont know how monks come up with great
6795 peices of art. They probably secretly think about coool things when they are
6796 suppost to be meditating.
6797
6798 7-6-24 Pt.1
6799
6800 I have a raging headache.
6801
6802 7-5-24 Pt.1
6803
6804 Gunna learn spnaish.
6805
6806 7-4-24 Pt.3
6807
6808 Truama is probably something I expirence(d) in some way. Like when people get
6809 raped they have truama. In Silent Hill 2 the main charactor is actually a
6810 murderer with amnesia. The reason I say this is because my truama is partly my
6811 own fualt unlike getting raped. My parents were garbage humans but I will not
6812 list thier errors out of respect. The only pain in my control is the pain I
6813 give. I used to be a Muslim and people hated me but I actually believed I would
6814 go to hell if I didnt believe. My parents thought it was because I was retarded.
6815 I have been described as retarded for a long time.
6816
6817 If I could profit from truama instead of suffer for it,it would be a no
6818 brainer. I call myself a retard alot. It is funny to me. It isnt even a cope
6819 with the nihilism of my own existence,it's just funny. I profit from calling
6820 myself a retard.
6821
6822 Some people say it is obligitory to overcome truama. I dont know why
6823 considering truama doesnt go away. I think about how retarded Islam is everyday.
6824 I will for a long time. I can try to stop myself but I dont think it helps.
6825
6826 One time I saw a person at the DMV and he made a joke about being retarded. It
6827 was funny. I find no offense or ill intent in what he said. If you are suppost
6828 to overcome truama then I should have "been pained by it",but no,it was funny.
6829
6830 I legidmently dont even know what it means to overcome trauma. Like when
6831 people leave relgions ,zealots assume they have no peace but this is not the
6832 case sometimes. Life goes on. Maybe letting go of the pain and realized it is
6833 retarded is the answer.
6834
6835
6836 7-4-24 Pt.2
6837
6838 Windows bugged out on the lowercase 'c' key. I have to reboot my windows
6839 machine.Redacted: Windows allows shortcut icons to have hot keys when installed
6840 and I accently alaised 'c' to "Make a new boot directory for Aiwnios
6841
6842 7-4-24 Pt.1
6843
6844 Im working on a Quest system for the FrogsEngine. I will make it so you go on
6845 quests like collect peices of shit to sell at BurgerHut as Assburgers. Im
6846 demeneted. I imagine everything in the is reality comes at a cost. Will it be
6847 worth it to express myself? In stores there is a fixed price on stuff,in life
6848 there isnt. Time to find out.
6849
6850 7-3-24 Pt.1
6851 WHO THE FUCK PUT ADS ON https://timecube.online/. Fucking poo poo brains. You
6852 ruined nice piece of art.
6853 7-2-24 Pt.1
6854
6855 I dont know if have learned anything in life other than about compilers. About
6856 10 years ago I was in a retard house and I still am. I really wonder if I have
6857 learned anything. Just in the same way mercy is synonymous with
6858 gullibilty,being "free-sprited" is a synonym for being an immorral poo poo
6859 brain. I cannot look in the mirror and see a man.
6860
6861 I think I hallucinate facts sometimes. I sometimes imagine myself speaking
6862 spanish but I dont know spanish. This is called Mirsha Manayog(mixing truth with
6863 falsehood in one's mind).
6864
6865 7-1-24 Pt.2 Bool-7
6866
6867 -] Types of bodies
6868
6869 -] AudarikSharir
6870
6871 Physical earth body capable of attaining Liberation.
6872
6873 -] VaikriyaSharir
6874
6875 God/Demon body
6876
6877 -] AharakSharir
6878
6879 Space body that travels in space in search of Tirhankaras.
6880
6881 -] Taizas Sharir
6882
6883 Fire body. Can change colors and act like spirits
6884
6885 -] Karman Sharir
6886
6887 A body that accomponies a soul during a new death/birth
6888
6889
6890
6891 7-1-24 Pt.1
6892
6893 I fucked up snapd on linux and now I cant use firefox. The apt version in
6894 ubuntu is aliased to the snap version. Im now stuck using dillo.
6895
6896 I get this when I run firefox.
6897
6898 /user.slice/user-1000.slice/session-3.scope is not a snap cgroup
6899 6-30-24 Pt.4
6900
6901 Part of growth is doing what you are capable of doing. Donald Trump has "the
6902 secret". I do not have the secret so it is best I dont strive for someone else's
6903 secret but to use my own secret sauce. I feel like I am wasting time
6904 volenteering alot so I should quit to pursue my own expressive ambitions. There
6905 is only 1 of me so I should express him.
6906
6907 6-30-24 Pt.3
6908
6909 I will redact my dark humor. It is optimal to not feed poo poo brains. I have
6910 a problem.
6911
6912 6-30-24 Pt.2
6913
6914 [Redacted].
6915
6916 6-30-24 Pt.1
6917
6918 Truth is only as effective as it is practical. I am thinking about the retard
6919 word now. Is it pracitcal. I was wondering about proto-truths. What goes on in
6920 the mind of an artist before he delivers a truth. This is probably more
6921 intresting than the truth itself.
6922
6923 Proto-Truths make artists appear more human when exposed. Saying the n word
6924 makes you appear more human because it shows your confusion.
6925
6926 6-29-24 Pt.3
6927
6928 This website looks lit and contraversal: https://maxkarson.com/. Im watching
6929 the video section.
6930
6931 6-29-24 Pt.2
6932
6933 If no one speaks truth another famine may happen where the Truth is lost. I
6934 dont know if it is self censorship is good because when people censored
6935 themselves great knowledge was lost with death.
6936
6937 If this is true I will need to say racial slurs on aiwnios.com and beat my
6938 dick to Jordan Peterson. Is self-censorship a virtue? When I think I think of
6939 unthinkable things like the n word because it is funny.
6940
6941 I will introspect on this next Samayika session.
6942
6943 6-29-24 Pt.1
6944
6945 Ye is a good rapper. I was optimizing the smalltalk engine. I am just trying
6946 to remove dumb shit. I just have to make assigning into members less dumb then I
6947 will be done micro-optimzing.
6948
6949 I dont know when it got cool to write all game logic in a scripting
6950 language(Smalltalk-80). I will do it anyway. Probably was a retarded(?) idea. No
6951 stopping now.
6952
6953 I am plannin on using silent-NANs of IEE754 to do lit stuff. I will allocate a
6954 massive memory chunk for the game,then I will the 50 bit left-over room(of
6955 silent NANs) for real shit. No more AsF64/FrogNumNew necessary.
6956
6957
6958 6-28-24 Pt.1
6959
6960 The SmallTalk engine is still the bottleneck of the FrogsEngine. Graphics take
6961 like no time relativley speaking
6962
6963 6-27-24 Pt.1
6964
6965 Donald Trump needs to shit on the table during to debate. This will even the
6966 playing feild considering Biden shits himself every day. By Donald Trump
6967 shitting on the desk he will make the coprophilia reddit(Shit eating fetish
6968 reddit) be the new "thedonald" of reddit for 2024.
6969
6970 Reddit fucked me over with
6971 A) Making me make a account to view porn on it and
6972 B) Removing "thedonald" subreddit
6973
6974 6-27-24 Pt.0
6975
6976 Hey whats up, you can now show off your cool IBM Code Page 437 art and show
6977 off your cool symbols and shit with the latest commit in DolNet. Here is an
6978 example
6979
6980 //┌──────────┐
6981 //│ π⌠ │
6982 //│ │cos²ΘdΘ│
6983 //│-π⌡ │
6984 //└──────────┘
6985
6986 You can view this directly in the live DolDoc viewer AND your browser thanks to
6987 UTF-8. It might have alignment issues on the Web though, keep that in mind
6988
6989 6-25-24 Pt.2.5 Ammended
6990
6991 I made the Thing use line numbers instead of File anchors and it runs
6992 smoothly. See the Help index here. /SmallTalkHelp.DD
6993
6994 6-25-24 Pt.2
6995
6996 I made a SmallTalk Help index but it generates fuckin massive HTML,also takes
6997 like over a few minutes to generate on the Thinkpad
6998
6999 6-25-24 Pt.1
7000
7001 im on my phone waiting yo come home from work. This sucks now. Yesterday
7002 poaying Quake3 i saw cool wster effects for the grpahocs. i may have to make the
7003 water in the game look cool. Like there water layers would move around alot and
7004 it was multilayered.
7005
7006 i dont know much about graphics. i uses to keep track of the on screen
7007 geometry but i just use z buffering now. Im ashamed of my poopy graphics code.
7008 Like maybe im romanicizing quake2s performance but consideringn it runs on
7009 software renderer its insanely fast . Probably cuz it uses BSP which divides the
7010 level into rooms.(sort of).
7011
7012 6-24-24 Pt.3
7013
7014 The God/Allah entity likes to make people feel like they are chosen. It is
7015 very easy to love God/Allah and it is a shortcut to liberation. You dont have to
7016 be a good person or know anything. Ill elloborate. All you have to do is believe
7017 in God and you can be a poo poo brain because you are chosen. Anyone can go
7018 crazy and go to heaven by actin like a poo poo brain.
7019
7020 There is no sense of worthyness in Islam. There is no sense of being worthy
7021 enough to do something because you can just do it,nothing is off-limits in terms
7022 of practice.
7023
7024 In Jainism,it is improper to go apeshit. You are not allowed to just become a
7025 monk. Someone asked about this. In Ratnakaradana Sravakacara there are 11 steps
7026 you must do before you are worthy of being a monk. You cannot just decide to
7027 become a monk,not allowed.
7028
7029 Islam is a shortcut theology because the Quran is polemic against any form of
7030 abstract thinking about God. Islam rejects the trinity and other Gods because it
7031 is too simple. It takes out any level of abstraction and replaces it with
7032 "common-sense" things that most people think about God. This is why people feel
7033 chosen when they read it. It is because the theology is forcibly simplied to the
7034 point where unworthy people can understand it.
7035
7036 I am not worthy or choosen.
7037
7038 Even the Bible is better than the Quran in the sense that the Bible permits
7039 abstract thinking about God whereas the Quran is a (somewhat) straightforward
7040 text when it says things about heaven and hell.
7041
7042 The Quran also makes no sense. Read the second Surah and try summarizing it.
7043 You cannot becuase it jumps from topic to topic very fast with very little glue
7044 between the verses. It is not a linear narrative. It was not compiled into a
7045 book until later on,and the first revealed verse appears near the middile/end of
7046 the Quran.
