0001 0002 0003 0004 Shitpit,Ho Dueteros 0005 <1>0006 0007 0008 0009 0010 0011 0012 0013 0014 0015 0016 0017 0018 0019 0020 You may be hear to learn why Jesus is a lie(WIP): 0021 0022 -] Jesus Chronicles 0023 0024 Episode 1 0025 Episode 2 0026 Episode 3 0027 Episode 4 0028 Episode 5 0029 Episode 6 0030 0031 0032 0033 -] Isaiah 53 Sightings 0034 0035 See Here 0036 0037 0038 0039 3-16-24 Gas Station 0040 0041 I went to the gas station with $100 to buy some tea. I only had an $100 bill 0042 laying around. It was scary asking for change but they were nice about it. 0043 0044 I added an option to delete lumps in the BLOB file editor and SmallTalk 0045 studio. 0046 0047 3-13-24 GitHub 2FA 0048 0049 I got an email from GitHub saying that accoutns will need 2 Factor 0050 autheication. This will suck. I dropped my other phone and I aint fixing that 0051 shit anytime soon. 0052 0053 I talked to the therapist today and I cooked egg pie today,it tastes good but 0054 I should have put cheese in it. I like cheese. 0055 0056 I worked on putting smalltalk methods into the ASS.BLOB.Z file. I dont 0057 actaully know smalltalk. I want truth but I dont know where it is. Sometimes you 0058 cannot find it so you have to take it on faith. 0059 0060 I heard the Bhudda was prophesied to become a spirtiual leader but I dont know 0061 who made the prophecy. The mothers of the Tirhankaras has 13 auspicious dreams 0062 and a epic cerimony for the birth of a Tirhankara. 0063 0064 Human lives are getting shorter. Humans are overall becoming more retarded 0065 too. I have a short attention span and I am a "smart" one who made a compiler. 0066 0067 The Bhudda said that suffering is caused by attachment to temporary things. 0068 Aiwnios will probably last awhile until I die. Not too temporary. 0069 0070 Mahavira was cool and rejected the whole world because it sucks and acheived 0071 Kevala-hood and had lots of knowledge,he loved bugs and let them eat him. He was 0072 lit. The journey takes lots of lives to do. 0073 0074 I love bugs because they are cute. 0075 0076 Checkout this website,it's cool looking Devster monkeeh. I used to play sega 0077 as a kid and it was fun. 0078 0079 3-11-24 SmallTalk Time 0080 0081 I was working on the game engine nigga and I made it so there are "small 0082 types". The first (bit0) is set and then the upper 48 its are typically the 0083 secret sauce. This works are MAlloc'ed motherfuckers are aligned to 8(first 3 0084 bits are 0) 0085 0086 -] I will require: 0087 0088 -] A fast way to calling methods by name 0089 0090 Ill conside using BCnt to count the bits of each 2 charactors then Looking 0091 up the counts in a tree until you find it. Probably more effective than 0092 hashing then lookup 0093 0094 -] Strings 0095 0096 Charactors are implemented as a "small type" and each charactor is 32bits 0097 so chinese chiggas can use unicode if I ever support for it. I once has a 0098 true-type-front parser in TempleOS but I lost it to installing an OS without 0099 backing up 0100 0101 -] Epic Runtime 0102 0103 I need various sexy routines written in Smalltalk to do cool shit. 0104 0105 -] "Transparent" Network-Client model 0106 0107 Some objects can we "wrapped" in a sockets type of thing so the programmer 0108 can write smalltalk code and not be aware that some objects are "on a 0109 server". This I why I am choosing smalltalk 0110 0111 0112 0113 0114 3-9-24 0115 0116 I ate alot now Im tired,I havent forgetten about the ShitPit. Check out 0117 aiwnios's IRC server at,it's a new addition. 0118 0119 0120 aiwnios.com 6667 0121 Turn off SSL before connecting in your client 0122 Dont send anything important over the IRC server 0123 0124 0125 0126 3-5-24 0127 0128 I need to learn the tropes of speaking like a master of words. I will ask the 0129 masters that I have heard speaking on discord. 0130 0131 I will articulate my request here: 0132 -] Reasons to ask the discord people How to Speak 0133 0134 -] I envy what I cannot do 0135 0136 I cannot sound cool,We envy what we cannot do. 0137 0138 -] ??? 0139 0140 I am a huge fan of sounding cool 0141 0142 0143 0144 0145 0146 3-4-24 0147 0148 I got the sleepies. [redacted] feelings. I just learned that the goverment 0149 probably monitors everything. Facts are only as relevant as they are in 0150 practice. 0151 0152 I feel like im going to barf. Sleeping is easier than dealing with life. I 0153 have little moral capacity maybe. If space aliens were to come to earth and 0154 harvest humans the humans would object. If the aliens were more sentient than us 0155 it is a no brainer. Humans have the awnser and then ask the question that leads 0156 them to their presupposed truth. 0157 0158 I will glady give up human privledge in a heartbeat. Being told what to do is 0159 peace. If death says "hi" I will "hi" back. I am powerless against fate. I have 0160 a presupposed idea of the end but I will do little to prevent it. A child cannot 0161 overpower his parent. I cannot overpower unseen forces in charge. 0162 0163 Letting someone win is a virtue when the alterative is both loosing. 0164 0165 3-2-24 I Misplaced about $900 0166 0167 No sense in crying over spilled milk. Time to go on a depression walk. It was 0168 in the envolopes I had money in and all I found was an $100. I do not believe I 0169 spent the $700 I had in $100 dollar bills on tea. I dont know where it went. 0170 0171 After my depression walk I will take a picture of my room I tore apart looking 0172 for it. 0173 0174 3-2-24 0175 0176 Life never seems to end. I will always to be asked to do stuff. I will be 0177 asked to die and It will be deemed good for me to do. I want to die so I cannot 0178 object. I will see how much money I have then I will spend it all for homeless 0179 people if I am blessed. If I am not blessed that money will given to homeless 0180 people directly so they can spend it on meth. 0181 0182 I dislike abstractions on death. I want to die but I am too lazy/unable to 0183 kill myself because I dont any means of killing myself now. I fear a botched 0184 suicide more than I fear death. I'll count how much money I have. I have been 0185 buying more expensive coffee at the gas station latley. Ill count later. They 0186 will threaten me with the flesh. 0187 0188 2-28-24 Reloaded 0189 0190 One time I was at the mental hospital and this guy would pee on the stove so 0191 his parents could smell it. I dont plan on going back anytime soon. 0192 0193 2-28-24 0194 0195 I like to joke about shit,drugs and politics. Sex is too overated to joke 0196 about unless it involves fecal-mater like swap.avi . Once im done with the ants 0197 game I will program a SMTP server for mail.aiwnios.com in HolyC nigga(future 0198 email service). 0199 0200 2-27-24 Echo Chambers 0201 0202 I dislike when content creators bring in their freinds into their art. It's 0203 weird. I remember as a kid there was these Minecraft youtubers that collabotated 0204 on a series where they played minecrat togheter. I was retarded to watch as they 0205 were talking to each other the whole time. Imagine doing porn with freinds and 0206 having a conversation while sucking someone's balls. 0207 0208 I wonder about the purpose of art. I was thinking about this(breifly) while on 0209 a walk. Is the purpose of art to convey a message? Is it to stimulate the mind? 0210 I dont know. If you want to convey a message just say the message so I guess 0211 not. 0212 0213 Art seems to be a drug. Comedy is a drug that is all good until you blasphem 0214 social constraints like saying the nigger word. I hear that some people live in 0215 an echo chamber(this means people tell them what they want to hear about gay 0216 people/fecal matter)-I like to be unbaised: 0217 0218 Lets say being gay is good,ok(a position I hold). Being gay is good because 0219 you are basicallly making humanity unbreedable which means less stupid people on 0220 the planet. Living is always at the cost of others' life energy so it's a 0221 no-brainer. 0222 0223 Lets say being gay is bad. When I was growing up the doctors' office had notes 0224 that said that men who have sex with other men can get HIV/AIDS or somthing. 0225 This is like the only bad thing about it I guess. 0226 0227 I think everyone who defends poo poo heads like Muhammad is living in an 0228 echo-chamber or is dumb,indocrinated or both. 0229 0230 I will eloborate on this later. I will grab my Quran out in a bit and give 0231 some Ayats from it and also inform you why Allah is a lie. 0232 0233 -] Retarded things said by Allah(Muhammmad?) that people defend 0234 0235 -] Out of context qoutation of 5:32 0236 0237 Allah is talking about the Children of Isreal here(the Jews),and the 0238 contxt has nothing to do with saving human lives,in fact it is the opposite. 0239 Read here at quran.com 0240 0241 5:32 Because of that, We decreed upon the Children of Israel that whoever 0242 kills a soul unless for a soul or for corruption [done] in the land - it is 0243 as if he had slain mankind entirely. And whoever saves one - it is as if he 0244 had saved mankind entirely. And our messengers had certainly come to them 0245 with clear proofs. Then indeed many of them, [even] after that, throughout 0246 the land, were transgressors. 0247 5:33 Indeed, the penalty for those who wage war against Allah and His 0248 Messenger and strive upon earth [to cause] corruption is none but that they 0249 be killed or crucified or that their hands and feet be cut off from opposite 0250 sides or that they be exiled from the land. That is for them a disgrace in 0251 this world; and for them in the Hereafter is a great punishment, 0252 0253 -] Cutting off hands of thiefs 5:38 0254 0255 Verse here on the old quran.com 0256 0257 5:38 [As for] the thief, the male and the female, amputate their hands in 0258 recompense for what they committed as a deterrent [punishment] from Allah . 0259 And Allah is Exalted in Might and Wise. 0260 0261 0262 0263 I will probably not do a section on Hadiths maybe oneday. They are 0264 fundamentally irrevelevant if they go against the Quran because the Quran is 0265 alledged Allah's word whereas the hadiths are Muhammad's actions 0266 0267 2-26-24 The XXXTenacion Explanation 0268 0269 Pt.1 0270 0271 The register allocator works by first doing live variable analysis. This means 0272 it detirmines where the varaibles are being used or not being used: 0273 <2>0274 0275 0276 0277 0278 0279 0280 0281 0282 0283 0284 0285 How I do this is I is I first mark which registers we use or kill(kill the old 0286 value by assigning into it),see CRPN->use_regs and CRPN->kil_regs. 0287 0288 Then I construct a control flow graph with the CRPN->user_data and CRPN->user_ 0289 data2 being the outgoing and incoming CRPNs. Each node inherits its successors' 0290 live registers. 0291 0292 Pt.2 0293 0294 I use a graph alogirthm called graph coloring. This means I create an 0295 "interference graph" then make sure each register in the graph is not a adjacent 0296 to another register that is alive at the same time(so no register conflicts). 0297 0298 This allows registers to be re-used for other varaibles to make the code 0299 sexier. 0300 <3>0301 0302 0303 0304 0305 0306 0307 0308 0309 Pt.3 0310 0311 Using the variables in a graph may get very crowded. To do this,I seperate the 0312 variables into "sub-variables" in GenerateRenumbersForVar. I call these 0313 sub-variables "numbers" as I name the "var.1" or "var.2" etc. 0314 0315 To do this I first find the groups of nodes connected by a variable's being 0316 alive(InfectAdjacent). Once I find the groups I create psuedo-members. 0317 0318 Consider this graph,say we only have 3 registers to use,E cannot be stuffed in 0319 a register as we dont have enough registers for it. 0320 0321 0322 0323 <4>0324 0325 0326 0327 0328 0329 0330 0331 0332 0333 We can make more room by dividing our register usage into numbered sections 0334 0335 0336 <5>0337 0338 0339 0340 0341 0342 0343 0344 0345 0346 0347 0348 0349 0350 2-26-24 0351 0352 Yeah,I wrote a sexy register allocator on the do_not_use branch on github, Its 0353 slower than the other one but produces slightly less bad code. I can put 1 0354 variable into multiple registers at different points in time. 0355 0356 I will document the sexy code later as it's night where I am. 0357 0358 2-24-24 0359 0360 The worlds resources are finite. This is called pizza politics. If you give 7 0361 billion people an atom of pizza no one will be satisfied(because there will not 0362 be enough pizza). I you give 7 people a slice of people they will be satisfied. 