7047
7048 It literaly is a "raw" unfiltered collection of direct-from-Allah sound bites
7049 that makes no sense when put into a book. I say straighfoward because it has no
7050 abstract thinking in it.
7051
7052 6-24-24 Pt.2
7053
7054 All pleasure comes at the expense of others. I cannot breath without killing
7055 bacteria. It is important to not have an abstract view of death when talking
7056 about killing oneself. Suicide is a painful process. Suicide is not synonymus
7057 with turning off a light. There are people who give up living with a clear
7058 heart. I am a creatin who cannot relate to pain. I am truly a coward for not
7059 paining myself. The least I can do is volenteer more.
7060
7061 I will try to learn the Pakrit version of Navakar Mantra tonight.
7062
7063 I looked at this:
7064
7065 Science without religion is lame and religion without science is blind
7066 - Einstein
7067
7068 6-24-24 Pt.1
7069
7070 Heres the deal. If Donald Trump doesnt come up with cool shit to say during
7071 the 2024 presidential debate,my vote wont be for the Donald Guy. This is going
7072 to be a hard battle because Hillary had an attitude to fuck with,but Biden
7073 bumbles about politics or something.
7074
7075 /*Censored Political Speech about Trump.*/
7076
7077 Real talk. Donald is a hypocrite because he is all for "law and order" but he
7078 is a convicted felon but denies guilt.
7079
7080 6-23-24 Pt.2
7081
7082 I made a backup of my /usr which is symlink'ed in /lib(/usr/lib) so I have my
7083 shit in case something poo poo happens again(NO upgrading SID ok). Im glad I
7084 know how to use linux sort of.
7085
7086 I wasted loads of time re-flashing the storage for my sexy Lichee Pi 4A today.
7087 No commits today,I made this picture awhile ago(Echo)
7088
7089 6-23-24 Pt.1
7090
7091 I am feignin for food. Also I apt upgraded my RISC-V machine that was running
7092 debian SID it messed things up. SID is the offical debian for RISC-V machines.
7093 Looks like a sad time for RISC-V machines around the world.
7094
7095 Who the fuck even uses RISC-V except for big-techies and me?
7096
7097 I worked on SmallTalk-Serialization. It isnt there yet but I sent it to aiwnio
7098 s.com today so you can see it do next to nothing.
7099
7100 I have decided that the frogs will not talk in the game for now.
7101
7102 6-22-24 Pt.2
7103
7104 Being dis-illusioned with living is a virtue when you make others happy. Die
7105 to make someone else's dream come true. I will ask about volenteering more to
7106 make someone else's dream come true. If I make the pain of others a pleasuree to
7107 me then that will be problematic when I face retaliation. If I make others'
7108 pleasure a pleasure to me then it will be better.
7109
7110 If living is a pleasure then suicide isnt a good option. I should seek neither
7111 death or living so I am pleasured by existence. My life shouldnt belong to me
7112 anymore. Let me be a public fuck toy for others to play with who feels nothing.
7113
7114 Can you win? Either you incur someone's disrepect or you fight them for
7115 respect. Either way you will feel pain. It seems to win at life you just give up
7116 fighting to win. The only thing better than winning is not having a battle in
7117 the first place.
7118
7119
7120 6-22-24 Pt.1 Serialization
7121
7122 I worked on some lit serialization code for SmallTalk(Save.HC).
7123
7124
7125 6-19-24 Pt.2 Tadpole Emergency
7126
7127 I accidently poured flavored water into my tadpole bowl. I saved 1 but there
7128 is another lurking in the bowl I think. I was drinking flavored water and I had
7129 another water for the tadpoles but I made a mistake and put the wrong water in.
7130 I hope sink water doesnt kill him. I put him in a pitcher full of sink water
7131
7132 I accidently killed assloads of tadpoles the other day because it was hot
7133 outside and they died.
7134
7135 6-19-24 Pt.1
7136
7137 I went to burger king and i bought a vegan burger. It was good. I bought new
7138 shoes today too. I was asked about primordial things. I cannot answer such
7139 questions. What is the purpose of eating,for fun. People learn things to
7140 construct reality
7141
7142 6-18-24 Pt.3
7143
7144 A king can give away his kingdom at death time. This is good. What if the king
7145 becomes alive again and sees how silly the new ruler is. Would he do it again.
7146 Ceasing to exist would be a blessing in this case. The pain comes not from his
7147 good(giving away the kingdom)but because of his attachment to his kingdom. I
7148 will give up the TOOM 2 port just as the King renounces his attachment to the
7149 world. I will try to make the networking code decent. I love my work but I will
7150 give it up when it is ready.
7151
7152 6-18-24 Pt.2
7153
7154 Good people arent just remembered for the things they accomplished but for
7155 what good they brought to others. It is important to remember how people
7156 impacted the world around them before we can analyze themself
7157
7158 6-18-24 Pt.1
7159
7160 Its so hot outside so I cant get tea so my productivity will plumet. I cannot
7161 operate while being hot without tea. I was debugging the networked multiplayer.
7162 I was sending the client hashes and using that size for the final number of
7163 things to be sent from the server. This lead to "vanishing" things.
7164
7165 The multiplayer code will suck ass but will be fun. People play games is for
7166 fun. I really really hope latency is not going to be an issue
7167
7168 6-17-24 Pt.4 Bool-3
7169 -] Birth bodies
7170
7171 -] (Inside) Earth
7172
7173 Natural things like rocks
7174
7175 -] From Water
7176
7177 Tadpoles
7178
7179 -] From Fire
7180
7181 Fire bodies
7182
7183 -] From Air
7184
7185 Bacteria
7186
7187 -] From Plants
7188
7189 Plants
7190
7191 -] Moving
7192
7193 Humans/animals
7194
7195
7196
7197
7198 6-17-24 Pt.3 Bool-2
7199
7200 -] Cha Jiva Nikayah(Classes of living beings)
7201
7202 -] 1 Sense(Sense of touch/collision)
7203
7204 Earth,fire/water phenomon,Plants
7205
7206 -] 2 Sense creatures(Taste)
7207
7208 Worms
7209
7210 -] 3 Sense creatures(Smell)
7211
7212 Ants
7213
7214 -] 4 Sense creatures(Sight)
7215
7216 Flies
7217
7218 -] 5 Sense creatures(Hearing)
7219
7220 Humans
7221
7222
7223
7224 6-17-24 Pt.2
7225
7226 It is hard to find my Amazon books. I bought a book called
7227 The Mystery of Life: 25 Bol.Jainism Simplified in English. It was so hard to
7228 find in my amazon stuff. I have other books like OpenCL cookbook and
7229 Santa Conquers the Homophobes. I think in the eariler shitpits I would say
7230 whatever with no filter and it was true. I think that some people arent equiped
7231 to hear unpleasant truths so I will be more conversative in my ramblings. It is
7232 best to humble yourself.
7233
7234 I used to wonder why scripture makes reference to human desires while
7235 condemning human vices. It is because Truth is so hard to understand sometimes
7236 you have to be able to eat it in a way that tastes good. The same applies to the
7237 Shitpit. Expousing reality is benefical and it leaves little room for baises.
7238 The religion of the Tirhankaras is good at expousing reality.
7239
7240 6-17-24 Pt.1 Bool-1
7241
7242 -] States of Movement between Lives
7243
7244 -] Narak Gati
7245
7246 Hellish Poo Poo realm
7247
7248 -] Tiryach Gati
7249
7250 A abnormal confused reality comparable to human life
7251
7252 -] Manusha Gati
7253
7254 Transgere to a Human or Human-Like(Samaska) life,the only state that can
7255 obtain Moska
7256
7257 -] Deva Gati
7258
7259 A Godlike state of existence
7260
7261
7262
7263 6-16-24 Pt.2
7264
7265 Fuckin DolDoc fucked up my dollar signs and I lost some shitpit entries
7266
7267
7268 6-15-24 Pt.2
7269
7270 The only thing better than winning a fight is not having one. I am a big
7271 looser because I am not a winner.
7272
7273 6-15-24 Pt.1
7274
7275 Working on Doom is boring now. I have to implement the secret levels. Big
7276 boring. I cant wait to work on the frogs game again.
7277
7278 6-12-24 Pt.2
7279
7280 The Gihon server at aiwnios.com 6667 now uses CrossNetShims. You can probably
7281 run it on vinilla TempleOS.
7282
7283 6-12-24 Pt.1
7284
7285 Scientists use precise langauge,psychologists use abstract language. There is
7286 a clear disconnect. I have not seen psychologist so anything impressive. I have
7287 heard that bhuddists are a middle way. I dont know what this actually means.
7288
7289 People in distress hire lawyers to whine for them in precise langauge. In
7290 precise language I will say that "help" is in itself useless. Therapy only works
7291 becuase of the process of help and not the therapy itself. It you use magic to
7292 help you it is irrelevant if magic is acutally real because you are putting your
7293 faith in magic and that is what is causing you to change.
7294
7295 6-10-24 Pt.3
7296
7297 Enemies in TOOM can walk through each-other(it gets crowded). I will make them
7298 "bounce" off eachother in the future maybe
7299
7300 6-10-24 Pt.2
7301 TOTSE(Looks like a cool website). Its not goatse,its like an old text board that
7302 is pretty cool.
7303
7304 6-10-24 Pt.1
7305
7306 Kralech streamed porn during a twich stream. I laughed even though its bad. I
7307 optimized the TOOM collision code today. It's quite boring actually. I was
7308 iterating all of the things that needed colision. This is bad because if you
7309 have 100 things,that means you will do 100*100 things. I now ONLY use the thing
7310 grid(blockmap) when looking for things. It speeds things up alot.
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7330 Doom II has massive levels and its boring to play. I still have to balance the
7331 gameplay a bit.
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7333
7334 6-9-24 Pt.1
7335
7336 Billie Ellish is a depressed singer who says things that dperessed people want
7337 to hear with Good-Artistry.
7338
7339 My favorite singers are those who talk about poop/the n-word with good
7340 artistry. Not really good taste but idk.
7341
7342 -] Best signers
7343
7344 1 - London Yellow(Raps about poop)
7345 2 - Rucka Rucka Ali(Is a fan of racism but not a racist somehow)
7346 3 - Micheal Jackson(Good artistry)
7347 4 - Scarlxrd (Fuckin sick flows,but lacking in depth)
7348
7349
7350 Ill tell you a story though a comic
7351 Froggis
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7442 6-8-24 Pt.2
7443
7444 Wtf
7445
7446 6-8-24 Pt.1
7447
7448 I live in a good country where I can do barley anything and live likee a king.
7449 I dont know why it seems suicide is so common here,but this isnt the point.
7450 Monks dont really do too much so its good. I am blessed enough to have a job
7451 where I feed homeless people and can think
7452
7453 Monks limit their travel. When I was a kid there were plants that would get
7454 stuck to me. They would attach themselves to me. Much in the same way a plant
7455 attaches its seeds to an animal,morals attach themselves to animals from travel.
7456
7457 If I was to quit getting tea everyday this would be good. Sticking your head
7458 underwater for swimming sounds fun until you run out of breath. I will practice.
7459
7460 6-7-24 Pt.2
7461
7462 -] Ratnakarandaka Sravak-acara notes Pt.1
7463
7464 -] The path to Nirvana is defined by
7465
7466 1 - Right Faith
7467 2 - Right knowledge
7468 3 - Right conduct
7469 -] Right Faith
7470
7471 Belief in the true Devas who are free from vices of the flesh and who
7472 are onmipotetent and who have true dharma.
7473 Gods are true only when they say the right things in an unbaised nature
7474 with no evil motives. Truth is clouded by biases therefore true Gods have
7475 to have no biases
7476
7477 Right Faith is above knowledge and conduct. A seed is not above the tree
7478
7479 -] Limbs of faith
7480
7481 1 - Belief in realities substances
7482 2 - Rejection of sense gratifaction as they lead to bad karmas
7483 3 - Love for monks
7484 4 - Rejection of poo poo brain morality
7485 5 - Dont corrupt truth
7486 6 - ???
7487 7 - Have respect for monks and householders
7488 8 - Establish the glory of the Jain religion by doing cool stuff.
7489
7490
7491 -] Right Knowledge
7492
7493 True Knowledge is neither ineffective of exagerated.
7494
7495 -] Right Conduct
7496
7497 Ridding yourself of likes and dislikes is peace
7498 -] Anuvratas (minor vows)
7499
7500 1 - Avoid destruction of >=2 sensed beigns(anything beyond vegetables)
7501 2 - Dont make falsehood or say harmful truths
7502 3 - No stealing
7503 4 - No adultery
7504 5 - No buying assloads of shit
7505 6 - No wine and honey
7506
7507 -] Moolgunas (fundamental virtues)
7508
7509 Digvrata - Limit travel distance
7510 Dont eat roots and flowers and butter
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7517 6-7-24 Pt.1
7518
7519 Here is a secret formula for making a TempleOS ram disk:
7520
7521 CDrv *dv=DrvMakeFreeSlot(DrvNextFreeLet('A'));
7522 CBlkDev *bd=BlkDevNextFreeSlot(dv->drv_let,BDT_RAM);
7523 bd->max_blk=0x10000;
7524 BlkDevAdd(bd,,TRUE,TRUE);
7525 Fmt('A');
7526
7527 I want to make Aiwnios's files be put in a RAM disk,user files will be put in
7528 hard-disk or whatever,that way you cannot mess up the KernelA.HH
7529 6-6-24 Pt.2
7530
7531 "Transiton" means seperation from the past and the future. Is is fundamentary a
7532 seperation. In this possibly transitory journey I am on in life I am seperated by
7533 nature. Transition ends when you reach your goal. It is fallacious thinking to
7534 think things are acquired except through the self. You dont get knowledge by
7535 appearing in class in the same way therapists dont cure you. It only works if you
7536 believe in it.
7537
7538 I said that hope is composed of abstraction and heuristics. It is fundamentally
7539 an abstraction of truth that looks closer to a desired result. You are forcing
7540 reality to look like a desired outcome via hope. If something doesnt look
7541 right,just abstract the ill feelings out of it and it will look better. This is
7542 how hope works.
7543
7544 I gave up a long time ago on hope. It is better to confront a cruel reality than
7545 to abstract the truth out of truth and become a poo poo brain.
7546
7547 6-6-24 Pt.1
7548
7549 I accidently deleted the shitpit entry for today
7550
7551 5-28-24 Pt.1
7552
7553 A fool seeks validation of others while a learned man knows himself. I am
7554 working on a Temple-Chat thing that is an AI. Self control is black and white.
7555 Either you control yourself or not. Reality is a good religion to study and you
7556 can find it's scripture everywhere you look. I suppose the Tirhankaras wouldnt
7557 mind me studing algorithms becasue theyt are real.
7558
7559 I cannot control myself to turn off my brain because i want to study Machine
7560 Learning. My mind is racing,the world could be burning and I wouldnt care. Man Im
7561 fuckin zooted.
7562
7563
7564
7565 5-27-24 Pt.1
7566
7567 Im Pushin' P putting Quake2 from steam on a flash drive to play on the RISC-V
7568 machine. I once said I am a living legend. This is simply not the case. A educated
7569 person in kindegarden looks like a genius(by comparasion). I need to find the rest
7570 of the compiler clan.Im not sure where they are
7571
7572 In my life I used to play with transitors as a kid. I wanted to build robots. I
7573 guess you could say I was a genius,but in reality I simply had access to more
7574 imformation than other kids. Its not that hard to build and AND gate,or a NOT
7575 gate. Alternating Current was secrectly above my head. I never understood
7576 inductors.
7577
7578 Math is the real star of the show. Do you ever wonder how people come up with
7579 operational amplifiers and filters; It's through math. Ill give an example of a
7580 simple amplifier and how math is responsible for it
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7599 Edit: I have no idea how I worked the math of an operational amplififier at like
7600 12/13. I have become dumbers over the years. Time to stop pretending to be smart
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7602 5-26-24 Pt.2
7603
7604 Some people suffer for fame. I am not famous and even if I was I would not care.
7605 If you have seen the qualities of seeking attention you have seen whatever the
7606 fuck this is:
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7628 Detioration of the senses and substance will occur. You will no longer be able
7629 to drink the Gamer Girl piss and bathwater. Dont carelessly misuse yourself while
7630 you are sensible. God will misuse you once your senses start to disappear and you
7631 will be unable to construct reality. I dont know if the target demographic for
7632 retarded Gamer Girl piss is old men or young men. I really dont know.
7633
7634 5-26-24 Pt.1
7635
7636 I heard autistic people cannot think abstractly easier. If I look at my notes
7637 they are not glued togheter or make any sense when viewed as a whole. They are not
7638 concrete(abstract). I am diagnosed with autism but I dont have it too bad.
7639
7640 You may be wondering about socialization. I have wrote before that beings are
7641 capable of receiving and giving love. This could apply to humanity at large as
7642 opposed to a small group of individuals. I do not care about anyone enough to
7643 marry them. I don't even care about them enough to serious talk to them,but I care
7644 enough to offer tea to homeless people and volenteer/work at food pantry for
7645 homeless people. I dont do this for money because I only get paid half of what I
7646 "work"(I volenteer the rest of the days).
7647
7648 See this section for why I am not Schitzophrenic.
7649
7650 5-25-24 Pt.2
7651
7652 Have you seen internal conflict. No? I have(self control). There are few if any
7653 outside oppressors. A room with a sexy RISC-V machine or other programmable
7654 machine is sexy is the same as the world to me. I wonder about the mentality of
7655 insane people. I used to belive God wanted me to wash myself alot but I was not
7656 insane becuase the Quran said so,therefore my "insane" OCD was based in a sort of
7657 reality. I was operating on bad info. I am not actually insane because I was
7658 operating on bad information as opposed to pure insanity.
7659
7660 Actually insne people(I imagine) are unable to different reality from thoughts.
7661 Insane people and "insane" people only appear the same on the outside. Hueristics
7662 are illrevelant here.
7663
7664
7665 5-25-24 Pt.1
7666
7667 Biases obscure reality. Try looking in the mirror and seeing an evil person.
7668 Morality seems to be used to justify sins more than it is used to condemn them.
7669 People eat food then it comes back out. This is self morality. True morality is
7670 not a by-product.
7671
7672 A facts is different than the reason is it being presented to you
7673
7674 5-23-24 Pt.1
7675
7676 People going full smart mode must not eat beans. There was a crow 2(?) days ago
7677 that wanted to enter my workplace,he flew into the window multiple and squaked and
7678 left his claw-marks on the window. Mr Crow tried to enter again at the front door.
7679
7680 What belongs to humans is in my hands,and what is the crow's is in his(?) claws.
7681 It is improper to take what belongs to the crow,and improper for the bird to enter
7682 my workplace,even though he is cute.
7683
7684 5-22-24 Pt.1
7685
7686 Things not to think about:
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7712 Im not sure why this sounds like a good idea to me. They say sharing sins is a
7713 first step. Just as jucie has less taste when mixed with lots of water,sins become
7714 reduced when confessed. I asked StableDefusion to make a picture of a hedgehog
7715 made out of shit and cheetos but I didnt get a good result
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7717 5-21-24 Pt.4
7718
7719 I will reload the Smalltalk compiler. I wil use goto's instead of switch
7720 statements
7721
7722 5-21-24 Pt.3
7723
7724 We loose life when we loose senses(by death),to live we must remain sensible to
7725 live. I think of a severly retarded frog individual that has no snese of reality
7726 and does everthing that comes to mind. He looks like a meth addict.
7727
7728 I should make a archive of sexy content that demonstrates the in-sensibity of
7729 humans,like a "best of" list of crazyshit.com. I saw a guy smoking meth out of
7730 some fine plumbing dressed up like Super Mario. I swear the shit was fuckin lit.
7731
7732 5-21-24 Pt.2
7733 The Tirhankaras would not approve of deporting people but I cannot censor
7734 myself. The best person to deport to Africa is yourself sometimes.
7735
7736 5-21-24 Pt.1
7737
7738 Systematic deportation of mastrubators to Africa is a good way to solve the
7739 world's problems. Ill do research on how to run for President. I need to be 35
7740 years old. We need to assemble a Pornhub to Africa pipeline to fuel economic
7741 growth. Africa will benefit because they will have people to help fix poverty
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7782 5-20-24 Pt.5
7783
7784 It is improper to romanicize anything out of reach. Security is a virtue. If I
7785 lost everythng and I accept the situation I will have security. Hypothetical gains
7786 from "just try it" are no match for security. A hyptohetical gain is lesser than
7787 the actuall loss in aquiring such a gain. Doing what suites you and makes you
7788 happy is perfecty fine and doesnt need to be fixed
7789
7790 5-20-24 Pt.4
7791
7792 Delusion could be defined as holding a gun to someone's head and claiming
7793 victimhood for the victim disobeying him. If the victim obeys it is still
7794 delusion. They say forced non-murder isnt true peace. This is the socitey
7795 delusion
7796
7797 Societies are defined by sets of morals. A Society without morals is an
7798 oxymoron.