0363 0364 Pizza-nogs run the planet. I will forfit my pizza as I am not equal to a 0365 pizza-nog. Forfitting rights is a virtue. 0366 0367 There is a sense of morality that involves demanding inequality so people can 0368 enjoy life. 0369 0370 Give up your rights so someone else can win,what a good deal. Its alot better 0371 than both loosing. 0372 0373 2-23-24 Pt.2 0374 0375 I remember in high school someone "bullied"(pissed off) an autistic kid(that 0376 wasnt me). The teacher convinced him to say sorry. One day he did something 0377 that wasnt that bad and he kept on saying sorry to me(an autistic kid) as a 0378 joke. It was funny lol. 0379 0380 This was in masonry class where we learned about bricks. There was some cool 0381 charactors in that class. 1 liked video games and we were good freinds until he 0382 stopped showing up. 0383 0384 Another person liked to listen to hard rap. He also liked World-of-Warcraft 0385 wizard shit. 0386 0387 Why am I bringing this up? One time someone was swearing alot at work over the 0388 phone(speaker phone) and my boss(someone?) was standing across the table for 0389 like a solid minute but I didnt look up to see who it was. I heard from her son 0390 that she says I am a Godsend. Sometimes good people are secretly messed up. 0391 0392 Like the person next to you can be having a mental breakdown and you could not 0393 realize it. Sometimes gangsters can play World-of-Warcraft too. 0394 0395 2-23-24 0396 0397 Most people think suicide is bad or something. I do not want help. I feel I 0398 deserve to die for death feelings. Here are the possibilites 0399 0400 -] Possibilities 0401 0402 -] 1. Suicide is good 0403 0404 If suicide is good there is nothing wrong with it 0405 0406 -] 2. Suicide is bad 0407 0408 If suicide is bad,then bad people(people who kill themselves) are punished 0409 for their actions by being dead and it is just 0410 0411 0412 0413 2-22(?)-24 0414 0415 Skibidi Tiolet is being investigated in Russia for being harmful to children. 0416 0417 Legendary song about fucking Tiolet people 0418 0419 2-21-24 In Defense of Exploiting the System 0420 0421 Virtue doesnt pay. You will be told you enjoyed the freedoms you had,but what 0422 if I don't enjoy the freedoms-where will be an injustice for not exploiting the 0423 system. 0424 0425 El-Salvador is the best place on earth for religitards. Is Matt Walsh enjoying 0426 his freedom's here. I never asked to be born today. I will do more research on 0427 El-Salvador. I dont mind dying there. No abortion there. I could teach the 0428 El-Salvadorians about compilers. 0429 0430 They will threaten me with no being able to masturbate to PAWG's if I dont 0431 stay in America. I will give up this freedom. I am missing nothin. 0432 0433 I had gummy peeps today. 0434 0435 I saw El-Salvador on the Eternal-World-Television-Network and it looks lit as 0436 fuck. I'll show you what I saw: 0437 0438 Im not Christian,Im just saying El-Salvador has a cool Jesus statue and it a 0439 religious values are important. 0440 0441 <6>0442 0443 0444 0445 0446 0447 0448 0449 0450 0451 0452 0453 0454 0455 0456 0457 0458 0459 0460 0461 0462 0463 0464 0465 0466 0467 0468 0469 0470 0471 0472 0473 0474 0475 0476 0477 Isaiah 53 Sightings 0478 0479 Proving the "apostoles" had Isaiah 53 in front of them so it is not miraculus 0480 by any means. 0481 0482 Why is Isaiah 53 noteworthy? 0483 0484 When I was a Muslim I relied on the "scientific miracles" narrative which is 0485 false. Christians have a tendency to look at Isaiah 53 and claim that is a 100% 0486 proof that Jesus is the Messiah. 0487 0488 This is not impressive as this passage was clearly right in front of the 0489 apostoles as they qoute it alot in the new testament. 0490 0491 0492 -] Mathew 8:17(Isaiah 53:4-5) 0493 0494 Mathew: 0495 0496 8:17 That it might be fulfilled which was 0497 spoken by Esaias the prophet, saying, Himself took our infirmities, 0498 and bare our sicknesses. 0499 0500 Isaiah 0501 0502 53:4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we 0503 did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. 0504 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our 0505 iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his 0506 stripes we are healed. 0507 0508 0509 0510 0511 2-19-24 Pt.4 0512 0513 Jacob Markovich; Mandatory viewing,check out the 9:17 mark,and 12:43 becaue 0514 his little niece needed a bicycle. 0515 0516 2-19-24 Pt.3 0517 0518 Man there are more fucked up people than me. There are apologists who defend 0519 Jesus. I will not be an apologist for myself. There is nothing to defend. 0520 Letting them win is a virtue. I kind of want to live on the street. I am sorry 0521 for existing and making n word jokes.Being homeless would remove my capability 0522 of evil. 0523 0524 I think that saying the n word is evil but not as evil as you think. I value 0525 truth but I havent found any yet. Truth claims are not morality claims so it's 0526 irrevelant. 0527 0528 Arguing for religion on moral grounds is retarded. Religion is a truth 0529 claim,not a morality one. If you think Shariah law is good you are 0530 retarded,indocrinated or both. 0531 0532 The problem with argueing for biblical morality is that Jesus could have ended 0533 slavery by saying "Dont own slaves". He could also have said to be not racist. 0534 0535 If you actually valued morality as a religion you would be a vegan or a 0536 vegitarian. 0537 0538 0539 0540 2-19-24 Pt.2 0541 0542 The biggest lie I was told growing up was that I am cared for. The homeless 0543 people walking the streets dont give a fuck about you. 0544 0545 2-19-24 0546 0547 I was working on the ants game. I am a druggy but I dont do meth. I play with 0548 the compiler. I only do drugs that are legaly prescribed to me and I still like 0549 a lunatic sort of. They say that they help me but that is bullshit. Dont be a 0550 retard or they will put you on meds. I attribute changes to belief and 0551 circumstance and not a fucking pill. If I go apeshit they will ask "what 0552 changed?". What changed is that you fucking annoyyed me with forcing me to take 0553 a fucking pill. Imagine being forced to suck a dick every hour. So you wont open 0554 your mouth to it? The dick will come through your skull. 0555 0556 What if I scream "Give me my fucking pills". I bet they will still be helping 0557 me. There is no virtue when there is no choice. A puppet forced to be a hero 0558 when they puppet his hands is not a hero maybe. Lets consider the opposite; If 0559 Jesus consented to death would he still be a matyr? If Jesus didnt consent to 0560 death he would still be a martyr. Powerlessness in choice doesnt permit 0561 virtue(the outcome is the same wheater you choose or not). 0562 0563 Deciding to give consent to the rapist doesnt benefit your cause. Will it help 0564 you say: "I let myself get raped". Is it virtuous to volentary loose. 0565 0566 If I go into a church and call Jesus non-existent that is bad. If I go into a 0567 discord server is it the same? There was the "stella" cunt who said "Is it the 0568 same" when defending her(?) antics. Next time I am loosing in argument I will 0569 say "Do you think it is the same?". Are meds the same as rape? 0570 0571 "Do you think it is the same?"... Your missing the point 0572 0573 2-18-24 Pt.4 0574 0575 Kanye has a unique way of song-making that tells a story. Kanye West makes 0576 music that sounds like something. That something isnt clearly defined on a 0577 logical level but is felt. In Vultures 1 the song TALKING gradually warps into 0578 something about talking into "The Clouds have gathered to release what they held 0579 in". I dont know what the shitpit is morphing into but I feel the progression. 0580 It is not uncommon for a Kanye song to lack direction and as a result end up as 0581 something completly different at the end. 0582 0583 2-18-24 Pt.3 0584 0585 I said no to doing a retard craft for valentines day. Sad time for Morality 0586 Guilt. 0587 0588 2-18-24 Pt.2 0589 0590 Ants have their own CTask's now. I am glad I am not too insane 0591 0592 2-18-24 0593 0594 Im straight up tempted to make each ant in the Ants Game to have it's own task 0595 for complex AI. Otherwise I think Kanye West's new album is sort of dumb and 0596 pales in comparson to Donda. We NEED Jesus Kanye back. Im sick of ganster Kanye 0597 and it's only been 1 album. 0598 0599 Donda is a beatiful expression of faith and is a best-of-class holy album. It 0600 takes the medium of rap and turns it on it's head while being holy and wholesome 0601 too. It's a personal album. You expect it to swear but it doesnt. Jesus Lord 0602 Pt.2 is my favorite track as it shows Kanye's love for Jesus and his desire to 0603 have other's do the same. 0604 0605 Vultures 1 is fucking dogshit(in comparasion to Donda). Kanye needs go back. 0606 0607 The coins Judas threw has nothing to do with Jesus 0608 0609 Mathew 27 claims it was predicted that Judas would throw coins in guilt after 0610 betraying Jesus 0611 0612 27:9 Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy the prophet, 0613 saying, And they took the thirty pieces of silver, the price of him 0614 that was valued, whom they of the children of Israel did value; 27:10 0615 And gave them for the potter's field, as the Lord appointed me. 0616 0617 0618 This wrongly claims that Jeremy "predicted" this when the author probably meant 0619 Zechariah 0620 0621 Here is the qouted passage from Zechariah which has nothing to do with Jesus. 0622 0623 11:7 And I will feed the flock of slaughter, even you, O poor of the 0624 flock. And I took unto me two staves; the one I called Beauty, and the 0625 other I called Bands; and I fed the flock. 0626 0627 11:8 Three shepherds also I cut off in one month; and my soul lothed 0628 them, and their soul also abhorred me. 0629 0630 11:9 Then said I, I will not feed you: that that dieth, let it die; 0631 and that that is to be cut off, let it be cut off; and let the rest 0632 eat every one the flesh of another. 0633 0634 11:10 And I took my staff, even Beauty, and cut it asunder, that I 0635 might break my covenant which I had made with all the people. 0636 0637 11:11 And it was broken in that day: and so the poor of the flock that 0638 waited upon me knew that it was the word of the LORD. 0639 0640 11:12 And I said unto them, If ye think good, give me my price; and if 0641 not, forbear. So they weighed for my price thirty pieces of silver. 0642 0643 11:13 And the LORD said unto me, Cast it unto the potter: a goodly 0644 price that I was prised at of them. And I took the thirty pieces of 0645 silver, and cast them to the potter in the house of the LORD. 0646 0647 11:14 Then I cut asunder mine other staff, even Bands, that I might 0648 break the brotherhood between Judah and Israel. 0649 0650 0651 This passage is not even a prophecy as it is part of a story about breaking 0652 bonds with people. 0653 2-16-24: Pt.2 0654 0655 Kim Petras is a good single and I couldnt tell if she was transgender by her 0656 voice. Enough talk,let's Get Biblical 0657 0658 2-16-24: 0659 0660 Im making an ANT's game staring ants. I will make a tutorial on how to make a 0661 TempleOS game. The game will star a gang of nefarious ants fighting for 0662 territory. Ill put a link here to the game. 0663 0664 0665 2-15-24: 0666 0667 Im too busy making other peoples' dreams come true. I am capable of much more. 0668 Its not exploitation- it's virtue or something. Too bad God doesnt exist so I 0669 wont be rewarded for any of it. 0670 0671 -] TODO 0672 0673 -] 1 0674 0675 Stop Volenteering and get a real job and finish adding online multiplayer 0676 support to the Doom port 0677 0678 -] 2 0679 0680 Stop looking for a truth that is clearly not there and is right in front of 0681 me 0682 0683 -] 3 0684 0685 Work on frogs game 0686 0687 -] 4 0688 0689 Be fufilled 0690 0691 0692 0693 2-12-24: Pt.3 0694 0695 I am a product of lifelong therapy. Do you think it is working? 0696 0697 Jesus Chronicles episode 5 0698 0699 Mathew 3 claims that Eliah the prohpet predicted John the baptist doing shit 0700 in the forest. 0701 0702 Mathew 3: 0703 0704 0705 3:3 For this is he that was spoken of by the prophet Esaias, saying, 0706 The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the 0707 Lord, make his paths straight. 