7799
7800 Good people sell cures.Bad people create problems then sell cures. It is common
7801 for people to advocate freedom then condemn the liberties of others. Religious
7802 freedoom is no more of an oxymoron than society liberty. No values == no morals.
7803 The only super power you get from morality is self control
7804
7805 It seems to me that people dont have true morals and are just pretending. If I
7806 say the n word then everyone will condemn me but I am literally on a literal level
7807 harming no one. Sweet words("dont say the n word") can motivate people to do good.
7808 Does evil brew in silence or numbers.
7809
7810 Religion is good at reminding people to have morals. Home and security guards
7811 evils. Its like visiting house that you no longer live in.
7812
7813 5-20-24 Pt.3
7814
7815 If you have even seen words,you probably dont remember the paper they were
7816 written on. Thats becuase it is way too easy to read words. You could even
7817 transliterate greek if I told you what the letters sounded like. Reading isnt the
7818 true virtue,understanding is. Why am I writing the things I write
7819
7820 Compasion comes in 2 forms,Self-helping and Self-Obstructing. Somtimes helping
7821 others helps you or hurts you. Rejecting compassion is garenteed to deny the
7822 possibly of benefit but accepting compasion can give you either or
7823
7824 5-20-24 Pt.2
7825
7826 I am not a f*g,maybe I am a fig so I might be plantsexual but I dont know how
7827 sexy lettuce is. I dont know if it is possible that plants have genderes
7828
7829 5-20-24 Pt.1
7830
7831 Members of the Heavens Gate cult dressed up as star trek charactors before
7832 pwning themselves. Sometimes reality is strange we have to do strange things to
7833 express reality. It is less narcasistic to accept a loss than to deny it. I am
7834 reflecting on my reality.It is an serious act,the only people seeing
7835 trajedy/confusion are outsiders
7836
7837 5-19-24 Pt.2
7838
7839 Abstracting the dying out of death is bad. Everyone wants what they lust for
7840 until they have it. Vice versa. The problem with good people isnt good people
7841 dying,rather its when death becomes an abstract and trajedy becomes just.
7842
7843 5-19-24 Pt.1
7844
7845 I am a creatin with little sense of direction,but with a Compiler and loads of
7846 time. Despite being true I will refuse to hear it from other. Just in the same way
7847 it is useless to reason with a wall,it is useless to explain compilers with
7848 outsiders. Likewise it is useless to reason with me about direction; This is not a
7849 choise made in ignorance though
7850
7851 A Goldfish does what is best for him,witihin his capacity. Whatever hypothetical
7852 gain will go over it's goofy goldfish brain. He is soley concerned with reality.
7853 Anyone thinking of hyptheticals alone isnt thinking about reality. Goldfish poo
7854 poo brains are good at reality studies.
7855
7856 My misadventures are focosed with reality and not hyptoheticals. A hyptohetical
7857 evil is lesser than the actuall evil in combaring a hypothetical evil.
7858
7859 Morality is over my head. It is not for me to decide.
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7861 5-13-24 Pt.1
7862
7863 It is a strange occurance to read something to complex to understand,it is
7864 stranger to understand it. Aquisition and understanding is a 2 fold activity
7865
7866 5-10-24 Pt.2
7867
7868 Dillo 3.1 is out,grab your bros
7869
7870 5-10-24 Pt.1
7871
7872 I will say that humility is knowling your place as the asker of questions. Gods
7873 I think have a degree of humility in awnsering questions. The planter doesnt ask
7874 the Sun God for rain and the Althete doesnt ask the Rain God for sun. I suppose
7875 the Gods know their place and we ought to know our place too
7876 The 1 God cannot awnser the prayers of both the farmer and the athlete.
7877
7878 You see,knowledge is reduction ,and reality consitutes knowledge. You cannot
7879 attain liberation without reduction and restaint from evil
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7881 Clayton
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7971 Compiler Part 1,The Lexer
7972
7973 The first part of the compiler is the lex. It turned the text from the source
7974 code into words(tokens) that the compiler understands. For example,
7975 "123" gets turned into a TK_I64.
7976
7977 In our lexer,we have CLexFile's which are blocks of text we read,this can we any
7978 piece of text,like a macro's definition or an #exe block or a file. We get the
7979 charactors out of the Lexer via LexGetChar,which will do things like free the old
7980 CLexFile if we reach the end of the stream.
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7982 Sometimes we want to put a charactor back into the stream. You can use CCF_USE_L
7983 AST_U16 to reuse the last charactor. For example,if we are looking for digits in
7984 the expression 123; and we hit the semicolon,we dont want to discard the semicolon
7985 that we just got,so we put it back into the lexer by setting CCF_USE_LAST_U16
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8008 Compiler Part 2,The Parser
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8010 The second part of the compiler is the the parser. At the heart of this parser
8011 (in AIWNIOS_PrsExp.HC) is the shunting yard algorithm. This uses Reverse Polish
8012 Notation. This is a form of stack notation that looks like this:
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8014
8015 1 2 + 3 4 + *
8016
8017 The operators come is the order that they are used,lets see again with some
8018 parenthesis
8019
8020 ((1 2 +) (3 4 +) *)
8021
8022 Pretty epic isn't it.
8023
8024 To generate this,I use a stack called CCmpCtrl->ps with a class of CPrsStk.
8025 There are 3 stacks in a CPrsStk. The first is the precedence stack,the second is
8026 pointers to the generated CRPN's. The final is tree nodes.
8027
8028 The algorithm works by immediately pushing numbers to the stack first. Operators
8029 are pushed to the Shunting yard stack. It looks like this
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8051 The first thing to do here is put the '+' operator on the stack.
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8073 The next thing to do(after we push 2 to the output) is to check if + comes after
8074 *. + comes after the * so we push it to the output,then push * to the stack for
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8099 Once we are at the end of input(after we add 3). We add all the operators to the
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8122 Compiler Part 2,The Parser II
8123
8124 UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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8126 Compiler Part 3,The Code Generator
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8128
8129 The code generator in aiwnios is platform dependant and is written in C to make
8130 porting to new platforms easier(bootstrapping is done in C). There is an interface
8131 in AIWNIOS_CodeGen.HC to use the turn the Intermediate Codes from the HolyC parser
8132 into the C intermediate codes.
8133
8134 There are multiple phases to turning the intermeidate codes into machine code.
8135 The first phases are in optpass.c. This file is pretty simple and does things like
8136 constant folding(OptPassConstFold) and merging communitive operations(OptPassMerge
8137 Communitives). This is boring stuff ,but the epic part is in x86_64_backend.c(or a
8138 rm_backend.c for AARCH64).
8139
8140 The most important thing this file does is generate machine code,at the top of
8141 the file you will see functions that generate voluptuous X86 instructions for you.
8142 The second most important part is generating the temporary registers for the
8143 intermediate codes.
8144
8145 To do this,I imagine the CRPN's as a tree. Beacuse temporary registers are
8146 scare,we need to make good use of them. A good way to do this is to assign them to
8147 the leafs of the tree,and when we are done using them,we Pop them from our
8148 imaginary stack(computers loves stacks).
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8169 The heavy lifting for this is done in PushTmpDepthFirst. This we recuse into the
8170 parse "Tree" and Push items once it's children are done. Items are popped when we
8171 are done with them. The PushTmp/PushTmpSpilled functions will automatically choose
8172 a temporary register based on how many temporary registers are used,or if none are
8173 availble a stack location will be choosed.
8174
8175 The fun part is at the __OptPassFinal function. This is basically a gaint switch
8176 statement that will generate the machine code from the intermediate codes.
8177
8178 This is done in 2 passes,the first pass is done to see how big the resulting
8179 source code is,and the second part is to actually generator the source code. In my
8180 code generator,I have code_misc's on some of the intermedaite codes like IC_GOTO.
8181
8182 Sometimes we want the address of a label,but we dont know it untill all the
8183 machine code is generated. You can have the compiler fill in the label at an
8184 offset in the machine code with CodeMiscAddRef(CCodeMisc*,I64 offset). At the end
8185 of our OptPassFinal function I fill in the holes with the label pointers.
8186
8187
8188 User-Guide
8189
8190 Runtime Part 1:Graphics I
8191
8192 Use the Fs->draw_it callback to draw something to the current window
8193
8194
8195 U0 DrawIt(CTask *,CDC *dc) {
8196 dc->color=BLUE;
8197 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8198 }
8199 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8200
8201
8202
8203 The first argument is a pointer to the CTask being drawn,and the second argument
8204 is a CDC drawing context,use some primitives to draw to the screen.
8205
8206 -] GrRect
8207
8208 GrRect(dc,200,200,100,100);
8209
8210 -] GrPlot(single pixel)
8211
8212 GrPlot(dc,200,200);
8213
8214 -] GrFillCircle
8215
8216 GrFillCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8217
8218 -] GrCircle
8219
8220 GrCircle(dc,100,100,50);
8221
8222 -] GrLine
8223
8224 GrLine(dc,100,100,0,0);
8225
8226 -] GrPrint
8227
8228 GrPrint(dc,100,100,"Hello World");
8229
8230 -] GrBlot(copy dc to other dc)
8231
8232 GrBlot(dc,100,100,new);
8233
8234 -] DCClear
8235
8236 DCClear(dc); //Resets Z buffer
8237
8238 -] DCFill
8239
8240 DCFill(dc,COLOR);
8241
8242
8243 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Transformations and 3D graphics
8244
8245 TempleOS lets you do sexy stuff with the graphics like 3D graphics. At the heart
8246 of this is a transformation matrix. Im not a math genius but luckily for me there
8247 are functions for managing the math for me. Before we can use a transformation
8248 matrix,we need to set the DCF_TRANSFORMATION flag in CDC->flags. After wards you
8249 can use matrix functions to rotate your drawing things cordanates
8250
8251
8252 CDC *dc=DCNew(100,100);
8253 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Assign a identity matrix(No transformation)
8254 DCFill;
8255 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8256 F64 rotx=0;
8257 for(;rotx<=2*pi;rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8258 DCFill(dc);
8259 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r); //Reset our transformation
8260 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8261 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,50,50,0);
8262 dc->color=YELLOW;
8263 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,50,50);
8264 DCFill;
8265 GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8266 Sleep(33);
8267 }
8268 DCDel(dc);
8269 DCFill;
8270
8271
8272 Here are a list of (transformation) matrix goodies:
8273 -] Mat4x4RotX
8274
8275 //Rotates around the X axis,used for Y-flipping
8276
8277 -] Mat4x4RotY
8278
8279 //Rotates around the Y axis,used for X-flipping
8280
8281 -] Mat4x4RotZ
8282
8283 //Rotates around the Z axis,use general 2D rotations
8284
8285 -] Mat4x4Scale
8286
8287 //Zooms a matrix
8288
8289 -] Mat4x4TranslationEqu
8290
8291 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(mat,x,y,z); //Sets the cordantes of a matrix
8292
8293 -] Mat4x4TranslationAdd
8294
8295 Mat4x4TranslationAdd(mat,x,y,z); //Add to the cordantes of a matrix
8296
8297 -] Mat4x4MulXYZ
8298
8299 Mat4x4MulXYZ(mat,&x,&y,&z); //THIS WILL TRANSFORM THE CORDANTES BY THE MATRIX
8300
8301
8302 You may want to do general math on matricies too:
8303 -] Mat4x4IdentEqu
8304
8305 Mat4x4IdentEqu(mat); //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do transofrmations
8306
8307 -] Mat4x4IdentNew
8308
8309 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4IdentNew; //This makes a normal matrix that doesnt do
8310 transofrmations
8311
8312 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ
8313
8314 Mat4x4MulMat4x4Equ(dst,a,b); //Multiplies a matrix to another matrix,ask a
8315 genius what this actually does
8316
8317 -] Mat4x4MulMat4x4New
8318
8319 I64 *malloced=Mat4x4MulMat4x4Nw(a,b); //Same as above but MAlloced
8320
8321
8322 Sometimes in your 3D adventures you may want to make sure you draw things in the
8323 distacne behind the things in the front. This is called Z-buffering. In TempleOS
8324 this is easy-peasy. Just call DCDepthBufAlloc(dc). This will handle your depths
8325 for you.
8326
8327 Here is a cube thing for you:
8328
8329
8330 CD3I32 poly[4]= {{-100,-100,-100},{100,-100,-100},{100,100,-100},{-100,100,-100}};
8331 I64 colors[4]= {BLUE,YELLOW,GREEN,CYAN};
8332 CDC *dc=DCNew(200,200);
8333 dc->r=Mat4x4IdentNew;
8334 DCDepthBufAlloc(dc);
8335 DCFill;
8336 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8337 F64 rotx=0,roty;
8338 CD3I32 cube[6][6];
8339 I64 i=0,i2=0;
8340 I64 *trans=Mat4x4IdentNew;
8341 for(rotx=0.; rotx<=(2.*pi)-1.; rotx+=2*pi/4.) {
8342 Mat4x4IdentEqu(trans);
8343 Mat4x4RotX(trans,rotx);
8344 Mat4x4RotY(trans,roty);
8345 for(i2=0; i2!=4; i2++) {
8346 MemCpy(&cube[i][i2],&poly[i2],sizeof(CD3I32));
8347 Mat4x4MulXYZ(trans,&cube[i][i2].x,&cube[i][i2].y,&cube[i][i2].z);
8348 }
8349 i++;
8350 }
8351 for(rotx=0; rotx<=2*pi; rotx+=(2*pi/100.)) {
8352 DCFill(dc);
8353 DCDepthBufRst(dc);
8354 Mat4x4IdentEqu(dc->r);
8355 Mat4x4RotX(dc->r,rotx);
8356 Mat4x4RotY(dc->r,rotx);
8357 Mat4x4RotZ(dc->r,rotx);
8358 Mat4x4Scale(dc->r,.5);
8359 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,3000);
8360 for(i2=0; i2!=6; i2++) {
8361 dc->color=colors[i2];
8362 GrFillPoly3(dc,4,cube[i2]);
8363 }
8364 DCFill;
8365 GrBlot(,100,100,dc);
8366 Sleep(33);
8367 }
8368 DCDel(dc);
8369 DCFill;
8370
8371
8372 If you ran the above example,the cube looks flat,THIS IS BECUASE YOU NEED TO
8373 MAKE THINGS SHRINK IN THE DISTANCE
8374
8375 Let me introduce the CDC->transform callback: This callback will be called for
8376 every point that is rendered when DCF_TRANSFORMATION is enabled. To acheive the
8377 epic "shrinking effect",divide the X/Y coordinates by the Z coordanate times a
8378 scale distance Let's see an example:
8379 Heres an example:
8380
8381
8382 #define SCRN_SCALE 512
8383 U0 Transform(CDC *dc,I64 *x,I64 *y,I64 *z)
8384 {
8385 I64 zz;
8386 Mat4x4MulXYZ(dc->r,x,y,z);
8387 zz=SCRN_SCALE/3+*z;
8388 if (zz<1) zz=1;
8389 *x=SCRN_SCALE/2* *x/zz;
8390 *y=SCRN_SCALE/2* (*y)/zz;
8391 *x+=dc->x;
8392 *y+=dc->y;
8393 *z+=dc->z;
8394 }
8395 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8396 dc->transform=&Transform;
8397 dc->flags|=DCF_TRANSFORMATION;
8398 I64 dist=0;
8399 dc->z=-60;
8400 for(dist=0;dist!=100;dist++) {
8401 Mat4x4TranslationEqu(dc->r,0,0,dist);
8402 dc->color=LTRED;
8403 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8404 Refresh;
8405 DCFill;
8406 }
8407
8408 Runtime Part 1:Graphics Raster Operations
8409
8410 In TempleOS there are 16 colors,but you can mix them to make "new" colors. This
8411 is called dithering. To use dithering to use raster operations. This allows us to
8412 do things like make shading or invert the colors below what your drawing. Let's
8413 get started
8414
8415
8416 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8417 I64 cnt;
8418 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
8419 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_DITHER; //Mix LTRED+YELLOW for Orange-ish color
8420 GrRect3(dc,0,0,0,100,100);
8421 Refresh;
8422 DCFill;
8423 }
8424
8425
8426 If you though that was cool,check out probability dithering. This will make a
8427 shading effect. You can change the percentage of what color gets used to make a
8428 shading of your choice.The CDC->dither_probability_u16 is a 16bit percentage of
8429 the the colors being used. If the dither_probability_u16 is 0,it will use
8430 dc->color,otherwise it will use dc->color.u8[2] if the probability is U16_MAX;
8431
8432 Let's rock(.u8[2] is 16 bits over):
8433
8434 CDC *dc=DCAlias;
8435 I64 cnt;
8436 for(cnt=0;cnt!=100;cnt++) {
8437 dc->color=BLACK;
8438 GrRect(dc,0,0,100,100);
8439 dc->color=LTRED+YELLOW<<16+ROPF_PROBABILITY_DITHER;
8440 dc->dither_probability_u16=U16_MAX*ToF64(cnt)/100.;
8441 GrFloodFill(dc,10,10);
8442 Refresh;
8443 DCFill;
8444 }
8445 DCDel(dc);
8446
8447 Runtime Part 2: Making Noises
8448
8449 TempleOS makes sounds that will bring you back to the days of Atari games. The
8450 simplest way to make a tone is Snd(23);(This higher the number the higher the
8451 pitch). Call "Snd;" to cancel the sound.
8452
8453 If you want to go the extra mile and make a bodacious explosioon sound,use Nois
8454 e(milliseconds,min_pitch,max_pitch);. Or if you want a jumping sound,use Sweep.
8455
8456 Runtime Part 3: Making Music
8457
8458 TempleOS let's you make some epic jams. To do this,we use the Music
8459
8460 A simple song looks like this:
8461
8462 Play("wChDqEeFwGwAwB");
8463
8464
8465 There are special charactors that change the duration/properties of the notes,so
8466 without further ado,here is a list
8467 -] #
8468
8469 Make a note sharp(comes after the note)
8470
8471 -] w
8472
8473 When before a note,it makes it a whole note
8474
8475 -] h
8476
8477 Makes a half note
8478
8479 -] q
8480
8481 Makes a 1/4 note
8482
8483 -] e
8484
8485 Makes a tiny eigth note
8486
8487
8488 You can change the tempo of the music via the global vairable music.tempo(Be
8489 sure to reset the music's settings via MusicSettingsRst)
8490
8491 Try this:
8492
8493
8494 music.tempo=8;
8495 Play(
8496 "hEhEwEhChEwGqG"
8497 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8498 "wCqGqEqAqBqA#qAqGhEhGwAhFhGwEhChDqB"
8499 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8500 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8501 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8502 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChD"
8503 "hGhF#hFhD#wE.wC.wC.wC"
8504 "hGhF#hFhD#wEqG#qAhCqAhChDwD#wDwC"
8505 );
8506 MusicSettingsRst;
8507
8508 Runtime Part 4: Meta-data and Reflection
8509
8510 HolyC is a mainly just in time language. This means when the code gets
8511 compiled,the information about the code is still in memory. This is great for
8512 having the code reflect on itself and saves a lot of time doing meanial things
8513 like serializing a class. The primary way to do this is via MetaData. This means
8514 data about the self.
8515
8516 To get the metadata of a class out of the compiler,we must use the CTask's hash
8517 table and do these steps
8518
8519 -] Step 1
8520
8521 Lookup the class by it's name CHashClass
8522 *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8523
8524 -] Step 2
8525
8526 Lookup the class by it's name CMemberLst
8527 *member=MemberFind("member_name",findc);
8528
8529 -] Step 3
8530
8531 Lookup the meta data I64 meta_data=MemberMeta("META_DATA",member);
8532
8533
8534
8535 Perhaps an example will help:
8536
8537 class CMeta {
8538 I64 a fmt "A:%d\n";
8539 I64 b fmt "B:%d\n";
8540 F64 c fmt "C:%n\n";
8541 };
8542 CMeta abc={1,2,3};
8543 U0 Main(U8 *ptr,U8 *cls=lastclass) {
8544 CHashClass *findc=HashFind(cls,Fs->hash_table,HTT_CLASS);
8545 CMemberLst *ml;
8546 U64 sf;
8547 if(!findc) return;
8548 ml=MemberFind("a",findc);
8549 sf=(ptr+ml->offset)[0](U64);
8550 if(MemberMetaFind("fmt",ml)) {
8551 Print(MemberMetaData("fmt",ml),sf);
8552 }
8553 }
8554 Main(&abc); //Here we use lastclass to get the class of abc
8555
8556
8557 If you want to make a form using meta data,you can use PopUpForm
8558
8559
8560 class CInput {
8561 //Be sure to use -P with strings
8562 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
8563 I64 age format "\n";
8564 Bool is_tall format "\n";
8565 };
8566 CInput inp;
8567 PopUpForm(&inp);
8568 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
8569 if(inp.is_tall)
8570 "Tall!\n";
8571
8572
8573 Runtime Part 5: Filesystem
8574
8575 If you are used to using TempleOS,use the Cd("Folder"); to move into a folder.
8576 You can list the contents of the directory via Dir(".");("." is the current folder
8577 ). Sometimes you want your programs to be aware of the folders. Luckily for
8578 you,you have come to the right place
8579
8580 In TempleOS,each task has a current directory path in Fs->cur_dir(this doesnt
8581 include the drive letter). If you want the full path,use DirCur.