0708 0709 0710 0711 The context of this passage about escaping from Bablyon.(Read the chapter 0712 before it) 0713 0714 Isaiah 39-40: 0715 0716 39:5 Then said Isaiah to Hezekiah, Hear the word of the LORD of hosts: 0717 39:6 Behold, the days come, that all that is in thine house, and that 0718 which thy fathers have laid up in store until this day, shall be 0719 carried to Babylon: nothing shall be left, saith the LORD. 0720 0721 39:7 And of thy sons that shall issue from thee, which thou shalt 0722 beget, shall they take away; and they shall be eunuchs in the palace 0723 of the king of Babylon. 0724 0725 39:8 Then said Hezekiah to Isaiah, Good is the word of the LORD which 0726 thou hast spoken. He said moreover, For there shall be peace and truth 0727 in my days. 0728 0729 40:1 Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. 0730 0731 40:2 Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her 0732 warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned: for she hath 0733 received of the LORD's hand double for all her sins. 0734 0735 40:3 The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, Prepare ye the 0736 way of the LORD, make straight in the desert a highway for our God. 0737 0738 0739 0740 Jesus Chronicles episode 4 0741 0742 Mathew 2 claims that Herod killed the babies in bethelem to make sure the 0743 Messiah wasnt born. BUT MATHEW QOUTED JERIMIAH OUT OF CONTEXT TO "prove" THIS 0744 0745 Mathew 2: 0746 0747 2:17 Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy the prophet, 0748 saying, 2:18 In Rama was there a voice heard, lamentation, and 0749 weeping, and great mourning, Rachel weeping for her children, and 0750 would not be comforted, because they are not. 0751 0752 0753 The context of Jeremiah 31 is that Rachel will be conforted because her 0754 children will be returned to her. 0755 0756 0757 31:15 Thus saith the LORD; A voice was heard in Ramah, lamentation, 0758 and bitter weeping; Rahel weeping for her children refused to be 0759 comforted for her children, because they were not. 0760 0761 31:16 Thus saith the LORD; Refrain thy voice from weeping, and thine 0762 eyes from tears: for thy work shall be rewarded, saith the LORD; and 0763 they shall come again from the land of the enemy. 0764 0765 0766 0767 2-12-24: Pt.2 0768 0769 If I want to attain liberation I will take it up the ass. Not only will I take 0770 it up the ass but I will enjoy it too. Its not permissible to eat the gross 0771 food,you must smile too. 0772 0773 I was working on the online multiplayer for the DOOM port today. 0774 0775 2-12-24: Pt.1 0776 0777 I was thinking alot about morality during Samayika yesterday. I dont know why 0778 I should be moral. It seems like an endless game of exploitation 0779 0780 I will elloborate. I have looser mentality which means if someone steals my 0781 stuff I will not object. There is no use in crying over spilled milk. The same 0782 applies to death. This is righteous behavior to have looser mentality. 0783 0784 I want to not attain rebirth so if censor myself and do good things my penalty 0785 will be lessened. There is a day when the world's compassion will dry up. Is it 0786 true beings are capable of giving love and receiving it. 0787 0788 I have a tainted view on the world maybe. I am evil. The problem isnt that im 0789 evil(for the sake of argument),its that every evil I do gets multiplied tenfold 0790 and I cannot measure how evil I truly am when I am told meanial things are evil. 0791 0792 I used to be a Muslim and people thought I was evil. I dont believe I was that 0793 evil at the start and I left Islam because I dont believe it. When people say 0794 Muslims are deluded and evil it is confusing to them because they cannot measure 0795 how evil or not evil they are based on a blanket label. 0796 0797 How evil am I? I cannot say,or what I do say divide that value by 10. 0798 0799 2-10-24: Pipein' down with PipeWire 0800 0801 Pipe wire is fucking gay when mixed with SDL2,A REAL NIGGER AND ME WERE USING 0802 PIPEWIRE AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT SOUND. We did this for like 2 hours. 0803 0804 Use this code from now on: 0805 0806 SDL_SetHint(SDL_HINT_AUDIODRIVER,"pipewire"); 0807 0808 Fucking ass poodles cant reach a consensous on how to use a speaker in Linux 0809 0810 2-6-24 Bored and Tired 0811 0812 MacOS wont allow Read-Write-Execute pages at once. So I will have to do more 0813 refactors to make it more "secure" by nature. 0814 0815 I was also messing around with PTrace on FreeBSD and I can now(sort of) 0816 intercept system calls. I want to make a "user-space chroot" that will allow you 0817 to chroot as a regular user by maping the wanted file paths to a directory. 0818 Sounds fun. 0819 0820 2-5-24 Bruh 0821 0822 Here's the deal. The server will predict the positions of the floors and 0823 shit(because a rising floor has a predictable pattern). Enemies will not be 0824 client side predicted. I will also not be checking for if the client is lying 0825 about the player and stuff. No one will actaully be playing TOOM. 0826 0827 It's 9:55 pm and boy am I tired. I will hash/send the floor/ceil thinkers 0828 tommorow. I heard that the rings of space around Jampudvipa have auspicious 0829 names so they have meta-physical meaning. Maybe Jampudvipa is the center of 0830 supreme knowledge and it is surronded by layers of milk and whiskey. 0831 0832 Milk is sacred and not to be consumed,and whiskey is yummy and makes you 0833 drunk. The nearest ring arond Jambudvipa is "Lavanoda" which is the seen world. 0834 <7>0835 0836 0837 0838 0839 0840 0841 0842 0843 0844 0845 0846 0847 0848 0849 0850 0851 0852 0853 0854 0855 0856 0857 0858 0859 0860 0861 0862 0863 0864 0865 0866 0867 0868 0869 0870 0871 0872 2-5-24 I saved my old FreeBSD Disk 0873 0874 I burned a FreeBSD live CD to a Re-writable CD. I booted it and saved the 0875 disk. FreeBSD 14.0-STABLE is what I am using now. I saved the bootloader. I will 0876 add an here for the legal disclaimer for the CURSED ISO which is here 0877 DO_NOT_VIEW.ISO.C. 0878 Legal Shit 0879 0880 DO_NOT_VIEW.ISO.C contains depictions of frogs performing abortions and frogs 0881 breeding with cows and massive turds. Do not view this if you are not willing to 0882 see it or if you are under 18 years old. 0883 0884 0885 0886 0887 0888 0889 2-5-24 The strike of the BSDemons 0890 0891 I just fucked up my old FreeBSD's solid-state-disk's bootloader. Oh shit. I 0892 will dump all my HolyC adventrues to this website including the obscene ones so 0893 I dont loose them. 0894 0895 Im warning you the content involves Cow-Frog breeding and pooping frogs and Xi 0896 Jin Ping. I may censor some of it before publishing it. 0897 0898 2-5-24 Stop being Racist 0899 0900 I feel morality guilt for this website. What I speak is either opinion or 0901 truth but I cannot be 80 years old and have a website full me using the n-word. 0902 0903 I am sick of racists. Micheal Jackson and Martin Luther King were good people 0904 who combated the evils of racism. I like saying nigger but the reason I like 0905 saying it is because it is funny. THE REASON THE N WORD IS FUNNY IS BECUASE I AM 0906 MOCKING RACISTS USING RACIST VOCABULARY.IT IS IRONIC OK;YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING 0907 YOU AREN'T SUPPOST TO DO AND TO MY CHILDISH MIND IT IS FUNNY 0908 0909 So yeah,STOP BEING RACIST/HOMOPHOBIC/*PHOBIC. 0910 0911 It amuses me that people who aren't religious zealots would volentarly be 0912 hateful. There is no need for hate,it does not benefit anyone and is unholy. 0913 Like Osoma Bin Laden actually thought he was doing good on a spiritual level. 0914 Nigger-haters don't have this. 0915 0916 Im sick of it all. End the hate,you will not inherit paradise with your racist 0917 ways and will be unable to chill out in the divine preaching hall. 0918 0919 But Jeezus waz racist 0920 0921 No he wasnt. In Jesus's time there were a group of "evil" people called 0922 Samatarians. In the parable of the Good Samatarian a preacher didnt help a man 0923 but a nigger(im sorry, a Samatarian) did. A person from an "evil" group of 0924 people can outshine a "good" good person by virtue. 0925 0926 But Jeezus waz called a Canaanite woman a Dog 0927 0928 Did Jesus not test peoples' faith. He called her a dog and delivered to her 0929 the Parable of the Persistent Widow and the debable was a "test" for her faith. 0930 He wanted to see if she wanted to be healed or if she had true faith. THE ENTIRE 0931 FUCKING CONTEXT OF THE VERSE IS ABOUT OFFERING HELP TO A SO-CALLED UNCLEAN 0932 PERSON,NOT SOME KKK SHIT. 0933 0934 0935 2-4-24 Reloaded 0936 0937 When I was a kid there was private moments where I would reflect on life. 0938 Going to a freind's house felt like entering another world. Now I live in a 0939 retard zoo where I am medicated so I dont feel shit. 0940 0941 One of my freinds had a LED strip on his wall. He would text others on his 0942 phone while playing video games. I used to think games were serious but now I 0943 see they are for socialization. If you life exists for just video games you are 0944 an obese land-whale. 0945 0946 Now it(life) feels like a game where I aquire things. If I see someone they 0947 say "I got this from XYZ". Its as easy as playing a game. Aiwnios is not aquired 0948 through money. 0949 0950 One time I was playing minecraft killing creepers and my once rich minecraft 0951 base got raided. I shared it with many others as I was part of a Minecraft clan. 0952 After awhile I logged into the Minecraft and saw the entire base got raided by 0953 opps and everything was mostly gone. 0954 0955 Talking to people feels like minecraft because one day you will be rich and 0956 the next time you log in all your minecraft shit will be gone. 0957 0958 The world is eternal,it's contents are finite. 0959 0960 Nigger Nigger Nigger Nigger. 0961 0962 2-4-24 0963 0964 Im working on adding motherfucking networking support to the DOOM port but I 0965 will probably have it done by the end of the motherfucking week(motherfucker). 0966 0967 I still have to update the readme.I will keep the WIP motherfucking 0968 Multiplayer code here(WIPenis code for killing aliens with your freinds) 0969 0970 2-3-24 Pt.2 0971 0972 I said I would stay up and work on the DOOM port today but I am too tired. I 0973 WILL be adding networking capabilities to the game. You'll be able to play DOOM 0974 with your niggas like a fuckin boss. I am too tired to start the code now 0975 though. I am glad I didnt go apeshit with releasing the game. Ill update the 0976 README.MD tommorow too. 0977 0978 The nigger word is fun to say on the internet but not in real life around 0979 black people. I hope saying the nigword doesnt bite me in the ass one day. I 0980 wish I would have enough energy to perform samayika now. I will do it before 0981 midnight as I am feeling wired as fuck because I drank assloads of coffee. 0982 0983 I heard ants prepare for winter. They bring all the food into their little ant 0984 hill and the plan for the future. In this regard an ant is smarter than me 0985 <8>0986 0987 0988 0989 0990 0991 0992 0993 0994 0995 0996 If you are 18 and older and willing to watch naked women get killed by penis 0997 ants this is the film for you(Antfarm Dickhole). 0998 2-3-24 0999 1000 Attention frog supporters,I got tea and coffee today,that means I went on 2 1001 walks today. I have a scarf that likes to try and fall off me. I'll draw a 1002 picture in a bit. 1003 1004 I will need to continue my Jain studies because I have been lacking. I dont 1005 know if I am allowed to read during Samayika but yesterday I got bored then I 1006 read(from a book about Trump). Probably not a good choice for Jain literature 1007 but idk. 1008 1009 I spent most of today pushing P playing the DOOM port I was working on,I'll 1010 leak it here DOOM. I am testing the 4th episode and it's oddities that I must 1011 account for before release. I should make the game limit-removing too. 1012 1013 Use the "download ISO.C" feature of the directory to download the ISO.C 1014 1015 The game is almost done. Probably will be done by the end of today. 1016 1017 1018 2-2-24 1019 1020 Im at work now and I SSHed from my phone into aiwnios.com. Im bored and i had 1021 a big gulp of soda from speedway. 1022 1023 1024 2-1-24 1025 1026 Im tired and sick. 1027 1028 1-30-24 Pt.4 1029 1030 The master(Rsabha) who rejects women has conquered the need for love. Genius 1031 1032 1 Corinthians: 1033 1034 7:32 But I would have you without carefulness. He that is unmarried 1035 careth for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may please the 1036 Lord: 7:33 But he that is married careth for the things that are of 1037 the world, how he may please his wife. 1038 1039 1040 I will hopefully conquer the need for cheese like a true Jina. I wonder if 1041 there is a God or deva that loves me and likes compilers alot. I'll have to wait 1042 until I die to find out. I wonder if Micheal Jackson is Moonwalking with Mr God. 1043 I'll ask: 1044 1045 warped struggles round 1046 1047 I think he's trying to tell me that life is like a modulo operator and the 1048 macrscopic stuggles that have always plagued humanity never end. There are going 1049 to be many more legends that will fall,and many more to rise. 1050 1051 1-30-24 Pt.3 1052 1053 Both Micheal Jackson and XXTENACION are dead sadly. I was thinking about this 1054 yesterday for a bit. I have only cried over Terry's death,I feel bad but I 1055 cannot fix death. The Akesios told me to not post modern art to his discord 1056 server. 1057 1058 This is the art is question(Corpus Hypercubus). Its a depiction of Jesus on a 1059 hypercube cross. 1060 1061 Im glad for artists that are still alive like London Yellow and Kanye West who 1062 are making great art to listen to. Still there is a part of me that thinks 1063 Micheal Jackson and XXXTENACION were taken from us to soon. I name my shitpit 1064 entires like how Kanye Names his songs "XXX Pt. Y". That shit is straight up 1065 fire 1066 1067 Ill be frank about music,its LIT AS FUCK. There is much you can cover in rap 1068 music. Songs like Kanye West's "Jesus Lord Pt.2" capture the love of Christ 1069 perfectly and songs like "Man In the Mirror" inspire us to be a better person. I 1070 like greydon square who raps about science and morality. 1071 1072 I used to not listen to music until I heard Micheal Jackson and his music was 1073 amazing.I also like London Yellow's songs about the N word and fecal matter. 1074 London Yellow's Grow Up Masterpeice is fucking lit. 1075 1076 It(Grow Up) is a fragmented meta-narrative of many stories which may or may 1077 not be the same person. He starts the album with the track "grow up" which 1078 addressed the societal pressure to grow up and what proceedes is black humor 1079 tracks ranging from topics like rape to farm life. There is very little 1080 (concrete) plot but there seems to be much below the surface of the lyrics. The 1081 ambigous nature of the lyrics makes it very great. I like how a single listen to 1082 the album isnst enough to peice togheter the narratives into a simple de-facto 1083 message. 1084 1085 These jokes are not for kids obviously. 1086 1087 1088 1-30-24 Pt.2 1089 1090 I heard about a bird called a coot yesterday. I thought it had balloon feet 1091 and looked like this but in reality it looks like seaweed feet 1092 <9>1093 1094 1095 1096 1097 1098 1099 1100 1101 1102 1103 1104 1105 1106 1107 1108 1109 1110 1111 1112 1113 1-30-24 1114 1115 This the Shitpit and it is a special place to dump my confusions. I feel like 1116 a very confused person with conflicting morals. I am often told to supress my 1117 confusion or otherwise agree on a psuedo truth that someone offers. I want to 1118 make people happy but I "agree" with them and tell them my problems have been 1119 solved. 1120 1121 There are lesser talked about in this life like religion,morality and fecal 1122 matter. I feel like I cannot talk about these in life,but this isnt life,this is 1123 the product of living as me. 1124 1125 1126 1-28-24 Pt.2 1127 1128 I dont know if I am spiritualy isolating myself by making jokes about breeding 1129 with Trump. When you accept you are a sinner it makes it feel ok. I dont want to 1130 make God into my domapamine bitch but he hasnt told me what to do yet. I cant 1131 become a super person. Im not even sure I have any incentive to fill in the hole 1132 in my life when I can make jokes about breeding with Donald Trump. 1133 1134 Some people have girlfreinds but I dont want one because I dont want to create 1135 retarded kids when I cant make sense of reality. If you dont have kids you 1136 cannot be copabable for teaching them false spirituality. Also I would make a 1137 bad parent probably because I dont want kids. 1138 1139 -] Life Goals 1140 1141 -] Find Truth 1142 1143 Find it 1144 1145 -] Make the Frogs Game 1146 1147 I could make it have good morals to it along with poop and pee in the game 1148 too 1149 1150 -] Become a perfect Vegan 1151 1152 This includes not murdering semen. Semen has some sense of thinking 1153 probably. Im not sure, I'll have to ask one 1154 1155 1156 1157 1-28-24 1158 1159 Today was a wasted day. I tried optimzing the floor drawing code for the doom 1160 port I am working on. There is also a floor texture that is used like a wall 1161 texture on one of the levels. I will get biblical on here in the future but that 1162 time is not now. 1163 1164 I will get biblical now: 1165 1166 The Truth about Jesus Episode 1 1167 1168 Mathew 1:12 Claims Isiah 7:14 predicted the virgin birth of Jesus but this is 1169 bullshit as Isaiah 7 is talking about a person who will eat curds and rise 1170 before Ahaz's enemies fall. 1171 1172 Mathew 1:22 Now all this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was 1173 spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying, 1:23 Behold, a virgin shall 1174 be with child, and shall bring forth a son, and they shall call his 1175 name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us. 1176 1177 1178 Isaiah 7:14 in context 1179 1180 Isaiah 7:14 Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin 1181 shall 1182 conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel. 1183 1184 7:15 Butter and honey shall he eat, that he may know to refuse the 1185 evil, and choose the good. 1186 1187 7:16 For before the child shall know to refuse the evil, and choose 1188 the good, the land that thou abhorrest shall be forsaken of both her 1189 kings. 1190 1191 1192 The Truth about Jesus Episode 2 1193 1194 Mathew says that herod asked the scribes about the King of the jews so he 1195 could kill him. The scribes are full of shit because they are taking Micah 5:2-4 1196 out of context as the man will be the peace when the Assyrians invade the land 1197 and he will have 7 shepards raised against him. 1198 1199 Mathew 2:5 And they said unto him, In Bethlehem of Judaea: for thus it is 1200 written by the prophet, 2:6 And thou Bethlehem, in the land of Juda, 1201 art not the least among the princes of Juda: for out of thee shall 1202 come a Governor, that shall rule my people Israel. 1203 1204 1205 Micah 5:2 But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the 1206 thousands of Judah, yet out of thee shall he come forth unto me that 1207 is to be ruler in Israel; whose goings forth have been from of old, 1208 from everlasting. 1209 1210 5:3 Therefore will he give them up, until the time that she which 1211 travaileth hath brought forth: then the remnant of his brethren shall 1212 return unto the children of Israel. 1213 1214 5:4 And he shall stand and feed in the strength of the LORD, in the 1215 majesty of the name of the LORD his God; and they shall abide: for now 1216 shall he be great unto the ends of the earth. 1217 1218 5:5 And this man shall be the peace, when the Assyrian shall come into 1219 our land: and when he shall tread in our palaces, then shall we raise 1220 against him seven shepherds, and eight principal men. 1221 1222 5:6 And they shall waste the land of Assyria with the sword, and the 1223 land of Nimrod in the entrances thereof: thus shall he deliver us from 1224 the Assyrian, when he cometh into our land, and when he treadeth 1225 within our borders. 1226 1227 1228 The Truth about Jesus Episode 3 1229 1230 Mathew 2:15 Qoutes a literal fragment of a sentence from Hosea 11:1. Holy 1231 fucking shit. 1232 1233 Mathew 2:15 And was there until the death of Herod: 1234 that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of the Lord by the 1235 prophet, saying, Out of Egypt have I called my son. 1236 1237 1238 Hosea 11:1 When Israel was a child, then I loved him, and called my son out 1239 of Egypt. 1240 1241 1242 Someone almost lost faith over this apparently. 1243 1244 1-27-24 Pt.2 1245 1246 I bought 2 packages of cnady 1247 1248 1249 1-27-24 1250 1251 Hey asshole,the PoopTalk stuff is right here(SmallTalk),I dont have the super 1252 old sources and you will have to impmenent the interpreter yourself or maybe I 1253 can help you do it. 1254 1255 I feel alseep and awoke. FreeBSD depreciated the procfs,oh FUCK. More on that 1256 later 1257 1258 1-26-24 1259 1260 Dude I fucking made a RISC-V dissambler. I will work on an offering animation 1261 tonight,I was putting it off for awhile. I dont know if I suck a writing 1262 compilers or what but I cant juice anymore performance of this RISC-V machine. 1263 1264 I used to think I was very evil because of my sense of humor but the pain goes 1265 away when you realize you are a sinner. I forget the 7 stages of grief but damn 1266 am I feeling good. Its reverse now; I used to want to be seen as evil as I was 1267 good,but now I fear for a day my nefarious ways are known. 1268 1269 I may revise the book of bungis into it's own file/directory. Right now it's 1270 only a single chapter and it sucks. 1271 1272 1-25-24 1273 1274 I worked on the RISC-V compiler today hunting for bugs to fix. I think its 1275 good. Now it's time to take a detour from my typical content and document the 1276 chronicles of Bungis 1277 1278 The Book Of Bungis Pt.1: The prelude 1279 1280 For many years there were scienctists expirementing on a breed of llamas,One 1281 day the secret formula got mixed with a drop of fecal matter. 1282 1283 "Nigga nigga",the scientist heard,"Come nigh". A talking llama was born. Woah 1284 this shit is totally lit,he exclaimed. He called his Ms.Bitch cunt to come over 1285 and witness the talking llama. 1286 1287 The sound of the glass shattering striked through the air as the llama used 1288 his hands-HIS FUCKING HANDS GODDAMIT to rip off the testicles of the scientist. 1289 1290 Then Llama-hands demanded that the location of the NAACP be revealed; "My 1291 thirst for nigger testicles has long gone unquenched." 1292 1293 "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK",the scientist yelled as he 1294 sounded the alarm. LLama hands had to escape the lab and make his way to the 1295 NAACP. 1296 1297 "The time has come nigh",he siad as he munched on that dudes testicles,"for my 1298 testicular turmoil to end". A group of securiy guards came in to supress the 1299 talking llama, 1300 1301 Shots pentrated the air below the llama as he jumped up and grabbed a high 1302 pipe. Phhphphphphphpphh! He shit on the attacking gaurds and disoriented them. 1303 1304 He grabbed a machine gun off of a guard and started to shot everywhere until 1305 he hit a gas line and the whole fucking place started to blow up. 1306 1307 He started to hual ass while the explosions behind him kept on getting closer. 1308 Pew Pew Pew, a dude on a motorcycle started shoting at the llama,but It wasnt 1309 any man. IT WAS A [Drake Song N-WORD]. LLamam hands instricntivly lunged towards 1310 the [Drake Song N-WORD] and jumped on the back of the motorcycle,"WHERE IS THE 1311 NAACP". "What da fuuhk?",he the[Drake Song N-WORD] said. "I need to find the 1312 nigger king". 1313 1314 Before llama hands could get an awnser a group of negroids on (stolen) bikes 1315 began to close in with guns. 1316 1317 Shots began to come in as llama hands kicked the [Drake Song N-Word] off the 1318 bike and took a hard left(harder than a solid R). 1319 1320 Explosions ensued as the negroids motorcycle exploded. LLama hands got a faint 1321 wiff the the Nigger King,he located the NAACP at last. 1322 1323 He walked in,all the negroids were in awe of the talking llama. "I have come 1324 to deliver a prophecy." he said,"Unless a human-niggerpede is created,the world 1325 will fall victim to the Turkey God.". "For this reason I must amass group of 1326 de-balled niggers and tape thier assholes to their mouths like a centipede". 