8582
8583 To make a file,use FileWrite("filename","text",4 /*text length*/);. When you
8584 want to read it use FilleRead("filename",&len); FileRead will always put a NULL
8585 terminator at the end of the file for your,so you can use it like a string.
8586
8587 Like C,in TempleOS you can read files in a stream,But in TempleOS,all file
8588 reads/writes act directly on the Hard-Disks sectors(Which are BLK_SIZE bytes big).
8589 You FOpen("filename","w") for writing FOpen("filename","r") for reading. To open a
8590 file for adding more data to it,use FOpen("filename","w+"). Lets see an example
8591
8592
8593 //
8594 // Files opened with FOpen MUST WRITE BLK_SIZE bytes at once
8595 // A BLK is the size of a hard-disk sector
8596 //
8597 CFile *file=FOpen("Database.BIN","w");
8598 class CFileEnt {
8599 U8 name[STR_LEN];
8600 U8 password[STR_LEN];
8601 };
8602 #assert sizeof(CFileEnt)<=BLK_SIZE
8603 CFileEnt clayton={"Clayton","123"};
8604 CFileEnt root={"Root","toor"};
8605 U8 buffer[BLK_SIZE];
8606 MemCpy(buffer,&root,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8607 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,0,1); //Write 1 blk at the first block(blk 0)
8608 MemCpy(buffer,&clayton,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8609 FBlkWrite(file,buffer,1,1); //Write 1 blk at the second block(blk 1)
8610 FClose(file);
8611 //
8612 // Now we read
8613 //
8614 file=FOpen("Database.BIN","r");
8615 CFileEnt user;
8616 while(FBlkRead(file,buffer,,1)) {
8617 MemCpy(&user,buffer,sizeof(CFileEnt));
8618 "Got user \"%s\" with password \"%s\"\n",user.name,user.password;
8619 }
8620 FClose(file);
8621
8622
8623 Making and reading files is fun,but first you need to figure out where a file
8624 is. To do this use, . This will return a CDirEntry of the results(which may be
8625 multiple files). Assuming you are familiar with wildcards from Linux,DOS and CP/M.
8626 Look at this example
8627
8628
8629 FileWrite("abc.TXT","abc",3);
8630 FileWrite("def.TXT","def",3);
8631 FileWrite("ghi.TXT","ghi",3);
8632 CDirEntry *cur,*root=FilesFind("*.TXT",FUF_JUST_FILES);
8633 for(cur=root;cur!=NULL;cur=cur->next) {
8634 "I Found %s\n",cur->full_name;
8635 }
8636 DirEntryDel(root);
8637
8638
8639 A CDirEntry has much information about the directory structure. The most
8640 important is full_name which tells you the full name of the file as you may
8641 expect(name is the filename without the path). When you are done with a CDirEntry
8642 be sure to free the root data with .
8643
8644 To check if a file exists,you can use FileFind("file.HC") to check if a file
8645 exists.
8646
8647 Time to get to the nitty gritty. Has some epic flags you can use.Im not going to
8648 waste time with exposiiton,rather I will give you a table of flags
8649
8650
8651 -] FUF_RECURSE
8652
8653 This will search in the child folders for the pattern too
8654
8655 -] FUF_JUST_DIRS
8656
8657 Chooses only directories(folders)
8658
8659 -] FUF_JUST_FILES
8660
8661 Chooses only files
8662
8663 -] FUF_JUST_TXT
8664
8665 Chooses only text files
8666
8667 -] FUF_JUST_DD
8668
8669 Chooses only DolDoc files
8670
8671 -] FUF_JUST_SRC
8672
8673 Chooses only source files
8674
8675 -] FUF_Z_OR_NOT_Z
8676
8677 This will ignore Ziped named of files and just check as normal
8678
8679 -] FUF_FLATTEN_TREE
8680
8681 This will flatten a FUF_RECURSE tree for you conveince
8682
8683
8684 If you want to delete files,use DelTree("folder/files");,or if you just want to
8685 remove a fule use Del("file");
8686
8687 There are 2 ways to make a folder,use Cd("a/b/c/d/e",TRUE); to make a path,or
8688 make a folder one at a time via DirMk("folder_name");. Copy your stuff via CopyTre
8689 e("old","new") or just a file via Copy("old","new").
8690
8691 And by the way you can open a file chooser via PopUpPickFile("T:/");
8692
8693 Runtime Part 6: Data structures(1 CQue)
8694
8695 TempleOS comes loaded with useful data structures but it may be confusing at
8696 first. The most important one is a CQue. This means a Circular Queue. It's likle a
8697 loop,ill draw a picture for you.
8698
8699
8700
8701 <61>
8702
8703
8704
8705
8706
8707
8708
8709
8710
8711 As you can see(poorly drawn) is that each item has 2 pointers( the CQue->last
8712 and the CQue->next).The ->last pointer is the previous item in the chain,not the
8713 "last" one.
8714
8715 To make a new CQue,use QueInit on the item make both pointers point to the
8716 item,which means an empty CQue. You can insert items into the CQue via QueIns(to_i
8717 nsert,at). Perhaps an example will help you.
8718
8719 In our below example,I start at head and also end at head as the queue is
8720 ciruclar
8721
8722
8723 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof
8724 CQue),*cur;
8725 QueInit(head);
8726 QueIns(one,head);
8727 QueIns(two,one);
8728 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8729 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8730 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8731 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8732
8733
8734 To get the count of items in your queue use QueCnt(head). And to remove an item
8735 form the queue(not Free it),use QueRem which will detach the item from a queue
8736
8737
8738 CQue *head=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*one=MAlloc(sizeof CQue),*two=MAlloc(sizeof
8739 CQue),*cur;
8740 QueInit(head);
8741 QueIns(one,head);
8742 QueIns(two,one);
8743 QueRem(one); //Detach one from the CQue
8744 Free(one); //Free it's data
8745 for(cur=head->next;cur!=head;cur=cur->next)
8746 "Current element(excuding HEAD):%P\n",cur;
8747 QueDel(head); //Remove all items in the CQue
8748 Free(head); //QueDel doesnt Free the head
8749
8750
8751 You can insert get the item count of the QueCnt(head)
8752
8753 Here is a reference section:
8754 -] QueInit(head)
8755
8756 Intialize the head of a queue
8757
8758 -] QueIns(to_ins,elem)
8759
8760 Insert an item after the elem
8761
8762 -] QueInsRev(to_ins,elem)
8763
8764 Insert an item before the elem
8765
8766 -] QueRem(elem)
8767
8768 Detach an item from the queue(doesnt free it)
8769
8770 -] QueDel(head)
8771
8772 Frees all items in the queue
8773
8774 -] QueCnt(head)
8775
8776 How many items in the queue(excluding the head)
8777
8778
8779 Runtime Part 7: Data structures 2(HashTable)
8780
8781 Hash tables are like dictionary data structures and each task has one in Fs->has
8782 h_table. Each CHash has a type and a str.
8783
8784 When you look up a hash from a hash-table you will need the type. For example,if
8785 we want to grab a define(HTT_DEFINE_STR) from our current task,we do:
8786
8787 #define FOO 123
8788 CHashDefineStr *def=HashFind("FOO",Fs->hash_table,HTT_DEFINE_STR);
8789 if(def)
8790 "%s\n",def->data;
8791
8792 We looked up foo with type HTT_DEFINE_STR. Sometimes we want to add things to a
8793 CHashTable. To do this we need to use HashAdd.
8794
8795 CHashDefineStr *d=CAlloc(sizeof(CHashDefineStr));
8796 d->str=StrNew("Hello"); //Must allocate string on heap
8797 d->type=HTT_DEFINE_STR;
8798 d->data=StrNew("10");
8799 HashAdd(d,Fs->hash_table);
8800 //We added the macro Hello into the hash table
8801 "%d\n",Hello;
8802
8803
8804 Sometimes you want to make your own hashtables. You can do this via HashTableNew
8805 (size). size MUST BE A POWER OF 2.
8806
8807 Any generic data in the hashtable should use type HTT_FRAME_PTR as HashTableDel
8808 doesnt try to make assuptions on how to free the data
8809
8810 Perhaps an example will help:
8811
8812 CHashTable *ht=HashTableNew(0x100);
8813 CHashGeneric *ent=CAlloc(sizeof CHashGeneric);
8814 ent->user_data0=1;
8815 ent->user_data1=2;
8816 ent->user_data2=3;
8817 ent->type=HTT_FRAME_PTR;
8818 ent->str=StrNew("look");
8819 HashAdd(ent,ht);
8820 CHashGeneric *g=HashFind("look",ht,HTT_FRAME_PTR);
8821 "%d,%d,%d\n",g->user_data0,g->user_data1,g->user_data2;
8822 HashTableDel(ht);
8823
8824
8825 Here is a reference of hash table functions
8826
8827 -] HashAdd(item,table)
8828
8829 Adds an item to the hash table
8830
8831 -] HashRemDel(item,table)
8832
8833 Delete an item from the hash table
8834
8835 -] HashFind(str,table,type)
8836
8837 Find an item in the table
8838
8839 -] HashSingleTableFind(str,table)
8840
8841 Find an item in the table,but dont check parent task's thing
8842
8843 -] HashTableNew(sz)
8844
8845 Make new hashtable,sz must be a power of 2
8846
8847
8848 Runtime Part 8: Data structures 3(Fifo)
8849
8850 Fifo's mean "First In First Out" and do things like store key presses. The first
8851 key you press is the the first one you get out. They also have a maximum
8852 size,which means that if you get too many keys,the old ones will be discarded
8853
8854 It looks like this:
8855 <62>
8856
8857
8858
8859
8860
8861
8862
8863
8864
8865
8866
8867
8868
8869
8870
8871 First create a FIFO with FifoI64New,Size must be a power of 2
8872
8873 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8874 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8875 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8876 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8877
8878 You can remove an item with FifoI64Rem. This takes a pointer and returns TRUE
8879
8880 CFifoI64 *fifoI64=FifoI64New(4);
8881 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,1);
8882 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,2);
8883 FifoI64Ins(fifoI64,3);
8884 I64 val;
8885 while(FifoI64Rem(fifoI64,&val))
8886 "Got a %d\n",val;
8887
8888
8889 Here is a reference section
8890
8891 -] FifoI64New(sz)
8892
8893 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8894
8895 -] FifoI64Flush(f)
8896
8897 Remove all the items from the fifo
8898
8899 -] FifoI64Cnt(f)
8900
8901 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8902
8903 -] FifoI64Peek(f,&val)
8904
8905 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8906
8907 -] FifoI64Del(f)
8908
8909 Free the fifo
8910
8911 -] FifoI64Rem(f,&val)
8912
8913 Remove an item from the fifo
8914
8915 -] FifoI64Ins(f,val)
8916
8917 Insert an item into the fifo
8918
8919 -] FifoU8Flush(f)
8920
8921 Remove all the items from the fifo
8922
8923 -] FifoU8Cnt(f)
8924
8925 Get a count of all the items in the fifo
8926
8927 -] FifoU8Peek(f,&val)
8928
8929 Look at the next item in the fifo without removing it
8930
8931 -] FifoU8Del(f)
8932
8933 Free the fifo
8934
8935 -] FifoU8Rem(f,&val)
8936
8937 Remove an item from the fifo
8938
8939 -] FifoU8Ins(f,val)
8940
8941 Insert an item into the fifo
8942
8943 -] FifoU8New(sz)
8944
8945 Make a new fifo,sz must be a power of 2
8946
8947
8948 Runtime Part 9: User Input
8949
8950 TempleOS lets you do lit stuff like click on things and use the keyboard. These
8951 events are passed through messages. We use GetMsg to get the messages,along with a
8952 message mask.