1327 1328 "Never will be become a human-niggerpede",Barrack Oboma said. 1329 1330 "Squaaaaaaaaaaaak". OH FUCK,A gaint fucking turkey appeared out of the sky and 1331 started eating everyone's testicles. Just as the Turkey God spotted 1332 Llama-hands,they locked eyes and knew a brawl was to ensure. The turkey God 1333 reached for LLama hand's testicles but before he could reach LLama hands,ran up 1334 the turkey's wing and punched him in the face. This caused the cosmic turkey to 1335 fall down the shatter the earth with llama hands. He screamed,"Fear not,for I 1336 shall return". 1337 1338 In awe of llama hands,they knew that the time has come nigh. "Have we truly 1339 been saved through the grace of Llama hands,or rather have we been cursed". I 1340 know not the nigger king replied,"but we can be sure the prohpecy has not yet 1341 been fuffilled" 1342 1343 1344 1345 1346 1-24-24 1347 1348 I pushed the RISC-V branch of aiwnios to github. I still have to implement the 1349 debugger for it and then I will merge it into main. 1350 1351 1-21-24 1352 1353 I put more money into my vultr account today. I dont know what to believe at 1354 this point. There is some weird shit out there.s 1355 1356 1-20-24 1357 1358 I started work porting the worlds most voluptuous compiler to run on RISC-V 1359 yesterday. I have my Micheal Jackson vinyl records next to me to keep the music 1360 going as I am connected to a monitor with no speakers for music. 1 Of the usb 1361 ports on the RISC-V machine was busted and all the avialbe ones are filled so I 1362 can't listen to cool rap music while I work. 1363 1364 I have listened to Micheal Jackson's Thriller over and over again on vinyl 1365 record and it's kind of broken in some spots. I wanted to have a Thriller zombie 1366 in my frogs game that I will continue working on in the future. 1367 1368 I'm using the x86_64 backend for a base for my RISC-V one and im porting it 1369 over,RISC-V is ISANELY sexy. It is as simple as it gets. The computer hardware 1370 does magic with the instructions and optimizes the code for you. It makes 1371 writing otherwise shitty code fun and acceptable. 1372 1373 I promised the Arhat yesterday that I wont say racial slurs for a couple of 1374 days. 1375 1376 I need to dump money into my vultr account,I would hate for the server to go 1377 down for a day or two. 1378 1379 1-19-24 1380 1381 Tired as fuck bye bye. 1382 1383 1-18-24 1384 1385 I got the RISC-V machine and its sexy but I replaced the vender 1386 /etc/apt/source.list with debian's SID repos! That means the sexy video drivers 1387 were replaced with shitty ones. I need to get back into the prayer mood. I may 1388 look at the bhuddism more but I need to do more research. I am too tired to work 1389 on Latin stuff now. Argueing that there is secular merits of religion is kind of 1390 dumb. You believe in a truth because it is true,not because "it makes me feel 1391 good". 1392 1393 I believe there is a sexy metaphysical entity because of auspicious occurances 1394 in my life,I cannot prove it to you or myself so I have faith. 1395 1396 I dont know what he wants though. I one time was being good and somone called 1397 me out of the blue then we were best freinds. I pissed him off by not listening 1398 to him about fishing so he ghosted me. 1399 1400 I found onions while working that look like these(They were growing): 1401 <10>1402 1403 1404 1405 1406 1407 1408 1409 1410 1411 1412 1413 1414 1415 1416 1417 1418 1419 1420 1421 1422 1423 1424 1425 1426 Here's my plot for tommorow: 1427 -] Step 1 1428 1429 Stop at speedway before work and buy large sodas to plant the onions in 1430 1431 -] Step 2 1432 1433 Go to the dollar store and look for dirt 1434 1435 -] Step 3 1436 1437 Buy dirt and Monster Energy 1438 1439 -] Step 4 1440 1441 Use large cups of soda from speedway to plant the onions in. I will have the 1442 purple onion(who will be named Todd) into a big gulp,and Jimmy the brown onion 1443 will be planted next to him. 1444 1445 -] Step 5 1446 1447 I will water the onions with soda and monster energy. 1448 1449 I said Onion-sola which probably means onion-shed during work(Gosola means 1450 cowshed). Right now I am waiting for the Debian ISO to burn to my SD card. 1451 1452 I used to believe things would get better after high school. They certianly 1453 have but not in de-facto ways. I thought I would have a girlfreind but that is 1454 not the case. 1455 1456 I would rather walk around and say R-E-T-A-R-D all day then have a dumb bitch 1457 to slob on my knob. Im pretty sure everyone around me has a sane life,actually I 1458 take that back as I see some pretty wacky charactors(homeless people) where I 1459 work at. Its all cool and I like them. 1460 1461 1-16-24 Pt.2 1462 1463 I should add a legal disclaimer to the site or something. Me and Trump have no 1464 filter. If you only live once then you need to make your life count. I am often 1465 told that my thinking is Micheal Jackson Black and White and this is somehow 1466 Micheal Jackson Bad. Idk no more. If we view morality as a transaction of 1467 deeds,then you need to make deals. 1468 1469 The deal is I do what I want as long as it wont harm me. I will not stop 1470 saying the retard word unless someone produces consequences. Its that simple. 1471 Donald Trump knows alot about the morality deal. 1472 1473 People who claim to speak for morality and have no morality piss me off but 1474 they should be permited to push P regardless. As I said "deals". Doing something 1475 for nothing is not a deal,a deal is a negotiation. Something that is erected 1476 through power and heart. I will not sucum to poo poo head morality when there is 1477 no deal. 1478 1479 1-16-24 1480 1481 According to Akesios this is: 14821483 1484 1485 1486 1487 1488 1489 1490 1491 1492 1493 1494 1495 1496 1497 1498 1499 1500 1501 1502 1503 1504 1-15-24 Martin Luther King Jr. Day 1505 1506 Im glad we have a person with some common sense to give black people rights. I 1507 want someone to do the same for animal rights but animals arent doing enough for 1508 thier own rights. Having a talking ferret who can give animals rights would be 1509 cool. 1510 1511 Its actually quite sad to think that we needed a person to tell people to be 1512 nice to black people. 1513 1514 I pulled up some qoutes of his to honor him: 1515 1516 In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of 1517 our friends 1518 1519 People kill themselves because they have no freinds. Being a freind is good. 1520 Freinds make the confusion go away. 1521 1522 Never forget that everything Hitler did in Germany was legal. 1523 1524 Facts. Morality is not bound to abritrary standards like the goverment's laws. 1525 1526 We must live together as brothers or perish together as fools 1527 1528 Yup. 1529 1530 Kanye West made a song called,"Jail". Its about going to jail and if Martin 1531 Luther King Jr. heard it in Jail I think he would approve. 1532 1533 1-14-24 Pt.2 1534 1535 The mind is a reality machine that creates reality I think. When you dream the 1536 reality machine doesnt know what to do so it makes up weird stuff. You may think 1537 this is delusion but one time in the mental hosptial someone drew a cross on the 1538 wall and they thought I did it. They convinced me I did it by suspecting I did 1539 it. I didnt do it but It wasnt until they checked the cameras they found out I 1540 didnt do it. 1541 1542 You may be thinking why I am bringing this up. The reality machine didnt make 1543 this,I dont know what it was but it wasnt the reality machine. Probably the 1544 delusion machine maybe idk. 1545 1546 I think insane people have a functioning reality machine but they are 1547 otherwise fucked up. 1548 1549 1-14-24 1550 1551 Medicine makes the pain go away. The world is burning but I feel nothing 1552 1553 1-13-24 Pt.2 1554 1555 Aiwnios.com is proudly hosted in America where I can masturbate to women 1556 twerking on social media without censorship. I heard WhatsApp censors bitches 1557 shaking their ass to rap music. If you want to Masturbate to PAWGs on instragram 1558 move to America. 1559 1560 Does america have a culture? Churches in the middle ages used to be elloborate 1561 but now they look like office buildings. There is no culture here except for 1562 masturbating to PAWGs. Why do you think suicide is so rampant here. 1563 1564 We need a God emperor who has a culture for us. If humanity has all to offer 1565 to itself(power to be people) then humanity is bankrupt. We need a God emperor. 1566 1567 I will try to have morals as does the God empoeror has morals. 1568 1569 1-13-24 Coxus Diem(Retard day) 1570 1571 The pains of retardation are starting to set in. I have had a job for awhile 1572 and I feel retarded. I am retarded. I will see the mental health non-retard and 1573 she will probably condemn me for feeling(not acting) suicidal. I am a retard ok. 1574 I walk around and talk about how gay I am for Trump but it is a joke. The retard 1575 word which describes me is very fitting and fun to say. 1576 1577 I dont know what Matt Walsh's plans for retards are so idk. 1578 1579 Ill be frank. Some people are very retarded and can throw tantrums and people 1580 will tell them to go to their room. If I act extra retarded I can find peace a 1581 solice in my room but I am too nice to do it. 1582 1583 1-12-24 1584 1585 Yeah Im gassed up. I worked on the Latin shit and added Left-recrusion to the 1586 grammar. Im treating the Latin grammar like a computer langauge and it's going 1587 to bite me in the ass. I said I was going to work on the Doom port today but I 1588 accidently capped. 1589 1590 I bought like 3 Monster Energy drinks,emito tres Monster. 1591 1592 Those without morals win. They operate on power and not morals;They coin the 1593 morals. 1594 1595 Who produces the entertainment you consume? Who produces the news you consume? 1596 Those who need power will find it by worshipping the mediums that give you 1597 power. This is their "morality". 1598 1599 Like ,If I am gay and say "Kids dont need homosexuality" you will be nailed to 1600 the cross for not worshipping gayness. If you a politician and say "America has 1601 issues" you will be accussed of treason. 1602 1603 You dont get ahead via morals. You circle jerk with those in power to get 1604 power;morality is an afterthought. 1605 1606 1-11-24 Refactors to the Latin Shit 1607 1608 See Latin.GMR in Latin Shit. Im on some Akesios type shit now. 1609 1610 1-10-24 Politics Time 1611 1612 Listen up,anyone who tries to commit treason against a 1st world country is a 1613 fucking retard. That being said,criticizing a goverment and respecting it are 1614 not mutually exlcusive. America has some fucked up history due to it 1615 psuedo-righteous ideals. Freedom good,not freedom bad. This is how the goverment 1616 promotes itself but I am telling you the so called "freedom lovers" are the 1617 first to reject freedom. Gay rights? The freedom lovers will say "religious 1618 freedom". Religious freedom is an oxymoron. Womens rights? 1619 "Religious freedom". 1620 1621 It is childish to say anything here other than "religious freedom" because it 1622 will boil down to gay/women's rights. The retards will state that it is a battle 1623 on womens rights when in reality there are women who oppose abortion. There are 1624 Christian men who are attracted to men who go to Jesus camp to cure themselves. 1625 It is CHILDISH to say "it is a battle on women's rights" as the battle is a 1626 spiritual battle,not a "I hate women" battle. 1627 1628 If making sense is a virtue then I am a sinner. 1629 1630 1-10-24 Attempt to become Trump Pt. 1 1631 1632 Now look,Donald Trump is no measly pussy grabber. For starters you have to 1633 learn the lingo; The Trump lingo into order to become a big time pussy grabber. 1634 1635 First came the art of the deal,but in his spare time he has prepared for 1636 humanity the art of the word. And believe me,Its hardly a suprise. 1637 1638 Sometimes I think,there is a real rhetoric that politicians use,and a FAR 1639 BETTER ONE. Believe me. Even as people attempt to educate me on grammar,I have 1640 no time to waste on such things as we got the Deal-Makin-Deity to teach us about 1641 the real shit,but that theorical grammar nonsense effective as a pencil in a 1642 swordfight 1643 1644 Now consider this. People can spend their whole lives learning about pussy 1645 grabbin (errr I mean rhetoric) but no one does it like Trump PERIOD. Nowhere was 1646 he found dilly dallying around town playin patty cake;Hes a man who knows there 1647 is no time to waste 1648 1649 Call me old school,but I think we need a man who can walk the walk and talk 1650 the talk and not no long shot colledge essay shit. No, we need the D. And 1651 believe me I know the D. The Donald to be exact 1652 1653 Believe Me. 1654 1655 1-10-24 1656 1657 Im back on my Latin shit,stay tuned for a source code drop. Ok, drop is here,I 1658 will rewrite most of this shit in the future. It is ass to read Latin Shit. 16591660 1661 1662 1663 1664 1665 1666 1667 1668 1669 1670 1671 1672 1673 1674 1675 1676 1677 1678 1679 1680 1681 1682 1683 1-9-24 1684 1685 I found a Sour Patch Kid's candy gingerbread house where I volenteer at and I 1686 found sour sugar in it and it's offically lit. Its after Christmas so a whole 1687 bunch of gingerbread houses came in. Yum! 1688 1689 Today I accidently pushin P pushed the do_not_use branch to main so the "new" 1690 debugger is now offical. Ill look into a MacOS port tommorow. Ill have to boot 1691 into MacOS on this machine. 1692 1693 <13>1694 1695 1696 1697 1698 1699 1700 1701 1702 1703 1704 1705 1-8-24 1706 1707 I am tired. I thought about all things are possible but few are permissable. 1708 There is a dream society where freedom is promised but nothing is permissable. 1709 You have the freedom to breath and do what you are told. 1710 1711 There was a website/reddit that used to exist called SanctionedSuicide. It was 1712 a pro-choice forum dedicated to the thought that "I should be able to die when I 1713 am ready". Pretty simple eh. I am told my thinking that "I should be able to die 1714 when im ready(in a medical setting via euthasia)" is unhealthy. 1715 1716 Cigarettes are unhealthly but I dont see outrage around cigaretttes. 1717 1718 The reason why suicide is ok(when done in a medical setting) is that is 1719 removes the pain when done via medecine,hence there is no suffering involved(*). 1720 Banning painless suicide only permits painful suicide hence the tradgedy of 1721 suicide rests in the banning of suicide. 1722 1723 You may say "Suicide causes suffering to others who greive for you.". I can 1724 say that homosexuality causes pain to religitards but no one cries about them. 1725 Anyone who has to "prove" their victimhood via abstract arguments is looking too 1726 hard. There is a word for them called "cunts". 1727 1728 Christ says "Let the dead bury the dead". He isn't lying in this case. The 1729 pain of getting shot is a million times worse than greiving for someone who was 1730 tortured to death. You have NOTHING on those who have been dealt pain while you 1731 whine about how they cant serve you. 1732 1733 I am not suicidal,I simply said "I should be able to die when im ready.". Good 1734 people sell cures,bad people create problems then sell cures. 1735 1736 It is better to die in peace than in crisis so dont kill youself with poo poo 1737 judgement. 1738 1739 1-7-24 The Finale 1740 1741 Mental illness is called an "illness" for a reason. Mental illness is not a 1742 virtue and in most cases it isnt just "troubled" people. Its more like a deep 1743 physhological issue like austism. Autism basially means you like Sonic the 1744 hedgehog porn. You may say "X was an autistic savant". This is the exception 1745 and not the example 1746 1747 As for why you shouldnt idolize illness,real mental illness is something 1748 metnally ill people would give up in a heartbeat. People who are truly insane 1749 who I would call ill dont want to be insane. People with OCD probably dont 1750 actually want to wash themselves all day. Idolizing being a retard(slang for 1751 mentally ill person) makes you a retard as it is morally backwards to stoop down 1752 the the level of a typical Sonic the Hedgehog enjoyer. 1753 1754 This rant sounded alot better in my mind 1755 1756 1-7-24 RELOADED 1757 1758 Today I resurected debugger code I secretly made yesterday. I left part of it 1759 on my X64 Linux partition and im Pushin P Pissed. I will get all of it later. 1760 1761 FreeBSD doesnt have TID's like linux so ptrace only operates on 1 PID which is 1762 nice(on FreeBSD). You have to keep track of the TIDs on Linux but it's not so 1763 bad I guess. 1764 1765 The reason I am using PTrace is becuase I want to support MacOS at somepoint. 1766 Its why I bought this macbook air im running Linux on now. PTrace is like the 1767 only "cannonical" debuggger API for MacOS. 1768 1769 I thought about how it is Grinch Season because it is snowy outside today. The 1770 grinch is a good charactor because he is iconic. My best charactor that I 1771 invented looks like this: 1772 1773 <14>1774 1775 1776 1777 1778 1779 1780 1781 1782 1783 1784 1785 1786 1787 1788 1789 1790 1791 1792 1793 1794 It was modeled after a dog toy I found one time. This creature's name is called 1795 a "Foofie". 1796 1797 1-7-24 Pt.2 1798 1799 As I kid I watched a youtube video about how Micelle Oboma is actually a man 1800 and not a woman. I thought I was retarded. Now I see it as indicative of a 1801 deeper propblem: WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS MATTER. This is actually still mentioned 1802 today by some conservatives. 1803 1804 Like the gay rights movement,Michelle Oboma being a man does not affet 99% of 1805 the population. 1% of the population should not be the main focus of the 1806 politcal battlefeild. 1807 1808 Gay people should have rights and stuff but why are they the pinacle of the 1809 culture war if they are 1% of the population? 1810 1811 1-7-24 1812 1813 I had a dream where I had to clarify that I am not currently suicidal. I 1814 cannot kill myself now. 1815 1816 1-6-24 Reloaded 1817 1818 Suicide exists in a far off land for me much in the same way a utopia exists. 1819 A utopia can exist,but It doesnt. I am loosing intrest in living like a child's 1820 pasions fade with adulthood. I am not puppeting anyone nor is anyone puppeting 1821 me. I listen to rap music. I feel great but this is not a life I would have 1822 opted to live in. 1823 1824 Just to be clear this is not an existential debt. This is a primordial desire 1825 to die in me. I cannot exist in peace so I will die for it if I am blessed. 1826 1827 I just saw a text art of a penis. 1828 1829 1-6-24 Feelin sicker than a Noodle 1830 1831 I am feeling sicker than a noodle. I worked on the DOOM port today and I made 1832 it so the player can more easily go up tight stairs. 1833 1834 When I was a kid I wanted to make a 3D printer a print parts to make a house. 1835 For plumbing I was just going to mail my shit to people in China or something. 1836 My dream of building a house was tharted by reality. I also wanted to host a 1837 porn server running on a NSpireCAS calculator running Linux but that never 1838 happened either. I dont think calculators are that fast at serving up porn but 1839 idk. 1840 1841 1-4-24 1842 1843 Im sick I think. I hope I puke so I feel better. Ill move the files for 1844 aiwnios into folders tommorow. I had a dream one time I was listening to Tucker 1845 Carlson with the Trump supporters. I programmed the ending for the DOOM port 1846 but I have to implement it in-game but It will be easy. 1847 1848 They can only threaten you with the flesh. They cannot threaten you with soul 1849 as they have no authority over it. There are decisions that you can make 1850 yourself,or it will be made for you(they will only puppet the circumstances). 1851 1852 I work so I can fund Aiwnios.com,before that I was volenteering alot. I'll be 1853 frank. If I valued the the flesh I would: 1854 -] 1: 1855 1856 Not speak my opinions on here and: 1857 1858 -] 2: 1859 1860 Get a higher paying job and move to a remote island without rules,or maybe 1861 just out of here. 1862 1863 1864 Nothing that much is at stake. I wrote eariler that a shadow can provide shade 1865 for others or for no one. You are just the person standing in the way of the 1866 sun. Everyone does this,I dont believe it is necesarly selfish 1867 <15>1868 1869 1870 1871 1872 1873 1874 1875 1876 1877 1878 1879 1880 1881 1882 1883 1884 1885 1886 1887 1888 1889 1890 1891 1892 1893 1894 1895 1896 1897 1898 1899 1900 1901 1902 1903 1904 1905 1906 1907 1908 1909 1910 1911 1912 1913 1914 1915 1916 1917 I should make a game about ants,I would be pretty cool. 1918 1919 1-3-24 Pt.5 Samayika Time 1920 1921 What do I want to do. It seems death profits worms that eat the dead 1922 bodies,and the worm poop becomes dirt which becomes food. Nothing ever ends. Aiw 1923 nios.com will feed you for awhile. The question is,what I am feeding people?. I 1924 like poop jokes but no is no the time to have a blast. 1925 1926 People are paid to entertain. People are paid to fed. Some people are payed to 1927 do everything,but not me that much. My software is free and I pay to host Aiwnio 1928 s.com. I loose money doing it. 1929 1930 You may be wondering why I put weird stuff on here. Its because I feel the 1931 need to define reality. If I was to kill myself I could not tell you about 1932 reality. 1933 1934 1-3-24 Pt.4 1935 1936 I added my flash cards app and some Greek cards,modern greek seems like a 1937 nicer langauge than older greek. 1938 1939 1-3-24 Pt.3 1940 1941 Too bad I only studied old greek. Killer artwork may prove to be a suitable 1942 replacement for meth. I saw aliens in one of the videos. 1943 1944 1-3-24 Pt.2 1945 1946 Black people in some sense made America because they were slaves. They should 1947 probably be given a holiday or something. I fell bad for slaves and stuff. End 1948 the nigger hate,but keep the nigger word for historical purposes. 1949 1950 I hope no one misinterpretes my rant on Mr.Nigger-Owner. The thing I was 1951 trying to get across is you cant say "Different place==different morals" and 1952 claim you reject evil except when someone else does it 1953 1954 You may be wondering why I keep saying nigger. Saying someone is a "mean 1955 person" abstracts the evils that that person commits. I can say hitler is a 1956 "cold person". It doesnt even stracth the surface of his evils. 1957 1958 1-3-24 1959 1960 I cannot be paranoid if everyone is actaully out to get me. This site isnt 1961 helping either but rules are only as effective as they are enforcable. I think I 1962 will start saying "cunt" instead of the n word but it is still unholy. British 1963 people I hear say cunt alot so idk. Regarding the argument "you are not in 1964 Britian so dont say cunt". I will say that moral truths are boundless. If you 1965 say "cannibalism is ok if you are in shittopia",then you are advocating 1966 cannibalism. Its black and white in this regard. You eat animals that you raise 1967 to be slaughtered. This is ok according to you so I will call you someone who 1968 "profits from suffering". This is a true label because you literally profit from 1969 suffering. I am someone who thinks the "cunt" word is funny. Call me any 1970 factually accurate word you like. I will do the same for you regardless if you 1971 like it or not. 1972 1973 George Washington owned nigger-slaves. Am I allowed to say this? Time will 1974 tell. He also overthrew the goverment and is celebrated for it. I guess it is 1975 true that truth is only good when you are the one coining it for retards down 1976 the road. 1977 1978 Atta-'murica should be his real name if he is the father of 'Murica. Thank you 1979 Mr.Nigger-owner for founding the most prosperous nation in the world. At least I 1980 have the right to call you a nigger owner,but I dont think you fans would 1981 appreciate it. 1982 1983 Also I am glad for the ever-changing nature of laws here. I like the 1984 admendmants so the laws can change over time. I used to believe "a goverment 1985 from God" is the best goverment but God needs to make a goverment first so until 1986 then America is second to my imaginary Jain utopia which doesnt exist atm. 1987 1988 Im pretty sure George Washinton told Americans to be religious so I am glad 1989 for that too. 1990 1991 1-1-24 Pt. 2 1992 1993 If I learned alot of things that I know now that would have helped if I was 1994 young I would be better off: 1995 1996 -] Thats your opinion 1997 1998 Best way to win any argument! 