8953
8954 I64 x,y;
8955 U0 DrawIt(CTask *t,CDC *dc) {
8956 dc->color=RED;
8957 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
8958 }
8959 U0 Run() {
8960 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8961 I64 m,x2,y2;
8962 while(TRUE) {
8963 m=GetMsg(&x2,&y2,1<<MSG_MS_MOVE+1<<MSG_MS_R_DOWN);
8964 if(m==MSG_MS_R_DOWN)
8965 break;
8966 x=x2;
8967 y=y2;
8968 Refresh;
8969 }
8970 }
8971 Run;
8972
8973
8974 Keyboard messages can be gotten via ScanKey(&ch,&sc). The first argument is the
8975 ASCII charactor,and the second one is the scancode. The scancode is the raw key
8976 being pressed and has flags in it. I'll give an example usage of the function
8977 first before I dive into details.
8978
8979 I64 x,y;
8980 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
8981 dc->color=GREEN;
8982 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
8983 }
8984 U0 Run() {
8985 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
8986 I64 msg,sc,ch;
8987 for(;TRUE;) {
8988 if(ScanKey(&ch,&sc)) {
8989 if(sc&0xff==SC_ESC) break;
8990 if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
8991 y-=3;
8992 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
8993 y+=3;
8994 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
8995 x-=3;
8996 } else if(sc&0xff==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
8997 x+=3;
8998 }
8999 } else {
9000 Refresh;
9001 }
9002 }
9003 }
9004 Run;
9005
9006 As you can see,I check the first 8 bits(0xff) of the scan code to test what key
9007 it is. There also flags on the scancode that tell you things like if the shift key
9008 is down etc.
9009
9010 The first byte of scancode is the key code,but the other bytes are flags which
9011 can be tested via the "&" operator
9012
9013
9014 I64 x,y;
9015 I64 color=GREEN;
9016 U0 DrawIt(CTask*,CDC*dc) {
9017 dc->color=color;
9018 GrRect(dc,x,y,100,100);
9019 dc->color=RED;
9020 }
9021 U0 Run() {
9022 Fs->draw_it=&DrawIt;
9023 I64 msg,sc,ch;
9024 for(;TRUE;) {
9025 if(ScanMsg(&ch,&sc,1<<MSG_KEY_UP|1<<MSG_KEY_DOWN)) {
9026 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_ESC) break;
9027 if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_UP) {
9028 y-=3;
9029 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_DOWN) {
9030 y+=3;
9031 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_LEFT) {
9032 x-=3;
9033 } else if(sc.u8[0]==SC_CURSOR_RIGHT) {
9034 x+=3;
9035 }
9036 if(sc&SCF_CTRL)
9037 color=RED;
9038 else if(sc&SCF_SHIFT)
9039 color=YELLOW;
9040 else
9041 color=GREEN;
9042 } else {
9043 Refresh;
9044 }
9045 }
9046 }
9047 Run;
9048
9049
9050 Here's a list of scancode flags:
9051
9052 -] SCF_KEY_UP
9053
9054 The key was released
9055
9056 -] SCF_CTRL
9057
9058 The Ctrl key is down
9059
9060 -] SCF_SHIFT
9061
9062 The shift key is down
9063
9064 -] SCF_ALT
9065
9066 The alt key is down
9067
9068 -] SCF_CAPS
9069
9070 The Caps lock key is down
9071
9072 -] SCF_NUM
9073
9074 The NumLock key is kdown
9075
9076 -] SCF_SCROLL
9077
9078 Scroll Lock key is down
9079
9080 -] SCF_MS_L_DOWN
9081
9082 The left mouse is down
9083
9084 -] SCF_MS_R_DOWN
9085
9086 The right mouse is down
9087
9088 -] SCF_NO_SHIFT
9089
9090 There is no shift
9091
9092
9093 Here's a list of scancode keys:
9094
9095 -] SC_ESC
9096
9097 The escape key
9098
9099 -] SC_BACKSPACE
9100
9101 The backspace key
9102
9103 -] SC_TAB
9104
9105 The tab key
9106
9107 -] SC_ENTER
9108
9109 The enter key
9110
9111 -] SC_CTRL
9112
9113 The ctrl key
9114
9115 -] SC_ALT
9116
9117 The alt key
9118
9119 -] SC_CAPS
9120
9121 The caps lock key
9122
9123 -] SC_NUM
9124
9125 The num lock key
9126
9127 -] SC_SCROLL
9128
9129 The scroll lock key
9130
9131 -] SC_CURSOR_UP
9132
9133 The up key
9134
9135 -] SC_CURSOR_DOWN
9136
9137 The down key
9138
9139 -] SC_CURSOR_LEFT
9140
9141 The left key
9142
9143 -] SC_CURSOR_RIGHT
9144
9145 The right key
9146
9147 -] SC_PAGE_DOWN
9148
9149 The page down key
9150
9151 -] SC_PAGE_UP
9152
9153 The page up key
9154
9155 -] SC_HOME
9156
9157 The home key
9158
9159 -] SC_END
9160
9161 The end key
9162
9163 -] SC_INS
9164
9165 The insert key
9166
9167 -] SC_DELETE
9168
9169 The delete key
9170
9171 -] SC_F1-SC_F12
9172
9173 The Fxx keys
9174
9175 -] SC_PAUSE
9176
9177 The pause key
9178
9179 -] SC_GUI
9180
9181 The logo key
9182
9183 -] SC_PRTSCRN1
9184
9185 The print screen key
9186
9187 -] SC_PRTSCRN2
9188
9189 The print screen key
9190
9191
9192 I mentioned eariler about GetMsg,and I used ScanMsg. GetMsg waits for an
9193 event,but ScanMsg doesn't. There are also message codes
9194
9195 -] MSG_KEY_DOWN(ch,scancode)
9196
9197 A Key is put down
9198
9199 -] MSG_KEY_UP(ch,scancode)
9200
9201 A Key is release
9202
9203 -] MSG_MS_MOVE(x,y)
9204
9205 The mouse is moved
9206
9207 -] MSG_MS_L_DOWN(x,y)
9208
9209 The left button is down
9210
9211 -] MSG_MS_L_UP(x,y)
9212
9213 The left button is down
9214
9215 -] MSG_MS_R_DOWN(x,y)
9216
9217 The right button is down
9218
9219 -] MSG_MS_R_UP(x,y)
9220
9221 The right button is down
9222
9223
9224 Runtime Part 9: Multithreading
9225
9226 TempleOS is non-premptive. This means each Task has to manually tell the
9227 computer when to context swap. The way to do this and prevent freezing is to Yield
9228
9229 In TempleOS,spawning task's is easy,use the Spawn function
9230
9231
9232 U0 Foo(U8 *data) {
9233 Beep;
9234 }
9235 Spawn(&Foo,"Some_data","TaskName");
9236
9237
9238 You can make a user terminal via User. You can talk to that task via XTalk
9239
9240
9241 CTask *u=User;
9242 XTalk(u,"\"Exiting in 5 seconds\\n\";\n"); //Be sure to put a semi-colon at the
9243 end as we are "the-user".
9244 Sleep(5000);
9245 XTalk(u,"Exit;\n");
9246
9247
9248 Sometimes you want to wait for a task to die,to do this use DeathWait
9249
9250
9251 CTask *t=User;
9252 DeathWait(&t); //Note address of t
9253 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task
9254
9255
9256 There is also a BirthWait
9257
9258
9259 CTask *t=User;
9260 BirthWait(&t); //Note address of t
9261 Beep; //Will beep when you exit the User task
9262
9263
9264 To avoid race conditions we use locks. In TempleOS this is acheived through
9265 locked bit instructions with spinlocks. How it works is LBts will set the bit,and
9266 return the old value of the bit. We keep on setting the bit. If the old value is
9267 not set,it means we have access to the lock,otherwise we keep on looping. Be sure
9268 to reset the bit when you are done with LBtr.
9269
9270
9271 I64 beep_lock=0;
9272 U0 OneThread(I64 snd) {
9273 //This will spin until bit 0 is reset(look at the end of the function)
9274 while(LBts(&beep_lock,0)) //LBts has a side effect of setting the bit after it
9275 is checked
9276 Yield; //We are going to be beeping for awhile so Yield out control to other
9277 tasks
9278 Beep(snd);
9279 //We reset bit 0 of beep_lock to signify we are done with it.