1999 2000 -] What Is vs What If 2001 2002 I would rather be punished for evils that I have done than hypothetical evils 2003 I havent done 2004 2005 -] Morality is transactional 2006 2007 If you do this,this will happen. Is the cost worth it. 2008 2009 -] Truthfullness is 3-fold 2010 2011 There is TRUE,FALSE and most inmportantly UNKNOWN 2012 2013 -] Allah is a lie 2014 2015 Go read the Quran looking for errors and you will find them. The sceintific 2016 miracles narrative is dumb if you actually read the alledged "miraculous" 2017 passages from the Quran which mentions nothing about science. I will 2018 elloborate later 2019 2020 -] Dont stop Talking because you are XXXphobic 2021 2022 The purpose of calling truth XXXophobic is not to refute your argument,but to 2023 convince you to stop talking 2024 2025 2026 2027 1-1-24 Year of the Retard Trimp 2028 2029 I learned that if something doesnt change in a loop,put it outside the loop my 2030 homie. This saves lots of time. I used to rely on the instruction cache to do 2031 the work,but homie OLDER COMPUTERS ARE Micheal Jackson BAD at this. 2032 2033 Also, if you want to make your code more readable,eliminate common 2034 expressions. 2035 2036 Do: 2037 2038 F64 x=point->x,y=point->y; 2039 return (x-a)*(y-b)-(y-c)*(x-d); 2040 2041 2042 instead of: 2043 2044 return (point->x-a)*(point->y-b)-(point->y-c)*(point->x-d); 2045 2046 2047 This makes the code easier for the compiler and the code is easier to read 2048 2049 Im still waiting for my RISC-V machine to come in. 2050 2051 12-31-23 The Day's Finale 2052 2053 I probably should pray with a computer in front of me. I was reading Tattvarth 2054 Sutra on it but now im typing. I should loose sight of the mission which is to 2055 make people happy by doing my dharma which for me is to do TempleOS shit and 2056 make a amazing game about frogs after the DOOM port. Today I thought about 2057 optimizing the floor code but no(I will save that for another time). 2058 2059 Was I choosen to write Aiwnios? 2060 2061 intelligible suggested promo 2062 2063 2064 The genius diva suggested I promote this idea I guess. Does it sound better to 2065 myself to say "I was choosen" or "I wasnt choosen". I think I was choosen as it 2066 sounds better to me in my heart. 2067 2068 Like the guy who invented Pepsi was choosen to make Pepsi in the same way I 2069 was choosen to write Aiwnios. 2070 2071 Im not a prophet. Just a guy with a compiler. A sexy compiler to be exact. 2072 2073 Pacman is a good game. 2074 12-31-23 RELOADED 2075 2076 I was working on the DOOM port and I got the light goggles working. I found an 2077 oddity in E2M6(?) where there is an unused line type (0xffff). I checked on the 2078 doom wiki and this is the case negstrodamus. 2079 2080 I have a shortage of breath today. I went to the gas station this morning and 2081 they asked if I wanted a cookie so I bought one. I went and again and they asked 2082 me if I wanted a cookie ago so I got another cookie. THAT IS 2 COOKIES. Nothing 2083 spectacular. 2084 2085 I see trauma in everything I do,unless it involves cookies. 2086 2087 I imagine there is a fat bitch who loves oreos and it gives her escape to eat 2088 cookies. I also didnt perform Samayika last night as I slept early 2089 2090 12-31-23 2091 2092 I woke up at 7 in the night but I thought it was 7 in the morning. It is the 2093 last day of the year dude. 2094 2095 12-29-23 2096 2097 Check out to my Truth Social where I can watch Trump be a retard 2098 Retarded social. 2099 2100 I got the wifi adapter for my RISC-V machine. It says the main board is coming 2101 from China. Dont tell the Trumpster. The Donald dont play with china. I love 2102 China ok. They make all my stuff so I love them. 2103 2104 Sexy2105 2106 2107 2108 2109 2110 2111 2112 2113 2114 2115 2116 2117 2118 2119 2120 2121 2122 2123 2124 2125 2126 2127 2128 2129 Colorado got the D off the ballot. THE MOTHER FUCKIN DONALD. The retard might 2130 not ever come to office again. 2131 2132 12-28-23 Pt.3 2133 2134 Worms dont understand compassion when I save them,I dont understand compasion 2135 given towards me or even If I have any. 2136 2137 True happiness is being conforted. 2138 2139 12-28-23 Pt.2 2140 2141 People are not my friends. Just as a poo poo brain fucks a woman then gets and 2142 STD then gets rejected afterwards,I will be rejected by the alledged freinds and 2143 put into immesaurable debt. I am forever but my relationships to people are not. 2144 It is best to not fuck yourself up repeatedly. 2145 2146 12-28-23 2147 2148 I cannot bear the weight of saying the N Word. I will leave my poo poo here 2149 for historic reasons. I will seek a better job sometime so the Shitpit may 2150 (hypotheically) be archived for a bit. 2151 2152 Morality bites hard. 2153 2154 In my TOOM port I managed to get the the secret level of EPISODE 1. I need to 2155 make it so the completed level display correctly as the secret leve is E1M9. I 2156 did lots of bug huntin/refactoring today. 2157 2158 12-27-23 Pt.3 2159 2160 I remember at the hospital a nurse came to me under the guise of converation 2161 to get medical information from me. This is how most interactions seem to me. 2162 They dont want me,they want something else. 2163 2164 This could mean anyone can be a poo poo brain on the hunt for something. In 2165 ideal conversation would go like. "Do you advocate praising the Tirhankaras and 2166 have a vile sense of humor?". I hear if you fuck a goth bitch you both get to 2167 burn in hell togheter (I dont want to fuck a goth bitch). 2168 2169 I feel guilt for being mean to the retard who cant code because I view him as 2170 subordinate . In this case I am actually superior to him in my coding ability 2171 but damm. 2172 2173 I have a pledge for my Aiwnios.com supporters that I am a real one and not 2174 asking anyone for anything. I exist and thats it. I am not demanding anything. I 2175 am simply stating my true and honest and unfiltered opinions about things I 2176 think about. 2177 2178 12-27-23 Pt.2 2179 2180 The problem with vinyl records is that they got worn out over time. I have 2181 "Bad","Off The Wall","Thriller" and "Dangerous" from Micheal Jackson on vinly. 2182 This seems to be an issue with "new" vinly 2183 2184 I also am not pleased with Linux today. It poo pooed itself on Ubuntu. I 2185 updated it,but then It went to poo poo land. FreeBSD is better as it's a base 2186 system and not just a Kernel so updates dont destroy the base system. Also the 2187 boot enviorments built into the system are nice 2188 2189 I have never had FreeBSD poop itself unless I did some weird stuff. 2190 2191 12-27-23 2192 2193 I feel guilt for some humor that is tasteless. I feel guilt but this is good 2194 maybe becuase I now know what not to do. I feel internally that such joke comes 2195 from the heart. I called this guy a retard who cant code but I did not say it 2196 directly to him. 2197 2198 This guilt is real and I would not make a culture around such acts. I hear 2199 some people have dark sides. This is true for me. I have morals but they are 2200 supressed when humor is involved. 2201 2202 I dont hate black people. I think the n word is funny for some reason. I am 2203 autistic so the "retard" word is funny. I dont view it as an ableist slur. 2204 2205 I feel guilt for having an evil sense of humor,but what is freedom if you dont 2206 use it. 2207 2208 If there is a motif in the page it is an unstopable guilt that keeps on 2209 getting bigger. I feel guilt but it is questionable as to if I cant stop the 2210 guilt inducing acts. 2211 2212 Like I cant imagine any good person sitting at the computer typing the n word. 2213 The Jinas have conquered the flesh and most likely dont advocate saying the n 2214 word. 2215 2216 Does any successful person sit around and say the n word all day. I dont know. 2217 There is martydom in some sense of the Tirthankaras who were rejected. Ask Jesus 2218 about it but he is a lie. 2219 2220 What do succesful people do. What do they do all day and think about. Do they 2221 truly believe "racist" words are bad or are they saying they do to please 2222 society. 2223 2224 Its like asking another human if they love you(when in distress),there is no 2225 way to validate their claim. 2226 2227 Ill be frank. Niggers used to be on farms like animals but now animals are 2228 still on farms and no one is crying. 2229 2230 Put a nigger on the farm and everyone cries. Niggers used to be bred for 2231 slavery but now animals are breed for slavery. 2232 2233 This is how I think. I BELIEVE RACISM IS MORALY WRONG... The problem is what 2234 most people define as racism is hypocritacal to their actions. I think that 2235 saying nigger is a great way to overcome the nihilism of the hypocracy of mass 2236 slaughtering animals n stuff. You empty the slaughterhouses and then I will stop 2237 saying nigger 2238 2239 I'll be frank,I will defined Nigger as a farm animal. You are eating niggers. 2240 You kill niggers in a non-humane way. This is evil ok. Turkeys are black so are 2241 they niggers? 2242 2243 12-26-23 Part 4 2244 2245 Sometimes people look at my screen. I wonder what they think. You know how 2246 instgram thots say "what do you think about my new shirt?". What do you think 2247 about what your looking at now? 2248 2249 2250 <17>2251 2252 2253 2254 2255 2256 2257 2258 2259 2260 2261 2262 2263 2264 2265 2266 2267 2268 2269 2270 2271 2272 2273 2274 2275 2276 2277 2278 2279 2280 2281 2282 2283 2284 2285 2286 2287 2288 2289 2290 2291 2292 2293 2294 2295 2296 2297 2298 2299 12-26-23 Computer-Samayika 2300 2301 -] 1. Sins 2302 2303 I have sinned today by sending an able-ist meme about an aparatus for 2304 autistic people. This was my only major sin. I thought about buying a pet rat 2305 and giving it alcohol so I had someone to drink beer with. 2306 2307 Just as a worm cannot see the sun,I cannot see the value of non-funny memes. 2308 Sometimes when we cant do something is is good to leave the grapes on the tree 2309 until will can reach them. 2310 2311 -] 2. Resolving to not do future sins 2312 2313 Try to memorize stuff from Tattvarth Sutra. This will be my focus of this 2314 session 2315 2316 I will also pick up any worms I see on the ground and move them to the 2317 grass,I saw none today. I will also clean my fish tank tommorow and clean my 2318 room tonight. 2319 2320 I will close tg while taking screenshots. 2321 2322 -] 3. Love for the world 2323 2324 Hopefully i'll get cool dreams sometime soon. Creatures including rats are 2325 capable of giving and recieving love to some degree. If you give a pet rat 2326 some snacks Im sure it can love it. There are times when people become lesser 2327 creatures after death because they are morally retarded. Frogs are incapable 2328 of love. If this was case they would exhibit signs of thinking and build mud 2329 huts to live in with fellow frogs. They de-evolve. 2330 2331 A human consiousness cannot fit in a frog so they must "de-evolve". 2332 2333 If I keep saying racial slurs I may de-evolve. In the same way a human 2334 de-evolves and looses senses,I am wondering if I have ever had a sense of 2335 "respect" for societal norms(that conflict with humor) or that I am a 2336 lesser(frog-brained) autistic retard. What do you gain by not being funny. 2337 2338 Can self respect buy you ice-cream? 2339 2340 God(?) says: 2341 2342 2343 vocally 2344 2345 2346 There is action and in-action. It is best to act in love. 2347 2348 -] 4/5. Tirthankara worship 2349 2350 Rsahba first life was that of a merchant who gave people lots of stuff with 2351 his money. I guess in some way I am rich because I have lots of cash sort of 2352 and prior to getting employed I was volenterring 5 days a week. The problem is 2353 I am feeling like I am not actually giving anything up though. I wonder why 2354 someone would do this out of their heart and not for greed. I have eaten some 2355 eggplant stuff tonight so I cannot say that I am fully expcirencing hunger now 2356 2357 It seems that holyness is a season of life that comes towards the end of 2358 life. 2359 2360 Gods become kings of heavens and then they become poo poo brains. It is very 2361 rare you see Gods doing anything nice. It seems they have forgetten earth 2362 except for various auspicious occurances in my life. Once he was a king he had 2363 lots of objections to the Dharma. He learned that chasing pasions around is 2364 dumb because you cannot chase one passion without abandoning the other 2365 2366 He was cursed with being a snake who protected his gold but after seeing his 2367 family enter the palace he refused to bite them. Sometimes I see people and I 2368 like them for a bit. I cant imagine loving them forever 2369 2370 In heaven he found a fellow wife and they loved eachother. I have a 2371 compiler(close enough). I sure hope If there is an autistic God you make him 2372 wear a condom. 