9280 LBtr(&beep_lock,0);
9281 }
9282 I64 i;
9283 for(i;i!=10;i++) {
9284 Spawn(&OneThread,i*7+10);
9285 "Spawned a thread!!\n";
9286 }
9287
9288 Runtime Part 10: Jobs
9289
9290 In TempleOS,each core has a seth_task. This task does lit stuff like run Jobs
9291 which can be created via TaskExe and you get the results via JobResGet
9292
9293
9294 CJob *job=TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,Fs,"1+1;;;",0);
9295 res=JobResGet(job);
9296 Kill(jobber);
9297 "I got %d\n",res;
9298
9299 With cpu_structs,you can spawn jobs on other cores
9300
9301
9302 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9303 I64 core=0;
9304 //mp_cnt is the number of cpus
9305 CJob *jobs[mp_cnt];
9306 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9307 jobs[core]=TaskExe(cpu_structs[core].seth_task,Fs,
9308 "Sleep(RandI64%1000);"
9309 "Gs->num;;", //Gs is the current CCPU for the core,->num is the cpu number
9310 0);
9311 }
9312 for(core=0;core!=mp_cnt;core++) {
9313 "Core %d return %d\n",core,JobResGet(jobs[core]);
9314 }
9315
9316
9317 If you want to have the parent task wait while a job runs,you can use the JOBf_W
9318 AKE_MASTER flag.
9319
9320
9321 CTask *parent_task=Fs;
9322 //Things ending in a lowecase f as bits(and need to be shifted to be flags)
9323 TaskExe(Gs->seth_task,parent_task,"Play(\"EGBDF\");",(1<<JOBf_WAKE_MASTER));
9324
9325 Runtime Part 11: DolDoc
9326
9327 Most of the text you see on screen is from the DolDoc layout engine. It uses a
9328 series of dollar signs to set things like the text color and make elements. The
9329 are stored as a circular queue of CDocEntry's. The easyiest way to make a DolDoc
9330 element is to use DocPrint,use DocPut to get the current task's document.
9331
9332
9333 //BT is a button
9334 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9335
9336
9337 As you can see,the DolDoc entries have a type and argument. They are surrounded
9338 by $'s. They can also have flags too. This let's you do things like center the
9339 text. Lets see an example:
9340
9341
9342 //TX is a text,+CX is the center flag
9343 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$TX+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9344
9345
9346 DolDoc entries can also take an argument,Links use this to figure out where to
9347 go when you click them. Arguments for DolDoc entries come after the comma,some of
9348 the arguments are named and have the format "name=value"
9349
9350
9351 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$LK,\"Text\",A=\"FL:/PersonalMenu.DD\"$\n\n");
9352
9353
9354 You can interact directly with the generated CDocEntrys. You can put things like
9355 callbacks into them. In our below example I set the left_cb function pointer to
9356 Beep2 and I tell the entry that it has a callback with DOCEF_LEFT_CB.
9357
9358
9359 I64 Beep2(CDoc *,CDocEntry *) {
9360 Beep;
9361 }
9362 CDocEntry *de=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"Hello\"$\n\n");
9363 de->de_flags|=DOCEF_LEFT_CB;
9364 de->left_cb=&Beep2;
9365
9366
9367 You can use the DocMenu function to get a value from your document. I use the LE
9368 for a left-click-expression.
9369
9370
9371 U0 CreateDialog() {
9372 CDocEntry *nums[3];
9373 I64 i;
9374 DocClear(DocPut);
9375 "$TX+CX,\"Pick a number:\"$\n";
9376 for(i=0;i!=3;i++) {
9377 nums[i]=DocPrint(DocPut,"\n\n$BT+CX,\"%d\",LE=%d$\n\n",i,i);
9378 }
9379 DocBottom(DocPut);
9380 switch(DocMenu(DocPut)) {
9381 start:
9382 DocClear(DocPut);
9383 case 0:
9384 "You picked nothing lol.\n";
9385 break;
9386 case 1:
9387 "One is the one\n";
9388 break;
9389 case 2:
9390 "Two is too good\n";
9391 break;
9392 end:
9393 }
9394 }
9395 CreateDialog;
9396
9397
9398 You can use PopUpForm to use a class's meta data for making a menu.
9399
9400
9401 U0 CreateDialog() {
9402 class CInput {
9403 //Be sure to use -P with strings
9404 U8 name[STR_LEN] format "\n";
9405 I64 age format "\n";
9406 Bool is_tall format "\n"; //CB is a Check box
9407 };
9408 CInput inp;
9409 PopUpForm(&inp);
9410 "%s is %d years old\n",inp.name,inp.age;
9411 if(inp.is_tall)
9412 "Tall!\n";
9413
9414
9415 Yeah time for some reference section ehh:
9416
9417 -] TX
9418
9419 Text
9420
9421 -] CR
9422
9423 Newline
9424
9425 -] CU
9426
9427 Cursor pos,normally a ASCII #5
9428
9429 -] TB
9430
9431 Tab
9432
9433 -] CL
9434
9435 Clears all elements without the "+H" flag
9436
9437 -] PB
9438
9439 Page break
9440
9441 -] PL
9442
9443 Page length
9444
9445 -] LM
9446
9447 Left margin
9448
9449 -] RM
9450
9451 Right margin
9452
9453 -] HD
9454
9455 Header margin
9456
9457 -] FO
9458
9459 Footer margin
9460
9461 -] ID
9462
9463 Indent,use wit tree elements,and use with a negative number to un-indent
9464
9465 -] FD
9466
9467 Forground default color
9468
9469 -] BD
9470
9471 Background default color
9472
9473 -] PT
9474
9475 Command Line Prompt
9476
9477 -] WW
9478
9479 Use 1 to enable word wrap,use 0 to disable
9480
9481 -] UL
9482
9483 Use 1/0 to enable/disable underline
9484
9485 -] IV
9486
9487 Disable/enable Inverting of colors
9488
9489 -] BK
9490
9491 Burger Kind,just kidding,it's actually for blinking
9492
9493 -] SX
9494
9495 Shift the text by a amount of pixels
9496
9497 -] SY
9498
9499 Shift the text up/down by an amount of pixels
9500
9501 -] CB
9502
9503 Checkbox
9504
9505 -] LS
9506
9507 Major Lit Alert
9508 Use with the "D" argument to make a list(from a DefineListLoad),do this
9509 $LS,"potato",D="ST_BIBLE_BOOKS"$
9510 Clicking on this will make a menu to pick an item from the list
9511
9512 -] MA
9513
9514 A macro,clicking on this will insert LM into the command line prompt
9515
9516 -] TR
9517
9518 A Tree wigdet,use this with ID to nest the tree's
9519
9520 -] HL
9521
9522 Turn HolyC syntax highting on/off
9523
9524
9525 Here is a reference section for the flags,they can be added/removed with +/-(For
9526 example you can do "$TX+CX+H,\"I have CX and H flags.\"$\n";)
9527
9528 -] H
9529
9530 Hold,this will prevent CL from deleting this element
9531
9532 -] L
9533
9534 This will make the element act as a link
9535
9536 -] TR
9537
9538 This will make the element act as a tree
9539
9540 -] LS
9541
9542 This will make the element act as a list
9543
9544 -] PU
9545
9546 This will make a macro run in a popup window
9547
9548 -] C
9549
9550 This will collapse a tree,use -C to uncollapse the tree
9551
9552 -] X
9553
9554 This will save and Exit after the macro is done
9555
9556 -] UD
9557
9558 Update data on typing
9559
9560
9561 Here is a reference section for the argument codes,use them like "$TX,T=\"123\"$"
9562
9563 -] T
9564
9565 Tag text,this is the text that gets displayed.
9566
9567 -] LEN
9568
9569 Sets the length of the DA element.
9570
9571 -] A
9572
9573 Sets the link location
9574
9575 -] LE
9576
9577 Left expression,runs an expression on left click
9578
9579 -] RE
9580
9581 Right expression,runs an expression on right click
9582
9583 -] LM
9584
9585 Left macro,runs text on left click
9586
9587 -] RM
9588
9589 Right macro,runs text on right click
9590
9591 -] RT
9592
9593 Raw type of DA
9594
9595 -] U
9596
9597 User data
9598
9599 -] SCX
9600
9601 Scroll x columns Makes a amazing scrolling effect
9602
9603 -] SX
9604
9605 Scroll x pixels
9606
9607 -] SY
9608
9609 Scroll y pixels
9610
9611
9612 Making links is easy,to do this we use "$LK,\"text\",A=\"BF:Acts,2:3\"$"; Here
9613 is a reference for the link codes:
9614
9615 -] FI
9616
9617 File index,FI="file" or FI="file,line"
9618
9619 -] FF
9620
9621 File Find,FF="file,text"
9622
9623 -] BF
9624
9625 Bible Find,BF="book,text". "text" can be a chapter/verse
9626
9627 -] HI
9628
9629 Help Index,HI="Help Index". Make help indexes via #help_index
9630
9631 -] A
9632
9633 Symbol address, takes a pointer A="0x11223344"
9634
9635
9636 Now a function reference:
9637
9638 -] DocBottom
9639
9640 Move to the bottom of the document
9641
9642 -] DocCenter
9643
9644 Make ->cur_entry be in the viewport
9645
9646 -] DocClear
9647
9648 Clear all elements except those with the +H flag
9649
9650 -] DocCollapse(collapsed,doc)
9651
9652 Collapse or un-collapse all trees in the document
9653
9654 -] DocDel
9655
9656 Delete a documents memory
9657
9658 -] DocEntryDel(doc,elem)
9659
9660 Deletes a document entry
9661
9662 -] DocEntryCopy(doc,elem)
9663
9664 Copy an element
9665
9666 -] DocInsDoc(to,from)
9667
9668 Insert a document into an other document
9669
9670 -] DocLock
9671
9672 Lock a document
9673
9674 -] DocUnlock
9675
9676 Unlock a document
9677
9678 -] DocRst
9679
9680 Reset the document
9681
9682 -] DocTop
9683
9684 Go to the top of the document
9685
9686 -] DocLineRead(filename,line)
9687
9688 Read a line from a file
9689
9690 -] DocLineWrite(filename,line,text)
9691
9692 Write a line into a file
9693
9694 -] DocRead(filename)
9695
9696 Read a document from a file
9697
9698 -] DocLoad(into_doc,ptr,len)
9699
9700 Read a document from memory into a docuemnt
9701
9702 -] DocSave(doc,len_ptr)
9703
9704 Save a document into memory
9705
9706 -] DocWrite(doc)
9707
9708 Save a document to disk. Filename is detirmnined by DocNew("filename");
9709
9710 -] DocMenu
9711
9712 Interact with a document until a value is found
9713
9714 -] DocForm
9715
9716 Use a class's meta-data to make a form for you to fill out
9717
9718 -] DocNew(filename)
9719
9720 Make a new document that will be saved to filename
9721
9722 -] DocGR(doc,filename.GR)
9723
9724 Insert a .GR file into a document
9725
9726 -] DocPrint
9727
9728 Print text into a document
9729
9730 -] DocPut
9731
9732 Get the current document for a task
9733
9734 -] DocType(doc,filename)
9735
9736 Type a file into a document