2373 2374 After thier fall from paradise they longed for eachother. There is exile but 2375 it feels like pain goes away after you get what you need. 2376 2377 Rsahba was a great teaher who taught people lots of stuff but people are 2378 stupid and they did dumb stuff. After seeing this Rsahba saw the error of 2379 creation and rejected it. 2380 2381 I should vow to not do stupid stuff but I will have to ask for forgiveness 2382 2383 I should pray for more compassion towards the world too. It's to love when 2384 no love is given to you to give out to the world 2385 2386 -] 6. Withdrawl 2387 2388 I have a flash cards app I wrote awhile ago. I will upload it here later. I 2389 will have a link a dumbed down version of Tattvarth Sutra that I will 2390 gradually add to as I memorize it 2391 2392 2393 2394 2395 12-26-23 Reloaded 2396 2397 PewDiePie said nigger on livestream and there is a BBC wrote an article on it 2398 here. The footage of this shit is age restricted on youtube. I think he is not 2399 bad because he said it during a heated video game match and it slipped out. He 2400 is not racist ok.HE DIDNT EVEN MEAN TO SAY IT. 2401 2402 Footnote: BBC may also stand for Big Black [redacted] 2403 2404 This brings about the question of guilt. I have some guilt for using racial 2405 slurs but PewDiePie seems to have more guilt than I do. What is the purpose of 2406 pewdiepie repenting for his sins(he already has in my eyes) if no one will 2407 accept his penace. 2408 2409 Why is this even an issue? 2410 2411 12-26-23 2412 2413 I ordered an RISC V machine off of amazon. I added muzzle flashes to the guns 2414 in TOOM. I was saying eariler that all things exist from things that came before 2415 them. Phones exist from glass which comes from sand which comes from dead sea 2416 life. As for the initial substance I believe there was never any. 2417 2418 Creation is unfounded as the only alledged act of creation is at the 2419 "begining" of the universe(when it started to expand I shall say). No where else 2420 in the universe does creation happen. Things dont appear out of the air anywhere 2421 in this universe so I will assume it never happened and that the universe is 2422 primordial 2423 2424 Here is a diagram for you: 2425 <18>2426 2427 2428 2429 2430 2431 2432 2433 2434 2435 2436 2437 2438 2439 2440 2441 2442 2443 2444 2445 2446 BONUS!!! Why God is a fucking retard too 2447 2448 If God created the world according to Genesis,then why does Geneis have 2 2449 different (contradictory) accounts of the creation of birds. 2450 2451 In Genesis 1:21 it says living creatures were created from water 2452 2453 1:21 And God created great whales, and every living creature that 2454 moveth, which the waters brought forth abundantly, after their kind, 2455 and every winged fowl after his kind: and God saw that it was good. 2456 2457 In Genesis 2:19 Every bird was created from the ground. 2458 2459 2:19 And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the 2460 field, and every fowl of the air; and brought them unto Adam to see 2461 what he would call them: and whatsoever Adam called every living 2462 creature, that was the name thereof. 2463 2464 I have heard the objection "They were made from mud". This holds no weight as 2465 Genesis 1:21 takes place in the 6th day and Genesis 2:19 takes place in the 7th 2466 day. 2467 2468 2469 12-25-23 JESUS DAY Pt.2 2470 2471 Death is a weird thing. In one of Micheal Jackson's unreleased tracks he says 2472 "I am your boy,I am your toy... I am forever.". Its a erie thought to think that 2473 Someone can be alive(in our hearts) forever. It makes me want to cry actually. 2474 Im thinking about Micheal Jacksn moonwalking in heaven and it's strange as fuck. 2475 2476 Is heaven some weird place where people are joyful all day. I wil not go 2477 heaven in this life. It brings about the question,who am I. As a child I wanted 2478 to build a machine to fix the atmosphere but that is not the case and I am 2479 transitory and not forever like Micheal Jackson. 2480 2481 Terry is also "forever". Death is forever and life is finite. At least I have 2482 a enternal(AIWNIOS in greek) compiler,maybe I can bring it with me to the next 2483 life. 2484 2485 <19>2486 2487 2488 2489 2490 2491 2492 2493 2494 2495 2496 2497 2498 2499 2500 2501 2502 2503 2504 2505 2506 2507 2508 2509 2510 2511 2512 2513 2514 2515 2516 Is there truth to the statement TempleOS is Holy. I did this while offering 2517 devotion. This is about the transitiory nature of life and how we want to give 2518 it up sometimes 2519 2520 2521 2522 2523 2524 2525 12-25-23 JESUS DAY 2526 2527 Santa didnt bring a voluptuous fucking RiscV single board computer. I will buy 2528 one tommorow. Santa is a [redacted]. Nothing gets my noodle wetter than a Reduce 2529 d Instruction Set Computer. Im not trying to sound ungrateful. I have a job so I 2530 have no reason to. Im just saying why the fuck would someone ask me what I want 2531 for Mr.Christ's birthday and then get me a fucking music cd and some shirts. 2532 <20>2533 2534 2535 2536 2537 2538 2539 2540 2541 2542 2543 2544 2545 2546 2547 2548 2549 -] Reasons why RiscV is sexy 2550 2551 -] No niggerlicous flags register 2552 2553 Flags registers are homosexual 2554 2555 2556 -] LOADS of registers 2557 2558 Believe me,I love my registers. The more the merryier 2559 2560 2561 -] Instruction Set cuts out unecessary shit 2562 2563 If you can do something without a dedicated instrctuion. Just make more 2564 room on the chip for more instruction cache n Shit 2565 2566 2567 12-24-23 Christmas Eve Pt.3 2568 2569 I remember being morally incapacitated by the evils of others when I was a 2570 Muslim then I realized Allah is a lie. I wasnt offended. You simply werent 2571 allowed to laugh during prayer. Am I Incapacitating others by saying the N word. 2572 Idk. It is nigh impossible to see your own impurity when you live in a pile a of 2573 poo poo sauce. I think the Tirthankaras' reasononing is clear and can be spoken 2574 about without words. In this way there is an unspoken code. 2575 2576 Its strange that your perception of evil goes away when you accept that you 2577 are a sinner 2578 2579 12-24-23 Christmas Eve Pt.2 2580 2581 It's almost time for the Christmas day and it's a good time to celebrate the 2582 births of the Tirhankaras and their mothers. I made some cool art in 2583 Rsabha's entry. If I dont the Gods are too fond of me saying the N word alot as 2584 my 'N' key is kind of messed up on the thikpad 2585 2586 12-24-23 Christmas Eve. 2587 2588 I once heard of a girl named Evalion who made evil racist red pill videos and 2589 she (after being raided by the Canadian feds). She later chaned her political 2590 views but she said she regreted nothing. I think I will stop saying NIGGER. It 2591 will be a good thing to do for attaining some form of righteousness but I will 2592 leave some nigger jokes here for historical purposes. 2593 2594 Autism is characterized by truth but tasteless observations. Like if I inform 2595 someone they have a retarded looking face that would be bad. A good way of 2596 saying this is: 2597 2598 2599 Are you Retarded because your lookin' special 2600 2601 2602 This pickup line will make you irresistable in America maybe. If some thot 2603 told this to me I would have to breed with her. There was an era of youtube with 2604 the cyber-bully channels. This simply means dumbasses getting called out for 2605 their bullshit. Leafyishere was a real one. He covered many topics such as 2606 retards and beastiality girl and of course the nigger word. As I said,an END OF 2607 AN ERA 2608 2609 I was joking about breeding btw,the world doesnt need anymore autistic 2610 creatins running around. 2611 2612 Someone was making retard jokes here today about saying "RETARD" out loud. I 2613 wasnt me either 2614 2615 12-23-23 2616 2617 Yeah nigga,I was listening to 21 Savage/Drakes amazing album "Her Loss". Shit 2618 was straight up fire. I performed Samayika this morning but I have a book with 2619 the stories of the Tirhankaras on another harddisk nigga(Oh fuck). I was 2620 thinking about Aiwnios.com while performing it so it was half assed. You may be 2621 wondering why I am saying nigger alot when it is an un-Jainly thing to do. 2622 Honesty is a virtue and I enjoy saying the nigword. 2623 2624 You hear about tantra and they tell you to turn the evil energy into something 2625 good,I dont think saying nigger is too great but It is fun. It brings about the 2626 question "Who am I? And who do I want to be known as?" I want to attain Niravana 2627 without the pain assoicated with it. This includes things like not saying Nigger 2628 alot. I had lots of peace the other day but then I misplaced it and cannot find 2629 it again. 2630 2631 -] Things to do to not go to hell 2632 2633 -] 1 Dont Say nigger alot 2634 2635 Too fun to not do 2636 2637 -] 2 Dont Make a game about poopin frogs 2638 2639 I could add metaphyiscal qualities to the game so they wont judge the poop 2640 aspect of it 2641 2642 -] 3 Stop drinking after sunset 2643 2644 I keep drinking after sunset but I am doing good at not eating after sunset 2645 2646 -] 4 Port an IRC server to Aiwnios 2647 2648 I already did this for 3Days but I am busy writing this now 2649 2650 I once heard of a girl named Evalion who made evil racist red pill videos and 2651 she (after being raided by the Canadian feds) sa 2652 2653 2654 12-22-23 2655 2656 Yeah motherfucker I got a Macbook Air with an ARM64 processor. Time to get out 2657 WINE then make an ARM windows version of Aiwnios. I didnt perform Samayika today 2658 but I will do it tommorow. Today was a long day. 2659 2660 I feel great like I took a hit at the magic meth crystals. I still dont know 2661 why the Macs dont have a fucking de-facto USB port to plug a mouse into. I will 2662 revive my Poopin frogs game in the near future. I feel tired now. 2663 2664 I wonder about the transitory nature of greiving. I dont grieve ok. I lust for 2665 things I want. The pain goes away when I get it but luckily for me everything I 2666 need is in my hands. I will go full apeshit mode soon and make some new content. 2667 2668 There are lessing talked about things in life but I know them very well. Some 2669 call it self respect to not talk about them. I fear going before a holy man and 2670 telling them about poopin frogs. Like in the heavens gate cult(which has a sexy 2671 website comparable to Aiwnios.com) they would shame themselves. I think now is a 2672 good time to say the Nigger word as no one is looking 2673 2674 I feel guilt for saying the Nigger word but I will leave it here for the sake 2675 of truth. Honesty is a virtue but I dont know if concealing information is lying 2676 or not. I love niggers btw and I listen to loads of lit rap music. My favorite 2677 rap bar is where 21 Savage says "They don't ask for ID at the club cuz they know 2678 Im 21". I America 21 is the legal age to drink beer nigga. 2679 2680 I will need to clone the TOOM Repo on my Macbook Now. I kind of hyped to see S 2681 uper Nigger Bros become an acclaimed sequel to nintendo's hit franchise. I used 2682 to watch Super Mario 64 on Youtube and I felt a spiritual connection to it so I 2683 downloaded an emulator and played it and cried. It was a special expirence. I 2684 was in the 6th grade then. 2685 2686 2687 2688 2689 2690 2691 2692 <21>2693 2694 2695 2696 2697 2698 2699 2700 2701 2702 2703 2704 2705 2706 2707 2708 2709 2710 2711 2712 2713 2714 2715 2716 2717 2718 2719 2720 2721 2722 2723 2724 2725 2726 2727 2728 2729 2730 2731 12-21-23 2732 2733 I am bored today so I wil make a second shitpit. I heard that mortality sets 2734 in pretty fast. Its weird because there I hate living but then death will 2735 probably come at a horrible time. This is true probably. There is a life wheel 2736 that turns. A smile is simply an upsidedown frown. 2737 2738 Tommorow I will be going to BestBuy to buy a fuckin computer. I hate apple but 2739 I have like 2500 dollars I think laying around. I hope I figure out virtual 2740 memory for the poopy Apple computers. Those things fucking piss me off. I think 2741 ill find a way. Probably isnt a good way to waste loads of cash. 2742 2743 2744 2745 2746 2747 2748 2749 2750 2751 <22>2752 2753 2754 2755 2756 2757 2758 2759 2760 2761 2762 2763 2764